Update...........01
do din mere liye bade ajib beete. sab ghr wale mujhse poochte.. kya baat ha. mai taal jata. ek to bohut bada khush tha. dusra mai bada hairan tha. teesra mai soch raha tha. kaise dimago ko control me kia jata ha.
internet par maine bad search kari. movies dekhi. fir plan bana kar ghar se nikal pada. aur socha kisi ke mind ko control karke check to karun. mann me aya. apne kisi dost par try karun. par laga. aisa karne se koi gadbad na ho jaye. mera raz na koi jan le. mene movies me dekha tha. mere jesi skill wale ki puri dunya dushman ban jaya karti ha. mai kisi ko dushman nahi banana chahta tha
mai panipuri wale ke pas gaya. try karne par mai uske dimag me ja ghusa. wo jo soch raha tha. mai apne dimag me wo sab sun pa raha tha. mai khusi se pagal hone laga. abhi ghar me kisi ke dimag me mai nahi ghusa tha.
mene usse panipuri lekar khai. wahi khada raha. aur grahak aaye. wo panipuri kha kar pese de kar chale gaye. mai bhi jane laga. wo bola.. pese
mai hairan hokar... abhi to diye han
wo... pagal samjh rakha ha kyaaa. tumne pese nahi diye.
maine note ke number bata diye.. wo nikal kar check karne laga. jab usay mere bataye numbaron wala note mil gaya to wo hairan hokar sochne laga.. mujhe yad ha. isne mujhe koi pese nahi diye.. fir.. fir ye isne number kese bata diye
mai wahan se jane laga.. wo mujhe dekh vicharon me khoya raha. mai uske mind me rahte hue apne ghar laut aaya. ab mai soch raha tha. ye to maine jan lia panipuri wale ke dimag me ghusna. ab mujhe mind ko control karna seekhna hoga.. lekin kispar try karun. bar bar ek hi bande par try nahi kar sakta. usay shak pad sakta ha
main kamre se nikal maa ke pass gaya. wo kamre me thi aur bed par bethi ek novel read kar rhi thi. mujhe dekh muskurai.. mai pass beth gaya. ek do baton ke bad maa firse novel read karne lagi
mai maa ke mind me ghus maa jo padh rahi thi. wo sab sunne laga.. maine koshish kari aur maa ke sar ko utha kar apni orr dekhne par uksaya.. maa ne sar utha kar mujhe dekha aur ek smile kar di..
mai khada hokar nachne laga... maa hasne lagi... hehehe.. kis khushi me nacha ja raha ha. mujhe bhi batao
mai maa ko bed se utaar apne sath laga kar nachne laga.. maa hasti hui mere sath jitna usay nachna aata tha, nachne lagi.. mai khushi se phula nahi sama raha tha aur maa hasti ja rahi thi.
kiran aur pirya bhi aa gai.. humen nachte dekh hasne lagi
priya.. aaaj ye vishal itna khush kyu ha kiran
kiran.. jo bhi ho didi. par vishal ka chahra to dekho.. khushi kitni bhali lag rahi ha iske chahre par
main maa ke sath nachta hua priya ke dimag me ghusa.. aur usay uksaya.. wo karib aai. aur boli... do step zara mere sath bhi ho jaaye vishal
mai maa ko chhod priya ko dekhne laga.. par didi aap ko to nachna hi nahi aaya
priya surprised hui.. enn!! kya maine tujhse nachne ke liye kaha tha
maa... haan!
kiran... didi aap sach me nachogi.. nacho mujhe aap ko nachte hue dekhne ha
mai priya didi ke mind ko control karte hue usay zayada na sochne de kar ek hath uski kamar aur dusra uske kandhe par rakh ghumne lage. pairon ko move karne laga.
kiran taliyan bajane lagi... woww didi.. kamal ki lachak ha aap ke sharir me
asal me didi ka mind mere control me tha. mind me jo step aa rahe the. wo mere sikhaye hue the.. aur didi ka sharir mind ke under rahte hue sab kiye ja raha tha
priya didi bhi hairani se kabhi mujhe kabhi apne pairon aur kabhi maa aur kiran ko dekhe ja rahi thi
fir maine kiran aur maa ke sath bari bari dance kiya.. sab kuch der haste rahe hum.
bad me jab mai maa ke pass ke pass akela tha.. maine maa ke chahre ko pakad kar gaal chum liye..
maa chamkati ankhon se boli.. aaj bada pyar aa raha ha apni maa par.. kyu
mai.. maa aap ho hi itni pyari.
maa mere gaal ko chum kar.. tu bhi to mera bada pyara beta ha.. bohut pyar karti hon mai tujhse vishal
maa firse mere gaal ko chumne lagi. yahan maine thoda sa maa ki sochon me hulchal macha di
maa ke dimag me meri soch.... vishal ke hont kitne payare han.. maine kabhi vishal ke honto ko nahi chuma.. aaj chum leti hon
maa jo mere gaal ko chumne ja rahi thi. jhatka khati hui ruk gai..sochne lagi... ye kaisi soch mere mann me aane lagi.. bhala mai mere bete vishal ke honto ko kyun chumungi.. prakash ha na.. uske hont han na chumne ke liye
mai maa ko dekhta hua uske dimag me ghusa uski soch me bola... harj bhi kya ha. itna pyara to ha vishal.. prakash ke karan ye mera ang bankar dunya me aaya ha. vishal ka ek ek ang mera hi to ha. vishal ke prem ka prinam ha.. hont chum lene me koi burai to nahi ha.. mai to zarur chumungi. aaj kitna khush ha vishal. mai iski khushi ko badha deti hon
maa ki apni soch meri soch se takrar karne lagi.. aaj se pahle kabhi aisi soch maa ke mann me nahi aai thi. aaj aai to maa ulajhne lagi. mai chahta to mind par pura pura control bana kar maa ko sab bhula kar maa se sab karwa sakta tha. par ye prem nahi tha. hawas thi. aur sadhu baba ne kaha tha. mai bada bhagyshali hon. matlab mai prem deewana banunga. vasna ka putla nahi. dhire dhire is orr aana hoga
apne hi parivar se aise rishte ki bace in do dino me mere andr khud se banne lagi thi. warna pahle aisa mera koi irada nahi tha.
maa ki apni sochen aur meri banai unke dimag me sochen dono me bahs jari rahi.. par meri sochon ka palda bhari hui aur maa mere gaal par hont rakhti hui ekdum se mere honto par rakh mere honto ko chumne lagi..
kuch hi pal.. uske bad maa mera chahra chhod apne hont alag karti mujhe dekhne lagi.. maa ki uljhan aur bhi badh chuki thi. aur mai hairani se maa ko dekhne laga. maa naah me sar hilati peeche ko bhaagti hui bathroom me ja ghusi..
maa bathroom me ghus soch rahi thi. ye maine kyaa kar dia.. apne hi bete ke honto ko chum liya.. mai itni beshram kese ban gai. wo kya soch raha hoga mere bare me
mai maa ke mind se nikal muskurane laga. mujhe kisi ko patane ki zarurat hi nahi thi. sabke mind ko control me rakh kar sab ko apne orr apne hisab se akarshit kar sakta tha.
aur mai esa hi karne wala tha. life me ab maze hi maze hone wale the.
