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59. Ghar Wapasi aur nai shuruat
Jab ham ghar pahunche toh shaam ho chuki thi... woh waqt jab suraj dhalta hai aur raat ka andhera apni god mein samaan leta hai... par us din woh andhera alag tha... woh hamari zindagi mein ghus raha tha... jaise koi bhoot... koi saaya...

Sasurji darwaze pe khade the... unka chehra... woh chehra jisse main pehchaan nahi pa raha tha... koi expression nahi tha... na gussa tha na koi dukh... bas ek ajeeb sa blankness... jaise unhone apni aankhein bandh kar li ho... jaise woh kisi aur duniya mein ho... aur mujhe laga ki shayad yeh achha hai... shayad unhone kuchh dekha nahi... par jab unhone darwaza khola aur ham andar aaye... tab mujhe samajh aaya ki woh sab jaante hain... har ek cheez...
Main paying guest tha... yaad tha mujhe... ki main sirf ek kirayedaar hoon is ghar mein... ek outsider... par aaj woh boundary mit gayi thi... kyunki jo hamne Prague mein kiya tha... woh ab sab ke saamne tha... aur ham... ham dono... ek hi din wapas aa gaye the... alag alag time par nikle the... par ek hi din laut aaye... yeh timing... yeh coincidence... itna bada tha ki koi bhi uss par shaq kart sakta tha aasani se... I hope ke aap samaj pa rahe ho. Nikle bhi ek din wapas bhi aaye to ek din...
Sasurji ne pehla sawal pucha... awaaz mein woh ajeeb sa tone tha... jaise woh already jawab jaante hue bhi poochh rahe ho... "Tum log kab nikle the... aur kab aaye...?"
Savita ne wahi bahana dobara dohraya... ki woh apne ek dur ke rishtedar se milne gayi thi... aur main apne gaanv gaya tha... par hamari yeh conversation... yeh jhooth... hamare pakde jaane ka kaaran ban gayi... kyunki ham dono ne alag alag kahaniyaan banayi thi... aur jab woh ek doosre se takraayi... jab timing match nahi ki... tab shaq yakeen mein badal gaya...
Aur phir... phir maine drawing room mein Diljit ko dekha... woh sofa pe baitha tha... uski aankhein... uski aankhein bata rahi thi sab kuchh... usne sab bata diya tha... apni maa ko... apne papa ko... jo bhi Prague mein hua tha... jo bhi hamne kiya tha... woh sab kuchh... woh sab kuchh ab unki nazron ke saamne tha...
Sasu ji kitchen se nikli... haath mein chamcha tha... shayad kuchh bana rahi thi... par jab unhone bhi ham dono ko saath mein dekha... jab unhone hamari aankhon mein woh darr dekha... woh guilt dekha... tab unhe bhi sab samajh aa gaya... bina kuchh kahe samajh aa gaya...
"Kya hai yeh... tum dono... tum dono saath mein kyun ho... tum log kahin gaye the kya..."
Unki awaaz... pehle se hi shak thi usmein... pehle se hi woh jaanti thi... par ab confirmation chahiye thi...

Ham chup the... Savita chup thi... aur phir... phir jaisa maine socha tha... waisa hi hua...
Sasu ji chilla padi... unki awaaz itni tez thi... jaise poore mohalle ko sunayi de... jaise koi bijli giri ho...
"Kya hai yeh... tum dono... tum dono shadi-shuda ho kya...?"
Sawal tha... par jawab hamare chehre pe tha... haan... ham dono haan mein sar hilaaye... aur woh gussa... woh gussa jo andar daba hua tha... woh ab bahar aaya... fata... jaise koi bomb explode ho... Aur diljit ko kaha
"Shadi hui nahi hai tumhari... court marriage baki hai... ham aage nahi badhna chahte..."
Yeh unka farman tha... final decision... ki ab yeh rishta... yeh jo bhi tha... khatam... sab khatam...
Aur phir... phir jo sabse painful tha... woh shuru hua...
Sasu ji ne wapas Diljit ki taraf mudke dekha... uski aankhon mein ghus ke dekha... aur phir bola... woh shabd... woh alfaaz... jo aaj tak main nahi bhool sakta...
"Kaisi aurat se shaadi karne ja raha tha tu... jo already shadi-shuda hai... jo apne pehle pati ke saath rehti hai... aur ek randi type ki hai... jo nangi ghoomti hai... jo sabke saath soti hai..."
Har shabd... jaise talwar ki chhuri se... ham dono par... hamari zindagi par... hamari izzat par...
Mai aur Savita... ham dono bas khade the... kuchh bol nahi pa rahe the... kya bolte... kya kehte... sach toh yeh tha... sach toh wahi tha jo woh keh rahi thi...
"Isne hamari naak kat di... hamara naam mitti mein mila diya... aur tu... tu isse shaadi karne ja raha tha... isse maa banana chahta tha..."
Diljit... bechara Diljit... woh bas ro raha tha... uski aankhon se aansu... uski zindagi... uski mohabbat... sab khatam hota hua...
Aur ham... ham dono... jab unhone kaha ki niklo... jab unhone order diya... tab ham chale gaye... apne ghar ke liye... jaise koi bhaga hua jurm... jaise koi nakaam mohabbat...
Peeche... peeche Diljit... bas rote hue dekhta raha...

Jab ham apne ghar pahunche... tab Savita ne darwaza bandh kiya... aur seedha bed pe gir gayi... uski aankhein... woh aankhein jo hamesha chamakti thi... aaj unmein kuchh nahi tha... sirf andhera... sirf khaalipan...
Main paas baitha... uske baal sahlate hue... dheere se... bina kuchh kahe... kyunki kya kehta... kya bolta... jo hua tha woh toh hua tha... ab bas sametna tha... sametna aur aage badhna...
Kuchh der baad... jab shaant ho gayi... tab usne mudke dekha... aur phir... phir ham dono mein woh baat hui... woh conversation jo shayad honi hi thi...
"Mujhe pata tha ki ek na ek din yeh hoga..."
Savita ki awaaz... dheemi thi... thaki hui thi... par usmein woh realization tha... woh acceptance tha...
Maine haan mein sar hilaya... "Mujhe bhi pata tha... par itni jaldi... yeh socha nahi tha..."
Savita ne kaha... "Achha hua... jo hua jaldi hua... warna aur zyada umeedein hoti... aur zyada dard hota..."
Yeh uski samajhdaari thi... ya shayad woh bas khud ko samjha rahi thi... par jo bhi tha... sach tha... ki yeh bound to happen tha... jo bhi hua... jaisa bhi hua...
Agle kuchh din... Savita shant rahi... apne aap ko thik karne mein lagi... maine use waqt diya... uski zaroorat thi... uski space thi... main bas paas tha... bina kuchh maange... bina kuchh kahe...
Woh subah uthti... chai banati... baithi... sochti... shaam ko chhoti si walk... aur phir wapas... yeh routine... yeh silence... yeh healing ka process...
Aur phir... ek din... woh din aaya...
Savita newspaper dekh rahi thi... woh aankhein jo ab thodi chamakne lagi thi... woh ruk gayi... ek page pe... ek advertisement pe...
"College Professor Required... Literature Department... Qualification: Masters in English Literature... Experience preferred but not mandatory..."
Woh advertisement... woh shabd... jaise koi purana sapna... koi bhooli hui yaad... jo saalon pehle... jab Savita college mein thi... jab usne apni Masters ki thi... tab uska sapna tha... ki woh padhayegi... woh professor banegi... woh students ko sikhaegi...

Par phir shaadi hui... phir yeh zindagi... yeh randi wali zindagi... aur woh sapna... woh sapna kahi peeche reh gaya...
Aaj... aaj woh sapna phir saamne tha... aur uske paas qualification thi... uske paas degree thi... Masters in English Literature... woh padhi likhi thi... woh qualified thi...
Usne mujhe dikhaya... uski aankhon mein woh purani chamak wapas thi... woh excitement... woh umeed...
"Dekho... yeh... yeh main kar sakti hoon..."
Maine uski aankhon mein woh excitement dekha... woh purani chamak jo vapas aa rahi thi... aur mere dimag mein ek idea aaya... ek aisa idea jo uske liye nayi umeed ban sakta tha...
"Savita..." Maine dheere se kaha... uska dhyaan khinchte hue...
Woh mudi... aankhon mein sawal tha...
"Tum jaanti ho... college mein kya hota hai...?" Maine shuruwat ki... awaaz mein woh tone tha... jaise koi raaz bata raha ho...
Savita ne eyebrow uthai... "Matlab?"
"Young ladke... fresh blood... jo tumhari class mein aayenge... jo tumhe dekhenge... tumhari har baat sunenge..."
Maine har shabd pe zor diya... uski soch ko direction dene ki koshish ki...

"Salo se... student aur professor ke beech ek alag rishta hota hai..." Maine aage badha... "Teacher ko apne students ke liye ek protective feeling hoti hai... par kabhi kabhi... yeh feeling aur zyada strong ho jaati hai..."
Savita ki saansein tez ho gayi... woh samajh gayi thi... uski aankhon mein woh spark aa gaya...
"Aur tum..." Maine uski taraf ishaara kiya... "Tum hot ho... beautiful ho... experienced ho... jo ladki apne professors se chudti hai... woh tumhe dekh ke kya sochega...?"
Yeh baat uske dimag mein gayi... aur seedhe jaa ke chipak gayi... jaise koi bullet target pe laga ho...
Usne socha... college ke ladke... 18-19 saal ke... fresh energy... jo uski class mein baithenge... uski figure dekhenge... uski baaton mein kho jayenge... aur woh... woh unmein se kisi ko... shayad...
"Interview..." Usne kaha... awaaz mein woh excitement thi... "Mujhe jaana chahiye..."
Aur phir woh uthi... taiyar hone lagi... professional banne lagi...
Usne apni purani files nikaali... degrees... certificates... usne saree pahani ekdam hot wali..
Maine uski madad ki... use sexy dikhne ke liye

Aur phir... woh taiyar thi... ek professor ki tarah... par andar... andar woh randi thi... jo young blood ka intezaar kar rahi thi...
Woh nikli... door se mud ke dekhi... ek aakhri smile di... aur chali gayi... naye adventure ki taraf...
Savita college pahunchi... blouse deep neck... waist pe saree neeche... navel dikh raha tha... woh soch rahi thi... shayad koi male interviewer hoga... thoda cleavage dikhake... thoda flirt karke... job pakki...
Waiting room mein baithi... doosre candidates dekh rahe the... young girls... fresh graduates... par unmein woh experience nahi tha... woh confidence nahi tha... jo Savita mein tha...
"Savita..." Bulava aaya...
Woh andar gayi... smile di... par... par wahan ek female interviewer baithi thi... Mrs. Nair... name plate pe likha tha... 45 saal ki... strict look... professional...
Savita thodi mayus hui... par usne control kiya... haath jode... "Namaste ma'am..."
"Baithiye..." Mrs. Nair ne kaha...
Questions shuru hue...
"Post-colonial literature mein hybridity concept ko kaise samajhte hain aap?"

Savita ne jawab diya... confident... "Ma'am... hybridity matlab do alag cultures ka milna... jaise India mein British rule ke baad jo literature bana... woh dono ka mixture tha... Indian soul... British language..."
"Feminist theory mein 'male gaze' concept samjhaiye..."
"Ma'am... male gaze matlab... society mein aurat ko sirf mard ki nazar se dekha jaana... jaise films mein heroine ko sirf hero ki love interest ke roop mein dikhaya jaata hai... na ki independent character ke roop mein..."
Har sawal... har jawab... perfect... knowledgeable... experienced...
Par phir... Mrs. Nair uthi... "Ek minute... Mr. Verma bhi aane wale hain... woh final decision lenge..."
Door khula... Mr. Verma aaye... 35 saal ke... handsome... fit... blazer mein...
Savita ki aankhein chamki... yeh... yeh woh tha... jiska intezaar tha...
Mrs. Nair ne kaha... "Main chalti hoon... aap dono baat kar lo..."
Woh chali gayi... ab sirf Savita... aur Mr. Verma...
Woh smile di... confident... ab job pakki thi...
Mr. Verma ne chair pe baith ke file bandh ki... aur dheere se kaha...
"Aapko pata hai... humare college mein ek special subject hai... ancient Indian texts..."
Savita ne haan mein sar hilaya... samajh gayi thi... direction kahan ja rahi thi...
"Kamasutra... iske baare mein kya jaanti hain aap?"
Savita ne smile di... confident... "Bahut kuchh..."
Mr. Verma ne pehla sawal pucha... "Is text ka main purpose kya tha... sirf physical acts ya kuchh aur?"
Savita ne jawab diya... "Sirf physical acts nahi... complete lifestyle... relationships... understanding between partners..."

"Kitne main sections hain isme?"
"Saat... har section alag topic cover karta hai... pehla general conduct... phir relationships... phir physical union..."
Mr. Verma ne aage pucha... "Physical union mein... positions ki baat aati hai... kya yeh sirf entertainment tha ya education?"
Savita ne openly jawab diya... "Education tha... different body types... different preferences... compatibility..."
"Kiss ka zikr hai isme... importance kya hai?"
Savita ne kaha... "Foreplay... intimacy... sirf act nahi... poora experience..."
Mr. Verma ne aur detail mein pucha... "Types of union... kaise categorize kiya gaya hai?"
"Height... temperament... compatibility... matching partners..."
"Female pleasure... isme kitna importance diya gaya hai?"
Savita ne directly kaha... "Baraabar... male aur female dono ka pleasure important tha... yeh sirf male-centric nahi tha..."
Sawal jawab chalte rahe...
Mr. Verma clearly impressed the... aur Savita... woh openly... bina sharmaye... sab kuchh explain kar rahi thi...
Mr. Verma ne chair pe theek se baith ke... awaaz dheemi ki... jaise koi raaz ki baat kar raha ho...
"Kamasutra mein... unconventional practices ka zikr hai... aap samajhti hain kya keh raha hoon?"
Savita ne eyebrow uthai... samajh gayi... "Group... multiple partners?"

"Haan..." Mr. Verma ne kaha... "Iske baare mein kya sochti hain? Ancient India mein... yeh common tha?"
Savita ne jawab diya... "Specific circumstances mein... social gatherings... certain festivals... restricted to particular classes..."
"Force... kya zikr hai iska?"
Savita thodi ruki... phir kaha... "Nahi... force nahi... mutual consent... pleasure based... yeh important tha..."
Mr. Verma ne aage pucha... "BDSM type activities... binding... spanking..."
"Ha..." Savita ne kaha... "Light binding... sensory deprivation... pleasure enhance karne ke liye... pain aur pleasure ka connection..."
"Age difference... young student... older teacher..."
Savita ne directly dekha... "knowledge ke saath... physical intimacy bhi... accepted tha..."
"Public acts... exhibitionism..."
"Private chambers mein... par kuchh texts mein... semi-public... gardens... water bodies..."
Mr. Verma ne file mein kuchh note kiya... phir pucha... "Aap... aap khud... in practices mein believe karti hain?"
Savita ne smile di... dark... knowing... "Mujhe... experience hai..."
Mr. Verma ne file side mein rakhi... serious hoke kaha...

"Dekhiye... main clear karna chahta hoon... hamare college mein... student ko samjhana hai... padhana hai... use fasana nahi hai..."
Savita ne confused dekha...
"Pichle teacher ne yeh kiya tha..." Mr. Verma ne bataya... "Ek 19 saal ki ladki thi... first year... unhone usse apne jaal mein fasa liya..."
Savita ne jawab diya... "Par... yeh toh teacher-student mein... aisi bonding..."
Mr. Verma ne interrupt kiya... "Bonding? Ya exploitation?"
Savita argue karne lagi... "Nahi... aap samajh nahi rahe... subject hi aisa hai... Kamasutra... literature... intimate topics... toh bonding toh hogi hi..."
"18-19 saal ke ladke ladkiyon mein..." Savita ne aage kaha... "Yeh common hota hai... attraction... curiosity..."
Mr. Verma ne kaha... "Common hai... par allow nahi hai..."
Savita ne kaha... "Allow nahi... par rok nahi sakte... feelings ko..."
"Toh kya teacher use use kare?" Mr. Verma ne pucha... gussa thoda...
Savita ne kaha... "Use nahi... guide kare... experienced teacher... mature student... dono adults..."
Mr. Verma soch mein pad gaye... Savita ki baatein sun ke...
Woh jaante the... jaante the ki jis tarah ka openness hai Savita mein... woh students ke saath bhi rahega...
Subject proper padha legi... practical bhi... theoretical bhi... Par yar...
Mr. Verma ne file kholi... usmein Savita ki personal details thi...
"Married..." Mr. Verma ne socha... "Ring bhi pehni hai..."
Woh generally sochte the... married women... yeh sab nahi karti... adventurous nahi hoti... confined rehti hain...
Isliye... isliye safe tha... job dena... Pichli bar ki tarah lafda nahi hoga
Mr. Verma ne decision liya...
"Congratulations..." unhone kaha... "Job aapki hai..."
Savita khush hui... mr verma ne ek aur bar hidayt di. "Mrs Savita, ye subject padhana hai please college ki reputation kharab mat karna. Mai ek aur lafda nahi chahta hamari college me"
Savita ne aaswasan diya "sir, aap bilkul tension mat lo."

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Jab ham ghar pahunche toh shaam ho chuki thi... woh waqt jab suraj dhalta hai aur raat ka andhera apni god mein samaan leta hai... par us din woh andhera alag tha... woh hamari zindagi mein ghus raha tha... jaise koi bhoot... koi saaya...

Sasurji darwaze pe khade the... unka chehra... woh chehra jisse main pehchaan nahi pa raha tha... koi expression nahi tha... na gussa tha na koi dukh... bas ek ajeeb sa blankness... jaise unhone apni aankhein bandh kar li ho... jaise woh kisi aur duniya mein ho... aur mujhe laga ki shayad yeh achha hai... shayad unhone kuchh dekha nahi... par jab unhone darwaza khola aur ham andar aaye... tab mujhe samajh aaya ki woh sab jaante hain... har ek cheez...
Main paying guest tha... yaad tha mujhe... ki main sirf ek kirayedaar hoon is ghar mein... ek outsider... par aaj woh boundary mit gayi thi... kyunki jo hamne Prague mein kiya tha... woh ab sab ke saamne tha... aur ham... ham dono... ek hi din wapas aa gaye the... alag alag time par nikle the... par ek hi din laut aaye... yeh timing... yeh coincidence... itna bada tha ki koi bhi uss par shaq kart sakta tha aasani se... I hope ke aap samaj pa rahe ho. Nikle bhi ek din wapas bhi aaye to ek din...
Sasurji ne pehla sawal pucha... awaaz mein woh ajeeb sa tone tha... jaise woh already jawab jaante hue bhi poochh rahe ho... "Tum log kab nikle the... aur kab aaye...?"
Savita ne wahi bahana dobara dohraya... ki woh apne ek dur ke rishtedar se milne gayi thi... aur main apne gaanv gaya tha... par hamari yeh conversation... yeh jhooth... hamare pakde jaane ka kaaran ban gayi... kyunki ham dono ne alag alag kahaniyaan banayi thi... aur jab woh ek doosre se takraayi... jab timing match nahi ki... tab shaq yakeen mein badal gaya...
Aur phir... phir maine drawing room mein Diljit ko dekha... woh sofa pe baitha tha... uski aankhein... uski aankhein bata rahi thi sab kuchh... usne sab bata diya tha... apni maa ko... apne papa ko... jo bhi Prague mein hua tha... jo bhi hamne kiya tha... woh sab kuchh... woh sab kuchh ab unki nazron ke saamne tha...
Sasu ji kitchen se nikli... haath mein chamcha tha... shayad kuchh bana rahi thi... par jab unhone bhi ham dono ko saath mein dekha... jab unhone hamari aankhon mein woh darr dekha... woh guilt dekha... tab unhe bhi sab samajh aa gaya... bina kuchh kahe samajh aa gaya...
"Kya hai yeh... tum dono... tum dono saath mein kyun ho... tum log kahin gaye the kya..."
Unki awaaz... pehle se hi shak thi usmein... pehle se hi woh jaanti thi... par ab confirmation chahiye thi...

Ham chup the... Savita chup thi... aur phir... phir jaisa maine socha tha... waisa hi hua...
Sasu ji chilla padi... unki awaaz itni tez thi... jaise poore mohalle ko sunayi de... jaise koi bijli giri ho...
"Kya hai yeh... tum dono... tum dono shadi-shuda ho kya...?"
Sawal tha... par jawab hamare chehre pe tha... haan... ham dono haan mein sar hilaaye... aur woh gussa... woh gussa jo andar daba hua tha... woh ab bahar aaya... fata... jaise koi bomb explode ho... Aur diljit ko kaha
"Shadi hui nahi hai tumhari... court marriage baki hai... ham aage nahi badhna chahte..."
Yeh unka farman tha... final decision... ki ab yeh rishta... yeh jo bhi tha... khatam... sab khatam...
Aur phir... phir jo sabse painful tha... woh shuru hua...
Sasu ji ne wapas Diljit ki taraf mudke dekha... uski aankhon mein ghus ke dekha... aur phir bola... woh shabd... woh alfaaz... jo aaj tak main nahi bhool sakta...
"Kaisi aurat se shaadi karne ja raha tha tu... jo already shadi-shuda hai... jo apne pehle pati ke saath rehti hai... aur ek randi type ki hai... jo nangi ghoomti hai... jo sabke saath soti hai..."
Har shabd... jaise talwar ki chhuri se... ham dono par... hamari zindagi par... hamari izzat par...
Mai aur Savita... ham dono bas khade the... kuchh bol nahi pa rahe the... kya bolte... kya kehte... sach toh yeh tha... sach toh wahi tha jo woh keh rahi thi...
"Isne hamari naak kat di... hamara naam mitti mein mila diya... aur tu... tu isse shaadi karne ja raha tha... isse maa banana chahta tha..."
Diljit... bechara Diljit... woh bas ro raha tha... uski aankhon se aansu... uski zindagi... uski mohabbat... sab khatam hota hua...
Aur ham... ham dono... jab unhone kaha ki niklo... jab unhone order diya... tab ham chale gaye... apne ghar ke liye... jaise koi bhaga hua jurm... jaise koi nakaam mohabbat...
Peeche... peeche Diljit... bas rote hue dekhta raha...

Jab ham apne ghar pahunche... tab Savita ne darwaza bandh kiya... aur seedha bed pe gir gayi... uski aankhein... woh aankhein jo hamesha chamakti thi... aaj unmein kuchh nahi tha... sirf andhera... sirf khaalipan...
Main paas baitha... uske baal sahlate hue... dheere se... bina kuchh kahe... kyunki kya kehta... kya bolta... jo hua tha woh toh hua tha... ab bas sametna tha... sametna aur aage badhna...
Kuchh der baad... jab shaant ho gayi... tab usne mudke dekha... aur phir... phir ham dono mein woh baat hui... woh conversation jo shayad honi hi thi...
"Mujhe pata tha ki ek na ek din yeh hoga..."
Savita ki awaaz... dheemi thi... thaki hui thi... par usmein woh realization tha... woh acceptance tha...
Maine haan mein sar hilaya... "Mujhe bhi pata tha... par itni jaldi... yeh socha nahi tha..."
Savita ne kaha... "Achha hua... jo hua jaldi hua... warna aur zyada umeedein hoti... aur zyada dard hota..."
Yeh uski samajhdaari thi... ya shayad woh bas khud ko samjha rahi thi... par jo bhi tha... sach tha... ki yeh bound to happen tha... jo bhi hua... jaisa bhi hua...
Agle kuchh din... Savita shant rahi... apne aap ko thik karne mein lagi... maine use waqt diya... uski zaroorat thi... uski space thi... main bas paas tha... bina kuchh maange... bina kuchh kahe...
Woh subah uthti... chai banati... baithi... sochti... shaam ko chhoti si walk... aur phir wapas... yeh routine... yeh silence... yeh healing ka process...
Aur phir... ek din... woh din aaya...
Savita newspaper dekh rahi thi... woh aankhein jo ab thodi chamakne lagi thi... woh ruk gayi... ek page pe... ek advertisement pe...
"College Professor Required... Literature Department... Qualification: Masters in English Literature... Experience preferred but not mandatory..."
Woh advertisement... woh shabd... jaise koi purana sapna... koi bhooli hui yaad... jo saalon pehle... jab Savita college mein thi... jab usne apni Masters ki thi... tab uska sapna tha... ki woh padhayegi... woh professor banegi... woh students ko sikhaegi...

Par phir shaadi hui... phir yeh zindagi... yeh randi wali zindagi... aur woh sapna... woh sapna kahi peeche reh gaya...
Aaj... aaj woh sapna phir saamne tha... aur uske paas qualification thi... uske paas degree thi... Masters in English Literature... woh padhi likhi thi... woh qualified thi...
Usne mujhe dikhaya... uski aankhon mein woh purani chamak wapas thi... woh excitement... woh umeed...
"Dekho... yeh... yeh main kar sakti hoon..."
Maine uski aankhon mein woh excitement dekha... woh purani chamak jo vapas aa rahi thi... aur mere dimag mein ek idea aaya... ek aisa idea jo uske liye nayi umeed ban sakta tha...
"Savita..." Maine dheere se kaha... uska dhyaan khinchte hue...
Woh mudi... aankhon mein sawal tha...
"Tum jaanti ho... college mein kya hota hai...?" Maine shuruwat ki... awaaz mein woh tone tha... jaise koi raaz bata raha ho...
Savita ne eyebrow uthai... "Matlab?"
"Young ladke... fresh blood... jo tumhari class mein aayenge... jo tumhe dekhenge... tumhari har baat sunenge..."
Maine har shabd pe zor diya... uski soch ko direction dene ki koshish ki...

"Salo se... student aur professor ke beech ek alag rishta hota hai..." Maine aage badha... "Teacher ko apne students ke liye ek protective feeling hoti hai... par kabhi kabhi... yeh feeling aur zyada strong ho jaati hai..."
Savita ki saansein tez ho gayi... woh samajh gayi thi... uski aankhon mein woh spark aa gaya...
"Aur tum..." Maine uski taraf ishaara kiya... "Tum hot ho... beautiful ho... experienced ho... jo ladki apne professors se chudti hai... woh tumhe dekh ke kya sochega...?"
Yeh baat uske dimag mein gayi... aur seedhe jaa ke chipak gayi... jaise koi bullet target pe laga ho...
Usne socha... college ke ladke... 18-19 saal ke... fresh energy... jo uski class mein baithenge... uski figure dekhenge... uski baaton mein kho jayenge... aur woh... woh unmein se kisi ko... shayad...
"Interview..." Usne kaha... awaaz mein woh excitement thi... "Mujhe jaana chahiye..."
Aur phir woh uthi... taiyar hone lagi... professional banne lagi...
Usne apni purani files nikaali... degrees... certificates... usne saree pahani ekdam hot wali..
Maine uski madad ki... use sexy dikhne ke liye

Aur phir... woh taiyar thi... ek professor ki tarah... par andar... andar woh randi thi... jo young blood ka intezaar kar rahi thi...
Woh nikli... door se mud ke dekhi... ek aakhri smile di... aur chali gayi... naye adventure ki taraf...
Savita college pahunchi... blouse deep neck... waist pe saree neeche... navel dikh raha tha... woh soch rahi thi... shayad koi male interviewer hoga... thoda cleavage dikhake... thoda flirt karke... job pakki...
Waiting room mein baithi... doosre candidates dekh rahe the... young girls... fresh graduates... par unmein woh experience nahi tha... woh confidence nahi tha... jo Savita mein tha...
"Savita..." Bulava aaya...
Woh andar gayi... smile di... par... par wahan ek female interviewer baithi thi... Mrs. Nair... name plate pe likha tha... 45 saal ki... strict look... professional...
Savita thodi mayus hui... par usne control kiya... haath jode... "Namaste ma'am..."
"Baithiye..." Mrs. Nair ne kaha...
Questions shuru hue...
"Post-colonial literature mein hybridity concept ko kaise samajhte hain aap?"

Savita ne jawab diya... confident... "Ma'am... hybridity matlab do alag cultures ka milna... jaise India mein British rule ke baad jo literature bana... woh dono ka mixture tha... Indian soul... British language..."
"Feminist theory mein 'male gaze' concept samjhaiye..."
"Ma'am... male gaze matlab... society mein aurat ko sirf mard ki nazar se dekha jaana... jaise films mein heroine ko sirf hero ki love interest ke roop mein dikhaya jaata hai... na ki independent character ke roop mein..."
Har sawal... har jawab... perfect... knowledgeable... experienced...
Par phir... Mrs. Nair uthi... "Ek minute... Mr. Verma bhi aane wale hain... woh final decision lenge..."
Door khula... Mr. Verma aaye... 35 saal ke... handsome... fit... blazer mein...
Savita ki aankhein chamki... yeh... yeh woh tha... jiska intezaar tha...
Mrs. Nair ne kaha... "Main chalti hoon... aap dono baat kar lo..."
Woh chali gayi... ab sirf Savita... aur Mr. Verma...
Woh smile di... confident... ab job pakki thi...
Mr. Verma ne chair pe baith ke file bandh ki... aur dheere se kaha...
"Aapko pata hai... humare college mein ek special subject hai... ancient Indian texts..."
Savita ne haan mein sar hilaya... samajh gayi thi... direction kahan ja rahi thi...
"Kamasutra... iske baare mein kya jaanti hain aap?"
Savita ne smile di... confident... "Bahut kuchh..."
Mr. Verma ne pehla sawal pucha... "Is text ka main purpose kya tha... sirf physical acts ya kuchh aur?"
Savita ne jawab diya... "Sirf physical acts nahi... complete lifestyle... relationships... understanding between partners..."

"Kitne main sections hain isme?"
"Saat... har section alag topic cover karta hai... pehla general conduct... phir relationships... phir physical union..."
Mr. Verma ne aage pucha... "Physical union mein... positions ki baat aati hai... kya yeh sirf entertainment tha ya education?"
Savita ne openly jawab diya... "Education tha... different body types... different preferences... compatibility..."
"Kiss ka zikr hai isme... importance kya hai?"
Savita ne kaha... "Foreplay... intimacy... sirf act nahi... poora experience..."
Mr. Verma ne aur detail mein pucha... "Types of union... kaise categorize kiya gaya hai?"
"Height... temperament... compatibility... matching partners..."
"Female pleasure... isme kitna importance diya gaya hai?"
Savita ne directly kaha... "Baraabar... male aur female dono ka pleasure important tha... yeh sirf male-centric nahi tha..."
Sawal jawab chalte rahe...
Mr. Verma clearly impressed the... aur Savita... woh openly... bina sharmaye... sab kuchh explain kar rahi thi...
Mr. Verma ne chair pe theek se baith ke... awaaz dheemi ki... jaise koi raaz ki baat kar raha ho...
"Kamasutra mein... unconventional practices ka zikr hai... aap samajhti hain kya keh raha hoon?"
Savita ne eyebrow uthai... samajh gayi... "Group... multiple partners?"

"Haan..." Mr. Verma ne kaha... "Iske baare mein kya sochti hain? Ancient India mein... yeh common tha?"
Savita ne jawab diya... "Specific circumstances mein... social gatherings... certain festivals... restricted to particular classes..."
"Force... kya zikr hai iska?"
Savita thodi ruki... phir kaha... "Nahi... force nahi... mutual consent... pleasure based... yeh important tha..."
Mr. Verma ne aage pucha... "BDSM type activities... binding... spanking..."
"Ha..." Savita ne kaha... "Light binding... sensory deprivation... pleasure enhance karne ke liye... pain aur pleasure ka connection..."
"Age difference... young student... older teacher..."
Savita ne directly dekha... "knowledge ke saath... physical intimacy bhi... accepted tha..."
"Public acts... exhibitionism..."
"Private chambers mein... par kuchh texts mein... semi-public... gardens... water bodies..."
Mr. Verma ne file mein kuchh note kiya... phir pucha... "Aap... aap khud... in practices mein believe karti hain?"
Savita ne smile di... dark... knowing... "Mujhe... experience hai..."
Mr. Verma ne file side mein rakhi... serious hoke kaha...

"Dekhiye... main clear karna chahta hoon... hamare college mein... student ko samjhana hai... padhana hai... use fasana nahi hai..."
Savita ne confused dekha...
"Pichle teacher ne yeh kiya tha..." Mr. Verma ne bataya... "Ek 19 saal ki ladki thi... first year... unhone usse apne jaal mein fasa liya..."
Savita ne jawab diya... "Par... yeh toh teacher-student mein... aisi bonding..."
Mr. Verma ne interrupt kiya... "Bonding? Ya exploitation?"
Savita argue karne lagi... "Nahi... aap samajh nahi rahe... subject hi aisa hai... Kamasutra... literature... intimate topics... toh bonding toh hogi hi..."
"18-19 saal ke ladke ladkiyon mein..." Savita ne aage kaha... "Yeh common hota hai... attraction... curiosity..."
Mr. Verma ne kaha... "Common hai... par allow nahi hai..."
Savita ne kaha... "Allow nahi... par rok nahi sakte... feelings ko..."
"Toh kya teacher use use kare?" Mr. Verma ne pucha... gussa thoda...
Savita ne kaha... "Use nahi... guide kare... experienced teacher... mature student... dono adults..."
Mr. Verma soch mein pad gaye... Savita ki baatein sun ke...
Woh jaante the... jaante the ki jis tarah ka openness hai Savita mein... woh students ke saath bhi rahega...
Subject proper padha legi... practical bhi... theoretical bhi... Par yar...
Mr. Verma ne file kholi... usmein Savita ki personal details thi...
"Married..." Mr. Verma ne socha... "Ring bhi pehni hai..."
Woh generally sochte the... married women... yeh sab nahi karti... adventurous nahi hoti... confined rehti hain...
Isliye... isliye safe tha... job dena... Pichli bar ki tarah lafda nahi hoga
Mr. Verma ne decision liya...
"Congratulations..." unhone kaha... "Job aapki hai..."
Savita khush hui... mr verma ne ek aur bar hidayt di. "Mrs Savita, ye subject padhana hai please college ki reputation kharab mat karna. Mai ek aur lafda nahi chahta hamari college me"
Savita ne aaswasan diya "sir, aap bilkul tension mat lo."

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