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disha:- bhai tum ja rahe ho didi ke paas........ disha di meri maa ko didi bolti thi.. mere baare me rohan bhiaya, disha di aur ustad ka pariwar sab kuch jaante the..
veeru:- haan didi kal jaldi hi main yahan se jaane wala hon.
radha:- didi ye laat saab kahan jane wale the, wo to main hi zor dekar ise bhej rahi thi.. ise to kisi ka ehsas hi nahi hai.. naa maa aur behno ka aur na hi hamara..
radha didi se milte hue boli.. main aage badha aur rohan bhaiya ke gale lag gaya..
rohan:- ek bete ka farz to nibhana hi padta hai, pariwar wale chahe kaise bhi hon.
disha:- bhai tum to hamare sath ho, hum se apna dard baant sakte ho... didi ka dard, roshni ka, nisha ka dard to koi bhi bantne wala nahi hai na wahan..
radha:- didi ye to bas yahi samjhta hai keh wo teeno abb bhi vaisi hi hongi.. jaisi life unko mili hai, usi me khush hongi.
disha:- aisa mat sochna mere bhai, waqt hamesha ek sa nahi rehta.. tum saalon se unse door ho to zarur wo sab tumhare liye dukhi hongi.. tumhare liye wo zarur khud ko badal gai hongi..
veeru:- didi ye to wahan jaa kar hi pata chalega.. maa badal gai hai ya roshni aur nisha ko bhi apne jaisa bana chuki han..
rohan:- jo bhi hai mere bhai, abb tum der matt karo, aur suba jaldi hi nikal pado.. bhagwan ne chaha to wo bhi tum jaisi banne ki chah mann me paal chuki hongi..
padma:- maine to jabse veeru bete ki kahani suni thi.. tab se hi main roz mandir jaa kar bhanwan se sabke mann badal jaane ki pararthana kiya karti hon.. aaj bhi ridhima behen, roshni beti aur nisha beti ki nayi aur achhi zindagi ke liye mandir gayi thi.. wahan teeno ke naam ki puja karwa kar, gareebo me kapde aur paise bhi baant aayi hon.
padma aunty aur ustad bhi kamre me aa gaye the.. padma aunty boli to ustad bhi bole pade
ustad:- veeru beta bhagwan ke kaamo ko samjh pana asaan nahi hota.. ek baat agar sochi jaaye to bohut kuch samjh me aa jata hai.. ho sakta hai bhagwan ne tumhe wahan paida kar ke un sab ke liye badle hue kal ka intezam kar dia ho.. tumne jabse hosh sambhala hai, tabse hi apni maa ko dhande se rok rahe ho.. tab wo nahi ruki thi, lekin tumhare unse door hone ke baad zarur wo tumhare liye tadap gai hongi.. zarur wo bhi badal gai hongi..
radha:- baba mera dil kehta hai, maa ji aur meri behne jald hi humse aa milengi..
padma:- radha beti tumhare mohn me ghee shakakr.. dil khush ho gaya tumhare dil ki pukar jaan kar.. mera dil bhi kuch aisa hi bolta hai.. salon se main bhi to yahi chah rahi hon. bhagwan se bhi main saalon se isi cheez ki maang kar rahi hon.
disha di aur rohan bhaiya sabko dekh kar smile karne lage..
disha di aage badhi, mere sarr ko thaam kar apni chhaati par laga dia..
disha:- suno mere bhai mere dil ki bhi pukar suno.. suno mere bhai mere dil ki awaz.. mera dil bhi unke machal raha hai mere bhai.. unki talab kar raha hai mere bhai.. unke sath rehne ki kalpana kar raha hai mere bhai.. unke tumhare sath laut aane ki khushkhabri suna raha hai mujhe bhai.. bhai tum jitne achhe aur payare ho.. bhagwan zarur tumhare dard ko kamm karne ke liye didi, roshni aur nisha ko bhi tum jaisa bana chuka hoga.. jaao mere bhai aur le kar aao sabko..
rohan:- yaar vithal pata nahi kyun yahan aate hi mere pet me enthan si hone lagti hai.
rohan bhaiya apne pet ko masalte hue bole...
hahahaha rohan bhaiya ki baat par sab hassne lage.. main bhi hass pada.. hassna meri adat nahi thi.... par mere chahne wale kabhi kabhi kuch aisa bol jaate the.. main khud par kaabu nahi rakh pata tha.. haan hasste hue kabhi kabhi dard ka sa ehsas hota tha.. meri hansi to vani ke door hone se hi chhin gayi thi.. hans liya karta tha, par meri hansi me wo dilkashi nahi hua karti thi.. ek khokhla pan sa sab hi meri hansi me mehsus kar liya karte the.. lekin sab nazar andaz karke mujhe dukhi hone se bacha bhi liya karte the..
rohan bhaiya jab bhi yahan aate the to radha ke hath ka bana hua khana wo bade maze le le khaya karte the.. radha khana bohut achha banati thi. khana wala ungliyan hi chaatta reh jata tha..
sab hasste hue, baten karte hue kamre se bahar jaane lage.. khane me to abhi bohut time tha... baat badal kar karne se mahol ki kasheedgi aur sanjeedgi khatam ho gayi thi..
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roshni kothe par pohnchi to mentally bohut fresh thi.. roshni ek khilta gulab thi, jahan se bhi guzarti thi, khushbu bakher dia karti thi.. wo alag baat hai keh ye phool baar baar masla ja chuka tha.. masle jaane par bhi uski chamak damak me koi fark nahi aaya tha.. uski chamak roz ba roz badhti hi ja rahi thi..
roshni ka chanda bai ne badhiya se sawagat kiya .. apne chhati se laga kar usay pyar dia. uske gaalon ko choom kar, sehla kar usay lekar ek sofe par baith gayi.. chanda bai usse 1 mahine ki sari report lene lagi.. roshni bhi maze le le kar chanda bai ko sab batane lagi.
chanda:- hmmmm to tumne bhi is baar khub enjoy kiya.. paise ke sath maze bhi lekar aayi ha tu.. chanda bai roshni ko khush dekh kar khush thi.. roshni dhande me zabardast jo thi...
roshni:- haan nani is bar sach me hi mujhe ek achha contractor mila tha.. warna to pehle milne wale sare mard mujhe ek randi hi samjh kar chodte rahe han.. par deepak sach me hi ek powerfull mard hone ke sath sath achha insan bhi hai..
chanda:- chal abb sab se mil le aur kuch dino ki rest kar le.. fir tere liye naya contract pakadti hon..
roshni:- nani ye arvind thakur kaun hai?
chanda:- arvind thakur..!! (chanda bai hairat se roshni ko dekhne lagi) tumne uska naam kaise le liya, tu to kabhi usse mili bhi nahi .. aur na hi wo yahan ka hai..
roshni:- airport ke bahar mila tha nani wo mujhe. wo bhi bohut strong person hai nani.. usse mili to kuch der ki baaton ke baad main usse naam pochhaa tha.. to usne naam bata kar kaha tha keh baaki ki detail main aapse le lon.. kaun hai ye arvind thakur? badi zabardast personality ka malik hai nani wo..
chanda bai hairat ke jhatke se bahar nikal aai thi..
chanda:- uske baare me baad me bataongi, abhi tum apni maa aur behen se mil lo.. bohut dino baad aayi ho to kuch rest bhi le lo.. fir baith kar sukun se baten karenge..
roshni:- theek hai nani main maa se, nisha se milne jati hon..
roshni ke jaane ke baad chanda bai bhi uthi aur apne kamre me ja ghusi..darwaza andar se band karke wo kisi ko call milane lagi..
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vani apne kamre me bed par baithi hui ek diary me kuch likh rahi thi.. uski chhoti behen devika, jo uski best friend bhi thi, uske sare raaz bhi jaanti thi, vani se beinteha mohabbat bhi karti thi, wo kamre me dakhil hui aur door ko andar se lock karke vani ke paas aa kar baith gayi..
vani ne apni behen ko dekha aur ek payari si muskan uske honto par saj gayi. devika to apni didi ko dekhti hi reh gayi..
devika:- didi aapke honto par ye smile kitni payari lag rahi hai na.. hamesha aise hi muskurati raha karo. bohut bhali, dil me utar kar mann ko sukun dene wali hai aapki ye muskan.... hmmmm to abb aap mujhe yeh batayen keh aaj aisi muskan ka raaz kya hai, aur kya likh rahi han aap diary me.. devika diary par nazar daalte hue vani se boli..
vani ne pen diary me rakh kar diary band kar di aur apni behen ko apni bahun me bhar kar uske gaal ko choom liya.. devika bhi khil uthi..
vani:- meri payari si behen sab hi to jaanti hai mere baare me.. kabhi kuch chhupaya hai kya maine apni jaan se payari behen se..
devika:- kabhi nahi didi.. aap to meri didi bhi ho aur best freind bhi.. to kaise fir aap mujhse kuch bhi chhupa sakti han... ab bata bhi den na didi kaise aapke honto par ye itni payari si muskan aayi ha.. kyun aaj aapka face hamesha se zayada glow kar raha hai.. devika vani ke gaalon par hath ferte hue boli..
vani ko bhi apna mann halka karne ke liye koi chahiye tha to vani ne apni behen ko apni best friend bana liya.. apne dil ki har baat wo devika se kiya karti thi... aaj mandir me jo hua wo sab vani apni behen ko, apni best friend ko batane lagi..
devika sab sunkar vani ke jaise hi khil uthi thi..
devika:- didi main bata nahi sakti mujhe kitni khushi hui hai aapse sab sunkar.. parr didi sadhu baba ke hisab to fir samay aapke liye, jiju ke liye bohut kuch bura bhi lekar aane wala hoga.. didi kahi.. kahi .. isse aage devika kuch nahi bol paayi.. vani ne uske honto par hath rakh dia.. vani naa me sar hilate hue apni behen se boli
vani:- na meri behen abi se kuch mat bol.. abhi samay acha chal raha hai to humen bhi khush ho lena chahiye... pata nahi fir kya kuch mere sath ho.. abhi kuch bhi galat salat matt bol meri behen.. aaj saalon baad to mujhe khushi mili hai, aaj saalon baad to mere dil ko karar aaya hai.. aaj saalon baad to mujhe mere veeru ke milne ka sandes mila hai.. kuch pal mujhe khushi me bita lene do.. samay ne jo dard mere naseeb me likhe hue han, mere veeru ke naseeb me likhe han..wo to humen mil kar hi rahenge... par abhi dard se kuch rahat hai to mujhe khush ho lene do.. baad ki baaten baad ke liye sahi..
thakk thakk thakk... kisi ne door knock kiya to dono ek dusre se alag ho kar khud ko set karne lagi.. fir devika uth kar door kholne ke liye door ke paas ja pohnchi.. door khol kar devika ne dekha to door par uski maa thi..
devika side ho gai.. uski maa andar kamre me dakhil ho gai
vani maa:- door band karke tum dono kya baat kar rahi thi... vani kuch bolti devika pehle hi bol padi..
devika:- maa hum girls han to ghar me kaafi mard bhi han to girls ki baaten koi na sune isliye door band kar dia tha maine... devika sabse chhoti thi to maa aur dadi ki ladli banne ki koshish karti rehti thi..
vani maa:- hehehe ghar me mard.. ghar me jo mard han wo ghar ke fard han..
devika:- waah maa aapko to shayari bhi karne lagi..
vani maa:- maskha mat lagao mujhe, koi shayar vayar nahi hon main.. tum yahan apni didi ko dinner ke liye bolne aayi thi naa.. fir baaton me kyun lag gayi..
devika:- jaanti hon maa, bas hum aane hi wale the.
vani apni chhoti behen ko dekhne lagi.. devika hamesha hi baat ko badal dia karti thi..
vani ke liye bohut si sahulten devika ki waja se thee..
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raat der tak sab baith kar baaten karte rahe the. rohan bhaiya aur disha di wahi reh gaye the.. meri waja se rohan bhaiya aur disha di ke relations ustad, padma aunty aur radha se bohut badh gaye the.. dono aksar hi ustad ke ghar aate rehte the..
raat kabhi mera sarr padma aunty ki god me hota to kabhi disha didi ki god me to kabhi radha ki god me.. ye main khud se nahi karta tha.. sab baari baar mere sarr ko ghaseet kar apni god me rakh leti thee.. sabko meri aur mere sarr ki badi chah thi.. ajeeb pyaar tha sab ko mujhse.. apne apne patiyo ke saamne bhi mere sath kaise bhi baithne letne me sharam mehsus nahi karti thee.. radha bhi baba ke saamne mujhse baar haa baar lipat chuki thi, mujhe choom chuki thi..
kisi ke bhi mann me kabhi kuch aisa vaisa nahi aaya tha.. rohan bhaiya to dil se dua kiya karte the keh mere dil me kuch aa jaaye.. ta keh unki patni ka dard kuch kamm ho jaaye.. disha didi ki god hari ho jaaye..
par mai to is dunya se door ka insan tha..
raat der se sone par bhi suba meri ankh jaldi khul gayi thi.. suba hote hi main dere par ja pohncha... wahan kai log jaag rahe the. kuch to kasrat karne me lage hue the.. mujhe dekha to sabne nare lagane shuru kar diye.. nare mer tareef me nahi, bass hullad bazi ka ek andaz tha sabke naron me.
sab chhate hue badmash the.. matlab badmasho jaise the.. ustad ke liye jaan bhi de sakte the.. bure nahi the, par andaz sabhi ke badmasho wale, tamash beeno wale the. mujhe dekh kar aksar hi hullad bazi macha dia karte the..
trouser shirt me main sab ke beech pohcha to soori jo meri hi tarha se ustad ke bohut kareeb tha, pehlwani andaz me jhukte hue dono hath lehrate hue mujhe dekhne laga..
soori:- chal aa jaa, dikha apna zor mujhe bhi aur sabko bhi.. pata to chale keh tu abb bhi sher hai ya jail se bahar aane ke baad geedad ban gaya hai.. soori ki baat par mere honto par smile aa gayi..
saare meri puri haqeeqat nahi jaante the... par mere dard ko jaante the.. mere chehre ko dekh kar mere andar ka dard kam karne ke liye, mujhe active rakhne ke liye aise hi drama kiya karte the..
sabb bhi mujhse bohut pyar karte the.. ustad ke baad main hi tha jo sabke liye chaheta tha.. bohut soo ke baad main ustad ke kareeb aaya tha. par sabse khas ho gaya tha.. is baat ko leke kisi ke bhi dil me mel nahi aaya tha.. sab ke sab dil se mukhlis the.. ustad me apne paas sab chhant chhant kar bande rakhe hue the..
veeru:- mujhe geedar hi rehne de mere bhai.. aur kisne kaha keh main sher hon, main to ek aam sa insan hon.. ja kisi aur se zor azmaayi kar.
soori aage badha aur tezi se neeche jhuke hue dono bazoun me mere ek pair ko lene laga. soori ko harkat karte dekh raha tha main.. uski ek ek movement par meri nazar thi .. usse baat karte hue main puri tarha se active tha. jaise hi soori ke hath mere pair ke paas pohnche, maine apna pair ekdumm se side kar liya aur goomta hua pal bhar me hi soori ke peeche bhi pohnch gaya...
soori ki kamar ko apne mazbut hathon ki pakad me lekar, soori ko upar utha kar, ghuma kar neeche patakhne me mujhe der nahi lagi..
soori ki cheekh aur sabne hassne ki awaz ek sath hi goonj gayi thi.. soori cheekhte hue mujhe gaali bhi dene laga tha.. aur main sabko dekh kar smile karta hua dere ke chakkar kaatne laga..
4-5 chakkar ke baad jab jism garam ho gaya to main sab ke beech laut aaya... sab mujhe dekh kar soori ko chhedne lage.. side rakhe ek stool par baith kar main sabse baaten karne laga..
kuch der me ustad bhi aa gaya.. rohan bhaiya bhi aa gaye..
rohan:- kyun bhai tum sab kyun itni zor zor se hass rahe the.
ek bola:- sir aaj suba suba soori aur veeru ka mukabla dekhne ko mila, soori ko ek lamhe me hi veeru ne utha kar neeche pathak dia..
soori:- akki saale to mera dost hai ya veeru ka.
akki:- hahaha main to ustad ka chela ho soori.. aur fir jo sach hai wo to mujhe batana hi hai..
ustad aage badhe aur mere kandhe ko thapakne lage.. fir soori ko dekh kar bole
ustad:- mere ladle se mukable karne chala hai tu soori.. jaanta nahi hai kya iske bare me.. kaun hai jo mere ladle se lad sake. mere ladle ka saamna kar sake.. kisi maa ne mere ladle jaisa janma hi nahi hai..
soori:- ek din main ise pichhad kar rahunga ustad. soori apne ek patthar jaise sakht dole par dusra hath ferte hue bola..
rohan:- aur wo din kabhi nahi aayega soori, mera bhai tere sath mazak mazak me ladta ha, jis din sahi se lada na, us din tu apni haddiyan judwata firega.. iske hath nahi dekhe kya tumne..
rohan bhaiya mere hath ko dabate hue soori se bole.. ye sach tha jitni storng mere dono hath, dono kalaiyan thi, mere jism ka koi hissa utna strong nahi tha.. soori bhi kamm nahi tha. bohut jaan thi usme. ek mujhse wo haar jaya karta tha, kisi aur ke liye soori ko hara pana asaan nahi tha. bas sab sab bhi ek sath hote the to aise hi maze liya karte the..
fir sab apni apni kasrat me lag gaye... main apne hisse ki kasrat karke andar chala gaya.
mere jaane ke baad...
ustad:- akki tum shero, jassi, jaswant, khan aur 5 aur ko sath mila kar ladle ke peeche rehna.. ladla aaj agra ja raha hai to iska khayal rakhna.. kuch bhi gadbad ho to mujhe batana .. ladla tum sab ko wapis lautne ko bole to wapis matt aana..
akki:- ji ustad, aap befikr rahen.. hamare rehte aapke ladle ka koi baal bhi baaka nahi kar sakta.
rohan:- veeru jaisa koi nahi hai akki.. veeru se ladna kisi ke liye asaan nahi hoga. par wo aksar khud ko bhul jaya karta hai .. tum sab is baat ka khas khayal rakhna.. usay kuch hona nahi chahiye..
ustad:- warna tum sab padma aur radha ko to jaante hi ho.. kuch bhi galat karne par tum sab ko khud se un dono ko jawab dena hoga..
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suba devika ki ankh vani se pehle hi khul gayi thi, dono behne ek hi room me, ek hi bed par soya karti thi.. dono har wo kaam kiya karti thee.. jisse dono me pyar aur bhi badhe
raat der tak dono behne baaten karti rahi thee.. aksar devika pehle uth jaya karti thi..vani ko aksar neend bhi to der se aaya karti thi. devika pehle uth kar apni didi ko uthaya karti thi..
aaj devika uthi to apni didi ko uthane ke liye jaise hi apna hath apni didi ke shoulder par rakha to apni didi ke chehre par neend me hi muskan dekh kar wo apna hath peeche hata gai thi.
devika:- aaj pehli baar didi neend me bhi itni khush dikh rahi han.. kitni payari smile hai didi ki.. bhagwan meri didi ko hamesha aise hi muskurata hua rakhna.. mujhse nahi dekha jata apni didi ka murjhya hua chehta.. meri didi ke chehre ko hamesha hi khila khila rakhna.. warna main bhi murjha kar reh jaaongi..
devika ki ankho se do moti tapak pade.. devika bhi apni didi ke barabar let gai.. wo apni didi ke chehre ko dekhne lagi.. itna payara chehra wo kaise bigda hua dekh sakti thi.. itni monmohni smile kaise wo apni didi ke honto se door hote hue dekh sakti thi... saalon me kabhi kabhi hi to apni didi ke chehre par aisi dilkash smile dekhne ko milti thi..
apni didi ko na utha kar devika bade ghor se apni didi ke chehre ko, apni didi ki smile ko dekhne lagi... devika khush thi keh uski didi khawab me apne veeru ke paas thi..
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radha:- bhai kal aapne kaha tha keh aap mere chehre ka badla hua rang aur mera ghusse wala chehra nahi dekh sakte.. aap chahte han keh main hamesha hi khush raha karun..
veeru:- haan sach hi to kaha tha maine meri behen.
radha:- to fir mere is chehre ki chamak ko aur bhi badha do mere bhai.. mujhe maa ji aur meri do behne la do.. dekho tum firse dukhi mat ho jana.. warna yahan mera dil bhi udas ho jaayega..
padma:- haan veeru beta, jaao aur jaldi se meri behen ko, meri do betiyon ko lekar aao.
disha:- bhai mere liye bhi sabko lekar aana.. bada shok hai mujhe un teeno se milne ka.
rohan:- best of luck mere bhai.. jaao aur kamyab hokar lauto.
ustad:- agar nakam ho jaao to laut kar matt aaana ladle.. maine tujhe kisi bhi maidan me fail hone ke liye trainned nahi kiya hai.. maine apni zindagi ka sara tajurma, apne aur apne sare kaam ke amdiyon ke gur tujhe sikha diye han.. seena chhalni ho jaaye, par maidan kabhi matt chhodna.. sarr katt jaaye parr kabhi jhukne na dena.. na khud ka aur hi mera..
rohan:- ladai hamesha khud ke dumm par ladna veeru... ladai hamesha taqat se bhi nahi ladi jaati.. maidan dekh kar, dushman ki chal samjh kar, andaz dekh kar war karna padta hai.. kabhi kabhi sher bhi jhapat padne ke liye 2-4 kadam peeche palat jaya karte han.. kuch bhi karo, jis mahol me, jis maidan me raho, wahan ka sab samjhte hue aage badho aur madain fateh karo.. agar kabhi kuch samay ke liye, peeche hattna pade... to usse mard ki mardangi par koi fark nahi aata.. dushman ko dushman ki chaal se maat dena bhi zaruri hota hai..
radha:- jism ki taqat se zayada dimag ki taqat ko istemal karna mere bhai.. dekho hum sabb tumhare liye, maa ji aur behno ke liye kitne bechain han.. kaisi bhi mushkil aaye, kisi ko bhi chhod kar matt aana.. sabko lekar aana.. agar wo na maane to unhe manana.. apni mohabbat ka ehsas karana sabko.. bohut kamm samay me tumne hum sab ke dilon me apne liye itni mohabbat bhar di hai, jo hum kabhi soch bhi nahi sakte the mere bhai.. wo to fir bhi tumhara pariwar hai. tumhari maa hai, behne han. kaise na unke dilo me tumhare liye tadap hogi, kaise na wo tumse mohabbat karti hongi.. jaao aur agar wo na samjhen to uske andar ki tadap ko, jo mohabbat unke dilon me tumhare liye ha. us tadap ka, us mohabbat ka ehsas karwao.. aur khali hath matt lautna mere bhai...
main ek ek ko dekh raha tha.. kitna pyar karte the sab mujhse.. meri hi tarha se ye sabb bhi chah rahe the keh meri maa, meri behne mere sath laut aayen.. us gandi daldali zindagi se wo sabb door ho jaayen.. kitna pyar tha mere liye in sabb ke dilon me. kitni chahar thi sabko meri maa se, meri behno se milne ki. kitna khush naseeb bhi tha main jo mujhe aise chahne wale mile the..
vani se door hokar, jail me bitaye 7 saalon ne mujhe dunya ka kya kuch nahi de dia tha. dunya ki koi aisi baat nahi thi, jo main nahi janta tha.. sab baari baari mujhse wo baaten kar rahe the.. jo main pehle se hi jaanta tha.. sab jaante the keh main jis haal me bhi hon.. ladai ke maamle me main hamesha hi active raha karta tha.. mujhe maat dena, ya mujhpar dhoke se war karna asaan nahi tha..
lekin fir bhi sabb mujhe ek bachhe ki tarha se treat kar rahe the.. sach me main ek bacha hi to tha.. har wo insan ek bachha hi to hua karta hai, jise sab milkar khub pyar karne lage.. wo insan ek maa ho, baap ho bachha ho ya bada.. usse agar sab pyar karte han to sab usse aisa hi bolte han.
ek maa hamesha hi apne bachhon ki parwarish karti hai, usay parwan chadhati hai.. zamane ki oonch neech sikhti hai.. kaise jeena hai, kis maamle me kya karna hai, ek maa hamesha apne bachhon ko sikha hai.. lekin wahi maa jab boodhi ho jaaye, to sab bachhe usse pyar karte hue usay salah dene lagte han.. aur maa bhi ek bachhi bankar apne bachhon ke pyar me pad kar apne bachhon ki salaah le liya karti hai..
ye sabb pyar hi hota hai.. pyar ke rang hote han.. aise hi rangon se to ye dunya saji hai.. wanra to dunya me gandh phelane walun ki kami nahi hai..
yahan bhi sab mujhse pyar kar rahe the.. pyar ke rangon me rangte hue mujhe bhi usi rang me rang rahe the..
dard the meri zindagi me bohut sare.
zakham bhi the mere dil me bohut sare.
meri vani mujhse door kar di gayi thi.mujhe meri vani se door karke mujhe jail ki zindagi guzarne par majbur kar dia gaya tha. meri vani shayad nahi jaanti thi keh main 7 saal jail ki saza kaat chuka hon.. warna to agar usay pata hota to wo zarur mujhse kaise bhi contact karti.. jaise main uske bina nahi reh sakta tha.. wo nahi mere bin nahi ji sakti thi.. ye baat main bohut achhe se jaanta tha..
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