PAAP PUNYA
Rail-gadi ke private AC cabin mein khidaki ke paas baithey Akash (27) ko bahr ki nazar aati hariyali apne gaaun ki yaad dila rahi thi. Uska gaaon tha bhi bahut sundr, pachim uttlr pradesh ke shivalik foot hills mein basa ek chota sa , bahari bheed-bhaad se kata gaun Devpur. Jiske sarpanch koi aur nhai Akash ke pita g Rajnish Rathod (54) they.
Akash ke pita g! Sabbhaav se hatti , suaabhimani vaykti they or lok bhalayi ki kaamo ke liye sada tatpar. Choti umr se saashro-ka adhyann aur unko kanthsth karne se unme ek ghamand bhar gya tha. Kisi ki baaton ko woh sunte nahi they, ghar mein unhi ka nirnya attal mana jata tha.
Pushtaini jameendaar hone ki wajah se jameen jayedaad ki koi kami na thi, aas-paas ke gaun ke log bhi unse darte or izzat karte they or kisi bhi sarvjnik karya mein akash ke pita g ko bulana aur unki anumati lena nhi bhulte they.
Rail-gaadi tej raftaar se aage ki aur bhaag rahi thi aur na chahte hue bhi akash ka hath apni patloon ke uppr se hi uskey ling (lund) par ghumaney laga.
Kynki usne pichley 2 hafte se na to hasthmathun (mastrubation) kiya tha aur na hi apni girlfriend Tanya ke sath sambhog (sex) kiya tha.
Tanya (25) Akash ke sath hi Medical college mein uski junior thi aur unka prem-sambandh pichley 3 saal se chal raha tha. Akash se medical college ke anya students irshya kartey they ki Tanya jaisi sundr larki uskey hissey mein aayi thi.
Tanya ki ankhey kali aur badi thi, rang kisi gulabi rang ke fool ki tarh tha, chaati (boobs) utni hi badi thi jitni ek kuwari larki ki honi chahiye. Uskey baal kamar tak lambey aur ghaney they. Sab usko college mein pana chahtey they. Par in kisi bhi karan se Akaash Tanya ki tarf akarshit nahi hua tha. Akash ka tanya ki tarf akarshit honey ka karan tha uskey chaudey nitambh (buttocks). Ek din usney tanya ko college mein jeans pehley huye dekh liya tha jismey uskey nitambho aur jhangho ka akaar saaf nazar aa raha tha. Tanya ke chaudey nitambh kamar se bahar ki tarf failey huey they aur chaati kassi (tight) hui thi. Jisko dekh kar akash ka muh khula ka khula reh gaya tha.
Akash ne bhi than liya tha ke yhi larki uski premika banegi aur apne pita ki tarh hatti honey ke wajeh se jo ek baar than leta tha usey pa kar hi rehta tha . Uchi lambi kad-kathi aur handome honey ki wajh se tanya bhi uskey prem-parstaav ko taal na saki aur dono payar ke bandhan mein bandh gaye. Tanya delhi ke janey maney business man Preetpal Singh Manjhu (57) ki ek lauti larki thi. Dono shadi ka man bana baithey they par Akash ko apney pita g ka hi dar tha ki uskey pita ko manana ek tedhi kheer hogi.
Aaaj itne saalon baad Akash apne gaaon doctry ki padhayi khatam kar ke laut raha tha. Uske man mein saari bachpan ki yaadey or meethey kadwe anubhav taaja ho rahe they. Weh bhi delhi ki bheed-bhaad mein reh kr ubb chuka tha.
Pariwaaar ka payar toh weh mano bhool hi chuka tha. Kyunki uske pita g ka maanna tha ke manushya ko prishrmi hona chahiye aur iske liye ghar ka tyag karna bahut jaroori hai taki weh dunia ki kathor
sachayion se jhujhana seekh sakey.
Jaise puratan samya mein ghar ke balko ko gurukul mein bhej diya jata tha, usi parkar akash ke pita g ne akash ko chatti (6th) kaksha mein hi boarding school mein dakhil karwa diya tha. Akash kewel ghar par kuch hi dino ke liye aata tha usmey bhi ghar ke sabhi logo ko hidayat hoti ki koi akash se jada ghuley-mile nhi tan ki uska man ghar mein hi na fassa rahe.
Akasha ki Maa Sangeeta Devi (49)
sangeeta devi ne apne dil par pathar rakh kar apney kaleje ke tukdey ko door bheja tha woh apney bete se door nahi hona chahti thi par usse yeh bhali-bhanti gyat tha ki Akash ke pita ji ko woh kisi bhi karya ke liye na nahi keh sakti. Akash ke pita g ke ek hi sanskrit shalok ne sangeeta devi ko apney bete ko ghar se door bhejney par raaji kar diya tha unhone kuch aisey shalok padha tha
Rajnish rathod - apni patni se- “Toh mein isko sabse uttam dhan ki prapati ke liye vidhwaan bananey ke liye bhej raha hu rone aur ghabraane ka koi kaam nahi hai “
Sangeeta Devi ek kuleen pariwaar se thi aur hindu manyataano ko maanney wali pativarta istri thi, Jiske liye uske pati ka vachan hi satya tha. Uski shiksha ghar par hi hui thi haalanki apne pati ki tarh use shashtro mein itni maharat hasil nahi thi par woh bhi sanskrit ke shaloko ka mota-mota arth nikal leti thi kynki ussey sanskrit ke har shabad ka shabdik arth toh kam se kam pata hi tha.
Akash ki maa ka chehra uskey dil ki tarh saaf or sundr tha. Man ki tarh tan bhi swasth histh-pusth tha. Bas apni jimewariyo ka wehn karna, ghar sambhalna aur pati ki agya ka palan hi uska kartavya tha. Uskey ballon mein koi-koi safed latt aur ankhon ke pass thodi c lakirey (wrinkles, jhurdia) uski samjhdhari ka hi partik thi aur ussey asaadharan roop se aur bhi sundar bana deti thi. Kisi ke prati koi irshya na hone ki wajha se uskey chehrey par is adher umar mein bhi ajeeb laalima thi.
Rajnish rathod bhi shareer se tandroost or histpusth waykti they. Unki tandroosti ka raaz bhi unke shashra gyan mein hi chuppa tha. Unhone apna jeewan badey hi sayiyum se bitaya tha. Grehsthi hotey hue bhi woh brahmcharri ki tarh jiwan wayteet kartey they. Kewal jab jaroorat ho tab hi apni patni ko alingn mein letey they.
Sangeeta devi unki bahut izzat karti thi aur apana pati parmeshwar manti thi. Kyunki woh bhi badi sayiyumi istri thi. Dunyawi chizzo mein unko koi anand parapat nahi hota tha. Woh ek dharmik parivarti ki ishtri thi.
Rail-gadi aagey badhti ja rahi thi aur idhar akash ka hath apni patloon (pants) ke uppr se hi apney ling pr teji se harqat karney laga ussey tanya ki yaad aa rahi thi ussey yaad aa raha tha ki pichli waar kis tarh usney tanya ko 5 seetara (5star) hotel ke premieum room mein alag-alag sambhog mudraon (sex postures) mein choda tha.
weh apney cabin mein akela baitha bas isi soch mein dooba hua tha. Tabhi ek mahila karmchari uskey cabin mein parvesh (enter) hui aur coffee ke sath brownbread toast rakh ke Akash ko have your order sir! Keh kar palat kar cabin se bahr chali gayi.
Hallanki weh mahila karmchari thodi hi der ke liye cabin mein aayi thi par itni c der mein hi Akash yeh Anuman laga chuka tha ki us mahila ka figure lagbhag uski premika Tanya ki tarh tha.
Apney cabin ke sheeshey par barish ki boondo ki awaaz se uska dhayan tanya se hata aur usney coffee aur brown bread toast uthaya aur khidaki se bahr hoti baarish ko dekhte hue apnei coffee ka lutf uthaney laga.
Baarish se rail ki khidaki par parti boondo se uski bachpann ki yaadey jaisey jaagtey hue hi kisi sundr swapan ki tarh uski aanko ke saamney ghoomney laggi, ki kaisey weh apni choti behn Sunita (22)
ke sath baarish mein khela karta tha aur uskey sath bachkana ladayiaya karta tha. Uski chancal choti nanhi behn jab bhi chuttion mein uskey sath hoti thi bhaiya bhaiya pukaar pukaar ke uskey kaan kha leti thi. Uski masumiat bhari baatey kabhi khatam hi nahi hoti thi. Sunita bilkul apni maa sangeeta devi ka hi swaroop lagti thi. Deel-daal lambi, manmohak chehra kisi ka bhi man moh lene wali ek agyakari kanya thi. Uska dil bhi apni maa ki tarh hi saaf aur chal-kapatt se rahit tha. Jab weh chalti thi toh Uskey lambey ghaney kaaley baal kamar se nichey tak lehratey they. Pashchatya parbhabh (Western education & influence) ne uskey pehrawey par thoda asar dala tha. Woh kuch bhi pehn leti thi par dil aur dimmag se weh apni maa ki tarh hi sharmili aur maan-mariyada mein rehney wali larki thi. Yeh sab gunn usey apni maa sangeeta devi se hi miley they.
Sunita fashion designing ka couse pass ke zila college se kar chukki thi. Padhney likhney mein honhaar larki thi. Jisey college jakar bhi kisi tarh ki bahri hawa nahi laggi thi. Weh bhi apni maa ki hi tarh apney pita ji ka bahut sammaan karti thi aur unki thodi c unchi awaaz se rona shuru kar deti thi.
Yeh sab sochtey-sochtey Akash ko pata hi nhi chala ke ussey kab nind aa gayi. Train ki lambi horn se aur T.T ki aawaz se uski neend tutti jo unchey swar mein keh raha tha ki Devpur ke yatri train se uttr jayen!
Akash ne apney dono bags ko uthaya aur train se nichey uttar gya. Usney dekha ki samney ek sanwaley rang aur safed dhadi ka budha sa dikhney wala insaan uski tarf puri utsukta se badh raha tha. Usney aatey hi akash se bina puchey hi uskey hatho se dono bags apney hathon mein le liye aur kehney laga “ arey chotey babu pahunch gaye aap?
Yeh adami Akash ke pita g ka bafadaar naukar Hariya (60) tha. Jo bachpan se leke aaj tak akash ko devpur ke station se ghar lekhr aur ghar se wapis station chorney aata tha. Aur ghar ke aur saarey chotey motey kaam kaaj dekhta tha. Akash hariya ki izzat badey bajurg ki tarh karta tha aur usse payar se kaka bulata tha. Itna samya toh uskey apne pita ke sath nahi bitaya tha jitana hariya ke sath bitaya hoga. Askash hariya ke paon chunney ke liye aage badhney laga toh hariya pichey hatt gya aur kehney laga arey chotey babu kya kar rahey ho malik ko pata chal gya toh meri shamat aa jayegi .
Akash- “Arey kaka kuch nahi hoga boht dartey ho aap bhi”hanstye hue- “ Aaj bhi aap samay se pehley aagaye”, “ kaka aaj tak do cheezey nahi badli ek aapka time par aana aur dusra pita g ka dar”Itna keh kar dono thahakey se has padey.
Hariya ne saman kaar ki diggi mein rakha aur issey pehley ki weh driver seat par baithta usne paya ke akash wha pehley hi ja ke baith chuka tha. Arey chote babu aap ku jehmat kartey hai kisi ne bade babu ko bata diya toh hamri toh shaamat aajayegi.
Akash- “Arey kaka aaj aap badey malik ho mein gadi chalaunga aap pichey malik ki tarh baitho”
Hariya ka seena toh aisi izzat afzaayi se jaisey dugna ho gya.
Hariya- “ Acha chote malik ik sharat par pichey baithunga agar aap gaaon mein dakhil honey se pehley gaadi mujhey chalaney ko de doge.”
Akash - “ acha kaka done aao ab baitho mein bhi lambey safar mein bore ho gya hu mujhey thoda gaadi chalaney do”
Hariya pichey toh nahi baitha akash ke sath samney ki seat par barabar aa ke baith gaya aur apni kabhi na khatam honey wali baatey shuru kar di.
Akash - “Acha kaka kaki kaisi hai ?”
Hariya - “Bas chotey babu thik ha bas ghutno mein dard rahta hai”
Akash - “koi baat nhi kaka mein doctry kar ke aya hu ab sab ka ilaaz kar dunga “ Akash ne hastey huye sahanubhooti dikhatey hue bola.
Hariya - “ Han chote babu acha hua aap aagye aapke bina ghar bhi bhi sunna pada rehta hai ab aap aa gaye ho toh raunak bhi laut aayegi “
Akash - “ han kaka mera bhi shr se dil uoob gya hai ab toh mein lambi der tak yahi par rahunga aap sab logo ke pass”
Akash ko apney gaaon aur pariwaar se boht pyar tha parntu uskey andr apeney pita g ko lekar ek kadwaaht paida ho chukki thi kyunki akash shaastro ke sath-sath European & western sahitya ka bhi khoob adhyann kar chuka tha jisney usko ek tarksheel insaan bana diya tha. Toh weh samjh gya tha ki uskey pita g ke shashtro ka gyan kewal thotha hai weh us gyan ko kewal apni taang unchi rakhney aur baat manwaaney ke liye istemaal mein laate hai. Aur kisi ko bhi apney jaisa shareshth nahi samjhtey Akash uppar-uppar se toh dikhata tha ki weh apney pita g ki izzat karta hai par bhitar se weh apney pita g se nafrat karta tha. kunki ussey lagta tha ki uskey pita g ne ussey uska bachpan cheen liya tha.
Usney boht anubhav kiya tha ki kaise uskey pita g uski maa sangeeta devi ko daant dete they aur apni shashtriye daleelon se chup karwa dete they.
Bachpan mein apney pita g ke is vecharrik khel ko sunte-sunte usse bhi acha khasa anubhav ho gya tha ki kaise apni baat manwani hai. Par weh apney pita g jaisey apney gyan ka vaykhan dusro ko nicha dikhaney ya un par jeet hansil karney ke liye nahi karta tha.
Bachpan mein 5 kaksha tak usse bhi gaaon se nazdik Acharya yogender ji ke paas shashtriya gyan prapat karne ke liye bheja jata tha. Acharya Yogender ki aayu ab koi 75 varsh ke nazdik ho gyi thi jo ki rajneesh rathod ke dharmik guru bhi they, Jinhoney ta-umar brahmchaya ko sadha tha aur apney kuch chello ke sath gaaon se kuch 50 kilometer door pahadi par baney ashram mein rehte hai. Aas paas ke gaaon mein Acharya yogender ki boht manyata thi. Woh dikhney mein boht hi hist-pust aur gyanwaan vyakti they, unhey koi dhan ka lalch nhi tha bas shashtro ko navyuvko ko sikhana aur ussey jo thodi boht dakshina unhey milti thi ussey woh apna jeewan wehn karte they. Aur kuch shardhalu log bhi daan dakshika de jaate they.
Baatey karte-karte kab Akash aur hariya devpur ki hadd par pahunch gaye unhey pata hi nahi chala. Toh jaisa tey hua tha akash driver seat se uttar kar pichey ki seat par aa kar baith gaya.
Woh nahi chahta tha ki uski wajh se hariya kaka ko koi mushkil ho. Gaao mein se hote huey fortuner gadi ek talaab ke paas se guzari jaha par khel rahey bachey apna khel chor kar gaadi ko dekh kar hath hila kr chor machane lagge hey!!!! hey! ……………. jaisey koi bandar wala madari dekh liya ho. Akash ne bhi unki tarf hath hila diya aur gaadi aagey mod se murte huey gaaon ko paar karke kheton ke beech se baney sankrey rastey se hotey hue aagey bhadney lagi. Kyunki aakash ka ghar jo kam se kam 5 acres mein bani char-deewari ke beech tha jo ki gaaun se kuch 1 kilometer ki doori par kheton ke beecho-beech bana tha.
Ghar ka aakar chokor tha aur chaardeewari ke sath-sath andr ki tarf ashoka vriksho se fencing ki gayi thi. Chaaron tarf baag jismey aam, amrood, keley, jamun jaise anya ped bhi lagge huey they. Bicho-bich ghar tha jismey 4 kamrey attatched bathrooms ke sath aur open kitchen bana tha jo dining aur common room ki tarh bhi use hota tha, ghar mein modern world ki sabhi sukh-suvidhayen mojud thi. Ghar ke har ek kamre ko bahar ki tarf khidki lagti thi jisse ki bahr ke harrey-bahrey variksho ka nazara ho sakey. kitchen aur Akash ke mata pita ka kamey ko chor kar aur tino kamrey kam se kam 20x20 feet mein baney huey they. kitchen aur akash ke mata pita ka kamra anya kamro se jada bade aur vishaal they.
Gahr ki char deewari ke pichley koney mein rajneesh rathod ne Acharya Yogender ke kehney par ek chota sa mandir bhi banwaya hua tha kyunki weh apni patni ke sath pratakaal ke samya puja path kiya kartey they.
Ghar ka naksha nichey diya gaya hai :- (Note:- ghar ke nakshey ko achey se dimaag mein baitha le kynki upnyas ka lutf uthaney aur samjhney mein naksha vishey bhoomika ada karega)
Akash ka bhai chota bhai aniket (25) warshiye honhar larka tha jo ki England mein vakalat ki padhayi kar raha tha aur weh than chuka tha ki weh ab ghar wapis PR hasil karke hi aayega. Weh ghar par video call se akasar baat karta tha aur akash ko bhi call karkey haal chaal pucha karta tha.
Aniket ka room pichley 5 warsho se kahli pada tha weh pichli baar jab 1 mahiney ke liye ghar aya tha tab khola gya tha.
Jaisi hi Gaadi ghar ki chaar deewari ke andr dhakhil hui toh charon tarf harey-bharey variksh dekh kar akash ka man jaisey khil utha ho. Hariya ne gaadi garage mein park ki or bag utha liye fir dono ghar ki tarf jaane lagge. Ghar ke bheetri mukhya dwar par Akash ki maa puja ki thali lekar khadi thi aur sath mein sunita bhi khilkhilati hui hans rahi thi. Shayad unhoney gaadi ki awaaz pehley hi sunn li thi.
Akash ki maa sunita ne jab itney der baad apney bete ko dekha toh uska rom-rom mamta se bhar utha. Uski aankhey namm ho gayi. Weh akash ko ghar wapis aaya dekh kar bahut khush dikh rahi thi. Sangeeta ke chehrey pr ek ajeeb abhaa cha gyi thi.
Akash ne bhi jaate hi apni maa ki pairo ko chukar parnam kiya aur uski maa ne puja ki thali sunita ko pakaratey huey akash ko apney kalejey se laga liya. Kuch der aisi hi rehney ke baad sangeeta devi ne apney betey ko chandan haldi ka tikka lagaya aur bheetar aaney ko kaha.
Sunita- “bhaiya apni choti behn se mil lo mein bhi yhi par khadi hu”
Akash - “chal nak chadhi tere se baat nhi karunga, kitni baar phone kiya tuney pichley 2 mahiney mein aayi badi milney wali” akash ne jhootha gussa dikhatey huey kaha kyunki ussey pata tha ki uski behn final exams mein busy thi.
Sunita - “ arey bhaiya sorry! Mere exams they bataya toh tha”
Akash - “Sorry se kaam nahi chalega bachpan ki tarh punishment mileygi”
Sunita - “Arey na bhaiya na kaya bachpan ki tarh mujhey murga banaoge?”
Akash - “ ha ha! Aur kya aisey hi janey dunga itney mein dono thahakey se hans parey aur pass khada hariya aur uski maa bhi hansne lagge “
Sangeeta Devi - “ bheetar aa jao beta iska bas chaley toh tere ko sara din baaton mein uljhaye rakhey iski baatein hi khatam nhi hoti pata nahi kaha se lati hai itni baatey “
Sunita - “ kya maa kaha baat karti hu sara din toh yha bore hoti rahti hu”
Askash - “ Bore hone ka time khatam ab is ghar ke chote babbu aa gaye hai” akash ne hanste hue majak mein kaha
Sunita - “ pita j aayengey na toh chote babbu ki awaaz bhi nhi nikal payegi “ aaye badey chote babbu sunita ne apney bhai ko chidhatey hue kaha.
Sangeeta - “arrey chalo ab bas karo jao beta akash thoda hath muh dho lo tere liye meiney aaj brahm bhoj banaya hai (jismey pyaj or lehsun ka upyog nhi kiya jata) “
Thodi der kitchen mein baney common room mein baitha raha aur aur apni maa aur behn se baatey karta raha fir weh uth kar apney kamrey mein fresh hone chala gaya.
Akash ke pita g nazdeek ke gaaon mein kisi shashrath mandali ko sambodhik karney ke liye gaye huey they.
Kuch hi der mein weh fresh hokar open kitchen mein hi apni maa aur bhen ke sath baithkar chai peeney lag gya aur idhar udhar ki baatey karney lagga.
Thodi der mein anagn se awaaz aayi acha malkin chalti hun
sab kaam ho gya hai. Yeh ghar ki naukrani Promila (57) hariya ki gharwali thi. Jisey akash pehley hi mil chuka tha.
Is samay sham 4 baj rahey they aur akash utha aur apney kamrey mein aakar baith gya aur ussey pata hi nahi chala ki ussey kab nind aa gyi aur uski ankh koi 6 bajey khuli bahar se bhari-bharkam aawaz aa rahi thi woh ankhey maltey utha toh ussey samjh aa gya tha ki uskey pita g laut aaye hai.
Weh utha aur ghar ke angan se hota hua open kitchen jo ki common room ki tarh bhi istemaal hota tha mein dakhil hua aur use na chahtey huey bhi apney pita g ke pairo ko chukar parnaam pita g kehna pada.
Rajneesh rathod - “ ha aa gye laad saheb ? padhayi toh puri ho gyi hai ab ghar hi reh kar ghar ka karobaar sambhalo dusra nalayak toh landon ka hi hoke baith gya hai”
Rajneesh rathod ka ghar ke karobaar se mtlb tha kheti-baadi aur ghodo ki breeding ka business. Akash yeh sunntey hi andr se jal utha ki itni padhyi karney ke baad bhi agr yhi kuch karna toh itney saalon ghar se door ku jhat maarne ke liye usko bheja gaya tha. Par na chahtey hue bhi weh sab gussa pee gya aur uskey muh se itna hi nikal saka g pita g!
Sunita apney badey bhai ke haaw bhaaw padh rahi thi aur mand-mand muskura bhi rahi thi. Jaisey hi uskey pita g apney kamrey mein gaye toh sunita hanstey huey dheemi awaz mein boli - “ aaye badey chote babu hee.... heee...”
Akash ka pita g par toh bas nhi chala toh weh usko chidhati hui sunita ki tarh usey sabk sikhaney ke liye lapka hi tha ke uskey pita g achanak kamrey se bahr aa gye jisey dekh kar akash ne ekaek se apney aap ko sambhala .
Rajneesh Rathod - “Beta Sunita ! puja ka samya ho gya apni maa ko agarbatti jala kar de do”
Sunita - “ g pita g!” kehkar woh waha se mand mand hansti hui or apni badey bhari ki lachaari ko dekhtey huey kitchen ke cupboard ki tarf chali gayi jaha agarbati rakhi jati thi. ”
Rajneesh Rathod - “ aur han akash kal subah jaldi uth jana sabhi ko Acharya Yogender g ke paas jana hai, tum itney mahino baad aaye ho toh unko mil lena aur unka ashirwaad le lena tanki budhi sidhi rahey tumhari ”
Akash - “g pita g!” (man hi man-- pata nhi is budhey ka kya bigaada hai meiney kis janam ka badla le raha hai yeh)
Fir Akash apney kamrey mein phone chalane laga aur na chahtey hue bhi uska hath phir apni pants ke uppar se uskey ling par firney laga.
Usne apney phone ke hidden folder se Tanya ki kuch tasveerey nikali aur us picture par zoom kya jismey tanya apney ghutno ke bal apney chaudey nitambho ko hawa mein uthaye doggy posture mein baithi thi.
Us din akash ne tanya ke pichey ke ched ko khoob chata tha aur apna ling bhi usmey ghusaaney ki koshish ki thi par ched tight hone ki wajh se usko koi saflta nhi mili thi.
Akash ne us photo ko zoom kiya aur bathroom mein jakar darwaaza band kar liya. Uska hath uskey lund par teji se chalney laga aur lagbhag 2 mint baad uskey lund se virya ki dhar sidha samney laggey sink par ja laggi aur uskey munh se nikla aah! Tanya meri jaan !!!
Weh bathroom se apney apko saaf karkey bahr aaya hi tha ki tabhi uski behn kamrey aakar boli - “ Jaldi chote babbu maa khaney ke liye bula rahi ha
Akash ne jhat se usko hath se pakad liya aur uski baju marod d jissey ki sunita ki halki c cheekh nikal gayi dono bhai bhen ko pata tha ki woh jada hala gulla nahi kar saktey warna bahr baithey unkey pita g sunn lengey.
Akash - “ ab bata jada hansi aa rahi thi pita g ke samney”
Sunita - “ arey kaha hans rahi thi bhaiya choro meri baju torni hai kaya aapney “
Sunita - “ ku bolu sorry meri kya galti hai chotey babu “ hanstey hue.
Isi kheencha tani mein Akash ka dhayan bazu marodtey wakht apni behn ke pichley hisse par gya jissey weh dekhta hi reh gya. Usko yeh anuman laganey mein bilkul bhi wakht nahi laga ki uski choti behn ab woh chutki nahi rahi uskey ang apney sampooran akaar mein lagbhag aa chukey hai.
Uskkey nitambho ka akaar dekh kar weh samjh gya tha ki uski behn ke nitambho (buttocks) ke samney uski premika tanya ke nitambh bhi chotey pad jayengey. Halanki tanya ka pichla bhag bhi kafi chauda tha par sunita ke pichley nichey ke golakaar ubharon ko dekh kar toh uski premika choti bachi lagti. Akash ko yeh dekh kar ek azeeb sa ehsaas hua jissey lafjo mein byan nhi kya ja sakta.
Ussey ehsaas hua ki weh apney hi pariwaar ke logo se kitna anjaan hai. Kya padhayi ke liye pariwaar ka tayag karna anivarya tha. Kya weh gaaon mein reh kar padhyi sampann nahi kar sakta tha. Usey laga ki ussney apni behn aur maa ke sath sath bada hone ka avsar gawa diya ho. Ussey ehsaas hua ki meri behn jo kal tak chuttion mein uskey sath khelti thi usskey naak nichey hi jawaan ho gyi thi, aur na janey kab iski shaadi kar di jayegi. Uska hirdya ek gambhir udaasi mein jaisey kho gya ho.
Bas bazzu marodney ke in kuch hi kshno mein usney jaisey kayi salo ko naap diya ho. Akash ne is besudhi or kashmkash mein na chahte huey bhi thoda sa aur zor se se sunita ka bazu marod diya jissey ki sunita ki cheekh nikal gyi aur dar ke maarey Akash ne bhi bazu chor diya. Aur sunita fir hanstey huey kamrey se bahr teji se chali gayi aur jatey wakhat akash ko thenga dikha ke chali gayi.
Thodi der mein akash bhi aakar open kitchen mein dining table par apni chair pr baith gya. Sitting positions :-
Kaki promila khana dining table par paros chukki thi aur akash bhi apney mata pita aur behn ke sath baith kar khana khaney laga.
Rajneesh Rathod - “ han toh barkhurdaar tyaar ho na ab zindagi mein aagey kuch karney ke liye”
Akash - “ g pita g jaisa aap thik samjhey “
(antrman- bhaad mein jaye zindagi )
Rajneesh Rathod - “ shabash yhi umeed thi mere jeshth (elder) putr se mujhey “
Sangeeta devi - “ Arey aap bhi abhi toh ek din bhi nahi hua akash ko ghar aaye thode din aaram
karney dijiye kaam toh hota rahega “
Yeh suntey hi Rajneesh Rathod ne ek gusse se bhari nazar se sangeeta ki tarf dekha aur sath hi sanskrit ka ek shalok bhi de mara
गते शोको न कर्तव्यो भविष्यं नैव चिंतयेत्।
वर्तमानेन कालेन वर्तयंति विचक्षणाः॥
Matlab:- किसी को अतीत पर पछतावा नहीं करना चाहिए, किसी को भविष्य की चिंता नहीं करनी चाहिए, वर्तमान समय में समझदार पुरुष कार्य करते हैं।
Is ek shalok ne sangeeta devi ko charo khaney chith kar diya tha woh apna khana khaney mein vyasth ho gayi.
Jab sathiti thodi samanya hui toh Akash ko dining table par baithey baithey ek shararat sujhi usney apney dayen pair ki chappal utari aur apna pair sunita ke pair ke nazdik table ke nichey se badi hi chaturayi se le gya. Aur apney pair ke anguthey aur sath wali badi ungli ke beech apni choti behn ki pindali ka narm maas jakad kar ek chikoti kaat d.
Jissey sunita ko jhatka laga aur use laga kisi chintey ne uski pindli par kaat liya ho.
Woh halki c siiiiii…………. ki awaaz muh se nikal hi rahi thi ke akash ne janbujh kar jor ki khansi ka natak kiya aur pani uthaney ke liye jag ki tarf hath badhaya ki kisi ka dhyan sunita ki tarf na jaye.
Sangeeta devi - “ arey beta kya hua jaldi pani pee dheerey khao beta aaram se “
Akash - “ g mummy woh thoda galey mein mirchi lag gyi thi”
Sangeeta devi - “ yeh promila bhi na bola tha ke akash ke kam mirchi khata hai “
(waisey toh sangeeta hi khana pakati hai par jab weh thoda vyasth hoti hai toh promila kaki ko khana bananey ke liye bol deti thi.)
Akash - “ arey nhi maa mirchi toh jada nhi hai bas halki c mirchi hi laggi hai “
Satheeti samanya hote hi akash apney mata pita se nazr bacha kar sunita ki tarf dekh kar dheema dheema hansne laga aur sunita ki shaqal rone jaisi ho gyi thi kynki pehley toh ussey laga ki kisi jehrili cheez ne ussey kaat liya hai par agle hi kshann usey pata chal gya tha ki yeh kaam uske bade bhai ka tha prantu ussey pata tha ki agr usney koi baat muh se nikali toh dono ki shaamat aa jayegi.
Takriban 8 bjey akash khana khaney ke baad apney mata pita aur behn se baatein karke sidha apney kamrey mein chala gya kyunki usse tanya se bhi phone par thodi der baat karni thi. Usney takriban ek ghanta tanya se baat kari aur fir 9:00 bje ke karib uth kar bath room mein gyatanki weh peshab karke so jaye. kyunki subha jaldi uth kar ussey apne pariwaar ke sath Acharaya yogender ji ke ashram bhi jana tha.
Usney bathroom ka daraza kholo aur light on ki par bathroom ki led light thodi sparking karney ke baad fuse ho gyi. Akash ko pata tha ki light ka abhi aur upaaye nhi tha dusrey din hi kisi electrician ko bulaya ja sakta tha. Woh andhrey mein peshab karney laga. Toh usney dekha ki uskey bathroom ke nal ke paas takriban 1 inch se bhi kam chaudey ched ke beech se kuch roshni ek kiran ki tarh uskey bathroom mein aa rahi thi.
Ussey samjhney mein der nhi laggi ki weh roshani uskey mata pita ke kamre ke attatched bathroom se aa rahi hai kyunki akash ke bathroom aur uskey mata pita ke bathroom ki diwaar sanjhi thi (
ghar ke nakshey par akash ke bathroom aur uskey mata pita ke bathroom ki position check karey). Usney is baat par jada dhyan na dete hue apne lowers ko uppr kiya aur apney bed par ja ke let gya.
Weh din mein thoda so bhi chuka tha shayad is wajh se woh bed par karwatey badal raha tha. Shayad apni premika tanya ki yaad usko sataye ja rahi thi. Aur uskey dost bhi kya kam they puri raunak laga kar rakhtey par gaaon mein is shaanti mein ussey apney saanso ki awaaz hi jaisey soney nahi de rahi thi.
Tabhi tanya ke message ki notification akash ke phone ki backlight jal uthi. Usney message check kiya jismey likha tha
gud night my love! Akash ne bhi ek kiss wali emoji bhej d aur phone ko ek side par rakh diya. Tanya ke message ka jawab dete hi turant akash ka dhyan uss raat par gya jis din usney tanya ke nitambho ko khoob sehlaya aur chatta tha.
Akash ko shuru se hi aurton mein akarashn ki cheez ek hi dikhti thi unkey chaudey kulhey (hip) aur golakar nitambh (buttocks). Weh tanya ke waarey mein soch raha tha ki tabhi na chahtey huye bhi ussey apni behn ki baazu marodney wali ghatna yaad gyi jab usne apni behn ke pichley hissey ko dekha tha.
Weh sochney laga ke sunita ke chutado ka aakar toh tanya se bhi kam se kam 6 se 7 inch jada hoga kyunki usko apney andaazey par bilkul bhi shaq nhi tha. Tabhi ussekey antrman ne usse jaisey fatkaar lagayi aur usne jhatke se in vicharron ko apney dilo dimaag se bahr nikalna chaha.
Par koi khas saflta hath nhi laggi.
Agley hi kshan weh sochney laga ki dimaag aur dil ka kya kiya jaye jo dekhenge us par pratikriya toh karengey hi aur yeh sab toh mere apney dimaag mein hi hai, jo kisi ko kabhi pata nhi chalega. Is vichaar ne jaisey maano usko thoda honsla pardaan kar diya ho.
Par akhir kaar usey atam gilani (guilt) hui aur usne apney phone par songs sunney ka nirnya kiya jissey ki uska dhayan kam se kam apni sagi behn par is tarh ke vichron ke sath na jaye.
Par gaaney sunney mein bhi uska man nahi laga aur usney apni almaari mein padi kavitaon ki diary nikali aur pen lekar baith gya ki na jaaney kaun c sundr pankti uskey dimmag mei aa jaye. Ghar se door hostel mein jab ussey apne gaaon ki yaad aati thi toh weh apney gaaon ke waarey mein kavitayen likha karta tha. Par yeh raaz sirf akash aur uskey kuch dost hi jantey they. Kyunki ussey pata tha ki uskey pita g ko agar pata chal gya toh uske liye preshani ka kaarn hi jayegi.
Usney weh kavita padhni shuru kar di jo usney 10 th mein apney gaaon ke waare mein likhti thi jo is tarh thi :-
Kya itna bura tha mein jo mera gaaon mere ko paas na rakh saka
Meiney toh hamesha se iski mitti , pedo aur sankri c behti nadi ko payar kiya tha.
Kya galti se koi chidiya ka ghonsla tutt gaya tha mujhsey
Jo in pedo ki thandi hawa ab mahino aur sallon ke baad naseeb hoti hai.
Usney kuch panney aur paltey toh woh kavita uskey samney aa gayi jo usney tanya ke liye likhi thi jo kuch is tarh se thi :-
Aap mil gaye ho toh is paar pahunch gaye hai
Warna hamara doobna to tey tha
Apki khoobsoorti ka loha toh sab mantey hai
Par ham ko jo pasand hai woh kuch khaas sheh (thing) tha.
Sheh shabad padhtey hi Akash ke labbo pe muskaan aa gayi kyni sirf wohi janta tha ki woh khaas sheh (thing) koi aur nhi tanya ki gaand thi. Par kaarn jo bhi raha ho ab akash sach mein tanya se payar karta tha.
Shabdo ke sath woh achey se khel leta tha. Sanskrit aur western sahitya ko padhney ki hobby ne bhi usko ek acha gumnaam poet bana diya tha.
Is tarh takriban 10:15 ho chukey they par nind ussey kosson door thi. Usey fir peshab janey ki jaroorat mehsoos hui toh weh bathroom ka darwaaz khol andr gya aur light on krne ki koshish ki par tabhi ussey yaad aya ke light fuse ho chukki hai. Woh peshab karne laga toh usney dekha ki abhi bhi roshni us ched uskey bathroom mein sidhi kiran mein aa rahi thi. Tabhi woh kian thodi-thodi der mein bathroom mein aa rahi thi aur ja rahi thi jissey akash ko smjh aa gya ki udhr bathroom mein bhi koi bathroom use kar raha. Jo is aati roshni ka rasta rok raha tha.
Usney bathroom kiya aur sink par hath dhoney laga tabhi ussey utsukta hui ki is samya toh uskey pita g toh bathroom mein nahi ho saktey kyunki dincharya bahut sateek thi woh nishchit samya par hi sote aur Jagtey they. Toh weh utsukta bash apni aankh dayin aankh ko us chote se ched ke pass le gya ussey aur bheetar dekhney laga se kuch dhundali c parchayi dikhi. Par usne thoda aur dhayan diya aur agley hi kshan akash ki saanse jaise tham gayi ho aur ussey laga ki jaisey uskey purey shareer mein kampkampi chir gayi ho aur mano uskey liye samya thehr gya ho.
Andr jo usney dekh woh uskey jeewan ko hamesha ke liye badl dene wala tha. Usney dekh ki uski apni maa jisko usney hamesha se apney jeewan mein bhagwaan ka darja diya hai aur devi ki tarh pujta aaya hai woh bathroom mein nirvastr (nude) dusri tarf peeth kiye hue jhooki hui khadi thi shayad bathroom mein niche se koi samaan utha rahi thi.
Usko yakin nhi hua ke uski maa ke nitambh itne bade aur vishaal hongey. Usney toh hamesha apni maa ko sadharan se ghrelu kapdo mein hi dekha tha. Par ab jo woh dekh raha tha chakit kar dene wala tha.
Usney dekh ki us
ki maa ke bhari bharkam golakar chutad bilkul gore rang ke they aur bathroom ki light mein jaisey chamak rahey ho.
Uski bhari mansal jhangey aur gathi hui pindlia maano uskey bhari chutado ka bhaar uthaye khadi ho. Uski maa sangeeta devi ki dono gathili taangey pindlio se hotey huey bhari jhangho se aapse mein satt kar, uskey chutdao ki daraar mein ja kar kahtam ho rahi thi.
Akash ko shuru se hi badey nitambho wali auratey pasnd thi weh internet par bhi asi hi tasveerey dekha karta tha. Par usney aaj se pehley itna vishaal kaya pichwada nahi dekha tha. Aur trasdi toh yeh thi ke yeh bhaari bharkam nitambh (buttocks) aur kisi ke nahi uski apni maa sangeeta devi ke they. Jisey woh aaj tak ek devi ki nazar se dekhta aaya tha.
Yeh sab dekh kar akash ko samjh nahi aa raha tha ki weh kya karey , uskey man mein apni maa ko lekar kabhi koi galat vichaar tak nhi aaya tha aur yeh jo sab weh woh dekh raha tha issey bhi weh nahi dekhna chahta tha aur jalad se jald us ched se apney aapko door kar dena chahta tha.
Prantu yeh sab itni jaldi se hua ke ussey sochney samjhney ka samya hi nahi mila. Tabhi ussey aisa bodh hua ki usney dunia mein kiye janey wala sabse bada paap kar diya hai aur weh jhatkey se us ched (hole) se pichey hat gya aur apney aap ko kosney lagga.
Kya mein itna girr gya hun ke apni hi janam dene wali maa ko aisey dekh raha hu. Uska apney aap se baat karna bhi mushkil ho raha tha ussey pata nhi chal raha tha ki apney aap se weh kaha muh chupa ke baith jaye.
Usney apney muh par thandey paani ke cheentey maarey aur uska sara jism ke rongtey khadey ho gaye they. Tabhi use fir abhass hua ki udhr bathroom mein abhi bhi koi halchal chal rahi hai. Us roshni ki fluctuation mano akash ko aur bhi ukasa rahi ho. Akash ne purey bal se bathroom se bahr janey ka faisla kiya par akhir kaar woh apney bathroom ke darwaaze se fir wapis aake us ched (hole) ke uppr apni daayi (right) Aankh laga kar fir khada ho gya.
Usney sahi drishya paaney ke liye apni aankh ko thoda adjust kiya aur ab jo uskey samney tha usko dekh kar akash ke lowers mein na chahtey huey bhi harqat shuru ho gayi. Akash ki maa sangeeta devi ka bilkul nirbastar nanagan awastha mein khadi naha rahi thi aur ab uska chera bhi akash ki tarf tha. Akash ne dekh ke uski maa ke stan (boobs) kisi papitey ki tarh nichey latkey huey they aur kamar se nichey ka hissa toh maano kisi ghadey ke samaan alag hi dikhayi de raha tha. Jhanghey mansal honey ki wajeh se bilkul ek dusrey se satti hui thi aur akash ka dil kisi race ke ghodey se bhi tej dhadak raha tha. Yeh darishya dekh kar akash ka hath apney lund par na chahtey hue bhi tej raftaar pakad chuka tha aur matr 1 mint mein hi uskey lund se itni jordaar pichkaari nikly ussey lagaa maano usko pet bilkul khali aur halka ho gya ho.
Agley hi kshan uska man aatm gilaani se bhar chuka tha aur uska antrman usey kose raha tha par woh janta tha ke ab paani pull ke nichey se guzar chukka hai. Is paap ka fall ussey awashya hi bhogna parega. Or woh bhi kahi na kahi chahta tha ki ussey ese mahapaap ki saza jaroor milni chahiye tanki uski akal theekaney aa jayey.
Weh bed par aa ke let gya aur sochney laga ki yeh kya anarth ussey anjaaney mein ho gya hai.
Par fir usney socha ke kya yeh uski galti hai ya fir aisa drishya dekh kar hasthmathun karna swabhik cheez hai. Usney toh kabhi is baat ki kamna nahi ki thi ke apni maa ko is awasth mein dekhey pr fir kyun aisi prisithia paida hui ke usne apni maa ko hi nangan awastha mein dekh liya.
Kaya yhi bhagwaan ki marji thi.
Akash ke man mein vichaar utha ki uski maa sangeeta devi bhi toh akhir kaar ek aurat hi hai. Kya hua agar uska nagan sharir usney dekh liya aur sharir toh nashwar hai aur mitti hai toh ismey itna bada kaya paap ho gya. Is baat ne usey thoda sahara diya.
Par tabhi uskey antr man ne ek jhataka ussey fir diya ke achanak agr apni maa ko nagn awastha mein dekh liya gya tha toh us samya hasthmathun (mastrubation) ka kya pariyojan tha. Is vichaar ne akash ki aatma ko jaisey jhinjhod ke rakh diya.
Par usey psychology ka woh kathan yaad aa gya ki mind reflects on what it sees. Mtlb dil dimaag jo dekhta hai us par prtikriya toh karta hi hai. Agr usney thoda hasthmathun kar bhi liya toh issey woh ko vyabhichari (pervert) vaykti nahi ban jayega yeh toh bas ghat chukka tha.
Aaj akash ko yeh dusra bada jhatka lagga tha jisney shayad uska moh bhang kar diya tha aur usey vastvik sachayiya saaf nazar aa rahi thi. Pehley toh apni behn ke jawaan honey ka bodh aur dusra ab apni hi maa ke dheeley aur sadharan kapdo ke niche chupey asadharan sharir ka gyan ho jana.
Usney kabhi supney mein bhi nhi socha tha ki uski ghrelu c dikhney wali maa apney kapdo ke nichey aisa sharir chupaye baithi hai. Apni maa ke sharir ko dekh kar ussey lagga ki ko ab tak pani mein hi lakirey khinch raha tha. Apni maa ko dekh kar weh apni premika aur behn ke sharir ko boht hi niman darjey ka samjh raha tha.
Usey apney pita g se toh aur bhi jada irshya ho rahi thi ki aisey ghamndi insaan ko sangeeta devi jaisi istri patni ke roop mein mili hai. Weh is ghatna ko kisi bhi tarike se bhoolna chahta tha aur weh apney bed par karwate badalta raha uskey antrman ka ek hissa ussey dhidhkaar raha tha aur dusra apney bachav ke liey daleeley pesh kar raha tha. Is kashmash mein akash raat ke sannatte mein gehri nind mein samahit ho gya.
To be Continued