Nilofar ko foran hi apni galti ka ahsas ho giya. Magar aab kiya ho skata tha.Kion kay “TEER to KAMAN“say nikal chukka tha.
Kamray main bilkul aik SANATA sa cha giya.
Zahid heart zada aur gusay ki halat main kabi Jamsheed ko dektha aur kabi apnay kadmoon main bethi Nelofar par apni nazrain jama leta.
Jub kay Jamsheed aur Nilofur dono “GUM SUM” aik BUT ki tara bay jaan ho kar behtay huway thay. Aur un ko samaj main nahi aa raha tha kay bolain bi to kiya bolain.
Thori dair baad Zahid nay thora juk kar Nelofar ko us kay kandoon say pakar kar utiya aur us ko apnay sath palang par betha liya.
Yoon khud apnay munh say hi apna itna bara raaz afshaan ho janay par Nelofar par aik kap kapi si tari ho gai thi. Aur gabrahat kay maray us ka badan kampnay laga tha.
Zahid kay sath wo aik palag par baith to gai magar sharam kay maray us ka jisam pasinay pasinay honay laga tha.
Dusri taraf Zahid apnai hi sochoon main jum tha. Us nay apni aab taak ki police service main ZANA aur chudai kay kafi case dekhay aur sunay thay. Magar aik behan bhai ki chudai ka yeh pehla case tha jo us kay samnay aiya tha.
Is baray main sochtay huway Zahid ki ankhoon kay samnay wo manzar dornay laga . Jub us nay hotel kay kamray ka derwaza khol kar apni ankhoon kay samnay aik behan ko apnay bhai kay lun kar upar baith kar mazay say chudwatay dekha tha.Yeh mazar yaad atay hi Zahid kay badan main aik ajeeb si masti chanay lagai.
Zahid nay is say pehlay bi kai dafa logoon ko gahstiyan chodtay rangay hatoon pakra tha.
Magar ab yeh pata chalnay kay baad kay aaj jis larka,larki ko us nay chudai kartay huway pakra hai .Wo aik aam couple nahi balkay SAGAY behan bhai hain.
To yeh baat janaty huway bi kay behan bhai ka is tara apas main jismani talkokat kaim karna aik bohat bara GUNAH hai.
Na Janay kion Zahid kay demag main sex ka nasha chernay laga. Jis ki waja say us ka lun us ki pant main hirnay laga.
Aur gusay ka jo alam aik lamha pehlay us par tari huwa tha. Ab us main bi kami anay lagi thi.
“Tum Logo ko pata hai na kay yeh jo kuch tum dono nay apas main kiya hai wo kaam nahiyat galat hai” Zahid nay Jamsheed aur Nelofar ki taraf dekhatay huwy un say swal kiya.
“Ji hum jantay hain kay na sirf yeh kaam galat hai balkay gunah bi hai” Jamsheed nay ashita say jawad diya.
“Jub saab janaty ho to phir kion aur kaab say kar rahay ho yeh saab kuch” Zahid nay phir pucha.
Dono behan bhai nay is baar koi jawab na diya aur khamosh sir jukay behtay rahay.
“Jawab do main tum logon ki is harkat ki waja janna chata hoon ” Zahid nay dubra thoray sakth lehjay main pucha.
Jamsheed aur Nilfor dono nay is baar bi Zahid kay sawal ka jawab na diya aur apna apna munh bund hi rakha.
Zahid kay dil main tajasos tha kay wo yeh jaan sakay kay akhir wo koon si waja thi. Jis ki kahtir dono behan bhai apsas main chudai karnay par majboor huway thay.
Is liy jub us nay dekha kay wo us kay sawloon ka jawab nahi dey rahay to us nay un ko aik offer denay ka socha.
Zahid: Acha agar tum log mujay apnay baray main sub kuch sach sach bata doo gay to main wada karta hoon kay main tum logo say bohat hi mamoli hi rishwat lay kar tum dono ko Janay doon ga.
Zahid ki offer sun kar dono behan bhai nay saar utha kar aik dusray ki ankhoon main ankain daal kar dekha.
Jaisay wo ankhoon hi ankhoon main aik dursay say puch rahay hoon kay Zahid ko apni kahnai suna di jay ya nahi.
Jamsheed nay thori dair baad apni behan ki ankhoon main dekhnay kay baad haan main apna saar hilaiya to phir Nilofar nay ahista awaz main apni kahani Zahid ko sunna shuro kar di.
Nelofar nay batiya kay un ka talook Jhelum say hi hai. Us ki shadi 2 saal pehlay huwi. Shadi kay wakat us ki umar 24 saal thi.
Uk ka shohar Muscat Oman main job karta hai. Shadi kay baad us ka shohar aik mahina us kay sath raha aur phir apni job kay silsilay main wo wapis Muscat chala giya.
Us ka shohar saal main aik dafa aik mahinay kay liy Pakistan atta hai. Aur chuti guzar kar phir wapis chala jata hai.
Jub kay wo apnay buray saas aur susar kay sath Professor Colony Jhelum main rehaish pazeer hai.Itna bata kar Nelofar kahmosh ho gai.
“ Main nay tum say kaha tha kay puri baat batoo, Tum nay adi baat to bata di magar apna aur apnay bhai kay affair ki baat gool kar gai ho kion” Zahid nay Nelofar ko us ki baat kahtam honay kay baad kaha.
“Aap say iltija hai kay aap is baat ko mazeed maat khuridain aur humay janay dain aap ki bari mehrabani ho gi” Nelofar nay Zahid ki minat kartay huway kaha.
“Main nay wada to kiya hai kay tum dono ko Janay doon ga magar puri kahnai sunnay kay baad,ab batoo kay apnay hi bhai kay sath kion aur kaisay chakar chaliya tum nay” Zahid ab aik behan ki zubani apnay hi bhai kay sath us kay ISHAQ ki dastan sun kar CHAKSA lenay kay mood main tha.
Jub Nelofar nay masos kiya kay yeh bay gairat police wala is tara un ki jaan nahi choray ga to us ko “charo na char” apni kahnai mazeed sunna hi pari.
Nelofar nay hichkichaty huway ahista ahista apni baat dubara shuro ki.
“Incepcter saab baat yeh hai kay yeh jawani bari zalim cheez hai. Aap ko pata hai kay humray moashray main aik larki ko zeyda taar shadi kay baad hi MIAN BIWI kay “ IZDAWAJI” (Sex) talkokat ka pata chalta hai”. Itnaa kehy kar nelofar ki zuban jaisay ler kharnay lagi aur wo rukh gai. Saaf pata chal raha tha kay sharam kay maray us ki zuban us ka sath nahi day rahi thi.
Nelofar nay apni baat ko rook kar Zahid aur apnay bhai Jamsheed ki taraf dekha.To us nay un dono ko apni taraf hi dekhtay paiya.
Un say nazrain miltay hi Nelofar nay apnay mathay par atay huway pasinay ko hath say saf kiya aur apnay munh main atay huway thook ko nigal kar apni baat ashita say dubara start ki.
Jub meri shadi kay aik mahinay baad mera shohar mujay choor kar cahla giya to mera liy apnay shoahr kay baigr rehnay bohat muskil ho giya.
Din to ghar kay kaam kaaj main guzar jata magar raat ko apnay bistar par akeli laitti to apna bistar hi mujay katnay ko dorta. Magar main jaisay taisay kar kay apnay shohar say duri ka sadma bardasht karnay lagi.
Is duran mujay mohlay kay larkoon aur kuch apnay cousions bi nay dosti ki offers bi keen. Magar aap to jantay hai kay humray moashray main agar kisi larki ka chakar kisi larkay say start ho jay. To is kism ki baat zeyda dair taak logon say chup nahi sakti.
Isi daar say main nay kisi aur taraf dehaan nahi diya aur apni jawani ki payas ko apnay undar hi undar control karnay ki khosih karti rahi.
Is tara meri shadi ko tareban aik saal honay ko tha kay EID-UL-Fitar (Choti) eid aa gai.
Main shadi kay baad apni pehli eid mananay apnay maikay aie.To meray ammi abbu aur bhai Jamsheed saab meray anay par bohat kush huway.
Phir Chand raat ko main apnay hatoon main mehndi aur churiyan churwanay motor cycle par bhai kay sath bazar gai.
Chorioon ki dukan par bohat rush tha aur rush ki waja say aurtain aur marad saab aik dusray main gusay ja rahay thay.
Main apnay hatoon main churiyan churwanay main masroof thi. Kay itnay main aik zoor daar dakha para aur meray bilkul pichay kahra mera bhai ka badan pichay say meray jism kay sath chipkata chala giya.
Zoor daar dakha lagnay say mera hath samnay paray dukan kay show case say takriya. Jis ki waja say main jo churiyan abi taak churwa chuki thi wo aik dum say toot gain.
Bhai nay girtay huway apnay aap ko sambalnay ki kosish ki. Jis ki waja say us ka aik hath meray daiyn kanday par para jub kay us ka baiyaan hatah bay iktayari main meray baeen chati par aan para.
Choon kay garmi ki waja say main nay LAWAN aur bhai jamsheed nay COTTON kay patlay shalwar kamiz Malboos-A-Tun kiya huway thay.
Yeh shayed humray patlay shalwar kamiz ki meharbani thi.Kay bhai ka yoon meray sath chimtnay say zindgi main pehli baar meray bhai ka mardana hisa (LUN) baigar ki rakawat kay mujay apnay jism kay pichlay maksos hisay (GAND) main chubta huwa mehsos huwa.Aur us ka sakhat aur garam AUZAR (LUN) mujay apni MAJODGI ka ahesas dila giya.
(Nilofar apni kahani beyaan karaty wakat puri kosish kar rahi thi.Kay jahan taak mumkin ho wo apni zuban say koi ganda lafaz ada na karay. Isi liy lun aur gand ka zikar bi wo dhakay chupay ilfaz main kar rahi thi)
Jamsheed bhai ko joon hi ahsas huwa kay is dakay ki waja say anjanay main us kay hath aur jism meray jism kay un hisoon say takra gay hain. Jo aik bhai kay liy SHAJRAY MUMNUWA hain. To wo sharmindgi kaya alam main mujay sorry karta huwa dukan say bahir nikal giya.
Is wakaiy kay wakat taak meri shadi kay baad meray shohar ko muj say door gay aik saal beet chuka tha.
Aur is aik saal main yeh pehla moka tha. Jub kisi marad nay meray jism kay nazak hisoon ko is tara chuwa tha. Aur wo marad koi gair nahi balkay mera apna sagha bhai tha.
Yoon to meray bhai ka muj say yoon takranay ka duraniya bohat hi muktisar tha.
Lakin Is aik lamhay nay bhai kay jism main kiya tabdeli peda ki mujay us ka us wakat to andaza na huwa.
Magar bhai kay mujay is tara chonay say meray tan badan main bhai ki is harkat ka shaded asar huwa. Aur meray jawan jism kay soay huway arman jagh utay.
Mujay apnay badan mai aik aaj si AAG lagti hui mehos huwi. Aur mujay yoon laga kay meray jism kay nichlay hisay main say koi cheez nikal kar meri shalwar ko gila kar gai hai.
Jamsheed bhai kay dukan say bahir nikal janay kay baad main nay dubra apni towaja mujay churi pehnnay walay sales man ki taraf ki. To main nay note kiya kay sales man kay hontoon par halki si muskrahat thi.
“Baji shayed aap ko abi andaza nahi kay chand raat kay is rush main is kisam kay awara larkay asi harktaan kartay hain” Sales man nay mujay halki awaz main batiya.
Us nay shayed meray bhai ka hath aur jism meray badan say takraty huway daikh liya tha. Magar us ko yeh andaza nahi huwa kay jis ko wo aik awara kism ka larka samaj raha tha. Wo koi aur nahi balkay mera apna sagha bhai hai.
Jub mujay pata chala kay Sales man nay saab kuch daikh liya hai to main bohat sharmindgi mashos karnay lagi. Aur main nay mazed churiyan nahi cherwain aur sirf wo chriyan jo meray hath main pehnnay kay baad toot gain thee.Main nay un ki payment ki aur jaldi say dukan say bahir nikal aie.
Dukan kay bahir mera bhai apni motor cycle par gum sum behta huwa tha.
Usay daikh kar meray dil ki dharkan taiz ho gai. Muj main apnay bhai ka samna karnay ki himat na thi.
Main khamoshi say apni nazrain jukay huway aie aur aa kar bhia kay pichay us kay motor cycle par baith gai.
Joon hi bhai nay mujay apnay pichay behta huwa mahsos kiya us nay bi mujay daikay bagair apnay motor cycle ko start karnay kay liy KICK lagi aur mujay lay kar ghar wapis chala aiya.
Rastay bhar hum dono main koi baat nah huwi aur thori dair main hum apnay ghar kay derwazay par phonach gay.
Joon hi bhai nay ghar kay bahir motor cycle roki to main utar kar ghar ka derwaza kholnay lagi. To shayed us wakat taak bhai ki nazar meray churiyoon say khali hatoon par paar chuki thi.
“Baji aap nay churiyan kiyon nahi churwain” Jamsheed nay meray khali hatoon ki taraf dekhtay huway pucha.
“Wo asal main jo churiyan main nay pehanwai theen. Wo dkhakay ki waja say meray kalai main hi toot gain to phir kis khyal say kay tum ko shayed dair na ho rahi ho main bina churiyan kay hi wapis chali aie” Main nay bina us ki taraf dakihay us ko jawab diya.
“Acha baji aap chalo main thori dair main wapis atta hoon” yeh Kehtay huway Jamsheed mujay derwazay par hi choor kar apni motor cycle par kahien chala giya.
Main under aie to dekha kay raat kafi honay ki waja say ammi abbu apnay kamary main ja kar soo chukay thay.
Main apnay shadi say pehlay walay apnay kamray main aa kar baith gai.
Dukan main paish anay walay wakiy ki waja say meri sansian abi taak sambal nahi pain theen.
Kuch hi dair baad mujay motor cycle ki awaz sun kar andaza ho giya kay bhai ghar wapis aa chukka hai.
Raat kafi ho chuki thi aur is liy main abi sonay kay mutalak soch hi rahi thi kay Jamsheed bhai meray kamray main dakhil huwa.
Us kay hath main aik plastic ka shopping bag tha. Jo us nay meray kareb aa ka bed par rakh diya aur khud bi meray sath meray bistar par aan behta.
Ab mujay bhai kay sath is tara aik hi bistar par bethnay say sharam kay sath sath aik uljan bi honay lagi. Aur is waja say main bhai kay sath ankah say ankah nahi mila pa rahi thi.
Kamray main aik pur serar khamoshi thi aur aisa laga raha tha kay wakat jaisay thaam sa giya ho.
Jub bhai nay dekha kay main apnay pehloon main rakhay huway shoping bag ki tara na to nazar utha kar daikh rahi hoon aur na hi us kay mutalk kuch puch rahi hoon.
To thori dair baad bhai nay wo meray paas say wo baig uthiya aur wo hi chriyan jo kay main dukan main churwa rahi thi.Wo baig say nikal kar meri goad main rakah deen aur bola” Baji main aap ki churiyan dubara lay aiya hoon”
Main nay us ki baat sun kar apni nazrain utain aur phelay apni goad main rakhi huwi churiyoon ki tara aur phir bhai ki tara dekha aur boli “Rehnay detay tum nay kion takleef ki”
“Takleef ki kiya baat hai baji , aap ko yeh hi churiyan pasand theen so main lay aiya” bhai nay meri baat ka jawab diya.
Bhai ki baat aur lehjay say yeh ahsas ho raha tha.Kay wo dukan wali baat ko nazar andaz kar kay aik achay bhai ki tara mera kahayal raak raha hai.
Jamsheed bhai ka yeh rawiya daikh kar meri halat bi normal honay lagi aur meray dil main bi apnay bhai kay liy aik behan wala payar umad aiya.
“Acha raat kafi ho chuki hai is liy tum ja kar so jao main subha churiyan ammi say churwa loon gi. “Main nay bhai ki lai hui churiyoon ko bed ki side table par rakhaty huway kaha.
“Eid subah hai aur chand raat aaj, aur aap muj say behtar janti hain kay churiyan chand raat ko hi churwai jati hain,laieen main aap kay hathon main churian chura deta hoon”. Is say pehlay kay main us ko rook pati. Jamshed nay aik dam mera hath apnay hath main liya aur table par pari churiyan ko meray hat main churhanay laga.
Apnay narmo nazak hath apnay bhai kay mazboot hatoon main mahsos kar kay meri wo sansain jo abi kuch dair pehlay hi ba mushkil sambli thi wo dubara taaz honay lageen.
Mujay joon hi apni is badalti huwi halat ka ahsas huwa .To main nay bhai kay hath say apna hath churanay ki kosish ki.
“Rehnay do bhai main subha ammi say churiyan churwa loon gai” yeh kehtay huway main nay joon hi bhai kay hath say apna haath churwanay ki koshish ki. To meray hath ki ungliyoon kay upar atti huwi churiyoon main say aik churi toot gai.Jis ki waja say meri aik ungli zakmi ho gai aur us main say khoon nikalnay laga.
Jamsheed bhai nay jub meri ungli say khoon nikalta dekha to wo aik dum gubra giya. Aur us nay khoon ko roknay kay liy bay iktiyar main meri ungli ko apnay mumh main dala aur meri ungli say behtay huway khoon ko choosna shura kar diya.
Meray bhai ki is harkat nay meri jawani kay un jazbat ko jinay main nay apnay shohar kay janay kay baad bohat sabar aur muskil say suliya tha. Un ko aik daam say berka diya aur meray sabar ka penman labraiz honay laga.
Saar say lay kar pair taak meray jism main aik crunt ka door giya. Aur main kosish kay bajood apnay aap ko roak na pai.
Mujay apnay bhai kay munh aur hontoon ki garmi aur lazat nay bay chain kar diya. Aur is bay chani kay maray meri sansoon main aik haal chal machi aur meray munh say aik “SISKIII” si nikal gai.
Bay shak meray bhai ki abi shadi nahi hui thi. Magar is kay bawjood wo shayed aik mahir KEHLARI tha. Jo yeh janta tha kay jub kisi aurat kay munh say is kisam ki siskari nikalti hai to us ka kiya matalab hota hai.
Isi liy meray munh say siskari nikalnay ki dair thi. Kay meray bhai Jamsheed nay meri aknhoon main bohat goor say jhanka aur is say pehlay kay main kuch samjti. Meray bhai nay aik dum mujay apni bahoon main bhar liya.
Bhai ki is harkat say main apna towazan khoo behti aur bistar par kamar kay baal girti chali gai.
Meray yoon bistar par girtay hi Jamsheed bhai meray jism kay upar aiya aur us kay hont meray hontoon paar aa kar jum gay.
Sath hi sath us ka aik hath meri shalwar kay upper say meri tangoon kay dermiyan aiy aur meray jism kay nichalay hisay ko apnay kaboon main kar liya.
Main nay apny bhai ko apnay aap say alehda karnay ki koshish ki.Magar wo muj say zeyda zoor awar tha.
Apnay shohar say duri ki sulagti huwi AAG ko dukan main meray bhai kay hath aur jism nay berka to diya hi tha. Ab us AAG ko sholay ki shakal denay main agar koi kasar reh gait hi. To wo meray bhai kay paiasay honton aur us kay meray jism kay nichalay hisay ho masalnay walay hath nay puri kar di thi.
Main behan honay kay sath akhir thi to aik jawan payasi AURAT.
Aur jub raat ki tariki main meray apnay ghar main meray apnay hi bhai nay meray jism kay nazook hisoon kay TAAR chair diy. To phir meray na chanay kay bawjood mera jism mera hath say niklta chala giya.
Mujay hoosh us wakat aiya. Jub mera bhai apnai huwas ki dastan meri jism kay undar hi rakam kaar kay paisnay say shara boor meray pehloon main para gehri sansian lay raha tha.
Hosh anay paar jub humain ahsas huwa kay jawani kay jazbat main beh kar hum dono kitni door nikal chukka hain. To humray liy aik dusray say ankah milana bi muskil ho giya.
Main apnay is gunah say itni sharminda hui kay bistar par karwat badaltay hi main photo photo kar ronay lagi.
Jamsheed bhai nay jub mujay yoon rotay dekha to wo khamoshi say apnay kapray pehan kar kamary say bahir nikal giya.
Dusray din eid thi aur eid ammi abbu kay ghar guzar kar main wapis apnay susral chali aie.
Is baat ko aik hafta guzar giya aur is duran main nay apnay bhai say kisi kisam ka rabita na rakah.
Hafaty baad meray saas aur susar ko apnay baray betay kay ghar Siyalkot jana tha. Un ka program tha kay wo do din uder Saiyalkot main kiyam karian gay.
Un ki gair majodgi main main ghar par akli reh gai.
Main nay apnay abbu say kaha kay aap meray paas rehnay kay liy aa jain. Magar abbu nay khud anay ki bajiy meray bhai ko meray paas rehnay kay liy bhaij diya.
Phir is baat kay bawjood kay apni apni jaga hum dono apni chand raat wali “KHATA” par sharam saar aur ranjida thay.
Magar jub aik hafaty baad hum dono ka phir amna samna huwa. To hum dono hi aik dusray ko rook na pay aur jazbat ki rooh main behak kar phir dubara pehlay wali galti dorah bethay.
Chand raat kay aik wakiya nay hum dono behan bhai ki zindgi badal kar rakh di hai.
Ab wo din aur aaj ka din main nay itna time apnay shohar kay sath nahi guzara jitna apnay hi bhai kay sath guzar chuki hoon.
Is say pehlay hum loag ziyda taar apni mulakat ammi kay ghar ya phir moka milnay par meray ghar hi kartay hain.
Ab pichaly chand dino say meri nand aur us kay bachay humray ghar aiy huway hain. Jub kay meray ammi abbu bi zeyada taar ghar hi rehtay hain. Jis waja say humian apas main kuch karnay ka chance nahi mila raha tha.
Aaj mujay na chanaty huway bi apnay bhai kay bohat israr par is manhos hotel main pehli baar ana para aur yoon hum loag app kay hatay chur gay.
Apni sari kahnai puri tafseel kay bayaan karnay kay baad Nilofar khamosh ho gai.
Zahid apnay samnay behtay behan bhai kay cheroon ka bagoor jaiza ley raha tha. Aur us kay demag main Nelofar ki kahi huwi akhri baat baar baar ghoom rahi thi.
Kay us nay itna time apnay shohar kay sath nahi guzra jitney us nay apnay bhai kay sath guzara hai.
Nelfoar ki yeh baat yaad kar kay Zahid ko Bahadar Shah Zafar ka likha huwa aik shair yaad aa giya kay,
“MAIN KAHYAL HOON KISI AUR KA
MUJAY SOCHTA KOI AUR HAI”
Magara ab Nelofar ki sari kahni sun kar Zahid ko yoon laga. Kay agar Nelofar isi kism ka koi sahir apnay mutalak kahay gi to wo sahyed kuch yoon ho ga kay,
“MAIN CHOOT HOON KISI AUR KI
MUJAY CHODTA KOI AUR HAI”
