Incest She Never Stopped Bloodline Ep2 by AllleBoss

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She Never Stopped Bloodline Ep2 by AllleBoss​

Dosto, yeh kahani doodh ki hai, aur lohe ki bhi.

Doodh jo raat ko steel ke glass mein utarta hai, garam, upar malai ki patli chamak, kitchen ke gas se uthati hui.Lohe jo saamne darwaze ki latch hai, jo bathroom ke lock mein subah click karti hai, jo Papa Vinod ke photo-frame ke kone mein bhi baithi hai. Dono is ghar mein saath rehte hain. Main unke beech soya hua tha. Ab nahiso raha.

Mera naam Aarav hai. Pachchees. Lucknow, Indira Nagar. Do manzila lane ka ghar, neeli grill, aam ke ped kesaaye mein. Summer ki garmi deewaron pe chipki. Neeche Gupta Uncle, unka TV, serial ki awaaz jo raat ko bhithodi der chalti hai. Upar hum. Hall, kitchen, unka kamra, mera kamra, beech mein shared wall, bathroom jismelock hai. Main Noida ki ek firm se WFH karta hoon. Battis hazaar. Excel, camera off. Din khokhla nikalta hai.Raat bhari padti hai.

Raat isliye bhari kyunki doodh aata hai.

Har raat, das ke kareeb, maa kitchen mein gas jalaati hain. Market ka doodh, pouch wala, subah cycle se aaya,fridge ke upar rakha. Unke haath mein mera steel ka glass. Woh glass chhota nahi. Do ungliyan andar jaayeinitna. Unhone isse hamesha garam kiya. Bachpan se. Papa ke jeete jee. Papa ke marne ke baad bhi. Mainpachchees ka hoon, naukri karta hoon, magar yeh glass nahi ruka. Bina iske neend nahi aati. Yeh aadat nahi,zaroorat hai. Dosto, main seedha kehta hoon: main aadmi hoon jo bhar jaata hai sirf tab, jab koi mujhe pilaaye.

Maa. Meera. Chauvalis saal. Colony mein log unhe chhattis ka kehte hain. Cotton ki nighty, hamesha, gol gala,pastel, kabhi cream, kabhi halka gulaabi. Baal khule ya ek side bun. Nariyal ka tel, ilaichi, doodh ki malai jaisikhushboo jo unke kapdon mein, takiyon mein, poore ghar mein rehti hai. Seene pe hamesha bhaari. Main yehunke baithne se jaanta hoon. Woh thoda jhuk ke baithti hain. Kandhe andar. Haath kabhi pet pe, kabhi glass kepeeche. Jaise koi wazan seene mein daba ho. Main sochta tha, thakaan. Main sochta tha, Lucknow ki garmi.Sahi nahi sochta tha.

Unka kamra mere kamre se wall se juda hai. Raat ko inverter ki batti peeli, hall ke corner pe, voltage girne pebhonakti hai. Koel gali ke aam pe do teen dafa chillati hai, phir chup. Ceiling fan left-right. Main apne bistar peleta hoon, darwaza aadha khula, kyunki doodh aane wala hota hai. Unke pairon ki ahiste si chap kitchen senikal ke aati hai. Pehle bartan. Phir gas ki tik-tik. Phir doodh chadhta hai steel ke glass mein, kinare pe halkebubble. Uski khushboo hall mein failti hai: garam doodh, halka elaichi, kabhi cheeni ki ek chhoti si chutki. Phirwoh aati hain.

Bed ke kinare. Hamesha wahi jagah. Meri charpai ke right side, jahan chadar ka kona latakta hai, jahan takiyaka cover thoda khiska rehta hai. Woh baithti hain. Nighty ghutnon tak. Pair zameen pe, seedhe. Seena wahi,bhaari, thoda jhuka. Glass dono haathon mein. Steam unki ungliyon ke beech se nikalta hai. Unke honth pewoh halki muskaan jo maa wali hoti hai, jo sawaal nahi karti, jo sirf pilaati hai.

Pee le.

Main uth ke takiya peeth pe lagata hoon. Glass unke haath se leta hoon. Steel garam, kyunki unhone ussekapde se pakda hua tha. Meri hatheli pe unki ungliyon ki garmi ek second. Pehli ghunt mein malai. Doosri meinmeetha. Teesri mein neend ka raasta khulta hai. Woh dekhti rehti hain. Mere gale ko. Main peeta hoon to unkachehra shaant ho jaata hai, jaise koi hisaab pura ho. Kabhi haath mere baal pe, halka, jaise bachpan mein.Bachpan mein bhi yahi tha. Market ka doodh. Unka nahi. Jab main chhota tha, yeh glass care tha. Sirf care.Papa jeete the tab bhi maa raat ko pilaati thi, kehti thi, So ja, pet bhar ke so. Unke seene ka koi raaz mere munhmein nahi aaya. Main wean ho chuka tha. Uske baad sirf yeh steel. Garam. Safed. Doodhwale ka. Unhone jo bhibathroom mein kiya, main nahi jaanta tha.

Papa Vinod ki photo hall mein hai. Shirt tuck, patli smile, moochh. Frame kaanch wala, kone mein thodi jali huiagarbatti ki raakh. Unke jaane ke din main satrah ka tha. Board ke papers, hospital, phir yeh do manzil ka gharjo andar se ek reh gaya. Photo ke saamne maa roz diya nahi jalaati. Kabhi Diwali. Kabhi unki barsi. Photo kuchnahi kehti. Ashirwad nahi. Sirf dekhna. Main doodh peete hue kabhi hall ki taraf nazar daalta hoon. Vinod wahihain. Main yahan. Maa beech mein, nighty mein, glass ke saath.

Glass khaali hota hai. Woh le leti hain. Sink mein rakhne se pehle ungli se kinara saaf. Boli, So ja, beta. Mainleta hoon. Munh mein doodh ki line. Dimag mein ghar. Woh uth ke apne kamre jaati hain. Shared wall ke uspaar kapdon ki ahiste si awaaz. Kabhi nighty ka kapda hanger se. Kabhi darwaze ki kundi. Main so jaata hoon.Aksar. Hamesha nahi.

Subah alag hai.

Subah saat baje ke aas paas bathroom ka lock lagta hai. Click. Woh click lohe ki hai. Chhoti. Saaf. Roz ki. Mainpalat ke sunta hoon. Pehle unke pair, hall se bathroom. Phir paani. Phir woh lock. Pandrah minute. Bees. Kabhitees. Paani ki dhaar, phir rukna, phir dhaar. Tap ke neeche kuch aur bhi hai, jo paani se dhak jaata hai. Dettol.Woh Dettol jo bathroom ke tile pe rehta hai, jo unhone hamesha rakha, jo ghar ki safai ki khushboo hai. MagarDettol ke neeche kuch aur hai. Meetha. Halka. Jaise doodh ki malai jo bartan pe sookh gayi ho. Jaise nariyal telmein kuch mil gaya ho. Main sochta, soap. Main sochta, shampoo. Main sochta, Maa ko pet kharab hai, isliyeitni der band rehti hain. Dosto, pet wali soch kitni aasaan hoti hai. Aadmi wahi sochta hai jo uske liye halkapadta ho.

Bathroom ke threshold pe kabhi paani ki ek patli line nikal aati hai. Main dekhta nahi. Subah meri aankh laptoppe jaani hoti hai. Noida wali firm. Camera off. Maa kitchen mein chai. Unka seena wahi bhaari, blouse keneeche. Pallu kabhi aage kheench leti hain. Main is nazar ko naam nahi deta. Abhi nahi.

Ghar ka naqsha yahi hai. Saamne iron latch, kali, jahaan haath lagta hai. Neeche lane, koel, Gupta Uncle ka TV.Upar hall, Papa ki photo, diwan, inverter. Kitchen mein steel ke glasses, ek jo sirf mera hai, doodh wala.Bathroom mein lock, Dettol, ek toliya jo bucket ke kinare latka rehta hai, jo main sochta tha nahaane ka. Unkakamra, coconut oil, cotton nighty. Mera kamra, laptop, khidki se aam.

Din mein main khokhla rehta hoon. Mails. Kabhi Ritu ka chat, office wali. Main reply karta hoon, theek, haan.Feeling nahi. Feeling raat ko aati hai, jab glass garam hota hai, jab maa bed ke kinare baithti hain. Main peetahoon jaise koi namaz.

Unka jhukna mujhe dikhta hai. Roz. Nighty ke kapde mein seene ki golai, bhaari, jo cotton ko aage karti hai.Main sochta, garmi. Stretch marks nahi dikhte, nighty chhupa leti hai. Jo cheez bathroom ke lock ke peechehai, woh mere dimag mein nahi hai. Abhi nahi. Main unhe maa kehta hoon. Woh mujhe beta.

Papa ke jaane ke baad maa ne kaha tha, Ab tu hi hai, Aarav. Main satrah ka tha. Doodh laata tha pouch, neechedukaan se. Bills. School. Unka rona jo woh kitchen ke gas ke peeche dabaati thi. Us waqt doodh sirf pouch tha.Unka jism sirf maa tha. Main neend ke liye pila. Unhone neend ke liye pilaya. Care. Itna. Uske aage kuch nahi.Main us deewar ki jagah khada ho gaya jo Vinod le gaye.

Ab pachchees. Battis hazaar. WFH. Indira Nagar ki do manzil. Steel glass. Bed ka kinara. Click.

Raat ko last ghunt pe unki ungli kabhi mere kalai pe ruk jaati hai. Halki. Jaise naap rahi hon ke pee liya ya nahi.Pee liya. Boli, Accha beta. Phir uth. Nighty ka hem unke pairon ko chhuta hai. Hall se hote hue. Photo. Latchnahi, andar ki raat. Unka darwaza. Mera darwaza. Beech mein wall.

Main sochta hoon, kal bhi yahi glass hoga. Kal bhi yahi lock. Kal bhi Dettol ke neeche woh meethi si gandh.Main us gandh ko abhi doodh nahi kehta. Main usse ghar ke sabun se milata hoon. Aadmi andha tab tak rehtahai jab tak darwaza poora band dikhe.

Inverter ne aaj raat ek baar kaata. Peeli batti. Koel chup. Main andhere mein glass rakh chuka tha, side tablepe, khaali, andar malai ka halka daag. Munh mein wohi. Maa apne kamre mein. Fan chal raha. Shared wall ke uspaar koi ahiste si khansi. Subah aayegi. Saat baje lock ki click aayegi. Main palatunga. Paani sununga. Dettol.Meetha.

Subah saat baje lock ki click. Main sochta, Maa ko pet kharab hai. Dosto, pet nahi tha.

Dosto, pachchees saal ka aadmi din mein itna khali ho sakta hai ke khud ki saans bhi kaam lage.

Subah aath baje laptop khulta hai. Camera off. Slack pe green dot. Noida wali firm, battis hazaar, Excel ke cellsjo bhar te hain aur mujhe nahi bharte. Mere upar wale kamre ki khidki Indira Nagar ki gali pe khulti hai. Lucknowki garmi andar aati hai, neem ki patti, kisi ke scooter ki kick, Gupta Uncle ke yahan TV ki serial. Fan slow. Tablepe raat ka steel glass, dhula hua, kinare pe malai ki ek sookhi line jo kal se reh gayi. Woh glass din ka nahi. Wohraat ka hai. Din ka main sirf baitha rehta hoon.

Ritu ka message aata hai das baje. Kaise ho. Kya chal raha. Woh chhabbees ki hai, office, Zoom pe lipstick,peeche ek plastic plant. Main type karta hoon, Theek. Woh likhti hai, Itna theek kabhi nahi hota. Mainmuskuraane wala emoji bhejta hoon. Chat kuch der chalti hai. Har line seedhi. Har line khali. Dosto, Ritu burinahi. Ritu ordinary zindagi hai. Ordinary zindagi mujhe chhooti nahi. Main uske words padhta hoon aur petmein wahi sorr rehta hai jo subah se hai. Koi bhookh nahi. Koi aadmi wali chahat nahi. Sirf ek sookha kuwa.

Dopahar ko koel bolti hai. Ek baar, do. Phir garmi mein chup. Inverter corner mein, battery pe dhool, jaise koisoya hua janwar. Hall mein papa ki photo, Vinod, shirt, tie, nazar camera mein. Unke neeche diya ki thali,sookhi batti. Koi ashirwad nahi nikalta us photo se. Main dekh ke nikal jaata hoon kitchen ki taraf, paani peene,aur Maa wahan hoti hain.

Unka naam Meera. Lane Meera ji kehti hai. Main kehta hoon Maa. Chawalis saal, dikhti chhatteess. Cottonblouse, cream, button gale tak. Pallu kandhe pe, halka brown. Seena hamesha bhaari. Woh thodi jhuk ke baithtihain, jaise andar koi wazan hai jo unhe aage kheenchta hai. Baal bun, coconut oil ki smell jo kitchen ke tadke semil jaati hai. Elaichi chai mein. Doodh ki malai bartan ke dhakkan pe sookhi. Bathroom se Dettol, uske neechekuch meetha, main sochta hoon sabun, itna. Unke haath aate pe, katori mein, meri plate pe. Main unhe dekhtahoon aur nazar hata leta hoon. Din mein nazar hatana aasan hota hai. Din mein main naukri hoon.

Unhone kaha, Kha le, thanda ho jayega. Maine kaha, Haan, Maa. Roti, lauki, dahi. Main khaata hoon. Pet bhar tahai. Andar wahi sookha. Ritu phir likhti hai, Call pe aa. Main ignore karta hoon. Phir likhta hoon, Meeting.Meeting nahi thi. Cell A12 khula tha, number galat, main theek kar raha tha. Manager ne kaha, Aarav, yeh figurelast week se same hai kya. Maine kaha, Nahi sir, naya hai. Main naya nahi tha.

Shaam saat baje bijli kaampi. Fan ruka, inverter ne sambhala, kut kut, phir light. Maa kitchen mein gas on kartihain. Packet ka doodh, dairy, theke wala, jo roz aata hai. Steel bartan. Ubal. Malai upar tairti, safed chamdi jaisi.Unke haath handle pe. Doosra haath pallu. Main darwaze ke frame pe kandha laga ke khada. Unhone kaha,Haath dho. Maine dhoye. Bathroom ka lock upar, towel ring pe, paani thanda. Kuch nahi dekha. Sirf apna munhsheeshe mein, pachchees saal, aankhein khali.

Khana hall mein. Papa dekhte rahe. Unhone kaha, Ritu ne call kiya. Maine kaha, Kiya. Unhone kaha, Baat karliya kar, umr nikal jayegi. Maine kaha, Haan. Haan mein koi shaadi nahi thi. Haan mein koi cafe nahi tha.Hazratganj, AC, uski lipstick, yeh sab doosre aadmi ki zindagi hai. Meri zindagi is hall se unke kamre tak hai,aur uske beech woh glass.

Nau baje unhone glass nikaala. Wohi steel, ghada kinara, neeche meri purani scratch, jaise koi bachpana abbhi chipka ho. Dairy doodh daala, garam, malai ki patti. Unhone kaha, Chal. Main unke peeche gaya. Yeh roz karasta hai. Do kadam hall, ek kadam unke darwaze, bed ki kinari. Shared wall ke peeche mera kamra andherapada. Yahan bulb peela, drapes se chhan ke. Ceiling fan. Khidki ki jali se gali ki geeli hawa, naali, raat ki mitti.

Woh baith gayi. Blouse wahi cream. Pallu ab god mein. Bun dheela, ek baal kaan pe. Coconut oil, doodh kibhaap, unki gardan se halki garmi. Seena blouse mein gol, bhaari, buttons tight. Mere haath god pe, khali.Unhone glass diya. Steel garam. Maine glass uthaya. Doodh ki bhaap munh pe.

Main peene laga. Aur unka gala dekhne laga.

Dosto, yeh baat main seedhi kehta hoon. Main doodh peeta hoon aur Maa ke gale ko dekhta hoon. Woh haddijo beech mein uth ti hai jab woh saans leti hain. Skin patli, garam, ek pasine ki dhaari kaan se neeche bun kebaal tak. Main ghoont leta hoon, garam dairy, malai honth pe chipakti hai, aur nazar us haddi pe atak jaati hai.Unki awaaz usi gale se aati hai. Pee le, thanda ho jayega. Main peeta hoon. Unki awaaz ke saath peeta hoon.Glass ke kinare se meri ungli. Unke haath god pe, pallu pakde. Hum itne kareeb ke unki saans meri saans setakraati hai.

Phir woh daag.

Blouse ke left side, button ke bagal, cotton geela. Chhota gol daag, jaise koi boond fail gayi ho. Cream kapdawahan thoda dark, thoda chipka. Light peeli, isliye daag chhupa nahi. Main dekh liya. Unhone dekha ke mainedekh liya. Pallu uthaya, tez, us daag pe daal diya. Haath tight. Ungliyan kapde mein gadi. Unhone kaha,Paseena. Garmi. Itna. Nazar hata li, jaise koi bartan sidha kar diya ho.

Main nazar nahi hata paya.

Pallu ke neeche daag ab bhi geela lag raha tha, kapde ki chamak se. Main jaanta hoon yeh Maa hain. Jaantahoon dekhna paap hai. Jaanta hoon pachchees ka beta blouse nahi dekhta. Main khud se kehta hoon, garmihai, Lucknow, inverter, cotton chipakta hai, paseena. Phir bhi nazar wapas jaati hai. Unka haath pallu dabaaye,knuckles safed. Sharm unke munh pe, halki, jaise maine koi kitchen ka raaz dekh liya ho. Main sharmata hoon.Woh sharmati hain. Dono chup. Fan ki kut. Gali soyi. Gupta ke TV ki volume giri hui.

Glass adha. Doodh ab utna garam nahi, malai jeebh pe. Main aur peeta. Gala phir. Woh nigalti hain, haddi hiltihai. Main sochta hoon, main kya dekh raha hoon. Phir dekhta hoon. Nafrat aati hai. Nafrat unse nahi. Nafratisliye ke din bhar Ritu ke theek mein kuch nahi mila, aur is gale mein sab mil raha hai. Yeh soch ke main gandaho jaata hoon. Phir doodh peeta hoon. Phir dekhta hoon. Dekhna, sharm, dekhna.

Unhone kaha, Itna chup kyun hai aaj. Maine kaha, Kaam. Kaam nahi tha. Din khokhla tha. Chat khokhli thi.Figure khokhle the. Sirf yeh glass bhar raha tha. Sirf yeh haath jo packet ka doodh ubal ke, malai hata ke, meranaam scratch wale steel mein daal ke, mere munh tak laate hain. Unka haath meri knee ke bagal, blouse kicotton pe nahi, pallu pe, daag ke upar. Main unka haath nahi pakadta. Main sirf peeta hoon.

Dosto, main ek aisa aadmi hoon jo khud ko nahi bhar pata. Office nahi bharta. Battis hazaar nahi bharte. Ritunahi bharti. Main tab bhar ta hoon jab yeh khilaati hain. Jab steel unke haath se mere haath aata hai. Jab unkagala mere saamne hota hai aur woh kehti hain, Pee le, beta. Us pee le mein meri poori khokhli zindagi baithjaati hai. Din bhar main ek screen hoon. Raat ko unke bed ki kinari pe, dairy doodh ke saath, main aadmi padtahoon. Yeh baat darawni hai. Yeh baat sach hai. Papa hall mein dekh rahe hain, magar unki photo se koi rok nahiaati.

Pallu ek baar phisak gaya. Daag phir dikha. Wahi geela gol, ab thoda bada, jaise kapda aur chipak gaya ho.Unhone jaldi dubara dhak diya. Maine dekh liya. Unhone dekha ke maine dekh liya. Unhone kaha, Is ghar meinAC nahi, kya karein. Maine kaha, Haan. Haan mein meri sharm thi. Unki sharm pallu mein thi. Hum dono ne usdaag ko paseena naam de diya. Shayad tha. Shayad nahi. Us raat main jaanna nahi chahta tha. Main sirfdekhna chahta tha, dekh ke paap mehsoos karna chahta tha, aur phir bhi dekhna chahta tha.

Koel raat ko nahi boli. Front door ka iron latch neeche band. Kitchen se doodh ki sookhti bhaap. Mere honthgeele. Unka gala. Woh daag. Mere haath glass pe. Unke haath pallu pe. Light peeli. Shared wall ke peechemera bistar khaali, jaise wahan soona ab kaam ka nahi.

Maine aakhri ghoont piya. Malai jeebh pe. Garam se utar ke, ghar jaisa. Unhone mere munh ki taraf dekha, wohpurani nazar, pee liya ke nahi. Main pachchees ka hoon. Unki nazar wahi maa wali. Maine glass rakh diya.Unhone kaha, So ja, beta. Main soya, munh mein doodh, dimag mein woh daag.

Subah kaat rahi thi, magar ghar abhi andhera sa tha. Main pachchis saal ka hoon. Lucknow, Indira Nagar, domanzil ki lane wali kothi. Us subah pet mein woh jalan thi jo doodh ke baad kabhi kabhi aa jaati hai. Raat kasteel glass palang ke paas khaali pada tha. Dairy wala doodh, jo Maa har raat palang ki kinaar pe baith ke pilatihain. Munh mein ab bhi uski malai ki patli papdi. Dimag mein unka daag, blouse pe, pallu se chhupaya hua.Main soya tha. Neend poori nahi thi.

Koel ne phir se pukaara. Lane ke peeche aam ke ped se. Inverter ki halki humming, raat ko light gayi thi, abwapas. Fan slow. Shared wall ke peeche unke kamre se koi saans nahi aa rahi thi. Maine socha, Maa kitchenmein hongi. Ya bathroom. Unka subah ka lock mujhe aadat ho chuka tha. Saat baje ke aaspaas woh click. Mainhamesha sochta, pet kharab.

Pet mein acid. Digene bathroom ki shelf pe rehta hai, neele dhakkan wala, tap ke upar. Spare charger bhi wahi,kone ke socket mein, kyunki mera bedside wala raat ko nikal jaata hai. Phone mar chuka tha. Screen kaali.Noida wali firm ka mail subah aata hai, battis hazaar, WFH. Bina charger ke din nahi khulta. Bina Digene ke petnahi maanta.

Main utha. Short, undershirt. Pair farsa pe. Hall Lucknow ki garmi mein pehle se chipchipa. Papa Vinod ki photodeewar pe, shirt tuck, moochhen, neeche agarbatti ki khaali katori. Nazar seedhi. Koi ashirwad nahi. Front doorpe lohe ka latch, band. Neeche Gupta Uncle, TV ki ahiste awaaz deewar se chhan ke, koi subah ka news, phirad.

Unka kamra. Darwaza aadha khula. Palang khali. Coconut oil ki khushboo takiye pe padi. Cardamom abhikitchen se nahi aa raha tha, chulha band. Cotton nighty palang pe nahi. Main unhe dhoondh raha tha binanaam liye. Pair bathroom ki taraf chale.

Bathroom ka darwaza cream paint ka, neeche se halka geela. Lock woh chhoti lohe ki kundi jo andar se haspmein baithti hai. Aaj poori nahi baithi thi. Kundi hasp ke muh pe atki hui, aadhi. Jaise kisi ne jaldi mein dhakkadiya ho aur click sun ke maan liya ho ke lag gayi. Ek darar. Us darar se flush nahi, paani nahi, koi raag nahi.Maine socha, khaali hai. Ya naha rahi hain aur kundi chhoot gayi. Dosto, main rukna chahta tha. Pet jal raha tha.Phone mara hua tha. Haath kundi pe gaya. Halki si dhakka.

Darwaza khul gaya.

Pehle light. Bathroom ki tube, safed, thodi kaanpti, purani starter wali. Khidki pe frosted glass, bahar koel kikaali si shape, andar peela subah ka daag. Safed tiles, kuch peele pade, kone mein kaali lakeer. Tap ke neechetoliya, geela, fold kiya. Bucket. Usme teen plastic bottles, transparent, dhakkan alag alag.

Phir unhe dekha.

Meera. Maa. Chaurannis. Dikhti chhattis. Commode ke dhakkan pe baithi, dhakkan band, jaise usne kursi banali ho. Nighty kamar tak utari hui, cotton, safed ke kareeb, chhote phool, kapda pet pe ikattha, god mein. Donostann bahar. Bhaari. Woh bhaari jo hamesha hunched chhati aur pallu se chhupate hain. Ab nahi chhupe the.

Doodh nikal raha tha.

Dosto, main film ki line nahi ghadunga. Yeh geyser nahi tha. Yeh fawwara nahi. Yeh leak tha. Dheere. Dononipples se. Ek boond, phir do, phir ek patli dhaar jo ruk jaati. Unke ek haath mein bottle. Plastic ka muh. Doodhus muh pe ring bana raha tha, safed ghera, jaise malai katori ke kinaare. Doosra haath chuchi pe, angutha aurungli daba ke nikaalte hue. Stretch marks, meri paidaish ke, halki chaandi ki lakeerein, neeche ki skin pe. Unkechappal ke paas tiles pe doodh. Boondein. Ek chhota talaab, safed, jo abhi se thanda ho ke chipchipa dikh rahatha.

Unka chehra.

Pehle kaam. Phir meri taraf. Aankhen. Us pal jo unme aaya, uska naam sharm se bada tha. Janwar wali sharm.Woh sharm jo band jagah mein apna kaam karti hai aur darwaza khulte hi samajh jaati hai ke duniya dekh rahihai. Muh khula. Awaaz nahi. Haath chuchi se uth ke seene pe aa gaya, dono taraf, dhakne ko, magar doodhungliyon ke beech se nikalta raha. Bottle girne wali thi. Unhone dhakkan pe daba ke pakdi. Doodh ring setapka, raan pe, phir tile pe.

Main nahi hila.

Haath darwaze pe. Kundi hatheli mein. Pair dehleez pe. Short, undershirt, pachchis saal ka aadmi, maa kebathroom ke muh pe pathar.

Gale mein kuch atak gaya. Koi shabd nahi. Koi Maa nahi. Kaan mein ek patli siski, apni nahi, unki, jo abhi niklinahi thi. Aankh unke haath pe, bottle pe, tiles ke doodh pe, phir wapas unke chehre pe. Main naam nahi depaaya us cheez ko jo nikal rahi thi. Jaanta tha doodh. Magar naam lene se woh sach ho jaati.

Khushboo aayi.

Jo khushboo is ghar ke bathroom ke baad hamesha rehti, jo main Dettol ke peeche meethi samajhta tha.Sweet. Jaise safai ke saath kuch doodh mila ho. Dosto, woh Dettol nahi thi. Dettol upar tha, tap ke paas haribotal mein. Neeche wali khushboo unke badan ki thi. Garam. Skin se chipki. Thodi malai, thodi namak. Coconutoil unke baal se, bun kacha, kuch latt gale pe. Yeh woh meetha tha jo lock ke peeche se subah nikalta tha. Yehwoh tha jiske liye main pet kharab sochta raha. Saal ke saal. Click. Toliya. Band darwaza. Aur main soya rehta,glass pe, dairy pe, sochta Maa ko gas hai. Har subah yeh meetha corridor mein baitha rehta tha, Dettol ke uparse. Main naha ke nikalta, sochta koi safai wala paani naya hai. Aaj koi safai nahi thi. Aaj nikalne wali cheezsaamne thi. Unki chhati. Unka haath. Unka woh kaam jo lock ke peeche chalta raha.

Unhone pehle kuch nahi kaha. Sirf saans. Phir haath tez hue, nighty upar khenchne lage, magar kapda geelatha, doodh se chipka, kamar se jaldi nahi chadha. Chuchi dhakte unki ungliyan kaampi. Bottle bucket ki tarafdhakeli, doosri bottles se takrai, plastic ki patli awaaz. Towel unhone pair se khencha, tiles ka doodh poonchne,magar pair phisla. Toliya aadha aaya. Doodh faila.

Main ab bhi dehleez pe tha.

 

[allelboss]

Andar nahi gaya. Bahar nahi hata. Dekhta raha. Yeh dekhna gunah tha. Pair gunah se bhi dheeme the. Unkiaankhon mein pehle pal paani nahi tha. Phir aaya. Rona nahi. Dar. Maa wala nahi. Pakdi gayi aurat wala. Jo apnaraaz saalon se isi commode ke dhakkan pe nikaalti rahi, bottles mein, towel ke neeche, bucket ke andheremein, aur sochti rahi ke beta so raha hai.

Dosto, bachpan yaad aaya to sirf lock. Subah. Click. School ki bag. Baad mein laptop. Unhone kabhi nahi kaha.Main kabhi nahi ghusaa. Unka doodh maine us umar mein nahi piya. Glass hamesha dairy ka raha. Yeh cheezunhone chhupa ke phenki. Ab pachchis pe, mere saamne, phenki nahi jaa rahi thi. Tapak rahi thi.

Tube kaanpti rahi. Koel ne bahar ek lamba note kaata. Neeche Gupta ke TV ne volume badhaya, kisi anchor kiawaaz, phir ad. Inverter ne ek chhoti beep di. Ghar chal raha tha. Bathroom nahi chal raha tha.

Unka haath nighty ko seene pe dabaaye hue. Doodh kapde ko geela kar raha tha, do gol daag, wahi jo palluchhupata tha, ab bina pallu. Pet nighty ke fold mein naram. Stretch marks doodh ki boondon ke neechechamak rahi thin. Main unhe maa bulaana chahta tha. Munh nahi khula. Beta bhi unke munh se nahi niklapehle.

Maine kaha, Maa.

Awaaz meri bhi tooti. Unhone sar jhukaya. Bun se ek latt gale pe aayi, doodh us latt pe bhi laga. Unhone bottlebucket ke peeche dhakane ki koshish ki. Bucket saaf dikh raha tha. Teen bottles. Ek aadhi. Ek khaali. Ek unkehaath wali, muh pe doodh ka ghera sookh raha tha, halka peela kinara.

Digene shelf pe tha. Neela dhakkan. Main uske liye aaya tha. Charger kone mein pada, cable uljha. Main kisicheez ke liye nahi hat saka. Pet ki jalan yaad nahi rahi. Phone ka marna yaad nahi raha. Sirf yeh: unka doodhtiles pe. Unka haath. Unki sharm jo janwar ki tarah kone mein simatna chahti thi, magar simatne ki jagah nahithi. Commode ka dhakkan. Do foot ka farsa. Ek khidki. Ek beta darwaze pe.

Unhone phir se nighty khenchi. Is baar kapda gale tak aaya, magar geela hissa tube ki roshni mein transparentho gaya. Doodh ne cotton ko kaam ka kapda bana diya. Unhone baahen seene pe palat liin. Sar neeche. Pairtiles ke doodh mein. Chappal ka angutha safed.

Main hata nahi.

Kitni der, pata nahi. Shayad das second. Shayad ek minute. Woh der jisme saans bhi soch ke nikalti hai. Unkiaankh meri aankh se takrai, phir bhaagi, phir aayi, jaise keh rahi ho ke yeh nahi hua. Magar ho chuka tha. Lockpoora nahi laga tha. Main dekh chuka tha woh jo unhone saalon se Dettol ke peeche rakha tha. Maine peechehatne ki koshish ki. Pair bhaari. Hall ka lohe ka latch yaad aaya, band. Koi nahi ghusega. Phir bhi laga poori lanedekh rahi hai.

Unka muh kampa. Gale mein kuch atka. Phir shabd aaye.

Unhone kaha, Nikal. Beta, nikal. Awaaz toot ke. Main nikal gaya. Pair doodh mein phisle.

Shaam kitchen mein aisi utri jaise koi geela kapda sookh raha ho. Tube light neeli safed. Starter ek baarghooma, andhera, phir seedhi roshni. Gas pe chhota patila. Pouch ka doodh, dairy wala, lane ke thele se aaya,jo har raat mere steel glass mein girta hai. Flame neela. Kinare pe malai jamne lagi. Steel glass sink ke paas ultapada, pani se dhula, rim chamak rahi. Unke haath glass pe nahi the. Pallu ke kone mein the. Nighty ke seene peek geela gol, chhota, jo chhup nahi raha tha.

Main chaukhat pe khada raha. Subah ka bathroom ab bhi talwon mein tha. Tile pe doodh. Lock jo poora andarnahi gaya. Unka nighty kamar tak utra hua. Dono stann leak kar rahe. Bottle. Unka haath. Plastic pe doodh kiring. Chehra, jaise koi jaanwar pakda gaya ho. Unhone kaha tha, Nikal. Beta, nikal. Awaaz toot ke. Main nikalgaya. Pair phisle.

Aaj shaam unhone nikal nahi kaha. Kitchen mein khadi thin. Peeli cotton nighty. Bun dheela. Coconut oil ki halkismell baalon se nahi, garam chamdi se. Lucknow ki garmi. Indira Nagar ki do manzila lane. Yeh ghar. Yeh gas.Yeh aurat. Meera. Maa. Chaualis. Bun tight ho to chhattis. Aaj bun tight nahi tha. Seena bhaari, hamesha kitarah, thoda jhuk ke khadi, peeth wala natak. Woh jhoot jo saalon se is kitchen ki hawa mein ghulta raha.

Koel khidki ke bahar. Inverter ki humming. Light flicker, phir theek. Hall mein Papa, Vinod, photo, shirt tuck, koiashirwad nahi. Neeche Gupta uncle ka TV. Serial ka haha. Darwaze pe lohe ki latch band. Ghar band. Hum do.

Unhone patila utara. Cardamom ki phali toti, doodh mein daal di. Jaise har shaam. Jaise meri neend usi glassse band hoti hai. Unhone kaha, Aa ja. Baith.

Main baitha. Table ke kinare. Unke haath glass seedha karte, doodh daalte, meri taraf dhaka. Steam. Main nahipiya. Ungliyan glass ki garam deewar pe, andar nahi. Thali do, ek ulti, roti kapde ke neeche, daal thandi.Unhone khana nahi nikala. Main bhi nahi maanga. Ceiling fan dheemi, hawa garam, nighty unke kandhe pechipki. Unki ungliyan glass chhod ke god mein aa gayin, kaamp rahi.

Maine kaha, Maa.

Unhone sink ki taraf peeth ki, phir palatin. Aankh geeli nahi thi abhi. Thaki thi. Boli, Jo tune dekha, uska naammain saalon se nahi leti. Doctor ne ek baar liya tha. Condition. Rare. Tere paida hone ke baad doodh aaya, phirruka nahi. Kabhi nahi. Kahin hormones. Kahin kuch nahi. Test hue. Khoon. Ultrasound. Dawai. Ek mahina, do.Kaam nahi kiya. Phir maine poochhna chhod diya.

Gas band. Tick nahi. Sirf patila ki garam saans. Unki ungliyan pallu masal rahi thin, raat ka daag, late wali geel.Cutting board pe pyaaz ka katla, adrak, lekin upar se sirf wahi doodh-chamdi ki smell jo subah Dettol kepeeche soyi thi. Ab Dettol nahi. Ab kitchen.

Unhone kaha, Tujhe doodh chhudaya tha. Wean. Doctor ne kaha, ab nahi chahiye. Tu bada ho raha tha. Mainechhudaya. Uske baad yeh nahi ruka. Main samjhi thodi der. Thodi der saal ban gayi. Phir maine chhupanashuru kiya. Bathroom. Lock. Subah saat. Tu sochta tha pet kharab. Pet nahi tha.

Maine kaha, Kitne saal se.

Unhone kaha, Jab se tujhe chhudaya. Uske baad har din. Do teen baar. Agar nahi nikaalu to seena patthar hojata. Dard. Peeth nahi, yahi. Peeth ka jhoot maine Vinod ko bhi bola. Gupta ko. Lane ko. Tel mangwaya coconut,peeth pe lagwaya, seene pe nahi. Seena mera factory ban gaya tha, beta, aur factory ko lock chahiye tha.

Factory. Unhone yeh lafz aise bola jaise bartan rakh rahi hon, dheere, taaki na toote.

Unki nazar mere glass pe gayi. Steel. Rim pe dairy doodh ki patli line. Unhone kaha, Yeh sun. Tere bacpan keglass mein mera doodh kabhi nahi gaya. Main ne nahi daala. Kabhi nahi. Jo nikalta, phenk deti. Sink mein.Toilet mein. Towel soak karke kooda. Kabhi socha nahi ki tera pouch aur mera mil jaaye. Tu chhota tha. Mainmaa thi. Maa apna doodh chhupati hai jab rukna chahiye aur rukta nahi. Main ne tera glass usse safed nahikiya. Main ne phenka. Roz. Saal ke saal. Yeh tera doodh hai, pouch ka, gai ka, dukaan ka. Mera nahi. Meraphenka hua hai.

Yeh unhone zor se nahi kaha. Kitchen ki tile pe rakh ke kaha. Main glass dekh raha tha jaise pehli baar dekhraha hoon. Itni raatein, unke bed ke kinaare, unka gala hilta jab main peeta, aur asal cheez bathroom ke bucketmein mar rahi thi. Phenki. Chhupi. Meri nahi. Itne saal main unke bed ke kinaare soya, munh mein pouch, aurunka asal kaam lock ke peeche mar raha tha. Yeh mohabbat pehle sirf neend thi. Ab chabi ban rahi thi. Jodarwaza unhone saalon se andar se band kiya, uski kundi ab meri nazar pe thi.

Unke haath ab table pe. Nakhun chhote. Ek nakhun pe haldi ka daag subah se. Nighty ka button teda. Stretchmarks kapde ke neeche hain, meri paidaish ke, lakeerein jo stann ke neeche se pet tak jaati hain. Main unhenahi dekh raha tha. Main unka muh dekh raha tha.

Unhone kaha, Bottles chemist ki. Sasta pump. Towel hamesha neeche, taaki farsa pe na gir, taaki tu na sun.Bucket. Kapde geele, sookhte alag, tu sochta kapde bekaar ho gaye. Main jhoot ki dukan chalaati rahi. Peethdard. Pet kharab. Thakaan. Papa kehte, Aaram kar, Meera. Main aaram karti bathroom ke lock ke peeche.Haath, doodh, phenk, muh dho, bahar aa, muskura. Itna.

Inverter phir humming. Koel. Gali mein kisi ki cycle ki ghanti. Unki chappal table ke neeche, angutha nikal, silverki purani bichhiya. Haath mere glass se door, pallu pe, seene pe nahi.

Main pachchis ka hoon. WFH. Battis hazaar. Noida wali firm. Dopahar Ritu ka chat aaya tha, theek hai kya,camera off kyun. Maine reply nahi kiya. Ordinary duniya ko is kitchen ka jawab nahi dena tha.

Unhone jhuk ke kaha, Kisi ko mat batana. Bheekh maang rahi hoon. Ritu ko nahi. Office ko nahi. Gupta ko nahi.Lane ki auraton ko nahi. Doctor ko bhi ab nahi. Yeh ghar ki baat hai. Agar pata chala to log kya kahenge.Chaualis saal ki aurat, beta bada, doodh. Kahenge bimari. Kahenge kuch aur. Main nahi sun sakti, Aarav. Kisi komat batana.

Beta. Aarav. Do naam, ek table.

Maine kaha, Dikhao.

Unhone poocha, Kya.

Maine kaha, Jo chhupati ho. Bottles. Bucket.

Unka muh kaampa. Phir uthin. Pallu seene pe daba ke, daag ko duniya se bachati. Kitchen se nikalin. Mainpeeche. Hall. Papa ki photo, meri nazar unki nazar se mili, koi dua nahi. Latch lohe ki, band. Unke pair ahiste,jaise soye ghar ko jagana paap ho. Bathroom. Woh darwaza. Lock aaj khula, kundi bahar.

Unhone bulb jalaaya. Dettol upar, neeche malai. Tile. Commode. Peela towel bucket ke muh pe fold. Unhonetowel uthaya. Haath kaampe. Neela plastic bucket, washing wala. Andar teen bottles. Ek aadhi, safed, thandadoodh, upar patli malai. Do khaali, muh neeche, dhoyi hui. Pump, silicone, dried doodh ki ring. Towel ke neecheek aur kapda, geela, usme wahi smell jo saalon se is ghar ke Dettol ke neeche soyi thi. Coconut nahi.Cardamom nahi. Doodh ki chamdi. Unka. Maine aadhi bottle uthai nahi. Sirf dekhi. Plastic pe unki ungliyon kenishan nahi dikhte the, magar dimag dikha raha tha. Subah wahi haath, wahi dhaar, wahi ring. Aaj shaam wahihaath bucket ke kinaare, nighty ke daag ko dabaate. Teen bottles. Ek zinda. Do saaf. Yeh unka ghar ka doosrakitchen tha.

Main khada. Haath kundi pe. Unke haath bucket ke kinaare. Nighty aaj poori pehni. Seena wahi bhaari, kapdetight. Main bottles dekh raha tha. Yeh koi raddi nahi thi. Yeh factory thi. Maa-hood ka poora kaam, lock kepeeche, jo duniya ko nahi dikhna tha. Doodh banana, nikalna, phenkna, jhoot bolna, beta ko pouch garamkarna. Saal. Meri mohabbat, jo pehle unke gale aur mere glass pe rukti thi, ab is bucket ke taale pe ruki. Chabijaisi. Jo cheez band thi, uske saamne main tha.

Unhone kaha, Yeh dekh ke kya karega.

Maine kaha, Dekhna tha.

Unhone towel wapas daala. Dhakna ab bhi aadat. Bulb unke bun pe. Bathroom chhota. Hum do. Is khamoshimein koi haath neeche nahi gaya. Sirf sach. Jo medical tha, jo jhoot tha, dono ek.

Wapas kitchen. Shared wall se mere kamre ki khamoshi aa rahi thi. Laptop band. Ritu ka naam andhere mein.Yahan tube light, unka daag, mera glass. Unki nazar mere muh pe, phir bottles wali yaad pe, phir neeche. Glasstable pe, doodh thanda, malai jam. Main nahi piya. Unhone sink pe haath dhoye, sabun lamba, jaise smell utarjayegi. Nahi utri. Baithin. Nighty ka daag ab thoda bada. Kandha jhukaya, peeth ki aadat, ab zaroori nahi.

Main unhe dekh raha tha. Unka muh. Unka seena. Unka haath jo saalon se chhupa. Unhone pallu theek kiya,nazar hatane ko kaha bina bole.

Maine kaha, Main duniya ko nahi bataunga. Unhone kaha, Phir tu mujhe aise mat dekh. Main dekhta raha.

Raat ke dus baj chuke the. Kitchen ka gas thanda pada. Fridge ke andar dairy ka pouch unopened, localdukaan ka, Indira Nagar wali. Steel glass sink ke kinare ulta, sookha, koi malai nahi, koi kaam nahi. Dosto, aajglass berozgaar tha.

Har raat yahi order hota tha. Unka haath, steel, garam dairy, mere honth, So ja beta. Aaj maine kitchen meinlight nahi ki. Unhone bhi nahi. Pouch fridge mein hi raha, jaise koi mehmaan jise bulaaya hi na gaya. Mainpalang pe baitha raha, t-shirt nam, pajama, phone pillow pe screen neeche. Ritu ka chat din mein aaya tha,office wali baat, maine tick bhi nahi kiya. WFH ka din khaali nikal gaya. Raat bhari thi.

Ceiling fan left-right. Shared wall ke peeche unka kamra andhera. Unki kundi wahan nahi hili. Pair corridor seaaye, nange, patthar pe ahista. Mere darwaze pe ruke. Knock nahi. Sirf saans. Phir kundi dheere khuli.

Maa aayi. Meera. Chauvalis. Dikhti hain chhattis. Cotton nighty, off-white, hem pe chhote neele phool. Baalbun mein, coconut oil, dheela. Cardamom unke gala se, shaam ki chai ka bacha. Aur uske neeche woh meethiskin-wali khushboo jo main saalon se Dettol samajhta raha. Woh Dettol nahi thi. Unka doodh tha.

Woh mere bistar ke kinare baith gayin. Edge. Poora palang nahi, sirf kinara, jaise har raat dairy glass lekebaithti thin. Aaj god khali. Haath kaamp rahe the, god pe ek dusre ko pakde. Nighty ka left button khula, kapdaek taraf sarak ke, left stann nazar, bhaari, naram, areola gehra brown, chuchi geeli. Stretch marks, mere janamki linein, chandi, inverter ki peeli light mein. Right taraf nighty band, button kas ke, wahan bhi kapda nam,chhota daag, jaise pallu se chhupati thin.

Bathroom ke bucket mein unki bottles padi hongi, towel, lock khula hua aaj, kyunki aaj unhone nikaala nahi. Aajwoh mere kamre tak le ke aayi thin jo saalon se commode ke lid pe girta raha. Yeh soch ke meri gardan garamhui.

Inverter hall se buzz kar raha tha. Light peeli, kamzor, palang ke peeche shadow lamba. Khaki ke bahar koel ekdafa boli, phir lane soyi. Gupta Uncle ka TV band. Do-manzila ghar, neeche lohe ka latch, hall mein Vinod kiphoto andhere mein.

Unka seena kaamp raha tha. Pressure se. Sharm se. Left chuchi se ek boond cotton pe giri, phaili. Unhonekapda wapas khinchne ki koshish ki, ungli ruki, kaampi, chhod di.

 

[allelboss]

Maine kaha, Maa.

Unhone sar nahi uthaya. Boli, Beta.

Main unke bagal shift hua, palang pe, dheere. Mera daaya ghutna unke baaye ghutne ke kareeb. Unki umarchauvalis, meri pachchis. Yeh hisaab dimag mein saaf tha. Koi baccha is kamre mein nahi tha. Sirf ghar. Sirfyeh raat. Sirf woh stann jo saalon se bottle mein girta raha, bucket mein, lock ke peeche.

Maine kaha, Dard ho raha hai.

Unhone sar hilaya. Haan. Chhota. Kaamp ke saath.

Maine poocha, Muh lagaun.

Sawaal hawa mein ruka. Fan ne lafz ko ghumaya. Unki aankh mili meri aankh se, peeli light mein. Kal kitchenmein unhone kaha tha, Phir tu mujhe aise mat dekh. Aaj woh khud aayi thin, nighty ek taraf khuli, glass ghar senikaal diya. Unhone aankh band ki. Phir kholi. Nod. Ek baar. Saaf. Na rona us pal, na inkaar. Haan.

Unka haath mere baal tak aaya, ruka, phir sar ke peeche halka dabaaya. Maa wala haath. Coconut oil merimaathhe pe. Dosto, bachpan mein unhone doodh phenka tha. Bottle, towel, lock, subah saat baje kundi. Meregale mein unka doodh kabhi nahi utra. Aaj pehli baar. Pachchis saal ka aadmi, unki god ke kinare, munh unkichuchi ke saamne.

Main jhuka.

Munh left nipple pe. Skin garam, nam, malai jaisi khushboo. Honth khule, nipple andar, zabaan ne halka chhua.Pehle kuch nahi nikla. Sirf garmi. Unki saans upar uthi, pet andar gaya. Haath mere sar pe kasaa. Phir ek palruka, body soch rahi thi.

Phir let-down.

Andar se dhakka aaya. Nadi nahi. Geyser nahi. Asal leak. Pehla dhakka, doosra. Garam doodh, meetha, phirnamak peeche se, itna ke munh bhar gaya pehle ghoont se pehle. Unhone wince kiya. Aah. Chhota. Dard ka,jaise seene ke andar taala khul gaya ho. Phir ease. Pressure gira. Kandha neeche aaya. Haath mere baal meindheela pada, phir phir se pakda, is baar naram.

Maine nigala.

Pehla ghoont. Garam. Meetha, namak ke saath, jaise doodh ki malai pe halka loon. Gala se utra, seene mein,pet mein, wahan jahan dairy ka doodh har raat jaata tha. Dusra ghoont. Teesra. Leak chalu raha, continuous,fawwara nahi, body ka kaam jo saalon se plastic bottle mein gunjta tha, aaj meri zabaan pe. Left chuchi merihonth ke andar dhimki, nikalti, bhari. Main choosta raha, dheere, jaise glass se peeta tha, magar glass thandahota tha, yeh garam thi.

Unki kamar meri taraf jhuki, phir seedhi. Stretch marks ki linein nipple ke neeche, mere honth ke bagal, peelilight mein geeli. Main unhe choom nahi raha tha jaise aashiq. Main pee raha tha. Yeh farq dimag mein saaf tha,aur phir bhi lund ne farq nahi maana. Unki saans mere maathhe pe pad rahi thi, cardamom, doodh, halkanariyal. Boli, Uhh. Dheere. Maine dheere hi piya.

Doodh mere honth se thoda bahar nikal ke thoothi pe laga. Garam. Ek line. Neeche gir ke meri t-shirt ke collarpe chhota daag. Nighty ka khula kapda mere gaal se chhu raha tha, cotton, nam. Unka doosra haath sheet kopakde tha, mutthi. Mera haath unki kamar pe nahi gaya. God pe raha, kapde pe, door. Dusra haath palang pe,wazan sambhalte.

Unki aankh se paani aaya. Chupchaap. Cheekh nahi. Rona jo lock ke peeche saalon se pada tha. Main bhi roya.Munh unki chuchi pe, doodh peete, aansu nikalte, dono ek saath, inverter ki peeli light mein. Koel bahar chup.Fan ki dhar, unki saans, meri saans, doodh nigalne ki ahista awaaz, bas itna.

Maine aur nigala. Pressure aur gira. Unka wince ab nahi tha, ease thi, jaise patthar utar gaya ho seene se. Boli,Aah. Phir, Beta. Phir kuch nahi. Sirf haath mere sar pe, sahlaata, maa wala. Doodh meetha namak, garam, phirkam. Let-down ka zor dhima hua, leak raha, kam.

Unka seena ab itna kathor nahi tha. Left taraf halka pada, jaise koi bartan aadha khaali. Right ab bhi bhaari,nighty ke button ke peeche, wait kar raha. Main us taraf nahi gaya. Aaj ek taraf. Aaj itna. Unki ungli mere kaanke peeche rahi, sahlaati, phir meri gardan, maa wali, jaise neend pilaa rahi hon, magar neend nahi, doodh.

Tab mujhe pata chala.

Mera lund tight tha, pajama ke andar, unke ghutne se sata. Hard. Unka baaya ghutna, nighty ka hem, aur meririgidity unki haddi pe. Unhone feel kiya. Ek pal ke liye unka jism kathor hua. Haath mere sar pe ruka. Doodh abbhi munh mein aa raha tha, kam, last drops. Unki saans atki.

Boli, Bas.

Ek lafz.

Phir, Aaj bas.

Main ruka.

Munh hataya. Turant. Chuchi se honth alag. Doodh ki last boond meri thoothi pe ruki, garam, inverter ki lightmein chamki. Main nahi ghusaa. Lund pajama mein hi raha. Unki chut nahi chhui. Haath god se uthaya, palangpe rakh diya, khali. Dosto, aaj bas yahi tha. Muh. Doodh. Rona. Aur woh glass jo sink pe sookha pada tha, jaiseghar ne uski jagah nikaal di ho.

Dimag kitchen mein gaya. Kitchen andhera. Sink pe steel ki dibiya, bartan, aur woh glass jo meri zindagi ka raatka hissa tha. Hall ki peeli light kitchen ke frame tak aati thi, glass ke pet pe ek dhaar, khaali. Aaj usne ek boondnahi dekhi. Main unki chuchi se hat ke baitha, munh khula, jaise ab bhi maang raha hoon, magar pair nahibadhe. Unhone mat chhoo nahi kaha. Unhone Bas kaha. Itna kaafi tha. Pachchis saal ka beta ruk sakta hai jabmaa bolti hai aaj bas. Kal ki baat kal. Aaj sirf doodh, sirf rona, sirf thoothi pe woh line.

Unki left chuchi ab bhi geeli, nipple khula, areola pe doodh ki malai jaisi ek line. Nighty ka kapda unhone turantcover nahi kiya. Kaampi. Saans bhari. Right taraf ab bhi band, button, nam daag. Main unke saamne baitharaha, munh khula, thoothi pe doodh, aansu gaal pe. Pet bhara, magar khaali bhi, jaise dairy wala doodh kabhinahi bhar saka.

Unhone mera muh dekha. Boli, Safed ho gaya hai tu.

Maine kaha, Aapka hai.

Unka haath aaya, meri thoothi pe nahi, meri maathhe pe, baal hataaye. Maa wala. Phir nazar neeche gayi, merepajame pe, wahan jahan hard ab bhi tha, unke ghutne ki yaad. Unhone munh pher liya. Sharm. Bhookh nahi,sharm. Boli, Aaj nahi. Woh lafz doosri baar, saaf, jaise lock. Main sar hilaya. Haan. Ruka. Lund dard kar raha tha,magar pair nahi hile.

Steel glass ki yaad aayi, sink, ulta, sookha. Har raat unhone garam kiya tha dairy, glass bhar ke, mere gale tak.Aaj glass ko ek boond nahi mili. Kaam chala gaya munh mein. Bartan berozgaar. Source khula.

Unhone nighty ka kapda wapas kiya, left stann pe, cotton chipka, nam. Button dhoondha, kaampi ungli se.Light peeli. Doodh meri thoothi pe, ek line, sookhne lagi. Unka rona ruk nahi paaya poora, sirf ahista ho gaya.Mere aansu bhi. Hum dono palang ke kinare, jaise pehle, magar pehle glass hota tha beech mein. Aaj beechmein doodh ki khushboo thi, garam, meethi, namkeen.

Unhone nighty ka button band kiya. Boli, Yeh galat hai. Maine kaha, Yeh ghar hai. Doodh meri thoothi pe sookhraha tha.

Dosto, pehli raat ke baad steel ka glass kitchen ki shelf pe khali pada raha. Dairy wala doodh fridge meinphatne laga, woh jo Maa gas pe garam karti thin mere liye, har raat. Unhone ketli nahi chadhai. Maine glassnahi uthaya. Woh bartan ab berozgar tha. Humne uske baare mein muh nahi khola. Humne us raat ke baaremein bhi nahi. Unhone nighty ka button band kiya tha, kaha tha yeh galat hai. Maine kaha tha yeh ghar hai.Doodh meri thoothi pe sookha tha, meetha namak, malai jaisi layer, aur subah tak zubaan usi ko dhoondhtirahi.

Doosri shaam. Indira Nagar ki gali so rahi thi. Koel ne ek dafa kaha, koi jawab nahi aaya. Inverter ki laal battimeri khidki ke kone mein. Shared wall ke us paar unki chappal, phir unki saans. Main apne kamre mein letaraha. Single bed, patli chadar, Lucknow ki garmi jo raat ko bhi kapdon se nahi utarti. Fan tez, pakkhe pe dhool.Darwaza maine khula chhod diya tha. Unhone aana tha. Yeh dono jaante the. Muh se kisi ne nahi kaha.

Woh aayi.

Cotton nighty, off-white, neeche tak, chhati pe do daag jo unhone pallu se nahi dhaampe is baar. Coconut oilbaal mein, bun dheela, pin kaan pe. Cardamom, kitchen ki raat, chai ka jo unhone banayi aur nahi pi. Aur uskeneeche doodh ki khal, woh smell jo saalon se Dettol ke peeche chhupi thi, jo ab kamre mein khuli thi.

Mera bistar. Beech mein ek gadha jahan mera wazan padta hai. Light nahi. Gali ki tube se peela, parda patla,Indira Nagar ka woh peela jo saari khidkiyon pe ek jaisa hota hai. Papa Vinod hall mein photo mein, shirt tuck,yahan nahi. Yahan sirf bed, steel ki almari, charger ka tar farsh pe, aur woh jagah jahan glass aata tha, khaali.

Woh kinare pe baithi. Pehli raat jaisi. Haath god mein. Kaanpte. Pet nighty ke peeche naram. Stretch marks fentse, silvery, meri paidaish ke.

Maine kaha, Maa.

Unhone nighty ke dono button khole. Pehli raat ek taraf thi. Aaj dono. Stann bahar, bhaari, chhattis dikhte haincolony ko, 44 hain asl mein. Chuchi gehre rang ki, geeli pehle se. Ek boond left wali pe atki, giri, kapde pe faili.Pet pe lakeerein, meri wajah se, pachchis saal purani.

Unhone kaha, Pee le. Dheere. Dono. Aaj dard hai.

Main jhuk gaya. Left pehle. Munh garam stann pe, naram, doodh turant, let-down, unka wince, phir rahat jaisekoi patthar utar gaya ho. Meetha namak. Garam. Itna ki gale se utarta hua main sochta raha yeh koi glass nahi,yeh jism hai, yeh Maa hai. Unka haath mere baal mein. Coconut oil, ungliyan khopdi pe, jaise bukhar meinsahlaati thin, jaise ab bhi pachchis saal ka beta hi hoon. Main piya. Swallow. Doosra. Stann meri mutthi sezyada, munh bhar. Doodh chin pe chhalak, main ponchh nahi paya, woh behta raha, gale se seene tak, meriundershirt pe ek nadi.

Phir right. Unhone mera sar khud sarkaya. Dheere. Doosri chuchi pe. Wahan bhi pressure. Wahan bhi wince.Phir woh saans jo nikalti hai jab dard kam ho. Main choosta raha, jeebh se, halka kheencha, doodh aaya,swallow. Unka haath baal mein kheench nahi raha tha, rakh raha tha. Sahlaaya. Accha beta, boli, awaaz patli.Pee. Main peeta raha.

Dosto, unki raan mere seene se lagi thi. Nighty upar ko sarki, god tak. Main nahi dekh raha tha neeche. Magarunka jism dekh raha tha mujhe. Unki saans badli. Ek pal aisa aaya jab unhone apni raan band ki, jaise kuchchhupana ho jo kapde ke neeche geela ho gaya ho. Maine peeth pe haath rakha. Unka kapda neeche se geelanahi dikh raha tha. Unka andar geela tha, aur unhe pata tha. Unhone meri gardan dabaayi, doodh aur tez aaya,jaise sharm se jism ne aur de diya.

Unka chehra bigda. Aankh band. Boli, Bas.

 

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Maine turant nahi chhoda. Ek swallow aur. Phir chhoda. Chin geela, doodh ki line, malai. Unhone apne pallu seponchha, maa wali tarah, phir pallu dekh ke ruk gayin kyunki pallu pe doodh tha aur unki ungli kaanpti thi.

Boli, Yeh galat ho raha hai. Main geeli ho rahi hoon. Awaaz mein nafrat, apne aap se, mujh se nahi. Beta, tu nahisamjhega. Yeh maa nahi karti. Yeh bimaari nahi. Yeh paap hai.

Maine kaha, Maa, main samajh raha hoon. Glass neeche pada hai. Main nahi rukunga.

Unhone nighty ke button band kiye, adhure, ek chhoot gaya, left chuchi ab bhi adhkhuli. Uth ke apne kamregayin. Shared wall. Main unki saans sunta raha, jaise woh bhi so nahi rahi. Bathroom ke lock ki click nahi aayi.Bottles bucket mein pade rahe. Aaj unhone express nahi kiya. Aaj main pee chuka tha.

Teesri raat. Gupta downstairs ke TV ki awaaz, koi serial, phir band. Front door ka iron latch pehle se laga,maine khud kiya, loha, thanda. Gali mein kutta. Koel nahi. Bijli ek pal ko gayi, inverter ki batti, fan ruka, phir aayi,pakkhe phir se. Unhone darwaza khola bina knock ke. Nighty safed, patli, garmi mein chipki, chhati ke daagpehle se bade, do circles.

Woh bed pe aayi. Kinare nahi. Is baar thoda andar, us gadhe mein jahan main sota hoon. Farsh pe merichappal. Chadar pe kal ka coconut oil. Maine unka haath pakda. Unka haath garam, kaanpta. Unhone nighty sirke upar se nahi utari. Buttons, teen, chaar, stann bahar, pet dikha, marks dikhe, meri paidaish, silvery, naabhike dono taraf, kuch elastic tak, kuch chhati ke neeche jahan doodh ki khal chamak rahi thi.

Pee, boli. Aaj dono. Jaldi mat. Bojh hai.

Main left. Doodh zyada aaj, late ho gayin, bathroom nahi gayin, bottles nahi bhare. Pressure. Unka wince. Aah.Phir rahat. Haath mere baal mein, zor se is baar, jaise sambhaal rahi hon khud ko. Main choosta raha, jeebh sechuchi, doodh chin pe, honth pe woh layer jo sookhti nahi. Right pe gaya bina poochhe. Unhone sar dabaaya.Hmm. Accha. Beta.

Unki raan khuli thi thodi. Nighty god tak ikatthi. Stretch marks peeli light mein. Main unke pet pe haath rakh keneeche gaya, dheere, lakeeron pe, naabhi, phir aur neeche, kapde ke andar. Baal. Garam. Geeli. Itni ki meriungli pehle touch pe chipak gayi.

Unhone kaha, Beta nahi.

Haath meri kalaai pe. Rok. Main ruka, munh chuchi pe hi, doodh nikalta raha, swallow, ek do, teesra. Unki kalaaimeri kalaai pe kaanpti rahi. Phir unki ungli hat gayi. Nahi pakda. Nahi hataya. Maine ungli andar nahi daalipehle. Upar, us naram giri pe, geele mein, gol, dheere. Unka pet uthha.

Aah.

Patli. Dabi. Phir, Uhh. Mat.

Phir nahi kaha mat.

Maine doodh peeta aur ungli ghumayi. Unki raan meri kamar se lagi, khuli. Nighty aur upar. Stretch marks, meriwajah se, pachchis saal, aur ab meri ungli unki chut pe, geeli, garam, jo unhe nafrat thi, jo unhone nahi rokki.

Boli, Beta, yeh… aah… nahi… uhh…

Nahi ka matlab rukna nahi tha. Unka haath wapas mere baal mein tha. Daba raha tha, sahla nahi raha, daba.Main choosta raha left, phir right, chin geela, doodh ki line gale tak. Ungli geele mein, ek, dheere, andar thodi,naram, tight, maa. Unka paani meri hatheli pe, garam, chipchipa. Unhone aankh band rakhi, phir kholi, meriaankh pakdi, phir band. Sharm. Bhook. Dono.

Maine shorts neeche kiye. Lund khada, pehli raat se jab unke ghutne se laga tha aur unhone bas kaha tha. Aajnahi kaha bas.

Maine kaha, Maa, andar aaun.

Unhone aankh band ki. Lambi saans. Boli, Dheere. Sirf dheere. Main teri maa hoon.

Maine nighty bilkul upar ki, pet poora, marks poore, stann meri taraf, doodh ki line jo chuchi se neeche pet takgayi thi. Main unke pairon ke beech aaya. Single bed patla. Hum dono usi gadhe mein. Fan. Gali ka peela. Unkaek haath mere baal mein, doosra sheet ke kone pe, mutthi.

Munh unki left chuchi pe rakha, doodh aata raha, chin geela, malai, aur lund unki chut pe, sir, geela, uparneeche, phir dheere daala.

Pehle sir. Tight. Unka muh khula.

Aah.

Maine ruka. Choosta raha. Doodh swallow. Unki raan kaanpi. Stretch marks mere pet se lage, silvery, meripaidaish, ab meri khal se. Unka pet mere pet se.

Boli, Uhh. Dheere, beta. Dheere.

Inch. Unka garam, naram, khichta. Main hila nahi jaldi. Munh chuchi pe, lund andar, dheere, aur andar, jabpoora baitha to still. Deep. Unki chuchi meri zabaan pe. Doodh chin se gale tak. Lund unke andar. Maa.

Dosto, yeh kathor nahi tha. Yeh ghar tha. Yeh woh cheez thi jo glass nahi de sakta tha. Iron latch neeche lagatha. Gupta so raha tha.

Maine nikaala, daala, chhota, dheere. Bed ki meek. Unki chhati hilti, bhaari, doodh chhalakta, meri thoothi pe,meri chin pe. Unhone kaha, Aah. Uhh. Haan. Dheere hi. Main dheere hi. Maa, bola. Beta, boli. Har dafa.

Unka haath mere baal mein kheench gaya. Pet sakht. Chut meri lund ko daba. Ek chhoti si lahar, short, unkapehla, aah aah, kamar uthhi, doodh tez aaya let-down se, mere munh mein bhar ke, chhalak ke chin pe, unkiaankh geeli. Itna hi. Lambi nahi. Unhone muh dabaya mere sar pe, chuchi pe, jaise chhupana ho. Kaanptin.Nighty gale pe atki, buttons khule. Main andar raha. Hilna band. Choosta raha, halka, doodh jo ab bhi nikal rahatha.

Saans. Fan. Inverter ki laal. Neeche Gupta ke ghar chuppi. Kitchen mein steel glass, khaali.

Lund unke andar tha, munh unki chuchi pe. Maa boli, Beta, yeh kya kar diya humne. Main nahi nikal.

Usi raat, usi palang. Hall andhera. Inverter ka lal bindu deewar pe kaamp raha tha, machine ki ek aankh. Pillowke paas mera phone, screen neeche, 1:12. Pankha dheere. Shared wall ke us paar koi pair nahi. Indira Nagarsoya. Gali mein kutta ek baar bhauka, phir kuch nahi. Koel ruk chuki thi.

Main unke andar tha.

Maa ki chut meri lund pe itni geeli thi ki har dhakke pe awaaz nikal rahi thi, chap chap, moti, saaf. Yeh Meerathi, 44, meri maa, cotton nighty kamar tak chadhi, ek taraf ka button khula, doosri taraf kapda pet pe latka,doodh ka ek gol daag. Unke stann bhari, meri paidaish ke stretch marks, chuchiyaan geeli. Nariyal tel, elaichi,doodh ki malai, aur neeche unka paani.

Mere dono haath unki kamar pe the. Unke nakhun meri peeth pe. Side table pe steel glass khaali. Aaj dairynahi. Unka doodh meri thoothi pe pehle sookh chuka tha. Ab naya tapak shuru.

Maine dhakka diya. Poora. Lund ki noke unke andar tak. Unhone aah kaha. Beta, dheere.

Main dheere tha, lekin ruk nahi raha tha. Nikaala aadha, dooba poora. Palang ki lakdi ek hi sur mein karr rahithi. Sheet beech se geeli, ek gola, unka paani, thoda doodh jo pehle choosne se gira tha. Unki jaanghein merijaanghon ke bahar khuli. Pairon ki ungliyan sheet ko pakde hue.

Unka chehra is shot ka centre tha. Aankhein ardh band. Honth khule. Paseena ooper honth pe. Baal kaala,pillow pe bikhra, ek lock gale se chipka. Main dekh raha tha. Cut nahi. Camera wahi. Window se gali ka peelalight, curtain ke chhed se, unke stann pe gir raha tha, phir meri peeth pe, phir wapas unki geeli chut ke kinarepe jahan meri lund ghus rahi thi aur nikal rahi thi, chamak ke.

Unki dayi chuchi meri chhaati se ragad kha rahi thi. Baayi meri ungliyon mein. Maine dabaya. Doodh nikal keungli se baha, garam, white. Unhone hmm kiya, pet andar kheencha, chut ne lund ko kas liya.

Aah. Wahan. Beta. Wahan.

Maine wahi mara. Unki ungliyan gadi. Nakhun ki do line meri peeth pe, garam, geeli.

Unka pehla paani lock ki tarah toota.

Chut ne pakda, ek, do, teen dhakke, phir woh kaampi, poori, pet ki lahar ne unhe uthaya, pair sheet kheechte,aankhein meri taraf khulin, munh se aah aah aah, phir Maa, phir Beta, phir sirf saans. Paani itna ki meri lund seneeche dhalak ke sheet pe gir gaya, garam, patla. Chap ki awaaz gehli ho gayi kyunki beech mein aur geel thi.Palang ke neeche tak squelch mehsoos ho raha tha. Unki chut se nikalta paani meri balls tak, phir unki gaandke neeche ke gaddhe tak, sheet ko aur geela.

Usi orgasm ke saath doodh ka let-down aaya. Dono chuchiyon se. Seedha mere seene pe. Pehli do boondnahi. Pressure. Ek dhaar. Unka jism bhool gaya bathroom, towel, bottle, bucket. White, kinare pe thodi cream,meri chhaati ke baal pe jam ke, gardan pe ek line, pet tak ek aur. Smell poora kamra ho gaya, doodh-skin, wohijo saal bhar Dettol ke peeche tha.

Unhone rona aur moan ek saath kiya. Aansu kaan ki taraf. Munh khula. Aah. Mat. Uhh. Main kaamp rahi.

Maine nahi nikala.

Kalai se phone daba. Screen jali. 1:14. Inverter ka lal bindu blink. Do minute us paani ke baad. Lund wahi, unkilehar ke andar, orgasm ke baad ki kas jo khatam nahi hoti.

Main us kas ke andar dhakka de raha tha. Geeli awaaz bhari thi, palang, unki jaangh, meri. Chap. Chap. Chap.Tez nahi. Gahra. Har baar lund poora chhupta, har baar kinare pe unka paani ek chhota overflow, geyser nahi,sirf geel jo jagah nahi pa rahi thi.

Maa boli, Beta nikal. Aawaz rone jaisi. Mat. Itna. Uhh. Chut jal rahi hai. Beta.

Main andar raha. Aadha nikaal, poora doob. Unka paani meri lund ko slick kar raha tha. Har inch pe unka munhkhulta, aah, band, uhh. Unki aankhein bhi usi rhythm pe. Khul. Band. Aansu.

Chehra. Yehi. Paseena kanpatti pe. Aansu. Honth kaamp rahe. Zubaan dikhti jab aah nikalta. Aankh kabhi meri,kabhi pankha. Nighty ka kapda pet pe geela, doodh se, paseene se. Ek chuchi bahar, nipel khada, ab bhi tapak.Doosri meri chhaati se dabi, doodh dono ke beech squash ho ke malai jaisa.

Unke nakhun phir gade. Mat. Beta. Aur nahi.

Aur nahi ke baad unhone pair meri kamar pe lapet liye.

Maine unki gaand ke neeche haath diya, unhe uthaya, angle badla, lund us naram hisse pe lagaa jahan se pehlapaani aaya tha. Unhone awaaz daba ke kahi, Aah. Maa. Wahan mat. Wahan.

Main wahi raha.

Pandrah minute clock pe seedhe nahi hote. Woh ek hi dhakka hote hain jo tum dohraate ho, aur jism kehtarehta hai khatam, aur tum nahi kehte. Inverter blink. Pankha. Door koi scooter, phir khamoshi. Palang ki lakdi.Unki chut. Meri saans unke gale mein, unke baal mere honth pe, coconut tel.

Maine phone ki taraf dekha bina rukhe. 1:19. Paanch minute. Unka rona ab shabd ban raha tha aur toot rahatha.

Beta, dukh nahi. Uhh. Bahut. Ho gaya. Aah. Dheere. Nikal. Phir unke munh se khud nikal gaya, Aur. Sharm kebaad bhookh.

Maine Aur suna aur usi gahrai pe mara. Pet se pet takraya. Doodh ki dhaar ruk ke chhoti boond ho gayi. Mereseene pe pehla doodh kinare se thanda hone laga tha, beech abhi garam.

Unki aankhein band. Aansu. Munh khula. Main unki zubaan dekh raha tha. Main unki chut ki geel sun raha tha.Woh sound jo film mein hota hai, lekin yahan Lucknow, do manzil makaan, hall mein Vinod ki photo andheremein, yeh sheet, yeh Maa, yeh beta jo nahi nikal raha.

Unki raat ki saans meri raat ki saans se mil rahi thi. Main unka chehra dekhte hue hi dhakka de raha tha. Unkamunh har baar gol. Daant kabhi dikhte. Gale se awaaz aati bina shabd ke, hmm, aaah, phir mat, phir aur.

1:22. Aath minute. Unki jaanghein kaamp rahi thin jaise thand lagi ho, lekin kamra June ki tarah garam tha.Unhone mera sar apni gardan mein dabaya. Accha beta. Bas itna. Uhh. Mera nahi sambhalta.

Unka nahi sambhalta tha. Unki chut har nikalte hue lund ko pakad ke rakh rahi thi, jaise munh mat bole, neechenahi. Main unka chehra padh raha tha: sharm, dard, bhookh. Woh mujhe kamre se nahi bhej rahi thi. Woh pairnahi khol rahi thi ki main utar jaaun. Woh kaapti hui bhi khuli thi.

Maine unka baal kaan ke peeche kiya. Maa, main andar hoon. Unhone hmm kiya, rone ke beech. Unki unglimeri gardan pe, maa wala haath, baal theek karti hui, jabki neeche meri lund unki chut ko kha rahi thi.

Dhakke ab gahre. Tez nahi. Har ek poora. Lund ki noke andar tak, balls unki geeli chut ke muh pe chap. Sheetka geela gola dono taraf faila, squelch unki kamar ke neeche. Meri jaangh pe unka paani, thoda safed, zyadatransparent. Unki chuchi se ek lambe taar jaisa doodh, toot ke meri chhaati pe girta.

Main neeche dekha. Visual. Meri lund unme jaa rahi thi, nikal rahi thi, chamak, unki chut ke honth laal, phule,geele, har baar pakadte. Doodh meri chhaati se unke pet pe tapak ke mil raha tha us paani se. Bed ek nadi.Unka chehra us nadi ke upar, rota, moan karta, maa.

1:26. Barah minute. Unka gala sirf awaaz de raha tha. Aah. Uhh. Mat. Aur. Maa. Beta. Koi poora jumla nahi.Shabd khaali. Us pal main seekha: jab unke paas baat khatam ho jaati hai, tab bhi doodh nikalta hai, tab bhichut khuli rehti hai, tab bhi main unhe feed kar sakta hoon, munh se nahi, lund se. Yeh seekh soft nahi thi.Loha.

Unhone aankh kholi. Unka chehra: 44 saal, 36 lagti hain, ab sirf geeli. Kaajal nahi. Laal aankh, laal honth, laalchuchi. Stretch marks paseene mein chamak rahe. Main unke upar, 25, din ka khokhla aadmi, raat ka loha.

Maa, boli woh, almost bina awaaz. Unhone nikal mat nahi kaha. Unhone kaha, Beta. Phir aah. Phir nakhun meripeeth mein.

Maine unki nighty ka geela kapda pet se aur hataaya. Dekha kahan se paani nikal ke meri bal pe jam raha hai.Dekha unka pet kaamp raha hai har dhakke pe. Dekha unki chuchi se ab boond boond, dhaar nahi, lekin ruknahi. Unka munh, us long take ka last stretch, sirf khula, sirf geela.

1:29. Pandrah minute us pehle paani ke baad. Inverter ka lal bindu. Phone. Palang. Unki kaampi hui jaangh merikamar pe.

Tab meri bhi aa gayi.

Andar. Poori. Lund unki chut ke end pe, ek lehar, do, teesri, cum unke paani mein mil ke, garam, bhaari, unkeandar hi. Main nahi nikal. Raha. Dhakka ruk gaya lekin lund wahi, phoola, unki deewar ke khilaaf. Unki chut nephir kas liya, chhota sa, kaampi, aah, doodh ki ek aakhri dhaar mere seene pe, thodi, phir ruk gayi.

Hum dono ki saans. Pankha. Gili chap ab nahi, sirf andar ki dhak dhak, unka paani nikalne ki koshish meri lundke kinare se, ek slow leak, sheet pe, white mil ke unke paani se.

Unka chehra mere kareeb. Aansu sookh rahe. Munh khula. Unhone meri chhaati pe haath rakha, wahan jahanunka doodh tha, ab thanda hone laga. Ungliyan faili, malai ko mere dil ke upar failaya. Unki aankh mein sharm,aur woh maa jo ab bhi Beta kehti hai. Unhone mera paseena ungli se ponchha, gale ke paas, jaise ab, 25 aur44, isi palang pe.

Unka doodh mere seene pe thanda ho raha tha. Main ab bhi andar tha. Unhone kaha, Lohe jaisa ho gaya hai tu.Main muskuraya nahi. Main wahi raha.

Dosto, jo raat unhone kaha tha lohe jaisa ho gaya hai tu, uske agle din ghar seedha nahi raha. Subah unhonechai mein elaichi daali, jaise hamesha. Steel glass table pe, dairy wala doodh, upar patli malai. Maine nahichhua. Unki nazar glass pe gayi, phir mere munh pe. Boli, Pee le, beta. Maine kaha, Aaj nahi. Unhone kuch nahipoocha. Pallu nahi tha, cotton nighty thi, neeli, seene pe do geele chhakke jo unhone baazu se dabaane kikoshish ki. Bathroom se Dettol ki mitti si khushboo, uske neeche wahi meethas jo ab chhup nahi sakti.

Dopahar WFH. Laptop, fan, Indira Nagar ki lane mein koel. Gupta Uncle ke TV se serial, neeche, hawa ke saath.Ritu ne Slack pe likha, Call. Maine mute rakha. Unka doodh mere seene pe raat ko sookha tha, subah naha kebhi woh film dimag pe thi. Lohe ki shuruat mail se nahi hoti. Lohe ki shuruat haath se hoti hai.

Raat ko inverter ki batti peeli. Light gayi thi aath baje, wapas nahi aayi. Unka kamra. Bed pe phool wali chadar,kone pe ek fold, takya do, ek pe doodh ka purana halka daag jo dhula nahi. Nighty ka ek button pehle se khula,doosra unhone khud khola, ungli kaanpti. Steel glass side table pe khaali, kal ka safed ring andar. Fan ki dhaariunke baal hila rahi thi, coconut oil, bun dheela. Unhone kaha, Beta, dheere. Awaaz mein darr tha, magar pairbed ke kinaare pe aaye, jaise pehle doodh pilaane aati thin. Main darwaza band kiya. Latch andar se.

Maine unhe peeth ke bal nahi litaya turant. Saamne bithaya, bed ke kinaare, pair farsh pe. Nighty kamar takutari, kapda pet pe ikattha. Dono stann bhaari, nishaan mere paida hone ke, chuchiyan geeli, ek se pehle se ekboond tapak rahi thi takye pe, doosri sookhi nahi, chamak. Coconut oil baalon mein, doodh ki malai si smell,garmi mein paseena gardan se nighty ke cotton tak. Main unke saamne ghutnon pe. Haath pehle upar. Munhnahi.

Maine kaha, Maa, aaj munh nahi. Aaj haath.

Unhone meri nazar dekhi. Boli, Beta. Sirf itna. Phir meri kalaai pakad li, jaise rokengi, magar nahi roka. Unglimeri nadi pe rahi. Maine left chuchi ke neeche hatheli di, angutha upar, do ungliyan neeche, dheere dabaaya,phir zor. Let-down aaya, unki saans atki, pet andar kheench. Doodh meri hatheli mein gira, garam, meethanamak, itna ke panje se nikal ke kalaai tak beh gaya, phir kohni ki haddi tak. Maine haath nahi hataaya. Doosritaraf bhi. Palm bhar gaya. Safed, patla, woh doodh jo pressure se nikalta hai, malai nahi, paani jaisa safed. Unkiaankh band. Aah. Relief, phir sharm, jaise koi dekh raha ho jo nahi dekhna chahiye.

Maine woh doodh apne lund pe lagaaya.

Short utara, lund khada, rag pe unka doodh chipka. Hatheli se upar se neeche, doodh lube ban gaya, garam,chipchipa, meri mutthi mein unka stann ka ras, siskiyan si awaaz jab haath neeche aaya. Smell tight ho gayikamre mein, doodh, coconut, unki chut ki geel jo ab tak kapde ke peeche thi. Inverter ki peeli batti mein wohchamak dikhi, lund pe doodh ki line, ek boond farsh ki taraf. Unhone dekha. Munh khula. Boli, Beta, yeh kya.Maine kaha, Maa ka doodh. Maa ki chut ke liye.

Unki raaton wali geel nikal aayi is jumle pe, main sun sakta tha, kapde ke bina, slit se ek patli si. Main unkitaangon ke beech haath le gaya, doodh wali ungli chut pe. Garam, phisli, baal geele. Doosri hatheli se aurdoodh nikaala, seedha unki chut pe giraya, slit pe, chhote se chhede pe, thoda gaand ke kinaare tak bhi behgaya. Woh kaanpin. Uhh. Pair patle, sheet pakad li. Boli, Thanda lagega. Thanda nahi tha. Garam tha. Unka hi.Maine do ungli andar ki, doodh ke saath, chut ne pakad liya. Aah. Beta. Unki aankh mein paani, neeche paani.

Maine unhe litaya. Nighty kamar pe atki rahi, kapda pet pe fold, seena khula, ek stann taraf ko dhalak. Mainupar. Lund doodh se chamakta, sir pe safed. Sir unki chut pe rakh ke dabaya. Andar gaya, ek hi dhakke mein,dheere nahi. Unki chut khuli hui thi pehli raaton se, magar aaj tight lagi kyunki main zor se gaya, jangh unkijangh ke bahar, haath unki kamar pe. Unhone aah nikaali, lambi, gale se. Nakhun meri peeth pe nahi, sheet pe,phool ke print ko pakad. Aankh khuli, darr. Geeli bhi. Dono ek saath. Main poora andar, ande unki chut ke muhpe.

Maine kaha, Maa.

Boli, Beta, halka.

Halka nahi kiya.

Dhakke lambe. Palang ki lakdi inverter ke saath ek rhythm, khat, khat, beech mein unki aah. Neeche Gupta keTV mein koi aurat ro rahi thi serial mein, upar koel band ho chuka. Fan left right, hawa doodh ki smell ko nightyke cotton mein ghol rahi thi, window se lane ki garmi. Main unki kamar pakad ke kheenchta, lund poora andar,nikal ke sirf sir, phir andar, har baar unka stann hilta, doodh ki boond meri chhati pe, meri gardan pe. Uhh. Aah.Beta. Mat. Aur. Yeh mat aur ek saath nikalte, jaise unka munh khud nahi jaanta. Darr geel mein mil ke unkitaang meri kamar pe lapet deti, phir khul jaati, phir lapetti. Main unka chehra dekh raha tha. Sharm, bhookh,dard.

Pehla thappad hip pe pada.

Dosto, pehle socha nahi. Haath gaya, hatheli unki left hip ki haddi pe, ek, saaf. Awaaz kamre mein phaili,inverter ki humming ke upar. Unki aankh badi. Aah. Lund andar hi tha. Chut ne dabaaya, ek naram muh nekaata. Maine kaha, Maa. Doosra thappad gaand pe, right, naram maas, cotton nighty wahan nahi, nangichamdi, meri hatheli garam. Laal nahi turant, sirf mark, ungliyon ka. Unhone chehra chhupaya takye mein. Boli,Beta, maar mat. Awaaz rone jaisi, magar chut geeli aur ho gayi, main mehsoos kar raha tha, doodh aur unkapaani mil ke meri jangh pe beh raha tha, sheet pe geela chhota talaab.

Teesra. Gaand. Maine kaha, Maa. Chautha. Hip. Maa. Har thappad pe naam. Unka naam Maa hi tha is pal, aurmera Beta. Unhone kaha, Beta, dard. Maine kaha, Maa, geeli ho. Sach tha. Chut kitni tight, kitni bheegi, doodhlube sookh raha tha magar unka paani kaafi tha, har dhakke pe chipchip awaaz, gandi, seedhi. Palangkhatkhataaya. Side table pe steel glass hilaa, tink, tink. Unki gaand meri hatheli ke neeche kaanpti. Mainthappad rok ke wahan haath rakh ke dabata raha, laal pe.

Phir chuchi.

Jo stann maine haath se nichoda tha, uski nok pe angutha aur ungli. Dabaya. Pinch. Unki aankh mein paani.Aaah. Seedha, gale se. Doodh ki dhaar meri mutthi se nikal ke unke pet pe giri, stretch mark ke upar, merejanam ke nishaan pe unka hi ras, ek line naabh tak. Doosri chuchi bhi. Pinch, chhodna, pinch, jaise koi tap.Unhone mera baal pakda, kheencha, phir sahlaaya, jaise maa karti hai jab beta bukhar mein hota hai. Lohe kebeech woh ungli meri khopdi pe ghoomi, maatha, kaan ke peeche. Boli, Accha beta, dheere. Dheere nahi hua.Magar ungli rahi. Main us ungli ko apna ghar samajh ke tez hua.

Andar hi dalunga.

Yeh jumla munh se nikalte hi unki taang kaampi, pair meri kamar se khule. Maine kaha, Maa ko bhar ke rakhnahai. Andar. Bahar nahi. Lund nikal ke nahi. Unki chut meri. Unka doodh meri. Boli, Beta, dar lagta hai. Pet pehaath rakha, mere janam ke nishaan pe, doodh ki line ke neeche. Boli, Phir se nahi. Maine kaha, Baccha nahi.Bharna. Raat. Lund. Doodh. Itna. Unki aankh mein darr raha, neeche chut ne lund ko chusa, ek naram jhatka.Uhh. Aah. Beta, andar mat. Phir, Andar. Phir sirf aah. Main samajh gaya. Munh darata, chut maangti. Sharmupar, bhookh neeche.

 

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Dosto, us pal main unka beta bhi tha, loha bhi. Ek haath gaand pe, jahan thappad ke laal uth rahe the garam,doosra chuchi pe pinch. Lund dhakke pe dhakka, poora, khat, unki chut ki geel ki awaaz, chipchip, doodh kismell, inverter ki peeli light mein unka munh khula, honth geele, daant dikhte. Nighty pet pe sika hua kapda, ekbutton pet ke paas latakta. Steel glass kinaare pe. Lane mein koi scooter, horn, chala gaya. Ghar band. Latchlohe ka. Unki aankh se ek boond kaan tak gayi. Maine woh boond chaati, namak, doodh nahi. Boli, Beta, aa ja.

Aane ka matlab tha andar. Maine zor daala, pichhli raat se lambe, kathor, jangh unki jangh ko khol ke. Unki chutkaanpti, pehla chhota sa toot, aah aah, paani, doodh ki dhaar phir se let-down se, dono stann ek saath. Mainnahi ruka. Aaj gina nahi, maara. Hip, gaand, naam. Maa. Maa. Maa. Unke nakhun sheet ko kheench rahe the,phool ka print bigda. Boli, Uhh, bas, aur, beta. Main unke maathe pe munh rakh ke andar gaya, aakhri dhakke,ande dabe.

Maine andar chhoda.

Lund dhadakta, har dhadak pe thoda aur. Doodh unke seene se meri chhati pe, thanda hota hua. Cum unkeandar, bahar nahi nikalne diya, kamar daba ke rakha, gaand ke laal pe haath. Unki saans toot ke. Aankh band.Phir khuli. Mere munh pe doodh ki line thi, unhone anguthe se ponchhi, apne honth pe rakh di jaise bachpanmein malai nikaal ke deti thin. Boli, Pee. Maine chaata. Maa ka gesture, lohe ke baad. Unki ungli meri zubaan perahi, phir mere baal theek kiye, bun se giri hui latt ke peeche. Main ab bhi andar.

Unki gaand pe mere haath ka laal. Chut se doodh aur meri geel mil ke sheet pe. Boli, Beta, kal office hai. Mainekaha, Kal bhi yahi doodh hai.

Dosto, kal raat unki gaand pe mere haath ka laal subah tak utra nahi. Nighty ke cotton ke peeche hip pe daag,jaise lohe ki mohar jo kapda chhupata nahi. Main 25. WFH. Noida wali firm, Slack, camera band, hollow. Ritu katext, lunch. Maine seen kiya, khola nahi. Kitchen se gas ki tick, elaichi, unki chappal tile pe. Steel glass fridgeke darwaze mein khada, ab usme dairy nahi, unka doodh jo kal raat chuchi se nikaal ke lund pe lagaya tha.Shaam ko inverter ki laal batti, tick. Koel Indira Nagar ke neem pe. Neeche Gupta Uncle ka TV, serial ka dhol,hasi. Front latch lohe ka, andar se. Hall mein Papa Vinod ki photo, ashirwad nahi, sirf kaanch.

Unka kamra. Ceiling fan slow, patte kaate, ek bulb peela, garmi mein peela aur geela. Palang ki chadar kal senamak, doodh sookh ke malai jaisi. Off-white cotton nighty, chhati pe do geele chakkar, express late, stannbhaari. Coconut oil gardan pe, doodh-skin, ubalte doodh ki khushbu. Pet pe stretch marks, meri paidaish kisilvery lakeerein. Woh 44, chehra 36 ka, hunched baithi palang ke kinare. Side table pe steel glass, upar thinlayer, unka hi. Bathroom ka darwaza aadha khula, bucket, bottles, towel pump ke neeche. Shared wall ke uspaar mera palang khaali. Meri kameez kursi pe. Unke saamne khada.

Maine kaha, Maa. Aaj kuch aur.

Unhone munh nahi uthaya. Pallu god mein. Fan ki hawa pallu hila rahi thi, chhati ke daag nahi chhupate.

Maine kaha, Main gaand mein lunga, doodh laga ke.

Unhone chehra chhupa liya. Dono hatheli se, poora. Jaise shabd se aankh bacha rahi hon. Saans bhaari,chuchi ke daag aur bade. Main khada raha. Force nahi, shabd ka intezaar. Unke pair kaanpe, chappal ek sarki,tile thandi. Main unke bun ko nahi chhua abhi. Latch ki taraf nahi dekha. Yeh unka kamra. Yeh unki haan honithi.

Phir boli, awaaz patli, kapti, Haan. Dheere. Beta, dheere.

Dosto, us haan ke baad unhone ghar nahi chhoda. Latch nahi khola. Pairon se mujhe bahar nahi dhakka diya.Unhone haan kaha, phir dheere zyada der nahi raha. Unhone mat kaha, ruk kaha, sheet pakdi, royi, lekin yahinrahi. Yeh ghar doodh se chalta hai. Yeh raat lohe se.

Maine nighty ke teen button khole. Haath kaanpte nahi, lohe. Chhati giri, bhaari, nipple gehre, pehle se leak, ekboond pet ki lakeer pe. Maine daahni chuchi muh mein li. Pee. Garam, meetha namak, let-down, unka wincephir rahat jaise subah ke pump mein hoti thi, ab meri zabaan pe. Baayin taraf haath, doodh nikaala hatheli pe.Safed, patla, garam, malai nahi, asal doodh, utna jitna hatheli bhar. Lund pe lagaya, sir se jhad tak, chamak,doodh ki thin dhaar kalaai pe. Unki gaand ke ched pe ungli, usi doodh se, geela. Unhone chehra chhupayerakha, sheet ke takye mein. Boli, Beta, dheere, tune kaha tha dheere. Maine kaha, Maa, pehle doodh.

Pehle unki chut. Pair khole, raan naram, pasina, summer. Beech ka baal geela. Geeli pehle se, sharm aurbhookh mil ke, kal raat ki yaad. Lund chut mein slide, garam, tight, andar tak. Maa, maine kaha. Beta, unhonekaha, aah, uhh. Dheere, taaki unka paani aur doodh mil jaaye, lube do jagah. Chuchi se doodh meri chhati petapka, thanda hote hote ek safed nadi. Inverter tick. Fan. Koel. Palang meek. Unki ungli meri peeth pe. Mainunke andar chut mein kaanpta, chuchi choosta, phir nikaala, lund chamak, doodh aur geel, sir mota.

Unhe palta. Pet neeche, gaand upar, marks bed se. Kal wala laal ab bhi, meri hatheli jaisa nishaan. Maine donohaath se gaand kholi. Ched chhota, sikuda, sharm se ring tight. Doodh ungli pe, steel glass se nahi, seedhachuchi se. Pehli ungli, pressure, andar ki naram garmi, burn nahi abhi, sirf bhar. Unhone fist sheet mein bandki. Aah. Uhh. Beta, jalan. Maine kaha, Maa, saans lo. Doosri ungli. Tight, khichti. Doodh tapka, raan pe safedline, stretch marks side se chamke peele bulb mein. Nighty kamar pe jami, kapda muh tak sarka hua.

Phir lund. Sir ched pe. Pressure, gol, doodh se slippery lekin ched chhota. Unke muh se aah toot ke, jaiseshabd nahi, hawa nikal. Main dheere, sirf sir. Itna tight ki kaleja khinchta, jaise lohe ki ring. Unke naakhun sheetmein, mutthi safed. Mat, beta, mat, bahut jalan, nikal. Maine ruka, nikaala nahi, doodh aur lagaya, chuchi seseedha nikaal ke ched pe, safed pool, patla, behta. Phir dabaya. Sir ghusa. Unka muh khula, awaaz nahi, phiruhh, fati hui, aah tuti. Main Maa bola. Unhone Beta, dheere, dheere, haan, ruk, nahi ruk, aah.

Inch. Do. Poora nahi. Unki peeth kaanpi, kandhe, bun bigda. Doodh dono chuchi se chadar pe do dhaare, peelelight mein safed. Main haath unke khule baal mein, kaan ke peeche. Phir aur. Gaand ne liya, dheere, ring khuli,phir poora baitha, jhad tak, meri raan unki raan se. Dosto, maa ki gaand mein lund, doodh lube, Lucknow kiband khidki, lohe ka latch. Unki mutthi sheet mein. Main still raha taaki woh le, taaki jalan se le lena alag pal ho.Saans. Fan. Unhone kaha, Andar hai. Poora. Jalan. Lekin aaah. Reh. Beta, reh. Main raha.

Phir main hila. Pehle chhota nikaal, chhota ghus. Phir nahi. Dheere khatam. Phir loha. Nikaala lamba, ghusapoora, gaand khulti, pakadti, doodh foam jaisa ched pe, bubble, toot. Unki awaaz toot, aah, uhh, mat, aur,wahan, maa, nahi, beta, haan. Sheet fist, kheench, phir se, chaddar nikalne lagi palang se. Palang meek, paaye.Shared wall. Neeche Gupta ka clap track. Main Maa kehta raha. Maa ki gaand. Maa ka doodh. Unki chuchi sedoodh nikalta har dhakke pe, jism daba, let-down dhakke se. Main jhuka, ek chuchi muh, choosa, lund gaandmein, doodh gale mein ek saath. Unhone mere baal pakde, kheenche, chhode nahi. Maa wala haath, beta waladard. Sharm, dard, bhookh, teeno unke gale se aah ban ke.

Dosto, dheere wala waada unki haan ke saath mar gaya. Main nikaalta, ghusata, rhythm jo ghar ka nahi, loheka. Unki gaand soojti, ring pakadti, har baar thodi aur khulti, har baar jalti. Doodh khatam nahi hota tha. Mainchuchi dabaata, hatheli bhar, ched pe phir, lund pe phir, taaki jalan geeli rahe. Unka muh takye mein, awaazdabti, aah uhh aah, toot ke. Kabhi Beta nikalta, kabhi mat, kabhi wahan, jaise woh khud nahi jaanti kaun sashabd sahi. Main jaanta. Andar. Aur. Unki peeth pasine se chamak, coconut oil mil ke, doodh mil ke. Merikameez kursi pe dekhti rahi. Short taangon pe atka. Fan ne hawa di, unke geele ched ko thanda, unhonekaanpa, uhh, thandak bhi jalan. Main haath unki chut pe le gaya, gaand mein lund, chut pe ungli, do munh eksaath chhoo. Unki mutthi sheet. Palang ki paaye meek. Inverter ki tick tez lagi. Main Maa bola, bar bar, jaisenaam se unhe yahin rakhna. Unhone kaha, Beta, itna, pet tak mehsoos, aah, nikal mat, nikal, pata nahi. Mainnahi nikala.

Unhone haan kaha tha. Ab main nahi puchhta. Tez. Gaand laal, kal se zyada, thappad ke bina bhi. Doodh aurunka andar ka geel mil ke safed, raan se pair tak girta. Unka rona, namak, aankh takye pe. Woh nahi uthi.Bathroom nahi bhaagi. Kamra nahi chhoda. Main baal kheench ke muh uthaya. Dekho, Maa. Unhone aankhgeeli, dekha, sharm se nahi, liye jaane se. Beta, itna kathor kyun. Maine kaha, Doodh meetha tha. Yeh loha hai.

Beech mein nikaala. Ched khula chhoda, sooj, doodh aur mera geel tapakta, ek lambi safed dhaar raan pe.Unki saans bhaagi. Main unhe wapas palta, pet upar, aankh meri aankh. Lund chut mein daala. Geeli, khuli, aahalag, woh aah jo chut ki hoti hai, naram, bhookhi, gaand wali jalan ke saath mix, jaise do dard ek pet mein.Doodh aur gaand ka foam chut ke honth pe mila. Main lambe, unka pet uthha, marks hilte, chhati dono taraf.Unhone mere kandhe kaata, dheere, maa jaisi nahi, aurat. Beta, boli, chut mein rakh, nahi, pata nahi, matnikaal. Main nahi nikala. Pandrah pal, inverter ke digits, unka pehla paani yahan, chhota, aah aah, doodh uchhlachuchi se meri chhati pe. Main choosta raha, ek taraf, doosri taraf haath. Phir nikaala, wapas gaand, ab sooj ketight, unki fist sheet, pair khule, nighty gardan pe atki. Phir chut. Phir gaand. Source ke do munh. Dosto, maaab do jagah se khul gayi. Unki chut ne pakda, gaand ne jalaaya, doodh ne geela rakha. Steel glass side table pekaanpa, layer toot, ek boond wood pe.

Main unke upar, pet pe daba, gaand mein wapas, poora. Chuchi meri mutthi. Pinch. Aah. Doodh ki dhaar merikalaai pe, garam, phir thandi nadi. Inverter clock pillow pe, laal digits, gyarah. Koel ruk ke phir. Main tez. Unkikamar meri hatheli. Kal wala spank, aaj phir, gaand pe thappad, doodh uchhla, chuchi se doosri dhaar. Maa,andar gaand mein dalunga, bhar ke rakhna. Unhone kaha, Beta, bhar, mat, bhar, aah, uhh. Baccha nahi.Bharna. Cum andar. Unki aankh se paani, muh se aah, chuchi se doodh, gaand se main. Teen dhaare. Mainunke kaan mein, Maa. Unhone, Beta. Utna hi naam, rassi.

Jab aaya to gaand mein. Lamba, kaanpta, har dhakka andar, jhad tak. Safed nikaala unke andar, phir ched sebahar, doodh ke saath mil ke, raan, sheet, pairon ke beech pool. Unki chut bhi geeli, uska paani, mil ke sirfsafed, koi rang nahi. Main nahi nikaala turant. Lund dhadka unki gaand mein, har dhadak pe unka wince, uhh.Unka rona dheema, siski, namak.

Phir woh haath, maa wala, mere sar pe aaya. Baal set kiye. Kaan ke peeche daale, jaise hamesha set karti hain.Steel glass ki raat jaisi ungli, ab lohe ke baad bhi. Boli, Accha beta. Awaaz phati, gale se. Unhone meri honthponchhe, doodh, apne pallu se, nighty ke geele kone se. Uske baad bhi loha andar tha, lund ab naram hotagaand mein, phir nikaala, ched se safed nikaal. Latch band raha. Ghar nahi chhoda unhone. Mera kamra nahibheja. Shared wall ke us paar khaali palang. Koel. Gupta ka TV band ho chuka. Fan. Unki chuchi ab bhi tapakti,meri chhati pe thanda doodh.

Main khada hua, kaanpta. Peela bulb. Unki gaand khuli, laal, ched se safed nikalta, dheere, jaise koi bottletapak. Chut bhi, honth geele, doodh wahan bhi laga. Pair, takhne, chappal ke paas tile pe boondein, safed.Nighty pet pe gudiya jaisi atki. Unhone munh takye se uthaya, aankh laal, bun kharab. Boli, Beta, main uth nahipaungi abhi. Maine kaha, Maa, mat utho. Yeh ghar hai. Unhone mera sar dabaya, chuchi meri taraf, ab bhibhaari, ab bhi dena.

Woh bathroom nahi jaa paayi turant. Doodh, cum, pairon se safed. Unhone mujhe kaha, Aa, muh saaf kar. Mainunka doodh choos ke saaf kiya.

Dosto, kal raat ke baad unki chaal hi bata rahi thi ki ghar lohe mein aa chuka hai. Bathroom late gayi thi. Paironpe safed, doodh jo lube bana, cum jo gaand se neeche beha, farse pe sookh ke lakeer. Unhone kaha tha, Aa,muh saaf kar. Maine unki chuchi choos ke saaf kiya tha. Aaj phir Lucknow ki garmi. Indira Nagar ki gali, koel ekdafa, phir chup. Do manzila ghar, aage lohe ka kunda band. Hall andhera. Papa Vinod ki photo kaanch kepeeche, koi aashirwad nahi, sirf deewar.

Kitchen ki tube jal rahi thi, ek kosa kaala, makkhi ka daag. Gas band. Sink mein katori, kal ki daal ki khushboo.Inverter kone se bhinbhinata, woh naasur wali awaaz. Counter pe steel glass ulta, munh neeche. Wahi glassjisme sau raaton dairy doodh garam karke deti thi, jise main peeta tha aur so jata tha. Aaj uska munh maineseedha kiya. Thanda. Haath mein wazan.

Maa nighty pehne aayi. Cotton, halki cream, do button pehle se khule kyunki stann bhaari the, nikaalne meinlate. Dono taraf kapde pe geele gol, chuchi chipki, daag failte hue. Stretch marks gale ke paas se dikhte, meripaidaish ki silvery lakeer. Coconut oil kaan ke peeche. Ilaichi aur doodh ki chamdi ki mehak, jo hamesha unkesaath rehti hai. Baal bun, pin dhili. Chappal ke neeche kitchen ka tile, thanda.

Maine kaha, Maa, aaj yeh glass.

Unhone glass dekha, phir mera munh. Kal raat ki thakaan aankh mein. Gaand mein jalan hogi, pata tha, chaalmein thi. Boli, Beta, bottle mein nikaal doon. Bucket mein rakh doongi jaise saal bhar kiya.

Maine kaha, Pehle khatam. Ab isme. Phir tere muh mein. Aaj gala.

Unka saans ruka. Sharm. Phir woh bhookh jo sharm ke neeche se nikal aati hai aur unhe apne kamre bhej nahipaati. Unhone hall ke andhere ko ek nazar diya, Papa ki taraf, phir nahi dekha. Maine kaha, Ghutnon pe.

Woh kitchen ke farse pe ghutnon ke bal aa gayi. 44 saal, 36 dikhti, cream nighty, chhati aage ko do bhaari gol.Itni neeche ki unka munh mere pet ke saamne aa gaya. Maine shorts ke naare khole, neeche kiye. Lund pehlese khadi, garam, nasein, sir chamak, kal raat ki yaad abhi chamdi pe. Unki aankh uspe ruki. Boli, Beta, dheere.

Maine kaha, Kal dheere tha. Aaj nahi.

Haath bun mein. Pin nikal, kale baal meri mutthi mein, coconut oil ungliyon pe chipka. Maine unka munh lundpe lagaaya. Pehle honth, garam, thode sukhe. Phir zabaan, ek line neeche se upar. Phir sir andar. Unhone aahdabi nikaali, naak se saans. Maine aur daala. Gala. Unka munh naram, phir tight jab gale ki ring ne pakda.Aankhen badi. Paani turant. Maine baal kheenche, munh meri jaanugh tak. Naak meri khal pe dabi. Unhonekhaansa. Gag. Woh geeli gadbad awaaz steel bartan pe lagi. Thook chin pe, meri lund pe, nighty ke gale pe ektaar.

Maine nikaala. Laar ki taar honth se sir tak, toot ke unki chhati pe. Aankhen laal. Boli, Beta, ruk. Gale se atki huiawaaz.

Maine kaha, Muh khol.

Khola. Jeebh kaanpti. Main wapas. Is baar tez. Baal mutthi, doosra haath gardan ke peeche, lohe jaisa, taakigala seedha rahe. Lund andar, nikal, andar, honth khichte, daant unhone nahi lagaye. Gag phir. Aankh ka paani,bina roye, jism ka. Tube ki roshni geele gaal pe safed. Main unki aankh dekh raha tha, woh meri. Maa. Galemein lund. Koel bahar ek dafa. Inverter. Unka thook mere ande tak behta, garam, chipchipa, meri taang se tiletak.

Main tez kiya. Har dhakke pe unka gala meri lund ko nigalta, phir dhakelta, phir haar jata. Bun poora khula. Baalmeri kalaai pe, mere pet pe. Nighty ka strap kandhe se utra, ek stann bahar, bhaari, nipple gehra brown, doodhki ek boond late hone se, tile pe giri, chhoti, safed. Unka gag lagataar. Uhh. Uhh. Muh bhar ke shabd nahi, sirfgale ki. Maine sar aage peeche hilaaya, jaise glass dho raha hoon. Unki ungliyan meri taangon pe, naakhunandar, mat nahi ban paya. Phir unhone taang dabaayi, chhodne ke liye nahi, girne se bachne ke liye. Geeliawaaz, ghk ghk, kitchen ke tile pe echo. Unki aankh upar meri, paani ki line naak ke kinare, kohl nahi, sirf jism.Muh se laar nikal ke meri jaanugh pe, garam dhaar. Main unke baal aur kheencha, maatha mere pet se, lundgale ki nali mein ragad khaati. Unhone uhh nikaali, toot ke, aur phir bhi munh nahi band kiya.

Maine andar rok ke rakha. Poora. Unki naak meri khal mein, saans nahi, ek, do, teen, chaar. Aankhen aur badi,paani, ghabrahat, gale ki nali meri chamdi pe kaanpti. Phir maine chhoda. Khaansi lambi, kitchen mein phaili.Thook farse pe. Gale pe laal ring, meri mutthi jaisi. Boli, Beta. Itna hi. Awaaz kachi, toot ke.

Maine steel glass unki chhati ke neeche kiya. Nighty ke baaki button. Cotton pet pe gira, hem unki raanon peikattha. Dono stann bahar, bhaari, stretch marks ke upar doodh ki chamdi si chamak. Maine daayan pakda jaisewoh khud karti hain locked bathroom mein, angutha nipple pe, mutthi se dabaya. Pehle dhaar nahi, phir let-down, unka wince, aah, phir pressure girne ka relief. Doodh nikal aaya. Steel mein awaaz. Tink. Tink. Tink.Garam doodh ka steel se takrana. Sau raaton dairy ki awaaz, ab unke jism ki. Jo saal ba saal towel pe fenka,bottle mein chhupa, ab mere glass mein. Haath garam ho gaya steel se. Doodh ki surface hilti, tube ki roshniuspe safed daag. Unki chuchi meri mutthi mein kaanpti, nipple se ab bhi dhaar, maine anguthe se rok kechhoda, phir dabaya, phir rok.

Baayan. Same. Unka sar jhuka, baal chehre pe, muh khula saans ke liye. Glass aadha se zyada. Safed, uparpatli malai, garam bhaap tube ki roshni mein. Mehak doodh ki chamdi, coconut, thodi khari. Maine kaha, Dekh.Yeh tu hai. Yeh glass ab tera nahi, mera, lekin isme tu hai.

Unhone dekha. Sharm ne aankh ferayi, bhookh ne wapas laayi. Boli, Beta, itna mat dikha. Yeh ghin aati hai.

Maine kaha, Ghin nahi. Pee jaayega.

Glass counter pe. Doodh hil raha. Phir unka munh. Baal pakde, ab khule baal, mutthi bhar, oil aur pasina. Gala.Ab nangi chhati mere saamne, nipple laal mere dabaav se, ek ek boond ab bhi. Lund unke gale mein dubki,nikal, dubki. Main unki aankh dekhta raha. Unhone band nahi ki. Maine kaha, Aankh band mat kar. Rakhi khuli.Paani, kohra, meri taraf. Gag. Uhh. Main unke sar ko rok ke poora andar, naak dabi, pet unki maath se, phirchhoda. Laar. Line gaal se honth, honth se meri lund, lund se unki nangi chuchi.

Kitchen ka farsa unke thook se chamak raha tha. Ek chappal utri, doosri pair mein. Mere shorts ghutne pe atke.Unka haath meri jaanugh se uth ke lund ke neeche aaya, ande sambhale, naram, maa wala haath. Main loha.Yeh dono ek saath. Jab main nikaalta unhone zabaan nikaali, sir geela rakhne. Gale mein dard, pata tha, phirbhi zabaan. Bhookh. Sharm ke upar bhookh. Unhone mujhe apne kamre nahi bheja. Yahin rahi, ghutnon pe,munh khula, aankh meri.

Maine kaha, Maa, nikalne wala hoon. Muh.

Unhone muh khola. Jeebh bahar, kaanpti, thook se chamak. Aankh meri. Main lund us jeebh pe ragda, garamsir, phir pehla dhakka jeebh pe, safed, gadha, garam. Unki aankh band hui ek pal, phir khuli. Doosra honthonpe, chin pe. Teesra maine steel glass uthaya, lund ka sir kinaare pe, baaki andar, unke doodh ke upar. White pewhite. Unka garam, mera garam. Steel mein mil ke do rang nahi rahe, ek.

Unke honth pe meri cheez padi rahi, unhone poori nahi nigali. Ruki. Maine ungli glass mein daali, ghumaya.Doodh aur cum ek hue. Thoda gadha, thoda paani, upar malai toot ke mix. Mehak doodh ki, thodi khari, thodimeri. Ungli nikaal ke unke honth pe phela di. Unhone choosa, khud. Phir maine glass unke munh pe lagaya.

Maine kaha, Pee le.

Sir chhota sa hila, nahi. Aankh geeli. Boli, Beta…

Maine kaha, Beta nahi. Ab tu pee. Tera doodh. Main. Pee le, maa.

Glass honth pe. Unhone meri kalaai pakdi, kaanpti, woh maa wala pakad jaise bukhar dekhte hain. Pee. Pehlighoont munh mein rakh ke ruki, swaad pehchaane, apna doodh, meri nikaas, steel ki thandak. Phir nigali. Galemein dard. Aankh se paani, ab rona, asli, honth se glass pe tapka. Doosri ghoont. Teesri. Main sar nahi pakdetha. Unhone khud kiya. Ghutne tile pe kaanpte. Chhati nangi, nipple se boond, nighty pet pe gili. Rona choop,siski, glass honth se nahi hata. Sharm. Dard. Bhookh. Teenon ek saath unke gale se utre. Sau raaton yeh glassmere honth pe aata tha, dairy, garam, unka haath meri maath pe. Aaj ulta. Unka doodh, meri cum, unka gala.Woh peeti rahi, ghutne tile pe, chhati nangi, aur kamre ki taraf nahi bhaagi.

Maine kaha, Saara.

Saara. Aakhri katre, steel ki thandi teesi zabaan pe. Unhone wo bhi chaat. Phir glass farse pe, khaali sa, andarfilm chipki.

Woh uthi nahi. Ghutnon pe rahi. Rona aa raha tha, gaal geele, honth safed, doodh aur cum ki line chin se nightyke gale tak. Gala laal, kachcha. Awaaz nahi. Maine unke baal kaan ke peeche kiye, aankh dikhe, jaise woh merimaath saaf karti thi subah. Soft. Lohe ke baad.

Unhone khaansa. Phir boli, Beta. Kachi. Boli, Beta, gale mein jalan hai.

Maine kaha, Pata hai.

Woh ab bhi nahi uthi. Nahi boli, Apne kamre ja. Nangi chhati, cream nighty ikatthi, ghutne laal tile se. Unhonemeri naram padti lund dekhi, unke thook aur doodh se geeli, phir mera pet, jahan unki laar sookh rahi thi.Unhone nighty ke kone se meri khal saaf ki, woh maa wala kapda, bartan nahi, beta. Phir mere chehre kodekha. Phir muh khola.

Dheere. Jeebh zyada bahar nahi, sirf honth, ek ungli jitna faasla, kachcha gala, dard, aur phir bhi khula. Jaisekeh rahi ho main yahin hoon. Ghar se nahi jaa rahi. Bond. Maine angutha honth pe rakha. Unhone choosa. Phirmuh aur khola. Maine naram lund honthon pe lagayi. Unhone andar li, dheere, dard ke saath, gale ki yaad kesaath, aur pakde rakha. Aankh band nahi. Dekhti rahi. Meri ungli baal mein, ab kheench nahi, sahlaati. Unkiungli meri taang pe, naram.

Inverter. Koel. Kunda. Kitchen mein doodh, steel, sex, coconut.

Jab unhone chhoda, awaaz kachi nikli. Glass khaali. Unke honth safed. Boli, Ab khush? Maine kaha, Maa, abshuru hua.

Dosto, agle din unka gala kachcha tha. Subah chai mein adrak, pyaali kaanpti, boli kuch nahi. Bathroom ka lockkhula raha. Bottles bucket mein aadhi. Steel glass sink pe ulta, kal raat wala, jisme unka doodh aur mera cummila tha. Ab sookha. Main WFH. Camera off. Slack ke neeche unki awaaz ghumti rahi. Ab khush. Maine kahatha, Maa, ab shuru hua.

Shaam saat. Indira Nagar ki gali sookhi. Koel doosre ghar ke neem pe. Gupta Uncle neeche TV, serial ki hansi,phir koi ad. Hum upar, do manzil. Lohe ka latch andar se. Papa ka photo hall mein, Vinod, deewar pe. Hum nahidekhe us pal.

Unki nighty peach, cotton, do button pehle se geele. Doodh ne gol daag bana diye, ek seene pe bada, doosrepe chhota. Unhone pallu se chhipaya, pallu bhi geela. Woh palang ke kinaare jhuki baithi, seene bhaari, aajkaafi nahi nikaala. Coconut oil, elaichi, doodh ki malai jo garam bartan pe jamti hai. Woh smell ab ghar ki saansthi.

Maine kaha, Maa.

Boli, Beta, gala dard karta hai. Aaj munh mat laga.

Maine kaha, Munh nahi. Aaj aur.

Unka silai ka dabba almari ke upar tha. Neeli tin, dhakkan dheela, saalon se yahi. Andar naapne ka feeta, safedchalk, suiyan, kaale dhage ki goli, do safety pin. Aur clips. Kaagaz wali, chhoti, chaandi si, pattern pakadne ki.Do badi, sasta loha, muh kathor, daant andar, jo pallu silte waqt kapda thamti hain. Dukaan ki nahi, woh walinahi. Ghar ki. Jo is ghar ke kapde jodti rahi.

Maine tin uthayi. Dhakkan khula. Tink.

Unhone dekha. Samajh gayin shabd se pehle. Aankh neeche. Sharm. Woh sharm jo ab bhook se ladti hai. Boli,Yeh kya, beta. Yeh kapde ke.

Maine kaha, Chuchi pe. Taaki doodh ruk ke, maar khake, nikal.

Unka sar nahi ki taraf hila, chhota sa. Phir uth ke khadi ho gayin. Nighty ke baaki button khud khole. Donostann bahar, bhaari, nipple gehre, stretch marks meri paidaish ke, silvery. Doodh ki boond pehle se tipak rahithi. Tube light safed. Parda neela, thoda khula, gali ki peeli batti. Palang pe phool wali chadar, ek kone pe kal kasookha daag.

Maine unhe palang ke kinaare bithaya. Khud saamne ghutne pe. Tin bagal mein, dressing table ke kinaare,chalk ki dibiya ke paas. Pehli clip kaagaz wali. Daahni chuchi pakdi, garam, bhaari. Clip ka muh khola. Nipple keupar dabaya. Daant ne pakad liya.

Unka muh khula. Aah. Uhh. Aankh band. Doodh ek lambe dhaage jaisa nikal ke meri kalaai pe, phir shorts pe.Maine doosri taraf badi wali uthayi, silai wali, lohe ka muh. Baayen nipple. Kati.

Aaah. Maa. Beta, mat. Dard.

Maine kaha, Maa, ruko. Doodh nikalne do is tarah.

Woh baithi rahi, dono haath mere kandhon pe. Clips tube light mein chamak rahi thin. Chuchi pehle se laal.Doodh clips ke daanton se tapka, nighty ke pet pe geela. Unki saans meri maathhe pe. Unki aankh mein sharm,dard, bhookh, teeno ek saath, jaise teen button ek hi kapde pe. Unki nighty ab kapda nahi rahi, geeli khal. Tubelight unke stann pe safed, clips ka palat. Gali se koel. Inverter ne ek click diya, fan slow ho ke phir chala. Mainunke seene ka wazan hatheli se tolta raha, doodh ki garam nami, coconut oil jo unhone subah lagaya tha aurab pasine mein mil gaya.

Maine unhe aage jhukaya. Haath sirhane pe. Gaand upar. Nighty kamar tak sarki, cotton ka guchha. Neechechut geeli, baal geele, raan ke beech unka paani. Stretch marks raanon pe halki. Steel glass kitchen mein padaraha, is kamre mein sirf tin thi, aur loha jo ab unki chuchi pe tha.

Maine pehle hatheli pheri. Garam. Phir uthayi. Maara.

Ek.

Unki awaaz toot ke. Aah.

Doodh clips se fawwara nahi, asal leak, jhatke se, chadar pe do boond, phir teen. Seene hil ke, pressure tootke. Full the. Maar lagi, doodh nikal.

Maine kaha, Gino, maa.

Do.

Thappad tez. Haanth ki laal unki gaand pe, daahni. Woh kaanpin. Uhh. Beta, zor.

Teen. Chaar. Paanch.

Har maar pe stann hilte, clips khinchti, doodh nikalta. Maar se pressure tootta. Meri mutthi unki kamar pe.Lund shorts mein kathor. Unki geeli chut hawa mein kaanpti. Nighty ka peach ab seene pe transparent, doodhne kapda piya. Unka doodh meri taang pe bhi girta, garam, phir thanda. Har thappad pe seene jhatakte, ekdhaar, doosri dhaar, clips ke daanton se. Main gin ke maarta, haath ki garmi unki gaand pe, laal gehra hota.Unki ungliyan sirhane ki chadar mein phans. Shared wall ke us paar kuch nahi. Sirf yeh maar, yeh leak, yehginti.

Chhe. Saat. Aath.

Unhone chadar muh mein daba li. Phir nikaali. Boli, Beta, gin. Main ginti sunun. Maa sunegi.

Nau. Das.

Gaand laal, dono taraf. Ungli ke nishaan. Chut se paani raan pe lambe dhaage. Doodh nighty ke cotton mein.Clips ke neeche nipple sujhe, laal. Unka rona moan mein mil gaya.

Gyarah. Barah.

Aaah. Uhh. Wahan. Mat. Aur. Maa. Beta. Hmm. Aaah.

Terah. Chaudah. Pandrah.

Maine haath rok ke unki chut mein do ungli daali. Geeli. Garam. Andar tak. Unhone pair khole, khud. Mainekaha, Garbh tak jaunga. Bhar ke rakhunga. Lund chut se bahar nahi aaj.

Unhone sar hilaya. Nahi. Nahi beta. Baccha nahi. Duniya kya karegi. Gupta. Photo.

Phir unhone ghutne aur khol diye. Ghutne kapde ki tarah nahi khule, darr ke saath. Sar na, pair haan. Main unkiraan pakad ke aur kholi, nighty pet pe guchha, clips chamak, doodh raan pe ek lambe dhaage jaisa.

Dosto, nahi aur haan ek hi jism se nikalte hain. Sar na karta raha, taange meri taraf khulti rahi. Munh nahi kehta.Chut kehti rahi. Woh mujhe kamre se nahi nikaalti. Mera kamra andhera pada, shared wall ke us paar. Yahipalang. Yahi maa.

Maine shorts utaare. Lund unki chut pe. Doodh jo meri hatheli pe tapka tha, usse maalish, unka doodh lube,garam, thoda chipchipa. Sir ghusa. Phir poora, ek dhakka, unke pet tak.

Unka muh. Aah. Beta andar. Uhh. Itna.

Maine kaha, Lund chut se bahar nahi. Raat bhar nahi. Maa ko bhar ke rakhna hai. Garbh mein naam nahi, ras.Bharna. Andar hi dalunga.

Unhone phir sar hilaya. Nahi. Baccha nahi hoga. Main nahi. Duniya nahi.

Ghutne aur khule. Pair meri kamar pe lapete. Nakhun. Unki gold chain tedhi, pasine mein. Clips tink, chhoti si,har saans pe.

Maine mara. Gehra. Palang ki paaye sarki. Shared wall. Inverter kone mein, laal batti, ek click. Fan slow. Koelbahar ruk ke phir boli. Neeche serial ki dholak.

Har dhakke pe clips bajti, tink tink. Doodh unke seene se meri chhati pe, garam, phir thanda. Unki chuchi laal,kasi, dard. Woh choosne ko munh aage karti, main nahi deta pehle. Pehle maar. Phir doodh.

Maine unki gaand pe phir maara, ginti ke beech. Solah. Lund andar hi. Satrah. Chut nichodti. Atharah. Unkiawaaz toot. Aaah. Beta. Chuchi khol. Dard. Aaah.

Maine kaha, Thoda aur. Maa ki chut bharoon pehle. Phir clip.

Kaan mein, saans garam. Main tujhe bharunga. Subah bhi lund yahi. Doodh upar se, cum neeche se. Garbhnahi maangta duniya wala. Nahi maangta pet mein baccha. Maangta hoon ki tu leke soye. Bhar ke. Chut band,meri. Bahar ek boond nahi.

Unki aankh geeli. Boli, Beta, pagal. Baccha nahi. Phir bhi. Aaah. Wahan. Gehra. Hmm. Aur. Maa le leti hai teraras. Garbh nahi. Tujhe. Andar.

Maine unka muh pakda, honth. Phir jhuka. Daahni clip ke bagal se, doodh choosa jo daanton se nikal raha tha.Meetha namak. Unki hatheli mere baal mein, kheench, phir sahla. Maa wala. Soft. Jaise kal raat gala kachchakiya, aaj sar theek kar rahi ho. Unhone mere maathhe ki lat pasine mein theek ki, clip ke dard ke beech bhi.

Woh aayi pehle. Kaapti. Aah aah aah. Nakhun meri peeth pe. Doodh jhatke se, clip ke daanton se, meri zubaanpe, chadar pe, unke pet pe. Chut ne lund dabaya, paani, garam, lamba. Palang cheekha. Unka rona moan. Maanahi keh paayi, sirf Beta. Beta. Andar.

Main nahi nikla.

Inverter ki batti dekhi, laal. Main ginta raha dhakke, dheere, unke pehle paani ke baad. Woh itni sensitive. Mat.Uhh. Nikal. Mat nikal. Dono ek saans mein. Main hila, dheere, phir tez. Unke stann mere seene se ragad, clipsmeri chamdi kaatti. Unki raan meri kamar pe kaanpti, khulti hi rahi. Phone sirhane pe pada, time nahi dekha,sirf inverter, sirf fan ke pakhhe. Unka jism har dhakke pe kaapta, chut nichodti, doodh clips se tapakta. Mainunke pet pe hatheli rakh ke feel karta, bharna, woh gol nahi, sirf meri garmi. Unhone naakhun se meri peethkheenchi, boli, Hmm, wahan, aur, mat, aur. Sharm aankh mein, dard chuchi pe, bhookh chut mein. Main andarhi raha, lund chut se bahar nahi.

Maine kaha, Bahar nahi.

Unhone kaha, Mat nikal beta. Andar. Bhar. Sirf andar. Baccha nahi, tera ras. Maa le leti hai. Lund yahi rakh.Chut se bahar nahi.

Main gir gaya unke andar. Lamba. Naam, Maa. Maa ki chut. Unke pet pe meri hatheli. Feel. Bharna. Garam. Koibaccha nahi. Sirf bharna. Sirf woh ras jo unhone maanga. Palang ki paaye ab nahi sarki, sirf hamari saans. Unkigold chain mere honth pe. Main unke kaan pe Maa bola, unhone Beta. Doodh aur tel aur pasina ek hi chamdipe. Neeche Gupta ke TV ki volume. Upar hum.

Phir bhi andar raha. Lund naram nahi hua turant. Hum pade. Saans. Fan. Clips ab bhi, tink nahi, sirf wazan.Doodh unke pet pe thanda. Meri malai unke andar. Unhone mera muh ponchha, pehle, apne haath ke peechese, jaise kabhi doodh ki malai honth pe lag jaaye to ponchhti thin. Boli, Accha beta. Yahi rakh.

Maine pehle daahni clip kholi. Unka aaah, lamha lamba, doodh ek dhaar, jaise rok tuti. Nipple laal, gehra, daantke nishaan, suja. Maine munh lagaya, halka, choosa, dard kam, jo doodh daba tha nikal. Phir baayen. Coconutoil ki shishi nighty ke paas se. Tel ungli pe, laal chuchi pe, halka. Dono nipple laal, gehre, lohe ke baad mamta.Unhone meri ungli pakad ke tel thoda aur mangaya, us laal jagah pe. Main halka phera. Nighty pet pe geeliguddi. Chadar pe doodh ke daag, haath ke laal. Main ab bhi unke andar, dheere naram. Unhone mere baalseedhe kiye, maa wala, phir clip jo chadar pe padi thi uski taraf dekha.

Clip utha, chuchi laal. Unhone mera sar dabaya. Boli, Itna kathor kyun ho gaya. Maine kaha, Doodh meetha tha.Lohe ki zaroorat thi.

Dopahar dhal rahi thi jab ghar ki hawa bhi pasine jaisi ho gayi. Indira Nagar ki do manzila gali mein loodeewaron se takra rahi thi. Koel ne ek baar kaha, phir aam ke patte mein chup ho gaya. Hall ke inverter ka fandheere ghoom raha tha kyunki bijli gayi hui thi, peeli roshni Papa ki photo tak nahi pahunchti, sirf kaanch ka ekhalka chamak. Neeche Gupta Uncle ke kamre se TV aa raha tha, cricket, commentator ki bhaari awaaz, crowdka shor, woh purana set jiski volume hamesha zyada rehti hai jaise poori gali ko match dikhana ho. Ghar keandar doodh ki smell thi, nariyal tel, elaichi, aur unki skin ki woh meethi geel jo subah ke baad bottle mein nahigayi, towel mein nahi gayi, sink mein nahi gayi. Steel glass kitchen ki sink ke paas ulta pada tha. Dairy aajgaram nahi hua tha.

Maa safed cotton ki nighty mein kitchen se niklin. Kapda garmi ke liye patla tha, kandhe pe patli patti, hemghutnon ke neeche. Dono stannon ke neeche doodh ke gol daag pehle se khil rahe the, chhote nahi, failte hue,jaise koi chhapa kapde ke andar se saans le. Kal raat tailoring box ke paper clips unki chuchiyon pe laalnishaan chhod gaye the, do do rings. Aaj clips nahi the. Aaj sirf woh daag the, aur darwaze ki lohe ki kundi johamesha thandi rehti hai, jise main pachchees saal ka hoke bhi usi mutthi se pakadta hoon. Unki umar chaleeske paar, chehra chhattis, seena wahi bhaari jo is ghar ka raaz hai.

Phone vibrate hua. Amazon. Grocery. Char das minute. Atta, do packet dairy doodh jo ab steel glass mein kamhi jaata hai, unka sasta nariyal tel, namak.

Unhone nighty ka kandha kheench ke daag chhupane ki koshish ki. Boli, Beta, kapda badal lu. Awaaz meinsharm thi, uske neeche woh bhookh jo ab chhupati nahi. Maine kaha, Nahi. Darwaza yahi hai.

Maine unhe hall ke sil tak kheench liya. Marble pairon ke neeche thanda. Papa deewar pe, tez nahi dekh rahe,sirf kaanch. Main unke peeche khada ho gaya. Nighty ka hem upar kheencha, kapda unke pet pe jum gaya,doodh ke daag pet tak khinch aaye. Ek taang zameen, ek meri kamar pe. Kal raat ke bharne se unki chut geelithi, aaj ki sharm se aur geeli. Lund unke muh pe ragda, unki hi geel, phir andar. Dheere, poora, ek saans meinnahi. Woh aah ki. Uhh. Mat. Awaaz gale mein mar gayi jaise koi tala.

Maine kaha, Maa ki chut darwaze pe kyun tapak rahi hai. Unhone kaha, Beta, abhi aayega. Maine kaha, Isliye.Lund unke andar hi rakha. Ek haath unki kamar pe. Doosra haath kundi ke lohe pe, abhi se, jaise practice. Lohathanda tha, unki chut garam.

Bell baji. Do baar. Cycle bahar, plastic ke dabbe ki khadkhadahat, gali ki dhool, kisi ke radio pe purana gana.Unki chut ne meri lund ko kas liya. Doodh ke daag nighty pe failte gaye, pehle chuche ke neeche, phir pet tak,jaise kapde ke andar koi nadi khul gayi ho. Nighty ka safed ab wahan transparent hone laga jahan doodh necotton choos liya. Unki aankh meri taraf, mat, sirf honth. Maine kaha, Bolna. Unhone kaha, Beta, nikal. Mainekaha, Nahi.

 

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Maine unka muh apne kandhe pe dabaaya. Kundi kholi. Darwaza do inch. Dhoop ki ek patti andar aayi, unkegeele pair tak, nighty ke hem tak, floor ke us hisse tak jahan pehle hi ek boond gir chuki thi. Delivery ladkabahar tha, cap, brown bag, lagbhag bees. Woh humhe nahi dekh sakta tha. Sirf Maa ka ek kandha, ek aankh,darwaze ki sil, aur shayad nighty ka woh safed jo dhoop mein chamak raha tha. Main unke peeche chipka, lundunki chut mein, dheere hilata, itna dheere ki kapde ki silwat hi kaampe. Lohe ki kundi meri mutthi mein chhilrahi thi. Doosra haath unki pet pe, nighty ke geele daag ke neeche, taaki woh jhuk ke dikh na jaaye.

Ladke ne kaha, Grocery hai. Auntie. Maa ki awaaz tooti hui nikli, jaise gale mein doodh atka ho. Rakh do. PaiseUPI. Do lafz, beech mein saans kati, jaise koi rone ke kareeb ho.

Awaaz crack. Dar tha. Us dar ke neeche mera dhakka. Maine usi pal unhe andar se kasa, lund poora, rukaanahi. Unki aah honth ke peeche mar gayi, ek uhh jo hawa mein nahi nikla. Ladke ne bag sil pe rakh diya, plasticki khadkhadahat, atta ka wazan. Neeche Gupta Uncle ke TV pe chhakka laga, crowd chillaya, commentator kiawaaz deewar se aayi, jaise koi humare darwaze ke peeche khada ho. Main rukaa nahi. Nighty ke kapde kethrough unki chuchi se doodh nikal ke mere seene tak aa raha tha, phir cotton se hote hue marble pe gir rahatha. Safed. Garam. Kundi ke paas chhota sa talaab. Unki taang meri kamar pe kaanp rahi thi. Main hilata raha.Doodh ki ek dhaar nighty se nikal ke unki taang se hote hue floor pe giri, kundi ke bilkul paas.

Ladke ne QR dikhaya. Unke haath kaamp rahe the. Phone uthaya, UPI kiya, screen ki neeli roshni unke honthpe padi, unki nighty ke daag pe padi, unki kaampi hui ungliyon pe padi. Maine unki chut mein lund ghumaaya,ek chhota sa dhakka, kundi meri haddi se lagi. Unki awaaz phir crack. Thank you. Bas itna. Ladka muskuraaya,kuch nahi samjha, ya samajh ke nikal gaya. Cycle ki ghanti. Gali ki dhool. Radio ka gana toot gaya. Gupta Uncleke TV pe crowd phir se.

Maine darwaza band kiya. Kundi lohe ki, click, woh awaaz jo is ghar ko duniya se alag karti hai. Bag andarkhiska diya pair se, namak, tel, woh dairy ke packet jo ab bahana hain. Lund nahi nikala. Unhe wahi khadarakha, darwaze ki lakdi se peeth satayi, nighty ab wahan transparent jahan doodh ne kapda bhar diya tha.Dono stann saaf dikh rahe the, geele, bhaari, kal ke laal nishaan ke saath. Unki chut meri lund pe kaanp rahi thi.Floor pe doodh ki boondein kundi ke neeche fail rahi thin.

Maine kaha, Ab yahi. Khade. Unhone kaha, Beta, neeche TV. Gupta sun lega. Maine kaha, Gupta ko cricketdekhne do. Maa ko doodh nikalne do.

Ek pair zameen, ek meri kamar. Main unhe uthaye uthaye pelne laga, darwaze ki lakdi unki peeth pe, lohe kikundi mere ek haath mein ab bhi, jaise koi aur bell baja de to bhi main nikalunga nahi. Nighty pet pe lipat gayi,hem unki kamar pe jum. Doodh kapde se hota hua floor pe gir raha tha, kundi ke neeche, marble pe safeddhaage. Smell badh gayi, meethi, garam, ghar ki, Dettol nahi, unka, woh raaz jo kabhi lock ke peeche hota thaaur ab lohe ke peeche hai. Koel phir chup. Unki peeth darwaze ki lakdi pe paseene se chipak rahi thi. Mere ekhaath ki haddi kundi ke thande lohe se ragad kha rahi thi, doosra unki geeli chut ke upar nighty ke kapde kopakde hue.

Woh aah karne lagi, phir uhh, phir mat, phir aur. Aankh band. Honth kaate. Maine unki chuchi kapde ke upar sedabaayi, doodh ki dhaar nighty ko aur bhaari kar gayi, cotton seene se lipat gaya. Unhone mera sar pakda,ungliyan baal mein, woh maa wala haath jo hamesha theek karta hai. Mere maathhe ke geele baal peeche kiye.Boli, Accha beta. Awaaz rone jaisi. Phir, Dheere. Phir, Wahan. Main wahi mara. Inverter ka fan unki saans kesaath ghooma.

Unki pehli paani khadi khadi aayi. Chut ne kas ke pakda, taange kaanpin, doodh let-down se dono taraf futa,kapda sookh nahi paaya, floor pe talaab bada hua, kundi ke lohe tak. Woh us pal roti nahi thi, sirf kaanpti thi.Aah. Aaah. Maa. Beta. Maine kaha, Maa ki chut darwaze pe hi giregi. Unki aankhon mein paani. Sharm. Dard.Bhookh. Teeno ek saath. Kamre mein bhej nahi rahi thi. Haath darwaze ki lakdi pe, meri gardan pe, dono jagah.

Main rukaa nahi. Cricket neeche. Gali mein rickshaw. Lund unke andar lohe jaisa. Kal raat wala kalaam aaj bhimunh mein tha. Andar hi dalunga. Maa ko bhar ke rakhna. Garbh nahi, sirf bharna, raat bhar nahi, dopahar kedarwaze pe. Unhone sar hilaya, nahi, phir ghutne khol diye khade khade. Boli, Beta, nahi. Phir uhh. Phir, Aur.Phir, Pee le.

Maine unka doodh nighty ke cotton se choosa, kapda munh mein, garam malai, thoda namak, thoda elaichijaisa. Unhone meri thoothi ungli se ponchhi, woh chhota sa maa wala kaam, jaise main abhi bhi unka beta hoonjo glass pee ke so jaata hai. Boli, Munh saaf kar, beta. Main unki ungli choos ke wapas unki geeli chuchi pelaga. Nighty ab bilkul chipak gayi thi, do gol, do nadi, Papa ki photo ke saamne, Gupta ke TV ke upar.

Lund gehra. Unki gaand meri pet se takra rahi thi. Nighty ka hem ab unki kamar pe geela jum gaya tha. Floorpe doodh ka talaab kundi ke neeche fail raha tha, jaise loha doodh pee raha ho. Main unki chut ko nahi chhodraha tha. Woh rone lagi, asli, lekin muh khol ke doodh mere munh mein dene se nahi ruki. Boli, Pee ja beta. Maaka doodh. Awaaz ab bhi crack, jaise ladke ke saamne thi.

Doosri baar unki chut ne pakda, kamzor, kaanpti. Main andar hi gir gaya. Garam. Bhar ke. Unki taange merikamar pe kheench rahi thin. Main nahi nikla. Khade khade unke andar raha, kundi ab bhi mutthi mein, darwazaband, grocery bag sil ke paas namak ki tarah khada. Unka doodh floor pe tapak raha tha, nighty abtransparent, dono chuchiyan kapde ke peeche gol, geeli, laal nishaan ke saath. Unki saans toot rahi thi. GuptaUncle ke TV pe wicket giri. Main muskuraya nahi.

Unhone mera sar apne seene se lagaya, kapda geela, doodh meri cheek pe thanda hone laga. Boli, Itna kathorkyun. Maine kaha, Darwaza lohe ka hai. Unhone meri gardan pe haath phera, baal theek kiye, jaise office seaaya hoon, jaise kuch hua hi nahi. Woh ab bhi andar se kaanp rahi thi. Maine lund nahi nikala.

Latch band. Nighty transparent. Unhone kaha, Pagal hai. Maine kaha, Doodh nikal raha tha, kya karti. Unki chutmeri taraf kaanp rahi thi.

Pehle din ki subah inverter ki peeli batti hall ke switchboard pe kaampi. Koel ne Indira Nagar ki neem pe dobaar kaha, phir chup. Gali mein koi thela nahi. Neeche Gupta Uncle ke TV se kirtan, lohe ke latch tak. Mainkitchen mein khada tha. Gas ki tick. Steel glass khaali, sink ke kinare ulta. Fridge mein dairy wali bori band,pouches ki thandak. Aaj woh glass gai ka doodh nahi maangta tha.

Maa nighty mein aayin. Safed cotton, kal darwaze wali. Kamar ke neeche do daag sookh ke nakshe ban gayethe. Chuchi ke gher bhari, unka jhukna wahi tha jo dard se aata hai. Pad ke kone kapde se nikal rahe, geele.Coconut oil, elaichi, doodh ki malai. Unhone slab se phone uthaya, copies ke dher ke bagal, red pen abhi bhicopy pe. Pehla call, ek ladke ke papa. Teacher wali awaaz, gala kachcha. Boli, Beta ko bukhar hai, teen dintuition nahi. Doosri aunty. Wahi baat. Copies almirah mein dhak di. Phone rakh ke meri taraf dekha. Mainekaha, Maa. Unhone kaha, Beta, yeh ghar ab band hai.

Bathroom ka lock khula pada. Mirror pe bhaap nahi, sirf subah ki garmi. Pump sink pe, towel ke neeche. Bottlebucket mein khali, teen, plastic. Unhone haath pump ki taraf uthaya jaise saalon se uthati hain. Maine kalaaipakdi. Sink mein nahi. Unki aankh thaki, maa wali. Sharm bhi, dard bhi. Maine unhe chulhe ke paas stool pebithaya. Nighty ke teen button khole. Stretch mark, meri paidaish ke, chandi ki line. Muh left chuchi pe lagaya.Unki chuchi laal, sooji, kal ke daant ke paas.

Let-down ek pal late aaya, jaise hamesha. Phir dhaar, film wali nahi, asli, ek jhatka phir leak. Garam. Meethanamak. Mere chin pe tapka, collarbone pe. Unki ungli mere baal mein. Beta, aah. Main nigla, gale se pet tak,steel glass berozgaar. Pehla stann halka hua to unki saans lambi hui, pressure utra, aankh geeli. Doosra bhi.Pump ki zaroorat nahi padi. Unhone mera muh apne pallu se poncha. Maa wala kaam. Boli, Itna mat pee, petkharab. Maine kaha, Pet meri jagah hai.

Laptop unke kamre ki khidki ke paas. Dhoop aadhi, curtain ke phool pe. Noida wali firm, battees hazaar, stand-up, camera off. Unhe farsh pe bithaya, mere pair ke paas. Chatai pe unki gaand, nighty ghutne tak. Sar merijangh. Slack. Haan sir, sheet aaj. Cell mix. Unka muh meri kalaai pe. Kabhi soye, muh khula, doodh ki neend.Kabhi meri ungli chusi, jaise doodh ke baad bhi munh ko kaam chahiye. Ek call pe main unmute tha. Unhonelund short ke andar se pakda, ahista. Maine aankh dikhayi. Unhone hasi dabaayi. Daant dikhe. Phir haath semuh daba liya, kandhe kaampe. Woh hasi ghar mein aayi jaise koi khidki khul gayi. Gupta ke TV ne volumebadhaya. Main bhi muskuraya, phir unka sar sahlaaya. So, maa. Unhone kaha, Beta, tu pagal hai. Hasi ke baadbhi Maa. Hasi ke baad bhi Beta.

Dupahar ko doodh dubara bhar aaya. Pad fail, ek taraf se nikal ke pet tak. Cotton ka gola nighty se chipka, dogol geele, transparent. Maine unhe palang pe litaya. Pillow neeche, sheet kal se. Dono haath se stann dabaaye,hatheli bhari, garam, malai ungliyon se. Steel glass bed ke kinare pada, magar usme nahi daala. Us doodh kounki chut pe phelaaya, ungli andar, do, teesri. Kal raat ka cum abhi sticky, safed. Maine kaha, Bahar nahi.Unhone kaha, Beta, pet bhari hai. Lund ghusa, doodh lube, unki mark meri hatheli ke neeche. Aah. Uhh. Maa.Palang ki paaye. Main andar gira, ruka, nikal ke us mix ko unki gaand ke chhed pe lagaya. Ek ungli. Phir lund kasir. Sheet unki mutthi mein. Mat. Phir, Haan, dheere. Gaand ne pakda, tight, garam. Main doodh aur cum donowapas daalta raha, jaise bartan khali na chhode. Unki nighty kamar pe atki. Fan slow. Inverter ek baar click.Unki aankh mein paani, dard, bhookh, sharm. Unhone mujhe nahi bhagaya.

Shaam. Gas. Khichdi. Haldi, chawal, jeera. Unke haath kaanpte, chammach. Maine unka baal kaan ke peechekiya. Unhone meri plate aage sarkaayi. Kha, beta. Main khaaya. Unka doodh mere gale mein ab bhi tha. Hallmein Papa Vinod ki photo, shirt tuck, moochh. Humne uski taraf nahi dekha pehle din.

Raat. Nighty bheegti rahi. Doosra pad bhi fail. Fenka, bucket ke paas, pump ke saath. Seene dard, laal, bhari.Unhone kaha, Sula de. Main unke bagal soya. Lund unki raan ke beech. Do ungli unki chut mein rakhi taaki joandar tha baahar na aaye. Unhone kaha, So ja, beta. Koel ek baar. Latch band. Main soya nahi. Unki saans mericollarbone pe, doodh ki khal. Adhi raat ko unki chuchi ne dard se uthaya. Maine andhere mein munh lagaya.Unhone hmm kaha, phir mera naam nahi, sirf Beta.

Doosre din subah garmi tez. Dhoop khidki ke lohe pe. Pump nahi. Stool nahi. Palang. Main unke stann pemunh, woh meri god mein. Doodh zyada tha, aankh mein aaya, nigla. Unhone kaha, Pagal. Maine kaha, Maa.WFH. Is din unhe god mein bithaya. Lund unki chut mein, dheere, poora. Nighty uthhi kamar tak, doodh ke dochappe seene pe. Mute key laptop ke bagal. Stand-up. Lead poochta deadline. Unka aah aaya. Maine mutedabaya. Unhone apna haath daant se pakda taaki awaaz na nikle. Chuchi se doodh tapka meri shirt pe, Excelke neeche. Haan sir, aaj nikal dunga. Andar nikal raha tha. Call khatam. Unhone mera gala pakda. Beta, itnanahi. Main unka doodh choosa jab tak kamar nahi kaampi. Chut ne dabaaya. Paani. Doodh. Meri thigh geeli.Unki aah lambi. Phir rona nahi, sirf saans. Unhone mera muh poncha, thumb se, maa ki tarah.

Doosre din ke baad unka chalna dhima ho gaya. Kitchen tak aate pair ragar. Doodh ki boond farsh pe, chataipe. Unhone kaha, Gupta ne suna hoga. Maine kaha, TV unka tez hai. Unhone mere munh pe haath rakha,check, doodh. Poncha. Beta.

Doosre din ki dupahar unhone kaha, Ek din chhod. Bas aaj nahi. Aankh laal. Neend kam. Chuchi pe daant kenishan. Pump uthake bathroom ki taraf. Main peeche gaya. Lock nahi lagne diya. Palang pe wapas litaya. Sarstann pe. Umar meri pachees, unki chavalis, magar munh wahi jagah jo ghar ka hai. Doodh aaya. Unhone kaha,Mat. Phir aah. Phir hmm. Phir mere baal sahlaaye. Woh sawaal dhire se mar gaya, jaise neend. Ungli mere kaanke peeche ruki. Accha beta. Main peeta raha, dono taraf, jab tak unki mutthi meri gardan pe naram na ho gayi.Unka pet uthha. Chut mere lund pe baithi, dheere, godi mein, jaise neend se lad rahi hon. Main andar raha.Nikal ke bhi wapas. Cum unke andar. Doodh unke muh mein, apni ungli se, jo hatheli pe bachta. Pee le, maa.Unhone nigla. Beta, boli, gale se. Unki aankh band. Sawaal nahi tha.

Shaam doosri. Unhone meri shirt ka button lagaya jo doodh se chipak gaya tha. Pallu se muh poncha. Ordinarymaa, kitchen ki light. Phir palang, unke kamre, shared wall, fan. Gaand doosri baar. Doodh geela, hatheli se.Unki mutthi mere baal. Uhh. Aah. Mat nikal. Main nahi nikala. Bhar ke soye. Ungli ab unki gaand ke chhed perakhi, lund pet se laga. Pad nahi pehna. Seene raat bhar tapekte, do nadiyan. Sheet safed se chipchipi. Inverterki peeli batti phir kaampi. Unhone andhere mein kaha, Main maa hoon. Maine kaha, Haan. Unhone kaha, Phirbhi mat chhod. Main nahi chhoda.

Teesre din ki subah unki aankh sookhi. Maine unhe uthaya nahi, palang pe hi piya. Dhaar kam thi pehle, phirlet-down, unki kamar uthhi. Boli, Dard. Maine kaha, Niklega. Nikla. Unhone mera sar dabaya, na rokne ke liye,rakhne ke liye.

Teesre din hall mein dhoop seedhi thi, photo ke kaanch pe. Papa. Vinod. Shirt tuck. Moochh. Haath kisi kekandhe pe jo frame ke bahar. Unhone khichdi ke bartan hall ki table pe rakhe, palat ke dekha. Main unkepeeche tha. Nighty peeche se geeli. Chut se cum ki lakeer raan pe neeche, ghutne tak. Unki aankh photo peruki. Phir paani aaya, chup, bina awaaz, sirf honth. Unhone kaha, Yeh kya dekh rahe honge. Maine kaha, Maa.Unhone mera haath nahi chhoda. Rona photo ki taraf tha, mere se door nahi. Main unka sar apne seene pelaya. Coconut oil meri naak mein. Unhone kaha, Tera papa aadmi the. Maine kaha, Main loha hoon. Unhonehans nahi. Sirf poncha apna muh, phir mera. Phir table ponchi, bartan uthaye. Insan. Maa. Ghar.

Us din WFH kam hua. Mail do. Unhe pair ke paas bithaye rakha, kabhi god, kabhi lund andar, mute. Doodhsubah, dopahar, shaam, teeno baar munh se. Sink sookha. Jo nikalta, wapas. Chut. Gaand. Muh. Steel glass ekbaar bhara, unke honth pe lagaya. Aadha unhone piya. Aadha maine unki chut mein daala, lund se dhakel ke.Unki aah inverter ki batti se mili. Gupta ke TV ne serial chhoda, silence. Latch ko maine check kiya do baar.Iron.

Teesre din ki dopahar unki chuchi itni sooji thi ke haath se bhi dard. Maine tel lagaya, nariyal, halka, woh bottlejo dressing table pe rakhi thi. Unhone kaha, Dheere, beta. Main dheere. Phir munh. Doodh aaya to unki aankhband, aah, uhh, wahan. Pads teen fail, bucket mein gile gol. Nighty badli, peeli phool wali, doosri bhi geeli.Unhe neend aa rahi thi aankh khule. Main lund unki chut mein rakh ke laptop type karta raha. Mute. Cameraoff. Ritu ka ping aaya, kahan hai. Ignore. Ghar doodh se chal raha tha.

Shaam teesri. Unhone meri baal ki line theek ki, kaan ke upar, pani se. Boli, Itna kathor, phir bhi tu mera betahai. Maine kaha, Haan, maa. Khana thoda. Unka haath meri plate pe. Ordinary ghar, lohe ke peeche.

Raat ko palang. Doodh, cum, muh. Unki jeebh pe malai. Main unke gale tak nahi gaya us raat. Thak the dono.Magar andar se nahi nikala. Ungli. Lund. Stann. Unki chut kaapti, geeli, meri. Gaand laal, kal se. Main unka muhchuma, doodh ke baad. Fan slow. Koel nahi boli. Latch band. Unki nighty pet pe atki. Mere haath unke stann keneeche, bhari, dard, doodh.

Teesre din ki raat unhone kaha, Main thak gayi. Maine kaha, Thak ke bhi doodh hai. Unhone muskurake muhkhola. Pee.

Chauthi subah dheemi thi. Vanilla nahi.

Indira Nagar ki do-manzila gali mein saat se pehle dhoop jaali se aati hai jaise koi patti kaat ke farsh pe rakh de.Us patti mein dhool nachti hai. Inverter ke kone ki peeli batti ab bhi jal rahi thi. Bijli aa chuki thi, switch kisi nenahi mara. Koel ne ek shabd kaha, doosra nahi. Neeche Gupta Uncle ke yahan TV band, sirf fridge ki gunjdeewar se chhan ke aa rahi thi. Humare kamre mein teen din ka ghar pada tha: doodh-chamdi, nariyal tel, cum,aur woh namkeen jo unke paseene mein elaichi ke baad aata hai.

Palang ke kinare steel glass. Wahi glass jisme kabhi kitchen ke gas pe dairy garam hoti thi, Maa ke haath se,raat ke last sip ke liye. Aaj gas band hai. Doodh unki chuchi se seedha gir raha hai. Maa, Meera, chalees-chaar,dikhti chhattis, cotton nighty kandhe se sarki hui, chhati ke do gol geele, stretch marks meri paidaish ke. Wohmarks teen din ke lohe ke baad bhi maa ke hi hain. Main Aarav, pachees, Noida firm ka WFH, battis hazaar kakhokhla din, Ritu ke chats se kati hui zindagi, ab unke palang ke kinare baitha, munh khali, pet nahi, woh puraniaadat jo glass ke bina so nahi sakti.

Unhone nighty ka ek button khola. Baayan stann nikaala. Haath se dabaaya. Wince. Phir doodh ki dhaar steelmein padi, patli ringing, jaise saalon se bathroom ki bottle mein padti thi jab woh lock ke peeche phenk deti thi.Ab phenkne ke liye nahi. Glass aadha. Doosri taraf se bhi. Poora. Upar malai tairti. Unhone mujhe glass diya.Haath bhaari the, kaanpte nahi.

Pee le, beta.

Purana jumla. Purana kinara. Naya doodh.

Maine pehla ghoont liya. Garam, meetha, thoda namak, peeche woh taste jo dawai jaisa nahi, ghar jaisa. Steelke kinare unki chuchi ka daag. Maine jeebh feri. Unhone mere baal maathe se hataaye, angutha meri kanchaaipe rakh ke. Teen din ke gala aur gaand ke baad bhi yeh maa wala kaam nahi marata. Main unka gala dekhtahua piya, jaise pehle dairy pe dekhta tha, ab samajh ke. Doosra ghoont. Teesra. Gala geela. Pet mein garamline. Lund cotton ke against uth rahi thi, raat bhar unke andar soyi hui, subah phir bhookh.

Dheere, boli. Pet bhar. Itna mat ki ulti ho.

Maine glass neeche tak kiya. Khaali. Ek boond meri thoothi pe. Unhone ponchha apni ungli se, phir woh unglimere munh mein. Pee. Maine choosa. Unki aankh bhari.

Aaj yeh galat hai nahi bola. Aaj boli, Accha beta.

Glass palang ke neeche. Nighty dono taraf khuli. Doodh ab bhi tapak raha, pressure poora nahi utra. Mainemunh seedha lagaya. Let-down aaya. Unki kamar kheenchi.

Aah. Uhh. Haath mere sar pe. Pee. Pee. Mat kheench zor se.

Main zor se nahi kheench raha tha. Main peeta tha jaise saal lag gaye hon aur glass sirf bahana tha. Unkichuchi meri jeebh pe phooli, doodh tez aaya, maine nigala, unhone meri gardan sahlaayi. Ek halki hansi nikalgayi unke munh se, sharmili, thaki, phir tut gayi moan mein.

Maine unhe sheet pe litaya. Purane neele daag wala sheet, teen din ka, beech mein ek nadi doodh aur geel ki.Unki taange khuli. Chut sooji, geeli, honth thode khule, kal raat ke bharne se ab bhi ek safed line. Maine us lineko anguthe se uthaya, lund pe phera. Doodh jo meri hatheli pe unki chuchi se gira tha, usko lube ki tarah. Lundchut ke muh pe. Sir. Dheere.

Hmm.

Beta.

Poora andar. Unki saans ruki, phir nikli, aah. Main ruk gaya, jangh unki jangh se, munh unki daahini chuchi pe.Doodh aur chut ek hi clock. Palang ki lakdi ne ek awaaz di. Hall mein Papa Vinod ki photo, darwaza aadhakhula, unki nazar hum par nahi. Latch baad mein. Abhi yeh. Unki nighty gale ke around guchhi, ek cup ab bhiunke baju pe latka, doosra bilkul khula. Mere haath unki kamar pe, phir unki gaand ke neeche. Kal ke laal abgehre brown, spank ke nishaan sookh rahe.

Main dheere hila. Nikal ke nahi, andar hi, chhote dhakke. Unki chut garam, tight nahi ab, pehchan ki hui, phirbhi kheenchti. Doodh meri thoothi pe, mere seene pe, unke pet pe ek boond jo naabhi mein baith gaya.

Aah. Uhh. Wahan. Dheere. Haan. Beta.

Main dheere se gehra hua. Lund poori, balls unki geel mein. Unhone nakhun meri baahon pe gadaye, aankheinkhuli, mujhe dekha. Sharm, dard, bhookh, teeno ek saath. Unhone mujhe nahi roka. Apne kamre bheja nahi.Main unke baal kaan se hataata raha, chhota saa palat, phir dhakka.

Phir slow khatam hua.

Maine unki taang uthayi, khudhe pe rakhi, angle badla, lund unki chut ke andar us jagah pe jo unhe kaampatihai. Pehla gehra dhakka. Unki awaaz tooti.

Aaah.

Doosra. Uhh. Mat.

Teesra. Aur. Wahan. Maa.

Main gehra. Har dhakka unki stann se doodh nikaalta, fountain nahi, leak, jaise poora seena ab bhi factory ho.Meri mutthi unki chuchi pe, daba, chhod, daba. Sheet pe naya gol. Palang zor se. Unka rona moan mein milgaya, aah aah aah, gale se jo kachcha hua tha woh ab dheemi kharash, phir bhi beech beech mein Beta nikalraha tha.

Main kathor hua. Teen din ke baad bhi loha. Lund unki chut ko khol ke rakhe hue, nikal nahi rahi. Unki pehliorgasm jaldi aayi. Taange kaanpi. Chut ne dabaya. Paani. Doodh ki dhaar meri cheek pe. Aankh se ansoo.Munh se aaah aaah. Nakhun.

Uhh. Ruk. Nahi. Ruk mat. Beta. Aaah.

Main nahi ruka. Sensitive thi, har dhakke pe kaapti, mat bolti, phir kamar uthati. Main unke upar, seena seenese, doodh beech mein phisla. Munh unke gale pe, phir chuchi pe, peete hue andar. Inverter clock saat unnees.Main gin nahi raha tha. Nikal bhi nahi raha tha. Unki maa ki chut meri lund pe kaanpti rahi, geeli, bhari, phir bhimaangti.

Unhone kaha, Andar hi. Nikalna mat. Bhar.

Lambi breeding ki baat aaj nahi. Sirf yeh. Main unhe godi mein uthaya, nighty gale tak, stann mere munh kesaamne. Woh meri lund pe baithi, dheere utri, poori.

Aah. Uhh.

Mere sar ko apne seene mein dabaaya. Pee, beta, pee. Mere haath unki gaand pe, ungli us mohar pe jahan kaldoodh laga ke liya tha. Andar nahi gayi aaj. Sirf dabaayi. Main unhe uthata giraata. Doodh dono nipple se mericheek, meri jeebh, meri gardan. Palang ki lakdi ab lagaataar. Bahar gali mein ek rikshe ki ghungru door se kaati,phir khatam.

Hmm. Aah. Ghar. Yeh ghar. Uhh. Aur. Wahan.

Unka doosra paani chhota tha, rone jaisa, chut kheench, sar peeche. Main andar aaya usi daur mein, garam,lamba, unki chut bhar ke, jaisa teen din se bhar raha hoon. Unhone muh khola, boli, Accha beta. Phir sirf aah.Main nahi nikla. Lund andar, cum andar, doodh bahar. Hum kaampe. Jaali ki patti unke stretch marks pe chalrahi thi jaise koi ungli.

Main unke andar pada raha. Unki chut ab bhi kaanpti, meri lund dheemi padti lekin nikalti nahi. Unhone meramunh ponchha, doodh aur thook, anguthe se, phir apne nipple se meri thoothi feri jaise kapda ho. Soft. Maa.

Itna kathor mat reh ab, boli. Subah hai.

Kathor toh hoon, maine kaha. Peeta bhi hoon.

Unhone muskuraahat di, thaki, sachchi. Main dheere nikla. Chut se safed nikal aaya, unka doodh aur meri cummilke sheet ki nadi mein. Unhone pair nahi mile. Main bathroom gaya. Bucket mein khali bottles, pump, towel,Dettol ki bachi hui botal jo ab jhooth nahi chhupaati. Almari se naya sheet, halka neela, woh jisme pehle sirfneend thi. Purana nikaala, goli kiya, bathroom ke kone mein daal diya.

Unhe uthaya. Farsh. Pairon ke talwe thande. Nighty utari, poori. Nangi Meera subah ki dhoop mein, chalees-chaar, bhari, laal chuchi, geeli jangh, pet pe meri paidaish ke nishaan. Main nariyal tel ki sheeshi uthaya.Hathaeli ragad ke garam ki. Dono nipple pe gol. Oil ne laal ko chamkaya. Unhone aankh band ki.

Hmm. Dheere. Wahan dard hai.

Main dheere. Sui-clips ke nishaan ab bhi, daant ke bhi. Tel, gol, koi kheench nahi. Phir kamar. Phir jangh kefold, jahan geel sookh ke chipak rahi thi. Lund soyi. Sirf haath. Unhone mera sar apne pet pe rakha ek pal. Baalferi. Maine unki chuchi ke round pe tel ki chamak dekhi, aur socha yahi ghar ka kaam hai, yahi ibadat, yahi loha.

Maine unki nighty pehnayi, neeche ke do button khule chhod ke, upar band, taaki raat ko munh lage aur farshna geela ho. Palang pe naya sheet tanne. Steel glass sink pe dhoya, bartan ki tarah, bartan hi tha. Thandapaani, ungli se malai ka daag. Khali karke palang ke kinare wapas rakh diya. Kal bhi yahi kinara. Kal bhi yahidoodh.

Hall. Papa ki photo. Maine dekha. Unhone peeche se kaha, Unko nahi pata. Unko hone ki zaroorat nahi.

Maine darwaza band kiya. Lohe ka latch. Bada. Kala. Wohi jispe meri mutthi thi jab delivery wale ne ghantibajayi thi aur unki awaaz tooti thi, rakh do, paise UPI. Aaj koi ghanti nahi. Maine latch chadhaaya, sankalagaaya, do baar kheench ke dekha. Band. Ghar lohe se band.

Palang. Unhone mujhe litaya. Mere munh ko apni chhati ke paas kiya, pillow nahi, stann. Doodh ki khushboo,tel, unki chamdi. Meri honth chuchi ke kareeb, choos nahi rahe, saans le rahe. Unki ungli mere baal mein.

Duniya nahi jaanegi, boli.

Nahi jaanegi, maine kaha.

Yeh ghar doodh se chalta hai, lohe se band rehta hai.

Unhone meri kanchaai pe honth rakhe.

So ja, beta.

Main soya. Munh unke stann ke paas. Bahar Lucknow ki subah, Indira Nagar, riksha, koel ka doosra shabd jonahi aaya. Andar inverter ki batti maine maar di. Latch pada. Glass khali. Maa doodh. Main loha.

Dosto, main maafi nahi maangta. Main bartan dhota hoon. Main peeta hoon. Main unka beta hoon.

 

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End of Episode 2.

 

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