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Ye kahani incest ke saath adultery bhi hogi.
Ye ek real kahani hai jisme thori fantasy maine daali hai.
main ek bade se do manzile makaan mein rehta hoon. ghar kaafi bada hai aur paise bhi acche aate hain. abbu ke paas kheton ki bohot si zameen hai, is liye ghar mein kabhi paise ki kami nahi rehti. mera naam irfan hai, umar bees saal. school khatam hone ke baad se main zyada tar awargi hi karta hoon. padhai se dil nahi lagta, is liye din bhar ghumta rehta hoon ya ghar mein hi free waqt guzaarta hoon.
ab main apne ghar walon ka taaruf karwata hoon, aur unke jism ka bhi, kyunki aage ki kahani mein yeh cheezein zaroori hongi.
**abbu – naeem**
umar 52 saal. unka jism abhi bhi accha khasa hai. qadd lamba, seena chauda, haath-pair mazboot. kheton ka kaam karte-karte unka badan tight reh gaya hai. pet thoda nikal aaya hai lekin poora jism mazboot dikhta hai. daari unki safed ho chuki hai lekin chehra abhi bhi chamak lagta hai. jab woh kurta utarte hain to unke seene aur baazu dekh kar pata chalta hai ki umar ke hisaab se kaafi fit hain.
**ammi – nasreen**
umar 48 saal. dekhne mein abhi bhi mast hain. unki chhaatiyan salwar suit mein bhi saaf dikhti hain – bari, bhaari aur gol. jab woh aage jhukti hain to suit ka upar wala hissa unki chhaatiyon ke beech ke hisse ko nahi chhupa pata. unka pichwada bhi kaafi bara aur gol hai. salwar pehenne ke baawjood unki koolhon ki shakl saaf nazar aati hai. chalte waqt unka pichwada hilta hai. chehra abhi bhi jawani jaisa lagta hai, sirf aankhon ke neeche thodi si lakeerein hain. unka jism dekh kar koi bhi yeh nahi keh sakta ki woh adhtaalis saal ki hain.
**bade bhai – waqas**
umar 28 saal. shehar mein naukri karte hain aur har hafte chutti pe ghar aate hain. unka jism kasrat wala hai – seena chauda, pet bilkul chapta, baazu tight. unki qadd bhi acchi hai.
**bhabhi – nazma**
umar 26 saal. yeh ghar ki sabse dilkash aurat hain. unki aankhon mein hamesha ek bhookh si dikhti hai. jism unka patla-fit hai lekin golaiyan bohot saji hui hain. chhaatiyan wast size ki lekin kasii aur upar ko uthhi hui. kamar patli, koolhein gol aur pichwada kasaa hua. maxi ya nighty pehenti hain to unka poora jism saaf nazar aata hai. unki raanein bhi mulayam aur kasii hui hain. jab woh chalti hain to unka pichwada dheere-dheere hilta hai, jaise jaan-bujh kar.
**aapi – fatima**
umar 27 saal. shaadi ke baad shehar mein rehti hain apne shauhar ke saath, lekin kabhi-kabhi ghar aati hain. unka badan bhaari hai lekin unpar bohot accha lagta hai. bari-bari chhaatiyan hain, jo kapde mein bhi dabi nahi rehti. unka pichwada bhi bara aur narm dikhta hai. pet thoda sa nikal aaya hai lekin poora jism auratpana liye hue hai. unki chhaatiyan itni bhaari hain ki jab woh aage jhukti hain to lagta hai abhi gir padengi.
**chhoti bahan – maryam**
umar 19 saal. abhi school mein hai. shaitan ladki hai. uska jism abhi poori tarah se ban chuka hai. qadd wast, rang gora, chhaatiyan wast-bhari, jo school ke dress mein bhi apni shakl dikhati hain. kamar patli hai aur pichwada uska kasaa aur gol hai. jab woh tight jeans ya pajama pehenti hai to uski koolhon aur raanon ki lakeer saaf nazar aati hai. uski aankhon mein hamesha sharaarat rehti hai.
**ghar ka naqsha**
neeche do kamre hain – ek abbu-ammi ka, doosra bhai-bhabhi ka. saath mein ek bada aangan, rasoi aur gusalkhana.
upar bhi do kamre hain – ek mera, doosra pehle aapi ka tha, ab maryam ka ho gaya hai.
yeh tha mera ghar aur mere ghar walon ka mukammal taaruf.
subah ka waqt tha. garmi ki chuttiyan chal rahi thin is liye main aaram se soya hua tha. kamre mein pankha zoron se chal raha tha lekin phir bhi pasina aa raha tha. main pet ke bal leta hua tha aur chaddar upar tak hi kheench rakhi thi.
tabhi darwaze pe dastak hui aur ammi ki awaaz aayi.
“irfan… uth ja beta… der ho rahi hai…”
main ne ankhain band hi rakhin aur koi jawab nahi diya. ammi ne phir se dastak di.
“irfan… sunta hai… uth ja…”
is baar unki awaaz thodi tez thi. main ne ab bhi koi harkat nahi ki. aadhi neend mein hi leta raha. ammi andar aa gayin. unke kadmon ki ahat sun kar bhi main ne aankh nahi kholi.
ammi mere bistar ke paas aa kar khadi ho gayin. unka haath mere kandhe pe pada aur unhone mujhe hilaya.
“utho beta… aapi ko shehar se lana hai aaj… bhool gaye kya?”
main ne bas gardan ghumayi aur doosri taraf munh kar liya. abhi neend toot nahi rahi thi. ammi ne phir se zor se hilaya.
“irfan… main baar baar bol rahi hoon… aapi intezaar kar rahi hogi… unke shauhar ne phone pe kaha tha ki subah hi nikalna…”
main ne aankhein thodi si kholin lekin phir band kar liin. munh se bas ek halki si awaaz nikli.
“thodi der… ammi… abhi nahi…”
ammi ki saans tez ho gayi. unhone mera kambal jhatak diya.
“uth ja ab… roz ki tarah aalsi bana hua hai… garmi ki chutti hai is liye sochta hai din bhar leta rahega… jaldi uth… warna main abbu se shikayat karungi…”
main ne ab bhi koi jawab nahi diya. bas aankhein band kiye leta raha. ammi thodi der tak mere upar khadi rahiin, phir unhone jhunjhla kar kaha.
“theek hai… apni marzi… aalsi… baad mein mat kehna ke ammi ne nahi jagaaya…”
itna keh kar woh naraaz hote hue kamre se nikal gayin. unke kadmon ki ahat door tak sunayi di. main ne ab aankhein kholin aur dheere se karwat li. abhi bhi neend ka nasha tha. lekin ammi ki baat yaad aa gayi… aapi ko lana tha aaj.
main thodi der aur leta raha, sochta raha ke ab uthna chahiye… lekin jism abhi bhi bistar se chipka hua tha.
main thodi der aur leta raha, phir aakhir uth hi gaya. gusalkhane mein ja kar munh haath dhoya, kapde badle aur neeche aangan ki taraf chal diya.
aangan mein ammi aur bhabhi dono bethi thin. ammi salwar suit mein thin. unka suit garmi ki wajah se kapda unke jism se chipak gaya tha. unki bari chhaatiyan suit ke upar se saaf ubhar rahi thin. jab woh aage jhuk kar kuch nikaal rahi thin to unki chhaatiyon ka bojh aur bhi zyada nazar aa raha tha. unka pichwada bhi salwar mein golai liye hue tha.
bhabhi nazma kurti aur leggings mein thin. unki kurti bhi garmi se unke jism se chipak gayi thi. unki kasii hui chhaatiyan kurti ke andar se apni shakl dikha rahi thin. leggings unki raanon aur koolhon pe itni tight thin ke unka poora shape saaf nazar aa raha tha. unka pichwada leggings mein ubhra hua tha, jaise koi jaan-bujh kar dikha raha ho.
main unke paas ja kar baith gaya. ammi ne meri taraf dekh kar kaha,
“aa gaya aakhir… sochta tha aaj bhi dopehri tak soya rahega… nasta laga hua hai, kha le…”
main ne bas sar hilaya aur nasta lene laga. bhabhi ne bhi meri taraf dekha aur halki si muskaan ke saath boli,
“aaj jaldi uth gaye irfan bhai… warna roz to der se aate ho…”
main ne unki baat ka koi seedha jawab nahi diya, bas “haan” kah kar nasta khane laga. lekin meri aankhein un dono ke jism pe baar baar ja rahi thin. yeh naya nahi tha. main hamesha se aise hi chupke se unke jism ko ghoorta aaya tha. aaj garmi ne unke kapdon ko unke badan se chipka diya tha, is liye sab kuch aur bhi saaf dikh raha tha.
ammi jab roti nikaal kar meri plate mein rakh rahi thin to unki bari chhaatiyan mere bilkul saamne hil rahi thin. unka suit unke jism se chipka hua tha, is liye unki chhaatiyon ki golai aur unke beech ka hissa dono hi nazar aa rahe the. main chupke se unhe dekh raha tha aur andar hi andar ek ajeeb si garmi mehsoos kar raha tha.
phir meri nazar bhabhi pe gayi. woh apni plate se nasta kha rahi thin. unki kurti unke seene se chipki hui thi. unki kasii chhaatiyan har saans ke saath thodi si upar neeche ho rahi thin. leggings mein unki raanein aur pichwada bilkul clear the. jab woh thoda sa aage jhukti to unka pichwada leggings mein aur bhi ubhar aata.
main dono ko aise hi chupke chupke dekhte hue nasta kar raha tha. meri aankhein unke jism pe tikti thin, phir hat jaati thin, phir wapas chali jaati thin. yeh aadat meri purani thi. ghar mein rehte hue main aksar aise hi unke badan ko ghoorta rehta tha, lekin aaj garmi ne sab kuch aur bhi saaf kar diya tha. unke kapde unke jism se chipke hue the, is liye mujhe dekhne mein bohot maza aa raha tha.
ammi bol rahi thin,
“jaldi kha ke nikal… aapi intezaar kar rahi hogi… unke shauhar ne kaha tha subah tak pahunch jaana…”
main ne unki baat suni lekin meri nazar unki chhaatiyon pe hi atki hui thi. bhabhi bhi kabhi kabhi meri taraf dekh leti thin, lekin main jaldi se nazar jhuka leta. andar hi andar mera dil tez dhadak raha tha. yeh ghoorna main hamesha se karta aaya tha, lekin aaj unke chipke hue kapdon ne mujhe aur bhi zyada kheench liya tha.
nasta karte karte main ne aangan ke baahar ki taraf dekha. abbu ka koi nishaan nahi tha. shayad woh subah subah hi kheton ki taraf nikal gaye the. ammi ab bhi mere saamne bethi thin aur bhabhi apni plate saaf kar rahi thin.
main ne aakhri luqma khaya aur uth khada hua. ammi ne meri taraf dekh kar kaha,
“tayyar ho gaye? jaldi nikalna… raasta lamba hai…”
main ne sar hilaya.
“haan ammi… abhi nikalta hoon…”
bhabhi ne bhi meri taraf dekha aur boli,
“sambhal ke jaana irfan bhai… garmi bohot hai aaj…”
main ne unki baat ka jawab diye baghair bas muskurahat dikhayi. meri nazar phir se unke jism pe chali gayi. unki kurti ab bhi unke seene se chipki hui thi aur leggings unki koolhon ko saaf dikha rahi thin. ammi jab uth kar bartan uthane lagiin to unka salwar suit unke bhaari jism se chipka hua tha. unki bari chhaatiyan aur gol pichwada dono hi meri aankhon mein samane aa rahe the.
main ne dil mein socha ke ab nikalna behtar hai. warna main yahin khade khade unhe dekhte rahunga. main ne ammi se kaha,
“ammi main nikalta hoon… shaam tak aapi ke saath wapas aa jaunga…”
ammi ne sar hilaya.
“theek hai… rastе mein kuch kha lena… aur phone pe raasta batate rehna…”
main ne unhe dekhte hue ek baar phir unke jism ko nazar se guzaara, phir darwaze ki taraf chal diya. baahar nikalte hi garmi ne saamna kiya. sooraj upar aa chuka tha aur hawa mein bhi garmi thi.
main seedhe addе ki taraf chal diya. wahan se shehar jaane wali bus mili. main usmein baith gaya. bus chali to main khidki se baahar dekhne laga. raasta lamba tha, chaar ghante ka.
bus ke andar garmi thi. log bhi kaafi the. main apni seat pe baith kar sochne laga. ghar ki subah yaad aa rahi thi. ammi ka salwar suit mein chipka hua jism, unki bari chhaatiyan, unka hilta hua pichwada. bhabhi ki tight leggings, unki kasii hui raanein aur ubhra hua pichwada. yeh sab soch soch kar main khidki se baahar dekhte hue chupchaap baitha raha.
raasta guzarta raha. gaon ke khet, phir chhote shehar, phir badi sarak. bus dheere dheere shehar ki taraf badh rahi thi. main waqt dekhne laga. abhi do-dhaai ghante aur lagenge.
andar hi andar ek ajeeb si bechaini thi. aapi se milne ja raha tha.
bus shehar pahunchi to ghadi mein chaar baj rahe the. main utar kar seedhe aapi ke makaan ki taraf chal diya. rastе mein garmi ab bhi kaafi thi lekin meri soch sirf aapi pe thi. kitne dino baad unse milne ja raha tha.
unke makaan ke darwaze pe pahunch kar main ne dastak di. thodi der baad darwaza khula aur aapi saamne khadi thin.
unhe dekhte hi main kuch seconds ke liye aisa khada reh gaya jaise hosh hi utar gaye hon. aapi ek kase hue kaale abaaye mein thin. woh abaaya unke jism pe itna kasaa hua tha ke unki bari-bari chhaatiyan bilkul saaf ubhar rahi thin. unka poora upar ka hissa us kase libaas mein bhaari aur gol dikh raha tha. unhone halka makeup bhi kiya hua tha. aankhein, hont, chehra… sab kuch saja hua tha. us surat ke saath woh dekhne mein bilkul qatil lag rahi thin. unka bhaari jism us kase abaaye mein aur bhi zyada dilkash ho gaya tha.
aapi ne mujhe dekhte hi muskurahat failayi aur boli,
“irfan… aa gaye… kitna der laga diya…”
itna kehte hue unhone aage badh kar mujhe gale laga liya. unki bari chhaatiyan mere seene se jaa takraayin aur andar dhas si gayin. unke jism se ek tezz khushbu aa rahi thi… shayad koi attar tha… lekin uske saath unke apne badan ki khushbu bhi mili hui thi. woh dono khushbuen mil kar meri saansein tezz kar rahi thin. main unke gale mein bandha hua thodi der ke liye aisa mehsoos kar raha tha jaise zameen pairon ke neeche se khisak gayi ho. unki chhaatiyan mere seene pe dabii hui thin aur unka bhaari jism mere se sata hua tha.
thodi der baad unhone mujhe alag kiya aur andar le gayin. baithne ke liye kaha. main unke saamne baith gaya. aapi mere saamne kursi pe baith gayin. unka abaaya ab bhi unke jism se kasaa hua tha. unki bari chhaatiyan har saans ke saath thodi si hil rahi thin. main unhe dekhte hue jawab deta raha.
aapi ghar ke baare mein poochne lagiin.
“sab theek hain na ghar pe? ammi, abbu, maryam… sab khairiyat se hain?”
main ne unki baatein suni lekin meri nazar unke chehre aur unki chhaatiyon pe baar baar atak rahi thi. unka shringaar, unki qatil soorat, unka kasa hua jism… sab mil kar mujhe aisa mehsoos kara raha tha jaise main kisi aur duniya mein baitha hoon. main unke sawalon ke jawab to de raha tha lekin dil aur dimaag dono unki khoobsurti mein kho se gaye the.
thodi der baad main ne himmat karke unse poocha,
“bhaijaan kahan hain aapi? aaj ghar pe nahi hain kya?”
aapi ne halka sa muskurate hue kaha,
“woh kaam pe hain… kuch der mein aa jaayenge… tum baitho, main chai banaati hoon…”
itna keh kar woh uth kar rasoi ki taraf chal diin. unke jaate waqt unka bhaari pichwada us kase abaaye mein hilta hua nazar aaya. main unke peeche dekhte hue baitha raha. andar hi andar mera dil zoron se dhadak raha tha. aapi aaj itni dilkash lag rahi thin ke main unhe dekhte hue apna aap pe kaabu nahi rakh pa raha tha.
Ye ek real kahani hai jisme thori fantasy maine daali hai.
main ek bade se do manzile makaan mein rehta hoon. ghar kaafi bada hai aur paise bhi acche aate hain. abbu ke paas kheton ki bohot si zameen hai, is liye ghar mein kabhi paise ki kami nahi rehti. mera naam irfan hai, umar bees saal. school khatam hone ke baad se main zyada tar awargi hi karta hoon. padhai se dil nahi lagta, is liye din bhar ghumta rehta hoon ya ghar mein hi free waqt guzaarta hoon.
ab main apne ghar walon ka taaruf karwata hoon, aur unke jism ka bhi, kyunki aage ki kahani mein yeh cheezein zaroori hongi.
**abbu – naeem**
umar 52 saal. unka jism abhi bhi accha khasa hai. qadd lamba, seena chauda, haath-pair mazboot. kheton ka kaam karte-karte unka badan tight reh gaya hai. pet thoda nikal aaya hai lekin poora jism mazboot dikhta hai. daari unki safed ho chuki hai lekin chehra abhi bhi chamak lagta hai. jab woh kurta utarte hain to unke seene aur baazu dekh kar pata chalta hai ki umar ke hisaab se kaafi fit hain.
**ammi – nasreen**
umar 48 saal. dekhne mein abhi bhi mast hain. unki chhaatiyan salwar suit mein bhi saaf dikhti hain – bari, bhaari aur gol. jab woh aage jhukti hain to suit ka upar wala hissa unki chhaatiyon ke beech ke hisse ko nahi chhupa pata. unka pichwada bhi kaafi bara aur gol hai. salwar pehenne ke baawjood unki koolhon ki shakl saaf nazar aati hai. chalte waqt unka pichwada hilta hai. chehra abhi bhi jawani jaisa lagta hai, sirf aankhon ke neeche thodi si lakeerein hain. unka jism dekh kar koi bhi yeh nahi keh sakta ki woh adhtaalis saal ki hain.
**bade bhai – waqas**
umar 28 saal. shehar mein naukri karte hain aur har hafte chutti pe ghar aate hain. unka jism kasrat wala hai – seena chauda, pet bilkul chapta, baazu tight. unki qadd bhi acchi hai.
**bhabhi – nazma**
umar 26 saal. yeh ghar ki sabse dilkash aurat hain. unki aankhon mein hamesha ek bhookh si dikhti hai. jism unka patla-fit hai lekin golaiyan bohot saji hui hain. chhaatiyan wast size ki lekin kasii aur upar ko uthhi hui. kamar patli, koolhein gol aur pichwada kasaa hua. maxi ya nighty pehenti hain to unka poora jism saaf nazar aata hai. unki raanein bhi mulayam aur kasii hui hain. jab woh chalti hain to unka pichwada dheere-dheere hilta hai, jaise jaan-bujh kar.
**aapi – fatima**
umar 27 saal. shaadi ke baad shehar mein rehti hain apne shauhar ke saath, lekin kabhi-kabhi ghar aati hain. unka badan bhaari hai lekin unpar bohot accha lagta hai. bari-bari chhaatiyan hain, jo kapde mein bhi dabi nahi rehti. unka pichwada bhi bara aur narm dikhta hai. pet thoda sa nikal aaya hai lekin poora jism auratpana liye hue hai. unki chhaatiyan itni bhaari hain ki jab woh aage jhukti hain to lagta hai abhi gir padengi.
**chhoti bahan – maryam**
umar 19 saal. abhi school mein hai. shaitan ladki hai. uska jism abhi poori tarah se ban chuka hai. qadd wast, rang gora, chhaatiyan wast-bhari, jo school ke dress mein bhi apni shakl dikhati hain. kamar patli hai aur pichwada uska kasaa aur gol hai. jab woh tight jeans ya pajama pehenti hai to uski koolhon aur raanon ki lakeer saaf nazar aati hai. uski aankhon mein hamesha sharaarat rehti hai.
**ghar ka naqsha**
neeche do kamre hain – ek abbu-ammi ka, doosra bhai-bhabhi ka. saath mein ek bada aangan, rasoi aur gusalkhana.
upar bhi do kamre hain – ek mera, doosra pehle aapi ka tha, ab maryam ka ho gaya hai.
yeh tha mera ghar aur mere ghar walon ka mukammal taaruf.
subah ka waqt tha. garmi ki chuttiyan chal rahi thin is liye main aaram se soya hua tha. kamre mein pankha zoron se chal raha tha lekin phir bhi pasina aa raha tha. main pet ke bal leta hua tha aur chaddar upar tak hi kheench rakhi thi.
tabhi darwaze pe dastak hui aur ammi ki awaaz aayi.
“irfan… uth ja beta… der ho rahi hai…”
main ne ankhain band hi rakhin aur koi jawab nahi diya. ammi ne phir se dastak di.
“irfan… sunta hai… uth ja…”
is baar unki awaaz thodi tez thi. main ne ab bhi koi harkat nahi ki. aadhi neend mein hi leta raha. ammi andar aa gayin. unke kadmon ki ahat sun kar bhi main ne aankh nahi kholi.
ammi mere bistar ke paas aa kar khadi ho gayin. unka haath mere kandhe pe pada aur unhone mujhe hilaya.
“utho beta… aapi ko shehar se lana hai aaj… bhool gaye kya?”
main ne bas gardan ghumayi aur doosri taraf munh kar liya. abhi neend toot nahi rahi thi. ammi ne phir se zor se hilaya.
“irfan… main baar baar bol rahi hoon… aapi intezaar kar rahi hogi… unke shauhar ne phone pe kaha tha ki subah hi nikalna…”
main ne aankhein thodi si kholin lekin phir band kar liin. munh se bas ek halki si awaaz nikli.
“thodi der… ammi… abhi nahi…”
ammi ki saans tez ho gayi. unhone mera kambal jhatak diya.
“uth ja ab… roz ki tarah aalsi bana hua hai… garmi ki chutti hai is liye sochta hai din bhar leta rahega… jaldi uth… warna main abbu se shikayat karungi…”
main ne ab bhi koi jawab nahi diya. bas aankhein band kiye leta raha. ammi thodi der tak mere upar khadi rahiin, phir unhone jhunjhla kar kaha.
“theek hai… apni marzi… aalsi… baad mein mat kehna ke ammi ne nahi jagaaya…”
itna keh kar woh naraaz hote hue kamre se nikal gayin. unke kadmon ki ahat door tak sunayi di. main ne ab aankhein kholin aur dheere se karwat li. abhi bhi neend ka nasha tha. lekin ammi ki baat yaad aa gayi… aapi ko lana tha aaj.
main thodi der aur leta raha, sochta raha ke ab uthna chahiye… lekin jism abhi bhi bistar se chipka hua tha.
main thodi der aur leta raha, phir aakhir uth hi gaya. gusalkhane mein ja kar munh haath dhoya, kapde badle aur neeche aangan ki taraf chal diya.
aangan mein ammi aur bhabhi dono bethi thin. ammi salwar suit mein thin. unka suit garmi ki wajah se kapda unke jism se chipak gaya tha. unki bari chhaatiyan suit ke upar se saaf ubhar rahi thin. jab woh aage jhuk kar kuch nikaal rahi thin to unki chhaatiyon ka bojh aur bhi zyada nazar aa raha tha. unka pichwada bhi salwar mein golai liye hue tha.
bhabhi nazma kurti aur leggings mein thin. unki kurti bhi garmi se unke jism se chipak gayi thi. unki kasii hui chhaatiyan kurti ke andar se apni shakl dikha rahi thin. leggings unki raanon aur koolhon pe itni tight thin ke unka poora shape saaf nazar aa raha tha. unka pichwada leggings mein ubhra hua tha, jaise koi jaan-bujh kar dikha raha ho.
main unke paas ja kar baith gaya. ammi ne meri taraf dekh kar kaha,
“aa gaya aakhir… sochta tha aaj bhi dopehri tak soya rahega… nasta laga hua hai, kha le…”
main ne bas sar hilaya aur nasta lene laga. bhabhi ne bhi meri taraf dekha aur halki si muskaan ke saath boli,
“aaj jaldi uth gaye irfan bhai… warna roz to der se aate ho…”
main ne unki baat ka koi seedha jawab nahi diya, bas “haan” kah kar nasta khane laga. lekin meri aankhein un dono ke jism pe baar baar ja rahi thin. yeh naya nahi tha. main hamesha se aise hi chupke se unke jism ko ghoorta aaya tha. aaj garmi ne unke kapdon ko unke badan se chipka diya tha, is liye sab kuch aur bhi saaf dikh raha tha.
ammi jab roti nikaal kar meri plate mein rakh rahi thin to unki bari chhaatiyan mere bilkul saamne hil rahi thin. unka suit unke jism se chipka hua tha, is liye unki chhaatiyon ki golai aur unke beech ka hissa dono hi nazar aa rahe the. main chupke se unhe dekh raha tha aur andar hi andar ek ajeeb si garmi mehsoos kar raha tha.
phir meri nazar bhabhi pe gayi. woh apni plate se nasta kha rahi thin. unki kurti unke seene se chipki hui thi. unki kasii chhaatiyan har saans ke saath thodi si upar neeche ho rahi thin. leggings mein unki raanein aur pichwada bilkul clear the. jab woh thoda sa aage jhukti to unka pichwada leggings mein aur bhi ubhar aata.
main dono ko aise hi chupke chupke dekhte hue nasta kar raha tha. meri aankhein unke jism pe tikti thin, phir hat jaati thin, phir wapas chali jaati thin. yeh aadat meri purani thi. ghar mein rehte hue main aksar aise hi unke badan ko ghoorta rehta tha, lekin aaj garmi ne sab kuch aur bhi saaf kar diya tha. unke kapde unke jism se chipke hue the, is liye mujhe dekhne mein bohot maza aa raha tha.
ammi bol rahi thin,
“jaldi kha ke nikal… aapi intezaar kar rahi hogi… unke shauhar ne kaha tha subah tak pahunch jaana…”
main ne unki baat suni lekin meri nazar unki chhaatiyon pe hi atki hui thi. bhabhi bhi kabhi kabhi meri taraf dekh leti thin, lekin main jaldi se nazar jhuka leta. andar hi andar mera dil tez dhadak raha tha. yeh ghoorna main hamesha se karta aaya tha, lekin aaj unke chipke hue kapdon ne mujhe aur bhi zyada kheench liya tha.
nasta karte karte main ne aangan ke baahar ki taraf dekha. abbu ka koi nishaan nahi tha. shayad woh subah subah hi kheton ki taraf nikal gaye the. ammi ab bhi mere saamne bethi thin aur bhabhi apni plate saaf kar rahi thin.
main ne aakhri luqma khaya aur uth khada hua. ammi ne meri taraf dekh kar kaha,
“tayyar ho gaye? jaldi nikalna… raasta lamba hai…”
main ne sar hilaya.
“haan ammi… abhi nikalta hoon…”
bhabhi ne bhi meri taraf dekha aur boli,
“sambhal ke jaana irfan bhai… garmi bohot hai aaj…”
main ne unki baat ka jawab diye baghair bas muskurahat dikhayi. meri nazar phir se unke jism pe chali gayi. unki kurti ab bhi unke seene se chipki hui thi aur leggings unki koolhon ko saaf dikha rahi thin. ammi jab uth kar bartan uthane lagiin to unka salwar suit unke bhaari jism se chipka hua tha. unki bari chhaatiyan aur gol pichwada dono hi meri aankhon mein samane aa rahe the.
main ne dil mein socha ke ab nikalna behtar hai. warna main yahin khade khade unhe dekhte rahunga. main ne ammi se kaha,
“ammi main nikalta hoon… shaam tak aapi ke saath wapas aa jaunga…”
ammi ne sar hilaya.
“theek hai… rastе mein kuch kha lena… aur phone pe raasta batate rehna…”
main ne unhe dekhte hue ek baar phir unke jism ko nazar se guzaara, phir darwaze ki taraf chal diya. baahar nikalte hi garmi ne saamna kiya. sooraj upar aa chuka tha aur hawa mein bhi garmi thi.
main seedhe addе ki taraf chal diya. wahan se shehar jaane wali bus mili. main usmein baith gaya. bus chali to main khidki se baahar dekhne laga. raasta lamba tha, chaar ghante ka.
bus ke andar garmi thi. log bhi kaafi the. main apni seat pe baith kar sochne laga. ghar ki subah yaad aa rahi thi. ammi ka salwar suit mein chipka hua jism, unki bari chhaatiyan, unka hilta hua pichwada. bhabhi ki tight leggings, unki kasii hui raanein aur ubhra hua pichwada. yeh sab soch soch kar main khidki se baahar dekhte hue chupchaap baitha raha.
raasta guzarta raha. gaon ke khet, phir chhote shehar, phir badi sarak. bus dheere dheere shehar ki taraf badh rahi thi. main waqt dekhne laga. abhi do-dhaai ghante aur lagenge.
andar hi andar ek ajeeb si bechaini thi. aapi se milne ja raha tha.
bus shehar pahunchi to ghadi mein chaar baj rahe the. main utar kar seedhe aapi ke makaan ki taraf chal diya. rastе mein garmi ab bhi kaafi thi lekin meri soch sirf aapi pe thi. kitne dino baad unse milne ja raha tha.
unke makaan ke darwaze pe pahunch kar main ne dastak di. thodi der baad darwaza khula aur aapi saamne khadi thin.
unhe dekhte hi main kuch seconds ke liye aisa khada reh gaya jaise hosh hi utar gaye hon. aapi ek kase hue kaale abaaye mein thin. woh abaaya unke jism pe itna kasaa hua tha ke unki bari-bari chhaatiyan bilkul saaf ubhar rahi thin. unka poora upar ka hissa us kase libaas mein bhaari aur gol dikh raha tha. unhone halka makeup bhi kiya hua tha. aankhein, hont, chehra… sab kuch saja hua tha. us surat ke saath woh dekhne mein bilkul qatil lag rahi thin. unka bhaari jism us kase abaaye mein aur bhi zyada dilkash ho gaya tha.
aapi ne mujhe dekhte hi muskurahat failayi aur boli,
“irfan… aa gaye… kitna der laga diya…”
itna kehte hue unhone aage badh kar mujhe gale laga liya. unki bari chhaatiyan mere seene se jaa takraayin aur andar dhas si gayin. unke jism se ek tezz khushbu aa rahi thi… shayad koi attar tha… lekin uske saath unke apne badan ki khushbu bhi mili hui thi. woh dono khushbuen mil kar meri saansein tezz kar rahi thin. main unke gale mein bandha hua thodi der ke liye aisa mehsoos kar raha tha jaise zameen pairon ke neeche se khisak gayi ho. unki chhaatiyan mere seene pe dabii hui thin aur unka bhaari jism mere se sata hua tha.
thodi der baad unhone mujhe alag kiya aur andar le gayin. baithne ke liye kaha. main unke saamne baith gaya. aapi mere saamne kursi pe baith gayin. unka abaaya ab bhi unke jism se kasaa hua tha. unki bari chhaatiyan har saans ke saath thodi si hil rahi thin. main unhe dekhte hue jawab deta raha.
aapi ghar ke baare mein poochne lagiin.
“sab theek hain na ghar pe? ammi, abbu, maryam… sab khairiyat se hain?”
main ne unki baatein suni lekin meri nazar unke chehre aur unki chhaatiyon pe baar baar atak rahi thi. unka shringaar, unki qatil soorat, unka kasa hua jism… sab mil kar mujhe aisa mehsoos kara raha tha jaise main kisi aur duniya mein baitha hoon. main unke sawalon ke jawab to de raha tha lekin dil aur dimaag dono unki khoobsurti mein kho se gaye the.
thodi der baad main ne himmat karke unse poocha,
“bhaijaan kahan hain aapi? aaj ghar pe nahi hain kya?”
aapi ne halka sa muskurate hue kaha,
“woh kaam pe hain… kuch der mein aa jaayenge… tum baitho, main chai banaati hoon…”
itna keh kar woh uth kar rasoi ki taraf chal diin. unke jaate waqt unka bhaari pichwada us kase abaaye mein hilta hua nazar aaya. main unke peeche dekhte hue baitha raha. andar hi andar mera dil zoron se dhadak raha tha. aapi aaj itni dilkash lag rahi thin ke main unhe dekhte hue apna aap pe kaabu nahi rakh pa raha tha.