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Ye sab sunke jaha maa ki aankho m aasu aa gye wahi dadi zada pareshan ho gyi (unhe guruji pr sabse zada bharosa tha)
sabhi ko pareshan hota dekh kr dada ji ne kaha
dada- pr acharya ji ye kaise ho sakta h dono bache sath m hi to paida hue h fir ek bhagya shali or durbhagi kaise ho sakta h
guriji- kya tumhe yakin nhi ki tumhara chota pota acche bhagya ka prateek h
dada ji- nhi acharya ji me to bas paida hone ke samay or nakshatra ke hisaab se hi aapse puch raha tha
guruji- thakur sahab aap shayaad bhul rahe h dono ke paida hune me samay m 5 mint ka antar h (doctor) ne bataya tha
ab guruji ki ye baat sunkr to dada ji ki bolti hi band ho gyi or maa kaa rona or badh gya pr fir guru ji bole
Guru ji - chalo tume iska bhi permaan de hi deta hu fir sabki taraf dekhke bole tumne shayad dekha nhi abhay maa ke pait se kitna hast pust paida hua h
asal me abhay jab paida hua to 5 kg kaa tha or Arav 2.5 ka average baby waight 3.5 hota h
guruji- (maa ki taraf dekhke) putri tumhare khaan paan ko dekhte hue tumhare dono bacho ke wajan me zada se zada 1kilo (kg) ka hi farak hona chaheye tha fir bhi dono me 2.5 kilo (kg) antar h tumhare bade bete ke bure bhagya ne apna asar apne bhai pr daalna shuru bhi kr diya h
or to or ab tumhare chote bete ke prano ko bhi sankat h
ab to kisi ko kato to khun nhi wali halat thi pure ghar ki orto ne to rona pitna bhi shuru kr diya tha akhir unka bhagya shali bete ki jaan ko jo khatra tha
dadaji-(gusse me) shant sab ek dum shant kisi ki awaz nhi aani chaheye
dadaji ke gusse se waise hi fatti thi sabki sab chup ho gye
dadaji- guruji kya iska koi upay nhi h (aam tor pr dadaji guruji ko acharya ji hi bolte the bade guru ke baqt the naa pr abhi unhe guruji hi bhagwaan dikh rahe the)
guruji- upay to bahut hi saral h or sath ke sath bahut mushkil bhi balidaan dena hoga thakur sahab balidaan
dadaji - m dene ko taiyaar hu zarurat badi to m apna sab kuch lutane ko bhi taiyaar hu
guruji- aryyy thakur sahab ye paisa rupiya to sab moh maya h waise bhi ham or aap chahe to bhi balidaan nhi de sakte ye balidaan to sirf kajal bitiya hi de sakti h
ab sabki nazrin mom pr aa kr tik gyi
Kajal(mom)- ab tak itne shok milne se ro rahi thi balidaan ki baat sunkar kr sabki nazrain khud pr dekh kr hadbada gyi
mom- mujhe kya Krna hoga guruji (thoda sahme hue andaz m)
guruji- putri tume apni mamta ka balidaan dena hoga
bade chacha- matlab
guruji- matlab kajal ko ise(abhay) khud se or apne bete yani Arav(mera bhai) se alag rakhna hoga
Papa- pr guruji ayisa kaise ho sakta h ek navjaat shishu apni maa se kaise alag rah payega
guruji- rakhna hi hoga ranveer rakhna hoga kyuki iski buri kismat ka asar sirf tumhare bete pr hi nhi tumhari biwi pr bhi hua h,
bhale hi tume abhi pata naa chale pr andar se kajal beti kamzor ho chuki h
itna sab sunkr hall m shanti si cha gyi pr maa abhi bhi pareshan dikh rahi thi pr ab koi kisi pr dhiyaan hi nhi de raha tha
guruji - accha ab hame chalna chaheye kafi samay ho gya h
itna bol kr guruji bahar ki taraf jane lage or fir darwaze tak jake ruk kr bole
guruji- ranveer hamare sath aao hame tumhe kuch avashak baat batani h
Ye sunkr ghar ke kuch logo ko aas nazar aayi ki shayad guruji ab kuch upay bada de
ghar se bahar nikal kr guruji khade ho gye or unke mathe pe shikan nazar aa rahi thi
papa- hua guruji aap or bhi koi baat h kya
guruji- haa putra asal me ham waha mahilao ke samne kahne se hichak rahe the kyuki baat hi ayisi h
papa- boliye guruji kya baat h guruji - asal baat ye h putra hamare mamta ke balidaan se kahne ka tatparya (matlab) ye tha ki kajal beti
abhay ko shanpaan (brast feeding) ya (boobs se dudh pilana) nhi kra sakti or naa hi 5 saal ka hone tak abhay ko chu sakti h
papa- kyu guruji chune se kya hoga
guruji- chune se uske bhagya ka bura asar maa pr padega or kajal jab tumhare chote bete ko stanpan krayegi to uspe iska asar khaas zada padega
papa- pr 5 saal hi kyu guruji
guruji - 5 saal ka hone ke baad arav ka accha bhagya asar dikhane lagega
jisse agar koi abhay ko chuta h yaa usse pass bhi rahta h to arav ke chune bhar se abhay ke bure bhagya ka asar khatm ho jayega
ye bol kr guruji chale jate h
or papa muh latkake andar aa jate h
andar guruji ne jo jo kaha papa se sabko bataya guruji ki baatin sunke maa to behosh hi ho gyi
khair iske baad se raat tak haveli m matam ka mahol raha
nokraniyo ne khana banaya pr sabne thoda bahut kha kisi ne nhi khaya or sab apne apne kamro m chale gye
raat 12 baje
papa- kya hua kajal nind nhi aa rahi kya
maa- tume kya lagta h ranveer mujhe nind kaise aayegi btao zada jis maako uske 10 din pahle paida hue bete ko chune ki bhi ijazat naa ho use kaise nind aayegi
papa- aryy m kaha rok raha hu chulo apne bete ko
maa- woh bhi kaise kr sakti hu ek bete ko chune ki kimat 2re ki jaan jo h
mujhe nhi pata ranveer tum kya kroge pr m apne bete ko chuna chahati hu m ayise nhi rah sakti
papa ne maa Ko bahut banaya pr maa nhi mani akir kaar puri raat or subha se 2re din ki duphar tak maa ke zidd krne ki wajha se papa ko jhukna hi pada
kahte h naa mard bahar kitna bhi bada mard ho biwi ke samne haar hi jata h
akhir papa ko guruji se baat krni padi pr papa ki baat sun kr guruji gusse m aa gye or papa ko khub sunaya
ab papa ki halat dhobi ke kutte jaisi thi jo naa ghar ka naa ghat ka
ye sab hote dekh akhir dada ji ko bichme aana hi pada or guruji ko jaise taise manana pada akhir kaar guru ji ne upay bataya
guruji- dekho bacho upay to h pr woh upay zada kargar sabit nhi hoga is upay se tum apne puta sirf chu hi sakti ho use
(Ye bol kr chup ho gye)
maa - m kuch bhi krne ko taiyaar hu guruji kamse kam m apne bete ko chu to paugi naa
guruji- is upay se tum use chu to sakti ho likin sirf 30 min agar usse zada chua to uska dushprbhav kisi na kisi pr to padega hi or khas kr tumpr or Arav pr
khair uske baad guruji ne pura karai puja kya yagya tha yagya bahut bada tha
use krane ke baad
guruji- putri tume kuch or chezo kaa dhiyaan or rakhna hoga abhay ko chune ke baad tume or pariwaar ki badi mahila (dadi) ko patidin subha 3 ghante bhagwaan ki aaradhna krni hogi or dhiyaan rahe pure 3 ghante dhiyaan nhi bhatakna chaheye nhi to ho sakta h dono mahilao pr prbhav pad jaye
ye sab hone ke me lagbhag 3 se 4 din lag gye the in 3 ,4 dono m kuch hua ho naa hua ho mera wajan zarur ghat gya tha jaha pahle m 5 kg ka tha ab 3 hi din m 4 kilo kaa rah gay tha
Ab maa roz jaldi hi uthti or 30 mint mujhe gale lagaye rahti or fir nahake maa or dadi puja krte 3 ghante
ab din ayise hi bit rahe the mujhe dibbe or chachi ke dudh se pala jaa raha tha (chachi ki beti 2 saal ki thi to abhi dudh aa raha tha) chachi bhi din me ek baar mujhe dudh pila rahi thi maa ka 30min wala pyaar bhi chal raha tha
maa bhale hi mujhe goad m naa le sakti ho pr woh mujhe bhi nazro ke saamne rakhti or mujhe nokraniya khilaya krti thi ayisa nhi tha ki ghar ke log mujhe nhi khilaya krte the
kyuki Arav dada, papa, mom, dadi ka chahita tha
or chachi/chacha, ko zadarar baki bacho ka dhayan rakhna padta tha
to meri party m chote chachu, bua, or kabhi kabhi didi bhi khilaya krti thi or hamari 2nokraniya bhi (gangu tai/champa)
1 mahine meri life mast chali or fir meri badkismati ne mere darwaze pr dastak di