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CHAPTER 8
Subah devika ki neend thodi der se khuli. Aaj Sunday tha to usko college bhi nahi jaana tha. Vikram abhi bhi so raha tha. Usne kal night wali hi nighty pehen rakhi thi aur abhi bhi wo utni hi khubsurat dikh rahi thi.
Par uske mann mein ek kadwahat ghul gayi yaad karke ki kal sex karte waqt vikram ne kaise uske sath rukha vyavhar kiya tha. Par agle hi pal usko apne musterbation kiya hua pal yaad aaya to uske chehre pe smile aa gayi.
Suabh ka nashta karne dono dining pe baithe huye the. Devika intezar kar rahi thi ki vikram kam se kam kal rat ke bare me kuchh baat karega aur usase maafi mangega. Par wo dhang se bat bhi nahi kar raha tha, jaise usko kuchh yaad hi naa ho.
Akhir devika ne hi baat chalu karte huye kaha,’kal raat neend acchi aa gayi thi’?
‘Ji,’ vikram ne uske saamne dekhe bina itna hi jawab diya jaise wo uss pal ko yaad hi nahi karna chahta tha.
Devika ko tez gussa aaya. Par wo kuchh nahi boli. Usko lagne laga tha ki uske bacche na hone ki wajah vikram devika ko hi maan raha tha. Aur apni na-mardanagi chhupane ke liye vah devika se bhi dur rehta aur bistar mein bhi usko adhura chhod deta.
Aaj Sunday tha phir bhi vikram ne devika ke sath spend nahi kiya aur apne kucchh dosto ke sath bahar chala gaya jab ki devika dil masos ke akeli hi ghar mein reh gayi.
Agle din college mein bhi devika ka mann nahi lag raha tha. Usko baar baar vikram ka rukha vyavhar aur usko bistar mein adhura chhod dena ka kahayl sata raha tha. Vo jitna iss soch se apna pichha chhudana chahti ye soch usko utna jyada pareshan kar raha tha.
Dopar canteen mein lunch time mein uska mood off dekh kar uski co lecturer cum best friend ne usko iske bare mein puchha bhi. Pichhle do dino se devika ko tasalli dena to dur usake sath baat karne wala bhi koi nahi tha khud uska pati bhi nahi, devika ki ankho se do bunde ansu ki tapak gayi. Usne apna sar neeche jhuka liya aur dono hath ki hatheliyo ko ekdusre ke sath kas ke daba liya jaise vo apne aapko tutane aur bikharne se rokna chahti ho.
Apni saheli ki aisi haalat dekh kar madhuri bhi pareshan ho gayi. Aur vo dusra koi devika ki iss halat ko dekhta usase pehle wo usko lekar dusre llogo se thoda dur college garden ke ek khali bench mein jaake baith gayi.
‘Kya baat ho gayi devika’, madhuri ne chintit swar mein kaha.
Devika kuchh nahi boli. Madhuri ne uski hatheli ko apni hatheli mein lekar kaha,’main tumhari collegue hi nahi best friend bhi hu. Jo bhi hai batao pls. kuchh hal nikale tumhari chinta ka’
Itna hi keh ne tha aur devika ki rulayi fut padi. Thodi der baad jab vo shaant huyi to madhuri ne paani ki bottle usko di. Devika ne thoda paani piya aur thodi lambi saanse apnne seene mein bhari. Aur bolna chalu kiya.
Vikram se pareshaan hu, vo theek se baat bhi nahi karta. Vo kisi bhi tarah ka physical relation bandhane se dur hi rehta hai aur shahad mein usme kaamiyab bhi ho jaau to jaan bujhkar mujhe adhura chhod deta hai. Aur baad mein mere sath baat na karke mujhe ishara jaise batana chah raha ho ki bacche na ho pane ki wajajh main khud hu. Jab ki saare reports uske against mein hai. Even uski family wale bhi mujhe doshit samjh rahe hai. Aur taane marne ka koi mauka vo nahi chhodate hai.
Itna kehte huye vo phir se rone lagi.
Madhuri lagatar uski peeth sehla rahi thi aur uska dukh kam ho isiliye uski saari baate shanty se sun rahi thi.
‘Mujhe ye kehna to nahi chahiye par agar itni hi problem hai to divorce kyun nahi de deti usko’, madhuri ne kaha.
‘Kya batau tujhe, ye samaaj ki jo soch hain usme meri jaisi stree agar divorce kare to usko sirf aur sirf apmaan aur lajja hi milte hai. Aur mujhe mere papa ki izzat ko bhi barakarar rakhna hai. Kyuki kal ye kahe jaane wale samajwadi unko bhi nahi chhodenge aur apne shabdo se unko bhi pareshan kar denge. Tu bata unki kya galti hai?’, devika ne kaha.
‘Kucch to rasta hoga isase bahar nikalne ka,’ madhuri ne puchha.
‘Filhal to nahi. Vikram ke maa baap bhi kaafi khatarnak hai. Agra main koi aisa kadam uthaungi to vo pure samaaj mein ye baat faila denge ki main bachha nahi de paayi aur mujhme khami hai jabki sach ye hai ki napusank unka khud ka beta hai. Aur aise joothe aaropo se jeene se accha hai ki mar hi jaaun,’ devika ne bhavuk hote huye kaha.
Madhuri bhi dukhi ho gayi thi, vo devika ko dekh rahi thi. uski ankhe ro ro kar laal ho chuki thi. uske hothon mein kisi anjaan dar se kampan thi. usko bhi aisa laga ki ye samaaj aur uske log itne insensitive kaise ho sakte hai ki ek abala naari ka sach na sunte huye jo sach mein doshi hai unko sath de rahe hain.
‘To ab kya karogi tum,’madhuri ne puchha.
‘abhi to kuchh nahi hai karne ke liye par 2 din ke baad main apne gaanv jaa rahi hu 5 din keliye. Meri ek saheli ki shaadi hai aur ghar pe maa- papa aur vasudha ke sath kuchh time bhi spend karna chahti hu’, devika ne madhuri ki taraf dekhte huye kaha.
‘chal yeh theek hai isase tujhe thoda samay bhi milega soch vichar karne ka aur apni family ke sath time spend bhi kar sakegi,’ madhuri ne haste huye kaha.
Devika ne bhi apna uttar sirf haste huye hi diya.
Subah devika ki neend thodi der se khuli. Aaj Sunday tha to usko college bhi nahi jaana tha. Vikram abhi bhi so raha tha. Usne kal night wali hi nighty pehen rakhi thi aur abhi bhi wo utni hi khubsurat dikh rahi thi.
Par uske mann mein ek kadwahat ghul gayi yaad karke ki kal sex karte waqt vikram ne kaise uske sath rukha vyavhar kiya tha. Par agle hi pal usko apne musterbation kiya hua pal yaad aaya to uske chehre pe smile aa gayi.
Suabh ka nashta karne dono dining pe baithe huye the. Devika intezar kar rahi thi ki vikram kam se kam kal rat ke bare me kuchh baat karega aur usase maafi mangega. Par wo dhang se bat bhi nahi kar raha tha, jaise usko kuchh yaad hi naa ho.
Akhir devika ne hi baat chalu karte huye kaha,’kal raat neend acchi aa gayi thi’?
‘Ji,’ vikram ne uske saamne dekhe bina itna hi jawab diya jaise wo uss pal ko yaad hi nahi karna chahta tha.
Devika ko tez gussa aaya. Par wo kuchh nahi boli. Usko lagne laga tha ki uske bacche na hone ki wajah vikram devika ko hi maan raha tha. Aur apni na-mardanagi chhupane ke liye vah devika se bhi dur rehta aur bistar mein bhi usko adhura chhod deta.
Aaj Sunday tha phir bhi vikram ne devika ke sath spend nahi kiya aur apne kucchh dosto ke sath bahar chala gaya jab ki devika dil masos ke akeli hi ghar mein reh gayi.
Agle din college mein bhi devika ka mann nahi lag raha tha. Usko baar baar vikram ka rukha vyavhar aur usko bistar mein adhura chhod dena ka kahayl sata raha tha. Vo jitna iss soch se apna pichha chhudana chahti ye soch usko utna jyada pareshan kar raha tha.
Dopar canteen mein lunch time mein uska mood off dekh kar uski co lecturer cum best friend ne usko iske bare mein puchha bhi. Pichhle do dino se devika ko tasalli dena to dur usake sath baat karne wala bhi koi nahi tha khud uska pati bhi nahi, devika ki ankho se do bunde ansu ki tapak gayi. Usne apna sar neeche jhuka liya aur dono hath ki hatheliyo ko ekdusre ke sath kas ke daba liya jaise vo apne aapko tutane aur bikharne se rokna chahti ho.
Apni saheli ki aisi haalat dekh kar madhuri bhi pareshan ho gayi. Aur vo dusra koi devika ki iss halat ko dekhta usase pehle wo usko lekar dusre llogo se thoda dur college garden ke ek khali bench mein jaake baith gayi.
‘Kya baat ho gayi devika’, madhuri ne chintit swar mein kaha.
Devika kuchh nahi boli. Madhuri ne uski hatheli ko apni hatheli mein lekar kaha,’main tumhari collegue hi nahi best friend bhi hu. Jo bhi hai batao pls. kuchh hal nikale tumhari chinta ka’
Itna hi keh ne tha aur devika ki rulayi fut padi. Thodi der baad jab vo shaant huyi to madhuri ne paani ki bottle usko di. Devika ne thoda paani piya aur thodi lambi saanse apnne seene mein bhari. Aur bolna chalu kiya.
Vikram se pareshaan hu, vo theek se baat bhi nahi karta. Vo kisi bhi tarah ka physical relation bandhane se dur hi rehta hai aur shahad mein usme kaamiyab bhi ho jaau to jaan bujhkar mujhe adhura chhod deta hai. Aur baad mein mere sath baat na karke mujhe ishara jaise batana chah raha ho ki bacche na ho pane ki wajajh main khud hu. Jab ki saare reports uske against mein hai. Even uski family wale bhi mujhe doshit samjh rahe hai. Aur taane marne ka koi mauka vo nahi chhodate hai.
Itna kehte huye vo phir se rone lagi.
Madhuri lagatar uski peeth sehla rahi thi aur uska dukh kam ho isiliye uski saari baate shanty se sun rahi thi.
‘Mujhe ye kehna to nahi chahiye par agar itni hi problem hai to divorce kyun nahi de deti usko’, madhuri ne kaha.
‘Kya batau tujhe, ye samaaj ki jo soch hain usme meri jaisi stree agar divorce kare to usko sirf aur sirf apmaan aur lajja hi milte hai. Aur mujhe mere papa ki izzat ko bhi barakarar rakhna hai. Kyuki kal ye kahe jaane wale samajwadi unko bhi nahi chhodenge aur apne shabdo se unko bhi pareshan kar denge. Tu bata unki kya galti hai?’, devika ne kaha.
‘Kucch to rasta hoga isase bahar nikalne ka,’ madhuri ne puchha.
‘Filhal to nahi. Vikram ke maa baap bhi kaafi khatarnak hai. Agra main koi aisa kadam uthaungi to vo pure samaaj mein ye baat faila denge ki main bachha nahi de paayi aur mujhme khami hai jabki sach ye hai ki napusank unka khud ka beta hai. Aur aise joothe aaropo se jeene se accha hai ki mar hi jaaun,’ devika ne bhavuk hote huye kaha.
Madhuri bhi dukhi ho gayi thi, vo devika ko dekh rahi thi. uski ankhe ro ro kar laal ho chuki thi. uske hothon mein kisi anjaan dar se kampan thi. usko bhi aisa laga ki ye samaaj aur uske log itne insensitive kaise ho sakte hai ki ek abala naari ka sach na sunte huye jo sach mein doshi hai unko sath de rahe hain.
‘To ab kya karogi tum,’madhuri ne puchha.
‘abhi to kuchh nahi hai karne ke liye par 2 din ke baad main apne gaanv jaa rahi hu 5 din keliye. Meri ek saheli ki shaadi hai aur ghar pe maa- papa aur vasudha ke sath kuchh time bhi spend karna chahti hu’, devika ne madhuri ki taraf dekhte huye kaha.
‘chal yeh theek hai isase tujhe thoda samay bhi milega soch vichar karne ka aur apni family ke sath time spend bhi kar sakegi,’ madhuri ne haste huye kaha.
Devika ne bhi apna uttar sirf haste huye hi diya.
