Update-55
Ragini ke jane ke baad nani , mami sab chalegaye. Mousi ake mere paas baithi thi. Oh mujhe bina palak jhapkae dekh rehi thi. Main mayus man se baitha tha.
Mousi puchhi kya baat hai. Main kaha kuchh nehi. Mousi boli ki main koi chhoti bachhi nehi hoon. Kya paresani hai batao. Main kaha kuchh nehi mousi. Unka dhyan bhatkane ke lie puchha ki ghar kesa hai. Aap ko comfort feel ho raha hai ya nehi.
Mousi boli tu baat ko ghuma mat mujhse bol sakta hai . Main kaha kya mousi aap bhi kya baat ko leke jid karne lage ho.
Mousi boli tum mujhe apna dost samajhkar bol sakte ho. Usbakt mere man main udasi chhai thi. Mousi boli dard aur paresani dusron se share karne se man halka hojata hai.
Main kaha mera ese paresani hai jo bolne se aap ko mujh per ghin ane lagegi. Mousi boli nehi esa kuchh nehi hai. Gslti sabse hota hai. Main bhi to galti ki thi.
Us bakt room main main aur mousi the. Baki log kitchen pe the. Pari kajal ko leke shopping karne ke lie le gayi thi. Papa sath main the.
Main itna dukhi tha ki mousi ke goad main sar rakh ke rone laga. Mousi mujhe apne baho main bharke sahara di aur boli ese ro mat raghu warna main bhi ro dungi. Per main apna rona nehi rok paya . Mere sath mousi bhi ro di. Main mousi ko bola ki chhat pe chalo.
Mousi mujhe leke chhat pe gayi. Wanha main baith ke bahar ki nazara dekhne laga. Phir unko bina dekhe dhire dhire karke bachpan se ab tak ki sari kahani shortcut main bata diya. Jo mousi ko bina dekhe bol raha tha.
Main mousi ko jab bol raha tha to maa pichhe se chhupke dekh rehi thi. Jab mousi ke sath uper aya to maa ko shaq hua ki kanhi mousi ke sath bhi to chakkar nehi hai. Isilie oh vhhupke se ake sun rehi thi.
Meri baat khatam hote hi main mousi se puchha main kya galat kia mousi. Kisi pyase ki pyas bujhana kya galat hai. Mami ka ghar basana kya galat hai.
Kam basna kismain nehi hai. Han mera itna galat hai ki main jawan ho. Bachpan se mujhe auntyon ke prati attraction jyada hai. Per mujhe maa ke alawa kisi aur se pyar nehi. Mousi ye sab sun rehi thi. Mousi boli galti tumhari bhi utni hai jitni tumhari nani,mami, chachi ,pari aur kajal ki hai. Sab ko riste ki dore samajhna chahie. Samaj main kuchh maryada hai jisko langhna nehi chahie tha.
Main puchha ek baat ka utter de sakte ho mousi ager mami kisi gair mard ke sath chakar chalati aur oh admi mami ko blackmail karti to kya achha hota.
Ager nani kabhi apni hawas ki aag ko kabu na karke kisi parai uncle ke sath soti aur samaj ko ye baat pata chalti to kya badnami nehi hoti . Oh sab chhodo ye batao kya ek nari ko bina sex kie tadap ke rehna achha lagega. Aap bhi to bina sex ke itne saaal tadap rehe hain. Kya kabhi bhi aap ko chain mila aaj tak. Aap apne dil se puchhe kya kabhi apne aaj tak santibse soyi hui hai.
mousi apni nazar niche karke rakhi. Main kaha aap ko sarminda karna mera maksat nehi hai. Jaya ji aur apke khud ke beti chahti hai ki aap ko us tadap se mukt karun jisse aap jal rehi hai. Sirf aap ko hi nehi main jis kisi ka bhi ho sake uski aag ko sant karne ki prayas karunga. Ager oh raji hui to.
Mujhe itna kast isilie nehi ho rehi hai ki maa ne mujhe mara bas itni kast ho raha hai ki main unko bata nehi pa raha hoon ki kis chiz ke badle main ye sab kar raha tha. Unko ye bata nehi paraha hoon ki main unko kitne pagal ki tarah chahta hoon. Bachpan se aaj tak kisi ladki ko ankh uthake nehi dekha kiun ki mujhe maa sabse pyari lagti thi. Unse khubsurat koi nehi hai.
Tumko pata hai itne sex ke baad bhi mujhe khusi sirf us pal ke lie aya hai jab main maa ke karib tha. Us park wale pyar aur jab maa bekaku hoke mujhse close thi ager main chahta to apne hawas sant kar sakta tha per main unko glani bhab mehsoos nehi karwana chahta. Mujhe pata hai aap mujhe pagal samjh rehe honge. Han main pagal ho chuka hoon. Sayad koi beta apne maa ko ek aurat ki tarah pyar kare samaj ku manjoor nehi hai. Per main kya karoon galat jante hue bhi main maa ko bhool nehi pata hoon. Bachpan se main unko ek aurat ki nazar se dekha hai jab se sex kya nehi janta tha tab se unko pyar karta hoon. Main sex un sab se kiya jinse main shadi kia hoon. Kya ye galat hai. Main samaj ke samne riste ko nehi nibha raha hoon bas gupt rup se unko santi de raha hoon. Mousi bhi jyada kuchh nehi bol payi.
Kiun ki mousi achhe se samajhti thi ki tadap kya hai. Main kaha please aap kisi ko ye baat mat bataie. Aap ko gussa araha hoga ki aapki beti ke sath bhi galat kia hai. Main aage se kuchh bhi nehi karunga.
Mousi bole oh sab chhodo tumhari umra bahut kam hai. Pehle apne career pw dhyan do. Main kaha han dekhunga oh sab. Mera career banne ke lie apka sath chahie. Aap ko jo wada kia tha oh nibhaunga. Aap hamesa mere sath rehenge. Samaj ke samne main kabhi shadi nehi karunga.
Ese hi jindegi bhar maa ko door se pyar karta rahunga . Jab tak maa mujhe permission nehi deti main kisike sath sex nehi karunga. Mousi ne kaha tum jyada tension mat lo. Sab thik ho jaega. Tum rest karlo.