is dunya me saansen lene wala main ek unique ladka hon. mujhe paida karne wali meri maa ek insan thi. par mere mere is dunya me aane ki waja bana ek jinn.
ji han dosto. main insan hon. par ek jindaza hon. meri maa parerna ek middle class family se talluq rakhti thi. lekin thi bohut hi modren khayalat ki malik. maa bohut hi zayada haseen aur dilon me dhadkano ko munjmad kar dene wali khubsurati ki maalik thi. maa ikloti aisi ladki thi khandan me. jo university level tak pohchi thi. maa ko padhai se zayada matlab nahi thi. maa ko matlab tha. apni achi life se.. apni man pasand life se. jaise unche unche khawab the maa ke. jitni haseen maa thi. maa ka khawab tha, maa ki shadi kisi raeeszade se ho.. iske liye maa ne kadi mahnat bhi kari thi. din raat apni khubsurti ko badhane me lagi rahti. apni friends ke sath gym jati. youn maa ne apne jism ko aisa maintain kar rakha tha. jo bhi maa ko dekhta. dekhta hi rah jata. maa ko pane ke liye machal jata. maa se shadi ke liye rishta bhej deta. aur maa bade nakhre ke sath rishte reject kar dia karti.. bolti ye uske maayar ka nahi hai.. maa ko chahiye tha.. sach much ka raja.. koi prince.. koi badshah.. jo maa ko umar bhar aish hi aish karwa sake.. kai ameerzade maa ki zindagi me aaye. maa ke aage peeche chakkar lagate rahe. par maa ne sabko laal jhandi dikha di. maa 23 saal ki ho gai thi. fir bhi abhi tak kunwari thi maa. modren ladkiyon se maa ki dosti thi. wo sari ladkiyan jawan hone se pahle hi jawani ke maze loot chuki thi.. lekin maa apni jawani ko puri tarah se cash karna chahti thi. iske liye maa ne khud ko sambhal kar rakha hua tha.. maa ki virginity se juda tha maa ka future.. ek aish bhari zindagi.
sare ameer ladke kuch din maa ke peeche peeche rahte.. maa ko ek raat ke lakhon offer karte. lekin maa woh lakhon thukra deti.. bolti to bass ek hi baat bolti.. mujhse shadi kar lo.. fir umar bhar mera ras nichodte rahna.. tum mahine mahine mere paas na aao. mujhe koi gham nai hoga. mere bad kis kis se relation banate ho. mujhe koi parwa nahi hogi. parwa hogi to apni mahfuz married life ki hogi.. kai ladke aise bhi thi. jo maa se shadi ke liye raazi ho gaye the. maa ko pane ke liye. wo sare ameer ladke ye socha karte the.. maa ko shadi ka jhansa dekar maa ko kuch mahine ache se nichod kar maa ko divorce de denge. par maa to maa thi. sabse badhkar tez chalak aur matlab se bhari hui..
maa kisi se court marriage ke liye nahi kaha karti thi. aisa koi proposal bhi accept nahi karti thi. pure khandan ke saamne, ek agreement ke sath maa shadi karegi. aur aisa koi ladka nahi chahta tha. youn maa ki shadi delay hoti chali gai. maa uni ke last year me ja pohnchi. ab tak hazaron offers aa chuke the maa ko. lekin maa ka matlab pura nahi hua. maa ko woh ladka nahi mila.. jo maa ko maa ki man pasand life de sake..
fir hui maa ki zindagi mere khabees baap jinn ki entry.. maa nahi janti thi. usse milne wala ek jinn hai.. mere baap ne maa se shadi ke liye kaha.. vaise to woh jinn tha. maa ki marzi na bhi hoti to bhi wo maa ko chod sakta tha.. lekin maa ka husan aisa tha. mera khabees jinn baap meri maa ko pure mann se pana chahta tha. maa ki garm aaghosh aur garam baahen pure josh se apne jism se lipti hui pana chahta tha. har dhakke par maa aaahh bharti hui mere khabees jinn se gahri mohabbat ka izhaar karti.. bhale hi wo drama hota.. par chudai mann se karti.. ek matlab parast aurat bhala kisi se sache mann se pyar kar bhi kaise sakti thi..
maa ne mere khabees baap jinn ko bhi inkar kar dia.
maa: sorry! par main aise hi shadi nahi kar sakti. tumhare pure khandan ke saamne, ek agreement ke sath shadi karungi. mujhe apni puri life ki safety chahiye. kya pata kal ko tum mujhe talak de do. aise to main na idhar ki rahungi na udhar ki.. zaleel bhi hongi aur sare khawab bhi mitti me mil jaayenge.
mera baap ek jinn tha.. khabeeso ka khabees tha.. uske paas powers thi.. woh maa ki baat sunkar has pada.
baap: agar main tujhe sach much ki rani bana dun. tujhe itni daulat de dun. jitni is mulk me kisi ke paas bhi nahi hai. kyaa tab bhi tum mujhse shadi ke liye bologi.
maa ki harangi ki koi hadh nahi thi. maa ka moh khul gaya
maa: main kuch samjhi nahi.. aap kahna kya chahte han.
maa matlabi hi nahi thi.. matlab parasto ki dunya ki mallika thi. ekdum se "tum" se "aap" par aap gai..
baap: chalo mere sath.. tumhe tumhari khawabo ki dunya ki sair karwaon.
maa ghabrai. wo kuch samjh nahi paayi thi. aise kaise ekdum se uske sath chali jaati.. jiske bare me abhi usne jana hi nahi tha. lekin mere khabees baap ne meri maa ki ghabrahat ki koi parwa nahi ki. aur maa ko lekar wahan se gayab ho gaya. ek dusre shahar ja pohncha. wahin ek badi alishan kothi me maa ko le gaya. maa to kothi ki chamak damak dekh hairan rah gai thi. maa dar bhi gai thi.
mere baap ne maa ko khul kar bata dia. wo ek jinn hai. aur uspar ashiq ho gaya hai. meri rani ban jaa. badle me tujhe wo sab kuch mil jayega. jiski chah tu saalon se karti aa rahi hai. maa ka dar nahi gaya. maa ka darr tab gaya. jab mera khabees baap meri maa ko kothi ke basement me le gaya.. maa wahan sone chandi heere motiyon aur indian currency ke dher lage dekh sara darr khauf bhul gai.. maa cheekhti hui heere motiyon par toot padi.. ek ek heere moti ko utha kar dekhne lagi. khushi ka izhaar karne lagi. kalkariyan maarne lagi.. bad me naachne lagi..
mere khabees baap ne maa ko apna sach bata dia.. na batata to maa usay jhel nahi pati. mera baap 7 foot ka tha. lund ek foot se bhi bada tha.. maa se wo normal kad kath wala bankar mila tha. usay apne asli akaar me aa kar chudai karne me maza milta tha. isliye maa ko sach batana pada..
maa apne khawabo ko pura hote dekh hi khushi se pagal ho gai thi.. usne mere khabees baap ki har baat maan li. apni chhoti si chut aur gand me mere khabees jinn baap ka ek foot se bhi lamba lund lene par tayar ho gai... mera baap jab asli surat me aaya to maa dekh kar ghabrai.. lund dekh kar to maa dahshat me aaa gayi..kaise jhel payegi wo itne bade lund ko.. wo to mar jaayegi.. uski nanhi si chut me aisa lund ghus gaya to. par basement ki daualt ki beinteha chamak ne maa ke is khauf ko bhi nigal lia.. maa abhi tak kunawri thi. har kunawri ladki sharam wali hoti hai.. par meri maa ek pal me hi besharam ban gai... wahi pahli bar mere baap ke aage nangi hui.. wahin pahli bar mere baap se chut aur gaand ki dono seels khulwayen.. wo bhi pure maze aur josh ke sath.. darawane chahre wala mera khabees baap meri maa ke liye dunya ka sabse sunder yaar ban gaya..
mere khabees baap jinn ke apne lund se meri maa ki chut aur gaand ki dhajjiyan uda kar rakh deen.. maa apne mayke ko bhul gai thi.. limitless daulat aur khazana mil gaya tha usay..upar se ek jandar shandar aur mota lamba lund.. maa ka har pal maze se guzarne laga.. aur mere khabees baap ka bhi.. us kothi ke sath usi shahar se bahar ek aur shandar haveli bhi maa ne mere jinn baap se kah kar banwa li..
5 mahine baad mere baap ka dil meri maa se oob gaya. maa ka sara ras wo nichhod chuka tha. ab maa usay pheeki lagne lagi thi.. matlab se bhari meri maa jald hi apni kashish kho bethi.. mera baap meri maa ko bata kar usay hamesha ke liye chhhod kar chala gaya. ab kisi aur ko jo talashna tha.. jo maa ke jaisi rasbhari hoti... maa bohut roi..cheekhi..chillai..(sara drama tha) par mere jinn khabees baap ne ek nahi suni aur chala gaya.. jaate jaate ek kam aur bhi kar gaya.. ek thakur family jo kabhi powerful hua karti thi.. dushmani ki bheent chadh kar us family ka diwaliya nikal gaya tha. us thakur family ke ek bete jis ka naam mahesh thakur tha. se meri maa ko shadi ke liye bol dia.. mahesh thakur ke dil aur dimag me maa ki mohabbat ka beej bhi bo dia tha mere harami aur khabees baap ne.. thakur family me shadi se meri maa ki value ko char chand lag jaate.. wo pure mulk me famous ho jati. aise thakur family bhi meri maa ke ahsanmand ho jati.. umar bhar maa ke pair dho dho kar peete. mahesh thakur lund se bhi tagda mard tha... maa ko aur kya chahiye tha.. bina raja ke wo rani bankar nahi ji sakti thi. janti thi.. zindagi me waqt ke sath sath rang bhi badalte han.. aise hi rahi to koi bhi usay sara ka sara loot sakta hai. ek powerful family ke sath jud jane se usay umar bhar ki serurity bhi mil jati.. youn meri maa ki kismat badalne wali thi. meri maa jiski aukat do kodi se bhi badhkar nahi thi.. anmol banne ja rahi thi. middle class ki ladki hokar ek thakurain banne ja rahi thi..
mere baap ke jane ke bad maa do din jhute dukh me rahi. itni daulat pa kar maa ki khushi ka koi thikana nahi tha.. thakur family ki surat maa ke liye khushiyon ki aisi barsat ka bhi intezam ho gaya tha.. jo kabhi jane hi nahi wali thi.. maa mahesh se mili.. usay adha sach adha jhut bata dia.. mahesh to pahle se hi trance me tha mere khabees baap jinn ki badolat. wo maa ki haan me haan milane laga.. mahesh thakur chala gaya. maa ek hafre bad bimar pad gai. checkup karwaya to pata chala maa ke papi aur matlabi pet me meri aamad ho chuki hai. maa ghabrai. ab jab khushiyan hi khushiyan uski zindagi me aane wali thi. aise me mera uske pet me utarna maa ke liye sahi nahi tha.. maa ne abortion ka faisla kar lia.. par main koi aam bacha nahi tha. koi insani bacha nahi tha. jo abortion se waste ho jata. main jinn ka bacha tha. mere jinn khabees baap ke jaise mere baap ke lund ke pani ki bhi badi takat thi. abortion ke liye maa ko jaan ki kurbani bhi deni pad sakti thi. aisa maa ko pata chala to maa ghabra gai.. aur abortion nahi karwaya.. mahesh se mili.. usse sab kaha.. mahesh tha to trance me. fir bhi khandani khun uske andar josh maar gaya tha.. wo bola.. nahi parerna.. main kisi najayaz bachhe ko apna beta nahi kah sakta. na hi ise main apne bete ki roop me sabke samne la sakta hon. na ise apni haveli me jaga de sakta hon.. ye gali hogi hamare khoon ke liye.. isliye iske dunya me aa jane tak hum shadi nahi karenge.. iska janam hote hi ise anath ashram walun ke hawale kar dia jaayega.. fir hum shadi kar lenge..
maa: main bhi is bache ko nahi chahti thi. par abortion se meri life ko khatra ho sakta hai.. aisa karti hon. meri ek dost hai jyoti.. main ise uske hawale kar dungi.. mehesh ko koi aitraz kaise ho sakta tha. usne okay bol dia..
kitni zalim thi meri maa. mahesh jisse usay pyar bhi nahi tha. mai jo uske pet me tha.. abhi waqt hi kitna hua tha mujhe maa ke pet me utre hue.. mere liye aisi zalimana baaten..
mahesh sochon me pad gaya: sahi kaha tumne parerna.. chalo aise hi sahi..
aur fir shuru hui maa ki secret life.. maa ne kisi ke saaamne jana band kar dia.. mere paida hone tak maa kothi me hi rahi.. jaise hi main maa ke pet se bahr aaya.. teesre hi din maa mahesh ke sath jyoti ke paas ja pohnchi aur 5 crore ke sath mujhe jyoti ko thama dia.. jyoti aur uske shohar yadav ko samjha dia. ise apna beta bana kar palna.. ise kabhi mat batana.. main nahi chahti. meri life me problem aaye.
maa aise boli.. dukh se zayada power jhalakti dikhai di thi maa ke lahje se.. maheshn thakur jaisa powerful banda maa ke sath tha.. jyoti aur yadav dono dekhte rah gaye.. darr bhi gaye the. jyoti ki teen betiyan thee. teesri beti ki umar 5 saal thi. uske paida hote hi jyoti firse maa banne layak nahi rahi thi. system me gadbadi paida ho gai thi. paison ke sath ek beta mila to dono ne khushi khushi usay qubool kar lia..
meri maa aur mahesh thakur wahan se chale gaye.. maa aur yadav ne faisla kiya.. kahin baad me kisi tarah ki koi pareshani meri maa aur mahesh thakur se na bane.. isliye jyoti aur yadav ne wo shahar chhod dia.. meri maa ko jyoti ka ye wala ghar hi malum tha. maa aur kuch nahi janti thi jyoti ke bare me..
aise me main meri real maa ki zindagi se hamesha ke liye door kar dia gaya. wahan meri maa ne mahesh thakur se shadi se shadi kar li. aur din raat chudne lagi. mere jinn baap ne jaise mahino tak meri maa ki ji bhar kar thukai ki thi. meri maa ko aish karne aur thukai ke siva kuch soojhna hi band ho gaya. paise ki ab kami nahi rahi thi.. na maa ko aur na hi mahesh and family ko.. mahesh thakur lund ke size aur takat ko badhane ke liye mulk bhar ke nami garami sanyasiyo, jogiyon aur hakeemo se milne laga. mahesh thakur bhi waqt ke sath ek kamal ka chudakkar banta chala gaya.. sara business uske bhari aur family wale sambhal rahe the. mahesh aur meri maa dono business ko dekhte ya fir chudai karte. pahle hi saal meri maa ne do judwan betiyon ko janam dia.. theek ek saal baad ek beti ko janam dia.. uske baad meri maa ne kaha
maa: bass.. mahesh aur nahi! teen betiyan bohut han. aur bache paida karungi to mera figure kharab ho jayega.
mahesh: mujhe bhi aisi hi fikr hai meri jaan. tumhari jaisi koi nahi hai. mai bhi chahta hon. tum sada bahaar raho. par yaar, hamari itni sari daulat ke liye ek waris bhi to chahiye ha na.
maa: theek hai. par akhri baar. agar beta hua to achi baat hai. firse beti hui to main bete ke liye ek aur chance nahi le sakti..
mahesh meri maa ko chumne laga: mujhe manzur hai meri jaan. tum kaho aur main tumhari kisi baat se inkaar dun. ho hi nahi sakta..
maa mann me: teri itni aukat bhi kahan hai mahesh. tu meri marzi ke bina kuch soch bhi sake.. kuch kar sake..
moh se boli: yahi to tumhari mohabbat hai mahesh. ise main kabhi faramosh nahi karungi..
udhar meri maa ke mayke wale meri maa ke bhaag jane se kahin ke nahi rahe the. meri nani jise har dum dhadka laga rahta tha. pata nahi is ladki ka kya banega. kahin ye izzat ko mitti me hi na mila de. aur wahi hua tha. jaisa nani ko dar tha. maa kya bhagi. nani charpai se lag gai.. sare khandan ki nazron jhuk gaye thi.. isliye wo bhi apna sab kuch saste damon bech kar wahan se kalti maar gaye.. kisi aur shahr me ja kar bass gaye.. kismat se ye wahi shahar tha. jahan mai jyoti aur yadav aur uski betiyon ke sath rahta tha..
mai das saal ka bhi nahi hua tha. jab maine jaan lia. mere andar kitni alag qualities han. main insan tha. par special tha. sabse alag tha. unique tha. mai gayab ho sakta tha. ud sakta tha. aag mujhe jala nahi sakti thi. 100 admiyon se bhi badhkar takat mere jism ke andar thi. koi mujhse bhidne ki soch bhi nahi sakta tha. mera kad kath saadhe 6 feet ka tha. mere kandhe itne chaude the. koi bhi dekh leta to mann me ek hi baat sochta. in kandho me kitni mazbuti hogi.. mere bazu aise tha. jaise ped ki shaakhen hoti han.. punja azmai me maine kaiyon ke hath tod kar rakh diye the. main apne pure ilake me bohut famous ho gaya tha.. main apni takat ka 1% bhi istemal nahi kiya karta tha. fir bhi koi meri takkar ka nahi tha..
meri life mast ja rahi thi. main chahre badal lia karta tha. kisi bhi jandar chiz ko soch leta. chahta ki main uske jaisa ban jaun. to main ban jata tha. jawani mujhpar aai to jawani bhi special ban gai. mera lund ek jinn ka lund tha.. halka brown mota lamba aur rod jitna sakht.. mujhe chudai ka chaska jald hi pad gaya tha. padhai mere liye kabhi mushkil nahi raha karti thi. isliye maine padhai par focus chhod chudai par focus badha dia. mujhe koi bhi aurat ya ladki achi lagti to main us ladki ke ashiq ke roop me aa kar us ladki ki chudai kar leta. aurat achi lagti to uske aurat ke shohar ki surat le kar us aurat ki chudai kar leta. aise karne me alag hi maza tha. wo sochti rah jati. aaj uske pati ke lund me itna dum kahan se aa gaya. main usay hairan p pareshan chhod uski bajata rahta..
idhar mere 2nd baap yadav meri maa parerna se milne wale paison se ek garment factory kharid chuka tha. jo waqt ke sath achi chalne lagi thi. meri badi bahan shilpa(29) manjli bahan aruhi(26) chhoti bahan keerti(25) teeno ki shadiyan ho chuki thi. teeno usi shahr me hi rahti thi. teeno apne apne gharon me khush thi. mai maa jyoti aur papa yadav ke sath ghar me rahta tha.. life mast ja rahi thi.. par kisi ki bhi life mast nahi rahti hai. meri bhi nahi rahi.. meri life to sabse alag thi. mai sabse alag tha to meri life story bhi meri tarah sabse alag thi. mai janta hi nahi tha. mai jyoti ka beta nahi hon. mai to ek aurat ke lalach aur matlab parasti ka result hon. ek jinn baap ki hawas ka shikar hon.. jo janta hi nahi tha. ki main uska beta bhi is dunya me hai.. meri maa ko mahino tak chodne ke bad maa ko hamesha ke liye chhod kar chala gaya tha. meri lalachi, matlabi aur chudakkad maa bhi mujhe apni khushiyon bhari zindagi ka kaatil samjh kar khud se door kar gai thi..
aise hi haadsati taur par mujhe pata chala. main to jyoti ka beta hi nahi hon. mai to parerna ka beta hon. mera baap ek jinn ha.. main jo ek extraordinry ladka tha.. ab jana ki mere janam ke peeche ki kahani to badi hi anokhi aur dard bhari hai.. sab jaan kar mere tan badan me aag lag gai.. main aag ka bana tha.. aag se mera janam janam ja rishta tha. fir bhi ye wali aag mujhe andar se jalane lagi..
maine kasam kha li.. apni lalachi aur matlabi maa ko firse do kodi ka bana dunga. jis paise ke liye usne mujhe khud se door kar dia tha. jis paise ke liye uske mere nana nani ko aur sabko zillat bhari zindagi jeene par majbur kar dia tha. ab meri maa aisi hi zillat bhari zindagi jiyegi.. paise ki badi chah hai na usay.. ek ek paise ke liye usay main aisa nachaunga.. akhri saans tak kabhi bhul nahi payegi.. besharam behaya mere jinn baap se bina shadi ke jismani talluqat rakhe the usne.. najayaz tarike se mujhe is dunya me layi. mera baap chudakkad tha. bewaquf tha ya jo bhi tha. jo meri maa ko chhod gaya tha. par main nahi chhodunga. umar bhar ke liye apni rakhel bana kar rakhunga.. sath banaungi uski betiyon aur mahesh thakur ke khandan ki har chut wali ko apni rakhel...
