Maa: Thum samajh nahin rahe ho, baby. Ab sab kuchh alag hai. Aise bahut si cheejen hain jinse main vanchit hu. Tumhe kabhi esas nahin hoga. abhi to bilkul nahin.
Me: Mujhe samajh nahin aa raha, maa. Pitaji tumhare, mere aur parivaar ke lie sab kuch karte hain. Mujhe nahin pata ki tumhe kyu lagta hai ki tum kuch cheejon se vanchit rah rahi ho.
Maa: aisa hi hai. Mujhe nahin pata ki main tumh kaise bataun. Hame itane lambe samay se kuch nahin kiya hai. Aur, mujhe pata hai ki kyun. yah kuch aisa hi hai.
Me: Mujhe samajh nahin aa raha, maa. Kya kiya? shayad woh vyast raha hoga, aur islie woh tumhe baahar nahin le ja saka. pitaji tumse pyaar karate hain.
Maa: nahin, Irfan. Woh mujhse pyar nahin karta. Main jaanti hu ki tum aur woh hamesha kareeb rahe ho, aur tum dono hamesha sampark mein rahte ho. Aur tum unse bahut pyaar karte ho. Aur, main tumhe ye kabhi nahin bataana chati thi. Lekin mujhe poora yakeen hai ki uska kisi ke saath affair chal raha hai. Mujhe nahin pata ki kiske saath. Lekin, hamare shaadi ke baare mein yahi sach hai.
me: maa!
Maa: haan. Bas chodo. Chalo is baare mein baat nahin karte. Baat bas itani hai ki use ab mujhme koi dilachaspi nahin hai. Kyunki uske paas koi aur hai. Aur, main is tathy ko swekaar nahin kar pa rahi hoon ki ab use main achi nahin lagti.
Me: Mujhe nahin pata ki tumhe kya bataun, maa. Mujhe nahin lagata ki dad tumhe dhokha dene jaisa sharmanak kaam karege. Lekin, mujhe ye bhi yakeen hai ki agar tumhe yakin nahin hota to tum mujhse ye nahin kahati.
Maa: Koi baat nahin, Irfsn. Khair, agar mujhe kabhi aisa esaas nahin hota, to main tumhare dad ke saath delhi chale jaati. Aur hum kabhi ek-doosare ko jaan nahin paate. to, koi baat nahin. Mai khush hoon ki ab tum mere paas ho.
Me: Hmmm, haan. haan, maa. Mai bhi khush hun. Lekin, ye sab sunkar mei thoda toota hua mahasoos kar raha hun.
Maa: Mujhe khed hai ki mujhe tumhe ye batana pada. Aur, woh bhi tab jab tum iske lie bilkul bhi taiyaar nahin the.
Me: Maine is baare mein kabhi nahin socha. Mujhe hamesha laga ki tum dono ek khushmijaaj jodi ho. Jab main aaspaas hota tha, to tum dono hamesha ek-doosare se baat karate the.
Maa: Aisa nahin hai ki hum kabhi baat nahin karate, Irfan. ye ek saal se bhi zyaada samay se chal raha hai. hamne bas iske saath jeena seekh liya hai. Ye, yun kahoon ki maine unse savaal na karna seekh liya hai.
Me: Lekin, tum usse kyun nahin puch sakati?
Maa: Kyunki mere paas koi saboot nahin hai. Main us mahila ke baare mein kuch nahin jaante, jiske saath woh rah raha hai.
Me: Toh tum us par kaise shak kar sakati ho? ye theek nahin hai, maa. Tum dad ke saath aisa nahin kar sakati.
Maa: suno, Irfan. Tum samajhne ke lie bahut chote ho. Aise baaten mere umr ki mahila asani se pushti kar sakati hai.
Me: kaise?
Maa: Hame aisa lagta hai.
Me: kaise? tumhe aisa kyun lagta hai? Tumhe aisa kab se lagne laga? Tum bas ulajhan mei ho, maa. Woh apani pooree zindagi yaatra karta raha hai, aur tumhe iski aadat thi. Ab, woh ghar par hai, aur use apni naya naukari ke hisse ke roop mein kuch kaam karane honge. Tum us par isi tarah shak nahin kar sakti.
Maa: Baby. shayad, mujhe tumhe ye bataana chaahie. Hame sex kiye hue bahut samay ho gaya hai.
Me: maa!
Maa: Aur, tumhare paapa mere saath bistar par aane mein dilchaspi nahin rakhte, sirf islie kyunki unhe woh mil raha hai jo woh kahi aur se chahte hain.
Me: ye to betuki baat hai. Tum aise kaise kah sakati ho? Sirf islie ki tum sex ke lie tarasti ho aur pappa se nahin mil raha, iska matlab ye nahin ki woh dhokha de rahe hain. Mujhe yakin nahin hota ki tum itna bewakufi bhara sochati ho.
Maa: Toh, maine jo kuch bhi tumhe bataya, use sunane ke baad tumhe aisa hi laga? Tumhe bas yahi lag raha hai ki tumhari maa sex ki diwani hai, jo lambe samay se santusht nahin hai. Aur kisi bhi anjaan aadmi ke lie apani taange phailana chahti hai? Tum mere baare mein aisa hi sochte ho, Irfan?
Me: Maa. Bas karo. maine aisa kabhi nahin kaha.
Maa: Toh tumne kya kaha? kya tum muje ye batane ki koshish kar raha tha ki meo ek shadishuda buzurg mahila hoon, jo apne mansal shareer ko ujaagar karati hui ghoom rahi hai, umeed karati hai ki koi jawan mard use acha samay dega? Kya tum yahi kahane kee koshish kar raha hai? ek milf? aise mahila ko yahi kahate hain, hai na? Kya tum abhi mujhe kaamuk milf kaha hai?
Me: Mujhe nahin lagata ki main is baatcheet ko aage badana chahta hoon. Apana khyaal rakhna, maa.
Maa: Irfan…
Me: Hum kisi aur samay baat karenge, maa. Main abhi tumase baat nahin karana chahta.
Maa: aisa kyun hai ki, koi mujhe nahin samajhta?
Me: abhi so jao, maa. Hum baad mein baat karenge.
Maa: aisa kyun hai ki sabako lagata hai ki mei galat hun? pehle mere pati. Ab mera beta. koi bhi mujhse baat nahin karana chahta.
Me: maine aisa nahin kaha, maa. Main bas thak gaya hun. Bas itana hi.
Maa: Kya tumne kabhi sex kiya hai, Irfan?
Me: ye kya hai, maa? Please ise band karo. hame is baare mein baat nahin karni chahie.
Maa: Hum kyun nahin kar sakte? sex mein kya galat hai?
Me: Mei bas nahin chahta...
Maa: Sex mahatvapoorn hai, Irfan. Ye bahut khaas cheej hai. Tumhare pappa aur main... hum saath mein bahut masti karte the. Ek samay tha jab woh mere saath kuch atirikt minat bitaane ke lie ek antarashtreey udaan bhi chodne ko taiyaar the. Lekin... ab... dekho haalaat kaise hain... mujhe dekho... main har raat apane kamare ka daravaaja khula chod deta hoon... ummeed karata hoon ki tumhare pappa andar aaenge... mujhe kasakar gale lagao... mujhe paravaah nahin hai ki ye tab bhi ho jab woh kisi dusre mahila ke saath rahe hon. Main bas yahee chahta hoon... kam se kam woh mera haath to thaam lete...
Me: Maa...
Maa: Tumhe pata nahin hai ki mei kitna dukhi hoon, Irfan. Tum kabhi nahin samajh paoge. Mera dil toot gaya hai. Main bahut dinon se ro rahi hu. Main ye swekaar nahin kar pa rahi hoon ki tumhare pappa ab mujhe aakarshak nahin maanate. Maine apani poori zindagi ye sochkar jee li ki main kisi bhi purush ke lie sabse achi hoon.
Me: Maa. Please, ab is baare mein pareshaan na ho. Agar maine kuch aisa kaha jise aapko thes pahunchi ho to mujhe bahut khed hai. Mujhe nahin pata tha. Mujhe kabhi nahin laga ki aap itni dukhi hain. Please, ye na sochen ki aap akeli hain. Mei aapke paas hu. Mei hamesha aapke lie maujud rahunga
Maa: theek hai, baby. Bahut samay se mere dimaag mein ye sab chal raha tha. Aaj hi ye sab baahar aaya. Mei yahaan theek hoon. mei theek rahoongi.
Me: mei chajta hoon ki aap sirf theek hi na rahen, maa. Mei chahta hoon ki aap ye jaane ki aapke aage abhi bhi ek badhiya zindagi hai. Main chahta hoon ki aap ye jaane ki sab kuchh badhiya hoga. Main chahta hoon ki aap yah jaanen ki aapka beta hamesha aapke saath hai. Mai hamesha aapke lie maujood rahoonga, maa.
Maa: Thum karoge? Thum sach mein mere lie wahan rahoge?
Me: Haan, maa... main bas yahi chahta hoon ki tum hamesha khush raho.
Maa: Tum har samay mere lie wahan rahoge, Irfan?
Me: haan maa.....
Maa: kabhi bhi?
Me: haan, mere pyare maa.....
Maa: aadhi raat ko bhi?
Me: haan, maa...!
Tumhen khush rakhne ke lie kuchh bhi.
Maa: mujhe khush rakhne ke lie kuch bhi? Thum wahee karoge jo main chaahungi?
Me: zaroor, maa.....!
Maa: Thum wahi karoge jo main chahungi, din ke kisi bhi samay?
Me: Haan......!
Maa: Dopahar ke baare mein kya? jab tum class mein ho?
Me: main tumhare sandeshon ka jawab de sakata hoon.
Maa: Aur, subah jaldi ki baare mein kya? agar tum so rahe ho to kya?
Me: Tumhen bas mujhe call karana hai. isse main jaag jaoonga.
Maa: aur, abhi ke baare mein kya?
Me: Theek hai, abhi lagabhag 5:00 baje hain. Aur, main pahele se hi aapse baat kar raha hoon, maa. Aur, agar aap chaahen, to main abhi bhi aapse baat karunga, subah 6:00 baje bhi.
Maa: Haan, ab mujhse baat kar rahe hain. Lekin, kya thum mere lie kuchh bhi karne ke lie taiyaar hain, ise pal? kuchh bhi?
Me: haan…haan…haan.
Maa: Main jo bhi kahungi?
Me: haan, maa. Thum jo bhi kahogee main karunga.
Maa: theek hai baby. Ab, ye ek acha sauda lagata hai.
Me: oh, haan maa. Tumhare lie kuch bhi. Main tumhen har samay muskuraate hue dekhna chahta hoon.
Maa: Jab se maine tumhe message karna shru kiya hai, tab se main muskura rahi hoon, Baby. Aur, ab, mujhe lagata hai ki mujhe kuch aur chaahie
Taaki main kuchh aur samay tak muskuraati rahun. shaayad main aur bhi muskurau agar mujhe kuch aisa dekhne ko mile jo dekhne mein bahut acha lage.
Me: maa. Ab woh kya hai? din ke is samay mein tumhen kuch bhi bahut acha nahin mil sakta.
Maa: acha… kuch bahut hi acha hai. Aur, keval tum hi mujhe woh dikha sakate ho.
Me: woh kya hai, maa? Mujhe nahin lagata ki mere paas aisa kuch hai.
Maa: Mujhe apne lund ki ek aur tasveer bhejo, baby! abhi!
Irfan ka yuva lund ab kathor aur dhadakta hua hai, kyunki wah tasveer lene aur use apni maa ko bhejane ke lie khud ko taiyaar kar raha hai. Usne pehle ki tasveer lene ke baad apne boxer ko vaapas oopar nahin kheencha tha, aur is dauraan uska lund khula hua tha.
Aur jab usane neeche dekha, to usaka pre-cum bah raha tha, aur usaka lund pehale kabhi itana uttejit nahin hua tha. sach kahoon to, Irfan ko yakeen hee nahin ho raha tha ki woh apani maa se yah baatcheet kar raha hai. Unhonne delhi mein poora ek hafta bitaaya tha.
Tab usne kabhi nahin socha tha ki ve in sandeshon ka aadaan-pradaan karenge. Vaastav mein, unmein se koi bhi is baat par vishwas nahin kar sakta tha ki kya ho raha tha. Saba, halanki kabhee bhee apane bete ke bahut kareeb nahin rahi, lekin hamesha ek bahut hi dekhbhaal karane wali maa rahi hai.
use yakeen hai ki uske bete ke lie uske man mein koi kaamuk bhaavanaen nahin hain. Lekin use nahin pata ki woh usse kya chahti hai. ye, jab ye baatcheet khatm ho jaatee hai to woh kya chahti hai.
Phir bhi, ek se adhik baar, Saba ko ye sochne par majaboor hona pada ki kya uski bete ke lie uske mann mein koi chhipee hue laalasa thi. Lekin, woh ye bhi jaanati thi ki ye nishiddh hai, aur asambhav hai. Haalaanki, Saba apne bete se baat karana band nahin kar sakati thi.
Aur yah keval usaka dard hi nahin tha jise usne uske saath saajha kiya tha, balki apne sabse gahare raaz, chaahat aur ichhaen bhi saajha ki thi.
Irfan ko apani maa ke lie koi vaasana nahin hai, lekin uska shareer uske dimaag ko use kisi bhi dusre mahila ki tarah dekhne ke lie majboor kar raha hai. Aur woh use apne lund ki ek aur tasveer bhejane se khud ko rok nahin pa raha hai, jo ab pooree tarah se khada hai.
apni maa ke lie uske pyaar aur sammaan ne sambhaavit vaasana ko daba kar rakha tha. Is tarah ki baatacheet ke dauraan kisi bhi aadami mein yah bhaavana vikasit ho sakate hai. lekin, Irdfan bhi dheere-dheere apane dimaag par niyantran khone laga tha, pehle se kahin zyaada.
Woh uttejit ho gaya aur apni maa ke lie ek photo clik karne se pahale usne apni safed tank top bhi utaar dee. Photo mein uska kathor lund aur badi genden dikhai de raha tha. Aur keval uski jaanghen aur sapaat pet dikhai de raha tha, lekin woh pooree tarah se nagn tha.
Irfsn apne maa ko tasveer bhejne se pahale do baar socha tha. lekin, usne jo atirikt sekand liya woh keval ye sunishchit karane ke lie tha ki usaka ling anuthe roop mein dikhe. Apani maa ki tarah, woh bhi abhi bhi poori tarah se nishchit nahin hai ki apane kaaryon ko kaise samajhae, lekin ye jaanne ke lie bhi behad utsuk hai ki aage kya hota hai.
