Beesveen Qist
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dinner mein ab der lagne wali thi. sab ke liye mashroob ka intezam karwaya gaya..
ye kothi aur aisi hi teen aur kothiyan karachi shahar mein mere naam par thi. ye woh kothi nahi thi, jahan main cele aur leleti ke sath raha tha. ye aur hi kothi thi. aur ye kothi charon kothiyon mein sabse shandar kothi thi.
(detail ammi jan se baaton mein saamne aayegi)
har chahra hairat ki tasveer bana hua tha.
kashaf -- sapne mein bhi nahi socha tha. aisi shandar kothi mein kabhi qadam bhi rakh paaungi.
ammi jan mujhe dekh smile karne lagi -- sapno ka kyaa hai. sapne to fir sapne hote hain.. socha to humne hamza se hammu ka bhi nahi tha..
farida -- ji ammi jan aap ne sahi kaha.. socha to ye bhi nahi tha. hum aise ek sath aise mahual mein enjoy kar rahe honge.
misbah -- aur mere to abhi tak chakkar hi ja rahe hain. aisa lag raha hai gir padungi.. hehe
wahida -- aur mujhe to aisa lag raha hai. hammu ko sochte hi mujhe nind aa gai thi.. aur mai sapna dekh rahi hon.. (mujhe pyar se dekhne lagi)
sadaf -- aur mera dil chah raha ha. aise hi sapne mujhe bar bar aayen.
kashaf -- aahh kash mujhe is kothi mein naukrani banne ka chance hi mil jaaye
aur sab zor zor se hasne lage
abba haste hue bole -- aur mujhe chaukeedari ka
farhan -- hahaha.. mera body shody achhi ha.. mai to gunman banna chahunga..
sab haste hue bolte ja rahe the. har chahre par ronaq thi..
baki sab bahnoi aur bahno ke sasurali rishtedar mard auraten bhi bolti ja rahi thi.. mere abba akele hi yahan karachi karobar karne aaye the. yahan abba ki family ka koi aur nahi tha.. na mera koi chacha, na hi meri koi phuphi.. woh sab bhi nawabshah ke karibi ek shahar ke rahne wale the.. bohut bada khandan tha mera... aur jitni bhi phuddi aur gaand waliyan thi. sab ki sab mere liye pagal hone wali thi.. aur ek hungama khez zindagi meri muntzir thi..
lekin abhi chain hi chain tha..... haan par abba ki biwiyon ki khair nahi thi..
ammi jan mujhse akeli mili to boli -- ye kothi kyaaa wahi kothi hai hammu.. cele aur leleti se tum isi kothi mein mile the.
mai -- nahi ammi jan. ye wo kothi nahi hai.. ye to special kothi hai..
ammi jan mujhe pyar se dekh kar thode josh ke sath boli -- tumne kaha tha.. ye meri kothi hai.. tumhari is baat ka kyaa matlab hua hammu..
mai ammi jan ko dekh chandni raat mein samandr ka nazara karta hua bola
mai -- aap sab smajh rahi han ammi jan
aur ammi jan mere gale se lag gai. ammi jan ka dil zor zor se dhadak raha tha.
ammi jan -- kyaa sach mein ye meri kothi ha hammu
mai -- ji ammi jan
ammi jan -- leleti ne itna sab kuch tumhare liye kyun kia hammu
mai -- dosti ke liye
ammi jan -- dosti mein koi itna bhi nahi kia karta hammu
maine ek pal ko socha fir bola -- leleti aur cele se mere physical relations rahe han ammi jaan
aur ammi jan apne hont bheench mujhe dekhne lagi. ammi jan ki ankhon mein dard ki lahar ubhar aai thi
mai pareshan ho gaya -- ammi jan aap ko bura laga.. sorry.. lekin kyun??>. aaj kal to aisa aam baat hai
ammi jan apni siski peeti hui boli -- haan bura nahi hai.. mai to maa hon tumhari.. mujhe bura lagna hi nahi chahiye.. khud mai tumhare itne karib aa gai hon.. kisi aur ke liye kyun sochon. lekin pata nahi kyun mera dil jalne laga sunkar..
mai ammi jan ko ghor se dekhne laga
ammi jan meri ankhon mein dekh boli -- jhut nahi bolungi hammu.. dil mein tum bas chuke ho.. mai kah chuki hon.. tumhari hone ke bad maine tumhare abba ko bhi pass nahi aane dia ha ab tak.. aur tumhare siva ab kisi aur ko karib aane bhi nahi dena chahti.. isliye tumse bol gai.. kuch karo.. apne abba ko mujhse physically door kar do... aise hi dil kahne laga ha.. tum bhi mere siva baki saari dunya ko bhul jaao. lekin aisa hona mumkin nahi hoga.. meri tumhari shadi nahi ho sakti.. mai tumhare bachhon ko nam nahi de sakti. aur janam bhi nahi de sakti. tum jawan aur mai boo----(boodhi kahna chahti thi.. sisak padi.. bol nahi pai)
mai jhat se ammi jan ko apnu bahun mein bhar gya. aur unki peeth ko sahlane laga
ammi jan sisakti hui boli -- mai umar bhar tumhara sath nahi de sakungi hammu.. meri to ab thodi si hi umar--
mai tadap utha -- bass ammi jan.. aur nahi.. aisa na ho.. mai abhi jaaun aur samandr mein doob kar apni jaan par khel jaaun
aur ammi jan roti hui meri ankhon mein dekh roti hui dard bhari smile se boli
ammi jan - aur ab tumne marne ki baat karne shuru kar di.. hum dono nahi marenge hammu.. hum dono sau saal aur jiyenge... lekin hammu.. sach kahti hon. tumhare sath kisi aur ke relation ke baare mein jaan kar meri saanse hi shayad tham jaayen
mai -- abhi meri umar hi kyaa hai ammi jan.. mai shadi hi nahi karunga.. karunga bhi to der se karunga.. mujhe jaldi bhi nahi hai. aur fir meri umar hi kyaa hai
ammi jan mujhe pyaar se chum kar boli -- nahi.. tum apni life mast jiyu.. bass ek baat ka khayal rakhna.. mere ilm mein kabhi kuch mat aane dena.. warna mera dil mere kabu se bahar ho jaayega. pata nahi jalan badhne ke bad konsi shakal akhtiar kar le.. tumse pyaar, tumse physical hona, tumhare bete ki maa banna mujhe andr bahar se pura ka pura badal chuka hai.. ek maa hokar is had tak aa gai hon.. is had ke bad koi had baki nahi rahti...
ammi jan ki baaten sunkar mere andr zalzale bhi aane lage the. dhamake bhi hone lage the.. traffic signal par achanak se traffic lights ke kharab hone par badhte rush par bajne wale horn mere andr bajne lage the. khatre ke kai alarm ek sath meri rooh tak ko larzane lag gaye the.. mere andr ki halat mere chahre par dekh ammi jan mere gaal par hath fer pyaar se boli thi
ammi jan -- ye kyaa hammu.. maine to apne dil ki kahi hai.. tumhari aisi halat kyun hone lagi.. khud par kabu rakho... kya mai apne dil baat apne bete ke baap se bhi chhupati.. pyaar kia ha hammu tumse.. wafa bhi tumhi se karungi aur apne dil ki baat bhi tumhi se hi kahungi na..
ammi jan ne is baar mujhe khud se kass ke lipta liya tha... lekin mujhe kahan ab itni asani se karar aane wala tha.. ammi jan mere pyaar mein puri tarah se pagal ho chuki thi.. aisa bhi ho jaayega... aahh tasawwur mein bhi nahi socha tha maine..
ammi jan firse boli -- tumhari bahno ka tumhare aise karib aana bhi mujhe ek ankh nahi bhaya ha. lekin woh sab meri beiyan aur tumhari bahne hain.. isliye maine mere dil ko samjha lia ha.. aur kashaf ki tumse lagawat aur pyaar dekh kar jalan jaisa hi kuch mere andr janam lene laga tha.. lekin tum fikr na karna.. mai khud se ladna janti hon.. bass tumhare pyaar mein janam le chuki jalan par shayad mera kabu na rahe... pahle dil aur dimag mein jung rahi ek lambi muddat tak.. ab jalan janam lekar jung ki shakal akhtiyar karti ja rahi hai... tum ise mere payar ki inteha samjh sakte ho hammu beta..
mere saare rang to ammi jan ne uda diye the. mere dimag ka fuse hi ammi jan ne uda dia tha.. woh toh normal rahi.. aur main abnormal hone laga. kai khatre mere andr sir uthane lage the.