Chapter 68
Agli subah ek alag hi thandak aur garmi ka mila-jula mahol lekar aayi.
Subah ke aath baj rahe the. Main hall mein baitha kitaab khol kar dekh raha tha, par meri saari nazrein rasoi aur dining table ki taraf thin. Abbu office jaane ki taiyari mein the aur Ammi unhe nashta aur chai de rahi thin.
Lekin aaj Ammi ki halat pehle jaisi nahi thi. Unki chaal mein ek saaf ajeeb si lachak aur dabi hui takleef dikh rahi thi — woh seedhe pairon par nahi chal pa rahi thin. Har kadam par unki taangein thodi pheli hui thin aur woh ruk-ruk kar chal rahi thin. Jab woh Abbu ke paas kursi par baithin, toh unke munh se ek dabi hui karah nikli aur woh kursi par baithte hi apni jagah badalne lagin. Kal dopahar ke teen ghante ka asar unke jism par saaf dikh raha tha.
Abbu ne shanti se chai pee, par unhe hamesha ki tarah Ammi ki is haalat ki koi bhanak nahi thi.
"Main nikal raha hoon," Abbu ne bag uthaya aur nau baje office ke liye nikal gaye.
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Abbu ke jaane ke bilkul baad, main sofe se utha aur seedhe Ammi ke kamre ki taraf badha.
Ammi apne bed ke kone par baithi hui thin. Unka chehra thakan se thoda sikud raha tha aur woh apni jaanghon ko door karke baithi hui thin, halki-halka saans leti hui.
Maine kamre ka darwaza adha band kiya aur bina kuch bole dressing table ki taraf gaya. Drawer khol kar wahan se aloe vera gel ka chhota dabba nikaala.
Gel ka dabba haath mein liye main Ammi ke bed ke paas aaya aur unke samne ghutno ke bal farsh par baith gaya.
"Mummy... aap se theek se chala bhi nahi jaa raha," maine unke chehre ki taraf dekh kar dheere se kaha. "Main gel laga deta hoon, thandak milegi aur aaram aayega."
Ammi ne mere munh se yeh baat sunkar koi inkaar nahi kiya. Unke munh se ek lafz bhi nahi nikla — unki khamoshi mein ek gehra samarpan tha.
Maine dabba side mein rakha aur aage badh kar Ammi ki pyajami ko neeche khinchna shuru kiya. Ammi ne bina kisi virodh ke aaram se apni gaand aur kamar ko halka sa uthaya taaki pyajami unke pairon se alag ho sake.
Pyajami nikalte hi Ammi ke gore pairon ke saath unki pink rang ki panty mere bilkul saamne aa gayi.
Maine ek pal ke liye sarr utha kar Ammi ki taraf dekha. Ammi meri nazron se nazrein nahi mila rahi thin — woh sarr peeche tika kar chhat ki taraf dekh rahi thin, unke gaal halke laal the aur saans bhaari chal rahi thi.
Maine unki panty ko dhyan se neeche khinch kar pairon se alag kar diya.
Ammi ki sooji hui gulabi chut mere saamne bilkul nangi ho kar khul gayi. Main farsh par ghutno ke bal baitha unki pheli hui taangon ke beech dekhta reh gaya.
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Maine dabba khol kar apni ungliyon par thoda sa thanda aloe vera gel liya.
Main thoda aur aage jhuka aur apni gel se chikni ungliyon ko Ammi ke gulabi pardo par bilkul dheere se rakh diya. Gel ki thandak lagte hi room ke sannaate mein ek pal ke liye bilkul shanti chha gayi.
Phir jaise hi maine apni ungli se gel ko unke jalte pardo par phiraana shuru kiya, Ammi ke munh se ek dabi hui saans nikal gayi — "Aah..."
Gel ki thandak unke andar tak sukoon pahuncha rahi thi. Maine ungliyon par thoda aur gel lekar unke pardo, clitoris aur jaanghon ke andar wale hisse par bade dhyan se malish karna shuru kiya.
Ammi ne apni aankhein munde li thin aur unka sarr bed par peeche tika hua tha. Room mein sirf gel ki chikni aawaaz aur Ammi ki mithi siskiyan thin — "Aah... beta... kitni thandak mil rahi hai..."
Gel malte-malte Ammi ki taangein jo pehle thodi akdi hui thin, woh ab poori tarah pighal kar door tak phel gayin.
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Maine gel phiraate-phiraate halka sa sarr uthaya aur unki taraf dekh kar poocha, "Mummy... ek baat batao."
Ammi ne aadhi khuli aankhon se meri taraf dekha. "Kya?"
"Kal jab dono aap par toot pade the... toh aapko kiska lund zyada pyara laga? Akash Papa ka ya Chand Chacha ka?"
Ammi ke chehre par ek teez sharmila rang chha gaya. Unhone apne hothon ko daba kar ek dabi hui hansi hans di, "Bade besharam ho gaye ho tum... Apni maa se yeh sab pooch rahe ho?"
"Batao na Mummy," maine unki jaangh par chikna haath sahlate hue kaha. "Mujhe toh sab pata hona chahiye."
Ammi ne sarr peeche tika kar ek garm saans chhodi. "Akash ka..."
"Akash Papa ka?" maine poocha.
"Haan beta..." Ammi ne phusphusakar kaha. "Akash ki baat hi alag hai. Unka rob, unka andaaz... unke aage toh seedha jhukne ka mann karta hai."
"Aur Chand Chacha?"
"Chand thoda rough tha," Ammi ne bataya. "Par jab Akash ne hukum diya, toh main na nahi keh paayi... Un dono ka jod zabardast tha."
Ammi ke munh se Papa ki yeh tareef sunkar mere hothon par ek silent muskaan aayi. Main ghutno ke bal baitha gel lagata raha aur unki baatein sunta raha.
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Dheere-dheere gel malte hue, achanak meri ungliyon ne ek alag hi garmi mehsus ki. Ammi ke andar se unka apna garm paani nikalna shuru ho gaya tha. Akash Papa ke zikr se hi unki chut paani chhodne lagi thi.
Maine curiosity mein aakar apni gel se bheegi ek ungli Ammi ke chhed ke andar ghusa di.
Ungli jaise hi andar utari, Ammi ek hi jhatke mein chounk gayin!
Unhone jhatke se apne aap ko peeche khincha aur bed par hat-te hue hairani se meri taraf dekha, "Yeh... yeh kya kar rahe ho tum?!"
Maine turant haath aage karke unhe shaant karne wale dhang se kaha, "Mummy... main kuch galat nahi kar raha. Main toh bas dekh raha tha ki andar kitni garmi hai taaki gel andar tak lag sake."
Ammi ne mujhe ghor se dekha. Kuch seconds room mein ek gehra sannaata raha. Unki saans thodi tez chal rahi thi, aur woh meri aankhon mein sacchai aur shiddat dhoond rahi thin.
Dheere-dheere unke chehre ka darr aur sakti khatam hone lagi. Unhone ek gehri saans li aur unka jism dobara bed par halka ho gaya. Unhone sarr peeche tika liya aur hothon par ek dabi muskaan ke saath phusphusayin, "Achha... mujhe laga tum pata nahi kya karne lage..."
Ammi ne apni taangon ko dobara aaram se dher hone diya.
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Ammi ko relaxed dekh kar mere pajama ke andar mera lund aur akad gaya.
Maine apne pajama ke aage ubhre hue sakht erection ki taraf ishara kiya, "Mummy... dekho na yeh kya ho raha hai..."
Ammi ne jaise hi mere pajama mein ubhre lund ko dekha, unke gaal laal ho gaye. Unhone nakli gusse se eyebrows sikodin aur bed par paas rakha hua takiya utha kar mere upar phenk maara!
"Tum na... bilkul besharam ho gaye ho!" Ammi ne muskurate hue takiya phenka aur apna chehra haathon se dhak liya.
Takiya phenkne ke baad Ammi ki muskaan aur gehri ho gayi. Unhone haath hataye aur mere pajama mein ubhre lund ko dekha.
"Tumhara yeh toh Akash ke lund ke aage bilkul bacha lag raha hai," Ammi ne muskura kar kaha. "Unka toh koi muqabla hi nahi hai. Kal jab Akash ne apna mota lund mere munh mein ghusaaya tha, toh mere dono gaal phool gaye the."
Ammi ne Chand se tulna karte hue aage bataya, "Chand ka lund bhi kitna bhari aur lamba tha. Un dono ke saamne toh tumhaara yeh ratti bhar lag raha hai."
Unhone meri aankhon mein dekha, "Tum bilkul apne Abbu par gaye ho... Unka bhi chhota sa hai. Do minute mein dher hone wala. Asli mard toh Akash hain."
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Ammi ke munh se yeh baatein sunkar mere andar ek alag hi nasha daud gaya.
Maine ghutno ke bal baithe-baithe sarr jhukaya aur dabi aawaaz mein kaha, "Aap bilkul sahi keh rahi ho Mummy... mera aur Abbu ka size Papa aur Chand Chacha ke aage kuch bhi nahi hai."
Maine sarr utha kar Ammi ki aankhon mein dekha, "Akash Papa hi asli mard hain... Humara kaam toh bas unki cheezon ka dhyan rakhna hai. Asli haq toh Akash Papa ka hi hai Mummy... Aap toh waise bhi unki rani ban chuki ho."
Ammi ne chounk kar meri taraf dekha, par main bolta gaya, "Pata hai Mummy... jab aap unke paas hoti ho, toh lagta hai jaise aap asliyat mein unhi ki dulhan ho. Abbu toh bas naam ke hain... Asli maalik toh Akash Papa hain. Main toh bas unka wahi beta ban kar rehna chahta hoon jo aapko unke paas bhejwaaye aur unke jaane ke baad aapka dhyan rakhe."
Mera yeh andaaz sunkar Ammi ki aankhon se hairani dheere-dheere pighalne lagi.
Unhone sarr peeche tika liya aur unke hothon par ek garm muskaan khil gayi. Unhone aadhi munde hui aankhon se mujhe dekha.
"Tum toh sach mein... Akash ke sabse bade chahnewale ban gaye ho beta," Ammi ne phusphusakar kaha. "Apni maa ko unki dulhan banane ka sapna dekh rahe ho...?"
Ammi ne bed par apni taangein door tak phela di, bilkul bebaak ho kar.
"Haan Mummy..." maine dabi aawaaz mein kaha.
Ammi ke hothon par ek proud muskaan aayi. "Tumne meri saari sharam hi mita di hai beta..."
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Maine gel ke dibbe mein bacha hua aakhri gel apni ungliyon par liya aur Ammi ki chut par ek aakhri baar malish karke dabba khatam kar diya.
Maine dabba band kiya aur dressing table par wapas rakh diya.
Ammi ne bed par baithte hue apni pyajami upar khinchi aur sarr par dupatta sahi karte hue meri taraf dekha.
"Chal ab... bohot ho gaya," Ammi ne muskura kar kaha. "Apne kamre mein jaa kar padhai kar ab. Exam ki taiyari kar. Ja padh le."
"Ji Mummy," maine haan mein sarr hilaya aur kamre se bahar nikal aaya.
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Main apne kamre mein aaya aur study table par baith gaya, lekin dimaag padhai mein nahi lag raha tha. Ammi ke bol, unki pheli hui taangein aur Akash Papa ki dulhan ban-ne ka khayal dimaag mein ghoom raha tha.
Dheere-dheere sarr mein aalas utarne laga. Maine table par kitaab ke upar sarr tika diya aur aankhein munde gayin.
Neend mein main ek sapna dekhne laga.
Sapne mein ghar mein ek gupt shaadi ka mahol tha. Akash Papa dulha ban kar sofe par baithe hue the, aur Ammi laal rang ke jode mein dulhan ban kar unke bagal mein baithi thin. Main aur Abbu unke saamne khade unki sewa kar rahe the, aur Ammi ke maathe par Akash Papa ke naam ka sindoor chamak raha tha.
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Dopehar ke ek baje meri aankh khuli.
Maine study table se sarr uthaya. Sapne ka khayal abhi bhi dimaag mein taaza tha.
Maine pocket se phone nikaala aur internet par search karna shuru kiya — *"Red bridal saree"*, *"Transparent maroon saree"*, aur *"Bridal saree designs"*.
Screen par sundar sadiyon ki tasveerein aane lagin. Main scroll karte hue ek-ek design dekhne laga. Sochne laga ki jab Ammi inme se koi sadi pehen kar Akash Papa ke saamne khadi hongi, toh kitna zabardast lagenga.
Marketplace par scroll karte-karte meri nazar ek deep red rang ki sadi par tiki. Kinaron par halka golden border tha — bilkul waisi jaisi sapne mein dekhi thi.
Maine apni pocket money check ki. Paise kaafi the. Par delivery ka kya? Agar ghar par parcel aaya aur Abbu ne dekh liya toh dikkat ho sakti thi. Maine delivery instructions mein *"Call before delivery - pickup at gate"* select kar liya taaki parcel seedha mere haath mein aaye.
Bina kisi jhijhak ke maine woh saree order kar di.
Sadi ke saath hi maine ek doosri shopping site se ek chhoti dibbi laal sindoor aur ek mangalsutra bhi order kar diya.
Order confirm hone ke baad maine phone silent karke rakha. Ek lambi saans li aur apni kitaab kholi. Dimaag mein ek ajeeb sa sukoon tha. Maine pen uthaya aur shaant dimaag se practice questions solve karne shuru kar diye.