“Na karo yaar….mood jeha ni hun” Jyoti Teje nu pyaar naal hatayundi boli jo uhde dubara upar jaan sar uhte jhapat peya si.
“Ki gall ho gai?” Teja thoda hairan hunda puchda hai.
“Kujh ni yaar, mood jeha ni hun…kall nu kar layo” Jyoti de chehre ton raunak gayab si. Bahut udaas lag rehi si.
“Gall ki ho gai….mummy ne kiha kujh” Achanak Teje de andar jhurjhari daud gai kite uhdi ma ne ehnu kujh dass tani ditta.
“Nahi-nahi uhna ki kehna menu” Jyoti teje nu dudh da glass fadhayundi hai. Teje nu sukh da sah aaya si jadd Jyoti ne uhnu keha si ke Naseebo ne kujh nahi keha si.
“Fer ki hoyeya….Nuri ne kujh keha?”
“kise ni kujh keha…tusin avain tension na lao….”
“Yarr koi gall tan hoi huni jehda inni udas ho gai aa”
“Ghardeyan di badi yaad ayundi aa…..bada dil karda uhna nu milan da….”
“Le inni gall aa yaar…….main ta darr hi geya si…..koi na tu kahe tan kall nu chaliye” Teja Jyoti nu apniyan bahan vich pyaar naal chummda hai.
“nahi inni vi kahli nahi….par”
“Par ki…hunh?”
“Thode din reh aava…..mera man badal jayunga”
“Thode din ki…jinne din tera dil karu unne din reh lai…bass udaas ni hona mere bughe ne”
“Tusin reh layunge mere bina” Jyoti teje diyan gallan nu sehlayundi puchdi hai.
“Koi na aukha saukha time kadh lavange…tu tension na le…….je jeyada dil karu tan tenu mil aayu”
“thode din kadd vi layo….eh na hove ajj menu chadh ke aavo te agle din vaapas pahunch javo”
“jadon tu kahungi udon ee ayunga”
“pakka?”
“Pakka…yaar” Jyoti pyaar naal Teje de balan vich unglan feran lagdi hai.
Teja bahut jaldi hi sau geya si par Jyoti diyan akhan vicho neend gayab si. Man bahut bechain si. dukhi si. Nuri ajj bahut rukha boli si. Ajj takk uhne ja kise hor ne uhde naal injh gall nahi kiti si. Uhnu hamesha injh lagda si ke oh apne tabbar vich hi si.
Jyoti nu thoda bahut anuman pehlan to hi si ke Nuri gusse hovegi par usda eh reaction hovega eh uhne supne vich vi nahi socheya si. Jyoti nu kujh samajh nahi aa reha si ke oh ki kare. Oh apniyan sochan vich lagatar uljhadi ja rehi si.
Jyoti de jaan ton baad Nuri bahut pareshan si, dukhi si, gusse vich si. Uhnu samajh nahi aa reha si ke uhdi inni koshish karan de bawjood vi oh Jyoti nu tyar nahi kar saki si. Uhnu poora yakeen si ke Jyoti mann javegi. Par oh tan ajj vi ‘yaar darr lagda-darr lagda’ kari ja rehi si. Nuri ne Jyoti naal jis tara veyohaar kita si uste oh khud sharminda ho rehi si.
Hanere kamre vich bed te karvatan badladi Nuri nu ehsaas ho reha si ke uhne bahut jaladbazi kiti si. Svere uhnu Jyoti nu faisla karan te mazboor nahi karna chahida si te hun uste injh gussa vi nahi karna chahida si. Jyoti de dil vich halchal tan machi hoi si. ajj ja kall uhne mann hi jana si.
“chahundi tan eh vi bahut si….dil tan ehda vi bahutt karda si veere thalle lammi pen nu……..dil kahda karda si agg laggi si ehde veere da lun len lai……. eh tan pind jaan lai vi tyari kar chukki si…….jaroor ise karke jana chahundi si…….nale uhne tan inkar kita hi nahi si…..bass hale tyar nahi si poori….jhjhkadi si…….oh yaar avain gusse-gusse vich kamm kharab ho geya…..haye rabba hun ki karan…….kite hun gusse vich mukkar hi na jave…..nale hun main kidda kahu…..main tan keh ditta hun gall vi nahi karni…….avain dimagh kharab ho geya si……changi bhali gall bandi-bandi bigadh gai…..haye……hun vaapas koi scheme sochni paini” Nuri khud nu injh kahal karan lai lagatar kosi ja rehi si.
Jyoti nu adhi ku raat de karib ja ke neend aai si. Svere uhda dil uthan da vi nahi kar reha si. Man mar ke oh akhar uthdi hai. Uhde dil vich si ke sayad hun takk Nuri da gussa uttar chukka hovega. Par oh jive hi thalle gai tan hairan reh gai. Nuri tyar vi ho gai si te barande vich baith ke roti khandi hoi padh rehi si. Is wele takk tan oh tyar hi nahi hundi si te sver nu hamesha apne kamre vich hi nashta kardi si.
Nuri ne pairan da khadak sunn ke paudiyan wall nahi dekheya si. Dil tan bahut karda si par raat jo uhne faisla kita si uhte hun oh pakka rehna chahundi si. Jyoti ne Nuri de chere nu gaur naal dekheya. Nuri de chehre te aje vi uhnu udasi dikh rehi si, gussa nahi si. Akhan vi uhdiyan laal jaap rahiyan sann. Sayad oh vi us vang raat nu sau nahi saki si. Par uhne tan munh chukk ke dekheya nahi si. Sayad aje vi naraz si. Jyoti soch hi rehi si ke oh Nuri nu bulave ja na ke inne nu rasoyi cho chah da glass fadhi Naseebo bahar ayundi hai. Uhde chehre te ajj vakhri hi chamak si.
“Aa geya mera putt. Main ajj gai ni haweli. Nuri da nashta tyar kar ditta aa. Tu vi chah pi la. Fer roti bana lai”
“Ehnu ki ho geya…..kiddan chehre te raunak aai aa…..lagda budhhe ne rati service kar ditti aa” Jyoti man hi man Naseebo wall dekhdi sochdi hai.
Jyoti chah pi ke rasoyi vich aata gunnan lagdi hai. Oh chulle te roti bana rehi si jado Nuri bag chukk ke college nu chali jandi hai. Jyoti da dil baith janda hai. Nuri ne tan uhnu bulaya takk vi nahi si. Oh sochdi si ke nashta den wele oh Nuri naal gall kar lavegi par ajj tan nashta vi Naseebo ne bana ditta si. Ajj tan baithi vi oh barande vich si. sayad jaan bujh ke eh sabh kar rehi si. Sayad oh Jyoti naal inne gusse si ke uhnu bulayuna vi nahi chahundi si.
Nuri ne chori-chori akh bacha ke do chaar vaar Jyoti nu dekheya si. Oh bahut pareshan te udaas lag rehi si. Nuri da dil uhnu lahnat pa reha si jo bina kise kasoor de uhnu saja de rehi si. Par Nuri eh sabh kujh jaan bujh ke kar rehi si. Oh dekhna chahundi si ke Jyoti de andar kinni ku agg laggi hoi hai.
Teja udhar raat bare soch reha si, uhne change wele hi mauka sambhal leya si. Roti wele hi Jyoti nu rooh naal thokeya si uhne. Ki karda, Naseebo nu maslan ton uhnu garmi hi inni chadh gai si ke uhton sabar hi nahi ho reha si. Uhda man tan raat nu dubara karan da vi si par Jyoti jadon thalleyon vaapas gai si tan bilkul badli hoi si. Unjh kall raat pehla mauka si jadd Jyoti ne uhnu mana kita si, nahi tan oh hamesha barbar sath dindi si. Rann vi lakha cho ik si, har vaar jadd vi nangi hundi tan Teje nu duniya bhull jandi si. Teje lai tan dharti te hi swarg si.
Roti khanda Teja aane bahane Jyoti nu puch riha si. Gallan-gallan vich sooh le reha si ke uhdi ma da vatira keho jeha si. Unjh tan oh pakke taur te janda si ke Naseebo ne raat di uhdi karoot bare kise kol gal ni karni par fer vi darr riha si kite ghar hi na chaddna pe jave. Jyoti diyan gallan naal uhnu hausla ho geya si. Scheme tan uhne lai si ke oh mauka dekh ke apni ma ton akh bacha ke nikkal javega. Par fer uhne kafi soch vichar karan ton baad faisla kita ke oh apni ma de sahmaneyo javega. Jekar Naseebo ne uhnu jhidkeya ja gusse naal kujh keha tan matlab hovega ke hun uhdi daal nahi galni jekar oh chupchap rehi tan matlab uhde vaste hale koi chance si ‘agge vadhan da’.
Teje ne turan lagge Jyoti nu bahan vich bhar leya te pyaar naal chumman lagga “Kidda hun mood hoyeya theek ke nahi”
“Hanji mera mood tan theek aa par tuhada ni lagda menu” Jyoti hass hi pai si. Kujh palan lai uhnu Nuri naal jhagde da kheyal bi bhull geya si.
“Iddan ee hassdi reha kar. Raatin kiddan rone varga munh banaya si”
“Main kadon rone warga munh banaya si”
“rone warga hi si…main keha pata ni ki ho geya changi bhali nu.” Teja bade pyaar naal Jyoti de balan vich hath ferda hai.
“Raati mummy huna nu dudh den gai si tan uhna nu dekh ke bibi di yaad aa gai…..mile nu vi kinna time ho geya”
“Phone-phoone kar leya kar yaar”
“Phone ta kardi rehndi aa….oh vi karde hi rehnde aa…..uhni keha si ke sada dil bahut karda milan nu…….” Jyoti Teje de gale dwale bahan kass ke uhdi gall nu chummdi hai “sare kehnde veyah kara ke sanu bhull hi gai…..mihne marde sare menu pata aa……kehnde gharwale de piche lag ke poora tabbar bhull gai aa”
“tu gall kar…..je kehndi aa te ajj hi chadd ayunda”
“Nai ajj ni…do ku dina takk jayungi” Inna keh Jyoti Teje de bullan vich bull pa dindi hai. Lambe chumman ton baad jadd dona de bul alag hunde ne tan Jyoti laad naal teje nu dulardi puchdi hai “Mere picheyo royunge tani menu yaad karke…..je tuhada dil mannda fir jana, nahi tan main ni jana”
“Tu tension na le….aukhe saukhe din kadh lavange…….mudhke nale ja ni huna……vadhi suru ho gai fer time ni laggna”
“Eho tan main sochdi aa……nale Nuri de paper vi suru ho jane aa….main keha pehlan-pehlan ja aava……bass tuhadi fikar aa menu”
“Meri chadh tu apni fikar kar….jadon chutti katt ke aayungi main hisab brobar kar lena”
“Hale do ku dina takk jana….” Jyoti Teje nu akh mardi hai “Udon takk thodha bahut kota poora kar lao…..”
“fer tan ik round main kehnda hune na la laiye” Jyoti Teje di chati te ghassun mardi hai te hassdi hoi uhdi bukkal cho nikkal jandi hai.
“Hun ni, raat nu…ik di jagah bhave char round la leyo” Teja hassda hoyeya thalle nu tur painda hai.
Naseebo te Kulwant dono barande vich baithe roti kha rahe sann.
“Khaad da kina ku reh geya kamm” Kulwant burki munh cho payunda Teje nu puchda hai.
“Tinn kille rehnde aa itthe, baki theke wali aa”
“Chall tu ajj iddhar da kamm nibedh la, Uddhar kall nu pa lavange. Main ayunda thode time takk”
Teja han vich sir halayunda hai. Uhne apne ma peo wall akh karke vi nahi dekheya si. Oh jaan lai turan hi lagga si ke Naseebo bol pendi hai.
“Thehar ja putt, Chah pi ke javi”
“Chah bapu le ayunga”
“Aine kitho dopehar ton pehlan ayuna” Naseebo di awaz vich koi gussa nahi si balke ajj tan lagda si oh kujh jeyada hi mitthi bann rehi si. “Ni Jyoti putt chah pa de Teje nu. Nale putt ehne pind nu jana. Main keh ditta aa bayi ja aave. Mudhke mahine takk Nuri de paper aa fir vadhi. Mudhke char mahine ni ja huna”
“Ja aave. Main kehda mana kita.” Teja hauli dena bolda hai.
“Le puchch ditta aa. Ja aavi hun” Naseebo Jyoti nu kehndi hai jo rasoyi vich Teje lai chah pa rehi si. “Nale veyah ton baad reh ke vi nahi aai kadi. Utton tu uhnu le ke vani janda” Naseebo mithi jehi jhidak dendi hai apne ladle putt nu. Teja turda bahar vehde de kone vich bani shed wall janda hai jithe uhda motorcycle khada si. Uththon baranda nazar nahi ayunda si.
“Le main kehda mana kita kade. Hun eh kahu tan hi le ke jayu” Teja Jyoti de hatho chah da glass fadhda uhnu akh marda hai. Naseebo di awaz vich gussa tan door hirakh vi nahi si. Teje nu inne vich hi hausla ho geya si. “Avain sala raat da moot nikklan nu firda si” Teja apne darr te khud hi hass penda hai.
“Oh kahu ta le ke jana. Tera ni dimagh kamm karda. Kinne mahine ho gaye aa. Uhnu kite mape bhull gaye.”
“Chnaga-changa. Galti ho gai metho. Mudhke ni karda.” Teja kann fadhke mafi mangan di acting karda hai ta Jyoti uhde modhe te mukka mardi hai.
Teje di chohal mohal naal Jyoti da man halka ho geya si. Ohde chehre te raunak laut aai si par hun jado Teja vaapas kheta nu chala geya tan uhnu dubara ton udaasi ne gher leya. Ghar de kamm nibedh oh upar apne kamre vich ja ke lait jandi hai. Uhnu samajh nahi aa reha si ke oh keyon inni udaas hai. Nuri ne ajj nahi tan kall uhnu bula hi lena si. Nale hun uhne apne ghar vi jana si par man vich koi khushi nahi si. Hun tan Nuri ne faisla vi suna ditta si ke oh dono ajj ton veere naal karan wali gall takk nahi karan gayian. Par fer uhda dil injh keyon udaas si. Nuri di tan khair apne veere te akh si par uhde kol tan Teja pehlan to hi si. Nuri jis sukh nu manana chahundi si oh tan Jyoti har roj khull ke maan rehi si. fer keyon uhda dil bechain si.
“Sayad Nuri vang mere andar vi todh lag gai aa veere naal karan di. Par oh tan kachi kwari aa, meri tan uhda veer har roz jholi bharda fer keyon?” Jyoti apni udasi da karan labhan lai har uljhi gand nu ajj khol dena chahundi si.
“Veer…..veer da nasha……Nuri ne keha si ke veyah ton pehlan koi uhte te chadega tan siraf uhda veer hi chadega nahi ta uh kuwari rahungi…..ohnu apne veer da nasha aa……haan ehi gall aa…..tahiyon menu chain ni aa riha……veer da swad…….veer de lun da swad……” Ik pal lai Jyoti diyan akhan band ho gayiyan sann. Uhne apne man cho aye galat swalan nu jhatkan di koshish kiti par oh kamyab na ho saki. Uhda hath jiven khud ba khud uhdi fuddi te pahunch geya. Band akhan naal oh apni fuddi nu pola-pola masladi swad lendi apne veer bare sochdi hai. Achanak hi uhde man vich ik tasveer ubhardi hai jis vich oh poori nangi kamadi de vich khadi hai te uhda veer uhde poora nanga khada apne lun nu masal riha si. Jyoti di nazar apne veere de kale lun te tiki hoi si jadke oh apni nikki bhen de ikk-ikk ang nu akhan padh-padh ke ghoor riha si jiven akhan akhan vich hi uhnu chod devega. Kamadi de sir nalo ucheche ganneyan vich agan di cha-cha gunj rehi si . Jyoti nu apni fuddi te apne veere diyan akhan di tapish mehsoos ho rehi si. Oh apna chehra uppar chukk ke dekhna chahundi si ke jekar sachi uhda veera uhdi fuddi nu hi takk riha si. Par oh apni nazar apne veere de gehre kale rang de lun ton hata na saki. Jyoti ne mehsoos kita jiven uhde veeran diyan nazran di tapish naal uhdi fuddi hor vi sek maran lag pai si. Uhnu mehsoos ho riha si ke jive uhdi fuddi cho pani nikkal ke uhde patta te fail riha si. Achanak ohda veer apne lun ton apne hath chukk lenda hai. Uhda mota kala lun do tinn baar hawa vich jhulda hai. Fir oh Jyoti nu kujh ishara karda hai. Jyoti nu samajh nahi ayundi ke oh ki keh reha si.
“Ki” Oh na sunan wali awaz vich puchdi hai.
“Aja Jyoti putt, chupe la apne veere de lun de”
Jyoti de munho siski nikkaldi hai te oh akhan khol lendi hai. Agle hi pal oh kahli naal salwar kholdi hai te apni fuddi cho ungal pa lendi hai. Usdi fuddi pani-pani hoi pai si. Ungal kahli naal andar bahar Kardi oh duje hath de anguthe naal chole nu ragadhdi hai.
Hun fer usdiyan akhan band ho gayiyan sann. Hun oh motor wale kamre vich manji te lammi pai si, bilkul nangi. Uhde pairan kol bilkul sahmane khadha uhda veera apna lun masl reha si. Jadd Jyoti di akh apne veere naal mildi hai tan oh apne lun ton fir ton hath chukk lenda hai. Uhda lun hawa vich jhulda hai. Jyoti diyan akhan vich lagatar dekhda oh thalle jhukda hai te Jyoti de dono pair fadh ke jhatke naal alag karda hai. Kujh palan lai oh apni nazar Jyoti de chehre ton hata ke uhdi fuddi nu dekhda rehnda hai. Fer oh apni nigah vaapas Jyoti de chehre vall kar lenda hai. Dono veer bhen ik duje diyan akhan vich dekh rahe sann. Lagatar Jyoti diyan akhan vich dekhda uhda veer uhde pairan nu uppar chukk Jyoti diyan tanga apne modhe te rakh lenda hai. Jyoti de mumme uhde dunghe sahan naal tezi-tezi uppar thalle ho rahe sann. Uhda veer thoda hor jhukda hai tan bilkul Jyoti de uppar aa janda hai. Jyoti de gode is wele uhde mummeyan nu touch kar rahe sann. Apni bhen diyan tanga ton hath chukk oh uhde lakk nu dona hathan vich daboch lenda hai. Jyoti di nazar apne veere de chehre ton hatt ke uhde lun te chali jandi hai jo uhna dona de vichkar uhdi fuddi to kujh inch uppar jhul riha si. Jyoti de sine vich uhda dil hor vi zor naal dhadkana suru kar dinda hai. Uhde saah hor vi dunghe ho jande hann. Uhda veer uhde lakk nu thoda jeha uppar nu karda hai te khud thoda jeha agge nu ho ke apne lun nu Jyoti di fuddi te fit kar dinda hai.
“Siiiiiiiiiiiii” Jyoti de munho lambi siski nikkldi hai. Uhdi fuddi cho pani dull-dull ke bahar aa riha si. Oh apne veere de kale naag nu apni fuddi de bullan vich dekhdi hai. Uhdi gori dudh vargi fuddi te kale naag varga lun bahut drayuna jaap riha si. Uhde veer de hath uhde lakk te hor vi kass jande hann te oh hunkar bhar ke hamla karan lai tyar ho janda hai. Jyoti di nazar ain lun de tope de uppar tiki hoi jo uhdi fuddi de bullan vich faseya hoyeya si. Agle hi pal uhda veer agge nu vadhda jhatka dinda hai. Veere de jhatke naal ohda koola-koola pinda baan de manje te ragdeya janda hai. Par uhdi hale vi nigah apne veere de lun te si jo slow motion vich uhde chole nu ragarhda uhdi fuddi de andar hor andar varhda ja riha si. Adha lun andar fuddi vich tunn ke uhda veer vaapas tope takk lun nu bahar kadh lenda hai te fir ik zor da jhatka marda hai. Veere de lun di thokar sidhi uhde pet di bich ja ke lagdi hai. Agle hi pal Jyoti da sarir Kaman vang akadh janda hai. Uhdi fuddi jharr-jharr kardi pani chadhan lagdi hai. Jyoti siskadi hoyi apniyan akhan khol lendi hai. Uhda hath uhdi fuddi de juice naal lishak reha si.
Ajj jo swad Jyoti nu aaya si eh swad ajj takk uhnu nahi aaya si. Ikk bilkul vakhra te anokha ehsaas si jadd veere de lun di pehli chot naal hi uhdi fuddi pani chadh gayi si. Uhde ang-ang vich jiven bijli diyan Taranga daudh rahiyan sann. Teja har roj uhnu Swarga de jhute dinda si.Sex vich uhdi brabri ni si koi. Har roz uhdi bass kara dinda si. Par Teje da swad vakhra si te jo swad ajj uhnu apne veere de thalle lammi pen da soch ke aa geya si, jo swad veere da lun uhnu de sakda si, oh bilkul vakhra si. Oh billkul alag si.
Jyoti aukhe-aukhe saah lendi bed te dheh pendi hai. Hun usnu apne sare swalan de jwab mil gaye sann. Sabh uljhiyan ganda khull gayiyan sann. Keyon Nuri apne veere ton hi apna udghatan karwayuna chahundi si. keyon apne veere de lun pichche pagal si. Keyon Jyoti pichli raat di udaas si. Keyon veere nu fuddi den bare soch-soch ke oh baar-baar inna garam ho jandi si. Uhnu samajh aa geya si. Uhdi fuddi veere de lun da swad lena chahundi si. Eh agg jo uhde andar ball rehi si jo Nuri de andar ball rehi si, is agg nu uhna de veer hi bujha sakde sann.