Update 42
Aur ik bat kar dard mujhe cheekhne par mazboor kar de raha
Ke main agr sham jaldi ghr nhi aata to meri aapi mujhe kitni calll karti mujhe pyaar se dantti
Aur ab me teen din se la pata aawara ghoom raha hu aur ik msg bhi nhi aapi ka
Mujhse ye bardaasht nhi ho raha tha
ab aage.......
Main waha se uth kar ik sharab ki dukaan pe gaya maine wahan sharab khareedi aur ik banch pr baith gaya
Mujhe sharab ki small Bahut buri lag rahi thi par mere dard ke aage ye kuchh nhi
Main himmat karke fir sharaab peene laga
Maine bahut jiyada sharab pee li thi mere qadam jameen par nhi tik rahe the
Itni sharab peene ke baad bhi mujhe mere bahan yaad thi aur main yaad kar kar ke aapi ko cheekhta fir chalne lagta
Aur aise din bhi kat gaya
Mere phone ki battery khatam ho gayi thi
Aur sham tak sharab ka nasha bhi khatam ho chuka tha
Mujhe ab samjh nhi a raha tha kiya karu
Main ik jagah udaas baitha tha
Dil me ammi ka khayal aa raha tha wo bahut roti hongi
Ammi mujhse kitna pyaar karti hain aur meri bahne unka kiya haal hoga
4 din ho gye the mujhe la pata huye
Fir maine phone charge karne ka socha ik ghr jo saamne tha main us ke darwaje par gaya
Mere halat bahut buri thi kapde 3 jagah se pat gaye the aur bahut jiyada gande ho gaye the dekhne lag raha ho jaise koi bhikari hun main
Maine darwaza khatkhataya to ik ladki nikli
Mujhe dekhte hi boli
Mammy koi bhikari aaya hai waise dedo
Wo ye kah kar jane lagi main use rokte huye bola are suno mam Main bhikari nhi hun
Sorry dishtarv karne ke liye pr mera phone off ho gaya hai mujhe zaroori phone karna hai please aap mera phone charge kar dengi
Ladki - o sorry me to galat samjh baithi lao phone
Aur zaroori call ho to mere phone se karlo
Me - thanks par main apne phone se hi karunga aap charge kardo bas
Meri aankhe bahut laal ho gayi thin ro ro kar aur chahra bahut udaas tha
Maine ik hi najar utha ke us ladki ko dekha tha main bas neeche gardan karke hi khara raha
Maine jaate huye ik nazar dekha wo ladki mujhe bahut goor ke dekh rahi thi
Main wahr jake ik ped ke paas baith gaya
Ik ghanta wahi baitha raha
Fir maine socha ab phone charge ho gaya hoga
Me uth gaya maine Wall bajayi wahi ladki Nikli
Me - wo mere phone charge ho gaya hoga ab dedo
Ladki - han wo to ho gya andar a jao pani to peelo
Me - me neeche nigahe kiye bola qki mujhe kisi ladki ko dekhne ki ichha hi nhi ho rahi thi
Nhi thanks mujhe phone dedo
Ladki - tum mujhe kafi pareshan lag rahe
Aisa kiya ho gaya tumhe
Me - nhi kuch nhi jo h wo meri problem hai
Bas aap mujhe dedo
Ladki - yarr batao to kuch akhir kiya problem hai
Maine gusse me sar utha kar uski tarf dekha aur bola please mujhe mera phone milega Bina kisi sawal ke
Ladki - gussa q ho rahe ho Maine to bas poocha tumhari halat dekh
Ruko abhi lati hun
Wo ladki fr mera phone le aayi me phone lekar Jane laga wo ladki gate par khadi thodi der dekhti rahi
Jane kiya use mujhme dikh raha tha bs ik shakl hi thi jo mere rab ne thodi achhi banayi thi
waki to main bikariyo se bhi battar tha
Maine phone on kiya to sb ki call aayi huyi thin bs ik nambr ke alawa
Jisko meri aankhe phone on hote hi dhoondne lagi
Par aaaapi ke nambr se koi call nhi
Maine net on kiya bahut masg sb ke aaye huye the
Ik masg dekhte hi main tadap utha
Aapi ne WhatsApp pe ik masg kiya tha
I hate you Rihaan
Masg padke main wahi road par hi baith gaya
Mere hatal jo us waqt thi wo bayan nhi ho sakti mujhe apni bahan se bahut pyaar tha jiske badle me mujhe nafrat mil rahi thi kaise bardaasht hota takleef kaise na hoti
Main reply Dena chah raha tha pr meri samjh me nhi aa raha tha akhir aaapi se kiya kahu Bahut der yyahi sochta raha aapi se mafi mangu par kis muh se maine jo kiya wo bahut galt tha
Akhir maine reply de hi Diya
Me - aapi sorry
mujhe maaf kardo main apne hosh me nhi tha
Main aapse bahut pyar karta hun
Mujhe bardaasht nhi ho raha tha aap kisi aur ki ho jao gi
Main kiya karu mera khud pe bas bhi to nhi chal raha jo khud ko rok lun
Main janta hun ham dono sage bhai bahan hain pr mujhe fir bhi aapse pyaar ho gaya main kiya kru aapi please mujhe maaf kardo aapi
Kuch der me aapi ka reply aaya
Aapi - mar q jata rihaan fir tu
Ham dono sage bhai bahan hai ik paak rishta hai hamare beech
mera sab kuchh tu tha mera guroor tha tu jo tune ik pal me tod diya
main kitna pyaar karti thi tujhse ye to mujhe bhi nhi pata
Main teri sagi bahan hun akhir kon bhai apni bahan se pyar nhi karta sab karte hain
Pr ttu apni hawas mitana chahta h mujhse
Tujhme aur Asad aur uske dosto me kiya fark rah gaya Rihaan
Wo bhi to yahi chahte. Hai. Apni hawas mitana chahte hain mujhse
Tune jo kiya hai main tujhe kabhi maaf nhi karungi
Mere saath sex karna chahta hai na tu
Tujhe pata ham ladkiyo ka pahle sex kitna anmol hota hai
Hamari zindagi bhar ki khushiyan judi hoti hai usse
Ham ladkiyan kisi ke ghar jati hai to harama shoahr hame agr paak paye to hamara sar garv se utha rahta hai
Agr hm yahi gawa de to zindagi bhar ham apne shohar ki nazron me gir jate hain
Zindagi bhar yahi taane sunna padte hain
Ke ham ne kahi muh kala kiya tha
Hamara guroor hai ye jo tu apni Hawas me mujhse chenna chahta hai
Me - nhi aapi aap galt samjh Rahi ho main aapse sachha pyar karta hun mujhe ye samjh nhi aata ke tum meri bahan ho mera dil Manta hi nnhi
Aapii - chup hoja Rihaan aur kitna girega tu
Tujhe pata hai pyaar kisko kahte
Main tujhse karti hun sachha pyar
Bachpan me tujhe agr koi majaak me bhi Marta to mujhe dard hota tha
Main tujhe apne paas pakr khud ko mahfooz mahsoos karti thi tujhe apne gale lagakr mujhe sukoon milta tha
Kabhi agr sochti ke main shadi karke tujhe chor jaungi .to bahut roti thi dil me aata tha main shadi hi na karu
Apne bhai ke paas hi rahun hamesha
Tujhe apne seene se lagakr rakhun
Tujhe yaad nhi hai jab tu udaas hota tha
To main rat bhar tujhe sulane ke baad khud bhi nhi soti thi
Jab tu jaldi ghr nhi aata to main pareshan hone lagti thi tujhe ye to yaad hai
Mujhe tujhe dekh kar sukoon milta tha
Ise kahte hain pyaar mere pyaar me to hawas nhi thi
Mere dil me kabhi glt khayal q nhi aya
Mera pyaar to ye tha agr tu bol deta jaan dedo aapi to khusi khusi de deti teri khatir
Pr tune mere saath jo kiya mujhe nafrat ho rahi hai tujhse
Ye kaisa pyaar hai Rihaan tera
Mujhse bardaasht nhi ho raha ye sab
Main kiya kru
Mujhse bhi ab bardaasht nhi ho raha tha mere pyaar par ye ilzaam tha ya main hi galt hu
Mujhe ik ajeeb uljhan me aapi ne daal diya
Me cheekh uth ahhhhhhhhhhhhh
Appi i love you main galat nhi hun main pyar karta hun tumse
Fir aapi ke msg aaye
Rihaan ammi ki tabiyat bahut kharab ho rahi h aaja
Aur tu akr mujhe shakl mat dikhana
Main agr mar bhi jaun to mujhe kadha Tak mat dena
Ho sake to mujhse bahut door chala ja aur apni maa bahno haq ada kar unhe bhi sambhal
Aur apni gndi nazro ko meri choti bahno par mat dalna kabhi dorr rahna unse
Mujhe tujhse baat karna bura lag rha
Mujhpe aakhiri ahsaan karna meri paas bhi mat aana aur dekhna bhi mat
Mere dil par aapi ke ye alfaaz khanjar ki Tarah chubh rahe the
Mujhe yakeen nhi ho raha tha akhir aapi mujhse ik pal me inti nafrat kaise kar sakti hain
Iske peeche ka sachh aapko aage pata chalega
Pr is waqt mujhe sirf apni halat ka pata tha mujhe pata hi nhi meri bahan abhi kis halat me hain
Akhir jo bahan mujhse jaan chirakti thi
Itna kuch hone ke baad sahi kaise rah sakti thi
Aapi ki halt bahut kharab thi mujhe baad me pata chala
Aapi nahi khana kha rahi ti na hi pani aur tez bukhar me tap rahi thi kaapn rahi thi
Bs jeene ke liye sb zabardasti do ghoont pani do tukde roti ke khila de rahe the
Aapi apne upr zulm kr rahi thi aur aapi ne soch liya unhe ab Zinda nhi rahna hai akhir apne jaan se pyaare bhai ko takleef dekr Zinda q rahe
Pr jinda rakhne wala Zinda rekhta hai
Jab tak maot nhi hai to kaise insaan mar sakta hai aur jiski aa gayi use kon rok sakta hai
Aapi ka ik msg aur aaya
Rihaan mera gala ghot kr maarde na
Main agr tujhe khusi na de saki to mera kaisa pyaar
Mujhse ye dard ab Saha nhi ja raha
( Mujhe is baat ka pata hi nhi tha aapi ne apni halat kharab kar li hai wo apne upar zulm kar rahi hain aapi ke is masg me gussa nhi tha mujhe ye mahsoos ho raha tha par dard se bhara tha bahut jiyada takleef de ho )
Main padte hi cheekh utha ahhhhhhhhhh ahhha appi appi main hi mar jata hun na ahhhhhhhh q mere sath aisa kar rahi ho ahhhhh
Maine gusse me apna phone road par maar diya
Mujhe log jama hokr dekhne lage ke koi pagl hai kiya kr raha hai
Andera ho chuka tha
Maine soch liya main kl ghr jaunga isse pahle aaj raat main khoob sharab piyunga
Main sharab lene chala gaya maine teen botal li saari pe gaya
Ab tum soch hi sakte ho mera kiya haal hoga
Aapne kuch sharabiyo ko dekha hi hoga kaise akele hi baten karte hai raaste me ped bhi aa jaye to usse ladne lagte hai
Mera bhi yahi haal tha us Andheri raat me jo dikhta usse ladne lagta
Deewaaro se baten karta unpe gussa karta unhe maarta
Teen logo ne us raat mujhe mara q ki maine unki deewaron larna shuru kaar Diya tha kabhi pattar uta maarta kabhi kuchh
Kuch
Khud ko deewar ki jaga rakh kar bolta
Rihaan tu kameena. Hai tujhe aapi ko takleef di haai mar ja tu
Tu apni bahan se q pyaar karta hai
Q uske saath galt kiya
Mar ja tu Rihaan fir ik patthar maarta fir cheekhta mer ja tu
Teri aaapi ne kaha hai mr q nhi jata ahhhhhhh fir patthhar Marta
Tum samjh te hoge itna kon pagl ho jata hai
Par dosto maine kabhi nasha nhi kiya
Sigret Tak bhi kabhi nhi pe thi
Ab achanak itni sharaab pee lunga to ye haal to hona hi tha
Aur sach hi tha aapi se pyaar jo ye sb Kara raha tha
Subha hone wali thi main raat bhar deewaaro pedo wagaira se larta baten karta raha
Achanak ik caar aayi aur mera accident ho gaya q ki main road par aa gaya tha mujhe pata hi nhi tha
Car se takkar hote hi mera sr road par laga aur me behosh ho gaya
Hosh aaya to khud ko ik hospital me paya
Mere sar pe chot lagi thi baki thodi pair me lagi thi par haddi wagaira nhi tooti thi
Mere paas abhi koi nhi tha mujhe sb yaad aa gaya main kis halat me hun aur kiya hua hai
meri aankho me fir aansu aa gaye
Mujhe ammmi ki yaad aane lagi
Ammi tum kaha ho tum theek to ho
Ya rab merii ammi theek hon
Aur meri bahne kis hatal me hongi
Main khud se bolte huye
Ammmi main kiya karu mujhe aaapke paas aana hai
Main sb bhool kar door chala jaunga ammi tum mere paas rahna
Mere dil ammi ke paas Jane ka karne laga aur god me ammi ke sar rakhke rone ka karne laaga.
Aur aapi mere dil aur dimaak ko musalsal takleef de rahi thin
Fir ik aawaz aayi
Rihaan tum thek to ho
Maine jaise hi dekha wo payal thi main sochne laga akhir ye yaha kaise aa gayi
Main uthne ki koshish ki karne laga par mujhse utha nhi gya mera pair kafi sooz gaya tha
Mujhe payal ne sahara diya
Maine use thanks bola
Payal - thanks kis liye mere haq nhi kiya tumhari help karne ka
Me - payl pr tum yaha kaise
Payal - tumhare paas 4 din se 100 se bi jiyada call ki tumara. Phone off tha
Tumhara accident hua to wo car wala tumhe hospital le aaya
Achhe ko meri ik freind yaha nars hai use maine tumhare pic dikaye the usne tumhe pahchan liya
Aur mujhe phone kar diya
Payal mujhe ajeeb nazron se dekhte huye boli
Rihaan ye sb kiya hai tumne apni ye kiya halat bana rakhi hai
Kuch huaa hai kiya
Mujhe batao main tumhari help karungi
Main khamosh raha aur neeche sr kiye baitha raha
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Payal - mera haath pakad ke Rihaan mujhpe Bishwas karke to dekho tumhe mayoos nnhi karungi apni jaan bhi Deni padi to de dungi
Maine ye bat sunte hi uski tarf dekha uski aankho me ajeeb junoon tha
Pakka ye pyaar ka hi junoon tha
Pr kiya kre ik tarfa Mohabbat Bahut buri hoti hai
Ik jan se bhi jiyda mohabbat kare to bhi doosre ko zara bhi aahsaas nhi hota
Main bhi shayad payal ke Ahsaas ko mahsoos nhi kar sakta tha
Par han me samjh Raha tha ke jis tarah me aapi me jaan chhirak rahha hu iska bhi yahi hall ho sakta hai
Par uske dil me kitni mohabbat hai ye mahsoos karna mere bs me nhi tha
Akhir kuch der baad maine payal se kha mujhe ghr Jana hai
Aur me uthne ki koshish karne laga par mujhse chala hi nhi gaya pair me bahut dard tha
Payal - please Rihaan baith jao abhi tumhari condition ghr jaane ki nhi hai ik do din ruk jao
Main tumhare ghr call kr deti hu
Me - nhi payal please ghr call mt karna
Payal - Rihaan aisa kiya tum ghr se ladai karke aaye ho kiya
Me - nhi yarr bas samjho ghr call mat karo
Aur mujhe yaha se jana mera dam ghut raha hospital me
Payal - ok mera ghr paas hi hai tum waha chalo
Tumhara Ghar door hai kl tk tumhe aaraam ho jayega main tumhe Ghar chor aayungi
Me - nhi payal main tumhare ghr nhi ja sakta tumhari family kiya sochegi
Payal - are family ki tension mat lo mere ghr me tumhare baare me sab ko pata hai
Abhi me tumse milne aayi hu ye bhi mammy ko bata kar aayi hun
Mujhe ab samjh nhi aa raha tha kiya karu payal ke ghr chala jaun ya nhi
Uski mohabbat yaad aati to dil karta nhi payal se door rah rihaan
Par mujhse abhi chala bhi nhi ja raha tha
Aur sach me hospital me mera dam ghut raha tha
Ab mujhe fir nasha karne ki lagne lagi mujhse ye sb takleefen bardaasht nhi ho rahi thi bas jab sharab pee leta to sb bhool jata ik sukoon milta
khul kar apna dard bayan ka maoka milta
Par musibat ye thi payal se kaise kahu
Maine payal se kaha mujhe sigret peeni hai please laa dogi
Payal - tum sigret kab se peene lage tum to koi Nasha wagaira karte hi nhi ho
Me - tumhe kaise pata Maine tumhe ye sb bataya hi nhi
Payal - thodi muskurate huye boli par maine ye sb pata kar liya tha
Fir doctor aa gaya usne mujhe kuch dawayen din aur payal ne jaane ka bol diya
Maine bhi socha is halat me kaise ghr jaun ik din ruk hi jata hun payal ke ghr
Main jaise hi khada hua mujjse khada nhi huaa gaya payal ne mujhe pakd liya
Maine uski taraf dekha
Main use aankh bhar ke dekhne laga
Payal dekhne me to kafi khoobsurt thi
Par mere dil me nhi utri wo
dil me to kisi aur hi ghr bana rakha tha
Payal - kiya dekh rahe ho
Me - kuch nhi bas aise hi chalte hain ab
Main jab uske ghr aaya to uske mammy papa uski bahan sb mujhe andr le gaye
Fir maine kaha mujhe washroom jana hai
Par mere paas to kapde hi nhi the
Payal - ruko main kapde lati hun
Payal apna ik lower aur ik t shirt le aayi
Me - ye kiske kpdee hain
Payal - mere hain par ladke bhi pahan sakte hain
Payal papa - beta pahan lo koi bat nhi apna hi ghar samjho
Mujhe fir uske papa washroom le gaye
Maine aise hi thode haath pair dhoye sr me Patti aur haath me aur pair me ik jaga Patti thi
To main poora nhi naha sakta tha maine badi mushkil se kapde change kiye
Mere pair me bahut jiyada takleef ho Rahi thi
Mujhe aisa lag raha ke mera pair toot gaya ho
Sham ho gayi thi mujhe ik alg room me lita diya shayad guest room tha
Fir payal aur uski bahan aur do aur ladiyan bhi aa gayi room me ham sb baten karne lage
Main toda khamosh tha mujhe kisi se baat karna achha nhi lag raha tha
Mujhe apni ammi aur bahno ki Bahut yaad aa rahi thi
Wo sb kis haal me hongi
Aur aapi ke kahe huye lafz kaleza cheer de rahe
Lg raha tha ke sb kuch chor kr yaha se bahut door chala jaun jahan koi insaaan bhi na ho
Aise hi kuch der hm sb baten karte rahe
Payal ki harkaten ajeeb thi usne kayi baar mere kamr pe chimti kaati
Jo mujhe bilkul achha nhi laga
Payal - chalo Rihaan antaak chari khelte hain
Me - nhi yarr mera mood nhi hai
Payal bahan - please bhayyyyyya khelte hain na
Larki 1 - han yarr please khel lo
Me - ok khelte hain
Kuch der ham aise hi khele
Mera song kahne ka bilkul mood nhi ho raha tha to payal boli ke tum koi Shayari hi kahdo
Maine fir ik ser kaha
Ashk aankho me apne leke main firta raha.....
Jane kiya kiya main uski yaad me karta raha.....
Itna dukh tha mujhe uske roth jane ka.....
Der raat main deewaro se bhi larta raha......
Payal - wahhh g wahhh kiya ser hai bahut dard hai imse
L 1 - ik aur ser kaho na mujhe bahut achcha laga tumhara ser please Ik aur kaho
Ik udaasi jo mere dil me rahi.....
main use q nhi mita paya.....
Wo mere saamne raha aur main.....
Haath Tak bhi na main use laga paya....
Sb wahh wahh kr rahe the pr ye l hakeekat thi zindagi ki
Meri bahan ko main soch raha tha aur ye kah raha tha
Yun hi kuch der me ham sb let gaye
Main bahut der aise hi lete raha mujhe neend nhi aa rahi thi
Mujhe kal ghr Jana tha me yahi soch raha tha akhir aaapi ka samman kaise karunga
Unhone Jo kaha hai mujhe to mar jana chahiye tha
Fir raat ke teen baz chuke the mujhe abhi tak neend nhi aayi thi
Fir mera darwaza khula aur Payal andr aayi