Coolraj839
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Baat aapki bilkul thik hai doctor saahab ki bimar aadmi asal mein dawa se kum par du'a yani apno ke sahi saath se zyada thik hota hai aur yeh baat yahan bhi laagu hoti hai ki aarti aur komal dono hi parivaar pyaar dosti aur apanepan se thik hui hain ya ho sakti hain.... Par neha ki maa tiwaari ke saath kyon aur kabse hain? Ab dekhna yeh hai ki kya sonu aarti ko apne prem se thik kar paayega? Kya neha aur sonu kabhi ek honge? Asli shiva ka rahasya bhi abhi tak ek rahasya hi bana hua hai...Update 61“kya komal ke sath bhi kuchh aisa hota tha ??”
Dr. ne ye prashn Bhuwan se kiya tha , maine bhabhi ke behavior ko dekhkar pareshan ho gaya tha aur ye bat Dr. ko batai unhone turant hi Bhuwan aur mujhe akele me bulaya , ham abhi nadi ke kinare ret par baithe hue the ..
Bhuwan ne bhabhi ke sath hui ghatna ko suna to uska chahra bhi Gambhir ho gaya ..
“ha lekin komal ko pahle is takat par ghamand tha bad me dheere dheere usne jiva ke kahane par kuchh masoomo ko bhi maar diya aur wanha se use is takat ko lekar glani ke bhaaw aane shuru ho gaye ..
Wo apni hi takat se darne lagi thi kyoki takat ka hona aur uske control ka hona dono hi alag alag bat hoti hai aur komal ki takat uske control se bahar jane lagi , tabhi ham logo ne faisla kar liya tha ki ham ye sab chhodkar dur chale jayenge , kewal mere prem ke jariye hi use shant kiya ja sakta tha, lekin aarti ke hone ke bad se wo jyda shant ho gayi aur aarti ke aane se hamara jivan hi badal gaya ham wo nahi rah gaye jo ham hua karte the …”
“hummm “
Dr. gahare vicharo me gum ho gaya tha ..
“kya bat hai Dr. kya koi pareshani wali bat hai , dekhiye hame kisi se koi badala nahi lena main bhabhi ko lekar kahi dur chala jaunga , lekin main bhabhi ko is takleef me nahi dekh sakta “
Dr. ke chahre par aa rahe bhaaw mujhe darane lage the
“maine ye pahle kyo nahi socha .. ye koi shrap ya koi jadui takat na hokar koi mansik bimari bhi to ho sakti hai jo ki genetically ek pidhi se dusari pidhi me failti ho .. medical science me aise kai rog hai jo ki maa baap se bachcho ko ho jate hai , ye koi mansik bimari ho sakati hai “
Dr. ki bat se na sirf main balki Bhuwan bhi buri tarh se chouk gaya tha
“aise kaise ho sakta hai Dr. , maine khud us pustak me padha tha ki ye takat ek shrap hai “
Bhuwan bechain hote hue bola
“ha jo chije samjh nahi aati ham use jadu kahna shuru kar dete hai , ye to hamesha se hota aa raha hai, ho sakta hai ki jab kisi ko ye vikriti jagi hogi to use samjh na aaya ho aur unhone ise shrap ka naam de diya ho .. sochne wali bat hai ki aise condition ke mareej to aaj bhi moujud hai , wo apna aapa kho dete hai aur adbut takat unke ander aa jati hai , kai schizophrenia ke marijo me aisi condition paayi jati hai , unki takat itani ho jati hai ki kai log ek sath bhi use samhal nahi sakte .. “
“lekin ye bhi to confidence ke sath nahi kaha ja sakta ki ye koi bimari hi hogi , aur pyar ka milna aur pyar ke dwara samhalna ye bhi to koi ittefak nahi hai , aur ye chije bhi to us pustak me thi “
Maine apni duvidha samne rakhi , Dr. ne muskurate hue bolna shuru kiya
“ha sahi bole tum , lekin ager iska pattern dekho to chije jyda clear ho jati hai …. Komal aur arati dono ke sath ek chij hui aur pustak ke hisab se aur bhi kai logo ke sath , aur wo tha ki unka pahla pyar successful nahi hua tha , isliye wo takat nahi jaagi ..
Ab majedar chij to ye hai ki Bhuwan komal ke sath bachpan se tha aur Tiwari se jyda pyar usse karta tha, bhale hi komal Tiwari ke sath thi lekin uske dil me ye bat jarur thi ki Bhuwan usse pyar karta hai aur wo bhi Bhuwan ko ek dost ki tarh hi sahi lekin bahut pyar karti thi , just waise hi Ankit bhi aarti ke sath tab se tha jab se usne raju se shadi ki raju ne bewafai ki lekin Ankit uske sath hamesha raha aur isiliye aarati ke dil me bhi Ankit ke liye ek bharosha aur unconditional prem ne janm liya ..
Matlab dono hi condition me situation lagbhag ek si thi , pahle pyar se dhokha aur fir dusara prem jo ki chhipa hua tha uska bahar aana ..
Ab ek aur majedar bat ye hai ki ager ham mansik bimariyo ka pattern dekhe to wo aise hi nahi ho jate , wo tab hi bahar aate hai jab kisi prakar ka mansik dabaw ho , ek uddipan(stimulation) ki jarurat hoti hai , sabhi insano ki takat alag alag hoti hai isliye stimulation bhi alag alag hota hai, adhikater kisi bahut hi buri chij ya ghatna ke samne aane se hi mansik vikaar jaag jate hai …
To kya ye nahi ho sakta ki is case me pahle prem ka dhokha stimulation ka kaam karta ho aur fir dusara sachcha prem jo ki unhe bhi hamesha se lagta hai ki yahi sachcha prem hai lekin wo ise ujagaer nahi kar pa rahe hote .. to is sachche prem ke mil jane se wo takat achank se fut jati ho ..
Aur fir jaisa unka behavior ho jata hai apne premi ke prati wo kisi mansik rogi ke hi lakshan hai , jaise bahut hi jyda prem karna aur sath hi ek asakti ka bhaaw aana ..
Kyoki komal ne pustak padhi thi isliye usne ise jadu ki tarah hi liya aur apne takat ko enjoy karne lagi , aise bhi wo hamesha se jiva aur sampat ke sath rahi thi to use marpit wala mahol hi mila tha , lekin aarti ke case me aisa nahi tha, use bachpan se bahut hi prem se pala gaya, raju ko chhod do to sabhi ne use samman aur prem diya hai , wo marpit jaisi chijo se bhi bahut dur thi .. to uske man me is takt se uthane wale vicharo ko lekar glani ke bhaw jaldi hi aane shuru ho gaye .. “
Dr. ki bat sunkar Bhuwan aur main dono hi soch me padh gaye the ..
Ager ye bimari thi to iska lilaaj kya tha , ek ilaaj to hame pata tha wo tha prem ..
Dr. ne bolna jari rakha
“aur jaisa ki adhikter mansik rogiyo ke sath hota hai prem se hi ye rog bhi kaabu me aa jata hai ….
Iska karn bhi samany sa hai ki ager koi aapse prem dikhaye to us prem ke ahsaas se apne par kabu karna asaan ho jata hai ..”
Ham sabhi chup the ki mere dimag me ek prashn aaya
“to kya hame bhabhi ko bata dena chahiye ki wo bimar hai ..”
“nahi Ankit abhi nahi .. isse wo aur bhi pareshan ho jaayegi aur usse uska khud par se control khone lagega .. use tumhare prem ki jarurat hai use bas in sabse dur rakho to hi thik hoga, abhi to main bhi apni is theory par confirm nahi hu, mujhe bhi thoda research ka mouka do .. ager aisa hai to aise case ya isse milte julate case aur bhi honge , aur prem se badi koi therapy duniya me nahi hai .. ham bhartiyo me pariwar ka bahut mulay hota hai ye bhi ek tarah se therapy ka kaam karti hai , pahle jab sanyukt pariwar hote the log apni samsya ek dusare se khulkar bol lete the aur halke ho jate the isliye mansik rogi bahut hi kam the, jin samajo me akelepan ki samsya hai wanha mansik rog bhi bahut jyda hai kyoki unke pas prem hi to nahi hai .. na maa baap ka pyar mil pata hai na hi dosto ka na hi rishtedaro ka , milta hai to bas tension … to abhi to bas pyar se rakho baki ki bate bad me dekhte hai .. ager aarti ko jyda mansik tension nahi diya jaaye to ho sakta hai ki wo khud se hi thik hone lage , jaise ki komal ho gayi … ab komal ka khud par bahut hi control hai aur yad rakhna har mansik bimari apne aap me ek mansik takat bhi hoti hai , bimari aur takat me bas ek hi chij ka fark hota hai wo hai control ka .. control kar liya to takat aur ager na kar paye to bimari … ( ye main aise hi nahi bol raha hu , asal me psychology me har bimari ke sath ek chij maine dekhi hai aur wo hai uncontrollable, aur sath hi sath kai mansik bimariya aisi bhi hai jise ham yog aur dhyan ki sidhdhiya mante hai , takat aur jadu mante hai lekin wahi bat hai control ka fark hota hai ) “
Dr. ki bat se mujhe bahut hi shanti mili , tabhi thodi hi dur hame kisi ke hone ka ahsaas hua ..
Ham sabhi ki najr us or gayi ..
Wo Neha thi , ankho me ansu liye wo hamari bato ko sun rahi thi ..
“tum ..”
Main kuchh aur bol pata usse pahle hi Dr. wanha se uth gaye
“tum dono bat karo ham chalte hai “
Dr. ne ye kahte hue mujhe aankh maar di thi …..
Dr. aur Bhuwan ke jane ke bad Neha mujhse aakar lipat gayi ,main ashchary me tha ki ye kya ho raha hai ..
“mujh maaf kar do Ankit , meri maa sach me Tiwari ke sath mili hui hai , mujhe maaf kar do ki maine bhabhi ke bare me bura socha .. bhabhi bimar hai aur main.. “
Main Neha ke is hridaypariwartan se chouk gaya tha
“tum.. tumne mujhe maaf kar diya “
Usne sar uthaya uske hotho me ek muskan thi lekin gahri nahi bas halki si
“ha bhi aur nahi bhi “
“matlab ??”
“matlab ki tumne bhabhi ke sath jo kiya uske liye maine tumhe maaf kiya lekin main tumse pyar karti hu aur tumhe kisi aur ke sath nahi dekh sakti .. tum bhabhi se hi pyar karte ho mujhse nahi , mujhse pyar karna shayd tumhara bharam tha “
“nahi Neha aisa nahi hai , main tum dono se pyar karta hu .. aur rahi sararik sambandho ki to mere sambandh sus aur ek rani naam ki aourat se bhi rahe hai “
Meri bat sunkar Neha ne mujhe chhod diya aur bade hi gour se mere chahre ko dekhane lagi
“tumne samjhana mere bas ka nahi hai Ankit , tumne jo kiya wo shayd tumhare liye thik ho lekin mere liye nahi .. main aaj hi ynha se ja rahi hu apne purane jivan me lout rahi hu , Tiwari se hame koi dar nahi hai uska sanrkshan maa ke sath hai , main ek simple si ladki hu Ankit aur tum bahut hi complicated ho… hamara alag ho jana hi sahi rahega “
Isse pahle ki main usse kuch kah pata wo wanha se nikal gayi , main use rokana chahata tha lekin mujhe bhabhi ka khyal aaya, Neha ke rahte main bhabhi par dhyan nahi de pata shayd waqt ki bhi yahi najakat thi ki main Neha ko jane du …
Wo ankho me ansu bhare jane lagi main bas nadi ki ret me khada hua use jate dekhta raha ……..
Main use rokna to chahata tha lekin mere ankho ke samne bas bhabhi ki taswir aa rahi thi ………..
Update 61“kya komal ke sath bhi kuchh aisa hota tha ??”
Dr. ne ye prashn Bhuwan se kiya tha , maine bhabhi ke behavior ko dekhkar pareshan ho gaya tha aur ye bat Dr. ko batai unhone turant hi Bhuwan aur mujhe akele me bulaya , ham abhi nadi ke kinare ret par baithe hue the ..
Bhuwan ne bhabhi ke sath hui ghatna ko suna to uska chahra bhi Gambhir ho gaya ..
“ha lekin komal ko pahle is takat par ghamand tha bad me dheere dheere usne jiva ke kahane par kuchh masoomo ko bhi maar diya aur wanha se use is takat ko lekar glani ke bhaaw aane shuru ho gaye ..
Wo apni hi takat se darne lagi thi kyoki takat ka hona aur uske control ka hona dono hi alag alag bat hoti hai aur komal ki takat uske control se bahar jane lagi , tabhi ham logo ne faisla kar liya tha ki ham ye sab chhodkar dur chale jayenge , kewal mere prem ke jariye hi use shant kiya ja sakta tha, lekin aarti ke hone ke bad se wo jyda shant ho gayi aur aarti ke aane se hamara jivan hi badal gaya ham wo nahi rah gaye jo ham hua karte the …”
“hummm “
Dr. gahare vicharo me gum ho gaya tha ..
“kya bat hai Dr. kya koi pareshani wali bat hai , dekhiye hame kisi se koi badala nahi lena main bhabhi ko lekar kahi dur chala jaunga , lekin main bhabhi ko is takleef me nahi dekh sakta “
Dr. ke chahre par aa rahe bhaaw mujhe darane lage the
“maine ye pahle kyo nahi socha .. ye koi shrap ya koi jadui takat na hokar koi mansik bimari bhi to ho sakti hai jo ki genetically ek pidhi se dusari pidhi me failti ho .. medical science me aise kai rog hai jo ki maa baap se bachcho ko ho jate hai , ye koi mansik bimari ho sakati hai “
Dr. ki bat se na sirf main balki Bhuwan bhi buri tarh se chouk gaya tha
“aise kaise ho sakta hai Dr. , maine khud us pustak me padha tha ki ye takat ek shrap hai “
Bhuwan bechain hote hue bola
“ha jo chije samjh nahi aati ham use jadu kahna shuru kar dete hai , ye to hamesha se hota aa raha hai, ho sakta hai ki jab kisi ko ye vikriti jagi hogi to use samjh na aaya ho aur unhone ise shrap ka naam de diya ho .. sochne wali bat hai ki aise condition ke mareej to aaj bhi moujud hai , wo apna aapa kho dete hai aur adbut takat unke ander aa jati hai , kai schizophrenia ke marijo me aisi condition paayi jati hai , unki takat itani ho jati hai ki kai log ek sath bhi use samhal nahi sakte .. “
“lekin ye bhi to confidence ke sath nahi kaha ja sakta ki ye koi bimari hi hogi , aur pyar ka milna aur pyar ke dwara samhalna ye bhi to koi ittefak nahi hai , aur ye chije bhi to us pustak me thi “
Maine apni duvidha samne rakhi , Dr. ne muskurate hue bolna shuru kiya
“ha sahi bole tum , lekin ager iska pattern dekho to chije jyda clear ho jati hai …. Komal aur arati dono ke sath ek chij hui aur pustak ke hisab se aur bhi kai logo ke sath , aur wo tha ki unka pahla pyar successful nahi hua tha , isliye wo takat nahi jaagi ..
Ab majedar chij to ye hai ki Bhuwan komal ke sath bachpan se tha aur Tiwari se jyda pyar usse karta tha, bhale hi komal Tiwari ke sath thi lekin uske dil me ye bat jarur thi ki Bhuwan usse pyar karta hai aur wo bhi Bhuwan ko ek dost ki tarh hi sahi lekin bahut pyar karti thi , just waise hi Ankit bhi aarti ke sath tab se tha jab se usne raju se shadi ki raju ne bewafai ki lekin Ankit uske sath hamesha raha aur isiliye aarati ke dil me bhi Ankit ke liye ek bharosha aur unconditional prem ne janm liya ..
Matlab dono hi condition me situation lagbhag ek si thi , pahle pyar se dhokha aur fir dusara prem jo ki chhipa hua tha uska bahar aana ..
Ab ek aur majedar bat ye hai ki ager ham mansik bimariyo ka pattern dekhe to wo aise hi nahi ho jate , wo tab hi bahar aate hai jab kisi prakar ka mansik dabaw ho , ek uddipan(stimulation) ki jarurat hoti hai , sabhi insano ki takat alag alag hoti hai isliye stimulation bhi alag alag hota hai, adhikater kisi bahut hi buri chij ya ghatna ke samne aane se hi mansik vikaar jaag jate hai …
To kya ye nahi ho sakta ki is case me pahle prem ka dhokha stimulation ka kaam karta ho aur fir dusara sachcha prem jo ki unhe bhi hamesha se lagta hai ki yahi sachcha prem hai lekin wo ise ujagaer nahi kar pa rahe hote .. to is sachche prem ke mil jane se wo takat achank se fut jati ho ..
Aur fir jaisa unka behavior ho jata hai apne premi ke prati wo kisi mansik rogi ke hi lakshan hai , jaise bahut hi jyda prem karna aur sath hi ek asakti ka bhaaw aana ..
Kyoki komal ne pustak padhi thi isliye usne ise jadu ki tarah hi liya aur apne takat ko enjoy karne lagi , aise bhi wo hamesha se jiva aur sampat ke sath rahi thi to use marpit wala mahol hi mila tha , lekin aarti ke case me aisa nahi tha, use bachpan se bahut hi prem se pala gaya, raju ko chhod do to sabhi ne use samman aur prem diya hai , wo marpit jaisi chijo se bhi bahut dur thi .. to uske man me is takt se uthane wale vicharo ko lekar glani ke bhaw jaldi hi aane shuru ho gaye .. “
Dr. ki bat sunkar Bhuwan aur main dono hi soch me padh gaye the ..
Ager ye bimari thi to iska lilaaj kya tha , ek ilaaj to hame pata tha wo tha prem ..
Dr. ne bolna jari rakha
“aur jaisa ki adhikter mansik rogiyo ke sath hota hai prem se hi ye rog bhi kaabu me aa jata hai ….
Iska karn bhi samany sa hai ki ager koi aapse prem dikhaye to us prem ke ahsaas se apne par kabu karna asaan ho jata hai ..”
Ham sabhi chup the ki mere dimag me ek prashn aaya
“to kya hame bhabhi ko bata dena chahiye ki wo bimar hai ..”
“nahi Ankit abhi nahi .. isse wo aur bhi pareshan ho jaayegi aur usse uska khud par se control khone lagega .. use tumhare prem ki jarurat hai use bas in sabse dur rakho to hi thik hoga, abhi to main bhi apni is theory par confirm nahi hu, mujhe bhi thoda research ka mouka do .. ager aisa hai to aise case ya isse milte julate case aur bhi honge , aur prem se badi koi therapy duniya me nahi hai .. ham bhartiyo me pariwar ka bahut mulay hota hai ye bhi ek tarah se therapy ka kaam karti hai , pahle jab sanyukt pariwar hote the log apni samsya ek dusare se khulkar bol lete the aur halke ho jate the isliye mansik rogi bahut hi kam the, jin samajo me akelepan ki samsya hai wanha mansik rog bhi bahut jyda hai kyoki unke pas prem hi to nahi hai .. na maa baap ka pyar mil pata hai na hi dosto ka na hi rishtedaro ka , milta hai to bas tension … to abhi to bas pyar se rakho baki ki bate bad me dekhte hai .. ager aarti ko jyda mansik tension nahi diya jaaye to ho sakta hai ki wo khud se hi thik hone lage , jaise ki komal ho gayi … ab komal ka khud par bahut hi control hai aur yad rakhna har mansik bimari apne aap me ek mansik takat bhi hoti hai , bimari aur takat me bas ek hi chij ka fark hota hai wo hai control ka .. control kar liya to takat aur ager na kar paye to bimari … ( ye main aise hi nahi bol raha hu , asal me psychology me har bimari ke sath ek chij maine dekhi hai aur wo hai uncontrollable, aur sath hi sath kai mansik bimariya aisi bhi hai jise ham yog aur dhyan ki sidhdhiya mante hai , takat aur jadu mante hai lekin wahi bat hai control ka fark hota hai ) “
Dr. ki bat se mujhe bahut hi shanti mili , tabhi thodi hi dur hame kisi ke hone ka ahsaas hua ..
Ham sabhi ki najr us or gayi ..
Wo Neha thi , ankho me ansu liye wo hamari bato ko sun rahi thi ..
“tum ..”
Main kuchh aur bol pata usse pahle hi Dr. wanha se uth gaye
“tum dono bat karo ham chalte hai “
Dr. ne ye kahte hue mujhe aankh maar di thi …..
Dr. aur Bhuwan ke jane ke bad Neha mujhse aakar lipat gayi ,main ashchary me tha ki ye kya ho raha hai ..
“mujh maaf kar do Ankit , meri maa sach me Tiwari ke sath mili hui hai , mujhe maaf kar do ki maine bhabhi ke bare me bura socha .. bhabhi bimar hai aur main.. “
Main Neha ke is hridaypariwartan se chouk gaya tha
“tum.. tumne mujhe maaf kar diya “
Usne sar uthaya uske hotho me ek muskan thi lekin gahri nahi bas halki si
“ha bhi aur nahi bhi “
“matlab ??”
“matlab ki tumne bhabhi ke sath jo kiya uske liye maine tumhe maaf kiya lekin main tumse pyar karti hu aur tumhe kisi aur ke sath nahi dekh sakti .. tum bhabhi se hi pyar karte ho mujhse nahi , mujhse pyar karna shayd tumhara bharam tha “
“nahi Neha aisa nahi hai , main tum dono se pyar karta hu .. aur rahi sararik sambandho ki to mere sambandh sus aur ek rani naam ki aourat se bhi rahe hai “
Meri bat sunkar Neha ne mujhe chhod diya aur bade hi gour se mere chahre ko dekhane lagi
“tumne samjhana mere bas ka nahi hai Ankit , tumne jo kiya wo shayd tumhare liye thik ho lekin mere liye nahi .. main aaj hi ynha se ja rahi hu apne purane jivan me lout rahi hu , Tiwari se hame koi dar nahi hai uska sanrkshan maa ke sath hai , main ek simple si ladki hu Ankit aur tum bahut hi complicated ho… hamara alag ho jana hi sahi rahega “
Isse pahle ki main usse kuch kah pata wo wanha se nikal gayi , main use rokana chahata tha lekin mujhe bhabhi ka khyal aaya, Neha ke rahte main bhabhi par dhyan nahi de pata shayd waqt ki bhi yahi najakat thi ki main Neha ko jane du …
Wo ankho me ansu bhare jane lagi main bas nadi ki ret me khada hua use jate dekhta raha ……..
Main use rokna to chahata tha lekin mere ankho ke samne bas bhabhi ki taswir aa rahi thi ………..
