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mein car me beth ke nikal gaya,
par pure raaste yehi sochta raha ki,
kaun hoga, kaisa hoga, aur mera gussa pal pal badh raha tha.
kaam me man nahi lag raha tha,
phir socha iss umar me kuch jaroorate hoti hai,
mein to shayad yeh pura kar hi na saku,
koi yeh pura kar raha hai to problem kya hai ?
problem yeh hai ki mein yeh nahi hone dena chahta, kyu ? pata nahi. bas.
kyunki woh meri beti hai is liye ?
woh jo kar rahi hai woh galat hai is liye ?
ya, mujhe yeh karne ka mauka nahi mila is liye ?
yeh sawalo ke koi jawab nahi the mere paas.
mein bas yeh jo bhi ho raha tha usse rokna chahta tha,
ha, sach me esa kuch ho bhi raha tha ya nahi,
uspe bhi ek sawal hai kyunki yeh
sab mere dimag ki gandi si paidaish bhi ho sakti hai
par pure raaste yehi sochta raha ki,
kaun hoga, kaisa hoga, aur mera gussa pal pal badh raha tha.
kaam me man nahi lag raha tha,
phir socha iss umar me kuch jaroorate hoti hai,
mein to shayad yeh pura kar hi na saku,
koi yeh pura kar raha hai to problem kya hai ?
problem yeh hai ki mein yeh nahi hone dena chahta, kyu ? pata nahi. bas.
kyunki woh meri beti hai is liye ?
woh jo kar rahi hai woh galat hai is liye ?
ya, mujhe yeh karne ka mauka nahi mila is liye ?
yeh sawalo ke koi jawab nahi the mere paas.
mein bas yeh jo bhi ho raha tha usse rokna chahta tha,
ha, sach me esa kuch ho bhi raha tha ya nahi,
uspe bhi ek sawal hai kyunki yeh
sab mere dimag ki gandi si paidaish bhi ho sakti hai