qist number 2
8 month pehlay. . .
Amina shlwar kameez pehnay bawarchi khanaay mein khari nashta bana rahi thi .
abbas university ja chuka tha .
kuch minute baad abdul sirf aik nicker pehnay bawarchi khanaay mein daakhil sun-hwa. is ne –apne nangay badan par chamakate hue paseenay ke qatray toliye ki madad se saaf kiye .
kuch mah se is ne roz subah werzish ko apna mamool bana liya tha .
19 saal ki Umar mein is ne –apne chay foot ke jism ko khoob tawana kar liya tha. chorrie chhaati aur kandhay, pait par werzish karne se six pack ban gaye thay .
abdul ne peechay se apni ammi ko pakar liya aur is ke gaal par bosa day kar good morning kaha. Amina muskarayi aur jawabun abdul ke gaal par bosa day kar nashta bananay lagi lekin abdul ne apni girift aur mazboot kar di. Amina ko –apne kullho ke darmiyan koi sakht cheez mehsoos hui. yeh pehli baar nahi sun-hwa tha .
guzashta kuch hafton se abdul ke ravayye mein Khushgawar tabdeeli aayi thi. waisay to Amina ko fakhr tha ke is ki beta hamesha se hi is se bohat mohabbat karta hai lekin guzashta chand hafton se to bohat shadeed andaaz mein apni mohabbat ka izhaar karne laga tha. har roz subah yahi mamool tha ke woh kitcehn mein nashta bana rahi hoti to abdul peechay se aa kar pakar laita aur gaal choom kar good morning ammi kehta. jawabun Amina bhi is ka gaal choom kar good morning kehti .
Amina ko –apne betay ka walehana mohabbat karna pasand tha lekin aik din usay –apne kullho mein –apne betay ka lunmehsoos sun-hwa to woh choank kar reh gayi .
dil mein khush hui ke is ka beta jawan ho gaya hai. Anees saal ki nai nai jawani hai aur is Umar mein to waisay bhi larkoon se jawani sambhali nahi jati .
Amina ne woh waqea nazar andaaz kar diya lekin phir har roz tawatar se yahi baat duhrai jane lagi .
aaj bhi yahi sun-hwa tha .
abdul usay peechay se pakdae khara tha. –apne betay ka garam garam jism –apne jism se miss hota mehsoos ho raha tha. is ki khushbu Amina ke nathnon mein ghis rahi thi aur is ka lunkapron ke oopar se Amina ko kullho ki darar mein .
lekin. .. .. . yeh sab sara sar ghalat tha .
jab se pehli baar aisa sun-hwa tha, Amina soch rahi thi ke abdul ko bitha kar is se sanjeedgi se baat kere. aaj is ne –apne andar himmat peda ki aur gala gurrah kar baat shuru ki .
Amina : abdul. .. beta mein tum se kuch baat karna chahti hon .
abdul : jee ammi ?. .. kya baat hai ?
Amina : pehlay mujhe woh ketchap ki bottle utha kar do oopar walay khanaay se .
abdul : acha ammi
abdul ne apni maa ko chorra aur ketchap uthany ke liye baen janib mura .
Amina ne nazar chura kar abdul ke nicker ki taraf dekha aur aik current sa is ke poooray badan mein daud gaya .
abdul ka nicker lunki jagah se acha khaasa ubhra sun-hwa tha .
Amina ki soch : tauba kitna bara hai is ka
Amina ki soch : nahi aisa nahi sochna chahiye. mera beta hai woh to
Amina ne dil hi dil mein khud ko roka .
abdul ne ketchap ki bottle apni ammi ko pakra di aur khud nashtay ki table par baith gaya .
Amina ne dil hi dil mein jumlay bananay ki koshish ki ke baat shuru kaisay kere. is ne socha kya waqai yeh baat itni zaroori hai. nifi mein jawab pa kar is ne baat nah karne ka faisla kya aur abdul se is ki parhai ke mutaliq poochnay lagi .
abdul usay bitanay laga aur woh phir se nashta bananay mein masroof ho gayi lekin sath hi sath woh sochti ja rahi thi ke usay kabhi nah kabhi abdul se yeh baat karni hi parre gi ke yun maa ko peechay se pakarna jabkay lunkhara ho, yeh sakht ghair ikhlaqi harkat hai .
Amina ne socha usay pehli ya doosri baar aisa karne par hi abdul ko samjhaana chahiye tha lekin usay abdul ka yun gaal par choomna bohat pasand tha. aik beta hi to tha jo is se pyar karta tha aur pyar ka izhaar bhi karta tha .
sawal yeh tha ke aaya Amina betay ke pyar ki khatir is ka lunnazar andaaz kar day ya phir usay samjhaye aur phir pyar se bhi jaye. ho sakta hai abdul is baat ka ghalat matlab le le aur maa se daur ko jaye .
Amina ne yahi faisla kya ke fi al haal abdul se koi baat nahi kere gi kyunkay is mein harj hi kya hai aakhir? waisay bhi konsa woh jaan boojh kar raha tha. nadanstgi mein to aisay kaam ho hi jatay hain aur usay –apne betay ki niyat par shak nahi karna chahiye balkay –apne betay ke pyar aur mohabbat se Mahzooz hona chahiye .
wapis aaj ke din. .. .
subah Sadiq ka waqt tha jab bunker mein log bedaar hona shuru hue .
Amina ne –apne bag mein dekha to double roti ke do slice mil hi gaye. khushk aur sokhey honay ke bawajood Amina ne kisi nah kisi terhan halaq se utaar hi liye kyunkay bhook bohat shadeed thi .
mrs Halima Amina ke paas aa bathain. woh Amina ki padosan theen aur hamesha bohat achay se mili theen Amina aur abdul se .
mrs Halima : pareshan nah ho Amina . abdul samajh daar larka hai. woh yaqeenan mehfooz ho ga .
mrs Halima ne Amina ke kandhay daba kar pyar se tasalii di. Amina ne sir hila kar shukriya ka izhaar kya .
mrs Halima : yahan jung zor pakarney wali hai. tum akeli ho. meri manu to malik se nikal jao .
mrs Halima ne Amina ko mahswara diya .
Amina : –apne betay ke baghair kabhi nahi jaoon gi
Amina ke lehjey mein mazbooti thi aur un ki aankhon mein hosla .
4 mah pehlay. . .
Amina bakery waqt se pehlay band kar ke ghar aa gayi thi aur –apne liye kaafi ka cupp bana kar khirki ke paas baithi bahar ke manzar se lutaf andoz ho rahi thi. achanak is ki nazar khirki ke sath maiz par pari abdul ki sketchbookpar par gayi .
Amina ne hamesha abdul ki art ki tareef ki thi aur abdul ki hosla afzai ki thi .
coffee ka cupp neechay rakh kar is ne sketchbook uthai, pehla safha palta aur be ikhtiyar mun se" oh" nikal gaya .is ke chehray se shadeed herat ayaan thi .
sketchook ke safaat par aik aurat ki mukhtalif pose mein nangi tasaveer theen. yeh tasaveer pencil se banai gayi theen .1 pose mein aurat paon par paon rakhay sofay par baithi thi .1 aur pose mein woh bed par laitee hui thi .aglay safay par, woh aurat khilkhila kar hans rahi thi jabkay is ka haath apni tangon ke darmiyan tha .1 aur safay par woh aurat shower ke neechay thi aur neha rahi thi aur pani is ke badan par beh raha tha .
Amina ko pata tha ke yeh aurat kon hai .is aurat ko to woh roz aaiine mein dekhatii thi .pehlay chand safaat se aisa lagta tha jaisay practice ki gayi ho .jaisay abdul apni maa ki tasweer perfect bananay ke liye baar baar sketch bana raha ho .lekin jaisay jaisay Amina safaat palatti gayi, sketch wazah hotay gaye aur aurat ka chehra Amina se mushaba hota chala gaya. Amina ka mun khushk ho gaya. usay laga jaisay is ki izzat lout li gayi ho. ghusse se is ke badan mein aag lag gayi. is ka dil chaha sketchbookko utha kar zameen par pathak day aur is ke safaat ko jala kar raakh kar day .lekin is ne aisa kuch nahi kya .gussa zara thanda sun-hwa to phir se sketch booke safaatpalatnay lagi. tasaveer se aisa ehsas hota tha ke abdul ne agarchay is ke nangay pose banaye hain lekin sab hi pose bohat bawaqar thay. aisa nahi tha ke tasaveer mein woh koi fahisha nazar aa rahi thi balkay aksar tasaveer mein woh normal routine ke kamon mein masroof thi bas farq yeh tha ke aam zindagi mein woh yeh kaam kapray pehan kar karti thi lekin abdul ke sketchmein yeh sab kuch nangi ho kar kar rahi thi .
abdul ki art Amina pehlay bhi dekh chuki thi aur woh bohat acha artist tha lekin jo sketchaaj is ne dekhe thay, adbi nuqta nigah se yeh sketchabdul ke behtareen sketchthay. yaqeenan is ne bohat mehnat se banaye hon ge. har sketchdekh kar yahi andaza hota tha ke jaisay abdul ne poori koshish ki hai ke apni maa ko khobsorat tareen dikha sakay. aik baat par Amina heran thi ke abdul ne to usay kabhi nangi nahi dekha lekin sketchmein is ne Amina ke mammay, chootar aur hatta ke puddi tak theek banaye thay .
sirf soch kar itnay achay sketchbanana abdul ke behtareen artist honay ki alamat thi. agarchay sketchAmina ke jism se so feesad mutabqat nahi rakhtay thay lekin behar haal kaafi had tak mlitay jaltay thay. Amina ka gussa bohat kam ho gaya tha aur woh safaatpalat kar sketchdekhatii chali ja rahi thi .kuch safaat ke baad anay walay sketch ne Amina ki saans jaisay rokkk hi di .un skecth mein nah sirf Amina nangi thi balkay abdul bhi tha aur woh dono mukhtalif posion mein pyar kar rahay thay .pehle sketch mein Amina sofay par nangi tangen phela kar baithi thi jabkay abdul ka chehra is ki tangon ke darmiyan tha. sketchmein Amina ka mun aisay khula sun-hwa tha jaisay woh mazay se" aah" ki aawaz nikaal rahi ho aur is ki ungelian sofay ke kapray mein aisay gaarii hui theen jaisay woh jinsi tor par shadeed mushtael ho balkay discharge honay wali ho ya ho rahi ho. abdul ne waqai barri mehnat ki thi un skichz par. dono ke jism ki rangat bhi sketchmein mukhtalif dikhayi thi, halkay se farq ka bhi khayaal rakha tha .aglay sketch mein abdul ko Amina ke nipple choostay hue dekhaya gaya tha jabkay Amina ke haath abdul ke balon par thay .last sketch mein Amina tangen uthaye bed par laitee thi jabkay abdul apna sakht lunis ki puddi mein daal raha tha .Amina ne sketchbook band kar di aur wapas maiz par rakh di .
amina ki soch : yeh sab mera qasoor hai. mujhe is se pehlay hi baat kar leni chahiye thi. mere baat nah karne se is ki hosla afzai hui hai aur woh is had tak pahonch gaya hai .Amina sochti rahi .is ki coffee thandhi ho chuki thi lekin woh khud garam ho chuki thi .
abdul ke sketch dekh kar Amina ko apni tangon ke darmiyan chipchipahat mehsoos ho rahi thi .woh wahein baithi sochti rahi ke aakhir kaisay –apne betay se baat kere aur usay samjhaye ke yeh sab intehai ghalat hai .