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Mera naam ruksana hai…..mere shadi 19 saal ke umer mai hui thee…..par shadi ke kuch hee mahino baad mere pati ke mout ke accident mai ho gaye….mai widhawa ban apne maa baap par boj bankar unke ghar beth gaye…..maa baap ne bhot kosish kee, par kahi accha rista naa mila…phir ek dim mere mama ne mere shadi farook naam ke adami se taye kar dee. Tab farook ke umer 35 saal thee aur mere 20 saal. Farook ke pehali patani ka intkaal shadi ke 13 saal baad hua tha…..aur uski ek *** saal ke beti bhee thee….farook railway mai gorvent job karte thee. isslye ghar walo ne socha ki sarkari naukari hai….aur kissi cheez ke kami bhee nahi….isslye mere shadi farook ke sath ho gaye….
Shadi khaye jaa samjota….par sach toh yahi tha ki, shadi ke baad muje kissi tarah ke khusi naseeb naa hui……naa hee mai koi apna bacha paida kar saki, aur hee naa muje pati ka payar mila….buss yahi tha ki, bina kissi pershani ke 3 waqt ke roti aur kapdhe mil jate thee ….shadi ke 3-4 saal baad muje apne pati par unke bade bhai ke patani ke sath kuch chakkar hai shak hone laga….aur mera ye shak theek bhee nahi nikala….ek din jab unke bhai ke biwi huamre yaha aye hui thee. tab mene unhe ooper wale room rangralaya mante hue dekh laya….
Jab mene isske bare mai farook se baat kee, toh wo ulta muj par hee baras uthe. Pata nahi ruksana ne unpar kaya jadoo kaya tha….farook ne muje saaf-2 bol daya ki, agar ye baat kissi ko pata chali toh wo muje talaak de denge….aur mere buri halat kar denege…mai ye sab chup chap bardast kar gaye….jitne din ruksana didi humare yaha rukati, farook aur ruksana dono sharab ke nashe mai dhut hokar wasna ka nanga khel ghar mai khelate…un dono ko mere jaise koi parwah hee nahi thee….kabhi-2 toh mere bagal mai hee bed par ruksana ko chodate.
Jisse dekh mai bhee garam ho jati. Par apni khawyson ko apne seene mai dabaye rakhati. Par ruksana ne farook ke jindgi iss qadar tabah kar dee thee ki, wo jo kabhi kabhar mujse sex karte thee….wo bhee karna chor daya…..dhere-2 unki mardana takat sharab mai doobati chali gaye. Koi din aisa nahi hota jab wo nashe maid hut girte padate ghar naa aye ho….
phir mene Sonia farook ke pehali patani se jo beti thee Mene uski parvrish mai dhayan lagaya…Sonia bhee 18 saal ke ho chuki thee….kabhi -2 akele mai beth kar sochati thee ki, yahi mere iss dunaya mai anne ke wajhe hai…mera dunaya mai hona naa hona ek barbar hai….. par kar bhee kaya sakti thee….jaise taise jindgi kat rahi thee…..phir ek din wo hua jisne mere poori jindgi badal dee….mene kabhi socha bhee naa tha….ki ye berang dikhane wali dunaya itni haseen bhee ho sakti hai…..par muje iska ahsaas tab hua, jab hum sab ke jindgi mai sameer aya.
sameer ke age 20 saal ke hai….20 ke umer mai hee graduation kar laya tha…uske ghar par sirf sameer aur mere maa hee rehate thee….bachapan mai hee pita ke mout ke baad maa ne sameerko pala posa padhaya likhaya…uske papa ke gujarne ke baad maa ko unki jagah railway mai naukari mil gaye thee…sirf do jan thee…..isslye paiso ke kabhi tangi mahsoos nahi hui…sameer ke padhi likhai bhee ek sadharan se school aur phir government collage se hui thee..isslye sameer ke maa ko uski padhi likhai ka jayda kharach nahi uthana padha….
Graduation karne ke baad hee, sameer ne railway mai job ke lye form bhar daye thee. uske baad tests hue aur sameer pass ho gaya….aur jalad hee sameer ko naukari bhee mil gaye…sameer behad khus tha….par ek dukh bhee tha….kyonki sameer ke posting bihar mai hui thee…kyonki sameer Punjab ka rehane wala tha…isslye waha nahi jana chatha tha…pata nahi kaise log honge waha ke….kaise unki bhasa hoge. Buss yahi sab khayal sameer ke dimag mai thee….
Sameer ke Maa bhee udass thee….par sameer ke laye sakoon ke baat yee thee ki 10 din baad hee sameer ke maa ke retirement hone wali thee….iss lye wo abb skoon ke sath bina kissi tension ke sameer ke mama yani apne bhai ke ghar reh sakti thee….jiss din maa ko job se retirement mila….usse agle hee din sameer bihar mai siwan ke lye rawana ho gaya. Waha ek chote se kasbe ke station par usse ticket counter appoint kaya gaya tha… jab sameer waha phuncha..aur station master ko reporting kee, to unhone station ke bahar hee bane hue stuff house mai se ek flat sameer ko de daya….
Jab sameer flat ke ander gaya toh, ander ka haal dekh kar pershan ho gaya… farsh jagah -2 se toota hua tha….diwaro par silan ke nishan thee…bijali ke fitting jagah-2 se ukhadi hui thee….jab sameer ne station master se iski shikayat kee , to usne sameer se kaha ki, uske pass aur koi flat khali nahi hai….adjust kar lo yaar… station master ke age uss waqt 45 saal thee….aur uska naam azmal tha….
azmal: yaar sameer kuch din gujara kar lo…phir mai kuch intjaam karta hun…
sameer: theek hai sir..
Uske baad azmal ne sameer ko trains ka schedule bataya….jiss station par sameer duty thee…waha par sirf din ko hee 5 trains ka stop tha..sham 5 baje ke baad waha koi train nahi rukati thee…..isslye sameer ke duty 9 baje se sham 5 baje tak hee thee…. dhere-2 sameer ke jaan pehchan station par bake ke employ se bhee hone lagee… jab kabhi sameer free hota toh, ticket cabin se bahar nikal kar plat form par ghumane lagata….sab kuch bhot accha tha….
Sirf sameer ke flat ko lekar……azmal bhee abhi tak kuch nahi kar paya tha…..sameer usse se baar-2 shikayat nahi karna chatha tha….ek din sameer dophar ko jab free tha, wo apne cabin se nikal kar bahar aya to dekha azmal bhee platform par chair par bethe hue thee….sameer ko dekh kar unhone usseapne pass bula laya…
Azmal: sorry sameer yaar…..tumhare flat ka kuch kar nahi paa raha hun…
sameer: koi baat nahi sir….abb sab kuch to appke hath mai nahi hai….ye muje bhee pata hai…..
Azmal: aur batao mai tumhare lye kaya kar sakta hun….agar kissi bhee cheez ke jaroart ho to bejijiak bol dena…
Sameer : sir jab tak mere flat ka intjaam nahi ho jata….app muje kahi rent par hee room dilawa dee…
Azmal: (thodi der sochane ke baad) accha dekhata hun….(tabhi azmal ke nazar, rail ke patryon par kaam kar rahe mere pati farook par padhi….farook station par gang man ka kaam karte thee….wo yaha rukane wali trains ke dibbo mai pani bharane aur patryon ke nigarani ka kaam karta thee…..usse dekh azmal ne farook ko awaz lagai…)
Azmal: arre oyee farook jara idhar aa….
Farook:aye bade babu….
Farook hum undono ke samane aakar khada ho gaya……aur azmal se bulane ke karan poochane lga….
Azmal: farook babu jee ke lye koi room rent par doondh dee…..
Farook: jee bade sahab….mai jalad hee doondh deta hun….kitni range chalege.
Sameer : agar 2-3 haajar rent bhee hoga to bhee chalega….
Azmal: aur haan room ke pass koi accha sa dabba jaroor hona chahye. Tanki babu jee ko khane peene ke takleef naa ho….
Farook: (thodi der sochane ke baad) babu jee agar aap chahe toh….mere ghar mai bhee ek room khali hai ooper chhat par…..bathroom toilet sab alag hai ooper. Aur rahi khanne ke baat toh…appko mere ghar par ghar ka bana khanna bhee mil jayega…kaya kehate hai aap. ?
sameer: theek hai mai tumhe sham ko batunga…
Farook ke jane ke baad sameer ne azmal se poocha ki, kaya farook ke ghar par rehana theek hoga….toh usne hanste hue bola….yaar sameer tun aram se waha reh sakta hai…waise tuje pata hai ki, ye jo farook hai naa bada payakad kisam ka adami hai. roj raat ko daru peaye bina nahi sota….aur jab tumne 3 haajar dene ke baat ke toh saale ne socha hoga….chalo daru ke paiso ka alag se intjaam ho gaya….
Sham ko jaise hee sameer apne cabin se bahar nikala. Toh farook bahar door par hee khada tha….wo sameer ko dekhate hee bol padha….sahab chalye aap mere ghar par. Room dekh lena….agar aapko pasand aye to reh lena waha par…..sameer ne farook ke baat maan lee. Aur uske sath uske ghar ke taraf chal padha… Khair wo dono auto se ghar phunche…toh farook ne, door bell bajai. Bahar se ghar ke halat se pata chal raha tha ki, uska ye makaan kafi purana hai….bahar diwaro par cenmet nahi tha….enthe saaf dikhai dee rahi thee….jiss par farozi colour ke paint tha……thodi der baad door khula…..to farook ne thoda gusse se door kholane wale ko kaha….”kaya hua itni der kyon laga dee “ sameer bahar se ghar ke halat ko dekh raha tha….farook ke awaz sun kar sameer ne door par nazar daali.
Samane 1**** saal ke behad hee khubsurat gore rang ke ladki khadi thee….uske baal khule hue thee…..aur bheege hue thee…..shayad usne thodi der pehale hee. Baal dhoaye thee….usne white colour ka salwar kameez pehana hua tha…..jisme uska badan kayamat dha raha tha…..sameer ko apni taraf jun ghurata dekh wo ladki ander chali gaye……tabhi farook ne sameer se kaha….”babu jee mere beti Sonia hai…..aye ander chalate hai…..” sameer uske sath ander chala gaya…..ander jakar usne sameer ko ek room mai chair par bethaya……aur bahar door par jakar awaz dee….”ruksana ohh ruksana kaha mar gaye….jaladi idhar aa…..” aur phir farook sameer ke pass jakar beth gaya….mai jaise hee room mai phunchi toh farook muje dekh kar bole….
Farook: ye babu jee humare station par naye hai…..inko ooper wala kamara dikhane laya tha….agar inko room pasand aya toh. Kal se ye ooper wale room mai rahenge….jaa kuch chai naste ka intjaam kar…..
sameer: aree nahi farook bhai….iski koi jarorat nahi hai….
Farook: chalo babu jee chai naa sahil ek-2 peg ho jaye…..
Sameer : nahi mai peeta nahi….muje bus room dikha do….
Sameer ne farook se jhoot bola tha…..ki wo drink nahi karta…par asal wo bhee kabhi-2 drink kar laya karta tha….usne ek baar mere taraf dekha…..mai sar jhukaye hue unki baaten sun rahi thee…. farook bole chalaye babu jee aap ko room dikha deta hun….phir sameer farook ke sath chhat par chala gaya………
Bhale hee ghar bhot acchi halat mai nahi tha….par sameer ko rehane ke lye sahil laga. Socha jab tak kissi acchi jagah ka intjaam nahi ho jata….tab tak yahi reh leta hun. room dekhane ke baad sameer ne farook se poocha….”bataye farook bhai…kitna kiraya lenge aap….” Farook ne sameer ke taraf dekhate hue kaha….”babu jee room ka 2 hajar aur agar ghar ka khanna chahye to total 4000 ……
Sameer ne khusi-2 farook ko haa bol dee….phir sameer farook se mere uske riste ke bare mai poocha….toh farook ne bataya ki, mai uski biwi hai…..
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Shadi khaye jaa samjota….par sach toh yahi tha ki, shadi ke baad muje kissi tarah ke khusi naseeb naa hui……naa hee mai koi apna bacha paida kar saki, aur hee naa muje pati ka payar mila….buss yahi tha ki, bina kissi pershani ke 3 waqt ke roti aur kapdhe mil jate thee ….shadi ke 3-4 saal baad muje apne pati par unke bade bhai ke patani ke sath kuch chakkar hai shak hone laga….aur mera ye shak theek bhee nahi nikala….ek din jab unke bhai ke biwi huamre yaha aye hui thee. tab mene unhe ooper wale room rangralaya mante hue dekh laya….
Jab mene isske bare mai farook se baat kee, toh wo ulta muj par hee baras uthe. Pata nahi ruksana ne unpar kaya jadoo kaya tha….farook ne muje saaf-2 bol daya ki, agar ye baat kissi ko pata chali toh wo muje talaak de denge….aur mere buri halat kar denege…mai ye sab chup chap bardast kar gaye….jitne din ruksana didi humare yaha rukati, farook aur ruksana dono sharab ke nashe mai dhut hokar wasna ka nanga khel ghar mai khelate…un dono ko mere jaise koi parwah hee nahi thee….kabhi-2 toh mere bagal mai hee bed par ruksana ko chodate.
Jisse dekh mai bhee garam ho jati. Par apni khawyson ko apne seene mai dabaye rakhati. Par ruksana ne farook ke jindgi iss qadar tabah kar dee thee ki, wo jo kabhi kabhar mujse sex karte thee….wo bhee karna chor daya…..dhere-2 unki mardana takat sharab mai doobati chali gaye. Koi din aisa nahi hota jab wo nashe maid hut girte padate ghar naa aye ho….
phir mene Sonia farook ke pehali patani se jo beti thee Mene uski parvrish mai dhayan lagaya…Sonia bhee 18 saal ke ho chuki thee….kabhi -2 akele mai beth kar sochati thee ki, yahi mere iss dunaya mai anne ke wajhe hai…mera dunaya mai hona naa hona ek barbar hai….. par kar bhee kaya sakti thee….jaise taise jindgi kat rahi thee…..phir ek din wo hua jisne mere poori jindgi badal dee….mene kabhi socha bhee naa tha….ki ye berang dikhane wali dunaya itni haseen bhee ho sakti hai…..par muje iska ahsaas tab hua, jab hum sab ke jindgi mai sameer aya.
sameer ke age 20 saal ke hai….20 ke umer mai hee graduation kar laya tha…uske ghar par sirf sameer aur mere maa hee rehate thee….bachapan mai hee pita ke mout ke baad maa ne sameerko pala posa padhaya likhaya…uske papa ke gujarne ke baad maa ko unki jagah railway mai naukari mil gaye thee…sirf do jan thee…..isslye paiso ke kabhi tangi mahsoos nahi hui…sameer ke padhi likhai bhee ek sadharan se school aur phir government collage se hui thee..isslye sameer ke maa ko uski padhi likhai ka jayda kharach nahi uthana padha….
Graduation karne ke baad hee, sameer ne railway mai job ke lye form bhar daye thee. uske baad tests hue aur sameer pass ho gaya….aur jalad hee sameer ko naukari bhee mil gaye…sameer behad khus tha….par ek dukh bhee tha….kyonki sameer ke posting bihar mai hui thee…kyonki sameer Punjab ka rehane wala tha…isslye waha nahi jana chatha tha…pata nahi kaise log honge waha ke….kaise unki bhasa hoge. Buss yahi sab khayal sameer ke dimag mai thee….
Sameer ke Maa bhee udass thee….par sameer ke laye sakoon ke baat yee thee ki 10 din baad hee sameer ke maa ke retirement hone wali thee….iss lye wo abb skoon ke sath bina kissi tension ke sameer ke mama yani apne bhai ke ghar reh sakti thee….jiss din maa ko job se retirement mila….usse agle hee din sameer bihar mai siwan ke lye rawana ho gaya. Waha ek chote se kasbe ke station par usse ticket counter appoint kaya gaya tha… jab sameer waha phuncha..aur station master ko reporting kee, to unhone station ke bahar hee bane hue stuff house mai se ek flat sameer ko de daya….
Jab sameer flat ke ander gaya toh, ander ka haal dekh kar pershan ho gaya… farsh jagah -2 se toota hua tha….diwaro par silan ke nishan thee…bijali ke fitting jagah-2 se ukhadi hui thee….jab sameer ne station master se iski shikayat kee , to usne sameer se kaha ki, uske pass aur koi flat khali nahi hai….adjust kar lo yaar… station master ke age uss waqt 45 saal thee….aur uska naam azmal tha….
azmal: yaar sameer kuch din gujara kar lo…phir mai kuch intjaam karta hun…
sameer: theek hai sir..
Uske baad azmal ne sameer ko trains ka schedule bataya….jiss station par sameer duty thee…waha par sirf din ko hee 5 trains ka stop tha..sham 5 baje ke baad waha koi train nahi rukati thee…..isslye sameer ke duty 9 baje se sham 5 baje tak hee thee…. dhere-2 sameer ke jaan pehchan station par bake ke employ se bhee hone lagee… jab kabhi sameer free hota toh, ticket cabin se bahar nikal kar plat form par ghumane lagata….sab kuch bhot accha tha….
Sirf sameer ke flat ko lekar……azmal bhee abhi tak kuch nahi kar paya tha…..sameer usse se baar-2 shikayat nahi karna chatha tha….ek din sameer dophar ko jab free tha, wo apne cabin se nikal kar bahar aya to dekha azmal bhee platform par chair par bethe hue thee….sameer ko dekh kar unhone usseapne pass bula laya…
Azmal: sorry sameer yaar…..tumhare flat ka kuch kar nahi paa raha hun…
sameer: koi baat nahi sir….abb sab kuch to appke hath mai nahi hai….ye muje bhee pata hai…..
Azmal: aur batao mai tumhare lye kaya kar sakta hun….agar kissi bhee cheez ke jaroart ho to bejijiak bol dena…
Sameer : sir jab tak mere flat ka intjaam nahi ho jata….app muje kahi rent par hee room dilawa dee…
Azmal: (thodi der sochane ke baad) accha dekhata hun….(tabhi azmal ke nazar, rail ke patryon par kaam kar rahe mere pati farook par padhi….farook station par gang man ka kaam karte thee….wo yaha rukane wali trains ke dibbo mai pani bharane aur patryon ke nigarani ka kaam karta thee…..usse dekh azmal ne farook ko awaz lagai…)
Azmal: arre oyee farook jara idhar aa….
Farook:aye bade babu….
Farook hum undono ke samane aakar khada ho gaya……aur azmal se bulane ke karan poochane lga….
Azmal: farook babu jee ke lye koi room rent par doondh dee…..
Farook: jee bade sahab….mai jalad hee doondh deta hun….kitni range chalege.
Sameer : agar 2-3 haajar rent bhee hoga to bhee chalega….
Azmal: aur haan room ke pass koi accha sa dabba jaroor hona chahye. Tanki babu jee ko khane peene ke takleef naa ho….
Farook: (thodi der sochane ke baad) babu jee agar aap chahe toh….mere ghar mai bhee ek room khali hai ooper chhat par…..bathroom toilet sab alag hai ooper. Aur rahi khanne ke baat toh…appko mere ghar par ghar ka bana khanna bhee mil jayega…kaya kehate hai aap. ?
sameer: theek hai mai tumhe sham ko batunga…
Farook ke jane ke baad sameer ne azmal se poocha ki, kaya farook ke ghar par rehana theek hoga….toh usne hanste hue bola….yaar sameer tun aram se waha reh sakta hai…waise tuje pata hai ki, ye jo farook hai naa bada payakad kisam ka adami hai. roj raat ko daru peaye bina nahi sota….aur jab tumne 3 haajar dene ke baat ke toh saale ne socha hoga….chalo daru ke paiso ka alag se intjaam ho gaya….
Sham ko jaise hee sameer apne cabin se bahar nikala. Toh farook bahar door par hee khada tha….wo sameer ko dekhate hee bol padha….sahab chalye aap mere ghar par. Room dekh lena….agar aapko pasand aye to reh lena waha par…..sameer ne farook ke baat maan lee. Aur uske sath uske ghar ke taraf chal padha… Khair wo dono auto se ghar phunche…toh farook ne, door bell bajai. Bahar se ghar ke halat se pata chal raha tha ki, uska ye makaan kafi purana hai….bahar diwaro par cenmet nahi tha….enthe saaf dikhai dee rahi thee….jiss par farozi colour ke paint tha……thodi der baad door khula…..to farook ne thoda gusse se door kholane wale ko kaha….”kaya hua itni der kyon laga dee “ sameer bahar se ghar ke halat ko dekh raha tha….farook ke awaz sun kar sameer ne door par nazar daali.
Samane 1**** saal ke behad hee khubsurat gore rang ke ladki khadi thee….uske baal khule hue thee…..aur bheege hue thee…..shayad usne thodi der pehale hee. Baal dhoaye thee….usne white colour ka salwar kameez pehana hua tha…..jisme uska badan kayamat dha raha tha…..sameer ko apni taraf jun ghurata dekh wo ladki ander chali gaye……tabhi farook ne sameer se kaha….”babu jee mere beti Sonia hai…..aye ander chalate hai…..” sameer uske sath ander chala gaya…..ander jakar usne sameer ko ek room mai chair par bethaya……aur bahar door par jakar awaz dee….”ruksana ohh ruksana kaha mar gaye….jaladi idhar aa…..” aur phir farook sameer ke pass jakar beth gaya….mai jaise hee room mai phunchi toh farook muje dekh kar bole….
Farook: ye babu jee humare station par naye hai…..inko ooper wala kamara dikhane laya tha….agar inko room pasand aya toh. Kal se ye ooper wale room mai rahenge….jaa kuch chai naste ka intjaam kar…..
sameer: aree nahi farook bhai….iski koi jarorat nahi hai….
Farook: chalo babu jee chai naa sahil ek-2 peg ho jaye…..
Sameer : nahi mai peeta nahi….muje bus room dikha do….
Sameer ne farook se jhoot bola tha…..ki wo drink nahi karta…par asal wo bhee kabhi-2 drink kar laya karta tha….usne ek baar mere taraf dekha…..mai sar jhukaye hue unki baaten sun rahi thee…. farook bole chalaye babu jee aap ko room dikha deta hun….phir sameer farook ke sath chhat par chala gaya………
Bhale hee ghar bhot acchi halat mai nahi tha….par sameer ko rehane ke lye sahil laga. Socha jab tak kissi acchi jagah ka intjaam nahi ho jata….tab tak yahi reh leta hun. room dekhane ke baad sameer ne farook se poocha….”bataye farook bhai…kitna kiraya lenge aap….” Farook ne sameer ke taraf dekhate hue kaha….”babu jee room ka 2 hajar aur agar ghar ka khanna chahye to total 4000 ……
Sameer ne khusi-2 farook ko haa bol dee….phir sameer farook se mere uske riste ke bare mai poocha….toh farook ne bataya ki, mai uski biwi hai…..
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