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" main sach keh raha hoon memsaheb............................bhale hi wo meri begam thi to kya hua.....!!!!! usney kabhi mujhe apni begam hone ka sukh nahin diya...................usney kabhi mere zazbateion ki kadra nahin ki...............kabhi usney meri zarooraton ko nahin samjha..............thi to wo gaanv se....................magar usey ye bhi nahin pata tha ki shadi shuda jeewan kaisa hota hain.................mard aur auraton ki zarooratein kya hoti hain................uski isi nadaani se main aksar ussey pareshan rehta tha................." aur aslam dheere dheere mujhe baateion mei uljhaney laga......................main bhi dheere dheere uski baateion mein aati jaa rahi thi..............
" gaanv se thi to ismein bhala uska kya dosh.....!!!!!!!!!! sab ladkiyaan sehar se to nahin hoti naa........................aur shadi ke baad aksar sab aurtein samajhdaar ho hi jati hain.................jaise jaise unpar jimmedariyaan aati hain tab................aur tum bhala apni biwi ke bare mein aise kyon keh rahe....................aakhir tumhara ishara kis taraf hain................zara tum mujhe sab kuch saaf saaf aur khulkar batawo............" aur main aslam ka ishara na-samjhtey hue dheere se uske taraf taktaki lagaye dekhti rahi.................wahin aslam munn hi munn bahut khus ho raha tha....................
" memsaheb.......................agar main aapko sab kuch khulkar kahunga to aap meri baateion par fir se naraz ho jayengi.......................mujhpar gussa karney lagengi..................mujhe galat samjhengi..................waise bhi aapne kal mujhse vaada bhi kiya tha.....................magar aab aapse main koi bhi baat kehney se thoda darta hoon..................kahin gussey mein aakar aapne fir se mujhe thappad maar diya to................rehney dijiye memsaheb...................aap bura maan jayengi..................." aur aslam overacting karta hua fir se meri taraf dekhkar ek dum se khamosh ho gaya wahin main aslam ki taraf bade gaur se dekhti rahi..............
"nahin gussa karungi....................aur mujhe apna vaada aachey se yaad hain.....................tumhein jo kehna hain sab kuch khulkar kaho.................." aur maine aslam ko hari jhadi dikha di..........................wahin is baar aslam ke chehrey par ek gandi si muskaan tair gayi........................shayad yehi sab kuch wo mere mooh se kehlawana chahta tha...................
" memsaheb.....................kahin aisa to nahin hoga ki aap meri kahani sunkar beech mein kahin bhaag gayi to......................pehle aap mujhse is cheez ka vaada kijiye.................." aur aslam apna sikka jamata hua mere chehrey ki taraf bade gaur se dekhney laga .........................wahin main aslam ke chehrey ki taraf bus dekhti rahi.........................sach to ye tha ki main aslam ke kahe hue baateion ko shayad samajh nahin payi thi....................
" magar...................main bhagungi kyon....................!!!!!!!! tum mujhe batawo......................aisa kuch nahin hoga......................tum is baat se nischint raho......................main apne vaade se kabhi nahin mukarney wali.................." aur main bhi aslam ki baateion mein apna poora interest dikhati hui bade gaur se uski ek ek baatein sunaney lagi......................magar thode der baad mujhe pata chal hi gaya ki aslam mujhse aisa kyon keh raha tha......................mujhe apni galti ka ehsaas hua magar aab bahut der ho chuki thi......................
" memsaheb.......................aap sach keh rahi naa.....................agar aisi baat hain to fir main sab kuch aapse khulkar bata hi deta hoon......................aab aapse bhala kya sharmana.................aap to apni hain..................aur apnon se koi bhi baat kehney mein aakhir kaisi sharam..........................
" baat us samay ki hain jab meri shadi nayi nayi hui thi.....................sach poochon to main us din bahut khus tha..........................socha tha ki mujhe jeenay ka naya maksad mil gaya.............mere jeewan mein se khalipan aur adhurapan aab khatam ho gaya.....................magar ye meri bhool thi..........................jaisa main socha tha mujhe meri biwi waisi nahin mili....................us raat meri suhagraat thi.................main jab uske paas gaya to wo apne kamrey mein baithi hui mere aane ka intezar kar rahi thi..................mere dil mein bhi us waqt wahin sab armaan they jo suhagraat mein baki mardon ke hote hain................main jab uske paas gaya aur jab uska ghoonghat uthaya to bade gaur se uske chehrey ki taraf dekhta raha.............
sach poochon to wo mujhe pasand nahin thi magar mazboori ke chalte maine ussey shadi kar li thi...................wo thodi sanwli thi aur .............moti bhi.................uska chehra bhi koi khaas sunder nahin tha....................magar aab wo meri begam thi to wo jaise rahe................... mujhe aab uski ke saath poori zindagi guzarni thi..................maine fir uska ghoonghat uthaya aur usey apni bahon mein bhar liya..............aur uske galon aur honton ko choomney chatney laga...................." aslam itna kehkar ruk gaya aur bade gaur se mere chehrey ki taraf taktaki lagaye dekhta raha.................mere chehrey par sharam ki lakhreein aab saaf nazar aane lagi thi..................mera dil us waqt bahut zoron se dhadak raha tha.................main lumbi lumbi sansein leti hui chup chaap se aslam ki baatein sun rahi thi...................mujhe aachey se maloom tha ki suhagraat mein ek mard aur aurat ke beech kya hota hain...............
magar aab mujhe apni galti ka ehsaas ho raha tha ki maine aslam se vaada karke apni zindagi ki ye sabse badi bhool ki thi...............magar aab mere paas aslam ki baatein sunaney ke alawa aur koi raasta bhi nahin tha..................magar main kya janti thi ki aslam apni ye kahani poori namak mirch lagakar mere samney pesh karega......................
" maine jaise hi usey apni bahon mein liya...................main uske galon aur gurden ko haule haule se choomney aur chatney laga..................shuru mein to wo virodh karney lagi magar jaise jaise wo garam hone lagi uske ander se ye virodh bhi dheere dheere khatam hone laga......................jab wo garam ho gayi tab maine uske kapdey ke upar se apne haath poorey uske badan par ferna chalu kiya........................pehle uski peeth par........fir uski do badi badi choochiyon par.......................kasam se jab maine uski choochiyon ko masalna shuru kiya mujhe aisa laga jaise kisi ne mere haath mein koi rui ka gola thama diya ho.................. aur main usey masal raha hoon....................wahin wo jawab mein haule haule se sisakney lagi........................
magar na hi main ruka..................aur na hi mere ye dono haath....................main uski bari bari se dono choochiyon ko lagataar masalta raha..........................aur wo garam hoti gayi.................jab main uski saari ke ander apna haath le gaya aur jab maine uske chooth ko jab apne haathon se chuwa........................to paya ki uski choot poori tarah se paniyaa gayi thi.................main uski choot par apni ungliyon ko lagataar ferta raha...................jissey uski choot ka pani meri ungliyon par bhi lagney laga......................." aslam aagey aur kuch kehta main fauran apni jagah se uth gayi aur aslam ki taraf gussey se dekhney lagi....................aslam chahta to ye sab baatein shortcut mein bata sakta tha magar wo jaan boojhkar choot choochi jaise words mere samney khulkar keh raha tha..................jissey main bhi uski baateion se poori tarah garam hoti jawun.................aur uski soch ekdum sahi thi..........
" bus............karo aslam..................aab tum chup ho jawo...................main aur ye sab kuch aur nahin sun sakti................." aur meri sansein tezi se upar neechay hone lagi jissey meri dono choochiyaan bhi upar neechay ho rahi thi jisey aslam bade gur se dekhey jaa raha tha....................sach to ye tha ki mujhe aslam ke mooh se aisi ashleel baatein suna hi nahin jaa raha tha.....................main jaise hi wahan se jane ke liye mudi aslam fir se mere haathon ko fauran tham liya jissey mere badhtey kadam achanak se wahin ruk gaye.....................main aslam ke chehrey ki taraf sawal bhare nazreion se dekhney lagi to aslam mere chehrey ko hi ghoor raha tha....................
" kya hua memsaheb.......................aapne vaada kiya tha mujhse......................ki aap aise beech mein kahin nahin jayengi....................to fir.................aap apne vaade se kaise mukar rahi hain....................." aur aslam ke chehrey par thode narazi ke bhaav umad pade wahin mera chehra sharam se neechay ki taraf jhuk gaya..............
" aslam........................tum mera haath chodho........................tum jis language ka use kar rahe ho wo mujhse aab suna nahin jaa raha..................tum kuch bhi kaho magar aise gande words mere samney use mutt karo.................." aur mera dil zoron se dhadak utha...........wahin aslam ke chehrey par ek gandi si smile aa gayi.......................
" bhala ye kya baat hui memsaheb.......................aap hi bataiye......................choot ko main choot nahin kahunga to kya kahunga.......................main aapki tarah zyada padha likha nahin hoon jo mujhe aapki jaisi angrezi aati hain...................main thehra gareeb aur pass ke basti mein rehney wala.................main yahan jo kuch bhi dusaron ke mooh se sunta aaya hoon wahin sab aapse keh raha hoon...................sach to ye hain ki aap bus baatein karna janti hain.....................jab aap apna kiye hua vaada nahin nibha sakti to kyon karti hain aap fir dusaron se vaada..................main aapko aachey se jaan gaya hoon memsaheb....................galti meri thi jo maine aap par vishwaas kiya...............aap jaise ameer log ke vaade bhi aap jaise log ke tarah jhoothey aur khokhley hote hain..................... ..aab mera yahan se chale jana hi aacha rahega.....................aap apne liye koi dusara naukar dhoodh lijiyega.................." aur aslam ne fir se apni agli chaal chal di...................jiska asar ye hua ki mujhe apni bhool ka ehsaas to hua hi...................main ek baar fir se aslam ki baateion mein poori tarah se aa gayi...............dheere dheere mere ander virodh aab khatam hota jaa raha tha.............
aslam ne mujhe apni baateion mein is kadar uljha diya tha ki agar main uski baat maan leti to wo gandi baateion ka silsila yu hi shuru rakhta............................aur na kehti to wo yahan se kaam chodhkar humesha humesha ke liye chala jata................jo mujhe aab manzoor nahin tha.....................kul milakar mujhe uski shart har haal mein manani hi thi..................magar is waqt aslam gussey mein choor tha........................
" thehro aslam.......................mere kehney ka ye matlab nahin tha........................tum mujhe galat samajh rahe ho.................." aur jaise taise main apni baat keh payi wahin aslam gussey se mujhe ghoorta raha .........................
" bus kijiye memsaheb......................hum gareeb zaroor hain......................magar hum apni jubaan ke kaachey nahin hain..............aapki tarah...................jaan chali jayegi magar ye jubaan nahin kategi.................main jaa raha hoon aab.....................aap kal se koi aacha sa naukar apne liye khoj lijiyega....................." aur aslam gussey mein bahar ki taraf jane laga to main aslam ke samney jakar khadi ho gayi aur bade gaur se aslam ke chehrey ki taraf taktaki lagaye dekhti rahi....................
" ruk jawo aslam...............tum is tarah se aise yahan se nahin jaa sakte.........................aab se tum jo chahogey wahin hoga......................jo tumhara dil kare wo tum mujhse khulkar baatein karna..................main tumhein aab kabhi kisi cheez ke liye mana nahin karungi...............jo mere taraf se galti hui uske liye iam sorry................." aur itna kehkar main aslam ke samey apna sir jhuka li..............meri aankhein kuch num si padh gayi thi wahin aslam ke chehrey par aab bhi narazgi saaf jaahir ho rahi thi..........................aslam apni chaal pe chaal chalta jaa raha tha..................aur us kehl ki main sirf ek mohra thi................................sirf mohra......................................
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" ruk jawo aslam...............tum is tarah se aise yahan se nahin jaa sakte.........................aab se tum jo chahogey wahin hoga......................jo tumhara dil kare wo tum mujhse khulkar baatein karna..................main tumhein aab kabhi kisi cheez ke liye mana nahin karungi...............jo mere taraf se galti hui uske liye iam sorry................." aur itna kehkar main aslam ke samey apna sir jhuka li..............meri aankhein kuch num si padh gayi thi wahin aslam ke chehrey par aab bhi narazgi saaf jaahir ho rahi thi..........................aslam apni chaal pe chaal chalta jaa raha tha..................aur us khel ki main sirf ek mohra thi................................sirf mohra.......................................
Ab Aage.........................................................................
Aslam gussey se mere chehrey ki taraf taktaki lagaye bus dekhta raha..........................wo mujhe is kadra mazboor aur bebus banan chahta tha ki jab bhi main kuch karun to sirf uski marzi se....................uske har ek isharon par nachun..................wo agar kahe baith to main baith jawun...................khadi hone ko kahe to main fauran khadi ho jawun...................ek tarah se wo mujhe apni ghulam banan chahta tha...................
" bus bahut hua.........................sach to ye hain ki aap bus baatein hi karna janti hain........................bade log ke vaade aur unki baatein sab ek jaisi hoti hain.................ander se khokhali.............main bewajah aapke baaton mein aa gaya tha......................bhool meri hi thi jo main yahan dubara se wapas chala aaya.....................mera aab yahan se chale jana hi behtar hain..................." aur aslam bahar jane ke liye jaise hi muda main uske samney kisi deewar bankar khadi ho gayi.....................jahan uske chehrey par upar se nazarzi to saaf zaahir ho rahi thi magar munn hi munn wo apni jeet par itara bhi raha tha....................
sach to ye tha ki main aslam ki lagbhag mutthi mein gayi thi................usney jo dana fenka tha mujhe fansaney ke liye...................usmein wo poori tarah se kamyaab ho gaya tha........................
" tumhare jane se aab mujhe fark padhta hain ....................aslam...................aab tum iske peechay ki jo bhi wajah ho.....................samajh lo................mujhe is baat ki koi parwaah nahin hain................aur main aab apne vaade se kabhi nahin mukrungi................main auron ki jaisi nahin hoon...................tum chahe to mujhe kabhi bhi aazma lo.............." aur main sab kuch ek hi saans mein kehti chali gayi wahin aslam thoda normal hua magar aabhi bhi uske chehrey par gussa saaf nazar aa raha tha...............
" theek hain memsaheb...........................agar aap itna hi kehti hain to main yahan se aab kabhi nahin jawunga....................magar....................is baat ka kya saboot hain ki aap apne vaade par aagey bhi aise hi qayam rahengi.......................waise bhi main gandi basti mein rehta hoon aur mera wahan ghatiya logon ke saath aksar uthna baitha hota rehta hain.................to mere mooh se to gandi baat humesha niklegi hi....................saath mein gandi gandi gaaliyaan bhi nikelti rahegi............agar mujhe aap par gussa bhi aayega to main aapko gandi gandi galiyan bhi doonga..............jo jee mein aaye wo bolunga..................main usi tariqey se aapse bhi baat karunga jaise bakiyon ke saath baat karta hoon..................agar meri ye shart manzor hain to boliye.................nahin to main chala...................." aur aslam jaise apna faisla sunata hua mere chehrey ki taraf bade gaur se dekhney laga wahin main apni nazrein neechay ki taraf jhukaye...............kuch der tak sochti rahi................
aisa nahin tha ki mujhse aslam se pyaar ho gaya tha.....................magar ye bhi sach tha ki main aab uske liye bahut bechain rehney lagi thi................uski wajah thi mere ander uth rahi us hawas ki aag .................jo mujhe ander hi ander jalaye jaa rahi thi..............aur jisey main har keemat par bujhana chahti thi....................aur uske liye mujhe kuch bhi karna pade main peechay nahin hatney wali thi...................aur kahin na kahin aslam meri ye kamzori jaan gaya tha.......................shayad is wajah se wo mujhpar itna raub jama raha tha...................
" main tumhein kya saboot doon aslam...................bus tum mujhpar ek baar aur yakeen kar lo.........bus.................aur...................mujhe tumhari sari shartein manzoor hain........................tumhara jo dil mein aaye wo mujhse baatein karna................." aur mere mooh se aisi baatein sunkar aslam ke chehrey par chamak aur bhi badh gayi.....................jane anjane mein maine aslam ke liye apni chudayi ke sare darwaze aab khol diye they....................mujhe nahin pata tha ki aslam mujhe baateion hi baateion mein aisa nanga karega ki...................mere ander ki sari sharam laaj haya sab kuch khatam ho jayegi....................
" ek baar fir se sab kuch soch lijiye memsaheb........................agar aap is baar apne vaade se mukar gayi to......................anjaam bahut bura hoga...........................baki aap khud hi samajhdaar hain.........................." aur aslam jaise mujhe dhamkata hua bade gaur se meri taraf dekhney laga wahin main jawab mein haan mein apna sir hilati hui dheere se apni gurden neechay ki taraf jhuka li.....................
meri taraf se hari jhandi pakar aslam khushi se jaise phooley nahin sama raha tha........................waise bhi wo baateion mein bahut maahir tha...................kab ..............kahan usey kya bolna tha aur kaise usey aurat ko garam karna tha.................in sab ki jaise usney degriyaan haasli ki thi..........................aab se meri bur kabhi sookhi nahin rehney wali thi mujhe is baat ka andaza jaldi hi hone wala tha..................waise bhi aab inkaar ka sawal hi kahan uthatha tha........................isi baat ko dhyaan mein rakhtey hue aslam ne mere saath khel khelna shuru kar diya tha.................wo aab jitni jaldi ho sake mujhe apne lund ke neechay lane wala tha......................kuch der ki gehri khamosh ke baad aslam fir dheere se aagey kehna shuru karta hain................sach kahun to mera dil us waqt bahut zoron se dhadak raha tha........................
main bhale hi aslam ke rawaiye ko thodi bahut jaan gayi thi magar mujhe is baat ka andaza nahin tha ki gandi basti ke log aakhir kis type ke hote hain.............magar bahut jald mujhe sab kuch maloom chalney wala tha.............aslam ke roop mein..................
" jane do memsaheb.........................aagey meri suhagraat ke kissey main aapko aab nahin batunga..................." aur aslam fir se meri bhawnawon ke saath khelney laga....................main ajeeb si nazreion se aslam ke chehrey ki taraf dekhti rahi.................mujhe us waqt uspar thoda gussa bhi aaya..................kyon ki jab main uski gandi kahani ke kissey sunana nahin chahti thi tab wo mujhe zabaradsti apne kissey suna raha tha................aur aab maine jab apna mood bana liya tha tab wo mana kar raha tha...................main chaah kar bhi kuch na bol saki aur aslam ke taraf bus dekhti rahi......................
" memsaheb........................jab mera mood hoga tab main apne suhagraat ke kissey fir aapko kabhi poorey vistaar mein bawunga........................magar ek sawal mujhe jo ki subeh se pareshan kar rahi hain..................agar aap us sawal ka sahi sahi jawab de dengi to ho sakta hain main aapki kuch madad kar pawunga.................aur aapke us samasya ka samadhaan bhi kar pawunga..........." aur aslam bade gaur se mere chehrey ki taraf dekhney laga wahin main aslam ke chehrey ki taraf bade gaur se dekhti rahi................
" haan poochon na aslam...............jo tum mujhse poochna chahtey ho............................" aur main bejhijhak bol padi wahin aslam kuch der tak khamosh raha fir wo aagey kehna shuru kiya..............jab usney mujhe poora nanga karney ka jab soch hi liya tha to bhala wo kaise peechay rehney wala tha....................maine usey mauka diya aur usney mauke ka poora poora fayda uthaya..................
" main jab se yahan aaya hoon tab se dekh raha hoon ki aap ander se bahut udas hain................dukhi hain.........sach kahun to main janta hoon ki iske peechay ki wajah kya ho sakti hain...................magar main sab kuch aapke mooh se sunana chahta hoon................" aur aslam fir se mere saath khel khelta hua......................achanak se itna kehkar chup ho gaya.....................wahin mere chehrey ka rang jaise feeka sa padh gaya.................mujhe kuch samajh mein nahin aa raha tha ki main aslam ke in sawalon ka kya jawab doon..................
" bus yu hi....................meri tumhare saheb se us din jhagda ho gayi thi...................kisi baat ko lekar....................aisi koi khaas baat nahin thi................." aur main itna kehkar fir se khamosh ho gayi wahin aslam ke chehrey par jaise sharati muskaan fir se tair gayi...................
" khaas baat nahin thi..................ya fir aap mujhse kuch batana nahin chahti...................khair..................ye aapka niji mamla hain....................aur main kaun hota hoon aapke saath zor zabardasti karney wala..................kitna bhi hoon to main is ghar ka naukar hi to hoon................maalik nahin..............!!!!!!!! " aur aslam fir se mujhe jaise taaney marta hua dheere se bol pada wahin meri nazrein fir se neechay ki taraf jhukati chali gayi..................aakhir kuch sochkar maine aslam ko apni baat batana shuru kiya.................
" wo.........................da-asal.......................tumhare saheb aaj kal mujhpar theek se dhyaan nahin dete......................is wajah se mera unke saath kabhi kabhi jhagda ho jata hain................aur us din humare beech behas kuch zyada hi badh gayi thi jis wajah se tumhare saheb ne mujhpar apna haath uthaya tha...................." aur main dheere se bol padi wahin mera kaleza zoron se dhadakney laga...................aslam ke chehrey par ek gandi si muskaan tair gayi aur wo mujhe apne baateion se nanga karney ka faisla kar liya...................
" kaisa dhyaan memsaheb......................zara khulkar sab kuch saaf saaf bataiye naa.........................main aapki tarah zyada padha likha nahin hoon..................jo ek isharey mein sab kuch samajh jawunga................" aur aslam mujhe dheere dheere open karney laga wahin main kuch der tak khamosh rahi fir aagey kehna shuru kiya..................
" wo................baat ye hain ki .....................main us din sagar ke saath sex karna chahti thi......................magar wo kaam se har roz thak jata aur pehle ki tarah theek se mujhpar dhyaan bhi nahin deta................jis wajah se mere ander thoda chidhchidapan bhi hone laga aur......................isi baat ko lekar humare beech...................." aur main dheere se apni nazrein neechay ki taraf jhuka li wahin aslam ke chehrey par ek gandi si muskaan tair gayi....................aslam ke muskaan ke peechay wajah ye thi ki wo mujhe baateion mein is kadar nanga karna chahta tha jaise main koi peshawar randi hoon...................mere ander ki laaj sharam sab kuch wo mujhse cheen lena chahta tha...................
" aacha......................to ye baat thi...................tabhi main kahun ki aapka chehra kyon murjhaya hua sa lag raha tha.....................to aap us din malik ke saath chudwana chahti thi......................unka lauda apni bur mein lena chahti thi.................aapki baateion se to aisa lagta hain jaise mailk aapki choot ki aag ko thandi nahin kar pate...................sach kahun to aap jaisi garam maal ko to bister par ragad ragad kar din raat chodhtey rehna chahiye.................agar malik ki jagah main hota to yehi karta..................." aur aslam apne munn ki mansa zaahir karte hue gandi tarike se hansey laga...................wahin mera chehra sharam se poora laal padh gaya........................jissey meri nazrein neechay ki taraf jhuk gayi..........
aslam ki aisi gandi baateion ko sunkar mere jism ke royein ekdum se khade ho gaye they......................mere dono tangon ke beech bhi gilapan hulka sa badh gaya tha.................jissey mere dil ki dhadkanein bhi tezz ho chali thi..................main aab aslam ko chaah kar bhi kisi baat ke liye nahin rok sakti thi...................dheere dheere wo apne asli rang mein aata jaa raha tha..............
" upar wale ki bhi maya dekhiye memsaheb....................jiske paas jo cheez ho usey us cheez ki zara bhi kadra nahin hoti................aur jiske paas nahin hain wo humesha uske liye tarasta rehta hain..............ek meri begum thi...............jab se meri ussey shadi hui thi wo to mujhe apne paas bhi nahin aane deti thi..................jab bhi main usey chodhney ke liye uske paas jata.....................wo mere saath aisa bartaav karti jaise main uska balatkaar kar raha hoon...................chudayi ke is khel mein wo mera zara bhi saath nahin deti thi.....................jab bhi main apna lauda uski bur mein ghusata......................to wo dard se aise chillati jaise koi kasayi bakra ko halal kar raha ho..................
sach kahun to memsaheb mera lauda poori uski bur mein ghus hi nahin pata tha......................mera mota aur bada lund wo apne bur mein poora le hi nahin pati thi.....................jab bhi main usey pelta wo humesha cheekhney aur chillaney lagti..............jis wajah se mujhe aksar apne haathon se kaam chalana padta..............aacha hua wo behan ki laudi murr gayi nahin to us kutiya ka main khud hi khoon kar deta................aur idher ek taraf aap hain ki aapki choot mein aag lagi rehti hain to mailk aapki choot ki aag ko thandi nahin karte............................aur main bhi apne lund ki aag mein jal raha hoon......................" aur aslam ne sab kuch mere samney zaahir kar diya tha ki wo kya chahta hain......................
aslam ki aisi baateion ko sunkar jahan mere chehrey par hairani ke badal saaf nazar aane lage they wahin main sharam se pani pani hoti jaa rahi thi...................sach kahun to meri choot us waqt poori tarah se paniyaa gayi thi.......................itna sab hone ke bawjood bhi main aslam ko na hi rok sakti thi..................aur na main wahan se jaa sakti thi....................siwaye uski baatein sunananey ke alawa.................kahin na kahin mujhe bhi aab aisa lagney laga tha ki maine apni chudayi ke raaste aslam ke liye khol diye they....................
jahan aslam munn hi munn bahut khus ho raha tha wahin mere dil ki dhadakanein kum hone ka naam hi nahin le rahi thi..............jaisa wo mere saath chaah raha tha waisa hi kuch hota jaa raha tha......................main poori tarah se aslam ki baateion mein aati jaa rahi thi....................mere ander virodh aur inkaar ki bhavna khatam hoti jaa rahi thi................sach kahun to agar us waqt aslam mere badan ko kahin choo bhi leta to bhi main usey inkaar nahin kar pati.......................aur aagey hua wahi jo main soch rahi thi.........................
aslam fir wahan se chalta hua mere baju mein aakar usi sofey par baith gaya aur mere chehrey ki taraf bade gaur se dekhney laga..........................sharam se meri palkein jhuki hui thi aur meri dil ki dhadaknein us waqt bahut zoron se chal rahi thi jis wajah se main lumbi lumbi sansein le rahi thi jissey meri dono choochiyaan tezi se upar neechay ki taraf ho rahi thi.....................zaahir si baat thi ki aslam unhein hi bade gaur se dekhey jaa raha tha......................
" ek baat poochon memsaheb................................aapki shadi ko kitne din ho gaye......................" aur aslam apna ek haath sofey par rakhta hua...............dheere dheere usey mere kandhon ki taraf le jane laga....................main ek nazar uske taraf dekhti hui fir dheere se bol padi..................
" ek saal.....................humne ghar se bhaag kar shadi ki thi..........................." aur main itna kehkar chup ho gayi wahin aslam ke chehrey par fir se ek gandi si muskaan tair gayi...................
" in ek salon mein malik ne aapko khoob ragad ragad kar choda hoga...................hain naa....................magar ....................aapka aab tak koi baacha nahin hua....................aapki itni chudayi ke baad bhi..................kya aap koi dawa leti hain kya................!!!!!!!!! aur aslam ne mujhse wo sawal kiya jisey sunaney ke baad mere pairon tale jameen khisak gayi.........................mujhe aslam ke himmat ki daad deni chahiye ki wo itne kum samay mein mujhse aise sawal kar raha tha jisko yahan tak dusare logon ko pahunchney mein salon nahin to mahiney to lag hi jate hain..................main kuch der tak chup rahi aur fir haan mein apni gurden dheere se hila di.............
" haan...........shuru ke 6 mahiney unhone mere saath khoob sex kiya.........................magar jaise jaise kaam ki jimmedari badhti gayi wo meri taraf dhyaan dena kum kar diye................aur rahi baat baahon ki to humne plan kiya tha ki shuru mein humein bacha nahin chahiye...............magar mera period ek mahiney ke liye ruk gaya tha jis wajah se mujhe dawa leni padi.........usi ke reaction se mujhe aisi dikkat hui ki main aab filhaal maa nahin ban sakti..................uske liye mujhe ek saal tak dawa chalani padegi.................aur jab humein baachey ki chaah hogi tab main wo dawa chala loongi....................filhaal aabhi nahin.................." aur main itna kehkar chup ho gayi wahin aslam ke chehrey par wahin gandi muskaan thi...............
" arey waah.........!!!!!!! ye to aur bhi aachi baat hain...................jitna marzi utna malik aapko chodey aur apna sara maal aapke bur mein hi gira de.................lund par topa laganey ka na hi jhanjhat ..............aur na hi dawa khaney aur baacha hone ka durr.......................maalik ke to maze hi maze hain................." aur aslam khushi se chahakta hua bol pada wahin mera chehra sharam se ek dum laal padh gaya..................meri bur aur bhi zyada gili hone lagi thi wahin aslam ka haath aab dheere dheere mere nangi peeth aur shoulder par aa gaya tha.................wo apni beech ki ungli se mere jism ko dheere dheere sehlaa raha tha................aur aslam ke is harkat par main ander hi ander aur bhi bechain hoti jaa rahi thi..........................mere ander ka sabra dheere dheere jawab dene laga tha...................
" mere khyaal se aapne sahi kiya....................teen chaar saal tak agar baacha nahin hua to hi theek hain...............aise mein jawani barbaad hone lagti hain.............." aur aslam ke haath dheere dheere mere shoulder par ghoom rahe they..................jissey mere ander ki bechaini pal pal badhti jaa rahi thi..................meri aankhein soorkh laal ho chuki thi aur mujhpar jaise ek khumaar sa cha raha tha....................upar se aslam ke badan se uthney wali wo ajeeb si smell mujhe aur bhi bechain karti jaa rahi thi..............
waqt guzar raha tha aur main pal pal pighal rahi thi....................mujhe yakeen tha ki ye silsila yu hi chalta raha to main bahut jald aslam ke lund ke neechay aa jawungi.................aur main kisi bhi keemat par apni dahleez nahin laangh sakti thi.................jaise hi aslam ka haath mere seenay ki taraf badhney laga..................main fauran apna ek haath le jakar uske badhtey haathon ko fauran rok li..................aslam ke haath to wahin ruk gaye magar wo mere chehrey ki taraf bade gaur se dekhta raha.................
" ye sab theek nahin hain aslam......................tumse baat karna tak to theek tha magar aab ye sab nahin.................please........................" aur main apna chehra dono haathon se chupati hui lumbi lumbi sansein leti rahi wahin aslam ka chehra thoda murjha sa gaya...................magar usney haar nahin mani..................kyon ki usey aachey se maloom tha ki aaj nahin to kal main uske lund ke neechay zaroor aawungi..................
" kya hua memsaheb.......................aap theek to hain naa..................." aur aslam fir se mere chehrey par aaye pasiney ki chand boondein ko dekhta hua dheere se bol pada wahin main apna sir jhukati hui...............ussey thodi door ho gayi...................
" main theek hoon aslam.................main aab chalti hoon..................kitchen mein bahut se kaam pade hue hain...................." aur itna kehkar main fauran wahan se uthi to aslam fir se meri thirakti hui gand ko kha jane wali nazreion se dekhta raha................wo poori besharmi ke saath apne lungi ke upar se apne lund ko masal raha tha.............jaise mujhe wo offer kar raha ho..................aaj to main aslam ke changul se jaise bach nikli thi magar main khud nahin janti thi ki main aagey ussey bach bhi pawungi ya nahin............................
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" ruk jawo aslam...............tum is tarah se aise yahan se nahin jaa sakte.........................aab se tum jo chahogey wahin hoga......................jo tumhara dil kare wo tum mujhse khulkar baatein karna..................main tumhein aab kabhi kisi cheez ke liye mana nahin karungi...............jo mere taraf se galti hui uske liye iam sorry................." aur itna kehkar main aslam ke samey apna sir jhuka li..............meri aankhein kuch num si padh gayi thi wahin aslam ke chehrey par aab bhi narazgi saaf jaahir ho rahi thi..........................aslam apni chaal pe chaal chalta jaa raha tha..................aur us khel ki main sirf ek mohra thi................................sirf mohra.......................................
Ab Aage.........................................................................
Aslam gussey se mere chehrey ki taraf taktaki lagaye bus dekhta raha..........................wo mujhe is kadra mazboor aur bebus banan chahta tha ki jab bhi main kuch karun to sirf uski marzi se....................uske har ek isharon par nachun..................wo agar kahe baith to main baith jawun...................khadi hone ko kahe to main fauran khadi ho jawun...................ek tarah se wo mujhe apni ghulam banan chahta tha...................
" bus bahut hua.........................sach to ye hain ki aap bus baatein hi karna janti hain........................bade log ke vaade aur unki baatein sab ek jaisi hoti hain.................ander se khokhali.............main bewajah aapke baaton mein aa gaya tha......................bhool meri hi thi jo main yahan dubara se wapas chala aaya.....................mera aab yahan se chale jana hi behtar hain..................." aur aslam bahar jane ke liye jaise hi muda main uske samney kisi deewar bankar khadi ho gayi.....................jahan uske chehrey par upar se nazarzi to saaf zaahir ho rahi thi magar munn hi munn wo apni jeet par itara bhi raha tha....................
sach to ye tha ki main aslam ki lagbhag mutthi mein gayi thi................usney jo dana fenka tha mujhe fansaney ke liye...................usmein wo poori tarah se kamyaab ho gaya tha........................
" tumhare jane se aab mujhe fark padhta hain ....................aslam...................aab tum iske peechay ki jo bhi wajah ho.....................samajh lo................mujhe is baat ki koi parwaah nahin hain................aur main aab apne vaade se kabhi nahin mukrungi................main auron ki jaisi nahin hoon...................tum chahe to mujhe kabhi bhi aazma lo.............." aur main sab kuch ek hi saans mein kehti chali gayi wahin aslam thoda normal hua magar aabhi bhi uske chehrey par gussa saaf nazar aa raha tha...............
" theek hain memsaheb...........................agar aap itna hi kehti hain to main yahan se aab kabhi nahin jawunga....................magar....................is baat ka kya saboot hain ki aap apne vaade par aagey bhi aise hi qayam rahengi.......................waise bhi main gandi basti mein rehta hoon aur mera wahan ghatiya logon ke saath aksar uthna baitha hota rehta hain.................to mere mooh se to gandi baat humesha niklegi hi....................saath mein gandi gandi gaaliyaan bhi nikelti rahegi............agar mujhe aap par gussa bhi aayega to main aapko gandi gandi galiyan bhi doonga..............jo jee mein aaye wo bolunga..................main usi tariqey se aapse bhi baat karunga jaise bakiyon ke saath baat karta hoon..................agar meri ye shart manzor hain to boliye.................nahin to main chala...................." aur aslam jaise apna faisla sunata hua mere chehrey ki taraf bade gaur se dekhney laga wahin main apni nazrein neechay ki taraf jhukaye...............kuch der tak sochti rahi................
aisa nahin tha ki mujhse aslam se pyaar ho gaya tha.....................magar ye bhi sach tha ki main aab uske liye bahut bechain rehney lagi thi................uski wajah thi mere ander uth rahi us hawas ki aag .................jo mujhe ander hi ander jalaye jaa rahi thi..............aur jisey main har keemat par bujhana chahti thi....................aur uske liye mujhe kuch bhi karna pade main peechay nahin hatney wali thi...................aur kahin na kahin aslam meri ye kamzori jaan gaya tha.......................shayad is wajah se wo mujhpar itna raub jama raha tha...................
" main tumhein kya saboot doon aslam...................bus tum mujhpar ek baar aur yakeen kar lo.........bus.................aur...................mujhe tumhari sari shartein manzoor hain........................tumhara jo dil mein aaye wo mujhse baatein karna................." aur mere mooh se aisi baatein sunkar aslam ke chehrey par chamak aur bhi badh gayi.....................jane anjane mein maine aslam ke liye apni chudayi ke sare darwaze aab khol diye they....................mujhe nahin pata tha ki aslam mujhe baateion hi baateion mein aisa nanga karega ki...................mere ander ki sari sharam laaj haya sab kuch khatam ho jayegi....................
" ek baar fir se sab kuch soch lijiye memsaheb........................agar aap is baar apne vaade se mukar gayi to......................anjaam bahut bura hoga...........................baki aap khud hi samajhdaar hain.........................." aur aslam jaise mujhe dhamkata hua bade gaur se meri taraf dekhney laga wahin main jawab mein haan mein apna sir hilati hui dheere se apni gurden neechay ki taraf jhuka li.....................
meri taraf se hari jhandi pakar aslam khushi se jaise phooley nahin sama raha tha........................waise bhi wo baateion mein bahut maahir tha...................kab ..............kahan usey kya bolna tha aur kaise usey aurat ko garam karna tha.................in sab ki jaise usney degriyaan haasli ki thi..........................aab se meri bur kabhi sookhi nahin rehney wali thi mujhe is baat ka andaza jaldi hi hone wala tha..................waise bhi aab inkaar ka sawal hi kahan uthatha tha........................isi baat ko dhyaan mein rakhtey hue aslam ne mere saath khel khelna shuru kar diya tha.................wo aab jitni jaldi ho sake mujhe apne lund ke neechay lane wala tha......................kuch der ki gehri khamosh ke baad aslam fir dheere se aagey kehna shuru karta hain................sach kahun to mera dil us waqt bahut zoron se dhadak raha tha........................
main bhale hi aslam ke rawaiye ko thodi bahut jaan gayi thi magar mujhe is baat ka andaza nahin tha ki gandi basti ke log aakhir kis type ke hote hain.............magar bahut jald mujhe sab kuch maloom chalney wala tha.............aslam ke roop mein..................