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is waqt main ek purane lekin saaf suthre bed par baithi thi.. ghoonghat me chehra chhupaye main shekho ke intezar me thi........ dil dhak dhak kar raha tha......
ghabrahat hoke bhi nahi thi....... kunwari jo nahi thi.... isliye wo ghabrahat nahi thi... bass kya baton dil ki kya halat thi...
mann ki murad puri ho chuki thi...
jo chaha tha wo paa chuki thi..... ek baar pehle bhi chaah kar paa chuki thi. lekin wo kameeena farebi nikla tha...... parr mujhe shekho par pura bharosa tha..
is baar ka maamla alag tha....
door ke khulne ki awaz hui aur mai seedhi hokar baith gai.....
shekho darwaza band karke lock karke mere paas aane laga..... uske kadmon ke sath mere dil ki dhadkan badh rahi thi......
jald hi shekho mere paas pohcha. gala khanghaar kar saaf kiya aur mere paas bed par aa baitha......
shekho ne sabse pehle mujhe salam kiya.... fir wo aage bola
shekho:- kiran main is dunya ka sabse khush naseeb insan hon jo mujhe tum mil gai.. ek gunde ko tum jaisi biwi mil gai.... itni hasiyat kahan thi meri...... tum jaise haseen aur haya wali aaj meri biwi bani meri nigahon ke saamne hai......
kiran pehli baar jab tumhe dekha tha to mann hua tha k tum jaisi hi ek meri bhi biwi ho....... bohut se armaan the mere... jo pure nahi ho sake. aur tum shadi karke mujhse door ho gai....... pehle to mujhe zayada mehsus nahi hua tha.... lekin fir jab tum apni maa se milne aane lagi to mujhe laga k mujhse meri bohut hi payari cheez mujhse hamsha k liye door ho chuki hai.... kiran main toot gaya tha.. main chah kar khud ko tumhari yaadon se bahar nahi nikal paya. har dum tumhari surat meri ankhon me basi rehti thi....... fir maine khud ko bhulane k liye sharab ka sahara liya.. jo kamata sabb sharab jue aur doston me udaa deta... kaun tha mera jiske mai paise bacha kr rakhta....... koi nahi tha meri zindagi me..... ek dhutkara hua akela insan tha mai.......
tum firse meri zindagi me laut aai to mujhe firse lagne laga k jaise meri keemti cheez mujhe firse mil gai ho.... lekin himmat nahi ho paa rahi thi... tumhe apna kehne ki.. tumhe apni zindagi me shamil karne ki....... lekin fir tumhare pyar ne mujhe wo himmat de di aur tum meri zindagi me shamil ho gai...... aur aaj tum mere saamne ho....... kiran mujhe bohut se gile the khuda se .. main hamesha hi mehrum raha hon....... parr abb main har lihaz se pura hon..... kisi cheez ki koi kami nahi hai mujhe...... mere paas tum ho to mujhe abb kisi aur cheez ki tamanna nahi rahi..
shekho anpadh tha, apna naam bhi likhna nahi jaanta tha.. parr wo baaten bohut khubsurat karta tha.. zamane ne shekho ko bohut kuch sikha dia tha....
parr jo wo pyaar me seekh gaya tha wo bohut badhkar tha......
shekho ne mera ghoonghat uthaya aur mujhe niharne laga.. meri palken bhari hone lagi theeeeee.. dil jhoom jhoom raha tha... shekhon ke sakht hath fir mere gaal se touch hue to shekho mere narm gaalo ko mehsus karne laga..... ek sarsarahat si mere jism me daud gai..... aise lams main pehle kabhi nahi paa saki thi... sakht aur pehlwani hath ki waja se mere jism ne chiyuntiyan si daudne lagee.. shekho ne kuch der mere gaal ko mehsus kia .. fir ek haar apne hath me lekar mujhe pehnane laga...
shekho:- ye meri maa ka haar hai kiran...... maa to mujhe sahi se yaad bhi nahi hai.. parr haar me baare me mai sab jaanta hon.... bade chaao se maine apni dulhan k liye sambhal kar rakha tha.... tumhe dekha tha pehle jab, to mann hua tha k ise tumhare gale me pehnaaoga..... parr aisa nahi ho saka. khuda se firse mujhe ise tumhare gale me pehnane ka moka dia hai to main, meri maa aur ye haar bohut khush han....
shekho ne haar mere gale me pehna dia...... haar gold ka tha..... shekho ne ise polish karwa liya tha. wo chamak raha tha.. mujhe bhala sone chandi ki kyun parwa hone lagi...... lekin shekho ne mujhe pehnaya tha to mere liye ye kisi diamond nechlace se kamm nahi tha....
shekho mujhse aur bhi apni mohabbar ki baaten karne laga.. aur mai meri shram bhi dheere dheere kamm hone lagi...... shekho ne mujhe hasil karne me jaldi nahi ki..
wo bade sukun se dheere dheere karke aage badh raha tha...
fir wo time bhi aa gaya .. jab main shekho ki bahun me bina kapdon ke thi.... shekho bhi apne kapde utaar chuka tha.... khushi bhara milan shuru hone wala tha.. dil ki dhadkan ek barr firse badhne lagi thi..
shekho ne baithe baithe hi mujhe gale se laga liya tha.. shekho ke sakht jism se mera narm jism takra raha tha.. to andar ka sabb jhunjhunaya hua tha.. sansani si pure jism me daud rahi thi.. shekho ke hath meri kamar par reeng rahe the..
aur main madhosh hoti jaa rahi thi..... shekho mujhe aise treat kar raha tha, jaise main koi sheeshe ki bani hui dol hon.. thoda sa dabane se toot jaaongi..
ye shekho ki mujhse beinteha mohabbar thi.. wo mujhe dil se, pure chaao se apna bana raha tha. aur main andar tak khilti jaa rahi thi........
shekho ab pura hi badla gaya tha.. chhote chhote baal. chhoti chhoti moonchhen.. sanwala rang, lekin chehre par chamak..
shekho ne mujhe fir kiss karni shuru kar di... main to shekho ke ek ek lams par fida ho rahi thi.. ek ek lams par mere andar sukun sa utarata jaa raha tha..
mere honto pr lagi lipstick ki parwa kiye bina hi shekho mere honto ko peene laga. shekho ka ek hath meri ek chuchi parr aaya to shekho use dabane laga.. ek current sa mere andar daud gaya... sakht hath ki ragad se mujhe bohut maza mila...
shekho ne kuch der mujhe kiss ki.. fir usne mujhe liya dia aur mere dono doodh par aa kar ek ko mohn me liya aur choosne laga.. dusra ko apni ungliyon me luiya aur halke halke dabane laga.....
shekho ye sabb bohut prem se kar raha tha.. itna maza itna sukun mujhe mil raha tha.. main bata nahi sakti...... kuch hi der me mere dono doodh phhoolne lage to shekho dono nippples ko baari baari chosne laga..
shekho ke lams se, shekho ke pyaar se mera andar tak mehakne laga tha... aise hi pyar k liye to ek aurat machla karti thi.. aisa hi pyar to use apne mard se chahiye hita hai......... jism ki bhuk na ho... bass pyaar ho.... jism ki talab hoti hai..
apni biwi se milan karte hue jism ki bhuk to honi hi nahi chahiye... aisa mere sath kabhi bhi jabbar ne nahi kiya tha...
jabbar ne to first night me hi mere ghoonghat ko utar kar side me phenk dia tha, aur mere dard ki parwa kiye bina mujhe raat bhar chodta raha tha...
lekin shekho to jaise ek ek pal ko mehsus kar raha tha.. aur mujhe mehsus karwa raha tha..........
meri siskiyan badhee to shekho ne mere nipples ko chhod dia....... meri ankhen band thee.. shekho ko nahi dekha maine........ maine to abhi takk shekho k lund ko bhi nahi dekha tha.... sharam ki waja se main apni ankhen hi nahi utha paa rahi thi..
shekho ne mere dono pair khol kar utha diye main samjh gai k shekho abb kya karne wala hai....... mere dil ki dhadkan ek baar firse badh gai thi..
main to mann se shaanti se chudne k liye taras hi gai thi.... shru ke kuch mahino ke baad se main ab takk khul kar with fully satisfaction chudaai nahi kar paai thi..
shekho ne jaise hi apne lund ko meri chut par rakha to mujhe mehsus ho gaya k shekho ka lund normal size se bohut badhkar ha..... andar se to main puri hi khil uthi thi..
ek aurat ko achha husband mil jaaye... fir use ek achha aur sehat mand lund bhi mil jaaye to usse badh kar khusi kise ho sakti hai..... main bhi sab mehsus kar ke bohut khush thi......
shekho ne thoda sa badaao badha dia.. meri chut pehle se hi bohut geeli ho chuki thi. halka sa dhakka laga aur shekho ke lund ka cap meri chut me..........
abb muje asli shaanti mili thi.. warna jitni aag shekho ne laga di thi... chain nahi mil paa raha tha mujhe........
ek muddat se main sahi se chud nahi paai thi to meri chut tight ho chuki thi.. aur fir maa ne bhi chut ko aur bhi tight karne me meri madad ki thi... shekho bhi sabb samjh raha tha.. wo bhi meri chut ki tightness ko jaan paa raha tha..
shekho ne bohut pyaar se dheeere dheeere karke apne lund ko aaage badhana shuru kia.. mujhe dard hota to wo ruk jaata.. mujhse kuch poochta. lekin main kuch nahi boli..
wo khud se hi sab kar raha tha.. pehli baar tha.. sharam aahista aahista hi jayegi..
shekho mujhe thoda thoda karke dard deta hua apne lund ko meri chut ne andar aur andar le raha tha........ pata nahi uska lund kitna bada tha.. pura ho hi nahi raha tha..... abb to shekho ka lund is hadd se hi aage ja chuka tha.. jahan tak pehle meri chut khul chuki thi....... aage shekho ko kuch pareshani hone lagi to shekho ne mujhse poochh kar ek bada dhakka maar dia.....
aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh dard ke maare meri cheekh nikal gai........ itne saal chud chud ke bhi dard baaki reh gaya tha.......
shekho mere honto parr aur mujhe kiss karte hue mer doodh ko badane laga.. abb uska sara hi lund meri chut me tha..... mujhe apne andar takk, apni bachhe dani tak shekho ka lund mehsus ho raha tha..... chudaai aur lund ka bhi asli sawad main paa chuki thi... pyar to shekho ka mai paa hi chuki thi...... jo adhure chaah the wo bhi abb pure hue..
kuch der baad fir shekho ne mujhe chodna shru kar dia..... abb shekho ek ridham ke sath mujhe chod raha tha.......
shekho ke pyar se mujhe chodne ki waja se mere andar current badhne lagi.. dheere dheere mere andar ki garmi badhti hui chut tak pohnchi aur fir mujhe jhatke dete hue meri chut se bahar nikal gai........
shekho nahi rukaa...... shekho mard tha, pura mard....
raat bhar ne shekho ne na mujhe sone dia aur na ho shekho khud soya .. apni mann ki wo saari puri kar lena chahta tha.. jitna wo tadpa tha.. wo sari tadap mita lena chahta tha...
jitna pyar use nahi mil paya tha. utna pyar wo pa lena chahta tha....
use mai mili mera pyar mila...... mujhe wo mila aur uska pyar mila...... fir aisa mila k andar ka saara soona pann hamesha k liye khatam ho kar reh gaya.
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ek hi mahine main pergnant bhi ho gai...... meri khushi ka koi thinaka nahi raha tha.. jis khushi k liye main saalon se taras rahi thi.. mujhe wo khushi mil gai thi.. mujhe ek baanjh aurat ka taana dia gaya tha...
parr main baanjh nahi thi.... khuda ne meri sun li thi... bhar di thi meri god.. shekho aur maa bhi bohut khush hue the..
pure mohalle me mithaai baanti gai... aur mohalle wale to jaise humse bhi zayada khush the...... jo bachha abhi dunya me aaya hi nahi tha.. uske liye kapdon ka dher laga dia tha mohalle walun ne......
mujhe pehle beta hua tha.. fir agle 6 saalon me mere aur bhi 4 bete aur ek beti ho gai.......... main baanjh thi...... lekin khuda ne mujhe shekho dia .. fir shekho se mujhe 6 bachhe diye... meri maa jo apni ek bati se door thi..... abb uski god me uski beti ke bachhe khelne lage the... maa boodhi hokar bhi jawan ho gai thi.... uske dil ke bhi soone armaan jaag chuke the.. beta nahi tha, koi pota poti bhi nahi the.. lekin beti se hi use itna sabb mil raha tha, to maa ki bhi khushi ka koi thikana nahi tha...... dono ghar mila kar ek kar diye gaye the..... hum sabb sath milkar rehte the. maa ke saare gham kahtam ho gaye the....
shekho ab shekho nahi raha tha....... wo sheikh qadir bakhsh bann chuka tha..
shekho ka naam bigad kar shekho bana dia gaya tha.. uska asli naam sheikh qadir bakhsh tha........ shadi ke baad to shekho aisa badla . jaisa aaj takk kisi ne kisi ko badla hua nahi dekha tha....... dunya ke liye wo sheikh qadir bakhsh ban gaya tha.... parr mere liye wo shuru se hi shekho tha... aur marte dumm tak rahega..
shekho ne shuraat taange se ki thi........ maine bhi teaching fir tution shuru kar di thi...... shekho ko to maine kuch mahino me hi padhan likhna bhi sikha dia tha...
shekho ko koi anpadh abb nahi keh sakta tha.... aur fuir aane wale time me shekho se khud se bhi jitna time bachta mujhse pyaar aur fir padhaai....
dekhte hi dekhte waqt beetne laga........ sheikh qadir bakhsh....... seth qadir bakhsh bann gaya........
pyar ho apne hon.. to sab ho jaata ha....shuru shuru me taanga bech kar aur jo maa ke paas zevar tha wo bech kar ek taxi shekho k liye kharid li thi....
fir taxi ke baad ek truck....... guzre saalon me ek truck se kai truck kharid liye gaye....... jis kaam me bhi hum hath daalte usme humen fayda hi milta........
aur fir dekhte hi dekhte hum shehar ke celebrities ban gaye.............
laiba ne jabbar ko dhoka dene ke chakkar me uski property par kabza kar liya tha.. fir jabbar se divorce lekar kisi aur se shadi kar li thi.... meri waja se uski zindagi barbad hone se bachh gai thi.... kuch saal guzre to hamari dosti bhi ho gai thi....... uske ghar walun se bhi hamare relatiob ban gaye the.....
jabbar abb business me nahi tha.... kasrate sharab ki waja se uski sehat aur bhi bigad gai thi.. uske hisse ke sari dualat laiba ke hisse me aa gai thi... use apne hi ghar me dhutkaar milne lagi thi...... aur jabbar ki maa jab bhi kabhi mujhse milti thi to mujhse maafi maangti thi... bass ek hi baat k usse bohut bada gunaa ho gaya tha.. aur main use maaf kardon..... kar dia maine use maaf
use saza kudrat se mil gai thi.... jis bete ki waja se mere sath ghatiya saluk kiya gaya tha.. wo abb kisi kaam ka nahi tha.......
fir jabbar apni maa ki zindagi me hi chal basa....... fi arse baad wo chal basi...
meri maa jab tak zinda rahi hamesha khush rahi.... firse kabhi koi gham uski zindagi me nahi aaya.... shekho ne kabhi mujhe ya meri maa ko koi gham aane hi nahi dia tha..
shekho jaisa insaan kahi aas paas tha bhi to nahi..........
fir maa bhi mujhe chhod kar chali gai..... use to jana hi tha... kaun is dunya me sada raha hai...... mujhe bhi jana hai is dunya se aur mere shekho ko bhi........
shekho ne mujhe itna pyar dia k mujhe kabhi kisi cheez ki talab rahi hi nahi thi. jo kuch bhi paas tha wo to zindagi ki needs theeeeeeee.. warna asal chez to mere paas mere liye shekho tha..........
zindagi ne kuch saal bohut dard diya tha mujhe...... lekin fir mujhe shekho mila to uske baad koi gham mujhtak nahi pohnch paya.... shekho tha naa mere aur gham ke beech me ek deewar ki manind.........................
jitna khubsurat waqt guzra.. utna hi jaldi bhi guzar gaya aur main boodhi ho gai.. shekho bhi boodha ho gaya tha.. lekin hamara pyar kabhi bhi kamm nahi hua tha.. uski shiddat hamesha badhti hi rahi ..
fir pochhle saal wo bhi mujhe chhod gaya........ khubsurat zindagi khatam ho gai meri...... abb to mai bhi akhri saanse le rahi hon.........
is dunya se jaa rahi hon.. par koi gila nahi .. koi gham nai..
bohut kuch paa ke main is dunya se jaa rahi hon...
kabhi kabhi socha karti thi k agar jabbar ya fir uske ghar wale mere sath wo sabb na karte to kya meri zindagi me shekho aata hai...... nahi aata ..
mujhe itna sukun. itna pyar milta .. nahi milta.......
likh liya dadi aage baaten, ek room me ek ladki ek notebook pakde hath me pencil thaame apni dadi se uski zindagi ki kahani sun kar likh rahi thi.... dadi nahi boli to ladki ne dadi ko dekha jo bed par takiye par sarr rakhe leti hui thi.....
ladki:- ohhhhhh lagta hai dadi bolte bolte so gai hai... chalo koi nahi baaki kal jaan longi.... notebook aur pencil side me daraz me rakha aur apni dadi ke paas let gai.. wo apni dadi ke chehre ko dekhne lagi..... use apni dadi se bohut payar tha.. wo apni dadi ke chehre par hath ferne lagi.... use aisa karke sukun milta tha..
parr aaj.... achanak se hi us ladki ko kuch gadbad lagi to wo dadi ko seedha karke dadi ko check karne lagi.....
foran hi use ehsaas ho gaya k dadi saans nahi le pa rahi ha....... wo bhayankar awaz me cheekh uthi....... uski cheekh sunkar sab ghar wale ikathe ho gaye.....
ladki ke room ka door khula hua tha.. sab andar aa gaye .. sab poochhhne lage k
sab:----- kirna beti cheekhi kyun.?....ladki ka naam bhi kiran tha.. dadi ne bade chauk se apna naam apni is ladli poti ko dia tha..
ladki ne rote hue bataya k dadi ki saans nahi chal rahi hai.......
sab ghabra gaye aur dadi ko check karne lage..... unme se ek doctor bhi tha.... usne bata dia k dadi abb nahi rahi.....
ye sunkar zor zor se rone lage..
KIRAN KI KHUBSURAT ZINDAGI KE END HO CHUKA THA.......
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kya likha hai.....