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Avinash aur Paridhi cafe se bahar nikal gaye aur car me beth gaye... Paridhi aur Avinash car me baat kar rahe the..... Paridhi sirf do dino me Avinash se kafi ghul mil gayi.... Aur aaj jab usne sorry kah hi diya tha isliye vo achha bhi mahesoos kar rahi thi...
Pata nahi kyu lekin Paridhi ko achha lag raha tha Avinash se baat karte huve.... Shayad use Avinash ka achha swabhaw bahut pasand aaya tha.... Kha do din pahele buraio ki puri list rakhane wali Paridhi ab achhaio ki list bana rahi thi... aur Avinash ko aur bhi achhe se samajne ki aur aage badhne lagi thi...
Ab aage...
Aaj ka pura din kafi biji raha.. Aur phir raat ko bhi Avinash aur Paridhi sath hi office se nikale....
Paridhi wapas ghar aake sab ke sath khana khane ke baad apne kamre me aa gayi... Paridhi ne jab Sumitaji se aaj ki puri baat batai ki usne Avinash ko maafi bhi bol diya aur uske sath freindship ki shuruaat bhi kar dai hai tab Sumitaji bahut hi khush ho gayi... Rahulji bhi khush the.....
Paridhi kamre me aate hi sidhe fresh hone chali gayi... aur fresh ho kar bed pe lit gayi.... Paridhi aaj ke pure din ke bare me sochane lagi uska chahera khil gaya... kitne salo baad kisi ladake se friendship karke use kafi achha bhi laga aur Avinash jesa friend bhi mil gaya....
Paridhi muskura rahi thi... Tabhi Paridhi ko phir se Pavan ki Dyari yaad aa gayi aur usne turant apne drawer me se Dyari nikal ke apne hatho me tham li. Pahele usne socha ki kal achha huva ki Dyari puri raat yahi bed pe hi hone ke baad bhi Sumitaji ne uspe dhyaan diya nahi tha kyu ki agar unka dhyan gaya hota to vo jarur Paridhi se iss baar me baat karati lekin abhi tak ki nahi thi...
Paridhi ne aek chain ki saans li aur phir Dyari ko niharne lagi.... Aur phir Paridhi ne padhna shuru kiya jaha se usne choda tha...
Iss kichad me badahaya har kadam muje jiteji maarega... muje jiteji har Waqt marane ka ahesaas hota rahega... Aur isski shuruaat aaj ho chuki thi Maa.... Mere jiteji marne ki shuruat aaj ho chuki thi...
Aap sun rahi hai na Maa.... Mere jiteji marne ki shuruaat ho chuki hai...
Paridhi Dyari ko padh rahi thi aur Paridhi ke kamre ka Aaina Paridhi ke chahere ko padh raha tha... Waqt ke har badalate pal ke sath Dyari ke har badalate page ke sath Paridhi ke chahere pe dikh rahe hamdardi, dard aur dukh ko Aaina saaf saaf dekh paa raha tha... jese jese Paridhi page ko palat rahi thi uske chahere pe badal rahi dard ki rekhao ko vo aaina saaf saaf dekh paa raha tha.
Paridhi ko padhate padhate kafi Waqt bit gaya... har Waqt ke pal me Paridhi ki aankho se aanshu hi bah rahe the.... Pavan ka har dard... har gum.... har tanahayi... Paridhi ko mahesoos ho rahi thi...
Abhi subah ke 4 baj chuke tha aur Paridhi ki aankhe itne ghanto se aanshu bahane se puri lal ho gayi thi.... Lekin ab iss aankho pe pure din ki thakan haavi hone lagi aur Paridhi ki aankhe band hone lagi aur Phir Paridhi ese hi Dyari ko bed pe rakha ke hi aankhe mund li.... lekin abhi bhi aankho ke kone se aanshu ki bunde gir hii rahi thi.....
Iss tarah so jaane se Paridhi kamare ki khidaki ko bhi band nahi ki thi jiss se tej hawa ki lahere kamare ko gher rahi thi....
Aur ye tej hawa ki lahere Dyari ke pages ko badal rahi thi....
Date - 21/07/2003
Aaj subah phir se Appu aaya...... Usne aate hi muje phir se usi kaam pe lag jaane ko kaha jo mene kal kiya tha... Appu ne phir se kal wali hi bhaari kambal ko kil pe latakana aur utarane ko kaha... Jiss ki wajah se kal ka sara dard meri ankho ke samane tair gaya jiss se aek baar ke liye meri rooh bhi kaamp gayi aur jiss se mere haath aur Pair me bhi kamapn chut gayi...
Lekin kal jo Aadi ne jo muje pravahi pilaya tha jise Appu ne use diya tha uss se muje kafi rahat huyi thi... aur mera dard kafi had tak mit chuka tha...
Muje dubara se wahi kaam karane se chid ho gayi... lekin baat meri nahi thi baat Aadi ki thi... mene aaj bhi uske chahere ko apne man me bhar ke shuru kar di kamabal ko latakane aur utarane ki kriya....
Aaj................................................
Hawa ki tej laher kamare me aayi aur uske sath hi usne Dyari je pages ko badal diya....
Date - 30/07/2003
Aaj muje 10 din ho chuke hai.... iss 10 dino me sirf vahi kiya kambal ko latakana aur utarana.... ab muje lagane laga tha ki Appu kya muje iss tarah se ladane ki sikh de raha tha?.... Iss 10 dino me abhi tak mene aek baar bhi kisiko kese panch marana hai uske bare me nahi jaana tha aur phir pura din aek hi chij ko baar baar karne se muje kafi chid ho gayi.... Aur raat ko phir se wahi dard muje aur bhi din-b-din muje aur bhi chidchida bana raha tha....
Lekin aek baat jarur thi ki har din mera dard kuch had tak kam ho raha tha... Aur phir kal raat ko bhi utna dard nahi mahesoos huva jo ki pahele din huva tha.... Aur jab mene kal raat vo pravahi phir se piya to kuch palo me hi mera sara dard gayab ho gaya...
Aur phir pata nahi ye kese huva lekin aaj jab me pura din khada raha phir bhi pairo me koi dard mahesoos na huva... hatho me bhi dard ka namonihsan nahi tha.... mene ye Appu ko bataya... uske chahere pe daravani muskan aa gayi...
Muje esa laga ki........................................
Hawa ke joke ne phir se page jo palata diya.....
Date - 31/07/2003
Aaj muje Appu ne naya kaam diya muje..... pata nahi aaj muje vo konsi jagah pe leke aaya tha lekin yaha pe koi nahi tha puri jagah sumsan thi... lekin me 10 dino baad paheli baar roshani me aake kafi khush huva...
Mene aaspas dekha jagah bahut achhi thi.... ye jagah pahado se ghiri huyi thi.... ham jaha khade the uske aage se sidiya shuru ho rahi thi aur ye sidiya pahad ki ki choti pe jaane ke bani thi...
Appu - "Dekh chore teri training ka pahela chapter khatam huva aur aaj dusara chapter shuru hoga... samja?.."
Mai - "Ji... Thik hai..."
Appu - "Dekh tuje iss sidi pe chadana hai aur phir wapis utarana hai..."
Main itna aasan sa kaam dekh ke khush ho gaya kyu ki sidi lambi jarur thi lekin me ise aasami ne chad jaunga..... lekin abhi Appu ne apni baat puri kaha ki thi...
Appu mere chahere ki rahat ko dekh daravana sa hasa - "Tuje kya laga ki tuje sirf itna hi karana hai?.... samane dekh rahe ho vaha pe pani ke do matake rakhe hai aur use baju me pani ka bhara huva drum hai tuje iss dono matako me paani bharana hai aur phir inn sidiyo ko chadate huve pahad ki choti pe esa hi drum rakha hai jo ki khali hai use iss drum wale paani se bharana hai samaja?.."
Mene Appu ki aur dekha jo shaitano ki tarah muskura raha tha... me baar baar kabhi pani ke drum ko aur phir Appu ke chahere ki aur dekh raha tha main ye kahena chahata tha ki itna bhayankar kaam muje na de... lekin ye Appu tha.... Pahele din jo meri halat huyi thi use yaad aate hi mera dil kaamp utha...
Appu - "Tuje ye dono matake aek sath pani se bharake uthane hai.... aur yaad rahe agar pani ki aek bund giri ya phir ye matak futa to teri dost ki aaj hawa tight hogi.... samaja kya?.."
Mene dil pe Aadi ki tasavir aa gayi... Pata nahi ye Appu iss tarah Aadi ko marane ki dhamaki ya deke mujse aur kon kon se kaam karavayega?
Mene phir se dono matke ki aur dekha.. dono matke bade nahi the... lekin paani ka drum jarur bada tha... yaani ki aaj ka pura din issi me hi nikal jaane wala tha.... aur abhi bhi me sirf 11 saal ka bachha hi to hu.... phir bhi muje ye karana hi tha... Aadi ke liye karana hi tha...
Lekin main dono matke ko aek sath kese utha sakata tha?..... Appu to bas itna bolkar chala gaya tha aur dur khada hoke muje dekh raha tha...
Main - "Ab inn dono matke ko aeksath kese uthau?.... kese?"
Tabhi muje aek kahani yaad aayi jo ki mene kitabo me padhi thi... mene padha tha ki shravankumar namaka ladka apne andh mata pita ko tirthdhamo ki yatra karvanane ke liye use do joliya banai thi jisko usne aek lakadi ke dono siro se baandh diya tha aur iss lakadi ko vo bich me se uthaya tha....
Mene bhi usi shujav ko apanaya... aur shayad ye sujav shresth bhi tha.. jiss se mera balance bhi bana rahega aur mai dono matako ko aek sath utha bhi sakuga...
Mene aaspass najare duadai... vese bhi ye jagah pahadiya aur hariyali je bhari padi huyi thi muje aek achhi lakadi dhundhane me der na lagi.... lekin muje abhi bhi rassi chahiye thi so isliye muje thoda dhudhane pe aek bahut majboot bel dikhi jo ki aek ped ki charo aur lipati huyi thi.... mene use hi rassi ki tarah uss kar liya... mene dono matako ko bel se bandh kar lakadi ke dono siro se baandh diya.... aur phir lakadi aur bel ki majbooti ka jayaja liya...
Lakadi aur bel kaafi majaboot thi iss liye me ab sajj tha mene aek baar dur khade Appu ki aur dekha jo kab se meri aur dekh raha tha... uska chahera khaufkank muskan se bhara huva tha... shayad usko mera ye tarika kafi pasand aaya tha...
Aur phir mene aek najar pahadi ki choti ki aur dali aur chal pada apna pahela safar pura karne ke liye....
Muje bich bich me..........................................
Phir se hawa ki tej laher uthi aur sath me Dyari ke pages bhi...
Date - 11/08/2003
Aaj aur 10 din bit gaye.. pahele din jo mene dard ka ahesaas kiya tha vo kafi khaufnaak tha... tab sirf mere hath ya pair nahi dard kar rahe the balki paani se bhare huve matko ko utha utha ke pura badan dard se karah raha tha... Pura badan ese dard kar raha tha jese kisne muj pe jalate anagare phenk diye ho... jiss se mera pura badal ese huva pada tha ki me aek inch bhi nahi hil sakata tha... jese lakawa maar gaya tha....
Shayad isi karan muje raat ko bahut tej bukhar bhi ho gaya tha... jiss se meri chetana na ke barabar hi thi lekin main mere pass bethe Aadi ke ahesaas ko jarur mahesoos kar sakata tha.... muje uske bina bataye hi pata lag raha tha ki muje iss tarah se dekh uski kya halat huyi hogi.... shayad vo bhi mere hi dard ko ji raha tha......
Pure 10 din lage iss tej bukhar se ubharane ke liye... aur aaj se phir se wahi kaam shuru.... paani ke dono matako ko uthao aur pahadi ki choti pe pahuncho..
Aaj ka pura din bhi issi me nikal gaya... aur abhi raat ko dard ne muje phir se gher liya... lekin ye dard kafi kam tha... shayad ye Appu ke roj muje vo pravahi pilane ke karan huva tha.... Appu ne kaha tha ki muje abhi bhi aur 10 dino tak yahi karana tha.... aur uske baad se vo muje ladane ke pentare sikhane ki shuruaat karega...
~ Gabbar is Back
Avinash aur Paridhi cafe se bahar nikal gaye aur car me beth gaye... Paridhi aur Avinash car me baat kar rahe the..... Paridhi sirf do dino me Avinash se kafi ghul mil gayi.... Aur aaj jab usne sorry kah hi diya tha isliye vo achha bhi mahesoos kar rahi thi...
Pata nahi kyu lekin Paridhi ko achha lag raha tha Avinash se baat karte huve.... Shayad use Avinash ka achha swabhaw bahut pasand aaya tha.... Kha do din pahele buraio ki puri list rakhane wali Paridhi ab achhaio ki list bana rahi thi... aur Avinash ko aur bhi achhe se samajne ki aur aage badhne lagi thi...
Ab aage...
Aaj ka pura din kafi biji raha.. Aur phir raat ko bhi Avinash aur Paridhi sath hi office se nikale....
Paridhi wapas ghar aake sab ke sath khana khane ke baad apne kamre me aa gayi... Paridhi ne jab Sumitaji se aaj ki puri baat batai ki usne Avinash ko maafi bhi bol diya aur uske sath freindship ki shuruaat bhi kar dai hai tab Sumitaji bahut hi khush ho gayi... Rahulji bhi khush the.....
Paridhi kamre me aate hi sidhe fresh hone chali gayi... aur fresh ho kar bed pe lit gayi.... Paridhi aaj ke pure din ke bare me sochane lagi uska chahera khil gaya... kitne salo baad kisi ladake se friendship karke use kafi achha bhi laga aur Avinash jesa friend bhi mil gaya....
Paridhi muskura rahi thi... Tabhi Paridhi ko phir se Pavan ki Dyari yaad aa gayi aur usne turant apne drawer me se Dyari nikal ke apne hatho me tham li. Pahele usne socha ki kal achha huva ki Dyari puri raat yahi bed pe hi hone ke baad bhi Sumitaji ne uspe dhyaan diya nahi tha kyu ki agar unka dhyan gaya hota to vo jarur Paridhi se iss baar me baat karati lekin abhi tak ki nahi thi...
Paridhi ne aek chain ki saans li aur phir Dyari ko niharne lagi.... Aur phir Paridhi ne padhna shuru kiya jaha se usne choda tha...
Iss kichad me badahaya har kadam muje jiteji maarega... muje jiteji har Waqt marane ka ahesaas hota rahega... Aur isski shuruaat aaj ho chuki thi Maa.... Mere jiteji marne ki shuruat aaj ho chuki thi...
Aap sun rahi hai na Maa.... Mere jiteji marne ki shuruaat ho chuki hai...
Paridhi Dyari ko padh rahi thi aur Paridhi ke kamre ka Aaina Paridhi ke chahere ko padh raha tha... Waqt ke har badalate pal ke sath Dyari ke har badalate page ke sath Paridhi ke chahere pe dikh rahe hamdardi, dard aur dukh ko Aaina saaf saaf dekh paa raha tha... jese jese Paridhi page ko palat rahi thi uske chahere pe badal rahi dard ki rekhao ko vo aaina saaf saaf dekh paa raha tha.
Paridhi ko padhate padhate kafi Waqt bit gaya... har Waqt ke pal me Paridhi ki aankho se aanshu hi bah rahe the.... Pavan ka har dard... har gum.... har tanahayi... Paridhi ko mahesoos ho rahi thi...
Abhi subah ke 4 baj chuke tha aur Paridhi ki aankhe itne ghanto se aanshu bahane se puri lal ho gayi thi.... Lekin ab iss aankho pe pure din ki thakan haavi hone lagi aur Paridhi ki aankhe band hone lagi aur Phir Paridhi ese hi Dyari ko bed pe rakha ke hi aankhe mund li.... lekin abhi bhi aankho ke kone se aanshu ki bunde gir hii rahi thi.....
Iss tarah so jaane se Paridhi kamare ki khidaki ko bhi band nahi ki thi jiss se tej hawa ki lahere kamare ko gher rahi thi....
Aur ye tej hawa ki lahere Dyari ke pages ko badal rahi thi....
Date - 21/07/2003
Aaj subah phir se Appu aaya...... Usne aate hi muje phir se usi kaam pe lag jaane ko kaha jo mene kal kiya tha... Appu ne phir se kal wali hi bhaari kambal ko kil pe latakana aur utarane ko kaha... Jiss ki wajah se kal ka sara dard meri ankho ke samane tair gaya jiss se aek baar ke liye meri rooh bhi kaamp gayi aur jiss se mere haath aur Pair me bhi kamapn chut gayi...
Lekin kal jo Aadi ne jo muje pravahi pilaya tha jise Appu ne use diya tha uss se muje kafi rahat huyi thi... aur mera dard kafi had tak mit chuka tha...
Muje dubara se wahi kaam karane se chid ho gayi... lekin baat meri nahi thi baat Aadi ki thi... mene aaj bhi uske chahere ko apne man me bhar ke shuru kar di kamabal ko latakane aur utarane ki kriya....
Aaj................................................
Hawa ki tej laher kamare me aayi aur uske sath hi usne Dyari je pages ko badal diya....
Date - 30/07/2003
Aaj muje 10 din ho chuke hai.... iss 10 dino me sirf vahi kiya kambal ko latakana aur utarana.... ab muje lagane laga tha ki Appu kya muje iss tarah se ladane ki sikh de raha tha?.... Iss 10 dino me abhi tak mene aek baar bhi kisiko kese panch marana hai uske bare me nahi jaana tha aur phir pura din aek hi chij ko baar baar karne se muje kafi chid ho gayi.... Aur raat ko phir se wahi dard muje aur bhi din-b-din muje aur bhi chidchida bana raha tha....
Lekin aek baat jarur thi ki har din mera dard kuch had tak kam ho raha tha... Aur phir kal raat ko bhi utna dard nahi mahesoos huva jo ki pahele din huva tha.... Aur jab mene kal raat vo pravahi phir se piya to kuch palo me hi mera sara dard gayab ho gaya...
Aur phir pata nahi ye kese huva lekin aaj jab me pura din khada raha phir bhi pairo me koi dard mahesoos na huva... hatho me bhi dard ka namonihsan nahi tha.... mene ye Appu ko bataya... uske chahere pe daravani muskan aa gayi...
Muje esa laga ki........................................
Hawa ke joke ne phir se page jo palata diya.....
Date - 31/07/2003
Aaj muje Appu ne naya kaam diya muje..... pata nahi aaj muje vo konsi jagah pe leke aaya tha lekin yaha pe koi nahi tha puri jagah sumsan thi... lekin me 10 dino baad paheli baar roshani me aake kafi khush huva...
Mene aaspas dekha jagah bahut achhi thi.... ye jagah pahado se ghiri huyi thi.... ham jaha khade the uske aage se sidiya shuru ho rahi thi aur ye sidiya pahad ki ki choti pe jaane ke bani thi...
Appu - "Dekh chore teri training ka pahela chapter khatam huva aur aaj dusara chapter shuru hoga... samja?.."
Mai - "Ji... Thik hai..."
Appu - "Dekh tuje iss sidi pe chadana hai aur phir wapis utarana hai..."
Main itna aasan sa kaam dekh ke khush ho gaya kyu ki sidi lambi jarur thi lekin me ise aasami ne chad jaunga..... lekin abhi Appu ne apni baat puri kaha ki thi...
Appu mere chahere ki rahat ko dekh daravana sa hasa - "Tuje kya laga ki tuje sirf itna hi karana hai?.... samane dekh rahe ho vaha pe pani ke do matake rakhe hai aur use baju me pani ka bhara huva drum hai tuje iss dono matako me paani bharana hai aur phir inn sidiyo ko chadate huve pahad ki choti pe esa hi drum rakha hai jo ki khali hai use iss drum wale paani se bharana hai samaja?.."
Mene Appu ki aur dekha jo shaitano ki tarah muskura raha tha... me baar baar kabhi pani ke drum ko aur phir Appu ke chahere ki aur dekh raha tha main ye kahena chahata tha ki itna bhayankar kaam muje na de... lekin ye Appu tha.... Pahele din jo meri halat huyi thi use yaad aate hi mera dil kaamp utha...
Appu - "Tuje ye dono matake aek sath pani se bharake uthane hai.... aur yaad rahe agar pani ki aek bund giri ya phir ye matak futa to teri dost ki aaj hawa tight hogi.... samaja kya?.."
Mene dil pe Aadi ki tasavir aa gayi... Pata nahi ye Appu iss tarah Aadi ko marane ki dhamaki ya deke mujse aur kon kon se kaam karavayega?
Mene phir se dono matke ki aur dekha.. dono matke bade nahi the... lekin paani ka drum jarur bada tha... yaani ki aaj ka pura din issi me hi nikal jaane wala tha.... aur abhi bhi me sirf 11 saal ka bachha hi to hu.... phir bhi muje ye karana hi tha... Aadi ke liye karana hi tha...
Lekin main dono matke ko aek sath kese utha sakata tha?..... Appu to bas itna bolkar chala gaya tha aur dur khada hoke muje dekh raha tha...
Main - "Ab inn dono matke ko aeksath kese uthau?.... kese?"
Tabhi muje aek kahani yaad aayi jo ki mene kitabo me padhi thi... mene padha tha ki shravankumar namaka ladka apne andh mata pita ko tirthdhamo ki yatra karvanane ke liye use do joliya banai thi jisko usne aek lakadi ke dono siro se baandh diya tha aur iss lakadi ko vo bich me se uthaya tha....
Mene bhi usi shujav ko apanaya... aur shayad ye sujav shresth bhi tha.. jiss se mera balance bhi bana rahega aur mai dono matako ko aek sath utha bhi sakuga...
Mene aaspass najare duadai... vese bhi ye jagah pahadiya aur hariyali je bhari padi huyi thi muje aek achhi lakadi dhundhane me der na lagi.... lekin muje abhi bhi rassi chahiye thi so isliye muje thoda dhudhane pe aek bahut majboot bel dikhi jo ki aek ped ki charo aur lipati huyi thi.... mene use hi rassi ki tarah uss kar liya... mene dono matako ko bel se bandh kar lakadi ke dono siro se baandh diya.... aur phir lakadi aur bel ki majbooti ka jayaja liya...
Lakadi aur bel kaafi majaboot thi iss liye me ab sajj tha mene aek baar dur khade Appu ki aur dekha jo kab se meri aur dekh raha tha... uska chahera khaufkank muskan se bhara huva tha... shayad usko mera ye tarika kafi pasand aaya tha...
Aur phir mene aek najar pahadi ki choti ki aur dali aur chal pada apna pahela safar pura karne ke liye....
Muje bich bich me..........................................
Phir se hawa ki tej laher uthi aur sath me Dyari ke pages bhi...
Date - 11/08/2003
Aaj aur 10 din bit gaye.. pahele din jo mene dard ka ahesaas kiya tha vo kafi khaufnaak tha... tab sirf mere hath ya pair nahi dard kar rahe the balki paani se bhare huve matko ko utha utha ke pura badan dard se karah raha tha... Pura badan ese dard kar raha tha jese kisne muj pe jalate anagare phenk diye ho... jiss se mera pura badal ese huva pada tha ki me aek inch bhi nahi hil sakata tha... jese lakawa maar gaya tha....
Shayad isi karan muje raat ko bahut tej bukhar bhi ho gaya tha... jiss se meri chetana na ke barabar hi thi lekin main mere pass bethe Aadi ke ahesaas ko jarur mahesoos kar sakata tha.... muje uske bina bataye hi pata lag raha tha ki muje iss tarah se dekh uski kya halat huyi hogi.... shayad vo bhi mere hi dard ko ji raha tha......
Pure 10 din lage iss tej bukhar se ubharane ke liye... aur aaj se phir se wahi kaam shuru.... paani ke dono matako ko uthao aur pahadi ki choti pe pahuncho..
Aaj ka pura din bhi issi me nikal gaya... aur abhi raat ko dard ne muje phir se gher liya... lekin ye dard kafi kam tha... shayad ye Appu ke roj muje vo pravahi pilane ke karan huva tha.... Appu ne kaha tha ki muje abhi bhi aur 10 dino tak yahi karana tha.... aur uske baad se vo muje ladane ke pentare sikhane ki shuruaat karega...
~ Gabbar is Back
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