Update 37
Mai ek smashan(kabrstan) me khada tha..
Jiske aage 2 samadhi thi..
Aur vahi ghutno pe bethke ro raha tha..
(Mai aakhir yaha q hu..Aur ro q raha hu?? To chalo thoda pise chalte he)
Jese hi Varsha ke sath sab aandar Gaye.. Turant hi..
Mai...Niru chalo ghar chalte he!
Nirali.. Q bhaiya?? Vo bhi itni jaldi.? Thodi der ruk jate he.. Fir sabse milkar chal dete he!
Mai...thik he tum ruk jao..Mai nikalta hu...
Nirali...fir me yaha akeli ruk ke kya karu!! Chaliye me bhi chalti hu..
Mai...tum rukna chaho to ruk sakti ho! Qki tumhara man bhi he..Muje ek kaam he..
Nirali..thik he..
Mai...ghar pahuncke call jarur Karna... Mai car sodke ja raha hu..
Nirali..aap tnsn n lo jyada..
Mai..thik he...
Fir Mai bahar aata hu vaha road pe ek aadmi car leke khada ... Usse car key leke..
Mai...niru ka dhyan rakhna... Is baar koi laprvahi nahi honi chahiye...
Aadmi...ji sir..
Aur mai vaha se nikalkar Gorakhpur ki Aur nikal gaya Aur abhi vahi tha..
(Present)
Mai...(rote huye)plz dadaji muje maaf kar dijiye...mene Jo galti ki uski koi mafi to nahi lekin ho sake to aapne vishu KO maaf kar dijiye.. Mene Jo kiya vo janbuzkar nahi kiya tha.. Mai nahi janta tha ki Varsha koi Aur nahi balki meri hi .... Kya karu kus smj hi nahi aa raha..??? Plz dadaji aap hi koi rasta dikhayiye !! Jab bhi muskil me hota hu aap rasta dikhate he.. Aaj fir muje aapki jarurat he dadaji.. Plz...
Aur vahi Aur jor se rone lagta hu..Aur vahi beth jata hu.. Aur rote-rote kab aankh lag jati he..pata hi nahi chalta..
Tabhi ek aavaz aati he..
Jisse Mai Charo Aur dekhne lagta hu...
.......idhar udhar kaha dhundh rahe ho muje????
Ye aavaz .. Is aawaz ko to Mai lakho me pahchan sakta hu..ye aavaz to mere dadaji(veersingh thakur) ki he..
Mai.dadaji..
Tabhi samne dhire-dhire ek aakruti manav aakar lene lagti he...
Aur vo koi Aur nahi mere dadaji hi the...
Dadaji...kesa he mera beta???
Mai...akela hu...bhot akela pad gaya hu dadaji..plz laut aayiye muje aapki bhot zarurat he..
Dadaji...me to hamesha tumhare sath hu.. Aapne aandar dhundho..me tumhare aandar hi hu..Aur tum akele kaha ho?? Aese bhot se log he Jo tumhe pyar karte he..fir tum akele kese ho sakte ho!!
Mai...lekin....
Kus bolta usse pahle..
Dadaji...kus mat Kaho.. Aur kus mat socho..!!!! Bs vahi Karo Jo tumhara dil kahe.. Qki dil me hamesha aapno ka vaas hota he.. Aur Jo aavaz dil se aati he vo humare aapno ki hoti he.. Isliye kus Aur mat socho bs vahi Karo Jo tumhara dil kahe.. Aur aage Jo bhi hogs acha hi hoga..
Aakhri word hote hi dhire-dhire dadaji gayab hone lagte he.. Aur fur puri tarah se...
Aur isike sath..
Mai...dadajiiiiiii
Aur meri aankh khul jati he..
Aur dekta hu to suraj nikal chuka tha..
Mai...(man me) mtlb vo ek sapna tha....aesa lag raha he jese sach ho.. (Fur sab vicharo KO dimag se dur karke) ab kus nahi sochna he ab sirf aapne manjil ke bare me hi sochunga...
1..thakur baldevsingh ki barbadi
Aur
2.king ki maut
Iske alava kus nahi..
Tabhi mera phone ring hota he..dekhta hu to malik ka call tha...
(Chalo thoda pise chalte he Aur thakur nivas me kya hua vo jaante he)
Varssha ne Jo kaha us KO sunke sabko zatka lagta he..
Aur sabse jyada zatka priya ko laga tha..jo kabse bahar khadi inki bate sun rahi thi...
isliye vo turant aandar aa gayi Aur puri baat sunne lagi..
Sabse pahle baldev thakur hi sambhal chuke the...
Baldev thakur...kaun he vo?? Kya karta he vo?? Kaha rahta he??? Kabse pyar karti ho??? Aur ab tak bataya q nahi???
Varsha...itne saval vo bhi ek sath??
Sima...ha Aur tumhe har ek sawal ka jawab dena padega...
Varsha...thik he deti hu...
Varsha...hum abhi kus Dino pahle mile the.. Pahle dosti huyi Aur fir dono me pyar ho gaya...
Sima...kus Dino pahle mili.. Aur pyar ho gaya.. Fir to jarur usne janbuzkar tumhe aapne pyar ke jaal me fasaya hoga..
Baldev...sima tum chup raho.. Usko bolne to do...
R.dad.... Baldev bhabhi ji sahi kah rahi he... Aur muje to lagta he usne Varsha ko jaydad ke liye fasaya hoga...
Varsha bolne hi vali thi ki..
Baldev...muje aapni beti pe pura bharosha he...
R.dad....me Varsha ki nahi us ladke ki baat kar raha hu..
Baldev...lekin pahle ladke ke bare me Jan to lu... Tum bolo beti..
Varsha...uska naam Rudra he...
Priya..(turant bol padti he) kahi didi aap Rudra rajput ki baat to nahi kar rahi...
Sima...kya raghuveer rajput ke pote Aur rajput empire ke eklute varis Rudra rajpuy ki baat kar rahi ho???
Varsha...ji mummy..
Priya...lekin vo to age me aapse bhut chote he..
Sima...kya?? Varsha tumse chota he vo???
Varsha...ha ma vo mujse chota he.. Lekin usse kya fark padta he...?? Aur vese bhi age se kya fark padta he jab hum ek-dusre se pyar karte ho..
Koi kus bolta .. Isse pahle
Baldev...thik he muje manjur he..lekin ek baar usse milna chahta hu...
Varsha...thik he dad kal milva dungi .. Kal usko ghar bula lungi...
Is waqt sabke dimag me kus n kus chal raha tha..lekin sabse jyada paresan priya thi...
Aur usne aapni badi bahan se baat karne ke faisla liya..
Qki uske bina uska dimag sant nahi hone vala tha...
(sorry update pura nahi kar paya.. Qki khet dekhne chala gaya tha...lekin ha raat 1 baje tak 1 update Aur dung a)