ashadaran aur ekdom faadu update!Agle din subah main late utha maine josh josh me vo sab to kar liya per abb darr lag raha tha....room se bahar jaane ki bhi mere ander himmat nahi ho rahi thi mera pura badan toot raha tha raat bhar chudai karke me buri tarha thaka hua tha mano sareer me jaan hi nahi rahi ho Mujhe abb tak vishwas hi nahi ho raha tha ki main ammi ke sath sex kar chuka hu lag raha tha jaise raat ko jo kuch bhi hua shayad wo mera sapna tha Abhi mai soch hi raha tha ki bahar jaon ya nahi ki tabhi bahar se abbu ki awaaj sunai di..Asif ohh Asif.... jaldi se yaha aaon abbu mujhe bula rahe they aur unki awaaj mai hi unka gussa saaf najar aa raha tha mera dil jor se dhadak raha tha or darr bhi lag raha tha mujhe laga ammi ne abbu ko jaroor bata diya hoga warna aaj se pahle to unhone mujh se baat tak nahi ki ..? Lajjat aur shram se me behaal ho raha tha tabhi abbu ne mujhe dobara awaaj lagayi to iss bar na chahte hue bhi mujhe unke room mai jana pada ....Ander ammi bed per dono hathon se apna sir pakde bethi thi unka chahra utraa hua tha pahle to me daraa laikin phir anjaan bante hue normal behave karne laga per abbu bahut gusse me khade they unke hath me ek mota danda tha mujhe dekhte hi abbu mere pass aaye aur mujhe pitne lage aur chillane lage........ Tujhe ......kitni baar kaha hai bike dhire chalaya karo per tujhe to hero banna hai naa abb khush hai apni ammi ke sir per yeh pattiya bandhwa kar
chota sa accident ho gaya tha abbu ....
Phir Doctor ko kiyo nahi Bulaya ?
Abbu maine phone kiya tha per gaon ki ladies doctor ka phone switch off aa raha tha Abbu meri ek baat bhi nahi sunn rahe they bass lagataar dande se peet rahe they tabhi ammi khadi hui aur hum dono ko alaga kar diya mai foran darte hue kone mai jake khda ho gaya thodi dair baad mahool kuch shant hua .....
Tum kahon to kisi doctor ko bula lu ? Abbu ne ammi se kaha
‘‘aree nahi aap preshan mat ho doctor ki koi jarurat nahi hai abhi thodi dair mein bhali changi ho jaoungai
‘‘mai to iss liye kah raha tha ki me chala gaya to phir raat ko hi ghar lotunga iss bich kuch ho gaya to ...’’
‘‘aree baba mai kahti hu mujhe kuch nahi hone wala meri fikar mat kariya aap araam se jaayen waise bhi koi baat hogi to mai asif ko bolkar phone kara dungi aap jaon
Achha theek hai mere nasta tayyer karke pack kar do ...bahut lait ho gaya hu
Abhi karti hu ..... kah karr ammi khdi hui aur kitchen ki taraf chali gayi Unke piche piche abbh bhi room se nikal gaye aur mein usi bed per beth gaya jaha maine raat ko ammi ko choda tha
10 minute baad hi mujhe abbu ki awaaj sunaayi di jo ammi se kah rahe they
achha farida mein ja raha hu apna khyal rakhna..? Abbu bole
‘‘ji bilkul ....aap bhi apna khyal rakhna..?
Ammi bhi jawab dete hue boli
Unke jaate hi ammi ne mujhe awaaj dete hue kaha
Asif chaye tayyar hai beta ...jaldi hath muh dho kar aa jaon
Main hath muh dhoke kitchen mai dakhil hua to dekah ammi k chahre per khushi ke bhav they mano unki pyash kuch shant ho gayi thi mujhe dekhte hi usne smile di phir mere hathon mai chaye ka cup thama diya mai pass mai rakhi kursi per gumsum betha chaye pine laga ........
ammi apna hath mere sar pe pherte hur boli Abbu ne pita hai is liye naraaz ho maine tumse kitni baar kaha hai bike dhire chalaya karon ... ?
maine jawab main kaha Maanfi chahata hu ammi per vo aapke sohar honge per mere kuch nahi lagte dekha na aapne mujhe kis tarah janwaron ki tarah pita hai unhone .....?
Asif adab se baat karo vo thumhare walid sahab hai tumko pata hai na woh thode sakht mizaz hai ..Aur vo sahi to kah rahe they Tumse maine bhi kitni baar kaha hai bike dhire chalaya karo per tum sunte hi kaha ho ....itna kah kar vo bartan dhone lagi
Ammi mai bike dhire chala raha tha woh to samne se ek truck ka balance bigad gaya aur yeh sab ho gaya .....?
Achha woh sab chodo Waise aap ko raat ko kiya hua vo bilkul bhi yaad nahi hai maine darte darte poucha
Yeh sunte hi ammi ke hath kaam karte hue achank rook gaye unhone shak bhari nighaon se meri taraf dekha aur kaha
Kon si baat ...? Ammi boli
Nahi ....nahi mera matlab tha ki aap ko yah bhi yaad nahi hoga ki hamari bike ko takkar kisne mari thi ..
Apne dimaag per thoda zor daalte hue ammi boli.....‘‘Nahi beta mujhe to kuch yaad nahi aa raha hai Per pata nahi kiyo aaj subha se kuchh ajib sa mehsus ho raha hai
Ammi ka baat sunkar achank mere dil ki dhadkan badh gayi mai ammi ko taktaki bandhe dekhne laga mujhe laga ki abb to me gaya kaam se Mujhe kuch shak sa laga to mene ammi se poucha kya ajib sa mehsus ho raha hai...?
Ammi : thakan shi lag rahi hai aur sir me bhi thoda dard hai
Me - ammi aap thoda araam kar lo
Ye sunkar unke chahre per thodi muskaan aayi bass waise hi maine unke chahre per hath firate hue kaha- chodhiye in chuntaon ko Iske baad ammi thoda relex hui dusri taraf ammi ki baat sunkar dil ko tasalli hui ki jo raat jo kuch bhi hua unke sath behoshi mein hua unhe kuch yaad nahi hai Bechari meri ammi ko pata bhi nahi chala ki raat ko uske sath alag hi khel hua tha per pata nahi kiyo mujhe aisa bhi lag raha tha jaise ammi janbujh kar asliyat chipa rahi hai kahin aise to nahi maine jo kuch unke sath kiya unko sab pata hai per shram k mare kuch bol nahi rahi hai.......khair maine jaldi se chaye khtam ki aur cup rakh kar waha se apne kamre me aa gaya aur ander se darwaja band liya phir bister per oondhe muh karke pad gaya aur sochne laga ki meri pyeri ammi mujhe per kitna vishvas karti hai kaise usne meri suni sunai baton per usne vishvas kar liya Per tab kiya hoga jab unhe asliyat ka pata chalega
asli kasoorwar to mai khud hu jisne apni jisam ki bhookh mitane k liye uske sath zina jaisa ghinona kaam kiya hai Meri Pyari ammi ne to meri achhi tarah parvarish ki mujhe achhi tarha padhya likhaya aur ek safal insaan banaya usi bal per to mai aaj foji ban gaya usne mere liye itna kuch kiya aur badle mai maine kiya kiya unki izzat loot li ....??? ek baar ko mann kiya k ammi ko sab kuch sach bata deta hu magar jo kuch hua uske baad main ammi ko aur dukh nahi dena chahta tha abb mera muh band rahne mai hi sabki bhalayi hai waise bhi jo hona tha vo to ho chuka tha Sara din mai kamre me betha hua apni ammi k bare me sochta raha sara din isi kasmkash me beet gaya raat hui ammi mujhe room me khana khane bulane aayi me khana khane bahar aa gaya maine dekha k abbu bhi bethe hue they vo jis traha mujhe dekh rahe rahe they uska ahsaah mujhe ho raha tha vo meri taraf taktaki bandhe dekh rahe they mano abhi mujhe galiya dene lagenge Vo meri taraf dekhte rahe per mujhe kuch kaha nahi jaise taise maine khana khaya phir waha se wapis apne room me aa gaya phir Jaldi se darwaja band kar karke bistar per lait gaya
Baar baar meri ankhon ke samne ammi ka muskurata hua chahra aa raha tha maine vasna me andha hokar kaise riste ko taar taar kar diya jo hua bahut galat hua agar unko galti se bhi meri kartoot pata chali to unski najron me meri kiyaa izzat rah jaygi ? Aur kahin abbu ko pata chal gaya phir kiya hoga meri ammi ka basa basaya ghar toot jaygaaa Me laita hua abhi ammi k bare me soch hi raha the k tabhi darwaje per khatkhat hui Mene ghadi mein time dekha to rat ke 10:15 baje rahe they Mene darwaza khola to dekha ke ammi bahar khadi thi vo bahat ghabaryi hui thi ammi ne mujhe bataya ke abbu ki tabiyat bahat kharab he aur vo behos ho gaye he Mene us se pucha ke kya hua tha To usne bataya ke kuch dino se usse bahat tez bukhara tha Fir mene use kaha ke aap ghabraye nahi hum abhi hospital chalte hai Mene apni gadi bahar nikali aur un dono ko lekar hospital gaya hamne abbu ko doctor ko dikhaya Doctor ne use dekha aur bola ke ise zyada cold ke karan nimoniya ho gaya he unhone abbu ko turant ICU me admit karaya aur uski treatment suru kardi Puri rat me aur ammi ICU me rahe Fir subha 8.30 ko jakar abbu ko hos aya doctor ne unhe puri tarha bedrest ke liye salhaa di ammi raat din unki khidamat me lagi rahti idher mera din to kisi tarha nikal jaata per raat ko bistar par jaate hi purani baatein yaad aa jati mai poori tarha samjh chuka tha k maine jo kiya woh bahut galat kaam kiya tha me khudh ko apradhi manne laga aur pashchataap ki aag mai jalne laga raatbhar jaaga rahta aur apni galti ko yaad karr ansoo bahata sochta ki agar meri kartoot ka kisi ko pata chala to gaon mai hamari kitni badnami hogi mujhe khud per gussa aa raha tha mai khud ko duniya ka sabse bada gunhegaar maan raha tha meri galti to maanfi ke bhi kaabil nahi thi Apni sagi ammi k sath sex karne wali baat baat ko le kar hardam dukh k sagar mein dooba rahna udash rahna laga....???
Mere honton se hasi to jaise gum hi ho gayi thi mai bimaron ke jaise rahne laga hamesa hasne hasaane wala mai khud gumsum rahne laga kiya karu ,kaha jaon kuch samjh nahi aata Aisa lagne laga jaise meri duniya hi ujad gayi ho din kab beet jaata pata hi nahi chalta aaj mere pass sab sukh they govt job achha bank balance apna ghar magar phir bhi sukoon nahi mil raha tha dhire dhire ammi ko bhi pata chal gaya k uska beta kisi baat se preshan hai kayi baar ammi ne mujh se iski wajha pouchi bhi magar maine unhe kuch nahi batayaa? Uss hadse k baad mera ammi k sath ek chatt ke niche rahna muskil ho raha tha aur mai jaldi se jaldi yaha se jana chahta tha maine faisla kar liya k eid se agle din nikal jaoungaa aur jane se ammi ko sab kuch bata kar dunga ...????? Allaha allaha karke eid aayi uss din rasoi pakwano se mahak rahi thi ghar me bahut ronak thi me eid ki namaaj padh kar ghar aaya per abbu abhi tak nahi aaye they maine dekha Ammi apne kamre me shringar kar rahi hai mai to bass unhe dekhta hi rah gaya meri najar ammi se hat hi nahi rahi thi usne halka sa mekup kiya tha naak me long daala rakha tha or hathon me chudiyon pahni rakhi thi usse dekh aisa lag raha tha jaise koi apsara jameen per aa gayi ho usne halke nile rang ka suit pahna tha aur sir ko safed rang ki chunni se dhak rakha tha bass itna kahunga ki me chah kar bhi unse najre hata nahi pa raha tha maine ammi ko salaam kiya ammi ne mere Salaam ka jawab diya phir eid mubarak kahte hue mujhe gale laga liya unki mooti chuchiyan meri chati se dab gaye….maine bhi ammi ki peeth per hath rakh kar usko apne se chipka liya fir me apna hath ammi ki peeth per pherta hua niche tak le gaya aur halka sa unki gand per hath laga kar chodh diya fir hum alag hue or baith kar baate karne lage idhar udhar ki baate karne k baad maine ammi k sath kuch selfie bhi li
Iske baad ammi kitchan me chali gayi or unke piche me bhi kitchen me aa gaya Meri kuch samjh me nahi aa raha tha k ammi ko kaise bataon ...? Kaha se himmat laon mai pass me padi kurshi per beth gaya mere samne ammi ki gand thi kaam karte hue ammi ki puri gol motol si gand idhar udhar hil rahi thi unke pichwade per sachmuch khuda ki niyamat baras rahi thi mai himmat krke unko chune laga gand chune se pata chala k ammi ne ander chaddi nahi pahni hai unke Dono chutado k samne mere hath buhtt chote lag rehe they tha main dhiree dhiree gand par hath ferne laga ammi chupchap khdi apna kaam kar rahi thi itna sab hone ke baad bhi ammi tas se mas nahi hui tabhi ammi bahar jane lagi to maine unse kaha
ammi mai kuch kahna chata hu aap se ?
Ammi: Haa bolo na..?
Mai: hichkichate hue ..... Aap ek min mere room me chal sakti ho kiya
Ammi : abhi nahi beta bahut kaam pada hai
Mai: Aapko meri kasam, Unka haath apne sir pe rakhte mein bola.....please agar aap mujhe pyaar karte ho to ek baar, please.
Ammi apna haath mere sir se hataate hue Theek hai, chal room me Room mai ghuste hi maine darwaja ke dono palle band kar diye or ammi k samne sir jhuka kar khda ho gaya ammi boli kiya hua tujhe....bada ghabraya hua lag raha hai...? Me kafi dino se tujhe dekh rahi hu tum udash rahte ho aur kayi baar to maine thumhe rota hua bhi dekha hai Sach sach bata aakhir baat kiya hai..? kahte hue ammi mere pass aayi or mere balon mein ungliya ferte hue phir boli mujhe per vishwas kar mein teri har baat apne dil mein dafan kar lungi dekh kahne se dukh halka hota hai agar koi pyar viyar ka chakkar hai to mujhe bata do mein thumhare abbu se baat karti hu 10 minutes tak ammi na jane kiya kiya dohraati rahi taaki mein apne dil ki baat bata du magar main chup hi raha Meri kuch samjh me nahi aa raha tha k ammi ko kaise bataon Kaha se himmat laon....jab tujhe kuch batana hi nahi tha to mujhe yaha kiyo bulaya ammi gusse se boli Theek hai beta teri marzi mat bata mai hoti hi kon hu pouchne wali kisi din meri jaan laikar hi manega tu....meri jabaan khulwane k liye na jane ammi kiya kiya bolti ja rahi thi mai jo abb tak khamoshi se sunn raha tha ek dam bol pada ammi Ho sake to mujhe maanf kar dena per jo me batane wala hu usse abbu se mat kahna warna mujhe apni jaan deni padegi aisa kahkar me ammi k samne hath jodkar khda ho gaya Ammi thoda ghabrate hue boli - kiya baat hai sidhe sidhe bata na....! Maine thaan li k abb jo hoga dekha jayga maine himaat karke ammi se kaha Ammi mujhse jane anjane me bahut bada gunaha hua hai mai aapka apradhi hu
Maine uss raat ka sara ghatanakaram ammi ko bata diya ki kaise maine unhe nanga kiya or choda tha jaise jaise mai bolta ja raha tha ammi ka chahra laal hota ja raha tha sayyed unko bahut jayda gussa aa raha tha Mere muh se ye sunte hi ammi ke hosh udd gaye Unki aankhein fat gayi aur unka muh khula ka khula reh gaya Or jaise hi Meri baat khtam hui ammi ne mere gaal per ek tamacha mara jisse ki mai hill gaya
phir apne gaal per hath rakh kar ammi ko dekhte hue mere muh se bass ek hi sabd nikal... ammmmmmi ?
Ammi - Meri baat sunker ammi mujhe ek or thappad marte hue boli khaberdar jo apni gandi jaban se mujhe ammi kaha to.?? teri iss harkat k liye mai to kiya uperwala bhi tujhe maanf nahi karega kamine .... haram jaade tujhe shram nahi aayi apni ammi k sath asi harkat karte hue Per mai chup rahne walon me se nahi hu abhi tere abba ko phone kar karke bulati hu ammi gusse se aagbabula hokar bahar jane lagi to maine turant ammi k pair pakad liye or rone laga or bahut dair tak rota raha idher ammi dono hath darwaje se pitne lagi woh ro aur chilaa rahi thi unki chudiyan unke hath se toot toot kar niche gir rahi thi yeh dekh mai ghabra gaya aur sidha khda hua aur ussse dono kandhon se hilate hue kaha ammi hosh mein aayein jo hona tha vo to ho chuka aap usse dil se nikaal do plzz dekho agar aap ne mujhe maanf nahi kiya to mere pass khudkhushi karne k alwaa aur koi raasta nahi rahega ye samjh lo aap
itna kah kar me bina kuch khaye piye ghar se nikal gaya aur gaon mai ja kar sabhi dosto k ghar ja kar unke gale mil kar unko eid ki Mubarak baad di dinbhar pagalon ki tarha ghoomte ghoomte shaam ho gayi na kahane ka hosh na pine ka sara din bass yahi darr laga raha ki ammi ne kahin abbu ko meri kartoot na bata di ho .? Jaise jaise shaam ho rahi thi ghar jane me ghabrahat si ho rahi thi raat k kareeb 8 baje rahe they tabhi mere mobile par call aane lagi maine mobile utha ke dekha to woh call abbu ka tha maine usse silent karke rakh diya Magar fir se abbu call karne lage maine call utha li
abbu bole – ghar aaon thumhari khabar laita hu
Me ghabrate hue – Kya hua abbu? Unhone koi jawaab nahi diya or call cutt kar di Mai turant apne ghar ki taraf chal pada Raat ko ghar pahucha to abbu ne darwaja khola mere ander ghuste hi abbu bole Mera phone kyu nahi utha raha tha ?
Me – abbu me dosto ke sath tha Isiliye nahi utha paya hua kiya...?
abbu –thumhe bahut pitunga tum hadd se jayda bigad gaye ho baton itni raat ko kon bahar rahta hai ? Idher pata nahi thumhari ammi kiyo upsat hai pouchne per bhi kuch bata nahi rahi hai....halaki Mai iski wajha achhe se janta tha lekin phir bhi anjaan bante hue kaha aap chinta mat karo me unse baat karke dekhta hu Maine dekha ki ammi Rasoi me kaam kar rahi thi mujhe dekhte hi unhone apna muh fair liya unke face pe udashi saaf jhlak rahi thi vo gumsum si thi unko dekh kar lag raha tha jaise unko koi sadma laga ho meri samjh mai nahi aa raha tha ki ammi se kaise or kiya baat karon ...or kis muh se baat karoun Phir bhi maine himmat karke unse baat karne ki kosis ki lekin vo kuch nahi boli maine jayda jor diya to unke ankhon se ansoon ki dhaar lag gayi yeh dekhkar me buri tarah darr gaya mujhe laga ki kahi unki ye udashi mera sara bhed khol na de main andrr jane ki sochne laga aur jaise hi rasioghar ke najdeek phuchaa usne meri taraf dekha, uski aankhen badi ho gayi jisse main darr gaya, or mere pair wahi ruk gay usne meri aankhon mein dekha, to maine apni aankhen neeche kar li ammi jis tarah mujhe dekh rahi thi mai sharam se paani paani ho gaya fir waha se ulte paon vapis room me aa gaya aur apne palang pe laet gaya maine jindgi mai sayyed hi ammi ko itne jayda derd me pahle kabhi dekha hoga jitna k aaj dekh raha tha maine socha me ammi se jitna door rahungaa isi me meri bhalayi hai abb shayd yeh hi hamara nasieb ban kar rah gaya tha.. tabhi mujhe yaad aaya ki mujhe kal nikalna hai is liye me jane ki tayyari raat ko hi karne laga kiyoki mujhe late hone ka shauk nahi tha maine almari se apna beg nikala aur uske ander apne kapde rakhne laga tabhi ammi kamre mai aayi mujay asay lagha ke who abb bhi roo rahi hai ya fir thodi der mai ro degi......usay rona bhi chaiya tha mujh jesay janwer betay ko janum jo diya tha unke hath mein sewaiyan thi dono ke bich atoot silence tha meri himmat nahi ho rahi thi k main unse ankh mila kar baat kar saku is liye bina uski taraf dekhe mai beg me saman rakhta raha usne bhi bina kuch kahe table per khana rakha aur wapis jane lagi maine himmat karke unse baat karne ki kosis ki
Main – ammi main kal ja raha hu Meri chhutiya khatam hone ko hain pata nahi phir loat kar aaon ya nahi .....jane se pahle mujhse ek baar baat kar lo Agar tum kahogi ki me tumhe kabhi nahi milu to me wapis nahi aaounga lekin meri ye khwahish puri kar do mujhse baat kar lo ek baar me chahta hu ki hamre bich jo kuch hua usse bhool kar hum pahle ki tarha rahne lage main ek gahri saans li mano jaise mere dil ka sara bojh utar gaya ho idher meri ammi jo abb tak sab khamoshi se sunn rahi thi Usne mujhe poori takat se ek tamacha mere gaal per jadd diya aur ek per hi nahi rooki lagatar maarti rahi Kareeb 5-6 thappad maare phir mera hath pakda or kaha chal tere abba k pass chal udhar hi sari baat karte hai yeh sunte hi me subkiyaa le kar rona laga or baar baar sorry kahne laga usne meri girebaan pakad k li or gussa me boli tu chalta hai ya unko yahi bula kar laon ? ye sab khate hue unki aankhe bah rahi hai aur hot tharthra rahe they pahle to mai kuch nahi bola lekin uske bahut jor dene per khud ko sambhalte hue bola ammi ye sab meri galti se hua hai mujhe maanf kar do
Ammi - haa ye sab tumhari wajha se hua hai magar me to kahin ki nahi rahi
Me - Aisa kuch nahi hoga me sab theek kar dunga
Ammi - kiya theek kar doge tum ..meri ijaaat thodi wapsi aa jaygi
Me - ammi abb jo ho chuka hai me usse badal to nahi sakte na
Ammi - agar kal me kisi gair mard ke sath aisa karti tab tu yahi kahta
Me - ammi khuda k liya aise wahiyaat baatien na karo Aap asia kiyo karogi
Ammi - jab gharwale hi apne ghar ki izzat ko loot rahe hai to kiya farak padta hai koi bahar wala bhi loot lega Itna kah kar usne mujhe dhakka dekar bed per gira diya or fir room se bahar jane lagi Me thoda masoom sa bante hue bola ammi aapke sath aisi harkat karne k bare me mai kabhi soch bhi nahi sakta bass kabhi kabhi na chahte hue bhi kuch batein ho jati hai ammi plzzz isse meri pahli galti samjh kar hi maanf kar do nahi to me sachmuch mar jaoungaa aur agar jinda bhi raha to mara jaisa hi samjho yeh bol kar me chup ho gaya aur rone laga Ammi ke kadam jo darwaje ki taraf badi teji se chal rahe they meri ye baat sun kar wahi rook gaye usne palatkar meri taraf dekha ....mai bed ke pass kisi masoom dare sahme bachhe k jaise khda tha ammi bar bar apna thook gale se niche utarne lagi mano usse mujhe per taras aa raha ho Mere haramipane ne iska faayda uthaya or me sidhe usne gale se lag gaya or rote hue bar bar sory kahne laga ammi meri peeth per hath pherte hue boli
Nahi mera beta ....ro mat....ro mat..me tere sath hu fir kiyo rota hai agar tune mere sath kuch kar bhi liya to kiya hua rahegaa to fir bhi tu mera beta hi sach kahu to tumhe iss halat me dekh kar mujhe bahut bura lag raha hai
Me – sorry ammi dobara aisi galti nahi karunga ye meri pehli aur aakhri galti hai
Ammi - theeek hai mere bete per bhool kar bhi yeh baat kisi ko mat batana warna koi hamare ghar ka pani bhi nahi piygaa
me -Tum bahot hi achi ho ammi per me bahut ganda hu .?
Isse pahle ke ammi meri baat ka kuch jawaab deti ek dam se bahar se abbu ki awaj aayi abbu ammi ka naam le kar pukar rhe the, Ammi thodi der baad boli – Aa rhi hun kahakar ammi ne mere room ka door khola aur vo mere room se bahar chali gyi
me bhi apne bed per lait gaya iss wakt mujhe aisa lag raha tha mano ki puri duniya ki khushi mujhko mil gayi ho kuch dair baad mujhe darwaje ke palle band hone ki awaj aayi Main samjh gya ki ammi ander ja chuki hai .....