Chaunteesveen Qist
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ammi jan sisakti hui boli -- mere iklote bete bankar meri god mein aaye tum. tumse pahle mera ek shohar tha. wahi akela mere jism o jan ka malik tha. fir tum meri zindagi mein mere yaar dildar bankar aaye. mera pahle ek beta tha. tum mere jism o jaan ke dusre maalik bane.. sath hi mere do bete bhi tumhari waja se ho gaye. yahan do do ka maamla bana to sath hi sath...
ammi jaan sisak rahi thi. dard mein tadap rahi thi
ammi jan -- fir pata chala.. mere shohar ki mere siva bhi ek aur biwi ha. matlab biwiyan bhi do. bat do tak rahti to socha ja sakta tha. lekin tum mere bane to mai soch gai thi. tumhare abba ko chhod kar tumhari ho jaaungi to jaise pahle tere abba iklote meri zindagi mein the. tum bhi iklote hi rahoge. biwi ki surat koi dusri aai bhi to uske liye der ki ja sakti thi. lekin..
ammi jan ke ansu mere hathun par mere shirt par gir rahe the
ammi jan -- lekin mai is had tak majbur ho gai. apni taraf uthi, apne hi damadon ki hawasi nazron se bachne ke liye tujhe naukraniyon ke sath rishta banane ko bol dia. aise woh tere hath mein rahti.. mere hath mein rahti.. mai unki madad se kisi bhi mard ko apne karib bhi nahi bhatakne deti.. lekin--
mera dil bhi rone laga. ammi jan ke pyaar ki shiddat hi aisi thi. mera dil khoon khoon hone laga. ek maa hote hue bhi bete ke bete ki maa ban gai thi. isse badhkar pyaar ki shiddat ka andaza aur kaise lagaya ja sakta tha
ammi jan -- baat yahi tak rahti tab bhi mai chain sukoon se rah leti. lekin baat meri soch se bhi aage nikalti hui dikhai de rahi ha
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ammi jan chup hui to mai bol pada -- mai kuch samjha nahi ammi jan.. aap ka ishara kis taraf ha
ammi jan -- tujhe khud hi to bol gai ho aneela ke liye.. tu uske sath nahi karega to mujhe chain nahi milega.. lekin mai dekh rahi hon.. tere andr ki attraction yahi tak limited nahi rahne wali ha.. bohut door tak maar karne wali ha.. tere mere sath rishte se mere andr bhi attraction paida ho gai.. matlab tu jis jis ke sath bhi milaap karega.. woh bhi teri tarah attractive banti jaayega. hamara beta bhi to tere aur mere jaisa hai.. aise aneela fir usse janma beta ya beti.. wo bhi to teri attraction mein hissedar ban jaayenge. aise mein kaise sab ko roka ja sakta ha. jahan tu kaiyon ki taraf jaane wala ha. baanta jane wala ha. mere dil par chhuriyan chalne lagi han. lekin baat yahi nahi ha.. baat isse bhi badhkar khatarnak hai.. ye attraction aage chal ke bohut badi tabahi laane wali hai.. jisse kabu mein nahi kia jaa sakta. kyaaa ek sath itne saariyan attractive hokar dusre sabhi mardon se safe rah paayengi.. hammu.. baat bohut badhti ja rahi hai.. teri pyaar mein batwara hi meri jaan nahi le raha ha.. mai sab dekh samjh aur jaan rahi hon.. tu mujhe bachhi mat samjh.. nasamjh mat samjh.. mai us raat ki tere sath bekhudi ke lamhaat bhul nahi saki hon.. yahan jo jo tere karib aa kar har sari dunya ko bhul kar tujhme gumm nazar aa rahi han na.. mujhse kuch bhi nahi chhupa ha.. farida ki shareef nanad irum.. wahida ki dono jethaniyan.. kyaa mai sab ko saalon se janti nahi hon... jaise mere damad, meri betiyon ke shohar aur dusre mard mere liye pagal hone lag gaye han. aise hi sab tere liye bhi pagal ho uthi han.. ye sari mini qayamat ki nishaniyan nahi han to kyaa hai.. hum sab bikhar kar rah jaayengi hammu... kuch kar le.. ye kothi bohut haseeen hai.. lekin tu kise kise kis kis se bachayega.. kab tak bachayega.. dusron ki chhod.. tu apni bahno ki soch.. kyaa teri attraction mein hissedari unki izzat aur jaan ki dushman nahi ban jaayegi.
itni gahrai tak maine nahi socha tha. ab ammi jan boli.. to sahi manon mein mere sir par asmaan toot pada tha.. mere dil ki dhadkan thamti ja rahi thi. mai to apni bahno ko apni mani pila kar samjh raha tha. baat kisi had tak undercontrol aa gai ha. lekin puri baradari ko to nahi chhoda ja sakta tha. baradari ke saare mard, bahno ke sasurali mard bhi to meri bahno se milte rahne wale the.. khud meri bahno ki izzat khatre mein aa gai thi... aahh ye kyaa ho raha tha.. aahh mai to samjh raha tha. jo bhi tha.. life ekdum mast chalne lag padi thi.. darr tha to ammi jan ki jalan ka darr tha.. lekin ye jalan to chingari fir big sholat mein dhalne wali thi... aur sholat asmaan ko buland hone hi hone the... ek mard jo kisi larki ke andr attraction ko jaan jata tha. woh dusron se zikr zarur karta tha.. aise hi meri bahne pure karachi mein famous hone wali thi..
mai ammi jan ko chhod ek jhatke se uth khada hua. aur kamre mein tahalne laga
ammi jan mere karib aai aur boli -- hammu.. ye sab kyaa ha. mujhe bura nahi laga.. tera mera jaisa rishta bhi bana ha. mujhe qubool ha.. lekin mujhe sach jaanna ha.. asal baat ki tah tak jaana ha mujhe.. dekh mai teri ammi jan hote hue tere sath itni aage badh gai. tere bachhe ki maa ban gai.. mujhse kuch mat chhupa.. bohut socha maine. ye shayad koi shaitan chakkar shakkkar ha.. kisi ne koi jadu shadu karwaya ha mere bete par.. lekin baat hazam nahi hoi.. in 2 dino mein maine bohut socha hai.. aur decide kia ha.. ek to mai sara sach jaan kar rahungi. dusre is ka koi na koi solution nikaal kar rahungi.. hammu meri ankhon mein dekho
mai bohut pareshan ho utha.. darindon se jo darna bhul gaya tha. bhayankar future ko dekh larz utha tha
mai ammi jan ki ankhon mei dekhne laga
ammi jan -- dekh.. hammu.. maine pahle tujhse kaha.. mere andr ki jalan mujhe tujhe kisi aur ke sath jismani talluq banate hue na to dekh sakti ha.. na hi bardasht kar sakti hai.. lekin maine khud tujhe pahle aneela fir naukraniyon ke sath sab karne ki ijazat de chuki hon. jalan nahi jaayegi mere andr se. mai teri ammi jan se teri lover tere bete ki maa bhi ban chuki hon.. jalan ko bhula kar family ki izzat ka bhi sochungi. jo maze mujhe tere pyaar mein mile.. aur jo milne wale han. woh sochon to kuch aur sochne ki zarurat nahi samjhti.. lekin apni izzat. khandan ki izzat.. aahh nahi hammu.. bina izzat ke kuch nahi hai.. sab raakh ka dher hai.. aur izzat raakh ka dher banne se bacha le.. rakh ka dher banne se pahle mujhe, shammu ko, apni bahno ko sab ko jala kar raakh kar dega.. lekin aisi qayamat aane se pahle saare bandobast kar le.. maine bohut socha hai.. itna socha hai.. ab karachi rahna bohut bade khatre se kam nahi hoga.. karachi mein dunya bhar ke gansgter rahte han.. yahan rahi, meri betiyan rahi.. hamari izzaten mahfuz nahi rah sakengi.. to bohut powerful ban chuka hai.. lekin ek se badhkar ek hai is dunya mein... pahle mujhe sara sach bata.. har bat bata.. kaise tere andr aisi attraction badh gai. fir hum dono mil beth kar aage ka laahe amal tay karenge.. aur jab tak meri sari fikren door nahi ho jati. sach kahti hon hammu.. tera sath bhi mujhe sukoon nahi dega.. dekh jab se tu aaya hai. kuch bhi kia ha tere sath.. nahi na. mai jo tujhse ek bhi lamha door nahi rahna chahti.. mai jo tujhe kisi aur ke sath dekh bardasht nahi kar sakti. tujshe door hon.. kyun??... ye sari sochen aur fikren.. meri jaan lene lagi han..
aur main ab chup nahi rah sakta tha.. ammi jan ko apna razdar banana zaruri tha.. fir jo shahid ki dastan thi.. maine sari ki sari ammi jan ko apni pure thoughts ke sath sunaai dali.. ammi jan sab sunkar shocked hui khadi thi.. wahida baji aur kashaf baji ka sach bhi bata dia. ye bhi bata dia wahida baji ko chod chuka hon.. baki ki bahno ko khud se door rakhne ke liye, apni mani pila chuka hon.. ta keh meri attraction mein woh control pa saken..
sab bol chuka.. tab ammi jan ne ek zor ka chanta mere moh par maara aur mujhse lipat kar rone lagi..
ammi jan -- to mere sare andeshe sach sabit hue.. nahi ab aur nahi.. mai mere damadon se darri hui thi. ab apni betiyon ko soch soch kar pal pal marti rahung.. kis kis ko apni betiyon se door rakhungi.. nahi.. mai koi chance nahi le sakti.. sun hammu. main tujhe 2 option deti hon.. ek to mujhe, apne abba ko, aneela ko apni bahno ko talaq dilwa kar hum sab ko africa le jaa.. kisi island par le jaa.. jahan hum hon.. koi bahar ka nahi ho. koi mard pass na ho.. koi khatra na ho.. ya fir tu mere kahne par karachi chhod de.. hum sab nawab shah jaayenge.. wahan hum paison se logo ko apna mureed bana sakte han. wahan hum milon tak apni riyasat qayam kar sakte han.. wahan koi humen pareshan nahi karega.. bohut kuch mere dimag mein aane laga hai.. ek aurat ko apni, ek maa ko apni betiyon ki izzat ki fikr lag jaaye to uska dimag bohut chalne lagta ha. mera bhi chalne laga hai.. tu yahan sab band nahi kar sakta to chalta rahne de.. lekin ab time waste mat kar.. jitni jaldi ho sakta ha.. karachi chhod de. ek to paisa insan ka sabse bada dushman hai.. tere sabhi bahnoi ne zarur apne jaanne walun ko, apne sabhi rishtedaron ko tere ekdum se ameer hone ka bata dia hoga.. khatre hi khatre badh gaye han hammu.. koi bhi paise ke liye shab khoon maar sakta hai. tere kisi bahnoi ko, teri kisi bahan ko kidnap kar sakta ha, karwa sakta hai. paison ki demand rakh sakta hai.. aahh hammu.. ye tu kya ban gaya ha.. ye hamari zindagiyan kaisi ho gai han.. kash aisa sab na hua hota. shahid kitna bada kuttta nikla.. acha ki jo tuney us kutte ko jaan se maar dala..... mann to kar raha ha. jaaun aur uski dafan lash ko nikaal kar uspar thukun. zaleel kameena kahin ka. hawas ka pujari.. apni ammi jan ke sath moh kala karne ke liye kitni galat chiz bana betha..
fir mujhe bhegi ankhon mein pyaar samo kar dekhti hui boli -- lekin kutte ne ek kaam bada achha kia. mujhe mere bete ki surat yaar dildar de dia. zindagi jitni darawani ban gai hai. hammu tere pyaar ke chalte utni hi haseen bhi ban gai ha..
mai -- meri bhi ammi jan. aur mai is zindagi ko haseen se haseen tar bana dunga. ab aap sari fikren bhul jaayen. hammmu itna bhi gaya guzra nahi han.. mushkilon se ghabra jaaye. haan theek ha, aap ki meri bahno ki izzat khatre mein rahegi. lekin mai ab pahle wala hamza nahi raha hon. hammu ban gaya hon. paisa bhi bohut ha pass mere.. ab woh hoga ammi jan.. jo koi soch bhi nahi sakta.. ab se aap apni saari fikren mujhe sonp kar din raat sukoon se saanse len.. aap ke hammu ne apni ammi jan aur bahno ke sath sath family ki har ek izzat ko ani aman mein le lia hai..
ammi jan khushi se jhum uthi aur mujhe kiss karne lagi. kiss zayada der nahi chali.. mai kiss tod kar bola -- ab aap mujhe apne jism ka deedar karwa hi den.. aahh aap ki woh jaga to maine dekh li. jahan se main nikla tha. lekin bohut waqt guzar chuka ha. tab dhayan se dekh bhi nahi saka tha. ab to shape bhi mai bhul chuka hon. aur peeche wala aap ka samaan bhi to mera hi ha na.. ummm uski mehak mujhe aa rahi ha ammi jan.. aaiye bed par chalte han.. mai aap ka libas utaar kar aap ke aage aur peeche dono surakh dekhna, chumna aur chaatna chahta hon..
meri baat sunkar ammi jan sharam se laal peeli hone lagi. unke honto par sharmeli muskan ubhar aaai thi. paseene ke kuch katre bhi maathe par chamakne lage the
mai ammi jan ko bed par lejane laga
ammi jan tabhi mera hath pakad kar meri ankhon mein dekhti hui boli -- hammu.. kyaa paise se har chiz kharidi ja sakti ha
mai -- ji ammi jan.. na bhi koi kharid sake to aap ka ye hammu aap ke liye sab kuch kharid lega.. aap hukam to kariye
aur ammi jan badi chahat ke sath boli -- hammu. maine ek bar bhi village life nahi guzari hai.. mera bada dil karta hai.. main kheton mein kaam karun.. wahan rahun.. tandoor ki roti ho, saag ho.. makhan ho. bhensen hon.. mai doodh nikalun.. tum mere saamne bethe ho... tu mujhe chhede.. main sharmaaun.. tu meri kalai pakde.. main lajaun..main kahun chhod de na.. koi dekh lega.. tu kahe... koi aata ha to aa jaaye.. main to nahi chhoduga.. aahh hammu.. mujhe aisi life jeeni hai. bhale hi thode se samay ke liye. tu mujhe aisi life de sakta ha.. agar haan.. to aisa kar guzar.. kasam se main tujhe tak aisi bankar milungi.. to dunya bhar ki larkiyon ko bhul jaayega.. aahh hammu.. kar daal aisa sab kuch.. dekh ek baar bhi maine khul kar, man marzi se tere sath pyaar nahi kia ha.. achanak se hue aadhe adhure milan ne shammu meri god mein daal dia... mai puri tarah teri ban kar teri hona chahti hon. tera pyaar pana chahti hon.. mitti ka bana kamra hon... purana sa palang ho.. ek side dia jal raha ho.. pura andhera ho na puri rishni.. banson ki bani chhatt ho.. barish aaye.. chhatt se pani tapakne lage. hum aisi hi tapakti chhat ke neeche palang par let kar maze karen..
ammi jan bolti hui kahin gum hoti chali gai thi. aur mai ammi jan ko dekh hairat ka but bana unhe sun raha tha. ammi jan ke chahre par aise rang utar aaye the.. ammi jan aur hi dunya ki makhlooq dikhai dene lagi thi..
aur is pal ammi jan kuch aisi mere dil mein utari.. aahh.. mujhe ammi jan ke sivaye ass pass ka sab kuch dikhai dena band ho gaya..
