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Hotwife Simran Ka 5 Inch Se 10 Inch Tak Ka Safar
Story Summary : Yeh Kahani Hotwife Simran Ki Hai, Simran ka sirf ek goal hai shaadi ke baad, wo ye ki apni respect apne pati ke nazar me barkarar rakh paaye. Ye kahaani hai Simran ke jindagi ki utaar chadaav ki, jaha wo jhujti hai apne High Sex Drive se,
Simran ka pati pankaj - cuckold fantasy rakhta hai, par Simran apne iraado ki pakki hai. Ab dekhna ye hai ki ye zindagi Simran ko kya rang dikhaati hai...
DISCLAIMER This story is based on completely imaginary events and has no connection with any person living or dead. All the places and characters in this story are completely imaginary, if anyone's story matches this, it is just a coincidence. This story has nothing to do with any religion or caste. All the images are from internet and I don't own any of it. DM for removal if required. The purpose of writing this story is only to entertain the readers.
Teen mahine beet gaye the, main aur Pankaj ab bhi gaon mein he the. Sandy se mera koi contact nahi hua in dino me. Pankaj ne apni naukri se resign kar liya tha, aur ab wo Delhi me apna naya office setup karne waale the. Kal hum wapas apne ghar jaane waale the, ek naye jeevan ki shuruaat karne. Pankaj apne naye office mein itne busy ho jaayenge ki ek mahina tak toh unhe mere liye waqt milna mushkil hoga. Main bhi Aslam ji ke saath naye business project mein involve ho jaungi, jiske liye unse meri kayi baar baat hoti rehti thi.
In teen mahino me.. maine apne andar ki saari khwaahishon ko daba diya tha. Maine accept kar liya tha ki ab main sirf Pankaj ki hoon. Unhone mujhe akela kabhi feel nahi hone diya, lekin ab unka saath bhi ek ajeeb si boreiyat me dhal gaya tha. Har raat hum intimate hote, lekin wo raaten pehle jaisi nahi thi. Pehli baar, Pankaj mujhse door nahi jaa rahe the, lekin phir bhi ek fasaad sa tha humare beech. Wo bahar apni kuch responsibilities nibhaane nikal jaate, aur main yaha ghar mein akeli rehti.
Swati ka ana ek aur twist lekar aaya mere life me. Sandy ke jaane ke ek hafte baad he Swati gaon pahuchi. Maine kabhi socha nahi tha ki wo bina bataye aa jaayegi. Us din Pankaj ghar par he the jab wo lunch ke waqt aayi. Swati ne mujhe hug kiya, uski aankhon mein aansu the. Lekin jo cheez mujhe khatakne lagi, wo yeh thi ki uske baad Swati ne Pankaj ko hug kiya aur kaafi der tak unse chipki rahi. Pankaj ne usse calm karne ki koshish ki, aur mujhe pata chala ki Swati aur Pankaj regular contact me the.
Main andar he andar insecure feel kar rahi thi, lekin maine kabhi Pankaj se kuch nahi kaha. Uske baad ke kuch din achhe guzre, maine Swati ke saath kaafi waqt spend kiya. Usne bataya ki wo ab Delhi mein settle ho gayi hai, ek naya flat liya hai aur naukri bhi achhi chal rahi hai. Main uske liye khush thi, lekin jab bhi wo aur Pankaj interact karte, mujhe ajeeb lagta. Kai baar socha ki Pankaj se kahu ki Swati se door rahe, lekin kis mooh se kehti?
Is bechaini ke saath, meri apni kuch purani khwaahishe fir se ubharne lagi thi. Din bhar jab main akeli rehti, toh wo dabaye hue desires mujhe pareshaan karne lagte. Ek din usey firse yaad karne lagi, Aroused hoti hui, Ye hua jab sandy ko jaakar ek mahina beet chuka tha... maine apne aap ko rokne ki koshish ki. Lekin us raat ke baad, jo main karna chah rahi thi, uske liye khud ko rok nahi paayi. Us din maine Sandy ko imagine karte hue apne aap ko khush karna chaha. Jaise he orgasm hua, guilt se bhar gayi.
Maine apne aap ko sambhala, kai dino tak wo sab avoid karne ki koshish ki. Lekin peechele ek do hafto se, main roz Sandy ko soch kar fingering karne lagi hoon. Yeh desperation, yeh desires din par din badhte ja rahe the. Har din mein aur betaab hoti ja rahi thi. Delhi jaane ka waqt nazdeek aata ja raha tha, aur main apne emotions par kabu paane me naakaam hoti ja rahi thi.
Aaj bhi, jaise he Pankaj ghar se nikle, maine washroom jaake apne aap ko rough fingering karte hue cum karne ki koshish ki. Lekin naakaam rahi. Thak ke, maine naha liya aur ready hokar lunch prepare karne lagi. Mere dil mein guilt, bechaini aur desires ka ek bhanwar chal raha tha. Ab samajh nahi aa raha tha ki main kya karu, kaise apne aap ko sambhalu. Pankaj ke saath apni zindagi ki nayi shuruaat toh hone waali thi, lekin mere andar ka ye sab kuch kaise theek hoga, iska jawab ab tak mujhe pareshaan karta raha...
Ringing...
"Hello"
Pankaj - "Baby, lunch ready hai na.. bhook lagi hai..."
"haa ready hai..."
Pankaj ghar pahoch gaye... mujhe laga hamesha ki tarah chale jaayenge lunch kar ke... par iss baar kuch alag tha... jaise he lunch khatam hua... pankaj ka cellphone ring hua... maine dekha toh swati ka tha... mera maatha kharab ho gaya... ki swati directly ab pankaj se baat karti hai... par curious bhi thi ki swati ko kya baat karni hai... pankaj ne turant call pick kiya aur baat karne lage... kaafi interestingly baat karte hue... pyaar se kuch toh baat kar rahe the main sun nahi paai... kyunki wo call pick karte hue... gallery me cigi light karte hue baat kar rahe the... aur main bas 4 paai par baithi hui... phone pakde bas ese he screen par scroll karti hui par saara dhyaan pankaj par... kareeb 15 minute baad wo aaye... aur shayad nikalne waale the ya pata nahi... kyunki maine jo unse kaha uske baad wo mere bagal me baith gaye...
Main kaafi din se soch toh rahi thi ki unse swati ke baare baat karu... aur aaj rok nahi paai... aur pooch liya...
"Jaan... swati se tum kya baat kar rahe the?"
Pankaj - "Kuch nahi... bas ese office related"
"Mujhe bhi toh batao..."
Pankaj - "Arey chodho na usey... chalo bedroom me chalte hai..."
Pankaj mera haat pakde hue the... aur mein unke peeche peeche bedroom me aa gai... unhone toh iddam se topic he change kar diya tha chalte chalte...
Pankaj - "Packing complete hai na... kal nikalna hai... bohot kaam bhi hai..."
"Haa... sab toh complete hai... bas washroom me kuch gile kapde hai... wo last me rakh lenge..."
Pankaj ne bedroom me ghuste he mujhe kiss karne lage... pyaar se move hote hue hum bed par the... aur cuddle karte hue makeout karne lage... par mera mood nahi tha... mere dimaag me toh swati ko lekar uljhan thi... esa lag raha tha jaise pankaj kuch chupa rahe ho... par uske baad jo hua... usne swati ka khayal dilo dimaag se nikaal diya...
Pankaj mere bagal me the... maine saree pehna hua tha... aur pankaj aane ke baad apne shorts aur tshirt me the... makeout karte hue meri saari ka pallu already nikal chuka tha... mere cleavage saaf nazar aa rahe the... pankaj ne pyaar se mujhe dekha... apne haat ko mere gardan ke neeche rakhe hue.... ek haat se mere baalo ko sehlaate hue... ek alag pyaar aur desire bhare nazro se mujhe dekhne lage... mujse raha nahi gaya...
"Ese kyu dekh rahe ho..."
Pankaj - "Tum sach me bohot hot ho baby..."
Kehte hue wo mere face ko caress karne lage the... main blush kar gai unki achanak se itni sexy compliments sunn kar...
"Bas karo pankaj... mujhe sharam aa rahi hai... ese mat dekho..."
Maine aankhe band kar li unki iss harkat par... bohot he sharam aa rahi thi... wo itne pyaar se mujhe dekh rahe the...
Pankaj - "Tumhe apna promise yaad hai... Ki tum mujse sab share karogi... kuch daba kar nahi rakhogi..."
"Haa..."
Pankaj - "Main... bohot excited feel kar raha hu... delhi return jaane ke liye... tumbhi excited ho na?"
"Excited ka kya hai... jaakar busy hona hai... tumhe bhi setup karna hai aur mujhe bhi kaam hai..."
Pankaj - "Wo sab toh hai he... par..."
Pankaj ke haat mere sensitive skin par choothe hue... pyaar se wo apni ungliyon ko face par trail karte hue...
Pankaj - "Aur... kisi cheez ke liye excited nahi ho kya?"
"Aur kiss cheez ki hogi..."
Pankaj ne pyaar se mere neck ke paas kiss kiya... sniff karte hue... slowly mere earlobes ko suck kar liya tha... gehri saanse chodhte hue... mere kaano me whisper karte hue...
Pankaj - "Sandy... se milne ki...."
Sandy ka naam unke muuh se sunte he maine apni mundi ko thoda sarkaa liya... confusion aur nervousness chahne laga tha... inhe kya ho gaya... itne dino baad... unhone fir se wo topic chedh diya aur wo bhi ese romantic hote hue... kya matlab tha iska... main calm aur composed hone ki acting karte hue...
"Esa kuch nahi hai..."
Pankaj ab mujhe dekhne lage aur desire bhari nazro se... unke fingers ab mere honto par trail kar rahe the...
Pankaj - "Kyun? tumne miss nahi kiya uska lund inn gulaabi honto par..."
main shocked thi unki iss baat se... unke baato se jaise wo saare poorane memory flash hone lage...
"Please pankaj... ye sab kyu keh rahe ho..."
Pankaj ke haat mere gardan se hote hue... boobs par se... gently move hote hue... navel tak pahoch gaye... unka touch electric sensations de raha tha... aur mera muuh khula ka khula reh gaya jab... pankaj ne meri ek taang ko adjust karte hue... saari ko upar kiya... aur meri nangi jhaang par... apne haat ko move karte hue... neeche aate gaye....
"Aaahhh.... Pankaj..."
Main apni moan rok nahi paai jab unka haat meri pussy par pada... meri panties ke upar... wo pyaar se meri clit ko dhundte hue...
Pankaj ke hont ab mere honto par the... main unke kiss ka saat deti hui... aur wo clit ko pyaar se rub karte hue... Aaahh... Pankaj kiss karte hue... ab mere neck par kisses kar rahe the... thodi der baad... unhone meri saari nikaal feki... roughly mere blouse ko unhook kiya aur unke saamne meri black color ki bra expose ho chuki thi...
Pankaj ne fir se mere gaal par kiss kiya... aur panties ko side karte hue... meri pussy me gehrai se ungli daali... jo abhi tak poori tarah se gili nahi thi... hoti bhi kaise mann me confusion tha... thodi si aroused jarur thi... par unki baato se ya sandy ke imagination se nahi balki unke touch aur sensualness se... pankaj ne bhi wo feel kiya... aur apne haato ko hata kar... wahi ungli ko mere honto par le aaye... touch karte hue... mere honto par trail karte hue... nose tak le aai aur...
Pankaj - "Tumne kabhi apni choot ki khusboo li hai... Sandy ka andar jaane ke baad..."
Fuckk... ye kitni dirty baat kar rahe hai... mujhe apni baato se posess karte hue...
"Pankaj... Kya hua hai tumhe..."
Pankaj - "Shhh...."
Pankaj ki ungli mere honto par chuppi banate hue...
Pankaj ne mujhe apni baaho se pakad kar utha diya... aur mere khule hue blouse ko mere badan se alag kar diya... fir bra ko bhi nahi chodha aur wo bhi ab kahi kone me floor par pada hua tha... mera nanga badan ab unke saamne tha... aur wo mere har hisse ko ese dekh rahe the jaise pehli baar dekh rahe ho... main ab sirf panties me thi... par jaise he mujhe unhone leta diya... kuch he der me... meri panties ko bhi nikaal feka... Aur pyaar se apne haato ko mere face par touch karte hue...
Pankaj - "Baby, Just enjoy... Apni aankhe band karo"
Bina soch samaj ke meri aankhe apne aap band ho gai... unki ungli mere forehead se hote hue... cheeks par trace karti hui...
Pankaj - "Tumhe kitna maza aayega na... jab Sandy ka lund yaha se yaha tak halke halke chooyega... Hmmmm?"
Fuckkk... unki ungliyon ka touch aur unki baaten ek alag he electrifying sensation create karne lagi... main kuch nahi keh paai... bas unke touch se thodi si hili par unhone continue karte hue...
Apni ungliya mere honto par le aate hue... trail karte hue...
Pankaj - "Uska lund tumhare honto pe bohot he sexy lagega... Nahi?"
Unke sawaalo ko koi jawab nahi tha mere paas... bas wo sensation me khoi hui... maine apni back arch kar li thi... gehri saanse lete hue.... Unka haat mere honto ko pyaar se dabata hua...
Pankaj - "Bolo na baby.... Tumhe acha lagta hai na uska lund wo bhi tumhare honto ke beech"
"Jaan... Tum bohot naughty ho..."
Pankaj - "Yess... Yehi expressions mujhe diwaana bana deti hai baby..."
Pankaj ke haat mere gardan par trail karte hue... mujhe arousal ke peak par pahuchaate hue... unka touch had se jyada gentle tha... jo mera rom rom khada kar raha tha...
Unhone apne ungliyon ko firse mere honto par trail karte hue...
Pankaj - "Uska bada lund... kabhi tumhare honto ko esa chuha hai..."
Usne toh nahi kiya tha... par maine apne honto se uska lund jarur chuha hai... par esa nahi....
"Nahi...."
Pankaj - "Agar mere saamne tum pehli baar karti... toh main tumhe ye wala sensation feel karata... uske lund ko tumhare inn gulaabi hoto par trail karata... "
Jaise jaise pankaj apni ungliyon ko trail kar rahe the... mere imagination me sandy ka lund tha... uska lund dheere se mere honto ko chuta hua...
Mera muuh apne aap khul gaya jaise uska lund real me mere muuh ke paas ho... mera muuh khula hua aur pankaj ne apne thumb ko mere muuh me daalte hue... tongue par tap karte hue...
Mujhe arouse karte gaye... main unke jaal me fass chuki thi... unke shabd sirf dimaag me ghum rahe the par... main kya he kehti...
Pankaj ke haat ab mere erect nipples par circle bana rahe the... aur fir se unhone poocha...
Pankaj - "Bolo na baby... Tumhe acha lagta agar main sandy ka lund tumhare in nipples par rub karwata ese..."
"Aaahhh.... Pata nahi... Par tumhe acha lagta dekhne?"
Pankaj ka lund dhundti hui unka lund pakad liya tha... unka rock hard tha... unke tip ko jakde hue...
"Wow pankaj... Aap toh bohot hard ho..."
pankaj ne meri choot ko pyaar se touch kiya...
meri wetness ko feel karte hue...
Pankaj - "Tum bhi toh sandy ke naam se kitni wet ho gai ho..."
Main kuch nahi keh paai... bas unke sensual touch ko enjoy karti hui... apni peeth uthate hue... gehri saanse lete hue enjoy kar rahi thi... Thodi der me pankaj mere upar adjust hogaye... aankh khola toh unka lund mere muuh ke paas tha... main toh turant muuh me lene ke liye ready thi.. par unhone roka... meri aankhe band karaai aur...
Pankaj - "Tumhe uska lund muuh me lete hue dekhna ka experience amazing tha baby... Tum dubara logi na uska muuh me?"
"Kya tum sach me ye sab chahte ho?"
Pankaj - "Tumhaare liye kuch bhi kar sakta hoon... Bolo na logi na uska mere saamne firse?"
Maine aankhe khole.... unka lund mere saamne tha... Maine unke lund ke tip ko pyaar se lick kiya...aur apne hoto ke beech lete hue... pyaar se choosti hui unka topa... andar lete hue...
Pankaj - "Ohh god... Yess... Tumhare honto ki garmi amazing hai baby"
"Mhmmmppp..."
Main bas choosti rahi... aur machalti hui.. unke pairo ko pakad chuki thi... thodi der me unhone apna lund nikala aur meri taango ke beech adjust hue... wo hone wala tha jiska main besabri se intezaar kar rahi thi... unka andar chahiya tha mujhe... par unhone bas apne lund ka tip mere clit par rakha...
aur tap karne lage... mere arousal ko aur bhi jyada badhaate hue... extreme tease karte hue..
"Please jaan... fuckk me...."
Pankaj - "Achaa..."
"Yesss... Andar dalo na..."
Wo tap karte gaye... apne lund ke tip se clit par rub karte hue...
Pankaj - "Pehle batao... Parso shaaam jab main tumhari choot chaat raha tha... ek madhosh kar dene waali khooshboo li... wo tumhari pungent smell ka aroma... bohot he erotic tha baby... tum mere aane se pehle fingering kar rahi thi na..."
"Yesss..."
Pankaj - "Sandy ko yaad karte hue na?"
"Nahi...."
Pankaj - "Wow... Fir koi aur tha kya..."
"Nahi... Pankaj... Fuckk me... please... aur tease mat karo..."
Pankaj - "Sach batane ka waada kiya hai... Batao... Sandy ko imagine kar rahi thi na?"
Meri aankhe band... main tadap rahi thi... unke lund ko pakadte hue andar lene ki koshish karti hui... par wo mera haat jhatak dete...
"Haa... Haa.... Jaan... Ab chodho naa... Please"
Pankaj - "Uske lund ke baare me kya sochti ho batao na baby..."
"Uska... Hah!... Uska... lund bohot awesome hai jaan..."
Pankaj ki rubbing tez hogai... mujhe pagal karte hue...
Pankaj - "Aur...."
"Uska kitna bada hai..."
Pankaj - "Uska lund tumhare andar tha na imagination me"
"Yess jaan... Yess... mere andar tha... Aah!... hah!... uska bada lund... mujhe bohot pasand hai..."
Pankaj ne jhat se apna lund mere andar daal diya... aur mere face ko roughly pakadte hue...
Pankaj - "ese naaa"
"Yess... hah!... aahhh... aahh... Yess... jaan... ese he ..... Fuckkk me.... Aaahhh... Aahhhh... ooh oohh ohh..."
Main kaamp uthi thi... unki dirty naughty baato se unka lund andar feel karte he edge par pahoch chuki thi... kisi bhi waqt orgasm ho jaata utne me...
Pankaj - "Tumhe ese gandi baaten pasand hai na..."
"Haa... Jaan... Yess... Aur tez karo... Main jhadne waali hoon... Aaah..."
Pankaj ki speed badh gai thi... wo jor jor se jhatke maarte hue.... aur main jhad gai... aur wo ab bhi mere andar poori shiddat se apna lund dhakele jaa rahe the... itni wild the ki mere boobs ke upar love bite karte hue mujhe pain aur pleasure ka ehsaas dete hue.... chodte gaye aur 5 minute baad jaake jhade...
Uske baad mere bagal me collapse karte hue... pyaar se mere face ko cup karte hue... dono ki saanse fuli hui....
Pankaj - "Fir bhi... kya karogi... Mana karogi... Ya mujhe bataogi"
"Aapko bataungi"
Pankaj - "Thats my girl... Detail me bataogi na kya kya kiya"
"Dhatt... Esa kuch nahi hoga jaan... main usey mana kar dungi..."
Pankaj - "Pakka naa..."
"Haa jaan... Bharosa nahi hai kya Aapko"
Pankaj - "Agar naa ho toh... Kya kya kar sakti ho mujhe bharosa dilane ke liye"
"Aap he batao jaan... Kya karu main... Main aapko khona nahi chahti... Jo chaho karungi"
Pankaj - "Ese desires bhare gandi baate hamesha khul kar karogi mere saat bina hichak ke"
"Hmmm.... Try karungi..."
Pankaj - "Try kya karna hai... Abhi acha nahi laga tumhe hamari gandi baaten aur sex"
"Bohot acha tha..."
Pankaj - "Toh dubara uske saat kabhi galti se kar bhi liya toh detail me bataogi naa?"
"Nahi jaan... Esa kuch nahi hone wala... I promise"
Pankaj - "Baby... Tum sweet ho... par... socho na... mere ghar aane se pehle tum bistar par nangi padi ho... uska sperm tumhare choot par pada hua hai... main aakar unhe pyaar se chaatu aur tumhe lick karte hue ek aur orgasm ki taraf pahuchau toh... tumhe acha nahi lagega"
"Pata nahi.... Par... Tum ye sab karoge?"
Pankaj - "Agar tum detail me bataogi... Toh karunga he..."
"Par pankaj... Tum itne mahino baad ye sab dubara kyu kar rahe ho..."
Pankaj - "wo toh main busy tha na... maine socha... araam se sab set kar lu... ab relaxed hu finally toh time bhi thaa isiliye... Kya tumhe acha nahi laga?"
"Pata nahi jaan... Ye sab ajeeb lag raha hai..."
Pankaj - "Tumhe yaad hai jab tumne sandy ka sperm mujhe taste karaya tha apni choot se mere upar chadh kar... uss waqt kya soch rahi thi..."
"I am sorry jaan... Pata nahi uss waqt kya hua tha... main kaafi naughty feel kar rahi thi... mujhe laga tumhe acha lagega..."
Pankaj - "Usi naughtyness ko toh main embrase karna chahta hua... tumhe ese dekh kar mujhe bohot amazing lagta hai... tumhari sluttiness ko mein khul kar jeena chahta huu...."
"Sachi?"
Pankaj - "Pehle toh nahi pasand tha... Socha bhi nahi tha ye sab itna hadd tak jaayega... par maine bhi kuch esa kar liya hai... jiske baad maine tumhe sandy ke saat dekhna galat nahi mana... pehle toh guilt ki wajah se tumhe enjoy karwaya par... jaise jaise raat beeti aur dusre din ki morning ko tumhe dekha toh sab kuch hadd se jyada awesome lagne laga... ab guilt ki wajah se nahi balki tumhaari khushi aur naughtiness ki wajah se mujhe ye sab acha lag raha hai..."
Main grasp he nahi kar paa rahi thi.... kuch bhi... pankaj ki baato se saaf pata lag raha tha ki unhone kuch toh kiya hai... main bhauklane waali thi... par kya he karti... maine bhi toh galat kiya hai... par fir bhi mujse raha nahi gaya... main curious ho gai... aur inquire karte hue... gusse me... jeolousy me...
Pankaj - "Ummm... Please ab chodho na ye sab baaten.... Main jo kehraha tha wo mere liye nahi hai... tumhare liye hai baby..."
"Nahi pankaj... Batao... Mujhe janna hai... Kon hai wo chutiya aurat... Aur ab bhi tum uske saat ho?... Kya tumhe divorce lena hai?"
Pankaj - "Tum pagal ho kya... Ye sab kya keh rahi ho... Ab toh lagta hai jaise tumhe he divorce chahiye... ek toh main adjust karne ki koshish kar raha hu... apne rishton ki khataas ko duur karte hue... manage karna chahta huu taaki hum saat rahe aur tum ho ki...."
Pankaj gusse me uth gaye... kapde pehnte hue... mujhe jhatka sa laga... "Ye kya keh gai me... Pankaj chahte toh tab bhi divorce ki baat kar lete... mere saat rehte nahi... par ye sab kya hogaya mere saat... main itni jealous kyu feel kar rahi hoon..."
"Hum baat kar rahe hai na... Tum ese bhadak kyu rahe ho..."
Pankaj - "Tum dimaag ka bhosda kar rahi ho... Tumhe pyaar hajam nahi hai mera... meri koi respect nahi kya... Kitna pyaar se kitni baar samjaya... Par ab lagta hai... Ki tumhe he alag hona hai... Toh saaf saaf bola... Tumhe chutkara chahiye naa..."
Main rone lagi... aur...
"Nahi... Sorry pankaj... main tumhe khona nahi chahti... main bas tumhe chahti hoon... aur kuch nahi... please paas aaao..."
Main unke paas khadi hui... gidgidaati hui... unke close hoti gai... unhone haat jhatak diya... aur bed ke edge par baith gaye...
"Please jaan... Sorry mere muuh se galti se nikal gaya divorce ki baat... main dubara kabhi nahi karungi ye sab baat...."
Pankaj - "Baat divorce ki nahi hai... wo toh sirf ek paper hai... Baat hai ki zindagi bhar ka rishtan hai ya nahi... ya rakhna hai ya nahi... wo important hai..."
"Haa jaan... Zindagi bhar rehna he important hai..."
Pankaj - "Toh ab bina koi bhi baat ko dabaye... ache se soch lo... bhale delhi pahoch ke batana... araam se soch ke...."
"Ha... Main rehna chahti hoon tumhare saat he... Aur kuch nahi sochna uske alawa"
Pankaj - "Ache se suno pehle... Chahe jo bhi ho... Main toh tumhare saat rahunga hamesha... tumhara khayal rakhunga... tumhe kami mehsoos nahi hogi... aur pyaar bhi karunga... utna he jitna ab karta huu... Par kya tum usi dedication ke saat mere saat bhi rehna chahti ho?"
"Par pankaj... ye rishta... ye sab... main kuch nahi samaj paa rahi hamesha darr laga rahega..."
"Pankaj.... Please... divorce ki baat ab hamare beech kabhi nahi hogi..."
Pankaj - "Pehle suno... Divorce hone ke baad kya lagta hai tumhe kya hoga..."
"Kya hoga... Tum aur mein alag ho jaayenge... hum saat nahi reh paayenge... pyaar khatam ho jaayega... miss karenge hum ek dusre ko... Ghar par sabko pata lagega... badnaami hogi... aur pata nahi kya kya..."
Pankaj - "Divorce karna hai nahi mujhe... Par agar socho hum shaadi he nahi karte kabhi... aur fir bhi hum saat rehte hamesha... pyaar rehta... ghar par bhi kisi ko kuch pata nahi lagta... toh kaisa rehta... kya tum fir bhi mere saat he rehna pasand karti..."
"Par... Hamari shaadi toh hai na abhi..."
Pankaj - "Important saat rehna hai mere liye... tum meri zindagi ka hissa ho... jo main kabhi kisi bhi halat me nahi chodhna chahunga... agar tum chaho toh jaa sakti ho... par main kabhi nahi jaaunga..."
"Main bhi pankaj... par main nahi chahti ki tum jaao... main tumhare saat he rehna chahti hoon..."
Pankaj - "Toh argument karke mood kharab kyu karna... tumhe hamesha samjhana bacho jaise mujhe acha nahi lagta... kitne baar hua hai... itna sab kuch hone ke baad bhi hum saat hai... kya tumhe mere pyaar me kami mehsoos hui... main tumse beech beech me alag rehta huu... fir bhi tumhare saat jab aata hu.. toh poori tarah se pyaar karta huu na..."
"Haa... Jaan.... I am sorry naa... main kuch nahi poochungi... jab batana ho tab batana... ab mood thik karo please..."
Pankaj ne pyaar se kiss kiya... aur...
Pankaj - "Ab bolo... Mein tumhari slut hu..."
"Kyaaa"
Pankaj ka facial expression change hota hua... maine turant...
"Haa... Main tumhari slut huu jaan..."
Pankaj ne firse kiss kiya aur fir hum delhi ki aur travelling ki baat karte hue... so gaye... ab kahi na kahi ye assurity toh thi ki pankaj ne bhi cheat kiya hai... par ye bhi yakeen ho raha hai ki hum dono hamesha saat he rehna chahte hai... par kab tak... main kaise unhe kisi aur ke saat baat sakti huu... aur pata nahi wo ladki hai kon... kya unke office ki hai... ya bas ese he one night.... main ab inhe toh aur nahi chedh sakti iss topic par... yakeen hai inpe ki kabhi na kabhi toh bata he denge... main he khama kha... darti hoon inke chodhne se .... par ye kitna pyaar karte hai... hamesha saat diya hai... aur ab itna kuch hone ke baad bhi toh saat de he rahe hai... mein reliefed feel karne lagi... aur unke baaho me sir rakhe hue so gai...
Next Day...
Sabere ki flight thi... Hum afternoon me pahochne waale the... Ready hokar hum rishtedaar ke innova me baithe aur unhone hume airport par drop kar diya... Plane board karne se pehle... Dekha ki pankaj kisi ko call laga rahe hai...
Pankaj - "Hum flight board karne he waale hai... 2 ghante me pahoch jaayenge... airport pe milte hai sandy"
Unke call rakhte he...
"Tumne sandy ko kyu bulaya pick karne..."
Pankaj - "Hamari car to usi ke paas hai... baat hui thi pehle he... kyun tumhe nahi bataya usne?"
"Main kaha baat karti huu usse"
Pankaj - "Thik hai... Waise mujhe laga tum excited hogi usse milne ke liye..."
"Esa kuch nahi hai... usne toh yaha se jaane ke baad ek baar bhi call nahi kiya..."
Maine muuh banate hue kaha... Pankaj ne tease karte hue...
Pankaj - "Tum he kar leti..."
"Mujhe nahi karna..."
Pankaj - "Theek hai... Ab bula liya hai... lunch par bhi jaane ka plan tha... cancel kar du?"
"Nahi nahi... Ab kar he liya hai plan to rehne do..."
Pankaj - "Ese acting karti ho na... par andar se chahti toh ho he na usse milna"
"Please jaan... mujhe chedho mat abhi..."
Pankaj - "Acha sorry..."
Flight already nikal chuki thi, aur mera dil ab zyada he tez dhadakne laga tha. Khidki se bahar dekh rahi thi, lekin dimaag toh Sandy ke sapnon mein kho chuka tha. Pankaj ne lunch ka plan banaya tha, aur shayad uske baad wo ghar par bhi aayega. Main andar he andar turned on feel karne lagi thi, kitne dino ke baad usse milne waali thi. Lekin ek sawal mere mann mein baar-baar aane laga, kya ye sab firse Pankaj ke saamne hoga? Kya wo bhi yehi chahte hai?
Mere andar ek ajeeb si uljhan thi... Ek taraf Sandy ke liye mera rom-rom tadap raha tha, aur dusri taraf ek ajeeb si nervousness bhi thi. Main kya karun? Mana karun ya apni desires ko openly fulfill karun? Apne armaano ko daba du ya fir... "fuckkk... ye kaisi situation hai?"
Maine decide kar liya tha ki jab tak Pankaj request nahi karenge, tab tak main kuch nahi karungi. Jo bhi ho.... Mujhe apni respect khoni nahi hai unke saamne. Pankaj mujhe slutty samajhne lage hain... aur wo main hoon bhi... pata nahi kya ho jaata hai unn moments mein, mere muuh se kya kya nikal jaata hai aur Pankaj un baaton ko encourage bhi karte hain... pata nahi kis hadd tak ye sab chalega aur acha rahega...
Ese he overthinking karte hue... main khidki ke bahar dekhte hue... apne uljhono me khoi hui... utne mein apne thighs kar pankaj ka haat mehsoos kiya... toh hadbada si gai...
Pankaj - "Arey... Bhoot dekh liya kya?"
"Wo... ummm... nahi... gudgudi si hui acahanak..."
Pankaj - "Kaha khoi thi..."
"Kahi nahi... bas bahar dekh rahi thi... kitna amazing hai na view?"
Unke sawalon se peecha chudaane ke liye maine bas itna kaha, lekin dimaag firse apne khayalon mein wapas chala gaya. Pankaj toh nap lene lage the, aur hum thodi der baad finally land kar chuke the.
Jaise-jaise hum exit ki taraf badhne lage, meri dhadkane aur tez hone lagi thi. Umeed thi ki Sandy firse hume hug karega, aur shayad iss baar main use rokna nahi chahungi... bas lipat jaaungi pyaar se. Par esa kuch nahi hua... Sandy ne sirf pankaj ko hug kiya aur meri taraf dekh kar...
Sandy - "Welcome back to delhi"
Aur mera bag utha kar car ki taraf badne laga... Gussa aane laga tha mujhe... Usey kosti hui mann me main peeche baith gai car me... Wo dono toh araam se baatein kar rahe the jaise kuch hua he nahi, sab normal tha. Aur main peeche phone ki screen pe nazar gadaye, busy hone ki acting karti rahi, par dhyaan unki baaton par hi tha. Lunch hua, par jo socha tha, usme se kuch bhi nahi hua. Na Sandy ne zyada interest dikhaya aur na Pankaj ka shayad koi plan tha use ghar bulaane ka. Sandy gym ke paas utar gaya aur Pankaj ne drive kar ke hume ghar le aaye.
Ghar pahunchte he, maine socha ki Pankaj se poochu ki kya tum Sandy ko ghar par invite karne waale the ya nahi, par rok liya apne aap ko. Main desperate nahi dikhna chahti thi. Apne aap ko composed rakha, shower liya, fresh hui, aur thakan ki wajah se shaam tak so gayi.
Raat mein dinner ke baad Pankaj aur main intimate hue. Romantic sex hua, par koi roleplay nahi, aur Pankaj ne wahi kiya jo pehle kiya tha. Ek mahina beet chuka tha, wo setup mein busy ho gaye the, aur main Aslam G ke saath business ko aur expand karne mein. Training chal rahi thi meri. Aslam G ne kai baar milne ka proposal diya, par uss din ke baad main unse milna nahi chah rahi thi, toh unhe avoid kiya, par baat regular hoti thi. Kabhi kabar Pankaj ke office bhi jaati setup aur kaam dekhne.
Lekin dimaag ke kisi kone mein hamesha umeed rehti thi ki kab Pankaj wo naughty waale roleplay karein, ya fir se wo sab karein jo mujhe chahiye tha besabri se. Par aisa kuch nahi ho raha tha. Main betaab thi, desperate thi, fir bhi apne aap ko control mein rakha hua tha. Pankaj ko kehne ka bohot baar mann kiya ki roleplay karte hain, par nahi kaha.
Delhi se wapas aane ke baad bhi wahi boring si zindagi chal rahi thi. Koi excitement nahi, koi thrill nahi, wahi regular life. Aur ab toh Pankaj hamesha rehte hain mere paas. Unke saath sex karna acha lagta hai, par wahi routine har baar. Ek alag si boring feeling ubhar rahi thi. Pehle toh jab wo bahar jaate the, kuch dino ke liye toh kaafi exciting hota tha, unhe miss karne ke baad sex. Par ab waisa nahi tha.
Gaon mein maine kitni mushkil se apne aap ko samjhaya tha ki apni saari khwaishon ko daba dungi, par ho nahi paaya aur Sandy ko imagine karne lagi. Aur to aur Pankaj ne wo saari aag fir se jaga di roleplay karte hue gaon mein uss raat. Par ab sab kuch alag hai. Kya ho raha hai mere saath? Kya main unhe kahu? Unhone kaha toh hai ki desires aur fantasies share kiya karo, par... aise kaise bold ho jaau unke saath? Darr hai... bohot depressed si feeling aa rahi hai...
Finally, Pankaj ke office ka setup complete ho chuka tha aur Pankaj ke office ka grand opening ceremony thi... ek bada function, sab invited the... colleagues, doston ke saath-saath Sandy aur Aslam G bhi the. Main thoda excited thi, thoda anxious, jaise kuch unexpected hone wala ho. Shaam ka setting ekdum perfect tha... decor, lights, music sab kuch ekdam classy tha, par mera mann bas Sandy ko dekhne ke liye tadap raha tha.
Jaise he hum waha pohaunche, aankhein Sandy ko talashne lagi. Usse door se dekhte he mere pair theher se gaye. Mere dil ki dhadkane tez hogai. Par uske saath ek ladki thi... jo shayad married nahi lag rahi thi. Unke beech ka connection ekdum obvious tha... woh us ladki ke itne kareeb, poore waqt uske saath chipka hua tha jaise baaki duniya ka koi matlab he na ho.
Mujhse sirf ek formal greeting kiya Sandy ne, ek halki si smile di aur wapas us ladki ke paas chala gaya. Main bas wahi khadi usse dekhti reh gayi. Jalan... bas ek teekhi jalan mere andar ubharne lagi thi. Kaise itna door ho sakta hai woh mujhse? Aur yeh ladki? Kaun hai yeh? Yeh thoughts mere andar ghoomte rahe, jaise poison fail raha ho.
"Mujhe yaad bhi nahi karta ab yeh... Dusri mil gayi hai isse..." Maine andar he andar gussa kiya. Main uski yaadon mein khoi rehti hoon, aur yeh... yeh toh puri tarah se busy hai us ladki ke saath. Bohot gussa aa raha tha. Bas ab aur nahi! Thoda waqt toh mood off rakha, dil ke ek kone mein itna frustration tha ki shayad kuch bol doon, lekin maine khud ko rok liya.
Fir main bhi function ka hissa banne lagi. Music, drinks, aur logon ke saath thoda distract ho gayi thi main. Function sach mein amazing tha, aur maine apne mann ko kaafi der tak us soch se door rakha. Pankaj toh apne logon mein busy the, par mujhe sab kuch observe hote hue bhi yeh baat khatakti rahi ki Sandy ke saath wo ladki kyu thi?
Raat ke der tak sab enjoy kar rahe the, aur hum wapas ghar aaye. Maine ek beautiful saari pehni thi jo shayad Sandy ko pasand aati, lekin ab... jo hona tha wo ho chuka tha.
Jaise he ghar pahunche, Pankaj ne mujhe apni baahon mein bhar liya. Unki aankhon mein ek alag si chaahat thi, jaise wo mujhe tabse chah rahe ho jabse function start hua tha...
"Kya baat hai aaj toh tum bohot khoobsurat lag rahi ho..." Pankaj ne dheere se kaha, aur unki nazrein meri saree par tik gayi.
Mujhe change karne ka mauka tak nahi diya unhone, seedha bistar par leta diya mujhe, aur saree ab tak fully khuli bhi nahi thi ki Pankaj ne usse upar uthaya, meri panties ko ek he move mein sarka diya, aur apna lund mere andar daal diya.
Wo kaafi passionate the, jaise kai dino se unhone sex nahi kiya ho. Har thrust mein ek possessiveness thi, unke groans se room bhar gaya tha, aur ek pal ke liye main wapas reality mein aa gayi thi. Par... main... unka saath puri tarah de nahi paa rahi thi... Pankaj finally jhad gaye aur thake hue... mujhe apni baahon mein kheench ke cuddle karne lage
Sandy ab bhi mere dimaag mein tha... aur wo ladki... uska chehra, uska attitude, sab kuch mere dimaag mein ghoom raha tha. Mujhe pata nahi kyu, par main jaan na chahti thi, wo kaun thi? Sandy ki life mein kya role play kar rahi thi wo? tabhi meri zubaan se galti se nikal gaya...
"Jaan... wo ladki jo sandy ke saat thi... wo kon thi?"
Pankaj - "Kyu... Tumhe jalan hui kya"
"Esa kuch nahi hai... bas ese he poocha..."
Pankaj - "Mujhe toh nahi pata... Hogi koi... waise tum miss kar rahi thi kya usey"
"Main kyu miss karu... mujhe nahi karna miss wiss usey..."
Pankaj - "Ohh Sad..."
"Kyu?"
Pankaj - "main toh soch raha tha... kal usey house party ke liye invite karu..."
Meri khushi ka thikana nahi raha... sab kuch bhool bhaal ke... excited ho gai... aur... galti se...
"Sachi..."
Pankaj - "wow..... kaha thi ye desire se bhari simran itne time... tum usey chah rahi ho na"
Main blush karne lagi... par samaj bhi gai ki... main desperation me apni desires ko chupa nahi paai hoon...
"Nahi nahi... mera matlab... ummm..."
Pankaj - "Its okay... aur tumhe kaha tha na... jab desire ho... tab mujhse share karna... par ab bhi tum mujse chupa rahi ho... kaise bharosa karunga main ki tum dubara cheat nahi karogi..."
"Esa nahi hai jaan... maine esa kuch nahi socha... wo bus... usse baat nahi hui... alag sa ajeeb sa hai sab... atleast ek baar toh baat hoti toh clarity rehti... aur kuch nahi... itna kuch hua uske baad, ek baar toh baat kar sakta tha... par khair... ab clear hu me... uski ab gf hai toh shayad isliye... ab koi doubt nahi hai... aur naahi uske liye koi desires hai ab... samjhe..."
Pankaj - "Ohh... Itna kuch socha tumne... ek baar mujse keh deti..."
"Nahi jaan... itna kuch serious nahi tha... wo toh aaj dekha toh... sab yaad aaya..."
Iske pehle ki wo aur kuch bol paate maine tokte hue...
"Jaan... please... wo sab nahi... bas yaad aaya ki usse baat nahi hui... aur kuch nahi..."
Pankaj - "Wo baat karega bhi nahi ab... meri baat hui hai usse..."
"Kya! Kab aur kya baat? mujhe tumne kyu nahi bataya..."
Pankaj - "Baat hui toh hai... itna samaj lo ki hamari friendship hum dono ko jyada important hai... toh wo toh nahi karega kuch... par... maine socha atleast tum he usey call karogi... par tumne kiya he nahi... toh kaise hoti tumhaari baat..."
"Oh... tumne mana kiya hai toh theek hai... main samaj sakti hoon..."
Pankaj - "Maine mana kuch nahi kiya... uska he decision tha sab... maine bas samjha uska side aur agree kiya... aur bhi baaten hui... Tumhe janna hai?"
"Haa..."
Pankaj - "Challenge complete karo fir bataaunga..."
"Kaisa challenge..."
Pankaj - "Kal usey call karke bulana... workout ke liye... aur seduce karna... aur jo hoga mujhe raat me batana... fir bataunga main hamari kya kya baat hui sach sach"
"Main nahi karne waali call... mujhe nahi hai esa kuch uske liye ab..."
Pankaj - "Baby, challenge hai ek bas... mujhe pata hai ye mahina bohot boring tha aur kaam kaaj me nikal gaya... waise time toh tha ki main tumhare saat roleplay karu ya excitement laau par main intezaar kar raha tha ki tum apni desires ko zaahir karo... aur tum ho ki tumne kuch kaha he nahi..."
"Acha... Mera wait kar rahe the... kya soch rakha hai tumne mujhe... ki main desperate hoon... bas wahi sab chalta hai mere dimaag me haa..."
Pankaj - "Baby, I love you... tumhe judge nahi karta aur naahi karunga... bas tum start karti toh acha lagta... esa lagta ki tum bhi iss relationship ko meri tarah aur strong karne me interested ho... par shayad mein galat sochta hoon..."
"Jaan... aap esi baaten kyu karne lag jaate ho... main bhi aapse bohot pyaar karti hoon... aur chahti hoon ki jo hua uske baad hamare rishton me mazbooti aaye... par samaj nahi raha ki kaise karu..."
Pankaj - "Bataya toh hai main... be open... be bold... and free... Tumhe bold dekhna... mujhe acha lagta hai... Try toh karo please"
"Hmmm... kar sakti hoon... tumhi batao kya karu..."
Pankaj - "Jo challenge diya hai wo try karo"
"Par... jaan... wo aayega thodi... mere bulaane se... tumhe ne kaha na ki ab wo nahi karna chahta ye sab..."
Pankaj - "workout ke liye toh aayega he... fikr mat karo... wo aayega... par uske baad... kya hoga kya nahi wo mujhe nahi pata... par main bharosa karna chahta hoon ki jo bhi ho tum mujse share karo aur hum wo moments ko saat me re-live kare..."
"Toh kya tum chahte ho ki... main... aur sandy firse kare"
Pankaj - "Itna confidence hai tumhe ki sandy aur tum akele milo toh kuch hoga he..."
"Hmmm..."
Pankaj - "I like your confidence... Try kar lo... Ho gaya toh main mind nahi karunga... par ek shart hai.."
"kaisi shart..."
Pankaj - "Tum sab kuch detail me bataogi..."
"I promise..."
Pata nahi kaisi conversation thi ye... real challenge tha ye toh... main bhi bewakoof unse challenge le baithi... mujhe janna toh hai ki unke beech kya baat hui hai... aur mujhe toh yakeen hai sandy resist nahi kar paayega par... kar liya toh... kitna embarassing hoga na... par atleast uski dosti ka saboot toh milega mujhe... par mujhe dosti se jyada uske saat passionate hone ki talap thi... ye challenge wala game ek naya thrill tha aur excitement de gaya mujhe... maine socha bhi nahi tha ki apne pati ke saat itna thrill feel karungi... ye kuch new tha.... aur amazing... main iss moment ko khul kar jeena chahti thi... aur ab me ready thi explore karne ke liye ki aage kya hone wala tha...
Baat cheet ke baad pankaj wicked smile de rahe the... aur khush lag rahe the ki mai ready hoon is challenge ke liye... hum cuddle karte hue so gaye...
Next Day...
Sandy ke saath baith kar chai pee rahi thi, par mere dimaag mein sirf ek he baat chal rahi thi... wo ladki jo us party me Sandy ke saath thi. Uska chehra, uski muskurahat, sab kuch mere dil-o-dimaag mein tha. Jab finally maine baat chedi, to Sandy thoda sa surprised laga, lekin usne casually kaha...
Sandy - "Woh? Arre, woh sirf meri gym ki ek employee hai. Hum date kar rahe hain, but it's nothing serious."
Mujhe uski baat digest karne mein thoda time laga. Kyunki maine apne dil mein kuch aur socha tha. Par sach to yeh tha ki, main khud ko uss position mein nahi laana chahti thi, jahan mujhe lagta ki main us par haq jatane lagi hoon. Phir bhi, ek ajeeb sa gussa aur possessiveness tha he mann me... Shayad yehi vajah thi ki maine Sandy ke kareeb aakar uska haath pakad liya aur dheere se uske face ko apni ungliyon se chhua.
Meri nazrein uski aankhon mein thi, aur uska chehra mere itne kareeb tha ki main uski saansein mehsoos kar sakti thi. Maine dheere se kaha...
"Sandy, I missed you… itna zyada ki shayad tu samajh bhi nahi sakta."
Main apne hosh kho baithi thi. Uske paas aate hue, maine apna haath dheere se uske jeans par rakha, aur uske lund par jeans ke upar se he rub karne lagi. Us pal mein kuch aur nahi soch rahi thi, sirf yehi chah rahi thi ki Sandy mere kareeb aaye, mujhe apni baahon mein samet le.
Lekin Sandy duur ho gaya. Usne mere haath ko softly pakad kar apne se alag karte hue kaha...
Sandy - "Simran, jo hua wo acha tha... aur main tujhe miss bhi karta hoon. Lekin ab Pankaj ko sab pata hai. Main thankful hoon ki usne hume ek last time saat hone ka mauka diya tha... Lekin ab mein ye sab nahi kar paaunga"
Uski baat sunte he mera dil ek dum se baith gaya. Shayad kahin na kahin mujhe pata tha ki yeh hona hi tha, lekin phir bhi uss pal mein, maine uske paas gai... uski baaton ko sunti hui...
Sandy - "Hum teeno ache dost jaise he rehte hai, tujhe adjust hona padega Simran... and I know you can"
Sandy ki baatein mere dimaag mein goonj rahi thi... Maine dheere se kaha...
"Agar Pankaj chahe toh... kya tu phir se...?"
Sandy ne ek chhoti si muskurahat ke saath kaha...
Sandy - "Yes... agar Pankaj chahe toh. Lekin mujhe lagta hai ki tujhe bhi toh Pankaj ko cheat nahi karne ka mann hai na?"
Main thodi si ashamed feel karne lagi, lekin maine honesty se jawab diya...
"Nahi, mujhe bhi nahi karna kuch esa... bas tujse baat karna tha... aur samajhna tha ki tere dimaag mein kya chal raha hai. Main bohot confused hoon in sab ko leke... aur agar tujse comfort nahi leti toh kisse leti?"
Sandy thoda relax hota hua....
Sandy - "Simran, tu call karti na, baat toh karta main. Lekin khud se tujhe call nahi kar sakta. Mere liye friendship pehle hai. Aur haan, main kisi ek ka nahi hoon... tune mujhe 'love you' kaha hai, maine bhi kaha hai. Lekin real mein wo wala pyaar nahi hai. I hope you understand that?"
Main uski baatein sun kar thoda sa hil gayi thi. Pehli baar usne apni feelings itne clear tareeke se express ki thi...
Sandy - "Aur wo Neha jo party mein aayi thi, wo sirf ek employee hai. Haan, hum date kar rahe hain, lekin main uske saath bhi committed nahi hoon. Aur jo jagah teri hai meri zindagi mein, wo koi nahi le sakta... chahe wo Neha ho ya koi aur."
Main thoda surprised thi, lekin uski baatein dil ko chhoo gayi thi...
"Wow Sandy, yeh sab pehli baar jaana tere baare mein. Aur main khush hoon ki tune mujhe wo jagah di hai... mere liye bhi tu ek acha friend hai, aur main samaj rahi hoon."
Sandy - "Haan, mujhe pata hai, par ek baar clear baat karna zaroori tha na"
Sandy ne kehte hue... fir thoda relax hokar khada ho gaya... Thodi der baad Sandy chala gaya, aur raat ko main Pankaj ke paas bed par baithi thi. Main unse kuch chhupana nahi chahti thi, isliye sab kuch detail mein bataya. Truthfully, honestly... har chhoti chhoti baat jo Sandy ke saath hui thi, wo sab kuch Pankaj ko bata diya.
Teen mahine beet gaye the, main aur Pankaj ab bhi gaon mein he the. Sandy se mera koi contact nahi hua in dino me. Pankaj ne apni naukri se resign kar liya tha, aur ab wo Delhi me apna naya office setup karne waale the. Kal hum wapas apne ghar jaane waale the, ek naye jeevan ki shuruaat karne. Pankaj apne naye office mein itne busy ho jaayenge ki ek mahina tak toh unhe mere liye waqt milna mushkil hoga. Main bhi Aslam ji ke saath naye business project mein involve ho jaungi, jiske liye unse meri kayi baar baat hoti rehti thi.
In teen mahino me.. maine apne andar ki saari khwaahishon ko daba diya tha. Maine accept kar liya tha ki ab main sirf Pankaj ki hoon. Unhone mujhe akela kabhi feel nahi hone diya, lekin ab unka saath bhi ek ajeeb si boreiyat me dhal gaya tha. Har raat hum intimate hote, lekin wo raaten pehle jaisi nahi thi. Pehli baar, Pankaj mujhse door nahi jaa rahe the, lekin phir bhi ek fasaad sa tha humare beech. Wo bahar apni kuch responsibilities nibhaane nikal jaate, aur main yaha ghar mein akeli rehti.
Swati ka ana ek aur twist lekar aaya mere life me. Sandy ke jaane ke ek hafte baad he Swati gaon pahuchi. Maine kabhi socha nahi tha ki wo bina bataye aa jaayegi. Us din Pankaj ghar par he the jab wo lunch ke waqt aayi. Swati ne mujhe hug kiya, uski aankhon mein aansu the. Lekin jo cheez mujhe khatakne lagi, wo yeh thi ki uske baad Swati ne Pankaj ko hug kiya aur kaafi der tak unse chipki rahi. Pankaj ne usse calm karne ki koshish ki, aur mujhe pata chala ki Swati aur Pankaj regular contact me the.
Main andar he andar insecure feel kar rahi thi, lekin maine kabhi Pankaj se kuch nahi kaha. Uske baad ke kuch din achhe guzre, maine Swati ke saath kaafi waqt spend kiya. Usne bataya ki wo ab Delhi mein settle ho gayi hai, ek naya flat liya hai aur naukri bhi achhi chal rahi hai. Main uske liye khush thi, lekin jab bhi wo aur Pankaj interact karte, mujhe ajeeb lagta. Kai baar socha ki Pankaj se kahu ki Swati se door rahe, lekin kis mooh se kehti?
Is bechaini ke saath, meri apni kuch purani khwaahishe fir se ubharne lagi thi. Din bhar jab main akeli rehti, toh wo dabaye hue desires mujhe pareshaan karne lagte. Ek din usey firse yaad karne lagi, Aroused hoti hui, Ye hua jab sandy ko jaakar ek mahina beet chuka tha... maine apne aap ko rokne ki koshish ki. Lekin us raat ke baad, jo main karna chah rahi thi, uske liye khud ko rok nahi paayi. Us din maine Sandy ko imagine karte hue apne aap ko khush karna chaha. Jaise he orgasm hua, guilt se bhar gayi.
Maine apne aap ko sambhala, kai dino tak wo sab avoid karne ki koshish ki. Lekin peechele ek do hafto se, main roz Sandy ko soch kar fingering karne lagi hoon. Yeh desperation, yeh desires din par din badhte ja rahe the. Har din mein aur betaab hoti ja rahi thi. Delhi jaane ka waqt nazdeek aata ja raha tha, aur main apne emotions par kabu paane me naakaam hoti ja rahi thi.
Aaj bhi, jaise he Pankaj ghar se nikle, maine washroom jaake apne aap ko rough fingering karte hue cum karne ki koshish ki. Lekin naakaam rahi. Thak ke, maine naha liya aur ready hokar lunch prepare karne lagi. Mere dil mein guilt, bechaini aur desires ka ek bhanwar chal raha tha. Ab samajh nahi aa raha tha ki main kya karu, kaise apne aap ko sambhalu. Pankaj ke saath apni zindagi ki nayi shuruaat toh hone waali thi, lekin mere andar ka ye sab kuch kaise theek hoga, iska jawab ab tak mujhe pareshaan karta raha...
Ringing...
"Hello"
Pankaj - "Baby, lunch ready hai na.. bhook lagi hai..."
"haa ready hai..."
Pankaj ghar pahoch gaye... mujhe laga hamesha ki tarah chale jaayenge lunch kar ke... par iss baar kuch alag tha... jaise he lunch khatam hua... pankaj ka cellphone ring hua... maine dekha toh swati ka tha... mera maatha kharab ho gaya... ki swati directly ab pankaj se baat karti hai... par curious bhi thi ki swati ko kya baat karni hai... pankaj ne turant call pick kiya aur baat karne lage... kaafi interestingly baat karte hue... pyaar se kuch toh baat kar rahe the main sun nahi paai... kyunki wo call pick karte hue... gallery me cigi light karte hue baat kar rahe the... aur main bas 4 paai par baithi hui... phone pakde bas ese he screen par scroll karti hui par saara dhyaan pankaj par... kareeb 15 minute baad wo aaye... aur shayad nikalne waale the ya pata nahi... kyunki maine jo unse kaha uske baad wo mere bagal me baith gaye...
Main kaafi din se soch toh rahi thi ki unse swati ke baare baat karu... aur aaj rok nahi paai... aur pooch liya...
"Jaan... swati se tum kya baat kar rahe the?"
Pankaj - "Kuch nahi... bas ese office related"
"Mujhe bhi toh batao..."
Pankaj - "Arey chodho na usey... chalo bedroom me chalte hai..."
Pankaj mera haat pakde hue the... aur mein unke peeche peeche bedroom me aa gai... unhone toh iddam se topic he change kar diya tha chalte chalte...
Pankaj - "Packing complete hai na... kal nikalna hai... bohot kaam bhi hai..."
"Haa... sab toh complete hai... bas washroom me kuch gile kapde hai... wo last me rakh lenge..."
Pankaj ne bedroom me ghuste he mujhe kiss karne lage... pyaar se move hote hue hum bed par the... aur cuddle karte hue makeout karne lage... par mera mood nahi tha... mere dimaag me toh swati ko lekar uljhan thi... esa lag raha tha jaise pankaj kuch chupa rahe ho... par uske baad jo hua... usne swati ka khayal dilo dimaag se nikaal diya...
Pankaj mere bagal me the... maine saree pehna hua tha... aur pankaj aane ke baad apne shorts aur tshirt me the... makeout karte hue meri saari ka pallu already nikal chuka tha... mere cleavage saaf nazar aa rahe the... pankaj ne pyaar se mujhe dekha... apne haat ko mere gardan ke neeche rakhe hue.... ek haat se mere baalo ko sehlaate hue... ek alag pyaar aur desire bhare nazro se mujhe dekhne lage... mujse raha nahi gaya...
"Ese kyu dekh rahe ho..."
Pankaj - "Tum sach me bohot hot ho baby..."
Kehte hue wo mere face ko caress karne lage the... main blush kar gai unki achanak se itni sexy compliments sunn kar...
"Bas karo pankaj... mujhe sharam aa rahi hai... ese mat dekho..."
Maine aankhe band kar li unki iss harkat par... bohot he sharam aa rahi thi... wo itne pyaar se mujhe dekh rahe the...
Pankaj - "Tumhe apna promise yaad hai... Ki tum mujse sab share karogi... kuch daba kar nahi rakhogi..."
"Haa..."
Pankaj - "Main... bohot excited feel kar raha hu... delhi return jaane ke liye... tumbhi excited ho na?"
"Excited ka kya hai... jaakar busy hona hai... tumhe bhi setup karna hai aur mujhe bhi kaam hai..."
Pankaj - "Wo sab toh hai he... par..."
Pankaj ke haat mere sensitive skin par choothe hue... pyaar se wo apni ungliyon ko face par trail karte hue...
Pankaj - "Aur... kisi cheez ke liye excited nahi ho kya?"
"Aur kiss cheez ki hogi..."
Pankaj ne pyaar se mere neck ke paas kiss kiya... sniff karte hue... slowly mere earlobes ko suck kar liya tha... gehri saanse chodhte hue... mere kaano me whisper karte hue...
Pankaj - "Sandy... se milne ki...."
Sandy ka naam unke muuh se sunte he maine apni mundi ko thoda sarkaa liya... confusion aur nervousness chahne laga tha... inhe kya ho gaya... itne dino baad... unhone fir se wo topic chedh diya aur wo bhi ese romantic hote hue... kya matlab tha iska... main calm aur composed hone ki acting karte hue...
"Esa kuch nahi hai..."
Pankaj ab mujhe dekhne lage aur desire bhari nazro se... unke fingers ab mere honto par trail kar rahe the...
Pankaj - "Kyun? tumne miss nahi kiya uska lund inn gulaabi honto par..."
main shocked thi unki iss baat se... unke baato se jaise wo saare poorane memory flash hone lage...
"Please pankaj... ye sab kyu keh rahe ho..."
Pankaj ke haat mere gardan se hote hue... boobs par se... gently move hote hue... navel tak pahoch gaye... unka touch electric sensations de raha tha... aur mera muuh khula ka khula reh gaya jab... pankaj ne meri ek taang ko adjust karte hue... saari ko upar kiya... aur meri nangi jhaang par... apne haat ko move karte hue... neeche aate gaye....
"Aaahhh.... Pankaj..."
Main apni moan rok nahi paai jab unka haat meri pussy par pada... meri panties ke upar... wo pyaar se meri clit ko dhundte hue...
Pankaj ke hont ab mere honto par the... main unke kiss ka saat deti hui... aur wo clit ko pyaar se rub karte hue... Aaahh... Pankaj kiss karte hue... ab mere neck par kisses kar rahe the... thodi der baad... unhone meri saari nikaal feki... roughly mere blouse ko unhook kiya aur unke saamne meri black color ki bra expose ho chuki thi...
Pankaj ne fir se mere gaal par kiss kiya... aur panties ko side karte hue... meri pussy me gehrai se ungli daali... jo abhi tak poori tarah se gili nahi thi... hoti bhi kaise mann me confusion tha... thodi si aroused jarur thi... par unki baato se ya sandy ke imagination se nahi balki unke touch aur sensualness se... pankaj ne bhi wo feel kiya... aur apne haato ko hata kar... wahi ungli ko mere honto par le aaye... touch karte hue... mere honto par trail karte hue... nose tak le aai aur...
Pankaj - "Tumne kabhi apni choot ki khusboo li hai... Sandy ka andar jaane ke baad..."
Fuckk... ye kitni dirty baat kar rahe hai... mujhe apni baato se posess karte hue...
"Pankaj... Kya hua hai tumhe..."
Pankaj - "Shhh...."
Pankaj ki ungli mere honto par chuppi banate hue...
Pankaj ne mujhe apni baaho se pakad kar utha diya... aur mere khule hue blouse ko mere badan se alag kar diya... fir bra ko bhi nahi chodha aur wo bhi ab kahi kone me floor par pada hua tha... mera nanga badan ab unke saamne tha... aur wo mere har hisse ko ese dekh rahe the jaise pehli baar dekh rahe ho... main ab sirf panties me thi... par jaise he mujhe unhone leta diya... kuch he der me... meri panties ko bhi nikaal feka... Aur pyaar se apne haato ko mere face par touch karte hue...
Pankaj - "Baby, Just enjoy... Apni aankhe band karo"
Bina soch samaj ke meri aankhe apne aap band ho gai... unki ungli mere forehead se hote hue... cheeks par trace karti hui...
Pankaj - "Tumhe kitna maza aayega na... jab Sandy ka lund yaha se yaha tak halke halke chooyega... Hmmmm?"
Fuckkk... unki ungliyon ka touch aur unki baaten ek alag he electrifying sensation create karne lagi... main kuch nahi keh paai... bas unke touch se thodi si hili par unhone continue karte hue...
Apni ungliya mere honto par le aate hue... trail karte hue...
Pankaj - "Uska lund tumhare honto pe bohot he sexy lagega... Nahi?"
Unke sawaalo ko koi jawab nahi tha mere paas... bas wo sensation me khoi hui... maine apni back arch kar li thi... gehri saanse lete hue.... Unka haat mere honto ko pyaar se dabata hua...
Pankaj - "Bolo na baby.... Tumhe acha lagta hai na uska lund wo bhi tumhare honto ke beech"
"Jaan... Tum bohot naughty ho..."
Pankaj - "Yess... Yehi expressions mujhe diwaana bana deti hai baby..."
Pankaj ke haat mere gardan par trail karte hue... mujhe arousal ke peak par pahuchaate hue... unka touch had se jyada gentle tha... jo mera rom rom khada kar raha tha...
Unhone apne ungliyon ko firse mere honto par trail karte hue...
Pankaj - "Uska bada lund... kabhi tumhare honto ko esa chuha hai..."
Usne toh nahi kiya tha... par maine apne honto se uska lund jarur chuha hai... par esa nahi....
"Nahi...."
Pankaj - "Agar mere saamne tum pehli baar karti... toh main tumhe ye wala sensation feel karata... uske lund ko tumhare inn gulaabi hoto par trail karata... "
Jaise jaise pankaj apni ungliyon ko trail kar rahe the... mere imagination me sandy ka lund tha... uska lund dheere se mere honto ko chuta hua...
Mera muuh apne aap khul gaya jaise uska lund real me mere muuh ke paas ho... mera muuh khula hua aur pankaj ne apne thumb ko mere muuh me daalte hue... tongue par tap karte hue...
Mujhe arouse karte gaye... main unke jaal me fass chuki thi... unke shabd sirf dimaag me ghum rahe the par... main kya he kehti...
Pankaj ke haat ab mere erect nipples par circle bana rahe the... aur fir se unhone poocha...
Pankaj - "Bolo na baby... Tumhe acha lagta agar main sandy ka lund tumhare in nipples par rub karwata ese..."
"Aaahhh.... Pata nahi... Par tumhe acha lagta dekhne?"
Pankaj ka lund dhundti hui unka lund pakad liya tha... unka rock hard tha... unke tip ko jakde hue...
"Wow pankaj... Aap toh bohot hard ho..."
pankaj ne meri choot ko pyaar se touch kiya...
meri wetness ko feel karte hue...
Pankaj - "Tum bhi toh sandy ke naam se kitni wet ho gai ho..."
Main kuch nahi keh paai... bas unke sensual touch ko enjoy karti hui... apni peeth uthate hue... gehri saanse lete hue enjoy kar rahi thi... Thodi der me pankaj mere upar adjust hogaye... aankh khola toh unka lund mere muuh ke paas tha... main toh turant muuh me lene ke liye ready thi.. par unhone roka... meri aankhe band karaai aur...
Pankaj - "Tumhe uska lund muuh me lete hue dekhna ka experience amazing tha baby... Tum dubara logi na uska muuh me?"
"Kya tum sach me ye sab chahte ho?"
Pankaj - "Tumhaare liye kuch bhi kar sakta hoon... Bolo na logi na uska mere saamne firse?"
Maine aankhe khole.... unka lund mere saamne tha... Maine unke lund ke tip ko pyaar se lick kiya...aur apne hoto ke beech lete hue... pyaar se choosti hui unka topa... andar lete hue...
Pankaj - "Ohh god... Yess... Tumhare honto ki garmi amazing hai baby"
"Mhmmmppp..."
Main bas choosti rahi... aur machalti hui.. unke pairo ko pakad chuki thi... thodi der me unhone apna lund nikala aur meri taango ke beech adjust hue... wo hone wala tha jiska main besabri se intezaar kar rahi thi... unka andar chahiya tha mujhe... par unhone bas apne lund ka tip mere clit par rakha...
aur tap karne lage... mere arousal ko aur bhi jyada badhaate hue... extreme tease karte hue..
"Please jaan... fuckk me...."
Pankaj - "Achaa..."
"Yesss... Andar dalo na..."
Wo tap karte gaye... apne lund ke tip se clit par rub karte hue...
Pankaj - "Pehle batao... Parso shaaam jab main tumhari choot chaat raha tha... ek madhosh kar dene waali khooshboo li... wo tumhari pungent smell ka aroma... bohot he erotic tha baby... tum mere aane se pehle fingering kar rahi thi na..."
"Yesss..."
Pankaj - "Sandy ko yaad karte hue na?"
"Nahi...."
Pankaj - "Wow... Fir koi aur tha kya..."
"Nahi... Pankaj... Fuckk me... please... aur tease mat karo..."
Pankaj - "Sach batane ka waada kiya hai... Batao... Sandy ko imagine kar rahi thi na?"
Meri aankhe band... main tadap rahi thi... unke lund ko pakadte hue andar lene ki koshish karti hui... par wo mera haat jhatak dete...
"Haa... Haa.... Jaan... Ab chodho naa... Please"
Pankaj - "Uske lund ke baare me kya sochti ho batao na baby..."
"Uska... Hah!... Uska... lund bohot awesome hai jaan..."
Pankaj ki rubbing tez hogai... mujhe pagal karte hue...
Pankaj - "Aur...."
"Uska kitna bada hai..."
Pankaj - "Uska lund tumhare andar tha na imagination me"
"Yess jaan... Yess... mere andar tha... Aah!... hah!... uska bada lund... mujhe bohot pasand hai..."
Pankaj ne jhat se apna lund mere andar daal diya... aur mere face ko roughly pakadte hue...
Pankaj - "ese naaa"
"Yess... hah!... aahhh... aahh... Yess... jaan... ese he ..... Fuckkk me.... Aaahhh... Aahhhh... ooh oohh ohh..."
Main kaamp uthi thi... unki dirty naughty baato se unka lund andar feel karte he edge par pahoch chuki thi... kisi bhi waqt orgasm ho jaata utne me...
Pankaj - "Tumhe ese gandi baaten pasand hai na..."
"Haa... Jaan... Yess... Aur tez karo... Main jhadne waali hoon... Aaah..."
Pankaj ki speed badh gai thi... wo jor jor se jhatke maarte hue.... aur main jhad gai... aur wo ab bhi mere andar poori shiddat se apna lund dhakele jaa rahe the... itni wild the ki mere boobs ke upar love bite karte hue mujhe pain aur pleasure ka ehsaas dete hue.... chodte gaye aur 5 minute baad jaake jhade...
Uske baad mere bagal me collapse karte hue... pyaar se mere face ko cup karte hue... dono ki saanse fuli hui....
Pankaj - "Fir bhi... kya karogi... Mana karogi... Ya mujhe bataogi"
"Aapko bataungi"
Pankaj - "Thats my girl... Detail me bataogi na kya kya kiya"
"Dhatt... Esa kuch nahi hoga jaan... main usey mana kar dungi..."
Pankaj - "Pakka naa..."
"Haa jaan... Bharosa nahi hai kya Aapko"
Pankaj - "Agar naa ho toh... Kya kya kar sakti ho mujhe bharosa dilane ke liye"
"Aap he batao jaan... Kya karu main... Main aapko khona nahi chahti... Jo chaho karungi"
Pankaj - "Ese desires bhare gandi baate hamesha khul kar karogi mere saat bina hichak ke"
"Hmmm.... Try karungi..."
Pankaj - "Try kya karna hai... Abhi acha nahi laga tumhe hamari gandi baaten aur sex"
"Bohot acha tha..."
Pankaj - "Toh dubara uske saat kabhi galti se kar bhi liya toh detail me bataogi naa?"
"Nahi jaan... Esa kuch nahi hone wala... I promise"
Pankaj - "Baby... Tum sweet ho... par... socho na... mere ghar aane se pehle tum bistar par nangi padi ho... uska sperm tumhare choot par pada hua hai... main aakar unhe pyaar se chaatu aur tumhe lick karte hue ek aur orgasm ki taraf pahuchau toh... tumhe acha nahi lagega"
"Pata nahi.... Par... Tum ye sab karoge?"
Pankaj - "Agar tum detail me bataogi... Toh karunga he..."
"Par pankaj... Tum itne mahino baad ye sab dubara kyu kar rahe ho..."
Pankaj - "wo toh main busy tha na... maine socha... araam se sab set kar lu... ab relaxed hu finally toh time bhi thaa isiliye... Kya tumhe acha nahi laga?"
"Pata nahi jaan... Ye sab ajeeb lag raha hai..."
Pankaj - "Tumhe yaad hai jab tumne sandy ka sperm mujhe taste karaya tha apni choot se mere upar chadh kar... uss waqt kya soch rahi thi..."
"I am sorry jaan... Pata nahi uss waqt kya hua tha... main kaafi naughty feel kar rahi thi... mujhe laga tumhe acha lagega..."
Pankaj - "Usi naughtyness ko toh main embrase karna chahta hua... tumhe ese dekh kar mujhe bohot amazing lagta hai... tumhari sluttiness ko mein khul kar jeena chahta huu...."
"Sachi?"
Pankaj - "Pehle toh nahi pasand tha... Socha bhi nahi tha ye sab itna hadd tak jaayega... par maine bhi kuch esa kar liya hai... jiske baad maine tumhe sandy ke saat dekhna galat nahi mana... pehle toh guilt ki wajah se tumhe enjoy karwaya par... jaise jaise raat beeti aur dusre din ki morning ko tumhe dekha toh sab kuch hadd se jyada awesome lagne laga... ab guilt ki wajah se nahi balki tumhaari khushi aur naughtiness ki wajah se mujhe ye sab acha lag raha hai..."
Main grasp he nahi kar paa rahi thi.... kuch bhi... pankaj ki baato se saaf pata lag raha tha ki unhone kuch toh kiya hai... main bhauklane waali thi... par kya he karti... maine bhi toh galat kiya hai... par fir bhi mujse raha nahi gaya... main curious ho gai... aur inquire karte hue... gusse me... jeolousy me...
Pankaj - "Ummm... Please ab chodho na ye sab baaten.... Main jo kehraha tha wo mere liye nahi hai... tumhare liye hai baby..."
"Nahi pankaj... Batao... Mujhe janna hai... Kon hai wo chutiya aurat... Aur ab bhi tum uske saat ho?... Kya tumhe divorce lena hai?"
Pankaj - "Tum pagal ho kya... Ye sab kya keh rahi ho... Ab toh lagta hai jaise tumhe he divorce chahiye... ek toh main adjust karne ki koshish kar raha hu... apne rishton ki khataas ko duur karte hue... manage karna chahta huu taaki hum saat rahe aur tum ho ki...."
Pankaj gusse me uth gaye... kapde pehnte hue... mujhe jhatka sa laga... "Ye kya keh gai me... Pankaj chahte toh tab bhi divorce ki baat kar lete... mere saat rehte nahi... par ye sab kya hogaya mere saat... main itni jealous kyu feel kar rahi hoon..."
"Hum baat kar rahe hai na... Tum ese bhadak kyu rahe ho..."
Pankaj - "Tum dimaag ka bhosda kar rahi ho... Tumhe pyaar hajam nahi hai mera... meri koi respect nahi kya... Kitna pyaar se kitni baar samjaya... Par ab lagta hai... Ki tumhe he alag hona hai... Toh saaf saaf bola... Tumhe chutkara chahiye naa..."
Main rone lagi... aur...
"Nahi... Sorry pankaj... main tumhe khona nahi chahti... main bas tumhe chahti hoon... aur kuch nahi... please paas aaao..."
Main unke paas khadi hui... gidgidaati hui... unke close hoti gai... unhone haat jhatak diya... aur bed ke edge par baith gaye...
"Please jaan... Sorry mere muuh se galti se nikal gaya divorce ki baat... main dubara kabhi nahi karungi ye sab baat...."
Pankaj - "Baat divorce ki nahi hai... wo toh sirf ek paper hai... Baat hai ki zindagi bhar ka rishtan hai ya nahi... ya rakhna hai ya nahi... wo important hai..."
"Haa jaan... Zindagi bhar rehna he important hai..."
Pankaj - "Toh ab bina koi bhi baat ko dabaye... ache se soch lo... bhale delhi pahoch ke batana... araam se soch ke...."
"Ha... Main rehna chahti hoon tumhare saat he... Aur kuch nahi sochna uske alawa"
Pankaj - "Ache se suno pehle... Chahe jo bhi ho... Main toh tumhare saat rahunga hamesha... tumhara khayal rakhunga... tumhe kami mehsoos nahi hogi... aur pyaar bhi karunga... utna he jitna ab karta huu... Par kya tum usi dedication ke saat mere saat bhi rehna chahti ho?"
"Par pankaj... ye rishta... ye sab... main kuch nahi samaj paa rahi hamesha darr laga rahega..."
"Pankaj.... Please... divorce ki baat ab hamare beech kabhi nahi hogi..."
Pankaj - "Pehle suno... Divorce hone ke baad kya lagta hai tumhe kya hoga..."
"Kya hoga... Tum aur mein alag ho jaayenge... hum saat nahi reh paayenge... pyaar khatam ho jaayega... miss karenge hum ek dusre ko... Ghar par sabko pata lagega... badnaami hogi... aur pata nahi kya kya..."
Pankaj - "Divorce karna hai nahi mujhe... Par agar socho hum shaadi he nahi karte kabhi... aur fir bhi hum saat rehte hamesha... pyaar rehta... ghar par bhi kisi ko kuch pata nahi lagta... toh kaisa rehta... kya tum fir bhi mere saat he rehna pasand karti..."
"Par... Hamari shaadi toh hai na abhi..."
Pankaj - "Important saat rehna hai mere liye... tum meri zindagi ka hissa ho... jo main kabhi kisi bhi halat me nahi chodhna chahunga... agar tum chaho toh jaa sakti ho... par main kabhi nahi jaaunga..."
"Main bhi pankaj... par main nahi chahti ki tum jaao... main tumhare saat he rehna chahti hoon..."
Pankaj - "Toh argument karke mood kharab kyu karna... tumhe hamesha samjhana bacho jaise mujhe acha nahi lagta... kitne baar hua hai... itna sab kuch hone ke baad bhi hum saat hai... kya tumhe mere pyaar me kami mehsoos hui... main tumse beech beech me alag rehta huu... fir bhi tumhare saat jab aata hu.. toh poori tarah se pyaar karta huu na..."
"Haa... Jaan.... I am sorry naa... main kuch nahi poochungi... jab batana ho tab batana... ab mood thik karo please..."
Pankaj ne pyaar se kiss kiya... aur...
Pankaj - "Ab bolo... Mein tumhari slut hu..."
"Kyaaa"
Pankaj ka facial expression change hota hua... maine turant...
"Haa... Main tumhari slut huu jaan..."
Pankaj ne firse kiss kiya aur fir hum delhi ki aur travelling ki baat karte hue... so gaye... ab kahi na kahi ye assurity toh thi ki pankaj ne bhi cheat kiya hai... par ye bhi yakeen ho raha hai ki hum dono hamesha saat he rehna chahte hai... par kab tak... main kaise unhe kisi aur ke saat baat sakti huu... aur pata nahi wo ladki hai kon... kya unke office ki hai... ya bas ese he one night.... main ab inhe toh aur nahi chedh sakti iss topic par... yakeen hai inpe ki kabhi na kabhi toh bata he denge... main he khama kha... darti hoon inke chodhne se .... par ye kitna pyaar karte hai... hamesha saat diya hai... aur ab itna kuch hone ke baad bhi toh saat de he rahe hai... mein reliefed feel karne lagi... aur unke baaho me sir rakhe hue so gai...
Next Day...
Sabere ki flight thi... Hum afternoon me pahochne waale the... Ready hokar hum rishtedaar ke innova me baithe aur unhone hume airport par drop kar diya... Plane board karne se pehle... Dekha ki pankaj kisi ko call laga rahe hai...
Pankaj - "Hum flight board karne he waale hai... 2 ghante me pahoch jaayenge... airport pe milte hai sandy"
Unke call rakhte he...
"Tumne sandy ko kyu bulaya pick karne..."
Pankaj - "Hamari car to usi ke paas hai... baat hui thi pehle he... kyun tumhe nahi bataya usne?"
"Main kaha baat karti huu usse"
Pankaj - "Thik hai... Waise mujhe laga tum excited hogi usse milne ke liye..."
"Esa kuch nahi hai... usne toh yaha se jaane ke baad ek baar bhi call nahi kiya..."
Maine muuh banate hue kaha... Pankaj ne tease karte hue...
Pankaj - "Tum he kar leti..."
"Mujhe nahi karna..."
Pankaj - "Theek hai... Ab bula liya hai... lunch par bhi jaane ka plan tha... cancel kar du?"
"Nahi nahi... Ab kar he liya hai plan to rehne do..."
Pankaj - "Ese acting karti ho na... par andar se chahti toh ho he na usse milna"
"Please jaan... mujhe chedho mat abhi..."
Pankaj - "Acha sorry..."
Flight already nikal chuki thi, aur mera dil ab zyada he tez dhadakne laga tha. Khidki se bahar dekh rahi thi, lekin dimaag toh Sandy ke sapnon mein kho chuka tha. Pankaj ne lunch ka plan banaya tha, aur shayad uske baad wo ghar par bhi aayega. Main andar he andar turned on feel karne lagi thi, kitne dino ke baad usse milne waali thi. Lekin ek sawal mere mann mein baar-baar aane laga, kya ye sab firse Pankaj ke saamne hoga? Kya wo bhi yehi chahte hai?
Mere andar ek ajeeb si uljhan thi... Ek taraf Sandy ke liye mera rom-rom tadap raha tha, aur dusri taraf ek ajeeb si nervousness bhi thi. Main kya karun? Mana karun ya apni desires ko openly fulfill karun? Apne armaano ko daba du ya fir... "fuckkk... ye kaisi situation hai?"
Maine decide kar liya tha ki jab tak Pankaj request nahi karenge, tab tak main kuch nahi karungi. Jo bhi ho.... Mujhe apni respect khoni nahi hai unke saamne. Pankaj mujhe slutty samajhne lage hain... aur wo main hoon bhi... pata nahi kya ho jaata hai unn moments mein, mere muuh se kya kya nikal jaata hai aur Pankaj un baaton ko encourage bhi karte hain... pata nahi kis hadd tak ye sab chalega aur acha rahega...
Ese he overthinking karte hue... main khidki ke bahar dekhte hue... apne uljhono me khoi hui... utne mein apne thighs kar pankaj ka haat mehsoos kiya... toh hadbada si gai...
Pankaj - "Arey... Bhoot dekh liya kya?"
"Wo... ummm... nahi... gudgudi si hui acahanak..."
Pankaj - "Kaha khoi thi..."
"Kahi nahi... bas bahar dekh rahi thi... kitna amazing hai na view?"
Unke sawalon se peecha chudaane ke liye maine bas itna kaha, lekin dimaag firse apne khayalon mein wapas chala gaya. Pankaj toh nap lene lage the, aur hum thodi der baad finally land kar chuke the.
Jaise-jaise hum exit ki taraf badhne lage, meri dhadkane aur tez hone lagi thi. Umeed thi ki Sandy firse hume hug karega, aur shayad iss baar main use rokna nahi chahungi... bas lipat jaaungi pyaar se. Par esa kuch nahi hua... Sandy ne sirf pankaj ko hug kiya aur meri taraf dekh kar...
Sandy - "Welcome back to delhi"
Aur mera bag utha kar car ki taraf badne laga... Gussa aane laga tha mujhe... Usey kosti hui mann me main peeche baith gai car me... Wo dono toh araam se baatein kar rahe the jaise kuch hua he nahi, sab normal tha. Aur main peeche phone ki screen pe nazar gadaye, busy hone ki acting karti rahi, par dhyaan unki baaton par hi tha. Lunch hua, par jo socha tha, usme se kuch bhi nahi hua. Na Sandy ne zyada interest dikhaya aur na Pankaj ka shayad koi plan tha use ghar bulaane ka. Sandy gym ke paas utar gaya aur Pankaj ne drive kar ke hume ghar le aaye.
Ghar pahunchte he, maine socha ki Pankaj se poochu ki kya tum Sandy ko ghar par invite karne waale the ya nahi, par rok liya apne aap ko. Main desperate nahi dikhna chahti thi. Apne aap ko composed rakha, shower liya, fresh hui, aur thakan ki wajah se shaam tak so gayi.
Raat mein dinner ke baad Pankaj aur main intimate hue. Romantic sex hua, par koi roleplay nahi, aur Pankaj ne wahi kiya jo pehle kiya tha. Ek mahina beet chuka tha, wo setup mein busy ho gaye the, aur main Aslam G ke saath business ko aur expand karne mein. Training chal rahi thi meri. Aslam G ne kai baar milne ka proposal diya, par uss din ke baad main unse milna nahi chah rahi thi, toh unhe avoid kiya, par baat regular hoti thi. Kabhi kabar Pankaj ke office bhi jaati setup aur kaam dekhne.
Lekin dimaag ke kisi kone mein hamesha umeed rehti thi ki kab Pankaj wo naughty waale roleplay karein, ya fir se wo sab karein jo mujhe chahiye tha besabri se. Par aisa kuch nahi ho raha tha. Main betaab thi, desperate thi, fir bhi apne aap ko control mein rakha hua tha. Pankaj ko kehne ka bohot baar mann kiya ki roleplay karte hain, par nahi kaha.
Delhi se wapas aane ke baad bhi wahi boring si zindagi chal rahi thi. Koi excitement nahi, koi thrill nahi, wahi regular life. Aur ab toh Pankaj hamesha rehte hain mere paas. Unke saath sex karna acha lagta hai, par wahi routine har baar. Ek alag si boring feeling ubhar rahi thi. Pehle toh jab wo bahar jaate the, kuch dino ke liye toh kaafi exciting hota tha, unhe miss karne ke baad sex. Par ab waisa nahi tha.
Gaon mein maine kitni mushkil se apne aap ko samjhaya tha ki apni saari khwaishon ko daba dungi, par ho nahi paaya aur Sandy ko imagine karne lagi. Aur to aur Pankaj ne wo saari aag fir se jaga di roleplay karte hue gaon mein uss raat. Par ab sab kuch alag hai. Kya ho raha hai mere saath? Kya main unhe kahu? Unhone kaha toh hai ki desires aur fantasies share kiya karo, par... aise kaise bold ho jaau unke saath? Darr hai... bohot depressed si feeling aa rahi hai...
Finally, Pankaj ke office ka setup complete ho chuka tha aur Pankaj ke office ka grand opening ceremony thi... ek bada function, sab invited the... colleagues, doston ke saath-saath Sandy aur Aslam G bhi the. Main thoda excited thi, thoda anxious, jaise kuch unexpected hone wala ho. Shaam ka setting ekdum perfect tha... decor, lights, music sab kuch ekdam classy tha, par mera mann bas Sandy ko dekhne ke liye tadap raha tha.
Jaise he hum waha pohaunche, aankhein Sandy ko talashne lagi. Usse door se dekhte he mere pair theher se gaye. Mere dil ki dhadkane tez hogai. Par uske saath ek ladki thi... jo shayad married nahi lag rahi thi. Unke beech ka connection ekdum obvious tha... woh us ladki ke itne kareeb, poore waqt uske saath chipka hua tha jaise baaki duniya ka koi matlab he na ho.
Mujhse sirf ek formal greeting kiya Sandy ne, ek halki si smile di aur wapas us ladki ke paas chala gaya. Main bas wahi khadi usse dekhti reh gayi. Jalan... bas ek teekhi jalan mere andar ubharne lagi thi. Kaise itna door ho sakta hai woh mujhse? Aur yeh ladki? Kaun hai yeh? Yeh thoughts mere andar ghoomte rahe, jaise poison fail raha ho.
"Mujhe yaad bhi nahi karta ab yeh... Dusri mil gayi hai isse..." Maine andar he andar gussa kiya. Main uski yaadon mein khoi rehti hoon, aur yeh... yeh toh puri tarah se busy hai us ladki ke saath. Bohot gussa aa raha tha. Bas ab aur nahi! Thoda waqt toh mood off rakha, dil ke ek kone mein itna frustration tha ki shayad kuch bol doon, lekin maine khud ko rok liya.
Fir main bhi function ka hissa banne lagi. Music, drinks, aur logon ke saath thoda distract ho gayi thi main. Function sach mein amazing tha, aur maine apne mann ko kaafi der tak us soch se door rakha. Pankaj toh apne logon mein busy the, par mujhe sab kuch observe hote hue bhi yeh baat khatakti rahi ki Sandy ke saath wo ladki kyu thi?
Raat ke der tak sab enjoy kar rahe the, aur hum wapas ghar aaye. Maine ek beautiful saari pehni thi jo shayad Sandy ko pasand aati, lekin ab... jo hona tha wo ho chuka tha.
Jaise he ghar pahunche, Pankaj ne mujhe apni baahon mein bhar liya. Unki aankhon mein ek alag si chaahat thi, jaise wo mujhe tabse chah rahe ho jabse function start hua tha...
"Kya baat hai aaj toh tum bohot khoobsurat lag rahi ho..." Pankaj ne dheere se kaha, aur unki nazrein meri saree par tik gayi.
Mujhe change karne ka mauka tak nahi diya unhone, seedha bistar par leta diya mujhe, aur saree ab tak fully khuli bhi nahi thi ki Pankaj ne usse upar uthaya, meri panties ko ek he move mein sarka diya, aur apna lund mere andar daal diya.
Wo kaafi passionate the, jaise kai dino se unhone sex nahi kiya ho. Har thrust mein ek possessiveness thi, unke groans se room bhar gaya tha, aur ek pal ke liye main wapas reality mein aa gayi thi. Par... main... unka saath puri tarah de nahi paa rahi thi... Pankaj finally jhad gaye aur thake hue... mujhe apni baahon mein kheench ke cuddle karne lage
Sandy ab bhi mere dimaag mein tha... aur wo ladki... uska chehra, uska attitude, sab kuch mere dimaag mein ghoom raha tha. Mujhe pata nahi kyu, par main jaan na chahti thi, wo kaun thi? Sandy ki life mein kya role play kar rahi thi wo? tabhi meri zubaan se galti se nikal gaya...
"Jaan... wo ladki jo sandy ke saat thi... wo kon thi?"
Pankaj - "Kyu... Tumhe jalan hui kya"
"Esa kuch nahi hai... bas ese he poocha..."
Pankaj - "Mujhe toh nahi pata... Hogi koi... waise tum miss kar rahi thi kya usey"
"Main kyu miss karu... mujhe nahi karna miss wiss usey..."
Pankaj - "Ohh Sad..."
"Kyu?"
Pankaj - "main toh soch raha tha... kal usey house party ke liye invite karu..."
Meri khushi ka thikana nahi raha... sab kuch bhool bhaal ke... excited ho gai... aur... galti se...
"Sachi..."
Pankaj - "wow..... kaha thi ye desire se bhari simran itne time... tum usey chah rahi ho na"
Main blush karne lagi... par samaj bhi gai ki... main desperation me apni desires ko chupa nahi paai hoon...
"Nahi nahi... mera matlab... ummm..."
Pankaj - "Its okay... aur tumhe kaha tha na... jab desire ho... tab mujhse share karna... par ab bhi tum mujse chupa rahi ho... kaise bharosa karunga main ki tum dubara cheat nahi karogi..."
"Esa nahi hai jaan... maine esa kuch nahi socha... wo bus... usse baat nahi hui... alag sa ajeeb sa hai sab... atleast ek baar toh baat hoti toh clarity rehti... aur kuch nahi... itna kuch hua uske baad, ek baar toh baat kar sakta tha... par khair... ab clear hu me... uski ab gf hai toh shayad isliye... ab koi doubt nahi hai... aur naahi uske liye koi desires hai ab... samjhe..."
Pankaj - "Ohh... Itna kuch socha tumne... ek baar mujse keh deti..."
"Nahi jaan... itna kuch serious nahi tha... wo toh aaj dekha toh... sab yaad aaya..."
Iske pehle ki wo aur kuch bol paate maine tokte hue...
"Jaan... please... wo sab nahi... bas yaad aaya ki usse baat nahi hui... aur kuch nahi..."
Pankaj - "Wo baat karega bhi nahi ab... meri baat hui hai usse..."
"Kya! Kab aur kya baat? mujhe tumne kyu nahi bataya..."
Pankaj - "Baat hui toh hai... itna samaj lo ki hamari friendship hum dono ko jyada important hai... toh wo toh nahi karega kuch... par... maine socha atleast tum he usey call karogi... par tumne kiya he nahi... toh kaise hoti tumhaari baat..."
"Oh... tumne mana kiya hai toh theek hai... main samaj sakti hoon..."
Pankaj - "Maine mana kuch nahi kiya... uska he decision tha sab... maine bas samjha uska side aur agree kiya... aur bhi baaten hui... Tumhe janna hai?"
"Haa..."
Pankaj - "Challenge complete karo fir bataaunga..."
"Kaisa challenge..."
Pankaj - "Kal usey call karke bulana... workout ke liye... aur seduce karna... aur jo hoga mujhe raat me batana... fir bataunga main hamari kya kya baat hui sach sach"
"Main nahi karne waali call... mujhe nahi hai esa kuch uske liye ab..."
Pankaj - "Baby, challenge hai ek bas... mujhe pata hai ye mahina bohot boring tha aur kaam kaaj me nikal gaya... waise time toh tha ki main tumhare saat roleplay karu ya excitement laau par main intezaar kar raha tha ki tum apni desires ko zaahir karo... aur tum ho ki tumne kuch kaha he nahi..."
"Acha... Mera wait kar rahe the... kya soch rakha hai tumne mujhe... ki main desperate hoon... bas wahi sab chalta hai mere dimaag me haa..."
Pankaj - "Baby, I love you... tumhe judge nahi karta aur naahi karunga... bas tum start karti toh acha lagta... esa lagta ki tum bhi iss relationship ko meri tarah aur strong karne me interested ho... par shayad mein galat sochta hoon..."
"Jaan... aap esi baaten kyu karne lag jaate ho... main bhi aapse bohot pyaar karti hoon... aur chahti hoon ki jo hua uske baad hamare rishton me mazbooti aaye... par samaj nahi raha ki kaise karu..."
Pankaj - "Bataya toh hai main... be open... be bold... and free... Tumhe bold dekhna... mujhe acha lagta hai... Try toh karo please"
"Hmmm... kar sakti hoon... tumhi batao kya karu..."
Pankaj - "Jo challenge diya hai wo try karo"
"Par... jaan... wo aayega thodi... mere bulaane se... tumhe ne kaha na ki ab wo nahi karna chahta ye sab..."
Pankaj - "workout ke liye toh aayega he... fikr mat karo... wo aayega... par uske baad... kya hoga kya nahi wo mujhe nahi pata... par main bharosa karna chahta hoon ki jo bhi ho tum mujse share karo aur hum wo moments ko saat me re-live kare..."
"Toh kya tum chahte ho ki... main... aur sandy firse kare"
Pankaj - "Itna confidence hai tumhe ki sandy aur tum akele milo toh kuch hoga he..."
"Hmmm..."
Pankaj - "I like your confidence... Try kar lo... Ho gaya toh main mind nahi karunga... par ek shart hai.."
"kaisi shart..."
Pankaj - "Tum sab kuch detail me bataogi..."
"I promise..."
Pata nahi kaisi conversation thi ye... real challenge tha ye toh... main bhi bewakoof unse challenge le baithi... mujhe janna toh hai ki unke beech kya baat hui hai... aur mujhe toh yakeen hai sandy resist nahi kar paayega par... kar liya toh... kitna embarassing hoga na... par atleast uski dosti ka saboot toh milega mujhe... par mujhe dosti se jyada uske saat passionate hone ki talap thi... ye challenge wala game ek naya thrill tha aur excitement de gaya mujhe... maine socha bhi nahi tha ki apne pati ke saat itna thrill feel karungi... ye kuch new tha.... aur amazing... main iss moment ko khul kar jeena chahti thi... aur ab me ready thi explore karne ke liye ki aage kya hone wala tha...
Baat cheet ke baad pankaj wicked smile de rahe the... aur khush lag rahe the ki mai ready hoon is challenge ke liye... hum cuddle karte hue so gaye...
Next Day...
Sandy ke saath baith kar chai pee rahi thi, par mere dimaag mein sirf ek he baat chal rahi thi... wo ladki jo us party me Sandy ke saath thi. Uska chehra, uski muskurahat, sab kuch mere dil-o-dimaag mein tha. Jab finally maine baat chedi, to Sandy thoda sa surprised laga, lekin usne casually kaha...
Sandy - "Woh? Arre, woh sirf meri gym ki ek employee hai. Hum date kar rahe hain, but it's nothing serious."
Mujhe uski baat digest karne mein thoda time laga. Kyunki maine apne dil mein kuch aur socha tha. Par sach to yeh tha ki, main khud ko uss position mein nahi laana chahti thi, jahan mujhe lagta ki main us par haq jatane lagi hoon. Phir bhi, ek ajeeb sa gussa aur possessiveness tha he mann me... Shayad yehi vajah thi ki maine Sandy ke kareeb aakar uska haath pakad liya aur dheere se uske face ko apni ungliyon se chhua.
Meri nazrein uski aankhon mein thi, aur uska chehra mere itne kareeb tha ki main uski saansein mehsoos kar sakti thi. Maine dheere se kaha...
"Sandy, I missed you… itna zyada ki shayad tu samajh bhi nahi sakta."
Main apne hosh kho baithi thi. Uske paas aate hue, maine apna haath dheere se uske jeans par rakha, aur uske lund par jeans ke upar se he rub karne lagi. Us pal mein kuch aur nahi soch rahi thi, sirf yehi chah rahi thi ki Sandy mere kareeb aaye, mujhe apni baahon mein samet le.
Lekin Sandy duur ho gaya. Usne mere haath ko softly pakad kar apne se alag karte hue kaha...
Sandy - "Simran, jo hua wo acha tha... aur main tujhe miss bhi karta hoon. Lekin ab Pankaj ko sab pata hai. Main thankful hoon ki usne hume ek last time saat hone ka mauka diya tha... Lekin ab mein ye sab nahi kar paaunga"
Uski baat sunte he mera dil ek dum se baith gaya. Shayad kahin na kahin mujhe pata tha ki yeh hona hi tha, lekin phir bhi uss pal mein, maine uske paas gai... uski baaton ko sunti hui...
Sandy - "Hum teeno ache dost jaise he rehte hai, tujhe adjust hona padega Simran... and I know you can"
Sandy ki baatein mere dimaag mein goonj rahi thi... Maine dheere se kaha...
"Agar Pankaj chahe toh... kya tu phir se...?"
Sandy ne ek chhoti si muskurahat ke saath kaha...
Sandy - "Yes... agar Pankaj chahe toh. Lekin mujhe lagta hai ki tujhe bhi toh Pankaj ko cheat nahi karne ka mann hai na?"
Main thodi si ashamed feel karne lagi, lekin maine honesty se jawab diya...
"Nahi, mujhe bhi nahi karna kuch esa... bas tujse baat karna tha... aur samajhna tha ki tere dimaag mein kya chal raha hai. Main bohot confused hoon in sab ko leke... aur agar tujse comfort nahi leti toh kisse leti?"
Sandy thoda relax hota hua....
Sandy - "Simran, tu call karti na, baat toh karta main. Lekin khud se tujhe call nahi kar sakta. Mere liye friendship pehle hai. Aur haan, main kisi ek ka nahi hoon... tune mujhe 'love you' kaha hai, maine bhi kaha hai. Lekin real mein wo wala pyaar nahi hai. I hope you understand that?"
Main uski baatein sun kar thoda sa hil gayi thi. Pehli baar usne apni feelings itne clear tareeke se express ki thi...
Sandy - "Aur wo Neha jo party mein aayi thi, wo sirf ek employee hai. Haan, hum date kar rahe hain, lekin main uske saath bhi committed nahi hoon. Aur jo jagah teri hai meri zindagi mein, wo koi nahi le sakta... chahe wo Neha ho ya koi aur."
Main thoda surprised thi, lekin uski baatein dil ko chhoo gayi thi...
"Wow Sandy, yeh sab pehli baar jaana tere baare mein. Aur main khush hoon ki tune mujhe wo jagah di hai... mere liye bhi tu ek acha friend hai, aur main samaj rahi hoon."
Sandy - "Haan, mujhe pata hai, par ek baar clear baat karna zaroori tha na"
Sandy ne kehte hue... fir thoda relax hokar khada ho gaya... Thodi der baad Sandy chala gaya, aur raat ko main Pankaj ke paas bed par baithi thi. Main unse kuch chhupana nahi chahti thi, isliye sab kuch detail mein bataya. Truthfully, honestly... har chhoti chhoti baat jo Sandy ke saath hui thi, wo sab kuch Pankaj ko bata diya.
Teen mahine beet gaye the, main aur Pankaj ab bhi gaon mein he the. Sandy se mera koi contact nahi hua in dino me. Pankaj ne apni naukri se resign kar liya tha, aur ab wo Delhi me apna naya office setup karne waale the. Kal hum wapas apne ghar jaane waale the, ek naye jeevan ki shuruaat karne. Pankaj apne naye office mein itne busy ho jaayenge ki ek mahina tak toh unhe mere liye waqt milna mushkil hoga. Main bhi Aslam ji ke saath naye business project mein involve ho jaungi, jiske liye unse meri kayi baar baat hoti rehti thi.
In teen mahino me.. maine apne andar ki saari khwaahishon ko daba diya tha. Maine accept kar liya tha ki ab main sirf Pankaj ki hoon. Unhone mujhe akela kabhi feel nahi hone diya, lekin ab unka saath bhi ek ajeeb si boreiyat me dhal gaya tha. Har raat hum intimate hote, lekin wo raaten pehle jaisi nahi thi. Pehli baar, Pankaj mujhse door nahi jaa rahe the, lekin phir bhi ek fasaad sa tha humare beech. Wo bahar apni kuch responsibilities nibhaane nikal jaate, aur main yaha ghar mein akeli rehti.
Swati ka ana ek aur twist lekar aaya mere life me. Sandy ke jaane ke ek hafte baad he Swati gaon pahuchi. Maine kabhi socha nahi tha ki wo bina bataye aa jaayegi. Us din Pankaj ghar par he the jab wo lunch ke waqt aayi. Swati ne mujhe hug kiya, uski aankhon mein aansu the. Lekin jo cheez mujhe khatakne lagi, wo yeh thi ki uske baad Swati ne Pankaj ko hug kiya aur kaafi der tak unse chipki rahi. Pankaj ne usse calm karne ki koshish ki, aur mujhe pata chala ki Swati aur Pankaj regular contact me the.
Main andar he andar insecure feel kar rahi thi, lekin maine kabhi Pankaj se kuch nahi kaha. Uske baad ke kuch din achhe guzre, maine Swati ke saath kaafi waqt spend kiya. Usne bataya ki wo ab Delhi mein settle ho gayi hai, ek naya flat liya hai aur naukri bhi achhi chal rahi hai. Main uske liye khush thi, lekin jab bhi wo aur Pankaj interact karte, mujhe ajeeb lagta. Kai baar socha ki Pankaj se kahu ki Swati se door rahe, lekin kis mooh se kehti?
Is bechaini ke saath, meri apni kuch purani khwaahishe fir se ubharne lagi thi. Din bhar jab main akeli rehti, toh wo dabaye hue desires mujhe pareshaan karne lagte. Ek din usey firse yaad karne lagi, Aroused hoti hui, Ye hua jab sandy ko jaakar ek mahina beet chuka tha... maine apne aap ko rokne ki koshish ki. Lekin us raat ke baad, jo main karna chah rahi thi, uske liye khud ko rok nahi paayi. Us din maine Sandy ko imagine karte hue apne aap ko khush karna chaha. Jaise he orgasm hua, guilt se bhar gayi.
Maine apne aap ko sambhala, kai dino tak wo sab avoid karne ki koshish ki. Lekin peechele ek do hafto se, main roz Sandy ko soch kar fingering karne lagi hoon. Yeh desperation, yeh desires din par din badhte ja rahe the. Har din mein aur betaab hoti ja rahi thi. Delhi jaane ka waqt nazdeek aata ja raha tha, aur main apne emotions par kabu paane me naakaam hoti ja rahi thi.
Aaj bhi, jaise he Pankaj ghar se nikle, maine washroom jaake apne aap ko rough fingering karte hue cum karne ki koshish ki. Lekin naakaam rahi. Thak ke, maine naha liya aur ready hokar lunch prepare karne lagi. Mere dil mein guilt, bechaini aur desires ka ek bhanwar chal raha tha. Ab samajh nahi aa raha tha ki main kya karu, kaise apne aap ko sambhalu. Pankaj ke saath apni zindagi ki nayi shuruaat toh hone waali thi, lekin mere andar ka ye sab kuch kaise theek hoga, iska jawab ab tak mujhe pareshaan karta raha...
Ringing...
"Hello"
Pankaj - "Baby, lunch ready hai na.. bhook lagi hai..."
"haa ready hai..."
Pankaj ghar pahoch gaye... mujhe laga hamesha ki tarah chale jaayenge lunch kar ke... par iss baar kuch alag tha... jaise he lunch khatam hua... pankaj ka cellphone ring hua... maine dekha toh swati ka tha... mera maatha kharab ho gaya... ki swati directly ab pankaj se baat karti hai... par curious bhi thi ki swati ko kya baat karni hai... pankaj ne turant call pick kiya aur baat karne lage... kaafi interestingly baat karte hue... pyaar se kuch toh baat kar rahe the main sun nahi paai... kyunki wo call pick karte hue... gallery me cigi light karte hue baat kar rahe the... aur main bas 4 paai par baithi hui... phone pakde bas ese he screen par scroll karti hui par saara dhyaan pankaj par... kareeb 15 minute baad wo aaye... aur shayad nikalne waale the ya pata nahi... kyunki maine jo unse kaha uske baad wo mere bagal me baith gaye...
Main kaafi din se soch toh rahi thi ki unse swati ke baare baat karu... aur aaj rok nahi paai... aur pooch liya...
"Jaan... swati se tum kya baat kar rahe the?"
Pankaj - "Kuch nahi... bas ese office related"
"Mujhe bhi toh batao..."
Pankaj - "Arey chodho na usey... chalo bedroom me chalte hai..."
Pankaj mera haat pakde hue the... aur mein unke peeche peeche bedroom me aa gai... unhone toh iddam se topic he change kar diya tha chalte chalte...
Pankaj - "Packing complete hai na... kal nikalna hai... bohot kaam bhi hai..."
"Haa... sab toh complete hai... bas washroom me kuch gile kapde hai... wo last me rakh lenge..."
Pankaj ne bedroom me ghuste he mujhe kiss karne lage... pyaar se move hote hue hum bed par the... aur cuddle karte hue makeout karne lage... par mera mood nahi tha... mere dimaag me toh swati ko lekar uljhan thi... esa lag raha tha jaise pankaj kuch chupa rahe ho... par uske baad jo hua... usne swati ka khayal dilo dimaag se nikaal diya...
Pankaj mere bagal me the... maine saree pehna hua tha... aur pankaj aane ke baad apne shorts aur tshirt me the... makeout karte hue meri saari ka pallu already nikal chuka tha... mere cleavage saaf nazar aa rahe the... pankaj ne pyaar se mujhe dekha... apne haat ko mere gardan ke neeche rakhe hue.... ek haat se mere baalo ko sehlaate hue... ek alag pyaar aur desire bhare nazro se mujhe dekhne lage... mujse raha nahi gaya...
"Ese kyu dekh rahe ho..."
Pankaj - "Tum sach me bohot hot ho baby..."
Kehte hue wo mere face ko caress karne lage the... main blush kar gai unki achanak se itni sexy compliments sunn kar...
"Bas karo pankaj... mujhe sharam aa rahi hai... ese mat dekho..."
Maine aankhe band kar li unki iss harkat par... bohot he sharam aa rahi thi... wo itne pyaar se mujhe dekh rahe the...
Pankaj - "Tumhe apna promise yaad hai... Ki tum mujse sab share karogi... kuch daba kar nahi rakhogi..."
"Haa..."
Pankaj - "Main... bohot excited feel kar raha hu... delhi return jaane ke liye... tumbhi excited ho na?"
"Excited ka kya hai... jaakar busy hona hai... tumhe bhi setup karna hai aur mujhe bhi kaam hai..."
Pankaj - "Wo sab toh hai he... par..."
Pankaj ke haat mere sensitive skin par choothe hue... pyaar se wo apni ungliyon ko face par trail karte hue...
Pankaj - "Aur... kisi cheez ke liye excited nahi ho kya?"
"Aur kiss cheez ki hogi..."
Pankaj ne pyaar se mere neck ke paas kiss kiya... sniff karte hue... slowly mere earlobes ko suck kar liya tha... gehri saanse chodhte hue... mere kaano me whisper karte hue...
Pankaj - "Sandy... se milne ki...."
Sandy ka naam unke muuh se sunte he maine apni mundi ko thoda sarkaa liya... confusion aur nervousness chahne laga tha... inhe kya ho gaya... itne dino baad... unhone fir se wo topic chedh diya aur wo bhi ese romantic hote hue... kya matlab tha iska... main calm aur composed hone ki acting karte hue...
"Esa kuch nahi hai..."
Pankaj ab mujhe dekhne lage aur desire bhari nazro se... unke fingers ab mere honto par trail kar rahe the...
Pankaj - "Kyun? tumne miss nahi kiya uska lund inn gulaabi honto par..."
main shocked thi unki iss baat se... unke baato se jaise wo saare poorane memory flash hone lage...
"Please pankaj... ye sab kyu keh rahe ho..."
Pankaj ke haat mere gardan se hote hue... boobs par se... gently move hote hue... navel tak pahoch gaye... unka touch electric sensations de raha tha... aur mera muuh khula ka khula reh gaya jab... pankaj ne meri ek taang ko adjust karte hue... saari ko upar kiya... aur meri nangi jhaang par... apne haat ko move karte hue... neeche aate gaye....
"Aaahhh.... Pankaj..."
Main apni moan rok nahi paai jab unka haat meri pussy par pada... meri panties ke upar... wo pyaar se meri clit ko dhundte hue...
Pankaj ke hont ab mere honto par the... main unke kiss ka saat deti hui... aur wo clit ko pyaar se rub karte hue... Aaahh... Pankaj kiss karte hue... ab mere neck par kisses kar rahe the... thodi der baad... unhone meri saari nikaal feki... roughly mere blouse ko unhook kiya aur unke saamne meri black color ki bra expose ho chuki thi...
Pankaj ne fir se mere gaal par kiss kiya... aur panties ko side karte hue... meri pussy me gehrai se ungli daali... jo abhi tak poori tarah se gili nahi thi... hoti bhi kaise mann me confusion tha... thodi si aroused jarur thi... par unki baato se ya sandy ke imagination se nahi balki unke touch aur sensualness se... pankaj ne bhi wo feel kiya... aur apne haato ko hata kar... wahi ungli ko mere honto par le aaye... touch karte hue... mere honto par trail karte hue... nose tak le aai aur...
Pankaj - "Tumne kabhi apni choot ki khusboo li hai... Sandy ka andar jaane ke baad..."
Fuckk... ye kitni dirty baat kar rahe hai... mujhe apni baato se posess karte hue...
"Pankaj... Kya hua hai tumhe..."
Pankaj - "Shhh...."
Pankaj ki ungli mere honto par chuppi banate hue...
Pankaj ne mujhe apni baaho se pakad kar utha diya... aur mere khule hue blouse ko mere badan se alag kar diya... fir bra ko bhi nahi chodha aur wo bhi ab kahi kone me floor par pada hua tha... mera nanga badan ab unke saamne tha... aur wo mere har hisse ko ese dekh rahe the jaise pehli baar dekh rahe ho... main ab sirf panties me thi... par jaise he mujhe unhone leta diya... kuch he der me... meri panties ko bhi nikaal feka... Aur pyaar se apne haato ko mere face par touch karte hue...
Pankaj - "Baby, Just enjoy... Apni aankhe band karo"
Bina soch samaj ke meri aankhe apne aap band ho gai... unki ungli mere forehead se hote hue... cheeks par trace karti hui...
Pankaj - "Tumhe kitna maza aayega na... jab Sandy ka lund yaha se yaha tak halke halke chooyega... Hmmmm?"
Fuckkk... unki ungliyon ka touch aur unki baaten ek alag he electrifying sensation create karne lagi... main kuch nahi keh paai... bas unke touch se thodi si hili par unhone continue karte hue...
Apni ungliya mere honto par le aate hue... trail karte hue...
Pankaj - "Uska lund tumhare honto pe bohot he sexy lagega... Nahi?"
Unke sawaalo ko koi jawab nahi tha mere paas... bas wo sensation me khoi hui... maine apni back arch kar li thi... gehri saanse lete hue.... Unka haat mere honto ko pyaar se dabata hua...
Pankaj - "Bolo na baby.... Tumhe acha lagta hai na uska lund wo bhi tumhare honto ke beech"
"Jaan... Tum bohot naughty ho..."
Pankaj - "Yess... Yehi expressions mujhe diwaana bana deti hai baby..."
Pankaj ke haat mere gardan par trail karte hue... mujhe arousal ke peak par pahuchaate hue... unka touch had se jyada gentle tha... jo mera rom rom khada kar raha tha...
Unhone apne ungliyon ko firse mere honto par trail karte hue...
Pankaj - "Uska bada lund... kabhi tumhare honto ko esa chuha hai..."
Usne toh nahi kiya tha... par maine apne honto se uska lund jarur chuha hai... par esa nahi....
"Nahi...."
Pankaj - "Agar mere saamne tum pehli baar karti... toh main tumhe ye wala sensation feel karata... uske lund ko tumhare inn gulaabi hoto par trail karata... "
Jaise jaise pankaj apni ungliyon ko trail kar rahe the... mere imagination me sandy ka lund tha... uska lund dheere se mere honto ko chuta hua...
Mera muuh apne aap khul gaya jaise uska lund real me mere muuh ke paas ho... mera muuh khula hua aur pankaj ne apne thumb ko mere muuh me daalte hue... tongue par tap karte hue...
Mujhe arouse karte gaye... main unke jaal me fass chuki thi... unke shabd sirf dimaag me ghum rahe the par... main kya he kehti...
Pankaj ke haat ab mere erect nipples par circle bana rahe the... aur fir se unhone poocha...
Pankaj - "Bolo na baby... Tumhe acha lagta agar main sandy ka lund tumhare in nipples par rub karwata ese..."
"Aaahhh.... Pata nahi... Par tumhe acha lagta dekhne?"
Pankaj ka lund dhundti hui unka lund pakad liya tha... unka rock hard tha... unke tip ko jakde hue...
"Wow pankaj... Aap toh bohot hard ho..."
pankaj ne meri choot ko pyaar se touch kiya...
meri wetness ko feel karte hue...
Pankaj - "Tum bhi toh sandy ke naam se kitni wet ho gai ho..."
Main kuch nahi keh paai... bas unke sensual touch ko enjoy karti hui... apni peeth uthate hue... gehri saanse lete hue enjoy kar rahi thi... Thodi der me pankaj mere upar adjust hogaye... aankh khola toh unka lund mere muuh ke paas tha... main toh turant muuh me lene ke liye ready thi.. par unhone roka... meri aankhe band karaai aur...
Pankaj - "Tumhe uska lund muuh me lete hue dekhna ka experience amazing tha baby... Tum dubara logi na uska muuh me?"
"Kya tum sach me ye sab chahte ho?"
Pankaj - "Tumhaare liye kuch bhi kar sakta hoon... Bolo na logi na uska mere saamne firse?"
Maine aankhe khole.... unka lund mere saamne tha... Maine unke lund ke tip ko pyaar se lick kiya...aur apne hoto ke beech lete hue... pyaar se choosti hui unka topa... andar lete hue...
Pankaj - "Ohh god... Yess... Tumhare honto ki garmi amazing hai baby"
"Mhmmmppp..."
Main bas choosti rahi... aur machalti hui.. unke pairo ko pakad chuki thi... thodi der me unhone apna lund nikala aur meri taango ke beech adjust hue... wo hone wala tha jiska main besabri se intezaar kar rahi thi... unka andar chahiya tha mujhe... par unhone bas apne lund ka tip mere clit par rakha...
aur tap karne lage... mere arousal ko aur bhi jyada badhaate hue... extreme tease karte hue..
"Please jaan... fuckk me...."
Pankaj - "Achaa..."
"Yesss... Andar dalo na..."
Wo tap karte gaye... apne lund ke tip se clit par rub karte hue...
Pankaj - "Pehle batao... Parso shaaam jab main tumhari choot chaat raha tha... ek madhosh kar dene waali khooshboo li... wo tumhari pungent smell ka aroma... bohot he erotic tha baby... tum mere aane se pehle fingering kar rahi thi na..."
"Yesss..."
Pankaj - "Sandy ko yaad karte hue na?"
"Nahi...."
Pankaj - "Wow... Fir koi aur tha kya..."
"Nahi... Pankaj... Fuckk me... please... aur tease mat karo..."
Pankaj - "Sach batane ka waada kiya hai... Batao... Sandy ko imagine kar rahi thi na?"
Meri aankhe band... main tadap rahi thi... unke lund ko pakadte hue andar lene ki koshish karti hui... par wo mera haat jhatak dete...
"Haa... Haa.... Jaan... Ab chodho naa... Please"
Pankaj - "Uske lund ke baare me kya sochti ho batao na baby..."
"Uska... Hah!... Uska... lund bohot awesome hai jaan..."
Pankaj ki rubbing tez hogai... mujhe pagal karte hue...
Pankaj - "Aur...."
"Uska kitna bada hai..."
Pankaj - "Uska lund tumhare andar tha na imagination me"
"Yess jaan... Yess... mere andar tha... Aah!... hah!... uska bada lund... mujhe bohot pasand hai..."
Pankaj ne jhat se apna lund mere andar daal diya... aur mere face ko roughly pakadte hue...
Pankaj - "ese naaa"
"Yess... hah!... aahhh... aahh... Yess... jaan... ese he ..... Fuckkk me.... Aaahhh... Aahhhh... ooh oohh ohh..."
Main kaamp uthi thi... unki dirty naughty baato se unka lund andar feel karte he edge par pahoch chuki thi... kisi bhi waqt orgasm ho jaata utne me...
Pankaj - "Tumhe ese gandi baaten pasand hai na..."
"Haa... Jaan... Yess... Aur tez karo... Main jhadne waali hoon... Aaah..."
Pankaj ki speed badh gai thi... wo jor jor se jhatke maarte hue.... aur main jhad gai... aur wo ab bhi mere andar poori shiddat se apna lund dhakele jaa rahe the... itni wild the ki mere boobs ke upar love bite karte hue mujhe pain aur pleasure ka ehsaas dete hue.... chodte gaye aur 5 minute baad jaake jhade...
Uske baad mere bagal me collapse karte hue... pyaar se mere face ko cup karte hue... dono ki saanse fuli hui....
Pankaj - "Fir bhi... kya karogi... Mana karogi... Ya mujhe bataogi"
"Aapko bataungi"
Pankaj - "Thats my girl... Detail me bataogi na kya kya kiya"
"Dhatt... Esa kuch nahi hoga jaan... main usey mana kar dungi..."
Pankaj - "Pakka naa..."
"Haa jaan... Bharosa nahi hai kya Aapko"
Pankaj - "Agar naa ho toh... Kya kya kar sakti ho mujhe bharosa dilane ke liye"
"Aap he batao jaan... Kya karu main... Main aapko khona nahi chahti... Jo chaho karungi"
Pankaj - "Ese desires bhare gandi baate hamesha khul kar karogi mere saat bina hichak ke"
"Hmmm.... Try karungi..."
Pankaj - "Try kya karna hai... Abhi acha nahi laga tumhe hamari gandi baaten aur sex"
"Bohot acha tha..."
Pankaj - "Toh dubara uske saat kabhi galti se kar bhi liya toh detail me bataogi naa?"
"Nahi jaan... Esa kuch nahi hone wala... I promise"
Pankaj - "Baby... Tum sweet ho... par... socho na... mere ghar aane se pehle tum bistar par nangi padi ho... uska sperm tumhare choot par pada hua hai... main aakar unhe pyaar se chaatu aur tumhe lick karte hue ek aur orgasm ki taraf pahuchau toh... tumhe acha nahi lagega"
"Pata nahi.... Par... Tum ye sab karoge?"
Pankaj - "Agar tum detail me bataogi... Toh karunga he..."
"Par pankaj... Tum itne mahino baad ye sab dubara kyu kar rahe ho..."
Pankaj - "wo toh main busy tha na... maine socha... araam se sab set kar lu... ab relaxed hu finally toh time bhi thaa isiliye... Kya tumhe acha nahi laga?"
"Pata nahi jaan... Ye sab ajeeb lag raha hai..."
Pankaj - "Tumhe yaad hai jab tumne sandy ka sperm mujhe taste karaya tha apni choot se mere upar chadh kar... uss waqt kya soch rahi thi..."
"I am sorry jaan... Pata nahi uss waqt kya hua tha... main kaafi naughty feel kar rahi thi... mujhe laga tumhe acha lagega..."
Pankaj - "Usi naughtyness ko toh main embrase karna chahta hua... tumhe ese dekh kar mujhe bohot amazing lagta hai... tumhari sluttiness ko mein khul kar jeena chahta huu...."
"Sachi?"
Pankaj - "Pehle toh nahi pasand tha... Socha bhi nahi tha ye sab itna hadd tak jaayega... par maine bhi kuch esa kar liya hai... jiske baad maine tumhe sandy ke saat dekhna galat nahi mana... pehle toh guilt ki wajah se tumhe enjoy karwaya par... jaise jaise raat beeti aur dusre din ki morning ko tumhe dekha toh sab kuch hadd se jyada awesome lagne laga... ab guilt ki wajah se nahi balki tumhaari khushi aur naughtiness ki wajah se mujhe ye sab acha lag raha hai..."
Main grasp he nahi kar paa rahi thi.... kuch bhi... pankaj ki baato se saaf pata lag raha tha ki unhone kuch toh kiya hai... main bhauklane waali thi... par kya he karti... maine bhi toh galat kiya hai... par fir bhi mujse raha nahi gaya... main curious ho gai... aur inquire karte hue... gusse me... jeolousy me...
Pankaj - "Ummm... Please ab chodho na ye sab baaten.... Main jo kehraha tha wo mere liye nahi hai... tumhare liye hai baby..."
"Nahi pankaj... Batao... Mujhe janna hai... Kon hai wo chutiya aurat... Aur ab bhi tum uske saat ho?... Kya tumhe divorce lena hai?"
Pankaj - "Tum pagal ho kya... Ye sab kya keh rahi ho... Ab toh lagta hai jaise tumhe he divorce chahiye... ek toh main adjust karne ki koshish kar raha hu... apne rishton ki khataas ko duur karte hue... manage karna chahta huu taaki hum saat rahe aur tum ho ki...."
Pankaj gusse me uth gaye... kapde pehnte hue... mujhe jhatka sa laga... "Ye kya keh gai me... Pankaj chahte toh tab bhi divorce ki baat kar lete... mere saat rehte nahi... par ye sab kya hogaya mere saat... main itni jealous kyu feel kar rahi hoon..."
"Hum baat kar rahe hai na... Tum ese bhadak kyu rahe ho..."
Pankaj - "Tum dimaag ka bhosda kar rahi ho... Tumhe pyaar hajam nahi hai mera... meri koi respect nahi kya... Kitna pyaar se kitni baar samjaya... Par ab lagta hai... Ki tumhe he alag hona hai... Toh saaf saaf bola... Tumhe chutkara chahiye naa..."
Main rone lagi... aur...
"Nahi... Sorry pankaj... main tumhe khona nahi chahti... main bas tumhe chahti hoon... aur kuch nahi... please paas aaao..."
Main unke paas khadi hui... gidgidaati hui... unke close hoti gai... unhone haat jhatak diya... aur bed ke edge par baith gaye...
"Please jaan... Sorry mere muuh se galti se nikal gaya divorce ki baat... main dubara kabhi nahi karungi ye sab baat...."
Pankaj - "Baat divorce ki nahi hai... wo toh sirf ek paper hai... Baat hai ki zindagi bhar ka rishtan hai ya nahi... ya rakhna hai ya nahi... wo important hai..."
"Haa jaan... Zindagi bhar rehna he important hai..."
Pankaj - "Toh ab bina koi bhi baat ko dabaye... ache se soch lo... bhale delhi pahoch ke batana... araam se soch ke...."
"Ha... Main rehna chahti hoon tumhare saat he... Aur kuch nahi sochna uske alawa"
Pankaj - "Ache se suno pehle... Chahe jo bhi ho... Main toh tumhare saat rahunga hamesha... tumhara khayal rakhunga... tumhe kami mehsoos nahi hogi... aur pyaar bhi karunga... utna he jitna ab karta huu... Par kya tum usi dedication ke saat mere saat bhi rehna chahti ho?"
"Par pankaj... ye rishta... ye sab... main kuch nahi samaj paa rahi hamesha darr laga rahega..."
"Pankaj.... Please... divorce ki baat ab hamare beech kabhi nahi hogi..."
Pankaj - "Pehle suno... Divorce hone ke baad kya lagta hai tumhe kya hoga..."
"Kya hoga... Tum aur mein alag ho jaayenge... hum saat nahi reh paayenge... pyaar khatam ho jaayega... miss karenge hum ek dusre ko... Ghar par sabko pata lagega... badnaami hogi... aur pata nahi kya kya..."
Pankaj - "Divorce karna hai nahi mujhe... Par agar socho hum shaadi he nahi karte kabhi... aur fir bhi hum saat rehte hamesha... pyaar rehta... ghar par bhi kisi ko kuch pata nahi lagta... toh kaisa rehta... kya tum fir bhi mere saat he rehna pasand karti..."
"Par... Hamari shaadi toh hai na abhi..."
Pankaj - "Important saat rehna hai mere liye... tum meri zindagi ka hissa ho... jo main kabhi kisi bhi halat me nahi chodhna chahunga... agar tum chaho toh jaa sakti ho... par main kabhi nahi jaaunga..."
"Main bhi pankaj... par main nahi chahti ki tum jaao... main tumhare saat he rehna chahti hoon..."
Pankaj - "Toh argument karke mood kharab kyu karna... tumhe hamesha samjhana bacho jaise mujhe acha nahi lagta... kitne baar hua hai... itna sab kuch hone ke baad bhi hum saat hai... kya tumhe mere pyaar me kami mehsoos hui... main tumse beech beech me alag rehta huu... fir bhi tumhare saat jab aata hu.. toh poori tarah se pyaar karta huu na..."
"Haa... Jaan.... I am sorry naa... main kuch nahi poochungi... jab batana ho tab batana... ab mood thik karo please..."
Pankaj ne pyaar se kiss kiya... aur...
Pankaj - "Ab bolo... Mein tumhari slut hu..."
"Kyaaa"
Pankaj ka facial expression change hota hua... maine turant...
"Haa... Main tumhari slut huu jaan..."
Pankaj ne firse kiss kiya aur fir hum delhi ki aur travelling ki baat karte hue... so gaye... ab kahi na kahi ye assurity toh thi ki pankaj ne bhi cheat kiya hai... par ye bhi yakeen ho raha hai ki hum dono hamesha saat he rehna chahte hai... par kab tak... main kaise unhe kisi aur ke saat baat sakti huu... aur pata nahi wo ladki hai kon... kya unke office ki hai... ya bas ese he one night.... main ab inhe toh aur nahi chedh sakti iss topic par... yakeen hai inpe ki kabhi na kabhi toh bata he denge... main he khama kha... darti hoon inke chodhne se .... par ye kitna pyaar karte hai... hamesha saat diya hai... aur ab itna kuch hone ke baad bhi toh saat de he rahe hai... mein reliefed feel karne lagi... aur unke baaho me sir rakhe hue so gai...
Next Day...
Sabere ki flight thi... Hum afternoon me pahochne waale the... Ready hokar hum rishtedaar ke innova me baithe aur unhone hume airport par drop kar diya... Plane board karne se pehle... Dekha ki pankaj kisi ko call laga rahe hai...
Pankaj - "Hum flight board karne he waale hai... 2 ghante me pahoch jaayenge... airport pe milte hai sandy"
Unke call rakhte he...
"Tumne sandy ko kyu bulaya pick karne..."
Pankaj - "Hamari car to usi ke paas hai... baat hui thi pehle he... kyun tumhe nahi bataya usne?"
"Main kaha baat karti huu usse"
Pankaj - "Thik hai... Waise mujhe laga tum excited hogi usse milne ke liye..."
"Esa kuch nahi hai... usne toh yaha se jaane ke baad ek baar bhi call nahi kiya..."
Maine muuh banate hue kaha... Pankaj ne tease karte hue...
Pankaj - "Tum he kar leti..."
"Mujhe nahi karna..."
Pankaj - "Theek hai... Ab bula liya hai... lunch par bhi jaane ka plan tha... cancel kar du?"
"Nahi nahi... Ab kar he liya hai plan to rehne do..."
Pankaj - "Ese acting karti ho na... par andar se chahti toh ho he na usse milna"
"Please jaan... mujhe chedho mat abhi..."
Pankaj - "Acha sorry..."
Flight already nikal chuki thi, aur mera dil ab zyada he tez dhadakne laga tha. Khidki se bahar dekh rahi thi, lekin dimaag toh Sandy ke sapnon mein kho chuka tha. Pankaj ne lunch ka plan banaya tha, aur shayad uske baad wo ghar par bhi aayega. Main andar he andar turned on feel karne lagi thi, kitne dino ke baad usse milne waali thi. Lekin ek sawal mere mann mein baar-baar aane laga, kya ye sab firse Pankaj ke saamne hoga? Kya wo bhi yehi chahte hai?
Mere andar ek ajeeb si uljhan thi... Ek taraf Sandy ke liye mera rom-rom tadap raha tha, aur dusri taraf ek ajeeb si nervousness bhi thi. Main kya karun? Mana karun ya apni desires ko openly fulfill karun? Apne armaano ko daba du ya fir... "fuckkk... ye kaisi situation hai?"
Maine decide kar liya tha ki jab tak Pankaj request nahi karenge, tab tak main kuch nahi karungi. Jo bhi ho.... Mujhe apni respect khoni nahi hai unke saamne. Pankaj mujhe slutty samajhne lage hain... aur wo main hoon bhi... pata nahi kya ho jaata hai unn moments mein, mere muuh se kya kya nikal jaata hai aur Pankaj un baaton ko encourage bhi karte hain... pata nahi kis hadd tak ye sab chalega aur acha rahega...
Ese he overthinking karte hue... main khidki ke bahar dekhte hue... apne uljhono me khoi hui... utne mein apne thighs kar pankaj ka haat mehsoos kiya... toh hadbada si gai...
Pankaj - "Arey... Bhoot dekh liya kya?"
"Wo... ummm... nahi... gudgudi si hui acahanak..."
Pankaj - "Kaha khoi thi..."
"Kahi nahi... bas bahar dekh rahi thi... kitna amazing hai na view?"
Unke sawalon se peecha chudaane ke liye maine bas itna kaha, lekin dimaag firse apne khayalon mein wapas chala gaya. Pankaj toh nap lene lage the, aur hum thodi der baad finally land kar chuke the.
Jaise-jaise hum exit ki taraf badhne lage, meri dhadkane aur tez hone lagi thi. Umeed thi ki Sandy firse hume hug karega, aur shayad iss baar main use rokna nahi chahungi... bas lipat jaaungi pyaar se. Par esa kuch nahi hua... Sandy ne sirf pankaj ko hug kiya aur meri taraf dekh kar...
Sandy - "Welcome back to delhi"
Aur mera bag utha kar car ki taraf badne laga... Gussa aane laga tha mujhe... Usey kosti hui mann me main peeche baith gai car me... Wo dono toh araam se baatein kar rahe the jaise kuch hua he nahi, sab normal tha. Aur main peeche phone ki screen pe nazar gadaye, busy hone ki acting karti rahi, par dhyaan unki baaton par hi tha. Lunch hua, par jo socha tha, usme se kuch bhi nahi hua. Na Sandy ne zyada interest dikhaya aur na Pankaj ka shayad koi plan tha use ghar bulaane ka. Sandy gym ke paas utar gaya aur Pankaj ne drive kar ke hume ghar le aaye.
Ghar pahunchte he, maine socha ki Pankaj se poochu ki kya tum Sandy ko ghar par invite karne waale the ya nahi, par rok liya apne aap ko. Main desperate nahi dikhna chahti thi. Apne aap ko composed rakha, shower liya, fresh hui, aur thakan ki wajah se shaam tak so gayi.
Raat mein dinner ke baad Pankaj aur main intimate hue. Romantic sex hua, par koi roleplay nahi, aur Pankaj ne wahi kiya jo pehle kiya tha. Ek mahina beet chuka tha, wo setup mein busy ho gaye the, aur main Aslam G ke saath business ko aur expand karne mein. Training chal rahi thi meri. Aslam G ne kai baar milne ka proposal diya, par uss din ke baad main unse milna nahi chah rahi thi, toh unhe avoid kiya, par baat regular hoti thi. Kabhi kabar Pankaj ke office bhi jaati setup aur kaam dekhne.
Lekin dimaag ke kisi kone mein hamesha umeed rehti thi ki kab Pankaj wo naughty waale roleplay karein, ya fir se wo sab karein jo mujhe chahiye tha besabri se. Par aisa kuch nahi ho raha tha. Main betaab thi, desperate thi, fir bhi apne aap ko control mein rakha hua tha. Pankaj ko kehne ka bohot baar mann kiya ki roleplay karte hain, par nahi kaha.
Delhi se wapas aane ke baad bhi wahi boring si zindagi chal rahi thi. Koi excitement nahi, koi thrill nahi, wahi regular life. Aur ab toh Pankaj hamesha rehte hain mere paas. Unke saath sex karna acha lagta hai, par wahi routine har baar. Ek alag si boring feeling ubhar rahi thi. Pehle toh jab wo bahar jaate the, kuch dino ke liye toh kaafi exciting hota tha, unhe miss karne ke baad sex. Par ab waisa nahi tha.
Gaon mein maine kitni mushkil se apne aap ko samjhaya tha ki apni saari khwaishon ko daba dungi, par ho nahi paaya aur Sandy ko imagine karne lagi. Aur to aur Pankaj ne wo saari aag fir se jaga di roleplay karte hue gaon mein uss raat. Par ab sab kuch alag hai. Kya ho raha hai mere saath? Kya main unhe kahu? Unhone kaha toh hai ki desires aur fantasies share kiya karo, par... aise kaise bold ho jaau unke saath? Darr hai... bohot depressed si feeling aa rahi hai...
Finally, Pankaj ke office ka setup complete ho chuka tha aur Pankaj ke office ka grand opening ceremony thi... ek bada function, sab invited the... colleagues, doston ke saath-saath Sandy aur Aslam G bhi the. Main thoda excited thi, thoda anxious, jaise kuch unexpected hone wala ho. Shaam ka setting ekdum perfect tha... decor, lights, music sab kuch ekdam classy tha, par mera mann bas Sandy ko dekhne ke liye tadap raha tha.
Jaise he hum waha pohaunche, aankhein Sandy ko talashne lagi. Usse door se dekhte he mere pair theher se gaye. Mere dil ki dhadkane tez hogai. Par uske saath ek ladki thi... jo shayad married nahi lag rahi thi. Unke beech ka connection ekdum obvious tha... woh us ladki ke itne kareeb, poore waqt uske saath chipka hua tha jaise baaki duniya ka koi matlab he na ho.
Mujhse sirf ek formal greeting kiya Sandy ne, ek halki si smile di aur wapas us ladki ke paas chala gaya. Main bas wahi khadi usse dekhti reh gayi. Jalan... bas ek teekhi jalan mere andar ubharne lagi thi. Kaise itna door ho sakta hai woh mujhse? Aur yeh ladki? Kaun hai yeh? Yeh thoughts mere andar ghoomte rahe, jaise poison fail raha ho.
"Mujhe yaad bhi nahi karta ab yeh... Dusri mil gayi hai isse..." Maine andar he andar gussa kiya. Main uski yaadon mein khoi rehti hoon, aur yeh... yeh toh puri tarah se busy hai us ladki ke saath. Bohot gussa aa raha tha. Bas ab aur nahi! Thoda waqt toh mood off rakha, dil ke ek kone mein itna frustration tha ki shayad kuch bol doon, lekin maine khud ko rok liya.
Fir main bhi function ka hissa banne lagi. Music, drinks, aur logon ke saath thoda distract ho gayi thi main. Function sach mein amazing tha, aur maine apne mann ko kaafi der tak us soch se door rakha. Pankaj toh apne logon mein busy the, par mujhe sab kuch observe hote hue bhi yeh baat khatakti rahi ki Sandy ke saath wo ladki kyu thi?
Raat ke der tak sab enjoy kar rahe the, aur hum wapas ghar aaye. Maine ek beautiful saari pehni thi jo shayad Sandy ko pasand aati, lekin ab... jo hona tha wo ho chuka tha.
Jaise he ghar pahunche, Pankaj ne mujhe apni baahon mein bhar liya. Unki aankhon mein ek alag si chaahat thi, jaise wo mujhe tabse chah rahe ho jabse function start hua tha...
"Kya baat hai aaj toh tum bohot khoobsurat lag rahi ho..." Pankaj ne dheere se kaha, aur unki nazrein meri saree par tik gayi.
Mujhe change karne ka mauka tak nahi diya unhone, seedha bistar par leta diya mujhe, aur saree ab tak fully khuli bhi nahi thi ki Pankaj ne usse upar uthaya, meri panties ko ek he move mein sarka diya, aur apna lund mere andar daal diya.
Wo kaafi passionate the, jaise kai dino se unhone sex nahi kiya ho. Har thrust mein ek possessiveness thi, unke groans se room bhar gaya tha, aur ek pal ke liye main wapas reality mein aa gayi thi. Par... main... unka saath puri tarah de nahi paa rahi thi... Pankaj finally jhad gaye aur thake hue... mujhe apni baahon mein kheench ke cuddle karne lage
Sandy ab bhi mere dimaag mein tha... aur wo ladki... uska chehra, uska attitude, sab kuch mere dimaag mein ghoom raha tha. Mujhe pata nahi kyu, par main jaan na chahti thi, wo kaun thi? Sandy ki life mein kya role play kar rahi thi wo? tabhi meri zubaan se galti se nikal gaya...
"Jaan... wo ladki jo sandy ke saat thi... wo kon thi?"
Pankaj - "Kyu... Tumhe jalan hui kya"
"Esa kuch nahi hai... bas ese he poocha..."
Pankaj - "Mujhe toh nahi pata... Hogi koi... waise tum miss kar rahi thi kya usey"
"Main kyu miss karu... mujhe nahi karna miss wiss usey..."
Pankaj - "Ohh Sad..."
"Kyu?"
Pankaj - "main toh soch raha tha... kal usey house party ke liye invite karu..."
Meri khushi ka thikana nahi raha... sab kuch bhool bhaal ke... excited ho gai... aur... galti se...
"Sachi..."
Pankaj - "wow..... kaha thi ye desire se bhari simran itne time... tum usey chah rahi ho na"
Main blush karne lagi... par samaj bhi gai ki... main desperation me apni desires ko chupa nahi paai hoon...
"Nahi nahi... mera matlab... ummm..."
Pankaj - "Its okay... aur tumhe kaha tha na... jab desire ho... tab mujhse share karna... par ab bhi tum mujse chupa rahi ho... kaise bharosa karunga main ki tum dubara cheat nahi karogi..."
"Esa nahi hai jaan... maine esa kuch nahi socha... wo bus... usse baat nahi hui... alag sa ajeeb sa hai sab... atleast ek baar toh baat hoti toh clarity rehti... aur kuch nahi... itna kuch hua uske baad, ek baar toh baat kar sakta tha... par khair... ab clear hu me... uski ab gf hai toh shayad isliye... ab koi doubt nahi hai... aur naahi uske liye koi desires hai ab... samjhe..."
Pankaj - "Ohh... Itna kuch socha tumne... ek baar mujse keh deti..."
"Nahi jaan... itna kuch serious nahi tha... wo toh aaj dekha toh... sab yaad aaya..."
Iske pehle ki wo aur kuch bol paate maine tokte hue...
"Jaan... please... wo sab nahi... bas yaad aaya ki usse baat nahi hui... aur kuch nahi..."
Pankaj - "Wo baat karega bhi nahi ab... meri baat hui hai usse..."
"Kya! Kab aur kya baat? mujhe tumne kyu nahi bataya..."
Pankaj - "Baat hui toh hai... itna samaj lo ki hamari friendship hum dono ko jyada important hai... toh wo toh nahi karega kuch... par... maine socha atleast tum he usey call karogi... par tumne kiya he nahi... toh kaise hoti tumhaari baat..."
"Oh... tumne mana kiya hai toh theek hai... main samaj sakti hoon..."
Pankaj - "Maine mana kuch nahi kiya... uska he decision tha sab... maine bas samjha uska side aur agree kiya... aur bhi baaten hui... Tumhe janna hai?"
"Haa..."
Pankaj - "Challenge complete karo fir bataaunga..."
"Kaisa challenge..."
Pankaj - "Kal usey call karke bulana... workout ke liye... aur seduce karna... aur jo hoga mujhe raat me batana... fir bataunga main hamari kya kya baat hui sach sach"
"Main nahi karne waali call... mujhe nahi hai esa kuch uske liye ab..."
Pankaj - "Baby, challenge hai ek bas... mujhe pata hai ye mahina bohot boring tha aur kaam kaaj me nikal gaya... waise time toh tha ki main tumhare saat roleplay karu ya excitement laau par main intezaar kar raha tha ki tum apni desires ko zaahir karo... aur tum ho ki tumne kuch kaha he nahi..."
"Acha... Mera wait kar rahe the... kya soch rakha hai tumne mujhe... ki main desperate hoon... bas wahi sab chalta hai mere dimaag me haa..."
Pankaj - "Baby, I love you... tumhe judge nahi karta aur naahi karunga... bas tum start karti toh acha lagta... esa lagta ki tum bhi iss relationship ko meri tarah aur strong karne me interested ho... par shayad mein galat sochta hoon..."
"Jaan... aap esi baaten kyu karne lag jaate ho... main bhi aapse bohot pyaar karti hoon... aur chahti hoon ki jo hua uske baad hamare rishton me mazbooti aaye... par samaj nahi raha ki kaise karu..."
Pankaj - "Bataya toh hai main... be open... be bold... and free... Tumhe bold dekhna... mujhe acha lagta hai... Try toh karo please"
"Hmmm... kar sakti hoon... tumhi batao kya karu..."
Pankaj - "Jo challenge diya hai wo try karo"
"Par... jaan... wo aayega thodi... mere bulaane se... tumhe ne kaha na ki ab wo nahi karna chahta ye sab..."
Pankaj - "workout ke liye toh aayega he... fikr mat karo... wo aayega... par uske baad... kya hoga kya nahi wo mujhe nahi pata... par main bharosa karna chahta hoon ki jo bhi ho tum mujse share karo aur hum wo moments ko saat me re-live kare..."
"Toh kya tum chahte ho ki... main... aur sandy firse kare"
Pankaj - "Itna confidence hai tumhe ki sandy aur tum akele milo toh kuch hoga he..."
"Hmmm..."
Pankaj - "I like your confidence... Try kar lo... Ho gaya toh main mind nahi karunga... par ek shart hai.."
"kaisi shart..."
Pankaj - "Tum sab kuch detail me bataogi..."
"I promise..."
Pata nahi kaisi conversation thi ye... real challenge tha ye toh... main bhi bewakoof unse challenge le baithi... mujhe janna toh hai ki unke beech kya baat hui hai... aur mujhe toh yakeen hai sandy resist nahi kar paayega par... kar liya toh... kitna embarassing hoga na... par atleast uski dosti ka saboot toh milega mujhe... par mujhe dosti se jyada uske saat passionate hone ki talap thi... ye challenge wala game ek naya thrill tha aur excitement de gaya mujhe... maine socha bhi nahi tha ki apne pati ke saat itna thrill feel karungi... ye kuch new tha.... aur amazing... main iss moment ko khul kar jeena chahti thi... aur ab me ready thi explore karne ke liye ki aage kya hone wala tha...
Baat cheet ke baad pankaj wicked smile de rahe the... aur khush lag rahe the ki mai ready hoon is challenge ke liye... hum cuddle karte hue so gaye...
Next Day...
Sandy ke saath baith kar chai pee rahi thi, par mere dimaag mein sirf ek he baat chal rahi thi... wo ladki jo us party me Sandy ke saath thi. Uska chehra, uski muskurahat, sab kuch mere dil-o-dimaag mein tha. Jab finally maine baat chedi, to Sandy thoda sa surprised laga, lekin usne casually kaha...
Sandy - "Woh? Arre, woh sirf meri gym ki ek employee hai. Hum date kar rahe hain, but it's nothing serious."
Mujhe uski baat digest karne mein thoda time laga. Kyunki maine apne dil mein kuch aur socha tha. Par sach to yeh tha ki, main khud ko uss position mein nahi laana chahti thi, jahan mujhe lagta ki main us par haq jatane lagi hoon. Phir bhi, ek ajeeb sa gussa aur possessiveness tha he mann me... Shayad yehi vajah thi ki maine Sandy ke kareeb aakar uska haath pakad liya aur dheere se uske face ko apni ungliyon se chhua.
Meri nazrein uski aankhon mein thi, aur uska chehra mere itne kareeb tha ki main uski saansein mehsoos kar sakti thi. Maine dheere se kaha...
"Sandy, I missed you… itna zyada ki shayad tu samajh bhi nahi sakta."
Main apne hosh kho baithi thi. Uske paas aate hue, maine apna haath dheere se uske jeans par rakha, aur uske lund par jeans ke upar se he rub karne lagi. Us pal mein kuch aur nahi soch rahi thi, sirf yehi chah rahi thi ki Sandy mere kareeb aaye, mujhe apni baahon mein samet le.
Lekin Sandy duur ho gaya. Usne mere haath ko softly pakad kar apne se alag karte hue kaha...
Sandy - "Simran, jo hua wo acha tha... aur main tujhe miss bhi karta hoon. Lekin ab Pankaj ko sab pata hai. Main thankful hoon ki usne hume ek last time saat hone ka mauka diya tha... Lekin ab mein ye sab nahi kar paaunga"
Uski baat sunte he mera dil ek dum se baith gaya. Shayad kahin na kahin mujhe pata tha ki yeh hona hi tha, lekin phir bhi uss pal mein, maine uske paas gai... uski baaton ko sunti hui...
Sandy - "Hum teeno ache dost jaise he rehte hai, tujhe adjust hona padega Simran... and I know you can"
Sandy ki baatein mere dimaag mein goonj rahi thi... Maine dheere se kaha...
"Agar Pankaj chahe toh... kya tu phir se...?"
Sandy ne ek chhoti si muskurahat ke saath kaha...
Sandy - "Yes... agar Pankaj chahe toh. Lekin mujhe lagta hai ki tujhe bhi toh Pankaj ko cheat nahi karne ka mann hai na?"
Main thodi si ashamed feel karne lagi, lekin maine honesty se jawab diya...
"Nahi, mujhe bhi nahi karna kuch esa... bas tujse baat karna tha... aur samajhna tha ki tere dimaag mein kya chal raha hai. Main bohot confused hoon in sab ko leke... aur agar tujse comfort nahi leti toh kisse leti?"
Sandy thoda relax hota hua....
Sandy - "Simran, tu call karti na, baat toh karta main. Lekin khud se tujhe call nahi kar sakta. Mere liye friendship pehle hai. Aur haan, main kisi ek ka nahi hoon... tune mujhe 'love you' kaha hai, maine bhi kaha hai. Lekin real mein wo wala pyaar nahi hai. I hope you understand that?"
Main uski baatein sun kar thoda sa hil gayi thi. Pehli baar usne apni feelings itne clear tareeke se express ki thi...
Sandy - "Aur wo Neha jo party mein aayi thi, wo sirf ek employee hai. Haan, hum date kar rahe hain, lekin main uske saath bhi committed nahi hoon. Aur jo jagah teri hai meri zindagi mein, wo koi nahi le sakta... chahe wo Neha ho ya koi aur."
Main thoda surprised thi, lekin uski baatein dil ko chhoo gayi thi...
"Wow Sandy, yeh sab pehli baar jaana tere baare mein. Aur main khush hoon ki tune mujhe wo jagah di hai... mere liye bhi tu ek acha friend hai, aur main samaj rahi hoon."
Sandy - "Haan, mujhe pata hai, par ek baar clear baat karna zaroori tha na"
Sandy ne kehte hue... fir thoda relax hokar khada ho gaya... Thodi der baad Sandy chala gaya, aur raat ko main Pankaj ke paas bed par baithi thi. Main unse kuch chhupana nahi chahti thi, isliye sab kuch detail mein bataya. Truthfully, honestly... har chhoti chhoti baat jo Sandy ke saath hui thi, wo sab kuch Pankaj ko bata diya.
Teen mahine beet gaye the, main aur Pankaj ab bhi gaon mein he the. Sandy se mera koi contact nahi hua in dino me. Pankaj ne apni naukri se resign kar liya tha, aur ab wo Delhi me apna naya office setup karne waale the. Kal hum wapas apne ghar jaane waale the, ek naye jeevan ki shuruaat karne. Pankaj apne naye office mein itne busy ho jaayenge ki ek mahina tak toh unhe mere liye waqt milna mushkil hoga. Main bhi Aslam ji ke saath naye business project mein involve ho jaungi, jiske liye unse meri kayi baar baat hoti rehti thi.
In teen mahino me.. maine apne andar ki saari khwaahishon ko daba diya tha. Maine accept kar liya tha ki ab main sirf Pankaj ki hoon. Unhone mujhe akela kabhi feel nahi hone diya, lekin ab unka saath bhi ek ajeeb si boreiyat me dhal gaya tha. Har raat hum intimate hote, lekin wo raaten pehle jaisi nahi thi. Pehli baar, Pankaj mujhse door nahi jaa rahe the, lekin phir bhi ek fasaad sa tha humare beech. Wo bahar apni kuch responsibilities nibhaane nikal jaate, aur main yaha ghar mein akeli rehti.
Swati ka ana ek aur twist lekar aaya mere life me. Sandy ke jaane ke ek hafte baad he Swati gaon pahuchi. Maine kabhi socha nahi tha ki wo bina bataye aa jaayegi. Us din Pankaj ghar par he the jab wo lunch ke waqt aayi. Swati ne mujhe hug kiya, uski aankhon mein aansu the. Lekin jo cheez mujhe khatakne lagi, wo yeh thi ki uske baad Swati ne Pankaj ko hug kiya aur kaafi der tak unse chipki rahi. Pankaj ne usse calm karne ki koshish ki, aur mujhe pata chala ki Swati aur Pankaj regular contact me the.
Main andar he andar insecure feel kar rahi thi, lekin maine kabhi Pankaj se kuch nahi kaha. Uske baad ke kuch din achhe guzre, maine Swati ke saath kaafi waqt spend kiya. Usne bataya ki wo ab Delhi mein settle ho gayi hai, ek naya flat liya hai aur naukri bhi achhi chal rahi hai. Main uske liye khush thi, lekin jab bhi wo aur Pankaj interact karte, mujhe ajeeb lagta. Kai baar socha ki Pankaj se kahu ki Swati se door rahe, lekin kis mooh se kehti?
Is bechaini ke saath, meri apni kuch purani khwaahishe fir se ubharne lagi thi. Din bhar jab main akeli rehti, toh wo dabaye hue desires mujhe pareshaan karne lagte. Ek din usey firse yaad karne lagi, Aroused hoti hui, Ye hua jab sandy ko jaakar ek mahina beet chuka tha... maine apne aap ko rokne ki koshish ki. Lekin us raat ke baad, jo main karna chah rahi thi, uske liye khud ko rok nahi paayi. Us din maine Sandy ko imagine karte hue apne aap ko khush karna chaha. Jaise he orgasm hua, guilt se bhar gayi.
Maine apne aap ko sambhala, kai dino tak wo sab avoid karne ki koshish ki. Lekin peechele ek do hafto se, main roz Sandy ko soch kar fingering karne lagi hoon. Yeh desperation, yeh desires din par din badhte ja rahe the. Har din mein aur betaab hoti ja rahi thi. Delhi jaane ka waqt nazdeek aata ja raha tha, aur main apne emotions par kabu paane me naakaam hoti ja rahi thi.
Aaj bhi, jaise he Pankaj ghar se nikle, maine washroom jaake apne aap ko rough fingering karte hue cum karne ki koshish ki. Lekin naakaam rahi. Thak ke, maine naha liya aur ready hokar lunch prepare karne lagi. Mere dil mein guilt, bechaini aur desires ka ek bhanwar chal raha tha. Ab samajh nahi aa raha tha ki main kya karu, kaise apne aap ko sambhalu. Pankaj ke saath apni zindagi ki nayi shuruaat toh hone waali thi, lekin mere andar ka ye sab kuch kaise theek hoga, iska jawab ab tak mujhe pareshaan karta raha...
Ringing...
"Hello"
Pankaj - "Baby, lunch ready hai na.. bhook lagi hai..."
"haa ready hai..."
Pankaj ghar pahoch gaye... mujhe laga hamesha ki tarah chale jaayenge lunch kar ke... par iss baar kuch alag tha... jaise he lunch khatam hua... pankaj ka cellphone ring hua... maine dekha toh swati ka tha... mera maatha kharab ho gaya... ki swati directly ab pankaj se baat karti hai... par curious bhi thi ki swati ko kya baat karni hai... pankaj ne turant call pick kiya aur baat karne lage... kaafi interestingly baat karte hue... pyaar se kuch toh baat kar rahe the main sun nahi paai... kyunki wo call pick karte hue... gallery me cigi light karte hue baat kar rahe the... aur main bas 4 paai par baithi hui... phone pakde bas ese he screen par scroll karti hui par saara dhyaan pankaj par... kareeb 15 minute baad wo aaye... aur shayad nikalne waale the ya pata nahi... kyunki maine jo unse kaha uske baad wo mere bagal me baith gaye...
Main kaafi din se soch toh rahi thi ki unse swati ke baare baat karu... aur aaj rok nahi paai... aur pooch liya...
"Jaan... swati se tum kya baat kar rahe the?"
Pankaj - "Kuch nahi... bas ese office related"
"Mujhe bhi toh batao..."
Pankaj - "Arey chodho na usey... chalo bedroom me chalte hai..."
Pankaj mera haat pakde hue the... aur mein unke peeche peeche bedroom me aa gai... unhone toh iddam se topic he change kar diya tha chalte chalte...
Pankaj - "Packing complete hai na... kal nikalna hai... bohot kaam bhi hai..."
"Haa... sab toh complete hai... bas washroom me kuch gile kapde hai... wo last me rakh lenge..."
Pankaj ne bedroom me ghuste he mujhe kiss karne lage... pyaar se move hote hue hum bed par the... aur cuddle karte hue makeout karne lage... par mera mood nahi tha... mere dimaag me toh swati ko lekar uljhan thi... esa lag raha tha jaise pankaj kuch chupa rahe ho... par uske baad jo hua... usne swati ka khayal dilo dimaag se nikaal diya...
Pankaj mere bagal me the... maine saree pehna hua tha... aur pankaj aane ke baad apne shorts aur tshirt me the... makeout karte hue meri saari ka pallu already nikal chuka tha... mere cleavage saaf nazar aa rahe the... pankaj ne pyaar se mujhe dekha... apne haat ko mere gardan ke neeche rakhe hue.... ek haat se mere baalo ko sehlaate hue... ek alag pyaar aur desire bhare nazro se mujhe dekhne lage... mujse raha nahi gaya...
"Ese kyu dekh rahe ho..."
Pankaj - "Tum sach me bohot hot ho baby..."
Kehte hue wo mere face ko caress karne lage the... main blush kar gai unki achanak se itni sexy compliments sunn kar...
"Bas karo pankaj... mujhe sharam aa rahi hai... ese mat dekho..."
Maine aankhe band kar li unki iss harkat par... bohot he sharam aa rahi thi... wo itne pyaar se mujhe dekh rahe the...
Pankaj - "Tumhe apna promise yaad hai... Ki tum mujse sab share karogi... kuch daba kar nahi rakhogi..."
"Haa..."
Pankaj - "Main... bohot excited feel kar raha hu... delhi return jaane ke liye... tumbhi excited ho na?"
"Excited ka kya hai... jaakar busy hona hai... tumhe bhi setup karna hai aur mujhe bhi kaam hai..."
Pankaj - "Wo sab toh hai he... par..."
Pankaj ke haat mere sensitive skin par choothe hue... pyaar se wo apni ungliyon ko face par trail karte hue...
Pankaj - "Aur... kisi cheez ke liye excited nahi ho kya?"
"Aur kiss cheez ki hogi..."
Pankaj ne pyaar se mere neck ke paas kiss kiya... sniff karte hue... slowly mere earlobes ko suck kar liya tha... gehri saanse chodhte hue... mere kaano me whisper karte hue...
Pankaj - "Sandy... se milne ki...."
Sandy ka naam unke muuh se sunte he maine apni mundi ko thoda sarkaa liya... confusion aur nervousness chahne laga tha... inhe kya ho gaya... itne dino baad... unhone fir se wo topic chedh diya aur wo bhi ese romantic hote hue... kya matlab tha iska... main calm aur composed hone ki acting karte hue...
"Esa kuch nahi hai..."
Pankaj ab mujhe dekhne lage aur desire bhari nazro se... unke fingers ab mere honto par trail kar rahe the...
Pankaj - "Kyun? tumne miss nahi kiya uska lund inn gulaabi honto par..."
main shocked thi unki iss baat se... unke baato se jaise wo saare poorane memory flash hone lage...
"Please pankaj... ye sab kyu keh rahe ho..."
Pankaj ke haat mere gardan se hote hue... boobs par se... gently move hote hue... navel tak pahoch gaye... unka touch electric sensations de raha tha... aur mera muuh khula ka khula reh gaya jab... pankaj ne meri ek taang ko adjust karte hue... saari ko upar kiya... aur meri nangi jhaang par... apne haat ko move karte hue... neeche aate gaye....
"Aaahhh.... Pankaj..."
Main apni moan rok nahi paai jab unka haat meri pussy par pada... meri panties ke upar... wo pyaar se meri clit ko dhundte hue...
Pankaj ke hont ab mere honto par the... main unke kiss ka saat deti hui... aur wo clit ko pyaar se rub karte hue... Aaahh... Pankaj kiss karte hue... ab mere neck par kisses kar rahe the... thodi der baad... unhone meri saari nikaal feki... roughly mere blouse ko unhook kiya aur unke saamne meri black color ki bra expose ho chuki thi...
Pankaj ne fir se mere gaal par kiss kiya... aur panties ko side karte hue... meri pussy me gehrai se ungli daali... jo abhi tak poori tarah se gili nahi thi... hoti bhi kaise mann me confusion tha... thodi si aroused jarur thi... par unki baato se ya sandy ke imagination se nahi balki unke touch aur sensualness se... pankaj ne bhi wo feel kiya... aur apne haato ko hata kar... wahi ungli ko mere honto par le aaye... touch karte hue... mere honto par trail karte hue... nose tak le aai aur...
Pankaj - "Tumne kabhi apni choot ki khusboo li hai... Sandy ka andar jaane ke baad..."
Fuckk... ye kitni dirty baat kar rahe hai... mujhe apni baato se posess karte hue...
"Pankaj... Kya hua hai tumhe..."
Pankaj - "Shhh...."
Pankaj ki ungli mere honto par chuppi banate hue...
Pankaj ne mujhe apni baaho se pakad kar utha diya... aur mere khule hue blouse ko mere badan se alag kar diya... fir bra ko bhi nahi chodha aur wo bhi ab kahi kone me floor par pada hua tha... mera nanga badan ab unke saamne tha... aur wo mere har hisse ko ese dekh rahe the jaise pehli baar dekh rahe ho... main ab sirf panties me thi... par jaise he mujhe unhone leta diya... kuch he der me... meri panties ko bhi nikaal feka... Aur pyaar se apne haato ko mere face par touch karte hue...
Pankaj - "Baby, Just enjoy... Apni aankhe band karo"
Bina soch samaj ke meri aankhe apne aap band ho gai... unki ungli mere forehead se hote hue... cheeks par trace karti hui...
Pankaj - "Tumhe kitna maza aayega na... jab Sandy ka lund yaha se yaha tak halke halke chooyega... Hmmmm?"
Fuckkk... unki ungliyon ka touch aur unki baaten ek alag he electrifying sensation create karne lagi... main kuch nahi keh paai... bas unke touch se thodi si hili par unhone continue karte hue...
Apni ungliya mere honto par le aate hue... trail karte hue...
Pankaj - "Uska lund tumhare honto pe bohot he sexy lagega... Nahi?"
Unke sawaalo ko koi jawab nahi tha mere paas... bas wo sensation me khoi hui... maine apni back arch kar li thi... gehri saanse lete hue.... Unka haat mere honto ko pyaar se dabata hua...
Pankaj - "Bolo na baby.... Tumhe acha lagta hai na uska lund wo bhi tumhare honto ke beech"
"Jaan... Tum bohot naughty ho..."
Pankaj - "Yess... Yehi expressions mujhe diwaana bana deti hai baby..."
Pankaj ke haat mere gardan par trail karte hue... mujhe arousal ke peak par pahuchaate hue... unka touch had se jyada gentle tha... jo mera rom rom khada kar raha tha...
Unhone apne ungliyon ko firse mere honto par trail karte hue...
Pankaj - "Uska bada lund... kabhi tumhare honto ko esa chuha hai..."
Usne toh nahi kiya tha... par maine apne honto se uska lund jarur chuha hai... par esa nahi....
"Nahi...."
Pankaj - "Agar mere saamne tum pehli baar karti... toh main tumhe ye wala sensation feel karata... uske lund ko tumhare inn gulaabi hoto par trail karata... "
Jaise jaise pankaj apni ungliyon ko trail kar rahe the... mere imagination me sandy ka lund tha... uska lund dheere se mere honto ko chuta hua...
Mera muuh apne aap khul gaya jaise uska lund real me mere muuh ke paas ho... mera muuh khula hua aur pankaj ne apne thumb ko mere muuh me daalte hue... tongue par tap karte hue...
Mujhe arouse karte gaye... main unke jaal me fass chuki thi... unke shabd sirf dimaag me ghum rahe the par... main kya he kehti...
Pankaj ke haat ab mere erect nipples par circle bana rahe the... aur fir se unhone poocha...
Pankaj - "Bolo na baby... Tumhe acha lagta agar main sandy ka lund tumhare in nipples par rub karwata ese..."
"Aaahhh.... Pata nahi... Par tumhe acha lagta dekhne?"
Pankaj ka lund dhundti hui unka lund pakad liya tha... unka rock hard tha... unke tip ko jakde hue...
"Wow pankaj... Aap toh bohot hard ho..."
pankaj ne meri choot ko pyaar se touch kiya...
meri wetness ko feel karte hue...
Pankaj - "Tum bhi toh sandy ke naam se kitni wet ho gai ho..."
Main kuch nahi keh paai... bas unke sensual touch ko enjoy karti hui... apni peeth uthate hue... gehri saanse lete hue enjoy kar rahi thi... Thodi der me pankaj mere upar adjust hogaye... aankh khola toh unka lund mere muuh ke paas tha... main toh turant muuh me lene ke liye ready thi.. par unhone roka... meri aankhe band karaai aur...
Pankaj - "Tumhe uska lund muuh me lete hue dekhna ka experience amazing tha baby... Tum dubara logi na uska muuh me?"
"Kya tum sach me ye sab chahte ho?"
Pankaj - "Tumhaare liye kuch bhi kar sakta hoon... Bolo na logi na uska mere saamne firse?"
Maine aankhe khole.... unka lund mere saamne tha... Maine unke lund ke tip ko pyaar se lick kiya...aur apne hoto ke beech lete hue... pyaar se choosti hui unka topa... andar lete hue...
Pankaj - "Ohh god... Yess... Tumhare honto ki garmi amazing hai baby"
"Mhmmmppp..."
Main bas choosti rahi... aur machalti hui.. unke pairo ko pakad chuki thi... thodi der me unhone apna lund nikala aur meri taango ke beech adjust hue... wo hone wala tha jiska main besabri se intezaar kar rahi thi... unka andar chahiya tha mujhe... par unhone bas apne lund ka tip mere clit par rakha...
aur tap karne lage... mere arousal ko aur bhi jyada badhaate hue... extreme tease karte hue..
"Please jaan... fuckk me...."
Pankaj - "Achaa..."
"Yesss... Andar dalo na..."
Wo tap karte gaye... apne lund ke tip se clit par rub karte hue...
Pankaj - "Pehle batao... Parso shaaam jab main tumhari choot chaat raha tha... ek madhosh kar dene waali khooshboo li... wo tumhari pungent smell ka aroma... bohot he erotic tha baby... tum mere aane se pehle fingering kar rahi thi na..."
"Yesss..."
Pankaj - "Sandy ko yaad karte hue na?"
"Nahi...."
Pankaj - "Wow... Fir koi aur tha kya..."
"Nahi... Pankaj... Fuckk me... please... aur tease mat karo..."
Pankaj - "Sach batane ka waada kiya hai... Batao... Sandy ko imagine kar rahi thi na?"
Meri aankhe band... main tadap rahi thi... unke lund ko pakadte hue andar lene ki koshish karti hui... par wo mera haat jhatak dete...
"Haa... Haa.... Jaan... Ab chodho naa... Please"
Pankaj - "Uske lund ke baare me kya sochti ho batao na baby..."
"Uska... Hah!... Uska... lund bohot awesome hai jaan..."
Pankaj ki rubbing tez hogai... mujhe pagal karte hue...
Pankaj - "Aur...."
"Uska kitna bada hai..."
Pankaj - "Uska lund tumhare andar tha na imagination me"
"Yess jaan... Yess... mere andar tha... Aah!... hah!... uska bada lund... mujhe bohot pasand hai..."
Pankaj ne jhat se apna lund mere andar daal diya... aur mere face ko roughly pakadte hue...
Pankaj - "ese naaa"
"Yess... hah!... aahhh... aahh... Yess... jaan... ese he ..... Fuckkk me.... Aaahhh... Aahhhh... ooh oohh ohh..."
Main kaamp uthi thi... unki dirty naughty baato se unka lund andar feel karte he edge par pahoch chuki thi... kisi bhi waqt orgasm ho jaata utne me...
Pankaj - "Tumhe ese gandi baaten pasand hai na..."
"Haa... Jaan... Yess... Aur tez karo... Main jhadne waali hoon... Aaah..."
Pankaj ki speed badh gai thi... wo jor jor se jhatke maarte hue.... aur main jhad gai... aur wo ab bhi mere andar poori shiddat se apna lund dhakele jaa rahe the... itni wild the ki mere boobs ke upar love bite karte hue mujhe pain aur pleasure ka ehsaas dete hue.... chodte gaye aur 5 minute baad jaake jhade...
Uske baad mere bagal me collapse karte hue... pyaar se mere face ko cup karte hue... dono ki saanse fuli hui....
Pankaj - "Fir bhi... kya karogi... Mana karogi... Ya mujhe bataogi"
"Aapko bataungi"
Pankaj - "Thats my girl... Detail me bataogi na kya kya kiya"
"Dhatt... Esa kuch nahi hoga jaan... main usey mana kar dungi..."
Pankaj - "Pakka naa..."
"Haa jaan... Bharosa nahi hai kya Aapko"
Pankaj - "Agar naa ho toh... Kya kya kar sakti ho mujhe bharosa dilane ke liye"
"Aap he batao jaan... Kya karu main... Main aapko khona nahi chahti... Jo chaho karungi"
Pankaj - "Ese desires bhare gandi baate hamesha khul kar karogi mere saat bina hichak ke"
"Hmmm.... Try karungi..."
Pankaj - "Try kya karna hai... Abhi acha nahi laga tumhe hamari gandi baaten aur sex"
"Bohot acha tha..."
Pankaj - "Toh dubara uske saat kabhi galti se kar bhi liya toh detail me bataogi naa?"
"Nahi jaan... Esa kuch nahi hone wala... I promise"
Pankaj - "Baby... Tum sweet ho... par... socho na... mere ghar aane se pehle tum bistar par nangi padi ho... uska sperm tumhare choot par pada hua hai... main aakar unhe pyaar se chaatu aur tumhe lick karte hue ek aur orgasm ki taraf pahuchau toh... tumhe acha nahi lagega"
"Pata nahi.... Par... Tum ye sab karoge?"
Pankaj - "Agar tum detail me bataogi... Toh karunga he..."
"Par pankaj... Tum itne mahino baad ye sab dubara kyu kar rahe ho..."
Pankaj - "wo toh main busy tha na... maine socha... araam se sab set kar lu... ab relaxed hu finally toh time bhi thaa isiliye... Kya tumhe acha nahi laga?"
"Pata nahi jaan... Ye sab ajeeb lag raha hai..."
Pankaj - "Tumhe yaad hai jab tumne sandy ka sperm mujhe taste karaya tha apni choot se mere upar chadh kar... uss waqt kya soch rahi thi..."
"I am sorry jaan... Pata nahi uss waqt kya hua tha... main kaafi naughty feel kar rahi thi... mujhe laga tumhe acha lagega..."
Pankaj - "Usi naughtyness ko toh main embrase karna chahta hua... tumhe ese dekh kar mujhe bohot amazing lagta hai... tumhari sluttiness ko mein khul kar jeena chahta huu...."
"Sachi?"
Pankaj - "Pehle toh nahi pasand tha... Socha bhi nahi tha ye sab itna hadd tak jaayega... par maine bhi kuch esa kar liya hai... jiske baad maine tumhe sandy ke saat dekhna galat nahi mana... pehle toh guilt ki wajah se tumhe enjoy karwaya par... jaise jaise raat beeti aur dusre din ki morning ko tumhe dekha toh sab kuch hadd se jyada awesome lagne laga... ab guilt ki wajah se nahi balki tumhaari khushi aur naughtiness ki wajah se mujhe ye sab acha lag raha hai..."
Main grasp he nahi kar paa rahi thi.... kuch bhi... pankaj ki baato se saaf pata lag raha tha ki unhone kuch toh kiya hai... main bhauklane waali thi... par kya he karti... maine bhi toh galat kiya hai... par fir bhi mujse raha nahi gaya... main curious ho gai... aur inquire karte hue... gusse me... jeolousy me...
Pankaj - "Ummm... Please ab chodho na ye sab baaten.... Main jo kehraha tha wo mere liye nahi hai... tumhare liye hai baby..."
"Nahi pankaj... Batao... Mujhe janna hai... Kon hai wo chutiya aurat... Aur ab bhi tum uske saat ho?... Kya tumhe divorce lena hai?"
Pankaj - "Tum pagal ho kya... Ye sab kya keh rahi ho... Ab toh lagta hai jaise tumhe he divorce chahiye... ek toh main adjust karne ki koshish kar raha hu... apne rishton ki khataas ko duur karte hue... manage karna chahta huu taaki hum saat rahe aur tum ho ki...."
Pankaj gusse me uth gaye... kapde pehnte hue... mujhe jhatka sa laga... "Ye kya keh gai me... Pankaj chahte toh tab bhi divorce ki baat kar lete... mere saat rehte nahi... par ye sab kya hogaya mere saat... main itni jealous kyu feel kar rahi hoon..."
"Hum baat kar rahe hai na... Tum ese bhadak kyu rahe ho..."
Pankaj - "Tum dimaag ka bhosda kar rahi ho... Tumhe pyaar hajam nahi hai mera... meri koi respect nahi kya... Kitna pyaar se kitni baar samjaya... Par ab lagta hai... Ki tumhe he alag hona hai... Toh saaf saaf bola... Tumhe chutkara chahiye naa..."
Main rone lagi... aur...
"Nahi... Sorry pankaj... main tumhe khona nahi chahti... main bas tumhe chahti hoon... aur kuch nahi... please paas aaao..."
Main unke paas khadi hui... gidgidaati hui... unke close hoti gai... unhone haat jhatak diya... aur bed ke edge par baith gaye...
"Please jaan... Sorry mere muuh se galti se nikal gaya divorce ki baat... main dubara kabhi nahi karungi ye sab baat...."
Pankaj - "Baat divorce ki nahi hai... wo toh sirf ek paper hai... Baat hai ki zindagi bhar ka rishtan hai ya nahi... ya rakhna hai ya nahi... wo important hai..."
"Haa jaan... Zindagi bhar rehna he important hai..."
Pankaj - "Toh ab bina koi bhi baat ko dabaye... ache se soch lo... bhale delhi pahoch ke batana... araam se soch ke...."
"Ha... Main rehna chahti hoon tumhare saat he... Aur kuch nahi sochna uske alawa"
Pankaj - "Ache se suno pehle... Chahe jo bhi ho... Main toh tumhare saat rahunga hamesha... tumhara khayal rakhunga... tumhe kami mehsoos nahi hogi... aur pyaar bhi karunga... utna he jitna ab karta huu... Par kya tum usi dedication ke saat mere saat bhi rehna chahti ho?"
"Par pankaj... ye rishta... ye sab... main kuch nahi samaj paa rahi hamesha darr laga rahega..."
"Pankaj.... Please... divorce ki baat ab hamare beech kabhi nahi hogi..."
Pankaj - "Pehle suno... Divorce hone ke baad kya lagta hai tumhe kya hoga..."
"Kya hoga... Tum aur mein alag ho jaayenge... hum saat nahi reh paayenge... pyaar khatam ho jaayega... miss karenge hum ek dusre ko... Ghar par sabko pata lagega... badnaami hogi... aur pata nahi kya kya..."
Pankaj - "Divorce karna hai nahi mujhe... Par agar socho hum shaadi he nahi karte kabhi... aur fir bhi hum saat rehte hamesha... pyaar rehta... ghar par bhi kisi ko kuch pata nahi lagta... toh kaisa rehta... kya tum fir bhi mere saat he rehna pasand karti..."
"Par... Hamari shaadi toh hai na abhi..."
Pankaj - "Important saat rehna hai mere liye... tum meri zindagi ka hissa ho... jo main kabhi kisi bhi halat me nahi chodhna chahunga... agar tum chaho toh jaa sakti ho... par main kabhi nahi jaaunga..."
"Main bhi pankaj... par main nahi chahti ki tum jaao... main tumhare saat he rehna chahti hoon..."
Pankaj - "Toh argument karke mood kharab kyu karna... tumhe hamesha samjhana bacho jaise mujhe acha nahi lagta... kitne baar hua hai... itna sab kuch hone ke baad bhi hum saat hai... kya tumhe mere pyaar me kami mehsoos hui... main tumse beech beech me alag rehta huu... fir bhi tumhare saat jab aata hu.. toh poori tarah se pyaar karta huu na..."
"Haa... Jaan.... I am sorry naa... main kuch nahi poochungi... jab batana ho tab batana... ab mood thik karo please..."
Pankaj ne pyaar se kiss kiya... aur...
Pankaj - "Ab bolo... Mein tumhari slut hu..."
"Kyaaa"
Pankaj ka facial expression change hota hua... maine turant...
"Haa... Main tumhari slut huu jaan..."
Pankaj ne firse kiss kiya aur fir hum delhi ki aur travelling ki baat karte hue... so gaye... ab kahi na kahi ye assurity toh thi ki pankaj ne bhi cheat kiya hai... par ye bhi yakeen ho raha hai ki hum dono hamesha saat he rehna chahte hai... par kab tak... main kaise unhe kisi aur ke saat baat sakti huu... aur pata nahi wo ladki hai kon... kya unke office ki hai... ya bas ese he one night.... main ab inhe toh aur nahi chedh sakti iss topic par... yakeen hai inpe ki kabhi na kabhi toh bata he denge... main he khama kha... darti hoon inke chodhne se .... par ye kitna pyaar karte hai... hamesha saat diya hai... aur ab itna kuch hone ke baad bhi toh saat de he rahe hai... mein reliefed feel karne lagi... aur unke baaho me sir rakhe hue so gai...
Next Day...
Sabere ki flight thi... Hum afternoon me pahochne waale the... Ready hokar hum rishtedaar ke innova me baithe aur unhone hume airport par drop kar diya... Plane board karne se pehle... Dekha ki pankaj kisi ko call laga rahe hai...
Pankaj - "Hum flight board karne he waale hai... 2 ghante me pahoch jaayenge... airport pe milte hai sandy"
Unke call rakhte he...
"Tumne sandy ko kyu bulaya pick karne..."
Pankaj - "Hamari car to usi ke paas hai... baat hui thi pehle he... kyun tumhe nahi bataya usne?"
"Main kaha baat karti huu usse"
Pankaj - "Thik hai... Waise mujhe laga tum excited hogi usse milne ke liye..."
"Esa kuch nahi hai... usne toh yaha se jaane ke baad ek baar bhi call nahi kiya..."
Maine muuh banate hue kaha... Pankaj ne tease karte hue...
Pankaj - "Tum he kar leti..."
"Mujhe nahi karna..."
Pankaj - "Theek hai... Ab bula liya hai... lunch par bhi jaane ka plan tha... cancel kar du?"
"Nahi nahi... Ab kar he liya hai plan to rehne do..."
Pankaj - "Ese acting karti ho na... par andar se chahti toh ho he na usse milna"
"Please jaan... mujhe chedho mat abhi..."
Pankaj - "Acha sorry..."
Flight already nikal chuki thi, aur mera dil ab zyada he tez dhadakne laga tha. Khidki se bahar dekh rahi thi, lekin dimaag toh Sandy ke sapnon mein kho chuka tha. Pankaj ne lunch ka plan banaya tha, aur shayad uske baad wo ghar par bhi aayega. Main andar he andar turned on feel karne lagi thi, kitne dino ke baad usse milne waali thi. Lekin ek sawal mere mann mein baar-baar aane laga, kya ye sab firse Pankaj ke saamne hoga? Kya wo bhi yehi chahte hai?
Mere andar ek ajeeb si uljhan thi... Ek taraf Sandy ke liye mera rom-rom tadap raha tha, aur dusri taraf ek ajeeb si nervousness bhi thi. Main kya karun? Mana karun ya apni desires ko openly fulfill karun? Apne armaano ko daba du ya fir... "fuckkk... ye kaisi situation hai?"
Maine decide kar liya tha ki jab tak Pankaj request nahi karenge, tab tak main kuch nahi karungi. Jo bhi ho.... Mujhe apni respect khoni nahi hai unke saamne. Pankaj mujhe slutty samajhne lage hain... aur wo main hoon bhi... pata nahi kya ho jaata hai unn moments mein, mere muuh se kya kya nikal jaata hai aur Pankaj un baaton ko encourage bhi karte hain... pata nahi kis hadd tak ye sab chalega aur acha rahega...
Ese he overthinking karte hue... main khidki ke bahar dekhte hue... apne uljhono me khoi hui... utne mein apne thighs kar pankaj ka haat mehsoos kiya... toh hadbada si gai...
Pankaj - "Arey... Bhoot dekh liya kya?"
"Wo... ummm... nahi... gudgudi si hui acahanak..."
Pankaj - "Kaha khoi thi..."
"Kahi nahi... bas bahar dekh rahi thi... kitna amazing hai na view?"
Unke sawalon se peecha chudaane ke liye maine bas itna kaha, lekin dimaag firse apne khayalon mein wapas chala gaya. Pankaj toh nap lene lage the, aur hum thodi der baad finally land kar chuke the.
Jaise-jaise hum exit ki taraf badhne lage, meri dhadkane aur tez hone lagi thi. Umeed thi ki Sandy firse hume hug karega, aur shayad iss baar main use rokna nahi chahungi... bas lipat jaaungi pyaar se. Par esa kuch nahi hua... Sandy ne sirf pankaj ko hug kiya aur meri taraf dekh kar...
Sandy - "Welcome back to delhi"
Aur mera bag utha kar car ki taraf badne laga... Gussa aane laga tha mujhe... Usey kosti hui mann me main peeche baith gai car me... Wo dono toh araam se baatein kar rahe the jaise kuch hua he nahi, sab normal tha. Aur main peeche phone ki screen pe nazar gadaye, busy hone ki acting karti rahi, par dhyaan unki baaton par hi tha. Lunch hua, par jo socha tha, usme se kuch bhi nahi hua. Na Sandy ne zyada interest dikhaya aur na Pankaj ka shayad koi plan tha use ghar bulaane ka. Sandy gym ke paas utar gaya aur Pankaj ne drive kar ke hume ghar le aaye.
Ghar pahunchte he, maine socha ki Pankaj se poochu ki kya tum Sandy ko ghar par invite karne waale the ya nahi, par rok liya apne aap ko. Main desperate nahi dikhna chahti thi. Apne aap ko composed rakha, shower liya, fresh hui, aur thakan ki wajah se shaam tak so gayi.
Raat mein dinner ke baad Pankaj aur main intimate hue. Romantic sex hua, par koi roleplay nahi, aur Pankaj ne wahi kiya jo pehle kiya tha. Ek mahina beet chuka tha, wo setup mein busy ho gaye the, aur main Aslam G ke saath business ko aur expand karne mein. Training chal rahi thi meri. Aslam G ne kai baar milne ka proposal diya, par uss din ke baad main unse milna nahi chah rahi thi, toh unhe avoid kiya, par baat regular hoti thi. Kabhi kabar Pankaj ke office bhi jaati setup aur kaam dekhne.
Lekin dimaag ke kisi kone mein hamesha umeed rehti thi ki kab Pankaj wo naughty waale roleplay karein, ya fir se wo sab karein jo mujhe chahiye tha besabri se. Par aisa kuch nahi ho raha tha. Main betaab thi, desperate thi, fir bhi apne aap ko control mein rakha hua tha. Pankaj ko kehne ka bohot baar mann kiya ki roleplay karte hain, par nahi kaha.
Delhi se wapas aane ke baad bhi wahi boring si zindagi chal rahi thi. Koi excitement nahi, koi thrill nahi, wahi regular life. Aur ab toh Pankaj hamesha rehte hain mere paas. Unke saath sex karna acha lagta hai, par wahi routine har baar. Ek alag si boring feeling ubhar rahi thi. Pehle toh jab wo bahar jaate the, kuch dino ke liye toh kaafi exciting hota tha, unhe miss karne ke baad sex. Par ab waisa nahi tha.
Gaon mein maine kitni mushkil se apne aap ko samjhaya tha ki apni saari khwaishon ko daba dungi, par ho nahi paaya aur Sandy ko imagine karne lagi. Aur to aur Pankaj ne wo saari aag fir se jaga di roleplay karte hue gaon mein uss raat. Par ab sab kuch alag hai. Kya ho raha hai mere saath? Kya main unhe kahu? Unhone kaha toh hai ki desires aur fantasies share kiya karo, par... aise kaise bold ho jaau unke saath? Darr hai... bohot depressed si feeling aa rahi hai...
Finally, Pankaj ke office ka setup complete ho chuka tha aur Pankaj ke office ka grand opening ceremony thi... ek bada function, sab invited the... colleagues, doston ke saath-saath Sandy aur Aslam G bhi the. Main thoda excited thi, thoda anxious, jaise kuch unexpected hone wala ho. Shaam ka setting ekdum perfect tha... decor, lights, music sab kuch ekdam classy tha, par mera mann bas Sandy ko dekhne ke liye tadap raha tha.
Jaise he hum waha pohaunche, aankhein Sandy ko talashne lagi. Usse door se dekhte he mere pair theher se gaye. Mere dil ki dhadkane tez hogai. Par uske saath ek ladki thi... jo shayad married nahi lag rahi thi. Unke beech ka connection ekdum obvious tha... woh us ladki ke itne kareeb, poore waqt uske saath chipka hua tha jaise baaki duniya ka koi matlab he na ho.
Mujhse sirf ek formal greeting kiya Sandy ne, ek halki si smile di aur wapas us ladki ke paas chala gaya. Main bas wahi khadi usse dekhti reh gayi. Jalan... bas ek teekhi jalan mere andar ubharne lagi thi. Kaise itna door ho sakta hai woh mujhse? Aur yeh ladki? Kaun hai yeh? Yeh thoughts mere andar ghoomte rahe, jaise poison fail raha ho.
"Mujhe yaad bhi nahi karta ab yeh... Dusri mil gayi hai isse..." Maine andar he andar gussa kiya. Main uski yaadon mein khoi rehti hoon, aur yeh... yeh toh puri tarah se busy hai us ladki ke saath. Bohot gussa aa raha tha. Bas ab aur nahi! Thoda waqt toh mood off rakha, dil ke ek kone mein itna frustration tha ki shayad kuch bol doon, lekin maine khud ko rok liya.
Fir main bhi function ka hissa banne lagi. Music, drinks, aur logon ke saath thoda distract ho gayi thi main. Function sach mein amazing tha, aur maine apne mann ko kaafi der tak us soch se door rakha. Pankaj toh apne logon mein busy the, par mujhe sab kuch observe hote hue bhi yeh baat khatakti rahi ki Sandy ke saath wo ladki kyu thi?
Raat ke der tak sab enjoy kar rahe the, aur hum wapas ghar aaye. Maine ek beautiful saari pehni thi jo shayad Sandy ko pasand aati, lekin ab... jo hona tha wo ho chuka tha.
Jaise he ghar pahunche, Pankaj ne mujhe apni baahon mein bhar liya. Unki aankhon mein ek alag si chaahat thi, jaise wo mujhe tabse chah rahe ho jabse function start hua tha...
"Kya baat hai aaj toh tum bohot khoobsurat lag rahi ho..." Pankaj ne dheere se kaha, aur unki nazrein meri saree par tik gayi.
Mujhe change karne ka mauka tak nahi diya unhone, seedha bistar par leta diya mujhe, aur saree ab tak fully khuli bhi nahi thi ki Pankaj ne usse upar uthaya, meri panties ko ek he move mein sarka diya, aur apna lund mere andar daal diya.
Wo kaafi passionate the, jaise kai dino se unhone sex nahi kiya ho. Har thrust mein ek possessiveness thi, unke groans se room bhar gaya tha, aur ek pal ke liye main wapas reality mein aa gayi thi. Par... main... unka saath puri tarah de nahi paa rahi thi... Pankaj finally jhad gaye aur thake hue... mujhe apni baahon mein kheench ke cuddle karne lage
Sandy ab bhi mere dimaag mein tha... aur wo ladki... uska chehra, uska attitude, sab kuch mere dimaag mein ghoom raha tha. Mujhe pata nahi kyu, par main jaan na chahti thi, wo kaun thi? Sandy ki life mein kya role play kar rahi thi wo? tabhi meri zubaan se galti se nikal gaya...
"Jaan... wo ladki jo sandy ke saat thi... wo kon thi?"
Pankaj - "Kyu... Tumhe jalan hui kya"
"Esa kuch nahi hai... bas ese he poocha..."
Pankaj - "Mujhe toh nahi pata... Hogi koi... waise tum miss kar rahi thi kya usey"
"Main kyu miss karu... mujhe nahi karna miss wiss usey..."
Pankaj - "Ohh Sad..."
"Kyu?"
Pankaj - "main toh soch raha tha... kal usey house party ke liye invite karu..."
Meri khushi ka thikana nahi raha... sab kuch bhool bhaal ke... excited ho gai... aur... galti se...
"Sachi..."
Pankaj - "wow..... kaha thi ye desire se bhari simran itne time... tum usey chah rahi ho na"
Main blush karne lagi... par samaj bhi gai ki... main desperation me apni desires ko chupa nahi paai hoon...
"Nahi nahi... mera matlab... ummm..."
Pankaj - "Its okay... aur tumhe kaha tha na... jab desire ho... tab mujhse share karna... par ab bhi tum mujse chupa rahi ho... kaise bharosa karunga main ki tum dubara cheat nahi karogi..."
"Esa nahi hai jaan... maine esa kuch nahi socha... wo bus... usse baat nahi hui... alag sa ajeeb sa hai sab... atleast ek baar toh baat hoti toh clarity rehti... aur kuch nahi... itna kuch hua uske baad, ek baar toh baat kar sakta tha... par khair... ab clear hu me... uski ab gf hai toh shayad isliye... ab koi doubt nahi hai... aur naahi uske liye koi desires hai ab... samjhe..."
Pankaj - "Ohh... Itna kuch socha tumne... ek baar mujse keh deti..."
"Nahi jaan... itna kuch serious nahi tha... wo toh aaj dekha toh... sab yaad aaya..."
Iske pehle ki wo aur kuch bol paate maine tokte hue...
"Jaan... please... wo sab nahi... bas yaad aaya ki usse baat nahi hui... aur kuch nahi..."
Pankaj - "Wo baat karega bhi nahi ab... meri baat hui hai usse..."
"Kya! Kab aur kya baat? mujhe tumne kyu nahi bataya..."
Pankaj - "Baat hui toh hai... itna samaj lo ki hamari friendship hum dono ko jyada important hai... toh wo toh nahi karega kuch... par... maine socha atleast tum he usey call karogi... par tumne kiya he nahi... toh kaise hoti tumhaari baat..."
"Oh... tumne mana kiya hai toh theek hai... main samaj sakti hoon..."
Pankaj - "Maine mana kuch nahi kiya... uska he decision tha sab... maine bas samjha uska side aur agree kiya... aur bhi baaten hui... Tumhe janna hai?"
"Haa..."
Pankaj - "Challenge complete karo fir bataaunga..."
"Kaisa challenge..."
Pankaj - "Kal usey call karke bulana... workout ke liye... aur seduce karna... aur jo hoga mujhe raat me batana... fir bataunga main hamari kya kya baat hui sach sach"
"Main nahi karne waali call... mujhe nahi hai esa kuch uske liye ab..."
Pankaj - "Baby, challenge hai ek bas... mujhe pata hai ye mahina bohot boring tha aur kaam kaaj me nikal gaya... waise time toh tha ki main tumhare saat roleplay karu ya excitement laau par main intezaar kar raha tha ki tum apni desires ko zaahir karo... aur tum ho ki tumne kuch kaha he nahi..."
"Acha... Mera wait kar rahe the... kya soch rakha hai tumne mujhe... ki main desperate hoon... bas wahi sab chalta hai mere dimaag me haa..."
Pankaj - "Baby, I love you... tumhe judge nahi karta aur naahi karunga... bas tum start karti toh acha lagta... esa lagta ki tum bhi iss relationship ko meri tarah aur strong karne me interested ho... par shayad mein galat sochta hoon..."
"Jaan... aap esi baaten kyu karne lag jaate ho... main bhi aapse bohot pyaar karti hoon... aur chahti hoon ki jo hua uske baad hamare rishton me mazbooti aaye... par samaj nahi raha ki kaise karu..."
Pankaj - "Bataya toh hai main... be open... be bold... and free... Tumhe bold dekhna... mujhe acha lagta hai... Try toh karo please"
"Hmmm... kar sakti hoon... tumhi batao kya karu..."
Pankaj - "Jo challenge diya hai wo try karo"
"Par... jaan... wo aayega thodi... mere bulaane se... tumhe ne kaha na ki ab wo nahi karna chahta ye sab..."
Pankaj - "workout ke liye toh aayega he... fikr mat karo... wo aayega... par uske baad... kya hoga kya nahi wo mujhe nahi pata... par main bharosa karna chahta hoon ki jo bhi ho tum mujse share karo aur hum wo moments ko saat me re-live kare..."
"Toh kya tum chahte ho ki... main... aur sandy firse kare"
Pankaj - "Itna confidence hai tumhe ki sandy aur tum akele milo toh kuch hoga he..."
"Hmmm..."
Pankaj - "I like your confidence... Try kar lo... Ho gaya toh main mind nahi karunga... par ek shart hai.."
"kaisi shart..."
Pankaj - "Tum sab kuch detail me bataogi..."
"I promise..."
Pata nahi kaisi conversation thi ye... real challenge tha ye toh... main bhi bewakoof unse challenge le baithi... mujhe janna toh hai ki unke beech kya baat hui hai... aur mujhe toh yakeen hai sandy resist nahi kar paayega par... kar liya toh... kitna embarassing hoga na... par atleast uski dosti ka saboot toh milega mujhe... par mujhe dosti se jyada uske saat passionate hone ki talap thi... ye challenge wala game ek naya thrill tha aur excitement de gaya mujhe... maine socha bhi nahi tha ki apne pati ke saat itna thrill feel karungi... ye kuch new tha.... aur amazing... main iss moment ko khul kar jeena chahti thi... aur ab me ready thi explore karne ke liye ki aage kya hone wala tha...
Baat cheet ke baad pankaj wicked smile de rahe the... aur khush lag rahe the ki mai ready hoon is challenge ke liye... hum cuddle karte hue so gaye...
Next Day...
Sandy ke saath baith kar chai pee rahi thi, par mere dimaag mein sirf ek he baat chal rahi thi... wo ladki jo us party me Sandy ke saath thi. Uska chehra, uski muskurahat, sab kuch mere dil-o-dimaag mein tha. Jab finally maine baat chedi, to Sandy thoda sa surprised laga, lekin usne casually kaha...
Sandy - "Woh? Arre, woh sirf meri gym ki ek employee hai. Hum date kar rahe hain, but it's nothing serious."
Mujhe uski baat digest karne mein thoda time laga. Kyunki maine apne dil mein kuch aur socha tha. Par sach to yeh tha ki, main khud ko uss position mein nahi laana chahti thi, jahan mujhe lagta ki main us par haq jatane lagi hoon. Phir bhi, ek ajeeb sa gussa aur possessiveness tha he mann me... Shayad yehi vajah thi ki maine Sandy ke kareeb aakar uska haath pakad liya aur dheere se uske face ko apni ungliyon se chhua.
Meri nazrein uski aankhon mein thi, aur uska chehra mere itne kareeb tha ki main uski saansein mehsoos kar sakti thi. Maine dheere se kaha...
"Sandy, I missed you… itna zyada ki shayad tu samajh bhi nahi sakta."
Main apne hosh kho baithi thi. Uske paas aate hue, maine apna haath dheere se uske jeans par rakha, aur uske lund par jeans ke upar se he rub karne lagi. Us pal mein kuch aur nahi soch rahi thi, sirf yehi chah rahi thi ki Sandy mere kareeb aaye, mujhe apni baahon mein samet le.
Lekin Sandy duur ho gaya. Usne mere haath ko softly pakad kar apne se alag karte hue kaha...
Sandy - "Simran, jo hua wo acha tha... aur main tujhe miss bhi karta hoon. Lekin ab Pankaj ko sab pata hai. Main thankful hoon ki usne hume ek last time saat hone ka mauka diya tha... Lekin ab mein ye sab nahi kar paaunga"
Uski baat sunte he mera dil ek dum se baith gaya. Shayad kahin na kahin mujhe pata tha ki yeh hona hi tha, lekin phir bhi uss pal mein, maine uske paas gai... uski baaton ko sunti hui...
Sandy - "Hum teeno ache dost jaise he rehte hai, tujhe adjust hona padega Simran... and I know you can"
Sandy ki baatein mere dimaag mein goonj rahi thi... Maine dheere se kaha...
"Agar Pankaj chahe toh... kya tu phir se...?"
Sandy ne ek chhoti si muskurahat ke saath kaha...
Sandy - "Yes... agar Pankaj chahe toh. Lekin mujhe lagta hai ki tujhe bhi toh Pankaj ko cheat nahi karne ka mann hai na?"
Main thodi si ashamed feel karne lagi, lekin maine honesty se jawab diya...
"Nahi, mujhe bhi nahi karna kuch esa... bas tujse baat karna tha... aur samajhna tha ki tere dimaag mein kya chal raha hai. Main bohot confused hoon in sab ko leke... aur agar tujse comfort nahi leti toh kisse leti?"
Sandy thoda relax hota hua....
Sandy - "Simran, tu call karti na, baat toh karta main. Lekin khud se tujhe call nahi kar sakta. Mere liye friendship pehle hai. Aur haan, main kisi ek ka nahi hoon... tune mujhe 'love you' kaha hai, maine bhi kaha hai. Lekin real mein wo wala pyaar nahi hai. I hope you understand that?"
Main uski baatein sun kar thoda sa hil gayi thi. Pehli baar usne apni feelings itne clear tareeke se express ki thi...
Sandy - "Aur wo Neha jo party mein aayi thi, wo sirf ek employee hai. Haan, hum date kar rahe hain, lekin main uske saath bhi committed nahi hoon. Aur jo jagah teri hai meri zindagi mein, wo koi nahi le sakta... chahe wo Neha ho ya koi aur."
Main thoda surprised thi, lekin uski baatein dil ko chhoo gayi thi...
"Wow Sandy, yeh sab pehli baar jaana tere baare mein. Aur main khush hoon ki tune mujhe wo jagah di hai... mere liye bhi tu ek acha friend hai, aur main samaj rahi hoon."
Sandy - "Haan, mujhe pata hai, par ek baar clear baat karna zaroori tha na"
Sandy ne kehte hue... fir thoda relax hokar khada ho gaya... Thodi der baad Sandy chala gaya, aur raat ko main Pankaj ke paas bed par baithi thi. Main unse kuch chhupana nahi chahti thi, isliye sab kuch detail mein bataya. Truthfully, honestly... har chhoti chhoti baat jo Sandy ke saath hui thi, wo sab kuch Pankaj ko bata diya.
Teen mahine beet gaye the, main aur Pankaj ab bhi gaon mein he the. Sandy se mera koi contact nahi hua in dino me. Pankaj ne apni naukri se resign kar liya tha, aur ab wo Delhi me apna naya office setup karne waale the. Kal hum wapas apne ghar jaane waale the, ek naye jeevan ki shuruaat karne. Pankaj apne naye office mein itne busy ho jaayenge ki ek mahina tak toh unhe mere liye waqt milna mushkil hoga. Main bhi Aslam ji ke saath naye business project mein involve ho jaungi, jiske liye unse meri kayi baar baat hoti rehti thi.
In teen mahino me.. maine apne andar ki saari khwaahishon ko daba diya tha. Maine accept kar liya tha ki ab main sirf Pankaj ki hoon. Unhone mujhe akela kabhi feel nahi hone diya, lekin ab unka saath bhi ek ajeeb si boreiyat me dhal gaya tha. Har raat hum intimate hote, lekin wo raaten pehle jaisi nahi thi. Pehli baar, Pankaj mujhse door nahi jaa rahe the, lekin phir bhi ek fasaad sa tha humare beech. Wo bahar apni kuch responsibilities nibhaane nikal jaate, aur main yaha ghar mein akeli rehti.
Swati ka ana ek aur twist lekar aaya mere life me. Sandy ke jaane ke ek hafte baad he Swati gaon pahuchi. Maine kabhi socha nahi tha ki wo bina bataye aa jaayegi. Us din Pankaj ghar par he the jab wo lunch ke waqt aayi. Swati ne mujhe hug kiya, uski aankhon mein aansu the. Lekin jo cheez mujhe khatakne lagi, wo yeh thi ki uske baad Swati ne Pankaj ko hug kiya aur kaafi der tak unse chipki rahi. Pankaj ne usse calm karne ki koshish ki, aur mujhe pata chala ki Swati aur Pankaj regular contact me the.
Main andar he andar insecure feel kar rahi thi, lekin maine kabhi Pankaj se kuch nahi kaha. Uske baad ke kuch din achhe guzre, maine Swati ke saath kaafi waqt spend kiya. Usne bataya ki wo ab Delhi mein settle ho gayi hai, ek naya flat liya hai aur naukri bhi achhi chal rahi hai. Main uske liye khush thi, lekin jab bhi wo aur Pankaj interact karte, mujhe ajeeb lagta. Kai baar socha ki Pankaj se kahu ki Swati se door rahe, lekin kis mooh se kehti?
Is bechaini ke saath, meri apni kuch purani khwaahishe fir se ubharne lagi thi. Din bhar jab main akeli rehti, toh wo dabaye hue desires mujhe pareshaan karne lagte. Ek din usey firse yaad karne lagi, Aroused hoti hui, Ye hua jab sandy ko jaakar ek mahina beet chuka tha... maine apne aap ko rokne ki koshish ki. Lekin us raat ke baad, jo main karna chah rahi thi, uske liye khud ko rok nahi paayi. Us din maine Sandy ko imagine karte hue apne aap ko khush karna chaha. Jaise he orgasm hua, guilt se bhar gayi.
Maine apne aap ko sambhala, kai dino tak wo sab avoid karne ki koshish ki. Lekin peechele ek do hafto se, main roz Sandy ko soch kar fingering karne lagi hoon. Yeh desperation, yeh desires din par din badhte ja rahe the. Har din mein aur betaab hoti ja rahi thi. Delhi jaane ka waqt nazdeek aata ja raha tha, aur main apne emotions par kabu paane me naakaam hoti ja rahi thi.
Aaj bhi, jaise he Pankaj ghar se nikle, maine washroom jaake apne aap ko rough fingering karte hue cum karne ki koshish ki. Lekin naakaam rahi. Thak ke, maine naha liya aur ready hokar lunch prepare karne lagi. Mere dil mein guilt, bechaini aur desires ka ek bhanwar chal raha tha. Ab samajh nahi aa raha tha ki main kya karu, kaise apne aap ko sambhalu. Pankaj ke saath apni zindagi ki nayi shuruaat toh hone waali thi, lekin mere andar ka ye sab kuch kaise theek hoga, iska jawab ab tak mujhe pareshaan karta raha...
Ringing...
"Hello"
Pankaj - "Baby, lunch ready hai na.. bhook lagi hai..."
"haa ready hai..."
Pankaj ghar pahoch gaye... mujhe laga hamesha ki tarah chale jaayenge lunch kar ke... par iss baar kuch alag tha... jaise he lunch khatam hua... pankaj ka cellphone ring hua... maine dekha toh swati ka tha... mera maatha kharab ho gaya... ki swati directly ab pankaj se baat karti hai... par curious bhi thi ki swati ko kya baat karni hai... pankaj ne turant call pick kiya aur baat karne lage... kaafi interestingly baat karte hue... pyaar se kuch toh baat kar rahe the main sun nahi paai... kyunki wo call pick karte hue... gallery me cigi light karte hue baat kar rahe the... aur main bas 4 paai par baithi hui... phone pakde bas ese he screen par scroll karti hui par saara dhyaan pankaj par... kareeb 15 minute baad wo aaye... aur shayad nikalne waale the ya pata nahi... kyunki maine jo unse kaha uske baad wo mere bagal me baith gaye...
Main kaafi din se soch toh rahi thi ki unse swati ke baare baat karu... aur aaj rok nahi paai... aur pooch liya...
"Jaan... swati se tum kya baat kar rahe the?"
Pankaj - "Kuch nahi... bas ese office related"
"Mujhe bhi toh batao..."
Pankaj - "Arey chodho na usey... chalo bedroom me chalte hai..."
Pankaj mera haat pakde hue the... aur mein unke peeche peeche bedroom me aa gai... unhone toh iddam se topic he change kar diya tha chalte chalte...
Pankaj - "Packing complete hai na... kal nikalna hai... bohot kaam bhi hai..."
"Haa... sab toh complete hai... bas washroom me kuch gile kapde hai... wo last me rakh lenge..."
Pankaj ne bedroom me ghuste he mujhe kiss karne lage... pyaar se move hote hue hum bed par the... aur cuddle karte hue makeout karne lage... par mera mood nahi tha... mere dimaag me toh swati ko lekar uljhan thi... esa lag raha tha jaise pankaj kuch chupa rahe ho... par uske baad jo hua... usne swati ka khayal dilo dimaag se nikaal diya...
Pankaj mere bagal me the... maine saree pehna hua tha... aur pankaj aane ke baad apne shorts aur tshirt me the... makeout karte hue meri saari ka pallu already nikal chuka tha... mere cleavage saaf nazar aa rahe the... pankaj ne pyaar se mujhe dekha... apne haat ko mere gardan ke neeche rakhe hue.... ek haat se mere baalo ko sehlaate hue... ek alag pyaar aur desire bhare nazro se mujhe dekhne lage... mujse raha nahi gaya...
"Ese kyu dekh rahe ho..."
Pankaj - "Tum sach me bohot hot ho baby..."
Kehte hue wo mere face ko caress karne lage the... main blush kar gai unki achanak se itni sexy compliments sunn kar...
"Bas karo pankaj... mujhe sharam aa rahi hai... ese mat dekho..."
Maine aankhe band kar li unki iss harkat par... bohot he sharam aa rahi thi... wo itne pyaar se mujhe dekh rahe the...
Pankaj - "Tumhe apna promise yaad hai... Ki tum mujse sab share karogi... kuch daba kar nahi rakhogi..."
"Haa..."
Pankaj - "Main... bohot excited feel kar raha hu... delhi return jaane ke liye... tumbhi excited ho na?"
"Excited ka kya hai... jaakar busy hona hai... tumhe bhi setup karna hai aur mujhe bhi kaam hai..."
Pankaj - "Wo sab toh hai he... par..."
Pankaj ke haat mere sensitive skin par choothe hue... pyaar se wo apni ungliyon ko face par trail karte hue...
Pankaj - "Aur... kisi cheez ke liye excited nahi ho kya?"
"Aur kiss cheez ki hogi..."
Pankaj ne pyaar se mere neck ke paas kiss kiya... sniff karte hue... slowly mere earlobes ko suck kar liya tha... gehri saanse chodhte hue... mere kaano me whisper karte hue...
Pankaj - "Sandy... se milne ki...."
Sandy ka naam unke muuh se sunte he maine apni mundi ko thoda sarkaa liya... confusion aur nervousness chahne laga tha... inhe kya ho gaya... itne dino baad... unhone fir se wo topic chedh diya aur wo bhi ese romantic hote hue... kya matlab tha iska... main calm aur composed hone ki acting karte hue...
"Esa kuch nahi hai..."
Pankaj ab mujhe dekhne lage aur desire bhari nazro se... unke fingers ab mere honto par trail kar rahe the...
Pankaj - "Kyun? tumne miss nahi kiya uska lund inn gulaabi honto par..."
main shocked thi unki iss baat se... unke baato se jaise wo saare poorane memory flash hone lage...
"Please pankaj... ye sab kyu keh rahe ho..."
Pankaj ke haat mere gardan se hote hue... boobs par se... gently move hote hue... navel tak pahoch gaye... unka touch electric sensations de raha tha... aur mera muuh khula ka khula reh gaya jab... pankaj ne meri ek taang ko adjust karte hue... saari ko upar kiya... aur meri nangi jhaang par... apne haat ko move karte hue... neeche aate gaye....
"Aaahhh.... Pankaj..."
Main apni moan rok nahi paai jab unka haat meri pussy par pada... meri panties ke upar... wo pyaar se meri clit ko dhundte hue...
Pankaj ke hont ab mere honto par the... main unke kiss ka saat deti hui... aur wo clit ko pyaar se rub karte hue... Aaahh... Pankaj kiss karte hue... ab mere neck par kisses kar rahe the... thodi der baad... unhone meri saari nikaal feki... roughly mere blouse ko unhook kiya aur unke saamne meri black color ki bra expose ho chuki thi...
Pankaj ne fir se mere gaal par kiss kiya... aur panties ko side karte hue... meri pussy me gehrai se ungli daali... jo abhi tak poori tarah se gili nahi thi... hoti bhi kaise mann me confusion tha... thodi si aroused jarur thi... par unki baato se ya sandy ke imagination se nahi balki unke touch aur sensualness se... pankaj ne bhi wo feel kiya... aur apne haato ko hata kar... wahi ungli ko mere honto par le aaye... touch karte hue... mere honto par trail karte hue... nose tak le aai aur...
Pankaj - "Tumne kabhi apni choot ki khusboo li hai... Sandy ka andar jaane ke baad..."
Fuckk... ye kitni dirty baat kar rahe hai... mujhe apni baato se posess karte hue...
"Pankaj... Kya hua hai tumhe..."
Pankaj - "Shhh...."
Pankaj ki ungli mere honto par chuppi banate hue...
Pankaj ne mujhe apni baaho se pakad kar utha diya... aur mere khule hue blouse ko mere badan se alag kar diya... fir bra ko bhi nahi chodha aur wo bhi ab kahi kone me floor par pada hua tha... mera nanga badan ab unke saamne tha... aur wo mere har hisse ko ese dekh rahe the jaise pehli baar dekh rahe ho... main ab sirf panties me thi... par jaise he mujhe unhone leta diya... kuch he der me... meri panties ko bhi nikaal feka... Aur pyaar se apne haato ko mere face par touch karte hue...
Pankaj - "Baby, Just enjoy... Apni aankhe band karo"
Bina soch samaj ke meri aankhe apne aap band ho gai... unki ungli mere forehead se hote hue... cheeks par trace karti hui...
Pankaj - "Tumhe kitna maza aayega na... jab Sandy ka lund yaha se yaha tak halke halke chooyega... Hmmmm?"
Fuckkk... unki ungliyon ka touch aur unki baaten ek alag he electrifying sensation create karne lagi... main kuch nahi keh paai... bas unke touch se thodi si hili par unhone continue karte hue...
Apni ungliya mere honto par le aate hue... trail karte hue...
Pankaj - "Uska lund tumhare honto pe bohot he sexy lagega... Nahi?"
Unke sawaalo ko koi jawab nahi tha mere paas... bas wo sensation me khoi hui... maine apni back arch kar li thi... gehri saanse lete hue.... Unka haat mere honto ko pyaar se dabata hua...
Pankaj - "Bolo na baby.... Tumhe acha lagta hai na uska lund wo bhi tumhare honto ke beech"
"Jaan... Tum bohot naughty ho..."
Pankaj - "Yess... Yehi expressions mujhe diwaana bana deti hai baby..."
Pankaj ke haat mere gardan par trail karte hue... mujhe arousal ke peak par pahuchaate hue... unka touch had se jyada gentle tha... jo mera rom rom khada kar raha tha...
Unhone apne ungliyon ko firse mere honto par trail karte hue...
Pankaj - "Uska bada lund... kabhi tumhare honto ko esa chuha hai..."
Usne toh nahi kiya tha... par maine apne honto se uska lund jarur chuha hai... par esa nahi....
"Nahi...."
Pankaj - "Agar mere saamne tum pehli baar karti... toh main tumhe ye wala sensation feel karata... uske lund ko tumhare inn gulaabi hoto par trail karata... "
Jaise jaise pankaj apni ungliyon ko trail kar rahe the... mere imagination me sandy ka lund tha... uska lund dheere se mere honto ko chuta hua...
Mera muuh apne aap khul gaya jaise uska lund real me mere muuh ke paas ho... mera muuh khula hua aur pankaj ne apne thumb ko mere muuh me daalte hue... tongue par tap karte hue...
Mujhe arouse karte gaye... main unke jaal me fass chuki thi... unke shabd sirf dimaag me ghum rahe the par... main kya he kehti...
Pankaj ke haat ab mere erect nipples par circle bana rahe the... aur fir se unhone poocha...
Pankaj - "Bolo na baby... Tumhe acha lagta agar main sandy ka lund tumhare in nipples par rub karwata ese..."
"Aaahhh.... Pata nahi... Par tumhe acha lagta dekhne?"
Pankaj ka lund dhundti hui unka lund pakad liya tha... unka rock hard tha... unke tip ko jakde hue...
"Wow pankaj... Aap toh bohot hard ho..."
pankaj ne meri choot ko pyaar se touch kiya...
meri wetness ko feel karte hue...
Pankaj - "Tum bhi toh sandy ke naam se kitni wet ho gai ho..."
Main kuch nahi keh paai... bas unke sensual touch ko enjoy karti hui... apni peeth uthate hue... gehri saanse lete hue enjoy kar rahi thi... Thodi der me pankaj mere upar adjust hogaye... aankh khola toh unka lund mere muuh ke paas tha... main toh turant muuh me lene ke liye ready thi.. par unhone roka... meri aankhe band karaai aur...
Pankaj - "Tumhe uska lund muuh me lete hue dekhna ka experience amazing tha baby... Tum dubara logi na uska muuh me?"
"Kya tum sach me ye sab chahte ho?"
Pankaj - "Tumhaare liye kuch bhi kar sakta hoon... Bolo na logi na uska mere saamne firse?"
Maine aankhe khole.... unka lund mere saamne tha... Maine unke lund ke tip ko pyaar se lick kiya...aur apne hoto ke beech lete hue... pyaar se choosti hui unka topa... andar lete hue...
Pankaj - "Ohh god... Yess... Tumhare honto ki garmi amazing hai baby"
"Mhmmmppp..."
Main bas choosti rahi... aur machalti hui.. unke pairo ko pakad chuki thi... thodi der me unhone apna lund nikala aur meri taango ke beech adjust hue... wo hone wala tha jiska main besabri se intezaar kar rahi thi... unka andar chahiya tha mujhe... par unhone bas apne lund ka tip mere clit par rakha...
aur tap karne lage... mere arousal ko aur bhi jyada badhaate hue... extreme tease karte hue..
"Please jaan... fuckk me...."
Pankaj - "Achaa..."
"Yesss... Andar dalo na..."
Wo tap karte gaye... apne lund ke tip se clit par rub karte hue...
Pankaj - "Pehle batao... Parso shaaam jab main tumhari choot chaat raha tha... ek madhosh kar dene waali khooshboo li... wo tumhari pungent smell ka aroma... bohot he erotic tha baby... tum mere aane se pehle fingering kar rahi thi na..."
"Yesss..."
Pankaj - "Sandy ko yaad karte hue na?"
"Nahi...."
Pankaj - "Wow... Fir koi aur tha kya..."
"Nahi... Pankaj... Fuckk me... please... aur tease mat karo..."
Pankaj - "Sach batane ka waada kiya hai... Batao... Sandy ko imagine kar rahi thi na?"
Meri aankhe band... main tadap rahi thi... unke lund ko pakadte hue andar lene ki koshish karti hui... par wo mera haat jhatak dete...
"Haa... Haa.... Jaan... Ab chodho naa... Please"
Pankaj - "Uske lund ke baare me kya sochti ho batao na baby..."
"Uska... Hah!... Uska... lund bohot awesome hai jaan..."
Pankaj ki rubbing tez hogai... mujhe pagal karte hue...
Pankaj - "Aur...."
"Uska kitna bada hai..."
Pankaj - "Uska lund tumhare andar tha na imagination me"
"Yess jaan... Yess... mere andar tha... Aah!... hah!... uska bada lund... mujhe bohot pasand hai..."
Pankaj ne jhat se apna lund mere andar daal diya... aur mere face ko roughly pakadte hue...
Pankaj - "ese naaa"
"Yess... hah!... aahhh... aahh... Yess... jaan... ese he ..... Fuckkk me.... Aaahhh... Aahhhh... ooh oohh ohh..."
Main kaamp uthi thi... unki dirty naughty baato se unka lund andar feel karte he edge par pahoch chuki thi... kisi bhi waqt orgasm ho jaata utne me...
Pankaj - "Tumhe ese gandi baaten pasand hai na..."
"Haa... Jaan... Yess... Aur tez karo... Main jhadne waali hoon... Aaah..."
Pankaj ki speed badh gai thi... wo jor jor se jhatke maarte hue.... aur main jhad gai... aur wo ab bhi mere andar poori shiddat se apna lund dhakele jaa rahe the... itni wild the ki mere boobs ke upar love bite karte hue mujhe pain aur pleasure ka ehsaas dete hue.... chodte gaye aur 5 minute baad jaake jhade...
Uske baad mere bagal me collapse karte hue... pyaar se mere face ko cup karte hue... dono ki saanse fuli hui....
Pankaj - "Fir bhi... kya karogi... Mana karogi... Ya mujhe bataogi"
"Aapko bataungi"
Pankaj - "Thats my girl... Detail me bataogi na kya kya kiya"
"Dhatt... Esa kuch nahi hoga jaan... main usey mana kar dungi..."
Pankaj - "Pakka naa..."
"Haa jaan... Bharosa nahi hai kya Aapko"
Pankaj - "Agar naa ho toh... Kya kya kar sakti ho mujhe bharosa dilane ke liye"
"Aap he batao jaan... Kya karu main... Main aapko khona nahi chahti... Jo chaho karungi"
Pankaj - "Ese desires bhare gandi baate hamesha khul kar karogi mere saat bina hichak ke"
"Hmmm.... Try karungi..."
Pankaj - "Try kya karna hai... Abhi acha nahi laga tumhe hamari gandi baaten aur sex"
"Bohot acha tha..."
Pankaj - "Toh dubara uske saat kabhi galti se kar bhi liya toh detail me bataogi naa?"
"Nahi jaan... Esa kuch nahi hone wala... I promise"
Pankaj - "Baby... Tum sweet ho... par... socho na... mere ghar aane se pehle tum bistar par nangi padi ho... uska sperm tumhare choot par pada hua hai... main aakar unhe pyaar se chaatu aur tumhe lick karte hue ek aur orgasm ki taraf pahuchau toh... tumhe acha nahi lagega"
"Pata nahi.... Par... Tum ye sab karoge?"
Pankaj - "Agar tum detail me bataogi... Toh karunga he..."
"Par pankaj... Tum itne mahino baad ye sab dubara kyu kar rahe ho..."
Pankaj - "wo toh main busy tha na... maine socha... araam se sab set kar lu... ab relaxed hu finally toh time bhi thaa isiliye... Kya tumhe acha nahi laga?"
"Pata nahi jaan... Ye sab ajeeb lag raha hai..."
Pankaj - "Tumhe yaad hai jab tumne sandy ka sperm mujhe taste karaya tha apni choot se mere upar chadh kar... uss waqt kya soch rahi thi..."
"I am sorry jaan... Pata nahi uss waqt kya hua tha... main kaafi naughty feel kar rahi thi... mujhe laga tumhe acha lagega..."
Pankaj - "Usi naughtyness ko toh main embrase karna chahta hua... tumhe ese dekh kar mujhe bohot amazing lagta hai... tumhari sluttiness ko mein khul kar jeena chahta huu...."
"Sachi?"
Pankaj - "Pehle toh nahi pasand tha... Socha bhi nahi tha ye sab itna hadd tak jaayega... par maine bhi kuch esa kar liya hai... jiske baad maine tumhe sandy ke saat dekhna galat nahi mana... pehle toh guilt ki wajah se tumhe enjoy karwaya par... jaise jaise raat beeti aur dusre din ki morning ko tumhe dekha toh sab kuch hadd se jyada awesome lagne laga... ab guilt ki wajah se nahi balki tumhaari khushi aur naughtiness ki wajah se mujhe ye sab acha lag raha hai..."
Main grasp he nahi kar paa rahi thi.... kuch bhi... pankaj ki baato se saaf pata lag raha tha ki unhone kuch toh kiya hai... main bhauklane waali thi... par kya he karti... maine bhi toh galat kiya hai... par fir bhi mujse raha nahi gaya... main curious ho gai... aur inquire karte hue... gusse me... jeolousy me...
Pankaj - "Ummm... Please ab chodho na ye sab baaten.... Main jo kehraha tha wo mere liye nahi hai... tumhare liye hai baby..."
"Nahi pankaj... Batao... Mujhe janna hai... Kon hai wo chutiya aurat... Aur ab bhi tum uske saat ho?... Kya tumhe divorce lena hai?"
Pankaj - "Tum pagal ho kya... Ye sab kya keh rahi ho... Ab toh lagta hai jaise tumhe he divorce chahiye... ek toh main adjust karne ki koshish kar raha hu... apne rishton ki khataas ko duur karte hue... manage karna chahta huu taaki hum saat rahe aur tum ho ki...."
Pankaj gusse me uth gaye... kapde pehnte hue... mujhe jhatka sa laga... "Ye kya keh gai me... Pankaj chahte toh tab bhi divorce ki baat kar lete... mere saat rehte nahi... par ye sab kya hogaya mere saat... main itni jealous kyu feel kar rahi hoon..."
"Hum baat kar rahe hai na... Tum ese bhadak kyu rahe ho..."
Pankaj - "Tum dimaag ka bhosda kar rahi ho... Tumhe pyaar hajam nahi hai mera... meri koi respect nahi kya... Kitna pyaar se kitni baar samjaya... Par ab lagta hai... Ki tumhe he alag hona hai... Toh saaf saaf bola... Tumhe chutkara chahiye naa..."
Main rone lagi... aur...
"Nahi... Sorry pankaj... main tumhe khona nahi chahti... main bas tumhe chahti hoon... aur kuch nahi... please paas aaao..."
Main unke paas khadi hui... gidgidaati hui... unke close hoti gai... unhone haat jhatak diya... aur bed ke edge par baith gaye...
"Please jaan... Sorry mere muuh se galti se nikal gaya divorce ki baat... main dubara kabhi nahi karungi ye sab baat...."
Pankaj - "Baat divorce ki nahi hai... wo toh sirf ek paper hai... Baat hai ki zindagi bhar ka rishtan hai ya nahi... ya rakhna hai ya nahi... wo important hai..."
"Haa jaan... Zindagi bhar rehna he important hai..."
Pankaj - "Toh ab bina koi bhi baat ko dabaye... ache se soch lo... bhale delhi pahoch ke batana... araam se soch ke...."
"Ha... Main rehna chahti hoon tumhare saat he... Aur kuch nahi sochna uske alawa"
Pankaj - "Ache se suno pehle... Chahe jo bhi ho... Main toh tumhare saat rahunga hamesha... tumhara khayal rakhunga... tumhe kami mehsoos nahi hogi... aur pyaar bhi karunga... utna he jitna ab karta huu... Par kya tum usi dedication ke saat mere saat bhi rehna chahti ho?"
"Par pankaj... ye rishta... ye sab... main kuch nahi samaj paa rahi hamesha darr laga rahega..."
"Pankaj.... Please... divorce ki baat ab hamare beech kabhi nahi hogi..."
Pankaj - "Pehle suno... Divorce hone ke baad kya lagta hai tumhe kya hoga..."
"Kya hoga... Tum aur mein alag ho jaayenge... hum saat nahi reh paayenge... pyaar khatam ho jaayega... miss karenge hum ek dusre ko... Ghar par sabko pata lagega... badnaami hogi... aur pata nahi kya kya..."
Pankaj - "Divorce karna hai nahi mujhe... Par agar socho hum shaadi he nahi karte kabhi... aur fir bhi hum saat rehte hamesha... pyaar rehta... ghar par bhi kisi ko kuch pata nahi lagta... toh kaisa rehta... kya tum fir bhi mere saat he rehna pasand karti..."
"Par... Hamari shaadi toh hai na abhi..."
Pankaj - "Important saat rehna hai mere liye... tum meri zindagi ka hissa ho... jo main kabhi kisi bhi halat me nahi chodhna chahunga... agar tum chaho toh jaa sakti ho... par main kabhi nahi jaaunga..."
"Main bhi pankaj... par main nahi chahti ki tum jaao... main tumhare saat he rehna chahti hoon..."
Pankaj - "Toh argument karke mood kharab kyu karna... tumhe hamesha samjhana bacho jaise mujhe acha nahi lagta... kitne baar hua hai... itna sab kuch hone ke baad bhi hum saat hai... kya tumhe mere pyaar me kami mehsoos hui... main tumse beech beech me alag rehta huu... fir bhi tumhare saat jab aata hu.. toh poori tarah se pyaar karta huu na..."
"Haa... Jaan.... I am sorry naa... main kuch nahi poochungi... jab batana ho tab batana... ab mood thik karo please..."
Pankaj ne pyaar se kiss kiya... aur...
Pankaj - "Ab bolo... Mein tumhari slut hu..."
"Kyaaa"
Pankaj ka facial expression change hota hua... maine turant...
"Haa... Main tumhari slut huu jaan..."
Pankaj ne firse kiss kiya aur fir hum delhi ki aur travelling ki baat karte hue... so gaye... ab kahi na kahi ye assurity toh thi ki pankaj ne bhi cheat kiya hai... par ye bhi yakeen ho raha hai ki hum dono hamesha saat he rehna chahte hai... par kab tak... main kaise unhe kisi aur ke saat baat sakti huu... aur pata nahi wo ladki hai kon... kya unke office ki hai... ya bas ese he one night.... main ab inhe toh aur nahi chedh sakti iss topic par... yakeen hai inpe ki kabhi na kabhi toh bata he denge... main he khama kha... darti hoon inke chodhne se .... par ye kitna pyaar karte hai... hamesha saat diya hai... aur ab itna kuch hone ke baad bhi toh saat de he rahe hai... mein reliefed feel karne lagi... aur unke baaho me sir rakhe hue so gai...
Next Day...
Sabere ki flight thi... Hum afternoon me pahochne waale the... Ready hokar hum rishtedaar ke innova me baithe aur unhone hume airport par drop kar diya... Plane board karne se pehle... Dekha ki pankaj kisi ko call laga rahe hai...
Pankaj - "Hum flight board karne he waale hai... 2 ghante me pahoch jaayenge... airport pe milte hai sandy"
Unke call rakhte he...
"Tumne sandy ko kyu bulaya pick karne..."
Pankaj - "Hamari car to usi ke paas hai... baat hui thi pehle he... kyun tumhe nahi bataya usne?"
"Main kaha baat karti huu usse"
Pankaj - "Thik hai... Waise mujhe laga tum excited hogi usse milne ke liye..."
"Esa kuch nahi hai... usne toh yaha se jaane ke baad ek baar bhi call nahi kiya..."
Maine muuh banate hue kaha... Pankaj ne tease karte hue...
Pankaj - "Tum he kar leti..."
"Mujhe nahi karna..."
Pankaj - "Theek hai... Ab bula liya hai... lunch par bhi jaane ka plan tha... cancel kar du?"
"Nahi nahi... Ab kar he liya hai plan to rehne do..."
Pankaj - "Ese acting karti ho na... par andar se chahti toh ho he na usse milna"
"Please jaan... mujhe chedho mat abhi..."
Pankaj - "Acha sorry..."
Flight already nikal chuki thi, aur mera dil ab zyada he tez dhadakne laga tha. Khidki se bahar dekh rahi thi, lekin dimaag toh Sandy ke sapnon mein kho chuka tha. Pankaj ne lunch ka plan banaya tha, aur shayad uske baad wo ghar par bhi aayega. Main andar he andar turned on feel karne lagi thi, kitne dino ke baad usse milne waali thi. Lekin ek sawal mere mann mein baar-baar aane laga, kya ye sab firse Pankaj ke saamne hoga? Kya wo bhi yehi chahte hai?
Mere andar ek ajeeb si uljhan thi... Ek taraf Sandy ke liye mera rom-rom tadap raha tha, aur dusri taraf ek ajeeb si nervousness bhi thi. Main kya karun? Mana karun ya apni desires ko openly fulfill karun? Apne armaano ko daba du ya fir... "fuckkk... ye kaisi situation hai?"
Maine decide kar liya tha ki jab tak Pankaj request nahi karenge, tab tak main kuch nahi karungi. Jo bhi ho.... Mujhe apni respect khoni nahi hai unke saamne. Pankaj mujhe slutty samajhne lage hain... aur wo main hoon bhi... pata nahi kya ho jaata hai unn moments mein, mere muuh se kya kya nikal jaata hai aur Pankaj un baaton ko encourage bhi karte hain... pata nahi kis hadd tak ye sab chalega aur acha rahega...
Ese he overthinking karte hue... main khidki ke bahar dekhte hue... apne uljhono me khoi hui... utne mein apne thighs kar pankaj ka haat mehsoos kiya... toh hadbada si gai...
Pankaj - "Arey... Bhoot dekh liya kya?"
"Wo... ummm... nahi... gudgudi si hui acahanak..."
Pankaj - "Kaha khoi thi..."
"Kahi nahi... bas bahar dekh rahi thi... kitna amazing hai na view?"
Unke sawalon se peecha chudaane ke liye maine bas itna kaha, lekin dimaag firse apne khayalon mein wapas chala gaya. Pankaj toh nap lene lage the, aur hum thodi der baad finally land kar chuke the.
Jaise-jaise hum exit ki taraf badhne lage, meri dhadkane aur tez hone lagi thi. Umeed thi ki Sandy firse hume hug karega, aur shayad iss baar main use rokna nahi chahungi... bas lipat jaaungi pyaar se. Par esa kuch nahi hua... Sandy ne sirf pankaj ko hug kiya aur meri taraf dekh kar...
Sandy - "Welcome back to delhi"
Aur mera bag utha kar car ki taraf badne laga... Gussa aane laga tha mujhe... Usey kosti hui mann me main peeche baith gai car me... Wo dono toh araam se baatein kar rahe the jaise kuch hua he nahi, sab normal tha. Aur main peeche phone ki screen pe nazar gadaye, busy hone ki acting karti rahi, par dhyaan unki baaton par hi tha. Lunch hua, par jo socha tha, usme se kuch bhi nahi hua. Na Sandy ne zyada interest dikhaya aur na Pankaj ka shayad koi plan tha use ghar bulaane ka. Sandy gym ke paas utar gaya aur Pankaj ne drive kar ke hume ghar le aaye.
Ghar pahunchte he, maine socha ki Pankaj se poochu ki kya tum Sandy ko ghar par invite karne waale the ya nahi, par rok liya apne aap ko. Main desperate nahi dikhna chahti thi. Apne aap ko composed rakha, shower liya, fresh hui, aur thakan ki wajah se shaam tak so gayi.
Raat mein dinner ke baad Pankaj aur main intimate hue. Romantic sex hua, par koi roleplay nahi, aur Pankaj ne wahi kiya jo pehle kiya tha. Ek mahina beet chuka tha, wo setup mein busy ho gaye the, aur main Aslam G ke saath business ko aur expand karne mein. Training chal rahi thi meri. Aslam G ne kai baar milne ka proposal diya, par uss din ke baad main unse milna nahi chah rahi thi, toh unhe avoid kiya, par baat regular hoti thi. Kabhi kabar Pankaj ke office bhi jaati setup aur kaam dekhne.
Lekin dimaag ke kisi kone mein hamesha umeed rehti thi ki kab Pankaj wo naughty waale roleplay karein, ya fir se wo sab karein jo mujhe chahiye tha besabri se. Par aisa kuch nahi ho raha tha. Main betaab thi, desperate thi, fir bhi apne aap ko control mein rakha hua tha. Pankaj ko kehne ka bohot baar mann kiya ki roleplay karte hain, par nahi kaha.
Delhi se wapas aane ke baad bhi wahi boring si zindagi chal rahi thi. Koi excitement nahi, koi thrill nahi, wahi regular life. Aur ab toh Pankaj hamesha rehte hain mere paas. Unke saath sex karna acha lagta hai, par wahi routine har baar. Ek alag si boring feeling ubhar rahi thi. Pehle toh jab wo bahar jaate the, kuch dino ke liye toh kaafi exciting hota tha, unhe miss karne ke baad sex. Par ab waisa nahi tha.
Gaon mein maine kitni mushkil se apne aap ko samjhaya tha ki apni saari khwaishon ko daba dungi, par ho nahi paaya aur Sandy ko imagine karne lagi. Aur to aur Pankaj ne wo saari aag fir se jaga di roleplay karte hue gaon mein uss raat. Par ab sab kuch alag hai. Kya ho raha hai mere saath? Kya main unhe kahu? Unhone kaha toh hai ki desires aur fantasies share kiya karo, par... aise kaise bold ho jaau unke saath? Darr hai... bohot depressed si feeling aa rahi hai...
Finally, Pankaj ke office ka setup complete ho chuka tha aur Pankaj ke office ka grand opening ceremony thi... ek bada function, sab invited the... colleagues, doston ke saath-saath Sandy aur Aslam G bhi the. Main thoda excited thi, thoda anxious, jaise kuch unexpected hone wala ho. Shaam ka setting ekdum perfect tha... decor, lights, music sab kuch ekdam classy tha, par mera mann bas Sandy ko dekhne ke liye tadap raha tha.
Jaise he hum waha pohaunche, aankhein Sandy ko talashne lagi. Usse door se dekhte he mere pair theher se gaye. Mere dil ki dhadkane tez hogai. Par uske saath ek ladki thi... jo shayad married nahi lag rahi thi. Unke beech ka connection ekdum obvious tha... woh us ladki ke itne kareeb, poore waqt uske saath chipka hua tha jaise baaki duniya ka koi matlab he na ho.
Mujhse sirf ek formal greeting kiya Sandy ne, ek halki si smile di aur wapas us ladki ke paas chala gaya. Main bas wahi khadi usse dekhti reh gayi. Jalan... bas ek teekhi jalan mere andar ubharne lagi thi. Kaise itna door ho sakta hai woh mujhse? Aur yeh ladki? Kaun hai yeh? Yeh thoughts mere andar ghoomte rahe, jaise poison fail raha ho.
"Mujhe yaad bhi nahi karta ab yeh... Dusri mil gayi hai isse..." Maine andar he andar gussa kiya. Main uski yaadon mein khoi rehti hoon, aur yeh... yeh toh puri tarah se busy hai us ladki ke saath. Bohot gussa aa raha tha. Bas ab aur nahi! Thoda waqt toh mood off rakha, dil ke ek kone mein itna frustration tha ki shayad kuch bol doon, lekin maine khud ko rok liya.
Fir main bhi function ka hissa banne lagi. Music, drinks, aur logon ke saath thoda distract ho gayi thi main. Function sach mein amazing tha, aur maine apne mann ko kaafi der tak us soch se door rakha. Pankaj toh apne logon mein busy the, par mujhe sab kuch observe hote hue bhi yeh baat khatakti rahi ki Sandy ke saath wo ladki kyu thi?
Raat ke der tak sab enjoy kar rahe the, aur hum wapas ghar aaye. Maine ek beautiful saari pehni thi jo shayad Sandy ko pasand aati, lekin ab... jo hona tha wo ho chuka tha.
Jaise he ghar pahunche, Pankaj ne mujhe apni baahon mein bhar liya. Unki aankhon mein ek alag si chaahat thi, jaise wo mujhe tabse chah rahe ho jabse function start hua tha...
"Kya baat hai aaj toh tum bohot khoobsurat lag rahi ho..." Pankaj ne dheere se kaha, aur unki nazrein meri saree par tik gayi.
Mujhe change karne ka mauka tak nahi diya unhone, seedha bistar par leta diya mujhe, aur saree ab tak fully khuli bhi nahi thi ki Pankaj ne usse upar uthaya, meri panties ko ek he move mein sarka diya, aur apna lund mere andar daal diya.
Wo kaafi passionate the, jaise kai dino se unhone sex nahi kiya ho. Har thrust mein ek possessiveness thi, unke groans se room bhar gaya tha, aur ek pal ke liye main wapas reality mein aa gayi thi. Par... main... unka saath puri tarah de nahi paa rahi thi... Pankaj finally jhad gaye aur thake hue... mujhe apni baahon mein kheench ke cuddle karne lage
Sandy ab bhi mere dimaag mein tha... aur wo ladki... uska chehra, uska attitude, sab kuch mere dimaag mein ghoom raha tha. Mujhe pata nahi kyu, par main jaan na chahti thi, wo kaun thi? Sandy ki life mein kya role play kar rahi thi wo? tabhi meri zubaan se galti se nikal gaya...
"Jaan... wo ladki jo sandy ke saat thi... wo kon thi?"
Pankaj - "Kyu... Tumhe jalan hui kya"
"Esa kuch nahi hai... bas ese he poocha..."
Pankaj - "Mujhe toh nahi pata... Hogi koi... waise tum miss kar rahi thi kya usey"
"Main kyu miss karu... mujhe nahi karna miss wiss usey..."
Pankaj - "Ohh Sad..."
"Kyu?"
Pankaj - "main toh soch raha tha... kal usey house party ke liye invite karu..."
Meri khushi ka thikana nahi raha... sab kuch bhool bhaal ke... excited ho gai... aur... galti se...
"Sachi..."
Pankaj - "wow..... kaha thi ye desire se bhari simran itne time... tum usey chah rahi ho na"
Main blush karne lagi... par samaj bhi gai ki... main desperation me apni desires ko chupa nahi paai hoon...
"Nahi nahi... mera matlab... ummm..."
Pankaj - "Its okay... aur tumhe kaha tha na... jab desire ho... tab mujhse share karna... par ab bhi tum mujse chupa rahi ho... kaise bharosa karunga main ki tum dubara cheat nahi karogi..."
"Esa nahi hai jaan... maine esa kuch nahi socha... wo bus... usse baat nahi hui... alag sa ajeeb sa hai sab... atleast ek baar toh baat hoti toh clarity rehti... aur kuch nahi... itna kuch hua uske baad, ek baar toh baat kar sakta tha... par khair... ab clear hu me... uski ab gf hai toh shayad isliye... ab koi doubt nahi hai... aur naahi uske liye koi desires hai ab... samjhe..."
Pankaj - "Ohh... Itna kuch socha tumne... ek baar mujse keh deti..."
"Nahi jaan... itna kuch serious nahi tha... wo toh aaj dekha toh... sab yaad aaya..."
Iske pehle ki wo aur kuch bol paate maine tokte hue...
"Jaan... please... wo sab nahi... bas yaad aaya ki usse baat nahi hui... aur kuch nahi..."
Pankaj - "Wo baat karega bhi nahi ab... meri baat hui hai usse..."
"Kya! Kab aur kya baat? mujhe tumne kyu nahi bataya..."
Pankaj - "Baat hui toh hai... itna samaj lo ki hamari friendship hum dono ko jyada important hai... toh wo toh nahi karega kuch... par... maine socha atleast tum he usey call karogi... par tumne kiya he nahi... toh kaise hoti tumhaari baat..."
"Oh... tumne mana kiya hai toh theek hai... main samaj sakti hoon..."
Pankaj - "Maine mana kuch nahi kiya... uska he decision tha sab... maine bas samjha uska side aur agree kiya... aur bhi baaten hui... Tumhe janna hai?"
"Haa..."
Pankaj - "Challenge complete karo fir bataaunga..."
"Kaisa challenge..."
Pankaj - "Kal usey call karke bulana... workout ke liye... aur seduce karna... aur jo hoga mujhe raat me batana... fir bataunga main hamari kya kya baat hui sach sach"
"Main nahi karne waali call... mujhe nahi hai esa kuch uske liye ab..."
Pankaj - "Baby, challenge hai ek bas... mujhe pata hai ye mahina bohot boring tha aur kaam kaaj me nikal gaya... waise time toh tha ki main tumhare saat roleplay karu ya excitement laau par main intezaar kar raha tha ki tum apni desires ko zaahir karo... aur tum ho ki tumne kuch kaha he nahi..."
"Acha... Mera wait kar rahe the... kya soch rakha hai tumne mujhe... ki main desperate hoon... bas wahi sab chalta hai mere dimaag me haa..."
Pankaj - "Baby, I love you... tumhe judge nahi karta aur naahi karunga... bas tum start karti toh acha lagta... esa lagta ki tum bhi iss relationship ko meri tarah aur strong karne me interested ho... par shayad mein galat sochta hoon..."
"Jaan... aap esi baaten kyu karne lag jaate ho... main bhi aapse bohot pyaar karti hoon... aur chahti hoon ki jo hua uske baad hamare rishton me mazbooti aaye... par samaj nahi raha ki kaise karu..."
Pankaj - "Bataya toh hai main... be open... be bold... and free... Tumhe bold dekhna... mujhe acha lagta hai... Try toh karo please"
"Hmmm... kar sakti hoon... tumhi batao kya karu..."
Pankaj - "Jo challenge diya hai wo try karo"
"Par... jaan... wo aayega thodi... mere bulaane se... tumhe ne kaha na ki ab wo nahi karna chahta ye sab..."
Pankaj - "workout ke liye toh aayega he... fikr mat karo... wo aayega... par uske baad... kya hoga kya nahi wo mujhe nahi pata... par main bharosa karna chahta hoon ki jo bhi ho tum mujse share karo aur hum wo moments ko saat me re-live kare..."
"Toh kya tum chahte ho ki... main... aur sandy firse kare"
Pankaj - "Itna confidence hai tumhe ki sandy aur tum akele milo toh kuch hoga he..."
"Hmmm..."
Pankaj - "I like your confidence... Try kar lo... Ho gaya toh main mind nahi karunga... par ek shart hai.."
"kaisi shart..."
Pankaj - "Tum sab kuch detail me bataogi..."
"I promise..."
Pata nahi kaisi conversation thi ye... real challenge tha ye toh... main bhi bewakoof unse challenge le baithi... mujhe janna toh hai ki unke beech kya baat hui hai... aur mujhe toh yakeen hai sandy resist nahi kar paayega par... kar liya toh... kitna embarassing hoga na... par atleast uski dosti ka saboot toh milega mujhe... par mujhe dosti se jyada uske saat passionate hone ki talap thi... ye challenge wala game ek naya thrill tha aur excitement de gaya mujhe... maine socha bhi nahi tha ki apne pati ke saat itna thrill feel karungi... ye kuch new tha.... aur amazing... main iss moment ko khul kar jeena chahti thi... aur ab me ready thi explore karne ke liye ki aage kya hone wala tha...
Baat cheet ke baad pankaj wicked smile de rahe the... aur khush lag rahe the ki mai ready hoon is challenge ke liye... hum cuddle karte hue so gaye...
Next Day...
Sandy ke saath baith kar chai pee rahi thi, par mere dimaag mein sirf ek he baat chal rahi thi... wo ladki jo us party me Sandy ke saath thi. Uska chehra, uski muskurahat, sab kuch mere dil-o-dimaag mein tha. Jab finally maine baat chedi, to Sandy thoda sa surprised laga, lekin usne casually kaha...
Sandy - "Woh? Arre, woh sirf meri gym ki ek employee hai. Hum date kar rahe hain, but it's nothing serious."
Mujhe uski baat digest karne mein thoda time laga. Kyunki maine apne dil mein kuch aur socha tha. Par sach to yeh tha ki, main khud ko uss position mein nahi laana chahti thi, jahan mujhe lagta ki main us par haq jatane lagi hoon. Phir bhi, ek ajeeb sa gussa aur possessiveness tha he mann me... Shayad yehi vajah thi ki maine Sandy ke kareeb aakar uska haath pakad liya aur dheere se uske face ko apni ungliyon se chhua.
Meri nazrein uski aankhon mein thi, aur uska chehra mere itne kareeb tha ki main uski saansein mehsoos kar sakti thi. Maine dheere se kaha...
"Sandy, I missed you… itna zyada ki shayad tu samajh bhi nahi sakta."
Main apne hosh kho baithi thi. Uske paas aate hue, maine apna haath dheere se uske jeans par rakha, aur uske lund par jeans ke upar se he rub karne lagi. Us pal mein kuch aur nahi soch rahi thi, sirf yehi chah rahi thi ki Sandy mere kareeb aaye, mujhe apni baahon mein samet le.
Lekin Sandy duur ho gaya. Usne mere haath ko softly pakad kar apne se alag karte hue kaha...
Sandy - "Simran, jo hua wo acha tha... aur main tujhe miss bhi karta hoon. Lekin ab Pankaj ko sab pata hai. Main thankful hoon ki usne hume ek last time saat hone ka mauka diya tha... Lekin ab mein ye sab nahi kar paaunga"
Uski baat sunte he mera dil ek dum se baith gaya. Shayad kahin na kahin mujhe pata tha ki yeh hona hi tha, lekin phir bhi uss pal mein, maine uske paas gai... uski baaton ko sunti hui...
Sandy - "Hum teeno ache dost jaise he rehte hai, tujhe adjust hona padega Simran... and I know you can"
Sandy ki baatein mere dimaag mein goonj rahi thi... Maine dheere se kaha...
"Agar Pankaj chahe toh... kya tu phir se...?"
Sandy ne ek chhoti si muskurahat ke saath kaha...
Sandy - "Yes... agar Pankaj chahe toh. Lekin mujhe lagta hai ki tujhe bhi toh Pankaj ko cheat nahi karne ka mann hai na?"
Main thodi si ashamed feel karne lagi, lekin maine honesty se jawab diya...
"Nahi, mujhe bhi nahi karna kuch esa... bas tujse baat karna tha... aur samajhna tha ki tere dimaag mein kya chal raha hai. Main bohot confused hoon in sab ko leke... aur agar tujse comfort nahi leti toh kisse leti?"
Sandy thoda relax hota hua....
Sandy - "Simran, tu call karti na, baat toh karta main. Lekin khud se tujhe call nahi kar sakta. Mere liye friendship pehle hai. Aur haan, main kisi ek ka nahi hoon... tune mujhe 'love you' kaha hai, maine bhi kaha hai. Lekin real mein wo wala pyaar nahi hai. I hope you understand that?"
Main uski baatein sun kar thoda sa hil gayi thi. Pehli baar usne apni feelings itne clear tareeke se express ki thi...
Sandy - "Aur wo Neha jo party mein aayi thi, wo sirf ek employee hai. Haan, hum date kar rahe hain, lekin main uske saath bhi committed nahi hoon. Aur jo jagah teri hai meri zindagi mein, wo koi nahi le sakta... chahe wo Neha ho ya koi aur."
Main thoda surprised thi, lekin uski baatein dil ko chhoo gayi thi...
"Wow Sandy, yeh sab pehli baar jaana tere baare mein. Aur main khush hoon ki tune mujhe wo jagah di hai... mere liye bhi tu ek acha friend hai, aur main samaj rahi hoon."
Sandy - "Haan, mujhe pata hai, par ek baar clear baat karna zaroori tha na"
Sandy ne kehte hue... fir thoda relax hokar khada ho gaya... Thodi der baad Sandy chala gaya, aur raat ko main Pankaj ke paas bed par baithi thi. Main unse kuch chhupana nahi chahti thi, isliye sab kuch detail mein bataya. Truthfully, honestly... har chhoti chhoti baat jo Sandy ke saath hui thi, wo sab kuch Pankaj ko bata diya.
Teen mahine beet gaye the, main aur Pankaj ab bhi gaon mein he the. Sandy se mera koi contact nahi hua in dino me. Pankaj ne apni naukri se resign kar liya tha, aur ab wo Delhi me apna naya office setup karne waale the. Kal hum wapas apne ghar jaane waale the, ek naye jeevan ki shuruaat karne. Pankaj apne naye office mein itne busy ho jaayenge ki ek mahina tak toh unhe mere liye waqt milna mushkil hoga. Main bhi Aslam ji ke saath naye business project mein involve ho jaungi, jiske liye unse meri kayi baar baat hoti rehti thi.
In teen mahino me.. maine apne andar ki saari khwaahishon ko daba diya tha. Maine accept kar liya tha ki ab main sirf Pankaj ki hoon. Unhone mujhe akela kabhi feel nahi hone diya, lekin ab unka saath bhi ek ajeeb si boreiyat me dhal gaya tha. Har raat hum intimate hote, lekin wo raaten pehle jaisi nahi thi. Pehli baar, Pankaj mujhse door nahi jaa rahe the, lekin phir bhi ek fasaad sa tha humare beech. Wo bahar apni kuch responsibilities nibhaane nikal jaate, aur main yaha ghar mein akeli rehti.
Swati ka ana ek aur twist lekar aaya mere life me. Sandy ke jaane ke ek hafte baad he Swati gaon pahuchi. Maine kabhi socha nahi tha ki wo bina bataye aa jaayegi. Us din Pankaj ghar par he the jab wo lunch ke waqt aayi. Swati ne mujhe hug kiya, uski aankhon mein aansu the. Lekin jo cheez mujhe khatakne lagi, wo yeh thi ki uske baad Swati ne Pankaj ko hug kiya aur kaafi der tak unse chipki rahi. Pankaj ne usse calm karne ki koshish ki, aur mujhe pata chala ki Swati aur Pankaj regular contact me the.
Main andar he andar insecure feel kar rahi thi, lekin maine kabhi Pankaj se kuch nahi kaha. Uske baad ke kuch din achhe guzre, maine Swati ke saath kaafi waqt spend kiya. Usne bataya ki wo ab Delhi mein settle ho gayi hai, ek naya flat liya hai aur naukri bhi achhi chal rahi hai. Main uske liye khush thi, lekin jab bhi wo aur Pankaj interact karte, mujhe ajeeb lagta. Kai baar socha ki Pankaj se kahu ki Swati se door rahe, lekin kis mooh se kehti?
Is bechaini ke saath, meri apni kuch purani khwaahishe fir se ubharne lagi thi. Din bhar jab main akeli rehti, toh wo dabaye hue desires mujhe pareshaan karne lagte. Ek din usey firse yaad karne lagi, Aroused hoti hui, Ye hua jab sandy ko jaakar ek mahina beet chuka tha... maine apne aap ko rokne ki koshish ki. Lekin us raat ke baad, jo main karna chah rahi thi, uske liye khud ko rok nahi paayi. Us din maine Sandy ko imagine karte hue apne aap ko khush karna chaha. Jaise he orgasm hua, guilt se bhar gayi.
Maine apne aap ko sambhala, kai dino tak wo sab avoid karne ki koshish ki. Lekin peechele ek do hafto se, main roz Sandy ko soch kar fingering karne lagi hoon. Yeh desperation, yeh desires din par din badhte ja rahe the. Har din mein aur betaab hoti ja rahi thi. Delhi jaane ka waqt nazdeek aata ja raha tha, aur main apne emotions par kabu paane me naakaam hoti ja rahi thi.
Aaj bhi, jaise he Pankaj ghar se nikle, maine washroom jaake apne aap ko rough fingering karte hue cum karne ki koshish ki. Lekin naakaam rahi. Thak ke, maine naha liya aur ready hokar lunch prepare karne lagi. Mere dil mein guilt, bechaini aur desires ka ek bhanwar chal raha tha. Ab samajh nahi aa raha tha ki main kya karu, kaise apne aap ko sambhalu. Pankaj ke saath apni zindagi ki nayi shuruaat toh hone waali thi, lekin mere andar ka ye sab kuch kaise theek hoga, iska jawab ab tak mujhe pareshaan karta raha...
Ringing...
"Hello"
Pankaj - "Baby, lunch ready hai na.. bhook lagi hai..."
"haa ready hai..."
Pankaj ghar pahoch gaye... mujhe laga hamesha ki tarah chale jaayenge lunch kar ke... par iss baar kuch alag tha... jaise he lunch khatam hua... pankaj ka cellphone ring hua... maine dekha toh swati ka tha... mera maatha kharab ho gaya... ki swati directly ab pankaj se baat karti hai... par curious bhi thi ki swati ko kya baat karni hai... pankaj ne turant call pick kiya aur baat karne lage... kaafi interestingly baat karte hue... pyaar se kuch toh baat kar rahe the main sun nahi paai... kyunki wo call pick karte hue... gallery me cigi light karte hue baat kar rahe the... aur main bas 4 paai par baithi hui... phone pakde bas ese he screen par scroll karti hui par saara dhyaan pankaj par... kareeb 15 minute baad wo aaye... aur shayad nikalne waale the ya pata nahi... kyunki maine jo unse kaha uske baad wo mere bagal me baith gaye...
Main kaafi din se soch toh rahi thi ki unse swati ke baare baat karu... aur aaj rok nahi paai... aur pooch liya...
"Jaan... swati se tum kya baat kar rahe the?"
Pankaj - "Kuch nahi... bas ese office related"
"Mujhe bhi toh batao..."
Pankaj - "Arey chodho na usey... chalo bedroom me chalte hai..."
Pankaj mera haat pakde hue the... aur mein unke peeche peeche bedroom me aa gai... unhone toh iddam se topic he change kar diya tha chalte chalte...
Pankaj - "Packing complete hai na... kal nikalna hai... bohot kaam bhi hai..."
"Haa... sab toh complete hai... bas washroom me kuch gile kapde hai... wo last me rakh lenge..."
Pankaj ne bedroom me ghuste he mujhe kiss karne lage... pyaar se move hote hue hum bed par the... aur cuddle karte hue makeout karne lage... par mera mood nahi tha... mere dimaag me toh swati ko lekar uljhan thi... esa lag raha tha jaise pankaj kuch chupa rahe ho... par uske baad jo hua... usne swati ka khayal dilo dimaag se nikaal diya...
Pankaj mere bagal me the... maine saree pehna hua tha... aur pankaj aane ke baad apne shorts aur tshirt me the... makeout karte hue meri saari ka pallu already nikal chuka tha... mere cleavage saaf nazar aa rahe the... pankaj ne pyaar se mujhe dekha... apne haat ko mere gardan ke neeche rakhe hue.... ek haat se mere baalo ko sehlaate hue... ek alag pyaar aur desire bhare nazro se mujhe dekhne lage... mujse raha nahi gaya...
"Ese kyu dekh rahe ho..."
Pankaj - "Tum sach me bohot hot ho baby..."
Kehte hue wo mere face ko caress karne lage the... main blush kar gai unki achanak se itni sexy compliments sunn kar...
"Bas karo pankaj... mujhe sharam aa rahi hai... ese mat dekho..."
Maine aankhe band kar li unki iss harkat par... bohot he sharam aa rahi thi... wo itne pyaar se mujhe dekh rahe the...
Pankaj - "Tumhe apna promise yaad hai... Ki tum mujse sab share karogi... kuch daba kar nahi rakhogi..."
"Haa..."
Pankaj - "Main... bohot excited feel kar raha hu... delhi return jaane ke liye... tumbhi excited ho na?"
"Excited ka kya hai... jaakar busy hona hai... tumhe bhi setup karna hai aur mujhe bhi kaam hai..."
Pankaj - "Wo sab toh hai he... par..."
Pankaj ke haat mere sensitive skin par choothe hue... pyaar se wo apni ungliyon ko face par trail karte hue...
Pankaj - "Aur... kisi cheez ke liye excited nahi ho kya?"
"Aur kiss cheez ki hogi..."
Pankaj ne pyaar se mere neck ke paas kiss kiya... sniff karte hue... slowly mere earlobes ko suck kar liya tha... gehri saanse chodhte hue... mere kaano me whisper karte hue...
Pankaj - "Sandy... se milne ki...."
Sandy ka naam unke muuh se sunte he maine apni mundi ko thoda sarkaa liya... confusion aur nervousness chahne laga tha... inhe kya ho gaya... itne dino baad... unhone fir se wo topic chedh diya aur wo bhi ese romantic hote hue... kya matlab tha iska... main calm aur composed hone ki acting karte hue...
"Esa kuch nahi hai..."
Pankaj ab mujhe dekhne lage aur desire bhari nazro se... unke fingers ab mere honto par trail kar rahe the...
Pankaj - "Kyun? tumne miss nahi kiya uska lund inn gulaabi honto par..."
main shocked thi unki iss baat se... unke baato se jaise wo saare poorane memory flash hone lage...
"Please pankaj... ye sab kyu keh rahe ho..."
Pankaj ke haat mere gardan se hote hue... boobs par se... gently move hote hue... navel tak pahoch gaye... unka touch electric sensations de raha tha... aur mera muuh khula ka khula reh gaya jab... pankaj ne meri ek taang ko adjust karte hue... saari ko upar kiya... aur meri nangi jhaang par... apne haat ko move karte hue... neeche aate gaye....
"Aaahhh.... Pankaj..."
Main apni moan rok nahi paai jab unka haat meri pussy par pada... meri panties ke upar... wo pyaar se meri clit ko dhundte hue...
Pankaj ke hont ab mere honto par the... main unke kiss ka saat deti hui... aur wo clit ko pyaar se rub karte hue... Aaahh... Pankaj kiss karte hue... ab mere neck par kisses kar rahe the... thodi der baad... unhone meri saari nikaal feki... roughly mere blouse ko unhook kiya aur unke saamne meri black color ki bra expose ho chuki thi...
Pankaj ne fir se mere gaal par kiss kiya... aur panties ko side karte hue... meri pussy me gehrai se ungli daali... jo abhi tak poori tarah se gili nahi thi... hoti bhi kaise mann me confusion tha... thodi si aroused jarur thi... par unki baato se ya sandy ke imagination se nahi balki unke touch aur sensualness se... pankaj ne bhi wo feel kiya... aur apne haato ko hata kar... wahi ungli ko mere honto par le aaye... touch karte hue... mere honto par trail karte hue... nose tak le aai aur...
Pankaj - "Tumne kabhi apni choot ki khusboo li hai... Sandy ka andar jaane ke baad..."
Fuckk... ye kitni dirty baat kar rahe hai... mujhe apni baato se posess karte hue...
"Pankaj... Kya hua hai tumhe..."
Pankaj - "Shhh...."
Pankaj ki ungli mere honto par chuppi banate hue...
Pankaj ne mujhe apni baaho se pakad kar utha diya... aur mere khule hue blouse ko mere badan se alag kar diya... fir bra ko bhi nahi chodha aur wo bhi ab kahi kone me floor par pada hua tha... mera nanga badan ab unke saamne tha... aur wo mere har hisse ko ese dekh rahe the jaise pehli baar dekh rahe ho... main ab sirf panties me thi... par jaise he mujhe unhone leta diya... kuch he der me... meri panties ko bhi nikaal feka... Aur pyaar se apne haato ko mere face par touch karte hue...
Pankaj - "Baby, Just enjoy... Apni aankhe band karo"
Bina soch samaj ke meri aankhe apne aap band ho gai... unki ungli mere forehead se hote hue... cheeks par trace karti hui...
Pankaj - "Tumhe kitna maza aayega na... jab Sandy ka lund yaha se yaha tak halke halke chooyega... Hmmmm?"
Fuckkk... unki ungliyon ka touch aur unki baaten ek alag he electrifying sensation create karne lagi... main kuch nahi keh paai... bas unke touch se thodi si hili par unhone continue karte hue...
Apni ungliya mere honto par le aate hue... trail karte hue...
Pankaj - "Uska lund tumhare honto pe bohot he sexy lagega... Nahi?"
Unke sawaalo ko koi jawab nahi tha mere paas... bas wo sensation me khoi hui... maine apni back arch kar li thi... gehri saanse lete hue.... Unka haat mere honto ko pyaar se dabata hua...
Pankaj - "Bolo na baby.... Tumhe acha lagta hai na uska lund wo bhi tumhare honto ke beech"
"Jaan... Tum bohot naughty ho..."
Pankaj - "Yess... Yehi expressions mujhe diwaana bana deti hai baby..."
Pankaj ke haat mere gardan par trail karte hue... mujhe arousal ke peak par pahuchaate hue... unka touch had se jyada gentle tha... jo mera rom rom khada kar raha tha...
Unhone apne ungliyon ko firse mere honto par trail karte hue...
Pankaj - "Uska bada lund... kabhi tumhare honto ko esa chuha hai..."
Usne toh nahi kiya tha... par maine apne honto se uska lund jarur chuha hai... par esa nahi....
"Nahi...."
Pankaj - "Agar mere saamne tum pehli baar karti... toh main tumhe ye wala sensation feel karata... uske lund ko tumhare inn gulaabi hoto par trail karata... "
Jaise jaise pankaj apni ungliyon ko trail kar rahe the... mere imagination me sandy ka lund tha... uska lund dheere se mere honto ko chuta hua...
Mera muuh apne aap khul gaya jaise uska lund real me mere muuh ke paas ho... mera muuh khula hua aur pankaj ne apne thumb ko mere muuh me daalte hue... tongue par tap karte hue...
Mujhe arouse karte gaye... main unke jaal me fass chuki thi... unke shabd sirf dimaag me ghum rahe the par... main kya he kehti...
Pankaj ke haat ab mere erect nipples par circle bana rahe the... aur fir se unhone poocha...
Pankaj - "Bolo na baby... Tumhe acha lagta agar main sandy ka lund tumhare in nipples par rub karwata ese..."
"Aaahhh.... Pata nahi... Par tumhe acha lagta dekhne?"
Pankaj ka lund dhundti hui unka lund pakad liya tha... unka rock hard tha... unke tip ko jakde hue...
"Wow pankaj... Aap toh bohot hard ho..."
pankaj ne meri choot ko pyaar se touch kiya...
meri wetness ko feel karte hue...
Pankaj - "Tum bhi toh sandy ke naam se kitni wet ho gai ho..."
Main kuch nahi keh paai... bas unke sensual touch ko enjoy karti hui... apni peeth uthate hue... gehri saanse lete hue enjoy kar rahi thi... Thodi der me pankaj mere upar adjust hogaye... aankh khola toh unka lund mere muuh ke paas tha... main toh turant muuh me lene ke liye ready thi.. par unhone roka... meri aankhe band karaai aur...
Pankaj - "Tumhe uska lund muuh me lete hue dekhna ka experience amazing tha baby... Tum dubara logi na uska muuh me?"
"Kya tum sach me ye sab chahte ho?"
Pankaj - "Tumhaare liye kuch bhi kar sakta hoon... Bolo na logi na uska mere saamne firse?"
Maine aankhe khole.... unka lund mere saamne tha... Maine unke lund ke tip ko pyaar se lick kiya...aur apne hoto ke beech lete hue... pyaar se choosti hui unka topa... andar lete hue...
Pankaj - "Ohh god... Yess... Tumhare honto ki garmi amazing hai baby"
"Mhmmmppp..."
Main bas choosti rahi... aur machalti hui.. unke pairo ko pakad chuki thi... thodi der me unhone apna lund nikala aur meri taango ke beech adjust hue... wo hone wala tha jiska main besabri se intezaar kar rahi thi... unka andar chahiya tha mujhe... par unhone bas apne lund ka tip mere clit par rakha...
aur tap karne lage... mere arousal ko aur bhi jyada badhaate hue... extreme tease karte hue..
"Please jaan... fuckk me...."
Pankaj - "Achaa..."
"Yesss... Andar dalo na..."
Wo tap karte gaye... apne lund ke tip se clit par rub karte hue...
Pankaj - "Pehle batao... Parso shaaam jab main tumhari choot chaat raha tha... ek madhosh kar dene waali khooshboo li... wo tumhari pungent smell ka aroma... bohot he erotic tha baby... tum mere aane se pehle fingering kar rahi thi na..."
"Yesss..."
Pankaj - "Sandy ko yaad karte hue na?"
"Nahi...."
Pankaj - "Wow... Fir koi aur tha kya..."
"Nahi... Pankaj... Fuckk me... please... aur tease mat karo..."
Pankaj - "Sach batane ka waada kiya hai... Batao... Sandy ko imagine kar rahi thi na?"
Meri aankhe band... main tadap rahi thi... unke lund ko pakadte hue andar lene ki koshish karti hui... par wo mera haat jhatak dete...
"Haa... Haa.... Jaan... Ab chodho naa... Please"
Pankaj - "Uske lund ke baare me kya sochti ho batao na baby..."
"Uska... Hah!... Uska... lund bohot awesome hai jaan..."
Pankaj ki rubbing tez hogai... mujhe pagal karte hue...
Pankaj - "Aur...."
"Uska kitna bada hai..."
Pankaj - "Uska lund tumhare andar tha na imagination me"
"Yess jaan... Yess... mere andar tha... Aah!... hah!... uska bada lund... mujhe bohot pasand hai..."
Pankaj ne jhat se apna lund mere andar daal diya... aur mere face ko roughly pakadte hue...
Pankaj - "ese naaa"
"Yess... hah!... aahhh... aahh... Yess... jaan... ese he ..... Fuckkk me.... Aaahhh... Aahhhh... ooh oohh ohh..."
Main kaamp uthi thi... unki dirty naughty baato se unka lund andar feel karte he edge par pahoch chuki thi... kisi bhi waqt orgasm ho jaata utne me...
Pankaj - "Tumhe ese gandi baaten pasand hai na..."
"Haa... Jaan... Yess... Aur tez karo... Main jhadne waali hoon... Aaah..."
Pankaj ki speed badh gai thi... wo jor jor se jhatke maarte hue.... aur main jhad gai... aur wo ab bhi mere andar poori shiddat se apna lund dhakele jaa rahe the... itni wild the ki mere boobs ke upar love bite karte hue mujhe pain aur pleasure ka ehsaas dete hue.... chodte gaye aur 5 minute baad jaake jhade...
Uske baad mere bagal me collapse karte hue... pyaar se mere face ko cup karte hue... dono ki saanse fuli hui....
Pankaj - "Fir bhi... kya karogi... Mana karogi... Ya mujhe bataogi"
"Aapko bataungi"
Pankaj - "Thats my girl... Detail me bataogi na kya kya kiya"
"Dhatt... Esa kuch nahi hoga jaan... main usey mana kar dungi..."
Pankaj - "Pakka naa..."
"Haa jaan... Bharosa nahi hai kya Aapko"
Pankaj - "Agar naa ho toh... Kya kya kar sakti ho mujhe bharosa dilane ke liye"
"Aap he batao jaan... Kya karu main... Main aapko khona nahi chahti... Jo chaho karungi"
Pankaj - "Ese desires bhare gandi baate hamesha khul kar karogi mere saat bina hichak ke"
"Hmmm.... Try karungi..."
Pankaj - "Try kya karna hai... Abhi acha nahi laga tumhe hamari gandi baaten aur sex"
"Bohot acha tha..."
Pankaj - "Toh dubara uske saat kabhi galti se kar bhi liya toh detail me bataogi naa?"
"Nahi jaan... Esa kuch nahi hone wala... I promise"
Pankaj - "Baby... Tum sweet ho... par... socho na... mere ghar aane se pehle tum bistar par nangi padi ho... uska sperm tumhare choot par pada hua hai... main aakar unhe pyaar se chaatu aur tumhe lick karte hue ek aur orgasm ki taraf pahuchau toh... tumhe acha nahi lagega"
"Pata nahi.... Par... Tum ye sab karoge?"
Pankaj - "Agar tum detail me bataogi... Toh karunga he..."
"Par pankaj... Tum itne mahino baad ye sab dubara kyu kar rahe ho..."
Pankaj - "wo toh main busy tha na... maine socha... araam se sab set kar lu... ab relaxed hu finally toh time bhi thaa isiliye... Kya tumhe acha nahi laga?"
"Pata nahi jaan... Ye sab ajeeb lag raha hai..."
Pankaj - "Tumhe yaad hai jab tumne sandy ka sperm mujhe taste karaya tha apni choot se mere upar chadh kar... uss waqt kya soch rahi thi..."
"I am sorry jaan... Pata nahi uss waqt kya hua tha... main kaafi naughty feel kar rahi thi... mujhe laga tumhe acha lagega..."
Pankaj - "Usi naughtyness ko toh main embrase karna chahta hua... tumhe ese dekh kar mujhe bohot amazing lagta hai... tumhari sluttiness ko mein khul kar jeena chahta huu...."
"Sachi?"
Pankaj - "Pehle toh nahi pasand tha... Socha bhi nahi tha ye sab itna hadd tak jaayega... par maine bhi kuch esa kar liya hai... jiske baad maine tumhe sandy ke saat dekhna galat nahi mana... pehle toh guilt ki wajah se tumhe enjoy karwaya par... jaise jaise raat beeti aur dusre din ki morning ko tumhe dekha toh sab kuch hadd se jyada awesome lagne laga... ab guilt ki wajah se nahi balki tumhaari khushi aur naughtiness ki wajah se mujhe ye sab acha lag raha hai..."
Main grasp he nahi kar paa rahi thi.... kuch bhi... pankaj ki baato se saaf pata lag raha tha ki unhone kuch toh kiya hai... main bhauklane waali thi... par kya he karti... maine bhi toh galat kiya hai... par fir bhi mujse raha nahi gaya... main curious ho gai... aur inquire karte hue... gusse me... jeolousy me...
Pankaj - "Ummm... Please ab chodho na ye sab baaten.... Main jo kehraha tha wo mere liye nahi hai... tumhare liye hai baby..."
"Nahi pankaj... Batao... Mujhe janna hai... Kon hai wo chutiya aurat... Aur ab bhi tum uske saat ho?... Kya tumhe divorce lena hai?"
Pankaj - "Tum pagal ho kya... Ye sab kya keh rahi ho... Ab toh lagta hai jaise tumhe he divorce chahiye... ek toh main adjust karne ki koshish kar raha hu... apne rishton ki khataas ko duur karte hue... manage karna chahta huu taaki hum saat rahe aur tum ho ki...."
Pankaj gusse me uth gaye... kapde pehnte hue... mujhe jhatka sa laga... "Ye kya keh gai me... Pankaj chahte toh tab bhi divorce ki baat kar lete... mere saat rehte nahi... par ye sab kya hogaya mere saat... main itni jealous kyu feel kar rahi hoon..."
"Hum baat kar rahe hai na... Tum ese bhadak kyu rahe ho..."
Pankaj - "Tum dimaag ka bhosda kar rahi ho... Tumhe pyaar hajam nahi hai mera... meri koi respect nahi kya... Kitna pyaar se kitni baar samjaya... Par ab lagta hai... Ki tumhe he alag hona hai... Toh saaf saaf bola... Tumhe chutkara chahiye naa..."
Main rone lagi... aur...
"Nahi... Sorry pankaj... main tumhe khona nahi chahti... main bas tumhe chahti hoon... aur kuch nahi... please paas aaao..."
Main unke paas khadi hui... gidgidaati hui... unke close hoti gai... unhone haat jhatak diya... aur bed ke edge par baith gaye...
"Please jaan... Sorry mere muuh se galti se nikal gaya divorce ki baat... main dubara kabhi nahi karungi ye sab baat...."
Pankaj - "Baat divorce ki nahi hai... wo toh sirf ek paper hai... Baat hai ki zindagi bhar ka rishtan hai ya nahi... ya rakhna hai ya nahi... wo important hai..."
"Haa jaan... Zindagi bhar rehna he important hai..."
Pankaj - "Toh ab bina koi bhi baat ko dabaye... ache se soch lo... bhale delhi pahoch ke batana... araam se soch ke...."
"Ha... Main rehna chahti hoon tumhare saat he... Aur kuch nahi sochna uske alawa"
Pankaj - "Ache se suno pehle... Chahe jo bhi ho... Main toh tumhare saat rahunga hamesha... tumhara khayal rakhunga... tumhe kami mehsoos nahi hogi... aur pyaar bhi karunga... utna he jitna ab karta huu... Par kya tum usi dedication ke saat mere saat bhi rehna chahti ho?"
"Par pankaj... ye rishta... ye sab... main kuch nahi samaj paa rahi hamesha darr laga rahega..."
"Pankaj.... Please... divorce ki baat ab hamare beech kabhi nahi hogi..."
Pankaj - "Pehle suno... Divorce hone ke baad kya lagta hai tumhe kya hoga..."
"Kya hoga... Tum aur mein alag ho jaayenge... hum saat nahi reh paayenge... pyaar khatam ho jaayega... miss karenge hum ek dusre ko... Ghar par sabko pata lagega... badnaami hogi... aur pata nahi kya kya..."
Pankaj - "Divorce karna hai nahi mujhe... Par agar socho hum shaadi he nahi karte kabhi... aur fir bhi hum saat rehte hamesha... pyaar rehta... ghar par bhi kisi ko kuch pata nahi lagta... toh kaisa rehta... kya tum fir bhi mere saat he rehna pasand karti..."
"Par... Hamari shaadi toh hai na abhi..."
Pankaj - "Important saat rehna hai mere liye... tum meri zindagi ka hissa ho... jo main kabhi kisi bhi halat me nahi chodhna chahunga... agar tum chaho toh jaa sakti ho... par main kabhi nahi jaaunga..."
"Main bhi pankaj... par main nahi chahti ki tum jaao... main tumhare saat he rehna chahti hoon..."
Pankaj - "Toh argument karke mood kharab kyu karna... tumhe hamesha samjhana bacho jaise mujhe acha nahi lagta... kitne baar hua hai... itna sab kuch hone ke baad bhi hum saat hai... kya tumhe mere pyaar me kami mehsoos hui... main tumse beech beech me alag rehta huu... fir bhi tumhare saat jab aata hu.. toh poori tarah se pyaar karta huu na..."
"Haa... Jaan.... I am sorry naa... main kuch nahi poochungi... jab batana ho tab batana... ab mood thik karo please..."
Pankaj ne pyaar se kiss kiya... aur...
Pankaj - "Ab bolo... Mein tumhari slut hu..."
"Kyaaa"
Pankaj ka facial expression change hota hua... maine turant...
"Haa... Main tumhari slut huu jaan..."
Pankaj ne firse kiss kiya aur fir hum delhi ki aur travelling ki baat karte hue... so gaye... ab kahi na kahi ye assurity toh thi ki pankaj ne bhi cheat kiya hai... par ye bhi yakeen ho raha hai ki hum dono hamesha saat he rehna chahte hai... par kab tak... main kaise unhe kisi aur ke saat baat sakti huu... aur pata nahi wo ladki hai kon... kya unke office ki hai... ya bas ese he one night.... main ab inhe toh aur nahi chedh sakti iss topic par... yakeen hai inpe ki kabhi na kabhi toh bata he denge... main he khama kha... darti hoon inke chodhne se .... par ye kitna pyaar karte hai... hamesha saat diya hai... aur ab itna kuch hone ke baad bhi toh saat de he rahe hai... mein reliefed feel karne lagi... aur unke baaho me sir rakhe hue so gai...
Next Day...
Sabere ki flight thi... Hum afternoon me pahochne waale the... Ready hokar hum rishtedaar ke innova me baithe aur unhone hume airport par drop kar diya... Plane board karne se pehle... Dekha ki pankaj kisi ko call laga rahe hai...
Pankaj - "Hum flight board karne he waale hai... 2 ghante me pahoch jaayenge... airport pe milte hai sandy"
Unke call rakhte he...
"Tumne sandy ko kyu bulaya pick karne..."
Pankaj - "Hamari car to usi ke paas hai... baat hui thi pehle he... kyun tumhe nahi bataya usne?"
"Main kaha baat karti huu usse"
Pankaj - "Thik hai... Waise mujhe laga tum excited hogi usse milne ke liye..."
"Esa kuch nahi hai... usne toh yaha se jaane ke baad ek baar bhi call nahi kiya..."
Maine muuh banate hue kaha... Pankaj ne tease karte hue...
Pankaj - "Tum he kar leti..."
"Mujhe nahi karna..."
Pankaj - "Theek hai... Ab bula liya hai... lunch par bhi jaane ka plan tha... cancel kar du?"
"Nahi nahi... Ab kar he liya hai plan to rehne do..."
Pankaj - "Ese acting karti ho na... par andar se chahti toh ho he na usse milna"
"Please jaan... mujhe chedho mat abhi..."
Pankaj - "Acha sorry..."
Flight already nikal chuki thi, aur mera dil ab zyada he tez dhadakne laga tha. Khidki se bahar dekh rahi thi, lekin dimaag toh Sandy ke sapnon mein kho chuka tha. Pankaj ne lunch ka plan banaya tha, aur shayad uske baad wo ghar par bhi aayega. Main andar he andar turned on feel karne lagi thi, kitne dino ke baad usse milne waali thi. Lekin ek sawal mere mann mein baar-baar aane laga, kya ye sab firse Pankaj ke saamne hoga? Kya wo bhi yehi chahte hai?
Mere andar ek ajeeb si uljhan thi... Ek taraf Sandy ke liye mera rom-rom tadap raha tha, aur dusri taraf ek ajeeb si nervousness bhi thi. Main kya karun? Mana karun ya apni desires ko openly fulfill karun? Apne armaano ko daba du ya fir... "fuckkk... ye kaisi situation hai?"
Maine decide kar liya tha ki jab tak Pankaj request nahi karenge, tab tak main kuch nahi karungi. Jo bhi ho.... Mujhe apni respect khoni nahi hai unke saamne. Pankaj mujhe slutty samajhne lage hain... aur wo main hoon bhi... pata nahi kya ho jaata hai unn moments mein, mere muuh se kya kya nikal jaata hai aur Pankaj un baaton ko encourage bhi karte hain... pata nahi kis hadd tak ye sab chalega aur acha rahega...
Ese he overthinking karte hue... main khidki ke bahar dekhte hue... apne uljhono me khoi hui... utne mein apne thighs kar pankaj ka haat mehsoos kiya... toh hadbada si gai...
Pankaj - "Arey... Bhoot dekh liya kya?"
"Wo... ummm... nahi... gudgudi si hui acahanak..."
Pankaj - "Kaha khoi thi..."
"Kahi nahi... bas bahar dekh rahi thi... kitna amazing hai na view?"
Unke sawalon se peecha chudaane ke liye maine bas itna kaha, lekin dimaag firse apne khayalon mein wapas chala gaya. Pankaj toh nap lene lage the, aur hum thodi der baad finally land kar chuke the.
Jaise-jaise hum exit ki taraf badhne lage, meri dhadkane aur tez hone lagi thi. Umeed thi ki Sandy firse hume hug karega, aur shayad iss baar main use rokna nahi chahungi... bas lipat jaaungi pyaar se. Par esa kuch nahi hua... Sandy ne sirf pankaj ko hug kiya aur meri taraf dekh kar...
Sandy - "Welcome back to delhi"
Aur mera bag utha kar car ki taraf badne laga... Gussa aane laga tha mujhe... Usey kosti hui mann me main peeche baith gai car me... Wo dono toh araam se baatein kar rahe the jaise kuch hua he nahi, sab normal tha. Aur main peeche phone ki screen pe nazar gadaye, busy hone ki acting karti rahi, par dhyaan unki baaton par hi tha. Lunch hua, par jo socha tha, usme se kuch bhi nahi hua. Na Sandy ne zyada interest dikhaya aur na Pankaj ka shayad koi plan tha use ghar bulaane ka. Sandy gym ke paas utar gaya aur Pankaj ne drive kar ke hume ghar le aaye.
Ghar pahunchte he, maine socha ki Pankaj se poochu ki kya tum Sandy ko ghar par invite karne waale the ya nahi, par rok liya apne aap ko. Main desperate nahi dikhna chahti thi. Apne aap ko composed rakha, shower liya, fresh hui, aur thakan ki wajah se shaam tak so gayi.
Raat mein dinner ke baad Pankaj aur main intimate hue. Romantic sex hua, par koi roleplay nahi, aur Pankaj ne wahi kiya jo pehle kiya tha. Ek mahina beet chuka tha, wo setup mein busy ho gaye the, aur main Aslam G ke saath business ko aur expand karne mein. Training chal rahi thi meri. Aslam G ne kai baar milne ka proposal diya, par uss din ke baad main unse milna nahi chah rahi thi, toh unhe avoid kiya, par baat regular hoti thi. Kabhi kabar Pankaj ke office bhi jaati setup aur kaam dekhne.
Lekin dimaag ke kisi kone mein hamesha umeed rehti thi ki kab Pankaj wo naughty waale roleplay karein, ya fir se wo sab karein jo mujhe chahiye tha besabri se. Par aisa kuch nahi ho raha tha. Main betaab thi, desperate thi, fir bhi apne aap ko control mein rakha hua tha. Pankaj ko kehne ka bohot baar mann kiya ki roleplay karte hain, par nahi kaha.
Delhi se wapas aane ke baad bhi wahi boring si zindagi chal rahi thi. Koi excitement nahi, koi thrill nahi, wahi regular life. Aur ab toh Pankaj hamesha rehte hain mere paas. Unke saath sex karna acha lagta hai, par wahi routine har baar. Ek alag si boring feeling ubhar rahi thi. Pehle toh jab wo bahar jaate the, kuch dino ke liye toh kaafi exciting hota tha, unhe miss karne ke baad sex. Par ab waisa nahi tha.
Gaon mein maine kitni mushkil se apne aap ko samjhaya tha ki apni saari khwaishon ko daba dungi, par ho nahi paaya aur Sandy ko imagine karne lagi. Aur to aur Pankaj ne wo saari aag fir se jaga di roleplay karte hue gaon mein uss raat. Par ab sab kuch alag hai. Kya ho raha hai mere saath? Kya main unhe kahu? Unhone kaha toh hai ki desires aur fantasies share kiya karo, par... aise kaise bold ho jaau unke saath? Darr hai... bohot depressed si feeling aa rahi hai...
Finally, Pankaj ke office ka setup complete ho chuka tha aur Pankaj ke office ka grand opening ceremony thi... ek bada function, sab invited the... colleagues, doston ke saath-saath Sandy aur Aslam G bhi the. Main thoda excited thi, thoda anxious, jaise kuch unexpected hone wala ho. Shaam ka setting ekdum perfect tha... decor, lights, music sab kuch ekdam classy tha, par mera mann bas Sandy ko dekhne ke liye tadap raha tha.
Jaise he hum waha pohaunche, aankhein Sandy ko talashne lagi. Usse door se dekhte he mere pair theher se gaye. Mere dil ki dhadkane tez hogai. Par uske saath ek ladki thi... jo shayad married nahi lag rahi thi. Unke beech ka connection ekdum obvious tha... woh us ladki ke itne kareeb, poore waqt uske saath chipka hua tha jaise baaki duniya ka koi matlab he na ho.
Mujhse sirf ek formal greeting kiya Sandy ne, ek halki si smile di aur wapas us ladki ke paas chala gaya. Main bas wahi khadi usse dekhti reh gayi. Jalan... bas ek teekhi jalan mere andar ubharne lagi thi. Kaise itna door ho sakta hai woh mujhse? Aur yeh ladki? Kaun hai yeh? Yeh thoughts mere andar ghoomte rahe, jaise poison fail raha ho.
"Mujhe yaad bhi nahi karta ab yeh... Dusri mil gayi hai isse..." Maine andar he andar gussa kiya. Main uski yaadon mein khoi rehti hoon, aur yeh... yeh toh puri tarah se busy hai us ladki ke saath. Bohot gussa aa raha tha. Bas ab aur nahi! Thoda waqt toh mood off rakha, dil ke ek kone mein itna frustration tha ki shayad kuch bol doon, lekin maine khud ko rok liya.
Fir main bhi function ka hissa banne lagi. Music, drinks, aur logon ke saath thoda distract ho gayi thi main. Function sach mein amazing tha, aur maine apne mann ko kaafi der tak us soch se door rakha. Pankaj toh apne logon mein busy the, par mujhe sab kuch observe hote hue bhi yeh baat khatakti rahi ki Sandy ke saath wo ladki kyu thi?
Raat ke der tak sab enjoy kar rahe the, aur hum wapas ghar aaye. Maine ek beautiful saari pehni thi jo shayad Sandy ko pasand aati, lekin ab... jo hona tha wo ho chuka tha.
Jaise he ghar pahunche, Pankaj ne mujhe apni baahon mein bhar liya. Unki aankhon mein ek alag si chaahat thi, jaise wo mujhe tabse chah rahe ho jabse function start hua tha...
"Kya baat hai aaj toh tum bohot khoobsurat lag rahi ho..." Pankaj ne dheere se kaha, aur unki nazrein meri saree par tik gayi.
Mujhe change karne ka mauka tak nahi diya unhone, seedha bistar par leta diya mujhe, aur saree ab tak fully khuli bhi nahi thi ki Pankaj ne usse upar uthaya, meri panties ko ek he move mein sarka diya, aur apna lund mere andar daal diya.
Wo kaafi passionate the, jaise kai dino se unhone sex nahi kiya ho. Har thrust mein ek possessiveness thi, unke groans se room bhar gaya tha, aur ek pal ke liye main wapas reality mein aa gayi thi. Par... main... unka saath puri tarah de nahi paa rahi thi... Pankaj finally jhad gaye aur thake hue... mujhe apni baahon mein kheench ke cuddle karne lage
Sandy ab bhi mere dimaag mein tha... aur wo ladki... uska chehra, uska attitude, sab kuch mere dimaag mein ghoom raha tha. Mujhe pata nahi kyu, par main jaan na chahti thi, wo kaun thi? Sandy ki life mein kya role play kar rahi thi wo? tabhi meri zubaan se galti se nikal gaya...
"Jaan... wo ladki jo sandy ke saat thi... wo kon thi?"
Pankaj - "Kyu... Tumhe jalan hui kya"
"Esa kuch nahi hai... bas ese he poocha..."
Pankaj - "Mujhe toh nahi pata... Hogi koi... waise tum miss kar rahi thi kya usey"
"Main kyu miss karu... mujhe nahi karna miss wiss usey..."
Pankaj - "Ohh Sad..."
"Kyu?"
Pankaj - "main toh soch raha tha... kal usey house party ke liye invite karu..."
Meri khushi ka thikana nahi raha... sab kuch bhool bhaal ke... excited ho gai... aur... galti se...
"Sachi..."
Pankaj - "wow..... kaha thi ye desire se bhari simran itne time... tum usey chah rahi ho na"
Main blush karne lagi... par samaj bhi gai ki... main desperation me apni desires ko chupa nahi paai hoon...
"Nahi nahi... mera matlab... ummm..."
Pankaj - "Its okay... aur tumhe kaha tha na... jab desire ho... tab mujhse share karna... par ab bhi tum mujse chupa rahi ho... kaise bharosa karunga main ki tum dubara cheat nahi karogi..."
"Esa nahi hai jaan... maine esa kuch nahi socha... wo bus... usse baat nahi hui... alag sa ajeeb sa hai sab... atleast ek baar toh baat hoti toh clarity rehti... aur kuch nahi... itna kuch hua uske baad, ek baar toh baat kar sakta tha... par khair... ab clear hu me... uski ab gf hai toh shayad isliye... ab koi doubt nahi hai... aur naahi uske liye koi desires hai ab... samjhe..."
Pankaj - "Ohh... Itna kuch socha tumne... ek baar mujse keh deti..."
"Nahi jaan... itna kuch serious nahi tha... wo toh aaj dekha toh... sab yaad aaya..."
Iske pehle ki wo aur kuch bol paate maine tokte hue...
"Jaan... please... wo sab nahi... bas yaad aaya ki usse baat nahi hui... aur kuch nahi..."
Pankaj - "Wo baat karega bhi nahi ab... meri baat hui hai usse..."
"Kya! Kab aur kya baat? mujhe tumne kyu nahi bataya..."
Pankaj - "Baat hui toh hai... itna samaj lo ki hamari friendship hum dono ko jyada important hai... toh wo toh nahi karega kuch... par... maine socha atleast tum he usey call karogi... par tumne kiya he nahi... toh kaise hoti tumhaari baat..."
"Oh... tumne mana kiya hai toh theek hai... main samaj sakti hoon..."
Pankaj - "Maine mana kuch nahi kiya... uska he decision tha sab... maine bas samjha uska side aur agree kiya... aur bhi baaten hui... Tumhe janna hai?"
"Haa..."
Pankaj - "Challenge complete karo fir bataaunga..."
"Kaisa challenge..."
Pankaj - "Kal usey call karke bulana... workout ke liye... aur seduce karna... aur jo hoga mujhe raat me batana... fir bataunga main hamari kya kya baat hui sach sach"
"Main nahi karne waali call... mujhe nahi hai esa kuch uske liye ab..."
Pankaj - "Baby, challenge hai ek bas... mujhe pata hai ye mahina bohot boring tha aur kaam kaaj me nikal gaya... waise time toh tha ki main tumhare saat roleplay karu ya excitement laau par main intezaar kar raha tha ki tum apni desires ko zaahir karo... aur tum ho ki tumne kuch kaha he nahi..."
"Acha... Mera wait kar rahe the... kya soch rakha hai tumne mujhe... ki main desperate hoon... bas wahi sab chalta hai mere dimaag me haa..."
Pankaj - "Baby, I love you... tumhe judge nahi karta aur naahi karunga... bas tum start karti toh acha lagta... esa lagta ki tum bhi iss relationship ko meri tarah aur strong karne me interested ho... par shayad mein galat sochta hoon..."
"Jaan... aap esi baaten kyu karne lag jaate ho... main bhi aapse bohot pyaar karti hoon... aur chahti hoon ki jo hua uske baad hamare rishton me mazbooti aaye... par samaj nahi raha ki kaise karu..."
Pankaj - "Bataya toh hai main... be open... be bold... and free... Tumhe bold dekhna... mujhe acha lagta hai... Try toh karo please"
"Hmmm... kar sakti hoon... tumhi batao kya karu..."
Pankaj - "Jo challenge diya hai wo try karo"
"Par... jaan... wo aayega thodi... mere bulaane se... tumhe ne kaha na ki ab wo nahi karna chahta ye sab..."
Pankaj - "workout ke liye toh aayega he... fikr mat karo... wo aayega... par uske baad... kya hoga kya nahi wo mujhe nahi pata... par main bharosa karna chahta hoon ki jo bhi ho tum mujse share karo aur hum wo moments ko saat me re-live kare..."
"Toh kya tum chahte ho ki... main... aur sandy firse kare"
Pankaj - "Itna confidence hai tumhe ki sandy aur tum akele milo toh kuch hoga he..."
"Hmmm..."
Pankaj - "I like your confidence... Try kar lo... Ho gaya toh main mind nahi karunga... par ek shart hai.."
"kaisi shart..."
Pankaj - "Tum sab kuch detail me bataogi..."
"I promise..."
Pata nahi kaisi conversation thi ye... real challenge tha ye toh... main bhi bewakoof unse challenge le baithi... mujhe janna toh hai ki unke beech kya baat hui hai... aur mujhe toh yakeen hai sandy resist nahi kar paayega par... kar liya toh... kitna embarassing hoga na... par atleast uski dosti ka saboot toh milega mujhe... par mujhe dosti se jyada uske saat passionate hone ki talap thi... ye challenge wala game ek naya thrill tha aur excitement de gaya mujhe... maine socha bhi nahi tha ki apne pati ke saat itna thrill feel karungi... ye kuch new tha.... aur amazing... main iss moment ko khul kar jeena chahti thi... aur ab me ready thi explore karne ke liye ki aage kya hone wala tha...
Baat cheet ke baad pankaj wicked smile de rahe the... aur khush lag rahe the ki mai ready hoon is challenge ke liye... hum cuddle karte hue so gaye...
Next Day...
Sandy ke saath baith kar chai pee rahi thi, par mere dimaag mein sirf ek he baat chal rahi thi... wo ladki jo us party me Sandy ke saath thi. Uska chehra, uski muskurahat, sab kuch mere dil-o-dimaag mein tha. Jab finally maine baat chedi, to Sandy thoda sa surprised laga, lekin usne casually kaha...
Sandy - "Woh? Arre, woh sirf meri gym ki ek employee hai. Hum date kar rahe hain, but it's nothing serious."
Mujhe uski baat digest karne mein thoda time laga. Kyunki maine apne dil mein kuch aur socha tha. Par sach to yeh tha ki, main khud ko uss position mein nahi laana chahti thi, jahan mujhe lagta ki main us par haq jatane lagi hoon. Phir bhi, ek ajeeb sa gussa aur possessiveness tha he mann me... Shayad yehi vajah thi ki maine Sandy ke kareeb aakar uska haath pakad liya aur dheere se uske face ko apni ungliyon se chhua.
Meri nazrein uski aankhon mein thi, aur uska chehra mere itne kareeb tha ki main uski saansein mehsoos kar sakti thi. Maine dheere se kaha...
"Sandy, I missed you… itna zyada ki shayad tu samajh bhi nahi sakta."
Main apne hosh kho baithi thi. Uske paas aate hue, maine apna haath dheere se uske jeans par rakha, aur uske lund par jeans ke upar se he rub karne lagi. Us pal mein kuch aur nahi soch rahi thi, sirf yehi chah rahi thi ki Sandy mere kareeb aaye, mujhe apni baahon mein samet le.
Lekin Sandy duur ho gaya. Usne mere haath ko softly pakad kar apne se alag karte hue kaha...
Sandy - "Simran, jo hua wo acha tha... aur main tujhe miss bhi karta hoon. Lekin ab Pankaj ko sab pata hai. Main thankful hoon ki usne hume ek last time saat hone ka mauka diya tha... Lekin ab mein ye sab nahi kar paaunga"
Uski baat sunte he mera dil ek dum se baith gaya. Shayad kahin na kahin mujhe pata tha ki yeh hona hi tha, lekin phir bhi uss pal mein, maine uske paas gai... uski baaton ko sunti hui...
Sandy - "Hum teeno ache dost jaise he rehte hai, tujhe adjust hona padega Simran... and I know you can"
Sandy ki baatein mere dimaag mein goonj rahi thi... Maine dheere se kaha...
"Agar Pankaj chahe toh... kya tu phir se...?"
Sandy ne ek chhoti si muskurahat ke saath kaha...
Sandy - "Yes... agar Pankaj chahe toh. Lekin mujhe lagta hai ki tujhe bhi toh Pankaj ko cheat nahi karne ka mann hai na?"
Main thodi si ashamed feel karne lagi, lekin maine honesty se jawab diya...
"Nahi, mujhe bhi nahi karna kuch esa... bas tujse baat karna tha... aur samajhna tha ki tere dimaag mein kya chal raha hai. Main bohot confused hoon in sab ko leke... aur agar tujse comfort nahi leti toh kisse leti?"
Sandy thoda relax hota hua....
Sandy - "Simran, tu call karti na, baat toh karta main. Lekin khud se tujhe call nahi kar sakta. Mere liye friendship pehle hai. Aur haan, main kisi ek ka nahi hoon... tune mujhe 'love you' kaha hai, maine bhi kaha hai. Lekin real mein wo wala pyaar nahi hai. I hope you understand that?"
Main uski baatein sun kar thoda sa hil gayi thi. Pehli baar usne apni feelings itne clear tareeke se express ki thi...
Sandy - "Aur wo Neha jo party mein aayi thi, wo sirf ek employee hai. Haan, hum date kar rahe hain, lekin main uske saath bhi committed nahi hoon. Aur jo jagah teri hai meri zindagi mein, wo koi nahi le sakta... chahe wo Neha ho ya koi aur."
Main thoda surprised thi, lekin uski baatein dil ko chhoo gayi thi...
"Wow Sandy, yeh sab pehli baar jaana tere baare mein. Aur main khush hoon ki tune mujhe wo jagah di hai... mere liye bhi tu ek acha friend hai, aur main samaj rahi hoon."
Sandy - "Haan, mujhe pata hai, par ek baar clear baat karna zaroori tha na"
Sandy ne kehte hue... fir thoda relax hokar khada ho gaya... Thodi der baad Sandy chala gaya, aur raat ko main Pankaj ke paas bed par baithi thi. Main unse kuch chhupana nahi chahti thi, isliye sab kuch detail mein bataya. Truthfully, honestly... har chhoti chhoti baat jo Sandy ke saath hui thi, wo sab kuch Pankaj ko bata diya.
Teen mahine beet gaye the, main aur Pankaj ab bhi gaon mein he the. Sandy se mera koi contact nahi hua in dino me. Pankaj ne apni naukri se resign kar liya tha, aur ab wo Delhi me apna naya office setup karne waale the. Kal hum wapas apne ghar jaane waale the, ek naye jeevan ki shuruaat karne. Pankaj apne naye office mein itne busy ho jaayenge ki ek mahina tak toh unhe mere liye waqt milna mushkil hoga. Main bhi Aslam ji ke saath naye business project mein involve ho jaungi, jiske liye unse meri kayi baar baat hoti rehti thi.
In teen mahino me.. maine apne andar ki saari khwaahishon ko daba diya tha. Maine accept kar liya tha ki ab main sirf Pankaj ki hoon. Unhone mujhe akela kabhi feel nahi hone diya, lekin ab unka saath bhi ek ajeeb si boreiyat me dhal gaya tha. Har raat hum intimate hote, lekin wo raaten pehle jaisi nahi thi. Pehli baar, Pankaj mujhse door nahi jaa rahe the, lekin phir bhi ek fasaad sa tha humare beech. Wo bahar apni kuch responsibilities nibhaane nikal jaate, aur main yaha ghar mein akeli rehti.
Swati ka ana ek aur twist lekar aaya mere life me. Sandy ke jaane ke ek hafte baad he Swati gaon pahuchi. Maine kabhi socha nahi tha ki wo bina bataye aa jaayegi. Us din Pankaj ghar par he the jab wo lunch ke waqt aayi. Swati ne mujhe hug kiya, uski aankhon mein aansu the. Lekin jo cheez mujhe khatakne lagi, wo yeh thi ki uske baad Swati ne Pankaj ko hug kiya aur kaafi der tak unse chipki rahi. Pankaj ne usse calm karne ki koshish ki, aur mujhe pata chala ki Swati aur Pankaj regular contact me the.
Main andar he andar insecure feel kar rahi thi, lekin maine kabhi Pankaj se kuch nahi kaha. Uske baad ke kuch din achhe guzre, maine Swati ke saath kaafi waqt spend kiya. Usne bataya ki wo ab Delhi mein settle ho gayi hai, ek naya flat liya hai aur naukri bhi achhi chal rahi hai. Main uske liye khush thi, lekin jab bhi wo aur Pankaj interact karte, mujhe ajeeb lagta. Kai baar socha ki Pankaj se kahu ki Swati se door rahe, lekin kis mooh se kehti?
Is bechaini ke saath, meri apni kuch purani khwaahishe fir se ubharne lagi thi. Din bhar jab main akeli rehti, toh wo dabaye hue desires mujhe pareshaan karne lagte. Ek din usey firse yaad karne lagi, Aroused hoti hui, Ye hua jab sandy ko jaakar ek mahina beet chuka tha... maine apne aap ko rokne ki koshish ki. Lekin us raat ke baad, jo main karna chah rahi thi, uske liye khud ko rok nahi paayi. Us din maine Sandy ko imagine karte hue apne aap ko khush karna chaha. Jaise he orgasm hua, guilt se bhar gayi.
Maine apne aap ko sambhala, kai dino tak wo sab avoid karne ki koshish ki. Lekin peechele ek do hafto se, main roz Sandy ko soch kar fingering karne lagi hoon. Yeh desperation, yeh desires din par din badhte ja rahe the. Har din mein aur betaab hoti ja rahi thi. Delhi jaane ka waqt nazdeek aata ja raha tha, aur main apne emotions par kabu paane me naakaam hoti ja rahi thi.
Aaj bhi, jaise he Pankaj ghar se nikle, maine washroom jaake apne aap ko rough fingering karte hue cum karne ki koshish ki. Lekin naakaam rahi. Thak ke, maine naha liya aur ready hokar lunch prepare karne lagi. Mere dil mein guilt, bechaini aur desires ka ek bhanwar chal raha tha. Ab samajh nahi aa raha tha ki main kya karu, kaise apne aap ko sambhalu. Pankaj ke saath apni zindagi ki nayi shuruaat toh hone waali thi, lekin mere andar ka ye sab kuch kaise theek hoga, iska jawab ab tak mujhe pareshaan karta raha...
Ringing...
"Hello"
Pankaj - "Baby, lunch ready hai na.. bhook lagi hai..."
"haa ready hai..."
Pankaj ghar pahoch gaye... mujhe laga hamesha ki tarah chale jaayenge lunch kar ke... par iss baar kuch alag tha... jaise he lunch khatam hua... pankaj ka cellphone ring hua... maine dekha toh swati ka tha... mera maatha kharab ho gaya... ki swati directly ab pankaj se baat karti hai... par curious bhi thi ki swati ko kya baat karni hai... pankaj ne turant call pick kiya aur baat karne lage... kaafi interestingly baat karte hue... pyaar se kuch toh baat kar rahe the main sun nahi paai... kyunki wo call pick karte hue... gallery me cigi light karte hue baat kar rahe the... aur main bas 4 paai par baithi hui... phone pakde bas ese he screen par scroll karti hui par saara dhyaan pankaj par... kareeb 15 minute baad wo aaye... aur shayad nikalne waale the ya pata nahi... kyunki maine jo unse kaha uske baad wo mere bagal me baith gaye...
Main kaafi din se soch toh rahi thi ki unse swati ke baare baat karu... aur aaj rok nahi paai... aur pooch liya...
"Jaan... swati se tum kya baat kar rahe the?"
Pankaj - "Kuch nahi... bas ese office related"
"Mujhe bhi toh batao..."
Pankaj - "Arey chodho na usey... chalo bedroom me chalte hai..."
Pankaj mera haat pakde hue the... aur mein unke peeche peeche bedroom me aa gai... unhone toh iddam se topic he change kar diya tha chalte chalte...
Pankaj - "Packing complete hai na... kal nikalna hai... bohot kaam bhi hai..."
"Haa... sab toh complete hai... bas washroom me kuch gile kapde hai... wo last me rakh lenge..."
Pankaj ne bedroom me ghuste he mujhe kiss karne lage... pyaar se move hote hue hum bed par the... aur cuddle karte hue makeout karne lage... par mera mood nahi tha... mere dimaag me toh swati ko lekar uljhan thi... esa lag raha tha jaise pankaj kuch chupa rahe ho... par uske baad jo hua... usne swati ka khayal dilo dimaag se nikaal diya...
Pankaj mere bagal me the... maine saree pehna hua tha... aur pankaj aane ke baad apne shorts aur tshirt me the... makeout karte hue meri saari ka pallu already nikal chuka tha... mere cleavage saaf nazar aa rahe the... pankaj ne pyaar se mujhe dekha... apne haat ko mere gardan ke neeche rakhe hue.... ek haat se mere baalo ko sehlaate hue... ek alag pyaar aur desire bhare nazro se mujhe dekhne lage... mujse raha nahi gaya...
"Ese kyu dekh rahe ho..."
Pankaj - "Tum sach me bohot hot ho baby..."
Kehte hue wo mere face ko caress karne lage the... main blush kar gai unki achanak se itni sexy compliments sunn kar...
"Bas karo pankaj... mujhe sharam aa rahi hai... ese mat dekho..."
Maine aankhe band kar li unki iss harkat par... bohot he sharam aa rahi thi... wo itne pyaar se mujhe dekh rahe the...
Pankaj - "Tumhe apna promise yaad hai... Ki tum mujse sab share karogi... kuch daba kar nahi rakhogi..."
"Haa..."
Pankaj - "Main... bohot excited feel kar raha hu... delhi return jaane ke liye... tumbhi excited ho na?"
"Excited ka kya hai... jaakar busy hona hai... tumhe bhi setup karna hai aur mujhe bhi kaam hai..."
Pankaj - "Wo sab toh hai he... par..."
Pankaj ke haat mere sensitive skin par choothe hue... pyaar se wo apni ungliyon ko face par trail karte hue...
Pankaj - "Aur... kisi cheez ke liye excited nahi ho kya?"
"Aur kiss cheez ki hogi..."
Pankaj ne pyaar se mere neck ke paas kiss kiya... sniff karte hue... slowly mere earlobes ko suck kar liya tha... gehri saanse chodhte hue... mere kaano me whisper karte hue...
Pankaj - "Sandy... se milne ki...."
Sandy ka naam unke muuh se sunte he maine apni mundi ko thoda sarkaa liya... confusion aur nervousness chahne laga tha... inhe kya ho gaya... itne dino baad... unhone fir se wo topic chedh diya aur wo bhi ese romantic hote hue... kya matlab tha iska... main calm aur composed hone ki acting karte hue...
"Esa kuch nahi hai..."
Pankaj ab mujhe dekhne lage aur desire bhari nazro se... unke fingers ab mere honto par trail kar rahe the...
Pankaj - "Kyun? tumne miss nahi kiya uska lund inn gulaabi honto par..."
main shocked thi unki iss baat se... unke baato se jaise wo saare poorane memory flash hone lage...
"Please pankaj... ye sab kyu keh rahe ho..."
Pankaj ke haat mere gardan se hote hue... boobs par se... gently move hote hue... navel tak pahoch gaye... unka touch electric sensations de raha tha... aur mera muuh khula ka khula reh gaya jab... pankaj ne meri ek taang ko adjust karte hue... saari ko upar kiya... aur meri nangi jhaang par... apne haat ko move karte hue... neeche aate gaye....
"Aaahhh.... Pankaj..."
Main apni moan rok nahi paai jab unka haat meri pussy par pada... meri panties ke upar... wo pyaar se meri clit ko dhundte hue...
Pankaj ke hont ab mere honto par the... main unke kiss ka saat deti hui... aur wo clit ko pyaar se rub karte hue... Aaahh... Pankaj kiss karte hue... ab mere neck par kisses kar rahe the... thodi der baad... unhone meri saari nikaal feki... roughly mere blouse ko unhook kiya aur unke saamne meri black color ki bra expose ho chuki thi...
Pankaj ne fir se mere gaal par kiss kiya... aur panties ko side karte hue... meri pussy me gehrai se ungli daali... jo abhi tak poori tarah se gili nahi thi... hoti bhi kaise mann me confusion tha... thodi si aroused jarur thi... par unki baato se ya sandy ke imagination se nahi balki unke touch aur sensualness se... pankaj ne bhi wo feel kiya... aur apne haato ko hata kar... wahi ungli ko mere honto par le aaye... touch karte hue... mere honto par trail karte hue... nose tak le aai aur...
Pankaj - "Tumne kabhi apni choot ki khusboo li hai... Sandy ka andar jaane ke baad..."
Fuckk... ye kitni dirty baat kar rahe hai... mujhe apni baato se posess karte hue...
"Pankaj... Kya hua hai tumhe..."
Pankaj - "Shhh...."
Pankaj ki ungli mere honto par chuppi banate hue...
Pankaj ne mujhe apni baaho se pakad kar utha diya... aur mere khule hue blouse ko mere badan se alag kar diya... fir bra ko bhi nahi chodha aur wo bhi ab kahi kone me floor par pada hua tha... mera nanga badan ab unke saamne tha... aur wo mere har hisse ko ese dekh rahe the jaise pehli baar dekh rahe ho... main ab sirf panties me thi... par jaise he mujhe unhone leta diya... kuch he der me... meri panties ko bhi nikaal feka... Aur pyaar se apne haato ko mere face par touch karte hue...
Pankaj - "Baby, Just enjoy... Apni aankhe band karo"
Bina soch samaj ke meri aankhe apne aap band ho gai... unki ungli mere forehead se hote hue... cheeks par trace karti hui...
Pankaj - "Tumhe kitna maza aayega na... jab Sandy ka lund yaha se yaha tak halke halke chooyega... Hmmmm?"
Fuckkk... unki ungliyon ka touch aur unki baaten ek alag he electrifying sensation create karne lagi... main kuch nahi keh paai... bas unke touch se thodi si hili par unhone continue karte hue...
Apni ungliya mere honto par le aate hue... trail karte hue...
Pankaj - "Uska lund tumhare honto pe bohot he sexy lagega... Nahi?"
Unke sawaalo ko koi jawab nahi tha mere paas... bas wo sensation me khoi hui... maine apni back arch kar li thi... gehri saanse lete hue.... Unka haat mere honto ko pyaar se dabata hua...
Pankaj - "Bolo na baby.... Tumhe acha lagta hai na uska lund wo bhi tumhare honto ke beech"
"Jaan... Tum bohot naughty ho..."
Pankaj - "Yess... Yehi expressions mujhe diwaana bana deti hai baby..."
Pankaj ke haat mere gardan par trail karte hue... mujhe arousal ke peak par pahuchaate hue... unka touch had se jyada gentle tha... jo mera rom rom khada kar raha tha...
Unhone apne ungliyon ko firse mere honto par trail karte hue...
Pankaj - "Uska bada lund... kabhi tumhare honto ko esa chuha hai..."
Usne toh nahi kiya tha... par maine apne honto se uska lund jarur chuha hai... par esa nahi....
"Nahi...."
Pankaj - "Agar mere saamne tum pehli baar karti... toh main tumhe ye wala sensation feel karata... uske lund ko tumhare inn gulaabi hoto par trail karata... "
Jaise jaise pankaj apni ungliyon ko trail kar rahe the... mere imagination me sandy ka lund tha... uska lund dheere se mere honto ko chuta hua...
Mera muuh apne aap khul gaya jaise uska lund real me mere muuh ke paas ho... mera muuh khula hua aur pankaj ne apne thumb ko mere muuh me daalte hue... tongue par tap karte hue...
Mujhe arouse karte gaye... main unke jaal me fass chuki thi... unke shabd sirf dimaag me ghum rahe the par... main kya he kehti...
Pankaj ke haat ab mere erect nipples par circle bana rahe the... aur fir se unhone poocha...
Pankaj - "Bolo na baby... Tumhe acha lagta agar main sandy ka lund tumhare in nipples par rub karwata ese..."
"Aaahhh.... Pata nahi... Par tumhe acha lagta dekhne?"
Pankaj ka lund dhundti hui unka lund pakad liya tha... unka rock hard tha... unke tip ko jakde hue...
"Wow pankaj... Aap toh bohot hard ho..."
pankaj ne meri choot ko pyaar se touch kiya...
meri wetness ko feel karte hue...
Pankaj - "Tum bhi toh sandy ke naam se kitni wet ho gai ho..."
Main kuch nahi keh paai... bas unke sensual touch ko enjoy karti hui... apni peeth uthate hue... gehri saanse lete hue enjoy kar rahi thi... Thodi der me pankaj mere upar adjust hogaye... aankh khola toh unka lund mere muuh ke paas tha... main toh turant muuh me lene ke liye ready thi.. par unhone roka... meri aankhe band karaai aur...
Pankaj - "Tumhe uska lund muuh me lete hue dekhna ka experience amazing tha baby... Tum dubara logi na uska muuh me?"
"Kya tum sach me ye sab chahte ho?"
Pankaj - "Tumhaare liye kuch bhi kar sakta hoon... Bolo na logi na uska mere saamne firse?"
Maine aankhe khole.... unka lund mere saamne tha... Maine unke lund ke tip ko pyaar se lick kiya...aur apne hoto ke beech lete hue... pyaar se choosti hui unka topa... andar lete hue...
Pankaj - "Ohh god... Yess... Tumhare honto ki garmi amazing hai baby"
"Mhmmmppp..."
Main bas choosti rahi... aur machalti hui.. unke pairo ko pakad chuki thi... thodi der me unhone apna lund nikala aur meri taango ke beech adjust hue... wo hone wala tha jiska main besabri se intezaar kar rahi thi... unka andar chahiya tha mujhe... par unhone bas apne lund ka tip mere clit par rakha...
aur tap karne lage... mere arousal ko aur bhi jyada badhaate hue... extreme tease karte hue..
"Please jaan... fuckk me...."
Pankaj - "Achaa..."
"Yesss... Andar dalo na..."
Wo tap karte gaye... apne lund ke tip se clit par rub karte hue...
Pankaj - "Pehle batao... Parso shaaam jab main tumhari choot chaat raha tha... ek madhosh kar dene waali khooshboo li... wo tumhari pungent smell ka aroma... bohot he erotic tha baby... tum mere aane se pehle fingering kar rahi thi na..."
"Yesss..."
Pankaj - "Sandy ko yaad karte hue na?"
"Nahi...."
Pankaj - "Wow... Fir koi aur tha kya..."
"Nahi... Pankaj... Fuckk me... please... aur tease mat karo..."
Pankaj - "Sach batane ka waada kiya hai... Batao... Sandy ko imagine kar rahi thi na?"
Meri aankhe band... main tadap rahi thi... unke lund ko pakadte hue andar lene ki koshish karti hui... par wo mera haat jhatak dete...
"Haa... Haa.... Jaan... Ab chodho naa... Please"
Pankaj - "Uske lund ke baare me kya sochti ho batao na baby..."
"Uska... Hah!... Uska... lund bohot awesome hai jaan..."
Pankaj ki rubbing tez hogai... mujhe pagal karte hue...
Pankaj - "Aur...."
"Uska kitna bada hai..."
Pankaj - "Uska lund tumhare andar tha na imagination me"
"Yess jaan... Yess... mere andar tha... Aah!... hah!... uska bada lund... mujhe bohot pasand hai..."
Pankaj ne jhat se apna lund mere andar daal diya... aur mere face ko roughly pakadte hue...
Pankaj - "ese naaa"
"Yess... hah!... aahhh... aahh... Yess... jaan... ese he ..... Fuckkk me.... Aaahhh... Aahhhh... ooh oohh ohh..."
Main kaamp uthi thi... unki dirty naughty baato se unka lund andar feel karte he edge par pahoch chuki thi... kisi bhi waqt orgasm ho jaata utne me...
Pankaj - "Tumhe ese gandi baaten pasand hai na..."
"Haa... Jaan... Yess... Aur tez karo... Main jhadne waali hoon... Aaah..."
Pankaj ki speed badh gai thi... wo jor jor se jhatke maarte hue.... aur main jhad gai... aur wo ab bhi mere andar poori shiddat se apna lund dhakele jaa rahe the... itni wild the ki mere boobs ke upar love bite karte hue mujhe pain aur pleasure ka ehsaas dete hue.... chodte gaye aur 5 minute baad jaake jhade...
Uske baad mere bagal me collapse karte hue... pyaar se mere face ko cup karte hue... dono ki saanse fuli hui....
Pankaj - "Fir bhi... kya karogi... Mana karogi... Ya mujhe bataogi"
"Aapko bataungi"
Pankaj - "Thats my girl... Detail me bataogi na kya kya kiya"
"Dhatt... Esa kuch nahi hoga jaan... main usey mana kar dungi..."
Pankaj - "Pakka naa..."
"Haa jaan... Bharosa nahi hai kya Aapko"
Pankaj - "Agar naa ho toh... Kya kya kar sakti ho mujhe bharosa dilane ke liye"
"Aap he batao jaan... Kya karu main... Main aapko khona nahi chahti... Jo chaho karungi"
Pankaj - "Ese desires bhare gandi baate hamesha khul kar karogi mere saat bina hichak ke"
"Hmmm.... Try karungi..."
Pankaj - "Try kya karna hai... Abhi acha nahi laga tumhe hamari gandi baaten aur sex"
"Bohot acha tha..."
Pankaj - "Toh dubara uske saat kabhi galti se kar bhi liya toh detail me bataogi naa?"
"Nahi jaan... Esa kuch nahi hone wala... I promise"
Pankaj - "Baby... Tum sweet ho... par... socho na... mere ghar aane se pehle tum bistar par nangi padi ho... uska sperm tumhare choot par pada hua hai... main aakar unhe pyaar se chaatu aur tumhe lick karte hue ek aur orgasm ki taraf pahuchau toh... tumhe acha nahi lagega"
"Pata nahi.... Par... Tum ye sab karoge?"
Pankaj - "Agar tum detail me bataogi... Toh karunga he..."
"Par pankaj... Tum itne mahino baad ye sab dubara kyu kar rahe ho..."
Pankaj - "wo toh main busy tha na... maine socha... araam se sab set kar lu... ab relaxed hu finally toh time bhi thaa isiliye... Kya tumhe acha nahi laga?"
"Pata nahi jaan... Ye sab ajeeb lag raha hai..."
Pankaj - "Tumhe yaad hai jab tumne sandy ka sperm mujhe taste karaya tha apni choot se mere upar chadh kar... uss waqt kya soch rahi thi..."
"I am sorry jaan... Pata nahi uss waqt kya hua tha... main kaafi naughty feel kar rahi thi... mujhe laga tumhe acha lagega..."
Pankaj - "Usi naughtyness ko toh main embrase karna chahta hua... tumhe ese dekh kar mujhe bohot amazing lagta hai... tumhari sluttiness ko mein khul kar jeena chahta huu...."
"Sachi?"
Pankaj - "Pehle toh nahi pasand tha... Socha bhi nahi tha ye sab itna hadd tak jaayega... par maine bhi kuch esa kar liya hai... jiske baad maine tumhe sandy ke saat dekhna galat nahi mana... pehle toh guilt ki wajah se tumhe enjoy karwaya par... jaise jaise raat beeti aur dusre din ki morning ko tumhe dekha toh sab kuch hadd se jyada awesome lagne laga... ab guilt ki wajah se nahi balki tumhaari khushi aur naughtiness ki wajah se mujhe ye sab acha lag raha hai..."
Main grasp he nahi kar paa rahi thi.... kuch bhi... pankaj ki baato se saaf pata lag raha tha ki unhone kuch toh kiya hai... main bhauklane waali thi... par kya he karti... maine bhi toh galat kiya hai... par fir bhi mujse raha nahi gaya... main curious ho gai... aur inquire karte hue... gusse me... jeolousy me...
Pankaj - "Ummm... Please ab chodho na ye sab baaten.... Main jo kehraha tha wo mere liye nahi hai... tumhare liye hai baby..."
"Nahi pankaj... Batao... Mujhe janna hai... Kon hai wo chutiya aurat... Aur ab bhi tum uske saat ho?... Kya tumhe divorce lena hai?"
Pankaj - "Tum pagal ho kya... Ye sab kya keh rahi ho... Ab toh lagta hai jaise tumhe he divorce chahiye... ek toh main adjust karne ki koshish kar raha hu... apne rishton ki khataas ko duur karte hue... manage karna chahta huu taaki hum saat rahe aur tum ho ki...."
Pankaj gusse me uth gaye... kapde pehnte hue... mujhe jhatka sa laga... "Ye kya keh gai me... Pankaj chahte toh tab bhi divorce ki baat kar lete... mere saat rehte nahi... par ye sab kya hogaya mere saat... main itni jealous kyu feel kar rahi hoon..."
"Hum baat kar rahe hai na... Tum ese bhadak kyu rahe ho..."
Pankaj - "Tum dimaag ka bhosda kar rahi ho... Tumhe pyaar hajam nahi hai mera... meri koi respect nahi kya... Kitna pyaar se kitni baar samjaya... Par ab lagta hai... Ki tumhe he alag hona hai... Toh saaf saaf bola... Tumhe chutkara chahiye naa..."
Main rone lagi... aur...
"Nahi... Sorry pankaj... main tumhe khona nahi chahti... main bas tumhe chahti hoon... aur kuch nahi... please paas aaao..."
Main unke paas khadi hui... gidgidaati hui... unke close hoti gai... unhone haat jhatak diya... aur bed ke edge par baith gaye...
"Please jaan... Sorry mere muuh se galti se nikal gaya divorce ki baat... main dubara kabhi nahi karungi ye sab baat...."
Pankaj - "Baat divorce ki nahi hai... wo toh sirf ek paper hai... Baat hai ki zindagi bhar ka rishtan hai ya nahi... ya rakhna hai ya nahi... wo important hai..."
"Haa jaan... Zindagi bhar rehna he important hai..."
Pankaj - "Toh ab bina koi bhi baat ko dabaye... ache se soch lo... bhale delhi pahoch ke batana... araam se soch ke...."
"Ha... Main rehna chahti hoon tumhare saat he... Aur kuch nahi sochna uske alawa"
Pankaj - "Ache se suno pehle... Chahe jo bhi ho... Main toh tumhare saat rahunga hamesha... tumhara khayal rakhunga... tumhe kami mehsoos nahi hogi... aur pyaar bhi karunga... utna he jitna ab karta huu... Par kya tum usi dedication ke saat mere saat bhi rehna chahti ho?"
"Par pankaj... ye rishta... ye sab... main kuch nahi samaj paa rahi hamesha darr laga rahega..."
"Pankaj.... Please... divorce ki baat ab hamare beech kabhi nahi hogi..."
Pankaj - "Pehle suno... Divorce hone ke baad kya lagta hai tumhe kya hoga..."
"Kya hoga... Tum aur mein alag ho jaayenge... hum saat nahi reh paayenge... pyaar khatam ho jaayega... miss karenge hum ek dusre ko... Ghar par sabko pata lagega... badnaami hogi... aur pata nahi kya kya..."
Pankaj - "Divorce karna hai nahi mujhe... Par agar socho hum shaadi he nahi karte kabhi... aur fir bhi hum saat rehte hamesha... pyaar rehta... ghar par bhi kisi ko kuch pata nahi lagta... toh kaisa rehta... kya tum fir bhi mere saat he rehna pasand karti..."
"Par... Hamari shaadi toh hai na abhi..."
Pankaj - "Important saat rehna hai mere liye... tum meri zindagi ka hissa ho... jo main kabhi kisi bhi halat me nahi chodhna chahunga... agar tum chaho toh jaa sakti ho... par main kabhi nahi jaaunga..."
"Main bhi pankaj... par main nahi chahti ki tum jaao... main tumhare saat he rehna chahti hoon..."
Pankaj - "Toh argument karke mood kharab kyu karna... tumhe hamesha samjhana bacho jaise mujhe acha nahi lagta... kitne baar hua hai... itna sab kuch hone ke baad bhi hum saat hai... kya tumhe mere pyaar me kami mehsoos hui... main tumse beech beech me alag rehta huu... fir bhi tumhare saat jab aata hu.. toh poori tarah se pyaar karta huu na..."
"Haa... Jaan.... I am sorry naa... main kuch nahi poochungi... jab batana ho tab batana... ab mood thik karo please..."
Pankaj ne pyaar se kiss kiya... aur...
Pankaj - "Ab bolo... Mein tumhari slut hu..."
"Kyaaa"
Pankaj ka facial expression change hota hua... maine turant...
"Haa... Main tumhari slut huu jaan..."
Pankaj ne firse kiss kiya aur fir hum delhi ki aur travelling ki baat karte hue... so gaye... ab kahi na kahi ye assurity toh thi ki pankaj ne bhi cheat kiya hai... par ye bhi yakeen ho raha hai ki hum dono hamesha saat he rehna chahte hai... par kab tak... main kaise unhe kisi aur ke saat baat sakti huu... aur pata nahi wo ladki hai kon... kya unke office ki hai... ya bas ese he one night.... main ab inhe toh aur nahi chedh sakti iss topic par... yakeen hai inpe ki kabhi na kabhi toh bata he denge... main he khama kha... darti hoon inke chodhne se .... par ye kitna pyaar karte hai... hamesha saat diya hai... aur ab itna kuch hone ke baad bhi toh saat de he rahe hai... mein reliefed feel karne lagi... aur unke baaho me sir rakhe hue so gai...
Next Day...
Sabere ki flight thi... Hum afternoon me pahochne waale the... Ready hokar hum rishtedaar ke innova me baithe aur unhone hume airport par drop kar diya... Plane board karne se pehle... Dekha ki pankaj kisi ko call laga rahe hai...
Pankaj - "Hum flight board karne he waale hai... 2 ghante me pahoch jaayenge... airport pe milte hai sandy"
Unke call rakhte he...
"Tumne sandy ko kyu bulaya pick karne..."
Pankaj - "Hamari car to usi ke paas hai... baat hui thi pehle he... kyun tumhe nahi bataya usne?"
"Main kaha baat karti huu usse"
Pankaj - "Thik hai... Waise mujhe laga tum excited hogi usse milne ke liye..."
"Esa kuch nahi hai... usne toh yaha se jaane ke baad ek baar bhi call nahi kiya..."
Maine muuh banate hue kaha... Pankaj ne tease karte hue...
Pankaj - "Tum he kar leti..."
"Mujhe nahi karna..."
Pankaj - "Theek hai... Ab bula liya hai... lunch par bhi jaane ka plan tha... cancel kar du?"
"Nahi nahi... Ab kar he liya hai plan to rehne do..."
Pankaj - "Ese acting karti ho na... par andar se chahti toh ho he na usse milna"
"Please jaan... mujhe chedho mat abhi..."
Pankaj - "Acha sorry..."
Flight already nikal chuki thi, aur mera dil ab zyada he tez dhadakne laga tha. Khidki se bahar dekh rahi thi, lekin dimaag toh Sandy ke sapnon mein kho chuka tha. Pankaj ne lunch ka plan banaya tha, aur shayad uske baad wo ghar par bhi aayega. Main andar he andar turned on feel karne lagi thi, kitne dino ke baad usse milne waali thi. Lekin ek sawal mere mann mein baar-baar aane laga, kya ye sab firse Pankaj ke saamne hoga? Kya wo bhi yehi chahte hai?
Mere andar ek ajeeb si uljhan thi... Ek taraf Sandy ke liye mera rom-rom tadap raha tha, aur dusri taraf ek ajeeb si nervousness bhi thi. Main kya karun? Mana karun ya apni desires ko openly fulfill karun? Apne armaano ko daba du ya fir... "fuckkk... ye kaisi situation hai?"
Maine decide kar liya tha ki jab tak Pankaj request nahi karenge, tab tak main kuch nahi karungi. Jo bhi ho.... Mujhe apni respect khoni nahi hai unke saamne. Pankaj mujhe slutty samajhne lage hain... aur wo main hoon bhi... pata nahi kya ho jaata hai unn moments mein, mere muuh se kya kya nikal jaata hai aur Pankaj un baaton ko encourage bhi karte hain... pata nahi kis hadd tak ye sab chalega aur acha rahega...
Ese he overthinking karte hue... main khidki ke bahar dekhte hue... apne uljhono me khoi hui... utne mein apne thighs kar pankaj ka haat mehsoos kiya... toh hadbada si gai...
Pankaj - "Arey... Bhoot dekh liya kya?"
"Wo... ummm... nahi... gudgudi si hui acahanak..."
Pankaj - "Kaha khoi thi..."
"Kahi nahi... bas bahar dekh rahi thi... kitna amazing hai na view?"
Unke sawalon se peecha chudaane ke liye maine bas itna kaha, lekin dimaag firse apne khayalon mein wapas chala gaya. Pankaj toh nap lene lage the, aur hum thodi der baad finally land kar chuke the.
Jaise-jaise hum exit ki taraf badhne lage, meri dhadkane aur tez hone lagi thi. Umeed thi ki Sandy firse hume hug karega, aur shayad iss baar main use rokna nahi chahungi... bas lipat jaaungi pyaar se. Par esa kuch nahi hua... Sandy ne sirf pankaj ko hug kiya aur meri taraf dekh kar...
Sandy - "Welcome back to delhi"
Aur mera bag utha kar car ki taraf badne laga... Gussa aane laga tha mujhe... Usey kosti hui mann me main peeche baith gai car me... Wo dono toh araam se baatein kar rahe the jaise kuch hua he nahi, sab normal tha. Aur main peeche phone ki screen pe nazar gadaye, busy hone ki acting karti rahi, par dhyaan unki baaton par hi tha. Lunch hua, par jo socha tha, usme se kuch bhi nahi hua. Na Sandy ne zyada interest dikhaya aur na Pankaj ka shayad koi plan tha use ghar bulaane ka. Sandy gym ke paas utar gaya aur Pankaj ne drive kar ke hume ghar le aaye.
Ghar pahunchte he, maine socha ki Pankaj se poochu ki kya tum Sandy ko ghar par invite karne waale the ya nahi, par rok liya apne aap ko. Main desperate nahi dikhna chahti thi. Apne aap ko composed rakha, shower liya, fresh hui, aur thakan ki wajah se shaam tak so gayi.
Raat mein dinner ke baad Pankaj aur main intimate hue. Romantic sex hua, par koi roleplay nahi, aur Pankaj ne wahi kiya jo pehle kiya tha. Ek mahina beet chuka tha, wo setup mein busy ho gaye the, aur main Aslam G ke saath business ko aur expand karne mein. Training chal rahi thi meri. Aslam G ne kai baar milne ka proposal diya, par uss din ke baad main unse milna nahi chah rahi thi, toh unhe avoid kiya, par baat regular hoti thi. Kabhi kabar Pankaj ke office bhi jaati setup aur kaam dekhne.
Lekin dimaag ke kisi kone mein hamesha umeed rehti thi ki kab Pankaj wo naughty waale roleplay karein, ya fir se wo sab karein jo mujhe chahiye tha besabri se. Par aisa kuch nahi ho raha tha. Main betaab thi, desperate thi, fir bhi apne aap ko control mein rakha hua tha. Pankaj ko kehne ka bohot baar mann kiya ki roleplay karte hain, par nahi kaha.
Delhi se wapas aane ke baad bhi wahi boring si zindagi chal rahi thi. Koi excitement nahi, koi thrill nahi, wahi regular life. Aur ab toh Pankaj hamesha rehte hain mere paas. Unke saath sex karna acha lagta hai, par wahi routine har baar. Ek alag si boring feeling ubhar rahi thi. Pehle toh jab wo bahar jaate the, kuch dino ke liye toh kaafi exciting hota tha, unhe miss karne ke baad sex. Par ab waisa nahi tha.
Gaon mein maine kitni mushkil se apne aap ko samjhaya tha ki apni saari khwaishon ko daba dungi, par ho nahi paaya aur Sandy ko imagine karne lagi. Aur to aur Pankaj ne wo saari aag fir se jaga di roleplay karte hue gaon mein uss raat. Par ab sab kuch alag hai. Kya ho raha hai mere saath? Kya main unhe kahu? Unhone kaha toh hai ki desires aur fantasies share kiya karo, par... aise kaise bold ho jaau unke saath? Darr hai... bohot depressed si feeling aa rahi hai...
Finally, Pankaj ke office ka setup complete ho chuka tha aur Pankaj ke office ka grand opening ceremony thi... ek bada function, sab invited the... colleagues, doston ke saath-saath Sandy aur Aslam G bhi the. Main thoda excited thi, thoda anxious, jaise kuch unexpected hone wala ho. Shaam ka setting ekdum perfect tha... decor, lights, music sab kuch ekdam classy tha, par mera mann bas Sandy ko dekhne ke liye tadap raha tha.
Jaise he hum waha pohaunche, aankhein Sandy ko talashne lagi. Usse door se dekhte he mere pair theher se gaye. Mere dil ki dhadkane tez hogai. Par uske saath ek ladki thi... jo shayad married nahi lag rahi thi. Unke beech ka connection ekdum obvious tha... woh us ladki ke itne kareeb, poore waqt uske saath chipka hua tha jaise baaki duniya ka koi matlab he na ho.
Mujhse sirf ek formal greeting kiya Sandy ne, ek halki si smile di aur wapas us ladki ke paas chala gaya. Main bas wahi khadi usse dekhti reh gayi. Jalan... bas ek teekhi jalan mere andar ubharne lagi thi. Kaise itna door ho sakta hai woh mujhse? Aur yeh ladki? Kaun hai yeh? Yeh thoughts mere andar ghoomte rahe, jaise poison fail raha ho.
"Mujhe yaad bhi nahi karta ab yeh... Dusri mil gayi hai isse..." Maine andar he andar gussa kiya. Main uski yaadon mein khoi rehti hoon, aur yeh... yeh toh puri tarah se busy hai us ladki ke saath. Bohot gussa aa raha tha. Bas ab aur nahi! Thoda waqt toh mood off rakha, dil ke ek kone mein itna frustration tha ki shayad kuch bol doon, lekin maine khud ko rok liya.
Fir main bhi function ka hissa banne lagi. Music, drinks, aur logon ke saath thoda distract ho gayi thi main. Function sach mein amazing tha, aur maine apne mann ko kaafi der tak us soch se door rakha. Pankaj toh apne logon mein busy the, par mujhe sab kuch observe hote hue bhi yeh baat khatakti rahi ki Sandy ke saath wo ladki kyu thi?
Raat ke der tak sab enjoy kar rahe the, aur hum wapas ghar aaye. Maine ek beautiful saari pehni thi jo shayad Sandy ko pasand aati, lekin ab... jo hona tha wo ho chuka tha.
Jaise he ghar pahunche, Pankaj ne mujhe apni baahon mein bhar liya. Unki aankhon mein ek alag si chaahat thi, jaise wo mujhe tabse chah rahe ho jabse function start hua tha...
"Kya baat hai aaj toh tum bohot khoobsurat lag rahi ho..." Pankaj ne dheere se kaha, aur unki nazrein meri saree par tik gayi.
Mujhe change karne ka mauka tak nahi diya unhone, seedha bistar par leta diya mujhe, aur saree ab tak fully khuli bhi nahi thi ki Pankaj ne usse upar uthaya, meri panties ko ek he move mein sarka diya, aur apna lund mere andar daal diya.
Wo kaafi passionate the, jaise kai dino se unhone sex nahi kiya ho. Har thrust mein ek possessiveness thi, unke groans se room bhar gaya tha, aur ek pal ke liye main wapas reality mein aa gayi thi. Par... main... unka saath puri tarah de nahi paa rahi thi... Pankaj finally jhad gaye aur thake hue... mujhe apni baahon mein kheench ke cuddle karne lage
Sandy ab bhi mere dimaag mein tha... aur wo ladki... uska chehra, uska attitude, sab kuch mere dimaag mein ghoom raha tha. Mujhe pata nahi kyu, par main jaan na chahti thi, wo kaun thi? Sandy ki life mein kya role play kar rahi thi wo? tabhi meri zubaan se galti se nikal gaya...
"Jaan... wo ladki jo sandy ke saat thi... wo kon thi?"
Pankaj - "Kyu... Tumhe jalan hui kya"
"Esa kuch nahi hai... bas ese he poocha..."
Pankaj - "Mujhe toh nahi pata... Hogi koi... waise tum miss kar rahi thi kya usey"
"Main kyu miss karu... mujhe nahi karna miss wiss usey..."
Pankaj - "Ohh Sad..."
"Kyu?"
Pankaj - "main toh soch raha tha... kal usey house party ke liye invite karu..."
Meri khushi ka thikana nahi raha... sab kuch bhool bhaal ke... excited ho gai... aur... galti se...
"Sachi..."
Pankaj - "wow..... kaha thi ye desire se bhari simran itne time... tum usey chah rahi ho na"
Main blush karne lagi... par samaj bhi gai ki... main desperation me apni desires ko chupa nahi paai hoon...
"Nahi nahi... mera matlab... ummm..."
Pankaj - "Its okay... aur tumhe kaha tha na... jab desire ho... tab mujhse share karna... par ab bhi tum mujse chupa rahi ho... kaise bharosa karunga main ki tum dubara cheat nahi karogi..."
"Esa nahi hai jaan... maine esa kuch nahi socha... wo bus... usse baat nahi hui... alag sa ajeeb sa hai sab... atleast ek baar toh baat hoti toh clarity rehti... aur kuch nahi... itna kuch hua uske baad, ek baar toh baat kar sakta tha... par khair... ab clear hu me... uski ab gf hai toh shayad isliye... ab koi doubt nahi hai... aur naahi uske liye koi desires hai ab... samjhe..."
Pankaj - "Ohh... Itna kuch socha tumne... ek baar mujse keh deti..."
"Nahi jaan... itna kuch serious nahi tha... wo toh aaj dekha toh... sab yaad aaya..."
Iske pehle ki wo aur kuch bol paate maine tokte hue...
"Jaan... please... wo sab nahi... bas yaad aaya ki usse baat nahi hui... aur kuch nahi..."
Pankaj - "Wo baat karega bhi nahi ab... meri baat hui hai usse..."
"Kya! Kab aur kya baat? mujhe tumne kyu nahi bataya..."
Pankaj - "Baat hui toh hai... itna samaj lo ki hamari friendship hum dono ko jyada important hai... toh wo toh nahi karega kuch... par... maine socha atleast tum he usey call karogi... par tumne kiya he nahi... toh kaise hoti tumhaari baat..."
"Oh... tumne mana kiya hai toh theek hai... main samaj sakti hoon..."
Pankaj - "Maine mana kuch nahi kiya... uska he decision tha sab... maine bas samjha uska side aur agree kiya... aur bhi baaten hui... Tumhe janna hai?"
"Haa..."
Pankaj - "Challenge complete karo fir bataaunga..."
"Kaisa challenge..."
Pankaj - "Kal usey call karke bulana... workout ke liye... aur seduce karna... aur jo hoga mujhe raat me batana... fir bataunga main hamari kya kya baat hui sach sach"
"Main nahi karne waali call... mujhe nahi hai esa kuch uske liye ab..."
Pankaj - "Baby, challenge hai ek bas... mujhe pata hai ye mahina bohot boring tha aur kaam kaaj me nikal gaya... waise time toh tha ki main tumhare saat roleplay karu ya excitement laau par main intezaar kar raha tha ki tum apni desires ko zaahir karo... aur tum ho ki tumne kuch kaha he nahi..."
"Acha... Mera wait kar rahe the... kya soch rakha hai tumne mujhe... ki main desperate hoon... bas wahi sab chalta hai mere dimaag me haa..."
Pankaj - "Baby, I love you... tumhe judge nahi karta aur naahi karunga... bas tum start karti toh acha lagta... esa lagta ki tum bhi iss relationship ko meri tarah aur strong karne me interested ho... par shayad mein galat sochta hoon..."
"Jaan... aap esi baaten kyu karne lag jaate ho... main bhi aapse bohot pyaar karti hoon... aur chahti hoon ki jo hua uske baad hamare rishton me mazbooti aaye... par samaj nahi raha ki kaise karu..."
Pankaj - "Bataya toh hai main... be open... be bold... and free... Tumhe bold dekhna... mujhe acha lagta hai... Try toh karo please"
"Hmmm... kar sakti hoon... tumhi batao kya karu..."
Pankaj - "Jo challenge diya hai wo try karo"
"Par... jaan... wo aayega thodi... mere bulaane se... tumhe ne kaha na ki ab wo nahi karna chahta ye sab..."
Pankaj - "workout ke liye toh aayega he... fikr mat karo... wo aayega... par uske baad... kya hoga kya nahi wo mujhe nahi pata... par main bharosa karna chahta hoon ki jo bhi ho tum mujse share karo aur hum wo moments ko saat me re-live kare..."
"Toh kya tum chahte ho ki... main... aur sandy firse kare"
Pankaj - "Itna confidence hai tumhe ki sandy aur tum akele milo toh kuch hoga he..."
"Hmmm..."
Pankaj - "I like your confidence... Try kar lo... Ho gaya toh main mind nahi karunga... par ek shart hai.."
"kaisi shart..."
Pankaj - "Tum sab kuch detail me bataogi..."
"I promise..."
Pata nahi kaisi conversation thi ye... real challenge tha ye toh... main bhi bewakoof unse challenge le baithi... mujhe janna toh hai ki unke beech kya baat hui hai... aur mujhe toh yakeen hai sandy resist nahi kar paayega par... kar liya toh... kitna embarassing hoga na... par atleast uski dosti ka saboot toh milega mujhe... par mujhe dosti se jyada uske saat passionate hone ki talap thi... ye challenge wala game ek naya thrill tha aur excitement de gaya mujhe... maine socha bhi nahi tha ki apne pati ke saat itna thrill feel karungi... ye kuch new tha.... aur amazing... main iss moment ko khul kar jeena chahti thi... aur ab me ready thi explore karne ke liye ki aage kya hone wala tha...
Baat cheet ke baad pankaj wicked smile de rahe the... aur khush lag rahe the ki mai ready hoon is challenge ke liye... hum cuddle karte hue so gaye...
Next Day...
Sandy ke saath baith kar chai pee rahi thi, par mere dimaag mein sirf ek he baat chal rahi thi... wo ladki jo us party me Sandy ke saath thi. Uska chehra, uski muskurahat, sab kuch mere dil-o-dimaag mein tha. Jab finally maine baat chedi, to Sandy thoda sa surprised laga, lekin usne casually kaha...
Sandy - "Woh? Arre, woh sirf meri gym ki ek employee hai. Hum date kar rahe hain, but it's nothing serious."
Mujhe uski baat digest karne mein thoda time laga. Kyunki maine apne dil mein kuch aur socha tha. Par sach to yeh tha ki, main khud ko uss position mein nahi laana chahti thi, jahan mujhe lagta ki main us par haq jatane lagi hoon. Phir bhi, ek ajeeb sa gussa aur possessiveness tha he mann me... Shayad yehi vajah thi ki maine Sandy ke kareeb aakar uska haath pakad liya aur dheere se uske face ko apni ungliyon se chhua.
Meri nazrein uski aankhon mein thi, aur uska chehra mere itne kareeb tha ki main uski saansein mehsoos kar sakti thi. Maine dheere se kaha...
"Sandy, I missed you… itna zyada ki shayad tu samajh bhi nahi sakta."
Main apne hosh kho baithi thi. Uske paas aate hue, maine apna haath dheere se uske jeans par rakha, aur uske lund par jeans ke upar se he rub karne lagi. Us pal mein kuch aur nahi soch rahi thi, sirf yehi chah rahi thi ki Sandy mere kareeb aaye, mujhe apni baahon mein samet le.
Lekin Sandy duur ho gaya. Usne mere haath ko softly pakad kar apne se alag karte hue kaha...
Sandy - "Simran, jo hua wo acha tha... aur main tujhe miss bhi karta hoon. Lekin ab Pankaj ko sab pata hai. Main thankful hoon ki usne hume ek last time saat hone ka mauka diya tha... Lekin ab mein ye sab nahi kar paaunga"
Uski baat sunte he mera dil ek dum se baith gaya. Shayad kahin na kahin mujhe pata tha ki yeh hona hi tha, lekin phir bhi uss pal mein, maine uske paas gai... uski baaton ko sunti hui...
Sandy - "Hum teeno ache dost jaise he rehte hai, tujhe adjust hona padega Simran... and I know you can"
Sandy ki baatein mere dimaag mein goonj rahi thi... Maine dheere se kaha...
"Agar Pankaj chahe toh... kya tu phir se...?"
Sandy ne ek chhoti si muskurahat ke saath kaha...
Sandy - "Yes... agar Pankaj chahe toh. Lekin mujhe lagta hai ki tujhe bhi toh Pankaj ko cheat nahi karne ka mann hai na?"
Main thodi si ashamed feel karne lagi, lekin maine honesty se jawab diya...
"Nahi, mujhe bhi nahi karna kuch esa... bas tujse baat karna tha... aur samajhna tha ki tere dimaag mein kya chal raha hai. Main bohot confused hoon in sab ko leke... aur agar tujse comfort nahi leti toh kisse leti?"
Sandy thoda relax hota hua....
Sandy - "Simran, tu call karti na, baat toh karta main. Lekin khud se tujhe call nahi kar sakta. Mere liye friendship pehle hai. Aur haan, main kisi ek ka nahi hoon... tune mujhe 'love you' kaha hai, maine bhi kaha hai. Lekin real mein wo wala pyaar nahi hai. I hope you understand that?"
Main uski baatein sun kar thoda sa hil gayi thi. Pehli baar usne apni feelings itne clear tareeke se express ki thi...
Sandy - "Aur wo Neha jo party mein aayi thi, wo sirf ek employee hai. Haan, hum date kar rahe hain, lekin main uske saath bhi committed nahi hoon. Aur jo jagah teri hai meri zindagi mein, wo koi nahi le sakta... chahe wo Neha ho ya koi aur."
Main thoda surprised thi, lekin uski baatein dil ko chhoo gayi thi...
"Wow Sandy, yeh sab pehli baar jaana tere baare mein. Aur main khush hoon ki tune mujhe wo jagah di hai... mere liye bhi tu ek acha friend hai, aur main samaj rahi hoon."
Sandy - "Haan, mujhe pata hai, par ek baar clear baat karna zaroori tha na"
Sandy ne kehte hue... fir thoda relax hokar khada ho gaya... Thodi der baad Sandy chala gaya, aur raat ko main Pankaj ke paas bed par baithi thi. Main unse kuch chhupana nahi chahti thi, isliye sab kuch detail mein bataya. Truthfully, honestly... har chhoti chhoti baat jo Sandy ke saath hui thi, wo sab kuch Pankaj ko bata diya.
Teen mahine beet gaye the, main aur Pankaj ab bhi gaon mein he the. Sandy se mera koi contact nahi hua in dino me. Pankaj ne apni naukri se resign kar liya tha, aur ab wo Delhi me apna naya office setup karne waale the. Kal hum wapas apne ghar jaane waale the, ek naye jeevan ki shuruaat karne. Pankaj apne naye office mein itne busy ho jaayenge ki ek mahina tak toh unhe mere liye waqt milna mushkil hoga. Main bhi Aslam ji ke saath naye business project mein involve ho jaungi, jiske liye unse meri kayi baar baat hoti rehti thi.
In teen mahino me.. maine apne andar ki saari khwaahishon ko daba diya tha. Maine accept kar liya tha ki ab main sirf Pankaj ki hoon. Unhone mujhe akela kabhi feel nahi hone diya, lekin ab unka saath bhi ek ajeeb si boreiyat me dhal gaya tha. Har raat hum intimate hote, lekin wo raaten pehle jaisi nahi thi. Pehli baar, Pankaj mujhse door nahi jaa rahe the, lekin phir bhi ek fasaad sa tha humare beech. Wo bahar apni kuch responsibilities nibhaane nikal jaate, aur main yaha ghar mein akeli rehti.
Swati ka ana ek aur twist lekar aaya mere life me. Sandy ke jaane ke ek hafte baad he Swati gaon pahuchi. Maine kabhi socha nahi tha ki wo bina bataye aa jaayegi. Us din Pankaj ghar par he the jab wo lunch ke waqt aayi. Swati ne mujhe hug kiya, uski aankhon mein aansu the. Lekin jo cheez mujhe khatakne lagi, wo yeh thi ki uske baad Swati ne Pankaj ko hug kiya aur kaafi der tak unse chipki rahi. Pankaj ne usse calm karne ki koshish ki, aur mujhe pata chala ki Swati aur Pankaj regular contact me the.
Main andar he andar insecure feel kar rahi thi, lekin maine kabhi Pankaj se kuch nahi kaha. Uske baad ke kuch din achhe guzre, maine Swati ke saath kaafi waqt spend kiya. Usne bataya ki wo ab Delhi mein settle ho gayi hai, ek naya flat liya hai aur naukri bhi achhi chal rahi hai. Main uske liye khush thi, lekin jab bhi wo aur Pankaj interact karte, mujhe ajeeb lagta. Kai baar socha ki Pankaj se kahu ki Swati se door rahe, lekin kis mooh se kehti?
Is bechaini ke saath, meri apni kuch purani khwaahishe fir se ubharne lagi thi. Din bhar jab main akeli rehti, toh wo dabaye hue desires mujhe pareshaan karne lagte. Ek din usey firse yaad karne lagi, Aroused hoti hui, Ye hua jab sandy ko jaakar ek mahina beet chuka tha... maine apne aap ko rokne ki koshish ki. Lekin us raat ke baad, jo main karna chah rahi thi, uske liye khud ko rok nahi paayi. Us din maine Sandy ko imagine karte hue apne aap ko khush karna chaha. Jaise he orgasm hua, guilt se bhar gayi.
Maine apne aap ko sambhala, kai dino tak wo sab avoid karne ki koshish ki. Lekin peechele ek do hafto se, main roz Sandy ko soch kar fingering karne lagi hoon. Yeh desperation, yeh desires din par din badhte ja rahe the. Har din mein aur betaab hoti ja rahi thi. Delhi jaane ka waqt nazdeek aata ja raha tha, aur main apne emotions par kabu paane me naakaam hoti ja rahi thi.
Aaj bhi, jaise he Pankaj ghar se nikle, maine washroom jaake apne aap ko rough fingering karte hue cum karne ki koshish ki. Lekin naakaam rahi. Thak ke, maine naha liya aur ready hokar lunch prepare karne lagi. Mere dil mein guilt, bechaini aur desires ka ek bhanwar chal raha tha. Ab samajh nahi aa raha tha ki main kya karu, kaise apne aap ko sambhalu. Pankaj ke saath apni zindagi ki nayi shuruaat toh hone waali thi, lekin mere andar ka ye sab kuch kaise theek hoga, iska jawab ab tak mujhe pareshaan karta raha...
Ringing...
"Hello"
Pankaj - "Baby, lunch ready hai na.. bhook lagi hai..."
"haa ready hai..."
Pankaj ghar pahoch gaye... mujhe laga hamesha ki tarah chale jaayenge lunch kar ke... par iss baar kuch alag tha... jaise he lunch khatam hua... pankaj ka cellphone ring hua... maine dekha toh swati ka tha... mera maatha kharab ho gaya... ki swati directly ab pankaj se baat karti hai... par curious bhi thi ki swati ko kya baat karni hai... pankaj ne turant call pick kiya aur baat karne lage... kaafi interestingly baat karte hue... pyaar se kuch toh baat kar rahe the main sun nahi paai... kyunki wo call pick karte hue... gallery me cigi light karte hue baat kar rahe the... aur main bas 4 paai par baithi hui... phone pakde bas ese he screen par scroll karti hui par saara dhyaan pankaj par... kareeb 15 minute baad wo aaye... aur shayad nikalne waale the ya pata nahi... kyunki maine jo unse kaha uske baad wo mere bagal me baith gaye...
Main kaafi din se soch toh rahi thi ki unse swati ke baare baat karu... aur aaj rok nahi paai... aur pooch liya...
"Jaan... swati se tum kya baat kar rahe the?"
Pankaj - "Kuch nahi... bas ese office related"
"Mujhe bhi toh batao..."
Pankaj - "Arey chodho na usey... chalo bedroom me chalte hai..."
Pankaj mera haat pakde hue the... aur mein unke peeche peeche bedroom me aa gai... unhone toh iddam se topic he change kar diya tha chalte chalte...
Pankaj - "Packing complete hai na... kal nikalna hai... bohot kaam bhi hai..."
"Haa... sab toh complete hai... bas washroom me kuch gile kapde hai... wo last me rakh lenge..."
Pankaj ne bedroom me ghuste he mujhe kiss karne lage... pyaar se move hote hue hum bed par the... aur cuddle karte hue makeout karne lage... par mera mood nahi tha... mere dimaag me toh swati ko lekar uljhan thi... esa lag raha tha jaise pankaj kuch chupa rahe ho... par uske baad jo hua... usne swati ka khayal dilo dimaag se nikaal diya...
Pankaj mere bagal me the... maine saree pehna hua tha... aur pankaj aane ke baad apne shorts aur tshirt me the... makeout karte hue meri saari ka pallu already nikal chuka tha... mere cleavage saaf nazar aa rahe the... pankaj ne pyaar se mujhe dekha... apne haat ko mere gardan ke neeche rakhe hue.... ek haat se mere baalo ko sehlaate hue... ek alag pyaar aur desire bhare nazro se mujhe dekhne lage... mujse raha nahi gaya...
"Ese kyu dekh rahe ho..."
Pankaj - "Tum sach me bohot hot ho baby..."
Kehte hue wo mere face ko caress karne lage the... main blush kar gai unki achanak se itni sexy compliments sunn kar...
"Bas karo pankaj... mujhe sharam aa rahi hai... ese mat dekho..."
Maine aankhe band kar li unki iss harkat par... bohot he sharam aa rahi thi... wo itne pyaar se mujhe dekh rahe the...
Pankaj - "Tumhe apna promise yaad hai... Ki tum mujse sab share karogi... kuch daba kar nahi rakhogi..."
"Haa..."
Pankaj - "Main... bohot excited feel kar raha hu... delhi return jaane ke liye... tumbhi excited ho na?"
"Excited ka kya hai... jaakar busy hona hai... tumhe bhi setup karna hai aur mujhe bhi kaam hai..."
Pankaj - "Wo sab toh hai he... par..."
Pankaj ke haat mere sensitive skin par choothe hue... pyaar se wo apni ungliyon ko face par trail karte hue...
Pankaj - "Aur... kisi cheez ke liye excited nahi ho kya?"
"Aur kiss cheez ki hogi..."
Pankaj ne pyaar se mere neck ke paas kiss kiya... sniff karte hue... slowly mere earlobes ko suck kar liya tha... gehri saanse chodhte hue... mere kaano me whisper karte hue...
Pankaj - "Sandy... se milne ki...."
Sandy ka naam unke muuh se sunte he maine apni mundi ko thoda sarkaa liya... confusion aur nervousness chahne laga tha... inhe kya ho gaya... itne dino baad... unhone fir se wo topic chedh diya aur wo bhi ese romantic hote hue... kya matlab tha iska... main calm aur composed hone ki acting karte hue...
"Esa kuch nahi hai..."
Pankaj ab mujhe dekhne lage aur desire bhari nazro se... unke fingers ab mere honto par trail kar rahe the...
Pankaj - "Kyun? tumne miss nahi kiya uska lund inn gulaabi honto par..."
main shocked thi unki iss baat se... unke baato se jaise wo saare poorane memory flash hone lage...
"Please pankaj... ye sab kyu keh rahe ho..."
Pankaj ke haat mere gardan se hote hue... boobs par se... gently move hote hue... navel tak pahoch gaye... unka touch electric sensations de raha tha... aur mera muuh khula ka khula reh gaya jab... pankaj ne meri ek taang ko adjust karte hue... saari ko upar kiya... aur meri nangi jhaang par... apne haat ko move karte hue... neeche aate gaye....
"Aaahhh.... Pankaj..."
Main apni moan rok nahi paai jab unka haat meri pussy par pada... meri panties ke upar... wo pyaar se meri clit ko dhundte hue...
Pankaj ke hont ab mere honto par the... main unke kiss ka saat deti hui... aur wo clit ko pyaar se rub karte hue... Aaahh... Pankaj kiss karte hue... ab mere neck par kisses kar rahe the... thodi der baad... unhone meri saari nikaal feki... roughly mere blouse ko unhook kiya aur unke saamne meri black color ki bra expose ho chuki thi...
Pankaj ne fir se mere gaal par kiss kiya... aur panties ko side karte hue... meri pussy me gehrai se ungli daali... jo abhi tak poori tarah se gili nahi thi... hoti bhi kaise mann me confusion tha... thodi si aroused jarur thi... par unki baato se ya sandy ke imagination se nahi balki unke touch aur sensualness se... pankaj ne bhi wo feel kiya... aur apne haato ko hata kar... wahi ungli ko mere honto par le aaye... touch karte hue... mere honto par trail karte hue... nose tak le aai aur...
Pankaj - "Tumne kabhi apni choot ki khusboo li hai... Sandy ka andar jaane ke baad..."
Fuckk... ye kitni dirty baat kar rahe hai... mujhe apni baato se posess karte hue...
"Pankaj... Kya hua hai tumhe..."
Pankaj - "Shhh...."
Pankaj ki ungli mere honto par chuppi banate hue...
Pankaj ne mujhe apni baaho se pakad kar utha diya... aur mere khule hue blouse ko mere badan se alag kar diya... fir bra ko bhi nahi chodha aur wo bhi ab kahi kone me floor par pada hua tha... mera nanga badan ab unke saamne tha... aur wo mere har hisse ko ese dekh rahe the jaise pehli baar dekh rahe ho... main ab sirf panties me thi... par jaise he mujhe unhone leta diya... kuch he der me... meri panties ko bhi nikaal feka... Aur pyaar se apne haato ko mere face par touch karte hue...
Pankaj - "Baby, Just enjoy... Apni aankhe band karo"
Bina soch samaj ke meri aankhe apne aap band ho gai... unki ungli mere forehead se hote hue... cheeks par trace karti hui...
Pankaj - "Tumhe kitna maza aayega na... jab Sandy ka lund yaha se yaha tak halke halke chooyega... Hmmmm?"
Fuckkk... unki ungliyon ka touch aur unki baaten ek alag he electrifying sensation create karne lagi... main kuch nahi keh paai... bas unke touch se thodi si hili par unhone continue karte hue...
Apni ungliya mere honto par le aate hue... trail karte hue...
Pankaj - "Uska lund tumhare honto pe bohot he sexy lagega... Nahi?"
Unke sawaalo ko koi jawab nahi tha mere paas... bas wo sensation me khoi hui... maine apni back arch kar li thi... gehri saanse lete hue.... Unka haat mere honto ko pyaar se dabata hua...
Pankaj - "Bolo na baby.... Tumhe acha lagta hai na uska lund wo bhi tumhare honto ke beech"
"Jaan... Tum bohot naughty ho..."
Pankaj - "Yess... Yehi expressions mujhe diwaana bana deti hai baby..."
Pankaj ke haat mere gardan par trail karte hue... mujhe arousal ke peak par pahuchaate hue... unka touch had se jyada gentle tha... jo mera rom rom khada kar raha tha...
Unhone apne ungliyon ko firse mere honto par trail karte hue...
Pankaj - "Uska bada lund... kabhi tumhare honto ko esa chuha hai..."
Usne toh nahi kiya tha... par maine apne honto se uska lund jarur chuha hai... par esa nahi....
"Nahi...."
Pankaj - "Agar mere saamne tum pehli baar karti... toh main tumhe ye wala sensation feel karata... uske lund ko tumhare inn gulaabi hoto par trail karata... "
Jaise jaise pankaj apni ungliyon ko trail kar rahe the... mere imagination me sandy ka lund tha... uska lund dheere se mere honto ko chuta hua...
Mera muuh apne aap khul gaya jaise uska lund real me mere muuh ke paas ho... mera muuh khula hua aur pankaj ne apne thumb ko mere muuh me daalte hue... tongue par tap karte hue...
Mujhe arouse karte gaye... main unke jaal me fass chuki thi... unke shabd sirf dimaag me ghum rahe the par... main kya he kehti...
Pankaj ke haat ab mere erect nipples par circle bana rahe the... aur fir se unhone poocha...
Pankaj - "Bolo na baby... Tumhe acha lagta agar main sandy ka lund tumhare in nipples par rub karwata ese..."
"Aaahhh.... Pata nahi... Par tumhe acha lagta dekhne?"
Pankaj ka lund dhundti hui unka lund pakad liya tha... unka rock hard tha... unke tip ko jakde hue...
"Wow pankaj... Aap toh bohot hard ho..."
pankaj ne meri choot ko pyaar se touch kiya...
meri wetness ko feel karte hue...
Pankaj - "Tum bhi toh sandy ke naam se kitni wet ho gai ho..."
Main kuch nahi keh paai... bas unke sensual touch ko enjoy karti hui... apni peeth uthate hue... gehri saanse lete hue enjoy kar rahi thi... Thodi der me pankaj mere upar adjust hogaye... aankh khola toh unka lund mere muuh ke paas tha... main toh turant muuh me lene ke liye ready thi.. par unhone roka... meri aankhe band karaai aur...
Pankaj - "Tumhe uska lund muuh me lete hue dekhna ka experience amazing tha baby... Tum dubara logi na uska muuh me?"
"Kya tum sach me ye sab chahte ho?"
Pankaj - "Tumhaare liye kuch bhi kar sakta hoon... Bolo na logi na uska mere saamne firse?"
Maine aankhe khole.... unka lund mere saamne tha... Maine unke lund ke tip ko pyaar se lick kiya...aur apne hoto ke beech lete hue... pyaar se choosti hui unka topa... andar lete hue...
Pankaj - "Ohh god... Yess... Tumhare honto ki garmi amazing hai baby"
"Mhmmmppp..."
Main bas choosti rahi... aur machalti hui.. unke pairo ko pakad chuki thi... thodi der me unhone apna lund nikala aur meri taango ke beech adjust hue... wo hone wala tha jiska main besabri se intezaar kar rahi thi... unka andar chahiya tha mujhe... par unhone bas apne lund ka tip mere clit par rakha...
aur tap karne lage... mere arousal ko aur bhi jyada badhaate hue... extreme tease karte hue..
"Please jaan... fuckk me...."
Pankaj - "Achaa..."
"Yesss... Andar dalo na..."
Wo tap karte gaye... apne lund ke tip se clit par rub karte hue...
Pankaj - "Pehle batao... Parso shaaam jab main tumhari choot chaat raha tha... ek madhosh kar dene waali khooshboo li... wo tumhari pungent smell ka aroma... bohot he erotic tha baby... tum mere aane se pehle fingering kar rahi thi na..."
"Yesss..."
Pankaj - "Sandy ko yaad karte hue na?"
"Nahi...."
Pankaj - "Wow... Fir koi aur tha kya..."
"Nahi... Pankaj... Fuckk me... please... aur tease mat karo..."
Pankaj - "Sach batane ka waada kiya hai... Batao... Sandy ko imagine kar rahi thi na?"
Meri aankhe band... main tadap rahi thi... unke lund ko pakadte hue andar lene ki koshish karti hui... par wo mera haat jhatak dete...
"Haa... Haa.... Jaan... Ab chodho naa... Please"
Pankaj - "Uske lund ke baare me kya sochti ho batao na baby..."
"Uska... Hah!... Uska... lund bohot awesome hai jaan..."
Pankaj ki rubbing tez hogai... mujhe pagal karte hue...
Pankaj - "Aur...."
"Uska kitna bada hai..."
Pankaj - "Uska lund tumhare andar tha na imagination me"
"Yess jaan... Yess... mere andar tha... Aah!... hah!... uska bada lund... mujhe bohot pasand hai..."
Pankaj ne jhat se apna lund mere andar daal diya... aur mere face ko roughly pakadte hue...
Pankaj - "ese naaa"
"Yess... hah!... aahhh... aahh... Yess... jaan... ese he ..... Fuckkk me.... Aaahhh... Aahhhh... ooh oohh ohh..."
Main kaamp uthi thi... unki dirty naughty baato se unka lund andar feel karte he edge par pahoch chuki thi... kisi bhi waqt orgasm ho jaata utne me...
Pankaj - "Tumhe ese gandi baaten pasand hai na..."
"Haa... Jaan... Yess... Aur tez karo... Main jhadne waali hoon... Aaah..."
Pankaj ki speed badh gai thi... wo jor jor se jhatke maarte hue.... aur main jhad gai... aur wo ab bhi mere andar poori shiddat se apna lund dhakele jaa rahe the... itni wild the ki mere boobs ke upar love bite karte hue mujhe pain aur pleasure ka ehsaas dete hue.... chodte gaye aur 5 minute baad jaake jhade...
Uske baad mere bagal me collapse karte hue... pyaar se mere face ko cup karte hue... dono ki saanse fuli hui....
Pankaj - "Fir bhi... kya karogi... Mana karogi... Ya mujhe bataogi"
"Aapko bataungi"
Pankaj - "Thats my girl... Detail me bataogi na kya kya kiya"
"Dhatt... Esa kuch nahi hoga jaan... main usey mana kar dungi..."
Pankaj - "Pakka naa..."
"Haa jaan... Bharosa nahi hai kya Aapko"
Pankaj - "Agar naa ho toh... Kya kya kar sakti ho mujhe bharosa dilane ke liye"
"Aap he batao jaan... Kya karu main... Main aapko khona nahi chahti... Jo chaho karungi"
Pankaj - "Ese desires bhare gandi baate hamesha khul kar karogi mere saat bina hichak ke"
"Hmmm.... Try karungi..."
Pankaj - "Try kya karna hai... Abhi acha nahi laga tumhe hamari gandi baaten aur sex"
"Bohot acha tha..."
Pankaj - "Toh dubara uske saat kabhi galti se kar bhi liya toh detail me bataogi naa?"
"Nahi jaan... Esa kuch nahi hone wala... I promise"
Pankaj - "Baby... Tum sweet ho... par... socho na... mere ghar aane se pehle tum bistar par nangi padi ho... uska sperm tumhare choot par pada hua hai... main aakar unhe pyaar se chaatu aur tumhe lick karte hue ek aur orgasm ki taraf pahuchau toh... tumhe acha nahi lagega"
"Pata nahi.... Par... Tum ye sab karoge?"
Pankaj - "Agar tum detail me bataogi... Toh karunga he..."
"Par pankaj... Tum itne mahino baad ye sab dubara kyu kar rahe ho..."
Pankaj - "wo toh main busy tha na... maine socha... araam se sab set kar lu... ab relaxed hu finally toh time bhi thaa isiliye... Kya tumhe acha nahi laga?"
"Pata nahi jaan... Ye sab ajeeb lag raha hai..."
Pankaj - "Tumhe yaad hai jab tumne sandy ka sperm mujhe taste karaya tha apni choot se mere upar chadh kar... uss waqt kya soch rahi thi..."
"I am sorry jaan... Pata nahi uss waqt kya hua tha... main kaafi naughty feel kar rahi thi... mujhe laga tumhe acha lagega..."
Pankaj - "Usi naughtyness ko toh main embrase karna chahta hua... tumhe ese dekh kar mujhe bohot amazing lagta hai... tumhari sluttiness ko mein khul kar jeena chahta huu...."
"Sachi?"
Pankaj - "Pehle toh nahi pasand tha... Socha bhi nahi tha ye sab itna hadd tak jaayega... par maine bhi kuch esa kar liya hai... jiske baad maine tumhe sandy ke saat dekhna galat nahi mana... pehle toh guilt ki wajah se tumhe enjoy karwaya par... jaise jaise raat beeti aur dusre din ki morning ko tumhe dekha toh sab kuch hadd se jyada awesome lagne laga... ab guilt ki wajah se nahi balki tumhaari khushi aur naughtiness ki wajah se mujhe ye sab acha lag raha hai..."
Main grasp he nahi kar paa rahi thi.... kuch bhi... pankaj ki baato se saaf pata lag raha tha ki unhone kuch toh kiya hai... main bhauklane waali thi... par kya he karti... maine bhi toh galat kiya hai... par fir bhi mujse raha nahi gaya... main curious ho gai... aur inquire karte hue... gusse me... jeolousy me...
Pankaj - "Ummm... Please ab chodho na ye sab baaten.... Main jo kehraha tha wo mere liye nahi hai... tumhare liye hai baby..."
"Nahi pankaj... Batao... Mujhe janna hai... Kon hai wo chutiya aurat... Aur ab bhi tum uske saat ho?... Kya tumhe divorce lena hai?"
Pankaj - "Tum pagal ho kya... Ye sab kya keh rahi ho... Ab toh lagta hai jaise tumhe he divorce chahiye... ek toh main adjust karne ki koshish kar raha hu... apne rishton ki khataas ko duur karte hue... manage karna chahta huu taaki hum saat rahe aur tum ho ki...."
Pankaj gusse me uth gaye... kapde pehnte hue... mujhe jhatka sa laga... "Ye kya keh gai me... Pankaj chahte toh tab bhi divorce ki baat kar lete... mere saat rehte nahi... par ye sab kya hogaya mere saat... main itni jealous kyu feel kar rahi hoon..."
"Hum baat kar rahe hai na... Tum ese bhadak kyu rahe ho..."
Pankaj - "Tum dimaag ka bhosda kar rahi ho... Tumhe pyaar hajam nahi hai mera... meri koi respect nahi kya... Kitna pyaar se kitni baar samjaya... Par ab lagta hai... Ki tumhe he alag hona hai... Toh saaf saaf bola... Tumhe chutkara chahiye naa..."
Main rone lagi... aur...
"Nahi... Sorry pankaj... main tumhe khona nahi chahti... main bas tumhe chahti hoon... aur kuch nahi... please paas aaao..."
Main unke paas khadi hui... gidgidaati hui... unke close hoti gai... unhone haat jhatak diya... aur bed ke edge par baith gaye...
"Please jaan... Sorry mere muuh se galti se nikal gaya divorce ki baat... main dubara kabhi nahi karungi ye sab baat...."
Pankaj - "Baat divorce ki nahi hai... wo toh sirf ek paper hai... Baat hai ki zindagi bhar ka rishtan hai ya nahi... ya rakhna hai ya nahi... wo important hai..."
"Haa jaan... Zindagi bhar rehna he important hai..."
Pankaj - "Toh ab bina koi bhi baat ko dabaye... ache se soch lo... bhale delhi pahoch ke batana... araam se soch ke...."
"Ha... Main rehna chahti hoon tumhare saat he... Aur kuch nahi sochna uske alawa"
Pankaj - "Ache se suno pehle... Chahe jo bhi ho... Main toh tumhare saat rahunga hamesha... tumhara khayal rakhunga... tumhe kami mehsoos nahi hogi... aur pyaar bhi karunga... utna he jitna ab karta huu... Par kya tum usi dedication ke saat mere saat bhi rehna chahti ho?"
"Par pankaj... ye rishta... ye sab... main kuch nahi samaj paa rahi hamesha darr laga rahega..."
"Pankaj.... Please... divorce ki baat ab hamare beech kabhi nahi hogi..."
Pankaj - "Pehle suno... Divorce hone ke baad kya lagta hai tumhe kya hoga..."
"Kya hoga... Tum aur mein alag ho jaayenge... hum saat nahi reh paayenge... pyaar khatam ho jaayega... miss karenge hum ek dusre ko... Ghar par sabko pata lagega... badnaami hogi... aur pata nahi kya kya..."
Pankaj - "Divorce karna hai nahi mujhe... Par agar socho hum shaadi he nahi karte kabhi... aur fir bhi hum saat rehte hamesha... pyaar rehta... ghar par bhi kisi ko kuch pata nahi lagta... toh kaisa rehta... kya tum fir bhi mere saat he rehna pasand karti..."
"Par... Hamari shaadi toh hai na abhi..."
Pankaj - "Important saat rehna hai mere liye... tum meri zindagi ka hissa ho... jo main kabhi kisi bhi halat me nahi chodhna chahunga... agar tum chaho toh jaa sakti ho... par main kabhi nahi jaaunga..."
"Main bhi pankaj... par main nahi chahti ki tum jaao... main tumhare saat he rehna chahti hoon..."
Pankaj - "Toh argument karke mood kharab kyu karna... tumhe hamesha samjhana bacho jaise mujhe acha nahi lagta... kitne baar hua hai... itna sab kuch hone ke baad bhi hum saat hai... kya tumhe mere pyaar me kami mehsoos hui... main tumse beech beech me alag rehta huu... fir bhi tumhare saat jab aata hu.. toh poori tarah se pyaar karta huu na..."
"Haa... Jaan.... I am sorry naa... main kuch nahi poochungi... jab batana ho tab batana... ab mood thik karo please..."
Pankaj ne pyaar se kiss kiya... aur...
Pankaj - "Ab bolo... Mein tumhari slut hu..."
"Kyaaa"
Pankaj ka facial expression change hota hua... maine turant...
"Haa... Main tumhari slut huu jaan..."
Pankaj ne firse kiss kiya aur fir hum delhi ki aur travelling ki baat karte hue... so gaye... ab kahi na kahi ye assurity toh thi ki pankaj ne bhi cheat kiya hai... par ye bhi yakeen ho raha hai ki hum dono hamesha saat he rehna chahte hai... par kab tak... main kaise unhe kisi aur ke saat baat sakti huu... aur pata nahi wo ladki hai kon... kya unke office ki hai... ya bas ese he one night.... main ab inhe toh aur nahi chedh sakti iss topic par... yakeen hai inpe ki kabhi na kabhi toh bata he denge... main he khama kha... darti hoon inke chodhne se .... par ye kitna pyaar karte hai... hamesha saat diya hai... aur ab itna kuch hone ke baad bhi toh saat de he rahe hai... mein reliefed feel karne lagi... aur unke baaho me sir rakhe hue so gai...
Next Day...
Sabere ki flight thi... Hum afternoon me pahochne waale the... Ready hokar hum rishtedaar ke innova me baithe aur unhone hume airport par drop kar diya... Plane board karne se pehle... Dekha ki pankaj kisi ko call laga rahe hai...
Pankaj - "Hum flight board karne he waale hai... 2 ghante me pahoch jaayenge... airport pe milte hai sandy"
Unke call rakhte he...
"Tumne sandy ko kyu bulaya pick karne..."
Pankaj - "Hamari car to usi ke paas hai... baat hui thi pehle he... kyun tumhe nahi bataya usne?"
"Main kaha baat karti huu usse"
Pankaj - "Thik hai... Waise mujhe laga tum excited hogi usse milne ke liye..."
"Esa kuch nahi hai... usne toh yaha se jaane ke baad ek baar bhi call nahi kiya..."
Maine muuh banate hue kaha... Pankaj ne tease karte hue...
Pankaj - "Tum he kar leti..."
"Mujhe nahi karna..."
Pankaj - "Theek hai... Ab bula liya hai... lunch par bhi jaane ka plan tha... cancel kar du?"
"Nahi nahi... Ab kar he liya hai plan to rehne do..."
Pankaj - "Ese acting karti ho na... par andar se chahti toh ho he na usse milna"
"Please jaan... mujhe chedho mat abhi..."
Pankaj - "Acha sorry..."
Flight already nikal chuki thi, aur mera dil ab zyada he tez dhadakne laga tha. Khidki se bahar dekh rahi thi, lekin dimaag toh Sandy ke sapnon mein kho chuka tha. Pankaj ne lunch ka plan banaya tha, aur shayad uske baad wo ghar par bhi aayega. Main andar he andar turned on feel karne lagi thi, kitne dino ke baad usse milne waali thi. Lekin ek sawal mere mann mein baar-baar aane laga, kya ye sab firse Pankaj ke saamne hoga? Kya wo bhi yehi chahte hai?
Mere andar ek ajeeb si uljhan thi... Ek taraf Sandy ke liye mera rom-rom tadap raha tha, aur dusri taraf ek ajeeb si nervousness bhi thi. Main kya karun? Mana karun ya apni desires ko openly fulfill karun? Apne armaano ko daba du ya fir... "fuckkk... ye kaisi situation hai?"
Maine decide kar liya tha ki jab tak Pankaj request nahi karenge, tab tak main kuch nahi karungi. Jo bhi ho.... Mujhe apni respect khoni nahi hai unke saamne. Pankaj mujhe slutty samajhne lage hain... aur wo main hoon bhi... pata nahi kya ho jaata hai unn moments mein, mere muuh se kya kya nikal jaata hai aur Pankaj un baaton ko encourage bhi karte hain... pata nahi kis hadd tak ye sab chalega aur acha rahega...
Ese he overthinking karte hue... main khidki ke bahar dekhte hue... apne uljhono me khoi hui... utne mein apne thighs kar pankaj ka haat mehsoos kiya... toh hadbada si gai...
Pankaj - "Arey... Bhoot dekh liya kya?"
"Wo... ummm... nahi... gudgudi si hui acahanak..."
Pankaj - "Kaha khoi thi..."
"Kahi nahi... bas bahar dekh rahi thi... kitna amazing hai na view?"
Unke sawalon se peecha chudaane ke liye maine bas itna kaha, lekin dimaag firse apne khayalon mein wapas chala gaya. Pankaj toh nap lene lage the, aur hum thodi der baad finally land kar chuke the.
Jaise-jaise hum exit ki taraf badhne lage, meri dhadkane aur tez hone lagi thi. Umeed thi ki Sandy firse hume hug karega, aur shayad iss baar main use rokna nahi chahungi... bas lipat jaaungi pyaar se. Par esa kuch nahi hua... Sandy ne sirf pankaj ko hug kiya aur meri taraf dekh kar...
Sandy - "Welcome back to delhi"
Aur mera bag utha kar car ki taraf badne laga... Gussa aane laga tha mujhe... Usey kosti hui mann me main peeche baith gai car me... Wo dono toh araam se baatein kar rahe the jaise kuch hua he nahi, sab normal tha. Aur main peeche phone ki screen pe nazar gadaye, busy hone ki acting karti rahi, par dhyaan unki baaton par hi tha. Lunch hua, par jo socha tha, usme se kuch bhi nahi hua. Na Sandy ne zyada interest dikhaya aur na Pankaj ka shayad koi plan tha use ghar bulaane ka. Sandy gym ke paas utar gaya aur Pankaj ne drive kar ke hume ghar le aaye.
Ghar pahunchte he, maine socha ki Pankaj se poochu ki kya tum Sandy ko ghar par invite karne waale the ya nahi, par rok liya apne aap ko. Main desperate nahi dikhna chahti thi. Apne aap ko composed rakha, shower liya, fresh hui, aur thakan ki wajah se shaam tak so gayi.
Raat mein dinner ke baad Pankaj aur main intimate hue. Romantic sex hua, par koi roleplay nahi, aur Pankaj ne wahi kiya jo pehle kiya tha. Ek mahina beet chuka tha, wo setup mein busy ho gaye the, aur main Aslam G ke saath business ko aur expand karne mein. Training chal rahi thi meri. Aslam G ne kai baar milne ka proposal diya, par uss din ke baad main unse milna nahi chah rahi thi, toh unhe avoid kiya, par baat regular hoti thi. Kabhi kabar Pankaj ke office bhi jaati setup aur kaam dekhne.
Lekin dimaag ke kisi kone mein hamesha umeed rehti thi ki kab Pankaj wo naughty waale roleplay karein, ya fir se wo sab karein jo mujhe chahiye tha besabri se. Par aisa kuch nahi ho raha tha. Main betaab thi, desperate thi, fir bhi apne aap ko control mein rakha hua tha. Pankaj ko kehne ka bohot baar mann kiya ki roleplay karte hain, par nahi kaha.
Delhi se wapas aane ke baad bhi wahi boring si zindagi chal rahi thi. Koi excitement nahi, koi thrill nahi, wahi regular life. Aur ab toh Pankaj hamesha rehte hain mere paas. Unke saath sex karna acha lagta hai, par wahi routine har baar. Ek alag si boring feeling ubhar rahi thi. Pehle toh jab wo bahar jaate the, kuch dino ke liye toh kaafi exciting hota tha, unhe miss karne ke baad sex. Par ab waisa nahi tha.
Gaon mein maine kitni mushkil se apne aap ko samjhaya tha ki apni saari khwaishon ko daba dungi, par ho nahi paaya aur Sandy ko imagine karne lagi. Aur to aur Pankaj ne wo saari aag fir se jaga di roleplay karte hue gaon mein uss raat. Par ab sab kuch alag hai. Kya ho raha hai mere saath? Kya main unhe kahu? Unhone kaha toh hai ki desires aur fantasies share kiya karo, par... aise kaise bold ho jaau unke saath? Darr hai... bohot depressed si feeling aa rahi hai...
Finally, Pankaj ke office ka setup complete ho chuka tha aur Pankaj ke office ka grand opening ceremony thi... ek bada function, sab invited the... colleagues, doston ke saath-saath Sandy aur Aslam G bhi the. Main thoda excited thi, thoda anxious, jaise kuch unexpected hone wala ho. Shaam ka setting ekdum perfect tha... decor, lights, music sab kuch ekdam classy tha, par mera mann bas Sandy ko dekhne ke liye tadap raha tha.
Jaise he hum waha pohaunche, aankhein Sandy ko talashne lagi. Usse door se dekhte he mere pair theher se gaye. Mere dil ki dhadkane tez hogai. Par uske saath ek ladki thi... jo shayad married nahi lag rahi thi. Unke beech ka connection ekdum obvious tha... woh us ladki ke itne kareeb, poore waqt uske saath chipka hua tha jaise baaki duniya ka koi matlab he na ho.
Mujhse sirf ek formal greeting kiya Sandy ne, ek halki si smile di aur wapas us ladki ke paas chala gaya. Main bas wahi khadi usse dekhti reh gayi. Jalan... bas ek teekhi jalan mere andar ubharne lagi thi. Kaise itna door ho sakta hai woh mujhse? Aur yeh ladki? Kaun hai yeh? Yeh thoughts mere andar ghoomte rahe, jaise poison fail raha ho.
"Mujhe yaad bhi nahi karta ab yeh... Dusri mil gayi hai isse..." Maine andar he andar gussa kiya. Main uski yaadon mein khoi rehti hoon, aur yeh... yeh toh puri tarah se busy hai us ladki ke saath. Bohot gussa aa raha tha. Bas ab aur nahi! Thoda waqt toh mood off rakha, dil ke ek kone mein itna frustration tha ki shayad kuch bol doon, lekin maine khud ko rok liya.
Fir main bhi function ka hissa banne lagi. Music, drinks, aur logon ke saath thoda distract ho gayi thi main. Function sach mein amazing tha, aur maine apne mann ko kaafi der tak us soch se door rakha. Pankaj toh apne logon mein busy the, par mujhe sab kuch observe hote hue bhi yeh baat khatakti rahi ki Sandy ke saath wo ladki kyu thi?
Raat ke der tak sab enjoy kar rahe the, aur hum wapas ghar aaye. Maine ek beautiful saari pehni thi jo shayad Sandy ko pasand aati, lekin ab... jo hona tha wo ho chuka tha.
Jaise he ghar pahunche, Pankaj ne mujhe apni baahon mein bhar liya. Unki aankhon mein ek alag si chaahat thi, jaise wo mujhe tabse chah rahe ho jabse function start hua tha...
"Kya baat hai aaj toh tum bohot khoobsurat lag rahi ho..." Pankaj ne dheere se kaha, aur unki nazrein meri saree par tik gayi.
Mujhe change karne ka mauka tak nahi diya unhone, seedha bistar par leta diya mujhe, aur saree ab tak fully khuli bhi nahi thi ki Pankaj ne usse upar uthaya, meri panties ko ek he move mein sarka diya, aur apna lund mere andar daal diya.
Wo kaafi passionate the, jaise kai dino se unhone sex nahi kiya ho. Har thrust mein ek possessiveness thi, unke groans se room bhar gaya tha, aur ek pal ke liye main wapas reality mein aa gayi thi. Par... main... unka saath puri tarah de nahi paa rahi thi... Pankaj finally jhad gaye aur thake hue... mujhe apni baahon mein kheench ke cuddle karne lage
Sandy ab bhi mere dimaag mein tha... aur wo ladki... uska chehra, uska attitude, sab kuch mere dimaag mein ghoom raha tha. Mujhe pata nahi kyu, par main jaan na chahti thi, wo kaun thi? Sandy ki life mein kya role play kar rahi thi wo? tabhi meri zubaan se galti se nikal gaya...
"Jaan... wo ladki jo sandy ke saat thi... wo kon thi?"
Pankaj - "Kyu... Tumhe jalan hui kya"
"Esa kuch nahi hai... bas ese he poocha..."
Pankaj - "Mujhe toh nahi pata... Hogi koi... waise tum miss kar rahi thi kya usey"
"Main kyu miss karu... mujhe nahi karna miss wiss usey..."
Pankaj - "Ohh Sad..."
"Kyu?"
Pankaj - "main toh soch raha tha... kal usey house party ke liye invite karu..."
Meri khushi ka thikana nahi raha... sab kuch bhool bhaal ke... excited ho gai... aur... galti se...
"Sachi..."
Pankaj - "wow..... kaha thi ye desire se bhari simran itne time... tum usey chah rahi ho na"
Main blush karne lagi... par samaj bhi gai ki... main desperation me apni desires ko chupa nahi paai hoon...
"Nahi nahi... mera matlab... ummm..."
Pankaj - "Its okay... aur tumhe kaha tha na... jab desire ho... tab mujhse share karna... par ab bhi tum mujse chupa rahi ho... kaise bharosa karunga main ki tum dubara cheat nahi karogi..."
"Esa nahi hai jaan... maine esa kuch nahi socha... wo bus... usse baat nahi hui... alag sa ajeeb sa hai sab... atleast ek baar toh baat hoti toh clarity rehti... aur kuch nahi... itna kuch hua uske baad, ek baar toh baat kar sakta tha... par khair... ab clear hu me... uski ab gf hai toh shayad isliye... ab koi doubt nahi hai... aur naahi uske liye koi desires hai ab... samjhe..."
Pankaj - "Ohh... Itna kuch socha tumne... ek baar mujse keh deti..."
"Nahi jaan... itna kuch serious nahi tha... wo toh aaj dekha toh... sab yaad aaya..."
Iske pehle ki wo aur kuch bol paate maine tokte hue...
"Jaan... please... wo sab nahi... bas yaad aaya ki usse baat nahi hui... aur kuch nahi..."
Pankaj - "Wo baat karega bhi nahi ab... meri baat hui hai usse..."
"Kya! Kab aur kya baat? mujhe tumne kyu nahi bataya..."
Pankaj - "Baat hui toh hai... itna samaj lo ki hamari friendship hum dono ko jyada important hai... toh wo toh nahi karega kuch... par... maine socha atleast tum he usey call karogi... par tumne kiya he nahi... toh kaise hoti tumhaari baat..."
"Oh... tumne mana kiya hai toh theek hai... main samaj sakti hoon..."
Pankaj - "Maine mana kuch nahi kiya... uska he decision tha sab... maine bas samjha uska side aur agree kiya... aur bhi baaten hui... Tumhe janna hai?"
"Haa..."
Pankaj - "Challenge complete karo fir bataaunga..."
"Kaisa challenge..."
Pankaj - "Kal usey call karke bulana... workout ke liye... aur seduce karna... aur jo hoga mujhe raat me batana... fir bataunga main hamari kya kya baat hui sach sach"
"Main nahi karne waali call... mujhe nahi hai esa kuch uske liye ab..."
Pankaj - "Baby, challenge hai ek bas... mujhe pata hai ye mahina bohot boring tha aur kaam kaaj me nikal gaya... waise time toh tha ki main tumhare saat roleplay karu ya excitement laau par main intezaar kar raha tha ki tum apni desires ko zaahir karo... aur tum ho ki tumne kuch kaha he nahi..."
"Acha... Mera wait kar rahe the... kya soch rakha hai tumne mujhe... ki main desperate hoon... bas wahi sab chalta hai mere dimaag me haa..."
Pankaj - "Baby, I love you... tumhe judge nahi karta aur naahi karunga... bas tum start karti toh acha lagta... esa lagta ki tum bhi iss relationship ko meri tarah aur strong karne me interested ho... par shayad mein galat sochta hoon..."
"Jaan... aap esi baaten kyu karne lag jaate ho... main bhi aapse bohot pyaar karti hoon... aur chahti hoon ki jo hua uske baad hamare rishton me mazbooti aaye... par samaj nahi raha ki kaise karu..."
Pankaj - "Bataya toh hai main... be open... be bold... and free... Tumhe bold dekhna... mujhe acha lagta hai... Try toh karo please"
"Hmmm... kar sakti hoon... tumhi batao kya karu..."
Pankaj - "Jo challenge diya hai wo try karo"
"Par... jaan... wo aayega thodi... mere bulaane se... tumhe ne kaha na ki ab wo nahi karna chahta ye sab..."
Pankaj - "workout ke liye toh aayega he... fikr mat karo... wo aayega... par uske baad... kya hoga kya nahi wo mujhe nahi pata... par main bharosa karna chahta hoon ki jo bhi ho tum mujse share karo aur hum wo moments ko saat me re-live kare..."
"Toh kya tum chahte ho ki... main... aur sandy firse kare"
Pankaj - "Itna confidence hai tumhe ki sandy aur tum akele milo toh kuch hoga he..."
"Hmmm..."
Pankaj - "I like your confidence... Try kar lo... Ho gaya toh main mind nahi karunga... par ek shart hai.."
"kaisi shart..."
Pankaj - "Tum sab kuch detail me bataogi..."
"I promise..."
Pata nahi kaisi conversation thi ye... real challenge tha ye toh... main bhi bewakoof unse challenge le baithi... mujhe janna toh hai ki unke beech kya baat hui hai... aur mujhe toh yakeen hai sandy resist nahi kar paayega par... kar liya toh... kitna embarassing hoga na... par atleast uski dosti ka saboot toh milega mujhe... par mujhe dosti se jyada uske saat passionate hone ki talap thi... ye challenge wala game ek naya thrill tha aur excitement de gaya mujhe... maine socha bhi nahi tha ki apne pati ke saat itna thrill feel karungi... ye kuch new tha.... aur amazing... main iss moment ko khul kar jeena chahti thi... aur ab me ready thi explore karne ke liye ki aage kya hone wala tha...
Baat cheet ke baad pankaj wicked smile de rahe the... aur khush lag rahe the ki mai ready hoon is challenge ke liye... hum cuddle karte hue so gaye...
Next Day...
Sandy ke saath baith kar chai pee rahi thi, par mere dimaag mein sirf ek he baat chal rahi thi... wo ladki jo us party me Sandy ke saath thi. Uska chehra, uski muskurahat, sab kuch mere dil-o-dimaag mein tha. Jab finally maine baat chedi, to Sandy thoda sa surprised laga, lekin usne casually kaha...
Sandy - "Woh? Arre, woh sirf meri gym ki ek employee hai. Hum date kar rahe hain, but it's nothing serious."
Mujhe uski baat digest karne mein thoda time laga. Kyunki maine apne dil mein kuch aur socha tha. Par sach to yeh tha ki, main khud ko uss position mein nahi laana chahti thi, jahan mujhe lagta ki main us par haq jatane lagi hoon. Phir bhi, ek ajeeb sa gussa aur possessiveness tha he mann me... Shayad yehi vajah thi ki maine Sandy ke kareeb aakar uska haath pakad liya aur dheere se uske face ko apni ungliyon se chhua.
Meri nazrein uski aankhon mein thi, aur uska chehra mere itne kareeb tha ki main uski saansein mehsoos kar sakti thi. Maine dheere se kaha...
"Sandy, I missed you… itna zyada ki shayad tu samajh bhi nahi sakta."
Main apne hosh kho baithi thi. Uske paas aate hue, maine apna haath dheere se uske jeans par rakha, aur uske lund par jeans ke upar se he rub karne lagi. Us pal mein kuch aur nahi soch rahi thi, sirf yehi chah rahi thi ki Sandy mere kareeb aaye, mujhe apni baahon mein samet le.
Lekin Sandy duur ho gaya. Usne mere haath ko softly pakad kar apne se alag karte hue kaha...
Sandy - "Simran, jo hua wo acha tha... aur main tujhe miss bhi karta hoon. Lekin ab Pankaj ko sab pata hai. Main thankful hoon ki usne hume ek last time saat hone ka mauka diya tha... Lekin ab mein ye sab nahi kar paaunga"
Uski baat sunte he mera dil ek dum se baith gaya. Shayad kahin na kahin mujhe pata tha ki yeh hona hi tha, lekin phir bhi uss pal mein, maine uske paas gai... uski baaton ko sunti hui...
Sandy - "Hum teeno ache dost jaise he rehte hai, tujhe adjust hona padega Simran... and I know you can"
Sandy ki baatein mere dimaag mein goonj rahi thi... Maine dheere se kaha...
"Agar Pankaj chahe toh... kya tu phir se...?"
Sandy ne ek chhoti si muskurahat ke saath kaha...
Sandy - "Yes... agar Pankaj chahe toh. Lekin mujhe lagta hai ki tujhe bhi toh Pankaj ko cheat nahi karne ka mann hai na?"
Main thodi si ashamed feel karne lagi, lekin maine honesty se jawab diya...
"Nahi, mujhe bhi nahi karna kuch esa... bas tujse baat karna tha... aur samajhna tha ki tere dimaag mein kya chal raha hai. Main bohot confused hoon in sab ko leke... aur agar tujse comfort nahi leti toh kisse leti?"
Sandy thoda relax hota hua....
Sandy - "Simran, tu call karti na, baat toh karta main. Lekin khud se tujhe call nahi kar sakta. Mere liye friendship pehle hai. Aur haan, main kisi ek ka nahi hoon... tune mujhe 'love you' kaha hai, maine bhi kaha hai. Lekin real mein wo wala pyaar nahi hai. I hope you understand that?"
Main uski baatein sun kar thoda sa hil gayi thi. Pehli baar usne apni feelings itne clear tareeke se express ki thi...
Sandy - "Aur wo Neha jo party mein aayi thi, wo sirf ek employee hai. Haan, hum date kar rahe hain, lekin main uske saath bhi committed nahi hoon. Aur jo jagah teri hai meri zindagi mein, wo koi nahi le sakta... chahe wo Neha ho ya koi aur."
Main thoda surprised thi, lekin uski baatein dil ko chhoo gayi thi...
"Wow Sandy, yeh sab pehli baar jaana tere baare mein. Aur main khush hoon ki tune mujhe wo jagah di hai... mere liye bhi tu ek acha friend hai, aur main samaj rahi hoon."
Sandy - "Haan, mujhe pata hai, par ek baar clear baat karna zaroori tha na"
Sandy ne kehte hue... fir thoda relax hokar khada ho gaya... Thodi der baad Sandy chala gaya, aur raat ko main Pankaj ke paas bed par baithi thi. Main unse kuch chhupana nahi chahti thi, isliye sab kuch detail mein bataya. Truthfully, honestly... har chhoti chhoti baat jo Sandy ke saath hui thi, wo sab kuch Pankaj ko bata diya.
Train Me Sex ki Fantasy 
Housewife To Hotwife Simran 
