Romance Baanjh Aurat Aur Kochwan (completed)

[asadjee]

ye ek talaaq yaafta, baanjh aurat aur ek tange wale ki love story hai... short story hai.......... 3 update me ye story complete ha.... ek sath hi puri kahani post kar di gai hai.

ek talaq yafta aurat ko kaise uske sabqa sasural walun se ghar se nikal dia.. fir us aurat ki prem kahani shuru hui ek tange wale se ...

wo jo samjh rahi thi k uski zindagi ke saare abb rang khatam ho chuke han.. lekin fir kudrat ne uski kismat me ek tange wala likh dia....

Thanks To All Readers And Writers
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[asadjee]

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mai to kehti ho is behen is baanjh aur manhos aurat ko talaq dekar ghar se nikal do.
10 saal se ye tumhare ghar me dera jamaye hue ha.. sara din muft me khati rehti hai.. ek pota poti tak to tumhe de nahi saki.. tere do bete aur bhi han zainab behen, dono ke 3 3 bete aur ek ki 1 ladki to dusre ki 2 ladkiyan han.. parr tera ladla beta abhi takk baap bann paane ki khushi se mehrum hai... kya wo sari umar aise hi rahega.. aur tu kya aise hi sari umar us banjh aurat ko ghar par bithaye rakhegi. apne bete ko pal pal tadapta hue dekhti rahegi.. main to kehti hon us baanjh ko ghar se dhakke dekar nikal bahar do....... maine to shur me hi keh dia tha k ye ladki tumhare ghar k liye sahi nahi hai.. kahan wo gareeb ladki aur kahan hum raees ibne raees..


parr nahi tumhe to apne bete ki khushi dekhni thi aur karwa di pasand ki shadi. le aai us baanjh ko apne ghar. kardi apne bete ki zindagi barbad...abb dekh lia apne bete ko kaise har waqt ghusse me rehta hai.. use bhi abb us baanjh se koi matlab nahi reh gaya hai.. chaar din jawani ka khumar tha.. jo nikal gaya.. abb nikal bahar us baanjh ko apne ghar se .. aur le aa apne bete k liye ek aur banu.. fir dekhna saal bhar me hi ek aur pota teri god me khelega..

main apni saas ke room ke door ke paas khadi hui andar ka sabb sun rahi thi.. meri saalon se beh rahi ankhon me ek baar firse aansu aa gaye the.. saalon se hi to mai aisi baaten sun rahi thi.. agar main maa nahi bann paa rahi thi tu ismi meri kya galti thi..


akeli aurat kaise maa bann sakti hai.. jab uska husband hi kuch na kar paaye...
andar hamari hamsaayi rukhsana meri saas zainab ke kaan bhar rahi thi..

zainab:- haan baaji sab dekh sun rahi hon mai bhi.. mujhe bhi kiran shuru se hi pasand nahi thi.. parr mai kya karti, mera ladla beta hi us dayen ke chakkar me phansa hua tha.. jaane kaun sa jadu us kalmohi ne mere bete par kar dia tha.. main bhi us baanjh ko apne ghar me nahi dekhna chahti ..

rukhsana:- zainab meri behen wahi to main keh rahi hon... nikaal use ghar se bahar aur apne bete ki ek aur shadi karwa de.. dekhna uparwale ne chaha to ek hi saal me ek aur pota teri god me khelega... aur tera beta bhi dusre bhaiyon ki tarha se khush rehne lagega...

zainab:- dekh rahi hon mai bhi sab baji.. har waqt hi to bujha bujha sa rehne laga hai mera ladla mera jabbar.. zaiban sisak uthi thi.......

rukhsana:- to fir der kis baat ki hai zainat, nikal bahar us baanjh ko apne ghar se aur apne bete ki zindagi se, aur le aa khushiyan firse is ghar me apne liye aur apne bete k liye...

zainab:- haan abb to wo bhi kiran se bad zann rehne laga hai.. aksar hi to wo uspar bhadak uthta hai..


abbb mujhme aur sunne ki himmat nahi bachi thi, bina awaz kiye rote hue, aansu bahate hue ulte kadmon main bhaag kar apne kamre me jaa pohnchi aur khud ko pet ke bal bed par gira kar rone lagi....


kitne chah the mere sab ke sab dhare reh gaye the.. kitne arman the mere wo bhi adhure reh gaye... aur main sivaye aansu bahane ke kuch kar bhi to nahi sakti thi.. ek majbur aurat kar bhi kya sakti thi.. ek boodhi maa thi jo jaane kab mujhe chhod kar is dunya se chali jaati.. ek toota phoota ghar tha jahan maa apni zindagi ki akhri saanse puri kar rahi thi..

mahine me ek adh baar hi mujhe maa se milne ki ijazat thi. parr abb to wo bhi nahi mil paa rahi thi.. 4 mahine ho gaye the maa se mile hue. jaane kaisi hogi meri maa..

main apni maa ki paison se bhi koi madad nahi kar sakti thi.. kitni bad naseeb thi mai.. kitni bad naseeb thi meri maa..

maa ki yaad aai to meri saans hi jaise atakne lagi thi.. jaane kaisi hogi maa.. koi uska sahi se khayal bhi rakh raha hoga ya nahi.. kaun rakhega uska khayal .. kaun tha hamara sivaye mohalle ke kuch dard mandon ke.. wahi to maa ko bhuka pisaya nahi rehne dete the. wahi to maa ka khayal bhi rakhte the.. lekin ek maa ki ek hi santan ho aur wo bhi usse se door ho to kaise ek maa ye sab sehn kar sakti hai...

mohalle wale kisi ka kitna dukh baant sakte the.. madar kar sakte the.. bhuke marne se bacha sakte the.. parr dard to koi apna hi baant sakta tha.. aur apna

main maa se door thi aur maa mujhse......... main maa ke liye tadap rahi thi.. aur maa mere liye........ main apne ghar me rehte maa k liye dua kar rahi thi.. k khuda meri maa ko seht de sukun de...... aur maa mere liye dua kar rahi thi, ae khuda meri ek hi phool si bachhi hai, use ghar ki khushiyan ataa farma...

parr dono ki hi nahi suni jaa rahi thi...... jaane kabb honge kamm. ye dard ye ghamm


dukh beinteha dukh tha meri zindagi me meri maa ki zindagi me.. kitne chaao se usne apni ladli beti ki shadi ki thi.. kitne khawab saja liye the meri shadi ko leke maa ne........ sab khawab pal bhar me hi paani ka bulbula bann chuke the...

rona aa raha tha mujhe, aisa rona k bardasht ki hadd khatam hoti hui mehsus ho rahi thi... koi tha bhi to nahi mere dard ko kamm karne wala.. ek husband tha, wo bhi abb mujhse door door rehne laga tha.. baat baat par mujhe maarne peetne lagta tha..

takiya mere aansuon se bheegne laga tha.. parr aansu the k rukne ka naam hi nahi le rahe the..

dard tha k kamm hone me hi nahi aa raha tha.. abb to mujhe ghar se aur jabbar ki zindagi se nikalne ki tayyri bhi zor pakadti ja rahi thi.. kaise bardasht kar paayegi meri maa ye sabb.. kaise wo apni beti ka ghar ujadta hua dekh sakti thi..


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tum firse rone lagi, kitni baar kaha hai k mere saamne rota hua chehre lekar matt aaya karo, tumhe samjh nahi aati kya...

chattaakk..chattaakk........... jabbar kamre me aaya hi tha k main aansuon bhare chehre ke sath bed se uth khadi hui thi... aaj wo time se pehle hi aa gaya tha..

aur aate hi mujhpar baras pada tha.. barsa hi nahi tha.. meri nazuk se komal se gaalon par thappad bhi raseed kar diye the.. dil ka dard aur chehre par padne wale thappadon kar dard.. izzat bhi do kodi ki ho kar rah gai thi.. par kya karti
ye sab bardasht na karti to ghar toot jaata aur maa

maa mere gham me marr jaati..

jabbar ne mujhe sarr ke baalon se pakad kar uthaya aur meri ankhon me ghusse se dekhne laga..

jabbar:- jaane kaunsi wo manhos ghadi thi jab mera dil tum par aa gaya tha.. meri phoooti kismat jo maine tumse shadi karli.. kitna kaha sabne mujhe k tumse shadi na karon, parr tum ...... tum to ek baanjh aurat nikli.. mujhe ek beta tak nahi de sakti.. jab dekho roti rehti ho...

kiran:- jjj. jabbar mere baal .. jabbar mere baal toot jaayenge.. jabbar pls mujhe chhodo........ jabbar ki pakad mere balun par bohut sakht ho gai thi, aisa lagne laga jaise mere sarr se baal hi ukhad jayenge.. dard bhi bohut hone laga tha.. dard saha nahi gaya aur aansuon ke behne ki raftar firse badhne lagi..

jabbar ne mujhe aur mere aansuon ko dekhte hue dusre hath se fir mujhe ek thappad maar dia.. parr shukar hai mere baal usne chhod diye the.. baal hi to the jo mujhe meri maa ke baad sabse zayada pasand the.. inhi baalon ka bhi to role tha jabbar ko mujhse jodne me.. mere siyah ghane baal, chamakdar baal, khushbu bakhetre baal .. jabbar ne jabb mujhe pehli baar bina dupatte ke dekha tha to mujhe dekh kar sehar zada ho gaya tha..

aur aaj wo mere unhi baalon ko mere sarr se alag karne par tula hua tha.. shadi ke baad ke kuch mahine to wo mere baalon ko apne chehre par saja kar sone ka aadi tha..
aur aaj wo unhi baalon ko bedardi se khench raha tha..

main neeche gir padi thi jabbar ka thappad khaa ke.. dukh aur dard itna tha ke mere aansu rukne ka naam hi nahi le rahe the..

jabbar mujhe gaaliyan deta hua bathroom me ghus gaya tha..


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piyo is paani ko haramzaadi...... aaj firse jabbar ne mere baalon ko apni mutthi me qaid kar liya tha.. plastic ke chote bucket me shaving water bhara hua tha..

usme shaving cream aur baal mix the aur jabbar mujhe wahi paani peene k liye de raha tha....... aisa bhi abb wo kabhi kabhi karne laga tha. jabbar psycho hota ja raha tha.. bachha paida karne ki salahiyat wo khud khota ja raha tha.. isi frustration ke chalte wo dimagi mareez banta ja raha tha, aur mai

main to kisi ko bata bhi nahi sakti thi k mai to maa ban sakti hon parr jabbar baap banne ki salahiyat se mehrum hota ja raha ha...... kasrate sharab ki adat ki waja se uske sperm khatam hote ja rahe the.. par wo sharab nahi chhod paa raha tha.. ya sharab bhi nahi chhodna chahta tha aur baap bhi banna chahta tha.. lund to uska nashe ki halat me strong ho hi jaata tha, parr bachha paida kr paane ki ability uske andar se khatam hoti jaa rahi thi....

khud me badh rahi khamiyon ki waja se wo dmiagi mareez bhi ban raha tha. aur usi ke chalte mere sath wo janwaro ka sa saluk karne lagta tha..

kiran:- nnnn..nahi .. nahi.. jabbar.. pls mere sath aisa matt karo.. main kiran hon tumhari kiran... pls, mere sath aisa matt karo..

jabbar:- chup kar haramzaadi pi ye paani.... warna tujhe abhi k abhi ghar se dhakke de kar mai nikal donga..

uski yahi dhamki mujhe kuch sochne layak nahi rehne deti thi.. talaq yafta aurat ki society me koi value nahi hoti. aur fir meri maa bhi to mera ye gham bardasht nahi kar sakti thi.. majburan jabbar ki dhamki ke chalte mujhe wo shaving water with hair peena pada.. suba ka time tha, khali pet tha.. juice tak mai jabbar ke breakfast se pehle pi sakti thi..... ye sabb system shadi ke 1 saal baad hi chalu ho gaya tha..


wo paani peete hue mere andar ki halat bohut kharab hone lagi thi.. kaise koi aisa ganda paani pi sakta tha.. thuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu oughgh

kuch mere pet me utra to kuch side me ludhak gaya.... jabbar kahkahe lagane laga aur main apni badnaseebi par rone lagi..

mujhe do din yaad aane lage, jab main jabbar ki god me baith kar uski shave kiya karti thi.. jabbar mujhse masti kiya karta tha.. kitne haseen the wo din.. kitni romantic life thi meri....

parrr shayad wo sabb shuruaati tha.. shuru shuru me to sabb ko hi apni biwi, apna husband achha hi lagta hai.. roz raat ko chudaai jo chalti thi.. nayi nayi dunya dekhne ko milti thi..naye naye safar jo lazzaton ke milte the...... fir kuch mahino me wo saari dunayaen dekh kar insan apni routine par aa jata hai.. aur jo zaruri hota hai wo sochne lagta hai.. agar bachhe ho jaayen to sabb normal bhi ho jata hai.. parr mere paas koi bachha bhi nahi tha..

aur shayad jabbar ki chahat bhi mujhse nahi mere jism se thi mere baalon se thi... jab is sabb ka nasha utra to wo apne rang me lautne laga tha... main gareeb ghar se thi parr thi bohut hi haseen ladki...... rangon se bhi aur angon se bhi....

parr sabb bekaar gaya.. kuch hi mahino me meri khubsurti ko grehn lag gaya tha... shadi ke baad itne din khushi ke nahi mile .. jinte... baad me dard aur zillat bhare mile the.........


bathroom me farsh par baithi main ro rahi thi. ganda piya paani kabka mere pet se bahar aa chuka tha.. aur mere ird fird aur bhi badbu phelaye hue the.. jabbar chala gaya tha aur main ro rahi thiiiiii. us gande vomiting gandh se mujhe ghinn bhi aa rahi thi....... parr abb to ye sabb mujhe bardhast karna tha, sabb meri kismat me likha ja chuka tha...

kabhi wo mehbub tha mera ...... abb sitam garr bann gaya hai..



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matt maro meri chachi ko ... dado aap pls matt maaro meri chachi ko....... nanha amir mer bade jedh ka chota beta.. wahi to tha ek jo mujhse pyar se baat karta tha. parr mujhe usse pyar karne ki bhi ijazat nahi thi.. mai baanjh thi, manhoos thi.. kaun apne bachhon par mera saya bhi padne de sakka tha..


kitchen se chaai laate hue amir ka bade bhai azhar khelta hua bhagta hua mujhse takra gaya tha..aur chaai ke bartan mere hath se gir kar toot gaye the. aur garm garm chaai
kuch azhar ke upar bhi gir gai thi...

aa gai firse meri shamat....

mujhe meri saas aur meri jethaniyan gaaliyan dete hue peetne lageen.. dono jethaniyan bhi apni saas ko khush rakhne k liye uska sath dete hue mere khilaf ho gaeen thee........ main rone cheekhne lagi. amir bhi ro raha tha.. aur azhar jis par chaai giri thi wo jald hi khud par kaabu paa kar chala gaya tha.... uspar chaai giri zarur thi, uski cheekh bhi nikli thi. parr wo zayada jalne se bach gaya tha.... mujhe mar padte dekh kar wo wahan fir nahi ruka tha....


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saalon se chal rahe is zulm ko main to bardasht karti hi chali aa rahi thi.. parr



parr mujhpr zulm karne walun ki bhi bardasht ki hadd khatam hone lagi thi.. wo sab mujhe maarte, zaleel karte parr, main rote hue sabki maar sehn kar jaati thi... lekin kisi ko kuch bolti nahi thi....... mujhe is ghar se nikaalne k liye naye naye tareeke dhunde jaate...

ek din meri bhi bardasht ki hadd khatam ho gai........

us din rukhsana bhi maujud thi.... sunday tha to ghar me sab mard bhi maujud the....

kothi bohut badi thi.... sabka achha khaasa business tha.. ek main hi thi in sabb me gareeb khandan se ..... rukhsana bhi mere sasural se kamm nahi thi.. uska husband aur fir uske bachhe bhi bade businessmen the.. tabhi to wo hawaon me rehti thi....


baat plan se shuru ki gai thi.. sab drawing room me baithe the.. din ke 10 baje ka time tha. main sabke liye chaai aur coffee bana kar laa thi aur sabko thama rahi thi.

jab apni saas ko thamane lagi to rukhsana bol padi

rukhsana:- jabbar jab tumne is kameene se shadi ki thi to chhan been ki thi iska ya iski maa ka koi chakkar vakkar to nahi tha na kisi se...

mera hath kaamp gaya aur chaai cup me se chhlak kar meri saas ke upar ja giri.. wo cheekhti hui uth khadi hui aur mujhe thapad maar dia .. bass meri saas ne shuruaat kar di thiiiii... abb itne sabb maujud the to meri aaj khair nahi thi........

jabbar:- haramzadi dhayan kahan hai tumhara... chattaakkk.. meri maa par chaai girati hai.. chattaakk.. baar baar tujhe main chhoot de raha hon.. chaatttaaakk.. parr tu nahi sudharne wali.... aur sach hi to keh rahi hai rukhsana aunty meri hi jaise aur bhi to kai yaar banaye hone tumne... adaaon me phansane me to tum mahir ho hi...
chattaaakk...

fir kya tha jisko jitna ghussa tha mujhpar utaarne lage...... jitna zulm bhi mujhpar kiya jaata main sehn kar jaati parr

parr aaj to sabne milkar mujhe aur meri maa ko characterless bol dia tha.. izzat to koi bhi nahi karta tha meri aur meri maa ki .....


main apni saas ko dhakka deti hui phatt padi... wo side me gir padi.. aur main khud se bahar hote hue cheekhne chillane lagi.. aaj mere mohn se bhi aag barasne lagi thi.

kiran:- ghatiya to tum ho sabb ke sabb.. samjhi tu kameeni budhiya.. mujhe aur meri maa ko bad kirdar bolti hai.. tu khud kya hai, tera beta to khud ek namard hai, wo bachha paida karne ki salahiyat kho chuka hai.. agar koi shak hai to poochho apne pagal bete se .. doctors ne bhi use jawab de dia hai.. wo kabhi bhi baap nahi bann sakta, parr main maa bann sakti hon.. lekin nahi bann sakti, jis aurat ka mard hi kisi kaam ka na ho, wo aurat maa kaise ban sakti hai... mujhe baanjh kehte han naa aap sab ke sabb... poochho apne bete se wo mard bhi hai ya nahi.......


meri baat par sabb sannate me aa gaye aur jabbar wo to apna aapa hi kho baitha.. belt nikal kar mujhe fir usne wo peeta, wo peeta k kuch hi minton me main apne hosh kho baithi..


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jab mujhe hosh aai to main ek hospital me thi.. shayad mujhe wo hospital pohncha gaye the.... hospital room me nazar daudaai to dekha k main to ek bekar kisam ke hospital me hon, sarkari hospital tha.. dusri tarat nazar daudaai to mujhe apne mohalle wali ek aurat dikhi.. mai use dekh kar heran reh gaiii.. ye aurat to maa wale mohalle ki aurat thi.. ye yahan kaise

mujhe hosh me aate dekh kar wo jhat se mere paas aai aansu bahate hue mujhse mera haal chaal poochhne lagi.. uska naam rehana tha, aur main use rehana aunty bulati thi

rehana aunty:- kaise hai meri bachi ........ uski ankhon se tip tip aansu girne lage the.. wo bhi mujhse bohut pyaar kiya karti thi ..

kiran:- rehana aunty mai kahan hon aur aap yahan kaise. main to apne ghar me thi na

rehana aunty meri baat sunkar rone lagi

rehana aunty:- kiran beti pehle tu theek ho jaa fir main tujhe bataaongi.. abhi tum aram karo, tumhari halat sahi nahi hai..


mujhe bhi sabb yaad aa gaya tha k mere sath mere hi pari ne kya kiya tha.. itni maar maine pehle kabhi nahi khaai thi.. sara jism hi mera dard kar raha tha.

kiran:- rehana aunty maa kaisi hai.... meri baat par rehana aunty aur bhi dukhi ho gai..

rehana aunty:- kiran beti tumhari maa theek hai..... rehana aunty ankhen churate hue boli....... mujhe laga k wo zarur mujhse kuch chhupa rahi han....... mere dil ki dhadkan badhne lagi.. kuch bura hone ka ehsas dil me jaagne laga..

kiran;- rehana aunty pls mujhe maa ke baare me sahi sahi batayen, warna mera dil dhadakna bhul jaayega..

rehana aunty:- kiran beti tumhari maa ki halat sahi nahi hai.. tum bhi to jaanti ho k tumhe aisi halat me dekh kar wo bardasht nahi kar sakti... 2 din pehle tumhe talak ke sath tumhara miyan mohalle me chhod gaya tha.. tab se hi tumhari maa ki halat bohut kharab hai.. lekin khuda ka shukar hai k wo zinda hai.. sadma to use bohut laga parr wo bohut hadd tak theek bhi hai.. abb tu jaldise theek ho jaa aur apni maa ko sambhal, warna tu use kho degi.........

talaaq ka sunkar mujhe ek bada jhakta laga tha. meri ankhon se aansu behne lage.. ek bohut bada dhabba mujhpar lag gaya tha.. ab sabb hi mujhe nazren badal kar dekha karenge.. koi bhi aurat ho, jisko talaaq ho jaaye, kam hi log use izat ki nazar se dekhte the... bhale hi galti us aurat ki naa ho.....

aur meri maa......... maa ki halat jaan kar meri halat aur bhi bigadne lagi thi.. parr abb kuch bhi to nahi ho sakta tha.. mai kuch bhi to nahi kar sakti thi... agar kar sakti to saalon aisi life jeene ko milti.. badal kar na rakh deti apni life ko.

rehana aunty ne mujhe gale se laga lia aur mere sath milkar rone lagi...... rehana aunty ka sahara mila to mai bhi phoot phoot kar rone lagi...

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5 din hospital me rahi.. zakham bohut hadd takk theek ho gaye the... mere chuttad kuch zayada hi chhil gaye the belt ki maar se .. baithne me bohut pareshani rehti thi..... parr abb sehn to karna hi tha... baaki ke zakhmo ko bhi main sehn kar gai thi........... saalon se hi to dard o zilatt sehte aa rahi thi.... itni bardasht to fir aani hi thi...


maa mujhe dekh khush bhi bohut hui thi prrrrrr asal dard to beti ke ghar ke tootne ka tha......


maa bhi mere gale lag kar khub roi thi.. ek baat achhi hui thi k maa ka sadma jaata raha tha.. meri halat dekh kar jo halat uski hui thi.. wo abb nahi rahi thi...

maa:- meri bachhi kitni bad naseeb hai, meri rani mere ghar se kya gai, khushiyon ko hi taras gai thi.... teri bad naseeb maa bhi tere liye kuch nahi kar paai.. maa rote hue boli

kiran:- maa, matt ro maa, mere naseeb me jo likha tha wo mujhe mil gaya.. abb jo mujhse chhin chuka hai, use leke kab tak royongi maa...... bardasht karna asaan nahi tha.. wo ghar jaise bhi tha, parr tha to ghar hi naa... wo bhi abb nahi raha tha.. maa ko bhi dilasa dena tha... apne dard ko maa se chhupana tha..

maa:- main jaanti hon meri bachhi tu badi sabar wali hai.. mai bhi teri maa ho beti ye dil ka sab haal jaanti hon..


maine firse maa ko gale se laga lia maa ke gaalon ko main choomne lagi.. aansu meri bhi aankhon se tham nahi rahe the.. aur isi halat me main maa ki himmat badha rahi thi.. khud ki himat jawab de chuki thi............


parr zinda rehne k liye bhi to aage ka sochna padta hai...


mere paas rehne se maa bhi behtar hone lagi thi...... dard the, zakham the.. mayusi thi.. parr ek bat thi.. abb se hum dono maa beti ek sath hi rehne wali thi.. jitni saane meri thee.. jitni saanse maa ki thee.. abb humen un saanso ke khatam hone tak koi ek dusre se door nahi kar satkta tha..


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paas ke mohalle ka wo ek gunda bhi tha..... kochwan tha, taange chalaya karta tha.. uske lachhan achhe nahi the, is liye kisi ne use rishta nahi dia tha. uski shadi nahi ho paai thi... uska dunya me koi nahi tha.... apne awara dosto ke saath wo aksar baitha karta tha..... jo kamata wo ayyashiyon me uda dia karta tha.. aksar wo sharab pi kar kabhi apne mohalle me to kabhi hamare mohalle me shor sharaba kiya karta tha.. aksar hi wo shareef gharon par gandi gandi awazen kasa karta tha..


parr ek baat thi k usne kabhi kisi aurat ko buri nazar se nahi dekha tha......
sharab peena, jua khelna, bedi cigarette, luchhe ladkon me jo aadaten hua karti thee.. wo sabb usme thee.. agar kuch nahi tha to wo uski zindagi me aurat ka na hona tha.. wo aurat ki izzat bass is hisab se kiya karta tha k kabhi unhe gandi nazron se nahi dekha karta tha.. unpadh tha.. apna naam tak likhna nahi jaanta tha..

shekho naam tha uska... badi badi moonche, sarr ke baal lambe aur ghungraale.. ankhen uski har dumm hi laal rehti thi.... parr aurat zaat k liye uski ankhon me kuch tha to bass izzat aur narmi....... baaki sab k liye wo ek ladne marne wala sharami ayyash ghunda tha......

uski saari baaten uske mohalle me aur aas paas ke mohalle me mashahoor thee...

agar uski nazar kabhi kisi par tiki thi to wo main thi.... shuru se hi wo mujhe badi ajeeb nazron se dekha karta tha.. aur main


main use ignore kar dia karti thi...

meri jawani ki shuruaat jab hui, tabb se hi wo mujhe dekha karta tha.... aur main padhai karte hue jabbat ke chakkron me padh gai thi.......... wo mujhe dekha karta.. nazar bhar kar kabhi bhi usne mujhe nahi dekha tha.. bass jab bhi dekhta mujhe uski ankhon me khud k liye ajeeb sa dikhta tha.... tab wo itna bada badmash nahi tha.. wo to baad me bana tha........






maa ke paas aaye hue mujhe 4 mahine ho chuke the.. pas ke hi ek school me mujhe teaching ki naukri hi mil gai thi.. mohalle ke hi ek teacher ne mujhe wahan lagwaya tha.. wo achha admi tha..

mohalle wale sab hi achhe the.. mera aur meri maa ka hamesha se hi bohut achhe se khayal rakha tha.. mere abbu tab humen chhod kar chale gaye the.. jabb main 10th me thi.......... tba se hi maa mohalle ke gharon me kaam karke ghar chalaya karti .. usi paison se meri padhai ka kharcha bhi nikal raha tha..


scholarship main main aage ki padhaai kar paai thi.. Bsc.Bed kar chuki thi main...... lekin fir jabbar se meri shadi ho gai to sab badal kar reh gaya tha..



ek din mai school se ghar laut rahi thi to mujhe wahi pass ke mohalle ka awara koshwan shekho mil gaya.. koi aur taanga nahi tha paas me to main apni ek dost ke sath uske sath baith gai.. ek baar nazar bhar kar usne mujhe dekha, fir apni nazren fer leen..


mujhe uski ankhon me dekhkar hairat ka ek shadeed jhatka laga.. saalon baad aaj main uski ankhon me firse dekh rahi thi.. mujhe uski ankhon me khud k liye dard mehsus hua tha........ matlab kuch mahine pehle jo kuch mujhpar beet chuka tha.. wo use bhi dard de gaya tha.. aisa hi kuch mujhe uski ankhon me dikha tha.. meri dost fir mujhse baten karne lagi aur main shekho ko aur uski nazron ko sochne lagi..

kuch minton main apne mohalle me thi.. tange se utri use paise diye firse uski ankhon me dekha to uski ankhon me dard tha aur wo paison ko dekh kar ajeeb se smile dene laga.. fir aas paas dekh kar paison ko choomne laga. main use aisa karte dekh kar sannate me rah gai thi...

meri dost pichle chok par utar gai thi.. mere dil ki dhadkan aaj itne dino baad firse badh gai thi.. tez kadmon se chalte hue main apne ghar me dakhil ho gai.. darwaze ko andar se band karke, darwaze se peeth jodkar main lambi lambi saans lene lagi....

aisa mere sath pehli baar ho raha tha.... aaj se pehle mujhe uski ankhon me apne liye wo sab nahi dikha tha, jo aaj mujhe dikh gaya tha.......

main 33 saal ki ho chuki thi ... wo bhi itni hi age ka tha... wo shayad abhi takk kunwara tha aur mai ek talaq yaafta aurat... mere andar ka to sabb hi banjar ho chuka tha..

to fir

to fir aaj mere dil ki dhadkan firse kyun apna andaz badalne lagi thi.... in 4 mahino me main khud ko bhul chuki thi.. mai jaan gai thi k abb meri zindagi me kabhi koi rang nahi aayega.. is dunya ke wo rang jo har dusri aurat ke naseeb me hote han... har suhagan aurat ke naseeb me hote han.. wo mujhse chhoot chuke han.... parr

parr aaaj firse kyun mujhe wahi rang mehsus hone lage the.. kyun mere dil ki dhadkan be tarteeb hone lagi thi..

maa:- kya hua kiran beti, wahan darwaze par kyun khadi ho.......... maa ne mujhe meri sochon se bahar nikala..

kiran:-kuch nahi maaaaaa.. bass aise hi ... aaj zara thak gai thi... to isi liye khadi ho gai thi.. maa se baat karte hue mai maa ke paas jaane lagi

maa:- kiran beti tum naha kar fresh ho lo beti tab tak main tumhare liye khana garam karti hon.

kiran;- theek hai maa..

mai fir apne kamre me gai.. wahan bed par baith kar main firse shekho ko sochne lagi... kab mere honto par ek muskan khil gai thi. mujhe pata hi nahi chala.. jaise hi mujhe is baat ka ehsaas hua, to main khud par ghussa hote hue uth kadi hui aur kapde utha kar bahar sehan bane hue bathroom me ghus gai.....



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aaj main apni ek dost ke sath maa ke liye dawaa lene 20 kilometer door ke ek ilake me gai hui thi.... bass se utri to andaza hua k mausam ek dumm se hi kharab ho gaya hai.. kuch hi der me baarish bhi shuru ho sakti thi..

kiran;- chal zubi jaldi se dawai lekar hume jaldi wapis bhi aana hai.. der ho gai aru barish shuru ho gai to bohut badi gadbad ho jaayegi..

zubi rehana aunty ki beti thi.. aur sab ki permission se hi hum yahan aai thee ...
pehle bhi ek do baar main yahan aa chuki thi.......

jahan hum utri thee.. wahan se 300 meter paidal jana padta tha... tooda phoota kachha pakka road tha, usi par chalte hue humen aage jana tha..


main aur zubi tez tez chalte hue apni manzil ki aur badhne lagi.. upar asman ki or dekha to kaale badal chhaye hue the.. bohut speed se wo pure asman par chhate chale jaa rahe the,........ kuch hi minton me hum wahan ja pohnche.. fir kuch hi minton me maa ki dawaai lekar hum wapis bhi ho leen..

bahar nikle abhi 3 hi minutes hue the.. k toofani hawa ke sath tez barish bhi shuru ho gai......

zubi:- kiran kameeni humen wapis chal dena chahiye.. agar pehle hi kuch der wahi ruk jaati thi to achha rehta.. chal wapis chalte han..

kiran;- nahi kiran seedha chok par pohnchte han aur koi bus lekar apne mohalle me ja pohnchte han.. yahan rukna sahi nahi hai.. pata nai kitni der tak mausam aisa hi rahega aur fir shaam bhi to hone wali hai.... chal speed se mere sath.....

zubi ko bhi meri baat sahi lagi to wo bhi mere sath tareeban bhagne lagi.........

aadhe se zayada fasla humne tay kar lia tha.. barish aur bhi bhayanak rang badalne lagi thi....... aaj to aisa lag raha tha jaise asman me chhed ho gaya ho.. barish aur bhi tez hone lagi thi...... hamare kapde hamare jismo se chapak chuke the.. thandak bhi lagne lagi thi.. koi aas paas hota to hamare geele kapdon se dikh rahe jismo ko bhi dekh leta......... ye bohut galat hua tha.. aisa nahi hona chahiye tha.. parr abb to ho chuka tha...... dono speed se duadti hui chok par pohnch gaiiiiiiii

aur fir chauk ka hashar dekh kar to hamare ronghte hi khade ho gaye.... pura ka pura chok hi paani se bhara pada tha... aur aas paas ki saari dukane bhi band padi hui the.....

itni si der me sabne apni dukane band kar di theee.. door door humen koi insan nahi dikha ...... maare darr ke to hamari halat hi patli hone lagi thi....

zubi bohut zayada darr gai thi... darr to main bi bohut gia thi.... zubi bhi shadi shuda thi. mujhse 2 saal chhoti thi.... par hum dono thee to bebas aur kamzor aurten, aise me agar humen koi galat banda takar gaya to hamari khair nahi...

hum dono fir ek dukan ke upaar bahar bani hui teen ki chhar ke neeche khadi ho gaeee

zubi:-kiran ab kya karen.. maine kaha tha na k wapis chalte han.. yahan aa to gai han, par yahan to koi nahi hai.. aur paani bhi dekho kitna badh raha hai.. zubi thand se aur darr se kaampte hue boli........


kiran:- abb hume wapis jana hoga zubi.. yahan reh kar tum mehfuz nahi reh sakti... chalo isse pehle k koi humen dekhe humen wapis jana hoga....

zubi:- kkkk...... kiran lagta hai koi humen dekh raha hai mujhe aisa lag raha hai...

zubi ki baat sunkar main to kaamp hi gai thi.. asie mausam me kaun hume yahan bachane aayega.. main aur zubi aas paas dekhne lageee.. to hume ek dukan ke adh khule hue shattar ke andar se 4 ladke hume ghoorte hue dikhe....

kiran:- chal bhaag zubi humen yahan se jana hoga.. ye jaga hamare liye safe nahi ha..
zubi ka hath thaam kar main wapis hakeem ke paas bhaag kar jaane lagi.... saale wo kutte ladke bhi dukan se bahar aa gaye the... wo bhi hamare peeche bhaagne lage...

dor se hi hamare chamak rahe jism dikh rahe the... saale aise mausam me kaise khud par kaabu rakh paate.. ghar me maa behen hote hue bhi aisi ghatiya soch me malik hote hann.......... is baar hum dono hi dum daba kar bhaag rahi theee.. in baar baat jaan se badhkar izzat ki thee........ yahan to hamara rape karke humen mar bhi dia jata to kisi ko kaaano kaan khabar nahi honi thi.......

hum nazuk si aurten kahan mardon se tez daud sakti theeeeeee... wo 4 ladke the wo hamare paas pohnch gaye..... hamare saamne aa gaye, humen ruk jaane pada.. sab ke sab humen hawasi nazron se dekh rahe the.. saale apne lund bhi masal rahe the..... main aur zubi thar thar kaamp rahi thee.. aas paas dekha to koi bhi nahi dikha humen koi bhi to humen bachane wala nahi tha......

par nahi shayad koi aa raha tha.. toofani baarish me wo kisi toofan ki tarha se aata hua dikhaai dene laga.. tez barish aur fir tez hawa ke chalte wo sahi se dikh nahi paaya tha. andhera bhi tha, asamn par kadak rahi asmaani bijli ki roshni me wo ek mard maidan dikh raha tha......... wo ek taange par tha.. aur toofani baarish me wo bhi ek toofan bankar aa raha tha...


ladke jo hume dekh kar hum par jhapat padne k liye bechain ho rahe the.. wo bhi taange wale ko aate dekh kar heran reh gaye....... parr saalon ke andar kuch zayada hi aag lagi hui thi.... wo nahi ruke do ne mujhe aur do ne hi zubi ko pakad liya..

aur zabardasti karne lage.. dupatte is beech me hamare jism se alag ho chuke the...

chhod do mujhe haramzaade, ahhhhhhh chhhod mujhe .. ek harami ladke ne mere doodh ko pakad kar zor se massal dia aur zor zorse hassne laga.....

meri hi tarha se zubi bhi cheekh rahi thi.. zubi neeche gir chuki thi, ek ladka uske upar tha.. dusra uske hath pakde hua tha...... hum dono ko hi road par dhar lia tha.. un ladkon ne.....

ek ladke se chhotne k liye maine us ek thappar maar dia.. wo ghusse me aa gaya aur mujhe bhi fir usne ek thappar maar dia..

itni der me wo taange wala hum tak pohnch gaya tha.. ek jhalak hi mai uski dekh pai thi.... wo wahi taange wala shekho tha jo mere peeche pada hua tha.. wo aan pohnchaa aur taange roke bina hi tange par se jump karte hue haamre beech me aa kooda.. fir to wo bijli bann kar sabb par toot pada.. kisi ko laat mar raha tha.to kisi ko mukka.. abb cheekhne ki baari ladkon ki thi..... wo akela tha. aur ladke 4 the... zubi aur main ladkon ki pohnch se bach niklee theee.. aur side me khadi, baarish me bheegti hui shekho ko ladkon se ladte hue dekh rahi theee.. darr aur thand ki waja se hum thar thar kaamp rahi theeee.... parr mere dil ki dhadkan aaj pehle se kai guna badh kar dhadak rahi thi....... uska darr ya thand se koi connection nahi tha...... na jaane mujhe kya hone laga tha.. kyun shekho jaise badmash ko dekh kar mere dil ki dhadkan mere bass me nahi rehti thi.....

shekho kisi hero ki tarha se us ladkon se lad raha tha.. bijli bana wo kisi ek jaga par tik hi nahi raha tha.... ladke shekho se maar kha to rahe the.. lekin shekho ko akela jaan kar wo peeche nahi hatt rahe the ... koi bhi shekho se kamm nahi tha..

shekho abb charon ke beech me tha aur charon shekho ko ghere khade the...

ek ladka:- saaal aj tu nahi bachne wala..

shekho:- zinda to aaj main bhi tum me se kisi ko nahi chhodne wala.. saale haramzade agar itni hi aag lagi hui hai to ghar me hi kyun nahi mohn maar lete..


ladka:- ae bakwas band karo........ maaaaaaro saaale ko. bachna nahi chahiye..

sb:-haan haan aaj ise zinda nahi jaane denge..


ek ladke shekho par jhapat pada, shekho ko main aaj pehli baar ladte hue dekh rahi thi.. shekho me itna dumm tha .. wo akela hi in sabb se lad raha tha.. mujhe dekh hairat bhi thi.. aur ek anjaani si khushi bhi ho rahi thi....

ek anjana sa darr bhi tha kahi shekho ko kuch ho naa jaaye..

ladka shekho par jhapta to shekho ne hawa me hi ladke ko baazo se thaam liya.. shekho pehlwani jism ka maalik tha.. ladke ko baazo se pakad kar chaaro or ghumane laga.. wo ladke cheekhne laga.. uske dono pair uske hi sathiyon ko lag rahe the.. baaki ke ladke gire to shekho ne us ladke ko sadak pad patak dia.. uska hath nahi chhoda aur dahadta hua apna ek pair uski baghal ke neeche maar dia... aur sath hi uske baazo ko ek jhatka bhi de dia...... ladka bhayanak awaz me cheekh pada.. ek ladka apne dost ko dekhte dekh kar shekho ke upar jump kar gaya.. shekho ka dhayan neeche gire hue ladke par tha...... shekho bhi neeche gir pada...

fir to baaki bache teeno ladke shekho ko upar aa gire aur shekho ko daboch kar shekho ke mohn par, shekho ke seene par mukke barsane lage.... shekho ki bhi is baar dard bhari cheekhen goonjne lagi.... zubi mera hath kass ke pakde hue thi......... hum dono hi shekho ko pitne hue dekh rahi thee..

ek lakda:- (dsure ladke) chal jaldi se chaku nikal aur ghusaa de iske seene me...

mujhe aisa laga jaise wo mere dil me chaku ghusane ki baat kar raha ho... pata nahi mere sath ye sab kya ho raha tha.. ladke ne chaku nikal liya aur shekho ke seene me ghusane laga..

najane mujhme kahan se itni himmat aa gai k main zubi se hath chhuda kar cheekhti hui bhaag khadi hui .. shekho bhi khud ko bachaane ki puri koshish kar raha tha... meri awaz sunkar ladke tham gaye the.. shekho bhi ruk gaya tha..

jis ladke ke hath me chaku tha.. main puri speed se usse ja takraai.. uske hath me chaku tha ya nahi, mujhe nahi pata.. wo mujhe maar deta mujhe iska bhi ehsas nahi tha.. main to bass use thappar par thappad maarne lagi.. mere hathon me taqat thi ya nahi .. mere padne wale thappad use dard de rahe the ya nahi mujhe nahi pata,...

toofani baarish me ek toofan mere andar bhi aaya hua tha.. bahar ke toofan aur andar ke toofan ko bhuli main us ladke ko peet rahi thee...


main giri ya wo ladka mujhe nahi pata.. main to bass use peete jaa rahi thi..... kitni der guzri mujhe nahi pata.. mujhe to tab pata chala jab zubi ne mujhe awaz lagaai.. wo bhi pure zorse...

zubi ki awaz sunkar main hosh me aai to dekha k main ladke ke seene par baithi thi aur uske gaal aur hont khun ugal rahe the.. khun shayad meri ankhon me bhi utar aaya tha.. usi khuni ankhon se maine zubi ko dekha to zubi do kadam peeche hatt gai... zubi ko dekhna chhod kar main shekho ko dekhne lagi.. wo bhi side me khada hua mujhe dekh raha tha.. baaki ke ladke bhi sadak par pade tadap rahe the..... kuch fasle par uska taanga bhi khada tha........... wo khud se hi ruk gaya tha.. apne maalik ko taange se koodte dekh kar wo bhi ruk gaya tha......

maine firse ladke ko dekha.. wo behosh nahi hua tha.. bass apne karah raha tha.. mujhe bhi achanak se apne hathon me dard ka sa ehsas hone laga tha.....

baarish ki waja se kaafi der se bheeg rahe jism narm pad chuke the.. ladko mere thppad pade to jaldi hi uske hont aur gaal phatt gaye the.. mere hathon ki jild bhi barish ki waja se narm pad gai thi..... isi liye mujhe dard mehsus hone laga tha..

zubi aur shekho mujhe dekhne lage aur main ladke ke upar se uth khadi hui....

chalti hui shekho ke paas pohnchi

kiran:- tum yahan kaise pohnche... shekho ki ankhon me dekhte hue main shekho se poochhne lagi......... shekho mujhe aise dekhne laga.... jaise jo sawal maine kiya ho uska jawab bhi mere paas ho.......... aur shayad jawab mere paas tha bhi...... mere dil ne firse dhadak kar mujhe signal dene shuru kar diye k shekho se jo sawal tumne kiya hai........ uska jawab tumhe mil chuka hai............. meri nazren jhukti chali gaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii......


kuch der hum taange par baithe wapis jaa rahe the..

 

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hum teeno hi khamosh the koi bhi kisi se koi baat nahi kar raha tha.... jaise hi hum us ilake se door hue the.... to zubi ka darr khatam hone laga.. zubi mujhe hairat se dekh rahi thi..... uske honto par ek sharati si muskan bhi aane lagi thi... wo jaan gai thi .. k shekho mere liye wahan aan pohncha tha... shekho shuru se hi mera peecha kar raha tha..... parr shayad pehle kisi waja se late ho gaya tha.....

zubi shadi shuda aurat thi... mujhse masti mazak bhi kar lia karti thi.. abb bhi wo usi rang me aane lagi thi...... par shekho ki waja se wo khud par kaabu bhi paaye hue thi............................


kharab mausam ki waja se hm bohut der se apne mohalle me pohnche the..... shekho ne humen hamare ghar ke saamne utaar dia tha.... is baar firse hamari ankhen ek dusre se mil gai thee...... aur is baar bohut der tak main bhi uski ankhon me dekhti rahi thi.......... barish yahan bhi hui thi..... gali me paani bhi tha.. koi aas paas bhi nahi tha.... andhera bhi kisi had tak tha. koi dekhne wala bhi nahi tha... zubi bhi apne ghar wale gate ke paas khadi ho gai thi.. aur hum dono ek dusre se kuch bhi kahe bina ek dusre ki ankhon me dekhne lage....... kammm roshni me bhi mujhe shekho ki ankhon me chamak dikhne lagi thi...... jitni der se main uski ankhon me dekh rahi thi.. wo shekho ko bohut khushi de rahi thi......

kahi se koi awaz hui to hamari tantra tooti aur fir main shekho ko dekhna chhod kar zubi ke pas ja pohnchi... shekho bhi apna taanga aage badhata chala gaya..

zubi:- haan to meri laila abb bata ye majnu kyun wahan pohnch gaya tha.. aur tu kyun use bachane k liye us ladke par paglon ke jaise toot padi thi...... aisa lag raha tha.. jaise tu apne hosh me nahi hai... zubi mujhe kamar par chutki kaat te hue boli

siiiiiiiiii

kiran:- kameeni chutki kyun kaat rahi hai........

zubi maze leti hui:- to fir bata na

kiran:- kya bataon, wo wahan kaise pohncha.. tu bhi to mere sath hi thi.. aur shekho ko to maine is liye bachaya tha k agar shekho ko kuch ho jaata to fir humen kaun bachata.......... aiiiiiiiiiiiiiii kameeni tu firse mujhe kyu chutki kaat rahi hai..

zubi:- tu sab sahi se nahi batayegi naa. isi liye kaat rahi hon.... chal abb ghar tujhse fir milkar baat karti hon... abhi sab ghar me pareshan honge.... zubi ne jaate jaate mere doodh ko daba dia...... kameeni ki masti kamm hone me hi nahi aa rahi thi.

mere honto par firse ek payari si muskan aa gai.... usi muskan ke sath main apne ghar ka darwaza khol kar andar ja ghusi..........

zindagi ne mujhe ek baar firse wahi rang dikhana shuru kar diye the... jo mujhse door ho gaye the...... aise rang to mujhe jabbar ke sath bhi kabhi dekhne ko nahi mile the.... ya shayad mile the.. parr main wo bhul chuki thi.... pyaar bhare rang firse milne shuru hue the to mujhe ye rang naye pehle wale rangon se hatt kar lagne lage the.......


wo puri raat main so nahi paai thi.... ajeeb si halat ho gai thi dil ki. neend nahi thi, bechaini bhi nahi thi.... ek skun sa tha.. pura jism dard kar raha tha. dard se nahi ............ meethe meethe dard se ..... ajeeb si masti puer wajud me chhaane lagi thi....... main firse khawab dekhne lagi thi........ kisi nayi nayi jawan hui ladki ki tarha.......


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kuch din aise hi beet gaye abb to main aksar hi shekho ke sath taange par baith kar aane lagi...... aurton ke maamle me shekho badnam nahi tha... mujhe shekho ke sath dekh kar kabhi bhi koi bhi kuch nahi bola tha..


ek din

kiran:- shekho tum aise kyun ho. saare mohale wale tumse pareshan rehte han.. tum sharab peete ho jua khelte ho.. shor sharaba karte ho.... awara dosto me baithte ho.

taange par baithte samay kabhi kabhi aam si baat shekho aur main kar liya karte the..
par personal baat kabhi bhi humne nahi ki thi.... shekho to aksar mujhse baat karte hue jhijhakta tha.. main hamesha hi pichhli seat par baithti thi.. hamari peeth ek dusre ki or hoti thi..

shekho:- (saamne dekhte hue) ab jaisi zindagi mujhe mili, vaise hi to main jeeonga na... kaun mujhe bataye k ye karo, wo karo, ye na karo, wo na karo.....

kiran:- to fir tum shadi kyun nahi kar lete..... main ye sawal karne ko kar to gai thi...... parr mere dil ki dhadkan bohut tez ho gai thiiiii... jaane shekho kya jawab deta hai.......... mere sawal par shekho kuch der k liye chup raha, kuch na bola.. fir ek lambi saans late hue bola..

shekho:- mujh jaise awara ko kaun apni beti ka rishta dega.. is puri dunya me mujhe chhod kar baaki sabb hi to shareef han.. main thehra ek badmash, sharab main peeta hon, jua main khelta hon, ladaai mai ladta hon.. bure ladkon se mera tallaq hai...

mera kahan kisi sharef ghar me rishta hoga. shadi shuda zindagi jeena hum jaison ke naseeb me nahi hai......

shekho se baat karke mujhe khushi bhi ho rahi thi...... mera dil aaj bohut jhoom raha tha...main ek step aur bhi shekho ke kareeb ho gai thi.. jaane kaisa rog laga tha use... main talaq yafta aur wo mohalla ka awara badmash............. parr izzaton ka raakhi bhi to tha wo...... aur izzaton ka raakhi to sabb se mahaan hota hai........ fir maine shekho se kuch nahi poocha tha...


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ek din main bazaar ja kar kuch kharidna chahti thi.. aur mere sath jaane wala koi nahi tha... zubi bhi apne ghar chali gai thi...... kameeni ne shekho ko leke mujhe bohut pareshan kiya tha...


mohalle se nikli to mujhe shekho mil gaya.. shekho bhi khushi khushi taanga lekar mere pass aa gaya... kuch der mai main taange par baithi shekho ke sath bazaar ja rahi thi...... aaj shekho kuch chamak raha tha.. shekho aaj kuch kuch insano wale huliye me dikh raha tha.. rang pakka sanwala tha shekho ka.. pehle moonchen bohut badi theen.. parr abb zarurat ke hisab se theee..

kiran:- kya baat hai shekho aaj to tum bohut chamak rahe ho.. kisi ki shadi vadi me jaane ka parogramme to nahi hai.. shekho aur main abb kuch aur khul gaye the.. to main shekho ko chhedte hue boli..

shekho halka sa hass dia.........

shekho:- bass aaj kal dil ka haal kuch achha hai, to aisa dikh raha hon..

kiran;- hmmm aaaj hi aacha hua hai ya kuch dino se hai....... hum dono hi ek dusre ki ankhon me ek dusre k liye bohut kuch dekh chuke the.. pyaar tha, bohut zadaya tha.. izzat thi aitram tha, wo bhi bohut badhkar.. lekin fir bhi hum ek dusre se khul kar izhaar nahi kar paa rahe the.... aur humen shayad iski zarurat bhi nahi thi.. ya zarurat thi.. par hum abhi aise hi rehna chahte the.. hum aage badh rahe the.. lekin kisi aur hisab se . dheere dheere karke hum ek dusre se khulte ja rahe the.. lekin dil ki baaten ek dusre ke liye jo dil me hai.. wo hum apne honto par nahi laa rahe the...

shekho:- dil ki halat to saalon ke badli hui thi.. par us raat ki barish ne mere dil par jami hui gard bhi dho daali thi.. tab se hi bass khush aur saf suthra rehne ko mann karta hai...... shekho saamne dekh kar mujhse baat kar raha tha aur main shekho ko dekh rahi thi.. shekho ke chehre ki chamak bohut badh gai thi....... shekho jaane kabse mujhe apne dil me basaye hue the.. uski ankhon ki gehraai ne mujhe bhi shekho se jodna shuru kar dia tha...

achanak se hi ek car taange ke saamne aa gai.... shekho ne taanga rok dia.. gaadi ki driving seat par mujhe jabbar baitha hua dikha. jabbar ke sath front seat par ek ladki bhi baithi hui thi.. dono bohut khush dikh rahe the...... jabbar ne bhi mujhe dekh liya tha.. uski ankhon mujhe khud k liye ghussa dikha.. wo door open karke bahar nikal pada.. ladki bhi jabbar ko dekh kar bahar nikal aai......

jabbar ko dekh kar mere chehre par paseene ke katre chamane lage.. abb mujhe usse darna nahi chahiye tha.. parr saalon se zulm sehte sehte jabbar ki maar ka darr bhi mere andar kahi bass gaya tha..

jabbar:- saali randi tu abhi tak zinda hai, main to samjh tha tu marr khapp gai hogi.

ladki:-kaun hai jabbar wo ladki.

jabbar:- laiba tujhe bataya to tha kiran k baare me, ye wahi hai...... meri ankhon me aansu se aa gaye the..... guzra waqt firse ankhon ke saamne lehra sa gaya tha.. jabbar ke sath kuch achhe pal bhi bitaye the maine......

shekho:- ye kya bakwas laga rakhi hai tumne.. ab wo tumhari biwi nahi rahi, to ye sabb bakwas band karo aur niklo yahan se...... shekho bhi ek jhatke me neche utar ka uske saamne khade ho gaya tha...

laiba:- ae taange wale aukat me reh kar baat karo.... do kodi ke insan apne se bartar logon se baat karne ki bhi tameez nahi hai tumme......

shekho: ghatiya logon se main aise hi baat karne ka aadi hon.. jaao, jaao kar gaadi me baitho aur phoot lo yahan se......

jabbar:- nahi jata, kya karle tu mera... jabbar ghusse me tha to mera khun khushk hone laga tha....... adat jo pad chuki thi

shekho:- (uski ankhon me ghusse se dekhta hua)kyun nahi jaayega tu yahan se.. na to ye road tere baap hai jo tu beech sadak me gaadi rok ke khada hai...... aur na hi abb kiran se tumhara koi vasta hai..agar abb ke tu nahi gaya to gaadi samet sadak se neeche phenk donga..

jabbar:- bohut ud rahe ho bachhe.. jaante nahi ho na mujhe.. ek hi jhatke me na tu rahega aur na hi tera ye taanga...

shekho:- achhha ye baat hai to dikha mujhe apni power.. main bhi to dekho kitna dumm hai tujhme aur tere baap me......

jabbar:- tameez se baat karo tum samjhe, mere baap ko beech me matt laao.. (mujhe dekhta hua)saali randi tune ek mard dhund hi liya naaa..

beech sadak par inti zillat, inti ruswaaai... kahi paani nahi tha, warna mai to doob kar marr hi jaati......... parr shekho tha na mere liye wahan.. mujhe koi ghoor ke dekhe to wo uski ankhen nikal de.. aur jabbar to fir bhi mujhe beech sadak par zaleel kar raha tha........

shekho ne ek nazar mujhe dekha, meri ankhon me aansu dekh kar shekho se sehn nahi hua aur ek thappad jabbar ke mohn par jadd dia.. jabbar ko thappad pada to uski cheekh nikal gai...... laiba bhi chekh padi jabbar ko thappad padte dekh kar.. shekho mard admi tha, jabbar kaise uska thappad seh pata, wo neeche gir pada..

laiba:- saale harami tune mere husband ko thappar kyun maara........ laiba jabbar ki biwi thi aur jabbar ne ek aur ladki ko barbad karne k liye shadi kad li thi... main aansu bahati laiba ko hamdardi se dekhne lagi.. wo nahi jaanti thi k jabbar se shadi karke unse kitni badi galti kardi hai...


laiba shekho par bhadki to shekho ne use bhi thappad maar dia.. awam sadak par ikathi ho chuki thi..... jabbar smajh gaya k ab wo shekho se nahi lad sakta, wo sirf mujhe peet sakta tha.. ya apni power ko istemal me laa kar shekho se bhid sakta tha.....

jabbar aas paas logon ko dekhne laga, usse apni beizzati sehn nahi hui thi.. par wo kuch kar nahi sakta tha.. ye wo daur tha jab mobile nahi hua karte the...

shekho ke thappad khaa kar laiba aur jabbar shekho ko ghoorne lage...

shekho:- jaao yahan se warna kahi yahi na zinda gaadh don tum dono ko..... jabbar aur laiba zaleel hokar apni gadi me baithe aur wahan se khisak liye...

shekho bhi taange par aa gaya .. taanga firse aage badhne laga

kiran:- shekho tumne dono ko thappad kyun maara..

shekho ne is baar meri or mohn kiya.. warna wo mujhe dekhe bina hi baat karne ka aadi thi. shekho ki ankhen abhi bhi laal thi.. bohut ghussa mujhe uski ankhon me dikha...

shekho:- baat tumhari ho rahi thi kiran.. koi bhi tumhe kuch kahe main bardasht nahi kar sakta... usne to fir bhi bohut ghatiya lafaz apne mohn se nikale the.. mann to kar raha tha use kaat kar rakh don..

kiran:- achha aisa kyun bhala.. pehle bhi to mai saalon takk uska zulm bardasht karti rahi hon.. tab to tumne koi action nahi liya tha........ jaane kyunn main shekho se aisi baat kar rahi thi.. dil har guzarte samay ke sath shekho ke aur bhi paas hota ja raha tha.. ek aurat ko ek mard hi ki to chaah rehti haiii.. aur wahi chaah mujhe shekho ki ankhon me dikh gai thi...

shekho:- tab ki baat aur thi kiran.. tab tum kisi ki biwi thi, kisi ki izzat thi.. aur fir tum bhi to mujhe kuch karne nahi deti.. mera rishta hi kya tha tumse..

kiran:- achha to abb kya rishta hai mera tumse........... mere honto par ek payari si muskan aa gai thi.. mujhe bohut maza aane laga tha shekho se aisi baaten karne me.. kuch der pehle jo hua tha.. zillat hui thi.. logon ke saamne jabbar ne mujhe randi kaha tha.. lekin abb firse mera dil jhoomne laga tha.. jaane kya ho jaata tha mujhe shekho ke paas hone se..

meri bat sunkar shekho hadbada gaya...

shekho:- rr... rishta .. rishta hai na dosti ka, aitmad ka.. hum hamsaye mohalle ke bhi to han..

kiran:- shekhooooooo........ main bohut dheere se shekho ko lamba karke boli .. meri awaz dheemi aur koyal ke jaisi thi... shekho ko meri awaz sunkar ek jhatka laga.. ghode ki lagaam usne khench di .. aur mujhe dekhne laga.. shekho ke dil ki dhadkan mujhe saaf sunaai dene lagi thi....

kiran:- kya hua shekho .... muskan to jaise mere honto par chipak si gai thi.. mere sharabi hont, honto ke peeche dikh rahe sufed chamakdar daant.. meri muskan ko auir bhi katil bana rahe the.. kaise shekho meri muskan ko sehn kar paata..

shekho:- aaa...aise...kyun bol rahi hai... shekho ke chehre par paseena aa gaya tha.. aur shekho ko aise dekh kar meri hansi chhoot gai thi..


shekho sehar zada sa hokar mujhe dekhne laga.. main aur bhi khilkhila kar hassne lagi........ shekho ki dhadkan to uske control me nahi aane wali thi... par uske chehre ki chamak aur bhi kai guna badh gai thi..... shekho mere chehre ko mere honto ko bade pyaar se dekhne laga tha.. fir achaanak se hi shekho ki ankhen namm si hone lagiiiiiiiiiii... meri hansi ko break lag gai...

kiran:- kya hua shekho aise tumhari ankhon me ye nami si kyun aa gai hai..

shekho se aur sehn nahi hua.. uski ankhon me jama shuda paani ikatha hua aur do bondon ki surat me uske gaal par reengne laga.. shekho ki ankhon me aansu dekh kar mera dhak dhak karne laga.. main samjh gai thi k shekho ki ankhon se aansu kyun beh nikle han...... aisa hi kuch haal to mera bhi tha.. shekho ke sath rehte hue mujhe bhi ek anjaani si khushi milti thi...... ek sukun sa milta tha.. shekho bhi meri meethi aur pyar bhari muskan sehn nahi kar paaya.. aur maare khushi ke uski ankhen chhalak padeen..


shekho to bass bheegi ankhon se hi mujhe dehke ja raha tha.. taanga beech sadak me hi ruk gaya tha.......... peeche se kisi gaadi ke horn ki awaz sunaai di to shekho ne saamne dekhte hue ghode ki lagaam ko ek jhatka dia aur ghoda firse aage badhne laga..

ajeeb si haalt ho gai thi meri bhi.. shekho ke dil me mere liye itna pyar umad aaya tha.. k ankhon se beh nikla tha...... ek mard hokar.. ladne marne wala mard hokar wo apni ankhon se aansu baha chuka tha....

jaane mujhe kya hua k mere dil ka bhi wahi haal hone laga.. dhadkan to uski bhi mere bass me nahi thi..... dhak dhak to wo baar baar karne lagta tha.. meri bhi ankhon me nami si aane lagi.... jaane mai shekho ko sochte hue main kahan ja pohnchi.. taanga achanak se ruka to mujhe ehsaas hua .. dhayan dia to bazaar aa chuka tha..

shekho ne is baar mujhe nahi dekha.. bass saamne dekhte hue ghode ko wo rok chuka tha.. main tange se neeche utri aur bazaar ki or badhne lagi.... shekho se kuch kehne ki mujhe koi zarurat nahi thi.. main jaanti thi shekho mujhe chhod kar kahi nahi jaayega...

shekho ko sochte hue maine apne liye jo zaruri tha wo kharida aur firse shekho ke paas jaane lagi.. mere kadmon me bohut tezi thi. mere pair mujhe udaa kar shekho ke paas le jaana chahte the..


wahan pohnchi to mujhe ek jhatka laga.. jabaar kameena kuch ladkon ke sath shekho ko peet raha tha.. shekho ke sarr se khun beh beh kar uske sare kapdon ko rangeen bana chuka tha...... shekho abb mere dil me bass chuka tha.. mujhse shekho ka ye haal dekha nahi gaya.. laiba kameeni bhi saath thi..

main cheekhti hui bhaagi aur ja pohnchi sabke beech me... ek majma laga hua tha.. jabbar ke ek do duston ke sarr se bhi khun nikal raha tha..

jaate hi maine jabbar ke mohn par ek zor ka thappad maar dia...

kiran:-(cheekhti hui) teri himmat bhi kaise hui shekho ko maarne ki...... laiba beech me bol padi..

laiba:- kuttiya tu bhi maregi aaj... tera haal bhi tere yaar ke jaisa hi yahan sabke saamne hoga........ mera thappad kha kar jabbar bhi ghusse se pagal ho gaya tha.. awam to hoti i harami hai.. aise scene to wo maze le le k dekhti ha... jabbar ke doston ke paas dande the aur usi dandon se wo shekho ko peet rahe the.. shekho akela hi sabke liye kaafi tha.... zarur use dhoka se maara gaya hoga......

shekho ke rehte meri himmat kaise toot sakti thi.. jabbar ka darr dil me tha.. usi dil me abb shekho bhi basne laga tha... to jabbar ka darr hamesha to rehne wala tha hai...... shekho ke pyar ne mujhe us din bhi bohut himmat de di thi.. fir aaj kaise na milti mujhe wo himmat..


kiran:-(cheekhte hue) chup kar haramzaadi tu....... (jabbar se) aur tu bhi sun bhadve, bada mard bana firta hai.. lad akela mere shekho se, aur dikha (majme ko dekhte hue) in sabb ke saamne apni mardaangi...... haha mardangi, wahi to nahi hai tere paas(laiba se) aur tu bohut uchhal rahi hai....... poochh apne harami husband se kya wo bachha paida karne layak bhi hai ya nahi........... (ek aurat ko kisi mard ke baare me aisi baat bhare majme me nahi karni chahiye thi. parr jabbar ek kutta tha, wo mard tha hi kahan) poochh isse k doctors ne bhi ise jawab de dia hai....... meri hi tarha se 2 saal baad ye, iski maa aur sabb milkar tujhe baanjh kahenge aur tu kuch nahi kar paayegi.. tab tujhe meri baat yaad aayegi........

meri ye baat aisi thi k jabbar, laiba aur jabbar ke dost sabb sannate me reh gaye.. jabbar to ankh utha kar dekhne layak nahi raha tha.. shekho me dumm bohut tha, khun se lat pat tha.. fir bhi wo uth khada hua.. use abb maarne wala koi nahi tha.. sabb mujhe jabbar ko aur laiba ko dekh rahe the....... sabse bada jhatka to laiba ko laga tha.. uski zindagi barbad ho gai thi.. uske sath itna bada dhoka kiya gaya tha.. wo jabbar ko khojti nazron se dekhne lagi.... aur jabbar laiba se nazren churane laga.

shekho ne paas khade hue ek ladke se danda chhen liya aur fir un ladkon par toot pada.......... ladkon ka dhayan shekho ki taraf nahi tha... kuch hi der me shekho ne sabke hathon par dande barsa barsa kar unke hathon se dande gira diye the.... pehle shayad shekho ke paas danda nahi tha.... parr abb wo sher bann chuka tha.. us jaisa mard is bhare majme me koi tha hi kahan...


stupid awam shekho ki tareef karne lagi...

kiran:- (laiba se) use dekh kya rahi hai... hath thaam uska aur le ja kisi doctor ke paas.. agar nahi jana chahta ye tumhare sath to main tumhe doctor ka pata bata deti hon..... khud hi pata kar lena...


ye wo zamana tha jabb ek aurat aisi baat beech chaurahe par karne se pehle mar jana pasand karti.. parr agar mai aisa na karti to ye harami saala mujhe jeene nahi deta.. maine rehna to isi shehar me tha.. paisa wala tha, kuch bhi kar sakta tha.. ghamand tha, jaldi jaane wala nahi tha.. todna pada..

adha pagal tha. mujhe uska ilaj karna pada............... aaj use pata chala tha, izzat kya hoti, apne ghar me meri bhi izzat nahi rehne di thi jabbar ne.. ghar se nikal kar bhi kameene ko chain nahi mile.. bhare pure bazar me zaleel karne laga tha.. agar mil hi gaya tha raste me to guzar jata nazar hata kar..

parr nahi...... kameene ko uske ghar me sabke saaamne zaleel kiya, fir bhi baaz nahi aaya......


laiba ka chehra dukh aur ghusse se laal ho gaya tha.. wo abb jabar ke sath kya karti hai humen isse koi lena dena nahi tha...... jabar ke dost bhi neeche pade sisak rahe the..


apan samaan jo main peeche hi phenk aai thi.. wo kisi ne nahi uthaya tha.. main ja kar wo utha aai shekho ko sath lekar wahan nikal li.........



jaane kaise rishta ban gaya tha mera shekho se.... aisa sab kuch to meri jawani me bhi mere sath nahi hua tha.. wo umar bhi to aise rang se bhari hui hoti hai.. jabbar se mera pehla pehla pyar tha.. usse bhi maine toot kar pyar kiya tha.. parr wo aise mere andar se ghayab hua tha, jab main sochti thi to mujhe hairat hoti thi...

jis se pyar karo wo dard bhi de to sehn karlo.. parr usse koi gila na karo.... shadi ke bad ke kuch mahine achhe guzre the.. fri na pyar raha na dil me koi armaan.. zulm seh seh kar mai andar se adhi mar gai thi.......

par jahan pyar ho wahan to zulm bhi ho to koi marta nahi hai..


shayad jabbar se jise main pyar samjh rahi thi..wo pyar nahi tha.. wo sirf ek attraction thi........ pyar to shayad mujhe shekho se ho gaya tha.......

aisa kuch bhi kabhi bhi maine jabbar ke sath nahi kiya tha...... parr shekho

shekho k liye to main do baar maidan me utar aai thi.... buzdil darpok hote hue bhi main darr kar khadi ho gai thi....


shekho ke karahne ki awaz se main apne khayalon se bahar nikli...... yaden to jaan chodti hi nahi thi...... koi bhi moka bane .. pal bhar me hi laut aati thi...


shekho zakhmi halat me ghode ki lagaam thame hue use daudaaye jaa raha tha..

kiran:- shekho zayada dard ho raha hai naa.... is baar main front par shekho ke sath hi baithi thi.... lekin shekho fir bhi mujhse kuch faasla rakh kar baitha tha.. shekho ke kandhe par hath rakhte hue main shekho ka haal poochhne lagi......


shekho ne mujhe dekha..

shekho:- kiran aaj zakhmo me dard to hai.. parr ek sukun bhi mil raha hai mujhe.. aaj ke zakham mujhe bohut kuch de bhi to gaye han.... mujhe meri hasiyat se bohut badhkar mila hai kiran.. main soch bhi nahi sakta tha.. koi aisa jo mere dil me basa hua hai, wo mere liye bhare bazaar me kisi ke saamne darr kar khada ho jaaye. kiran mai kahan is layak hon.. jahan rehta hon sab hi to thukte han mujhpar.. koi bhi to achhi adat nahi hai mujhme.... shekho kabhi mujhe dehkta to kabhi saamne dekhta hua mujhse baat kar raha tha....... shekho khush bhi thaa. par andar se wo bohut dukhi bhi tha.. use wo nahi mil paya tha jo wo paana chahta tha.. shayad isi liye wo aisa ban kar rehta tha................



kiran:- shekho jaise adaten tumme han, auron me bhi to aisi adaten hoti han. jabbar ko hi dekh lo.. kitna bura hai wo.. fir bhi log uski izzat karte han..

aur tum to firse jabbar se hazad guna badh kar achhe ho.. tum kis layak ho, ye mujhse badh kar aur kaun jaan sakta hai....

shekho ki dil me basne wali baat ka maine koi jawab nahi dia.... kabhi hum aisi hi baten karte to kabhi khamosh ho jaate...


mohalle ke paas wale ek clinic par shekho ne apni dressing karwaaii...... main bhi uske sath hi rahi thi.. abb mujhe kisi ki baaton ki jaise koi parwa hi nahi reh gai thi...... wahan ke sab hi to shekho ko jaante the.. wo awara tha, sharabi tha.. gunda tha...... kaun nahi jaanta tha uske ke baare me...... sab ye bhi jaante the k wo aurat ke maamle me bura insan nahi hai.. mujhe sabne hairat se dekha zarur tha.. par kisi ki bhi ankhon me koi galat nahi mujhe dikha tha.. shekho ke zakhmo ke baare me poocha gaya to bata dia k ladaai hui hai.. ladaai to uski aksar hi hoti rehti thi..



ghar aa kar maine maa ko aaj jo hua hua sab bata dia tha.. shekho ke baare me bhi maa ko main bata dia karti thi..... maa to is baat par khush thi.. maa to khud se chahti thi. k kaise bhi karke mera ghar bas jaaye.. kisi shareef ghar ke baare me socha hi nahi ja sakta tha.. pehle hi ek sharef ghar dekh chuke the.. wahan saalon tak jail ke jaise mahol me rahi thi....... maa jaan gai thi k mere dil me shekho ne dere jama liye han.. maa ne mujhse keh dia k shekho jaisa bhi hai.. usse baat badha kar shadi ke liye keh don..

main bhale hi talq yafta aurat thi.. parr thi to ek aurat.... main kaise shekho se kehti ke ao mujhe meri maa se maang lo....

mere soye armaan kabke firse jag chuke the.. purane zakham bhar chuke the dil ke.. abb us dil me bass sirf dhadkan thi aur har ek dhadkan bass shekho shekho pukarne lagti thi.......


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shekho se meri mulakaten abb roz hi hua karti.. abb school jaate aur aate hue shekho mere sath hota.. wo mera saya bann kar reh gaya tha..

hamari kabhi kabhi khul kar baat bhi ho jaati thi.. lekin aisa kabhi nahi hua tha, hum dono ne direct ek dusre se apne pyar ka izhaar kiya.. us din majme me maine sabke saamne mera shekho bol dia tha..... shekho us din se aur bhi zayada khush rehne laga tha.. abb wo puri tarha se insano ke huliye me rehne laga tha.. apne awara dost wo chhod chuka tha... jitni bhi usme buri adaten thee wo sabb chhod chuka tha.

maine direct shekho se ye sab chhodne k liye nahi kaha tha.. baat ko ghuma kar bol dia karti thi.. aur shekho to mere mohn se nikli hui ek ek bat par pura pura dhayan diya karta tha..


15 din beet chuke the jabbar wale incident ko.. mera andar abb kisi cheez ki tamanna karta tha to bass yahi k shekho baat ko aage badhaaye.. pyar ka izhaar karne ki zarurat hi kahan thi.... pyar to hum dono hi ek dusre ki ankhon me dekh chuke the.. shadi k liye wo baat age badhaaye yahi meri chaah thi.. yahi mere andar ki awaz thi..

shekho se dheron baaten hoti par shekho is ek baat ko chhod kar baaki sab baaten mujhse kiya karta tha..

shekho mujhse aiso baat isliye nahi kar paa raha tha.. k kahi main use inkaar na kardon. wo khud ko mere layak nahi samjhta tha.... shekho ko kaun bataye k ek talaq yafta aurat bhi to kisi layak nahi hoti hai..

use to bass sahara darkar hota hai...... parr mere liye to kudrat ne shekho ke roop me zindagi bhar ki khushiyan hi daal di thee.. bass agar der thi to shekho ki tarf se...


jaise meri halat thi kuch vaisi hi shekho ki bhi thi... wo bhi mujhse khul kar baat karna chahta tha.. parr uski jhijhak hi nahi jaa rahi thi........

ek din kaise bhi karke usne mujhse keh dia

kiran aaj main tumhare ghar aana chahta hon..... kya mujhe aane ki ijaat hai....

shekho ki baat sunkar to main andar se khil hi uthi thi... ye sabb sunne k liye to mai kabse bekarar thi..... yahi to thi mere dil ki awaz. ye to thi mere dil ki pukaar........ k main jaldi se shekho ki ho jaaon...

maare khushi k mujhse bola hi nahi gaya...... bass sarr hila kar shekho ko apne ghar aane k liye bol dia....... shekho bhi meri hi tarha se hawaon me ho gaya tha..




wo din mera bouht ajeeb guzar raha tha.. main ghar aa gai thi aur shekho ke aane ka intezar kar rahi thi.. par waqt tha k guzar hi nahi raha tha.. aur maaa

main maa ko bhi sabb bata chuki thi aur maa maare khushi k rone lagi thi... ek ek pal intezar me beet raha tha aur intezar tha k khatam hone ka naam hi nahi le raha tha..


din guzra shaam hui. shekho nahi aaya..... dil ki halat bad se badtar hoti chali gai.
shaam guzri to raat ka time bhi ho gaya tha..... mera dil tha k band hone ko aa gaya tha..

isse pehle k mere dil ki dhadkan tham jaati .. bahri darwaze ke khatkhateye jaane ki awaz sunaai di..... mai aur maa dono uchhal pade... khuda kare wahi ho jiske intezar me hum dono maa beti baithi hui han.....


maa:- jaa beti dekh shekho hi hai ya koi aur hai.... maa larzti hui awaz me boli..

mera bhi haal kuch maa jaise hi tha.. kamapte badan ke sath main uth khadi hui aur ladkhadate hue bahti darwaze ki or badhne lagi.... dil tha k dhak dhak karne laga tha.......... dhadkano ka shor bohut badh chuka tha.. 3 gazz se bhi mere dil ki dhadkan suni ja sakti thi..

kundi kholi aur darwaze bhi thoda sa khol kar mai bahar dekhne lagi..... bahar dekhte hi mere dil ko sukun mil gaya...... aa gaya tha wahi jiska intezar tha..

shekho mere saamne khada hua tha.. wo bohut zayada ghabraya hua lag raha tha.. main samjh gai k shekho ko deri sirf khud par kaabu paane ki waja se hui hai.

aisa to uske sath hona hi tha.... jaisi zindagi wo guzar chuka tha.. kaise wo aise maamlat me khud ko strong banata....

dono me se koi nahi bola....... main side ho gai to shekho mujhe dekhte hue andar aa gaya.......

fir himmat karke shekho ne mujhe salam bulaya. kaampti hui, dhadakte dil ke sath main bhi shekho ko salam ka jawab de hi gaiiiiiii...

roz kinti hi der hum baaten kiya karte the.. parr aaj mohn hi nahi khul rahe the..

bass mere mohn se salam k baad itna hi nikal saka

kiran:- M-maa andar hai..

shekho bhi kuch nahi bola aur mere peeche peeche aane laga.. main tez kadmon se chalti hui andar maa ke paas ja pohnchi.. aur fir wahi se sath wale room me ja ghusi.

kaise mai maa ke saamne shekho ke paas baith sakti thi...... maa mujhe dekh smile dene lagi... shekho andar aaya mai dusre door ko thoda sa khol kar maa aur shekho ko dekhne lagi..

shekho ne maa ko salam kiya..maa ne shekho ke sarr par hath rakh dia.. aur shekho ko duayen deni lagi.. maa ne shekho ko bithne ko kaha to shekho baith gaya ek kursi parr aur maa ek charpaai par ..

maa shekho ko dekhne lagi.. lekin shekho tha k apna sarr hi nahi utha paa raha tha..

kuch der guzri to shekho achanak se utha aur maa ke dono ghutno par apna sarr kar rone laga........... main aur maa heran ho gaye...

maa ka hath shekho ke sarr parr aaya.. aur shekho ke baalon me chalne laga.. maa mujhe dekhne lagi aur main kabhi maa ko to kabhi shekho..

shekho ki siskiyan kamre me goonjne lagi the....... koi bhi nahi bol raha tha.. maa bhi nahi boli, bass shekho ke mohn se hi sabb sunna chahti thi..

kuch der baad

shekho:- m-maa........... maa nahi hai mere paas.. koi bhi nahi hai mera is dunya me.
mai bohut bura bann gaya tha.. nahi banna chahiye tha mujhe dusron ki tarha se gali ka gunde...... parr maa nahi thi na mere paas.. kaise main khud ko bigAdne se rok pata.. baap bhi nahi tha.. jo mujhe bahri dunya ke saare rang samjhata..

akela tha to bigad gaya... fir kiran ko dekha, to mann hua k mera bhi ek ghar ho aur us ghar me kiran jaisi hi koi ho. jise main apna keh sakun.... parr main awara tha, lawaris tha.. koi apna nahi tha.. to kaun mujhe apni beti deta.. kaun mujh jaise gunde ko apna beta banata..

kiran bhi mujhse door ho gai to mujhe shareefon se ghutan si hone lagi.. bura tha, parr koi bhi insan hamesha bura to nahi reh jata.. koi thaam leta agar mera hath

to main bhi badal sakta tha...

isi waja se mai aur bhi bigad gaya... parr mere dil me kiran basti chali gai..

abb to wo is kadar mere dil me utar chuki hai maa k abb to aisa lagta hai, jaise agar mujhe kiran na mili to main mar jaOnga maa.......'

maaaaaa mujhe bhi apna beta bana lo maaa.. mujhe bhi apna beta bana lo...... main wada karta ho k main shareefon se bhi badhkar shareef banonga. bass mujhe aap apna beta bana len....... mujhe maa bhi mil jayegi aur kiran bhi......


shekho der se aaya tha..... usme sab bol paane ki himmat bhi nahi thi.. aate hi wo kuch chup bhi raha tha..

fir to shekho ne kamal hi kar dia tha..... aisa bola shekho .. itna achha bola shekho.. inta jazbati hua shekho...

shekho rote hue bol raha tha...... parr mujhe aur maa ko bhi rula gaya tha shekho...

maa aur mai khud par control nahi kar paaye aur hum dono bhi aansu bahane lageee.. hum patthar dil nahi the.. jo shekho ke dard ko mehsus na kar paate... shekho to fir bhi abb mera apna tha.. kaise uske dard kk sehn kar paati

maa bhi rote hue shekho se boli

maa:- kaun kehta hai tum bure ho bete.. tum to kaiyon se achhe ho.. dunya ke paas to dekhne wali nazar hi nahi hai..... is maa se poochho beta jiska koi beta nahi hai.. gham na kar shekho beta. abb se tu mera beta hai...... pagle main meri beti to kabse teri raaj dekh rahi thee...... mujhe tujh jaisa beta aur kahan milega.. aur kiran beti ko tere jaisa humsafar bhi kahi nahi milega..... shekho beta main khushi khushi pure mann se apni beti ka hath tumhare tham me deti hon..

shekho ne apna chehra opar uthaya .. uski aansuon bhari ankhon me aaj chamak hamesha se badh kar thi...... shekho ne maa ke dono hathon ko thama aur dono ko baari baari choomne laga..........

shekho:- maa mujhse kabhi bhi kuch aisa vaisa ho jaaye to ek maa hote hue pura haq samjh kar mere sath kuch bhi kar jaana.. aapka beta marr jaayega lekin uff tak nahi karega..

maa:- jaanti hon beta.. ek maa apne bete ki ankhon me dekh kar sabb samjh jati hai..
tere baare me jo baten bhi mashahoor han.. aab se tum use bhul jaaaoo.. shekho beta ek achha kaam kar jaao to dunya hamesha yaad rakhti hai... tum bhi badal jaaoge mujhe iska yakeen hai.. tumhe badla hua dekh kar baaki sabb bhi tumhe achha samjhne lagenege....... aur fir jitni izzat wali nazren teri han is mohalle me aur aas paas ke mohalle me...... unti pakeezgi kisi shareef maa ke bete ki ankhon me bhi maine kabhi nahi dehki... jug jug jio mere bachhe.........

kiran beta jaao meetha le aao .. sabb is khushi ke moke par mohn meetha karte han..

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maa ki izzat thi mohalle me...... main baanjh mashahoor thi.... talaaq yafta bhi to mohalle ke logon ne jab suna k meri shadi shekho se hone ja rahi hai to

sab apni ungliyan danton me dabaye ek dusre ko dekhne lage the...... main is mohalle me maujud 4-5 khubsurat tareen ladkiyon me se ek thi.... abb chonke main ladki se aurat bannn chuki thi.. parr fir bhi meri khubsurati ki misal di jaati thi.. bass meri pehle shadi ne mujhe aur meri khubsurti ko khaa liya tha.. warna to mujh jaise koi na thi........

jis ne bhi suna wo hamare ghar aa gaya.. sab heran to the... parr khush bhi sabb bohut hue the.... ek to maa se aur mujhse pyar ki waja se ... dusra shekho jaisa bhi tha...... aurat ke maamle usse badhkar koi nahi tha......


aksar to kehne lage k abb se shekho bhi badal jaayega......

parr

shekho to kabka badal chuka tha...


mohalle ke logon ne sab intezam kiya...... sab milkar meri aur shekho ki shadi ko simple lekin achhe andaz me karane ka intezam kar rahe the........ mohalle ki ladkiyan aur aurten hamare ghar me dera jama chuki theeeeee.. mujhe aur maa ko mubarak baad de rahi theeeee............. kuch to mujhe tang bhi kar rahi thiiii

aur main tang hokar bhi maze me thi...... dil jo jhoom jhoom utha tha..

shekho ne apna makaan bech dia tha.. aur mere ghar ke sath wala ghar le liya tha.. mujhe bohut hairat thi...... sabb mohalle wale milkar meri aur shekho ki shadi k liye bohut excited the..... sab shekho ko badla hua dekhna chahte the... aur mujhe abad dekhna chahte the. sab bohut mohabbat bhara saluk kar rahe the.

 

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wo ghadi bhi aa kar guzar chuki thi, jis ghadi main shekho ki ho chuki thi..

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is waqt main ek purane lekin saaf suthre bed par baithi thi.. ghoonghat me chehra chhupaye main shekho ke intezar me thi........ dil dhak dhak kar raha tha......

ghabrahat hoke bhi nahi thi....... kunwari jo nahi thi.... isliye wo ghabrahat nahi thi... bass kya baton dil ki kya halat thi...



mann ki murad puri ho chuki thi...


jo chaha tha wo paa chuki thi..... ek baar pehle bhi chaah kar paa chuki thi. lekin wo kameeena farebi nikla tha...... parr mujhe shekho par pura bharosa tha..
is baar ka maamla alag tha....


door ke khulne ki awaz hui aur mai seedhi hokar baith gai.....

shekho darwaza band karke lock karke mere paas aane laga..... uske kadmon ke sath mere dil ki dhadkan badh rahi thi......

jald hi shekho mere paas pohcha. gala khanghaar kar saaf kiya aur mere paas bed par aa baitha......

shekho ne sabse pehle mujhe salam kiya.... fir wo aage bola

shekho:- kiran main is dunya ka sabse khush naseeb insan hon jo mujhe tum mil gai.. ek gunde ko tum jaisi biwi mil gai.... itni hasiyat kahan thi meri...... tum jaise haseen aur haya wali aaj meri biwi bani meri nigahon ke saamne hai......

kiran pehli baar jab tumhe dekha tha to mann hua tha k tum jaisi hi ek meri bhi biwi ho....... bohut se armaan the mere... jo pure nahi ho sake. aur tum shadi karke mujhse door ho gai....... pehle to mujhe zayada mehsus nahi hua tha.... lekin fir jab tum apni maa se milne aane lagi to mujhe laga k mujhse meri bohut hi payari cheez mujhse hamsha k liye door ho chuki hai.... kiran main toot gaya tha.. main chah kar khud ko tumhari yaadon se bahar nahi nikal paya. har dum tumhari surat meri ankhon me basi rehti thi....... fir maine khud ko bhulane k liye sharab ka sahara liya.. jo kamata sabb sharab jue aur doston me udaa deta... kaun tha mera jiske mai paise bacha kr rakhta....... koi nahi tha meri zindagi me..... ek dhutkara hua akela insan tha mai.......


tum firse meri zindagi me laut aai to mujhe firse lagne laga k jaise meri keemti cheez mujhe firse mil gai ho.... lekin himmat nahi ho paa rahi thi... tumhe apna kehne ki.. tumhe apni zindagi me shamil karne ki....... lekin fir tumhare pyar ne mujhe wo himmat de di aur tum meri zindagi me shamil ho gai...... aur aaj tum mere saamne ho....... kiran mujhe bohut se gile the khuda se .. main hamesha hi mehrum raha hon....... parr abb main har lihaz se pura hon..... kisi cheez ki koi kami nahi hai mujhe...... mere paas tum ho to mujhe abb kisi aur cheez ki tamanna nahi rahi..

shekho anpadh tha, apna naam bhi likhna nahi jaanta tha.. parr wo baaten bohut khubsurat karta tha.. zamane ne shekho ko bohut kuch sikha dia tha....

parr jo wo pyaar me seekh gaya tha wo bohut badhkar tha......

shekho ne mera ghoonghat uthaya aur mujhe niharne laga.. meri palken bhari hone lagi theeeeee.. dil jhoom jhoom raha tha... shekhon ke sakht hath fir mere gaal se touch hue to shekho mere narm gaalo ko mehsus karne laga..... ek sarsarahat si mere jism me daud gai..... aise lams main pehle kabhi nahi paa saki thi... sakht aur pehlwani hath ki waja se mere jism ne chiyuntiyan si daudne lagee.. shekho ne kuch der mere gaal ko mehsus kia .. fir ek haar apne hath me lekar mujhe pehnane laga...

shekho:- ye meri maa ka haar hai kiran...... maa to mujhe sahi se yaad bhi nahi hai.. parr haar me baare me mai sab jaanta hon.... bade chaao se maine apni dulhan k liye sambhal kar rakha tha.... tumhe dekha tha pehle jab, to mann hua tha k ise tumhare gale me pehnaaoga..... parr aisa nahi ho saka. khuda se firse mujhe ise tumhare gale me pehnane ka moka dia hai to main, meri maa aur ye haar bohut khush han....

shekho ne haar mere gale me pehna dia...... haar gold ka tha..... shekho ne ise polish karwa liya tha. wo chamak raha tha.. mujhe bhala sone chandi ki kyun parwa hone lagi...... lekin shekho ne mujhe pehnaya tha to mere liye ye kisi diamond nechlace se kamm nahi tha....


shekho mujhse aur bhi apni mohabbar ki baaten karne laga.. aur mai meri shram bhi dheere dheere kamm hone lagi...... shekho ne mujhe hasil karne me jaldi nahi ki..

wo bade sukun se dheere dheere karke aage badh raha tha...



fir wo time bhi aa gaya .. jab main shekho ki bahun me bina kapdon ke thi.... shekho bhi apne kapde utaar chuka tha.... khushi bhara milan shuru hone wala tha.. dil ki dhadkan ek barr firse badhne lagi thi..

shekho ne baithe baithe hi mujhe gale se laga liya tha.. shekho ke sakht jism se mera narm jism takra raha tha.. to andar ka sabb jhunjhunaya hua tha.. sansani si pure jism me daud rahi thi.. shekho ke hath meri kamar par reeng rahe the..

aur main madhosh hoti jaa rahi thi..... shekho mujhe aise treat kar raha tha, jaise main koi sheeshe ki bani hui dol hon.. thoda sa dabane se toot jaaongi..

ye shekho ki mujhse beinteha mohabbar thi.. wo mujhe dil se, pure chaao se apna bana raha tha. aur main andar tak khilti jaa rahi thi........

shekho ab pura hi badla gaya tha.. chhote chhote baal. chhoti chhoti moonchhen.. sanwala rang, lekin chehre par chamak..

shekho ne mujhe fir kiss karni shuru kar di... main to shekho ke ek ek lams par fida ho rahi thi.. ek ek lams par mere andar sukun sa utarata jaa raha tha..

mere honto pr lagi lipstick ki parwa kiye bina hi shekho mere honto ko peene laga. shekho ka ek hath meri ek chuchi parr aaya to shekho use dabane laga.. ek current sa mere andar daud gaya... sakht hath ki ragad se mujhe bohut maza mila...

shekho ne kuch der mujhe kiss ki.. fir usne mujhe liya dia aur mere dono doodh par aa kar ek ko mohn me liya aur choosne laga.. dusra ko apni ungliyon me luiya aur halke halke dabane laga.....

shekho ye sabb bohut prem se kar raha tha.. itna maza itna sukun mujhe mil raha tha.. main bata nahi sakti...... kuch hi der me mere dono doodh phhoolne lage to shekho dono nippples ko baari baari chosne laga..


shekho ke lams se, shekho ke pyaar se mera andar tak mehakne laga tha... aise hi pyar k liye to ek aurat machla karti thi.. aisa hi pyar to use apne mard se chahiye hita hai......... jism ki bhuk na ho... bass pyaar ho.... jism ki talab hoti hai..


apni biwi se milan karte hue jism ki bhuk to honi hi nahi chahiye... aisa mere sath kabhi bhi jabbar ne nahi kiya tha...

jabbar ne to first night me hi mere ghoonghat ko utar kar side me phenk dia tha, aur mere dard ki parwa kiye bina mujhe raat bhar chodta raha tha...

lekin shekho to jaise ek ek pal ko mehsus kar raha tha.. aur mujhe mehsus karwa raha tha..........

meri siskiyan badhee to shekho ne mere nipples ko chhod dia....... meri ankhen band thee.. shekho ko nahi dekha maine........ maine to abhi takk shekho k lund ko bhi nahi dekha tha.... sharam ki waja se main apni ankhen hi nahi utha paa rahi thi..


shekho ne mere dono pair khol kar utha diye main samjh gai k shekho abb kya karne wala hai....... mere dil ki dhadkan ek baar firse badh gai thi..

main to mann se shaanti se chudne k liye taras hi gai thi.... shru ke kuch mahino ke baad se main ab takk khul kar with fully satisfaction chudaai nahi kar paai thi..


shekho ne jaise hi apne lund ko meri chut par rakha to mujhe mehsus ho gaya k shekho ka lund normal size se bohut badhkar ha..... andar se to main puri hi khil uthi thi..
ek aurat ko achha husband mil jaaye... fir use ek achha aur sehat mand lund bhi mil jaaye to usse badh kar khusi kise ho sakti hai..... main bhi sab mehsus kar ke bohut khush thi......

shekho ne thoda sa badaao badha dia.. meri chut pehle se hi bohut geeli ho chuki thi. halka sa dhakka laga aur shekho ke lund ka cap meri chut me..........

abb muje asli shaanti mili thi.. warna jitni aag shekho ne laga di thi... chain nahi mil paa raha tha mujhe........

ek muddat se main sahi se chud nahi paai thi to meri chut tight ho chuki thi.. aur fir maa ne bhi chut ko aur bhi tight karne me meri madad ki thi... shekho bhi sabb samjh raha tha.. wo bhi meri chut ki tightness ko jaan paa raha tha..

shekho ne bohut pyaar se dheeere dheeere karke apne lund ko aaage badhana shuru kia.. mujhe dard hota to wo ruk jaata.. mujhse kuch poochta. lekin main kuch nahi boli..

wo khud se hi sab kar raha tha.. pehli baar tha.. sharam aahista aahista hi jayegi..

shekho mujhe thoda thoda karke dard deta hua apne lund ko meri chut ne andar aur andar le raha tha........ pata nahi uska lund kitna bada tha.. pura ho hi nahi raha tha..... abb to shekho ka lund is hadd se hi aage ja chuka tha.. jahan tak pehle meri chut khul chuki thi....... aage shekho ko kuch pareshani hone lagi to shekho ne mujhse poochh kar ek bada dhakka maar dia.....


aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh dard ke maare meri cheekh nikal gai........ itne saal chud chud ke bhi dard baaki reh gaya tha.......



shekho mere honto parr aur mujhe kiss karte hue mer doodh ko badane laga.. abb uska sara hi lund meri chut me tha..... mujhe apne andar takk, apni bachhe dani tak shekho ka lund mehsus ho raha tha..... chudaai aur lund ka bhi asli sawad main paa chuki thi... pyar to shekho ka mai paa hi chuki thi...... jo adhure chaah the wo bhi abb pure hue..

kuch der baad fir shekho ne mujhe chodna shru kar dia..... abb shekho ek ridham ke sath mujhe chod raha tha.......

shekho ke pyar se mujhe chodne ki waja se mere andar current badhne lagi.. dheere dheere mere andar ki garmi badhti hui chut tak pohnchi aur fir mujhe jhatke dete hue meri chut se bahar nikal gai........

shekho nahi rukaa...... shekho mard tha, pura mard....

raat bhar ne shekho ne na mujhe sone dia aur na ho shekho khud soya .. apni mann ki wo saari puri kar lena chahta tha.. jitna wo tadpa tha.. wo sari tadap mita lena chahta tha...

jitna pyar use nahi mil paya tha. utna pyar wo pa lena chahta tha....


use mai mili mera pyar mila...... mujhe wo mila aur uska pyar mila...... fir aisa mila k andar ka saara soona pann hamesha k liye khatam ho kar reh gaya.


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ek hi mahine main pergnant bhi ho gai...... meri khushi ka koi thinaka nahi raha tha.. jis khushi k liye main saalon se taras rahi thi.. mujhe wo khushi mil gai thi.. mujhe ek baanjh aurat ka taana dia gaya tha...

parr main baanjh nahi thi.... khuda ne meri sun li thi... bhar di thi meri god.. shekho aur maa bhi bohut khush hue the..

pure mohalle me mithaai baanti gai... aur mohalle wale to jaise humse bhi zayada khush the...... jo bachha abhi dunya me aaya hi nahi tha.. uske liye kapdon ka dher laga dia tha mohalle walun ne......



mujhe pehle beta hua tha.. fir agle 6 saalon me mere aur bhi 4 bete aur ek beti ho gai.......... main baanjh thi...... lekin khuda ne mujhe shekho dia .. fir shekho se mujhe 6 bachhe diye... meri maa jo apni ek bati se door thi..... abb uski god me uski beti ke bachhe khelne lage the... maa boodhi hokar bhi jawan ho gai thi.... uske dil ke bhi soone armaan jaag chuke the.. beta nahi tha, koi pota poti bhi nahi the.. lekin beti se hi use itna sabb mil raha tha, to maa ki bhi khushi ka koi thikana nahi tha...... dono ghar mila kar ek kar diye gaye the..... hum sabb sath milkar rehte the. maa ke saare gham kahtam ho gaye the....

shekho ab shekho nahi raha tha....... wo sheikh qadir bakhsh bann chuka tha..

shekho ka naam bigad kar shekho bana dia gaya tha.. uska asli naam sheikh qadir bakhsh tha........ shadi ke baad to shekho aisa badla . jaisa aaj takk kisi ne kisi ko badla hua nahi dekha tha....... dunya ke liye wo sheikh qadir bakhsh ban gaya tha.... parr mere liye wo shuru se hi shekho tha... aur marte dumm tak rahega..


shekho ne shuraat taange se ki thi........ maine bhi teaching fir tution shuru kar di thi...... shekho ko to maine kuch mahino me hi padhan likhna bhi sikha dia tha...

shekho ko koi anpadh abb nahi keh sakta tha.... aur fuir aane wale time me shekho se khud se bhi jitna time bachta mujhse pyaar aur fir padhaai....


dekhte hi dekhte waqt beetne laga........ sheikh qadir bakhsh....... seth qadir bakhsh bann gaya........

pyar ho apne hon.. to sab ho jaata ha....shuru shuru me taanga bech kar aur jo maa ke paas zevar tha wo bech kar ek taxi shekho k liye kharid li thi....

fir taxi ke baad ek truck....... guzre saalon me ek truck se kai truck kharid liye gaye....... jis kaam me bhi hum hath daalte usme humen fayda hi milta........


aur fir dekhte hi dekhte hum shehar ke celebrities ban gaye.............

laiba ne jabbar ko dhoka dene ke chakkar me uski property par kabza kar liya tha.. fir jabbar se divorce lekar kisi aur se shadi kar li thi.... meri waja se uski zindagi barbad hone se bachh gai thi.... kuch saal guzre to hamari dosti bhi ho gai thi....... uske ghar walun se bhi hamare relatiob ban gaye the.....

jabbar abb business me nahi tha.... kasrate sharab ki waja se uski sehat aur bhi bigad gai thi.. uske hisse ke sari dualat laiba ke hisse me aa gai thi... use apne hi ghar me dhutkaar milne lagi thi...... aur jabbar ki maa jab bhi kabhi mujhse milti thi to mujhse maafi maangti thi... bass ek hi baat k usse bohut bada gunaa ho gaya tha.. aur main use maaf kardon..... kar dia maine use maaf

use saza kudrat se mil gai thi.... jis bete ki waja se mere sath ghatiya saluk kiya gaya tha.. wo abb kisi kaam ka nahi tha.......

fir jabbar apni maa ki zindagi me hi chal basa....... fi arse baad wo chal basi...

meri maa jab tak zinda rahi hamesha khush rahi.... firse kabhi koi gham uski zindagi me nahi aaya.... shekho ne kabhi mujhe ya meri maa ko koi gham aane hi nahi dia tha..
shekho jaisa insaan kahi aas paas tha bhi to nahi..........


fir maa bhi mujhe chhod kar chali gai..... use to jana hi tha... kaun is dunya me sada raha hai...... mujhe bhi jana hai is dunya se aur mere shekho ko bhi........

shekho ne mujhe itna pyar dia k mujhe kabhi kisi cheez ki talab rahi hi nahi thi. jo kuch bhi paas tha wo to zindagi ki needs theeeeeeee.. warna asal chez to mere paas mere liye shekho tha..........


zindagi ne kuch saal bohut dard diya tha mujhe...... lekin fir mujhe shekho mila to uske baad koi gham mujhtak nahi pohnch paya.... shekho tha naa mere aur gham ke beech me ek deewar ki manind.........................


jitna khubsurat waqt guzra.. utna hi jaldi bhi guzar gaya aur main boodhi ho gai.. shekho bhi boodha ho gaya tha.. lekin hamara pyar kabhi bhi kamm nahi hua tha.. uski shiddat hamesha badhti hi rahi ..

fir pochhle saal wo bhi mujhe chhod gaya........ khubsurat zindagi khatam ho gai meri...... abb to mai bhi akhri saanse le rahi hon.........

is dunya se jaa rahi hon.. par koi gila nahi .. koi gham nai..
bohut kuch paa ke main is dunya se jaa rahi hon...

kabhi kabhi socha karti thi k agar jabbar ya fir uske ghar wale mere sath wo sabb na karte to kya meri zindagi me shekho aata hai...... nahi aata ..

mujhe itna sukun. itna pyar milta .. nahi milta.......




likh liya dadi aage baaten, ek room me ek ladki ek notebook pakde hath me pencil thaame apni dadi se uski zindagi ki kahani sun kar likh rahi thi.... dadi nahi boli to ladki ne dadi ko dekha jo bed par takiye par sarr rakhe leti hui thi.....

ladki:- ohhhhhh lagta hai dadi bolte bolte so gai hai... chalo koi nahi baaki kal jaan longi.... notebook aur pencil side me daraz me rakha aur apni dadi ke paas let gai.. wo apni dadi ke chehre ko dekhne lagi..... use apni dadi se bohut payar tha.. wo apni dadi ke chehre par hath ferne lagi.... use aisa karke sukun milta tha..

parr aaj.... achanak se hi us ladki ko kuch gadbad lagi to wo dadi ko seedha karke dadi ko check karne lagi.....

foran hi use ehsaas ho gaya k dadi saans nahi le pa rahi ha....... wo bhayankar awaz me cheekh uthi....... uski cheekh sunkar sab ghar wale ikathe ho gaye.....


ladki ke room ka door khula hua tha.. sab andar aa gaye .. sab poochhhne lage k

sab:----- kirna beti cheekhi kyun.?....ladki ka naam bhi kiran tha.. dadi ne bade chauk se apna naam apni is ladli poti ko dia tha..

ladki ne rote hue bataya k dadi ki saans nahi chal rahi hai.......


sab ghabra gaye aur dadi ko check karne lage..... unme se ek doctor bhi tha.... usne bata dia k dadi abb nahi rahi.....

ye sunkar zor zor se rone lage..




KIRAN KI KHUBSURAT ZINDAGI KE END HO CHUKA THA.......


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[NaziaNoor]

Really Good ....

you started new story......good...but
early 3 story pending ....atleast give update each story please... still pending long time

Kahan Ho Tum Meri Jaan (adultry..talash..action..etc)
Kuch Rang Zindagi Ke Aise Bhi and
The Life Of mine({story of a monkey}{fantasy+Adultery+action}

kindly post update please .........any one...............too much excitement and enthusiasm
WAITING..................

asadjee​

 

[NaziaNoor]

Note:-story ki daily ek update dena mere liye mushkil nahi hai.. agar mai 5 stories shuru karun aur roz hi har ek story ki ek ek update post karta rahun to mujhe pareshani to hogi, parr ye hona impossible nahi hai.. update ko speed se likhne me mujhe koi pareshani nahi hoti.. lekin jaise jaise mai stories likhta ja raha hon.. vaise vaise mere likhne ka dhang bhi badalta ja raha hai.. shok shok me likhna shuru kiya tha, parr mujhe aap sab ki bharpur support milne lagi..aap sabb ki bharpur support aur pyaar ki waja se mai aisi stories likh paane me kamyab ho pa raha hon.. abb jabb aap sabb ko meri storeis bohut pasand aa rahi han, to maine socha hai k stories ko abb kuch kuch aise likhon k aap sab ka maza double ho jaaye.. stories mai aap sab k liye likh raha hon, to mera mann hai k mai aap sabb ko manoranjhan se bharpuur har ek update likh ke dia karon.. uske thoda time zayada lagta hai, to main aap sabb ki raye jaanna chahta hon k aap sab is baare me kya kehte han.. sab kuch aapke liye likhta hon to aap sab se poochha mera farz banta hai..

itna zarur kahunga k laa-waris aap sabb k liye ke best story banane ki puri puri koshish karunga..

Thanks..!!

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Why This Story pending...Kahan Ho Tum Meri Jaan (adultry..talash..action..etc) and

Kuch Rang Zindagi Ke Aise Bhi and
The Life Of mine({story of a monkey}{fantasy+Adultery+action}

kindly update please...

waiting for update"s

 

[SD...]

Bahot hi khubsurat kahani likhi hai aapne bro
Keep it up

 

[asadjee]

Really Good ....

you started new story......good...but
early 3 story pending ....atleast give update each story please... still pending long time

Kahan Ho Tum Meri Jaan (adultry..talash..action..etc)
Kuch Rang Zindagi Ke Aise Bhi and
The Life Of mine({story of a monkey}{fantasy+Adultery+action}

kindly post update please .........any one...............too much excitement and enthusiasm
WAITING..................

asadjee​

i know dear............ maine ek story ko ek mahine me shuru karne ka wada kar lia hai aapse..... main abhi aap sabb k beech me hon.... jald hi step by step pending stories ko bhi shuru kiya jaayega................

 

[asadjee]

Why This Story pending...Kahan Ho Tum Meri Jaan (adultry..talash..action..etc) and

Kuch Rang Zindagi Ke Aise Bhi and
The Life Of mine({story of a monkey}{fantasy+Adultery+action}

kindly update please...

waiting for update"s

thanks for waiting.

 

[asadjee]

Bahot hi khubsurat kahani likhi hai aapne bro
Keep it up

bohut bohut shukriya........