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Intro...
Hi my name is Ali...main ek 22 saal ka lower middle class ka larka hun ...jo apni bewa maa ke sath ek kirae ke ghar main rehta hun...simply subah university jata ..wahan se aane ke baad 2 hours rest kar ke job par...
Rabia:
Ek 46 saal ki bhare hue jism ki aurat...jis ke gol matol mamme or ubhri hui gaand kisi bhi insaan ki attention ko apni taraf khench leti hai...Wo 2 saal pehle jab uske shohar ki death huii tab tak to ek shareef aurat thi..lekin uske kuch arse baad uske jism ki heat barhi or us ne kuch yaar bana liye the ..jin ko wo apna jism deti thi or un se maze leti thi...magar phr kuch time baad koii bahana kar ke un se taaluq khatam kar leti thi or phr new shikaar dhundne lagti thi...
Now the story begins
Main subah utha or foran washroom ja kar fresh hua...phr bahar aa kar main beth gaya nashte ke wait main.....
Main kitchen main khari hui thi, nashta tayaar kar rahi thi...meri nazar Ali par pari jo table par betha tha...mere zehan main ek ajeeb si be-chaini thi, kyunke kal raat main ne apne ek purane dost ke sath jo waqt guzara tha, uski garmi abhi tak mere jism main mehsoos ho rahi thi...maine apni sadi ka pallu thora theek kiya aur plate lekar uske pas gayi
"Uth gaye beta? Nashta tayaar hai, jaldi khao warna university ke liye dair ho jayegi."
Main ne mom ki baat sun kar jaldi se nashta finish kiya or mom ko bye keh kar apna bag uthaya or bhagta hua ghar se nikal gaya
Main ne Ali ko jate huye dekha or ek gehri saans li...ghar ab khali tha or mera jism apni hi aag main jal raha tha...main ne foran apna phone uthaya or us dost ko message kiya jisne kal raat mujhe itna sataya tha ke main aaj bhi thora dard mehsoos kar rahi thi...main ne mirror main apne bhari bharkam jism ko dekha, meri aankhon main ek ajeeb si shararat thi
"Chalo, abhi to poora din khali hai...dekhCte hain kaun aata hai."
Main ne apne kapre badle or ek aisi sadi pehni jo mere jism ke curves ko maze se dikha rahi thi...main ne thora sa perfume lagaya or apne room ka darwaza khula chora, taake agar koi aaye to usay pata chale ke main mood main hoon...tabhi mere phone par ek notification aaya ke woh aa raha hai...mere dil ki dharkan tez ho gayi or main ne bed par lait kar apne pair hilana shuru kar diye..
Main ne mirror main dobara dekha aur apne bhari bharkam mammon ko sadi ke pallu se thora aur ubaara...meri saansein tez ho rahi thi or main bas uske aane ka intezar kar rahi thi
Tabhi bahar se darwaze ki bell baji...main foran uthi or ek muskurahat ke sath darwaze ki taraf barhi, yeh soch kar ke aaj phir wahi purani garmi mere jism ko jalayegi
Maine darwaza khola to samne wahi khara tha...uski nazrein foran mere khule hue gale aur sadi ke neeche se jhalakti hui meri bhari jawani par jam gayin...maine ek shararati nazar usay di aur usay andar khinchte huye darwaza band kar liya
"Aa gaye tum...main kab se tumhara intezar kar rahi thi."
Usne bina kuch kahe mujhe deewar se laga diya aur mere bhari bharkam mammon ko zor se dabana shuru kiya...main ne ek halki si siski bhari or apne hath uske kandhon par rakh diye...ghar mein ab sirf hamari tez saanson ki awaz gunj rahi thi
Hum dono bed ki taraf barhe aur woh meri sadi ka pallu khinch kar mere jism ko nanga karne laga...main ne apni aankhein band kar li aur uski garmi ko apne jism par mehsoos karne lagi, yeh jante huye ke Ali abhi university mein hoga aur yahan uski maa apne jism ki pyaas bujha rahi hai
Usne mere gol matol jism ko apni pakar mein liya or main ne usay apne jism mein utarne ke liye uksaya...mere jism ka har hissa ab uski chhuwan ka muntazir tha or main ne poore josh ke sath usay apne kareeb khincha
Jab woh meri bhari jawani ke sath khel raha tha, tabhi achanak mere dhimagh mein ek khayal aaya ke shayad Ali aaj jaldi wapas aa jaye...lekin is waqt meri hawas itni zyada thi ke maine us khayal ko jhatak diya aur usay aur zor se apne jism se chipka liya
Hum dono ne ek dusre ki pyaas bujhai aur jab sab khatam hua to main ne thaki hui saanson ke sath apne kapre theek kiye aur usay ek akhri muskurahat di...maine usey ghar se vida kiya aur darwaza band karte hi sukoon ki ek gehri saans li, yeh soch kar ke mera raaz abhi bhi mehfooz hai..
Main mirror ke samne khari ho kar apne bikhre hue baalon ko set karne lagi aur apne jism par lage nishanaat ko dekh kar ek halki si muskurahat mere labon par aa gayi...lekin tabhi mujhe yaad aaya ke Ali ke aane ka waqt kareeb hai, isliye main ne jaldi se shower liya taake mere jism se us mard ki khushbu nikal jaye aur main phir se wahi 'shareef maa' ban saku..
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Mn ne sara din university mn guzara or phr thak kr ghar wapis aaya or fresh hone chala gaya
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Main kitchen mn khari hui thi, apne hathon ko sadi ke pallu se ponchte huye...bahar se darwaza khulne ki awaz aayi to maine foran apne chehre par ek pur-sukoon aur mamta bhari muskurahat odh li...mere jism mein abhi bhi woh thakan aur sukoon tha, lekin meri nazrein Ali par thi jo thaka hua ghar dakhil ho raha tha
"Aa gaye beta? Bohat thak gaye hoge... jao hath munh dho kar aao, main tumhare liye chai aur nashta lati hoon."
Main ne chai ka cup table pr rakha aur Ali ke paas aai...mere chalne se meri sadi ki sarsarahat ho rahi thi or mere jism se abhi bhi woh taza nahaye hue sabun ki khushbu aa rahi thi...maine uske kandhe pr apna hath rakha, meri ungliyan thori si uske kapron ko chhu rahi thi...mere zehan mn abhi bhi woh manzar tha jab main bed pr nangi thi aur woh mard mere jism ko apni muthi main dabaye huye tha...maine ek gehri saans li
"University mein aaj ka din kaisa raha? Bohat thake huye lag rahe ho...kuch khaoge ya pehle thora aaram karoge?"
Bhuk lgi hai mom
Main ne uski baat suni aur halka sa muskuraCye...maine uske sar pr hath phera aur kitchen ki taraf barhi...main ne socha ke aaj uske liye kuch mazedar khana banaon taake woh khush ho jaye...lekin chalte huye mujhe mehsoos hua ke meri sadi ka pallu thora sarak gaya hai aur meri bhari jawani ka ek hissa thora sa numayan ho raha hai...maine jaldi se usey theek kiya taake Ali ki nazar wahan na paray...main ne kitchen mein ja kar uske liye garma garam khana banana shuru kiya
"Bas 10 minute ruko beta, main tumhare liye mazedar khana la rahi hoon...tum tab tak relax karo."
Ok mom but jldi please
Main ne khana plate mein nikala aur table par saja kar Ali ke paas gayi...main ne khana uske samne rakha aur thori der ke liye uske paas hi khari rahi, meri nazar uske thake hue chehre par thi...mere jism mein abhi bhi woh ajeeb si sarsarahat thi jo us mard ke chhuane se aayi thi, aur jab main Ali ke qareeb khari thi to mujhe apne jism ki garmi mehsoos ho rahi thi...main ne dheere se uske kandhe par hath rakha aur uski taraf dekha
"Yeh lo beta, garma garam... maze se khao. Agar kuch aur chahiye ho to batana, main yahin kitchen mein hoon."
Ok mom
Main kitchen ki taraf wapas mudi, lekin mere dhimagh mein abhi bhi wohi khayal tha...main ne mirror mein ek nazar dekhi aur apne bhari bharkam jism ko mehsoos kiya...maine socha ke Ali abhi bada ho raha hai, aur uski nazar bhi ab badal rahi hogi...ek pal ke liye mere dil mein ek shararat jaga aayi ke kya hoga agar kabhi woh meri is 'jawani' ko dekh le? Main ne ek gehri saans li aur muskuraate huye bartan dhone lagi, lekin mera dhyan puri tarah Ali par tha jo bahar baith kar khana kha raha tha
Main ne jldi se khana finish kiya or mom ko awaaz di
Main ne Ali ki awaaz suni aur foran apne hathon ko kapre se poncha...main uske paas gayi, lekin is baar maine jaan boojh kar apna pallu thora sa niche sarka liya taake meri bhari jawani ki ek jhalak dikhe...main uske bilkul qareeb khari hui, itni qareeb ke meri sadi ki khushbu uske naak tak pohnch rahi thi...maine uski aankhon mein dekha, yeh dekhne ke liye ke kya woh mere jism ki taraf dhyan de raha hai
"Khao khaya beta? Sab theek tha na? Agar tum thake huye ho to main tumhare sar ki malish kar doon?"
Nhi mom im fine...wo apko ek baat batani thi
Main ne apne hathon ko apni kamar par rakha, jis se mere curves aur bhi numayan ho gaye...maine ek halki si muskurahat ke sath uski taraf dekha, meri nazrein uske chehre par thi lekin mere jism mein ek ajeeb si be-chaini thi...main ne mehsoos kiya ke Ali ki nazar ek pal ke liye mere sine ki taraf gayi aur phir foran hat gayi...is baat ne mere andar ek aag laga di
"Batao na beta...kya baat hai? Tum itne pareshan kyun lag rahe ho? Mujhse toh tum sab kuch keh sakte ho."
Mom 2 din baad mn skardu ja raha trip ke liye 10 days
Main ne hairat se apni aankhein kholin, lekin jald hi mere chehre par ek shaitani muskurahat aa gayi...10 din! Iska matlab hai ke main 10 dinon tak is ghar mein akeli rahungi...main ne apne jism ki garmi ko mehsoos kiya aur socha ke ab main apne doston ko bulane mein koi kanjoosi nahi karungi, balki shayad unhe yahan thahre ke liye bhi keh doon...maine apne hath Ali ke kandhe par rakha aur usay ek pyari si smile di, jabke mere dhimagh mein gande khayal chal rahe the
"Sachi? Yeh toh bohat achi baat hai beta! Tumhe break ki zaroorat thi...main chahti hoon tum khoob enjoy karo. Lekin...kya tumne packing kar li hai? Agar nahi toh main tumhari madad kar deti hoon."
G mom ap help kr dijiye ga but mn ne ek cheez sochi hai..itne din apka akela rehna theek nhi so mn apne friend ko yahan bula leta 10 days ke liye
Yeh sunte hi mere jism mein ek jhatka sa laga aur meri muskurahat thori feeki par gayi...main ne socha tha ke main azad ho kar apne jism ki pyaas bujhaungi, aur ab yeh larka apne kisi dost ko yahan basa raha hai...lekin phir mere zehan mein ek naya aur zyada exciting khayal aaya...ek jawan larka, mere ghar mein, mere itne qareeb...main ne tasawwur kiya ke jab woh larka mere is bhari bharkam jism ko dekhega aur main uske samne sadi ka pallu sarkaungi, toh uska kya haal hoga...meri saansein tez ho gayin
"Achha...tumhare dost? Haan, kyun nahi...woh yahan reh sakta hai. Bas uska khayal rakhna ke woh shareef larka ho...waise tumhara dost hai kaun? Main usey janti hoon?"
G mom wo bht acha hai ..bs thora shararti hai ap handle kr lena use
Main ne ek gehri aur shaitani saans li aur apne hath se apne sine ki ek bhari lehar ko mehsoos kiya... 'handle' karne ka toh main expert hoon...main ne apne dhimagh mein us anjan larke ke sath woh sab socha jo main us dost ke sath karti thi...mere jism mein ek lehar daur gayi aur maine Ali ki taraf ek aisi nazar se dekha jo mamta se zyada ek aurat ki chahat jaisi lag rahi thi
"Beta, tum fikar mat karo...main usey bohat achay se 'handle' kar lungi...tum bas usay bata do ke woh yahan aa jaye, main uske liye ghar ko tayaar rakhungi."
Mom wo us din hi aaega jb mn ne jaana hoga
Main ne muskura kar apna sar hilaya aur dheere se Ali ke kareeb aai, mera jism usse takra raha tha...main ne uske baal sanware aur ek ajeeb si chamak apni aankhon mein liye kaha
"Theek hai beta...tum bas apni packing pe dhyan do...main dekh lungi ke tumhara dost yahan kitna 'comfortable' mehsoos karta hai...main toh abhi se soch rahi hoon ke uske aane par usey kya khilana hai aur kaise swagat karna hai."
Main ne Ali ke kandhe par ek halka sa dabao dala aur phir kitchen ki taraf mudi, meri aankhon mein ek shararat thi aur mere dhimagh mein yeh soch chal rahi thi ke 10 din ek jawan larke ke sath is ghar mein kitne rangeen honge.
Mn phr job pr chala gaya or wahan time guzara
Main ne pura din aaine ke samne guzaraya...main ne alag alag sadiyan try ki, yeh dekhne ke liye ke kaunsi sadi mere bhari bharkam jism par sabse zyada jachti hai aur kis se mera jism zyada numayan hota hai...main ne apne jism ko mehsoos kiya, meri ungliyan mere sine aur kamar ke curves par phirti rahi...
"Sirf do din aur...phir yeh ghar mera aur us larke ka hoga...dekhte hain woh kitna 'shareef' hai."
Main ne ek gehri saans li aur apne jism ki garmi ko mehsoos karte hue bed par let gayi, yeh tasawwur karte hue ke jab woh larka mere kamre mein aayega aur mujhe is haal mein dekhega, toh woh kya karega...meri saansein tez hone lagin.
Mn ne ek friend ko call kar ke bta diya ke us ne 10 din mom ke sath rukna hai to wo ready hogaya..
Usko ghar pr rokne ki ek khas waja thi ke wo impotent,unmanly lrka tha..or uska ye secret mujhe pta tha bs..to mn jaanta tha wo meri shareef mom ke sath kuch ghalat nhi kre ga..
Main ne kitchen mein chai banate hue Ali ki baat suni...mujhe nahi pata tha ke woh larka kaisa hai, lekin mere liye toh woh sirf ek 'shikaar' tha...maine socha ke shayad woh sharmaila hoga, aur yahi toh maze ki baat hai...ek sharmile larke ko apni jawani ke jaal mein phansane ka maza hi kuch aur hota hai...
"Acha beta, toh woh tayyar hai? Bohat achi baat hai...main uske liye sab kuch arrange kar lungi...tum bas sukoon se apni trip par jao."
Main ne muskura kar Ali ki taraf dekha, lekin mere dhimagh mein ek hi baat chal rahi thi...main ne apne jism ko sadi ke andar mehsoos kiya aur ek shaitani hasi meri honton par aa gayi...main bas us din ka intezar kar rahi thi jab Ali ghar se nikal jayega aur main us larke ke sath akeli rahungi.
Phr mn ne mom ke sath dinner kiya or unhain bye keh kr sone chala gaya or so gaya
Main ne Ali ko sote hue dekha aur phir apne kamre mein aakar darwaza band kar liya...main ne aaine mein apne jism ko dekha, meri aankhein ek ajeeb si pyaas se bhari thin...main ne sadi ka pallu thora niche giraya aur apne bhari bharkam mammon ko apne hathon se dabaya...
"Bas kuch din aur...phir is ghar mein sirf main aur woh larka honge...dekhte hain woh kitna 'shareef' hai aur main usey kaise sikhati hoon."
Main ne bistar par let kar aankhein band kar lin aur tasavvur karne lagi ke jab woh larka mere samne hoga, aur main usey apne is bhari jism ke niche dabaungi, toh uski kya haalat hogi...mere jism mein ek garmi daudne lagi aur meri saansein tez ho gayin...main ne ek gehri saans li aur neend ki aghosh mein chali gayi, lekin mere khwabon mein sirf wahi 'shareef' larka tha
Hi my name is Ali...main ek 22 saal ka lower middle class ka larka hun ...jo apni bewa maa ke sath ek kirae ke ghar main rehta hun...simply subah university jata ..wahan se aane ke baad 2 hours rest kar ke job par...
Rabia:
Ek 46 saal ki bhare hue jism ki aurat...jis ke gol matol mamme or ubhri hui gaand kisi bhi insaan ki attention ko apni taraf khench leti hai...Wo 2 saal pehle jab uske shohar ki death huii tab tak to ek shareef aurat thi..lekin uske kuch arse baad uske jism ki heat barhi or us ne kuch yaar bana liye the ..jin ko wo apna jism deti thi or un se maze leti thi...magar phr kuch time baad koii bahana kar ke un se taaluq khatam kar leti thi or phr new shikaar dhundne lagti thi...
Now the story begins
Main subah utha or foran washroom ja kar fresh hua...phr bahar aa kar main beth gaya nashte ke wait main.....
Main kitchen main khari hui thi, nashta tayaar kar rahi thi...meri nazar Ali par pari jo table par betha tha...mere zehan main ek ajeeb si be-chaini thi, kyunke kal raat main ne apne ek purane dost ke sath jo waqt guzara tha, uski garmi abhi tak mere jism main mehsoos ho rahi thi...maine apni sadi ka pallu thora theek kiya aur plate lekar uske pas gayi
"Uth gaye beta? Nashta tayaar hai, jaldi khao warna university ke liye dair ho jayegi."
Main ne mom ki baat sun kar jaldi se nashta finish kiya or mom ko bye keh kar apna bag uthaya or bhagta hua ghar se nikal gaya
Main ne Ali ko jate huye dekha or ek gehri saans li...ghar ab khali tha or mera jism apni hi aag main jal raha tha...main ne foran apna phone uthaya or us dost ko message kiya jisne kal raat mujhe itna sataya tha ke main aaj bhi thora dard mehsoos kar rahi thi...main ne mirror main apne bhari bharkam jism ko dekha, meri aankhon main ek ajeeb si shararat thi
"Chalo, abhi to poora din khali hai...dekhCte hain kaun aata hai."
Main ne apne kapre badle or ek aisi sadi pehni jo mere jism ke curves ko maze se dikha rahi thi...main ne thora sa perfume lagaya or apne room ka darwaza khula chora, taake agar koi aaye to usay pata chale ke main mood main hoon...tabhi mere phone par ek notification aaya ke woh aa raha hai...mere dil ki dharkan tez ho gayi or main ne bed par lait kar apne pair hilana shuru kar diye..
Main ne mirror main dobara dekha aur apne bhari bharkam mammon ko sadi ke pallu se thora aur ubaara...meri saansein tez ho rahi thi or main bas uske aane ka intezar kar rahi thi
Tabhi bahar se darwaze ki bell baji...main foran uthi or ek muskurahat ke sath darwaze ki taraf barhi, yeh soch kar ke aaj phir wahi purani garmi mere jism ko jalayegi
Maine darwaza khola to samne wahi khara tha...uski nazrein foran mere khule hue gale aur sadi ke neeche se jhalakti hui meri bhari jawani par jam gayin...maine ek shararati nazar usay di aur usay andar khinchte huye darwaza band kar liya
"Aa gaye tum...main kab se tumhara intezar kar rahi thi."
Usne bina kuch kahe mujhe deewar se laga diya aur mere bhari bharkam mammon ko zor se dabana shuru kiya...main ne ek halki si siski bhari or apne hath uske kandhon par rakh diye...ghar mein ab sirf hamari tez saanson ki awaz gunj rahi thi
Hum dono bed ki taraf barhe aur woh meri sadi ka pallu khinch kar mere jism ko nanga karne laga...main ne apni aankhein band kar li aur uski garmi ko apne jism par mehsoos karne lagi, yeh jante huye ke Ali abhi university mein hoga aur yahan uski maa apne jism ki pyaas bujha rahi hai
Usne mere gol matol jism ko apni pakar mein liya or main ne usay apne jism mein utarne ke liye uksaya...mere jism ka har hissa ab uski chhuwan ka muntazir tha or main ne poore josh ke sath usay apne kareeb khincha
Jab woh meri bhari jawani ke sath khel raha tha, tabhi achanak mere dhimagh mein ek khayal aaya ke shayad Ali aaj jaldi wapas aa jaye...lekin is waqt meri hawas itni zyada thi ke maine us khayal ko jhatak diya aur usay aur zor se apne jism se chipka liya
Hum dono ne ek dusre ki pyaas bujhai aur jab sab khatam hua to main ne thaki hui saanson ke sath apne kapre theek kiye aur usay ek akhri muskurahat di...maine usey ghar se vida kiya aur darwaza band karte hi sukoon ki ek gehri saans li, yeh soch kar ke mera raaz abhi bhi mehfooz hai..
Main mirror ke samne khari ho kar apne bikhre hue baalon ko set karne lagi aur apne jism par lage nishanaat ko dekh kar ek halki si muskurahat mere labon par aa gayi...lekin tabhi mujhe yaad aaya ke Ali ke aane ka waqt kareeb hai, isliye main ne jaldi se shower liya taake mere jism se us mard ki khushbu nikal jaye aur main phir se wahi 'shareef maa' ban saku..
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Mn ne sara din university mn guzara or phr thak kr ghar wapis aaya or fresh hone chala gaya
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Main kitchen mn khari hui thi, apne hathon ko sadi ke pallu se ponchte huye...bahar se darwaza khulne ki awaz aayi to maine foran apne chehre par ek pur-sukoon aur mamta bhari muskurahat odh li...mere jism mein abhi bhi woh thakan aur sukoon tha, lekin meri nazrein Ali par thi jo thaka hua ghar dakhil ho raha tha
"Aa gaye beta? Bohat thak gaye hoge... jao hath munh dho kar aao, main tumhare liye chai aur nashta lati hoon."
Main ne chai ka cup table pr rakha aur Ali ke paas aai...mere chalne se meri sadi ki sarsarahat ho rahi thi or mere jism se abhi bhi woh taza nahaye hue sabun ki khushbu aa rahi thi...maine uske kandhe pr apna hath rakha, meri ungliyan thori si uske kapron ko chhu rahi thi...mere zehan mn abhi bhi woh manzar tha jab main bed pr nangi thi aur woh mard mere jism ko apni muthi main dabaye huye tha...maine ek gehri saans li
"University mein aaj ka din kaisa raha? Bohat thake huye lag rahe ho...kuch khaoge ya pehle thora aaram karoge?"
Bhuk lgi hai mom
Main ne uski baat suni aur halka sa muskuraCye...maine uske sar pr hath phera aur kitchen ki taraf barhi...main ne socha ke aaj uske liye kuch mazedar khana banaon taake woh khush ho jaye...lekin chalte huye mujhe mehsoos hua ke meri sadi ka pallu thora sarak gaya hai aur meri bhari jawani ka ek hissa thora sa numayan ho raha hai...maine jaldi se usey theek kiya taake Ali ki nazar wahan na paray...main ne kitchen mein ja kar uske liye garma garam khana banana shuru kiya
"Bas 10 minute ruko beta, main tumhare liye mazedar khana la rahi hoon...tum tab tak relax karo."
Ok mom but jldi please
Main ne khana plate mein nikala aur table par saja kar Ali ke paas gayi...main ne khana uske samne rakha aur thori der ke liye uske paas hi khari rahi, meri nazar uske thake hue chehre par thi...mere jism mein abhi bhi woh ajeeb si sarsarahat thi jo us mard ke chhuane se aayi thi, aur jab main Ali ke qareeb khari thi to mujhe apne jism ki garmi mehsoos ho rahi thi...main ne dheere se uske kandhe par hath rakha aur uski taraf dekha
"Yeh lo beta, garma garam... maze se khao. Agar kuch aur chahiye ho to batana, main yahin kitchen mein hoon."
Ok mom
Main kitchen ki taraf wapas mudi, lekin mere dhimagh mein abhi bhi wohi khayal tha...main ne mirror mein ek nazar dekhi aur apne bhari bharkam jism ko mehsoos kiya...maine socha ke Ali abhi bada ho raha hai, aur uski nazar bhi ab badal rahi hogi...ek pal ke liye mere dil mein ek shararat jaga aayi ke kya hoga agar kabhi woh meri is 'jawani' ko dekh le? Main ne ek gehri saans li aur muskuraate huye bartan dhone lagi, lekin mera dhyan puri tarah Ali par tha jo bahar baith kar khana kha raha tha
Main ne jldi se khana finish kiya or mom ko awaaz di
Main ne Ali ki awaaz suni aur foran apne hathon ko kapre se poncha...main uske paas gayi, lekin is baar maine jaan boojh kar apna pallu thora sa niche sarka liya taake meri bhari jawani ki ek jhalak dikhe...main uske bilkul qareeb khari hui, itni qareeb ke meri sadi ki khushbu uske naak tak pohnch rahi thi...maine uski aankhon mein dekha, yeh dekhne ke liye ke kya woh mere jism ki taraf dhyan de raha hai
"Khao khaya beta? Sab theek tha na? Agar tum thake huye ho to main tumhare sar ki malish kar doon?"
Nhi mom im fine...wo apko ek baat batani thi
Main ne apne hathon ko apni kamar par rakha, jis se mere curves aur bhi numayan ho gaye...maine ek halki si muskurahat ke sath uski taraf dekha, meri nazrein uske chehre par thi lekin mere jism mein ek ajeeb si be-chaini thi...main ne mehsoos kiya ke Ali ki nazar ek pal ke liye mere sine ki taraf gayi aur phir foran hat gayi...is baat ne mere andar ek aag laga di
"Batao na beta...kya baat hai? Tum itne pareshan kyun lag rahe ho? Mujhse toh tum sab kuch keh sakte ho."
Mom 2 din baad mn skardu ja raha trip ke liye 10 days
Main ne hairat se apni aankhein kholin, lekin jald hi mere chehre par ek shaitani muskurahat aa gayi...10 din! Iska matlab hai ke main 10 dinon tak is ghar mein akeli rahungi...main ne apne jism ki garmi ko mehsoos kiya aur socha ke ab main apne doston ko bulane mein koi kanjoosi nahi karungi, balki shayad unhe yahan thahre ke liye bhi keh doon...maine apne hath Ali ke kandhe par rakha aur usay ek pyari si smile di, jabke mere dhimagh mein gande khayal chal rahe the
"Sachi? Yeh toh bohat achi baat hai beta! Tumhe break ki zaroorat thi...main chahti hoon tum khoob enjoy karo. Lekin...kya tumne packing kar li hai? Agar nahi toh main tumhari madad kar deti hoon."
G mom ap help kr dijiye ga but mn ne ek cheez sochi hai..itne din apka akela rehna theek nhi so mn apne friend ko yahan bula leta 10 days ke liye
Yeh sunte hi mere jism mein ek jhatka sa laga aur meri muskurahat thori feeki par gayi...main ne socha tha ke main azad ho kar apne jism ki pyaas bujhaungi, aur ab yeh larka apne kisi dost ko yahan basa raha hai...lekin phir mere zehan mein ek naya aur zyada exciting khayal aaya...ek jawan larka, mere ghar mein, mere itne qareeb...main ne tasawwur kiya ke jab woh larka mere is bhari bharkam jism ko dekhega aur main uske samne sadi ka pallu sarkaungi, toh uska kya haal hoga...meri saansein tez ho gayin
"Achha...tumhare dost? Haan, kyun nahi...woh yahan reh sakta hai. Bas uska khayal rakhna ke woh shareef larka ho...waise tumhara dost hai kaun? Main usey janti hoon?"
G mom wo bht acha hai ..bs thora shararti hai ap handle kr lena use
Main ne ek gehri aur shaitani saans li aur apne hath se apne sine ki ek bhari lehar ko mehsoos kiya... 'handle' karne ka toh main expert hoon...main ne apne dhimagh mein us anjan larke ke sath woh sab socha jo main us dost ke sath karti thi...mere jism mein ek lehar daur gayi aur maine Ali ki taraf ek aisi nazar se dekha jo mamta se zyada ek aurat ki chahat jaisi lag rahi thi
"Beta, tum fikar mat karo...main usey bohat achay se 'handle' kar lungi...tum bas usay bata do ke woh yahan aa jaye, main uske liye ghar ko tayaar rakhungi."
Mom wo us din hi aaega jb mn ne jaana hoga
Main ne muskura kar apna sar hilaya aur dheere se Ali ke kareeb aai, mera jism usse takra raha tha...main ne uske baal sanware aur ek ajeeb si chamak apni aankhon mein liye kaha
"Theek hai beta...tum bas apni packing pe dhyan do...main dekh lungi ke tumhara dost yahan kitna 'comfortable' mehsoos karta hai...main toh abhi se soch rahi hoon ke uske aane par usey kya khilana hai aur kaise swagat karna hai."
Main ne Ali ke kandhe par ek halka sa dabao dala aur phir kitchen ki taraf mudi, meri aankhon mein ek shararat thi aur mere dhimagh mein yeh soch chal rahi thi ke 10 din ek jawan larke ke sath is ghar mein kitne rangeen honge.
Mn phr job pr chala gaya or wahan time guzara
Main ne pura din aaine ke samne guzaraya...main ne alag alag sadiyan try ki, yeh dekhne ke liye ke kaunsi sadi mere bhari bharkam jism par sabse zyada jachti hai aur kis se mera jism zyada numayan hota hai...main ne apne jism ko mehsoos kiya, meri ungliyan mere sine aur kamar ke curves par phirti rahi...
"Sirf do din aur...phir yeh ghar mera aur us larke ka hoga...dekhte hain woh kitna 'shareef' hai."
Main ne ek gehri saans li aur apne jism ki garmi ko mehsoos karte hue bed par let gayi, yeh tasawwur karte hue ke jab woh larka mere kamre mein aayega aur mujhe is haal mein dekhega, toh woh kya karega...meri saansein tez hone lagin.
Mn ne ek friend ko call kar ke bta diya ke us ne 10 din mom ke sath rukna hai to wo ready hogaya..
Usko ghar pr rokne ki ek khas waja thi ke wo impotent,unmanly lrka tha..or uska ye secret mujhe pta tha bs..to mn jaanta tha wo meri shareef mom ke sath kuch ghalat nhi kre ga..
Main ne kitchen mein chai banate hue Ali ki baat suni...mujhe nahi pata tha ke woh larka kaisa hai, lekin mere liye toh woh sirf ek 'shikaar' tha...maine socha ke shayad woh sharmaila hoga, aur yahi toh maze ki baat hai...ek sharmile larke ko apni jawani ke jaal mein phansane ka maza hi kuch aur hota hai...
"Acha beta, toh woh tayyar hai? Bohat achi baat hai...main uske liye sab kuch arrange kar lungi...tum bas sukoon se apni trip par jao."
Main ne muskura kar Ali ki taraf dekha, lekin mere dhimagh mein ek hi baat chal rahi thi...main ne apne jism ko sadi ke andar mehsoos kiya aur ek shaitani hasi meri honton par aa gayi...main bas us din ka intezar kar rahi thi jab Ali ghar se nikal jayega aur main us larke ke sath akeli rahungi.
Phr mn ne mom ke sath dinner kiya or unhain bye keh kr sone chala gaya or so gaya
Main ne Ali ko sote hue dekha aur phir apne kamre mein aakar darwaza band kar liya...main ne aaine mein apne jism ko dekha, meri aankhein ek ajeeb si pyaas se bhari thin...main ne sadi ka pallu thora niche giraya aur apne bhari bharkam mammon ko apne hathon se dabaya...
"Bas kuch din aur...phir is ghar mein sirf main aur woh larka honge...dekhte hain woh kitna 'shareef' hai aur main usey kaise sikhati hoon."
Main ne bistar par let kar aankhein band kar lin aur tasavvur karne lagi ke jab woh larka mere samne hoga, aur main usey apne is bhari jism ke niche dabaungi, toh uski kya haalat hogi...mere jism mein ek garmi daudne lagi aur meri saansein tez ho gayin...main ne ek gehri saans li aur neend ki aghosh mein chali gayi, lekin mere khwabon mein sirf wahi 'shareef' larka tha