I stared, stared and stared, the ceiling. It was something I used to do as a child. This ceiling was different, It had a design cemented, a floral design.
I thought about everything, I never had so much time to think, never. I couldn't reminiscence when last time I was not chasing after something. Studies, job, a better job, I have been running so long.
I thought about my parents. It's been 2 days. They must be worried. My heart broke as I pictured my mother with tears. And I hated this man! More than I hated anything, but then I remembered myself, I hated myself the most.
The routine was mundane. I was put in room, the room was so simple there was nothing to describe! A bed, a wooden closet, a table and a chair. That's all. Seemed like a jail room.
But it had a window! A huge circular window, just to the opposite of the east. As the sun rises the whole rokm fills with light, warm comforting light. In the month of November this warmth was life.
I didn't knew where I was. I didn't ask. Silence was my new best friend. Silence was something I had to myself.
A maid served me food, simple food, some pills and water. I was provided some maxi dresses. Some sweaters and socks. I loved the socks!
One day I looked outside the window, I saw a gate, A great Iron gate. Standing with pride and gallantry, holding everyone prisnor inside. Like he held me.
Sometimes anger would drive crazy, I wanted war, I did not wanted to quit what I was! I wanted something sharp, something to stab him. But then I weeped, weeped as the idea will never get life.
This is my new life.
It was my third afternoon here, I cried bitterly today. My silence tore me apart, My solitary confinement drove me crazy. I wanted to speak, I wanted to listen, I wanted to be get touched. Any human contact. I craved affection, I craved a scold, at my lowest I even craved him, his spanking, anything just fucking anything.
I curled on the wooden floor, totally drained of dopamine, I sobbed silently... And I never knew when I fall asleep.
I don't even know what day it is. I can't even count. I tried to talk to the maid. But she didn't speak. I banged the doors I scratched the walls I shouted at the birds! I became feral!
I did what I shouldn't have done. The maid who served me, I attacked her, my insanity took over and the fear of rotting here in this very room haunted me. I threw my food tray, I slapped, I scratched, as if I was not a human anymore, A cat! Yes a cat trapped for eternity.
She somehow escaped.
I sat and cried and saw the sun set in the east.
A car headlight entered my dark room as everyday. I didn't bother. I just sat.
I came back to my senses as heavy footsteps approached. He... He is coming. I have done something wrong! Am gonna get punished.
A crawled to the corner of the room, and held my knees to the chest, I shivered in fear and anticipation.
The door slammed open and he knew exactly where I was, just beside the bed, never knew how he managed to spot me ith pitch black darkness but his eyes glimmered even in the faint light coming from outside my room.
One, two three, footsteps approaching... I held my knees tighter. He just stood above my head. I COULDN'T DARE TO LOOK!
He took another step and put it on my toes, and pressed. I cried in agony. He pressed harder. With a single yank he held me up and pinned me to the wall.
"You just cant behave can you?"
I earned a slap, a hard one. Then he made a grip around my windpipes and squeezed. He started to pick me up with his hold and continued until I tiptoed. He look me in the eye as it became almost impossible to breath, As I was about to faint he removed his hand and made a grunt in disgust.
I saw him ranking a hand through his hair as he dragged the chair and sat in the middle of the room, and I panted like a thrirsty animal.
"Suzy... Come" he asked coldly as the maid entered the room and stood beside the door. She looked terrible. Still sobbing. Keeping her gaze low she just stood.
A part of me was sorry, really very sorry for what I did to her, but part of me wanted to rip her apart, cut her tongue out! I mean how could she? Doesn't she know am a hostage in solitary confinement. My life depends on this man's mood! How could he complain about such a tortured soul... In my crooked disturbed mind it made no sense!
"Crawl to her and say sorry" his voice cold as ice pricked my ears and made me mad.
I turned my head in the opposite direction and made it clear that I am in no mood.
"If I have to say it again then it will not be a good situation for you!" He said again. I ignored again. I was literally insane. May be I just wanted to die.
For a brief moment I thought the storm has passed and the second moment he came closer to me and fisted my hair and drew my head back.
"I told you, I value my employees and yet! You hurt one of them! How dare you bitch!"
He started dragging me towards the maid, I cried continuously as my maxi dress fell off my shoulder and exposed my brests, It got above my knees and barely hid my vagina and ass.
He threw me on her feet and held his feet above my temple. His hard boots giving me immense pain and the humiliation of being on the feet of a mare maid tore me apart. But I made some mistakes and it's time to pay.
"Now! Say sorry to miss Suzy and ask forgiveness!" He pressed my head harder and his boots started to decorate my face with thier pattern.
"I am sor___rry Suzy" I hesitated.
"Not Suzy you dumb bitch! Miss Suzy! Be fucking greatful to the woman who feeds you every fucking day!" His boots now traced my cheeks.
"I__ I am sorry miss Suzy... Please Forgive me" I sobbed continuously and wanted to get over with it.
"Suzy do you forgive?" He asked the maid in a normal tone.
"Yes... Yes sir..." The maid being the mute observer said uncomfortably.
"Do you want any services from her Suzy? If you want then you can have her tonight... She will do anything for you tonight. Won't you love?"
I didn't knew what to say! He will give me to a maid? No, no he can't! I took out my hand and held his feet which was pressing my feet, just to make him understand that I truly am sorry.
"No, please may I leave sir?" The maid said hurriedly and gave me a glare.
"Off you go" He took his feet off my face and she took her feet out and left hurriedly and locked the door behind her.
But he was still there, seated on the chair. I did not moved a bit, kept my child's pose, looked at the door and sobbed.
"Get up" he spoke coldly
I turned my head towards him slowly and looked at his face, his gaze steady on me. I got on my knees and crawled to him. I have learned how to behave around him.
"Took off your dress" he commanded.
I hesitated first but as he fisted his palms I obeyed. I took off my dress and slid out of it. I sat on my knees keeping my palms on my lap hiding my intimate area.
He smiled at my Submission. He cupped my cheeks and made me look at his.
"You made me Angry today little one, you need to pay for that"
I shivered as anticipation clouded my mind and the moments of our intimacy clouded my mind. Afterall he was the first man who touched my core.
"Unbuckle my belt"
I parted my lips and sucked in air, like a true submissive I obeyed like a pet. But I was a amature at this. I stumbbled and it made him happy. He started playing with my wavey curls. My curls touched my ass crack and he semmed to be obsessed with them.He allowed some delay and lat me take my time.
"You are very gifted Angel, have anyone told you that" he touched my tiny chocolaty nipple with a thumb and caressed "Take my cock out" and he squeezed hard. He held the whole breast with one hand as if they were made according to his palm size and squeezed until my own ears rang with my screams.
Tears rolled down my cheeks as I unzipped him. My fingers touched his briefs and I felt his cock hissing under with anger. I looked at him, he was gazing at me, playing with my hair with one hand caressing my nipples.
The shame left my body as his rough hands touched my here and there, I grew wet, wet for more. I pulled his briefs with trembling hands and his cock came out.
"Do you like it? Come on take a sniff" he slapped my cheeks with the cock just like the first night. I sniffed like a cat smelling his owner. The raw smell of masculinity filled my lungs, he smelt familiar he smelt new.
He snapped his fingers on my lips and I parted them he inserted his thumb, and pulled a cheek to the side. He pulled until my cheeks became sore and my lips wide spread. He pressed my head closer slid his cock inside my mouth.
I gagged, I chocked, I felt the same raw smell overwhelming my taste buds. He slid inside but never let go off my cheeks. I kept my palms on his knees for support and he pressed my mouth with his hand.
"Suck it, lick it with your tongue"
I tried my best but all I could do was caress it with my inner mouth and lips. He took it out and told me to lick the top. As I did I took some of his precum in my mouth and the taste of his dense masculinity got imprinted in my mind forever.
He pressed my head again and I gagged. The cock hit my throat and I got urges to vomit but thankfully I had a empty stomach. He pulled my cheeks again with his thumb and it became unbearable to spread my mouth anymore, so, by mistake my teeth touched his cock.
As soon as it happened, he closed my nostrils with a thumb and index and chocked me on his dick.
"If I feel any teeth... Ever again... I will kill you then and there"
I struggled as he cut both ways of breathing... He held me like that for a long, very long moment. But then he left my nostrils alone and got busy with my hair. he pulled, fisted, made a pony and spread them all over my back as if it was the favorite part of his plaything.
As I sucked his cock, a great need to satisfy emerged, I sucked up and down licked with tongue, took his precum in my mouth and licked again. No one ever taught me what to do but I just knew.
He kept his hands busy, constantly pinched slapped and twisted my nipples with utmost cruelty. I became so wet that my clits started to ache. The wave of need made me wet and only drove me crazy over his cock. I sucked like my life depends on it, as if it was my elexier and I am in great need of immortality.
And then he came, he held my face at one place and unloaded his seed in my mouth.
"Take it all"he said and the cum ran through my throat and got lost in my system. A generated a pukish feeling and gagged upon it.
Then he relaxed and pulled it out. As a needy kitten dying to be praised I looked at him. He threw his head back and rested for a moment. Then his eyes fell on me. His cum dripping from my mouth, my neckline my boobs bearing his thumb and slap prints. My face still decorated with his boot design.
And he smiled, he was satisfied to see me like this. He took out his hand and smeared his cum all over my lips.
I tried to say something but the next moment he got up and pushed his cock inside, buckled his belt and left.
Like a strom he came and left... Made me live with my sorry existence, shame for being controlled, and a new generated wetness in my core.