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garmee. bahut zyaada garmee, paseene vaalee garmee. jab bhee main garmee ke baare mein sochatee hoon, to mujhe apane jooniyar kolej ke egjaam ke baad ke din yaad aa jaate hain. us garmee mein poora north indiya bahut zyaada garmee kee lahar mein tha.
main shilpee hoon. aur yah kahaanee mere jooniyar kolej ke egjaam ke theek baad ke dinon kee hai. us samay main 19 saal kee thee. egjaam khatm hone ke ek hafte ke andar hee garmee kee lahar shuroo ho gaee thee.
mere mammee-paapa deharaadoon mein apane kuchh puraane rishtedaaron se milane gae. ve chaahate the ki main bhee unake saath chaloon, lekin mainne mana kar diya. “apanee chhuttiyaan un logon ke saath barbaad karoon jinhen main mushkil se jaanatee hoon? bilkul nahin!” main bade shahar, rishtedaaron aur mammee-paapa se door aazaadee ka svaad lena aur kuchh naya anubhav karana chaahatee thee.
meree aazaad soch, mere uchhalate-koodate, dilakash 34dd boobs kee tarah, bekhauf aur bekaaboo thee. isalie, yah tay hua ki mujhe gaanv mein hamaare pushtainee ghar par 5 din bitaane kee ijaazat dee jae, isase pahale ki mere mammee-paapa deharaadoon se mere saath vahaan aaen.
5 din. akele. hamaaree pushtainee propartee par. “aah! aazaadee!” main bahut eksaited thee.
ab, yah pushtainee ghar bada hai lekin kisee bhee hisaab se glaimaras nahin hai. yah north indiya ke theek beech mein hai. koee shoping mol nahin, koee pab nahin, koee kool haingaut spot nahin. to, main eksaited kyon thee?
khair, 5 din kee aazaadee aur ‘mee taim’ koee buree deel nahin lagee. 18 saal paapa-mammee-skool-homavark—tyooshan-ekedamik gols-soshal eksapekteshans-peeyars preshar-lezee boyaphrend…vagairah ke kantrol mein rahane ke baad. kaash yah aur lamba hota, lekin 5 din kuchh na hone se to behatar hee hain.
paapa ne kaha, “shilpee, jeetoo yaad hai? vah propartee ka keyaratekar hai. mainne usase tumhaare rahane ka saara intazaam karane ko kaha hai.”
mujhe jeetookaaka yaad aa gae. jab se mujhe yaad hai, vah us ghar ke keyaratekar the. “vah kitane saal ke hain?” mainne paapa se poochha.
paapa ne javaab diya, “jeetoo ab tak chaalees ke aas-paas ke honge.” “usane apanee aadhee zindagee us ghar kee dekhabhaal mein bita dee hai. vah har kaam mein maahir hai. khaana banaane sahit sab kuchh sambhaal sakata hai.”
“apanee zaroorat ka saara saamaan paik kar lo, kuchh bhee chhootana mat,” maan ne kaha. “vahaan tumhen kuchh nahin milega. aakhir vah ek gaanv hai.”
to, main paik kie hue sootakes, sanaglaases, apana fon aur ek taibalet lekar ek rental kaib mein nikal gaya. mujhe zara bhee andaaza nahin tha ki vahaan pahunchane ke baad kya hone vaala hai.
neeche mere pahunchane ke baad ke dinon kee kahaanee hai.
pahala din
gaanv pahunchane ke baad sabase pahale mainne dekha ki mausam kitana garm tha. bahut garmee thee. jeetookaaka ne kaha ki us saal garmee kee lahar bahut zyaada thee. temparechar pahale se hee 46 digree se oopar tha.
aur puraane ghar mein eyar-kandeeshaning nahin thee!
“kyon?” mainne poochha.
“mere alaava yahaan koee nahin rahata,” jeetookaaka ne javaab diya. “ab koee nahin aata. ach yoonit rakhane ka kya matalab hai?”
bahut bura. bahut garmee aur paseena aa raha hai. mainne jaldee se nahaaya, jeetookaaka ka banaaya hua lanch kiya aur bistar par gir padee. jeetookaaka ne mere lie 2nd phlor par ek kamara arenj kiya tha. kaar se lambee raid ke baad main itanee thak gaee thee ki jaldee hee so gaee.
main achaanak ghutan aur ajeeb mahasoos karate hue uthee. seeling phain nahin chal raha tha. bahut garmee aur umas thee. mujhe bahut paseena aa raha tha.
“jeetookaaka, phain nahin chal raha hai,” main apane bistar se chillaee.
“paavar kat gaya hai, chhotee raanee. yah bahut aam baat hai.” jeetookaaka hamesha mujhe chhotee raanee kahakar bulaate the. pata nahin kyon.
“dhat tere kee!” mainne gaalee dee. itanee garmee, koee ach nahin, aur ab paavar kat. bahut bura!
mainne taim dekha. shaam ke 6 baj rahe the. main pooree tarah paseene se tar thee. paseena mere maathe, gardan aur bra ke andar kleevej se bah raha tha. meree tee-shart paseene se bheegee huee thee. meree skart paseene se bheegee huee thee. meree bra mujhe bahut pareshaan kar rahee thee. itanee tait-phited ki mujhe ghutan mahasoos ho rahee thee.
main uthee, apanee tee-shart utaaree, apanee bra ka huk khola, donon ko kamare ke kone mein phenk diya aur doosaree tee-shart pahan lee. ek patalee, halkee dheelee tee-shart. jisake neeche bra nahin thee.
mainne ek chhotee minee-skart pahanee huee thee, isalie mainne use pahane rakha. mere sootakes mein isase chhotee koee cheez nahin thee. mainne minee skart ke neeche apanee regular paintee nahin pahanee thee. garmee aur namee kee vajah se, mainne lanch ke baad sone se pahale ek chhotee see saphed thong pahanee thee. thong mushkil se meree jaanghon ke beech kee jagah aur slit ko dhak pa rahee thee.
mera bat pooree tarah se khula hua tha. mujhe laga ki thong regular paintee se zyaada aaraamadaayak hogee. lekin paavar kat kee vajah se vah bhee paseene se bheeg gaee thee. isase bhee bura, mere groin mein khujalee hone lagee.
mainne apana haath skart ke neeche daala. aur apanee thong ke oopar se apanee kroch ko khujalaane lagee. khujalee badhatee hee gaee. yah meree jaanghon ke andaroonee hisson, meree kroch aur jaangh ke jod tak phail gaee. meree daraar ke andar bhee khujalee hone lagee.
dhat tere kee. meree pusee ke baal ugane lage hain! mujhe apanee vaiks strips ghar se laanee chaahie theen. main unhen le jaana bhool gaee.
mainne apanee ungaliyaan thong ke andar daaleen aur apanee kroch aur pusee ko khujalaaya. baalon ke chhote-chhote tukade ug aae the aur meree kroch, meree slit kee pooree lambaee, aur yahaan tak ki meree gaand kee daraar ke andar bhee aa gae the. chhote baalon ne khujalee ko aur badha diya.
jab main bistar par letee huee apanee skart ke neeche khujala rahee thee, to mainne achaanak daravaaje ke paas halkee halachal aur roshanee kee ek jhilamilaahat dekhee. daravaaja khula tha. jeetookaaka ek laalaten aur ek haath mein plaastik ka haind phain lie vahaan khade the.
unhonne saphed baniyaan aur lungee pahanee huee thee. aur usakee lungee ke andar kroch eriya ke paas ek bahut bada tent tha. main tent dekhakar chaunk gaya lekin mainne koee riekshan nahin diya. utha bhee nahin.
“chhotee raanee, main tumhaare lie lait aur ek haath ka pankha laaya hoon,” jeetookaaka ne kaha. unhonne laalaten aur plaastik ka pankha tebal par rakha aur kamare se baahar jaane ke lie mude. meree nazar unakee jaanghon ke beech aur lungee ke neeche chhipe unake bade ling par padee. mere dimaag mein ek aaidiya aaya.
“jeetookaaka ko mat chhodana. pankha yaheen lao,” mainne bistar par lete hue kaha.
mainne apanee ungaliyaan apanee skart ke neeche se nikaal lee theen. jeetookaaka haath ka pankha lekar mere bistar par aae. unaka irekshan bana raha, aur unhonne ise chhipaane kee koshish nahin kee. unhonne andaraviyar nahin pahana tha, mainne man hee man kaha. aur unhen apane irekshan se bilkul bhee sharmindagee mahasoos nahin ho rahee thee.
“pharsh par baith jao. mujhe pankha karo,” mainne ordar diya. jeetookaaka farsh par baith gae aur mujhe pankha karane lage. main bistar ke kinaare ludhak gaee, apane kleevej kee or ishaara kiya, aur unase vahaan pankha karane ko kaha. usane mere raseele kleevej aur beech se bahate paseene ko dekha aur pankha karane laga.
mainne jo patalee see tee-shart pahanee thee, vah paseene kee vajah se mere boobs se chipak gaee thee. mainne dekha ki tee-shart ke kapade se mere nippal dikh rahe the. mainne apanee chhaatee us pankhe kee taraf badhaee jise jeetookaaka hila raha tha. vah mere boobs aur nippal ko havas bharee nazaron se dekh raha tha. lekin kuchh bhee karane mein laachaar mahasoos kar raha tha.
“jeetookaaka, meree skart ke neeche pankha karo. vahaan bahut garmee lag rahee hai.” yah kahakar, mainne apanee taangen thodee kholeen, unhen jeetookaaka kee taraf kiya aur oopar utha liya.
kuchh sekand tak, usakee taraf se koee javaab nahin aaya. mainne dekha ki vah meree skart ke neeche meree thong ko ghoor raha hai. usaka irekshan vaisa hee tha.
asal mein, usakee lungee ke neeche kuchh halachal ho rahee thee jaise usaka dik hil raha ho aur bada ho raha ho aur nazaare ka maza le raha ho. usane meree skart ke neeche pankha karana shuroo kar diya. mujhe maza aaya. lekin main ise aur aage le jaana chaahatee thee. mujhe laga ki jeetookaaka naukar hain, jisase mera palada bhaaree ho gaya.
“jeetookaaka, vahaan bahut paseena hai. ise ponchh do,” mainne order diya.
phir, kuchh minat tak usakee taraph se koee javaab nahin aaya. pankha achaanak band ho gaya. aur phir mujhe apanee thong par usakee saans mahasoos huee. mainne neeche dekha. vah meree thong soongh raha tha! kitana bigadail hai! dekhate hain yah kahaan jaata hai.
usane paseena ponchhane ke lie apanee ungaliyaan meree jaanghon ke andar kee taraph ghumaana shuroo kar diya. phir usane apanee ungaliyaan meree thong ke andar daal deen. usane apanee ungaliyaan mere chhote pyoobik heyar, meree pusee lips ke baahar ke baalon mein phiraeen, aur meree klit ko chhua. usake chhoone se main kaamp gaee. achchha laga.
“chhotee raanee, yahaan sirf paseena nahin hai,” usane kaha.
“phir aur kya?” mainne turant javaab diya. “jaldee se chek karo.”
usakee ungaliyon ne meree pusee, klit aur meree valva kee opaning ko chhua. sirf opaning ko.
“yah phisalan bharee, geelee hai, aur paseena nahin lag raha.” usane ungalee apane munh mein daal lee. “yah namakeen hai. aisa lag raha hai ki tum geelee ho, chhotee raanee.”
mujhe pata tha ki main paagal hoon. aur mujhe pata tha ki main usase aage kya karavaana chaahatee hoon. “ise saaf karo. ise ponchho. meree paintee utaaro,” mainne usase kaha.
usane kuchh sekand intazaar kiya, phir apane haath meree skart ke andar daale, meree thong ko kamar par donon taraph se pakada, aur use meree taangon se neeche saraka diya. jaise hee usane use pooree tarah se utaara, usane use apanee hathelee mein liya aur kaha, “yah bahut chhota hai! roomaal se bhee chhota!” aur use soonghane laga.
vah ek bigada hua aadamee hai, mainne socha. lekin use meree geelee paintee soonghate hue dekhakar mujhe maza aaya. phir usane apanee 2 ungaliyaan meree geelee pusee ke honthon par ragadana shuroo kar diya. jitana zyaada vah ragadata, meree pusee utanee hee geelee hotee jaatee. vah ruka nahin. meree pusee aur klit ko ragadata raha. main ab buree tarah se leek kar rahee thee. usane mere aisahol ko chhua aur use ponchhane kee koshish kee.
“yah kaam nahin kar raha hai,” mainne usase kaha, kyonki har guzarate sekand ke saath main aur zyaada hornee aur geelee hotee ja rahee thee. “ise apanee zabaan se saaf karo.” hamesha kee tarah kuchh sekand ka poz tha. phir mujhe apanee nangee choot par usakee saans mahasoos huee. vah phir se soongh raha tha!
“tum kya kar rahe ho?” mujhe chidh huee.
"isakee khushaboo bahut achchhee hai," usane javaab diya. aur phir usane apanee jeebh meree geelee choot par rakhee aur chaatane laga.
mere shareer mein khushee kee nadiyaan bah nikaleen. usakee jeebh meree choot ke chhed mein, kinaaron par, honthon par, meree klit par, aur yahaan tak ki mere batahol ke munh par bhee andar-baahar gaee.
"isaka svaad bhee achchha hai," usane mere ras ko chaatate hue apane honth chaate.
mainne apanee aankhen band kar leen aur karaahane lagee. pahale dheere se, phir tez aur tez. main lagaataar risatee rahee aur kaanpatee rahee aur karaahatee rahee. aur phir, mera ras nikal gaya. main charam par pahunchee. zor se. yah bahut tez orgejm tha, meree zindagee ka ab tak ka sabase tez. ras kee nadiyaan meree choot se bahakar usake chehare par bhar gaeen.
usane chaata aur chaata aur meree choot se nikal rahe phlooid kee aakhiree boond tak chaat lee. phir usane mere batahol ko chaata, jo bhee phlooid se dhaka hua tha. usane oopar dekha. main khushee se muskuraee. laalaten kee dheemee roshanee mein usaka chehara chamak raha tha.
usakee naak, honth, thuddee aur yahaan tak ki usakee moonchhon par bhee mera safed joos laga hua tha.
“mere saath hee kyon?” usane poochha.
“kya?” main samajh nahin paee.
“mere saath aisa kyon? tumhaara koee boyaphrend to hoga. mere saath hee kyon?” usane poochha.
mainne aah bharee. “mera boyaphrend aalasee aur bevakoof hai. vah mere saath se zyaada samay apane playstation ke saath bitaata hai.”
“vah kya hai?” usane playstation ke baare mein kabhee nahin suna tha.
“veediyo gems,” mainne javaab diya.
vah samajh nahin paaya. lekin vah khada hua aur bola, “chhotee raanee, tumhen yahaan koee andaragaaraments nahin pahanane chaahie. bahut garmee hai. din bhar paavar kat rahata hai. tumhen apane praivet paarts ko saans lene dena chaahie.”
“kya?” main usakee himmat vaalee baat par hans padee.
“haan. andaraviyar se tumhen paseena aaega aur khujalee hogee. jab tak tum is ghar mein ho, kuchh bhee mat pahanana. yahaan mere alaava koee notis karane vaala nahin hai.” usane aage kaha, “tumhen apane praivet paarts zyaada dikhaane chaahie.”
mujhe yakeen nahin ho raha tha ki hamaara 20 saal ka propartee keyaratekar mujhe aisee gandee salaah de raha tha. pichhale 30 minat kee ghatanaon se usaka hausala badha hoga.
“kya iseelie tum andaraviyar nahin pahanate?” mainne usakee himmat ko apanee himmat se milaane kee koshish kee.
“nahin. mainne apanee zindagee mein kabhee andaraviyar nahin pahana. mere gaanv mein jab main bada ho raha tha to kisee ne nahin pahana,” usane javaab diya. “ab, yah aadat ban gaee hai.”
ab mera dhyaan apanee jaanghon se hataakar usakee taraf karane ka samay aa gaya tha. vah mere bistar ke paas khada tha. usakee lungee mein tent pahale jaisa hee bada tha. aur mainne tip par geelepan ka ek bada gol paich dekha. yah usaka pree-kam hona chaahie!
“theek hai, main dekhata hoon tumhaare paas kya hai,” mainne kaha. “apanee baniyaan utaaro.”
usane turant apanee baniyaan utaaree aur farsh par phenk dee. mainne jeetookaaka ka nanga shareer pahale kabhee nahin dekha tha. bachapan se, mainne use shart, kurte aur baniyaan mein dekha hai. usake kandhon, baahon, chhaatee, pet aur peeth par baal the. ghane, ghungharaale, kaale baal.
usaka pet bahut bada tha. aam beeyar vaale pet se bhee bada. lekin mujhe is baat mein zyaada dilachaspee thee ki usake pet ke 6 inch neeche usakee lungee ke peechhe kya chhipa hai.
“ise utaarane do,” mainne kaha. mainne bistar ke kinaare baithakar usakee kamar se lungee kee gaanth hata dee. lungee chupachaap farsh par gir gaee. vaah! main sahee tha! lungee ke neeche jo chhipa tha vah usake pet se bahut bada tha.
ek ghanee baalon vaalee jhaadee. ek bada kaala land seedhe meree taraf tha. aur 2 bade bol – aaloo ke saiz ke – ghane, ghungharaale baalon se dhake hue. jeetookaaka aadhe andhere, aadhe ujaale, aadhe roshan kamare mein ek nange, baalon vaale jaanavar kee tarah khada tha. usake bade kaale ling kee nasen ped kee daaliyon kee tarah baahar nikalee huee theen.
usake ling ka sira laalaten kee roshanee mein chamak raha tha. mainne apanee ungalee se usake sire ko chhua. ek chipachipa, jel jaisa likvid meree ungalee par chipaka hua tha, tab bhee jab mainne use hataaya. yah bahut gaadha pree-kam tha, aur isakee gandh bahut tez thee. main ise chakhana chaahata tha, lekin gandh ne mujhe rok diya.
mainne apana chehara usake ling ke kareeb kiya, aur gandh tez bleech kee tarah tez ho gaee. usake bols se bhee vaisee hee gandh aa rahee thee.
“tumase badaboo aa rahee hai!” mainne kaha aur apana chehara usake ling se hata liya. “yah yahaan neeche amezan renaphorest jaisa hai. tum shev kyon nahin karate?”
“kya shev karate ho?” vah hairaan lag raha tha.
“is jangal ko shev karo,” mainne usakee baalon vaalee jhaadee ko kheencha. “aur apane bols ko. ve oon se dhake aaloo jaise lag rahe hain!”
vah sach mein kanphyoojd lag raha tha. “main ek aadamee hoon. sabhee aadamiyon ke neeche baal hote hain. mujhe shev kyon karanee chaahie? main kaise shev kar sakata hoon? mere gaanv mein koee bhee apane bols shev nahin karata.”
mainne socha, kitana puraana aur anagadh jaanavar hai. vah abhee bhee ston ej mein phansa hua hai. aajakal mard regular apane bols aur groin shev karate hain. lekin usase bahas karane ka koee matalab nahin hai.
"jab tak tum saare baal nahin hataoge, main tumhaara dik nahin choosoongee," mainne gusse mein usase kaha. "aur tumhen apana dik dhona hoga. isase badaboo aa rahee hai."
vah kamare ke doosaree taraph gaya, ek alamaaree kholee, aur kuchh nikaala. phir, vah mere paas aaya aur vah cheez mere haath mein de dee. vah pairaashoot kokonat oyal kee ek chhotee botal thee.
"isaka aur apane haathon ka istemaal karo. mujhe tumhaare munh kee zaroorat nahin hai." yah kahakar, usane meree minee skart phaad dee aur meree tee-shart 2 tezee se utaarakar neeche farsh par phenk dee. "let jao, chehara oopar karo," usane gusse vaalee aavaaz mein hukm diya.
main bistar par pooree tarah se nangee let gaee, usakee aavaaz ke ton mein badalaav se thodee ghabara gaee. vah mere chehare ke theek oopar khada tha. usaka dik seedha aur seedha khada tha.
"mere bols par tel se masaaj karo," usane phir hukm diya.
mainne apanee hatheliyon par tel daala aur usake bols par lagaana shuroo kiya. ve bahut bade the. main unhen apanee hatheliyon mein nahin fit kar pa raha tha. aur ve bhaaree the, bahut bhaaree.
“ab, mere kok kee maalish karo,” usaka agala ordar aaya.
mainne usake kok par tel lagaaya. donon haathon se. aisa laga jaise mainne koee mota lohe ka paip pakada hua hai. tel se sana hua, vah laalaten kee dheemee roshanee mein chamak raha tha.
“ab, ek haath mere kok par aage-peechhe karate raho,” usane ordar diya. “aur doosare haath se mere bols ko ragado.”
mainne vaisa hee kiya jaisa mujhase kaha gaya tha. main mushkil se usake bols ko ek haath se pakad pa raha tha. ve bahut bade the. aur mera chhota sa haath usake ped ke tane jitane bade dik par ek dande jaisa lag raha tha.
“dabaate raho, pamp karate raho. aur tez, aur tez,” jaise-jaise usaka kok sakht aur bada hota gaya, usakee aavaaz tez hotee gaee. pree-kam likvid usake kok ke sire se mere gale aur gardan par tapakane laga. gandh bahut zyaada thee, lekin main laga raha.
kuchh sekand beet gae. kuchh minat beet gae. main usake ling ko hilaatee rahee aur usake andakosh ko dabaatee rahee. mere haathon mein dard hone laga. mujhe thakaan mahasoos hone lagee. jaise hee main haar maanane vaalee thee, usane mere haath ko chodana shuroo kar diya. usane zor se apana ling meree hathelee par rakha.
usane apane andakosh meree ungaliyon par pakade, jo pahale se hee unhen pakade hue theen aur zor se dabaaya. aur phir vah zor se gurraate hue nikala. kisee jaanavar kee tarah. garm, gaadhee kreem kee dhaaren oopar se mere shareer par jharane kee tarah girane lageen.
saphed kreem ke tukade mere gale, stanon, nippalon, naabhi, baalon aur chehare par gire. aur usane aakhiree 2 boonden mere honthon par nichod deen. mainne anajaane mein apana munh khol diya. aur taral padaarth andar chala gaya. yah gaadha, chipachipa, bahut chipachipa tha. aur isamen bleech jaisee tez gandh thee.
jeetookaaka ne pharsh se apanee lungee aur baniyaan uthaee aur kamare se baahar chale gae. unhonne ek shabd bhee nahin kaha. main kuchh der bistar par leta raha aur phir vah laalaten lekar baatharoom chala gaya jo vah peechhe chhod gaya tha.
main sheeshe ke saamane khadee huee aur laalaten oopar uthaee. main khud ko pahachaan nahin pa rahee thee. mere shareer ka har inch hissa gaadhe, saphed seeman se dhaka hua tha. mere baalon, naak, honthon, boobs aur pet par seeman laga tha. seeman kee boonden mere shareer se gond kee tarah chipakee huee theen! ve neeche nahin tapak rahee theen, bas apanee jagah par chipakee huee theen.
main seeman se naha rahee thee. jeetookaaka ne mujhe seeman baath diya tha!
mainne apane chehare se thoda seeman uthaaya aur apanee jeebh par lagaaya. namakeen, chipachipa, kreemee – kya aazaadee ka svaad aisa hee hota hai?
garmee. bahut zyaada garmee, paseene vaalee garmee. jab bhee main garmee ke baare mein sochatee hoon, to mujhe apane jooniyar kolej ke egjaam ke baad ke din yaad aa jaate hain. us garmee mein poora north indiya bahut zyaada garmee kee lahar mein tha.
main shilpee hoon. aur yah kahaanee mere jooniyar kolej ke egjaam ke theek baad ke dinon kee hai. us samay main 19 saal kee thee. egjaam khatm hone ke ek hafte ke andar hee garmee kee lahar shuroo ho gaee thee.
mere mammee-paapa deharaadoon mein apane kuchh puraane rishtedaaron se milane gae. ve chaahate the ki main bhee unake saath chaloon, lekin mainne mana kar diya. “apanee chhuttiyaan un logon ke saath barbaad karoon jinhen main mushkil se jaanatee hoon? bilkul nahin!” main bade shahar, rishtedaaron aur mammee-paapa se door aazaadee ka svaad lena aur kuchh naya anubhav karana chaahatee thee.
meree aazaad soch, mere uchhalate-koodate, dilakash 34dd boobs kee tarah, bekhauf aur bekaaboo thee. isalie, yah tay hua ki mujhe gaanv mein hamaare pushtainee ghar par 5 din bitaane kee ijaazat dee jae, isase pahale ki mere mammee-paapa deharaadoon se mere saath vahaan aaen.
5 din. akele. hamaaree pushtainee propartee par. “aah! aazaadee!” main bahut eksaited thee.
ab, yah pushtainee ghar bada hai lekin kisee bhee hisaab se glaimaras nahin hai. yah north indiya ke theek beech mein hai. koee shoping mol nahin, koee pab nahin, koee kool haingaut spot nahin. to, main eksaited kyon thee?
khair, 5 din kee aazaadee aur ‘mee taim’ koee buree deel nahin lagee. 18 saal paapa-mammee-skool-homavark—tyooshan-ekedamik gols-soshal eksapekteshans-peeyars preshar-lezee boyaphrend…vagairah ke kantrol mein rahane ke baad. kaash yah aur lamba hota, lekin 5 din kuchh na hone se to behatar hee hain.
paapa ne kaha, “shilpee, jeetoo yaad hai? vah propartee ka keyaratekar hai. mainne usase tumhaare rahane ka saara intazaam karane ko kaha hai.”
mujhe jeetookaaka yaad aa gae. jab se mujhe yaad hai, vah us ghar ke keyaratekar the. “vah kitane saal ke hain?” mainne paapa se poochha.
paapa ne javaab diya, “jeetoo ab tak chaalees ke aas-paas ke honge.” “usane apanee aadhee zindagee us ghar kee dekhabhaal mein bita dee hai. vah har kaam mein maahir hai. khaana banaane sahit sab kuchh sambhaal sakata hai.”
“apanee zaroorat ka saara saamaan paik kar lo, kuchh bhee chhootana mat,” maan ne kaha. “vahaan tumhen kuchh nahin milega. aakhir vah ek gaanv hai.”
to, main paik kie hue sootakes, sanaglaases, apana fon aur ek taibalet lekar ek rental kaib mein nikal gaya. mujhe zara bhee andaaza nahin tha ki vahaan pahunchane ke baad kya hone vaala hai.
neeche mere pahunchane ke baad ke dinon kee kahaanee hai.
pahala din
gaanv pahunchane ke baad sabase pahale mainne dekha ki mausam kitana garm tha. bahut garmee thee. jeetookaaka ne kaha ki us saal garmee kee lahar bahut zyaada thee. temparechar pahale se hee 46 digree se oopar tha.
aur puraane ghar mein eyar-kandeeshaning nahin thee!
“kyon?” mainne poochha.
“mere alaava yahaan koee nahin rahata,” jeetookaaka ne javaab diya. “ab koee nahin aata. ach yoonit rakhane ka kya matalab hai?”
bahut bura. bahut garmee aur paseena aa raha hai. mainne jaldee se nahaaya, jeetookaaka ka banaaya hua lanch kiya aur bistar par gir padee. jeetookaaka ne mere lie 2nd phlor par ek kamara arenj kiya tha. kaar se lambee raid ke baad main itanee thak gaee thee ki jaldee hee so gaee.
main achaanak ghutan aur ajeeb mahasoos karate hue uthee. seeling phain nahin chal raha tha. bahut garmee aur umas thee. mujhe bahut paseena aa raha tha.
“jeetookaaka, phain nahin chal raha hai,” main apane bistar se chillaee.
“paavar kat gaya hai, chhotee raanee. yah bahut aam baat hai.” jeetookaaka hamesha mujhe chhotee raanee kahakar bulaate the. pata nahin kyon.
“dhat tere kee!” mainne gaalee dee. itanee garmee, koee ach nahin, aur ab paavar kat. bahut bura!
mainne taim dekha. shaam ke 6 baj rahe the. main pooree tarah paseene se tar thee. paseena mere maathe, gardan aur bra ke andar kleevej se bah raha tha. meree tee-shart paseene se bheegee huee thee. meree skart paseene se bheegee huee thee. meree bra mujhe bahut pareshaan kar rahee thee. itanee tait-phited ki mujhe ghutan mahasoos ho rahee thee.
main uthee, apanee tee-shart utaaree, apanee bra ka huk khola, donon ko kamare ke kone mein phenk diya aur doosaree tee-shart pahan lee. ek patalee, halkee dheelee tee-shart. jisake neeche bra nahin thee.
mainne ek chhotee minee-skart pahanee huee thee, isalie mainne use pahane rakha. mere sootakes mein isase chhotee koee cheez nahin thee. mainne minee skart ke neeche apanee regular paintee nahin pahanee thee. garmee aur namee kee vajah se, mainne lanch ke baad sone se pahale ek chhotee see saphed thong pahanee thee. thong mushkil se meree jaanghon ke beech kee jagah aur slit ko dhak pa rahee thee.
mera bat pooree tarah se khula hua tha. mujhe laga ki thong regular paintee se zyaada aaraamadaayak hogee. lekin paavar kat kee vajah se vah bhee paseene se bheeg gaee thee. isase bhee bura, mere groin mein khujalee hone lagee.
mainne apana haath skart ke neeche daala. aur apanee thong ke oopar se apanee kroch ko khujalaane lagee. khujalee badhatee hee gaee. yah meree jaanghon ke andaroonee hisson, meree kroch aur jaangh ke jod tak phail gaee. meree daraar ke andar bhee khujalee hone lagee.
dhat tere kee. meree pusee ke baal ugane lage hain! mujhe apanee vaiks strips ghar se laanee chaahie theen. main unhen le jaana bhool gaee.
mainne apanee ungaliyaan thong ke andar daaleen aur apanee kroch aur pusee ko khujalaaya. baalon ke chhote-chhote tukade ug aae the aur meree kroch, meree slit kee pooree lambaee, aur yahaan tak ki meree gaand kee daraar ke andar bhee aa gae the. chhote baalon ne khujalee ko aur badha diya.
jab main bistar par letee huee apanee skart ke neeche khujala rahee thee, to mainne achaanak daravaaje ke paas halkee halachal aur roshanee kee ek jhilamilaahat dekhee. daravaaja khula tha. jeetookaaka ek laalaten aur ek haath mein plaastik ka haind phain lie vahaan khade the.
unhonne saphed baniyaan aur lungee pahanee huee thee. aur usakee lungee ke andar kroch eriya ke paas ek bahut bada tent tha. main tent dekhakar chaunk gaya lekin mainne koee riekshan nahin diya. utha bhee nahin.
“chhotee raanee, main tumhaare lie lait aur ek haath ka pankha laaya hoon,” jeetookaaka ne kaha. unhonne laalaten aur plaastik ka pankha tebal par rakha aur kamare se baahar jaane ke lie mude. meree nazar unakee jaanghon ke beech aur lungee ke neeche chhipe unake bade ling par padee. mere dimaag mein ek aaidiya aaya.
“jeetookaaka ko mat chhodana. pankha yaheen lao,” mainne bistar par lete hue kaha.
mainne apanee ungaliyaan apanee skart ke neeche se nikaal lee theen. jeetookaaka haath ka pankha lekar mere bistar par aae. unaka irekshan bana raha, aur unhonne ise chhipaane kee koshish nahin kee. unhonne andaraviyar nahin pahana tha, mainne man hee man kaha. aur unhen apane irekshan se bilkul bhee sharmindagee mahasoos nahin ho rahee thee.
“pharsh par baith jao. mujhe pankha karo,” mainne ordar diya. jeetookaaka farsh par baith gae aur mujhe pankha karane lage. main bistar ke kinaare ludhak gaee, apane kleevej kee or ishaara kiya, aur unase vahaan pankha karane ko kaha. usane mere raseele kleevej aur beech se bahate paseene ko dekha aur pankha karane laga.
mainne jo patalee see tee-shart pahanee thee, vah paseene kee vajah se mere boobs se chipak gaee thee. mainne dekha ki tee-shart ke kapade se mere nippal dikh rahe the. mainne apanee chhaatee us pankhe kee taraf badhaee jise jeetookaaka hila raha tha. vah mere boobs aur nippal ko havas bharee nazaron se dekh raha tha. lekin kuchh bhee karane mein laachaar mahasoos kar raha tha.
“jeetookaaka, meree skart ke neeche pankha karo. vahaan bahut garmee lag rahee hai.” yah kahakar, mainne apanee taangen thodee kholeen, unhen jeetookaaka kee taraf kiya aur oopar utha liya.
kuchh sekand tak, usakee taraf se koee javaab nahin aaya. mainne dekha ki vah meree skart ke neeche meree thong ko ghoor raha hai. usaka irekshan vaisa hee tha.
asal mein, usakee lungee ke neeche kuchh halachal ho rahee thee jaise usaka dik hil raha ho aur bada ho raha ho aur nazaare ka maza le raha ho. usane meree skart ke neeche pankha karana shuroo kar diya. mujhe maza aaya. lekin main ise aur aage le jaana chaahatee thee. mujhe laga ki jeetookaaka naukar hain, jisase mera palada bhaaree ho gaya.
“jeetookaaka, vahaan bahut paseena hai. ise ponchh do,” mainne order diya.
phir, kuchh minat tak usakee taraph se koee javaab nahin aaya. pankha achaanak band ho gaya. aur phir mujhe apanee thong par usakee saans mahasoos huee. mainne neeche dekha. vah meree thong soongh raha tha! kitana bigadail hai! dekhate hain yah kahaan jaata hai.
usane paseena ponchhane ke lie apanee ungaliyaan meree jaanghon ke andar kee taraph ghumaana shuroo kar diya. phir usane apanee ungaliyaan meree thong ke andar daal deen. usane apanee ungaliyaan mere chhote pyoobik heyar, meree pusee lips ke baahar ke baalon mein phiraeen, aur meree klit ko chhua. usake chhoone se main kaamp gaee. achchha laga.
“chhotee raanee, yahaan sirf paseena nahin hai,” usane kaha.
“phir aur kya?” mainne turant javaab diya. “jaldee se chek karo.”
usakee ungaliyon ne meree pusee, klit aur meree valva kee opaning ko chhua. sirf opaning ko.
“yah phisalan bharee, geelee hai, aur paseena nahin lag raha.” usane ungalee apane munh mein daal lee. “yah namakeen hai. aisa lag raha hai ki tum geelee ho, chhotee raanee.”
mujhe pata tha ki main paagal hoon. aur mujhe pata tha ki main usase aage kya karavaana chaahatee hoon. “ise saaf karo. ise ponchho. meree paintee utaaro,” mainne usase kaha.
usane kuchh sekand intazaar kiya, phir apane haath meree skart ke andar daale, meree thong ko kamar par donon taraph se pakada, aur use meree taangon se neeche saraka diya. jaise hee usane use pooree tarah se utaara, usane use apanee hathelee mein liya aur kaha, “yah bahut chhota hai! roomaal se bhee chhota!” aur use soonghane laga.
vah ek bigada hua aadamee hai, mainne socha. lekin use meree geelee paintee soonghate hue dekhakar mujhe maza aaya. phir usane apanee 2 ungaliyaan meree geelee pusee ke honthon par ragadana shuroo kar diya. jitana zyaada vah ragadata, meree pusee utanee hee geelee hotee jaatee. vah ruka nahin. meree pusee aur klit ko ragadata raha. main ab buree tarah se leek kar rahee thee. usane mere aisahol ko chhua aur use ponchhane kee koshish kee.
“yah kaam nahin kar raha hai,” mainne usase kaha, kyonki har guzarate sekand ke saath main aur zyaada hornee aur geelee hotee ja rahee thee. “ise apanee zabaan se saaf karo.” hamesha kee tarah kuchh sekand ka poz tha. phir mujhe apanee nangee choot par usakee saans mahasoos huee. vah phir se soongh raha tha!
“tum kya kar rahe ho?” mujhe chidh huee.
"isakee khushaboo bahut achchhee hai," usane javaab diya. aur phir usane apanee jeebh meree geelee choot par rakhee aur chaatane laga.
mere shareer mein khushee kee nadiyaan bah nikaleen. usakee jeebh meree choot ke chhed mein, kinaaron par, honthon par, meree klit par, aur yahaan tak ki mere batahol ke munh par bhee andar-baahar gaee.
"isaka svaad bhee achchha hai," usane mere ras ko chaatate hue apane honth chaate.
mainne apanee aankhen band kar leen aur karaahane lagee. pahale dheere se, phir tez aur tez. main lagaataar risatee rahee aur kaanpatee rahee aur karaahatee rahee. aur phir, mera ras nikal gaya. main charam par pahunchee. zor se. yah bahut tez orgejm tha, meree zindagee ka ab tak ka sabase tez. ras kee nadiyaan meree choot se bahakar usake chehare par bhar gaeen.
usane chaata aur chaata aur meree choot se nikal rahe phlooid kee aakhiree boond tak chaat lee. phir usane mere batahol ko chaata, jo bhee phlooid se dhaka hua tha. usane oopar dekha. main khushee se muskuraee. laalaten kee dheemee roshanee mein usaka chehara chamak raha tha.
usakee naak, honth, thuddee aur yahaan tak ki usakee moonchhon par bhee mera safed joos laga hua tha.
“mere saath hee kyon?” usane poochha.
“kya?” main samajh nahin paee.
“mere saath aisa kyon? tumhaara koee boyaphrend to hoga. mere saath hee kyon?” usane poochha.
mainne aah bharee. “mera boyaphrend aalasee aur bevakoof hai. vah mere saath se zyaada samay apane playstation ke saath bitaata hai.”
“vah kya hai?” usane playstation ke baare mein kabhee nahin suna tha.
“veediyo gems,” mainne javaab diya.
vah samajh nahin paaya. lekin vah khada hua aur bola, “chhotee raanee, tumhen yahaan koee andaragaaraments nahin pahanane chaahie. bahut garmee hai. din bhar paavar kat rahata hai. tumhen apane praivet paarts ko saans lene dena chaahie.”
“kya?” main usakee himmat vaalee baat par hans padee.
“haan. andaraviyar se tumhen paseena aaega aur khujalee hogee. jab tak tum is ghar mein ho, kuchh bhee mat pahanana. yahaan mere alaava koee notis karane vaala nahin hai.” usane aage kaha, “tumhen apane praivet paarts zyaada dikhaane chaahie.”
mujhe yakeen nahin ho raha tha ki hamaara 20 saal ka propartee keyaratekar mujhe aisee gandee salaah de raha tha. pichhale 30 minat kee ghatanaon se usaka hausala badha hoga.
“kya iseelie tum andaraviyar nahin pahanate?” mainne usakee himmat ko apanee himmat se milaane kee koshish kee.
“nahin. mainne apanee zindagee mein kabhee andaraviyar nahin pahana. mere gaanv mein jab main bada ho raha tha to kisee ne nahin pahana,” usane javaab diya. “ab, yah aadat ban gaee hai.”
ab mera dhyaan apanee jaanghon se hataakar usakee taraf karane ka samay aa gaya tha. vah mere bistar ke paas khada tha. usakee lungee mein tent pahale jaisa hee bada tha. aur mainne tip par geelepan ka ek bada gol paich dekha. yah usaka pree-kam hona chaahie!
“theek hai, main dekhata hoon tumhaare paas kya hai,” mainne kaha. “apanee baniyaan utaaro.”
usane turant apanee baniyaan utaaree aur farsh par phenk dee. mainne jeetookaaka ka nanga shareer pahale kabhee nahin dekha tha. bachapan se, mainne use shart, kurte aur baniyaan mein dekha hai. usake kandhon, baahon, chhaatee, pet aur peeth par baal the. ghane, ghungharaale, kaale baal.
usaka pet bahut bada tha. aam beeyar vaale pet se bhee bada. lekin mujhe is baat mein zyaada dilachaspee thee ki usake pet ke 6 inch neeche usakee lungee ke peechhe kya chhipa hai.
“ise utaarane do,” mainne kaha. mainne bistar ke kinaare baithakar usakee kamar se lungee kee gaanth hata dee. lungee chupachaap farsh par gir gaee. vaah! main sahee tha! lungee ke neeche jo chhipa tha vah usake pet se bahut bada tha.
ek ghanee baalon vaalee jhaadee. ek bada kaala land seedhe meree taraf tha. aur 2 bade bol – aaloo ke saiz ke – ghane, ghungharaale baalon se dhake hue. jeetookaaka aadhe andhere, aadhe ujaale, aadhe roshan kamare mein ek nange, baalon vaale jaanavar kee tarah khada tha. usake bade kaale ling kee nasen ped kee daaliyon kee tarah baahar nikalee huee theen.
usake ling ka sira laalaten kee roshanee mein chamak raha tha. mainne apanee ungalee se usake sire ko chhua. ek chipachipa, jel jaisa likvid meree ungalee par chipaka hua tha, tab bhee jab mainne use hataaya. yah bahut gaadha pree-kam tha, aur isakee gandh bahut tez thee. main ise chakhana chaahata tha, lekin gandh ne mujhe rok diya.
mainne apana chehara usake ling ke kareeb kiya, aur gandh tez bleech kee tarah tez ho gaee. usake bols se bhee vaisee hee gandh aa rahee thee.
“tumase badaboo aa rahee hai!” mainne kaha aur apana chehara usake ling se hata liya. “yah yahaan neeche amezan renaphorest jaisa hai. tum shev kyon nahin karate?”
“kya shev karate ho?” vah hairaan lag raha tha.
“is jangal ko shev karo,” mainne usakee baalon vaalee jhaadee ko kheencha. “aur apane bols ko. ve oon se dhake aaloo jaise lag rahe hain!”
vah sach mein kanphyoojd lag raha tha. “main ek aadamee hoon. sabhee aadamiyon ke neeche baal hote hain. mujhe shev kyon karanee chaahie? main kaise shev kar sakata hoon? mere gaanv mein koee bhee apane bols shev nahin karata.”
mainne socha, kitana puraana aur anagadh jaanavar hai. vah abhee bhee ston ej mein phansa hua hai. aajakal mard regular apane bols aur groin shev karate hain. lekin usase bahas karane ka koee matalab nahin hai.
"jab tak tum saare baal nahin hataoge, main tumhaara dik nahin choosoongee," mainne gusse mein usase kaha. "aur tumhen apana dik dhona hoga. isase badaboo aa rahee hai."
vah kamare ke doosaree taraph gaya, ek alamaaree kholee, aur kuchh nikaala. phir, vah mere paas aaya aur vah cheez mere haath mein de dee. vah pairaashoot kokonat oyal kee ek chhotee botal thee.
"isaka aur apane haathon ka istemaal karo. mujhe tumhaare munh kee zaroorat nahin hai." yah kahakar, usane meree minee skart phaad dee aur meree tee-shart 2 tezee se utaarakar neeche farsh par phenk dee. "let jao, chehara oopar karo," usane gusse vaalee aavaaz mein hukm diya.
main bistar par pooree tarah se nangee let gaee, usakee aavaaz ke ton mein badalaav se thodee ghabara gaee. vah mere chehare ke theek oopar khada tha. usaka dik seedha aur seedha khada tha.
"mere bols par tel se masaaj karo," usane phir hukm diya.
mainne apanee hatheliyon par tel daala aur usake bols par lagaana shuroo kiya. ve bahut bade the. main unhen apanee hatheliyon mein nahin fit kar pa raha tha. aur ve bhaaree the, bahut bhaaree.
“ab, mere kok kee maalish karo,” usaka agala ordar aaya.
mainne usake kok par tel lagaaya. donon haathon se. aisa laga jaise mainne koee mota lohe ka paip pakada hua hai. tel se sana hua, vah laalaten kee dheemee roshanee mein chamak raha tha.
“ab, ek haath mere kok par aage-peechhe karate raho,” usane ordar diya. “aur doosare haath se mere bols ko ragado.”
mainne vaisa hee kiya jaisa mujhase kaha gaya tha. main mushkil se usake bols ko ek haath se pakad pa raha tha. ve bahut bade the. aur mera chhota sa haath usake ped ke tane jitane bade dik par ek dande jaisa lag raha tha.
“dabaate raho, pamp karate raho. aur tez, aur tez,” jaise-jaise usaka kok sakht aur bada hota gaya, usakee aavaaz tez hotee gaee. pree-kam likvid usake kok ke sire se mere gale aur gardan par tapakane laga. gandh bahut zyaada thee, lekin main laga raha.
kuchh sekand beet gae. kuchh minat beet gae. main usake ling ko hilaatee rahee aur usake andakosh ko dabaatee rahee. mere haathon mein dard hone laga. mujhe thakaan mahasoos hone lagee. jaise hee main haar maanane vaalee thee, usane mere haath ko chodana shuroo kar diya. usane zor se apana ling meree hathelee par rakha.
usane apane andakosh meree ungaliyon par pakade, jo pahale se hee unhen pakade hue theen aur zor se dabaaya. aur phir vah zor se gurraate hue nikala. kisee jaanavar kee tarah. garm, gaadhee kreem kee dhaaren oopar se mere shareer par jharane kee tarah girane lageen.
saphed kreem ke tukade mere gale, stanon, nippalon, naabhi, baalon aur chehare par gire. aur usane aakhiree 2 boonden mere honthon par nichod deen. mainne anajaane mein apana munh khol diya. aur taral padaarth andar chala gaya. yah gaadha, chipachipa, bahut chipachipa tha. aur isamen bleech jaisee tez gandh thee.
jeetookaaka ne pharsh se apanee lungee aur baniyaan uthaee aur kamare se baahar chale gae. unhonne ek shabd bhee nahin kaha. main kuchh der bistar par leta raha aur phir vah laalaten lekar baatharoom chala gaya jo vah peechhe chhod gaya tha.
main sheeshe ke saamane khadee huee aur laalaten oopar uthaee. main khud ko pahachaan nahin pa rahee thee. mere shareer ka har inch hissa gaadhe, saphed seeman se dhaka hua tha. mere baalon, naak, honthon, boobs aur pet par seeman laga tha. seeman kee boonden mere shareer se gond kee tarah chipakee huee theen! ve neeche nahin tapak rahee theen, bas apanee jagah par chipakee huee theen.
main seeman se naha rahee thee. jeetookaaka ne mujhe seeman baath diya tha!
mainne apane chehare se thoda seeman uthaaya aur apanee jeebh par lagaaya. namakeen, chipachipa, kreemee – kya aazaadee ka svaad aisa hee hota hai?