Har vo chah khatm ho jati hai jiski hame tamnna hoti hai bachta hi sirf karvan vo bhi sirf yadon ka mai apni pichli zindgi ke bare me bilkul bhi yad nhi karna chah rha tha par aj collage ke gate ko dekhkar mai puri tarah se vapas vanhi chla gya janha mai vapas nhi jana chahta tha....kabhi kAbhi apke sath aisa hota hi jiski apne kabhi kalpna tak nhi ki hoti ........
Aate vakt mere hitler bap ki sakt hidayat thi ," beta ye tera last chance hi pass or fail ...it is ur choice...is bar hame nirash mat karna last time ki tarah,"kyonki na ab tumhare pas waqt hai aur na hamare pas sabra",ap tum apni nakami ke zimmedar tum khud hoge"maine sar niche karke mundi hila di ..ji papa..
."aur ab koi bhi nakami ab sahan nhi ki jayegi" understand..okk papa..
Mai chupchap college ka gate dekhe ja rha tha ...aur bar bar mere sath jo hua use yad kar rha tha....sach kahte hai log "zindgi jab tak de rhi hai lete rho kyonki zindgi jab lene par aati hai na to sansein tak le jati hai"...mai chupchap khada soch rha tha aur bar bar wahi chehra meri ankho me ek video ki tarah play ho rha tha...
"Kya dekh rha hi be" mere piche se ek ladke ki awaz aayi.
"Kuch nhi " maine kha .,
"Gate dekh rha hi college ka" vo phir bola,
"Mast hi hai na"..... "kya "vo surprise hote huye pucha ,"College gate ..maine kha ,
"Vo to hai " bhai college bhi utna hi mast hoga na jitna gate hi ...vo ladka phir se bola...
abhi tak mai apne khyalo me magan tha isliye abhi tak dhyan nhi diya tha uspar
"Kaun hu be tu" maine use ghurte huye pucha ,
"Ali Attaulah Khan",
"Kya be"
Ali usne shanti se bola ......,mera nam hi
To vo kya tha ...mai bola ,
"Pura nam tha ,tera nam kya hi ,..usne bade pyar se pucha ....
"Siddhant .Commerce Department"maine bola..kyonki mujhe pta tha ki aage vo kya puch.sakta hi.....
"Same "ali bola...
"Kya"..
"Department bro "....Ali muskurte huye bola
Aate hi ek bandar jais ladke se mulaqat hui,Height achi thi par mere se kam thi aut Han body to ek phunk se hi ud jayegi sale ki aisi thi...Use bat karte karte mai andar parvesh kar gya ...Bato Bato me pta chaala sala mera classmatebhi hi aur roommate bhi ...sala ek no.ka bc tha yani bakchod..
Campus acha bhala tha .mal bhi achi bhali thi...yani full time pass par mujhe aisa nhi karna tha ..Is bar padna tha kisi ke liye ,sabkuch bhulkar aaage badna ,kisi se kiye vaade ki ,kisi ki umeedo ka bojh tha mere sar ke upar.. Yar Hostel kidhar hi maine Ali se pucha ,
Isi ummed me usne do char laude se hostel ka pta pucha aur pta chal bhi gya.. aur ham hostel me pahuch chuke the ..Ham dono ne apne Bag ko apni apni almirah me rakha par ek nazar maine use dekha to khidki ke side pr ulta pda hua tha sale ka bag vanhi bistar par pda tha aur vo do mintue ke andar so bhi gya is bat ka surprise tha ...maine socha travelling ki thakan hogi utar jane do ,maine use nhi jgaya aur bathroom me ghus gya ..Kuch fresh feel ho rha tha par ab neend mujhe bhi aa rhi thi mai bhi pas pade bistar par ludak gya .....
"Bhai uth le kab tak sota rahega" Ali ne mujhe buri tarah se pakadkar hila diya ,
"Kaun hi Bc "maine neend me chillate huye kha ...vo phir chillaya utha ja na dimag ki dahi kar rha hi ..mujhe bhook lagi hai ..niche chalte hai na ."akele chla ja na " maine kha ..chal na bhai plz...
Teri ma ki......... maine control karte huye usse kha ruk do mintur aata hu... vo bechara ruka rha ..lekin kafi shant khada tha ..."kya hua be" maine pucha ..."Dar lag rha mere ko tere se ".....kyo maine pucha ..
"Yar teri ankh lal padi huyi hai aur phir tu mujhe ghu rha hi to dar to lageg hi na...."mujhe ye bat sunkar hansi aa gyi..chal cho de....
Ali- ek bat bta koi mal val pasand ayi ya nhi ,..kya bola tu maine use ghoorte huye kha ...
"Abhi tak dekha nhi kisi ko "
"Kyo"
Ab is kyo ka jawab dena padega ....maine jhallate huye kha ..
"Nhi ..Nhi bhi par dra kyo ra hi...Ali bola
"Acha siddhu bhai ek bat btao apki koi gf hai"
"Chup rah na ali maine ignore karte huye kha asal bat ye thi. Ki mai use kuch btana nhi chahta tha bhale hi vo kuch ghanto me mera acha dost ho gya ho par abhi itna gehra bhi hamara dostana nhi hua tha ki mai apne bare me sab kuch bak du ..
Ham dono chupchap hostel se ground ki taraf chal diye janha par kai sari food ki shops thi jo collage student ke liye collage ki tarf se available thi....hamne vanha jakar pet pooja ki aur chupchap collage ke aspas ka jayaja lene lage...ek chuppi si thi hamare beech kyonki vo ladkiyo ko dekhne me magan tha aur mai apni ram dhun me ...ab mujhe cigeret ki talab ho rhi thi ..maine usse pucha ...yanha kai cigret milegi ..
Ali - kyo nhi bhai mere bhai mere bap ne factory kholi hi na yanha par....aao beta cigeret piyo..collage hai mere yar tera ghar nhi ..
"Milegi nhi yanha par kanhi" maine uski bat ignore karte huye bola...
Ali- outside campus milegi .."
"To chalte hai na"
"Kanha siddhu bhai"
"Outside the campus" maine muskurate huye kha
Ali - dekh bhai tujhe jana ho to ja mai to nhija rha ,
"Kya bola " maine use ghurte huye kha..
Ali Bechara ek bar phir dar gya ..aur bolA "chalta hu bhai..."
Ab vo mujhse dar ialiye rha tha ki meri ankh lal thi . .Lal isliye rahti thi ki kyonki pichle kai dino se mai dhang se soya nhi tha aur upar se bear aur cigeret bahut pine lga tha ...aur vo soch rha hai meri ankhen gusse me lal hai.
Campus se bahar aate hi maine do cigeret ki dibbi li ..aur ek cigeret jalakar hontho me dba li..aur yahi kam ali ne bhi kiya..
Ali -siddhu bhai ek bat puchu ..
"puch "
Ali - ap itni cigeret itni jaldi kaise piyegae..
" Ali bhai mai ye cigeret ki dibbi hostel le chal rha hu.."maine pyar se bola ..
Ali - par andar to allow nhi hai aur specially Hostels me..
"Ise tu andar le jayega "
"Kya bat kar rhe ho siddhu bhai mai nhi le jaunga ..mujhe nhi suspend hona .....
Aur ek bar phir meri lal ankhon ka kamal chala aur usne han bol di.....
Ham dono collage ke andar entry marne vale the ki teen bike hamare samne aakar ruk gyi...maine ek nazar dekha aur kash fukte huye aage nikal gya..tabhi ek bande ne meri shairt ka pichla hissa pakad ke piche ki taraf khinch liya..
"Kanha ja rha be" ek ladka bike se utarate huye bola...
"Hostel" maine itna hi bola tha ki Ali beech me bol pda "Kaun hai be tu "..itna bola hi tha ki ..chaataakkk..ek thappad ki gunj mere kano me padi maine Ali ki taraf dekha bechara ek Gal par hanth rakhe huye khada tha .. "Sale senior se is tarh bat karta hai "ladka chillaya ..
"Ragging" mere dimag me ek yahi word aaya par mai bola kuch nhi mai chupchap cigeret piye ja rha tha...chaataakkk ek aur thappad aur is bar nishana Ali ka dusra gal tha..
Ali - abki bar kyo sir....
"Senior ke samne cigeret peeta hai"
Ali - par smoking to ye kar rha hi..badi masoomiyat se bola...
"Tu beta ise bta nhi pa rha tha ki senior ke samne smoking nhi karte agar karoge to sehat ke liye bilkul acha nhi hota " ek ladka phir ghoorte huye bola . Par sala is bar mujhe ghur rha tha aur phir bola "cigeret phenk gadhe .dimag me bat nhi ghusi tere"....maine chupchap cigeret phenk di.."tujhe akal sikhana padega sala mujhe ghur rha hai .."tabhi Ali beech me bol pda "sorry sir iski.aankhein aisi hi hai plz sir hame jane dijiye...mai usr lagatar ghure hi ja rha tha...
"Chal na Chandu bhai kyo time barbad kar rha hi chal party suru hone vali hogi ye kanhi bhag thodi jayega ise collage campus me kal dekh lenge.."ek ladka usko bolta hai jo mujhe nasihat de rha tha ...
Usne bike start ki aur meri tarf ek ungli
laharayi aur nikal liya . .aur ham bhi chupchap hostel nikal aaye . bhale hi sham ka waqt tha aur ham outside the par hamari tarh aur bhi student bahar the..to ijjat ka janaza nikal hi chuka tha ham chupchap hostel pahunchr to hamare room ke samne ek ladka khada tha ..hamne use ignor kiya aur darwaza kholne lge ...
"Room no.323 " vo ladka badi hi salinta se bola
."han" maine bhi utnni hi shabhya tarike se jawab diya ....
"Ali mujhe mat jgana mai sone ja rha hu"
"Dinner ke liye bhi nhi"
"Nhi " aur mai itna bol ke bistar par ludak kya ...iske bad kya hua mujhe nhi pta ...aur meri aankh sidhe subah khuli.....