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SAAJAN
UPDATE- 229
5th Janam Ki Love Story Continues...
Kuch samay taduprant dono sadhwiya phir upasthit huyi aur unhone phir hamse kuch kaha lekin iss bar bhi unki bhasa hamari samajh me nahi aayi...hame to ye bhi samajh nahi aaya ki vastav me ye bhasa koun si bhasa hai... ? sansar ke kis kone me boli jati hai... ? kam se kam aaj ke adhunik sansar me to yeh bhasa shayad kisi bhi rastra me nahi boli jati hai...
Mujhe iss baat ka yakin to ho chuka tha ki ho sakta hai koi puratan bhasa rahi hogi…? Philhal sadhwiyo ka ishara samajh kar hum dono bhi unke piche piche chal pade..chitra mera hath pakad ke bilkul chipak kar chal rahi thi..
Chalte huye kuch kshan baad hum unn sadhwiyo ke sath ek bade se kaksh me pahuch gaye jaha koi mahan sadhak apni sadhana me leen baithe huye the..kintu unke darshan karte hi hame ek ashcharya ka mahan jhatka laga..
Ab Aage…….
Ashcharya janak baat to ye thi ki yogi maharaj padmasan ki mudra me baithe huye the aur hawan pujan me leen the..kintu jhatka lagne wali asal baat ye thi ki vah pujan to avashya kar rahe the lekin vaha unke samne koi pratima sthapit nahi thi balki samne aasan par swayam unka hi kata hua sir rakha hua tha aur vah apne hi kate huye shish ka abhishek karte huye sadhana me talleen the.
Badi ajib sthiti thi..kya koi sadhak aisa bhi ho sakta hai jo apna sir kaat kar samne rakhe aur phir apne hi sir ki sadhana me leen ho jaye….? Inn sari paristhitiyo par vichar karne ka anukool samay nahi tha…main aur chitra ye drishya dekh kar hairan rah gaye. Abhi hum iss drishya ke jhatke se bahar ubre bhi nahi the ki tabhi uss sadhaka ke kate huye sir ke shree mukh se awaz nikalti dekh kar chounk gaye..
“Aaiye, Padhariye Saajan, aap ka hardik abhinandan hai…aapki pratiksha karte karte chaar sadiya vyateet ho gayi, tab ja kar aapke darshan prapt huye hain.” Uss sadhak ke kate huye sir ke shree mukh se awaz nikli.
Main aur chitra hairani se mook darshak ki bhanti uss sadhak ke kate huye sir ko bolte huye dekhte rah gaye…yogi maharaj ke kate huye sir ke mukh se nikle huye ek ek shabd meri samajh me aa gaye..kintu shabd samajh me aana ek alag baat hai aur shabdo ka arth samajhna dusri baat hai…unke shabd bhale hi meri samajh me aa gaye the kintu kahne ka taatparya samajh me nahi aaya ki chaar shatabdiyo se vo sadhak mera intazar kar rahe hain…?
Chitra (hairan)--Iska kya matlab hua, yuvraj…?
Jitu—pata nahi..ab iska matlab to yogi maharaj hi samjha sakte hain ..
“Saajan, ashcharya me mat padiye…aapki duniya se sadhako ka sadhana sansar bada vichitra hota hai…yaha ka har sadhak apne aap me ek vichitra sansar samaye huye hai…aur hum chaar shatabdiyo se aapke aane ki pratiksha kar rahe hain…aap ka yaha aana to poorv niyojit hi tha aur aapko yaha tak aana hi tha…kintu aapke yaha aane me itna lamba samay vyateet ho jayega hum samajh nahi paye…kintu aaj hamari lambi sadhana sarthak ho gayi…aapke charan padte hi hamari ye sadhana sthali pavitra ho gayi.” Yogi raj ne apne shree mukh se bahut hi shant swar me vinamrata se kaha.
Jitu—kintu aap meri pratiksha kyo kar rahe the vah bhi itne lambe antaral se…?
Sadhak—saajan, sadiyo se hamare paas rakhi huyi aapki dharohar aapke supurd kar ke hum rin mukt hona chahte hain..aapki amanat aapke hatho surakshit soumpne ke liye hi hum aapke yaha aagman ki pratiksha kar rahe the…ye tilism aapki iss dharohar ki suraksha hetu hi nirmit kiya gaya tha jo aapke hatho me aapki dharohar aate hi toot jayega..aapke atirikta anya koi bhi yaha tak nahi pahuch sakta.
Jitu (hairan)—meri dharohar..! meri koun si dharohar aapke paas hai..? meri to kuch bhi samajh me nahi aa raha yogi raj..
Sadhak—ye mera kata hua sir jiski main aradhana kar raha hu..vastav me yahi aapki dharohar hai…isko hi aapke supurd kar ke hum rin mukt hone ki anubhuti prapt karna chahte hain…aapke sparsh karte hi ye kata hua sir neel mani me badal jayega…
Jitu (shocked)—kyaaa..? aapka ye kata hua sir meri dharohar hai…?
Sadhak—hey saajan, ye mani koi sadharan mani nahi hai…ye aapke janmo janmo ki tapasya ka parinam hai…ise dharan karte hi aapke andar kayi daivik shaktiya jagrit ho jayengi…aap sansar ki kisi bhi bhasa ko samajh aur bol sakenge…chahe vo bhasa vartaman ki ho ya phir aadikalin ho…aap kisi bhi bhasa ko jaan samajh sakte hain…itna hi nahi agar ko aapke samne ek bhi shabd na bole tab bhi aap uski moun bhasa ko samajh sakte hain..kisi ke bhi mann me chal rahe vicharo ko padh sakte hain…iske madhyam se aapko apne pichle janam ka smaran bhi ho jayega…yadi aap kahi jana chahe to iska smaran karte hi tatkal aap apni manovankshit jagah par pahuch jayenge..chahe aap kahi bhi ho, kisi bhi haal me ho, desh kaal aur paristhitiyo ke bandhan se mukt ho kar aapke dwara mani ke smaran karte hi aap ka bhoutik astitva vaha prakat ho jayega…baki sab aap isko sparsh karte hi samajh jaoge…atah aap isko grahan kar mujhe iss rin se mukt karne ki kripa kare saajan..
Maine to yogi raj sadhak ki kuch baate suni aur kuch ansuni hi rah gayi…kyon ki meri avastha uss samay ardh murchhit jaisi ho rahi thi…aur main ashcharya ke mahasagar me jaise dubkiya laga raha tha…mujhe apna astitva pata nahi jaise akash me ud raha tha ya ki sagar ki gaharayi me tair raha tha…? Mere liye kuch bhi tay karna asambhav jaisa lag raha tha.
Phir bhi sadhak ke dubara kahne par main thoda hosh hawash me louta aur unke samne rakhe kate huye sir ko jaise hi sparsh kiya vaise hi unka vo kata hua sir aloukik tez roshni se jagmagane laga…meri ankhe swarah hi band hone lagi…hum kuch samajh pate ki tab tak dusre ashcharya ka jhatka lag chuka tha…yahi haal chitra ka bhi tha..
Maine ankhe khol kar dekha to vaha ab na to koi ashram tha aur na hi samne vo yogi raj dikhayi diye..aur to aur hame yaha tak utha kar laane wala vo vat vriksh hi vaha moujud tha.
Dhire dhire vo roshni mere andar samane lagi aur main sangya shunya ho kar vahi par gir gaya...chitra to kab ki murchhit ho chuki thi...yahi avastha kanva rishi ke ashram me divya ki ho rahi thi...hamare behosh hote hi hame apne pichle janam ki yaade ek ek kar ke taro taza hone lagi...divya aur mera atoot prem dikhayi dene laga...pari ki nafrat drishti gochar hone lagi..
"Upar Ambar Niche Dharti, Beech Me Hain Dil Ke Afsaane,
Afsaano Me Dard Hai Kitna, Pyar Ke Dushman Ye Kya Jaane."
Kuch samay pashchat jab vo roshni ka aavran dhire dhire samapt hua aur phir ek cheekh ‘’divyaaaa’’ ka naam chillate huye sath hi meri ankhe khuli to maine khud ko jamin par pade huye paya…meri ankho se ashruo ki jal dhara pravahit ho rahi thi..samne hi chitra chetna shunya ho kar padi huyi thi…pahli bar chitra ko dekh kar mujhe usko apni baho me samet kar pyar karne ki teevra abhilasa hone lagi…usko uthane ke liye maine uthne ka prauatna kiya to uth nahi paya…
Sharir ekdam kamjor aur jarjar ho chuka tha..sharir me itni bhi shakti shesh nahi bachi thi ki uth kar khada ho jaau…uth kar khade hona to door ki baat hai, hath pair hilana bhi sambhav nahi lag raha tha…sirf saanse hi chal rahi thi…lekin pichli ghatnao par avishwas karne ka to sawal hi paida nahi ho raha tha kyon ki pichli ghatnao ke sakshi ke roop me vo mani mere andar moujud ho kar apne hone ka ehsaas kara rahi thi…vah iss baat ki gawahi de rahi thi ki jo kuch bhi hua, vah satya tha, jo ghata vo satya tha.
Dhire dhire phir se meri ankhe band hone lagi…iske sath hi meri chetna vilupt hoti ja rahi thi..maine khud ko chaitanya rakhne ka bahut prayas kiya kintu ab swayam ki chetna par mera koi niyantran nahi rah gaya tha aur antatah main punah achet hota chala gaya.
Na jane kitni hi der tak main achet pada raha..jab chetna vapis louti to maine apne andar kayi shaktiyo ka samavesh mahsoos kiya…sharir pahle ki tulna behad majbut aur shaktishali lag raha tha..maine uthne ka prayas kiya to iss bar kisi bhi tarah ki kathinayi pesh nahi aayi.
Maine nazre ghuma kar dekha to chitra abhi bhi vaisi hi avastha me sangya shunya ho kar niche padi huyi thi…maine turant uske paas ja kar usko apni god me utha liya aur uske chehre ko dekhne laga.
Jitu—mujhe maaf kar dena chitra..main tumhe aur tumhare prem ko samajh nahi paya tha kintu ab mujhe sab kuch yaad aa chuka hai…hosh me aao chitra..ankhe kholo..
Mere kayi bar awaz dene par bhi jab use hosh nahi aaya to na jane mujhe kya sujhi ki mere hoth apne aap hi uske adhro ki tarah jhukte chale gaye aur phir uske adhro ka raspan karne lage.
Jaise hi hamare adhro ka milan hua vaise hi chitra ke jism me halchal honi shuru ho gayi aur usne ankhe khol kar jaise hi mujhe apne hotho ka ras pite huye dekah to maare khushi ke vah mujhse kas ke chipak gayi aur mera sath dene lagi.
Chitra—saajannn..
Jitu—chitra..tumhe hosh aa gaya..
Chitra (chounk kar)—aaaannnn…saajann..vo sadhaka aur ashram kaha gaya…main yaha kaise aa gayi…?
Jitu—vo sab gayab ho gaya…chalo ab vapis chalte hain…
Chitra—saajan, ab to mujhse shadi karoge na... ?
Jitu (mushkura kar)—ab to jabardasti tumse shadi karunga main..
Ye sunte hi vo mere gale se jhul gayi aur ek bar phir se hum hotho ke gahan chumban me kho gaye…jab chumban toota to hum vapis apne ashiyane ki taraf lout chale…
Chitra—kya ye tilism ab toot gaya saajan…?
Jitu—haan, aao chale..
Phir chitra ka hath pakad kar maine divya ke paas jane ka dhyan kiya to turant hi adrishya ho kar kanva rishi ke ashram me pahuch gaya..ashram me pahuchte hi mere kano ek cheekh mere kano me goonj uthi..
“Saajannnnnnn.”
bahut badhiya update..... akhir tilism tut geya jitu ko mani milne ke baad....dekhte jo log gayeb ho chuke the unka kya hal hai....or divya kyu chillayi thi....shayed divya 5th janam ki akhiri wakt tak pauchi thi or dono ki mout ko dekh chukhi thi ya 4th janam ki akhiri yudh dekhi thi...SAAJAN
UPDATE- 229
5th Janam Ki Love Story Continues...
Kuch samay taduprant dono sadhwiya phir upasthit huyi aur unhone phir hamse kuch kaha lekin iss bar bhi unki bhasa hamari samajh me nahi aayi...hame to ye bhi samajh nahi aaya ki vastav me ye bhasa koun si bhasa hai... ? sansar ke kis kone me boli jati hai... ? kam se kam aaj ke adhunik sansar me to yeh bhasa shayad kisi bhi rastra me nahi boli jati hai...
Mujhe iss baat ka yakin to ho chuka tha ki ho sakta hai koi puratan bhasa rahi hogi…? Philhal sadhwiyo ka ishara samajh kar hum dono bhi unke piche piche chal pade..chitra mera hath pakad ke bilkul chipak kar chal rahi thi..
Chalte huye kuch kshan baad hum unn sadhwiyo ke sath ek bade se kaksh me pahuch gaye jaha koi mahan sadhak apni sadhana me leen baithe huye the..kintu unke darshan karte hi hame ek ashcharya ka mahan jhatka laga..
Ab Aage…….
Ashcharya janak baat to ye thi ki yogi maharaj padmasan ki mudra me baithe huye the aur hawan pujan me leen the..kintu jhatka lagne wali asal baat ye thi ki vah pujan to avashya kar rahe the lekin vaha unke samne koi pratima sthapit nahi thi balki samne aasan par swayam unka hi kata hua sir rakha hua tha aur vah apne hi kate huye shish ka abhishek karte huye sadhana me talleen the.
Badi ajib sthiti thi..kya koi sadhak aisa bhi ho sakta hai jo apna sir kaat kar samne rakhe aur phir apne hi sir ki sadhana me leen ho jaye….? Inn sari paristhitiyo par vichar karne ka anukool samay nahi tha…main aur chitra ye drishya dekh kar hairan rah gaye. Abhi hum iss drishya ke jhatke se bahar ubre bhi nahi the ki tabhi uss sadhaka ke kate huye sir ke shree mukh se awaz nikalti dekh kar chounk gaye..
“Aaiye, Padhariye Saajan, aap ka hardik abhinandan hai…aapki pratiksha karte karte chaar sadiya vyateet ho gayi, tab ja kar aapke darshan prapt huye hain.” Uss sadhak ke kate huye sir ke shree mukh se awaz nikli.
Main aur chitra hairani se mook darshak ki bhanti uss sadhak ke kate huye sir ko bolte huye dekhte rah gaye…yogi maharaj ke kate huye sir ke mukh se nikle huye ek ek shabd meri samajh me aa gaye..kintu shabd samajh me aana ek alag baat hai aur shabdo ka arth samajhna dusri baat hai…unke shabd bhale hi meri samajh me aa gaye the kintu kahne ka taatparya samajh me nahi aaya ki chaar shatabdiyo se vo sadhak mera intazar kar rahe hain…?
Chitra (hairan)--Iska kya matlab hua, yuvraj…?
Jitu—pata nahi..ab iska matlab to yogi maharaj hi samjha sakte hain ..
“Saajan, ashcharya me mat padiye…aapki duniya se sadhako ka sadhana sansar bada vichitra hota hai…yaha ka har sadhak apne aap me ek vichitra sansar samaye huye hai…aur hum chaar shatabdiyo se aapke aane ki pratiksha kar rahe hain…aap ka yaha aana to poorv niyojit hi tha aur aapko yaha tak aana hi tha…kintu aapke yaha aane me itna lamba samay vyateet ho jayega hum samajh nahi paye…kintu aaj hamari lambi sadhana sarthak ho gayi…aapke charan padte hi hamari ye sadhana sthali pavitra ho gayi.” Yogi raj ne apne shree mukh se bahut hi shant swar me vinamrata se kaha.
Jitu—kintu aap meri pratiksha kyo kar rahe the vah bhi itne lambe antaral se…?
Sadhak—saajan, sadiyo se hamare paas rakhi huyi aapki dharohar aapke supurd kar ke hum rin mukt hona chahte hain..aapki amanat aapke hatho surakshit soumpne ke liye hi hum aapke yaha aagman ki pratiksha kar rahe the…ye tilism aapki iss dharohar ki suraksha hetu hi nirmit kiya gaya tha jo aapke hatho me aapki dharohar aate hi toot jayega..aapke atirikta anya koi bhi yaha tak nahi pahuch sakta.
Jitu (hairan)—meri dharohar..! meri koun si dharohar aapke paas hai..? meri to kuch bhi samajh me nahi aa raha yogi raj..
Sadhak—ye mera kata hua sir jiski main aradhana kar raha hu..vastav me yahi aapki dharohar hai…isko hi aapke supurd kar ke hum rin mukt hone ki anubhuti prapt karna chahte hain…aapke sparsh karte hi ye kata hua sir neel mani me badal jayega…
Jitu (shocked)—kyaaa..? aapka ye kata hua sir meri dharohar hai…?
Sadhak—hey saajan, ye mani koi sadharan mani nahi hai…ye aapke janmo janmo ki tapasya ka parinam hai…ise dharan karte hi aapke andar kayi daivik shaktiya jagrit ho jayengi…aap sansar ki kisi bhi bhasa ko samajh aur bol sakenge…chahe vo bhasa vartaman ki ho ya phir aadikalin ho…aap kisi bhi bhasa ko jaan samajh sakte hain…itna hi nahi agar ko aapke samne ek bhi shabd na bole tab bhi aap uski moun bhasa ko samajh sakte hain..kisi ke bhi mann me chal rahe vicharo ko padh sakte hain…iske madhyam se aapko apne pichle janam ka smaran bhi ho jayega…yadi aap kahi jana chahe to iska smaran karte hi tatkal aap apni manovankshit jagah par pahuch jayenge..chahe aap kahi bhi ho, kisi bhi haal me ho, desh kaal aur paristhitiyo ke bandhan se mukt ho kar aapke dwara mani ke smaran karte hi aap ka bhoutik astitva vaha prakat ho jayega…baki sab aap isko sparsh karte hi samajh jaoge…atah aap isko grahan kar mujhe iss rin se mukt karne ki kripa kare saajan..
Maine to yogi raj sadhak ki kuch baate suni aur kuch ansuni hi rah gayi…kyon ki meri avastha uss samay ardh murchhit jaisi ho rahi thi…aur main ashcharya ke mahasagar me jaise dubkiya laga raha tha…mujhe apna astitva pata nahi jaise akash me ud raha tha ya ki sagar ki gaharayi me tair raha tha…? Mere liye kuch bhi tay karna asambhav jaisa lag raha tha.
Phir bhi sadhak ke dubara kahne par main thoda hosh hawash me louta aur unke samne rakhe kate huye sir ko jaise hi sparsh kiya vaise hi unka vo kata hua sir aloukik tez roshni se jagmagane laga…meri ankhe swarah hi band hone lagi…hum kuch samajh pate ki tab tak dusre ashcharya ka jhatka lag chuka tha…yahi haal chitra ka bhi tha..
Maine ankhe khol kar dekha to vaha ab na to koi ashram tha aur na hi samne vo yogi raj dikhayi diye..aur to aur hame yaha tak utha kar laane wala vo vat vriksh hi vaha moujud tha.
Dhire dhire vo roshni mere andar samane lagi aur main sangya shunya ho kar vahi par gir gaya...chitra to kab ki murchhit ho chuki thi...yahi avastha kanva rishi ke ashram me divya ki ho rahi thi...hamare behosh hote hi hame apne pichle janam ki yaade ek ek kar ke taro taza hone lagi...divya aur mera atoot prem dikhayi dene laga...pari ki nafrat drishti gochar hone lagi..
"Upar Ambar Niche Dharti, Beech Me Hain Dil Ke Afsaane,
Afsaano Me Dard Hai Kitna, Pyar Ke Dushman Ye Kya Jaane."
Kuch samay pashchat jab vo roshni ka aavran dhire dhire samapt hua aur phir ek cheekh ‘’divyaaaa’’ ka naam chillate huye sath hi meri ankhe khuli to maine khud ko jamin par pade huye paya…meri ankho se ashruo ki jal dhara pravahit ho rahi thi..samne hi chitra chetna shunya ho kar padi huyi thi…pahli bar chitra ko dekh kar mujhe usko apni baho me samet kar pyar karne ki teevra abhilasa hone lagi…usko uthane ke liye maine uthne ka prauatna kiya to uth nahi paya…
Sharir ekdam kamjor aur jarjar ho chuka tha..sharir me itni bhi shakti shesh nahi bachi thi ki uth kar khada ho jaau…uth kar khade hona to door ki baat hai, hath pair hilana bhi sambhav nahi lag raha tha…sirf saanse hi chal rahi thi…lekin pichli ghatnao par avishwas karne ka to sawal hi paida nahi ho raha tha kyon ki pichli ghatnao ke sakshi ke roop me vo mani mere andar moujud ho kar apne hone ka ehsaas kara rahi thi…vah iss baat ki gawahi de rahi thi ki jo kuch bhi hua, vah satya tha, jo ghata vo satya tha.
Dhire dhire phir se meri ankhe band hone lagi…iske sath hi meri chetna vilupt hoti ja rahi thi..maine khud ko chaitanya rakhne ka bahut prayas kiya kintu ab swayam ki chetna par mera koi niyantran nahi rah gaya tha aur antatah main punah achet hota chala gaya.
Na jane kitni hi der tak main achet pada raha..jab chetna vapis louti to maine apne andar kayi shaktiyo ka samavesh mahsoos kiya…sharir pahle ki tulna behad majbut aur shaktishali lag raha tha..maine uthne ka prayas kiya to iss bar kisi bhi tarah ki kathinayi pesh nahi aayi.
Maine nazre ghuma kar dekha to chitra abhi bhi vaisi hi avastha me sangya shunya ho kar niche padi huyi thi…maine turant uske paas ja kar usko apni god me utha liya aur uske chehre ko dekhne laga.
Jitu—mujhe maaf kar dena chitra..main tumhe aur tumhare prem ko samajh nahi paya tha kintu ab mujhe sab kuch yaad aa chuka hai…hosh me aao chitra..ankhe kholo..
Mere kayi bar awaz dene par bhi jab use hosh nahi aaya to na jane mujhe kya sujhi ki mere hoth apne aap hi uske adhro ki tarah jhukte chale gaye aur phir uske adhro ka raspan karne lage.
Jaise hi hamare adhro ka milan hua vaise hi chitra ke jism me halchal honi shuru ho gayi aur usne ankhe khol kar jaise hi mujhe apne hotho ka ras pite huye dekah to maare khushi ke vah mujhse kas ke chipak gayi aur mera sath dene lagi.
Chitra—saajannn..
Jitu—chitra..tumhe hosh aa gaya..
Chitra (chounk kar)—aaaannnn…saajann..vo sadhaka aur ashram kaha gaya…main yaha kaise aa gayi…?
Jitu—vo sab gayab ho gaya…chalo ab vapis chalte hain…
Chitra—saajan, ab to mujhse shadi karoge na... ?
Jitu (mushkura kar)—ab to jabardasti tumse shadi karunga main..
Ye sunte hi vo mere gale se jhul gayi aur ek bar phir se hum hotho ke gahan chumban me kho gaye…jab chumban toota to hum vapis apne ashiyane ki taraf lout chale…
Chitra—kya ye tilism ab toot gaya saajan…?
Jitu—haan, aao chale..
Phir chitra ka hath pakad kar maine divya ke paas jane ka dhyan kiya to turant hi adrishya ho kar kanva rishi ke ashram me pahuch gaya..ashram me pahuchte hi mere kano ek cheekh mere kano me goonj uthi..
“Saajannnnnnn.”
Both hi vadiya update Hy veer gAnand bhai maza aa Gaya shayad pyaar ki isse acchi paribasha kahi aur mil nahi sakti thee aagar kisi aur. Cheez pe pura update nikal Jaata to boriyat hoti magar yaha aapne pyaar ki vyakhya kar ke ek dum sab ko acchambit kar dia aur sath sath yah bhi bata diya ki kyu Divya ka prem in sab se alag adbhut aur alokik hain. Bhai maza aa gyaa pad ker
Lekin isme avni k bare me bataya hi nahi....Avni kiski ladki haiUPDATE*97
Vidhya (hairat se)—kya matlab...maine sab to sach sach bata diya tunhe beta...ab kya bacha hai... ?
Mai—aapne mujhe kyo maara..... ? aur ..dusra....Chanchal se apka kya rishta hai..... ?
Ab Aage...............
Vidhya—maine tumhe kab maara....mai bhala tumhe kyo marungi Raj....tum bhi to mere bete hi ho....aur kis Chanchal ki baat kar rahe ho... ? Mai nahi janti kisi chanchal vanchal ko...vaise koun hai ye... ?
Main—chaliye mai hi yaad dila deta hu apko....
Update 20 ka ek chhota sa scene........
waha Raj apne ghutno ke baal baith hua tha aur uske sarir ke dono kidney side ek-ek nokila chura ghusa hua tha aur uss ke pass he 7 log the jinme se ek anjan chehra tha…..
sab ke cheharo pe ek katil muskaan thi uss kamini aur krishna ke hath toh khali the bas unn pe bahut sara khoon laaga hua tha joh ki baarish ki wajah se jyada der nhi raha aur chanchal ke hath mai abhi ek nukila chuura hai jisse uss ne bahut hee nirdayta se raj ke siine mai ghusa diya jaha pe dil hota hai matlab baaye oor aur issi ke sath raj ke siine se ek khoon ka favwara chutta hai joh sidha jaa ke chanchal ke mang mai girta hai
par ye baat chanchal ya phir unme se kisi ne bhi note nhi kiya tha aur raj to pahele se maut ke kagar pe tha usse kaha inn sab ki sudh thi.
shera ne jaldi se 10-12 chaku ke vaar seene me kar apna kaam kiya aur raj bhi ek bejaan se baan ke jaisa wohi gir gaya…..
raj ke muh se khoon ki ultiyaa hoone lagti hai to us anjaan Shakhs ne phir se chaku uske seene me ghusa diya..
jab raj behosh ho gaya to usko khayi me dhakka de diya…
mai—kuch yaad aaya ki nahi…kyon ki vo anjaan chehra apka tha…..Pahchan to apko ussi din gaya tha jis din aap mujhse milne pahli baar hamare ghar aayi thi…
vidhya mousi chup chap niche sar jhukaye baithi thi…
mai—bolo mausi ji …aapne aisa kyo kiya..mere sath… maine aapka kya bigada tha…?..arey kuch bigadna to door mai to aapko janta tak bhi nahi tha ki meri koi mausi bhi hai….boliye…bolo mousi bolo..
lekin koi jawab nahi…vo vaise hi apna sar jhukaye baithi rahi……
maine apne hatho se pakad ke unka chehra upar uthaya jo poora anshuo se bhiga hua tha…..
mai—ye kya aap ro rahi hain….arey rona to mujhe chahiye….mujhe jawab chahiye…
Vidhya (rote huye)—mujhe maf kar do…..bete…mujhe maf kar do…..main andhi ho gayi thi…mujhe maf kar do
Mai (nam ankho se)—ye mere sawal ka jawab nahi hai
Vidhya—mai Rajendra se pyar karti thi...lekin uski shadi didi se fix ho gayi....maine baghawat kar di ghar se… mujhe Mamta didi se nafrat hone lagi thi..maine unko badnam karna chalu kar diya….
Vidhya—Jisse mere ghar wale bhi mujhse naraz rahne lage..... Mamta didi ne mujhse bolna chhod diya aur maine bhi unse koi matlab nahi rakha...
Magar meri shadi ke kuch samay baad meri mulaqat rajendra se ho gayi....dhire dhire ham phir pass aane lage un dino mamta didi pregnant thi.....
Ek din mai Rajendra se milne uske office gayi jaha mujhe Kamini mili.....mujhe achchhi tarah se pata tha ki kamini bhi rajendra ko pasand karti thi college ke dino se hi..
Lekin uski daal nahi gali didi ke chalte....vo sirf mere devar ki aur sasur ki rakhail ban kar rah gayi thi....vo bhi pregnant thi
sanyog se dono ki delivery ek hi din huyi...ek hi hospital me.. kamini ki delivery didi se ek ghante pahle ho gayi..mai bhi usse milne aayi thi aur us samay hospital me hi thi
Jab mamta didi ko delivery ke liye hospital laya gaya to maine unki pahli santan jo ki ek ladki thi usko raato raat gayab kar diya....aur uski jagah kamini ki mari paida huyi ladki se badal diya ....
Chanchal vahi ladki hai....Mamta ki sabse badi beti... tumhari apni sagi badi bahan....Jiska pata kamini ko bhi hai....mere sasur aur devar ke kahne par kamini ne rajendra ko apne jaal me phasaya....
Kyon ki Rajendra ka business unse aage nikal gaya tha aur unhe har jagah muh ki khani pad rahi thi...mere devar ne sirf dikhave ke liye rajendra se dosti ki thi....
Mujhe ye baat tab pata nahi thi...un logo ne chanchal ke mann me jahar bharna chalu kar diya mamta didi ke khilaf...
usko yahi bataya gaya ki vo kamini aur rajendra ki najayaz aulad hai...jiski jimmedar mamta didi hain...... samay aise hi beetne laga..aur chanchal ki nafrat badhti gayi.....
Asli sachchayi khud rajendra ko bhi pata nahi thi...magar jab rajendra aur kamini ek ho gaye...kamini, mera devar aur sasur ne tumhe raste se hatane ka jaal buna..isme kisi tarah unhone kamini ke pyar me andhe ho chuke rajendra ko bhi shamil kar liya...
Rajendra bhi isme shamil ho gaya..kyon ki sabne use ye yakin dilaya ki vaha jungle me mamta ke sath rape hua tha jiski nisani raj hai....isliye vo bhi raj se andar hi andar nafrat karne laga tha...
Rajendra ne mujhe yahi bataya ki agar raj ko ham maar de to meri aur uski shadi hone me koi badha nahi ayegi
Us din us samay veer ko lekar ham city nahi gaye the balki yahi ke hospital me usko admit kiya tha….
Formula lane ke bahane maine gopal ko rok kar khud pahle tumhare pass gayi aur main bhi tumhare hatyaro me shamil ho gayi….
Usi din mai rajendra se milne form house aayi jaha maine rajendra,apne devar,sasur ko kamini ke sath rang raliya manate dekh liya…..
Tabhi se mujhe rajendra se beintaha nafrat ho gayi..usne mere vishwas ko chaknachur kar diya tha...mujhe apni galti par pachhtava hone laga...
Mera yaha dam ghutne laga tha...sath me veer ki jaan ko khatra bhi tha....isliye hamne india se bahar chale gaye
Jab vapis aaye to mai poori tarah badal chuki thi...mai didi se milke unse apne kiye ki mafi mangna chahti thi mai andar hi andar apradh bhavna se grasit ho chuki thi kintu kabhi didi ke samne jane ki himmat nahi juta payi
Isliye jaise hi mujhe ye malum hua ki tum jinda ho aur aa rahe ho to us din meri khushi ka koi thikana nahi tha...
Maine didi se phone par baat ki unse mafi mangi lekin raj vali baat nahi batayi…unhone bhi purane gile sikwe bhula kar mujhe tumse milne aane ko kaha aur mai tumhare aane par vaha milne tumhare ghar aa gayi…..
Bas itna hi sach hai…iske alawa mai kuch bhi nahi janti pls mujhe maf kar do beta…chahe to koi bhi saza de do mai har saza ke liye taiyar hu…..
Vidhya mousi ke muh se poori kahani sunne ke baad mujhe apni kismat par rona aa raha tha…mera akhir us samay kya kasoor tha ki sab mere apne hi meri jaan ke dushman ban gaye….
Mere apne baap,meri apni sagi badi behan aur mousi ne to mujhe jaan se maarne me koi kasar hi nahi chhodi….
Mai (nam ankho se)—kya maa ko chanchal ke vishay me pata hai…?
Vidhya—nahi…mere aur kamini ke alawa koi nahi janta sirf mere sasur ko chhod kar….
Mai—unko bhi ab kuch bhi nahi malum hai….
Vidhya—kyo....... ?
Mai—kyon ki murde kabhi bola nahi karte.....
Vidhya (shocked)—kya matlab.....hai...tumhara...
Mai—mujhe abhi abhi malum hua hai ki apke sasur ab duniya me nahi rahe…
Vidhya—kyaaa....... ?
Mai—kyo dukh hua kya.... ?
Vidhya—nahi...achchha hua mar gaya...nahi to mai khud maar deti us kamine ko....Paridhi ne mujhe sab kuch bata diya hai....
Mai—par aapne jo kiya uska kya.... ?
Vidhya (rote huye)—mujhe maf kar do Raj....mai us samay bahak gayi thi...
Mai—Mafi Jaisa Shabd Meri Dictionary Me Nahi Hai
Vidhya—Phir jo tu chahe vo saza de de ….
Mai—chinta mat karo mai apki jaan nahi lunga...kyon ki aapne veer ki jindagi bachayi hai...use ek pahchan di hai magar phir bhi saza to milegi....
Vidhya—mai taiyar hu..
Mai—aaj apki suhagrat hogi aur vo bhi mere sath...aaj aap ek ladki se aurat banogi mere sath so kar.....
Vidhya (jor se)—Raaaaajjjjjj........tumhe pata bhi hai ki tum kya bol rahe ho...mujhe karne ke liye....
Mai—awaz nichi rakho...vidhya m..o..u..s..i......yahi saza hai apki......ya phir sabko aur veer ko poori haqiqat bata du......
Vidhya (rote rote)—mai tumhare hath jodti hu....koi aur saza de do....ye paap hai..
Mai—matlab ki jo aapne mere sath aur meri maa ke sath jo kiya vo punya tha...kyo... ?
Vidhya (rote huye hath jod)—mai uski mafi bhi to mang rahi hu....
Mai—mere maf kar dene se kya sab kuch aap vaisa kar sakti ho.... ? kya vo samay vapis la sakti ho... ? kya mera bachpan mujhe louta sakti ho.... ? Kya meri maa ke vo anshu pochh sakti ho jo usne apne bete ki yaad me bahaye hain... ? kya meri bahno ki vo khushiya vapis la sakti ho..jo unhone apne bhai ke gum me tadap kar gujare hain... ? kya ye sab theek kar sakti ho... ? agar nahi to ye mafi mangne se kya fayda.... ?
Vidhya (rote huye)—bas karo...raj...mujhe aur jalil mat karo....tum jaisa chahte ho vaisa hi hoga...mai taiyar hu..
SAAJAN
UPDATE- 229
5th Janam Ki Love Story Continues...
Kuch samay taduprant dono sadhwiya phir upasthit huyi aur unhone phir hamse kuch kaha lekin iss bar bhi unki bhasa hamari samajh me nahi aayi...hame to ye bhi samajh nahi aaya ki vastav me ye bhasa koun si bhasa hai... ? sansar ke kis kone me boli jati hai... ? kam se kam aaj ke adhunik sansar me to yeh bhasa shayad kisi bhi rastra me nahi boli jati hai...
Mujhe iss baat ka yakin to ho chuka tha ki ho sakta hai koi puratan bhasa rahi hogi…? Philhal sadhwiyo ka ishara samajh kar hum dono bhi unke piche piche chal pade..chitra mera hath pakad ke bilkul chipak kar chal rahi thi..
Chalte huye kuch kshan baad hum unn sadhwiyo ke sath ek bade se kaksh me pahuch gaye jaha koi mahan sadhak apni sadhana me leen baithe huye the..kintu unke darshan karte hi hame ek ashcharya ka mahan jhatka laga..
Ab Aage…….
Ashcharya janak baat to ye thi ki yogi maharaj padmasan ki mudra me baithe huye the aur hawan pujan me leen the..kintu jhatka lagne wali asal baat ye thi ki vah pujan to avashya kar rahe the lekin vaha unke samne koi pratima sthapit nahi thi balki samne aasan par swayam unka hi kata hua sir rakha hua tha aur vah apne hi kate huye shish ka abhishek karte huye sadhana me talleen the.
Badi ajib sthiti thi..kya koi sadhak aisa bhi ho sakta hai jo apna sir kaat kar samne rakhe aur phir apne hi sir ki sadhana me leen ho jaye….? Inn sari paristhitiyo par vichar karne ka anukool samay nahi tha…main aur chitra ye drishya dekh kar hairan rah gaye. Abhi hum iss drishya ke jhatke se bahar ubre bhi nahi the ki tabhi uss sadhaka ke kate huye sir ke shree mukh se awaz nikalti dekh kar chounk gaye..
“Aaiye, Padhariye Saajan, aap ka hardik abhinandan hai…aapki pratiksha karte karte chaar sadiya vyateet ho gayi, tab ja kar aapke darshan prapt huye hain.” Uss sadhak ke kate huye sir ke shree mukh se awaz nikli.
Main aur chitra hairani se mook darshak ki bhanti uss sadhak ke kate huye sir ko bolte huye dekhte rah gaye…yogi maharaj ke kate huye sir ke mukh se nikle huye ek ek shabd meri samajh me aa gaye..kintu shabd samajh me aana ek alag baat hai aur shabdo ka arth samajhna dusri baat hai…unke shabd bhale hi meri samajh me aa gaye the kintu kahne ka taatparya samajh me nahi aaya ki chaar shatabdiyo se vo sadhak mera intazar kar rahe hain…?
Chitra (hairan)--Iska kya matlab hua, yuvraj…?
Jitu—pata nahi..ab iska matlab to yogi maharaj hi samjha sakte hain ..
“Saajan, ashcharya me mat padiye…aapki duniya se sadhako ka sadhana sansar bada vichitra hota hai…yaha ka har sadhak apne aap me ek vichitra sansar samaye huye hai…aur hum chaar shatabdiyo se aapke aane ki pratiksha kar rahe hain…aap ka yaha aana to poorv niyojit hi tha aur aapko yaha tak aana hi tha…kintu aapke yaha aane me itna lamba samay vyateet ho jayega hum samajh nahi paye…kintu aaj hamari lambi sadhana sarthak ho gayi…aapke charan padte hi hamari ye sadhana sthali pavitra ho gayi.” Yogi raj ne apne shree mukh se bahut hi shant swar me vinamrata se kaha.
Jitu—kintu aap meri pratiksha kyo kar rahe the vah bhi itne lambe antaral se…?
Sadhak—saajan, sadiyo se hamare paas rakhi huyi aapki dharohar aapke supurd kar ke hum rin mukt hona chahte hain..aapki amanat aapke hatho surakshit soumpne ke liye hi hum aapke yaha aagman ki pratiksha kar rahe the…ye tilism aapki iss dharohar ki suraksha hetu hi nirmit kiya gaya tha jo aapke hatho me aapki dharohar aate hi toot jayega..aapke atirikta anya koi bhi yaha tak nahi pahuch sakta.
Jitu (hairan)—meri dharohar..! meri koun si dharohar aapke paas hai..? meri to kuch bhi samajh me nahi aa raha yogi raj..
Sadhak—ye mera kata hua sir jiski main aradhana kar raha hu..vastav me yahi aapki dharohar hai…isko hi aapke supurd kar ke hum rin mukt hone ki anubhuti prapt karna chahte hain…aapke sparsh karte hi ye kata hua sir neel mani me badal jayega…
Jitu (shocked)—kyaaa..? aapka ye kata hua sir meri dharohar hai…?
Sadhak—hey saajan, ye mani koi sadharan mani nahi hai…ye aapke janmo janmo ki tapasya ka parinam hai…ise dharan karte hi aapke andar kayi daivik shaktiya jagrit ho jayengi…aap sansar ki kisi bhi bhasa ko samajh aur bol sakenge…chahe vo bhasa vartaman ki ho ya phir aadikalin ho…aap kisi bhi bhasa ko jaan samajh sakte hain…itna hi nahi agar ko aapke samne ek bhi shabd na bole tab bhi aap uski moun bhasa ko samajh sakte hain..kisi ke bhi mann me chal rahe vicharo ko padh sakte hain…iske madhyam se aapko apne pichle janam ka smaran bhi ho jayega…yadi aap kahi jana chahe to iska smaran karte hi tatkal aap apni manovankshit jagah par pahuch jayenge..chahe aap kahi bhi ho, kisi bhi haal me ho, desh kaal aur paristhitiyo ke bandhan se mukt ho kar aapke dwara mani ke smaran karte hi aap ka bhoutik astitva vaha prakat ho jayega…baki sab aap isko sparsh karte hi samajh jaoge…atah aap isko grahan kar mujhe iss rin se mukt karne ki kripa kare saajan..
Maine to yogi raj sadhak ki kuch baate suni aur kuch ansuni hi rah gayi…kyon ki meri avastha uss samay ardh murchhit jaisi ho rahi thi…aur main ashcharya ke mahasagar me jaise dubkiya laga raha tha…mujhe apna astitva pata nahi jaise akash me ud raha tha ya ki sagar ki gaharayi me tair raha tha…? Mere liye kuch bhi tay karna asambhav jaisa lag raha tha.
Phir bhi sadhak ke dubara kahne par main thoda hosh hawash me louta aur unke samne rakhe kate huye sir ko jaise hi sparsh kiya vaise hi unka vo kata hua sir aloukik tez roshni se jagmagane laga…meri ankhe swarah hi band hone lagi…hum kuch samajh pate ki tab tak dusre ashcharya ka jhatka lag chuka tha…yahi haal chitra ka bhi tha..
Maine ankhe khol kar dekha to vaha ab na to koi ashram tha aur na hi samne vo yogi raj dikhayi diye..aur to aur hame yaha tak utha kar laane wala vo vat vriksh hi vaha moujud tha.
Dhire dhire vo roshni mere andar samane lagi aur main sangya shunya ho kar vahi par gir gaya...chitra to kab ki murchhit ho chuki thi...yahi avastha kanva rishi ke ashram me divya ki ho rahi thi...hamare behosh hote hi hame apne pichle janam ki yaade ek ek kar ke taro taza hone lagi...divya aur mera atoot prem dikhayi dene laga...pari ki nafrat drishti gochar hone lagi..
"Upar Ambar Niche Dharti, Beech Me Hain Dil Ke Afsaane,
Afsaano Me Dard Hai Kitna, Pyar Ke Dushman Ye Kya Jaane."
Kuch samay pashchat jab vo roshni ka aavran dhire dhire samapt hua aur phir ek cheekh ‘’divyaaaa’’ ka naam chillate huye sath hi meri ankhe khuli to maine khud ko jamin par pade huye paya…meri ankho se ashruo ki jal dhara pravahit ho rahi thi..samne hi chitra chetna shunya ho kar padi huyi thi…pahli bar chitra ko dekh kar mujhe usko apni baho me samet kar pyar karne ki teevra abhilasa hone lagi…usko uthane ke liye maine uthne ka prauatna kiya to uth nahi paya…
Sharir ekdam kamjor aur jarjar ho chuka tha..sharir me itni bhi shakti shesh nahi bachi thi ki uth kar khada ho jaau…uth kar khade hona to door ki baat hai, hath pair hilana bhi sambhav nahi lag raha tha…sirf saanse hi chal rahi thi…lekin pichli ghatnao par avishwas karne ka to sawal hi paida nahi ho raha tha kyon ki pichli ghatnao ke sakshi ke roop me vo mani mere andar moujud ho kar apne hone ka ehsaas kara rahi thi…vah iss baat ki gawahi de rahi thi ki jo kuch bhi hua, vah satya tha, jo ghata vo satya tha.
Dhire dhire phir se meri ankhe band hone lagi…iske sath hi meri chetna vilupt hoti ja rahi thi..maine khud ko chaitanya rakhne ka bahut prayas kiya kintu ab swayam ki chetna par mera koi niyantran nahi rah gaya tha aur antatah main punah achet hota chala gaya.
Na jane kitni hi der tak main achet pada raha..jab chetna vapis louti to maine apne andar kayi shaktiyo ka samavesh mahsoos kiya…sharir pahle ki tulna behad majbut aur shaktishali lag raha tha..maine uthne ka prayas kiya to iss bar kisi bhi tarah ki kathinayi pesh nahi aayi.
Maine nazre ghuma kar dekha to chitra abhi bhi vaisi hi avastha me sangya shunya ho kar niche padi huyi thi…maine turant uske paas ja kar usko apni god me utha liya aur uske chehre ko dekhne laga.
Jitu—mujhe maaf kar dena chitra..main tumhe aur tumhare prem ko samajh nahi paya tha kintu ab mujhe sab kuch yaad aa chuka hai…hosh me aao chitra..ankhe kholo..
Mere kayi bar awaz dene par bhi jab use hosh nahi aaya to na jane mujhe kya sujhi ki mere hoth apne aap hi uske adhro ki tarah jhukte chale gaye aur phir uske adhro ka raspan karne lage.
Jaise hi hamare adhro ka milan hua vaise hi chitra ke jism me halchal honi shuru ho gayi aur usne ankhe khol kar jaise hi mujhe apne hotho ka ras pite huye dekah to maare khushi ke vah mujhse kas ke chipak gayi aur mera sath dene lagi.
Chitra—saajannn..
Jitu—chitra..tumhe hosh aa gaya..
Chitra (chounk kar)—aaaannnn…saajann..vo sadhaka aur ashram kaha gaya…main yaha kaise aa gayi…?
Jitu—vo sab gayab ho gaya…chalo ab vapis chalte hain…
Chitra—saajan, ab to mujhse shadi karoge na... ?
Jitu (mushkura kar)—ab to jabardasti tumse shadi karunga main..
Ye sunte hi vo mere gale se jhul gayi aur ek bar phir se hum hotho ke gahan chumban me kho gaye…jab chumban toota to hum vapis apne ashiyane ki taraf lout chale…
Chitra—kya ye tilism ab toot gaya saajan…?
Jitu—haan, aao chale..
Phir chitra ka hath pakad kar maine divya ke paas jane ka dhyan kiya to turant hi adrishya ho kar kanva rishi ke ashram me pahuch gaya..ashram me pahuchte hi mere kano ek cheekh mere kano me goonj uthi..
“Saajannnnnnn.”
