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After Engagement Till Wedding...!
Meri bat pakki honay k 2-3 din bad Azra or us k Dad wapas england chale gaey. wahan janay k bad kuch din tak to Azra se contact raha lekin phir us ki surgery ka wakt aa gya. Is liye hamara contact khatam ho gya. Idhar me her roz Azra ki yad me tarapti. Us ki bato ko yaad kerti. Hamari kafi sari pictures ek sath thien. Me daily unko dekhti.
Kabhi kabhi dil kerta to nangi ho k apne jism ko sehlati, masalti. Or Azra ko yad kerti. Azra ki naked pictures me ne Apne mobile me save ker rakhi thien. Wo pictures b din me kam se kam ek bar zaror dekhti.
Me us k lund ko yad kerti k kaise mene uska lund poora ka poora apne galay me utar liya tha.
hum dono ki bohot sari yadain thien. Jo mujhe chain nahi lene deti thien. Dil kerta k me jald se jald Azra k pas pohonch jaoon. Lekin aisa nhi ho sakta tha. Aakhir wakt apni raftar se chalta hai. Is doran mene kai bar note kiya k Ali bhai mujhe bht ghor se dekhta hai. Rishta honay k bad mujhe rk din kam wali Aunty ne bataya k Ali bhai is rishtay k liye razi nhi tha. Us ne mummy or daddy ko mana kiya tha k meri engagement kisi or k sath ki jaey jab k baki sab ne koi aitraz nhi kiya is liye engagement ho gai. Ek din Ali bhai bahar lawn me mujhe nazar aey, wo kisi se Phone per bat ker rahay thay. Me un k pas chali gai.
Me: Hi bhaiya.
Ali Bhai: ( phone band kertay huay) Hi. Kaisi ho?
Me: Me theek hoon bhaiya. Ap batao.
Ali bhaiya: Me theek hoon. Tum batao kuch kam tha?
Me: Nahi! Bus waise hi apko dekha to bat kerne chali aie.
Ali bhaiya: Acha. Theek hai.
Me: Ap naraz ho kia mujhse?
Ali bhaiya: Nahi to! Me Q naraz hoon bhala?
Me: Mujhe aise mehsoos hua. Pehle Ap mera bht khayal rakhte thay. Lekin jis din se meri engagement hui hai, us din se Ap khinche khinche rehte ho.
Ali bhaiya: Nahi aisi bat nahi hai. Shayad tumhara wehem hai.
Me: mera wehem nahi hai bhai. Me sab dekh rahi hoon or mehsoos ker rahi hon. Mujhse koi ghalti hui hai to plz mujhe batao, lekin mere sath aisa naa kero. Ap mere bhaiya ho. Ap khud ko mujhse door karo gay to me bardasht nahi ker sakoon gi. ( or meri aankho se aansu behne lagay.)
Ali bhaiya: Hira! Rotay nahi hain meri guria. Tum janti ho tum meri choti behen nahi mera baby ho. Tum theek kehti ho, me tum se thora door ho gya lekin iski 2 waja hain.
Me: kia waja hain?
Ali bhaiya: Pehli to ye k tumhari shadi fix ho chuki hai. Abhi b Main tum se attach rahoon to bad me mujhe or tumhain khud ko sambhalna mushkil ho jaey ga. Behen bhai ki muhabbat tumhain her wakt hamari yad dilaey ga. Or tumhare liye bht masla ho ga. Isi liye khud ko abhi se door ker raha hoon ta k tum apne susral ja k adjust ker sako.
Me: Or doosri waja?
Ali bhaiya: doosri waja ye hai k Me tumhari shadi Azra k bhai se kerne k haq me nahi hoon. Q k me Azra or tumhare beech k relation ko b janta hoon. Is liye nahi chahta k tum 2 kashtiyo me sawar raho. Ek Azra or doosra us ka bhai. Mujhe lagta hai shadi k bad tumhara Azra se relation bana rahay ga. ye tumhare shohar k sath dhoka ho ga.
Me: ( Dil hi dil me ) Ab me bhaiya ko kaise bataon. Azra hi mera shohar ho gi.
Me: Bhaiya. Aisa kuch b nahi ho ga. Us din jo kuch hua wo ek mistake tha. Me ne or Azra ne us din k bad kuch b nahi kia. Or na kabhi ainda aisa karain gay. Plz I am Sorry..! Meri ye ghalti maaf ker dain bus.
Ali bhaiya: Mene tumhain kab ka maaf ker diya hai. Befikar raho. Acha chalo choro ye batain, ice cream khanay chalain.
Me ne khush ho ker haan keh di. Phir Mummy se permission le ker hum ice cream khanay gaey or us k bad Long Drive pe. Hum ne bohot sari batain ki.
Isi tarah wakt guzarta gya, engagement k 6 months bad meri shadi fix hui thi. Lekin Azra se mera last contact us ki surgery se pehle hua tha. Yahan anay k bad b us ne koi rabta nahi kiya. Mujhe bht gussa aa raha tha us per. Lekin kia kerti.Shadi se ek hafta pehle Azra or us k Dad Pakistan wapas aa gaey. Mujhe ye khabar Mummy or Daddy se pata chali. Wo apnay damad (Azra) se mil aey. Mera dil bechain tha k kisi tarah usko dekh sakoon or mil sakoon lekin...
Me us din Azra k message ya call ka b intazar kerti rahi lekin uska message nahi aya. Ab mujhe bohot gussa aa raha tha us per. Mehendi se do din pehle Mummy or Daddy ne Unko khanay pe bulaya. Azra jo k Ab Azhar bun chuki thi or sath me us k Dad drawing room me baithay thay. Me chup ker dekhne ki koshish ker rahi thi.
Lekin nakam rahi. Wahan per Mummy Daddy or mere dono bhai un k sath baithe thay. Or batain ho rahi thien. Bato me pata chala k 3 months pehle Accident me Azra ki death ho gai hai. sab ne mil ker khana khaya. Or us k bad Azra ( Azhar ) or us k dad uth ker apne ghar chale gaey.
Jatay jatay mujhe uski ek jhalak mili. Azra k bal ab boyish style me chotay chotay katay huay. Chehre pe halki darhi, glasses lagaey huay. Jism thora mota lag raha tha. Chest se le ker Pait tak ka hissa kuch barha hua lag raha tha. Two piece suit me wo handsome lag rahi thi.
Hamari shadi ki tayariyan zor or shor se chal rahi thien. Or Aj meri mehendi ka din aa gya...!
Meri bat pakki honay k 2-3 din bad Azra or us k Dad wapas england chale gaey. wahan janay k bad kuch din tak to Azra se contact raha lekin phir us ki surgery ka wakt aa gya. Is liye hamara contact khatam ho gya. Idhar me her roz Azra ki yad me tarapti. Us ki bato ko yaad kerti. Hamari kafi sari pictures ek sath thien. Me daily unko dekhti.
Kabhi kabhi dil kerta to nangi ho k apne jism ko sehlati, masalti. Or Azra ko yad kerti. Azra ki naked pictures me ne Apne mobile me save ker rakhi thien. Wo pictures b din me kam se kam ek bar zaror dekhti.
Me us k lund ko yad kerti k kaise mene uska lund poora ka poora apne galay me utar liya tha.
hum dono ki bohot sari yadain thien. Jo mujhe chain nahi lene deti thien. Dil kerta k me jald se jald Azra k pas pohonch jaoon. Lekin aisa nhi ho sakta tha. Aakhir wakt apni raftar se chalta hai. Is doran mene kai bar note kiya k Ali bhai mujhe bht ghor se dekhta hai. Rishta honay k bad mujhe rk din kam wali Aunty ne bataya k Ali bhai is rishtay k liye razi nhi tha. Us ne mummy or daddy ko mana kiya tha k meri engagement kisi or k sath ki jaey jab k baki sab ne koi aitraz nhi kiya is liye engagement ho gai. Ek din Ali bhai bahar lawn me mujhe nazar aey, wo kisi se Phone per bat ker rahay thay. Me un k pas chali gai.
Me: Hi bhaiya.
Ali Bhai: ( phone band kertay huay) Hi. Kaisi ho?
Me: Me theek hoon bhaiya. Ap batao.
Ali bhaiya: Me theek hoon. Tum batao kuch kam tha?
Me: Nahi! Bus waise hi apko dekha to bat kerne chali aie.
Ali bhaiya: Acha. Theek hai.
Me: Ap naraz ho kia mujhse?
Ali bhaiya: Nahi to! Me Q naraz hoon bhala?
Me: Mujhe aise mehsoos hua. Pehle Ap mera bht khayal rakhte thay. Lekin jis din se meri engagement hui hai, us din se Ap khinche khinche rehte ho.
Ali bhaiya: Nahi aisi bat nahi hai. Shayad tumhara wehem hai.
Me: mera wehem nahi hai bhai. Me sab dekh rahi hoon or mehsoos ker rahi hon. Mujhse koi ghalti hui hai to plz mujhe batao, lekin mere sath aisa naa kero. Ap mere bhaiya ho. Ap khud ko mujhse door karo gay to me bardasht nahi ker sakoon gi. ( or meri aankho se aansu behne lagay.)
Ali bhaiya: Hira! Rotay nahi hain meri guria. Tum janti ho tum meri choti behen nahi mera baby ho. Tum theek kehti ho, me tum se thora door ho gya lekin iski 2 waja hain.
Me: kia waja hain?
Ali bhaiya: Pehli to ye k tumhari shadi fix ho chuki hai. Abhi b Main tum se attach rahoon to bad me mujhe or tumhain khud ko sambhalna mushkil ho jaey ga. Behen bhai ki muhabbat tumhain her wakt hamari yad dilaey ga. Or tumhare liye bht masla ho ga. Isi liye khud ko abhi se door ker raha hoon ta k tum apne susral ja k adjust ker sako.
Me: Or doosri waja?
Ali bhaiya: doosri waja ye hai k Me tumhari shadi Azra k bhai se kerne k haq me nahi hoon. Q k me Azra or tumhare beech k relation ko b janta hoon. Is liye nahi chahta k tum 2 kashtiyo me sawar raho. Ek Azra or doosra us ka bhai. Mujhe lagta hai shadi k bad tumhara Azra se relation bana rahay ga. ye tumhare shohar k sath dhoka ho ga.
Me: ( Dil hi dil me ) Ab me bhaiya ko kaise bataon. Azra hi mera shohar ho gi.
Me: Bhaiya. Aisa kuch b nahi ho ga. Us din jo kuch hua wo ek mistake tha. Me ne or Azra ne us din k bad kuch b nahi kia. Or na kabhi ainda aisa karain gay. Plz I am Sorry..! Meri ye ghalti maaf ker dain bus.
Ali bhaiya: Mene tumhain kab ka maaf ker diya hai. Befikar raho. Acha chalo choro ye batain, ice cream khanay chalain.
Me ne khush ho ker haan keh di. Phir Mummy se permission le ker hum ice cream khanay gaey or us k bad Long Drive pe. Hum ne bohot sari batain ki.
Isi tarah wakt guzarta gya, engagement k 6 months bad meri shadi fix hui thi. Lekin Azra se mera last contact us ki surgery se pehle hua tha. Yahan anay k bad b us ne koi rabta nahi kiya. Mujhe bht gussa aa raha tha us per. Lekin kia kerti.Shadi se ek hafta pehle Azra or us k Dad Pakistan wapas aa gaey. Mujhe ye khabar Mummy or Daddy se pata chali. Wo apnay damad (Azra) se mil aey. Mera dil bechain tha k kisi tarah usko dekh sakoon or mil sakoon lekin...
Me us din Azra k message ya call ka b intazar kerti rahi lekin uska message nahi aya. Ab mujhe bohot gussa aa raha tha us per. Mehendi se do din pehle Mummy or Daddy ne Unko khanay pe bulaya. Azra jo k Ab Azhar bun chuki thi or sath me us k Dad drawing room me baithay thay. Me chup ker dekhne ki koshish ker rahi thi.
Lekin nakam rahi. Wahan per Mummy Daddy or mere dono bhai un k sath baithe thay. Or batain ho rahi thien. Bato me pata chala k 3 months pehle Accident me Azra ki death ho gai hai. sab ne mil ker khana khaya. Or us k bad Azra ( Azhar ) or us k dad uth ker apne ghar chale gaey.
Jatay jatay mujhe uski ek jhalak mili. Azra k bal ab boyish style me chotay chotay katay huay. Chehre pe halki darhi, glasses lagaey huay. Jism thora mota lag raha tha. Chest se le ker Pait tak ka hissa kuch barha hua lag raha tha. Two piece suit me wo handsome lag rahi thi.
Hamari shadi ki tayariyan zor or shor se chal rahi thien. Or Aj meri mehendi ka din aa gya...!
