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CHAPTER 1: ANJAAM KA AGHAAZ
Ye un dino ki baat hay jab main boarding school se naya naya pass hua tha.
Jesay he bus Lahore shehr mein daakhil hui, mera zehn aaj se kayee saal peechay chala gaya.
Mera naam Shahnawaz hay, lekin log mujhay Shani kehtay hain.
Saalon pehlay, main isi shehr mein apnay maa baap aur baray bhai kay saath aik khush o khurram zindagi guzara karta tha. Meray dada ka karobaar tha. Un ki wafat kay baad meray abbu aur chacha ko ye karobar virsay mein mila. Meray chacha, Adeel Khan shuru se aik ayyash pasand aur takhreebi zehn kay admi thay. Wo apna hissa le kar alag ho gaye thay. Meray abbu, Ahsan Khan, ne karobar ko khoob taraqqi dee. Mera bhai Noman, mujh se koi ? saal bara tha. Wo baray bhai se ziada mera behtareen dost tha. Main aur wo goya yak jan 2 qalib thay. Hum har waqt aik saath rehtay. Paisay ki farwani thi isi liye bachpan bara acha guzra. Mehngay school se lekar mehngay khilono tak, Maa Baap ne har tarha se hamari parwarish ka khayal rakha tha.
Lekin phir sab kuch yakdam badal gaya.
Adeel Chacha ki pehli biwi, yani meri chachi ka humaray bachpan mein he intiqal ho gaya tha. Un ki beti yani meri cousin, Jana, meray bhai se aik aadh saal choti thi. Maa kay marnay kay baad wo dada kay paas rehti thi, kyunkay dada ko maloom tha kay Adeel Chacha ayyashion mein lagay rehtay thay lihaza wo bin maa ki bachi pe kia tawajja detay? Lekin dada ki wafat kay baad Adeel Chacha usay saath le gaye thay. Apna hissa lenay kay baad koi 2 saal tak humain unki koi khaas khabar na mili. Aik din pata chala kay unhon ne doosri shadi kar li hay. Mazeed ye pata chala kay unhon ne kisi kay sath mil kar jaali plots ki scheme shuru ki thi aur logon ka paisa lekar bhaag gaye thay. Magar bil akhir qanoon kay hathay charh gaye. Un pe muqadma chala aur bhari bharkam jurmana hua aur unki sari daulat jurmanay ki nazar hogayee. Ab wo qarzon mein doobay thay aur abbu se madad mang rahay thay. Meray abbu ne un pe rehm khaya aur unhain apnay business mein job de di. Wo hamaray ghar mein he neechi manzil pe rehnay lagay. Adeel Chacha ki doosri biwi yani humari nayee chachi, Huma, un se kafi choti theen lekin tabiyat ki bari tez aur chalaak theen. Humaray samnay he unka beta Farhan paida hua. Chacha aur Chachi humaray saath baray achay se rehtay aur hum bhi unhain family ka hissa he samajhtay thay. Lekin qudrat ne yahan aik ajab rang dikhaya…
Aik manhoos din, meray maa baap ko ghar wapas atay huay, beech sarak mein kisi ne fire kar kay maut kay ghaat utaar dia…
Main aur mera bhai yateem hogaye. Chacha aur Chachi, jo bazahir baray achay banay huay thay, unhon ne apna asli rang dikhana shuru kar dia.
Business aur abbu ki jaidad meray aur bhai kay naam thi. Adeel chacha ne kayee chakkar chalaye lekin Abbu kay wakeel ne is doran hamari bari madad ki. Un ki koshishon se Adalat ne karobar, aur hamari kafalat ki zimmedari wahid qareebi rishta honay ki waja se chacha aur chachi ko is shart pe dee kay 18 saal kay honay kay baad ye sab kuch humain lota diya jayega. Noman us waqt ? saal ka tha aur 2 saal baad wo qanooni tor se karobar chala sakta tha. Aik din Noman ne chup kar chacha chachi ki guftgu suni tou usay pata chala kay wo hum dono ko jald az jald thikanay lagana chahtay thay takay sari jaidad harap kar jayen. Main us waqt ? saal ka tha, Noman ne mujhay thora buht bataya lekin wo khud muhtaat rehna shuru ho gaya takay chacha kay khilaf saboot ikhata kar sakay. Magar chacha aur chachi kay shaitani zehn mein kuch aur he tha. Aik din chachi ne meray bhai pe ilzam lagaya kay us ne un ki izzat pe hamla kiya hay. Khoob wavela macha. Police legayee bhai ko. Chacha ne rishwatain khila khila kar bhai ko bacha jail bhijwa dia… aur aik din bhai ko jail mein qatal karwa diya…
Ye khabar mujh pe bijli ban kay giri thi aur is sadmay se main apna zehni tawazun kho betha. Mujhay har shakhs se darr lagnay laga, har aik se khauf. Jesay sab mujhay jaan se maar dengay. Mujhay is halat pe puhncha kay chacha ne bari chalaki se mujhay pagal khanay aur phir kisi tarha aik puranay boarding school bhijwa dia. Chacha ne ye sab kaam itni ayyari aur safai se kiye thay kay koi saboot bazahir na chora.
Mujhay yaad hay jab pehli dafa main boarding school puhncha tha.
Dil he dil mein is cheez ka thora sukoon tha kay pagal khanay se nijaat mili.
Shaam ka waqt tha. Paharion se ghira ye boarding school apni sakhti aur discipline ki waja se mashoor tha. British India, yani partition se pehlay kay daur mein is school ko Christian Missionary ne khola tha. Shaam kay dhaltay saaye is ki imarat ko haibat naak bana rahay thay. Aik tooti si sarak se hotay huay hum imarat kay gate tak puhchay. Jahan mera istaqbal, school ki principal, Sister Katherine ne kia. Katherine sakht daroni khatoon theen. 50 saal kay aas paas hongi. Dhalti skin, ubhray huay badnuma hont aur terhi si naak. Us kay ooper sab se khaufnaak cheez unki ankhain theen. Kisi maqnateesi taqat se bharpoor. Un mein dekhnay kay baad apko saans lena do bhar hojata.
Sister Katherine ne mujhay andar le ja kar yahan kay asoolon kay baray mein bataya. Phir aik aur sister, jiska naam Sarah tha, kay hawalay kar dia kay mujhay mera room dikha dey. Sister Sarah, us khofnak principal kay muqablay mein bari dilkash shakhsiyat ki malik thi. Us ki mojoodgi goya aik sakoon ka ahsaas dilate thi.US ne meray sar pe pyar se hath phera aur mujhay sonay ki talqeen ki. Subah hui tou mujhay school kay aur larkon se milwaya gaya. Kaafi bari imarat honay kay bawajood, hairat angez tor pe idhar students kaafi kam thay. Koi 40 hongay ziada se ziada. Sab se ajeeb baat ye thi kay yahan ka amla, khawateen pe mushtamil tha. Classess shuru hueen tou mujhay aik larkay kay sath desk share karnay ko bola gaya. Dubla patla, lekin hoshiyaar sa ye larka Yusuf tha. Meri jald he is se dosti hogai. Rasmi guftufu kay baad us ne aik ajeeb sawal poocha:
“Aisa kia kiya tha jo tumhain yahan bhej dia gaya hay?”
“Main ne kuch nahi kia. Mujhay tou bus meray zalim chacha ne apnay rastay se hatanay kay liye idhar bhijwa dia hay.”
Main ne ghussay aur hairat kay milay julay jazbaat kay saath jawab dia
“Oh. Samajh gaya. Aur tum bhi jald he samajh jaogey.” Us ne aik ajeeb see muskurahat kay saath kaha
“Kia matlab???? Yahan aisa kia hay jo mujhay samajh ajayega???”
Main ne halki awaz mein us se poocha.
Is se pehlay wo kuch kehta, bell baji aur class khatam hogai. Yusuf apni kitabain dubak kay kaheen ghayab hogaya… Isi tarha kuch din guzray. Ghuta ghuta sa mahol tha. Lekin pagal khanay se yaqeenan behtar tha. Subah nashta us kay baad warzish, phir Classes hoteen aur shaam ka khana hota jiskay baad hum sab ko kamron mein sonay bhej diya jata…
Aik din hum sab warzish kay liye ground puhnchay. Sister Sarah idhar apnay riwaiti nun walay dhelay dhalay libaas mein khari theen. Un kay saath chust kapron mein malboos kuch teachers khari theen. Yakayak, peechay se Sister Katherine ka darona wajood namoodaar hua. Us ne humain yakja hota dekh kar zor se awaz lagayee:
“Boys! Seedhay Kharay hon!”
Aur sab mustaadi se, qatarain bana kar seedhay kharay hogaye. Haath bandh kar.
Sister Katherine phir se cheekhi:
“Checking shuru ho rahi hay! Sab seedhay kharain rahain.
Koi na hilay jab tak main na boloon!”
Us ne ishara kia aur sath kahri teachers larkon ki qataron ki taraf barh gayeen. Wo tez nazron se har aik ka jaiza le rahi theen. Un mein se aik, Miss Naheed, jo humain maths parhati theen, ghoorti hui meray paas ayee. Us ki ankhon mein wohi maqnateesiyat thi jo manhoos shakal wali Sister Katherine ki ankhon mein thi. Lekin miss Naheed us se kaheen ziada qabool surat thi. Us ne mujhay ghoor ghoor kar dekhnay kay baad, apna haath barhaya aur meray seenay pe rakh dia. Main ne ghabra kar saath kharay Yusuf ki taraf dekha tou us ne mujhay relax rehnay ka ishara kia. Mera seena achi tarhan tatolnay kay baad us ne mujhay apnay saath anay ka ishara kia. Main us kay peechay peechay chalta raha. Meri tarha koi 2 aur larkay bhi thay jo 2 aur teachers kay sath aa rahay thay. Humain aik qadray andheray se hall mein la kar chor dia gaya aur darwazay band kar diyay gaye. Mujhay wesay he halaat ne zehni mareez bana dia tha aur ab ye sab mujhay mazeed pagal kar raha tha. Meray saath baqi 2 larkay bhi meri tarha ghabraye huay thay.
“Humain idhar kyun laya gaya hay?”
“Kia hoga ab?”
Wo dono apnay aap se aur aik doosray se sawalaat kiye ja rahay thay lekin main butt bana aik jaga jama hua tha. Aik dam se main darwaza khula aur sister Sarah daakhil hui. Sister Sarah ne hum teeno ko bari bari dekha aur un mein se aik larkay ko ishara kia aur usay lekar hall kay aik tareek se konay ki taraf chali gayee. Kuch minute baad wo larka bhagta hua main gate se bahar nikal gaya. Aisa he doosray larkay kay sath hua. Main akela reh gaya tou sister Sarah meri taraf ayeen aur mera haath pakar kar konay main agayeen. Sister Sarah ne mujhay deewar se lag kar kharay honay ka ishara kia aur phir meray chehray kay qareeb akar boli
“Shahnawaz, urf Shani. Kia haal hai tumhara, bachay?”
“Bb..bb..bilkul theek.” Meray mu se awaz nahi nikal rahi thi.
Wo jawab mein khilkhila kay hansi aur boli.
“Lagta tou nahi. Acha, ye batao tum kesa feel kar rahay ho?”
Uski ankhon mein wohi chamak ubhar ayee. Sister Sarah ki personality jesay aik dam change hogayee. Uskay chehray ki skin roshan si hogayee. Aik aisi purkashish roshni jo apkay dil ki dharkanain rok dey. Main is waqt bilkul blank ho chukka tha. Khauf ne mera saans lena mushkil kar dia tha aur mein kuch kehnay se pehlay he dharam se farash pe gir gaya. Sister Sarah hansti hui meray paas aye aur mujhay sahara de kar uthaya.
“Tum tou beemar lagtay ho. Aao chalo meray quarter mein ajao, wahan check up kar letay hain tumhara.”
Itna keh kar sister Sarah mujhay apnay saath lekar, tung see rahdarion se hoti hui aik kamray mein le ayee. Yahan aik side pe bed laga tha aur aik side pe aik desk. Jab kay neechay sirf kacha farsh tha. Sister Sarah ne mujhay bistar pe letnay ka bola. Main gehray saans leta bistar pe daraz hogaya. Pata nehi ye uski maqnateesi ankhon ka kamal tha ya phir main is qadar ghabraya hua tha kay bus jo kaha jar aha tha wohi kar raha tha.
Sister Sarah ne meray sar pe haath pherna shuru kia.
Aik ajeeb sa naram garam ahsaas meray wajood mein phel gaya. Aisa lagnay laga jesay sab kuch sahi hojayega. Meri ankhain khud bakhud band ho gayeen. Sister Sarah ka haath mera sar sehla raha tha kay aik dam se uska doosra haath mujhay apnay pait pe feel hua. Main thora sa machla magar us kay baad aik baar phir ankhain band hogayeen. Pait se hota hota uska haath meri raano pe chalna shuru ho gaya. Mujhay gudgudi horahi thi aur kuch ajeeb see sharam bhi arahi thi. Sister Sarah thori der tak aisay he meri raano pe hath pherti rahi. Main ab thora aur relax hogaya tha. Lekin mujhay ab bhi nahi maloom that kay ye sab kia ho raha hay aur kyun ho raha hay. Abhi main in hi sochon mein gum tha kay achanak unka haath meray lund se touch hua. Main letay letay taqreeban uchal sa para. Is se pehlay main kuch kehta, sister Sarah ka wo haath jo meray sar pe mojood tha, aik dam se meray mu pe agaya.
“Chup kar kay paray raho larkay...!”
Sister Sarah ne sakhti se mera mu band kartay huay kaha. Main dar kar seedha lait gaya aur ankhain band kar leen. Uska doosra hath meray lund kay itraaf ghumanay lagi. Main ne ankhain khol kar uski taraf dekha tou sister Sarah ko unhi maqnateesi ankhon se apni taraf ghoorta paya. Us ka haath mera mu mukammal tor se band kiyay huay tha aur meri “ghoon ghoon” ki awazain nikal rahi theen. Doosra haath wo meray lund kay aas paas pherti ja rahi thi. Achanak us ne aik jhatkay kay sath mera lund pakar lia! Us waqt main chota zaroor tha aur sex kay baray mein itni maloomaat na rakhta tha lekin sister Sarah kay aisay karnay se meri choti lulli mein na sirf sakhti see aye balkay mujhay andar he andar kuch maza bhee. Sister Sarah mujhay sappat chehray se dekhay ja rahi thi aur mera lund meri pant kay ooper se zor zor se daba rahi thi. Main ne shuru mein thori si muzahimat zaroor ki lekin mujhay aisa lag raha tha jesay mera jism meray ikhtiaar mein nahi hay. Haath paaon bejaan thay. Bekaar see koshish karnay kay baad main ne khud ko halaat kay hawalay kar dia. Sister Sarah kabhi lund ko zor se dabati, kabhi sehlati aur kabhi janjhorti. Main hairat aur suroor kay milay julay jazbaat mein dooba kuch kuch mazay le raha tha. Thori der mera lund tatolnay kay baad wo uth khari hui. Jesay he uskay haath meray jism se alag huay, wesay he meray awsaan bahal hogaye. Main foran bed pe uth kar beth gaya, Sister Sarah ne muskura kar mujhay dekha aur pyaar bharay lehjay main boli.
“Shabaash, tum ab bilkul sahi hogaye ho. Apnay room mein jao aur raat 9 bajay tak ka intizaar karo.”
“Lekin sister, meri classes..”
Main ne ghuti awaz se ahtijaj karna chaha tou us ne apni aik ungli meray honton pe rakh kay mujhay khamoosh kara dia.
“Jo kaha gaya hay utna karo. Tumharay liye aur bhi kaam hain idhar. Chalo ab jao, be a good boy.”
Sister Sarah ne qadray darasht lehjay mein kaha.
Main bistar se khara hua aur khamooshi se rahdarion se hota apnay room mein agaya. Rastay mein mujhay hall se guzartay huay aur larkon kay saath Yusuf nazar aya. Us ne aik maani khez muskurahat kay saath mujhay dekha aur phir dobara larkon kay sath baton mein lag gaya.
Kamray mein aya tou us waqt koi dopeher kay 2 bajj rahay hongay. Main ne dekha kay table pe aik tashtari kapray se dhaki hui rakhi thi. Main ne kapra hataya tou us kay andar kuch khana tha. Mujahy aik dam sadiyon ki bhook lag gayee aur main khanay pe toot para. Khoob datt kay khaya. Abhi main khaa kar hata hee tha kay mujhay ghunoodgi see anay lagi. Sar bhari hota gaya aur main aundhay mu bistar pe gir gaya…
Ankh khuli tou koi mera shana zor se hila raha tha.
Main harbara kar utha tou kamray ki halki peeli roshni main bistar kay sarhanay, mujhay Yusuf khara nazar aya.
“Uff mujhay lag raha tha kay tum shayad utho ge he nahi…”
Us ne halka se qehqaha laga kar kaha
Main ankhain malta hua bistar pe beth gaya aur us se poocha:
“Kia time ho raha hay? Aur tum kesay aye?”
Yusuf ne mashkharon wala mu banatay huay jawab dia
“Is darwazay se, aur kahan se. Wesay abhi raat kay 8 bajj rahay hain.”
Mujhay aik dam se sister Sarah ki baat yaad agai.
“Oh, 9 bajnay walay hain… mujhay tayyar hona chahiyay.”
Yusu ne meri taraf ajeeb nazron se dekha
“Tayyar? Is waqt..?” phir wo thora soch kay bola
“Jaldi se batao, tumhain wo auratain kahan lekar gayeen theen?”
Mujhay aisa laga jesay kisi ne mujhay janjhor dia ho. Meray dimagh main subah aur dopehr kay waqiyaat ghoomnay lagay. Main ne idhar udhar dekha aur Yusuf ko sara majra sunaya.
“Yusuf, yaar ye sab kia hay? Kia har boarding school mein aisa he hota hay?”
Main ne us se sawal kia
“Dost, agar tum haqeeqat janna chahtay ho tou intizar karo, shayad isi main behtari hay…”
Yusuf ruka aur meray saath bistar pe bethtay huay bola:
“Is boarding school mein tum buht see ajeeb cheezain hoti dekho gey. Main tumhain shayad samjha na paaon, lekin tumhain jald he khud samajh ajayega. Bus jo ho raha hay honay dena. Sawal na karna, jawab khud he mil jayengay. Hosla rakhna.”
Itna keh kar us ne deewar pe lagi ghari ki taraf dekha aur phir bola
“Acha main chalta hoon, 9 bajnay walay hain. Abhi tum hath mu dho kay tayyar hojao. Kal phir tafseel se baat kartay hain.”
Yusuf utha aur jaldi se darwazay se bahar nikal gaya.
Main ajeeb heran pareshan betha reh gaya. Kitna ajeeb larka tha ye. Mera hum umr he hoga lekin kesi baray boorhon wali batain kar raha tha. Paheeliyon jesi.
Sach poochain tou mujhay buht darr lagnay laga tha. Mushkil se khud ko yakja kia aur bathroom mein ja ghusa. Nahatay huay main Yusuf ki baton pe ghor karta raha. Jesay he lulli pe thanda pani gira tou mujhay sister Sarah ka lums yaad agaya. Main sakht honay laga aur mujhay maza sa aya. Nahanay kay baad main towel lapait kar bathroom se bahar nikla tou dekha kay sister Sarah meray bistar pe bethi thi. Main aik dam harbara gaya aur kuch peechay hua tou mera paaon kisi cheez main uljha aur mein farsh pe girtay girtay bacha, lekin is doran meray jism pe lipta toliya zaroor gir gaya.
Mera adh-khara lund sister Sarah kay samnay tha.
Halki roshni mein wo meray bistar pe bethi bari purisrar lag rahi thi. Us ka dheela dhala nun wala siyaah libaas aur us mein se ubharta uska chehra aaj bara mukhtalif dikh raha tha. Uski ankhom main wo maqna teesi chamak nahi thi. Aaj main ne ghor se pehli baar usko dekha tha. Wo kafi pur kashish aurat thi. 28/29 saal se ziada bari na hogi. Wo uthi aur meri ankhon main dekhti meray paas agayee. Main butt bana khara tha. Us nay meri ankhon se nazar hata kar meray lund ko dekha aur aik ajeb see smile dee. Mujhay aik dam se apnay nangay honay ka ahsas hua. Main ne qudrati tor pe foran apnay haathon se apnay lund ko cover karnay ki koshish ki.
Sister Sarah zor se hansi aur boli:
“I think hum late ho rahay hain Shani. Chalo. 9 bajj chukay hain.”
Itna keh kar wo palti aur darwazay kay paas ja kar khari ho gayee.
“O..OO…OK… sss.. siss..ter. Mum…mummm… main kapp…. Kapray…pppehn lloonn.??”
Jitni mushkil apko ye jumla parhnay mein ho rahi hogi, samjhain utni he mujhay ye jumla bolnay mein ho rahi thi.
Us ne mujhay dekha aur aik dum se uski ankhon mein wohi maqna teesiyat ubhar ayee. Wo ghussay se boli:
“Pagal larkay! Kapron ka time nahi. Ye towel wesay he lapaito aur chalo meray saath. 9 bajj chukay hain.”
Main kisi kath-putli ki tarha, na chahtay huay bhi uskay kehnay pe amal karnay laga. Toliya lapaita aur sister Sarah kay peechay ho lia. Tung rahdarion ki dheemi roshni mein uska khula dhula chogha numa dress rahdarion kay farsh ko choo raha tha aur aisa lag raha tha kay jesay wo chal nahi, hawa mein terr rahi ho. Kuch minute ghoomnay kay baad hum usi hall numa room mein achukay thay. Lekin is waqt yahan kuch alag mahol tha. Andar deewaron se halki halki roshni phooth rahi thi. Aur is roshni mein kay kamray kay beech mein wohi mukrooh chehray wali sister Katherine khari thi. Us kay haath mein aik jalti mashal thi. Us kay sath wohi dopeher walay 2 larkay apnay pajamaon mein, sehmay huay kharay thay. Jab kay school ki deegar sisters aur teachers usi tarhan kay libaas mein malboos in kay gird daira banaye khari theen.
Sister Sarah ne mera haath pakra aur ghaseetti hui mujhay sister Katrherine kay paas le ayee. Katherine hamesha ki tarhan holnaak lag rahi thi.
“Jo tum se poochain gey. Tum jawab do gey. Bolo manzoor hay?”
Uski khofnak awaz meray kano tak puhnchi
Main ne bolna chaha lekin khauf se bol na paya. Main ne haan mein sar hilaya.
Sister Katherine ne 2 baar aur mujh se yahi sawal poocha aur phir apnay hath mein pakri mashal, sister Sarah ko detay huay mujh se boli.
“Tera chacha Adeel. Tera sab se bara dushman hay. Kia ye sahi hay?”
Main thora sa heran hua kay usko ye kaisay pata, lekin phir mujhay aik dam se Adeel Chacha pe ghussa anay laga aur main ne zor se asbaat mein sar hilaya.
“Teray maa baap ki maut ka sab se bara faida kis ko hua? Kia tu janta hay?”
Ajeeb sawal tha. Main ne kabhi aisa nahi socha tha. Aur kaisay sochta? Aik tou main chota tha, doosra itni si umr mein zehni mareez bana dia gaya tha. Mujhay is ka jawab samajh nahi araha tha.
“Kia tu janta hay?”
Sister Katherine ki holnaak awaz phir goonji.
Main ne nafi mein sar hila dia.
Sister Katherine ne sister Sarah ko dekha aur phir dobara mujh se boli
“Agar tujhay moqa milay tou kia tu apnay chacha se badla lega?”
Main aksar aisa socha karta kay kaisay Adeel chacha ko saza doon. Lekin mujhay lagta tha kay main be bas hoon aur aisa meray ikhtiar mein nahi. Magar sister Katherine kay is sawal pe jesay meray andar aik angara sa bharka tha. Main ne junooni andaz mein sir hilatay huay ‘haan’ mein jawab dia.
Sister Katherine kay makrooh chehray pe us se bhi kaheen ziada makrooh smile phel gayee.
“Der ayed, durust ayed.”
Us kay mu se nikla aur phir us ne mujhay kandhay se pakar kar sister Sarah kay hawalay kar dia aur khud un dono larkon ki janib barhi. Un dono ki ankhain aik dam se phel gayeen jesay unhon ne koi khofnaak cheez dekh lee ho. Achanak do hath meray peechay se aye aur kisi ne meri ankhon pe aik patti bandh di. Ye yaqeenan sister Sarah thi. Isi doran ghurranay ki awazain aayeen. Aisa laga kay jesay koi jangli janwar yahan agaya ho. Sath he un dono larkon ki dil-kharash cheekhain buland hueen. Abhi main ghor kar hee raha tha kay mujhay sister Sarah ki grift apnay baazoo pe feel hui aur mujhay aisa laga jesay main hawa mein urr raha hoon. Un larkon ki holnaak cheekhain duur hoti gayeen aur phir aik dam se aisa laga jesay main neechay gir raha hoon. Isi doran meri ankhon ki patti khul gayee aur main ne khud ko sister Sarah kay room mein paya. Wo meray sath he khari thi aur mera baazu abhi bhi uski grift mein tha.
“Kia hua sister? Sab kahan gaye? Wo dono larkay? Wo..wo…”
Latadad sawalat meray mu se ubalnay lagay.
“Relax.” Wo mera baazu chortay boli.
“Sab bata diya jayega. Lekin abhi tum paseenay mein bheeg rahay ho. Naha lo jakar.”
Itna keh kar us ne apnay washroom ki taraf ishara kia aur khud wo almari ki janib murr gayee.
Main waqai paseenay paseenay ho raha tha. Dimagh mein un larkon ki cheekhain aur phir wo urnay ka ahsaas ghoom raha tha. Yusuf ki batain bhi beech mein yaad anay lageen. Ye main kahan phans gaya tha? In he sochon mein ghaltan naha kar bahar nikla tou sister Sarah kursi pe bethi thi. Uska chogha sar aur kandhon se khula hua tha jahan se uskay shaano ki jild halki roshni mein chamak rahi thi.
“Idhar aa kar kharay ho.”
Us ne isharay se mujhay bistar kay paas khara honay ka kaha
Main beth gaya tou us ne kaha.
“Poocho, kia poochna chahtay ho?”
Mujhay samajh na aya kahan se shuru karoon.
Main soch he raha tha kay wo aik dam se kursi se uthi aur us ne aik jhatkay se apna chogha apnay jism se alag kardia. Sister Sarah ne andar kuch nahi pehna tha! Wo alif nangi halat mein meray samnay khari thi. Main ne aaj tak kisi aurat ko aisi madarzaad nangi halat mein na dekha tha.
Main ne haath apni ankhon pe rakhnay chahay tou us ne kaha
“Sharam ko apni rooh se noch kar phenk do. Jis ne ki sharam uskay phootay karam… kia samjhay?” Itna keh kar wo khilkhila kay hansi.
Wo is waqt kaheen se sister Sarah nahi lag rahi thi. Uskay baal jooray se nikal kar shano tak phel chukay thay. Uska chehra aur badan chamak raha tha. Aik sunehri roshni si uskay jism se phoot rahi thi jo usay nihayat purisraar aur purkashish bana rahi thi. Wo aur qareeb agayee. Uskay nangay mummay meri ankhon kay samnay thay. Gol aur tanay huay jesay chatanain hon. Un pe halkay brown se nipples mujhay hypnotize kar rahay thay. Us se neechay meri nazar dauranay ki himmat nahi hui.
“Aao, pehlay main tumhain seraab kardoon. Tumharay andar ka khauf aur jhijak, mita doon…”
Wo itna keh kar bistar pe baith gayee aur meray towel ko dekhtay huay boli.
“Isay utaro.”
Main wesay he apnay hawaas mein nahi tha. Main ne dartay dartay towel kamar se khol dia. Us kay girtay he mera 11 sala lund phuddak kay samnay agaya. Sister Sarah ne haath barhaya aur meray lund ki topi apni hath ki 2 ungliyon se masalnay lagi. Kuch gudgudi si hui lekin phir suroor ki aik dilfareb leher meray wajood mein daur gayee. Pehli baar aik aurat ka haath barah e rast apnay nangay lund pe feel kar raha tha. Us ne aik dam se mera lund zor se dabaya aur meri aah nikal gayee. Us ne aik beniyaaz se muskurahat kay sath kaha
“Abhi tum baaligh nahi huay, lekin fikar na karo. Jald hojao gey…”
Itna keh kar us nay mujhay bistar pe kheencha aur apnay pehlu mein lita liya. Meri ankhain khuli theen lekin zehn maaoof tha. Main koi choon charan kiye baghair uski goud mein ja leta. Sister Sarah ne aik haath meray baalon mein pherna shuru kiya aur doosray haath se apna aik mumma meray mu kay nazdeek kar diya aur usay dabanay lagi. Jesay he uska mumma meray jism se touch hua tou mujhay aik current sa laga. Main uskay nangay mummay pe mu maartay huay uska nipple talash karnay laga. Wo hansi aur phir us ne apna mumma apnay hath se dabatay huay uska pink-brown nipple meray honton se laga diya.
Jesay he uska nipple meray mu mein aya, meray andar aik pyaas bedar hogai. Aisi pyaas jo sirf uskay mummay bujha saktay thay. Main ne jhat kar kay uska nipple apnay danton kay beech lekar usay choosna shuru kar diya. Aik shehd jesa rus, meray mu mein ghulna start hogaya. Aisa zaiqa main ne kabhi na chakkha tha. Main kisi bhookay bachay ki tarah sister Sarah ka mumma choosay jar aha tha jesay aaj iska ye bemisaal rus khatam kar dunga. Us ne muskurati nigahon se mujhay dekhtay huay apna nipple apni ungliyon kay beech liya aur daba daba kar usay meray mu mein khali karnay lagi.
“Pi jao... Khud ko seraab kar lo. Azaad kar lo khud ko, Shani. Pi jao!”
Usnay apna doosra haath meray baalon mein phertay huay kaha.
Waqt thamm chukka tha, ya phir mujhay waqt ka ahsaas na raha tha. Is waqt, meray mu mein uskay mummay kay ilawa sab kuch be-maani lar raha tha. Sister Sarah, zor zor se saansain liye ja rahi thi. Uski ankhain chamak rahi theen aur wo reh reh kar apnay mummay meray mu mein ghusaye ja rahi thi. Thori der tak wo aisay he puray josh kay saath apnay haath se mujhay apna mumma pilati rahi. Phir us ne apna hath apnay nipple se hataya aur meray seenay pe phernay lagi. Main badastoor uska mumma apnay mu mein bharay jar aha tha. Uska hath meray nangay jism pe matar gashti kartay huay meray lund ki janib chala gaya. Us ne mera adha murjhaya lund dabana aur masalna shuru kar diya. Mujhay aisa maza pehlay kabhi na mila tha. Main uskay mummon ka rus pee raha tha aur wo meray lund se khel rahi thi. Aur phir achanak uska hath tezi se meray lund pe chalnay laga. Mera chota sa lund aik dam se khara honay laga. Mazay ki lehrain meray jism mein uthnay lageen aur mera wajood is mazay se thartharanay laga. Mujhay aisa laga jesay uskay jism se phootnay wali sunehri roshni, uskay mummon kay rus kay zariay meray mu se hoti, meray jism mein utar rahi ho. Main mazay kay urooj per pihnch chukka tha. Sister Sarah ki halki see ahain goonjnay lageen. Meri ankhain band hoti gayen aur phir jesay sab kuch pur sakoon ho gaya…
Jab ankh khuli tou dekhay kay sister Sarah ka mumma ab bhi meray mu mein tha lekin wo rus nahi nikal raha tha. Us ne baray dhiyaan se mujhay khud se alehda kiya aur kursi pe para apna nun wala chogha utha kar dobara pehn lia. Main bistar pe uth kar baith gaya. Main abhi bhi nanga tha lekin pata nahi kyun mujhay is waqt koi sharam mehsoos nahi horahi thi. Mujhay aik ajeeb see energy apnay jism mein feel kar raha tha. Goya mein aik dam se kayee saal bara ho gaya hoon. Mera zehn se koi bohot bara bojh sa hatt gaya tha. Mujhay koi nafsiati gabrahat nahi horahi thi. Main ne apnay hathon se apna jism tatola aur phir neechay para towel utha kar lapait lia.
Sister Sarah ne itni der mein mez par pari aik choti see kaitli se 2 chotay se kuzon mein koi garam mashroob undela aur aik kuza meri janib barha dia. Wo kursi pe brth gayee aur mein bistar pe. Is waqt wo dobara aam see sister Sarah he lag rahi theen.
“Bolo. Kesa mehsoos kar rahay ho?” Wo aik halki see chuski letay boli
“Mujhay nahi maloom. Magar lagta hay jesay kuch badal gaya ho…” Main ne jawab dia, aur phir uski taraf dobara dekhtay huay bola
“Sister aap ne ye sab kia kiya hay meray sath?”
Sister Sarah badastoor muskuratay huay boli
“Sab pata chal jayega tumhain. Abhi tum wapas apnay room mein jao, raat buht ho rahi hay. Kal tumhara dost tumhain tafseel se bata dega.”
Main uskay kamray se hota dobara wapis apnay room mein agaya. Mujh mein aik alag see energy agai thi. Lag raha tha kay jesay main sari zindagi so raha tha aur achanak abhi abhi bedar hua hoon. Mujhay sister Sarah kay mummon ka zaiqa apnay mu mein mehsoos hua aur main apnay honton pe zaban pherna shuru hogaya…
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Agli subah main jaldi utha, fresh hokar bahar gaya aur nashta kia. Sister Sarah mujhay kaheen nazar na ayeen. Aur na hi wo 2 larkay. Nashta kia he tha kay mujhay aik teacher ne awaz de kar apnay paas bulaya. Ye miss Naheed theen jo mujhay yahan maths parhati theen.
“Shahnawaz, aap meray office mein ja kar betho aap se kuch batain karni hain main ne.” Miss Naheed ne apni ainak adjust kartay huay kaha.
Ye idhar ka mamool tha. Teachers students ko one-on-one, private mein unki taleemi kar kardagi kay baray mein batatay thay. Main staff rooms ki taraf chala gaya aur miss Naheed ka office dhoondhnay laga. Aik office pe unki takhti lagi dekhi tou andar chala gaya. Main office mein dakhil hua tou dekha kay main idhar tanha na tha. Samnay desk kay paas aik larki bethi thi. Meri hum umr he hogi. Shayad 11/12 sal ki. Mujhay hairat hui kyunkay yahan tou sirf larkay parhtay thay. Wo meri ahat paa kar meri taraf mutawajja hui. Uskay bholay bhalay say chehray pe aik masoomana hansi phel gayee aur us ne uth kar mujhay haath hilaya. Uskay uth-tay he muhhay uskay uniform pe kisi aur school ka naam likha nazar aya.
“Hello. Main Nimra hoon. Miss Naheed ki beti.”
Us ne masoomiyat se mujhay batatay huay hath milaya.
“Hello, main Shani…” Main ne jawab diya he tha kay darwaza khula aur Miss Naheed andar dakhil huin.
“Aray Shani tum Nimra se mil liye. Very good. Nimra bhi 7th class mein parhti hay tumhari tarhan.”
Miss Naheed ne apna purse table pe rakhtay huay kaha.
Phir Nimra ne mujh se apnay school kee do chaar batain keen aur kuch mujh se poocheen. Bari masoomiyat thi uski baton mein. Yahan kay purisrar aur ghutay huay mahol mein wo mujhay aik khushgawar hawa ka jhonka lag rahi thi.
“Acha Nimra aap jakar sister Katherine kay paas wait karo. Main Shani se kuch discuss kar kay aati hoon. OK?”
Miss Naheed aik dam beech mein boleen.
Nimra ne unki janib dekh kar aik smile see dee.
“OK Mama.” Nimra apna bag uthatay huay boli.
“Shani, I hope aap se baad mein mulaqat hogi.” Us ne mujh se haath milaya aur wo darwazay ki janib murr gayee. Aur main peechay se uski pyari see kamar ko lachakta dekhnay laga. Meray zehn mein aisay khayalaat aaj tak na aaye thay. Lekin kuch dino se main note kar raha tha kay meri soch mein tabdeeliyan ronuma ho raheen theen. Main Nirma ko peechay se dekh he raha tha kay Miss Naheed ki awaz meray kaano se tajrayee.
“Shani, tum ne yahan ziada time tou nahi guzara, lekin I think tum aik achay student ho. Aur Sister Katherine ne tumharay liye school kay baqi larkon se alag aik syllabus ka intizam kia hay. Jo sirf yahan parhnay walay khaas aur zaheen tareen bachon kay liye hota hay…. tum samajh rahay ho?”
Miss Naheed apni ainak adjust kee.
“Jee, lekin kia main baqi larkon kay sath he classes loon ga?” Mujhay kuch kuch samajh araha tha
“Dekho, filhaal tumko aglay kuch din apnay kamray mein guzarnay hongay. Tumhari private tutoring hogi.” Miss Naheed kay labon pe aik muskaan see thi.
“Theek hay. Kab tak chalay gee ye private classes?” Main ne gehra sa saans lia
Miss Naheed ki muskaan phelti gayee aur phir unhon ne mujhay kuch kitabain pakrayeen aur kuch hidayaat deen jin ka ziada tar maqsad mujhay kamray mein qaid rehnay se mutaliq he tha.
Us kay baad main seedha apnay kamray mein agaya aur darwaza lock kar kay kitabon mein ghuss gaya. Pata nahi kab shaam hogayee aur meray darwazay pe knock hui. Khola tou Yusuf tha. Andar akar us ne mujh se idhar udhar kee rasmi baton kay baad poocha.
“Mujhay tumhain kuch batain batanay kay liye bheja gaya hay. I think tumhain ye baat maloom ho he gayee hogi.”
Us kay kehnay pe mujhay sister Sarah kay alfaaz yaad agaye
“Kal tumhara dost tumhain tafseel se bata dega.”
Main baray inhimaak se bistar pe beth gaya aur usay bolnay ka ishara kiya.
Yusuf ne kuch second khalaon mein ghoora aur phir kehna shuru hua
“Shani, tum jaan he chukay ho kay ye school baqi boarding schools jesa nahi hay. Yahan kuch ajeeb hay. Kuch alag. Aur wo is liye kyunkay ye school aam insaan nahi chala rahay. Balkay shayad insan he nahi chala rahay…”
Itna keh kar us ne meri janib dekha
Main itna tou samajh chukka tha kay pichlay kuch dino mein mera paala kuch mafooq ul fitrat cheezon se he para tha. Sister Sarah uski jeeti jagt misaal thi. Lekin apnay ilawa kisi aur kay mu se aisa sun kar bahar haal thori see badan mein jhurjuri zarur ayee.
“Kia matlab???” Main ne Yusuf se poocha
“Matlab ye,” Yusuf ne phir khilaon ko ghoora, “Kay yeh boarding school, aur iska amla… aik sadiyon purani hasti kay zer e asar hay. Sab kuch us kay liye hota hay. us kay kehnay se hota hay… aur jo baaqi sab ajeeb aur heran kun jo tum ne yahan dekha, uski haqeeqat bhi isi hasti, isi rooh se juri hay…”
“Rooh? Ye kia keh rahay ho?” Meray rongtay kharay hogaye. Lekin sath sath aik ajeeb sa sakoon ka ehsas bhi tha. Jesay mujhay sab pata ho.
“Akasha, naam hay uska. Wo kon hay aur kia hay, main nahi janta. Lekin itna zarur janta hoon kay wo aik haqeeqat hay. Us kay paas… uskay paas kuch ajab taqatain hain. Anhoni, jadooi quwwatain hain … jo wo un se share karti hay, jo uski madad kartay hain.”
Yusuf ne phir mujhay dekha. Main chup betha uski sunay jaraha tha
“Wo insano kay roop mein humain dikhayee deti hay. Wo, aur kuch aur ghair insani hastiyan...”
Meri saans khauf se ruk rahi thi. Aur Yusuf meri khaufzada shakal dekhtay huay thora ruk kar dobara bola
“Akasha ka aik aisa he roop, is school mein rehta hay. Main aur tum usay Sister Sarah kay naam se jantay hain.”
Mera rung fuq hogaya.
“KKiaaa?” Meri awaz bamushkil nikli.
“Haan Shani. Sister Sarah he Akasha kay...
Yusuf ka lehja. seherzada sa hogaya
“Sadiyon se duniya bhar kay log Akasha se juray rahay hain. Wo apnay chahnay walon ko aik anokhay tuhfay se nawazti hay. Apni roshni se. Ye roshni aam insaano mein ghair maamuli salahiyatain ujagar karti hay: Dimaghi salahiyatain, yani logon ki soch pe control karna, un kay khayalon pe haavi hona... Aur Jismani salahiyatain, yani 1000 insano kay barabar taqatwar hona… aur shayad sab se barh kar ye, kay aik aisi zahiri khoobsurti jo kabhi fana na ho! Aik na khatam honay wali jawani…”
Aik lamhay ko Yusuf ne honton pe zubaan pheri aur phir dobara bolna shuru hua
“Lekin is kay badlay mein Akasha ko kuch darkaar hota hay – Taqat, jinsi taqat. Akasha ki tamaam ghiar mamuli quwwatain isi taqat se munsalik hain. Wo khaas kar larkon kay zariyay ye taqat hasil karti hay.”
Main ye sab kaanptay huay sunn raha tha aur is ko samajhnay ki nakam see koshish kar raha tha. Buht naqabil e yaqeen see batain theen.
Lekin… saath saath meray dimagh kay kisi hissay mein, aik ghair murai sa tajassus bedaar ho chuka tha. Mujhay aisa lag raha tha kay jesay main in sab baton se aashna sa hoon.
“In sab cheezon main tumhara kia role hay?... yahi soch rahay ho na?”
Yusuf mujhay sochon mein ghaltan dekh kar poocha.
“Akasha kay madadgar kuch khaas qism kay larkon ki talash mein rehtay hain. Aur phir wo inko Akasha tak puhncha detay hain. Wo un se apni roshni share karti hay. Roshni se jurr janay kay baad, un larkon mein Akasha ki quwwat ka kuch hissa ajata hay. In larkon ko phir duniya mein wapas bhej dia jata hay… takay wo Akasha ki dee gayee salahiyaton kay zariye, apni jinsi quwwaton ka khoob istimaal karain. Wo jitney logon se, jitnay ziada jismani taaluq rakhain gey, un kay andar utni jinsi taqat jama hoti jayegi…”
“Aur Akasha ko un larkon se wo taqat, us ki dee gayee Roshni kay zariye muntaqil hoti rehti hay. Is tarha Akasha ki jaadooi quwwatain aur barh jaati hain… aur phir wo in quwwaton ka kuch hissa apnay madadgaron mein baant deti hay…. Ye silsila aisay he chalta rehta hay…”
Yusuf ne mujhay ghor se dekha aur samjhanay walay andaz mein bola
“Samjho tou ye larkay, Akasha kay liye ‘battery’ hotay hain jinhain wo jinsi taqat se ‘charge’ karti hay aur jab battery istimal kar le tou usay dobara charging pe laga deti hay… samjhay?”
Buht naqabil e yaqeen aur deomalai see batain lag raheen theen ye sab. Yaqeenan, kisi aam fehm insaan kay liye ye batain hazam karna asaan na hoga. Lekin shayad main aam insan na tha.
“Suno Shani,” Yusuf ne sargoshi mein kaha. “Aaj raat sister Sarah tumharay paas aye gee. Agar tum us ko khush kar do tou tum pe sab khul jayega. Us ki bemisaal salahiyatain tum se wabasta ho sakti hain. Kyunkay tum aik achay umeedwaar ho.”
“Umeedwar? Kis cheez ka umeedwar?” Main ne be sakhta poocha
“Bewaqoof larkay,” Yusuf jhillaya. “Akasha har kisi ko apna sathi thori bana leti hay! Us kay liye khaas shartain hain!”
Yusuf ne shakal see banai
“Jazbaat... Insaan kay jazbaat, karray hotay hain. Haqeeqat ki bandishon se azad. Agar insani aqal na ho, tou jazbaat ki ro mein beh kar insaan najanay kia se kia hojaye… Bus yahi jazbaat pasand hain usay Shani! Kehtay hain kay Akasha inhi jazbaat ki devi hay. Aur jazbon ki sachai Akasha usay bhaati hay. Isi kay zariye wo apni quwwatain in larkon mein utaarti hay.”
Jesay jesay Yusuf bol raha tha, wesay he meray andar soch kay tanay banay juray ja rahay thay. Kia main waqai is ghair insani hasti kay liye aik zariya, aik ‘battery’ bannay wala tha? Lekin phir achanak meray zehn mein aik sawal bijli ki tarha koonda.
“Lekin main usay kesay khush kar sakta hoon? Mujhay tou kuch nahi pata in cheezon ka… Main tou khouf khaye baghair kisi se baat bhi nahi kar sakta. Mera aur aisi zabardast hasti ka kia jor?”
Main ne dartay dartay poocha
“Sabar... Jitna mujhay kaha gaya tha utna ne tumhain bata diya. Baaqi tum khud bhi Akasha ki taqaton se jurr chukay ho... Tum wesay nahi rahay, jesay yahan aye thay.”
Yusuf itna keh kar utha khara hua. Wo darwazay tak puhonch kay gardan ghuma kar meri taraf dekhta raha aur ahista se phir bola
“Anay wali kuch ratain, tum ko badal sakti hain. Tum ne bataya tha kay tum se sister Katherine ne kuch sawal kiye thay. Un he sawalon mein apna jawab dhoondo, ho sakta hay tum se behtar umeedwar koi na ho.”
“Aur agar main Akasha ko khush na kar saka tou?”
Main ne us kay jatay jatay aik aur sawal kiya.
“Tou phir tumhara haal bhi un 2 larkon wala hoga…” Yusuf ne sappat chehray se mujhay jawab dia aur mujhay sawalon mein ghira chor kay jhat se bahar nikal gaya. Main ghor karnay laga kay akhir aisa kia tha sister Katherine kay sawalon mein jis se main Akasha ko khush kar sakta hoon? Aur is se barh kar ye, kay un 2 larkon ka kia hasher hua tha? Unki cheekhain aisi theen jesay koi janwaar un ko khanay araha ho. Wo mujhay phir kyun na dikhay? Kia mera haal bhi aisa he hoga?
Dimagh mein sawalaat ka na khatam honay wala silsila chalnay laga. Sab kuch buht naqabil e yaqeen lag raha tha. Agar main ne khud apni ankhon se na dekha hota tou main shayad kabhi yaqeen nahi karta. Main na chahtay huay bhi aik ajab kahani ka kirdar ban gaya tha. In he sochon mein shaam se raat ho chali. Main Miss Naheed ki di gayee kitabain parhta raha aur sister Katherine kay un sawalon kay baray mein sochta raha. Najanay kab meri ankh lag gayee. Raat kay kisi pehr mujhay apnay sarahnay kuch ahat see mehsoos hui. Main harbara kar utha tou dekha kay sister Sarah apni tamam tar hasher samaniyon kay saath meray sarahnay bethi thi. Uska dheela dhala chogha khula para tha aur uska seena uriyaan tha. Uskay jism se wohi sunehri roshni photo rahi thi.
“Kesay ho Shani?” Unhon ne poocha. Ajeeb baat ye thi kay sister Sarah kay lab nahi hil rahay thay. Uskay bawajood main uski awaz apnay dimagh mein wazeh tor se sun raha tha.
“Main theek hoon.” Meri neem ghanoodgi mein doobi awaz nikli.
“Good.” Sister Sarah ne smile ki aur phir apna chogha utaar kar neechay phaink dia. Main us kay seher mein gum honay laga. Uska uriyaan seena uskay khubsurat ubhaar wazeh ho gaye. Husb e mamool, us ne andar kuch na pehna tha. Meray lund mein harkat hona shuru ho gai.
“Idhar aao.” Sister Sarah ne makhsoos andaaz mein mera sar apnay hathon mein letay huay kaha.
“Aao tumhain seraab karoon.”
Main khisakta hua sister Sarah ki goud mein apna sar adjust karnay laga. Us kay gol gol mummon kay tanay huay nipple meray honton se aa lagay. Wohi rus meray mu mein ghulna shuru hua. Aisa lag raha thay kay main us kay mummon kay rusvkay sath sath wo sunehri roshni bhi apnay mu mein bharr raha hoon. Ye roshni mujhay apnay andar utarti mehsoos ho rahi thi. Sister Sarah ne aik hath barha kar pajamay kay ooper se he meri lulli se khelna shuru kar diya. Mujhay be tahasha maza anay laga. Us ne muskuratay huay mujhay dekha. Main uskay pehlu mein dubka hua duniya se be khabar, uski sunehri chaati se chipka hua bhookon kee tarhan uska nipple choos raha tha.
“Teray chacha ne teray sath buht bura kia Shani…” Sister Sarah badastoor aik hath meray sar pe aur aik haath meray lund pe phertay huay boleen.
Main mumma choostay choostay aik dam tilmila gaya. Adeel chacha ka naam suntay he meray andar angaray bharaknay lagay. Main ne aur zor se uska mumma choosa.
“Aaah.” Uski siski nikli aur us ne apna hont apnay danton se daba lia
“Kia tu nahi chahta kay un kay saath bhi bura ho?” Uski awaz thori thori masti mein doobi hui thi.
Main ne mu se koi jawab na dia lekin mera zehn cheekh cheekh kay HAAN HAAN! keh raha tha. Main ne zor se uska nipple kata.
Shayad us ne mera zehn parh lia tha ya apnay nipple pe honay walay is hamlay se mera jawab judge kar lia tha.
Sister Sarah ne mujhay bheencha aur zor se mera lund dabatay huay kaha
“Bata, teray maa baap ki maut ka kis ko sab se ziada faida hua….”
Main Yusuf ke kehnay par kayee martaba in sawalon mein gum raha tha. Aur shayad ye wahid sawal tha jis ka main ne nafi mein jawab dia tha. Shayad is liye kay main ye sawal us waqt samajh na paya tha. Aaj tanhai mein beth kay ghor kia tha tou aik haqeeqat wazeh hui thi kay jis tarah meray bhai ko sazishain kar kay Adeel chacha ne jail bhijwaya tha, wesay he ho sakta hay kay meray walidain kay qatal mein bhi uska koi haath ho? Ab jo sister Sarah ne ye sawal dohraya tha tou Adeel chacha kay naam pe bharaknay walay wo angaray mera wajood jalanay lagay. Mujhay yaqeen hogaya kay meray walidain ko Adeel chacha ne marwaya tha. Main ne taraptay huay uska mumma apnay mu se nikala aur tez tez boltay hua kaha.
“MERAY CHACHA KO! HAAN! SAB SE BARA FAIDA MERAY CHACHA KO HUA!”
Itna kehna tha kay sister Sarah ne nasheeli ankhon se mujhay dekh aur aik dilfareb smile kay saath meray sar pe hath phertay huay kaha.
“Shabash, meray bachay! Mujhay yaqeen tha kay tum kamiyaab hogay…”
Wo ahista se mujh pe jhuki aur meray honton ka aik bosa leta huay dobara apna nipple meray mu se laga dia. Us ka yoon bosa dena mujhay bara acha laga tha.
Kuch der main aisay he uskay mummay choosta raha aur phir achanak us ne mujhay khud se alag kar diya. Us ne apnay lehlahatay khulay baal yakja kar kay aik baar phir jooray mein qaid kiye. Us ka pur israar husn is waqt mujhay hypnotize kar raha tha. Wo phir meray pajamay pe jhuki aur us ne aik jhatkay se usay utaar dia. Mera chota sa lund pharpharata hua nanga hogaya. Sister Sarah ne smile dee aur apna chehra meray lun kay paas le gayee. Us ne apnay mu mein kuch thook jama kia aur meray lun pe laga diya. Uska thook lagna tha kay jesay meray lun pe jalan see hui. Main aik dam se peechay hua tou us ne mujhay kass kar taangon se pakar liya. Main minminata raha aur wo meray lun pe apna garam thook daalti rahi. Aur phir us ne aik jhatkay se mera lund apnay me mein utaar liya. Aik dum se sari jalan khatam hogai. Sister Sarah meri murjhai hui lulli ko choosna shuru kia. Main pehli baar aik aurat se chuppa lagwa raha tha aur wo bhi aisi aurat jo shayad kuch aur he bala thi. Lekin meray zehn mein mujhay aisa lag raha tha jesay main ye sab karta raha hoon. Kuch seconds mein he main sakht hona shuru hogaya.
Sister Sarah buht tahammul se mera lund choos rahi thi. Jesay uski zindagi mein iskay ilawa koi kaam na ho. Mujhay itna maza araha tha kay meri saans charhna shuru hogai. Sex kay maamlay mein, main apni umr kay baaqi larkon kay baraks buht kam tajassus rakhta tha. Meri zindagi kay halaat us waqt mujhay aisi cheezon aur rahaton kay baray mein sochnay ki ijazat na detay thay. Lekin jab se sister Sarah ne meray saath ye khel khelna shuru kia tha, tab se meray andar naye jazbaat ubhar rahay thay. Main khud ko qadray confident aur nadarr mehsoos karnay laga tha. Meray andar ka khauf aik naya roop dhaar raha tha. Mujhay lagnay laga tha kay jesay main na jantay huay bhi buht kuch janta hoon. Maazi, haal, mustaqbil… sab aik saath dekh raha tha. Aik film see meray zehn main chalnay lagi.
Udhar sister Sarah apni zaban meri topi pe pher rahi thi jesay ice cream kha rahi ho. Mazay mein dooba main zor zor se saans le raha tha. Itni der mein us ka aik haath meray tutton ko tattolnay laga. Mujhay gudgudi see hui lekin main seedha para raha. Main kuch aisa nahi karna chahta tha jo is mazay mein khalal laye. Sister Sarah ne kuch der aisa karnay kay baad aik baar phir mera lund mu mein bhar liya aur zor zor se choosnay lagi. Mera lund shayad itna sakht kabhi na hua tha. Jesay abhi phatt jayega. Meri aanhain nikalnay lageen aur sister Sarah ne aur zor zor se mera chupa lagana shuru kardiya. Mera lund uskay mu mein jakar baray se bara hota ja raha tha. Mujhay laga jesay meri ragon mein dorta sara khoon meray lund kee janib jama ho raha ho. Main ne bekhtiar apnay haath sister Sarah kay sar pe rakhay aur uska mu shiddat se chodnay laga. Apna lund main uskay halaq mein utar raha tha. Kamray mein ghuti ghuti awazain phelnay lageen, jo sister Sarah kay mu se nikal rahi theen. Meri grift uskay sarr pe sakht hoti gaye, main uskay baal apni muthion main jakar kar uska mu chod raha tha. Meray badan mein thar-thara-hat hona shuru hui. Sister Sarah ne meray pund pe apnay honton ka ghera aur tang kar liya. Aur kuch he seconds mein meray lund ne sister Sarah kay mu mein lava ugalna shuru kar dia. Ye mera pehla orgasm tha. Main siskiyaan leta hua sister Sarah kay mu mein pehli baar farigh hota raha. Sakoon ki aik leher meray jism mein dornay lagi.
Sister Sarah ne thori der apnay hont meray lund ki topi pe joray rakhay aur mera saara paani apnay halaq mein utarti rahi. Us kay baad us ne apna sar uthaya aur mujh se alag hogai. July ka zamana tha. Main paseenay mein sharabor ho chukka tha lekin phir bhi itna sukoon mein tha. Garmi, sardi, koi cheez maanay na rakhti thi. Najanay kitni der baad sister Sarah ne mujhay jhanjora.
“Aaj tum mard ban chukay ho…” Wo muskuratay huay boli.
“Buht jald tum meri madad kay qabil hojao gey.”
Mujhay ab ye sari paheliyaan samajh see arahi theen. Mera zehn jesay kisi aur dimagh se munsalik hogaya tha. Mujh pe goya haqeeqat khulni shuru hui thi. Sister Sarah ne apna chogha dobara orha aur meray mathay pe aik bosa detay huay boli
“Tum ne Miss Naheed ki di gayee sari kitabain parh li hain. Kal un se aur kitabain le lena. Good boy.”
Itna keh kar wo kamray se bahar nikal gayee.
Main utha aur darwaza lock kar kay bathroom mein nahanay ja ghusa.
Paani mujh pe parta raha aur mera zehn, haqeeqaton kay tanay banay jorta raha.
Meray chehray pe aik muskurahat phel gayee. Main becheni se anay wali raton ka intizar karnay laga.
Ye un dino ki baat hay jab main boarding school se naya naya pass hua tha.
Jesay he bus Lahore shehr mein daakhil hui, mera zehn aaj se kayee saal peechay chala gaya.
Mera naam Shahnawaz hay, lekin log mujhay Shani kehtay hain.
Saalon pehlay, main isi shehr mein apnay maa baap aur baray bhai kay saath aik khush o khurram zindagi guzara karta tha. Meray dada ka karobaar tha. Un ki wafat kay baad meray abbu aur chacha ko ye karobar virsay mein mila. Meray chacha, Adeel Khan shuru se aik ayyash pasand aur takhreebi zehn kay admi thay. Wo apna hissa le kar alag ho gaye thay. Meray abbu, Ahsan Khan, ne karobar ko khoob taraqqi dee. Mera bhai Noman, mujh se koi ? saal bara tha. Wo baray bhai se ziada mera behtareen dost tha. Main aur wo goya yak jan 2 qalib thay. Hum har waqt aik saath rehtay. Paisay ki farwani thi isi liye bachpan bara acha guzra. Mehngay school se lekar mehngay khilono tak, Maa Baap ne har tarha se hamari parwarish ka khayal rakha tha.
Lekin phir sab kuch yakdam badal gaya.
Adeel Chacha ki pehli biwi, yani meri chachi ka humaray bachpan mein he intiqal ho gaya tha. Un ki beti yani meri cousin, Jana, meray bhai se aik aadh saal choti thi. Maa kay marnay kay baad wo dada kay paas rehti thi, kyunkay dada ko maloom tha kay Adeel Chacha ayyashion mein lagay rehtay thay lihaza wo bin maa ki bachi pe kia tawajja detay? Lekin dada ki wafat kay baad Adeel Chacha usay saath le gaye thay. Apna hissa lenay kay baad koi 2 saal tak humain unki koi khaas khabar na mili. Aik din pata chala kay unhon ne doosri shadi kar li hay. Mazeed ye pata chala kay unhon ne kisi kay sath mil kar jaali plots ki scheme shuru ki thi aur logon ka paisa lekar bhaag gaye thay. Magar bil akhir qanoon kay hathay charh gaye. Un pe muqadma chala aur bhari bharkam jurmana hua aur unki sari daulat jurmanay ki nazar hogayee. Ab wo qarzon mein doobay thay aur abbu se madad mang rahay thay. Meray abbu ne un pe rehm khaya aur unhain apnay business mein job de di. Wo hamaray ghar mein he neechi manzil pe rehnay lagay. Adeel Chacha ki doosri biwi yani humari nayee chachi, Huma, un se kafi choti theen lekin tabiyat ki bari tez aur chalaak theen. Humaray samnay he unka beta Farhan paida hua. Chacha aur Chachi humaray saath baray achay se rehtay aur hum bhi unhain family ka hissa he samajhtay thay. Lekin qudrat ne yahan aik ajab rang dikhaya…
Aik manhoos din, meray maa baap ko ghar wapas atay huay, beech sarak mein kisi ne fire kar kay maut kay ghaat utaar dia…
Main aur mera bhai yateem hogaye. Chacha aur Chachi, jo bazahir baray achay banay huay thay, unhon ne apna asli rang dikhana shuru kar dia.
Business aur abbu ki jaidad meray aur bhai kay naam thi. Adeel chacha ne kayee chakkar chalaye lekin Abbu kay wakeel ne is doran hamari bari madad ki. Un ki koshishon se Adalat ne karobar, aur hamari kafalat ki zimmedari wahid qareebi rishta honay ki waja se chacha aur chachi ko is shart pe dee kay 18 saal kay honay kay baad ye sab kuch humain lota diya jayega. Noman us waqt ? saal ka tha aur 2 saal baad wo qanooni tor se karobar chala sakta tha. Aik din Noman ne chup kar chacha chachi ki guftgu suni tou usay pata chala kay wo hum dono ko jald az jald thikanay lagana chahtay thay takay sari jaidad harap kar jayen. Main us waqt ? saal ka tha, Noman ne mujhay thora buht bataya lekin wo khud muhtaat rehna shuru ho gaya takay chacha kay khilaf saboot ikhata kar sakay. Magar chacha aur chachi kay shaitani zehn mein kuch aur he tha. Aik din chachi ne meray bhai pe ilzam lagaya kay us ne un ki izzat pe hamla kiya hay. Khoob wavela macha. Police legayee bhai ko. Chacha ne rishwatain khila khila kar bhai ko bacha jail bhijwa dia… aur aik din bhai ko jail mein qatal karwa diya…
Ye khabar mujh pe bijli ban kay giri thi aur is sadmay se main apna zehni tawazun kho betha. Mujhay har shakhs se darr lagnay laga, har aik se khauf. Jesay sab mujhay jaan se maar dengay. Mujhay is halat pe puhncha kay chacha ne bari chalaki se mujhay pagal khanay aur phir kisi tarha aik puranay boarding school bhijwa dia. Chacha ne ye sab kaam itni ayyari aur safai se kiye thay kay koi saboot bazahir na chora.
Mujhay yaad hay jab pehli dafa main boarding school puhncha tha.
Dil he dil mein is cheez ka thora sukoon tha kay pagal khanay se nijaat mili.
Shaam ka waqt tha. Paharion se ghira ye boarding school apni sakhti aur discipline ki waja se mashoor tha. British India, yani partition se pehlay kay daur mein is school ko Christian Missionary ne khola tha. Shaam kay dhaltay saaye is ki imarat ko haibat naak bana rahay thay. Aik tooti si sarak se hotay huay hum imarat kay gate tak puhchay. Jahan mera istaqbal, school ki principal, Sister Katherine ne kia. Katherine sakht daroni khatoon theen. 50 saal kay aas paas hongi. Dhalti skin, ubhray huay badnuma hont aur terhi si naak. Us kay ooper sab se khaufnaak cheez unki ankhain theen. Kisi maqnateesi taqat se bharpoor. Un mein dekhnay kay baad apko saans lena do bhar hojata.
Sister Katherine ne mujhay andar le ja kar yahan kay asoolon kay baray mein bataya. Phir aik aur sister, jiska naam Sarah tha, kay hawalay kar dia kay mujhay mera room dikha dey. Sister Sarah, us khofnak principal kay muqablay mein bari dilkash shakhsiyat ki malik thi. Us ki mojoodgi goya aik sakoon ka ahsaas dilate thi.US ne meray sar pe pyar se hath phera aur mujhay sonay ki talqeen ki. Subah hui tou mujhay school kay aur larkon se milwaya gaya. Kaafi bari imarat honay kay bawajood, hairat angez tor pe idhar students kaafi kam thay. Koi 40 hongay ziada se ziada. Sab se ajeeb baat ye thi kay yahan ka amla, khawateen pe mushtamil tha. Classess shuru hueen tou mujhay aik larkay kay sath desk share karnay ko bola gaya. Dubla patla, lekin hoshiyaar sa ye larka Yusuf tha. Meri jald he is se dosti hogai. Rasmi guftufu kay baad us ne aik ajeeb sawal poocha:
“Aisa kia kiya tha jo tumhain yahan bhej dia gaya hay?”
“Main ne kuch nahi kia. Mujhay tou bus meray zalim chacha ne apnay rastay se hatanay kay liye idhar bhijwa dia hay.”
Main ne ghussay aur hairat kay milay julay jazbaat kay saath jawab dia
“Oh. Samajh gaya. Aur tum bhi jald he samajh jaogey.” Us ne aik ajeeb see muskurahat kay saath kaha
“Kia matlab???? Yahan aisa kia hay jo mujhay samajh ajayega???”
Main ne halki awaz mein us se poocha.
Is se pehlay wo kuch kehta, bell baji aur class khatam hogai. Yusuf apni kitabain dubak kay kaheen ghayab hogaya… Isi tarha kuch din guzray. Ghuta ghuta sa mahol tha. Lekin pagal khanay se yaqeenan behtar tha. Subah nashta us kay baad warzish, phir Classes hoteen aur shaam ka khana hota jiskay baad hum sab ko kamron mein sonay bhej diya jata…
Aik din hum sab warzish kay liye ground puhnchay. Sister Sarah idhar apnay riwaiti nun walay dhelay dhalay libaas mein khari theen. Un kay saath chust kapron mein malboos kuch teachers khari theen. Yakayak, peechay se Sister Katherine ka darona wajood namoodaar hua. Us ne humain yakja hota dekh kar zor se awaz lagayee:
“Boys! Seedhay Kharay hon!”
Aur sab mustaadi se, qatarain bana kar seedhay kharay hogaye. Haath bandh kar.
Sister Katherine phir se cheekhi:
“Checking shuru ho rahi hay! Sab seedhay kharain rahain.
Koi na hilay jab tak main na boloon!”
Us ne ishara kia aur sath kahri teachers larkon ki qataron ki taraf barh gayeen. Wo tez nazron se har aik ka jaiza le rahi theen. Un mein se aik, Miss Naheed, jo humain maths parhati theen, ghoorti hui meray paas ayee. Us ki ankhon mein wohi maqnateesiyat thi jo manhoos shakal wali Sister Katherine ki ankhon mein thi. Lekin miss Naheed us se kaheen ziada qabool surat thi. Us ne mujhay ghoor ghoor kar dekhnay kay baad, apna haath barhaya aur meray seenay pe rakh dia. Main ne ghabra kar saath kharay Yusuf ki taraf dekha tou us ne mujhay relax rehnay ka ishara kia. Mera seena achi tarhan tatolnay kay baad us ne mujhay apnay saath anay ka ishara kia. Main us kay peechay peechay chalta raha. Meri tarha koi 2 aur larkay bhi thay jo 2 aur teachers kay sath aa rahay thay. Humain aik qadray andheray se hall mein la kar chor dia gaya aur darwazay band kar diyay gaye. Mujhay wesay he halaat ne zehni mareez bana dia tha aur ab ye sab mujhay mazeed pagal kar raha tha. Meray saath baqi 2 larkay bhi meri tarha ghabraye huay thay.
“Humain idhar kyun laya gaya hay?”
“Kia hoga ab?”
Wo dono apnay aap se aur aik doosray se sawalaat kiye ja rahay thay lekin main butt bana aik jaga jama hua tha. Aik dam se main darwaza khula aur sister Sarah daakhil hui. Sister Sarah ne hum teeno ko bari bari dekha aur un mein se aik larkay ko ishara kia aur usay lekar hall kay aik tareek se konay ki taraf chali gayee. Kuch minute baad wo larka bhagta hua main gate se bahar nikal gaya. Aisa he doosray larkay kay sath hua. Main akela reh gaya tou sister Sarah meri taraf ayeen aur mera haath pakar kar konay main agayeen. Sister Sarah ne mujhay deewar se lag kar kharay honay ka ishara kia aur phir meray chehray kay qareeb akar boli
“Shahnawaz, urf Shani. Kia haal hai tumhara, bachay?”
“Bb..bb..bilkul theek.” Meray mu se awaz nahi nikal rahi thi.
Wo jawab mein khilkhila kay hansi aur boli.
“Lagta tou nahi. Acha, ye batao tum kesa feel kar rahay ho?”
Uski ankhon mein wohi chamak ubhar ayee. Sister Sarah ki personality jesay aik dam change hogayee. Uskay chehray ki skin roshan si hogayee. Aik aisi purkashish roshni jo apkay dil ki dharkanain rok dey. Main is waqt bilkul blank ho chukka tha. Khauf ne mera saans lena mushkil kar dia tha aur mein kuch kehnay se pehlay he dharam se farash pe gir gaya. Sister Sarah hansti hui meray paas aye aur mujhay sahara de kar uthaya.
“Tum tou beemar lagtay ho. Aao chalo meray quarter mein ajao, wahan check up kar letay hain tumhara.”
Itna keh kar sister Sarah mujhay apnay saath lekar, tung see rahdarion se hoti hui aik kamray mein le ayee. Yahan aik side pe bed laga tha aur aik side pe aik desk. Jab kay neechay sirf kacha farsh tha. Sister Sarah ne mujhay bistar pe letnay ka bola. Main gehray saans leta bistar pe daraz hogaya. Pata nehi ye uski maqnateesi ankhon ka kamal tha ya phir main is qadar ghabraya hua tha kay bus jo kaha jar aha tha wohi kar raha tha.
Sister Sarah ne meray sar pe haath pherna shuru kia.
Aik ajeeb sa naram garam ahsaas meray wajood mein phel gaya. Aisa lagnay laga jesay sab kuch sahi hojayega. Meri ankhain khud bakhud band ho gayeen. Sister Sarah ka haath mera sar sehla raha tha kay aik dam se uska doosra haath mujhay apnay pait pe feel hua. Main thora sa machla magar us kay baad aik baar phir ankhain band hogayeen. Pait se hota hota uska haath meri raano pe chalna shuru ho gaya. Mujhay gudgudi horahi thi aur kuch ajeeb see sharam bhi arahi thi. Sister Sarah thori der tak aisay he meri raano pe hath pherti rahi. Main ab thora aur relax hogaya tha. Lekin mujhay ab bhi nahi maloom that kay ye sab kia ho raha hay aur kyun ho raha hay. Abhi main in hi sochon mein gum tha kay achanak unka haath meray lund se touch hua. Main letay letay taqreeban uchal sa para. Is se pehlay main kuch kehta, sister Sarah ka wo haath jo meray sar pe mojood tha, aik dam se meray mu pe agaya.
“Chup kar kay paray raho larkay...!”
Sister Sarah ne sakhti se mera mu band kartay huay kaha. Main dar kar seedha lait gaya aur ankhain band kar leen. Uska doosra hath meray lund kay itraaf ghumanay lagi. Main ne ankhain khol kar uski taraf dekha tou sister Sarah ko unhi maqnateesi ankhon se apni taraf ghoorta paya. Us ka haath mera mu mukammal tor se band kiyay huay tha aur meri “ghoon ghoon” ki awazain nikal rahi theen. Doosra haath wo meray lund kay aas paas pherti ja rahi thi. Achanak us ne aik jhatkay kay sath mera lund pakar lia! Us waqt main chota zaroor tha aur sex kay baray mein itni maloomaat na rakhta tha lekin sister Sarah kay aisay karnay se meri choti lulli mein na sirf sakhti see aye balkay mujhay andar he andar kuch maza bhee. Sister Sarah mujhay sappat chehray se dekhay ja rahi thi aur mera lund meri pant kay ooper se zor zor se daba rahi thi. Main ne shuru mein thori si muzahimat zaroor ki lekin mujhay aisa lag raha tha jesay mera jism meray ikhtiaar mein nahi hay. Haath paaon bejaan thay. Bekaar see koshish karnay kay baad main ne khud ko halaat kay hawalay kar dia. Sister Sarah kabhi lund ko zor se dabati, kabhi sehlati aur kabhi janjhorti. Main hairat aur suroor kay milay julay jazbaat mein dooba kuch kuch mazay le raha tha. Thori der mera lund tatolnay kay baad wo uth khari hui. Jesay he uskay haath meray jism se alag huay, wesay he meray awsaan bahal hogaye. Main foran bed pe uth kar beth gaya, Sister Sarah ne muskura kar mujhay dekha aur pyaar bharay lehjay main boli.
“Shabaash, tum ab bilkul sahi hogaye ho. Apnay room mein jao aur raat 9 bajay tak ka intizaar karo.”
“Lekin sister, meri classes..”
Main ne ghuti awaz se ahtijaj karna chaha tou us ne apni aik ungli meray honton pe rakh kay mujhay khamoosh kara dia.
“Jo kaha gaya hay utna karo. Tumharay liye aur bhi kaam hain idhar. Chalo ab jao, be a good boy.”
Sister Sarah ne qadray darasht lehjay mein kaha.
Main bistar se khara hua aur khamooshi se rahdarion se hota apnay room mein agaya. Rastay mein mujhay hall se guzartay huay aur larkon kay saath Yusuf nazar aya. Us ne aik maani khez muskurahat kay saath mujhay dekha aur phir dobara larkon kay sath baton mein lag gaya.
Kamray mein aya tou us waqt koi dopeher kay 2 bajj rahay hongay. Main ne dekha kay table pe aik tashtari kapray se dhaki hui rakhi thi. Main ne kapra hataya tou us kay andar kuch khana tha. Mujahy aik dam sadiyon ki bhook lag gayee aur main khanay pe toot para. Khoob datt kay khaya. Abhi main khaa kar hata hee tha kay mujhay ghunoodgi see anay lagi. Sar bhari hota gaya aur main aundhay mu bistar pe gir gaya…
Ankh khuli tou koi mera shana zor se hila raha tha.
Main harbara kar utha tou kamray ki halki peeli roshni main bistar kay sarhanay, mujhay Yusuf khara nazar aya.
“Uff mujhay lag raha tha kay tum shayad utho ge he nahi…”
Us ne halka se qehqaha laga kar kaha
Main ankhain malta hua bistar pe beth gaya aur us se poocha:
“Kia time ho raha hay? Aur tum kesay aye?”
Yusuf ne mashkharon wala mu banatay huay jawab dia
“Is darwazay se, aur kahan se. Wesay abhi raat kay 8 bajj rahay hain.”
Mujhay aik dam se sister Sarah ki baat yaad agai.
“Oh, 9 bajnay walay hain… mujhay tayyar hona chahiyay.”
Yusu ne meri taraf ajeeb nazron se dekha
“Tayyar? Is waqt..?” phir wo thora soch kay bola
“Jaldi se batao, tumhain wo auratain kahan lekar gayeen theen?”
Mujhay aisa laga jesay kisi ne mujhay janjhor dia ho. Meray dimagh main subah aur dopehr kay waqiyaat ghoomnay lagay. Main ne idhar udhar dekha aur Yusuf ko sara majra sunaya.
“Yusuf, yaar ye sab kia hay? Kia har boarding school mein aisa he hota hay?”
Main ne us se sawal kia
“Dost, agar tum haqeeqat janna chahtay ho tou intizar karo, shayad isi main behtari hay…”
Yusuf ruka aur meray saath bistar pe bethtay huay bola:
“Is boarding school mein tum buht see ajeeb cheezain hoti dekho gey. Main tumhain shayad samjha na paaon, lekin tumhain jald he khud samajh ajayega. Bus jo ho raha hay honay dena. Sawal na karna, jawab khud he mil jayengay. Hosla rakhna.”
Itna keh kar us ne deewar pe lagi ghari ki taraf dekha aur phir bola
“Acha main chalta hoon, 9 bajnay walay hain. Abhi tum hath mu dho kay tayyar hojao. Kal phir tafseel se baat kartay hain.”
Yusuf utha aur jaldi se darwazay se bahar nikal gaya.
Main ajeeb heran pareshan betha reh gaya. Kitna ajeeb larka tha ye. Mera hum umr he hoga lekin kesi baray boorhon wali batain kar raha tha. Paheeliyon jesi.
Sach poochain tou mujhay buht darr lagnay laga tha. Mushkil se khud ko yakja kia aur bathroom mein ja ghusa. Nahatay huay main Yusuf ki baton pe ghor karta raha. Jesay he lulli pe thanda pani gira tou mujhay sister Sarah ka lums yaad agaya. Main sakht honay laga aur mujhay maza sa aya. Nahanay kay baad main towel lapait kar bathroom se bahar nikla tou dekha kay sister Sarah meray bistar pe bethi thi. Main aik dam harbara gaya aur kuch peechay hua tou mera paaon kisi cheez main uljha aur mein farsh pe girtay girtay bacha, lekin is doran meray jism pe lipta toliya zaroor gir gaya.
Mera adh-khara lund sister Sarah kay samnay tha.
Halki roshni mein wo meray bistar pe bethi bari purisrar lag rahi thi. Us ka dheela dhala nun wala siyaah libaas aur us mein se ubharta uska chehra aaj bara mukhtalif dikh raha tha. Uski ankhom main wo maqna teesi chamak nahi thi. Aaj main ne ghor se pehli baar usko dekha tha. Wo kafi pur kashish aurat thi. 28/29 saal se ziada bari na hogi. Wo uthi aur meri ankhon main dekhti meray paas agayee. Main butt bana khara tha. Us nay meri ankhon se nazar hata kar meray lund ko dekha aur aik ajeb see smile dee. Mujhay aik dam se apnay nangay honay ka ahsas hua. Main ne qudrati tor pe foran apnay haathon se apnay lund ko cover karnay ki koshish ki.
Sister Sarah zor se hansi aur boli:
“I think hum late ho rahay hain Shani. Chalo. 9 bajj chukay hain.”
Itna keh kar wo palti aur darwazay kay paas ja kar khari ho gayee.
“O..OO…OK… sss.. siss..ter. Mum…mummm… main kapp…. Kapray…pppehn lloonn.??”
Jitni mushkil apko ye jumla parhnay mein ho rahi hogi, samjhain utni he mujhay ye jumla bolnay mein ho rahi thi.
Us ne mujhay dekha aur aik dum se uski ankhon mein wohi maqna teesiyat ubhar ayee. Wo ghussay se boli:
“Pagal larkay! Kapron ka time nahi. Ye towel wesay he lapaito aur chalo meray saath. 9 bajj chukay hain.”
Main kisi kath-putli ki tarha, na chahtay huay bhi uskay kehnay pe amal karnay laga. Toliya lapaita aur sister Sarah kay peechay ho lia. Tung rahdarion ki dheemi roshni mein uska khula dhula chogha numa dress rahdarion kay farsh ko choo raha tha aur aisa lag raha tha kay jesay wo chal nahi, hawa mein terr rahi ho. Kuch minute ghoomnay kay baad hum usi hall numa room mein achukay thay. Lekin is waqt yahan kuch alag mahol tha. Andar deewaron se halki halki roshni phooth rahi thi. Aur is roshni mein kay kamray kay beech mein wohi mukrooh chehray wali sister Katherine khari thi. Us kay haath mein aik jalti mashal thi. Us kay sath wohi dopeher walay 2 larkay apnay pajamaon mein, sehmay huay kharay thay. Jab kay school ki deegar sisters aur teachers usi tarhan kay libaas mein malboos in kay gird daira banaye khari theen.
Sister Sarah ne mera haath pakra aur ghaseetti hui mujhay sister Katrherine kay paas le ayee. Katherine hamesha ki tarhan holnaak lag rahi thi.
“Jo tum se poochain gey. Tum jawab do gey. Bolo manzoor hay?”
Uski khofnak awaz meray kano tak puhnchi
Main ne bolna chaha lekin khauf se bol na paya. Main ne haan mein sar hilaya.
Sister Katherine ne 2 baar aur mujh se yahi sawal poocha aur phir apnay hath mein pakri mashal, sister Sarah ko detay huay mujh se boli.
“Tera chacha Adeel. Tera sab se bara dushman hay. Kia ye sahi hay?”
Main thora sa heran hua kay usko ye kaisay pata, lekin phir mujhay aik dam se Adeel Chacha pe ghussa anay laga aur main ne zor se asbaat mein sar hilaya.
“Teray maa baap ki maut ka sab se bara faida kis ko hua? Kia tu janta hay?”
Ajeeb sawal tha. Main ne kabhi aisa nahi socha tha. Aur kaisay sochta? Aik tou main chota tha, doosra itni si umr mein zehni mareez bana dia gaya tha. Mujhay is ka jawab samajh nahi araha tha.
“Kia tu janta hay?”
Sister Katherine ki holnaak awaz phir goonji.
Main ne nafi mein sar hila dia.
Sister Katherine ne sister Sarah ko dekha aur phir dobara mujh se boli
“Agar tujhay moqa milay tou kia tu apnay chacha se badla lega?”
Main aksar aisa socha karta kay kaisay Adeel chacha ko saza doon. Lekin mujhay lagta tha kay main be bas hoon aur aisa meray ikhtiar mein nahi. Magar sister Katherine kay is sawal pe jesay meray andar aik angara sa bharka tha. Main ne junooni andaz mein sir hilatay huay ‘haan’ mein jawab dia.
Sister Katherine kay makrooh chehray pe us se bhi kaheen ziada makrooh smile phel gayee.
“Der ayed, durust ayed.”
Us kay mu se nikla aur phir us ne mujhay kandhay se pakar kar sister Sarah kay hawalay kar dia aur khud un dono larkon ki janib barhi. Un dono ki ankhain aik dam se phel gayeen jesay unhon ne koi khofnaak cheez dekh lee ho. Achanak do hath meray peechay se aye aur kisi ne meri ankhon pe aik patti bandh di. Ye yaqeenan sister Sarah thi. Isi doran ghurranay ki awazain aayeen. Aisa laga kay jesay koi jangli janwar yahan agaya ho. Sath he un dono larkon ki dil-kharash cheekhain buland hueen. Abhi main ghor kar hee raha tha kay mujhay sister Sarah ki grift apnay baazoo pe feel hui aur mujhay aisa laga jesay main hawa mein urr raha hoon. Un larkon ki holnaak cheekhain duur hoti gayeen aur phir aik dam se aisa laga jesay main neechay gir raha hoon. Isi doran meri ankhon ki patti khul gayee aur main ne khud ko sister Sarah kay room mein paya. Wo meray sath he khari thi aur mera baazu abhi bhi uski grift mein tha.
“Kia hua sister? Sab kahan gaye? Wo dono larkay? Wo..wo…”
Latadad sawalat meray mu se ubalnay lagay.
“Relax.” Wo mera baazu chortay boli.
“Sab bata diya jayega. Lekin abhi tum paseenay mein bheeg rahay ho. Naha lo jakar.”
Itna keh kar us ne apnay washroom ki taraf ishara kia aur khud wo almari ki janib murr gayee.
Main waqai paseenay paseenay ho raha tha. Dimagh mein un larkon ki cheekhain aur phir wo urnay ka ahsaas ghoom raha tha. Yusuf ki batain bhi beech mein yaad anay lageen. Ye main kahan phans gaya tha? In he sochon mein ghaltan naha kar bahar nikla tou sister Sarah kursi pe bethi thi. Uska chogha sar aur kandhon se khula hua tha jahan se uskay shaano ki jild halki roshni mein chamak rahi thi.
“Idhar aa kar kharay ho.”
Us ne isharay se mujhay bistar kay paas khara honay ka kaha
Main beth gaya tou us ne kaha.
“Poocho, kia poochna chahtay ho?”
Mujhay samajh na aya kahan se shuru karoon.
Main soch he raha tha kay wo aik dam se kursi se uthi aur us ne aik jhatkay se apna chogha apnay jism se alag kardia. Sister Sarah ne andar kuch nahi pehna tha! Wo alif nangi halat mein meray samnay khari thi. Main ne aaj tak kisi aurat ko aisi madarzaad nangi halat mein na dekha tha.
Main ne haath apni ankhon pe rakhnay chahay tou us ne kaha
“Sharam ko apni rooh se noch kar phenk do. Jis ne ki sharam uskay phootay karam… kia samjhay?” Itna keh kar wo khilkhila kay hansi.
Wo is waqt kaheen se sister Sarah nahi lag rahi thi. Uskay baal jooray se nikal kar shano tak phel chukay thay. Uska chehra aur badan chamak raha tha. Aik sunehri roshni si uskay jism se phoot rahi thi jo usay nihayat purisraar aur purkashish bana rahi thi. Wo aur qareeb agayee. Uskay nangay mummay meri ankhon kay samnay thay. Gol aur tanay huay jesay chatanain hon. Un pe halkay brown se nipples mujhay hypnotize kar rahay thay. Us se neechay meri nazar dauranay ki himmat nahi hui.
“Aao, pehlay main tumhain seraab kardoon. Tumharay andar ka khauf aur jhijak, mita doon…”
Wo itna keh kar bistar pe baith gayee aur meray towel ko dekhtay huay boli.
“Isay utaro.”
Main wesay he apnay hawaas mein nahi tha. Main ne dartay dartay towel kamar se khol dia. Us kay girtay he mera 11 sala lund phuddak kay samnay agaya. Sister Sarah ne haath barhaya aur meray lund ki topi apni hath ki 2 ungliyon se masalnay lagi. Kuch gudgudi si hui lekin phir suroor ki aik dilfareb leher meray wajood mein daur gayee. Pehli baar aik aurat ka haath barah e rast apnay nangay lund pe feel kar raha tha. Us ne aik dam se mera lund zor se dabaya aur meri aah nikal gayee. Us ne aik beniyaaz se muskurahat kay sath kaha
“Abhi tum baaligh nahi huay, lekin fikar na karo. Jald hojao gey…”
Itna keh kar us nay mujhay bistar pe kheencha aur apnay pehlu mein lita liya. Meri ankhain khuli theen lekin zehn maaoof tha. Main koi choon charan kiye baghair uski goud mein ja leta. Sister Sarah ne aik haath meray baalon mein pherna shuru kiya aur doosray haath se apna aik mumma meray mu kay nazdeek kar diya aur usay dabanay lagi. Jesay he uska mumma meray jism se touch hua tou mujhay aik current sa laga. Main uskay nangay mummay pe mu maartay huay uska nipple talash karnay laga. Wo hansi aur phir us ne apna mumma apnay hath se dabatay huay uska pink-brown nipple meray honton se laga diya.
Jesay he uska nipple meray mu mein aya, meray andar aik pyaas bedar hogai. Aisi pyaas jo sirf uskay mummay bujha saktay thay. Main ne jhat kar kay uska nipple apnay danton kay beech lekar usay choosna shuru kar diya. Aik shehd jesa rus, meray mu mein ghulna start hogaya. Aisa zaiqa main ne kabhi na chakkha tha. Main kisi bhookay bachay ki tarah sister Sarah ka mumma choosay jar aha tha jesay aaj iska ye bemisaal rus khatam kar dunga. Us ne muskurati nigahon se mujhay dekhtay huay apna nipple apni ungliyon kay beech liya aur daba daba kar usay meray mu mein khali karnay lagi.
“Pi jao... Khud ko seraab kar lo. Azaad kar lo khud ko, Shani. Pi jao!”
Usnay apna doosra haath meray baalon mein phertay huay kaha.
Waqt thamm chukka tha, ya phir mujhay waqt ka ahsaas na raha tha. Is waqt, meray mu mein uskay mummay kay ilawa sab kuch be-maani lar raha tha. Sister Sarah, zor zor se saansain liye ja rahi thi. Uski ankhain chamak rahi theen aur wo reh reh kar apnay mummay meray mu mein ghusaye ja rahi thi. Thori der tak wo aisay he puray josh kay saath apnay haath se mujhay apna mumma pilati rahi. Phir us ne apna hath apnay nipple se hataya aur meray seenay pe phernay lagi. Main badastoor uska mumma apnay mu mein bharay jar aha tha. Uska hath meray nangay jism pe matar gashti kartay huay meray lund ki janib chala gaya. Us ne mera adha murjhaya lund dabana aur masalna shuru kar diya. Mujhay aisa maza pehlay kabhi na mila tha. Main uskay mummon ka rus pee raha tha aur wo meray lund se khel rahi thi. Aur phir achanak uska hath tezi se meray lund pe chalnay laga. Mera chota sa lund aik dam se khara honay laga. Mazay ki lehrain meray jism mein uthnay lageen aur mera wajood is mazay se thartharanay laga. Mujhay aisa laga jesay uskay jism se phootnay wali sunehri roshni, uskay mummon kay rus kay zariay meray mu se hoti, meray jism mein utar rahi ho. Main mazay kay urooj per pihnch chukka tha. Sister Sarah ki halki see ahain goonjnay lageen. Meri ankhain band hoti gayen aur phir jesay sab kuch pur sakoon ho gaya…
Jab ankh khuli tou dekhay kay sister Sarah ka mumma ab bhi meray mu mein tha lekin wo rus nahi nikal raha tha. Us ne baray dhiyaan se mujhay khud se alehda kiya aur kursi pe para apna nun wala chogha utha kar dobara pehn lia. Main bistar pe uth kar baith gaya. Main abhi bhi nanga tha lekin pata nahi kyun mujhay is waqt koi sharam mehsoos nahi horahi thi. Mujhay aik ajeeb see energy apnay jism mein feel kar raha tha. Goya mein aik dam se kayee saal bara ho gaya hoon. Mera zehn se koi bohot bara bojh sa hatt gaya tha. Mujhay koi nafsiati gabrahat nahi horahi thi. Main ne apnay hathon se apna jism tatola aur phir neechay para towel utha kar lapait lia.
Sister Sarah ne itni der mein mez par pari aik choti see kaitli se 2 chotay se kuzon mein koi garam mashroob undela aur aik kuza meri janib barha dia. Wo kursi pe brth gayee aur mein bistar pe. Is waqt wo dobara aam see sister Sarah he lag rahi theen.
“Bolo. Kesa mehsoos kar rahay ho?” Wo aik halki see chuski letay boli
“Mujhay nahi maloom. Magar lagta hay jesay kuch badal gaya ho…” Main ne jawab dia, aur phir uski taraf dobara dekhtay huay bola
“Sister aap ne ye sab kia kiya hay meray sath?”
Sister Sarah badastoor muskuratay huay boli
“Sab pata chal jayega tumhain. Abhi tum wapas apnay room mein jao, raat buht ho rahi hay. Kal tumhara dost tumhain tafseel se bata dega.”
Main uskay kamray se hota dobara wapis apnay room mein agaya. Mujh mein aik alag see energy agai thi. Lag raha tha kay jesay main sari zindagi so raha tha aur achanak abhi abhi bedar hua hoon. Mujhay sister Sarah kay mummon ka zaiqa apnay mu mein mehsoos hua aur main apnay honton pe zaban pherna shuru hogaya…
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Agli subah main jaldi utha, fresh hokar bahar gaya aur nashta kia. Sister Sarah mujhay kaheen nazar na ayeen. Aur na hi wo 2 larkay. Nashta kia he tha kay mujhay aik teacher ne awaz de kar apnay paas bulaya. Ye miss Naheed theen jo mujhay yahan maths parhati theen.
“Shahnawaz, aap meray office mein ja kar betho aap se kuch batain karni hain main ne.” Miss Naheed ne apni ainak adjust kartay huay kaha.
Ye idhar ka mamool tha. Teachers students ko one-on-one, private mein unki taleemi kar kardagi kay baray mein batatay thay. Main staff rooms ki taraf chala gaya aur miss Naheed ka office dhoondhnay laga. Aik office pe unki takhti lagi dekhi tou andar chala gaya. Main office mein dakhil hua tou dekha kay main idhar tanha na tha. Samnay desk kay paas aik larki bethi thi. Meri hum umr he hogi. Shayad 11/12 sal ki. Mujhay hairat hui kyunkay yahan tou sirf larkay parhtay thay. Wo meri ahat paa kar meri taraf mutawajja hui. Uskay bholay bhalay say chehray pe aik masoomana hansi phel gayee aur us ne uth kar mujhay haath hilaya. Uskay uth-tay he muhhay uskay uniform pe kisi aur school ka naam likha nazar aya.
“Hello. Main Nimra hoon. Miss Naheed ki beti.”
Us ne masoomiyat se mujhay batatay huay hath milaya.
“Hello, main Shani…” Main ne jawab diya he tha kay darwaza khula aur Miss Naheed andar dakhil huin.
“Aray Shani tum Nimra se mil liye. Very good. Nimra bhi 7th class mein parhti hay tumhari tarhan.”
Miss Naheed ne apna purse table pe rakhtay huay kaha.
Phir Nimra ne mujh se apnay school kee do chaar batain keen aur kuch mujh se poocheen. Bari masoomiyat thi uski baton mein. Yahan kay purisrar aur ghutay huay mahol mein wo mujhay aik khushgawar hawa ka jhonka lag rahi thi.
“Acha Nimra aap jakar sister Katherine kay paas wait karo. Main Shani se kuch discuss kar kay aati hoon. OK?”
Miss Naheed aik dam beech mein boleen.
Nimra ne unki janib dekh kar aik smile see dee.
“OK Mama.” Nimra apna bag uthatay huay boli.
“Shani, I hope aap se baad mein mulaqat hogi.” Us ne mujh se haath milaya aur wo darwazay ki janib murr gayee. Aur main peechay se uski pyari see kamar ko lachakta dekhnay laga. Meray zehn mein aisay khayalaat aaj tak na aaye thay. Lekin kuch dino se main note kar raha tha kay meri soch mein tabdeeliyan ronuma ho raheen theen. Main Nirma ko peechay se dekh he raha tha kay Miss Naheed ki awaz meray kaano se tajrayee.
“Shani, tum ne yahan ziada time tou nahi guzara, lekin I think tum aik achay student ho. Aur Sister Katherine ne tumharay liye school kay baqi larkon se alag aik syllabus ka intizam kia hay. Jo sirf yahan parhnay walay khaas aur zaheen tareen bachon kay liye hota hay…. tum samajh rahay ho?”
Miss Naheed apni ainak adjust kee.
“Jee, lekin kia main baqi larkon kay sath he classes loon ga?” Mujhay kuch kuch samajh araha tha
“Dekho, filhaal tumko aglay kuch din apnay kamray mein guzarnay hongay. Tumhari private tutoring hogi.” Miss Naheed kay labon pe aik muskaan see thi.
“Theek hay. Kab tak chalay gee ye private classes?” Main ne gehra sa saans lia
Miss Naheed ki muskaan phelti gayee aur phir unhon ne mujhay kuch kitabain pakrayeen aur kuch hidayaat deen jin ka ziada tar maqsad mujhay kamray mein qaid rehnay se mutaliq he tha.
Us kay baad main seedha apnay kamray mein agaya aur darwaza lock kar kay kitabon mein ghuss gaya. Pata nahi kab shaam hogayee aur meray darwazay pe knock hui. Khola tou Yusuf tha. Andar akar us ne mujh se idhar udhar kee rasmi baton kay baad poocha.
“Mujhay tumhain kuch batain batanay kay liye bheja gaya hay. I think tumhain ye baat maloom ho he gayee hogi.”
Us kay kehnay pe mujhay sister Sarah kay alfaaz yaad agaye
“Kal tumhara dost tumhain tafseel se bata dega.”
Main baray inhimaak se bistar pe beth gaya aur usay bolnay ka ishara kiya.
Yusuf ne kuch second khalaon mein ghoora aur phir kehna shuru hua
“Shani, tum jaan he chukay ho kay ye school baqi boarding schools jesa nahi hay. Yahan kuch ajeeb hay. Kuch alag. Aur wo is liye kyunkay ye school aam insaan nahi chala rahay. Balkay shayad insan he nahi chala rahay…”
Itna keh kar us ne meri janib dekha
Main itna tou samajh chukka tha kay pichlay kuch dino mein mera paala kuch mafooq ul fitrat cheezon se he para tha. Sister Sarah uski jeeti jagt misaal thi. Lekin apnay ilawa kisi aur kay mu se aisa sun kar bahar haal thori see badan mein jhurjuri zarur ayee.
“Kia matlab???” Main ne Yusuf se poocha
“Matlab ye,” Yusuf ne phir khilaon ko ghoora, “Kay yeh boarding school, aur iska amla… aik sadiyon purani hasti kay zer e asar hay. Sab kuch us kay liye hota hay. us kay kehnay se hota hay… aur jo baaqi sab ajeeb aur heran kun jo tum ne yahan dekha, uski haqeeqat bhi isi hasti, isi rooh se juri hay…”
“Rooh? Ye kia keh rahay ho?” Meray rongtay kharay hogaye. Lekin sath sath aik ajeeb sa sakoon ka ehsas bhi tha. Jesay mujhay sab pata ho.
“Akasha, naam hay uska. Wo kon hay aur kia hay, main nahi janta. Lekin itna zarur janta hoon kay wo aik haqeeqat hay. Us kay paas… uskay paas kuch ajab taqatain hain. Anhoni, jadooi quwwatain hain … jo wo un se share karti hay, jo uski madad kartay hain.”
Yusuf ne phir mujhay dekha. Main chup betha uski sunay jaraha tha
“Wo insano kay roop mein humain dikhayee deti hay. Wo, aur kuch aur ghair insani hastiyan...”
Meri saans khauf se ruk rahi thi. Aur Yusuf meri khaufzada shakal dekhtay huay thora ruk kar dobara bola
“Akasha ka aik aisa he roop, is school mein rehta hay. Main aur tum usay Sister Sarah kay naam se jantay hain.”
Mera rung fuq hogaya.
“KKiaaa?” Meri awaz bamushkil nikli.
“Haan Shani. Sister Sarah he Akasha kay...
Yusuf ka lehja. seherzada sa hogaya
“Sadiyon se duniya bhar kay log Akasha se juray rahay hain. Wo apnay chahnay walon ko aik anokhay tuhfay se nawazti hay. Apni roshni se. Ye roshni aam insaano mein ghair maamuli salahiyatain ujagar karti hay: Dimaghi salahiyatain, yani logon ki soch pe control karna, un kay khayalon pe haavi hona... Aur Jismani salahiyatain, yani 1000 insano kay barabar taqatwar hona… aur shayad sab se barh kar ye, kay aik aisi zahiri khoobsurti jo kabhi fana na ho! Aik na khatam honay wali jawani…”
Aik lamhay ko Yusuf ne honton pe zubaan pheri aur phir dobara bolna shuru hua
“Lekin is kay badlay mein Akasha ko kuch darkaar hota hay – Taqat, jinsi taqat. Akasha ki tamaam ghiar mamuli quwwatain isi taqat se munsalik hain. Wo khaas kar larkon kay zariyay ye taqat hasil karti hay.”
Main ye sab kaanptay huay sunn raha tha aur is ko samajhnay ki nakam see koshish kar raha tha. Buht naqabil e yaqeen see batain theen.
Lekin… saath saath meray dimagh kay kisi hissay mein, aik ghair murai sa tajassus bedaar ho chuka tha. Mujhay aisa lag raha tha kay jesay main in sab baton se aashna sa hoon.
“In sab cheezon main tumhara kia role hay?... yahi soch rahay ho na?”
Yusuf mujhay sochon mein ghaltan dekh kar poocha.
“Akasha kay madadgar kuch khaas qism kay larkon ki talash mein rehtay hain. Aur phir wo inko Akasha tak puhncha detay hain. Wo un se apni roshni share karti hay. Roshni se jurr janay kay baad, un larkon mein Akasha ki quwwat ka kuch hissa ajata hay. In larkon ko phir duniya mein wapas bhej dia jata hay… takay wo Akasha ki dee gayee salahiyaton kay zariye, apni jinsi quwwaton ka khoob istimaal karain. Wo jitney logon se, jitnay ziada jismani taaluq rakhain gey, un kay andar utni jinsi taqat jama hoti jayegi…”
“Aur Akasha ko un larkon se wo taqat, us ki dee gayee Roshni kay zariye muntaqil hoti rehti hay. Is tarha Akasha ki jaadooi quwwatain aur barh jaati hain… aur phir wo in quwwaton ka kuch hissa apnay madadgaron mein baant deti hay…. Ye silsila aisay he chalta rehta hay…”
Yusuf ne mujhay ghor se dekha aur samjhanay walay andaz mein bola
“Samjho tou ye larkay, Akasha kay liye ‘battery’ hotay hain jinhain wo jinsi taqat se ‘charge’ karti hay aur jab battery istimal kar le tou usay dobara charging pe laga deti hay… samjhay?”
Buht naqabil e yaqeen aur deomalai see batain lag raheen theen ye sab. Yaqeenan, kisi aam fehm insaan kay liye ye batain hazam karna asaan na hoga. Lekin shayad main aam insan na tha.
“Suno Shani,” Yusuf ne sargoshi mein kaha. “Aaj raat sister Sarah tumharay paas aye gee. Agar tum us ko khush kar do tou tum pe sab khul jayega. Us ki bemisaal salahiyatain tum se wabasta ho sakti hain. Kyunkay tum aik achay umeedwaar ho.”
“Umeedwar? Kis cheez ka umeedwar?” Main ne be sakhta poocha
“Bewaqoof larkay,” Yusuf jhillaya. “Akasha har kisi ko apna sathi thori bana leti hay! Us kay liye khaas shartain hain!”
Yusuf ne shakal see banai
“Jazbaat... Insaan kay jazbaat, karray hotay hain. Haqeeqat ki bandishon se azad. Agar insani aqal na ho, tou jazbaat ki ro mein beh kar insaan najanay kia se kia hojaye… Bus yahi jazbaat pasand hain usay Shani! Kehtay hain kay Akasha inhi jazbaat ki devi hay. Aur jazbon ki sachai Akasha usay bhaati hay. Isi kay zariye wo apni quwwatain in larkon mein utaarti hay.”
Jesay jesay Yusuf bol raha tha, wesay he meray andar soch kay tanay banay juray ja rahay thay. Kia main waqai is ghair insani hasti kay liye aik zariya, aik ‘battery’ bannay wala tha? Lekin phir achanak meray zehn mein aik sawal bijli ki tarha koonda.
“Lekin main usay kesay khush kar sakta hoon? Mujhay tou kuch nahi pata in cheezon ka… Main tou khouf khaye baghair kisi se baat bhi nahi kar sakta. Mera aur aisi zabardast hasti ka kia jor?”
Main ne dartay dartay poocha
“Sabar... Jitna mujhay kaha gaya tha utna ne tumhain bata diya. Baaqi tum khud bhi Akasha ki taqaton se jurr chukay ho... Tum wesay nahi rahay, jesay yahan aye thay.”
Yusuf itna keh kar utha khara hua. Wo darwazay tak puhonch kay gardan ghuma kar meri taraf dekhta raha aur ahista se phir bola
“Anay wali kuch ratain, tum ko badal sakti hain. Tum ne bataya tha kay tum se sister Katherine ne kuch sawal kiye thay. Un he sawalon mein apna jawab dhoondo, ho sakta hay tum se behtar umeedwar koi na ho.”
“Aur agar main Akasha ko khush na kar saka tou?”
Main ne us kay jatay jatay aik aur sawal kiya.
“Tou phir tumhara haal bhi un 2 larkon wala hoga…” Yusuf ne sappat chehray se mujhay jawab dia aur mujhay sawalon mein ghira chor kay jhat se bahar nikal gaya. Main ghor karnay laga kay akhir aisa kia tha sister Katherine kay sawalon mein jis se main Akasha ko khush kar sakta hoon? Aur is se barh kar ye, kay un 2 larkon ka kia hasher hua tha? Unki cheekhain aisi theen jesay koi janwaar un ko khanay araha ho. Wo mujhay phir kyun na dikhay? Kia mera haal bhi aisa he hoga?
Dimagh mein sawalaat ka na khatam honay wala silsila chalnay laga. Sab kuch buht naqabil e yaqeen lag raha tha. Agar main ne khud apni ankhon se na dekha hota tou main shayad kabhi yaqeen nahi karta. Main na chahtay huay bhi aik ajab kahani ka kirdar ban gaya tha. In he sochon mein shaam se raat ho chali. Main Miss Naheed ki di gayee kitabain parhta raha aur sister Katherine kay un sawalon kay baray mein sochta raha. Najanay kab meri ankh lag gayee. Raat kay kisi pehr mujhay apnay sarahnay kuch ahat see mehsoos hui. Main harbara kar utha tou dekha kay sister Sarah apni tamam tar hasher samaniyon kay saath meray sarahnay bethi thi. Uska dheela dhala chogha khula para tha aur uska seena uriyaan tha. Uskay jism se wohi sunehri roshni photo rahi thi.
“Kesay ho Shani?” Unhon ne poocha. Ajeeb baat ye thi kay sister Sarah kay lab nahi hil rahay thay. Uskay bawajood main uski awaz apnay dimagh mein wazeh tor se sun raha tha.
“Main theek hoon.” Meri neem ghanoodgi mein doobi awaz nikli.
“Good.” Sister Sarah ne smile ki aur phir apna chogha utaar kar neechay phaink dia. Main us kay seher mein gum honay laga. Uska uriyaan seena uskay khubsurat ubhaar wazeh ho gaye. Husb e mamool, us ne andar kuch na pehna tha. Meray lund mein harkat hona shuru ho gai.
“Idhar aao.” Sister Sarah ne makhsoos andaaz mein mera sar apnay hathon mein letay huay kaha.
“Aao tumhain seraab karoon.”
Main khisakta hua sister Sarah ki goud mein apna sar adjust karnay laga. Us kay gol gol mummon kay tanay huay nipple meray honton se aa lagay. Wohi rus meray mu mein ghulna shuru hua. Aisa lag raha thay kay main us kay mummon kay rusvkay sath sath wo sunehri roshni bhi apnay mu mein bharr raha hoon. Ye roshni mujhay apnay andar utarti mehsoos ho rahi thi. Sister Sarah ne aik hath barha kar pajamay kay ooper se he meri lulli se khelna shuru kar diya. Mujhay be tahasha maza anay laga. Us ne muskuratay huay mujhay dekha. Main uskay pehlu mein dubka hua duniya se be khabar, uski sunehri chaati se chipka hua bhookon kee tarhan uska nipple choos raha tha.
“Teray chacha ne teray sath buht bura kia Shani…” Sister Sarah badastoor aik hath meray sar pe aur aik haath meray lund pe phertay huay boleen.
Main mumma choostay choostay aik dam tilmila gaya. Adeel chacha ka naam suntay he meray andar angaray bharaknay lagay. Main ne aur zor se uska mumma choosa.
“Aaah.” Uski siski nikli aur us ne apna hont apnay danton se daba lia
“Kia tu nahi chahta kay un kay saath bhi bura ho?” Uski awaz thori thori masti mein doobi hui thi.
Main ne mu se koi jawab na dia lekin mera zehn cheekh cheekh kay HAAN HAAN! keh raha tha. Main ne zor se uska nipple kata.
Shayad us ne mera zehn parh lia tha ya apnay nipple pe honay walay is hamlay se mera jawab judge kar lia tha.
Sister Sarah ne mujhay bheencha aur zor se mera lund dabatay huay kaha
“Bata, teray maa baap ki maut ka kis ko sab se ziada faida hua….”
Main Yusuf ke kehnay par kayee martaba in sawalon mein gum raha tha. Aur shayad ye wahid sawal tha jis ka main ne nafi mein jawab dia tha. Shayad is liye kay main ye sawal us waqt samajh na paya tha. Aaj tanhai mein beth kay ghor kia tha tou aik haqeeqat wazeh hui thi kay jis tarah meray bhai ko sazishain kar kay Adeel chacha ne jail bhijwaya tha, wesay he ho sakta hay kay meray walidain kay qatal mein bhi uska koi haath ho? Ab jo sister Sarah ne ye sawal dohraya tha tou Adeel chacha kay naam pe bharaknay walay wo angaray mera wajood jalanay lagay. Mujhay yaqeen hogaya kay meray walidain ko Adeel chacha ne marwaya tha. Main ne taraptay huay uska mumma apnay mu se nikala aur tez tez boltay hua kaha.
“MERAY CHACHA KO! HAAN! SAB SE BARA FAIDA MERAY CHACHA KO HUA!”
Itna kehna tha kay sister Sarah ne nasheeli ankhon se mujhay dekh aur aik dilfareb smile kay saath meray sar pe hath phertay huay kaha.
“Shabash, meray bachay! Mujhay yaqeen tha kay tum kamiyaab hogay…”
Wo ahista se mujh pe jhuki aur meray honton ka aik bosa leta huay dobara apna nipple meray mu se laga dia. Us ka yoon bosa dena mujhay bara acha laga tha.
Kuch der main aisay he uskay mummay choosta raha aur phir achanak us ne mujhay khud se alag kar diya. Us ne apnay lehlahatay khulay baal yakja kar kay aik baar phir jooray mein qaid kiye. Us ka pur israar husn is waqt mujhay hypnotize kar raha tha. Wo phir meray pajamay pe jhuki aur us ne aik jhatkay se usay utaar dia. Mera chota sa lund pharpharata hua nanga hogaya. Sister Sarah ne smile dee aur apna chehra meray lun kay paas le gayee. Us ne apnay mu mein kuch thook jama kia aur meray lun pe laga diya. Uska thook lagna tha kay jesay meray lun pe jalan see hui. Main aik dam se peechay hua tou us ne mujhay kass kar taangon se pakar liya. Main minminata raha aur wo meray lun pe apna garam thook daalti rahi. Aur phir us ne aik jhatkay se mera lund apnay me mein utaar liya. Aik dum se sari jalan khatam hogai. Sister Sarah meri murjhai hui lulli ko choosna shuru kia. Main pehli baar aik aurat se chuppa lagwa raha tha aur wo bhi aisi aurat jo shayad kuch aur he bala thi. Lekin meray zehn mein mujhay aisa lag raha tha jesay main ye sab karta raha hoon. Kuch seconds mein he main sakht hona shuru hogaya.
Sister Sarah buht tahammul se mera lund choos rahi thi. Jesay uski zindagi mein iskay ilawa koi kaam na ho. Mujhay itna maza araha tha kay meri saans charhna shuru hogai. Sex kay maamlay mein, main apni umr kay baaqi larkon kay baraks buht kam tajassus rakhta tha. Meri zindagi kay halaat us waqt mujhay aisi cheezon aur rahaton kay baray mein sochnay ki ijazat na detay thay. Lekin jab se sister Sarah ne meray saath ye khel khelna shuru kia tha, tab se meray andar naye jazbaat ubhar rahay thay. Main khud ko qadray confident aur nadarr mehsoos karnay laga tha. Meray andar ka khauf aik naya roop dhaar raha tha. Mujhay lagnay laga tha kay jesay main na jantay huay bhi buht kuch janta hoon. Maazi, haal, mustaqbil… sab aik saath dekh raha tha. Aik film see meray zehn main chalnay lagi.
Udhar sister Sarah apni zaban meri topi pe pher rahi thi jesay ice cream kha rahi ho. Mazay mein dooba main zor zor se saans le raha tha. Itni der mein us ka aik haath meray tutton ko tattolnay laga. Mujhay gudgudi see hui lekin main seedha para raha. Main kuch aisa nahi karna chahta tha jo is mazay mein khalal laye. Sister Sarah ne kuch der aisa karnay kay baad aik baar phir mera lund mu mein bhar liya aur zor zor se choosnay lagi. Mera lund shayad itna sakht kabhi na hua tha. Jesay abhi phatt jayega. Meri aanhain nikalnay lageen aur sister Sarah ne aur zor zor se mera chupa lagana shuru kardiya. Mera lund uskay mu mein jakar baray se bara hota ja raha tha. Mujhay laga jesay meri ragon mein dorta sara khoon meray lund kee janib jama ho raha ho. Main ne bekhtiar apnay haath sister Sarah kay sar pe rakhay aur uska mu shiddat se chodnay laga. Apna lund main uskay halaq mein utar raha tha. Kamray mein ghuti ghuti awazain phelnay lageen, jo sister Sarah kay mu se nikal rahi theen. Meri grift uskay sarr pe sakht hoti gaye, main uskay baal apni muthion main jakar kar uska mu chod raha tha. Meray badan mein thar-thara-hat hona shuru hui. Sister Sarah ne meray pund pe apnay honton ka ghera aur tang kar liya. Aur kuch he seconds mein meray lund ne sister Sarah kay mu mein lava ugalna shuru kar dia. Ye mera pehla orgasm tha. Main siskiyaan leta hua sister Sarah kay mu mein pehli baar farigh hota raha. Sakoon ki aik leher meray jism mein dornay lagi.
Sister Sarah ne thori der apnay hont meray lund ki topi pe joray rakhay aur mera saara paani apnay halaq mein utarti rahi. Us kay baad us ne apna sar uthaya aur mujh se alag hogai. July ka zamana tha. Main paseenay mein sharabor ho chukka tha lekin phir bhi itna sukoon mein tha. Garmi, sardi, koi cheez maanay na rakhti thi. Najanay kitni der baad sister Sarah ne mujhay jhanjora.
“Aaj tum mard ban chukay ho…” Wo muskuratay huay boli.
“Buht jald tum meri madad kay qabil hojao gey.”
Mujhay ab ye sari paheliyaan samajh see arahi theen. Mera zehn jesay kisi aur dimagh se munsalik hogaya tha. Mujh pe goya haqeeqat khulni shuru hui thi. Sister Sarah ne apna chogha dobara orha aur meray mathay pe aik bosa detay huay boli
“Tum ne Miss Naheed ki di gayee sari kitabain parh li hain. Kal un se aur kitabain le lena. Good boy.”
Itna keh kar wo kamray se bahar nikal gayee.
Main utha aur darwaza lock kar kay bathroom mein nahanay ja ghusa.
Paani mujh pe parta raha aur mera zehn, haqeeqaton kay tanay banay jorta raha.
Meray chehray pe aik muskurahat phel gayee. Main becheni se anay wali raton ka intizar karnay laga.
