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Dear Readers:-
Main koi writer nahi hoon or na hi maine kabhi socha tha k main koi kahani likhu ga mujhey story likhne ka koi tajurba nahi hai, kuch din se faragat ki waja se maine socha q na aik kahani likhi jae to pesh-e-khidmat hai meri pehli kawish.
“ Badalte Rishte “
“Mohabbat”
Mohabbat…! Dekhne aur likhne mein chaar (4) huroof (words) lekin parhne aur zabaan se ada karne mein paanch (5).
Mo…hab…bat.
Kehte hain mohabbat andhi hoti hai lekin karne wale andhe nahi hote. Mohabbat kab kahan kis se ho jae ye na aap bata sakte hain aur na main. Jab kisi ko kisi se mohabbat hoti hai to mohabbat karne wale ye nahi dekhte k saamne wala kon hai, kia karta hai, us se kia rishta hai, wo dikhne mein kesa hai, khoobbsurat bhi hai ya nahi, bas wo mohabbat karte hain sirf mohabbat.
Mohabbat jab hadd se bharr jati hai to ishq ka darja ikhteyaar kar leti hai aur ishq insaan ko fana bhi kar deta hai aur amar bhi. Aese ki mohabbat k rangon se mozaiyan aik la zawaal dastaan aap ki basaarat ki nazar.
(Is not a real story. Is kahani k saare kirdaar or waqiyaat farzi hain, is kahani k saare kirdaar or waqiyaat ka asli zindagi se koi ta’luq nahi lehaza isy aik farzi kahani samjh kar hi parha or samjha jae.
Shukria.
Regard :- Aawara Romio.)
Mera naam SAJID hai aur meri umar 32 saal hai, meri shadi ko 7 saal ka arsa ho chuka hai meri wife ka naam UZMA hai jo meri sagi phuphi ki beti or mujh se do saal choti hai. Hamari aik 4 saal ki beti bhi hai jis ka naam ALEENA hai.
Episode No 1
Main pichle aadhe gante se apna lund NAZIA ki choot mein daale andar bahar kar raha tha aur abhi mera irada usse mazeed chodne ka tha.
Nazia: “Aaaahhhhhh aaaaahhhhh aur tezzzzz aaaahhhhhh Sajidddddd tez tez karo ahhhhhmmmmmm aaaahhhhh aur teezzzzz tezzzzz karo uuuuffffff aaaaahhhhh aaaaaa aaaaaa haaaaeeeee shabashhhhhhh uuuufffff oooohhh aaaaaa aaaaaa uuuuuiiiiii.” Wo aiskiyan leti hoi mere dhakon ka jawab apni gaand utha kar de rahi thi.
Phir thorri der baad mujhe mehsoos hua k ab mein farig hone wala hoon to maine Nazia ki dono tangein morr kar us k pet se lgaen aur tezi se apne lund ko us ki choot mein andar bahar karne laga. 2 mint baad hi main us ki choot mein farig ho gaya. Mere farig hote hi us ki choot ne bhi paani chorr diya. Farig hone k baad us ne apni tangen seedhi ki aur main us k upar aesey gira jaise mere jism se jaan nikal gai ho. Mera lun apne aap hi us ki choot se nikal gaya.
Nazia ne mujhe jaldi se apni bahon mein bhar liya aur meri kamar par apne haath phairne lagi. Meri sansein bohat tez chal rahin thin.
Nazia: “Bas ho gaya relex relexxxxxxx.” Us ne meri kamar sehlaate houy kaha.
Thorri der baad main Nazia k upar se utha aur us k barabar mein let gaya. Phir Wo uthi aur mere lund se condom utaar k bed k neeche rakhe destbin mein daal dia. Wo hamesh khud apne haath se mere lund par charra condon utaarti thi.
Main Nazia ko taqriban 10 ya 11 saal se janta hoon wo 36-37 saal ki aik bewa (widow) orat hai aur apni maa k saath rehti hai. Do saal pehle us k husband ka aik road accedent mein inteqaal ho gaya tha. Us ki koi olaad nahi thi. Shokar k inteqaal k baad wo apni maa k saath rehne lagi q k us ki maa bhi aik bewa khatoon hain.
Nazia ne jaise hi condom utaara main uth kar jaane laga.
Nazia: “Kahan ja rahe ho.?” Us ne mere seene par hath rakhte houy kaha.
Main: “Bathroom aur kahan jaunga is halat mein.” Maine kaha.
Nazia: “Mujhe us ka naam btao.?” Ye keh kar wo uthi aur mere pet par beth gai.
Main: “Kis ka naam btaun.?” Maine us ki tang par hath phairte houy kaha.
Nazia: “Us orat ka jisse tum sab se ziyada pyaar karte ho.”
Main: “Tum phir se shuru ho gai.”
Nazia: “Han q k tum ne pichli baar mujh se wada kiya tha k us ka naam btaoge.” Us ne mere seene par haath phairte houy kaha.
Main: “Kia karo gi us ka naam jaan kar jo ab is dunya mein hi nahi hai.” Maine udasi se kaha.
Nazia: “Bas mujhe us ka naam aur us k bare mein sab kuch janna hai.” Us ne kaha.
Main: “Agar na btau to…” maine us k mammon par haath phairte houy kaha.
Main: “To main tum se kabhi baat nahi karu gi aur na hi kabhi tum se sex karu gi.” Us ne apne mammon par se mere haath hatate houy kaha.
Main: “Soch lo tumhari choot ki aag mere lund k ilawa kisi ka lund nahi bhuja sakta.” Maine muskurate houy kaha.
Nazia: “Isi baat ka to rona hai. Waheed (her husband name) se to mera bas kaghaz ka rishta tha mere asli shokar to tum hi ho shadi se pehle bhi shadi k baad bhi aur marte dam tak tum hi rahoge. Lekin..”
Main: “Lekin kia…” Main us ki baat kaat-te houy kaha.
Nazia: “Lekin ye k jab tum mujhe chod rahe hote ho to tum jismaani tor pe to mere saath hote ho lekin zehni tor pe kisi aur k saath hote ho aur mujhe ussi k bare mein janna hai jo mujhe chodte waqt tumhare zehan mein hoti hai.?” Nazia ne serious hote houy kaha.
Main: “Zidd q kar rahi ho.?” Maine us ki aankhon mein dekhte houy kaha.
Nazia: “Zidd main nahi tum kar rahe ho. Bas mujhe bataao tum ne aaj se pehle kis kis ko choda hai.?” Us ne mere seene par apne dono haath rakhte houy kaha.
Main: “Sab se ziyada to tumhain hi choda hai.” Maine hanste houy kaha.
Nazia: “Wo to mujhe bhi pata hai lekin mujh se pehle tum ne jitni bhi larkiyon ko choda hai aur kese kese choda hai sab k bare mein bataao.” Us ne mere seene k balon ko zor se pakarrte houy kaha.
Main: “Aaaaauuuch… Acha baba batata hoon tum pehle mere baal chorro.” Maine us k haath se apne seene k baal churraate houy kaha.
Nazia ne mere baal chorre aur mere upar se utar k side mein beth gai. Main uth k betha aur bed k sarhaane tek lagate houy usse batana shuru kiya.
Mere saath ye sab tab shuru hua jab meri umar 15 saal thi, mere saath ye sab kaise aur kahan se shuru hua is k liye humain 17 saal peeche jana parrega.
17 Saal Pehle (June 1998)
Hum sab garmiyon (June July) ki chutiyon mein apne Naana k ghar aee hue thy. Us waqt meri umar 15 saal thi aur mein 9th class mein parhta tha. Humain yahan aee hue 10 din se ziyaada ho gee thy hawa mein achi khaasi hiddat thi ye Dera Ghazi Khan ka aik acha aur saaf suthra ilaaqa tha jahaan ziyaada tar khaate peete tabqe k log rehte thy. Subeh k 11 baje ka waqt hoga jab maine apni KHALA k ghar k darwaaze par lagi hui ganti bajai lohe k gate k saath aik choti si takhti par mere khalu ka naam AHSAAN likha hua tha. Mere nana ka apna ghar bhi wahaan se kuch faasle par hi tha mangal ka din tha aur meri naani ne mujhe aik tea set de kar apni beti k ghar bhaija tha jahan us din shaam ko koi dawat hona thi. Main bohat dair tak intizaar karta raha lekin andar se koi jawaab nahi aea June ka teesra hafta tha aur chilchilaati dhoop ne shehar ko tanoor ki tarah deh-ka rakha tha. Maine apne maathy se paseena ponchte hue ghanti par dobaara ungli rakh di paanch chaiy minute aur guzar gaiy magar ab bhi kisi ne darwaaza nahi khola maine jhalla kar iss dafa na sirf teen chaar kaafi taweel ghantiyan baja’in bal-k zor zor se darwaaza bhi khatkatea. “Kon hai?” Koi aik minute baad darwaaze k bilkul peeche se meri khala JAMILA AHSAAN ki maanoos awaaz sunai di maine jawab dia,
Main: “Mein hoon khala jan, Sajid. Naani ne tea set bhaija hai.”
Chand seconds khamoshi rahi phir Khala Jamila ne zara neechi awaaz mein poocha,
Khala: “Sajid baita tum akiale hi ho na.?”
Mujhe un k sawaal par hairat hui thi maine kaha,
Main: “Ji haan khala mein akaila hoon.”
Khala: “Mein ne munasib kaprre nahi pehne hue lekin mein darwaaza khol rahi hoon tum andar aa jao.”
Khala Jamila ab bhi ahista hi bol rahi theen jaise chahti hon k koi aur un ki awaaz na sunn le unho ne darwaaza khol diya aur khud foran darwaaze ki oat mein ho gaeen main tea set ka dabba utha kar ghar k andar daakhil hua to unho ne jaldi se darwaaza band kar diya.
Main: “As***** aliakum khala jan”.
Main Khala Jamila ko ***** karte hue un ki jaanib palta.
Khala: ““Walakum ***** Sajid baita mein naha rahi thi tum ne ghantiyaan bajaeen to mujhe bahar nikalna parra,,,ye tea set kitchen mein rakh do aur idhar kamre mein betho mein faarigh ho kar abhi aati hoon.”
Maine un ki sirf aadhi hi baat suni koun k khala Jamila ko daikh kar mere hosh urr gaiy thy baat thi bhi hosh urrane waali mere saamne khala Jamila apne geele badan pe sirf kameez pehne kharri theen unho ne apne seene par aik chota sa peele rang ka toliya daala hua tha jis ne un k mote mote mammon ko to chupa rakha tha lekin un ka pait aur naaf ka barra sa gehra garrha bilkul wazeh tor par nazar aa raha tha unho ne shalwaar bhi nahi pehni hui thi aur ghutno se neeche un ki taangain nangi theen kameez ka daman aik taraf se ulta hua tha aur un ki gori aur moti raan kaafi upar tak nangi thi un k geele baal kandhon par parre hue thy jin se paani k qatre tapak rahe thy.
Hua kuch yoon tha k jab maine ghantiyon par ghantiyaan baja'ain to khala Jamila ne apne sabun lage badan par jaldi jaldi paani daala aur bina badan khushk kie hue sirf kameez pehan kar ghusal khane se bahar nikal aa’een ta k daikh sakain k kon aea hai koi aur hota to wo use bahar se hi rukhsat kar daiteen lekin Sajid ko daikh kar unho ne socha k wo to apna bacha hi hai aur darwaaza khol kar use andar bula liya khala boleen,
Khala: “Biate tum ne barri taqleef ki jo iss garmi mein yahaan aa’iy Ahsaan k barre bhai aur un ki family aa rahi hai aaj.”
Main: “Ji khala jan aeisi koi baat nahi.”
Abhi mere munh se ye alfaaz nikle hi thy k achanak toliya Khala Jamila k aik kandhe se slip hua aur un ka mota sa beaan mamma kameez mein se jhaankne laga un ki kameez un k geele sehatmand badan se buri tarah chipki hui thi aur ba’eain mamme ka barra sa ubhaar aur nipple ka mota sira bilkul saaf dikha’i de raha tha aam halaat mein wo har waqt bra pehne rehti theen lekin us waqt un k mammon par bra nahi tha unho ne jaldi se toliya samet apni kameez ko gale se upar khaincha to un ka beaan mamma geeli kameez se ragarr khaata hua thorra sa upar uth gaya mujhe un k mamme ka nipple seedha kharra hua nazar aea. Maine daikha k khala Jamila k mamme mote hone k bawajood latke hue nahi thy bal-k tane hue seedhe kharre thy khala Jamila ne thorra sa khafeef hote hue kaha,
Khala: “Bas mujhe das minute lagain ge.”
Maine be-kheaali k aalam mein sar hila diya unho ne toliya waapas apne seene par daala, apni kameez k daman ko raan par darust kiya aur taizi se qadam uthaati hui us kamre ki taraf chal parreen jis mein ghusal khana tha.
Maine hairat-zada ho ke un k mote mote geele chootarron ko daikha jin k saath un ki kameez chipki hui thi shalwaar na hone ki waja se Khala Jamila k bahar ko nikle hue chootarron ki barri barri safaid golaiyaan kameez k andar se jhaank rahi theen aur un k darmiyaan ki lakeer bilkul wazeh thi nahaane se un ka gora badan aur ziyaada gora lag raha tha mujhe laga jaise main apni khala k hilte hue bhaari bharkam chootarron ko bilkul nanga daikh raha hoon wo chote chote lekin taiz qadmon se chal rahi theen aur un k mote chootarr barre mast andaaz mein matak rahe thy un ki kameez ghutno tak lambi thi jis k neeche un ki safaid nangi pindliyon ki neeli ragain mujhe dikhai de rahi theen mai ne socha kaash main kisi tarah khala Jamila ki phudi aur gand mein apna lund daal sakta.
Main tea set kitchen mein rakh kar kamre mein daakhil hua to mujhe apne kaano ki lawain garam hoti mehsoos hueen baaz auqaat insaan ki zindagi mein paish aane waala aik chota sa ba-zahir be-zarar waqiya bhi barri door-rus ehmiyat ka haamil saabit hota hai khala Jamila ko is haalat mein daikh kar mere zehan mein qeaamat barpa ho gai thi main aik achi shakal-o-soorat ka khush-atwaar aur suljha hua larrka tha khala Jamila par to main bohat pehle se aashiq tha aur main kis upar mein khala Jamila ka aashiq hua tha is ka andaza mukhe khud bhi nahi tha main sainkrron dafa un k mote mammon aur bhaari gand ka tasawur kar k muth maar chuka tha aaj pehla moqa tha k maine un k badan ko is had tak kaprron k baghair daikha tha khala Jamila k kandhon par bikhre hue geele baal, kameez mein se jhaankta hua un ka mota taaza baeaan mamma, naaf ka gehra garrha aur gand ki taiz harkat jaise mere zehan par naqsh ho kar reh gai thi.
Room main aa kar main aik sofe par baith gaya aur ghair iraadi tor par apne lund ko sehlaane laga jo ab kharra ho chuka tha pata nahi kitni hi dair main apni khala k badan aur us k sehar-angaiz nashaib-o-faraaz k baare mein soch soch kar apne akrre hue lund ko masalta raha phir ghusal khaane ka daewaza khulne ki aawaz aane lagi to mujhe hosh aea.
Kuch dair baad khala Jamila ghusal khane se bahar aa gaeen ab unho ne mamool k mutaabiq libaas pehan rakha tha. Surkh rang ka jorra jis par chote chote safaid phool thy un ka dopatta bhi surkh hi tha jis par kaali lace lagi hui thi aur jisse unho ne apne mote mote mammon par daal kar unhe chupaane ki nakaam koshish ki thi.
Maine sofe par sambhal kar baithte hue dopatte k neeche apni khala k mammon ki taraf daikha aur socha k chiffon ka patla sa dopata un k in do barre barre ubhaaron ko dunya se bhala kaise posheeda rakh sakta hai wo aa kar mere saath baith gaeen.
Khala Jamila bila-shuba aik khubsurat aur ba-waqaar aurat theen us ka chehra aik khaas qisam k jaazibyat ka haamil tha kushaada paishaani, sutwaan naak, nokeeli thorri aur cham-chamaata hua gora rang un ki aankhain ziyaada barri nahi theen lekin isbse un ki khubsurati mein koi farq nahi parrta tha.
Wo nisbatan lambe qad ki barre sehatmand aur gudaaz badan ki aurat theen un k mamme mote aur bohat barre barre thy jin k gol ubhaar kisi maqnatees ki tarah mardon ko apni jaanib khainchte thy bhaari bharkum hone k bawajood khala Jamila ka badan hairat-angaiz tor par chust, lachakdaar aur phurteela tha un ki gand na sirf moti aur bhaari thi bal-k kasi hui aur tawaana bhi thi. Dono chootarr sakhti k saath aik doosary se jurre hue thy. Aisa lagta tha jaise kisi kumhaar ne intahai mahaarat se un k chootarron ko dil-aawaiz golaiyon ki shakal de di ho. Pait bilkul thorra sa nikla hua tha magar un k badan par har giz bura nahi lagta tha. Un k haath pa’aon bhi barre khubsurat thy jin k safaid lambe nakhuno par wo kabhi nail polish nahi lagati theen. Wo aik laheem shaheem aurat theen magar is k bawajood un k badan mein niswaaniyat koot koot kar bhari hui thi..
Khala Jamila ko khud bhi apne mammon aur chootarron k mote aur bhaari hone ka shadeed ehsaas tha. Wo jaanti theen k ghar se bahar nikalne par kia mard aur kia aurtain sab hi un k mammon aur gand ko barre ghor se daikhte thy. Guzishta 20 baras se un k saath yehi kuch hota aea tha. Wo paidaishi tor par bhaari bharkam aur mazboot tan-o-tosh ki maalik theen aur 15/16 saal ki umar mein bhi un k mamme apni hum-umar larrkiyon k muqaable mein ache khaase barre aur mote ho chuk thy. Phir chand salon k andar andar un k mamme aur chootarr khoob mote ho ga’aiy. Phir daikhte hi daikhte un ka badan poori tarah hourglass yaani rait-gharri ban gaya. Un k mammon aur gand ka size barrh gaya aur kamar patli aur choti reh gai. Wo 8 ka aik barra sa hindsa ban gaeen. Yoon qudrat ne un k badan ko sex ki aik niheat taaqatwar aur khoobsoorat alaamat bana diya. Aisi auratain jin k badan ki banawat rait-gharri jaisi ho bohat kam hoti hain aur issi lie mardon ki shehwat-angaiz nigahon ne kabhi khala Jamila k mammon aur chootarron ka peecha nahi chorra. Shareef aur ba-kirdaar hone k naate unhe ye baat pasand nahi thi kiyonk wo jaanti theen k wo mardon k lie apne andar aik khaas jinsi kashish rakhti hain. Apne khaandaani pas manzar aur akhlaaqi aqdaar ki waja se unho ne kabhi kisi ki taraf aankh utha kar bhi nahi daikha. Wo apne shohar k alaawa kisi aur mard k baare mein soch hi nahi sakti theen. Unhe ye baat na-gawaar guzarti thi k koi ghair mard un ki phudi laine ka kheaal bhi dil mein la’aiy. Lekin ab iss ka kia kiya ja sakta tha unhe har doosre aadmi ki aankhon mein yehi nazar aata tha jaise wo unhe abhi pakarr kar un k mammon ko nanga kare ga aur unhe choosna shuru kar de ga. Aise moqon par wo kisi ki taraf dhiyaan nahi daiti theen aur aise ghaleez khealaat ko foran apne zehan se jhatak diya karti theen. Apni taraf ghoorti hui nazron se bachne k lie wo har waqt apne munh-zor mammon par barra tight bra pehne rakhti theen ta k unhe baandh kar rakh sakain aur wo kisi ko hilte hue nazar na aa’ain. Lekin un k mamme thy k jaise har waqt bra ka ghaira torr kar bahar nikalna chaahte thy. Bilkul issi tarah wo apne chootarron ko bhi kameez k daaman aur dopate se jis had tak mumkin hota chupa kar rakhteen. Magar kameez ka chota sa daman un k phaile hue, mote aur tawaana chootarron k saamne be-bus tha. Unhe ye bhi ilam tha k un k chootarr chalte waqt jazbaat ko bharrkaane waaly andaaz mein harkat karte thy jinhe rokna un k bas ki baat nahi thi. Agarche sex k nukta-e-nazar se khala Jamila ka dhol ki tarah kasa hua sehatmand lekin be-tahaasha gudaaz badan barra jaazib-e-nazar tha magar un k apne zehan par humaisha se dubla hone ka khabt sawaar tha. Jadeed zamaane ki bohat saari auraton ki tarah un ka bhi yehi kheaal tha k dubli patli aurat hi haseen kehlai ja sakti hai aur iss lie wo kai saal se apna wazan kam karne ki sar torr koshishain kar rahi theen. Wo chaahti theen k log bajaiy un k mammon aur gand ko bhooki nazron se daikhne k un ki poori shakhsiyat se muta’asir hon. Iss maqsad k hasool k lie unho ne dieting bhi ki aur wazan kam karne waali dawaiyaan bhi istimaal kar k daikh leen magar na to un ka wazan kum hua aur na hi un k mammon aur gand k size mein koi farq parr saka. Khala Jamila apne wazan k maamle mein itni hassaas theen k humaisha apna wazan karne se katraati theen.
Khala Jamila meri ammi se 4 saal choti theen magar un ki shaadi 19 saal ki umar mein kar di gai thi. Shaadi k agle hi saal un k haan aik baite ki paidaish hui magar is k baad phir koi bacha nahi hua. Ab wo 38 baras ki theen aur un ka baita Ilyaas 18 saal ka tha. Us din hasb-e-mamool wo college gaya hua tha. Main ghar mein barra tha aur meri do choti behney aur aik chota bhai bhi tha. (un ka zikar aage aaega) Yoon main Khala Jamila k baite ILYAAS QURESHI se 3 saal chota tha. Un k shohar Ahsaan Qureshi bank mein executive grade k officer thy aur aik parhi likhi family se ta’aluq rakhte thy. Apni sharafat, sharm-o-hea, narm-dilli aur sab se ache bartao ki waja se khala Jamila apne susraal mein barri qadar ki nigaah se daikhi jaati theen. Khala room mein aain or kaha,
Khala: “Baite kuch thanda pi lo barri garmi hai.”
Main: “Theek hai khala pi loon ga.”
Akaile ghar mein apni pasandeeda khala k saath waqt guzaarna mere lie kisi naimat se kam nahi tha. Khala Jamila uth kar kamre se nikal gaeen.
Maine un k mote, baahar nikle hue aur gudaaz chootarron par jo apne makhsoos andaaz mein aik doosre se takraate hue thirak rahe thy nazrain gaarr deen. Aeisa lagta tha jaise khala Jamila k chootarron mein bijliyaan bhari hui hon. Main un ki moti taazi be-qaboo gand ko us waqt tak daikhta raha jab tak wo kamre se baahar nahi nikal gaeen. Khala Jamila ki phudi aur gand maarna meri zindagi ki sab se barri khahish ban gai thi. Maine tasawur hi tasawur mein na-jaane kitni dafa khala Jamila ki gand maari thi aur na-maloom kitni hi baar muth maarte hue un k mammon aur phudi ka soch kar apne lund se manni bahar nikaalne ka maza liya tha.
Mujhe ko bohat bachpan se hi auraton ki gand maarne ka shoq tha. Larrakpan tak to main yehi samajhta tha k shead auratain sirf apni gand mein hi lund leti hain lekin phudi k baare mein ilam ho jane k baad bhi auraton ki gand mein meri dilchaspi baja’aiy kam hone k mazeed barrh gai. Aurton k mote, bhaari aur taaqatwar chootarron mein phansa hua gand ka tang sooraakh mere zehan mein humaisha halchal machaiy rakhta tha aur issi lie mote chootarron waali auratain mujhe barri bhaati theen. Khala Jamila to iss maamle mein qudrat ka shahkaar theen aur agar main unhe chodna chaahta tha to iss mein hairat ki koi baat nahi thi. Moti gandon ka main bohat hi shoqeen tha. Ye kaha ja sakta tha k aurat ki moti gand meri bohat barri kamzori thi.
Khala Jamila ki gand k baare mein sochte hue maine aik thandi saans li. Main iss haqeeqat se bhi achi tarah waaqif tha k apni sagi khala ki phudi aur gand maarna mere lie na-mumkinaat mein se tha. Sooraj maghrib se nikal sakta tha lekin main khala Jamila ko chod nahi sakta tha. Main jaanta tha k khala Jamila apni fitri sharafat aur mujh se apne khooni rishte ki waja se kisi bhi soorat mein mujhe apni phudi aur gand daine par raazi nahi hon gi. Aur phir is ka to sawaal hi paida nahi hota tha k un jaisi shareef aur riweat parast aurat apne bhanje se gand marwa laiti. Main shart lagaane ko taiyaar tha k khala Jamila k shohar ne kabhi un ki gand ka sooraakh daikha bhi nahi ho ga. Saari dunya iss baat ki gawaah thi k wo aik mazboot kirdaar ki aur khaalis mashriqi soch rakhne waali aurat theen. Maine aankhain band kar leen aur socha k na-jane kitne hi mardon ne khala Jamila ko chodne ki khaahish ki ho gi aur nakaami ka munh daikha ho ga. Main bhala kis khait ki mooli tha. Phir mera aur khala Jamila ki umron ka farq bhi to bohat ziyaada tha. Main us k baite ki tarah tha aur ye kaise mumkin tha k main un ki phudi aur gand laine ki koshish karta aur khala Jamila apna aap mere hawaale kar daiteen. Ye kabhi nahi ho sakta tha.
Mere k dil-o-dimaagh par ajeeb si afsurdgi chaane lagi. Koi paanch minute baad khala Jamila mere lie kitchen se pepsi le aa’in. Koi aadh ghanta un se gup shup karne k baad main bujhe hue dil k saath apne naana k ghar waapas rawaana ho gaya.
Main jab bhi yahan naana naani k aata aur jab bhi khala Jamila se milta meri haalat normal nahi rehti thi kiyonk main unhe chodne k lie be-taab tha aur aisa hona mumkin nahi tha. Bas yehi tazaad mujhe paraishaan kar daita tha. Magar aaj to main kuch ziyaada hi ghamgeen tha. Maine naani k bedroom ki almaari se family album nikaala aur apne kamre mein aa gaya. Album mein khala Jamila ki bohat saari tasawirein theen. Kuch tasawirein nai theen aur kuch puraani. Wo har tasweer mein bohat achi lag rahi theen. Kai tasweeron mein wo apne shohar k saath theen jisse daikh kar mujhe nafrat si mehsoos hui. Mere dil mein pehli baar apne khalu k lie aise jazbaat paida hue thy. Maine saamne dewaar par nazrain jama deen aur sochne laga.
Mujhe kia hota ja raha hai? Kia mujhe apni sagi khala se muhabbat ho gai hai aur iss lie main us aadmi se nafrat karne laga hoon jo unhe chodta hai? Kia ye wohi muhabbat hai jo aik larrke ko aik larrki se aur aik mard ko aik aurat se hoti hai? Lekin khala aur bhanje ki muhabbat? Main sar jhatak kar album ka aik panna paltea to khala Jamila ki aik barri si rangeen tasweer mere saamne aa gai. Apne mote mote mammon par dopata daale muskuraati hui wo bohat achi lag rahi theen. Mere dil mein ajeeb si meethi meethi kasak paida hui. Khushgawaar lekin taqleef daine waali kasak. Jaise aag halki aanch pe jal rahi ho. Kia museebat hai. Maine be-basi se apne chehre par haath phaira.
Main samjh nahi pa raha tha k apni zehni paragandgi par kaise qaboo pa’aiy. Aakhir Khala Jamila ko hi meri khala hona tha. Koi dubli patli kam khubsurat aurat bhi to meri khala ho sakti thi. Maine ta'asuf aur ghuse k mile jule ehsaas k saath socha. Be-qaraari kuch kam hui to mujhe kheaal aea k be-shak wo khala Jamila ki phudi nahi le sakta magar un k qareeb rehne mein to koi muzaiqa nahi hai. Maine faisla kiya k main jab tak yahan hoon un k ghar rozana jea kare ga. Agarche wo meri khala theen magar phir bhi un k ghar itna ziyaada aane jaane k lie koi ma’aqool bahana to hona chahie tha. Main sochta raha. Phir mere dimaagh mein aik jhamaaka sa hua.
To be continue…..
Aage kia hoga.?
Sajid k dimaagh mein kia baat aai hain.?
Kia Sajid apni Khala ko chod paaega.?
Kia khala ko apne bhanje Sajid k irado ka para chal paaega.?
Kia khala apne bhanje Sajid k saath wo sab kuch kar paaegi jo aik gun’nah hai.?
In sab sawalo k jawab aur is k ilawa or bhi bohut kuch kahani k next episode mein to dekhte or parhte rahiye “Badalte Rishte”
Main koi writer nahi hoon or na hi maine kabhi socha tha k main koi kahani likhu ga mujhey story likhne ka koi tajurba nahi hai, kuch din se faragat ki waja se maine socha q na aik kahani likhi jae to pesh-e-khidmat hai meri pehli kawish.
“ Badalte Rishte “
“Mohabbat”
Mohabbat…! Dekhne aur likhne mein chaar (4) huroof (words) lekin parhne aur zabaan se ada karne mein paanch (5).
Mo…hab…bat.
Kehte hain mohabbat andhi hoti hai lekin karne wale andhe nahi hote. Mohabbat kab kahan kis se ho jae ye na aap bata sakte hain aur na main. Jab kisi ko kisi se mohabbat hoti hai to mohabbat karne wale ye nahi dekhte k saamne wala kon hai, kia karta hai, us se kia rishta hai, wo dikhne mein kesa hai, khoobbsurat bhi hai ya nahi, bas wo mohabbat karte hain sirf mohabbat.
Mohabbat jab hadd se bharr jati hai to ishq ka darja ikhteyaar kar leti hai aur ishq insaan ko fana bhi kar deta hai aur amar bhi. Aese ki mohabbat k rangon se mozaiyan aik la zawaal dastaan aap ki basaarat ki nazar.
(Is not a real story. Is kahani k saare kirdaar or waqiyaat farzi hain, is kahani k saare kirdaar or waqiyaat ka asli zindagi se koi ta’luq nahi lehaza isy aik farzi kahani samjh kar hi parha or samjha jae.
Shukria.
Regard :- Aawara Romio.)
Mera naam SAJID hai aur meri umar 32 saal hai, meri shadi ko 7 saal ka arsa ho chuka hai meri wife ka naam UZMA hai jo meri sagi phuphi ki beti or mujh se do saal choti hai. Hamari aik 4 saal ki beti bhi hai jis ka naam ALEENA hai.
Episode No 1
Main pichle aadhe gante se apna lund NAZIA ki choot mein daale andar bahar kar raha tha aur abhi mera irada usse mazeed chodne ka tha.
Nazia: “Aaaahhhhhh aaaaahhhhh aur tezzzzz aaaahhhhhh Sajidddddd tez tez karo ahhhhhmmmmmm aaaahhhhh aur teezzzzz tezzzzz karo uuuuffffff aaaaahhhhh aaaaaa aaaaaa haaaaeeeee shabashhhhhhh uuuufffff oooohhh aaaaaa aaaaaa uuuuuiiiiii.” Wo aiskiyan leti hoi mere dhakon ka jawab apni gaand utha kar de rahi thi.
Phir thorri der baad mujhe mehsoos hua k ab mein farig hone wala hoon to maine Nazia ki dono tangein morr kar us k pet se lgaen aur tezi se apne lund ko us ki choot mein andar bahar karne laga. 2 mint baad hi main us ki choot mein farig ho gaya. Mere farig hote hi us ki choot ne bhi paani chorr diya. Farig hone k baad us ne apni tangen seedhi ki aur main us k upar aesey gira jaise mere jism se jaan nikal gai ho. Mera lun apne aap hi us ki choot se nikal gaya.
Nazia ne mujhe jaldi se apni bahon mein bhar liya aur meri kamar par apne haath phairne lagi. Meri sansein bohat tez chal rahin thin.
Nazia: “Bas ho gaya relex relexxxxxxx.” Us ne meri kamar sehlaate houy kaha.
Thorri der baad main Nazia k upar se utha aur us k barabar mein let gaya. Phir Wo uthi aur mere lund se condom utaar k bed k neeche rakhe destbin mein daal dia. Wo hamesh khud apne haath se mere lund par charra condon utaarti thi.
Main Nazia ko taqriban 10 ya 11 saal se janta hoon wo 36-37 saal ki aik bewa (widow) orat hai aur apni maa k saath rehti hai. Do saal pehle us k husband ka aik road accedent mein inteqaal ho gaya tha. Us ki koi olaad nahi thi. Shokar k inteqaal k baad wo apni maa k saath rehne lagi q k us ki maa bhi aik bewa khatoon hain.
Nazia ne jaise hi condom utaara main uth kar jaane laga.
Nazia: “Kahan ja rahe ho.?” Us ne mere seene par hath rakhte houy kaha.
Main: “Bathroom aur kahan jaunga is halat mein.” Maine kaha.
Nazia: “Mujhe us ka naam btao.?” Ye keh kar wo uthi aur mere pet par beth gai.
Main: “Kis ka naam btaun.?” Maine us ki tang par hath phairte houy kaha.
Nazia: “Us orat ka jisse tum sab se ziyada pyaar karte ho.”
Main: “Tum phir se shuru ho gai.”
Nazia: “Han q k tum ne pichli baar mujh se wada kiya tha k us ka naam btaoge.” Us ne mere seene par haath phairte houy kaha.
Main: “Kia karo gi us ka naam jaan kar jo ab is dunya mein hi nahi hai.” Maine udasi se kaha.
Nazia: “Bas mujhe us ka naam aur us k bare mein sab kuch janna hai.” Us ne kaha.
Main: “Agar na btau to…” maine us k mammon par haath phairte houy kaha.
Main: “To main tum se kabhi baat nahi karu gi aur na hi kabhi tum se sex karu gi.” Us ne apne mammon par se mere haath hatate houy kaha.
Main: “Soch lo tumhari choot ki aag mere lund k ilawa kisi ka lund nahi bhuja sakta.” Maine muskurate houy kaha.
Nazia: “Isi baat ka to rona hai. Waheed (her husband name) se to mera bas kaghaz ka rishta tha mere asli shokar to tum hi ho shadi se pehle bhi shadi k baad bhi aur marte dam tak tum hi rahoge. Lekin..”
Main: “Lekin kia…” Main us ki baat kaat-te houy kaha.
Nazia: “Lekin ye k jab tum mujhe chod rahe hote ho to tum jismaani tor pe to mere saath hote ho lekin zehni tor pe kisi aur k saath hote ho aur mujhe ussi k bare mein janna hai jo mujhe chodte waqt tumhare zehan mein hoti hai.?” Nazia ne serious hote houy kaha.
Main: “Zidd q kar rahi ho.?” Maine us ki aankhon mein dekhte houy kaha.
Nazia: “Zidd main nahi tum kar rahe ho. Bas mujhe bataao tum ne aaj se pehle kis kis ko choda hai.?” Us ne mere seene par apne dono haath rakhte houy kaha.
Main: “Sab se ziyada to tumhain hi choda hai.” Maine hanste houy kaha.
Nazia: “Wo to mujhe bhi pata hai lekin mujh se pehle tum ne jitni bhi larkiyon ko choda hai aur kese kese choda hai sab k bare mein bataao.” Us ne mere seene k balon ko zor se pakarrte houy kaha.
Main: “Aaaaauuuch… Acha baba batata hoon tum pehle mere baal chorro.” Maine us k haath se apne seene k baal churraate houy kaha.
Nazia ne mere baal chorre aur mere upar se utar k side mein beth gai. Main uth k betha aur bed k sarhaane tek lagate houy usse batana shuru kiya.
Mere saath ye sab tab shuru hua jab meri umar 15 saal thi, mere saath ye sab kaise aur kahan se shuru hua is k liye humain 17 saal peeche jana parrega.
17 Saal Pehle (June 1998)
Hum sab garmiyon (June July) ki chutiyon mein apne Naana k ghar aee hue thy. Us waqt meri umar 15 saal thi aur mein 9th class mein parhta tha. Humain yahan aee hue 10 din se ziyaada ho gee thy hawa mein achi khaasi hiddat thi ye Dera Ghazi Khan ka aik acha aur saaf suthra ilaaqa tha jahaan ziyaada tar khaate peete tabqe k log rehte thy. Subeh k 11 baje ka waqt hoga jab maine apni KHALA k ghar k darwaaze par lagi hui ganti bajai lohe k gate k saath aik choti si takhti par mere khalu ka naam AHSAAN likha hua tha. Mere nana ka apna ghar bhi wahaan se kuch faasle par hi tha mangal ka din tha aur meri naani ne mujhe aik tea set de kar apni beti k ghar bhaija tha jahan us din shaam ko koi dawat hona thi. Main bohat dair tak intizaar karta raha lekin andar se koi jawaab nahi aea June ka teesra hafta tha aur chilchilaati dhoop ne shehar ko tanoor ki tarah deh-ka rakha tha. Maine apne maathy se paseena ponchte hue ghanti par dobaara ungli rakh di paanch chaiy minute aur guzar gaiy magar ab bhi kisi ne darwaaza nahi khola maine jhalla kar iss dafa na sirf teen chaar kaafi taweel ghantiyan baja’in bal-k zor zor se darwaaza bhi khatkatea. “Kon hai?” Koi aik minute baad darwaaze k bilkul peeche se meri khala JAMILA AHSAAN ki maanoos awaaz sunai di maine jawab dia,
Main: “Mein hoon khala jan, Sajid. Naani ne tea set bhaija hai.”
Chand seconds khamoshi rahi phir Khala Jamila ne zara neechi awaaz mein poocha,
Khala: “Sajid baita tum akiale hi ho na.?”
Mujhe un k sawaal par hairat hui thi maine kaha,
Main: “Ji haan khala mein akaila hoon.”
Khala: “Mein ne munasib kaprre nahi pehne hue lekin mein darwaaza khol rahi hoon tum andar aa jao.”
Khala Jamila ab bhi ahista hi bol rahi theen jaise chahti hon k koi aur un ki awaaz na sunn le unho ne darwaaza khol diya aur khud foran darwaaze ki oat mein ho gaeen main tea set ka dabba utha kar ghar k andar daakhil hua to unho ne jaldi se darwaaza band kar diya.
Main: “As***** aliakum khala jan”.
Main Khala Jamila ko ***** karte hue un ki jaanib palta.
Khala: ““Walakum ***** Sajid baita mein naha rahi thi tum ne ghantiyaan bajaeen to mujhe bahar nikalna parra,,,ye tea set kitchen mein rakh do aur idhar kamre mein betho mein faarigh ho kar abhi aati hoon.”
Maine un ki sirf aadhi hi baat suni koun k khala Jamila ko daikh kar mere hosh urr gaiy thy baat thi bhi hosh urrane waali mere saamne khala Jamila apne geele badan pe sirf kameez pehne kharri theen unho ne apne seene par aik chota sa peele rang ka toliya daala hua tha jis ne un k mote mote mammon ko to chupa rakha tha lekin un ka pait aur naaf ka barra sa gehra garrha bilkul wazeh tor par nazar aa raha tha unho ne shalwaar bhi nahi pehni hui thi aur ghutno se neeche un ki taangain nangi theen kameez ka daman aik taraf se ulta hua tha aur un ki gori aur moti raan kaafi upar tak nangi thi un k geele baal kandhon par parre hue thy jin se paani k qatre tapak rahe thy.
Hua kuch yoon tha k jab maine ghantiyon par ghantiyaan baja'ain to khala Jamila ne apne sabun lage badan par jaldi jaldi paani daala aur bina badan khushk kie hue sirf kameez pehan kar ghusal khane se bahar nikal aa’een ta k daikh sakain k kon aea hai koi aur hota to wo use bahar se hi rukhsat kar daiteen lekin Sajid ko daikh kar unho ne socha k wo to apna bacha hi hai aur darwaaza khol kar use andar bula liya khala boleen,
Khala: “Biate tum ne barri taqleef ki jo iss garmi mein yahaan aa’iy Ahsaan k barre bhai aur un ki family aa rahi hai aaj.”
Main: “Ji khala jan aeisi koi baat nahi.”
Abhi mere munh se ye alfaaz nikle hi thy k achanak toliya Khala Jamila k aik kandhe se slip hua aur un ka mota sa beaan mamma kameez mein se jhaankne laga un ki kameez un k geele sehatmand badan se buri tarah chipki hui thi aur ba’eain mamme ka barra sa ubhaar aur nipple ka mota sira bilkul saaf dikha’i de raha tha aam halaat mein wo har waqt bra pehne rehti theen lekin us waqt un k mammon par bra nahi tha unho ne jaldi se toliya samet apni kameez ko gale se upar khaincha to un ka beaan mamma geeli kameez se ragarr khaata hua thorra sa upar uth gaya mujhe un k mamme ka nipple seedha kharra hua nazar aea. Maine daikha k khala Jamila k mamme mote hone k bawajood latke hue nahi thy bal-k tane hue seedhe kharre thy khala Jamila ne thorra sa khafeef hote hue kaha,
Khala: “Bas mujhe das minute lagain ge.”
Maine be-kheaali k aalam mein sar hila diya unho ne toliya waapas apne seene par daala, apni kameez k daman ko raan par darust kiya aur taizi se qadam uthaati hui us kamre ki taraf chal parreen jis mein ghusal khana tha.
Maine hairat-zada ho ke un k mote mote geele chootarron ko daikha jin k saath un ki kameez chipki hui thi shalwaar na hone ki waja se Khala Jamila k bahar ko nikle hue chootarron ki barri barri safaid golaiyaan kameez k andar se jhaank rahi theen aur un k darmiyaan ki lakeer bilkul wazeh thi nahaane se un ka gora badan aur ziyaada gora lag raha tha mujhe laga jaise main apni khala k hilte hue bhaari bharkam chootarron ko bilkul nanga daikh raha hoon wo chote chote lekin taiz qadmon se chal rahi theen aur un k mote chootarr barre mast andaaz mein matak rahe thy un ki kameez ghutno tak lambi thi jis k neeche un ki safaid nangi pindliyon ki neeli ragain mujhe dikhai de rahi theen mai ne socha kaash main kisi tarah khala Jamila ki phudi aur gand mein apna lund daal sakta.
Main tea set kitchen mein rakh kar kamre mein daakhil hua to mujhe apne kaano ki lawain garam hoti mehsoos hueen baaz auqaat insaan ki zindagi mein paish aane waala aik chota sa ba-zahir be-zarar waqiya bhi barri door-rus ehmiyat ka haamil saabit hota hai khala Jamila ko is haalat mein daikh kar mere zehan mein qeaamat barpa ho gai thi main aik achi shakal-o-soorat ka khush-atwaar aur suljha hua larrka tha khala Jamila par to main bohat pehle se aashiq tha aur main kis upar mein khala Jamila ka aashiq hua tha is ka andaza mukhe khud bhi nahi tha main sainkrron dafa un k mote mammon aur bhaari gand ka tasawur kar k muth maar chuka tha aaj pehla moqa tha k maine un k badan ko is had tak kaprron k baghair daikha tha khala Jamila k kandhon par bikhre hue geele baal, kameez mein se jhaankta hua un ka mota taaza baeaan mamma, naaf ka gehra garrha aur gand ki taiz harkat jaise mere zehan par naqsh ho kar reh gai thi.
Room main aa kar main aik sofe par baith gaya aur ghair iraadi tor par apne lund ko sehlaane laga jo ab kharra ho chuka tha pata nahi kitni hi dair main apni khala k badan aur us k sehar-angaiz nashaib-o-faraaz k baare mein soch soch kar apne akrre hue lund ko masalta raha phir ghusal khaane ka daewaza khulne ki aawaz aane lagi to mujhe hosh aea.
Kuch dair baad khala Jamila ghusal khane se bahar aa gaeen ab unho ne mamool k mutaabiq libaas pehan rakha tha. Surkh rang ka jorra jis par chote chote safaid phool thy un ka dopatta bhi surkh hi tha jis par kaali lace lagi hui thi aur jisse unho ne apne mote mote mammon par daal kar unhe chupaane ki nakaam koshish ki thi.
Maine sofe par sambhal kar baithte hue dopatte k neeche apni khala k mammon ki taraf daikha aur socha k chiffon ka patla sa dopata un k in do barre barre ubhaaron ko dunya se bhala kaise posheeda rakh sakta hai wo aa kar mere saath baith gaeen.
Khala Jamila bila-shuba aik khubsurat aur ba-waqaar aurat theen us ka chehra aik khaas qisam k jaazibyat ka haamil tha kushaada paishaani, sutwaan naak, nokeeli thorri aur cham-chamaata hua gora rang un ki aankhain ziyaada barri nahi theen lekin isbse un ki khubsurati mein koi farq nahi parrta tha.
Wo nisbatan lambe qad ki barre sehatmand aur gudaaz badan ki aurat theen un k mamme mote aur bohat barre barre thy jin k gol ubhaar kisi maqnatees ki tarah mardon ko apni jaanib khainchte thy bhaari bharkum hone k bawajood khala Jamila ka badan hairat-angaiz tor par chust, lachakdaar aur phurteela tha un ki gand na sirf moti aur bhaari thi bal-k kasi hui aur tawaana bhi thi. Dono chootarr sakhti k saath aik doosary se jurre hue thy. Aisa lagta tha jaise kisi kumhaar ne intahai mahaarat se un k chootarron ko dil-aawaiz golaiyon ki shakal de di ho. Pait bilkul thorra sa nikla hua tha magar un k badan par har giz bura nahi lagta tha. Un k haath pa’aon bhi barre khubsurat thy jin k safaid lambe nakhuno par wo kabhi nail polish nahi lagati theen. Wo aik laheem shaheem aurat theen magar is k bawajood un k badan mein niswaaniyat koot koot kar bhari hui thi..
Khala Jamila ko khud bhi apne mammon aur chootarron k mote aur bhaari hone ka shadeed ehsaas tha. Wo jaanti theen k ghar se bahar nikalne par kia mard aur kia aurtain sab hi un k mammon aur gand ko barre ghor se daikhte thy. Guzishta 20 baras se un k saath yehi kuch hota aea tha. Wo paidaishi tor par bhaari bharkam aur mazboot tan-o-tosh ki maalik theen aur 15/16 saal ki umar mein bhi un k mamme apni hum-umar larrkiyon k muqaable mein ache khaase barre aur mote ho chuk thy. Phir chand salon k andar andar un k mamme aur chootarr khoob mote ho ga’aiy. Phir daikhte hi daikhte un ka badan poori tarah hourglass yaani rait-gharri ban gaya. Un k mammon aur gand ka size barrh gaya aur kamar patli aur choti reh gai. Wo 8 ka aik barra sa hindsa ban gaeen. Yoon qudrat ne un k badan ko sex ki aik niheat taaqatwar aur khoobsoorat alaamat bana diya. Aisi auratain jin k badan ki banawat rait-gharri jaisi ho bohat kam hoti hain aur issi lie mardon ki shehwat-angaiz nigahon ne kabhi khala Jamila k mammon aur chootarron ka peecha nahi chorra. Shareef aur ba-kirdaar hone k naate unhe ye baat pasand nahi thi kiyonk wo jaanti theen k wo mardon k lie apne andar aik khaas jinsi kashish rakhti hain. Apne khaandaani pas manzar aur akhlaaqi aqdaar ki waja se unho ne kabhi kisi ki taraf aankh utha kar bhi nahi daikha. Wo apne shohar k alaawa kisi aur mard k baare mein soch hi nahi sakti theen. Unhe ye baat na-gawaar guzarti thi k koi ghair mard un ki phudi laine ka kheaal bhi dil mein la’aiy. Lekin ab iss ka kia kiya ja sakta tha unhe har doosre aadmi ki aankhon mein yehi nazar aata tha jaise wo unhe abhi pakarr kar un k mammon ko nanga kare ga aur unhe choosna shuru kar de ga. Aise moqon par wo kisi ki taraf dhiyaan nahi daiti theen aur aise ghaleez khealaat ko foran apne zehan se jhatak diya karti theen. Apni taraf ghoorti hui nazron se bachne k lie wo har waqt apne munh-zor mammon par barra tight bra pehne rakhti theen ta k unhe baandh kar rakh sakain aur wo kisi ko hilte hue nazar na aa’ain. Lekin un k mamme thy k jaise har waqt bra ka ghaira torr kar bahar nikalna chaahte thy. Bilkul issi tarah wo apne chootarron ko bhi kameez k daaman aur dopate se jis had tak mumkin hota chupa kar rakhteen. Magar kameez ka chota sa daman un k phaile hue, mote aur tawaana chootarron k saamne be-bus tha. Unhe ye bhi ilam tha k un k chootarr chalte waqt jazbaat ko bharrkaane waaly andaaz mein harkat karte thy jinhe rokna un k bas ki baat nahi thi. Agarche sex k nukta-e-nazar se khala Jamila ka dhol ki tarah kasa hua sehatmand lekin be-tahaasha gudaaz badan barra jaazib-e-nazar tha magar un k apne zehan par humaisha se dubla hone ka khabt sawaar tha. Jadeed zamaane ki bohat saari auraton ki tarah un ka bhi yehi kheaal tha k dubli patli aurat hi haseen kehlai ja sakti hai aur iss lie wo kai saal se apna wazan kam karne ki sar torr koshishain kar rahi theen. Wo chaahti theen k log bajaiy un k mammon aur gand ko bhooki nazron se daikhne k un ki poori shakhsiyat se muta’asir hon. Iss maqsad k hasool k lie unho ne dieting bhi ki aur wazan kam karne waali dawaiyaan bhi istimaal kar k daikh leen magar na to un ka wazan kum hua aur na hi un k mammon aur gand k size mein koi farq parr saka. Khala Jamila apne wazan k maamle mein itni hassaas theen k humaisha apna wazan karne se katraati theen.
Khala Jamila meri ammi se 4 saal choti theen magar un ki shaadi 19 saal ki umar mein kar di gai thi. Shaadi k agle hi saal un k haan aik baite ki paidaish hui magar is k baad phir koi bacha nahi hua. Ab wo 38 baras ki theen aur un ka baita Ilyaas 18 saal ka tha. Us din hasb-e-mamool wo college gaya hua tha. Main ghar mein barra tha aur meri do choti behney aur aik chota bhai bhi tha. (un ka zikar aage aaega) Yoon main Khala Jamila k baite ILYAAS QURESHI se 3 saal chota tha. Un k shohar Ahsaan Qureshi bank mein executive grade k officer thy aur aik parhi likhi family se ta’aluq rakhte thy. Apni sharafat, sharm-o-hea, narm-dilli aur sab se ache bartao ki waja se khala Jamila apne susraal mein barri qadar ki nigaah se daikhi jaati theen. Khala room mein aain or kaha,
Khala: “Baite kuch thanda pi lo barri garmi hai.”
Main: “Theek hai khala pi loon ga.”
Akaile ghar mein apni pasandeeda khala k saath waqt guzaarna mere lie kisi naimat se kam nahi tha. Khala Jamila uth kar kamre se nikal gaeen.
Maine un k mote, baahar nikle hue aur gudaaz chootarron par jo apne makhsoos andaaz mein aik doosre se takraate hue thirak rahe thy nazrain gaarr deen. Aeisa lagta tha jaise khala Jamila k chootarron mein bijliyaan bhari hui hon. Main un ki moti taazi be-qaboo gand ko us waqt tak daikhta raha jab tak wo kamre se baahar nahi nikal gaeen. Khala Jamila ki phudi aur gand maarna meri zindagi ki sab se barri khahish ban gai thi. Maine tasawur hi tasawur mein na-jaane kitni dafa khala Jamila ki gand maari thi aur na-maloom kitni hi baar muth maarte hue un k mammon aur phudi ka soch kar apne lund se manni bahar nikaalne ka maza liya tha.
Mujhe ko bohat bachpan se hi auraton ki gand maarne ka shoq tha. Larrakpan tak to main yehi samajhta tha k shead auratain sirf apni gand mein hi lund leti hain lekin phudi k baare mein ilam ho jane k baad bhi auraton ki gand mein meri dilchaspi baja’aiy kam hone k mazeed barrh gai. Aurton k mote, bhaari aur taaqatwar chootarron mein phansa hua gand ka tang sooraakh mere zehan mein humaisha halchal machaiy rakhta tha aur issi lie mote chootarron waali auratain mujhe barri bhaati theen. Khala Jamila to iss maamle mein qudrat ka shahkaar theen aur agar main unhe chodna chaahta tha to iss mein hairat ki koi baat nahi thi. Moti gandon ka main bohat hi shoqeen tha. Ye kaha ja sakta tha k aurat ki moti gand meri bohat barri kamzori thi.
Khala Jamila ki gand k baare mein sochte hue maine aik thandi saans li. Main iss haqeeqat se bhi achi tarah waaqif tha k apni sagi khala ki phudi aur gand maarna mere lie na-mumkinaat mein se tha. Sooraj maghrib se nikal sakta tha lekin main khala Jamila ko chod nahi sakta tha. Main jaanta tha k khala Jamila apni fitri sharafat aur mujh se apne khooni rishte ki waja se kisi bhi soorat mein mujhe apni phudi aur gand daine par raazi nahi hon gi. Aur phir is ka to sawaal hi paida nahi hota tha k un jaisi shareef aur riweat parast aurat apne bhanje se gand marwa laiti. Main shart lagaane ko taiyaar tha k khala Jamila k shohar ne kabhi un ki gand ka sooraakh daikha bhi nahi ho ga. Saari dunya iss baat ki gawaah thi k wo aik mazboot kirdaar ki aur khaalis mashriqi soch rakhne waali aurat theen. Maine aankhain band kar leen aur socha k na-jane kitne hi mardon ne khala Jamila ko chodne ki khaahish ki ho gi aur nakaami ka munh daikha ho ga. Main bhala kis khait ki mooli tha. Phir mera aur khala Jamila ki umron ka farq bhi to bohat ziyaada tha. Main us k baite ki tarah tha aur ye kaise mumkin tha k main un ki phudi aur gand laine ki koshish karta aur khala Jamila apna aap mere hawaale kar daiteen. Ye kabhi nahi ho sakta tha.
Mere k dil-o-dimaagh par ajeeb si afsurdgi chaane lagi. Koi paanch minute baad khala Jamila mere lie kitchen se pepsi le aa’in. Koi aadh ghanta un se gup shup karne k baad main bujhe hue dil k saath apne naana k ghar waapas rawaana ho gaya.
Main jab bhi yahan naana naani k aata aur jab bhi khala Jamila se milta meri haalat normal nahi rehti thi kiyonk main unhe chodne k lie be-taab tha aur aisa hona mumkin nahi tha. Bas yehi tazaad mujhe paraishaan kar daita tha. Magar aaj to main kuch ziyaada hi ghamgeen tha. Maine naani k bedroom ki almaari se family album nikaala aur apne kamre mein aa gaya. Album mein khala Jamila ki bohat saari tasawirein theen. Kuch tasawirein nai theen aur kuch puraani. Wo har tasweer mein bohat achi lag rahi theen. Kai tasweeron mein wo apne shohar k saath theen jisse daikh kar mujhe nafrat si mehsoos hui. Mere dil mein pehli baar apne khalu k lie aise jazbaat paida hue thy. Maine saamne dewaar par nazrain jama deen aur sochne laga.
Mujhe kia hota ja raha hai? Kia mujhe apni sagi khala se muhabbat ho gai hai aur iss lie main us aadmi se nafrat karne laga hoon jo unhe chodta hai? Kia ye wohi muhabbat hai jo aik larrke ko aik larrki se aur aik mard ko aik aurat se hoti hai? Lekin khala aur bhanje ki muhabbat? Main sar jhatak kar album ka aik panna paltea to khala Jamila ki aik barri si rangeen tasweer mere saamne aa gai. Apne mote mote mammon par dopata daale muskuraati hui wo bohat achi lag rahi theen. Mere dil mein ajeeb si meethi meethi kasak paida hui. Khushgawaar lekin taqleef daine waali kasak. Jaise aag halki aanch pe jal rahi ho. Kia museebat hai. Maine be-basi se apne chehre par haath phaira.
Main samjh nahi pa raha tha k apni zehni paragandgi par kaise qaboo pa’aiy. Aakhir Khala Jamila ko hi meri khala hona tha. Koi dubli patli kam khubsurat aurat bhi to meri khala ho sakti thi. Maine ta'asuf aur ghuse k mile jule ehsaas k saath socha. Be-qaraari kuch kam hui to mujhe kheaal aea k be-shak wo khala Jamila ki phudi nahi le sakta magar un k qareeb rehne mein to koi muzaiqa nahi hai. Maine faisla kiya k main jab tak yahan hoon un k ghar rozana jea kare ga. Agarche wo meri khala theen magar phir bhi un k ghar itna ziyaada aane jaane k lie koi ma’aqool bahana to hona chahie tha. Main sochta raha. Phir mere dimaagh mein aik jhamaaka sa hua.
To be continue…..
Aage kia hoga.?
Sajid k dimaagh mein kia baat aai hain.?
Kia Sajid apni Khala ko chod paaega.?
Kia khala ko apne bhanje Sajid k irado ka para chal paaega.?
Kia khala apne bhanje Sajid k saath wo sab kuch kar paaegi jo aik gun’nah hai.?
In sab sawalo k jawab aur is k ilawa or bhi bohut kuch kahani k next episode mein to dekhte or parhte rahiye “Badalte Rishte”
