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Hotwife Simran Ka 5 Inch Se 10 Inch Tak Ka Safar
Story Summary : Yeh Kahani Hotwife Simran Ki Hai, Simran ka sirf ek goal hai shaadi ke baad, wo ye ki apni respect apne pati ke nazar me barkarar rakh paaye. Ye kahaani hai Simran ke jindagi ki utaar chadaav ki, jaha wo jhujti hai apne High Sex Drive se,
Simran ka pati pankaj - cuckold fantasy rakhta hai, par Simran apne iraado ki pakki hai. Ab dekhna ye hai ki ye zindagi Simran ko kya rang dikhaati hai...
DISCLAIMER This story is based on completely imaginary events and has no connection with any person living or dead. All the places and characters in this story are completely imaginary, if anyone's story matches this, it is just a coincidence. This story has nothing to do with any religion or caste. All the images are from internet and I don't own any of it. DM for removal if required. The purpose of writing this story is only to entertain the readers.
As he pleasured me, I would feel his hard cock pressing against me, begging to be set free. I would reach down,
feeling the heat radiating from him as I wrapped my hand around his shaft.
I would stroke him slowly, feeling him grow harder and thicker in my hand. And then I wont stop until I pleasure him with all of my body...
Mein apne bed pe leti thi, nangi aur subah ke suraj ki garmi mein lipti hui jo mere bedroom ki khidki se andar aa rahi thi. Ravi ke badan ki khushboo ab bhi mere skin pe mehsoos ho rahi thi, ek sensual yaad jo humare kuch ghante pehle ke passionate encounter ka hissa thi. Maine apni aankhein band ki, toh ab bhi uska wazan mere upar mehsoos kar sakti thi, uske haath jo mere har ek inch ko explore kar rahe the, uske hoth jo mere gardan aur kandhe par kiss kar rahe the... Mhmmm....
Yeh experience behad intoxicating tha, mujhe itna zyada alive aur free mehsoos karaya jitna maine saalon se nahi kiya tha. Pehli baar apne pati ko cheat karna ek bold aur daring move tha, jo maine kabhi socha bhi nahi tha ki main kar paungi. Lekin ab, jab main apne bed pe leti thi, toh ek thrill aur satisfaction mehsoos ho raha tha apne kiye hue pe.
Ravi ka lund alag tha Pankaj ke lund se - thoda bada, thoda mota, aur color mein jyada dark... Maine kabhi itna desired, itna wanted feel nahi kiya tha. Aur ab jab maine iss experience ko feel kar liya tha, main jaanti thi ki main wapas pehle ki tarah nahi ho sakti hu...
Jab maine socha ki Pankaj shaam ko ghar wapas aayenge, toh guilty feel karne lag gai... Lekin woh guilt bhi us excitement ko daba nahi paayi jo mere andar ek nayi aag ki tarah jal rahi hai. Maine freedom ka taste chakh liya tha, aur mujhe aur chahiye tha. Apni sexuality ko aur explore karne ka soch, alag-alag bodies aur alag-alag sensations ko mehsoos karne ka soch, mujhe apne tan badan ke kone kone me thrill ki lehar pahucha raha hai ab toh...
Main jaanti thi ki mujhe careful rehna padega, ki mere pati ko shak nahi hone dena hai. Lekin pakde jaane ka risk us excitement ko aur badha raha tha... Pata nahi kya horaha hai.. par Ab main free feel kar rahi hu, apne desires ko explore karne aur un pleasures ka maza lene ki chah.... jo sirf sapno mein dekhe tha.... ab sach hota nazar aane laga...
Ek Taraf Apne passionate encounter ko Yaad karti hui, wahi dusre he pal me dimaag ke kone me guilt aur chinta badhne lagi hai... Pankaj shaam ko land karne wale the, aur mujhe unko face karna padega. Maine socha... kya woh samajh toh nahi jaayenge ki main kisi aur aadmi ke saath thi, kya unhe kuch shak hoga. sochte hue mera pet ghabrahat se bhar gaya, ki agar woh sex karna chahenge toh pata chal jaayega ki meri pussy alag mehsoos ho rahi hai...
Mujhe koi plan banana tha ki kuch din tak pankaj ke saath sexual encounters avoid kar sakun, taaki mujhe time mile heal hone ka aur mere bewafaai ke evidence ko disappear hone ka. Main kai scenarios apne dimaag mein run karne lagi, trying to find a way ki... kisi tarah pankaj ke saat sex avoid kar saku bina unhe shak hue...
Jab main shower le rahi thi, ab bhi thoda pain aur uneasy feeling apne stomach aur back mein mehsoos kar paa rahi thi.... Maine neeche dekha toh paani mein ek boond khoon dekha, mere periods aa chuke the... Pata he nahi chala ki mahine ka wo time aa chuka hai... hamesha track rakhti thi... par dhyaan se he nikal gaya ki dates aa jaayenge... Tab mujhe realize hua ki yeh perfect opportunity hai sexual encounters avoid karne ka apne pati ke saath. Main pain aur discomfort ka excuse istemaal karungi avoid karne ke liye....
Mujhe yeh unexpected turn of events se relief mila.... Main jaanti thi ki mujhe apne actions ke consequences se eventually deal karna padega, lekin abhi ke liye, main apni khushi aur sexual exploration ki freedom aur excitement ko enjoy kar leti huu. Main is waqt ko istemaal karungi yeh figure out karne ke liye ki... main sach mein kya chahti hoon, aur apne pati ke saath apne relationship ko kaise navigate karun unhe cheat karne ke baad... Lekin abhi ke liye, Ravi ke saat guzaare pal, uff... wo thrill, satisfaction aur pleasure mein bas khoi rehna chahti hu...
Kareeb 4 baje...
Ring...
"Hello Jaan..."
Pankaj - "Baby.. flight board kar chuka hu... Airport Aajaao... Yahi se dinner karke ghar jaayenge..."
"Umm... Jaan... Aane ka mann toh hai... par... mujhe theek nahi lag rha... Aajaao aap..."
Pankaj - "Kya hua baby... tabiyat toh theek hai?"
"Nahi... Pet dard kar raha hai..."
Pankaj - "Ohh... Thik hai... Main aata hu... Fish khaaogi na... Acha hota hai ye time me..... Le aaau?"
"Haa... Le aana..."
Pankaj hai he itne ache... unhe ishaara kaafi tha.... Mujhe toh idea bhi nahi tha ki chums ke waqt bloating ke karan pain jyada feel hota hai... hotwater pads toh theek hai... par sahi diet ka bhi apna ek role hota hai... pankaj ne jabse doctor se consult kiya tha chums ke pain ke baare me... tabse unhe pata hai ki fish khaana sahi hota hai iss time me... aur hamesha yaad raha hai unhe... Guilt ki lehar fir se dilo dimaag me machal uthi... par... mein bhi toh sirf unhe pyaar karti hoon... unhe ke saat saari zindagi bitaani hai.... chahe jo bhi ho.... pata nahi kyu emotional hui.... aansu ruk he nhi rahe... sofe par lete hue... bina koi gehri soch ke bas aansu tapakne lage the...
Main sabere se he leggings aur sports bra me thi... hamesha jab wo aate the toh humne decide kiya tha ki jab unke saamne aau toh completely ready hokar rahu... Ya toh saree ho ya salwar suit pehnkar makeup wagera karke unke welcome liye ready hona hota hai... Mujhe bhi acha lagta hai ye sab karna... Par... Aaj mera mann he nahi kiya... unka wait karti hui, emotions se distract hote hue... TV dekhte hue sofe par he padi rahi...
Pankaj ke aane ke baad... unhe clearly bata toh diya tha chums ka... par wo sad the... hote bhi kyu na... 5 din baad hum mil rahe the... aur esi news sunn ke koi bhi husband khush nahi hota... kisi tarah aaj ka din avoid kiya... humne khoob saari baaten ki... unke baare me... unke assignments aur trip ke baare me... cuddle karte hue pyaar bhari neend ke saat aaj ka din nikal gaya...
Ese he 5-6 din nikal gaye... 2 din toh pankaj ne mera bohot khayal rakha... teesre din se unko office resume karna tha... ab regular routine dono ka continue ho chuka hai... Aslam g se afternoon me baat hoti rehti hai... sewing machine use karne me expert ho chuki hoon... par abhi bhi bohot kuch seekhna baaki hai... Aaj tak nahi bataya Aslam g ko ki mujhe bhi lingerie silna hai...
Kuch Raat pehle pankaj kaafi wild the... kitne dino baad humne romantic sex bhari raat guzaari thi... Wo kaafi khush lag rahe the... par... kahi na kahi main unki dirty talks miss karne lagi huu... Hamesha unka beech beech me fantasies ko imagine karwana... Porn dikhana... Pussy ko besabri se lick karna... Mhmmm... Pehle darr lagta tha... par utna he thrill bhi tha... Jabse jhagda hua hai... Pankaj cautious rehne lage hai... Meri he galti thi... Itna time gussa nahi rehna tha mujhe... par kya he karti... Ab sab clear hone ke baad... Pata nahi kyu par main chahti hu ki wo mujhe fir se seduce kare... Gandi gandi baaten karen... Main ab kisi bhi cheez ke liye tayar thi... Kal raat toh pankaj ke sone ke baad bhi fingering karti rahi... hah!.... Unhe bina disturb kiye... unse darte hue... khud ko touch karte hue... aur bhi jyada wild feel kar rahi thi...
Yeh raat bhi waise hi thi jaise aksar hoti hai, andhere mein mere mann me wo raaz ubhar utha hain jo andar daba rakha hai... Dinner karke Pankaj aur main bed par saath saath lete hue hai..., bedside lamp ki halki roshni humare chehron par pad rahi thi. Mera dil tezi se dhadak raha tha, sirf unki nazdeekyon se nahi, balki us ek baat ki wajah se jo main kehne mein sharma rahi thi....
"Pankaj," maine dheere se kaha, meri ungliyan unke seene par random designs bana rahi thi...
Pankaj - "Hmmm..." Pankaj sone ki koshish karrahe the...
"woh jo... ummm... tumne online affair ke baare mein kaha tha... kya tumne seriously socha tha?"
Woh meri taraf mud gaya, unke honton par ek shaitani muskaan thi...
Pankaj - "Tum sahi me pooch rahi ho... ya... phir mazak kar rahi ho?"
"Main... main serious hoon," mere gaal sharam se lal ho gaye...
Pankaj - "Sach kahu toh... Seriously he kaha tha... Par... Ussdin ke baad... Himmat nahi hui dubara tumse poochne ki..."
"Mujhe laga nahi tha ki tum sach me try karna chahte ho..."
Pankaj - "Interesting toh hota... Tum maan jaati toh...."
"Ummm... Lekin.... Jaaan... thodi sharm aa rahi hai...."
Pankaj ki aankhen sharaarat se chamak uthi.
Pankaj - "Tumhe pata hai... maine ek account bhi bana liya tha, bas ese hi... I was about to delete it, par socha nahi ki tum try karogi..."
Maine eyebrow uthaya, curiosity badh gayi thi meri....
"Sach mein? Kahan hai? Dikhana zara..."
Woh apna phone bedside table se uthakar unlock karne laga, kuch apps mein navigate karte hue mujhe diya... Mera dil aur tez dhadakne laga jab maine dekha.... unhone real me account setup kar rakhi thi – meri pictures aur ek flirty bio ke saath....
"Mujhe laga tha tum bas mazak kar rahe ho"
maine kaha, screen se nazar hata he nahi pa rahi thi...
Pankaj hansne laga... aur...
Pankaj - "Socha tha, lekin delete karne he wala tha.... Tum interested ho toh tumhare phone me set kar du?"
Maine apne hont bite karte hue, idea thrilling aur nerve-wracking laga... unhe bina kuch kahe apna phone pakda diya...
"Thoda aur batao na, kaise karte hain yeh sab..."
Pankaj ne mujhe app ke baare mein guide kiya, kaise navigate karna hai, messages bhejne hain, aur thoda flirt karna bhi sikhaya.... Hamari conversation ke end tak, main choti bachi ki tarah excited feel kar rahi thi...
Humne ek passionate kiss share ki, unke honton ki garmi mujhe aur bhi sensual aur erotic lag rahe the.... Humdono ne apna apna phone kab baaju me sarka diya... aur ek dusre ki baahon me ek dusre ke badan ko chipka liya tha... pata he nahi chala...
Seconds me hum dono ne ek dusre ke kapde nikaal feke... Unhone bilkul deri nahi ki... aur jhat se apna lund mere andar daal diya....
Pankaj - "Wow baby.... Tum kitni wet ho..."
Yess... Wet toh thi he main...
"Yess Jaaan... I Love you... mmmpppp"
Unke honto ko choosti hui... Har stroke ko poori tarah feel karti hui... Aaaahhhh.... Pankaj mere upar... maine apni taangon ko aur faylaya...
Mujhe andar tak feel karna tha... Unke ass ko daboche apni orr kheechti hui... moan karti hui... Wo nikaalne he waale the... Par maine unka ass grab kiya... unka beej andar he jhad gaya... unka nikalte he... maine unke face pe chaaro orr kiss kiya... fingering karti hui... unke chaathi par love bite banate hue... main bhi jhad chuki hu....
Next Day...
Pankaj Nikal chuke hai... Shower leke bas Sofe par kaam khatam kar ke... Chai peete hue, socha app check karu.... raat me ek notifications pending par thi.... par uss waqt itna dhyaan nahi diya.... ab check kiya...
Dekha ek friend request from Saif Ali.... Uski profile picture mein ek tall, fair aadmi tha, apni 40s mein, dashing aur sophisticated lag raha tha. Uski bio mein likha tha ki woh ek distributor of goods hai, Delhi aur Mumbai mein offices ke saath...
"Saif Ali," maine apne aap se kaha, yeh sochkar ki yeh Pankaj hi hai ek naye naam ke saath jaisa humne discuss kiya tha... Bina jhijhak ke maine request accept ki aur flirting shuru kar di, excitement aur daring ke mix ke saath...
"Hi there, Saif," maine type kiya, ek wink emoji ke saath... Fir... "Aap kaise ho?" bhi bhej diya...
Usne turant reply kiya
Saif - "Hello, Simran... Main theek hoon, aur aap?"
Yeh sochkar ki yeh Pankaj hai, maine boundaries push karne ka socha...
"Main bhi theek hoon... Aap kya kar rahe the?"
Saif ne apne kaam ka ek brief summary diya, aur conversation naturally flow hone laga. Bold feel karte hue, maine washroom mein kuch pictures snap ki, apni t-shirt upar karke apne lacy bra dikhaye. Dil dhadakte hue, shaitaani smile ke saat.... maine pic bhej di, uske reaction ka intezar karte hue...
Main surprised thi unke reactions se, Saif ne genuine appreciation ke saath respond kiya tha lekin respectful tone maintain ki hui thi...
Saif - "Aap bahut khoobsurat ho, Simran."
Din excitement aur anticipation mein beet gaya. Shaam ko, jab Pankaj aur main sone ke liye ready ho rahe the, main apni curiosity control nahi kar paayi.... Main unki taraf mudhi, ek mischievous smile ke saath...
"Pankaj, batao na, kaisa laga mera flirt?"
maine tease kiya, unke hasi aur meri efforts ki tareef expect karte hue...
Woh mujhe confused expressions ke saat dekhne laga...
Pankaj - "Maine toh kuch nahi message kiya aaj. Time hi nahi mila."
Mere pair thande se padd gaya jab realize kiya...
"Kya? Tumne message nahi kiya?"
Maine jaldi se unko messages aur profile dikhayi apne phone pe... Pankaj zor se hansne lage.
Pankaj - "Arre, yeh toh koi aur hai! Tumne seriously socha tha main hoon?"
Embarrassment ke saath, maine bhi hasna shuru kiya... aur kya he karti...
"Mujhe laga tum ho. Lekin ab kya?"
Pankaj ab bhi haste hue...
Pankaj - "Koi baat nahi, Simran. Don't mind much... Agar maza aa raha hai toh continue karo... Yeh sab online hai, waise bhi koi real nahi hota. Enjoy karlo thodi der, aur jab bore ho jao, toh close kar dena. No harm."
Maine sir hilaaya, unke shabd mujhe comfort de rahe the... Shayad yeh ek tareeka tha apne fantasies explore karne ka bina real-world consequences ke... Aur isliye, ek nayi sense of freedom ke saath, maine game continue karne ka decide kiya... Maine bhi itna gehrai se uss time kuch nahi socha... bas ek dusre ki baahon me lipte cuddle karte hue hum so gaye...
Next Day...
Raat ko, jab Pankaj ne mujhe encourage kiya tha online chat continue karne ke liye, tab main relaxed feel kar rahi thi... Lekin ab, main apne phone ko dekhkar thoda nervous huu... Pankaj ne mujhe raat ko kaha tha, "Simran, it's not a big deal. Online hai sab, enjoy karo aur jab bore ho jao toh band kar dena."
Maine unki baat maan toh li thi, lekin ab jhijhag hai.... Maine socha, "Kya karun? Message karoon ya nahi?" Fir decide kiya ki rehne deti hu...
Main sofe par baithi hui thi... phone scroll karte hue... Pankaj toh already jaa chuke hai office... Main soch rahi thi ki phir se apni workout routine shuru karun aur mere paas ek perfect idea tha - Sandy ko bula leti hu... Fir se itne dino baad continue karungi... toh uski guidance help karegi... Kaafi din ho gaye the hum dono ko mile hue...
Maine Sandy ko ek quick text bheja...
"Hi Sandy... Aaj Workout Saat me karen?"
Uska response turant aa gaya...
Sandy - "Tere saat itna acha mauka kaise chodh sakta hu Simran... Abhi Aaaya...."
Ye Sandy bhi naa... Hamesha chehre pe smile laa he deta hai... bhale mein iske saat boudries cross nahi karna chahti par... Iski playful aur flirts achi bhi lagti hai...
Jab Sandy aaya, mujhe room ki energy badalti hui mehsoos hui... Uske confidence aur charm ko ignore karna mushkil hota hai... pata nahi kyun par... hamesha uske saat wo kiss yaad aa he jaati hai... Nahi Simran... Sirf Friendship bas... aur kuch nahi....
Sandy se thodi chit-chat ke baad... Usne mujhe warm-up exercises aur stretches se shuru karaya...
Sandy - "Toh, pehle hum warm-up se shuru karenge. Thoda stretching kar... Fir aage ka bataunga"
"Thik hai, Sandy..."
Workout ke dauraan, Main apne form aur technique pe focus karne ki koshish kar rahi thi, lekin main deny nahi kar sakti thi woh choti si thrill jo har baar mehsoos hoti thi jab bhi woh meri taraf dekhta aur ek playful smile deta hai...
Sandy - "Good. Ab, yeh arm circles kar... Bas aise," Sandy ne kaha, movements dikhate hue.
"Yeh wala toh easy tha. Ab kya?"
Sandy - "Ab leg stretches. Dono taraf se stretch karna hai,"
"Yeh acha feel hora hai. Meri legs kaafi stiff lag rahi thi kai dino se..."
Ek point pe, jab hum break le rahe the, Sandy ne teasingly aur mischievously pucha...
"Yaad hai woh kiss? Tu abhi bhi us moment ko yaad karti hai na?"
Mera dil ek pal ke liye ruk sa gaya, lekin cool bante hue... muuh banate hue...
"Oh please, Sandy. Tu hamesha teasing mode mein rehta hai... Mujhe kuch yaad nahi..."
Sandy ne smile kiya aur kaha...
Sandy - "Haan, lekin teri khoobsurat aankhen kuch aur hi keh rahi hain. Shayad tu secretly yaad karti hai..., par dare nahi kar paa rahi batane ki..."
Maine bhi tease karte hue kaha...
"Haan haan, jo chahe wo soch.... Main toh bas workout pe focus kar rahi hoon."
Jab session aage badha, Sandy continue karta raha tease aur flirt karna.... Main bhi play along karti rahi, nok jhok chalti rahi... workout ke saat.... Main jaanti thi ki main uske kisi suggestion pe kabhi act nahi karne waali, lekin phir bhi flirt aur tease karna bina kisi real intention ke fun tha...
Sandy - (demonstration dete hue) "Jab tu squat karti hai, peeche ki taraf aur push Kiya kar.... Jaise.."
"Oh, got it. Aise? Mera form sahi hai na?"
Sandy - "Perfect. Ab 10 squats aur kar"
"Yeh kaafi challenging hai. Lekin maza aa raha hai"
Sandy - (Encourage karte hue..)"Bas, thoda aur push kar... Tu ye kar sakti hai... Nice..."
"Thanks, Sandy. Teri encouragement se bahut help milti hai hamesha"
Sandy - "Tere form ko improve karne ke liye, regular karna..." Sandy ne bataya.
"Sahi kaha. Har din practice se better ho jaungi"
Sandy - "Ab kuch push-ups karte hain. Jaise maine dikhaya tha"
"Push-ups me, meri strength kam hai. Try karti hoon"
Sandy - "Kam se kam 5 minute. Yeh recovery ke liye important hai"
Thodi der karne ke baad....
"Aur... Kitni der tak karna hai?"
Sandy - "Great.... Hogaya... Next time bas mujhe call kar lena... Aa jaaunga"
"Sure, Sandy...." maine haafte hue kaha... Sofe par relaxed hote hue... towel liye paseene ko pochte hue...
Jab Sandy apni cheezen pack karke jaane ke liye tayaar ho raha tha, mein halki si sadness mehsoos karne lagi.... Main jaanti thi ki uski energy aur excitement miss karungi... lekin main thankful thi ki humari friendship strong ho rahi thi....
Aur iske saath, Sandy chala gaya, mujhe apni playful aur flirtatious conversation se mere mood ko khush karta hua... Main jaanti thi ki maine friendly rehne ka sahi decision liya hai, lekin main deny nahi kar sakti thi woh choti si spark of attraction jo ab bhi kahi naa kahi dabi hui hai.... Abhi ke liye, main khush thi apni friendship se, jaanti thi ki yeh strong aur genuine hai....
Sandy ki teasing aur arousal se main thodi distracted thi, aur workout ke baad shower le kar fresh feel kar rahi thi... Bed pe aakar, main nap lene ki soch rahi thi.... jab mere phone pe ek notification aayi.... Saif ka message tha... Maine phone uthaya aur dekha-
Saif- "Hi Simran, kaise ho?"
Main hesitant thi, lekin maine phir bhi reply kar diya...
"Hi"
Saif - "Aap busy ho kya?"
Main soch mein pad gayi... ki kaise kahu saif ko.... kya kahu... embarassed feel kar rahi thi... pata nahi kya soch raha hoga saif mere baare me... Shayad yeh acha mauka hai sach bolne ka... aur baat ko yahin khatam karne ka...
Simran - "Saif, Kal ke messages delete kar do... wo sab galti se hua... Pehle mujhe laga tum Pankaj ho, mere husband. Maine galti se kuch zyada hi flirty aur personal baatein share kar di... Sorry..."
Saif - "Arre, Simran, bilkul bhi nahi... Sorry Kyun?... Mujhe achha laga ki tumne apni baatein share ki.... Main toh sirf ek genuine dosti chah raha huu.... Tumhare saath baatein karke accha laga mujhe..."
Uski baatein sunke main thoda relaxed feel karne lagi...
"Tumhare baaten sunke accha laga, Saif. Main thoda nervous thi ki tum kya sochoge mere baare mein."
Saif - "Simran, tum bohot honest aur innocent ho. Mujhe tumhari yahi baat pasand aayi. Aur honestly, mujhe lagta hai tum ek acchi dost ban sakti ho. Aur, maine turant delete kar diya tha tumhara pic... par... I must say... You are beautiful. Flirt mat samajna... Ek dost ki taarif samajna bas..."
Meri sharmaahat kuch kam hui aur main thoda aur khul ke baat karne lagi... flirt nahi bolke flirt toh kar he raha hai ye insaan... well atleast sab clear hai...
"Thanks, Saif. Tum sach mein sweet ho. Waise, main aur Pankaj kaafi time se shaadi-shuda hain. Humari shaadi acchi chal rahi hai, lekin ese he thoda timepass karne ka try kar rahe the ek dusre ke saat, isliye maine ye sab try kiya."
Saif - "Yeh bilkul samajh sakta hoon. Har rishte mein ups and downs hote hain. Main bas yeh chahta hoon ki tum khush raho. Aur agar tumhe mere saath baatein karke accha lagta hai, toh hum dosti continue kar sakte hain... par nahi kar sakti toh bhi samaj sakta hu... Tumhare husband ko shayad theek nhi lagega ye sab... Toh I understand"
Uske shabd dil ko choo gaye aur mujhe acha feel karwa rahe the... uske concerns bhaa gaye mujhe...
"Tum bahut understanding ho, Saif. Main tumhare saath baat karke relaxed feel kar rahi hoon... Pankaj ko koi problem nahi hai... unhe trust hai mujpar... toh we can still be friends..."
Saif - "Yeh toh achi baat hai. Main chahta hoon humare beech ek real dosti ho, jismein hum ek dusre ke saath acha feel kar sake... iss roz marra ki zindagi me aap jaisi dost ki sakt jarurat hai... Thank you... Simran"
Main iddam se blush kar gai... aur andar se acha feel hone laga... Hamesha se ese he imagine kiya tha online chatting ka... Happy and fun...
Saif - "Tumhari honesty mujhe bohot pasand hai, Simran. Main tumhare saath yeh dosti enjoy karunga..."
"(smiling) Main bhi, Saif..."
Saif - "Jaane ka mann nhi hai par... offline hona padega... kaam hai..."
"Thik hai... Bye..."
Us conversation ke baad, main apne aap ko light aur happy feel kar rahi thi. Saif ke saath dosti genuine lagne lagi thi..., Yeh nayi shuruaat thi, aur main excited thi dekhne ke liye ki yeh dosti kahan tak jaati hai...
Evening me....
Pankaj kaafi thake hue the... dinner karke hum lete he hai...
Main, jo puri baat ko unfold hote dekh rahi thi, yakeen nahi kar paa rahi thi ki yeh sab sach mein ho raha hai. Mujhe ek taraf... bohot excitement aur dusri taraf... darr bhi lag raha tha is online affair ke baare mein. Pankaj se raat me discuss karne ke baad...
Pankaj, jo mujhe khush rakhne ke liye kuch bhi karne ko tayar the, mujhe samjhane laga ki yeh sirf ek timepass hai aur yeh sab sirf online hi rahega. Excitement aur ghabrahat ke milan ke saath, maine online affair ko aage badhane ke liye haan kar di... Aur pankaj karwat lekar so gaye...
Raat ke 11:30 baje the aur main apne phone par scrolling kar rahi thi... Ek nayi notification aayi...
Saif - "Hi Simran, Disturb toh nahi kiya?"
Maine socha, kya buraai hai baat karne mein. So, I replied.
"Hello Saif... Bas leti he thi... Phone me scrolling karte hue..."
Saif - "Aapka din kaisa tha?"
"Din theek tha. Aapka kaisa tha?"
Saif - "Mera din accha tha. Thoda busy tha kaam ke silsile mein. Wese... Aap kya karti hain?"
"Main ghar sambhalti hoon. Housewife hoon. Aap?"
Saif - "Main ek distributor hoon. Delhi aur Mumbai mein office hai. Kaam se kaafi jagah travel karta hoon. Kya aapko travel pasand hai?"
Mujhe woh kaafi friendly aur interesting lagne laga hai...
"Haan, mujhe travel karna accha lagta hai, lekin ab zyada travel nahi ho pata..."
Saif - "Yeh toh samajh sakta hoon. Lekin yaadein toh hogi travelling ki... Aapka favorite destination kaunsa hai?"
Maine socha yeh topic interesting ho sakta hai... toh continue karte hue...
"Mujhe Shimla bohot pasand aaya.. Mountains aur snow ka alag hi maza hai..."
Saif - "Shimla sach mein khoobsurat jagah hai. Main bhi kuch saal pehle gaya tha. Aapko wahan sabse zyada kya pasand aaya?"
"Mujhe wahan ki shanti aur natural beauty pasand aayi. Aapko travel ke alawa aur kya pasand hai?"
"Mujhe music sunna, books padhna, aur cooking ka shauk hai. Aapko?"
Main dheere dheere comfortable hoti gai Saif ke saat...
"Mujhe bhi cooking pasand hai. Waise, aapke kaam ke baare mein thoda aur batao."
Saif - "Main ek import-export business mein hoon. Alag-alag products ke liye distribution ka kaam karta hoon. Thoda hectic kaam hai... Par... Ghar ka khayal rakhna bhi kisi job se kam nahi..."
Uske baaton mein ek warmth aur respect thi jo mujhe accha laga.
"Yeh sach hai. Har kisi ka apna ek role hota hai. Aapki family ke baare mein kuch batao na."
Saif - "Main widower hoon. Mere wife kuch saal pehle guzar gayi. Koi bachche nahi hain. Aur Aapki family?"
"Main toh shaadi-shuda hoon tumhe pata he hai..., aur ek simple life jeeti hoon. Ek saal ke upar ho gaye shaadi ko. Par... Aap kaise cope karte hain apni life ke saath? Dukh hua aapke baare me jaankar..."
Saif - "Thanks Simran... Difficulty hoti hai kabhi kabhi, lekin main positive rehne ki koshish karta hoon. Aur aise interesting logon se baat karna achha lagta hai.... jaise ki aap."
Uski baatein simple aur genuine thi... Jo maine kabhi nahi socha tha ki... kisi stranger se hogi... wo bhi online bandaa...
"Yeh toh accha laga sunke. Aap bohot positive lagte hain."
Saif - "Thank you, Simran. Positivity zaroori hai zindagi mein. Aapke saath baat karke acha lag raha hai. Waise, aapke hobbies kya hain?"
Mujhe laga woh mujh mein sach mein interested tha aur desperate nahi lag raha tha...
"Mujhe Stitching ka shauk hai.... Free time mein yehi karti hoon. Aapke hobbies ke baare kuch batao.. Aapko kya pasand hai?"
Saif - "Nature ke saath time spend karna bohot relaxing hota hai. Main thodi shayari bhi likhta hoon. Aapko shayari pasand hai?"
Uski baatein itni engaging thi ki main dheere dheere apne dil ki baatein share karne lagi...
"Haan, mujhe shayari pasand hai. Kabhi kabhi main bhi likhti hoon. Aapki favorite shayari kaun si hai?"
Saif - "Mere favorite shayar Ghalib hain. Unki Shayari dil ko choo jaati hai. aur... Aapki?"
Maine realize kiya ki Saif ki baatein sach mein deep thi aur woh mujhe comfortable feel karwa raha tha.
"Haan, mujhe bhi Ghalib pasand hai. Unki shayari mein kuch alag hi baat hai."
Saif - "Bilkul. Shayari dil se connect karti hai. Wese... Aapke saath baat karke bohot accha lag raha hai, Simran. Aap bohot interesting hain."
Mujhe uski baatein sunke acha laga. Woh desperate nahi tha, lekin phir bhi apni charm se mujhe apne kareeb laa raha tha....
"Thanks, Saif. Tumhare saath baat karke mujhe bhi accha lag raha hai."
Us raat Saif ke saath baatein karke mujhe laga ki shayad yeh nayi shuruaat ho sakti hai. Mujhe kuch naye feelings aur excitement ka ehsaas hone laga... Khushiyon se bhari mood me achi neend aai... aur mein so gai pankaj ko lipat ke...
Next Day...
Aaj ka normal routine raha... Afternoon tak kaam karke nap bhi liya tha aaj... Aur raat me... mein aur pankaj dinner ke baad lete hue hai... Pankaj thake hue se the... Bina jyada baat kiye wo so gaye... Aaj Saif ka message nahi aaya... Wese usne bola toh tha... mostly busy rehta hai... Aaj maine he usey text bheja...
"Hey there, tumhara din kaisa tha?"
Saif - "Hey Simran, accha tha. Tumhara kaisa tha?"
"Theek tha, par... main hamari baatein hi sochti rehti hoon aajkal. Tum sabse alag ho..."
Saif - "Yeh acchi baat hai ya buri?"
"Definitely acchi baat hai. Tumhare saath main apne aap ko khulke express kar sakti hoon, jo main kisi aur ko jaldi kabhi nahi batati..."
Saif - "Yeh sunke accha laga. Main bhi aisa hi feel karta hoon. Tumhare saath baatein karte hue mujhe maza aata hai."
"Main bhi nahi rok paa rahi apne aap ko. Tumhare saath sab kuch share karne ka mann karta hai."
Saif - "(teasingly) Tumhare deepest desires aur fantasies bhi?"
Saif - "(encouragingly) Come on, Simran. Apne boundaries push karne se mat daro. Main judge nahi karunga."
"(smiling) Okay, fine. Main try karungi. Par tumhe bhi mere jitna bold hona padega."
Saif - "(laughing) Deal! Dekhte hain tumhare paas kya hai."
"(giggling) Mujhe bhi. Shayad Yeh sab kaafi interesting hoga."
Saif - "Interesting toh hoga he... I am positive"
Jaisa jaisa online chats aage badhta gaya, main khud ko Saif ke saath aur zyada jude hue paane lagi hoon.... Main uske text ka intezar karti, be sabri se uske agle message ka intezar karti rehti huu aajkal... Pankaj ko pata nahi aajkal kya hua hai... Saif se chat karti huu raat me toh mera phone pakad ke baaju me rakh dete hai aur pyaar karne lagte hai... Mujhe lag raha tha unhe ye sab pasand aa raha hoga... Isiliye mein bhi unke saamne he bold hokar chat karti hu... Par tease karte hue main unhe kuch batati nahi huu... naa he apne phone ka password share kiya hai... check karne ki toh wo koshish karte nahi par... wo shayad jeolous ho rahe hai...
Aur yaha Main online affair ke excitement mein itni khoi hui thi ki mujhe yeh sab bohot thrilling lagne laga hai.... Maine kabhi socha nahi tha ki cheezein itni aage badh jayengi, lekin main is baat ko jhutla nahi sakti thi ki main har pal ka maza le rahi thi. Mujhe pata tha ki yeh galat hai, lekin main apne aap ko rok nahi pa rahi hoon... Aajkal toh unke saamne chatting nahi karti... par unke sone ke baad message karti hu... ya bathroom me rehti hoon agar wo jaage rahe toh...
Din guzarte gaye... Hamari chats chalti gai... par mujhe bura lagne laga hai pankaj ke liye... unhone jataya toh nahi par... confused hu kya karu... Aaj din bhar bas pankaj ke baare me he sochke pareshaan thi... aur uss wajeh se maine aaj apne aapko distract rakhne ke liye ghar ka kona kona saaf kiya... bohot kaam kiya aur thak gai thi shaam tak... Pankaj ke aane se pehle dinner bhi ready kar liya... aur humne dinner jaldi se khatam kiya fir bistar par lete hue... baatcheet karne lage... mera toh mann tha unse baat karu saif ke baare me... ki agar unhe dikkat hai toh main band kar du chats... par aaj wo apni office ki daastaan sunane me lage the... excited se lag rahe the... shayad promotion ka kuch tha... unki baaten kuch suni aur kuch baatein miss kar gai... kya karti dimaag uljhano me duba hua hai...
Kareeb 12 baj chuke the... Pankaj neend me the... main unse lipti hui neend me jaane he waali thi... utne me notification sunke aankh poori tarah khool gai... main pankaj ki baahon me thi... unse dheere dheere alag hui... aur apna phone check karne lagi... Pankaj kharate maarte hue neend me the...
Saif - "Hi Simran, aaj din kaisa tha tumhara?"
"Hello Saif, theek tha. Tumhara kaisa tha?"
Saif - "Mere din kaafi busy tha. Lekin ab tumse baat karke accha lag raha hai..."
Saif - "Tumhare saath baatein karna mere liye bohot special feel hai. Tumhari honesty aur innocence mujhe bohot he jyada pasand hai."
Mujhe uski baatein sunke bohot accha lag raha tha. Maine socha, shayad humari dosti kuch aur bhi ban sakti hai... Par pankaj ka darr bhi hai... Socha saif ki feelings ko janna bhi jaruri hai...
"Saif, kya tumhe kabhi aisa laga hai ki online friendship ko real life mein le aana chahiye?"
Saif - "Haan, kabhi kabhi lagta hai. Lekin hum dono ke liye comfortable hona zaroori hai. Tumhara kya khayal hai?"
Main thodi nervous thi, lekin mujhe lagta tha ki Saif ke saath baat karna safe hai... Mein aur open hote hue...
"Main bhi yahi soch rahi thi.... Par... Real life mein friendship.... Thoda sochne waali baat hai... Aur dusri taraf... Shayad ye online friendship bhi kahi koi problem naa create kar jaaye..."
Saif - "Kya hua Simran, Tum aaj thodi pareshaan lag rahi ho..."
"Saif, Ek baat hai jo mujhe khatak rahi hai..."
Saif - "Simran, Tum bata sakti ho mujhe... Kya hua hai"
"Ummm... Mujhe kahin na kahi darr hai ki pankaj ko shayad hamare friendship se dikkat ho sakti hai..."
Saif - "Kuch hua kya?... pankaj ne kuch kaha?"
"Nahi... par mujhe unhe hurt nahi karna..."
Saif - "Tumhe pankaj ne apne past relationship ke baare me bataya hai?"
"Haa... aur maine bhi share kiya hai apna..."
Saif - "Interesting. Tumhe kabhi jealousy hui uski past se?"
"Nahi, actually. Jealousy ka pata nahi... Lekin ab main guilty feel kar rahi hoon ki maine tumhe apni selfie bhej di bina jaane ki tum kaun ho. Mujhe nahi pata ki Pankaj jealous honge ya nahi. Unhone kabhi share nahi kiya, lekin kabhi kabhi lagta hai ki humari friendship continue karna sahi nahi hai."
Saif - "Tumhe aisa kyun lagta hai? Kya tumhe lagta hai ki Pankaj ko sach me problem hogi?"
"Main nahi jaanti, Saif. Lekin mujhe yeh guilt aur unsurety khatam karni hai. Main humari friendship se khush hoon, lekin yeh guilt mere dil mein hai. Tumhare saath baat karke mujhe accha lagta hai, lekin mujhe yeh bhi lagta hai ki Pankaj ko hurt na ho."
Saif - "Agar mein kahu ki tum jaisa soch rahi ho.... uska ulta ho toh?"
"Matlab?"
Saif - "Ye ki... Pankaj ko shayad acha lag raha hoga tum aur main close hai toh"
"Sorry saif, par main samaj nahi paa rahi... esa kaise ho sakta hai..."
Actually mein samaj rahi thi saif kiss topic ki baat kar raha hai... Ayesha ke hisaab se toh sab common hai... aur shayad saif bhi wahi soch raha ho...
Saif - "Simran, Main tumhe ek baat batana chahta hoon."
Mujhe curiosity hone lagi.
"Kya baat, Saif?"
Saif - "Tumhe shayad nahi pata, lekin Pankaj aur mera ek history hai."
Main shock mein thi... ye toh bilkul unexpected tha...
"Kya? Kaise?"
Saif - "Main Pankaj ke purane office me uska boss tha. Tumhe ye sunke shayad shock lage, lekin us time kuch aisa hua jo tumhe pata hona chahiye."
Maine apne dil ko sambhala aur suna.
"Kya hua tha?"
Saif - "Pankaj ki ek girlfriend thi, Jaanvi. Tumhe pata hai uske baare me?"
"Haa, Short height saawli si... bataya tha pankaj ne"
Saif - "Pankaj aur Jaanvi mere ghar aate the. Jahnvi cute thi short height, big boobs amazing figure... Ek din, jab main ghar pe tha, hum sabne drink kiya. Dheere dheere, Pankaj ne Jaanvi ke saath mere saamne make out karna shuru kar diya. Jaanvi bhi mujse se attracted thi pankaj ne ye baat ek do baar share ki thi mujse. Us din, Jaanvi ne Pankaj ko allow kiya uske kapde utarne ke liye mere saamne. Main TV dekh raha tha. Jaanvi ki boobs already out thi. Pankaj ne mujhe invite kiya. Maine bhi usmein participate kiya, lekin Jaanvi mere long aur thick dick ko handle nahi kar paayi. Sirf blowjob diya. Threesome continued, lekin maine kuch nahi kiya. Jaanvi ne shayad baad mein breakup kar liya Pankaj se. par hamare beech koi problem nahi hui... Ab main aur Pankaj mil nahi paate par abhi bhi ache friends hain... mujhe laga pankaj ne tumhe bataya hoga mere baare me... par tumhari baaton se esa lag raha hai... ki tumhe sahi me... mere baare me nahi pata kuch bhi..."
Main shocked thi aur unsure thi ki kya karun... Pankaj par gussa toh nahi thi... par unhe ek baar bata dena chahiye tha... khud he khama kha guilt trip kar rahi hu...
"Saif, ye sunke main shock mein hoon. Main kya karun Ab?"
Saif - "Simran, please Pankaj ko abhi confront mat karo. Wo ek din zaroor batayega. Main nahi chahta tha ki tumhe ya Pankaj ko hurt ho. Agar tumhe uncomfortable feel ho raha hai, toh main account delete kar dunga. Agar ek week baad bhi tumne kuch nahi kaha, toh mujhe call karna. Yeh mera number hai..."
Uski baatein sincere aur caring thi...
"Main thoda time loongi sochne ke liye."
Saif - "Bilkul. Tumhe jitna time chahiye, lo. Main tumhara wait karunga. Tumhare liye koi bhi decision lena mushkil hoga, lekin main tumhe support karunga... Main tumhe hurt nahi karna chahta tha... par tumhe guilt me bhi nahi dekhna chahta tha... isiliye share kar diya... taaki tum guilty na feel karo..."
"Thank you, Saif. Tumne jo bhi kaha, uska matlab samajh rahi hoon. Main sochungi aur phir decide karungi..."
Saif - "Simran, main hamesha tumhare liye yahan hoon. Tumhe kisi bhi baat ki chinta nahi karni chahiye. Tumhare honesty aur innocence ko main appreciate karta hoon... Aur isiliye mujhe laga ki mera bhi tumhe sach batana jaruri hai..."
Maine phone rakh diya aur sochne lagi. Saif ne jo kaha tha, usne mujhe deeply impact kiya. Main unsure thi, lekin Saif ki kindness aur understanding ne mujhe uski taraf aur attract kiya. Main decide karne lagi ki agle kuch din mein kya karna chahiye... Saif ki baaton ne mujhe ek nayi soch me daal diya hai...
2-3 din tak na saif ne message kiya naahi maine usey... Aaj socha usse baat karu... par kya banda hai yaar... usne sach me account delete kar diya... Par Uska number maine save kar liya tha... Jaahnvi ki baat abhi bhi dimaag me ghum rahi thi... Pankaj real me kaafi wild hai... aur aajkal main pankaj ko alag nazar se dekhne lagi hu... unki saari poorani kinky baaten ab yaad aati hai toh had se jyada horny feel karti hu...
Aaj pankaj ko tease karungi... Afternoon me he soch liya tha... aur unka besabri se intezaar karne lagi... Unhe call karke dinner bahar se le aane kaha... aur mein achi si nighty pehn kar... bina bra ke sofe par unka intezaar karne lagi... Maine wahi nighty pehni jise pehn kar maine photo session kiya tha... Ravi ke saamne...
Unke aate he maine same pose kiya unke liye... Unki aankhe chamak uthi... unhone mujhe dekhte he bhooke sher ki tarah mujhe apni baahon me jakad liya... aur chumte hue... par maine unhe roka... aur hum dinner karke bed par lete hue hai...
Iske pehle ki wo mujhe kiss kar paate... maine unke honto par ungli rakhi... pyaar se push kiya... aur unki aankho me seductively dekhte hue...
"Jaan, mujhe kuch share karna hai tumse..."
Pankaj - "Haan, bolo na baby..."
"Tumhe bura laga tha na jab maine Saif ko selfie bheji first day? Main toh bas unaware thi, lekin phir bhi... woh galat tha na?"
Pankaj - "Nahi baby, Main toh woh baat bhul bhi chuka hu... galti thi... Its okay..."
"(thoda shararat se) Lekin Pankaj, Saif ko woh selfie bahut pasand aayi thi. Uski compliments.... Ummmm... Agar usne aur photos maangi toh?"
Pankaj - "(muskurate hue) Tum try kar sakti ho..."
"(aur bhi zyada teasing tone mein) Lekin Pankaj, woh ek stranger hai aur unsafe hoga. Tumhi toh hamesha kehte ho online safe rehna chahiye..."
Pankaj - "(defensive) Haan, bilkul sahi kaha, lekin... Baby... Bhadakna mat par... Saif aur mera thoda history hai. Actually wo mere poorane office me manager tha mera boss tha ek hisaab se..."
Pankaj - "(thoda sharmate hue) Maine socha zaroori nahi hoga batana. Ab toh milte bhi nahi hai hum... bas kabhi kabar online baat cheet bas... uske life me wo busy aur main apni life mein... Lekin haan, hum dono ache dost hai... Maine he usey tumhare fantasy ke liye ese he online friendship ke liye poocha tha... aur bato bato main prank ke liye tumhe friend request bhejne kaha... par aage toh pata he hai tumhe kya hua..."
(Uske baad humne aur baat ki toh unhone same baat jo saif ne bataya... mujhe detail me fir se bataya...)
"(zyada tease karte hue) Acha, toh isliye tumhe koi problem nahi hai?"
Pankaj - "(thoda confident) Haan, I trust you baby..."
"(muskurate hue) Pankaj, tum bohot sweet ho. Par main sirf tumhari hoon, yeh mat bhoolna."
Pankaj - "(pyaar se) Main kabhi nahi bhoolunga. Tum meri ho aur hamesha meri rahogi."
(Thoda aur romantic aur intimate ho jaate hain hum dono... foreplay makeout karte hue awesome sex karke hum dono so chuke hai...)
Pankaj ke sone ke baad... mein bohot alag alag sa feel karne lagi... bed par... pillow ke sahare uth kar sochti hui... Saif aur Pankaj ke beech me uljhi hui thi... Pankaj ke saath ye moment mere liye bohot special thi. Pankaj ka pyaar aur uski sweet baatein, sab kuch mujhe aur bhi zyada attract karne lagi hai.... Shaadi ke baad itne baar pankaj ke liye pyaar badta hua paya hai... aur aaj bhi wahi hua... Lekin Saif ka bhi apna ek alag charm hai... Uske messages, compliments aur attention ne mujhe ek nayi excitement di thi...
Pankaj ne mujhe itni freedom di, itna trust dikhaya. Yeh sach mein bohot badi baat hai. Mujhe Saif ke saath online flirt karne ka maza aa raha hai, lekin mera pyaar Pankaj ke liye aur bhi gehra ho gaya hai.
Mere dil mein Saif ke liye ek nayi curiosity thi. Saif ka attention mujhe bohot achha lagta hai. Uski compliments aur woh thoda mystery feel mujhe attract kar raha hai... Lekin main Pankaj ko bhi utna hi pyar karti hoon. Shayad is online affair se mujhe thoda aur freedom mil raha hai, jo main kabhi imagine bhi nahi kar paati...
meine ne decide kiya ki main dono worlds ko balance karegi. Main Pankaj se apni feelings chhupane wali nahi hoon. Lekin Saif ke saath yeh online affair, yeh excitement mujhe khool ke jeena hai... bhale uske liye mujhe pankaj se kuch baaten chupana he kyun naa pade..."
Mein apne bed pe leti thi, nangi aur subah ke suraj ki garmi mein lipti hui jo mere bedroom ki khidki se andar aa rahi thi. Ravi ke badan ki khushboo ab bhi mere skin pe mehsoos ho rahi thi, ek sensual yaad jo humare kuch ghante pehle ke passionate encounter ka hissa thi. Maine apni aankhein band ki, toh ab bhi uska wazan mere upar mehsoos kar sakti thi, uske haath jo mere har ek inch ko explore kar rahe the, uske hoth jo mere gardan aur kandhe par kiss kar rahe the... Mhmmm....
Yeh experience behad intoxicating tha, mujhe itna zyada alive aur free mehsoos karaya jitna maine saalon se nahi kiya tha. Pehli baar apne pati ko cheat karna ek bold aur daring move tha, jo maine kabhi socha bhi nahi tha ki main kar paungi. Lekin ab, jab main apne bed pe leti thi, toh ek thrill aur satisfaction mehsoos ho raha tha apne kiye hue pe.
Ravi ka lund alag tha Pankaj ke lund se - thoda bada, thoda mota, aur color mein jyada dark... Maine kabhi itna desired, itna wanted feel nahi kiya tha. Aur ab jab maine iss experience ko feel kar liya tha, main jaanti thi ki main wapas pehle ki tarah nahi ho sakti hu...
Jab maine socha ki Pankaj shaam ko ghar wapas aayenge, toh guilty feel karne lag gai... Lekin woh guilt bhi us excitement ko daba nahi paayi jo mere andar ek nayi aag ki tarah jal rahi hai. Maine freedom ka taste chakh liya tha, aur mujhe aur chahiye tha. Apni sexuality ko aur explore karne ka soch, alag-alag bodies aur alag-alag sensations ko mehsoos karne ka soch, mujhe apne tan badan ke kone kone me thrill ki lehar pahucha raha hai ab toh...
Main jaanti thi ki mujhe careful rehna padega, ki mere pati ko shak nahi hone dena hai. Lekin pakde jaane ka risk us excitement ko aur badha raha tha... Pata nahi kya horaha hai.. par Ab main free feel kar rahi hu, apne desires ko explore karne aur un pleasures ka maza lene ki chah.... jo sirf sapno mein dekhe tha.... ab sach hota nazar aane laga...
Ek Taraf Apne passionate encounter ko Yaad karti hui, wahi dusre he pal me dimaag ke kone me guilt aur chinta badhne lagi hai... Pankaj shaam ko land karne wale the, aur mujhe unko face karna padega. Maine socha... kya woh samajh toh nahi jaayenge ki main kisi aur aadmi ke saath thi, kya unhe kuch shak hoga. sochte hue mera pet ghabrahat se bhar gaya, ki agar woh sex karna chahenge toh pata chal jaayega ki meri pussy alag mehsoos ho rahi hai...
Mujhe koi plan banana tha ki kuch din tak pankaj ke saath sexual encounters avoid kar sakun, taaki mujhe time mile heal hone ka aur mere bewafaai ke evidence ko disappear hone ka. Main kai scenarios apne dimaag mein run karne lagi, trying to find a way ki... kisi tarah pankaj ke saat sex avoid kar saku bina unhe shak hue...
Jab main shower le rahi thi, ab bhi thoda pain aur uneasy feeling apne stomach aur back mein mehsoos kar paa rahi thi.... Maine neeche dekha toh paani mein ek boond khoon dekha, mere periods aa chuke the... Pata he nahi chala ki mahine ka wo time aa chuka hai... hamesha track rakhti thi... par dhyaan se he nikal gaya ki dates aa jaayenge... Tab mujhe realize hua ki yeh perfect opportunity hai sexual encounters avoid karne ka apne pati ke saath. Main pain aur discomfort ka excuse istemaal karungi avoid karne ke liye....
Mujhe yeh unexpected turn of events se relief mila.... Main jaanti thi ki mujhe apne actions ke consequences se eventually deal karna padega, lekin abhi ke liye, main apni khushi aur sexual exploration ki freedom aur excitement ko enjoy kar leti huu. Main is waqt ko istemaal karungi yeh figure out karne ke liye ki... main sach mein kya chahti hoon, aur apne pati ke saath apne relationship ko kaise navigate karun unhe cheat karne ke baad... Lekin abhi ke liye, Ravi ke saat guzaare pal, uff... wo thrill, satisfaction aur pleasure mein bas khoi rehna chahti hu...
Kareeb 4 baje...
Ring...
"Hello Jaan..."
Pankaj - "Baby.. flight board kar chuka hu... Airport Aajaao... Yahi se dinner karke ghar jaayenge..."
"Umm... Jaan... Aane ka mann toh hai... par... mujhe theek nahi lag rha... Aajaao aap..."
Pankaj - "Kya hua baby... tabiyat toh theek hai?"
"Nahi... Pet dard kar raha hai..."
Pankaj - "Ohh... Thik hai... Main aata hu... Fish khaaogi na... Acha hota hai ye time me..... Le aaau?"
"Haa... Le aana..."
Pankaj hai he itne ache... unhe ishaara kaafi tha.... Mujhe toh idea bhi nahi tha ki chums ke waqt bloating ke karan pain jyada feel hota hai... hotwater pads toh theek hai... par sahi diet ka bhi apna ek role hota hai... pankaj ne jabse doctor se consult kiya tha chums ke pain ke baare me... tabse unhe pata hai ki fish khaana sahi hota hai iss time me... aur hamesha yaad raha hai unhe... Guilt ki lehar fir se dilo dimaag me machal uthi... par... mein bhi toh sirf unhe pyaar karti hoon... unhe ke saat saari zindagi bitaani hai.... chahe jo bhi ho.... pata nahi kyu emotional hui.... aansu ruk he nhi rahe... sofe par lete hue... bina koi gehri soch ke bas aansu tapakne lage the...
Main sabere se he leggings aur sports bra me thi... hamesha jab wo aate the toh humne decide kiya tha ki jab unke saamne aau toh completely ready hokar rahu... Ya toh saree ho ya salwar suit pehnkar makeup wagera karke unke welcome liye ready hona hota hai... Mujhe bhi acha lagta hai ye sab karna... Par... Aaj mera mann he nahi kiya... unka wait karti hui, emotions se distract hote hue... TV dekhte hue sofe par he padi rahi...
Pankaj ke aane ke baad... unhe clearly bata toh diya tha chums ka... par wo sad the... hote bhi kyu na... 5 din baad hum mil rahe the... aur esi news sunn ke koi bhi husband khush nahi hota... kisi tarah aaj ka din avoid kiya... humne khoob saari baaten ki... unke baare me... unke assignments aur trip ke baare me... cuddle karte hue pyaar bhari neend ke saat aaj ka din nikal gaya...
Ese he 5-6 din nikal gaye... 2 din toh pankaj ne mera bohot khayal rakha... teesre din se unko office resume karna tha... ab regular routine dono ka continue ho chuka hai... Aslam g se afternoon me baat hoti rehti hai... sewing machine use karne me expert ho chuki hoon... par abhi bhi bohot kuch seekhna baaki hai... Aaj tak nahi bataya Aslam g ko ki mujhe bhi lingerie silna hai...
Kuch Raat pehle pankaj kaafi wild the... kitne dino baad humne romantic sex bhari raat guzaari thi... Wo kaafi khush lag rahe the... par... kahi na kahi main unki dirty talks miss karne lagi huu... Hamesha unka beech beech me fantasies ko imagine karwana... Porn dikhana... Pussy ko besabri se lick karna... Mhmmm... Pehle darr lagta tha... par utna he thrill bhi tha... Jabse jhagda hua hai... Pankaj cautious rehne lage hai... Meri he galti thi... Itna time gussa nahi rehna tha mujhe... par kya he karti... Ab sab clear hone ke baad... Pata nahi kyu par main chahti hu ki wo mujhe fir se seduce kare... Gandi gandi baaten karen... Main ab kisi bhi cheez ke liye tayar thi... Kal raat toh pankaj ke sone ke baad bhi fingering karti rahi... hah!.... Unhe bina disturb kiye... unse darte hue... khud ko touch karte hue... aur bhi jyada wild feel kar rahi thi...
Yeh raat bhi waise hi thi jaise aksar hoti hai, andhere mein mere mann me wo raaz ubhar utha hain jo andar daba rakha hai... Dinner karke Pankaj aur main bed par saath saath lete hue hai..., bedside lamp ki halki roshni humare chehron par pad rahi thi. Mera dil tezi se dhadak raha tha, sirf unki nazdeekyon se nahi, balki us ek baat ki wajah se jo main kehne mein sharma rahi thi....
"Pankaj," maine dheere se kaha, meri ungliyan unke seene par random designs bana rahi thi...
Pankaj - "Hmmm..." Pankaj sone ki koshish karrahe the...
"woh jo... ummm... tumne online affair ke baare mein kaha tha... kya tumne seriously socha tha?"
Woh meri taraf mud gaya, unke honton par ek shaitani muskaan thi...
Pankaj - "Tum sahi me pooch rahi ho... ya... phir mazak kar rahi ho?"
"Main... main serious hoon," mere gaal sharam se lal ho gaye...
Pankaj - "Sach kahu toh... Seriously he kaha tha... Par... Ussdin ke baad... Himmat nahi hui dubara tumse poochne ki..."
"Mujhe laga nahi tha ki tum sach me try karna chahte ho..."
Pankaj - "Interesting toh hota... Tum maan jaati toh...."
"Ummm... Lekin.... Jaaan... thodi sharm aa rahi hai...."
Pankaj ki aankhen sharaarat se chamak uthi.
Pankaj - "Tumhe pata hai... maine ek account bhi bana liya tha, bas ese hi... I was about to delete it, par socha nahi ki tum try karogi..."
Maine eyebrow uthaya, curiosity badh gayi thi meri....
"Sach mein? Kahan hai? Dikhana zara..."
Woh apna phone bedside table se uthakar unlock karne laga, kuch apps mein navigate karte hue mujhe diya... Mera dil aur tez dhadakne laga jab maine dekha.... unhone real me account setup kar rakhi thi – meri pictures aur ek flirty bio ke saath....
"Mujhe laga tha tum bas mazak kar rahe ho"
maine kaha, screen se nazar hata he nahi pa rahi thi...
Pankaj hansne laga... aur...
Pankaj - "Socha tha, lekin delete karne he wala tha.... Tum interested ho toh tumhare phone me set kar du?"
Maine apne hont bite karte hue, idea thrilling aur nerve-wracking laga... unhe bina kuch kahe apna phone pakda diya...
"Thoda aur batao na, kaise karte hain yeh sab..."
Pankaj ne mujhe app ke baare mein guide kiya, kaise navigate karna hai, messages bhejne hain, aur thoda flirt karna bhi sikhaya.... Hamari conversation ke end tak, main choti bachi ki tarah excited feel kar rahi thi...
Humne ek passionate kiss share ki, unke honton ki garmi mujhe aur bhi sensual aur erotic lag rahe the.... Humdono ne apna apna phone kab baaju me sarka diya... aur ek dusre ki baahon me ek dusre ke badan ko chipka liya tha... pata he nahi chala...
Seconds me hum dono ne ek dusre ke kapde nikaal feke... Unhone bilkul deri nahi ki... aur jhat se apna lund mere andar daal diya....
Pankaj - "Wow baby.... Tum kitni wet ho..."
Yess... Wet toh thi he main...
"Yess Jaaan... I Love you... mmmpppp"
Unke honto ko choosti hui... Har stroke ko poori tarah feel karti hui... Aaaahhhh.... Pankaj mere upar... maine apni taangon ko aur faylaya...
Mujhe andar tak feel karna tha... Unke ass ko daboche apni orr kheechti hui... moan karti hui... Wo nikaalne he waale the... Par maine unka ass grab kiya... unka beej andar he jhad gaya... unka nikalte he... maine unke face pe chaaro orr kiss kiya... fingering karti hui... unke chaathi par love bite banate hue... main bhi jhad chuki hu....
Next Day...
Pankaj Nikal chuke hai... Shower leke bas Sofe par kaam khatam kar ke... Chai peete hue, socha app check karu.... raat me ek notifications pending par thi.... par uss waqt itna dhyaan nahi diya.... ab check kiya...
Dekha ek friend request from Saif Ali.... Uski profile picture mein ek tall, fair aadmi tha, apni 40s mein, dashing aur sophisticated lag raha tha. Uski bio mein likha tha ki woh ek distributor of goods hai, Delhi aur Mumbai mein offices ke saath...
"Saif Ali," maine apne aap se kaha, yeh sochkar ki yeh Pankaj hi hai ek naye naam ke saath jaisa humne discuss kiya tha... Bina jhijhak ke maine request accept ki aur flirting shuru kar di, excitement aur daring ke mix ke saath...
"Hi there, Saif," maine type kiya, ek wink emoji ke saath... Fir... "Aap kaise ho?" bhi bhej diya...
Usne turant reply kiya
Saif - "Hello, Simran... Main theek hoon, aur aap?"
Yeh sochkar ki yeh Pankaj hai, maine boundaries push karne ka socha...
"Main bhi theek hoon... Aap kya kar rahe the?"
Saif ne apne kaam ka ek brief summary diya, aur conversation naturally flow hone laga. Bold feel karte hue, maine washroom mein kuch pictures snap ki, apni t-shirt upar karke apne lacy bra dikhaye. Dil dhadakte hue, shaitaani smile ke saat.... maine pic bhej di, uske reaction ka intezar karte hue...
Main surprised thi unke reactions se, Saif ne genuine appreciation ke saath respond kiya tha lekin respectful tone maintain ki hui thi...
Saif - "Aap bahut khoobsurat ho, Simran."
Din excitement aur anticipation mein beet gaya. Shaam ko, jab Pankaj aur main sone ke liye ready ho rahe the, main apni curiosity control nahi kar paayi.... Main unki taraf mudhi, ek mischievous smile ke saath...
"Pankaj, batao na, kaisa laga mera flirt?"
maine tease kiya, unke hasi aur meri efforts ki tareef expect karte hue...
Woh mujhe confused expressions ke saat dekhne laga...
Pankaj - "Maine toh kuch nahi message kiya aaj. Time hi nahi mila."
Mere pair thande se padd gaya jab realize kiya...
"Kya? Tumne message nahi kiya?"
Maine jaldi se unko messages aur profile dikhayi apne phone pe... Pankaj zor se hansne lage.
Pankaj - "Arre, yeh toh koi aur hai! Tumne seriously socha tha main hoon?"
Embarrassment ke saath, maine bhi hasna shuru kiya... aur kya he karti...
"Mujhe laga tum ho. Lekin ab kya?"
Pankaj ab bhi haste hue...
Pankaj - "Koi baat nahi, Simran. Don't mind much... Agar maza aa raha hai toh continue karo... Yeh sab online hai, waise bhi koi real nahi hota. Enjoy karlo thodi der, aur jab bore ho jao, toh close kar dena. No harm."
Maine sir hilaaya, unke shabd mujhe comfort de rahe the... Shayad yeh ek tareeka tha apne fantasies explore karne ka bina real-world consequences ke... Aur isliye, ek nayi sense of freedom ke saath, maine game continue karne ka decide kiya... Maine bhi itna gehrai se uss time kuch nahi socha... bas ek dusre ki baahon me lipte cuddle karte hue hum so gaye...
Next Day...
Raat ko, jab Pankaj ne mujhe encourage kiya tha online chat continue karne ke liye, tab main relaxed feel kar rahi thi... Lekin ab, main apne phone ko dekhkar thoda nervous huu... Pankaj ne mujhe raat ko kaha tha, "Simran, it's not a big deal. Online hai sab, enjoy karo aur jab bore ho jao toh band kar dena."
Maine unki baat maan toh li thi, lekin ab jhijhag hai.... Maine socha, "Kya karun? Message karoon ya nahi?" Fir decide kiya ki rehne deti hu...
Main sofe par baithi hui thi... phone scroll karte hue... Pankaj toh already jaa chuke hai office... Main soch rahi thi ki phir se apni workout routine shuru karun aur mere paas ek perfect idea tha - Sandy ko bula leti hu... Fir se itne dino baad continue karungi... toh uski guidance help karegi... Kaafi din ho gaye the hum dono ko mile hue...
Maine Sandy ko ek quick text bheja...
"Hi Sandy... Aaj Workout Saat me karen?"
Uska response turant aa gaya...
Sandy - "Tere saat itna acha mauka kaise chodh sakta hu Simran... Abhi Aaaya...."
Ye Sandy bhi naa... Hamesha chehre pe smile laa he deta hai... bhale mein iske saat boudries cross nahi karna chahti par... Iski playful aur flirts achi bhi lagti hai...
Jab Sandy aaya, mujhe room ki energy badalti hui mehsoos hui... Uske confidence aur charm ko ignore karna mushkil hota hai... pata nahi kyun par... hamesha uske saat wo kiss yaad aa he jaati hai... Nahi Simran... Sirf Friendship bas... aur kuch nahi....
Sandy se thodi chit-chat ke baad... Usne mujhe warm-up exercises aur stretches se shuru karaya...
Sandy - "Toh, pehle hum warm-up se shuru karenge. Thoda stretching kar... Fir aage ka bataunga"
"Thik hai, Sandy..."
Workout ke dauraan, Main apne form aur technique pe focus karne ki koshish kar rahi thi, lekin main deny nahi kar sakti thi woh choti si thrill jo har baar mehsoos hoti thi jab bhi woh meri taraf dekhta aur ek playful smile deta hai...
Sandy - "Good. Ab, yeh arm circles kar... Bas aise," Sandy ne kaha, movements dikhate hue.
"Yeh wala toh easy tha. Ab kya?"
Sandy - "Ab leg stretches. Dono taraf se stretch karna hai,"
"Yeh acha feel hora hai. Meri legs kaafi stiff lag rahi thi kai dino se..."
Ek point pe, jab hum break le rahe the, Sandy ne teasingly aur mischievously pucha...
"Yaad hai woh kiss? Tu abhi bhi us moment ko yaad karti hai na?"
Mera dil ek pal ke liye ruk sa gaya, lekin cool bante hue... muuh banate hue...
"Oh please, Sandy. Tu hamesha teasing mode mein rehta hai... Mujhe kuch yaad nahi..."
Sandy ne smile kiya aur kaha...
Sandy - "Haan, lekin teri khoobsurat aankhen kuch aur hi keh rahi hain. Shayad tu secretly yaad karti hai..., par dare nahi kar paa rahi batane ki..."
Maine bhi tease karte hue kaha...
"Haan haan, jo chahe wo soch.... Main toh bas workout pe focus kar rahi hoon."
Jab session aage badha, Sandy continue karta raha tease aur flirt karna.... Main bhi play along karti rahi, nok jhok chalti rahi... workout ke saat.... Main jaanti thi ki main uske kisi suggestion pe kabhi act nahi karne waali, lekin phir bhi flirt aur tease karna bina kisi real intention ke fun tha...
Sandy - (demonstration dete hue) "Jab tu squat karti hai, peeche ki taraf aur push Kiya kar.... Jaise.."
"Oh, got it. Aise? Mera form sahi hai na?"
Sandy - "Perfect. Ab 10 squats aur kar"
"Yeh kaafi challenging hai. Lekin maza aa raha hai"
Sandy - (Encourage karte hue..)"Bas, thoda aur push kar... Tu ye kar sakti hai... Nice..."
"Thanks, Sandy. Teri encouragement se bahut help milti hai hamesha"
Sandy - "Tere form ko improve karne ke liye, regular karna..." Sandy ne bataya.
"Sahi kaha. Har din practice se better ho jaungi"
Sandy - "Ab kuch push-ups karte hain. Jaise maine dikhaya tha"
"Push-ups me, meri strength kam hai. Try karti hoon"
Sandy - "Kam se kam 5 minute. Yeh recovery ke liye important hai"
Thodi der karne ke baad....
"Aur... Kitni der tak karna hai?"
Sandy - "Great.... Hogaya... Next time bas mujhe call kar lena... Aa jaaunga"
"Sure, Sandy...." maine haafte hue kaha... Sofe par relaxed hote hue... towel liye paseene ko pochte hue...
Jab Sandy apni cheezen pack karke jaane ke liye tayaar ho raha tha, mein halki si sadness mehsoos karne lagi.... Main jaanti thi ki uski energy aur excitement miss karungi... lekin main thankful thi ki humari friendship strong ho rahi thi....
Aur iske saath, Sandy chala gaya, mujhe apni playful aur flirtatious conversation se mere mood ko khush karta hua... Main jaanti thi ki maine friendly rehne ka sahi decision liya hai, lekin main deny nahi kar sakti thi woh choti si spark of attraction jo ab bhi kahi naa kahi dabi hui hai.... Abhi ke liye, main khush thi apni friendship se, jaanti thi ki yeh strong aur genuine hai....
Sandy ki teasing aur arousal se main thodi distracted thi, aur workout ke baad shower le kar fresh feel kar rahi thi... Bed pe aakar, main nap lene ki soch rahi thi.... jab mere phone pe ek notification aayi.... Saif ka message tha... Maine phone uthaya aur dekha-
Saif- "Hi Simran, kaise ho?"
Main hesitant thi, lekin maine phir bhi reply kar diya...
"Hi"
Saif - "Aap busy ho kya?"
Main soch mein pad gayi... ki kaise kahu saif ko.... kya kahu... embarassed feel kar rahi thi... pata nahi kya soch raha hoga saif mere baare me... Shayad yeh acha mauka hai sach bolne ka... aur baat ko yahin khatam karne ka...
Simran - "Saif, Kal ke messages delete kar do... wo sab galti se hua... Pehle mujhe laga tum Pankaj ho, mere husband. Maine galti se kuch zyada hi flirty aur personal baatein share kar di... Sorry..."
Saif - "Arre, Simran, bilkul bhi nahi... Sorry Kyun?... Mujhe achha laga ki tumne apni baatein share ki.... Main toh sirf ek genuine dosti chah raha huu.... Tumhare saath baatein karke accha laga mujhe..."
Uski baatein sunke main thoda relaxed feel karne lagi...
"Tumhare baaten sunke accha laga, Saif. Main thoda nervous thi ki tum kya sochoge mere baare mein."
Saif - "Simran, tum bohot honest aur innocent ho. Mujhe tumhari yahi baat pasand aayi. Aur honestly, mujhe lagta hai tum ek acchi dost ban sakti ho. Aur, maine turant delete kar diya tha tumhara pic... par... I must say... You are beautiful. Flirt mat samajna... Ek dost ki taarif samajna bas..."
Meri sharmaahat kuch kam hui aur main thoda aur khul ke baat karne lagi... flirt nahi bolke flirt toh kar he raha hai ye insaan... well atleast sab clear hai...
"Thanks, Saif. Tum sach mein sweet ho. Waise, main aur Pankaj kaafi time se shaadi-shuda hain. Humari shaadi acchi chal rahi hai, lekin ese he thoda timepass karne ka try kar rahe the ek dusre ke saat, isliye maine ye sab try kiya."
Saif - "Yeh bilkul samajh sakta hoon. Har rishte mein ups and downs hote hain. Main bas yeh chahta hoon ki tum khush raho. Aur agar tumhe mere saath baatein karke accha lagta hai, toh hum dosti continue kar sakte hain... par nahi kar sakti toh bhi samaj sakta hu... Tumhare husband ko shayad theek nhi lagega ye sab... Toh I understand"
Uske shabd dil ko choo gaye aur mujhe acha feel karwa rahe the... uske concerns bhaa gaye mujhe...
"Tum bahut understanding ho, Saif. Main tumhare saath baat karke relaxed feel kar rahi hoon... Pankaj ko koi problem nahi hai... unhe trust hai mujpar... toh we can still be friends..."
Saif - "Yeh toh achi baat hai. Main chahta hoon humare beech ek real dosti ho, jismein hum ek dusre ke saath acha feel kar sake... iss roz marra ki zindagi me aap jaisi dost ki sakt jarurat hai... Thank you... Simran"
Main iddam se blush kar gai... aur andar se acha feel hone laga... Hamesha se ese he imagine kiya tha online chatting ka... Happy and fun...
Saif - "Tumhari honesty mujhe bohot pasand hai, Simran. Main tumhare saath yeh dosti enjoy karunga..."
"(smiling) Main bhi, Saif..."
Saif - "Jaane ka mann nhi hai par... offline hona padega... kaam hai..."
"Thik hai... Bye..."
Us conversation ke baad, main apne aap ko light aur happy feel kar rahi thi. Saif ke saath dosti genuine lagne lagi thi..., Yeh nayi shuruaat thi, aur main excited thi dekhne ke liye ki yeh dosti kahan tak jaati hai...
Evening me....
Pankaj kaafi thake hue the... dinner karke hum lete he hai...
Main, jo puri baat ko unfold hote dekh rahi thi, yakeen nahi kar paa rahi thi ki yeh sab sach mein ho raha hai. Mujhe ek taraf... bohot excitement aur dusri taraf... darr bhi lag raha tha is online affair ke baare mein. Pankaj se raat me discuss karne ke baad...
Pankaj, jo mujhe khush rakhne ke liye kuch bhi karne ko tayar the, mujhe samjhane laga ki yeh sirf ek timepass hai aur yeh sab sirf online hi rahega. Excitement aur ghabrahat ke milan ke saath, maine online affair ko aage badhane ke liye haan kar di... Aur pankaj karwat lekar so gaye...
Raat ke 11:30 baje the aur main apne phone par scrolling kar rahi thi... Ek nayi notification aayi...
Saif - "Hi Simran, Disturb toh nahi kiya?"
Maine socha, kya buraai hai baat karne mein. So, I replied.
"Hello Saif... Bas leti he thi... Phone me scrolling karte hue..."
Saif - "Aapka din kaisa tha?"
"Din theek tha. Aapka kaisa tha?"
Saif - "Mera din accha tha. Thoda busy tha kaam ke silsile mein. Wese... Aap kya karti hain?"
"Main ghar sambhalti hoon. Housewife hoon. Aap?"
Saif - "Main ek distributor hoon. Delhi aur Mumbai mein office hai. Kaam se kaafi jagah travel karta hoon. Kya aapko travel pasand hai?"
Mujhe woh kaafi friendly aur interesting lagne laga hai...
"Haan, mujhe travel karna accha lagta hai, lekin ab zyada travel nahi ho pata..."
Saif - "Yeh toh samajh sakta hoon. Lekin yaadein toh hogi travelling ki... Aapka favorite destination kaunsa hai?"
Maine socha yeh topic interesting ho sakta hai... toh continue karte hue...
"Mujhe Shimla bohot pasand aaya.. Mountains aur snow ka alag hi maza hai..."
Saif - "Shimla sach mein khoobsurat jagah hai. Main bhi kuch saal pehle gaya tha. Aapko wahan sabse zyada kya pasand aaya?"
"Mujhe wahan ki shanti aur natural beauty pasand aayi. Aapko travel ke alawa aur kya pasand hai?"
"Mujhe music sunna, books padhna, aur cooking ka shauk hai. Aapko?"
Main dheere dheere comfortable hoti gai Saif ke saat...
"Mujhe bhi cooking pasand hai. Waise, aapke kaam ke baare mein thoda aur batao."
Saif - "Main ek import-export business mein hoon. Alag-alag products ke liye distribution ka kaam karta hoon. Thoda hectic kaam hai... Par... Ghar ka khayal rakhna bhi kisi job se kam nahi..."
Uske baaton mein ek warmth aur respect thi jo mujhe accha laga.
"Yeh sach hai. Har kisi ka apna ek role hota hai. Aapki family ke baare mein kuch batao na."
Saif - "Main widower hoon. Mere wife kuch saal pehle guzar gayi. Koi bachche nahi hain. Aur Aapki family?"
"Main toh shaadi-shuda hoon tumhe pata he hai..., aur ek simple life jeeti hoon. Ek saal ke upar ho gaye shaadi ko. Par... Aap kaise cope karte hain apni life ke saath? Dukh hua aapke baare me jaankar..."
Saif - "Thanks Simran... Difficulty hoti hai kabhi kabhi, lekin main positive rehne ki koshish karta hoon. Aur aise interesting logon se baat karna achha lagta hai.... jaise ki aap."
Uski baatein simple aur genuine thi... Jo maine kabhi nahi socha tha ki... kisi stranger se hogi... wo bhi online bandaa...
"Yeh toh accha laga sunke. Aap bohot positive lagte hain."
Saif - "Thank you, Simran. Positivity zaroori hai zindagi mein. Aapke saath baat karke acha lag raha hai. Waise, aapke hobbies kya hain?"
Mujhe laga woh mujh mein sach mein interested tha aur desperate nahi lag raha tha...
"Mujhe Stitching ka shauk hai.... Free time mein yehi karti hoon. Aapke hobbies ke baare kuch batao.. Aapko kya pasand hai?"
Saif - "Nature ke saath time spend karna bohot relaxing hota hai. Main thodi shayari bhi likhta hoon. Aapko shayari pasand hai?"
Uski baatein itni engaging thi ki main dheere dheere apne dil ki baatein share karne lagi...
"Haan, mujhe shayari pasand hai. Kabhi kabhi main bhi likhti hoon. Aapki favorite shayari kaun si hai?"
Saif - "Mere favorite shayar Ghalib hain. Unki Shayari dil ko choo jaati hai. aur... Aapki?"
Maine realize kiya ki Saif ki baatein sach mein deep thi aur woh mujhe comfortable feel karwa raha tha.
"Haan, mujhe bhi Ghalib pasand hai. Unki shayari mein kuch alag hi baat hai."
Saif - "Bilkul. Shayari dil se connect karti hai. Wese... Aapke saath baat karke bohot accha lag raha hai, Simran. Aap bohot interesting hain."
Mujhe uski baatein sunke acha laga. Woh desperate nahi tha, lekin phir bhi apni charm se mujhe apne kareeb laa raha tha....
"Thanks, Saif. Tumhare saath baat karke mujhe bhi accha lag raha hai."
Us raat Saif ke saath baatein karke mujhe laga ki shayad yeh nayi shuruaat ho sakti hai. Mujhe kuch naye feelings aur excitement ka ehsaas hone laga... Khushiyon se bhari mood me achi neend aai... aur mein so gai pankaj ko lipat ke...
Next Day...
Aaj ka normal routine raha... Afternoon tak kaam karke nap bhi liya tha aaj... Aur raat me... mein aur pankaj dinner ke baad lete hue hai... Pankaj thake hue se the... Bina jyada baat kiye wo so gaye... Aaj Saif ka message nahi aaya... Wese usne bola toh tha... mostly busy rehta hai... Aaj maine he usey text bheja...
"Hey there, tumhara din kaisa tha?"
Saif - "Hey Simran, accha tha. Tumhara kaisa tha?"
"Theek tha, par... main hamari baatein hi sochti rehti hoon aajkal. Tum sabse alag ho..."
Saif - "Yeh acchi baat hai ya buri?"
"Definitely acchi baat hai. Tumhare saath main apne aap ko khulke express kar sakti hoon, jo main kisi aur ko jaldi kabhi nahi batati..."
Saif - "Yeh sunke accha laga. Main bhi aisa hi feel karta hoon. Tumhare saath baatein karte hue mujhe maza aata hai."
"Main bhi nahi rok paa rahi apne aap ko. Tumhare saath sab kuch share karne ka mann karta hai."
Saif - "(teasingly) Tumhare deepest desires aur fantasies bhi?"
Saif - "(encouragingly) Come on, Simran. Apne boundaries push karne se mat daro. Main judge nahi karunga."
"(smiling) Okay, fine. Main try karungi. Par tumhe bhi mere jitna bold hona padega."
Saif - "(laughing) Deal! Dekhte hain tumhare paas kya hai."
"(giggling) Mujhe bhi. Shayad Yeh sab kaafi interesting hoga."
Saif - "Interesting toh hoga he... I am positive"
Jaisa jaisa online chats aage badhta gaya, main khud ko Saif ke saath aur zyada jude hue paane lagi hoon.... Main uske text ka intezar karti, be sabri se uske agle message ka intezar karti rehti huu aajkal... Pankaj ko pata nahi aajkal kya hua hai... Saif se chat karti huu raat me toh mera phone pakad ke baaju me rakh dete hai aur pyaar karne lagte hai... Mujhe lag raha tha unhe ye sab pasand aa raha hoga... Isiliye mein bhi unke saamne he bold hokar chat karti hu... Par tease karte hue main unhe kuch batati nahi huu... naa he apne phone ka password share kiya hai... check karne ki toh wo koshish karte nahi par... wo shayad jeolous ho rahe hai...
Aur yaha Main online affair ke excitement mein itni khoi hui thi ki mujhe yeh sab bohot thrilling lagne laga hai.... Maine kabhi socha nahi tha ki cheezein itni aage badh jayengi, lekin main is baat ko jhutla nahi sakti thi ki main har pal ka maza le rahi thi. Mujhe pata tha ki yeh galat hai, lekin main apne aap ko rok nahi pa rahi hoon... Aajkal toh unke saamne chatting nahi karti... par unke sone ke baad message karti hu... ya bathroom me rehti hoon agar wo jaage rahe toh...
Din guzarte gaye... Hamari chats chalti gai... par mujhe bura lagne laga hai pankaj ke liye... unhone jataya toh nahi par... confused hu kya karu... Aaj din bhar bas pankaj ke baare me he sochke pareshaan thi... aur uss wajeh se maine aaj apne aapko distract rakhne ke liye ghar ka kona kona saaf kiya... bohot kaam kiya aur thak gai thi shaam tak... Pankaj ke aane se pehle dinner bhi ready kar liya... aur humne dinner jaldi se khatam kiya fir bistar par lete hue... baatcheet karne lage... mera toh mann tha unse baat karu saif ke baare me... ki agar unhe dikkat hai toh main band kar du chats... par aaj wo apni office ki daastaan sunane me lage the... excited se lag rahe the... shayad promotion ka kuch tha... unki baaten kuch suni aur kuch baatein miss kar gai... kya karti dimaag uljhano me duba hua hai...
Kareeb 12 baj chuke the... Pankaj neend me the... main unse lipti hui neend me jaane he waali thi... utne me notification sunke aankh poori tarah khool gai... main pankaj ki baahon me thi... unse dheere dheere alag hui... aur apna phone check karne lagi... Pankaj kharate maarte hue neend me the...
Saif - "Hi Simran, aaj din kaisa tha tumhara?"
"Hello Saif, theek tha. Tumhara kaisa tha?"
Saif - "Mere din kaafi busy tha. Lekin ab tumse baat karke accha lag raha hai..."
Saif - "Tumhare saath baatein karna mere liye bohot special feel hai. Tumhari honesty aur innocence mujhe bohot he jyada pasand hai."
Mujhe uski baatein sunke bohot accha lag raha tha. Maine socha, shayad humari dosti kuch aur bhi ban sakti hai... Par pankaj ka darr bhi hai... Socha saif ki feelings ko janna bhi jaruri hai...
"Saif, kya tumhe kabhi aisa laga hai ki online friendship ko real life mein le aana chahiye?"
Saif - "Haan, kabhi kabhi lagta hai. Lekin hum dono ke liye comfortable hona zaroori hai. Tumhara kya khayal hai?"
Main thodi nervous thi, lekin mujhe lagta tha ki Saif ke saath baat karna safe hai... Mein aur open hote hue...
"Main bhi yahi soch rahi thi.... Par... Real life mein friendship.... Thoda sochne waali baat hai... Aur dusri taraf... Shayad ye online friendship bhi kahi koi problem naa create kar jaaye..."
Saif - "Kya hua Simran, Tum aaj thodi pareshaan lag rahi ho..."
"Saif, Ek baat hai jo mujhe khatak rahi hai..."
Saif - "Simran, Tum bata sakti ho mujhe... Kya hua hai"
"Ummm... Mujhe kahin na kahi darr hai ki pankaj ko shayad hamare friendship se dikkat ho sakti hai..."
Saif - "Kuch hua kya?... pankaj ne kuch kaha?"
"Nahi... par mujhe unhe hurt nahi karna..."
Saif - "Tumhe pankaj ne apne past relationship ke baare me bataya hai?"
"Haa... aur maine bhi share kiya hai apna..."
Saif - "Interesting. Tumhe kabhi jealousy hui uski past se?"
"Nahi, actually. Jealousy ka pata nahi... Lekin ab main guilty feel kar rahi hoon ki maine tumhe apni selfie bhej di bina jaane ki tum kaun ho. Mujhe nahi pata ki Pankaj jealous honge ya nahi. Unhone kabhi share nahi kiya, lekin kabhi kabhi lagta hai ki humari friendship continue karna sahi nahi hai."
Saif - "Tumhe aisa kyun lagta hai? Kya tumhe lagta hai ki Pankaj ko sach me problem hogi?"
"Main nahi jaanti, Saif. Lekin mujhe yeh guilt aur unsurety khatam karni hai. Main humari friendship se khush hoon, lekin yeh guilt mere dil mein hai. Tumhare saath baat karke mujhe accha lagta hai, lekin mujhe yeh bhi lagta hai ki Pankaj ko hurt na ho."
Saif - "Agar mein kahu ki tum jaisa soch rahi ho.... uska ulta ho toh?"
"Matlab?"
Saif - "Ye ki... Pankaj ko shayad acha lag raha hoga tum aur main close hai toh"
"Sorry saif, par main samaj nahi paa rahi... esa kaise ho sakta hai..."
Actually mein samaj rahi thi saif kiss topic ki baat kar raha hai... Ayesha ke hisaab se toh sab common hai... aur shayad saif bhi wahi soch raha ho...
Saif - "Simran, Main tumhe ek baat batana chahta hoon."
Mujhe curiosity hone lagi.
"Kya baat, Saif?"
Saif - "Tumhe shayad nahi pata, lekin Pankaj aur mera ek history hai."
Main shock mein thi... ye toh bilkul unexpected tha...
"Kya? Kaise?"
Saif - "Main Pankaj ke purane office me uska boss tha. Tumhe ye sunke shayad shock lage, lekin us time kuch aisa hua jo tumhe pata hona chahiye."
Maine apne dil ko sambhala aur suna.
"Kya hua tha?"
Saif - "Pankaj ki ek girlfriend thi, Jaanvi. Tumhe pata hai uske baare me?"
"Haa, Short height saawli si... bataya tha pankaj ne"
Saif - "Pankaj aur Jaanvi mere ghar aate the. Jahnvi cute thi short height, big boobs amazing figure... Ek din, jab main ghar pe tha, hum sabne drink kiya. Dheere dheere, Pankaj ne Jaanvi ke saath mere saamne make out karna shuru kar diya. Jaanvi bhi mujse se attracted thi pankaj ne ye baat ek do baar share ki thi mujse. Us din, Jaanvi ne Pankaj ko allow kiya uske kapde utarne ke liye mere saamne. Main TV dekh raha tha. Jaanvi ki boobs already out thi. Pankaj ne mujhe invite kiya. Maine bhi usmein participate kiya, lekin Jaanvi mere long aur thick dick ko handle nahi kar paayi. Sirf blowjob diya. Threesome continued, lekin maine kuch nahi kiya. Jaanvi ne shayad baad mein breakup kar liya Pankaj se. par hamare beech koi problem nahi hui... Ab main aur Pankaj mil nahi paate par abhi bhi ache friends hain... mujhe laga pankaj ne tumhe bataya hoga mere baare me... par tumhari baaton se esa lag raha hai... ki tumhe sahi me... mere baare me nahi pata kuch bhi..."
Main shocked thi aur unsure thi ki kya karun... Pankaj par gussa toh nahi thi... par unhe ek baar bata dena chahiye tha... khud he khama kha guilt trip kar rahi hu...
"Saif, ye sunke main shock mein hoon. Main kya karun Ab?"
Saif - "Simran, please Pankaj ko abhi confront mat karo. Wo ek din zaroor batayega. Main nahi chahta tha ki tumhe ya Pankaj ko hurt ho. Agar tumhe uncomfortable feel ho raha hai, toh main account delete kar dunga. Agar ek week baad bhi tumne kuch nahi kaha, toh mujhe call karna. Yeh mera number hai..."
Uski baatein sincere aur caring thi...
"Main thoda time loongi sochne ke liye."
Saif - "Bilkul. Tumhe jitna time chahiye, lo. Main tumhara wait karunga. Tumhare liye koi bhi decision lena mushkil hoga, lekin main tumhe support karunga... Main tumhe hurt nahi karna chahta tha... par tumhe guilt me bhi nahi dekhna chahta tha... isiliye share kar diya... taaki tum guilty na feel karo..."
"Thank you, Saif. Tumne jo bhi kaha, uska matlab samajh rahi hoon. Main sochungi aur phir decide karungi..."
Saif - "Simran, main hamesha tumhare liye yahan hoon. Tumhe kisi bhi baat ki chinta nahi karni chahiye. Tumhare honesty aur innocence ko main appreciate karta hoon... Aur isiliye mujhe laga ki mera bhi tumhe sach batana jaruri hai..."
Maine phone rakh diya aur sochne lagi. Saif ne jo kaha tha, usne mujhe deeply impact kiya. Main unsure thi, lekin Saif ki kindness aur understanding ne mujhe uski taraf aur attract kiya. Main decide karne lagi ki agle kuch din mein kya karna chahiye... Saif ki baaton ne mujhe ek nayi soch me daal diya hai...
2-3 din tak na saif ne message kiya naahi maine usey... Aaj socha usse baat karu... par kya banda hai yaar... usne sach me account delete kar diya... Par Uska number maine save kar liya tha... Jaahnvi ki baat abhi bhi dimaag me ghum rahi thi... Pankaj real me kaafi wild hai... aur aajkal main pankaj ko alag nazar se dekhne lagi hu... unki saari poorani kinky baaten ab yaad aati hai toh had se jyada horny feel karti hu...
Aaj pankaj ko tease karungi... Afternoon me he soch liya tha... aur unka besabri se intezaar karne lagi... Unhe call karke dinner bahar se le aane kaha... aur mein achi si nighty pehn kar... bina bra ke sofe par unka intezaar karne lagi... Maine wahi nighty pehni jise pehn kar maine photo session kiya tha... Ravi ke saamne...
Unke aate he maine same pose kiya unke liye... Unki aankhe chamak uthi... unhone mujhe dekhte he bhooke sher ki tarah mujhe apni baahon me jakad liya... aur chumte hue... par maine unhe roka... aur hum dinner karke bed par lete hue hai...
Iske pehle ki wo mujhe kiss kar paate... maine unke honto par ungli rakhi... pyaar se push kiya... aur unki aankho me seductively dekhte hue...
"Jaan, mujhe kuch share karna hai tumse..."
Pankaj - "Haan, bolo na baby..."
"Tumhe bura laga tha na jab maine Saif ko selfie bheji first day? Main toh bas unaware thi, lekin phir bhi... woh galat tha na?"
Pankaj - "Nahi baby, Main toh woh baat bhul bhi chuka hu... galti thi... Its okay..."
"(thoda shararat se) Lekin Pankaj, Saif ko woh selfie bahut pasand aayi thi. Uski compliments.... Ummmm... Agar usne aur photos maangi toh?"
Pankaj - "(muskurate hue) Tum try kar sakti ho..."
"(aur bhi zyada teasing tone mein) Lekin Pankaj, woh ek stranger hai aur unsafe hoga. Tumhi toh hamesha kehte ho online safe rehna chahiye..."
Pankaj - "(defensive) Haan, bilkul sahi kaha, lekin... Baby... Bhadakna mat par... Saif aur mera thoda history hai. Actually wo mere poorane office me manager tha mera boss tha ek hisaab se..."
Pankaj - "(thoda sharmate hue) Maine socha zaroori nahi hoga batana. Ab toh milte bhi nahi hai hum... bas kabhi kabar online baat cheet bas... uske life me wo busy aur main apni life mein... Lekin haan, hum dono ache dost hai... Maine he usey tumhare fantasy ke liye ese he online friendship ke liye poocha tha... aur bato bato main prank ke liye tumhe friend request bhejne kaha... par aage toh pata he hai tumhe kya hua..."
(Uske baad humne aur baat ki toh unhone same baat jo saif ne bataya... mujhe detail me fir se bataya...)
"(zyada tease karte hue) Acha, toh isliye tumhe koi problem nahi hai?"
Pankaj - "(thoda confident) Haan, I trust you baby..."
"(muskurate hue) Pankaj, tum bohot sweet ho. Par main sirf tumhari hoon, yeh mat bhoolna."
Pankaj - "(pyaar se) Main kabhi nahi bhoolunga. Tum meri ho aur hamesha meri rahogi."
(Thoda aur romantic aur intimate ho jaate hain hum dono... foreplay makeout karte hue awesome sex karke hum dono so chuke hai...)
Pankaj ke sone ke baad... mein bohot alag alag sa feel karne lagi... bed par... pillow ke sahare uth kar sochti hui... Saif aur Pankaj ke beech me uljhi hui thi... Pankaj ke saath ye moment mere liye bohot special thi. Pankaj ka pyaar aur uski sweet baatein, sab kuch mujhe aur bhi zyada attract karne lagi hai.... Shaadi ke baad itne baar pankaj ke liye pyaar badta hua paya hai... aur aaj bhi wahi hua... Lekin Saif ka bhi apna ek alag charm hai... Uske messages, compliments aur attention ne mujhe ek nayi excitement di thi...
Pankaj ne mujhe itni freedom di, itna trust dikhaya. Yeh sach mein bohot badi baat hai. Mujhe Saif ke saath online flirt karne ka maza aa raha hai, lekin mera pyaar Pankaj ke liye aur bhi gehra ho gaya hai.
Mere dil mein Saif ke liye ek nayi curiosity thi. Saif ka attention mujhe bohot achha lagta hai. Uski compliments aur woh thoda mystery feel mujhe attract kar raha hai... Lekin main Pankaj ko bhi utna hi pyar karti hoon. Shayad is online affair se mujhe thoda aur freedom mil raha hai, jo main kabhi imagine bhi nahi kar paati...
meine ne decide kiya ki main dono worlds ko balance karegi. Main Pankaj se apni feelings chhupane wali nahi hoon. Lekin Saif ke saath yeh online affair, yeh excitement mujhe khool ke jeena hai... bhale uske liye mujhe pankaj se kuch baaten chupana he kyun naa pade..."
Mein apne bed pe leti thi, nangi aur subah ke suraj ki garmi mein lipti hui jo mere bedroom ki khidki se andar aa rahi thi. Ravi ke badan ki khushboo ab bhi mere skin pe mehsoos ho rahi thi, ek sensual yaad jo humare kuch ghante pehle ke passionate encounter ka hissa thi. Maine apni aankhein band ki, toh ab bhi uska wazan mere upar mehsoos kar sakti thi, uske haath jo mere har ek inch ko explore kar rahe the, uske hoth jo mere gardan aur kandhe par kiss kar rahe the... Mhmmm....
Yeh experience behad intoxicating tha, mujhe itna zyada alive aur free mehsoos karaya jitna maine saalon se nahi kiya tha. Pehli baar apne pati ko cheat karna ek bold aur daring move tha, jo maine kabhi socha bhi nahi tha ki main kar paungi. Lekin ab, jab main apne bed pe leti thi, toh ek thrill aur satisfaction mehsoos ho raha tha apne kiye hue pe.
Ravi ka lund alag tha Pankaj ke lund se - thoda bada, thoda mota, aur color mein jyada dark... Maine kabhi itna desired, itna wanted feel nahi kiya tha. Aur ab jab maine iss experience ko feel kar liya tha, main jaanti thi ki main wapas pehle ki tarah nahi ho sakti hu...
Jab maine socha ki Pankaj shaam ko ghar wapas aayenge, toh guilty feel karne lag gai... Lekin woh guilt bhi us excitement ko daba nahi paayi jo mere andar ek nayi aag ki tarah jal rahi hai. Maine freedom ka taste chakh liya tha, aur mujhe aur chahiye tha. Apni sexuality ko aur explore karne ka soch, alag-alag bodies aur alag-alag sensations ko mehsoos karne ka soch, mujhe apne tan badan ke kone kone me thrill ki lehar pahucha raha hai ab toh...
Main jaanti thi ki mujhe careful rehna padega, ki mere pati ko shak nahi hone dena hai. Lekin pakde jaane ka risk us excitement ko aur badha raha tha... Pata nahi kya horaha hai.. par Ab main free feel kar rahi hu, apne desires ko explore karne aur un pleasures ka maza lene ki chah.... jo sirf sapno mein dekhe tha.... ab sach hota nazar aane laga...
Ek Taraf Apne passionate encounter ko Yaad karti hui, wahi dusre he pal me dimaag ke kone me guilt aur chinta badhne lagi hai... Pankaj shaam ko land karne wale the, aur mujhe unko face karna padega. Maine socha... kya woh samajh toh nahi jaayenge ki main kisi aur aadmi ke saath thi, kya unhe kuch shak hoga. sochte hue mera pet ghabrahat se bhar gaya, ki agar woh sex karna chahenge toh pata chal jaayega ki meri pussy alag mehsoos ho rahi hai...
Mujhe koi plan banana tha ki kuch din tak pankaj ke saath sexual encounters avoid kar sakun, taaki mujhe time mile heal hone ka aur mere bewafaai ke evidence ko disappear hone ka. Main kai scenarios apne dimaag mein run karne lagi, trying to find a way ki... kisi tarah pankaj ke saat sex avoid kar saku bina unhe shak hue...
Jab main shower le rahi thi, ab bhi thoda pain aur uneasy feeling apne stomach aur back mein mehsoos kar paa rahi thi.... Maine neeche dekha toh paani mein ek boond khoon dekha, mere periods aa chuke the... Pata he nahi chala ki mahine ka wo time aa chuka hai... hamesha track rakhti thi... par dhyaan se he nikal gaya ki dates aa jaayenge... Tab mujhe realize hua ki yeh perfect opportunity hai sexual encounters avoid karne ka apne pati ke saath. Main pain aur discomfort ka excuse istemaal karungi avoid karne ke liye....
Mujhe yeh unexpected turn of events se relief mila.... Main jaanti thi ki mujhe apne actions ke consequences se eventually deal karna padega, lekin abhi ke liye, main apni khushi aur sexual exploration ki freedom aur excitement ko enjoy kar leti huu. Main is waqt ko istemaal karungi yeh figure out karne ke liye ki... main sach mein kya chahti hoon, aur apne pati ke saath apne relationship ko kaise navigate karun unhe cheat karne ke baad... Lekin abhi ke liye, Ravi ke saat guzaare pal, uff... wo thrill, satisfaction aur pleasure mein bas khoi rehna chahti hu...
Kareeb 4 baje...
Ring...
"Hello Jaan..."
Pankaj - "Baby.. flight board kar chuka hu... Airport Aajaao... Yahi se dinner karke ghar jaayenge..."
"Umm... Jaan... Aane ka mann toh hai... par... mujhe theek nahi lag rha... Aajaao aap..."
Pankaj - "Kya hua baby... tabiyat toh theek hai?"
"Nahi... Pet dard kar raha hai..."
Pankaj - "Ohh... Thik hai... Main aata hu... Fish khaaogi na... Acha hota hai ye time me..... Le aaau?"
"Haa... Le aana..."
Pankaj hai he itne ache... unhe ishaara kaafi tha.... Mujhe toh idea bhi nahi tha ki chums ke waqt bloating ke karan pain jyada feel hota hai... hotwater pads toh theek hai... par sahi diet ka bhi apna ek role hota hai... pankaj ne jabse doctor se consult kiya tha chums ke pain ke baare me... tabse unhe pata hai ki fish khaana sahi hota hai iss time me... aur hamesha yaad raha hai unhe... Guilt ki lehar fir se dilo dimaag me machal uthi... par... mein bhi toh sirf unhe pyaar karti hoon... unhe ke saat saari zindagi bitaani hai.... chahe jo bhi ho.... pata nahi kyu emotional hui.... aansu ruk he nhi rahe... sofe par lete hue... bina koi gehri soch ke bas aansu tapakne lage the...
Main sabere se he leggings aur sports bra me thi... hamesha jab wo aate the toh humne decide kiya tha ki jab unke saamne aau toh completely ready hokar rahu... Ya toh saree ho ya salwar suit pehnkar makeup wagera karke unke welcome liye ready hona hota hai... Mujhe bhi acha lagta hai ye sab karna... Par... Aaj mera mann he nahi kiya... unka wait karti hui, emotions se distract hote hue... TV dekhte hue sofe par he padi rahi...
Pankaj ke aane ke baad... unhe clearly bata toh diya tha chums ka... par wo sad the... hote bhi kyu na... 5 din baad hum mil rahe the... aur esi news sunn ke koi bhi husband khush nahi hota... kisi tarah aaj ka din avoid kiya... humne khoob saari baaten ki... unke baare me... unke assignments aur trip ke baare me... cuddle karte hue pyaar bhari neend ke saat aaj ka din nikal gaya...
Ese he 5-6 din nikal gaye... 2 din toh pankaj ne mera bohot khayal rakha... teesre din se unko office resume karna tha... ab regular routine dono ka continue ho chuka hai... Aslam g se afternoon me baat hoti rehti hai... sewing machine use karne me expert ho chuki hoon... par abhi bhi bohot kuch seekhna baaki hai... Aaj tak nahi bataya Aslam g ko ki mujhe bhi lingerie silna hai...
Kuch Raat pehle pankaj kaafi wild the... kitne dino baad humne romantic sex bhari raat guzaari thi... Wo kaafi khush lag rahe the... par... kahi na kahi main unki dirty talks miss karne lagi huu... Hamesha unka beech beech me fantasies ko imagine karwana... Porn dikhana... Pussy ko besabri se lick karna... Mhmmm... Pehle darr lagta tha... par utna he thrill bhi tha... Jabse jhagda hua hai... Pankaj cautious rehne lage hai... Meri he galti thi... Itna time gussa nahi rehna tha mujhe... par kya he karti... Ab sab clear hone ke baad... Pata nahi kyu par main chahti hu ki wo mujhe fir se seduce kare... Gandi gandi baaten karen... Main ab kisi bhi cheez ke liye tayar thi... Kal raat toh pankaj ke sone ke baad bhi fingering karti rahi... hah!.... Unhe bina disturb kiye... unse darte hue... khud ko touch karte hue... aur bhi jyada wild feel kar rahi thi...
Yeh raat bhi waise hi thi jaise aksar hoti hai, andhere mein mere mann me wo raaz ubhar utha hain jo andar daba rakha hai... Dinner karke Pankaj aur main bed par saath saath lete hue hai..., bedside lamp ki halki roshni humare chehron par pad rahi thi. Mera dil tezi se dhadak raha tha, sirf unki nazdeekyon se nahi, balki us ek baat ki wajah se jo main kehne mein sharma rahi thi....
"Pankaj," maine dheere se kaha, meri ungliyan unke seene par random designs bana rahi thi...
Pankaj - "Hmmm..." Pankaj sone ki koshish karrahe the...
"woh jo... ummm... tumne online affair ke baare mein kaha tha... kya tumne seriously socha tha?"
Woh meri taraf mud gaya, unke honton par ek shaitani muskaan thi...
Pankaj - "Tum sahi me pooch rahi ho... ya... phir mazak kar rahi ho?"
"Main... main serious hoon," mere gaal sharam se lal ho gaye...
Pankaj - "Sach kahu toh... Seriously he kaha tha... Par... Ussdin ke baad... Himmat nahi hui dubara tumse poochne ki..."
"Mujhe laga nahi tha ki tum sach me try karna chahte ho..."
Pankaj - "Interesting toh hota... Tum maan jaati toh...."
"Ummm... Lekin.... Jaaan... thodi sharm aa rahi hai...."
Pankaj ki aankhen sharaarat se chamak uthi.
Pankaj - "Tumhe pata hai... maine ek account bhi bana liya tha, bas ese hi... I was about to delete it, par socha nahi ki tum try karogi..."
Maine eyebrow uthaya, curiosity badh gayi thi meri....
"Sach mein? Kahan hai? Dikhana zara..."
Woh apna phone bedside table se uthakar unlock karne laga, kuch apps mein navigate karte hue mujhe diya... Mera dil aur tez dhadakne laga jab maine dekha.... unhone real me account setup kar rakhi thi – meri pictures aur ek flirty bio ke saath....
"Mujhe laga tha tum bas mazak kar rahe ho"
maine kaha, screen se nazar hata he nahi pa rahi thi...
Pankaj hansne laga... aur...
Pankaj - "Socha tha, lekin delete karne he wala tha.... Tum interested ho toh tumhare phone me set kar du?"
Maine apne hont bite karte hue, idea thrilling aur nerve-wracking laga... unhe bina kuch kahe apna phone pakda diya...
"Thoda aur batao na, kaise karte hain yeh sab..."
Pankaj ne mujhe app ke baare mein guide kiya, kaise navigate karna hai, messages bhejne hain, aur thoda flirt karna bhi sikhaya.... Hamari conversation ke end tak, main choti bachi ki tarah excited feel kar rahi thi...
Humne ek passionate kiss share ki, unke honton ki garmi mujhe aur bhi sensual aur erotic lag rahe the.... Humdono ne apna apna phone kab baaju me sarka diya... aur ek dusre ki baahon me ek dusre ke badan ko chipka liya tha... pata he nahi chala...
Seconds me hum dono ne ek dusre ke kapde nikaal feke... Unhone bilkul deri nahi ki... aur jhat se apna lund mere andar daal diya....
Pankaj - "Wow baby.... Tum kitni wet ho..."
Yess... Wet toh thi he main...
"Yess Jaaan... I Love you... mmmpppp"
Unke honto ko choosti hui... Har stroke ko poori tarah feel karti hui... Aaaahhhh.... Pankaj mere upar... maine apni taangon ko aur faylaya...
Mujhe andar tak feel karna tha... Unke ass ko daboche apni orr kheechti hui... moan karti hui... Wo nikaalne he waale the... Par maine unka ass grab kiya... unka beej andar he jhad gaya... unka nikalte he... maine unke face pe chaaro orr kiss kiya... fingering karti hui... unke chaathi par love bite banate hue... main bhi jhad chuki hu....
Next Day...
Pankaj Nikal chuke hai... Shower leke bas Sofe par kaam khatam kar ke... Chai peete hue, socha app check karu.... raat me ek notifications pending par thi.... par uss waqt itna dhyaan nahi diya.... ab check kiya...
Dekha ek friend request from Saif Ali.... Uski profile picture mein ek tall, fair aadmi tha, apni 40s mein, dashing aur sophisticated lag raha tha. Uski bio mein likha tha ki woh ek distributor of goods hai, Delhi aur Mumbai mein offices ke saath...
"Saif Ali," maine apne aap se kaha, yeh sochkar ki yeh Pankaj hi hai ek naye naam ke saath jaisa humne discuss kiya tha... Bina jhijhak ke maine request accept ki aur flirting shuru kar di, excitement aur daring ke mix ke saath...
"Hi there, Saif," maine type kiya, ek wink emoji ke saath... Fir... "Aap kaise ho?" bhi bhej diya...
Usne turant reply kiya
Saif - "Hello, Simran... Main theek hoon, aur aap?"
Yeh sochkar ki yeh Pankaj hai, maine boundaries push karne ka socha...
"Main bhi theek hoon... Aap kya kar rahe the?"
Saif ne apne kaam ka ek brief summary diya, aur conversation naturally flow hone laga. Bold feel karte hue, maine washroom mein kuch pictures snap ki, apni t-shirt upar karke apne lacy bra dikhaye. Dil dhadakte hue, shaitaani smile ke saat.... maine pic bhej di, uske reaction ka intezar karte hue...
Main surprised thi unke reactions se, Saif ne genuine appreciation ke saath respond kiya tha lekin respectful tone maintain ki hui thi...
Saif - "Aap bahut khoobsurat ho, Simran."
Din excitement aur anticipation mein beet gaya. Shaam ko, jab Pankaj aur main sone ke liye ready ho rahe the, main apni curiosity control nahi kar paayi.... Main unki taraf mudhi, ek mischievous smile ke saath...
"Pankaj, batao na, kaisa laga mera flirt?"
maine tease kiya, unke hasi aur meri efforts ki tareef expect karte hue...
Woh mujhe confused expressions ke saat dekhne laga...
Pankaj - "Maine toh kuch nahi message kiya aaj. Time hi nahi mila."
Mere pair thande se padd gaya jab realize kiya...
"Kya? Tumne message nahi kiya?"
Maine jaldi se unko messages aur profile dikhayi apne phone pe... Pankaj zor se hansne lage.
Pankaj - "Arre, yeh toh koi aur hai! Tumne seriously socha tha main hoon?"
Embarrassment ke saath, maine bhi hasna shuru kiya... aur kya he karti...
"Mujhe laga tum ho. Lekin ab kya?"
Pankaj ab bhi haste hue...
Pankaj - "Koi baat nahi, Simran. Don't mind much... Agar maza aa raha hai toh continue karo... Yeh sab online hai, waise bhi koi real nahi hota. Enjoy karlo thodi der, aur jab bore ho jao, toh close kar dena. No harm."
Maine sir hilaaya, unke shabd mujhe comfort de rahe the... Shayad yeh ek tareeka tha apne fantasies explore karne ka bina real-world consequences ke... Aur isliye, ek nayi sense of freedom ke saath, maine game continue karne ka decide kiya... Maine bhi itna gehrai se uss time kuch nahi socha... bas ek dusre ki baahon me lipte cuddle karte hue hum so gaye...
Next Day...
Raat ko, jab Pankaj ne mujhe encourage kiya tha online chat continue karne ke liye, tab main relaxed feel kar rahi thi... Lekin ab, main apne phone ko dekhkar thoda nervous huu... Pankaj ne mujhe raat ko kaha tha, "Simran, it's not a big deal. Online hai sab, enjoy karo aur jab bore ho jao toh band kar dena."
Maine unki baat maan toh li thi, lekin ab jhijhag hai.... Maine socha, "Kya karun? Message karoon ya nahi?" Fir decide kiya ki rehne deti hu...
Main sofe par baithi hui thi... phone scroll karte hue... Pankaj toh already jaa chuke hai office... Main soch rahi thi ki phir se apni workout routine shuru karun aur mere paas ek perfect idea tha - Sandy ko bula leti hu... Fir se itne dino baad continue karungi... toh uski guidance help karegi... Kaafi din ho gaye the hum dono ko mile hue...
Maine Sandy ko ek quick text bheja...
"Hi Sandy... Aaj Workout Saat me karen?"
Uska response turant aa gaya...
Sandy - "Tere saat itna acha mauka kaise chodh sakta hu Simran... Abhi Aaaya...."
Ye Sandy bhi naa... Hamesha chehre pe smile laa he deta hai... bhale mein iske saat boudries cross nahi karna chahti par... Iski playful aur flirts achi bhi lagti hai...
Jab Sandy aaya, mujhe room ki energy badalti hui mehsoos hui... Uske confidence aur charm ko ignore karna mushkil hota hai... pata nahi kyun par... hamesha uske saat wo kiss yaad aa he jaati hai... Nahi Simran... Sirf Friendship bas... aur kuch nahi....
Sandy se thodi chit-chat ke baad... Usne mujhe warm-up exercises aur stretches se shuru karaya...
Sandy - "Toh, pehle hum warm-up se shuru karenge. Thoda stretching kar... Fir aage ka bataunga"
"Thik hai, Sandy..."
Workout ke dauraan, Main apne form aur technique pe focus karne ki koshish kar rahi thi, lekin main deny nahi kar sakti thi woh choti si thrill jo har baar mehsoos hoti thi jab bhi woh meri taraf dekhta aur ek playful smile deta hai...
Sandy - "Good. Ab, yeh arm circles kar... Bas aise," Sandy ne kaha, movements dikhate hue.
"Yeh wala toh easy tha. Ab kya?"
Sandy - "Ab leg stretches. Dono taraf se stretch karna hai,"
"Yeh acha feel hora hai. Meri legs kaafi stiff lag rahi thi kai dino se..."
Ek point pe, jab hum break le rahe the, Sandy ne teasingly aur mischievously pucha...
"Yaad hai woh kiss? Tu abhi bhi us moment ko yaad karti hai na?"
Mera dil ek pal ke liye ruk sa gaya, lekin cool bante hue... muuh banate hue...
"Oh please, Sandy. Tu hamesha teasing mode mein rehta hai... Mujhe kuch yaad nahi..."
Sandy ne smile kiya aur kaha...
Sandy - "Haan, lekin teri khoobsurat aankhen kuch aur hi keh rahi hain. Shayad tu secretly yaad karti hai..., par dare nahi kar paa rahi batane ki..."
Maine bhi tease karte hue kaha...
"Haan haan, jo chahe wo soch.... Main toh bas workout pe focus kar rahi hoon."
Jab session aage badha, Sandy continue karta raha tease aur flirt karna.... Main bhi play along karti rahi, nok jhok chalti rahi... workout ke saat.... Main jaanti thi ki main uske kisi suggestion pe kabhi act nahi karne waali, lekin phir bhi flirt aur tease karna bina kisi real intention ke fun tha...
Sandy - (demonstration dete hue) "Jab tu squat karti hai, peeche ki taraf aur push Kiya kar.... Jaise.."
"Oh, got it. Aise? Mera form sahi hai na?"
Sandy - "Perfect. Ab 10 squats aur kar"
"Yeh kaafi challenging hai. Lekin maza aa raha hai"
Sandy - (Encourage karte hue..)"Bas, thoda aur push kar... Tu ye kar sakti hai... Nice..."
"Thanks, Sandy. Teri encouragement se bahut help milti hai hamesha"
Sandy - "Tere form ko improve karne ke liye, regular karna..." Sandy ne bataya.
"Sahi kaha. Har din practice se better ho jaungi"
Sandy - "Ab kuch push-ups karte hain. Jaise maine dikhaya tha"
"Push-ups me, meri strength kam hai. Try karti hoon"
Sandy - "Kam se kam 5 minute. Yeh recovery ke liye important hai"
Thodi der karne ke baad....
"Aur... Kitni der tak karna hai?"
Sandy - "Great.... Hogaya... Next time bas mujhe call kar lena... Aa jaaunga"
"Sure, Sandy...." maine haafte hue kaha... Sofe par relaxed hote hue... towel liye paseene ko pochte hue...
Jab Sandy apni cheezen pack karke jaane ke liye tayaar ho raha tha, mein halki si sadness mehsoos karne lagi.... Main jaanti thi ki uski energy aur excitement miss karungi... lekin main thankful thi ki humari friendship strong ho rahi thi....
Aur iske saath, Sandy chala gaya, mujhe apni playful aur flirtatious conversation se mere mood ko khush karta hua... Main jaanti thi ki maine friendly rehne ka sahi decision liya hai, lekin main deny nahi kar sakti thi woh choti si spark of attraction jo ab bhi kahi naa kahi dabi hui hai.... Abhi ke liye, main khush thi apni friendship se, jaanti thi ki yeh strong aur genuine hai....
Sandy ki teasing aur arousal se main thodi distracted thi, aur workout ke baad shower le kar fresh feel kar rahi thi... Bed pe aakar, main nap lene ki soch rahi thi.... jab mere phone pe ek notification aayi.... Saif ka message tha... Maine phone uthaya aur dekha-
Saif- "Hi Simran, kaise ho?"
Main hesitant thi, lekin maine phir bhi reply kar diya...
"Hi"
Saif - "Aap busy ho kya?"
Main soch mein pad gayi... ki kaise kahu saif ko.... kya kahu... embarassed feel kar rahi thi... pata nahi kya soch raha hoga saif mere baare me... Shayad yeh acha mauka hai sach bolne ka... aur baat ko yahin khatam karne ka...
Simran - "Saif, Kal ke messages delete kar do... wo sab galti se hua... Pehle mujhe laga tum Pankaj ho, mere husband. Maine galti se kuch zyada hi flirty aur personal baatein share kar di... Sorry..."
Saif - "Arre, Simran, bilkul bhi nahi... Sorry Kyun?... Mujhe achha laga ki tumne apni baatein share ki.... Main toh sirf ek genuine dosti chah raha huu.... Tumhare saath baatein karke accha laga mujhe..."
Uski baatein sunke main thoda relaxed feel karne lagi...
"Tumhare baaten sunke accha laga, Saif. Main thoda nervous thi ki tum kya sochoge mere baare mein."
Saif - "Simran, tum bohot honest aur innocent ho. Mujhe tumhari yahi baat pasand aayi. Aur honestly, mujhe lagta hai tum ek acchi dost ban sakti ho. Aur, maine turant delete kar diya tha tumhara pic... par... I must say... You are beautiful. Flirt mat samajna... Ek dost ki taarif samajna bas..."
Meri sharmaahat kuch kam hui aur main thoda aur khul ke baat karne lagi... flirt nahi bolke flirt toh kar he raha hai ye insaan... well atleast sab clear hai...
"Thanks, Saif. Tum sach mein sweet ho. Waise, main aur Pankaj kaafi time se shaadi-shuda hain. Humari shaadi acchi chal rahi hai, lekin ese he thoda timepass karne ka try kar rahe the ek dusre ke saat, isliye maine ye sab try kiya."
Saif - "Yeh bilkul samajh sakta hoon. Har rishte mein ups and downs hote hain. Main bas yeh chahta hoon ki tum khush raho. Aur agar tumhe mere saath baatein karke accha lagta hai, toh hum dosti continue kar sakte hain... par nahi kar sakti toh bhi samaj sakta hu... Tumhare husband ko shayad theek nhi lagega ye sab... Toh I understand"
Uske shabd dil ko choo gaye aur mujhe acha feel karwa rahe the... uske concerns bhaa gaye mujhe...
"Tum bahut understanding ho, Saif. Main tumhare saath baat karke relaxed feel kar rahi hoon... Pankaj ko koi problem nahi hai... unhe trust hai mujpar... toh we can still be friends..."
Saif - "Yeh toh achi baat hai. Main chahta hoon humare beech ek real dosti ho, jismein hum ek dusre ke saath acha feel kar sake... iss roz marra ki zindagi me aap jaisi dost ki sakt jarurat hai... Thank you... Simran"
Main iddam se blush kar gai... aur andar se acha feel hone laga... Hamesha se ese he imagine kiya tha online chatting ka... Happy and fun...
Saif - "Tumhari honesty mujhe bohot pasand hai, Simran. Main tumhare saath yeh dosti enjoy karunga..."
"(smiling) Main bhi, Saif..."
Saif - "Jaane ka mann nhi hai par... offline hona padega... kaam hai..."
"Thik hai... Bye..."
Us conversation ke baad, main apne aap ko light aur happy feel kar rahi thi. Saif ke saath dosti genuine lagne lagi thi..., Yeh nayi shuruaat thi, aur main excited thi dekhne ke liye ki yeh dosti kahan tak jaati hai...
Evening me....
Pankaj kaafi thake hue the... dinner karke hum lete he hai...
Main, jo puri baat ko unfold hote dekh rahi thi, yakeen nahi kar paa rahi thi ki yeh sab sach mein ho raha hai. Mujhe ek taraf... bohot excitement aur dusri taraf... darr bhi lag raha tha is online affair ke baare mein. Pankaj se raat me discuss karne ke baad...
Pankaj, jo mujhe khush rakhne ke liye kuch bhi karne ko tayar the, mujhe samjhane laga ki yeh sirf ek timepass hai aur yeh sab sirf online hi rahega. Excitement aur ghabrahat ke milan ke saath, maine online affair ko aage badhane ke liye haan kar di... Aur pankaj karwat lekar so gaye...
Raat ke 11:30 baje the aur main apne phone par scrolling kar rahi thi... Ek nayi notification aayi...
Saif - "Hi Simran, Disturb toh nahi kiya?"
Maine socha, kya buraai hai baat karne mein. So, I replied.
"Hello Saif... Bas leti he thi... Phone me scrolling karte hue..."
Saif - "Aapka din kaisa tha?"
"Din theek tha. Aapka kaisa tha?"
Saif - "Mera din accha tha. Thoda busy tha kaam ke silsile mein. Wese... Aap kya karti hain?"
"Main ghar sambhalti hoon. Housewife hoon. Aap?"
Saif - "Main ek distributor hoon. Delhi aur Mumbai mein office hai. Kaam se kaafi jagah travel karta hoon. Kya aapko travel pasand hai?"
Mujhe woh kaafi friendly aur interesting lagne laga hai...
"Haan, mujhe travel karna accha lagta hai, lekin ab zyada travel nahi ho pata..."
Saif - "Yeh toh samajh sakta hoon. Lekin yaadein toh hogi travelling ki... Aapka favorite destination kaunsa hai?"
Maine socha yeh topic interesting ho sakta hai... toh continue karte hue...
"Mujhe Shimla bohot pasand aaya.. Mountains aur snow ka alag hi maza hai..."
Saif - "Shimla sach mein khoobsurat jagah hai. Main bhi kuch saal pehle gaya tha. Aapko wahan sabse zyada kya pasand aaya?"
"Mujhe wahan ki shanti aur natural beauty pasand aayi. Aapko travel ke alawa aur kya pasand hai?"
"Mujhe music sunna, books padhna, aur cooking ka shauk hai. Aapko?"
Main dheere dheere comfortable hoti gai Saif ke saat...
"Mujhe bhi cooking pasand hai. Waise, aapke kaam ke baare mein thoda aur batao."
Saif - "Main ek import-export business mein hoon. Alag-alag products ke liye distribution ka kaam karta hoon. Thoda hectic kaam hai... Par... Ghar ka khayal rakhna bhi kisi job se kam nahi..."
Uske baaton mein ek warmth aur respect thi jo mujhe accha laga.
"Yeh sach hai. Har kisi ka apna ek role hota hai. Aapki family ke baare mein kuch batao na."
Saif - "Main widower hoon. Mere wife kuch saal pehle guzar gayi. Koi bachche nahi hain. Aur Aapki family?"
"Main toh shaadi-shuda hoon tumhe pata he hai..., aur ek simple life jeeti hoon. Ek saal ke upar ho gaye shaadi ko. Par... Aap kaise cope karte hain apni life ke saath? Dukh hua aapke baare me jaankar..."
Saif - "Thanks Simran... Difficulty hoti hai kabhi kabhi, lekin main positive rehne ki koshish karta hoon. Aur aise interesting logon se baat karna achha lagta hai.... jaise ki aap."
Uski baatein simple aur genuine thi... Jo maine kabhi nahi socha tha ki... kisi stranger se hogi... wo bhi online bandaa...
"Yeh toh accha laga sunke. Aap bohot positive lagte hain."
Saif - "Thank you, Simran. Positivity zaroori hai zindagi mein. Aapke saath baat karke acha lag raha hai. Waise, aapke hobbies kya hain?"
Mujhe laga woh mujh mein sach mein interested tha aur desperate nahi lag raha tha...
"Mujhe Stitching ka shauk hai.... Free time mein yehi karti hoon. Aapke hobbies ke baare kuch batao.. Aapko kya pasand hai?"
Saif - "Nature ke saath time spend karna bohot relaxing hota hai. Main thodi shayari bhi likhta hoon. Aapko shayari pasand hai?"
Uski baatein itni engaging thi ki main dheere dheere apne dil ki baatein share karne lagi...
"Haan, mujhe shayari pasand hai. Kabhi kabhi main bhi likhti hoon. Aapki favorite shayari kaun si hai?"
Saif - "Mere favorite shayar Ghalib hain. Unki Shayari dil ko choo jaati hai. aur... Aapki?"
Maine realize kiya ki Saif ki baatein sach mein deep thi aur woh mujhe comfortable feel karwa raha tha.
"Haan, mujhe bhi Ghalib pasand hai. Unki shayari mein kuch alag hi baat hai."
Saif - "Bilkul. Shayari dil se connect karti hai. Wese... Aapke saath baat karke bohot accha lag raha hai, Simran. Aap bohot interesting hain."
Mujhe uski baatein sunke acha laga. Woh desperate nahi tha, lekin phir bhi apni charm se mujhe apne kareeb laa raha tha....
"Thanks, Saif. Tumhare saath baat karke mujhe bhi accha lag raha hai."
Us raat Saif ke saath baatein karke mujhe laga ki shayad yeh nayi shuruaat ho sakti hai. Mujhe kuch naye feelings aur excitement ka ehsaas hone laga... Khushiyon se bhari mood me achi neend aai... aur mein so gai pankaj ko lipat ke...
Next Day...
Aaj ka normal routine raha... Afternoon tak kaam karke nap bhi liya tha aaj... Aur raat me... mein aur pankaj dinner ke baad lete hue hai... Pankaj thake hue se the... Bina jyada baat kiye wo so gaye... Aaj Saif ka message nahi aaya... Wese usne bola toh tha... mostly busy rehta hai... Aaj maine he usey text bheja...
"Hey there, tumhara din kaisa tha?"
Saif - "Hey Simran, accha tha. Tumhara kaisa tha?"
"Theek tha, par... main hamari baatein hi sochti rehti hoon aajkal. Tum sabse alag ho..."
Saif - "Yeh acchi baat hai ya buri?"
"Definitely acchi baat hai. Tumhare saath main apne aap ko khulke express kar sakti hoon, jo main kisi aur ko jaldi kabhi nahi batati..."
Saif - "Yeh sunke accha laga. Main bhi aisa hi feel karta hoon. Tumhare saath baatein karte hue mujhe maza aata hai."
"Main bhi nahi rok paa rahi apne aap ko. Tumhare saath sab kuch share karne ka mann karta hai."
Saif - "(teasingly) Tumhare deepest desires aur fantasies bhi?"
Saif - "(encouragingly) Come on, Simran. Apne boundaries push karne se mat daro. Main judge nahi karunga."
"(smiling) Okay, fine. Main try karungi. Par tumhe bhi mere jitna bold hona padega."
Saif - "(laughing) Deal! Dekhte hain tumhare paas kya hai."
"(giggling) Mujhe bhi. Shayad Yeh sab kaafi interesting hoga."
Saif - "Interesting toh hoga he... I am positive"
Jaisa jaisa online chats aage badhta gaya, main khud ko Saif ke saath aur zyada jude hue paane lagi hoon.... Main uske text ka intezar karti, be sabri se uske agle message ka intezar karti rehti huu aajkal... Pankaj ko pata nahi aajkal kya hua hai... Saif se chat karti huu raat me toh mera phone pakad ke baaju me rakh dete hai aur pyaar karne lagte hai... Mujhe lag raha tha unhe ye sab pasand aa raha hoga... Isiliye mein bhi unke saamne he bold hokar chat karti hu... Par tease karte hue main unhe kuch batati nahi huu... naa he apne phone ka password share kiya hai... check karne ki toh wo koshish karte nahi par... wo shayad jeolous ho rahe hai...
Aur yaha Main online affair ke excitement mein itni khoi hui thi ki mujhe yeh sab bohot thrilling lagne laga hai.... Maine kabhi socha nahi tha ki cheezein itni aage badh jayengi, lekin main is baat ko jhutla nahi sakti thi ki main har pal ka maza le rahi thi. Mujhe pata tha ki yeh galat hai, lekin main apne aap ko rok nahi pa rahi hoon... Aajkal toh unke saamne chatting nahi karti... par unke sone ke baad message karti hu... ya bathroom me rehti hoon agar wo jaage rahe toh...
Din guzarte gaye... Hamari chats chalti gai... par mujhe bura lagne laga hai pankaj ke liye... unhone jataya toh nahi par... confused hu kya karu... Aaj din bhar bas pankaj ke baare me he sochke pareshaan thi... aur uss wajeh se maine aaj apne aapko distract rakhne ke liye ghar ka kona kona saaf kiya... bohot kaam kiya aur thak gai thi shaam tak... Pankaj ke aane se pehle dinner bhi ready kar liya... aur humne dinner jaldi se khatam kiya fir bistar par lete hue... baatcheet karne lage... mera toh mann tha unse baat karu saif ke baare me... ki agar unhe dikkat hai toh main band kar du chats... par aaj wo apni office ki daastaan sunane me lage the... excited se lag rahe the... shayad promotion ka kuch tha... unki baaten kuch suni aur kuch baatein miss kar gai... kya karti dimaag uljhano me duba hua hai...
Kareeb 12 baj chuke the... Pankaj neend me the... main unse lipti hui neend me jaane he waali thi... utne me notification sunke aankh poori tarah khool gai... main pankaj ki baahon me thi... unse dheere dheere alag hui... aur apna phone check karne lagi... Pankaj kharate maarte hue neend me the...
Saif - "Hi Simran, aaj din kaisa tha tumhara?"
"Hello Saif, theek tha. Tumhara kaisa tha?"
Saif - "Mere din kaafi busy tha. Lekin ab tumse baat karke accha lag raha hai..."
Saif - "Tumhare saath baatein karna mere liye bohot special feel hai. Tumhari honesty aur innocence mujhe bohot he jyada pasand hai."
Mujhe uski baatein sunke bohot accha lag raha tha. Maine socha, shayad humari dosti kuch aur bhi ban sakti hai... Par pankaj ka darr bhi hai... Socha saif ki feelings ko janna bhi jaruri hai...
"Saif, kya tumhe kabhi aisa laga hai ki online friendship ko real life mein le aana chahiye?"
Saif - "Haan, kabhi kabhi lagta hai. Lekin hum dono ke liye comfortable hona zaroori hai. Tumhara kya khayal hai?"
Main thodi nervous thi, lekin mujhe lagta tha ki Saif ke saath baat karna safe hai... Mein aur open hote hue...
"Main bhi yahi soch rahi thi.... Par... Real life mein friendship.... Thoda sochne waali baat hai... Aur dusri taraf... Shayad ye online friendship bhi kahi koi problem naa create kar jaaye..."
Saif - "Kya hua Simran, Tum aaj thodi pareshaan lag rahi ho..."
"Saif, Ek baat hai jo mujhe khatak rahi hai..."
Saif - "Simran, Tum bata sakti ho mujhe... Kya hua hai"
"Ummm... Mujhe kahin na kahi darr hai ki pankaj ko shayad hamare friendship se dikkat ho sakti hai..."
Saif - "Kuch hua kya?... pankaj ne kuch kaha?"
"Nahi... par mujhe unhe hurt nahi karna..."
Saif - "Tumhe pankaj ne apne past relationship ke baare me bataya hai?"
"Haa... aur maine bhi share kiya hai apna..."
Saif - "Interesting. Tumhe kabhi jealousy hui uski past se?"
"Nahi, actually. Jealousy ka pata nahi... Lekin ab main guilty feel kar rahi hoon ki maine tumhe apni selfie bhej di bina jaane ki tum kaun ho. Mujhe nahi pata ki Pankaj jealous honge ya nahi. Unhone kabhi share nahi kiya, lekin kabhi kabhi lagta hai ki humari friendship continue karna sahi nahi hai."
Saif - "Tumhe aisa kyun lagta hai? Kya tumhe lagta hai ki Pankaj ko sach me problem hogi?"
"Main nahi jaanti, Saif. Lekin mujhe yeh guilt aur unsurety khatam karni hai. Main humari friendship se khush hoon, lekin yeh guilt mere dil mein hai. Tumhare saath baat karke mujhe accha lagta hai, lekin mujhe yeh bhi lagta hai ki Pankaj ko hurt na ho."
Saif - "Agar mein kahu ki tum jaisa soch rahi ho.... uska ulta ho toh?"
"Matlab?"
Saif - "Ye ki... Pankaj ko shayad acha lag raha hoga tum aur main close hai toh"
"Sorry saif, par main samaj nahi paa rahi... esa kaise ho sakta hai..."
Actually mein samaj rahi thi saif kiss topic ki baat kar raha hai... Ayesha ke hisaab se toh sab common hai... aur shayad saif bhi wahi soch raha ho...
Saif - "Simran, Main tumhe ek baat batana chahta hoon."
Mujhe curiosity hone lagi.
"Kya baat, Saif?"
Saif - "Tumhe shayad nahi pata, lekin Pankaj aur mera ek history hai."
Main shock mein thi... ye toh bilkul unexpected tha...
"Kya? Kaise?"
Saif - "Main Pankaj ke purane office me uska boss tha. Tumhe ye sunke shayad shock lage, lekin us time kuch aisa hua jo tumhe pata hona chahiye."
Maine apne dil ko sambhala aur suna.
"Kya hua tha?"
Saif - "Pankaj ki ek girlfriend thi, Jaanvi. Tumhe pata hai uske baare me?"
"Haa, Short height saawli si... bataya tha pankaj ne"
Saif - "Pankaj aur Jaanvi mere ghar aate the. Jahnvi cute thi short height, big boobs amazing figure... Ek din, jab main ghar pe tha, hum sabne drink kiya. Dheere dheere, Pankaj ne Jaanvi ke saath mere saamne make out karna shuru kar diya. Jaanvi bhi mujse se attracted thi pankaj ne ye baat ek do baar share ki thi mujse. Us din, Jaanvi ne Pankaj ko allow kiya uske kapde utarne ke liye mere saamne. Main TV dekh raha tha. Jaanvi ki boobs already out thi. Pankaj ne mujhe invite kiya. Maine bhi usmein participate kiya, lekin Jaanvi mere long aur thick dick ko handle nahi kar paayi. Sirf blowjob diya. Threesome continued, lekin maine kuch nahi kiya. Jaanvi ne shayad baad mein breakup kar liya Pankaj se. par hamare beech koi problem nahi hui... Ab main aur Pankaj mil nahi paate par abhi bhi ache friends hain... mujhe laga pankaj ne tumhe bataya hoga mere baare me... par tumhari baaton se esa lag raha hai... ki tumhe sahi me... mere baare me nahi pata kuch bhi..."
Main shocked thi aur unsure thi ki kya karun... Pankaj par gussa toh nahi thi... par unhe ek baar bata dena chahiye tha... khud he khama kha guilt trip kar rahi hu...
"Saif, ye sunke main shock mein hoon. Main kya karun Ab?"
Saif - "Simran, please Pankaj ko abhi confront mat karo. Wo ek din zaroor batayega. Main nahi chahta tha ki tumhe ya Pankaj ko hurt ho. Agar tumhe uncomfortable feel ho raha hai, toh main account delete kar dunga. Agar ek week baad bhi tumne kuch nahi kaha, toh mujhe call karna. Yeh mera number hai..."
Uski baatein sincere aur caring thi...
"Main thoda time loongi sochne ke liye."
Saif - "Bilkul. Tumhe jitna time chahiye, lo. Main tumhara wait karunga. Tumhare liye koi bhi decision lena mushkil hoga, lekin main tumhe support karunga... Main tumhe hurt nahi karna chahta tha... par tumhe guilt me bhi nahi dekhna chahta tha... isiliye share kar diya... taaki tum guilty na feel karo..."
"Thank you, Saif. Tumne jo bhi kaha, uska matlab samajh rahi hoon. Main sochungi aur phir decide karungi..."
Saif - "Simran, main hamesha tumhare liye yahan hoon. Tumhe kisi bhi baat ki chinta nahi karni chahiye. Tumhare honesty aur innocence ko main appreciate karta hoon... Aur isiliye mujhe laga ki mera bhi tumhe sach batana jaruri hai..."
Maine phone rakh diya aur sochne lagi. Saif ne jo kaha tha, usne mujhe deeply impact kiya. Main unsure thi, lekin Saif ki kindness aur understanding ne mujhe uski taraf aur attract kiya. Main decide karne lagi ki agle kuch din mein kya karna chahiye... Saif ki baaton ne mujhe ek nayi soch me daal diya hai...
2-3 din tak na saif ne message kiya naahi maine usey... Aaj socha usse baat karu... par kya banda hai yaar... usne sach me account delete kar diya... Par Uska number maine save kar liya tha... Jaahnvi ki baat abhi bhi dimaag me ghum rahi thi... Pankaj real me kaafi wild hai... aur aajkal main pankaj ko alag nazar se dekhne lagi hu... unki saari poorani kinky baaten ab yaad aati hai toh had se jyada horny feel karti hu...
Aaj pankaj ko tease karungi... Afternoon me he soch liya tha... aur unka besabri se intezaar karne lagi... Unhe call karke dinner bahar se le aane kaha... aur mein achi si nighty pehn kar... bina bra ke sofe par unka intezaar karne lagi... Maine wahi nighty pehni jise pehn kar maine photo session kiya tha... Ravi ke saamne...
Unke aate he maine same pose kiya unke liye... Unki aankhe chamak uthi... unhone mujhe dekhte he bhooke sher ki tarah mujhe apni baahon me jakad liya... aur chumte hue... par maine unhe roka... aur hum dinner karke bed par lete hue hai...
Iske pehle ki wo mujhe kiss kar paate... maine unke honto par ungli rakhi... pyaar se push kiya... aur unki aankho me seductively dekhte hue...
"Jaan, mujhe kuch share karna hai tumse..."
Pankaj - "Haan, bolo na baby..."
"Tumhe bura laga tha na jab maine Saif ko selfie bheji first day? Main toh bas unaware thi, lekin phir bhi... woh galat tha na?"
Pankaj - "Nahi baby, Main toh woh baat bhul bhi chuka hu... galti thi... Its okay..."
"(thoda shararat se) Lekin Pankaj, Saif ko woh selfie bahut pasand aayi thi. Uski compliments.... Ummmm... Agar usne aur photos maangi toh?"
Pankaj - "(muskurate hue) Tum try kar sakti ho..."
"(aur bhi zyada teasing tone mein) Lekin Pankaj, woh ek stranger hai aur unsafe hoga. Tumhi toh hamesha kehte ho online safe rehna chahiye..."
Pankaj - "(defensive) Haan, bilkul sahi kaha, lekin... Baby... Bhadakna mat par... Saif aur mera thoda history hai. Actually wo mere poorane office me manager tha mera boss tha ek hisaab se..."
Pankaj - "(thoda sharmate hue) Maine socha zaroori nahi hoga batana. Ab toh milte bhi nahi hai hum... bas kabhi kabar online baat cheet bas... uske life me wo busy aur main apni life mein... Lekin haan, hum dono ache dost hai... Maine he usey tumhare fantasy ke liye ese he online friendship ke liye poocha tha... aur bato bato main prank ke liye tumhe friend request bhejne kaha... par aage toh pata he hai tumhe kya hua..."
(Uske baad humne aur baat ki toh unhone same baat jo saif ne bataya... mujhe detail me fir se bataya...)
"(zyada tease karte hue) Acha, toh isliye tumhe koi problem nahi hai?"
Pankaj - "(thoda confident) Haan, I trust you baby..."
"(muskurate hue) Pankaj, tum bohot sweet ho. Par main sirf tumhari hoon, yeh mat bhoolna."
Pankaj - "(pyaar se) Main kabhi nahi bhoolunga. Tum meri ho aur hamesha meri rahogi."
(Thoda aur romantic aur intimate ho jaate hain hum dono... foreplay makeout karte hue awesome sex karke hum dono so chuke hai...)
Pankaj ke sone ke baad... mein bohot alag alag sa feel karne lagi... bed par... pillow ke sahare uth kar sochti hui... Saif aur Pankaj ke beech me uljhi hui thi... Pankaj ke saath ye moment mere liye bohot special thi. Pankaj ka pyaar aur uski sweet baatein, sab kuch mujhe aur bhi zyada attract karne lagi hai.... Shaadi ke baad itne baar pankaj ke liye pyaar badta hua paya hai... aur aaj bhi wahi hua... Lekin Saif ka bhi apna ek alag charm hai... Uske messages, compliments aur attention ne mujhe ek nayi excitement di thi...
Pankaj ne mujhe itni freedom di, itna trust dikhaya. Yeh sach mein bohot badi baat hai. Mujhe Saif ke saath online flirt karne ka maza aa raha hai, lekin mera pyaar Pankaj ke liye aur bhi gehra ho gaya hai.
Mere dil mein Saif ke liye ek nayi curiosity thi. Saif ka attention mujhe bohot achha lagta hai. Uski compliments aur woh thoda mystery feel mujhe attract kar raha hai... Lekin main Pankaj ko bhi utna hi pyar karti hoon. Shayad is online affair se mujhe thoda aur freedom mil raha hai, jo main kabhi imagine bhi nahi kar paati...
meine ne decide kiya ki main dono worlds ko balance karegi. Main Pankaj se apni feelings chhupane wali nahi hoon. Lekin Saif ke saath yeh online affair, yeh excitement mujhe khool ke jeena hai... bhale uske liye mujhe pankaj se kuch baaten chupana he kyun naa pade..."
Mein apne bed pe leti thi, nangi aur subah ke suraj ki garmi mein lipti hui jo mere bedroom ki khidki se andar aa rahi thi. Ravi ke badan ki khushboo ab bhi mere skin pe mehsoos ho rahi thi, ek sensual yaad jo humare kuch ghante pehle ke passionate encounter ka hissa thi. Maine apni aankhein band ki, toh ab bhi uska wazan mere upar mehsoos kar sakti thi, uske haath jo mere har ek inch ko explore kar rahe the, uske hoth jo mere gardan aur kandhe par kiss kar rahe the... Mhmmm....
Yeh experience behad intoxicating tha, mujhe itna zyada alive aur free mehsoos karaya jitna maine saalon se nahi kiya tha. Pehli baar apne pati ko cheat karna ek bold aur daring move tha, jo maine kabhi socha bhi nahi tha ki main kar paungi. Lekin ab, jab main apne bed pe leti thi, toh ek thrill aur satisfaction mehsoos ho raha tha apne kiye hue pe.
Ravi ka lund alag tha Pankaj ke lund se - thoda bada, thoda mota, aur color mein jyada dark... Maine kabhi itna desired, itna wanted feel nahi kiya tha. Aur ab jab maine iss experience ko feel kar liya tha, main jaanti thi ki main wapas pehle ki tarah nahi ho sakti hu...
Jab maine socha ki Pankaj shaam ko ghar wapas aayenge, toh guilty feel karne lag gai... Lekin woh guilt bhi us excitement ko daba nahi paayi jo mere andar ek nayi aag ki tarah jal rahi hai. Maine freedom ka taste chakh liya tha, aur mujhe aur chahiye tha. Apni sexuality ko aur explore karne ka soch, alag-alag bodies aur alag-alag sensations ko mehsoos karne ka soch, mujhe apne tan badan ke kone kone me thrill ki lehar pahucha raha hai ab toh...
Main jaanti thi ki mujhe careful rehna padega, ki mere pati ko shak nahi hone dena hai. Lekin pakde jaane ka risk us excitement ko aur badha raha tha... Pata nahi kya horaha hai.. par Ab main free feel kar rahi hu, apne desires ko explore karne aur un pleasures ka maza lene ki chah.... jo sirf sapno mein dekhe tha.... ab sach hota nazar aane laga...
Ek Taraf Apne passionate encounter ko Yaad karti hui, wahi dusre he pal me dimaag ke kone me guilt aur chinta badhne lagi hai... Pankaj shaam ko land karne wale the, aur mujhe unko face karna padega. Maine socha... kya woh samajh toh nahi jaayenge ki main kisi aur aadmi ke saath thi, kya unhe kuch shak hoga. sochte hue mera pet ghabrahat se bhar gaya, ki agar woh sex karna chahenge toh pata chal jaayega ki meri pussy alag mehsoos ho rahi hai...
Mujhe koi plan banana tha ki kuch din tak pankaj ke saath sexual encounters avoid kar sakun, taaki mujhe time mile heal hone ka aur mere bewafaai ke evidence ko disappear hone ka. Main kai scenarios apne dimaag mein run karne lagi, trying to find a way ki... kisi tarah pankaj ke saat sex avoid kar saku bina unhe shak hue...
Jab main shower le rahi thi, ab bhi thoda pain aur uneasy feeling apne stomach aur back mein mehsoos kar paa rahi thi.... Maine neeche dekha toh paani mein ek boond khoon dekha, mere periods aa chuke the... Pata he nahi chala ki mahine ka wo time aa chuka hai... hamesha track rakhti thi... par dhyaan se he nikal gaya ki dates aa jaayenge... Tab mujhe realize hua ki yeh perfect opportunity hai sexual encounters avoid karne ka apne pati ke saath. Main pain aur discomfort ka excuse istemaal karungi avoid karne ke liye....
Mujhe yeh unexpected turn of events se relief mila.... Main jaanti thi ki mujhe apne actions ke consequences se eventually deal karna padega, lekin abhi ke liye, main apni khushi aur sexual exploration ki freedom aur excitement ko enjoy kar leti huu. Main is waqt ko istemaal karungi yeh figure out karne ke liye ki... main sach mein kya chahti hoon, aur apne pati ke saath apne relationship ko kaise navigate karun unhe cheat karne ke baad... Lekin abhi ke liye, Ravi ke saat guzaare pal, uff... wo thrill, satisfaction aur pleasure mein bas khoi rehna chahti hu...
Kareeb 4 baje...
Ring...
"Hello Jaan..."
Pankaj - "Baby.. flight board kar chuka hu... Airport Aajaao... Yahi se dinner karke ghar jaayenge..."
"Umm... Jaan... Aane ka mann toh hai... par... mujhe theek nahi lag rha... Aajaao aap..."
Pankaj - "Kya hua baby... tabiyat toh theek hai?"
"Nahi... Pet dard kar raha hai..."
Pankaj - "Ohh... Thik hai... Main aata hu... Fish khaaogi na... Acha hota hai ye time me..... Le aaau?"
"Haa... Le aana..."
Pankaj hai he itne ache... unhe ishaara kaafi tha.... Mujhe toh idea bhi nahi tha ki chums ke waqt bloating ke karan pain jyada feel hota hai... hotwater pads toh theek hai... par sahi diet ka bhi apna ek role hota hai... pankaj ne jabse doctor se consult kiya tha chums ke pain ke baare me... tabse unhe pata hai ki fish khaana sahi hota hai iss time me... aur hamesha yaad raha hai unhe... Guilt ki lehar fir se dilo dimaag me machal uthi... par... mein bhi toh sirf unhe pyaar karti hoon... unhe ke saat saari zindagi bitaani hai.... chahe jo bhi ho.... pata nahi kyu emotional hui.... aansu ruk he nhi rahe... sofe par lete hue... bina koi gehri soch ke bas aansu tapakne lage the...
Main sabere se he leggings aur sports bra me thi... hamesha jab wo aate the toh humne decide kiya tha ki jab unke saamne aau toh completely ready hokar rahu... Ya toh saree ho ya salwar suit pehnkar makeup wagera karke unke welcome liye ready hona hota hai... Mujhe bhi acha lagta hai ye sab karna... Par... Aaj mera mann he nahi kiya... unka wait karti hui, emotions se distract hote hue... TV dekhte hue sofe par he padi rahi...
Pankaj ke aane ke baad... unhe clearly bata toh diya tha chums ka... par wo sad the... hote bhi kyu na... 5 din baad hum mil rahe the... aur esi news sunn ke koi bhi husband khush nahi hota... kisi tarah aaj ka din avoid kiya... humne khoob saari baaten ki... unke baare me... unke assignments aur trip ke baare me... cuddle karte hue pyaar bhari neend ke saat aaj ka din nikal gaya...
Ese he 5-6 din nikal gaye... 2 din toh pankaj ne mera bohot khayal rakha... teesre din se unko office resume karna tha... ab regular routine dono ka continue ho chuka hai... Aslam g se afternoon me baat hoti rehti hai... sewing machine use karne me expert ho chuki hoon... par abhi bhi bohot kuch seekhna baaki hai... Aaj tak nahi bataya Aslam g ko ki mujhe bhi lingerie silna hai...
Kuch Raat pehle pankaj kaafi wild the... kitne dino baad humne romantic sex bhari raat guzaari thi... Wo kaafi khush lag rahe the... par... kahi na kahi main unki dirty talks miss karne lagi huu... Hamesha unka beech beech me fantasies ko imagine karwana... Porn dikhana... Pussy ko besabri se lick karna... Mhmmm... Pehle darr lagta tha... par utna he thrill bhi tha... Jabse jhagda hua hai... Pankaj cautious rehne lage hai... Meri he galti thi... Itna time gussa nahi rehna tha mujhe... par kya he karti... Ab sab clear hone ke baad... Pata nahi kyu par main chahti hu ki wo mujhe fir se seduce kare... Gandi gandi baaten karen... Main ab kisi bhi cheez ke liye tayar thi... Kal raat toh pankaj ke sone ke baad bhi fingering karti rahi... hah!.... Unhe bina disturb kiye... unse darte hue... khud ko touch karte hue... aur bhi jyada wild feel kar rahi thi...
Yeh raat bhi waise hi thi jaise aksar hoti hai, andhere mein mere mann me wo raaz ubhar utha hain jo andar daba rakha hai... Dinner karke Pankaj aur main bed par saath saath lete hue hai..., bedside lamp ki halki roshni humare chehron par pad rahi thi. Mera dil tezi se dhadak raha tha, sirf unki nazdeekyon se nahi, balki us ek baat ki wajah se jo main kehne mein sharma rahi thi....
"Pankaj," maine dheere se kaha, meri ungliyan unke seene par random designs bana rahi thi...
Pankaj - "Hmmm..." Pankaj sone ki koshish karrahe the...
"woh jo... ummm... tumne online affair ke baare mein kaha tha... kya tumne seriously socha tha?"
Woh meri taraf mud gaya, unke honton par ek shaitani muskaan thi...
Pankaj - "Tum sahi me pooch rahi ho... ya... phir mazak kar rahi ho?"
"Main... main serious hoon," mere gaal sharam se lal ho gaye...
Pankaj - "Sach kahu toh... Seriously he kaha tha... Par... Ussdin ke baad... Himmat nahi hui dubara tumse poochne ki..."
"Mujhe laga nahi tha ki tum sach me try karna chahte ho..."
Pankaj - "Interesting toh hota... Tum maan jaati toh...."
"Ummm... Lekin.... Jaaan... thodi sharm aa rahi hai...."
Pankaj ki aankhen sharaarat se chamak uthi.
Pankaj - "Tumhe pata hai... maine ek account bhi bana liya tha, bas ese hi... I was about to delete it, par socha nahi ki tum try karogi..."
Maine eyebrow uthaya, curiosity badh gayi thi meri....
"Sach mein? Kahan hai? Dikhana zara..."
Woh apna phone bedside table se uthakar unlock karne laga, kuch apps mein navigate karte hue mujhe diya... Mera dil aur tez dhadakne laga jab maine dekha.... unhone real me account setup kar rakhi thi – meri pictures aur ek flirty bio ke saath....
"Mujhe laga tha tum bas mazak kar rahe ho"
maine kaha, screen se nazar hata he nahi pa rahi thi...
Pankaj hansne laga... aur...
Pankaj - "Socha tha, lekin delete karne he wala tha.... Tum interested ho toh tumhare phone me set kar du?"
Maine apne hont bite karte hue, idea thrilling aur nerve-wracking laga... unhe bina kuch kahe apna phone pakda diya...
"Thoda aur batao na, kaise karte hain yeh sab..."
Pankaj ne mujhe app ke baare mein guide kiya, kaise navigate karna hai, messages bhejne hain, aur thoda flirt karna bhi sikhaya.... Hamari conversation ke end tak, main choti bachi ki tarah excited feel kar rahi thi...
Humne ek passionate kiss share ki, unke honton ki garmi mujhe aur bhi sensual aur erotic lag rahe the.... Humdono ne apna apna phone kab baaju me sarka diya... aur ek dusre ki baahon me ek dusre ke badan ko chipka liya tha... pata he nahi chala...
Seconds me hum dono ne ek dusre ke kapde nikaal feke... Unhone bilkul deri nahi ki... aur jhat se apna lund mere andar daal diya....
Pankaj - "Wow baby.... Tum kitni wet ho..."
Yess... Wet toh thi he main...
"Yess Jaaan... I Love you... mmmpppp"
Unke honto ko choosti hui... Har stroke ko poori tarah feel karti hui... Aaaahhhh.... Pankaj mere upar... maine apni taangon ko aur faylaya...
Mujhe andar tak feel karna tha... Unke ass ko daboche apni orr kheechti hui... moan karti hui... Wo nikaalne he waale the... Par maine unka ass grab kiya... unka beej andar he jhad gaya... unka nikalte he... maine unke face pe chaaro orr kiss kiya... fingering karti hui... unke chaathi par love bite banate hue... main bhi jhad chuki hu....
Next Day...
Pankaj Nikal chuke hai... Shower leke bas Sofe par kaam khatam kar ke... Chai peete hue, socha app check karu.... raat me ek notifications pending par thi.... par uss waqt itna dhyaan nahi diya.... ab check kiya...
Dekha ek friend request from Saif Ali.... Uski profile picture mein ek tall, fair aadmi tha, apni 40s mein, dashing aur sophisticated lag raha tha. Uski bio mein likha tha ki woh ek distributor of goods hai, Delhi aur Mumbai mein offices ke saath...
"Saif Ali," maine apne aap se kaha, yeh sochkar ki yeh Pankaj hi hai ek naye naam ke saath jaisa humne discuss kiya tha... Bina jhijhak ke maine request accept ki aur flirting shuru kar di, excitement aur daring ke mix ke saath...
"Hi there, Saif," maine type kiya, ek wink emoji ke saath... Fir... "Aap kaise ho?" bhi bhej diya...
Usne turant reply kiya
Saif - "Hello, Simran... Main theek hoon, aur aap?"
Yeh sochkar ki yeh Pankaj hai, maine boundaries push karne ka socha...
"Main bhi theek hoon... Aap kya kar rahe the?"
Saif ne apne kaam ka ek brief summary diya, aur conversation naturally flow hone laga. Bold feel karte hue, maine washroom mein kuch pictures snap ki, apni t-shirt upar karke apne lacy bra dikhaye. Dil dhadakte hue, shaitaani smile ke saat.... maine pic bhej di, uske reaction ka intezar karte hue...
Main surprised thi unke reactions se, Saif ne genuine appreciation ke saath respond kiya tha lekin respectful tone maintain ki hui thi...
Saif - "Aap bahut khoobsurat ho, Simran."
Din excitement aur anticipation mein beet gaya. Shaam ko, jab Pankaj aur main sone ke liye ready ho rahe the, main apni curiosity control nahi kar paayi.... Main unki taraf mudhi, ek mischievous smile ke saath...
"Pankaj, batao na, kaisa laga mera flirt?"
maine tease kiya, unke hasi aur meri efforts ki tareef expect karte hue...
Woh mujhe confused expressions ke saat dekhne laga...
Pankaj - "Maine toh kuch nahi message kiya aaj. Time hi nahi mila."
Mere pair thande se padd gaya jab realize kiya...
"Kya? Tumne message nahi kiya?"
Maine jaldi se unko messages aur profile dikhayi apne phone pe... Pankaj zor se hansne lage.
Pankaj - "Arre, yeh toh koi aur hai! Tumne seriously socha tha main hoon?"
Embarrassment ke saath, maine bhi hasna shuru kiya... aur kya he karti...
"Mujhe laga tum ho. Lekin ab kya?"
Pankaj ab bhi haste hue...
Pankaj - "Koi baat nahi, Simran. Don't mind much... Agar maza aa raha hai toh continue karo... Yeh sab online hai, waise bhi koi real nahi hota. Enjoy karlo thodi der, aur jab bore ho jao, toh close kar dena. No harm."
Maine sir hilaaya, unke shabd mujhe comfort de rahe the... Shayad yeh ek tareeka tha apne fantasies explore karne ka bina real-world consequences ke... Aur isliye, ek nayi sense of freedom ke saath, maine game continue karne ka decide kiya... Maine bhi itna gehrai se uss time kuch nahi socha... bas ek dusre ki baahon me lipte cuddle karte hue hum so gaye...
Next Day...
Raat ko, jab Pankaj ne mujhe encourage kiya tha online chat continue karne ke liye, tab main relaxed feel kar rahi thi... Lekin ab, main apne phone ko dekhkar thoda nervous huu... Pankaj ne mujhe raat ko kaha tha, "Simran, it's not a big deal. Online hai sab, enjoy karo aur jab bore ho jao toh band kar dena."
Maine unki baat maan toh li thi, lekin ab jhijhag hai.... Maine socha, "Kya karun? Message karoon ya nahi?" Fir decide kiya ki rehne deti hu...
Main sofe par baithi hui thi... phone scroll karte hue... Pankaj toh already jaa chuke hai office... Main soch rahi thi ki phir se apni workout routine shuru karun aur mere paas ek perfect idea tha - Sandy ko bula leti hu... Fir se itne dino baad continue karungi... toh uski guidance help karegi... Kaafi din ho gaye the hum dono ko mile hue...
Maine Sandy ko ek quick text bheja...
"Hi Sandy... Aaj Workout Saat me karen?"
Uska response turant aa gaya...
Sandy - "Tere saat itna acha mauka kaise chodh sakta hu Simran... Abhi Aaaya...."
Ye Sandy bhi naa... Hamesha chehre pe smile laa he deta hai... bhale mein iske saat boudries cross nahi karna chahti par... Iski playful aur flirts achi bhi lagti hai...
Jab Sandy aaya, mujhe room ki energy badalti hui mehsoos hui... Uske confidence aur charm ko ignore karna mushkil hota hai... pata nahi kyun par... hamesha uske saat wo kiss yaad aa he jaati hai... Nahi Simran... Sirf Friendship bas... aur kuch nahi....
Sandy se thodi chit-chat ke baad... Usne mujhe warm-up exercises aur stretches se shuru karaya...
Sandy - "Toh, pehle hum warm-up se shuru karenge. Thoda stretching kar... Fir aage ka bataunga"
"Thik hai, Sandy..."
Workout ke dauraan, Main apne form aur technique pe focus karne ki koshish kar rahi thi, lekin main deny nahi kar sakti thi woh choti si thrill jo har baar mehsoos hoti thi jab bhi woh meri taraf dekhta aur ek playful smile deta hai...
Sandy - "Good. Ab, yeh arm circles kar... Bas aise," Sandy ne kaha, movements dikhate hue.
"Yeh wala toh easy tha. Ab kya?"
Sandy - "Ab leg stretches. Dono taraf se stretch karna hai,"
"Yeh acha feel hora hai. Meri legs kaafi stiff lag rahi thi kai dino se..."
Ek point pe, jab hum break le rahe the, Sandy ne teasingly aur mischievously pucha...
"Yaad hai woh kiss? Tu abhi bhi us moment ko yaad karti hai na?"
Mera dil ek pal ke liye ruk sa gaya, lekin cool bante hue... muuh banate hue...
"Oh please, Sandy. Tu hamesha teasing mode mein rehta hai... Mujhe kuch yaad nahi..."
Sandy ne smile kiya aur kaha...
Sandy - "Haan, lekin teri khoobsurat aankhen kuch aur hi keh rahi hain. Shayad tu secretly yaad karti hai..., par dare nahi kar paa rahi batane ki..."
Maine bhi tease karte hue kaha...
"Haan haan, jo chahe wo soch.... Main toh bas workout pe focus kar rahi hoon."
Jab session aage badha, Sandy continue karta raha tease aur flirt karna.... Main bhi play along karti rahi, nok jhok chalti rahi... workout ke saat.... Main jaanti thi ki main uske kisi suggestion pe kabhi act nahi karne waali, lekin phir bhi flirt aur tease karna bina kisi real intention ke fun tha...
Sandy - (demonstration dete hue) "Jab tu squat karti hai, peeche ki taraf aur push Kiya kar.... Jaise.."
"Oh, got it. Aise? Mera form sahi hai na?"
Sandy - "Perfect. Ab 10 squats aur kar"
"Yeh kaafi challenging hai. Lekin maza aa raha hai"
Sandy - (Encourage karte hue..)"Bas, thoda aur push kar... Tu ye kar sakti hai... Nice..."
"Thanks, Sandy. Teri encouragement se bahut help milti hai hamesha"
Sandy - "Tere form ko improve karne ke liye, regular karna..." Sandy ne bataya.
"Sahi kaha. Har din practice se better ho jaungi"
Sandy - "Ab kuch push-ups karte hain. Jaise maine dikhaya tha"
"Push-ups me, meri strength kam hai. Try karti hoon"
Sandy - "Kam se kam 5 minute. Yeh recovery ke liye important hai"
Thodi der karne ke baad....
"Aur... Kitni der tak karna hai?"
Sandy - "Great.... Hogaya... Next time bas mujhe call kar lena... Aa jaaunga"
"Sure, Sandy...." maine haafte hue kaha... Sofe par relaxed hote hue... towel liye paseene ko pochte hue...
Jab Sandy apni cheezen pack karke jaane ke liye tayaar ho raha tha, mein halki si sadness mehsoos karne lagi.... Main jaanti thi ki uski energy aur excitement miss karungi... lekin main thankful thi ki humari friendship strong ho rahi thi....
Aur iske saath, Sandy chala gaya, mujhe apni playful aur flirtatious conversation se mere mood ko khush karta hua... Main jaanti thi ki maine friendly rehne ka sahi decision liya hai, lekin main deny nahi kar sakti thi woh choti si spark of attraction jo ab bhi kahi naa kahi dabi hui hai.... Abhi ke liye, main khush thi apni friendship se, jaanti thi ki yeh strong aur genuine hai....
Sandy ki teasing aur arousal se main thodi distracted thi, aur workout ke baad shower le kar fresh feel kar rahi thi... Bed pe aakar, main nap lene ki soch rahi thi.... jab mere phone pe ek notification aayi.... Saif ka message tha... Maine phone uthaya aur dekha-
Saif- "Hi Simran, kaise ho?"
Main hesitant thi, lekin maine phir bhi reply kar diya...
"Hi"
Saif - "Aap busy ho kya?"
Main soch mein pad gayi... ki kaise kahu saif ko.... kya kahu... embarassed feel kar rahi thi... pata nahi kya soch raha hoga saif mere baare me... Shayad yeh acha mauka hai sach bolne ka... aur baat ko yahin khatam karne ka...
Simran - "Saif, Kal ke messages delete kar do... wo sab galti se hua... Pehle mujhe laga tum Pankaj ho, mere husband. Maine galti se kuch zyada hi flirty aur personal baatein share kar di... Sorry..."
Saif - "Arre, Simran, bilkul bhi nahi... Sorry Kyun?... Mujhe achha laga ki tumne apni baatein share ki.... Main toh sirf ek genuine dosti chah raha huu.... Tumhare saath baatein karke accha laga mujhe..."
Uski baatein sunke main thoda relaxed feel karne lagi...
"Tumhare baaten sunke accha laga, Saif. Main thoda nervous thi ki tum kya sochoge mere baare mein."
Saif - "Simran, tum bohot honest aur innocent ho. Mujhe tumhari yahi baat pasand aayi. Aur honestly, mujhe lagta hai tum ek acchi dost ban sakti ho. Aur, maine turant delete kar diya tha tumhara pic... par... I must say... You are beautiful. Flirt mat samajna... Ek dost ki taarif samajna bas..."
Meri sharmaahat kuch kam hui aur main thoda aur khul ke baat karne lagi... flirt nahi bolke flirt toh kar he raha hai ye insaan... well atleast sab clear hai...
"Thanks, Saif. Tum sach mein sweet ho. Waise, main aur Pankaj kaafi time se shaadi-shuda hain. Humari shaadi acchi chal rahi hai, lekin ese he thoda timepass karne ka try kar rahe the ek dusre ke saat, isliye maine ye sab try kiya."
Saif - "Yeh bilkul samajh sakta hoon. Har rishte mein ups and downs hote hain. Main bas yeh chahta hoon ki tum khush raho. Aur agar tumhe mere saath baatein karke accha lagta hai, toh hum dosti continue kar sakte hain... par nahi kar sakti toh bhi samaj sakta hu... Tumhare husband ko shayad theek nhi lagega ye sab... Toh I understand"
Uske shabd dil ko choo gaye aur mujhe acha feel karwa rahe the... uske concerns bhaa gaye mujhe...
"Tum bahut understanding ho, Saif. Main tumhare saath baat karke relaxed feel kar rahi hoon... Pankaj ko koi problem nahi hai... unhe trust hai mujpar... toh we can still be friends..."
Saif - "Yeh toh achi baat hai. Main chahta hoon humare beech ek real dosti ho, jismein hum ek dusre ke saath acha feel kar sake... iss roz marra ki zindagi me aap jaisi dost ki sakt jarurat hai... Thank you... Simran"
Main iddam se blush kar gai... aur andar se acha feel hone laga... Hamesha se ese he imagine kiya tha online chatting ka... Happy and fun...
Saif - "Tumhari honesty mujhe bohot pasand hai, Simran. Main tumhare saath yeh dosti enjoy karunga..."
"(smiling) Main bhi, Saif..."
Saif - "Jaane ka mann nhi hai par... offline hona padega... kaam hai..."
"Thik hai... Bye..."
Us conversation ke baad, main apne aap ko light aur happy feel kar rahi thi. Saif ke saath dosti genuine lagne lagi thi..., Yeh nayi shuruaat thi, aur main excited thi dekhne ke liye ki yeh dosti kahan tak jaati hai...
Evening me....
Pankaj kaafi thake hue the... dinner karke hum lete he hai...
Main, jo puri baat ko unfold hote dekh rahi thi, yakeen nahi kar paa rahi thi ki yeh sab sach mein ho raha hai. Mujhe ek taraf... bohot excitement aur dusri taraf... darr bhi lag raha tha is online affair ke baare mein. Pankaj se raat me discuss karne ke baad...
Pankaj, jo mujhe khush rakhne ke liye kuch bhi karne ko tayar the, mujhe samjhane laga ki yeh sirf ek timepass hai aur yeh sab sirf online hi rahega. Excitement aur ghabrahat ke milan ke saath, maine online affair ko aage badhane ke liye haan kar di... Aur pankaj karwat lekar so gaye...
Raat ke 11:30 baje the aur main apne phone par scrolling kar rahi thi... Ek nayi notification aayi...
Saif - "Hi Simran, Disturb toh nahi kiya?"
Maine socha, kya buraai hai baat karne mein. So, I replied.
"Hello Saif... Bas leti he thi... Phone me scrolling karte hue..."
Saif - "Aapka din kaisa tha?"
"Din theek tha. Aapka kaisa tha?"
Saif - "Mera din accha tha. Thoda busy tha kaam ke silsile mein. Wese... Aap kya karti hain?"
"Main ghar sambhalti hoon. Housewife hoon. Aap?"
Saif - "Main ek distributor hoon. Delhi aur Mumbai mein office hai. Kaam se kaafi jagah travel karta hoon. Kya aapko travel pasand hai?"
Mujhe woh kaafi friendly aur interesting lagne laga hai...
"Haan, mujhe travel karna accha lagta hai, lekin ab zyada travel nahi ho pata..."
Saif - "Yeh toh samajh sakta hoon. Lekin yaadein toh hogi travelling ki... Aapka favorite destination kaunsa hai?"
Maine socha yeh topic interesting ho sakta hai... toh continue karte hue...
"Mujhe Shimla bohot pasand aaya.. Mountains aur snow ka alag hi maza hai..."
Saif - "Shimla sach mein khoobsurat jagah hai. Main bhi kuch saal pehle gaya tha. Aapko wahan sabse zyada kya pasand aaya?"
"Mujhe wahan ki shanti aur natural beauty pasand aayi. Aapko travel ke alawa aur kya pasand hai?"
"Mujhe music sunna, books padhna, aur cooking ka shauk hai. Aapko?"
Main dheere dheere comfortable hoti gai Saif ke saat...
"Mujhe bhi cooking pasand hai. Waise, aapke kaam ke baare mein thoda aur batao."
Saif - "Main ek import-export business mein hoon. Alag-alag products ke liye distribution ka kaam karta hoon. Thoda hectic kaam hai... Par... Ghar ka khayal rakhna bhi kisi job se kam nahi..."
Uske baaton mein ek warmth aur respect thi jo mujhe accha laga.
"Yeh sach hai. Har kisi ka apna ek role hota hai. Aapki family ke baare mein kuch batao na."
Saif - "Main widower hoon. Mere wife kuch saal pehle guzar gayi. Koi bachche nahi hain. Aur Aapki family?"
"Main toh shaadi-shuda hoon tumhe pata he hai..., aur ek simple life jeeti hoon. Ek saal ke upar ho gaye shaadi ko. Par... Aap kaise cope karte hain apni life ke saath? Dukh hua aapke baare me jaankar..."
Saif - "Thanks Simran... Difficulty hoti hai kabhi kabhi, lekin main positive rehne ki koshish karta hoon. Aur aise interesting logon se baat karna achha lagta hai.... jaise ki aap."
Uski baatein simple aur genuine thi... Jo maine kabhi nahi socha tha ki... kisi stranger se hogi... wo bhi online bandaa...
"Yeh toh accha laga sunke. Aap bohot positive lagte hain."
Saif - "Thank you, Simran. Positivity zaroori hai zindagi mein. Aapke saath baat karke acha lag raha hai. Waise, aapke hobbies kya hain?"
Mujhe laga woh mujh mein sach mein interested tha aur desperate nahi lag raha tha...
"Mujhe Stitching ka shauk hai.... Free time mein yehi karti hoon. Aapke hobbies ke baare kuch batao.. Aapko kya pasand hai?"
Saif - "Nature ke saath time spend karna bohot relaxing hota hai. Main thodi shayari bhi likhta hoon. Aapko shayari pasand hai?"
Uski baatein itni engaging thi ki main dheere dheere apne dil ki baatein share karne lagi...
"Haan, mujhe shayari pasand hai. Kabhi kabhi main bhi likhti hoon. Aapki favorite shayari kaun si hai?"
Saif - "Mere favorite shayar Ghalib hain. Unki Shayari dil ko choo jaati hai. aur... Aapki?"
Maine realize kiya ki Saif ki baatein sach mein deep thi aur woh mujhe comfortable feel karwa raha tha.
"Haan, mujhe bhi Ghalib pasand hai. Unki shayari mein kuch alag hi baat hai."
Saif - "Bilkul. Shayari dil se connect karti hai. Wese... Aapke saath baat karke bohot accha lag raha hai, Simran. Aap bohot interesting hain."
Mujhe uski baatein sunke acha laga. Woh desperate nahi tha, lekin phir bhi apni charm se mujhe apne kareeb laa raha tha....
"Thanks, Saif. Tumhare saath baat karke mujhe bhi accha lag raha hai."
Us raat Saif ke saath baatein karke mujhe laga ki shayad yeh nayi shuruaat ho sakti hai. Mujhe kuch naye feelings aur excitement ka ehsaas hone laga... Khushiyon se bhari mood me achi neend aai... aur mein so gai pankaj ko lipat ke...
Next Day...
Aaj ka normal routine raha... Afternoon tak kaam karke nap bhi liya tha aaj... Aur raat me... mein aur pankaj dinner ke baad lete hue hai... Pankaj thake hue se the... Bina jyada baat kiye wo so gaye... Aaj Saif ka message nahi aaya... Wese usne bola toh tha... mostly busy rehta hai... Aaj maine he usey text bheja...
"Hey there, tumhara din kaisa tha?"
Saif - "Hey Simran, accha tha. Tumhara kaisa tha?"
"Theek tha, par... main hamari baatein hi sochti rehti hoon aajkal. Tum sabse alag ho..."
Saif - "Yeh acchi baat hai ya buri?"
"Definitely acchi baat hai. Tumhare saath main apne aap ko khulke express kar sakti hoon, jo main kisi aur ko jaldi kabhi nahi batati..."
Saif - "Yeh sunke accha laga. Main bhi aisa hi feel karta hoon. Tumhare saath baatein karte hue mujhe maza aata hai."
"Main bhi nahi rok paa rahi apne aap ko. Tumhare saath sab kuch share karne ka mann karta hai."
Saif - "(teasingly) Tumhare deepest desires aur fantasies bhi?"
Saif - "(encouragingly) Come on, Simran. Apne boundaries push karne se mat daro. Main judge nahi karunga."
"(smiling) Okay, fine. Main try karungi. Par tumhe bhi mere jitna bold hona padega."
Saif - "(laughing) Deal! Dekhte hain tumhare paas kya hai."
"(giggling) Mujhe bhi. Shayad Yeh sab kaafi interesting hoga."
Saif - "Interesting toh hoga he... I am positive"
Jaisa jaisa online chats aage badhta gaya, main khud ko Saif ke saath aur zyada jude hue paane lagi hoon.... Main uske text ka intezar karti, be sabri se uske agle message ka intezar karti rehti huu aajkal... Pankaj ko pata nahi aajkal kya hua hai... Saif se chat karti huu raat me toh mera phone pakad ke baaju me rakh dete hai aur pyaar karne lagte hai... Mujhe lag raha tha unhe ye sab pasand aa raha hoga... Isiliye mein bhi unke saamne he bold hokar chat karti hu... Par tease karte hue main unhe kuch batati nahi huu... naa he apne phone ka password share kiya hai... check karne ki toh wo koshish karte nahi par... wo shayad jeolous ho rahe hai...
Aur yaha Main online affair ke excitement mein itni khoi hui thi ki mujhe yeh sab bohot thrilling lagne laga hai.... Maine kabhi socha nahi tha ki cheezein itni aage badh jayengi, lekin main is baat ko jhutla nahi sakti thi ki main har pal ka maza le rahi thi. Mujhe pata tha ki yeh galat hai, lekin main apne aap ko rok nahi pa rahi hoon... Aajkal toh unke saamne chatting nahi karti... par unke sone ke baad message karti hu... ya bathroom me rehti hoon agar wo jaage rahe toh...
Din guzarte gaye... Hamari chats chalti gai... par mujhe bura lagne laga hai pankaj ke liye... unhone jataya toh nahi par... confused hu kya karu... Aaj din bhar bas pankaj ke baare me he sochke pareshaan thi... aur uss wajeh se maine aaj apne aapko distract rakhne ke liye ghar ka kona kona saaf kiya... bohot kaam kiya aur thak gai thi shaam tak... Pankaj ke aane se pehle dinner bhi ready kar liya... aur humne dinner jaldi se khatam kiya fir bistar par lete hue... baatcheet karne lage... mera toh mann tha unse baat karu saif ke baare me... ki agar unhe dikkat hai toh main band kar du chats... par aaj wo apni office ki daastaan sunane me lage the... excited se lag rahe the... shayad promotion ka kuch tha... unki baaten kuch suni aur kuch baatein miss kar gai... kya karti dimaag uljhano me duba hua hai...
Kareeb 12 baj chuke the... Pankaj neend me the... main unse lipti hui neend me jaane he waali thi... utne me notification sunke aankh poori tarah khool gai... main pankaj ki baahon me thi... unse dheere dheere alag hui... aur apna phone check karne lagi... Pankaj kharate maarte hue neend me the...
Saif - "Hi Simran, aaj din kaisa tha tumhara?"
"Hello Saif, theek tha. Tumhara kaisa tha?"
Saif - "Mere din kaafi busy tha. Lekin ab tumse baat karke accha lag raha hai..."
Saif - "Tumhare saath baatein karna mere liye bohot special feel hai. Tumhari honesty aur innocence mujhe bohot he jyada pasand hai."
Mujhe uski baatein sunke bohot accha lag raha tha. Maine socha, shayad humari dosti kuch aur bhi ban sakti hai... Par pankaj ka darr bhi hai... Socha saif ki feelings ko janna bhi jaruri hai...
"Saif, kya tumhe kabhi aisa laga hai ki online friendship ko real life mein le aana chahiye?"
Saif - "Haan, kabhi kabhi lagta hai. Lekin hum dono ke liye comfortable hona zaroori hai. Tumhara kya khayal hai?"
Main thodi nervous thi, lekin mujhe lagta tha ki Saif ke saath baat karna safe hai... Mein aur open hote hue...
"Main bhi yahi soch rahi thi.... Par... Real life mein friendship.... Thoda sochne waali baat hai... Aur dusri taraf... Shayad ye online friendship bhi kahi koi problem naa create kar jaaye..."
Saif - "Kya hua Simran, Tum aaj thodi pareshaan lag rahi ho..."
"Saif, Ek baat hai jo mujhe khatak rahi hai..."
Saif - "Simran, Tum bata sakti ho mujhe... Kya hua hai"
"Ummm... Mujhe kahin na kahi darr hai ki pankaj ko shayad hamare friendship se dikkat ho sakti hai..."
Saif - "Kuch hua kya?... pankaj ne kuch kaha?"
"Nahi... par mujhe unhe hurt nahi karna..."
Saif - "Tumhe pankaj ne apne past relationship ke baare me bataya hai?"
"Haa... aur maine bhi share kiya hai apna..."
Saif - "Interesting. Tumhe kabhi jealousy hui uski past se?"
"Nahi, actually. Jealousy ka pata nahi... Lekin ab main guilty feel kar rahi hoon ki maine tumhe apni selfie bhej di bina jaane ki tum kaun ho. Mujhe nahi pata ki Pankaj jealous honge ya nahi. Unhone kabhi share nahi kiya, lekin kabhi kabhi lagta hai ki humari friendship continue karna sahi nahi hai."
Saif - "Tumhe aisa kyun lagta hai? Kya tumhe lagta hai ki Pankaj ko sach me problem hogi?"
"Main nahi jaanti, Saif. Lekin mujhe yeh guilt aur unsurety khatam karni hai. Main humari friendship se khush hoon, lekin yeh guilt mere dil mein hai. Tumhare saath baat karke mujhe accha lagta hai, lekin mujhe yeh bhi lagta hai ki Pankaj ko hurt na ho."
Saif - "Agar mein kahu ki tum jaisa soch rahi ho.... uska ulta ho toh?"
"Matlab?"
Saif - "Ye ki... Pankaj ko shayad acha lag raha hoga tum aur main close hai toh"
"Sorry saif, par main samaj nahi paa rahi... esa kaise ho sakta hai..."
Actually mein samaj rahi thi saif kiss topic ki baat kar raha hai... Ayesha ke hisaab se toh sab common hai... aur shayad saif bhi wahi soch raha ho...
Saif - "Simran, Main tumhe ek baat batana chahta hoon."
Mujhe curiosity hone lagi.
"Kya baat, Saif?"
Saif - "Tumhe shayad nahi pata, lekin Pankaj aur mera ek history hai."
Main shock mein thi... ye toh bilkul unexpected tha...
"Kya? Kaise?"
Saif - "Main Pankaj ke purane office me uska boss tha. Tumhe ye sunke shayad shock lage, lekin us time kuch aisa hua jo tumhe pata hona chahiye."
Maine apne dil ko sambhala aur suna.
"Kya hua tha?"
Saif - "Pankaj ki ek girlfriend thi, Jaanvi. Tumhe pata hai uske baare me?"
"Haa, Short height saawli si... bataya tha pankaj ne"
Saif - "Pankaj aur Jaanvi mere ghar aate the. Jahnvi cute thi short height, big boobs amazing figure... Ek din, jab main ghar pe tha, hum sabne drink kiya. Dheere dheere, Pankaj ne Jaanvi ke saath mere saamne make out karna shuru kar diya. Jaanvi bhi mujse se attracted thi pankaj ne ye baat ek do baar share ki thi mujse. Us din, Jaanvi ne Pankaj ko allow kiya uske kapde utarne ke liye mere saamne. Main TV dekh raha tha. Jaanvi ki boobs already out thi. Pankaj ne mujhe invite kiya. Maine bhi usmein participate kiya, lekin Jaanvi mere long aur thick dick ko handle nahi kar paayi. Sirf blowjob diya. Threesome continued, lekin maine kuch nahi kiya. Jaanvi ne shayad baad mein breakup kar liya Pankaj se. par hamare beech koi problem nahi hui... Ab main aur Pankaj mil nahi paate par abhi bhi ache friends hain... mujhe laga pankaj ne tumhe bataya hoga mere baare me... par tumhari baaton se esa lag raha hai... ki tumhe sahi me... mere baare me nahi pata kuch bhi..."
Main shocked thi aur unsure thi ki kya karun... Pankaj par gussa toh nahi thi... par unhe ek baar bata dena chahiye tha... khud he khama kha guilt trip kar rahi hu...
"Saif, ye sunke main shock mein hoon. Main kya karun Ab?"
Saif - "Simran, please Pankaj ko abhi confront mat karo. Wo ek din zaroor batayega. Main nahi chahta tha ki tumhe ya Pankaj ko hurt ho. Agar tumhe uncomfortable feel ho raha hai, toh main account delete kar dunga. Agar ek week baad bhi tumne kuch nahi kaha, toh mujhe call karna. Yeh mera number hai..."
Uski baatein sincere aur caring thi...
"Main thoda time loongi sochne ke liye."
Saif - "Bilkul. Tumhe jitna time chahiye, lo. Main tumhara wait karunga. Tumhare liye koi bhi decision lena mushkil hoga, lekin main tumhe support karunga... Main tumhe hurt nahi karna chahta tha... par tumhe guilt me bhi nahi dekhna chahta tha... isiliye share kar diya... taaki tum guilty na feel karo..."
"Thank you, Saif. Tumne jo bhi kaha, uska matlab samajh rahi hoon. Main sochungi aur phir decide karungi..."
Saif - "Simran, main hamesha tumhare liye yahan hoon. Tumhe kisi bhi baat ki chinta nahi karni chahiye. Tumhare honesty aur innocence ko main appreciate karta hoon... Aur isiliye mujhe laga ki mera bhi tumhe sach batana jaruri hai..."
Maine phone rakh diya aur sochne lagi. Saif ne jo kaha tha, usne mujhe deeply impact kiya. Main unsure thi, lekin Saif ki kindness aur understanding ne mujhe uski taraf aur attract kiya. Main decide karne lagi ki agle kuch din mein kya karna chahiye... Saif ki baaton ne mujhe ek nayi soch me daal diya hai...
2-3 din tak na saif ne message kiya naahi maine usey... Aaj socha usse baat karu... par kya banda hai yaar... usne sach me account delete kar diya... Par Uska number maine save kar liya tha... Jaahnvi ki baat abhi bhi dimaag me ghum rahi thi... Pankaj real me kaafi wild hai... aur aajkal main pankaj ko alag nazar se dekhne lagi hu... unki saari poorani kinky baaten ab yaad aati hai toh had se jyada horny feel karti hu...
Aaj pankaj ko tease karungi... Afternoon me he soch liya tha... aur unka besabri se intezaar karne lagi... Unhe call karke dinner bahar se le aane kaha... aur mein achi si nighty pehn kar... bina bra ke sofe par unka intezaar karne lagi... Maine wahi nighty pehni jise pehn kar maine photo session kiya tha... Ravi ke saamne...
Unke aate he maine same pose kiya unke liye... Unki aankhe chamak uthi... unhone mujhe dekhte he bhooke sher ki tarah mujhe apni baahon me jakad liya... aur chumte hue... par maine unhe roka... aur hum dinner karke bed par lete hue hai...
Iske pehle ki wo mujhe kiss kar paate... maine unke honto par ungli rakhi... pyaar se push kiya... aur unki aankho me seductively dekhte hue...
"Jaan, mujhe kuch share karna hai tumse..."
Pankaj - "Haan, bolo na baby..."
"Tumhe bura laga tha na jab maine Saif ko selfie bheji first day? Main toh bas unaware thi, lekin phir bhi... woh galat tha na?"
Pankaj - "Nahi baby, Main toh woh baat bhul bhi chuka hu... galti thi... Its okay..."
"(thoda shararat se) Lekin Pankaj, Saif ko woh selfie bahut pasand aayi thi. Uski compliments.... Ummmm... Agar usne aur photos maangi toh?"
Pankaj - "(muskurate hue) Tum try kar sakti ho..."
"(aur bhi zyada teasing tone mein) Lekin Pankaj, woh ek stranger hai aur unsafe hoga. Tumhi toh hamesha kehte ho online safe rehna chahiye..."
Pankaj - "(defensive) Haan, bilkul sahi kaha, lekin... Baby... Bhadakna mat par... Saif aur mera thoda history hai. Actually wo mere poorane office me manager tha mera boss tha ek hisaab se..."
Pankaj - "(thoda sharmate hue) Maine socha zaroori nahi hoga batana. Ab toh milte bhi nahi hai hum... bas kabhi kabar online baat cheet bas... uske life me wo busy aur main apni life mein... Lekin haan, hum dono ache dost hai... Maine he usey tumhare fantasy ke liye ese he online friendship ke liye poocha tha... aur bato bato main prank ke liye tumhe friend request bhejne kaha... par aage toh pata he hai tumhe kya hua..."
(Uske baad humne aur baat ki toh unhone same baat jo saif ne bataya... mujhe detail me fir se bataya...)
"(zyada tease karte hue) Acha, toh isliye tumhe koi problem nahi hai?"
Pankaj - "(thoda confident) Haan, I trust you baby..."
"(muskurate hue) Pankaj, tum bohot sweet ho. Par main sirf tumhari hoon, yeh mat bhoolna."
Pankaj - "(pyaar se) Main kabhi nahi bhoolunga. Tum meri ho aur hamesha meri rahogi."
(Thoda aur romantic aur intimate ho jaate hain hum dono... foreplay makeout karte hue awesome sex karke hum dono so chuke hai...)
Pankaj ke sone ke baad... mein bohot alag alag sa feel karne lagi... bed par... pillow ke sahare uth kar sochti hui... Saif aur Pankaj ke beech me uljhi hui thi... Pankaj ke saath ye moment mere liye bohot special thi. Pankaj ka pyaar aur uski sweet baatein, sab kuch mujhe aur bhi zyada attract karne lagi hai.... Shaadi ke baad itne baar pankaj ke liye pyaar badta hua paya hai... aur aaj bhi wahi hua... Lekin Saif ka bhi apna ek alag charm hai... Uske messages, compliments aur attention ne mujhe ek nayi excitement di thi...
Pankaj ne mujhe itni freedom di, itna trust dikhaya. Yeh sach mein bohot badi baat hai. Mujhe Saif ke saath online flirt karne ka maza aa raha hai, lekin mera pyaar Pankaj ke liye aur bhi gehra ho gaya hai.
Mere dil mein Saif ke liye ek nayi curiosity thi. Saif ka attention mujhe bohot achha lagta hai. Uski compliments aur woh thoda mystery feel mujhe attract kar raha hai... Lekin main Pankaj ko bhi utna hi pyar karti hoon. Shayad is online affair se mujhe thoda aur freedom mil raha hai, jo main kabhi imagine bhi nahi kar paati...
meine ne decide kiya ki main dono worlds ko balance karegi. Main Pankaj se apni feelings chhupane wali nahi hoon. Lekin Saif ke saath yeh online affair, yeh excitement mujhe khool ke jeena hai... bhale uske liye mujhe pankaj se kuch baaten chupana he kyun naa pade..."
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