Mai Irfan khanJr. hun , jo 21 varshiya chhatr hai jo vartaman men apani padhai kar raha hai . meri ma , Saba shaini Irfan , 40 varsh ki hai
Achi dikthi hai aur kaamuk bhi. Hum unki kareeb dost, Rupali aunty ki beti Riya ke shaadi mein shaamil hue the.
us hafte saath rahane ke dauraan, humne kai khaas pal saajha ki aur ek doosare se aur bhi zyaada jud gaye. lekin jaise hi main college hostal vaapas lauta, sab kuchh badal gaya. mere mom ke sandesh ne hamaare rishte par gahara asar daala, ise aise tarike se badala jiska humne kabhi kalpana bhi nahin ki thi. yah ek aisa mod tha jisne hamaare rishte ke bhavishya ko aakaar diya.
mai: are maan.
mom: hey Irfan, kya tum pahunch gae?
Me: haan, mom. main abhi apane kamare mein aaya hun. Train ek ghante late se aaye the.
Mom: tumhara sandesh na dekhakar mujhe aisa hi laga.
Me: tum itne time se soe nahin? abhi lagabhag 2:00 baje hain.
Mom: nahin, Irfan. main tumhara sandesh sunane ka intazaar kar raha tha.
Me: tumhe so jaana chaahie tha, mom. yah pahali baar nahin hai jab maine yah train lee hai. aur maine tumse kaha tha ki main hostal tak aasani se taxi le sakata hoon.
Mom: haan, tum vahaan pahunche. main bas yah sunishchit karana chakthi thi ki tum vahaan surakshit pahunch jao. mujhe nahin pata kyon. shaayad isalie ki hamane poora haphta saath bitaaya, mujhe tumhare yahaan yaad aati hai.
Me: mujhe bhee tumhare yaad aate hai, ma. mujhe nahin lagata ki humne kabhi itana samay saath bitaya hai. mujhe khushi hai ki main tumhare saath shaadi mein aane ke lie sahamat ho gai.
Mom: mujhe bhi, Irfan. Tumhara bahut-bahut shukriya. Agar tum mere saath nahin aate to main poori tarah kho jaati.
Me: chalo, maa. yah tumhari sabase achi dost ki beti ke shaadi thi. Tumhen ismein shaamil hona hi tha. Mujhe khushi hai ki tumne mujhe saath aane ke lie kaha.
Mom: Mai akeli nahin jaati, Irfan. Main akele delhi nahin ja sakati thi. Tumhare saath aane se mujhe bahut sukoon mila.
Me: mujhe khushi hai ki main tumhari madad kar sake, mom. yah mere lie bhee ek achchha brek tha.
Mom: Ramya bahut khush hai ki hum vahaan the. vah kuch samay pahle mujhe tasveeren bhej rahi thi. Is jodi ke saath hamare ek bahut ache tasveer hai. Hum sab ismein bahut ache lag rahe hain.
Me: Mujhe lagta hai ki maine tumhen pahle hi yah bata diya tha. tum bahut khubsurat lag rahi thi, maa.
Maa: haan. haan, tumne aisa kiya. main bas yahi chahti thi ki thum ek baar aur kaho. haahaaha!
Me: acha, tum teeno samarohon mein bahut achi lag rahi thi. Har koi tumhen dekh raha tha.
Maa: tumhara matlab har kisi se kya hai?
Me: Har koi. Tumhen pata hai!
Maa: mujhe nahin pata.
Me: acha, ladkon. sabhee purush tumhen dekh rahe the.
Maa: aur tumne mujhe ye kyun nahin bataaya?
Me: Mujhe tumhen kya bataana chahie tha?
Maa: ki purush mujhe dekh rahe the.
Me: ve tumhen nahin dekh rahe the, maan. maine to bas itana kaha ki purush tumhen dekh rahe the.
Maa: Aur tumne kab dya kiya ki ajnabi purusho tumhari maa ko dekhana theek hai?
Me: Maine yah nahin kaha ki mujhe ajnabi purushon tumhen dekhna theek hai. bas mujhe batao ki agar maine tumhen bataaya hota to tum kya karati?
Maa: Main tumhare aur kareeb aa jaati aur shaayad tumhara haath bhi pakad leti. Agar mujhe pata hota ki kya ho raha hai to main sofa ki dusre par nahin baithi hoti.
Me: aur tum mere karib baithogi to kya phark padega?
Maa: unhen pata chal jaega ki mere saath mera aadmi hai. ve mujhe aise hee nahin ghoor sakate.
Me: tumhara aadmi? mai tumhara beta hun. aur vahaan maujud har kisi ne turant hi yah notice kar liya hoga. Mera matalab hai, tum itni budi nahin lagati ki mere maa ban sako. Lekin koi yeh nahin sochega ki main tumhara pati hoon.
Maa: tum itana pakka kaise ho sakate ho?
Me: tum kahana kya chah rahi ho, maa?
Maa: hotel ke staff ko laga ki tum mere pati ho. lekin use chhodo, main bas yeh kahna chah rahi hoon ki agar unhe pata chalata ki mere saath koi hai to koi bhi mujhe aise nahin dekhta.
Me: ruko. hotel mein kaun? unhone tumse kya pucha?
Maa: Room boy! usne mujh se pucha ki kya sab kuch thik hai, aur kya main apne pati ke saath maze kar rahi hu.
Me: kya? kab? mera matalab hai, use aisa kyon laga?
Maa: acha, jaahir hai ki sirf jodi hi king bed maangte hei. Baaki sabhi log kamare mein twin bed pasand karate hain.
Me: aur aapko yah kisne bataaya?
Maa: Kamre mein service ladka ne. usne mujhe ye tab bataaya jab maine kaha ki main apane pati ke saath nahin hoon, aur tum mere bete ho.
Me: maine tumse puchha tha ki kya tumhe twin bed chaahie. Tumne kaha tha ki tumhen bada king saiz ka bed theek lagega.
Maa: ab, maine kab kaha ki mujhe ise koi dikkat nahin hai. Maine bas itna kaha ki hotel ke logon ko laga ki ham jodi hain kyonki hamne ek hi bistar share kiya tha.
Me: aur tum us par gussa nahin hui?
Maa: gussa? kyu? usne mujh se bas ek bahut he saamaany savaal poochha tha. kamare ke ladakon ko mehamaanon se feed back lene ke lie prashikshit kiya jaata hai. main us par gussa nahin hone vaali thi.
Me: usne tumse yeh kab puchha?
Maa: dusre din subah. usne mujhse yeh bhi puchha ki kya main kamara badalana chaahatee hoon, judavaan bistaron vaale kamare mein.
Me: agar tum chahti to mujhe bata sakati th, maa. uske baad ham vahaan do aur raten ruke.
Maa: main nahin chahti thi, Irfan. Tum samajh kyon nahin sakate? main tumhaare saath ek hee bistar par sone mein bilkul theek thee.
Me: Tumhen aise karne ki zarurat nahin lagi, phele hi usne tumse pucha ki kya ham ek jodi hain, kyunki hum ek hi bistar par soya the?
Maa: nahin. isse mujhe kisi bhi tarah se kya prabhavit hone vaala tha?
M3: jab usane mujhe tumhaara pati maana to tumhen kuchh bhi mahasos nahin hua?
Maa: mujhe isse koi pareshan nahin hui. Asal me mai yah jaankar utsaahit thi ki logon ki lagata hai ki main aapki patni banane ke lie kafi yuva hoon.
Me: shayad aise, islye hai kyunki maine kabhi aapse zyaada baat karane kee koshish nahin kee. Mujhe laga ki aise kuchh aapko pareshaan kar dega. lekin aap bahut achi hai maa.
Maa: Haan, main hoon, Irfan. to, bas aaraam karo. theek hai? aur tum mere saath kuchh bhi sajha kar sakate ho, Irfan. Mei hamesha tumhare lye maujud rahungi. Mujhe pata hai ki ham kabhi bahut kareeb nahin the, lekin zyaadaatar bete aur maa ne aise hee hotee hain. ve sab kuchh saajha nahin karate. lekin chalo aaj se ache dost ban jaate hain.
Me: thik hei, maa. mei vaastav mein aapaki is baat kee saraahana karata hoon. aur jo bhee ho, aap mujhe bata sakate hei.
Maa: mujhe pata hai, Irfan. mujhe pata hai ki main thum par bharosa kar sakata hu.
Me: maa. ab, mujhe ek baat batao. kya tum mere saath ek hee kamare mein rahane mein vaakee sahaj thee? hamane isase pahale kabhee bhee apane poore jeevan mein kamare saajha nahin kie hain.
Maa: yaatra shuroo karane se pahale mere dimaag mein yah baat thee. lekin tumane mere lie cheejon ko bahut aasaan bana diya. mujhe bilkul bhee ajeeb nahin laga. main khush hoon ki mainne tumhen ek achchhe vyavahaar vaale ladake ke roop mein paala hai.
Me: badhiya, phir. mei bas yeh jaanana chahta tha ki tumhen sab kuch uchit laga.
Maa: lekin, kya tum sahaj the, Irfan? mujhe nahin pata ki tum hamesha sote samay T-shirt aur track pahanate ho ya nahin. aur tum puri raat paseena bahaate rahe. vahaan bahut garmi thi, yahaan tak ki AC chalu hone ke bavajood.
ayaan: mere lie yah ek achchha pravaas tha, maan. main pooree tarah se sahaj tha. lekin vahaan garmee thee, haan. main aamataur par sote samay sirf boksar pahanata hoon. agar itanee garmee na hotee to kapadon se koee samasya nahin hotee.
mona: tum sirf boksar pahanakar so sakate the, ayaan. mujhe isase koee pareshaanee nahin hone vaalee thee. sach mein.
Me: main jaanta hoon, maa. Lekin mei bas yah sunishchit karana chaahata tha ki hum dono sahaj rahen, pheli baar jab ham pahalee baar kamare sajha kar rahe the. aur, vaise, kya tum hamesha bistar par kurti aur paint pahanti thi? Tumane jo choti kapade pahane the, ve tumhaare niyamit nightwear jaise nahin lag rahe the.
Will continue.........
