Amina blaakhr is ilaqay mein pahonch gayi jahan abdul ke dost ka ghar tha .poora ilaqa hi tabahi ki tasweer tha .Amina deewana waar idhar dekh rahi thi. koi aik ghar bhi mukammal haalat mein nahi tha. sab emiratein toot phoot ka shikaar theen. lakri aur concrete ke kalay pathar jagah jagah bikhare hue thay. chand afraad zakhmion ki madad ke liye zakhmi afraad ko dhoond rahay thay. Amina ne –apne bag wahein zameen par phainky aur khaali haath abdul ko talaash karne lagi. is ke dost habib ka ghar bhi tabah ho chuka tha. sirf diivaaren hi baqi bachi theen. Amina ko shadeed mayoosi ne ghair liya aur woh onche aawaz mein rotay hue abdul ko pukarnay lagi .
abdul : ammi
Amina ka rona tham gaya aur is ne murr kar aawaz ki simt dekha .
abdul tabah shuda ghar ki deewar ke peechay se nikal kar is ki taraf aa raha tha .kuch lamhaat dono aik dosray ko dekhte rahay, phir daud kar aik dosray se lapat gaye. –apne betay ko apni baho mein pa kar Amina bohat khush hui. is ne khoob bhinch kar abdul ko –apne sath chipka liya. kuch der aisay chupkay rehne ke baad Amina –apne betay ka chehra dekhnay ke liye peechay hui. khushi se is ki hansi nikal gayi aur is ne abdul ke galoon aur peshani ko choom liya lekin abdul ne Amina ko –apne qareeb kya aur is ke honton par –apne hont rakh kar choom liya .yeh pehli martaba tha ke is ne apni maa ke hont chume thay. Amina heran thi lekin usay bura nahi laga. is ka beta mehfooz tha aur is ki baho mein tha, is ke liye yahi ahem tha. Amina ne abdul ke yun choomnay ke jawab mein khud is ke hont nahi chume thay lekin peechay bhi nahi hati thi .
abdul : mujhe laga shayad hum ab kabhi nah mil saken ge .
Amina : mujhe bhi
dono phir se hans parre aur aik dosray se chipak gaye .kuch der baad abdul ne apni maa ke bag uthaye aur usay deewar ke peechay rastay se teh khanaay mein le gaya. yeh teh khanah bhi bunker numa tha lekin jis bunker se Amina nikal kar aa rahi thi, yeh is se kahin behtar tha .yahan bistar, refrigrator, khanay peenay ki ashya ka waafar stak tha .
abdul : hum tenu jung ke aaghaz se hi yahan choup gaye thay aur jo kuch bacha sakay woh hum yahan le aaye .abdul ne apni maa ki aankhon mein tajassus dekh kar wazahat ki aur phir is ka –apne dost habib aur is ki maa lubnase taaruf karwaya .
habib bees saal ka tha aur qad mein abdul se kuch bara tha. jasamat mein bhi khoob taaqatwar maloom hota tha. gori chamri, kalay baal aur bhuri aankhon ki wajah se woh kaafi khobsorat lag raha tha. pichlle kuch saloon mein Amina ne abdul ki zabani habib ka kayi martaba zikar suna tha lekin is se pehlay sirf aik baar woh habib se mili thi . habib abdul ka behtareen dost tha. woh hamesha habib ka zikar bhaiyon ki terhan hi karta tha. habib ki maa lubna qad kaath mein lambi thi aur jasamat mein bhari bhari si. is ke baal ghungheryalay thay. Amina ko dekh kar woh agay barhi aur muskura kar Amina ko garam joshi se gilaay laga liya .
lubna: All.. ka shukar hai aap mehfooz hain. hum sab bohat pareshan thay
Amina lubnaki apnaaiyat se bohat mutasir hui thi .is ke lehjey se hi khuloos tapakta tha .
Amina : mere abdul ka khayaal rakhnay ka bohat shukriya Amina ne lubnase kaha .
lubna: shukriya to mujhe abdul ka ada karna chahiye. bohat hi pyara bacha hai . lubna ne jawab diya .
habib : salam alaikum. aap se mil kar bohat khushi hui. abdul aap ke baray hi baatein karta rehta hai. kash hum behtar halaat mein miley hotay .
habib ne Amina se kaha. Amina ne jawabun sir hila kar usay shukriya kaha aur lubnake haath se pani ka glass le liya .
Amina ke bag aik konay mein rakhay gaye thay. dono larke aapas mein kuch baat cheet karte rahay aur phir pani ki talaash mein teh khanaay se bahar nikal gaye .
bahar imdadi karwaiya jari theen aur khoraak ke packet baantey ja rahay thay. iraqi fouj bhi ilaqay mein pahonch chuki thi. Amina ne phone nikala lekin signal nahi aa rahay thay .
lubna: yahan saaray tower tabah ho chuke hain. engineer murammat kar rahay hain lekin abhi signal nahi ayen ge .
lubna ne Amina ko bataya. woh Amina ke samnay baith gayi thi. shayad is ki niyat baatein karne ki thi .
lubna: mujhe abdul ne bataya ke aap ke shohar Europe gaye hue hain. ab to parwazein bhi band hain. aap ne kya socha hai ?
Amina : abbas ka kehna hai woh –apne stodnts ko Iraq se nikalwane ke liye koshishen kar raha hai. hum bhi un stodnts ke sath hi Iraq se nikal jayen ge .
Amina ne lubnako bataya .
lubna: mein ne –apne marhoom shohar ke aik dost se darkhwast ki hai. agar woh maan gaya to mujhe aur habib ko apni gaari mein turkey tak le jaye ga. wahan mere kuch rishte daar hain. meri manen to aap bhi hamaray sath chalein. Europe wahan se qareeb hi hai .
lubnane Amina ko tajweez di .
Amina : shukriya lubna lekin pehlay mein abbas ke stodnts se baat kar lon. phir hi hui faisla kar sakti hon. "
lubna: chalein. agar aap ne hamaray sath jane ka faisla kya to bohat maza aaye ga. hum sara rasta baatein karen ge lubna ne to abhi se mansoobah bandi kar li thi . Amina lubna ki saadgi aur milansaari par muskura uthi . aglay chand din woh charon bunker mein hi rahay. abdul aur habib ziada waqt aik sath guzartay. Amina samjhti thi ke dono ko pata hai ke bichernay ka waqt qareeb hai aur ho sakta hai kayi saloon tak mulaqaat nah ho sakay is liye un ki dosti aur bhi mazboot ho gayi hai .lubna ki shakal mein Amina ko aik mukhlis dost muyassar aa gayi thi. lubnaaur habib ke darmiyan bohat mohabbat thi. habib is ka wahid sahara tha. lubnane usay bataya ke shohar ki wafaat ke baad habib ne kaisay usay sahara diya warna woh to gham se mar hi gayi hoti .
habib waisay bhi kaafi mature lagta tha. apni Umar se barri baatein karta tha. Amina ne yahi qiyaas kya ke baap ki be waqt mout ne bachay ko jaldi mature kar diya . guzaray Laiq khoraak aur pani ka Bandoo bast ho raha tha. signal bhi kuch din mein bahaal ho gaye. Amina ne abbas ko phone kar ke halaat se aagah kiya. abbas ne usay bataya ke international media par khabrain hain ke America ki afwaj taizi se Iraq ke shehron par qabza karti ja rahi hain aur aman ki tamam tar koshishen be sood hain. jab se Amina yahan aayi thi, abdul se tanhai mein baat karne ka mauqa hi nahi mila tha. bhichar kar dobarah milnay ki khushi apni jagah lekin Amina ko ab bhi abdul ki aankhon mein is din ke thapar ka dukh nazar aata tha . sath hi –apne liye be panah mohabbat aur chahat bhi . shayad is din –apne betay ki khwahish ko reject karna Amina ki ghalti thi. abdul ne is raat ka koi tazkara nahi kya tha. nah hi is ne apni maa ko chone ki koshish ki thi siwaye is waqt ke jab Amina aur woh bichernay ke baad miley thay aur abdul ne Amina ko honton ko chooma tha . Amina mutmaen thi . kam az kam is ka beta is ki nazron ke samnay to tha. rahi baat narazgi ki to is ka iradah tha ke Iraq se Europe pahonch kar woh abdul ko mana le gi. Amina ke yahan pounchanay ke panchwin din is ki aankh jaldi khil gayi. abdul –apne bistar par so raha tha. lubnaaur habib bunker se gayab thay. Amina ko herat hui ke kahan chalay gaye . din bhar woh firing ki aawazian suntay rahay thay aur teh khanaay mein chupay rehna hi inhen mehfooz laga tha. lekin ab fiza mein khamoshi thi, sannata tha. mohtaat ho kar woh bistar se uthi aur bunker se bahar nikal aayi. subah ka mausam sard tha. Sooraj abhi nahi nikla tha lekin halki si roshni ufaq par pata deti thi ke bas niklny mein kuch hi der baqi hai. ghar tabah ho chuka tha. bas diivaaren khari reh gayi theen. Amina ko is khandhar numa ghar se kuch aawazian aati mehsoos huien .
par tajassus, woh be aawaz qadam uthaati aawaz ki janib barhi. aik deewar mein tooti hui khirki se andar jhaank kar dekha to woh jaisay pathar ki ho gayi . usay apni aankhon ke samnay manzar par yaqeen nahi aa raha tha. habib tabah shuda kamray mein patlon neechay kiye khara tha aur lubna is ke samnay ghutnon ke bil baithi –apne betay ka lun choos rahi thi .
Amina ke dil ki dharkan yakdam barh gayi aur woh wahein zameen par baith kar gehri sansen lainay lagi .
amina ki soch : aisa kaisay ho sakta hai ?
Amina ne apni ankhen مسلیں. –apne jism par chuttki bhari. lekin woh khawab nahi dekh rahi thi. yeh haqeeqat thi. aik baar phir is ne sir oopar kar ke khirki se jhakka .
shayad yeh un ka drawing room tha .
kamray ki chhat aur aik deewar gir gayi thi lake. teen diivaaren qaim theen .
habib ne deewar se take laga rakhi thi aur apni tea shirt oopar ki hui thi jis se is ke pait par banay warzishi nishanaat nazar aa rahay thay. patlon aur under wear ghutnon tak neechay kiye, woh apni maa ke mun mein lundiye suroor mein khoya tha .
ankhen band theen aur mun se" aah" " aah" ki halki halki aawazian bhi aa rahi theen .
lubnane –apne ghatney zameen par thoray se theek kiye. shayad usay pathar chubh rahay thay .
lubnake seenay par se bhi kameez oopar thi aur is ke mammay bahar thay .
جب is ne apni position thori adjust ki to mammay bhi hille thay .
is ka aik haath –apne betay ke pait par jabkay dosra peechay chuttaron par tha aur mun lunpar jisay woh agay peechay kar ke musalsal choos rahi thi .
lubnane chand seconds ke liye –apne betay ka lunmun se nikala. lunthook se chamak raha tha .
lubnane habib ki taraf dekhnay ke liye mun oopar kya aur dono aik dosray ki taraf dekh kar hans parre .
lubnane lunko neechay se chaatna shuru kar diya. habib ne kuch kaha jo Amina nah sun saki lekin is ke kehnay par hi shayad lubnane lundobarah mun mein le kar choosna shuru kar diya tha .
Amina yeh sab dekh kar heran to thi lekin yun aik maa ko –apne betay ki khidmat karte hue dekh kar woh apni jagah se hil nah saki .
chahanay ke bawajood woh wapas bunker mein nahi gayi balkay inhen dekhatii rahi .
lubnane –apne mun ki raftaar barha di. is ne ab aik haath se lunko jarr se pakar rakha tha jabkay musalsal mun lunpar agay peechay kar rahi thi. habib ke mun se aahein bhi taiz ho gayeen aur phir is ne ankhen zor se band kar len aur is ke jism ko jhatkay lagnay lagey .
امینہ samajh gayi ke woh discharge ho raha hai .
woh apni maa ke mun mein hi discharge ho gaya tha .
lubnane bhi –apne betay ke lunse niklny wali saari money غٹا ghat pi li thi. aik qatra bhi zaya kiye baghair .
Amina chup chaap bunker mein lout aayi lekin ab is ke zehen par bas habib aur lubnahi thay. . .
-باقی aindah
qist number 5
آج ka din
is din pehli baar Amina ko abdul ke sath tanhai muyassar aayi jab dopehar ko lubnaaur habib teh khanaay se bahar gaye .
jo kuch subah Amina dekh chuki thi, woh ab bhi sadme ki si kefiyat mein thi .
is ne koshish ki thi ke apna rawayya normal rakhay taakay habib aur is ki maa ko shak nah ho ke woh inhen subah dekh chuki hai. lubnaaur habib ke jane ke baad Amina abdul ke paas ja baithi jo –apne phone mein masroof tha .
Amina : meri tumahray abbu ke stodnts se baat hui hai. woh ab bhi chupay hue hain aur tab tak chupay rahen ge jab tak niklny ka koi mehfooz intizam nahi ho jata
Amina ne abdul ko bataya .
abdul ne bas" hoonh" mein jawab diya aur nazrain phone par hi garhe rakhen .
abdul : kab tak mujh se baat nahi karo ge ?
Amina ne poocha .
abdul : kya matlab ?
abdul ne sawal ke jawab mein sawal pooch liya .
Amina : matlab tumhe achi terhan pata hai. acting band karo ab
abdul ne nazrain utha kar Amina ki aankhon mein dekha. Amina ko is ki aankhon mein dard, karb aur udasi nazar aayi .
abdul : ammi mein kya kahoon aap se. aap janti hain ke mein aap ke baray mein kaisay jazbaat rakhta hon. aap ko shayad yeh bura lagta hai. shayad aap ko lagta hai yeh gunah hai. lekin mein kya karoon ?
yeh keh kar abdul ne nazrain doosri simt kar len aur khalaa mein ghornay laga .
abdul : kher jo bhi hai, mujhe waisay bhi ziyada der tak –apne zindah rehne ki umeed bhi nahi hai .
abdul ne waisay hi khalaa mein ghoortay hue kaha .
Amina : aisay nah kaho. mein tumhe dobarah nahi kho sakti. kabhi nahi
Amina ne abdul ko apni baho mein khech liya. abdul ne apna chehra apni maa ke seenay mein dafan kar diya .
abdul : ammi mein aap se bohat pyar karta hon. mein marna nahi chahta. mein apni saari zindagi aap ke sath guzaarna chahta hon. aap se pyar karna chahta hon
abdul ki aawaz se is ki mohabbat ka bakhoobi pata chal raha tha .
Amina : aisay pyar karna chahtay ho jaisay habib aur is ki maa aapas mein karte hain ?
Amina ki baat par abdul choank gaya. is ne Amina ki taraf dekha aur is ke chehray ke tasurat dekh kar Amina sab samajh gayi .
Amina : mein ne inhen aaj subah dekha tha. lubnahabib ke samnay do zaano baithi thi. . .
is se agay Amina kuch nah keh saki .
Amina : woh. .. woh aapas mein pyar karte hain
abdul ne sir hila kar aahista se kaha .
Amina : tumhe pata tha ?
Amina ne poocha .
abdul : yeh sab do saal se chal raha hai lekin mujhe habib ne apni atharvin saalgirah par bataya tha aaj se koi 10 Mahpehlay. woh nah batata shayad agar mein usay yeh nah batata ke mein apni maa ke ishhq mein girftar hon .
Amina : tum chahtay ho hum bhi un ki terhan ho jayen ?
Amina ne poocha .
abdul : kya yeh buri baat hai ?
abdul ne jawabun poocha .
Amina : abdul. .. . yeh ghalat to hai na. .. . gunah bhi hai. .. muashra bhi bura samjhta hai .
abdul : ammi gunah sirf aik lafz hai. waisay bhi abbu ko to aap ki parwah nahi hai to phir mein abbu ki kami kyun poori nahi kar sakta ?
Amina doosri taraf dekhnay lagi. abdul jawab ki umeed par apni maa ka chehra taktaa raha lekin wahan khamoshi chhai rahi. abdul utha aur khamoshi se bahar nikal gaya taakay Amina tanhai mein achi terhan soch sakay .
is raat khanay ke baad lubnane Amina se bahar chalne ko kaha. Amina ne sawalia nazron se usay dekha to lubnane usay aik choti si bottle dikhayi aur aankh bhi maari. Amina muskura kar is ke peechay bunker se bahar aa gayi .
raat khamosh thi .
nah jane aaj kyun koi aawaz nahi thi. nah koi firing nah koi dhamaka hatta ke daur daur tak aasman par bhi koi rocket nazar nahi aa raha tha. dono aurtain khandhar numa ghar mein aik jagah dekh kar baith gayeen. lubnane bottle se mun laga kar aik chuski bhari aur bottle Amina ko pakra di. Amina ne bhi aik chuski li jis se usay aik ajeeb sa lutaf mila .
lubna: un dinon turkey ka mausam bohat shandaar ho jata hai. hamara wahan bohat bara baagh tha. mein wahan –apne kznz ke sath khelti thi bachpan mein .
lubnane muskuratay hue baat ka aaghaz kya .
lubna: agar mein turkey pahonch saki to ahne puranay ghar ko dobarah abad karoon gi
lubnane baat jari rakhi .
Amina : lagta hai aap ne poori mansoobah bandi kar rakhi hai
Amina ne muskura kar jawab diya. kuch der woh dono khamosh se baari baari chiskian layte rahen aur bottle aik dosray ko thamaate rahen .
lubna: mujhe pata hai subah aap ne hamein dekh liya tha
lubnaki baat ne jaisay Amina par bijli gira di .
Amina : oh. .. i am sorry .. lubna mera yeh yeh maqsad nahi. .. "
Amina ki aawaz mein hklaht peda ho gayi .
lubna: tension nah len. koi masla nahi. mujhe khushi hai ke aap ne dekh hi liya .
lubna ne Amina ko tasalii di .
Amina : mein samjhi nahi .
Amina waqai nahi samjhi .
bhala lubna kyun aisa chahay gi ke Amina inhen dekhe .
lubna ne udasi bhari nazron se Amina ko dekha aur phir kehnay lagi .
lubna: kya aap ko –apne betay ki aankhon mein –apne liye pyar nazar nahi aata? is ki mohabbat, is ki chahat. aap bhi usay chahti hain. hain na ?
Amina ne nazrain phair len. lubna se nazrain milaane ki himmat woh kar nahi pa rahi thi. usay dar tha kahin lubnais ki aankhon ke zariye is ki rooh mein nah jhaank kar dekh le jahan abdul ke liye mohabbat ka samandar mojzan tha aur jis haqeeqat ko Amina ab tak khud bhi جھٹلاتی aayi thi .
Amina : aap ko kaisay pata ke abdul ke mere baray mein kya jazbaat hain ?
Amina ne aahista se poocha .
lubna: abdul aur habib bhaiyon ki terhan hain. mein aur habib to pehlay se jismani talluq qaim kar chuke thay. habib ko abdul par shak tha ke woh bhi apni maa se pyar karta hai. habib ne –apne dost –apne bhai par bharosa kar ke usay hamaray talluq ka bta diya. woh abdul ko mere paas le kar aaya. mein ne is ki hosla afzai ki to is ne mujhe sab kuch bta diya .
Amina ne sir hilaya aur pichlle chand mah ke woh saaray manazair is ki aankhon mein ghoom gaye jab abdul usay choomta tha, pokarta tha aur is ka lunpeechay se mehsoos hota tha. tab to woh yahi samjhti rahi ke is ka lunwaisay hi khara ho gaya hai. jawani ka taqaza hai. awwal haqeeqat ka to ab pata chala .
lubna: jo kuch abdul ne hamein bataya hai is se to mein yahi samajh payi hon ke aap bhi abdul ke liye waisay hi jazbaat rakhti hain. jab woh hamein batata tha ke aap is ke sath kitni khush rehti hain jab woh aap ko bahar le kar jata tha. abdul ki aankhon mein be intahaa khushi thi. lekin jab aap ne usay thapar mara to woh taqreeban rota sun-hwa hamaray yahan aaya tha. jaisay is ka dil hi toot gaya ho .
lubnane apna haath Amina ke haath par rakh kar halka sa dabaya aur baat jari rakhi .
lubna: Amina . .. . pay ka beta aap se ishhq ki had tak mohabbat karta hai. sach kahoon to hum khush qismat hain ke hamein itnay pyare mohabbat karne walay betay miley .
abdul : ammi
Amina ka rona tham gaya aur is ne murr kar aawaz ki simt dekha .
abdul tabah shuda ghar ki deewar ke peechay se nikal kar is ki taraf aa raha tha .kuch lamhaat dono aik dosray ko dekhte rahay, phir daud kar aik dosray se lapat gaye. –apne betay ko apni baho mein pa kar Amina bohat khush hui. is ne khoob bhinch kar abdul ko –apne sath chipka liya. kuch der aisay chupkay rehne ke baad Amina –apne betay ka chehra dekhnay ke liye peechay hui. khushi se is ki hansi nikal gayi aur is ne abdul ke galoon aur peshani ko choom liya lekin abdul ne Amina ko –apne qareeb kya aur is ke honton par –apne hont rakh kar choom liya .yeh pehli martaba tha ke is ne apni maa ke hont chume thay. Amina heran thi lekin usay bura nahi laga. is ka beta mehfooz tha aur is ki baho mein tha, is ke liye yahi ahem tha. Amina ne abdul ke yun choomnay ke jawab mein khud is ke hont nahi chume thay lekin peechay bhi nahi hati thi .
abdul : mujhe laga shayad hum ab kabhi nah mil saken ge .
Amina : mujhe bhi
dono phir se hans parre aur aik dosray se chipak gaye .kuch der baad abdul ne apni maa ke bag uthaye aur usay deewar ke peechay rastay se teh khanaay mein le gaya. yeh teh khanah bhi bunker numa tha lekin jis bunker se Amina nikal kar aa rahi thi, yeh is se kahin behtar tha .yahan bistar, refrigrator, khanay peenay ki ashya ka waafar stak tha .
abdul : hum tenu jung ke aaghaz se hi yahan choup gaye thay aur jo kuch bacha sakay woh hum yahan le aaye .abdul ne apni maa ki aankhon mein tajassus dekh kar wazahat ki aur phir is ka –apne dost habib aur is ki maa lubnase taaruf karwaya .
habib bees saal ka tha aur qad mein abdul se kuch bara tha. jasamat mein bhi khoob taaqatwar maloom hota tha. gori chamri, kalay baal aur bhuri aankhon ki wajah se woh kaafi khobsorat lag raha tha. pichlle kuch saloon mein Amina ne abdul ki zabani habib ka kayi martaba zikar suna tha lekin is se pehlay sirf aik baar woh habib se mili thi . habib abdul ka behtareen dost tha. woh hamesha habib ka zikar bhaiyon ki terhan hi karta tha. habib ki maa lubna qad kaath mein lambi thi aur jasamat mein bhari bhari si. is ke baal ghungheryalay thay. Amina ko dekh kar woh agay barhi aur muskura kar Amina ko garam joshi se gilaay laga liya .
lubna: All.. ka shukar hai aap mehfooz hain. hum sab bohat pareshan thay
Amina lubnaki apnaaiyat se bohat mutasir hui thi .is ke lehjey se hi khuloos tapakta tha .
Amina : mere abdul ka khayaal rakhnay ka bohat shukriya Amina ne lubnase kaha .
lubna: shukriya to mujhe abdul ka ada karna chahiye. bohat hi pyara bacha hai . lubna ne jawab diya .
habib : salam alaikum. aap se mil kar bohat khushi hui. abdul aap ke baray hi baatein karta rehta hai. kash hum behtar halaat mein miley hotay .
habib ne Amina se kaha. Amina ne jawabun sir hila kar usay shukriya kaha aur lubnake haath se pani ka glass le liya .
Amina ke bag aik konay mein rakhay gaye thay. dono larke aapas mein kuch baat cheet karte rahay aur phir pani ki talaash mein teh khanaay se bahar nikal gaye .
bahar imdadi karwaiya jari theen aur khoraak ke packet baantey ja rahay thay. iraqi fouj bhi ilaqay mein pahonch chuki thi. Amina ne phone nikala lekin signal nahi aa rahay thay .
lubna: yahan saaray tower tabah ho chuke hain. engineer murammat kar rahay hain lekin abhi signal nahi ayen ge .
lubna ne Amina ko bataya. woh Amina ke samnay baith gayi thi. shayad is ki niyat baatein karne ki thi .
lubna: mujhe abdul ne bataya ke aap ke shohar Europe gaye hue hain. ab to parwazein bhi band hain. aap ne kya socha hai ?
Amina : abbas ka kehna hai woh –apne stodnts ko Iraq se nikalwane ke liye koshishen kar raha hai. hum bhi un stodnts ke sath hi Iraq se nikal jayen ge .
Amina ne lubnako bataya .
lubna: mein ne –apne marhoom shohar ke aik dost se darkhwast ki hai. agar woh maan gaya to mujhe aur habib ko apni gaari mein turkey tak le jaye ga. wahan mere kuch rishte daar hain. meri manen to aap bhi hamaray sath chalein. Europe wahan se qareeb hi hai .
lubnane Amina ko tajweez di .
Amina : shukriya lubna lekin pehlay mein abbas ke stodnts se baat kar lon. phir hi hui faisla kar sakti hon. "
lubna: chalein. agar aap ne hamaray sath jane ka faisla kya to bohat maza aaye ga. hum sara rasta baatein karen ge lubna ne to abhi se mansoobah bandi kar li thi . Amina lubna ki saadgi aur milansaari par muskura uthi . aglay chand din woh charon bunker mein hi rahay. abdul aur habib ziada waqt aik sath guzartay. Amina samjhti thi ke dono ko pata hai ke bichernay ka waqt qareeb hai aur ho sakta hai kayi saloon tak mulaqaat nah ho sakay is liye un ki dosti aur bhi mazboot ho gayi hai .lubna ki shakal mein Amina ko aik mukhlis dost muyassar aa gayi thi. lubnaaur habib ke darmiyan bohat mohabbat thi. habib is ka wahid sahara tha. lubnane usay bataya ke shohar ki wafaat ke baad habib ne kaisay usay sahara diya warna woh to gham se mar hi gayi hoti .
habib waisay bhi kaafi mature lagta tha. apni Umar se barri baatein karta tha. Amina ne yahi qiyaas kya ke baap ki be waqt mout ne bachay ko jaldi mature kar diya . guzaray Laiq khoraak aur pani ka Bandoo bast ho raha tha. signal bhi kuch din mein bahaal ho gaye. Amina ne abbas ko phone kar ke halaat se aagah kiya. abbas ne usay bataya ke international media par khabrain hain ke America ki afwaj taizi se Iraq ke shehron par qabza karti ja rahi hain aur aman ki tamam tar koshishen be sood hain. jab se Amina yahan aayi thi, abdul se tanhai mein baat karne ka mauqa hi nahi mila tha. bhichar kar dobarah milnay ki khushi apni jagah lekin Amina ko ab bhi abdul ki aankhon mein is din ke thapar ka dukh nazar aata tha . sath hi –apne liye be panah mohabbat aur chahat bhi . shayad is din –apne betay ki khwahish ko reject karna Amina ki ghalti thi. abdul ne is raat ka koi tazkara nahi kya tha. nah hi is ne apni maa ko chone ki koshish ki thi siwaye is waqt ke jab Amina aur woh bichernay ke baad miley thay aur abdul ne Amina ko honton ko chooma tha . Amina mutmaen thi . kam az kam is ka beta is ki nazron ke samnay to tha. rahi baat narazgi ki to is ka iradah tha ke Iraq se Europe pahonch kar woh abdul ko mana le gi. Amina ke yahan pounchanay ke panchwin din is ki aankh jaldi khil gayi. abdul –apne bistar par so raha tha. lubnaaur habib bunker se gayab thay. Amina ko herat hui ke kahan chalay gaye . din bhar woh firing ki aawazian suntay rahay thay aur teh khanaay mein chupay rehna hi inhen mehfooz laga tha. lekin ab fiza mein khamoshi thi, sannata tha. mohtaat ho kar woh bistar se uthi aur bunker se bahar nikal aayi. subah ka mausam sard tha. Sooraj abhi nahi nikla tha lekin halki si roshni ufaq par pata deti thi ke bas niklny mein kuch hi der baqi hai. ghar tabah ho chuka tha. bas diivaaren khari reh gayi theen. Amina ko is khandhar numa ghar se kuch aawazian aati mehsoos huien .
par tajassus, woh be aawaz qadam uthaati aawaz ki janib barhi. aik deewar mein tooti hui khirki se andar jhaank kar dekha to woh jaisay pathar ki ho gayi . usay apni aankhon ke samnay manzar par yaqeen nahi aa raha tha. habib tabah shuda kamray mein patlon neechay kiye khara tha aur lubna is ke samnay ghutnon ke bil baithi –apne betay ka lun choos rahi thi .
Amina ke dil ki dharkan yakdam barh gayi aur woh wahein zameen par baith kar gehri sansen lainay lagi .
amina ki soch : aisa kaisay ho sakta hai ?
Amina ne apni ankhen مسلیں. –apne jism par chuttki bhari. lekin woh khawab nahi dekh rahi thi. yeh haqeeqat thi. aik baar phir is ne sir oopar kar ke khirki se jhakka .
shayad yeh un ka drawing room tha .
kamray ki chhat aur aik deewar gir gayi thi lake. teen diivaaren qaim theen .
habib ne deewar se take laga rakhi thi aur apni tea shirt oopar ki hui thi jis se is ke pait par banay warzishi nishanaat nazar aa rahay thay. patlon aur under wear ghutnon tak neechay kiye, woh apni maa ke mun mein lundiye suroor mein khoya tha .
ankhen band theen aur mun se" aah" " aah" ki halki halki aawazian bhi aa rahi theen .
lubnane –apne ghatney zameen par thoray se theek kiye. shayad usay pathar chubh rahay thay .
lubnake seenay par se bhi kameez oopar thi aur is ke mammay bahar thay .
is ka aik haath –apne betay ke pait par jabkay dosra peechay chuttaron par tha aur mun lunpar jisay woh agay peechay kar ke musalsal choos rahi thi .
lubnane chand seconds ke liye –apne betay ka lunmun se nikala. lunthook se chamak raha tha .
lubnane habib ki taraf dekhnay ke liye mun oopar kya aur dono aik dosray ki taraf dekh kar hans parre .
lubnane lunko neechay se chaatna shuru kar diya. habib ne kuch kaha jo Amina nah sun saki lekin is ke kehnay par hi shayad lubnane lundobarah mun mein le kar choosna shuru kar diya tha .
Amina yeh sab dekh kar heran to thi lekin yun aik maa ko –apne betay ki khidmat karte hue dekh kar woh apni jagah se hil nah saki .
chahanay ke bawajood woh wapas bunker mein nahi gayi balkay inhen dekhatii rahi .
lubnane –apne mun ki raftaar barha di. is ne ab aik haath se lunko jarr se pakar rakha tha jabkay musalsal mun lunpar agay peechay kar rahi thi. habib ke mun se aahein bhi taiz ho gayeen aur phir is ne ankhen zor se band kar len aur is ke jism ko jhatkay lagnay lagey .
woh apni maa ke mun mein hi discharge ho gaya tha .
lubnane bhi –apne betay ke lunse niklny wali saari money غٹا ghat pi li thi. aik qatra bhi zaya kiye baghair .
Amina chup chaap bunker mein lout aayi lekin ab is ke zehen par bas habib aur lubnahi thay. . .
-باقی aindah
qist number 5
is din pehli baar Amina ko abdul ke sath tanhai muyassar aayi jab dopehar ko lubnaaur habib teh khanaay se bahar gaye .
jo kuch subah Amina dekh chuki thi, woh ab bhi sadme ki si kefiyat mein thi .
is ne koshish ki thi ke apna rawayya normal rakhay taakay habib aur is ki maa ko shak nah ho ke woh inhen subah dekh chuki hai. lubnaaur habib ke jane ke baad Amina abdul ke paas ja baithi jo –apne phone mein masroof tha .
Amina : meri tumahray abbu ke stodnts se baat hui hai. woh ab bhi chupay hue hain aur tab tak chupay rahen ge jab tak niklny ka koi mehfooz intizam nahi ho jata
Amina ne abdul ko bataya .
abdul ne bas" hoonh" mein jawab diya aur nazrain phone par hi garhe rakhen .
abdul : kab tak mujh se baat nahi karo ge ?
Amina ne poocha .
abdul : kya matlab ?
abdul ne sawal ke jawab mein sawal pooch liya .
Amina : matlab tumhe achi terhan pata hai. acting band karo ab
abdul ne nazrain utha kar Amina ki aankhon mein dekha. Amina ko is ki aankhon mein dard, karb aur udasi nazar aayi .
abdul : ammi mein kya kahoon aap se. aap janti hain ke mein aap ke baray mein kaisay jazbaat rakhta hon. aap ko shayad yeh bura lagta hai. shayad aap ko lagta hai yeh gunah hai. lekin mein kya karoon ?
yeh keh kar abdul ne nazrain doosri simt kar len aur khalaa mein ghornay laga .
abdul : kher jo bhi hai, mujhe waisay bhi ziyada der tak –apne zindah rehne ki umeed bhi nahi hai .
abdul ne waisay hi khalaa mein ghoortay hue kaha .
Amina : aisay nah kaho. mein tumhe dobarah nahi kho sakti. kabhi nahi
Amina ne abdul ko apni baho mein khech liya. abdul ne apna chehra apni maa ke seenay mein dafan kar diya .
abdul : ammi mein aap se bohat pyar karta hon. mein marna nahi chahta. mein apni saari zindagi aap ke sath guzaarna chahta hon. aap se pyar karna chahta hon
abdul ki aawaz se is ki mohabbat ka bakhoobi pata chal raha tha .
Amina : aisay pyar karna chahtay ho jaisay habib aur is ki maa aapas mein karte hain ?
Amina ki baat par abdul choank gaya. is ne Amina ki taraf dekha aur is ke chehray ke tasurat dekh kar Amina sab samajh gayi .
Amina : mein ne inhen aaj subah dekha tha. lubnahabib ke samnay do zaano baithi thi. . .
is se agay Amina kuch nah keh saki .
Amina : woh. .. woh aapas mein pyar karte hain
abdul ne sir hila kar aahista se kaha .
Amina : tumhe pata tha ?
Amina ne poocha .
abdul : yeh sab do saal se chal raha hai lekin mujhe habib ne apni atharvin saalgirah par bataya tha aaj se koi 10 Mahpehlay. woh nah batata shayad agar mein usay yeh nah batata ke mein apni maa ke ishhq mein girftar hon .
Amina : tum chahtay ho hum bhi un ki terhan ho jayen ?
Amina ne poocha .
abdul : kya yeh buri baat hai ?
abdul ne jawabun poocha .
Amina : abdul. .. . yeh ghalat to hai na. .. . gunah bhi hai. .. muashra bhi bura samjhta hai .
abdul : ammi gunah sirf aik lafz hai. waisay bhi abbu ko to aap ki parwah nahi hai to phir mein abbu ki kami kyun poori nahi kar sakta ?
Amina doosri taraf dekhnay lagi. abdul jawab ki umeed par apni maa ka chehra taktaa raha lekin wahan khamoshi chhai rahi. abdul utha aur khamoshi se bahar nikal gaya taakay Amina tanhai mein achi terhan soch sakay .
is raat khanay ke baad lubnane Amina se bahar chalne ko kaha. Amina ne sawalia nazron se usay dekha to lubnane usay aik choti si bottle dikhayi aur aankh bhi maari. Amina muskura kar is ke peechay bunker se bahar aa gayi .
raat khamosh thi .
nah jane aaj kyun koi aawaz nahi thi. nah koi firing nah koi dhamaka hatta ke daur daur tak aasman par bhi koi rocket nazar nahi aa raha tha. dono aurtain khandhar numa ghar mein aik jagah dekh kar baith gayeen. lubnane bottle se mun laga kar aik chuski bhari aur bottle Amina ko pakra di. Amina ne bhi aik chuski li jis se usay aik ajeeb sa lutaf mila .
lubna: un dinon turkey ka mausam bohat shandaar ho jata hai. hamara wahan bohat bara baagh tha. mein wahan –apne kznz ke sath khelti thi bachpan mein .
lubnane muskuratay hue baat ka aaghaz kya .
lubna: agar mein turkey pahonch saki to ahne puranay ghar ko dobarah abad karoon gi
lubnane baat jari rakhi .
Amina : lagta hai aap ne poori mansoobah bandi kar rakhi hai
Amina ne muskura kar jawab diya. kuch der woh dono khamosh se baari baari chiskian layte rahen aur bottle aik dosray ko thamaate rahen .
lubna: mujhe pata hai subah aap ne hamein dekh liya tha
lubnaki baat ne jaisay Amina par bijli gira di .
Amina : oh. .. i am sorry .. lubna mera yeh yeh maqsad nahi. .. "
Amina ki aawaz mein hklaht peda ho gayi .
lubna: tension nah len. koi masla nahi. mujhe khushi hai ke aap ne dekh hi liya .
lubna ne Amina ko tasalii di .
Amina : mein samjhi nahi .
Amina waqai nahi samjhi .
bhala lubna kyun aisa chahay gi ke Amina inhen dekhe .
lubna ne udasi bhari nazron se Amina ko dekha aur phir kehnay lagi .
lubna: kya aap ko –apne betay ki aankhon mein –apne liye pyar nazar nahi aata? is ki mohabbat, is ki chahat. aap bhi usay chahti hain. hain na ?
Amina ne nazrain phair len. lubna se nazrain milaane ki himmat woh kar nahi pa rahi thi. usay dar tha kahin lubnais ki aankhon ke zariye is ki rooh mein nah jhaank kar dekh le jahan abdul ke liye mohabbat ka samandar mojzan tha aur jis haqeeqat ko Amina ab tak khud bhi جھٹلاتی aayi thi .
Amina : aap ko kaisay pata ke abdul ke mere baray mein kya jazbaat hain ?
Amina ne aahista se poocha .
lubna: abdul aur habib bhaiyon ki terhan hain. mein aur habib to pehlay se jismani talluq qaim kar chuke thay. habib ko abdul par shak tha ke woh bhi apni maa se pyar karta hai. habib ne –apne dost –apne bhai par bharosa kar ke usay hamaray talluq ka bta diya. woh abdul ko mere paas le kar aaya. mein ne is ki hosla afzai ki to is ne mujhe sab kuch bta diya .
Amina ne sir hilaya aur pichlle chand mah ke woh saaray manazair is ki aankhon mein ghoom gaye jab abdul usay choomta tha, pokarta tha aur is ka lunpeechay se mehsoos hota tha. tab to woh yahi samjhti rahi ke is ka lunwaisay hi khara ho gaya hai. jawani ka taqaza hai. awwal haqeeqat ka to ab pata chala .
lubna: jo kuch abdul ne hamein bataya hai is se to mein yahi samajh payi hon ke aap bhi abdul ke liye waisay hi jazbaat rakhti hain. jab woh hamein batata tha ke aap is ke sath kitni khush rehti hain jab woh aap ko bahar le kar jata tha. abdul ki aankhon mein be intahaa khushi thi. lekin jab aap ne usay thapar mara to woh taqreeban rota sun-hwa hamaray yahan aaya tha. jaisay is ka dil hi toot gaya ho .
lubnane apna haath Amina ke haath par rakh kar halka sa dabaya aur baat jari rakhi .
lubna: Amina . .. . pay ka beta aap se ishhq ki had tak mohabbat karta hai. sach kahoon to hum khush qismat hain ke hamein itnay pyare mohabbat karne walay betay miley .