Update no: 6
Yun hi Kuch der tv dekhne aur letne ke baad saba uth’ti hai aur time dekhti hai to 8 baj rahe the. Saba bed se uth kar saamne rakhe dressing table ki taraf jati hai. Woh dressing table ke sheeshy ke samne ja kar khari ho jati hai jahan usy apna scarf loose huwa dikhai deta hai. Ye dekh kar Saba sar ke peechey scarf mein laga safety pin khol kar apne hoonton main rakhti hai aur scarf ko dobara se theek karne lagti hai. Scarf ko theek se sar par lapet kar dobara safety pin laga deti hai aur hathon se apni kameez ko thek karti hai tou uski nazar saamne sheeshay mein khud par parhti hai. Saba ne white shawlar kameez pehna hota hai. White kameez main black bra aisey hi thi ke jese us pistanoon (doodh) ko nazar lagne se bachaya gya ho. Apne bra par nazar parhtey hi Saba k ander ki hararat (heat) phir se bharakne lagti hai. Saba aik bharey hue jism wali larki hai jis ke jism ke zaroori niswani ubhar jaisa ke mumme, koolhey aur raanein (thighs) us ki umar yani 23 saal ki aik normal larki se thore ziada hi bare hein. Figure 36D 29 38 hai is liye Saba bra bhi chaurey (wide) structure ke pehenti hai. bra ke neeche us ki nazar jati hai tou pait par kameez poori tarah se fitting mein hai aur us ki naaf saaf jhalak rahi hai. naaf ke neeechey shalwar ka bandha izaarband dikh raha hai thora thora. Saba ye dekhte hue khud ko seedhey haath par turn karti hai tou side view mein sab se pehle us ki nazar apni tight fitted kameez ke lambe se chalk par parhti hai. lambe se chalk mein se Saba ki sehatmand raan (thigh) poori tarah se ubal kar bahar aa rahi hoti hai. Raan ke saath Saba ki nazar us ke koolhoon ke ubhar par parhti hai jo ke kameez ki fitting ki waja se kafi numayan ubhre hue hein kamar khatam hotey hi. gaand tou aise hi dikh rahi thi ke jesey kisi hamwar zameen par aik speed breaker ho, us ke bahir ko nikle huwe ubhar Saba ke ander aur bhi hararat paida kar rahey they aur who sochti hai,
“uufffffff ye mujhe kia ho gaya hai main kin chakron main lag gayi hon. mujhe ye sab nai karna chahie ye sab meri shaksiat ke mutabiq nahi hai, ye tuo galat hai.
Lekin phir who sochti hai,
“kia mera larki hona bhi galat hai? agar mujhe larki paida kia gaya hai to larkiyon kw ehsasaat bhi diye gaye hain aur un ehsasaat ko mehsoos karna tou ghalat nahi ya unhen mazey se dekhna tou ghalat nahi hai.”
Ab Saba ki nazar phir se apne scarf mein lipte masoom se bari bari aankhon waley chehre par parhti hai. Saba ke barey mein aik cheez jo bohut kam logon ko pehli baar dekhne par pata lagti hai woh us ke chehre ki masoomiat ke sath sath us ke chehre par dikhta bachpana hai. chehre ke lihaaz se Saba aik choti bachi ke jaisi dikhti hai. is masoom scarf mein lipte bachi jaise chehre par se Saba ki nazar aik baar phir apne aurat jaise koolhoon ke ubhaar par jati hai. Saba in do different extremes ko dekh kar khud se hi sharma si jaati hai. lekin phir dressing table se walk karti hui apne kamre ki khuli khirki ki taraf jaati hai aur ander aati thandi hawa ko mehsoos karte hue sochti hai ke kiyon na isi haalat mein bahar jaya jaaye abbu ko mojoodgi mein. Ye sochte hi Saba ka dil thori tezi se dhadana shuro kar deta hai. who sochti ha
Apne demaag se jang karti hui Saba sheeshey se hat kar chalti hui khirki k paas jati hai aur apne kamre ki khirki khol deti hai. Aik thandi hawa ka jhonka Saba ko takra k ander dakhil hota hai aur Saba apni aankhen band kar ke usey apne ander khenchne lagti hai jese chooth ki garmi esi se hi bhujey gi. kuch der hawa ko feel kar k wo apni ankhen khol k bahir dekhti hai jahan raat ka nazara bhi kitna haseen tha . Saba ooper asman main dekhty huwe apne demag ki kashmakash ko bolti hai.
“main ualajh si gayi hoon meri madad kar aur muje rasta dikha. Aesa na ho ke main bhatak jaon. Mein bhatakna nahi chahti”
Ye keh kar ooper asman ki taraf dekhti rehti hai. Thori der baad Saba khirki par khari peeche mur kar dekhti hai. Kirhki ke bilkul opposite deewaar par us ka dressing table hai Jis ke sheeshey mein is waqt Saba ki poori backside visible hai. Saba aik baar phir apne scarf mein lipte chehrey se shuro karte hue nazarein neeche karti hai tou us ki nazar apni kamar par bra ki chauri (wide) pattiyon par parhti hai tou Saba dil hi dil mein sochti hai.
"dekho aik bachi ne aurat ka bra pehna hua hai"oske dil mein baat ati hai jaise Appi ka woh lund pakad ker pani nikalna woh bhi 18 saal ka ladka Appi 43 ki hogi woh aisa kar sakte hai to mujee Appi jaisa nahi karna per feeling aye to kya harz hai mein hu ek ladki hi na,,,
ye sochte hi us ki hunsi nikal parhti hai, aur who apni nazar kamar se neeche karti hai. neeche Saba ke donoon koolhey kafi numayan ubhre hue hote hein. is hud tak ke donoon koolhoon ke shape ka andaza ho raha hota hai saaf saaf. kiyon ke Saba ne garmi ki waja se ander underwear nahin pehna hota tou koolhoon ke beech ki lakeer ka shade is baat ki nishandaahi kar raha hota hai ke donoon koolhoon ke beech kitna gap hai. Saba ye dekhne ke baad aik baar phir saamne khirki ki taraf moun morti hai.
“kiya itni haseen jawani hai meri ke koi bhi dekh le to pagal ho jata hai? Meri bhi to ghalati hai, aise kaprey pehen ke phiron gi to ye kaam hi hoga na. lekin kuch rishty to aise b hotey hain ke nangi pari larki tou bhi woh ankh utha ke nahi dekhtey lekin yahan to mera bhai bhi muje dekh raha hai. lekin kia baap jaisa paak rishta bhi apni mazboti kho dey ga is jism ke agey? ya wo apni mazboti banaye rakhey ga?”
Khirki se thandi hawa ke jhoonkey aa rahe hote hien.
“chalo aaj is rishtey ka bhi imtihan lete hain, abhi doodh ka doodh aur pani ka pani ho jae ga”
ye sochte hue Saba chalti hui wahan se apne room ki lights band karti hai aur room se bahir aa jati hai. wo janti thi ke us ke abbu aa gaye hon ge. room se bahir atey hi tv lounge main jati hai jahan us ke abbu Jaffar Sahab bethey they. apne abbu ko betha dekh kar aur is khayal ko zehen main latey hi ke wo apne apko aik jurm karne ki taraf maa’el kar rahi hai Saba k jism main aik sansani si dour jati hai. Kyun ke aaj se pehle kabhi bhi wo apne abbu k samne is niyat se aur is haalat main nahi aayi thi. Us ke jism main apne abbu ko le kar uth’ti hui lazzat aur maza us ke deen aur amal se ziada haavi ho rahi thi jo ke Saba se ye sab karwa rahy thy. Saba aik lamhey apne ******** se mafi maang rahi thi tou agley hi lamhey shaitan ke hath aa kar wo sab karne ka soch rahi thi jis se us ne mafi mangi thi. Seedhi chalti hui wo tv lounge mai ati hai.
Saba: Aslam o alaiukum abbu.
Us ke abbu jo ke bethey tv dekh rahey they beti ke salam ka jawab dety hain aur tv se nazren hata k saba ki taraf dekhty hain. Saba par nazar party hi us ke abbu ke chehre ke taa’surat badalne lagtey hain. Un ki ankhon ke samne Saba aik bareek se shalwar kameez main khari thi jis main se uski black bra ka view aise nazar aa raha tha k bahir kameez to jese hai hi nahi. Jaffer Sahab ki ankhen apni beti ke bare barey 36D lke mummon ko jo ke bra main aise qaid they ke jese Jaffar sahab se keh rahy hon ke hamain azad kar dein, un ko dekh kar Jaffar sahab ki nazren wahin jam jati hain
Saba: abbu ap kab aaye pata hi nahi chala
apne bap ki nazron ko parhty huwe Saba sawal karti hai. Saba ke sawal se Jaffar sahab apni nazron ko wahan se hata lete hein aur jawab mein kehte hein
Jaffer Sahab: wooo beti abhi abhi aya hon kuch der pehle. aik glass pani la kar do zara.
ye keh kar Jaffar sahab phir se apni nazren tv main laga lete hein. Saba chalti hui kitchen main jati hai jahan uski ammi khana bana rahin thien. Saba glass le k pani bharne lagti hai.
Bahar tv lounge mien Jaffar sahab apni sochoon mein gum ho jate hein,
“ye aj main kia dekh raha hon, Saba is haalat main? aisa kese ho sakta hai?. nahi nahi mera wahem hai , wo tou kahbi bhi aesey kapre nahi pehen sakti wo to bohot sharamsar, naik khayalaat wali bachi hai. meri nazron ko bhi pata nahi kia ho jata hai”
Ye sochte hue Jaffer Sahab apne sar ko jhatak kar phir se tv dekhne lagte hein. dosri taraf Saba jo ke glass le kar cooler se pani bhar rahi thi aur demag main soch rahi thi
“aisa kese ho sakta hai ke abbu bhi aisey hain? mere apne sagey abbu muje aesi nazron se dekh rahey they. apni beti ke jism ko? nahi nahi mujhe lagta hai ke main galat smajhi hoon. meri soch hi aisi ho gayi hai, is liye mujhe aisa mehsoos ho raha hai”
Saba apni ankhon dekhy khel ko jhot kehti hai aur tab hi glass bhar ke pani bahir girne lagta hai tou Saba ko hosh ata hai.
“ohhh bhar gaya”.
Aur aik jhatkey se Saba peche hoti hai jis par Saba ki Ammi mur kar dekhti hein achanak.
Saba Ki Ammi: Saba kahan gum ho tum jo glass itna bhar gya aur tumhain pata bhi nahi chala? Sara pani neche gira dya hai”
Saba: wo ammi dheyaan nahi raha. mein abbu ko dey aaon phir saaf kar deti hon”
Ye keh kar Saba tezi se kitchen se bahir aa jati hai. bahir atey hi us ki nazar apne abbu par parhti hai aur ab dehyaan deti hai Saba ke abbu ki nazarein us ka wahem thien ya haqiqat. Saba sochti hui glass apne abbu k agey karti hai.
Saba: abbu pani
Jaffar sahab glass pakar kar pani peene lagty hain. pani peetey huwe wo apni ankhon ko tircha kar ke phir se wohi seen nazara dekhne lagty hain. kyun ke Saba un ke samne khari thi tou us ka front ka pora view un ko nazar aa raha tha. Saba ke mummon ko ghortey hue Jaffar sahab pani pe rahe the aur Saba wahan khari apne abbu ki nazron ka pecha karti hai tou usey aik jhatka lagta hai kyun ke us ne jo socha tha wo galat tha. Us ke abbu us ke mummon ko ghoor rahy the. Aur ab unki nazreen wahan se chalti hui Saba ki gehri naaf (navel) par aa chuki thein. glass ka pani khatam ho chuka tha lekin jaffar saheb hawas mein aesey khoey hue the apni sagi beti ke jism main k eunhen kuch hosh hi nahi tha.
Saba: abbu glass
Saba ki awaz sun kar Jaffar sahab jaise neend se jagte hein aur aik jhatkey se glasss Saba ke agey karte hein. Saba jo ke ab sach jan chuki thi, glass le kar kuch ghussey se bhare andaz main wahan se wapis kitchen main jane lagti hai. Jaffar sahab ab peche se saba ko ghorne lagte hein. peeche se jab unki nazar Saba ke bra straps parhti hein tou un ke zehen main khayal ata hai.
“kitni bari ho gai hai Saba. pori jawan ho gai aur aisi jawani to Is ki maa bhi nahi thi”
Peeche se Saba ke jism ko ghortey hue jab Jaffar sahab ki nazar neche jati hai to Saba ke jism par uski chouri gand ko dekh kar us ke abbu ko aik aur jhatka lagta hai. itne barey barey 38 inch ke chootar Saba ke jo apas main ragar kha rahey the aik dosre k sath jab saba chal rahi thi. jaffar sahab abhi bhi Saba ki gaand main hi khoye hue theke unhein ehsas hi nahi hua ke wo kia kar rahe hein. aur wo bhi apni sagi beti ke sath. Tab hi Saba kitchen ke darwaze se aik dum peche ko mur kar dekhti hai. wo janti thi ke us ke abbu usey ghor rahe hoon ge aur wohi hua jese hi Saba ne peche dekha to Jaffar sahab ko apni ghalati ka ehsas huwa ke wo kiya kar rahe hein aur aik dum se apni nazren tv ki taraf kar k jaffar sahab tv dekhne lagte hein. Wo jaan gaye the ke Saba ne un ki nazron ko pakar liya hai aur wo apne ap ko is harkat par malamat karne lagte hein. Jaffer Sahab ohir se soch mein parh jaatey hein.
“Saba ne aaj aisey kapre kyun pehne hain? kahin wo bhi behek to nahi rahi? nahi nahi aisa nahi ho sakta. wo to aisi nai hai, meri hi nazroon mein hawas hai apni hi sagi beti ko…..uuff maaf karna ******** ghalati ho gayi mujh se”
dosri taraf Saba jo ke apne abbu ki harkat se ghussa ho kar kitchen main ja chuki thi, pani saaf karne lagti hai aur sochti hai.
“abbu aise nai they lekin aj aisa kyun kiya unhon ne? ye to ghalat hai mein sagi beti hon unki. mere barey main to unko aisa nahi sochna chahiye tha. lekin meri bhi ghalati hai, main aise kapre pehen kar jab un ke samne jaon gi to phir yehi hoga na. lekin aik baap hone ke natey unko aisa nahi karna chahiye tha. main jo dekhna chahti thi wohi huwa phir ke har mard hi mere peche hai. pata nahi aisa kiya bana diya hai mujh main ********* ne? aisa kiya hai mere jism main jo sab mere uper hi fida ho rahy hain? lekin ye ghalat hai main aise nai kar sakti. ye to gunah hai aur phir apne hi ghar ke mardon ke sath? nahi nahi ye tou gunah-e-kabira hai. mujhe ye kapre badalne hoon ge aur apne apko sambhalna hoga.”
pani saaf karne ke bad Saba uth’ti hai aur apne room main ja kar apne kapre utarti hai aur kapre change kar k namaz parh kar apne gunaahon ki mafi mangti hai, apni soch ko badalne ki dua karti hai. phir Saba apna khana bhi apne room main hi khati hai aur khana khan eke baad Saba so jati hai.