Main Rukhsana hoon, meri umar abhi 22 saal ki hai. Pyar se mujhe sab Rabia kahte hai. Meri shadi ho chuki hai aur Mere husband ek private firm mein manager hain.
Mayeke mein meri ammi aur Abba hain. Shahar mein hamare khandan ki bahut hi acchi izzat hai. Izzatdar gharana hone ke karan parde ki pabandi hai...lekin parde ke peeche..
Yu to maine jawani ki dahleez par pahla kadam umra 18 paraw mein hi rakh diya tha.
Meri chhatiyon ke ubhar chhote chhote nimbu ke aakar ke nikal aaye the. Ghar mein abhi bhi frock aur chaddi pahan kar ghumti thi.
Ammi abbu ke alawa ek bara bhai tha jo umar mein mujhse do saal bara tha. Yani wo bhi 20 saalka ho chuka tha aur muchho ki halki halki rekhayen uske chehre par aa chuki thi.
Muchho ki halki rekhao ke sath uske niche ke muchhe bhi aa chuki hogi aisa mera andaz hai.
Bhai ke jaisi muchhe to nahi aai thi magar bagalo mein aur niche ki saheli ke upar halke halke roye ugne shuru ho gaye the.
18 saal ki hui aur nimbu ka aakar chhote seb ke jaisa ho gaya tab ammi ne mujhe naqaab pahna diya yani bahar jane par har samay mujhe burka pahan kar ghumna parta tha.
Ghar mein ladke nahin aate, sirf rishtedaroon ke siwa. Bhaiyya ke dost bhi agar aaye to drawing room se hi chale jaate.
Frock ab kam hi pahanti thi. Bahar nikalne par salwar kammez ke alawa burka pahan na parta tha.
Ghar mein abhi bhi kabhi kabhi frock aur chaddi pahan leti thi.
Jawani ki dahleez pe kadam rakhte hi, apni chuchiyoon aur niche ki saheli yani ki choot mein ek ajeeb sa khichau mahsoos karne lagi thi.
Jab 18 ki hui to yeh khichaw ek halki tees aur meethi khujli mein badal gai thi.
Bathroom mein peshab karne ke baad jab paani dal kar apni laalpari ko dhoti to man karta kuch der tak yunhi ragarti rahoon.
Gori boor ka upri hissa jhantoon se bilkul dhak gaya tha. Nahate wakt jab kapre utar kar apni chuchiyoon aur choot par sabun lagati to bas maza hi ajata, haath mein sabun lekar choot mein dal kar thodi der tak ander bahar karti aur doosre haath se chuchiyoon ko ragarti.....ahhhhhhh... ..khud ko bath room mein lage bade aayine mein dekh kar bas mast ho jati......bada maza aata tha...
lagta tha bas apni choot aur chuchiyoon se khelti rahoon. Ghar mein khali samay mein larko ke bare mein sochte sochte kai baar meri choot pasij jati aur main bathroom mein jakar apni garmi kam karne ke liye unliyon se apni laalpari ki upar wali choch ko masalti thi aur niche wale chhed mein ungli ghusane ki koshish karti thi.
Shuruat thori taklif se hui magar baad mein bara maja aane laga tha.
Raat mein apne bistar par apni ungliyon se karti thi aur kai baar itni garam ho jati ki din mein teen-teen dafa bathroom mein peshab karne ke bahane apni choot ki ghundi ragarne chali jati thi.
Aap soch rahe honge main itni garam q hu, mein itni garam kaise ho gai....
Mere andar lund ke liye itna diwanapan... kyon kar aa gaya hai....
To janab ye sab mere ghar ke mahol ka asar hai. Waise abhi to mera kamra ammi abbu ke bagal wala hai.... magar jab mein chhoti thi main apne ammi abbu ke saath hi soti thi. mujhe yaad aata hai.....
meri umar us waqt """ saal ki hogi....main ammi ke kamre mein hi soti thi....ammi aur abbu bade palng par saath sote main bagal mein single bed par soti....
kamre mein night bulb jalta rahta tha....kabhi- kabhi ratoon ko jab meri aankh khulti to ammi aur abbu dono ko nange ek doosre ke saath lipta chipti kar rahe hote ....
kabhi ammi abbu ke upar kabhi abba ammi ke upar chade hote.....
kabhi abbu ko ammi ke janghoon ke beech pati to....ya ammi ko abbu ke pet par baithe hue paati.... kabhi abbu ko ammi ke upar chadh kar dhakke marte hue dekhti....
dono ki tez sansoon ki aawaz aur phir ammi ki siskariyan.....uuu...sssssssiiiii.....mere sartaj....aur jor see....siiiiii..... kabhi -kabhi to ammi itni bekabu ho jati ki jor jor se abbu ko galiyan deti...bharwe aur jor se maar....aiii...teri ammi ko chodu...randi ki aulad....gand ka jor laga....gand mein taqat nahi,
Ammi : meri maa ko chod teri maa ko chod bhadva, abbu: Chup sali randi......cheekhtin... .baloon ko pakad kar khinchti.... aur dono ek dusre ke saath gali galoz karte hue chudai mein masroof rahte.... jabki main thori si dari sahmi si unka ye khel dekhti rahti.... aur sochti ki din mein dono ek dum sharif aur izzatdaar ban kar ghumte hai
khas Ammi itna parde mein rehti hamare khandan mein Ammi ko bohot izzat sa dekha ja raha tha pore khandan mein bohot shareef hamesha parde mein rehna wali..... fir raat mein dono ko kya ho jata hai. Saheliyon ne samajhdaari badhane mein madad ki aur....is mast khel ke bare mein meri jaankari badhne lagi.
Meri niche ki saheli mein bhi halki gudgudi hone lagi.....ab main ammi abbu ka khel dekhne ke liye apni neend haram karne lagi... shayad un dono shaq ho gaya ya unhe laga ki main jawan ho rahi hun....
un logo ne mera kamra alag kar diya...halanki maine is par apni narazgi jatai magar ammi ne mere armaano ko berahmi kuchal diya aur apne bagal wale kamre mein mera bistar lagwa diya. Maine iske liye use dil se bad-dua di....
ja randi tujhe 15 din tak lund nasib nahi hoga sali khandan wale khama kha izzat deta hai mein dava se keh sakte hu khandan mein sab sa bade ager koi chinal hogi to Ammi .
Mera kaam ab ammi-abbu ki siskariyon ko raat mein diwaar se kaan laga kar sun na ho gaya tha.....
aksar ratoon ko unke kamre se plang ke charmarane ki awaz..... ammi ki tez siskarian.....aur abbu ki....Ooonnhh... ..Ooonh... ki awazein....aisa lagta tha ki jawani ki masti looti ja rahi hai....ki aawazo ko kaan laga kar sunti thi aur apne jangho ke beech ki laalmuniya ko bheechti hui...apne nimbuo ko halke hatho se masalti hui sochti....
ammi ko jayada maja aata hoga, saali ki chhatiya footbaal se thori si hi chhoti hogi.