Final Part
"House wife to Hotwife"
## Ab ye chooth mere husband ki nahi rahi ##
## Climax - The Awakening of Simran ##
# Chapter 5 #
# Jo Hota Hai Ache Ke Liye Hota Hai... #
Court Se bahar aati hui me, Kadakti dhoop me mera lehnga mujhe ehsaas dilaata hua ki ab main aur iss lehnge ko jhel nahi paaungi... Halaaki lehnga halka tha... comfy bhi par... iss kadakti dhoop me hardly 2 minute bhi nhi jhel paai... jaldi se apni car ki orr badti hui... Jaha ek insaan mera driver seat par baithe intezaar karta hua... Pankaj bhi saat he the... mere mann me toh bas car ka khula hua darwaza tha... Hum dono apne apne car ke nazdeek the... Unki car theek saamne aur meri unke peeche... Main apni car ki taraf badne he waali thi ki...
Pankaj - "Take Care Simran... Umeed hai hum ache dost toh rahenge he..."
Maine unki taraf dekha... unka chehra mujhe apne pyaar ki yaad taaza karata hua... Mein muskuraai aur unke nazdeek khadi ho gai... aur unhone ek he pal me mujhe apni baaho me lete hue... ek pyaara sa good bye hug diya... aur apni car ke back seat par baith gaye...
Main bhi apne car me enter kar chuki thi... Aur...
Rahul - "Chale Darling?"
"Haa... Honey... Chalte hai..."
Rahul - "Sad ho?"
"Jyada nahi..."
Rahul ne car nikaal li... aur hum nikal pade... Hum Himachal jaa rahe the... Car hum dono ki bags se bhari hui he thi... Innova thi Jo har seat par hamare kai saare bags jhele hui thi... Car ki AC ne mere badan ke paseene ko sukhana shuru kar diya tha... Aur ab ye lehnga bhoj nahi balki aane waale new life ki shuruwaat ka prateek ban raha tha... apne aap ko rearview mirror me dekhte hue... Makeup ko set karte hue... touch up karti hui... Tabhi...
Ringing...
"Honey... Aslam g ka call hai... uthau ya nahi?"
Rahul - "Utha lo... Aaj ke baare me poochne ke liye call kar raha hoga wo"
Maine call pick kar liya...
Aslam - "Kaisa raha sab... Ache se hogaya na sab?"
"Haa Aslam g..."
Aslam - "Thik hai... Wait karunga tumhara Simran G... Kaam bhi bohot saara pending ho jaayega jab tak tum chutti manaayegi... Par... Main sambhaal lunga tab tak..."
"Thank you Aslam g... Bas 10-15 dino ki baat hai..."
Aslam g ka call disconnect karte he... Main Rahul ke kandho par apna sir pyaar se tika chuki thi... wo drive karta raha aur mein aankhe band kar chuki thi... Apni zindagi ko revind mode par yaad karti hui....
In The Past...
Hamari zindagi ne naya mode le liya tha jab main aur pankaj wapas delhi aaye. Pankaj ne apni consultancy business ko start karne ke liye apni purani naukri chhod di thi. Yeh ek bahut he bada kadam tha, lekin transition itni smooth rahi ki office jaldi he apni raah par chal pada, aur dheere-dheere sab kuch settle ho gaya. Humari routine set ho gayi thi, jo shayad pehle boring lagti thi, lekin ab wohi routine ek comfort ban gaya tha, jismein hum dono khush the.
Pankaj ka schedule aisa tha ki voh har mahine kuch hafton ke liye assignments ke liye bahar jaate, jahaan unka pura dhyan apne kaam mein laga rehta. Baaki time mein unka office se kaam chalta, jahaan voh roz regular presence maintain karte the. Lekin jo sach mein humare rishtey ko spice up karte the, voh the weekends aur evenings.... yeh voh waqt tha jab hum apne hotwife lifestyle ko explore karte the dono.
Delhi ke shuru ke dinon mein ek ajeeb si excitement thi, ek thrill, ek nayi duniya ki khoj jismein hum apne open relationship ko puri tarah se embrace kar rahe the. Humne apni zindagi ke is naye pehlu ko bahut eagerly apnaya, jaise hum dono ko iske liye he banaya gaya ho. Ek nayi freedom thi, ek aazadi, jismein hum dono apni apni khwahishon ko explore karne lag gaye the. Aur yeh sab sirf maza lene ke liye nahi tha; yeh hamari zindagi ka ek regular hissa ban gaya tha, ek aisa hissa jo hum dono ko aur kareeb laata chala gaya...
Aslam aur Sandy ke saath mere initial encounters kuch alag he level ke the. Jab main unke saath hoti thi aur Pankaj mujhe dekh rahe hote, toh ek ajeeb si excitement aur pleasure ka ehsaas hota tha. Humare open relationship ki dynamics ne mujhe apni khwahishon ko aur openly explore karne ki aazadi di thi, jise main pehle kabhi soch bhi nahi sakti thi. Pankaj ki khushi mujhe aur bhi daring banne par majboor karti thi, jismein har naye encounter ke saath ek nayi liberation ka ehsaas hota. Pankaj ki excitement, jab voh mujhe doosron ke saath dekhte the, meri badhti hui boldness ka engine ban gayi thi.
Is naye chapter mein Aslam G ek important hissa ban gaye. Hamara professional relationship, jo lingerie aur fashion lines ke naye launches ke aas paas ghoomta tha, dheere-dheere personal mein badal gaya. Humari frequent interactions, jo office aur office ke bahar dono jagah hoti thi, usne humare beech ek strong bond create kar diya tha. Aslam G ki presence meri zindagi mein lagbhag constant ho gayi thi, aur humare beech ki chemistry din-ba-din intense hoti ja rahi thi.
Sandy, jo pehle humare hotwife adventures ka ek regular part tha, ab thoda kam involved ho gaya tha. Uska apna ek relationship start ho chuka tha, jiski wajah se uska time aur availability limited ho gaya tha. Lekin phir bhi, Aslam aur main apni company ka maza lete rahe. Hamare encounters regular aur fulfilling hote the, aur main Pankaj ke saath in moments ke details share karne mein bahut maza leti thi. Aslam G ke saath guzaare hue lamhon ke vivid descriptions hamare complex relationship mein ek naya layer add kar deta, jis se hamara connection aur deep hota jaata aur humare hotwife arrangement ko aur reinforce karta.
Humara open lifestyle ek thrilling adventure ban gaya tha, jismein naye experiences aur constant exploration ka silsila tha. Humare dinon ka routine... Pankaj ke office ka kaam, unke frequent assignments, aur humari evenings aur weekends saath mein... ek balance create karte jo hum dono cherish karte. Yeh lifestyle sirf ek physical experience nahi tha, balki ek emotional journey bhi thi. Har encounter, har shared detail, aur har intimacy ka moment hamare rishte mein ek rich texture add kar deta.
Delhi ke initial mahine intense discovery aur excitement se bhare hue the. Hum puri tarah se apni nayi zindagi mein immerse ho chuke the, aur humara routine, jo shayad dusron ke liye boring hota, humare liye kabhi dull nahi tha. Hum jo freedom experience kar rahe the, jo pleasure humein apne open relationship se mil raha tha, aur jo deep connection hum dono ke beech ban raha tha, unhone is period ko hum dono ke liye exhilarating aur fulfilling bana diya tha.
Jab hum is naye chapter ko navigate kar rahe the, toh is lifestyle ka thrill, hamare shared experiences ka joy, aur apni khwahishon ki constant exploration hamare dinon ko define kar rahe the. Pankaj ke professional commitments aur humare personal adventures ke beech jo balance bana, usne ensure kiya ki meri new lifestyle arrangement vibrant aur exciting bani rahe. Yeh period hamari zindagi mein ek profound sense of freedom, exploration, aur ek evolving connection se bhara hua tha.
Delhi me pehla saal jaise he end hua, hamari zindagi ka woh naya roop, jo ab tak itna perfect lag raha tha, dheere dheere apni complex layers ko kholne laga. Pehle, yeh sab ek thrilling blend tha... exploration aur satisfaction ka. Lekin ab, ek aisi feeling dil mein ghar kar gayi thi jo maine kabhi expect nahi ki thi... ek bechaini, ek chhupi hui shanka jo mere khayalon mein ghul rahi thi. Yeh sab Swati ke aas paas ghoom raha tha, meri woh dost jo mere liye hamesha se besti thi. Pankaj aur maine apni open marriage ko pura dil se apnaya tha, lekin dheere dheere, meri jealousy aur bechaini ne hamari carefully constructed reality par sawal uthana shuru kar diya.
Pankaj aur Swati ke occasional conversations aur meetings ne meri doubts ko aur gehra kar diya tha. Bahar se sab kuch normal lagta tha... casual, friendly, jaise hamesha hota tha. Lekin unke interactions ki frequency aur nature ne mujhe andar he andar kaatna shuru kar diya tha. Har baar jab Pankaj Swati ka zikr karte ya usse milne ka bahaana banata, toh meri chaathi mein ek ajeeb si tension mehsoos hoti thi. Yeh nagging doubt mujhe chhodne ka naam he nahi leti thi, chahe main kitna bhi apne open relationship ko samajh kar accept karne ki koshish karti.
Meri yeh badhti jealousy aur suspicion mujhe apne desires aur needs ko aur explore karne par majboor kar rahi thi. Main apne aapko naye experiences mein indulge karne ke liye push karne lagi thi, naye thrills dhoondhne lagi thi... aur yeh sab kuch Aslam ke saath apni ongoing connection ke through he ho raha tha. Humare encounters ab aur bhi frequent aur fulfilling ho gaye the, lekin mere andar ek aur gehri craving thi... validation aur excitement ke liye, jo meri jealousy ka response tha. In sab adventures ke baawjood, mere dimaag ke pichle kone mein woh doubt rehta he tha, jo Pankaj aur Swati ke beech ke interactions ko lekar tha.
Is turbulent time ke dauran, Saif, jo mera online affair tha, city mein aaya. Usse milne ka prospect dono he thrilling aur nerve-wracking tha. Jealousy aur curiosity ke mix ne mujhe majboor kiya ki main Saif se milne ka plan banau bina Pankaj ko bataye. Yeh ek bold aur thoda reckless decision lag raha tha, lekin apni insecurities se seedha saamna karne ki chaah overpowering thi.
Ek Din...
Aaj ka din kuch alag he hone wala tha. Mera naya business ab momentum pakadne laga tha, aur is success ko aur boost dene ke liye, Saif se milne ka plan banaya gaya. Saif, jo pehle sirf ek online dost tha, ab mere naye business ke distribution mein help karne wala tha. Humne ek meeting set ki thi, jisme mere partner Aslam bhi shamil hone wale the. Aslam aur main pehle he ek doosre ke bahut kareeb aa chuke the, humare beech ka rishta intimate bhi tha aur professional bhi, lekin aaj ke din kuch aur he hone wala tha.
Hotel ke lobby mein Saif ka intezaar karte hue, mere dil mein ek ajeeb si ghabrahat thi. Yeh wahi Saif tha jisse main pehli baar dekhne waali thi, jo online duniya se nikal kar ab mere saamne khada hone wala tha. Jab Saif lobby mein aaya, toh uska charm aur uska hunk look seedha meri nazron mein ghus gaya. Uska fair aur handsome look, jo maine sirf photos aur videos mein dekha tha, ab saamne tha. Mera dil ekdum se tez dhadakne laga, aur mere andar ek ajeeb si excitement thi, jo maine pehle kabhi mehsoos nahi ki thi.
Humne pehle toh casual baatein ki, business ke baare mein discuss kiya. Saif ne apni expertise ke saath kuch ache suggestions diye, aur meeting ka mahual ekdum professional tha. Aslam G bhi Saif ki approach se impress lag rahe the. Meeting bohot ache se hui, aur Saif ne meri distribution chain ko streamline karne ke liye apni madad offer ki. Aslam bhi Saif ke suggestions ko sun kar impressed the. Meeting khatam hone ke baad, hum sab khush the, lekin mere andar ek dusra he tufaan chal raha tha.
Jab hum meeting ke baad cab mein baith rahe the, Aslam ne muskurate hue kaha
Aslam - "Simran, tumhare ghar pe coffee peene chalein? Aaj toh Pankaj bhi ghar pe nahi hoga."
Unki aankhon mein ek mischievous glint tha, aur main samajh gayi ki woh kya chahte the. Hum dono ke beech ka intimate rishta aise he chalta aa raha tha, lekin aaj mera mann kahin aur he tha. Saif ka charm, uski presence, aur wo jo kuch humare beech online hua tha, sab kuch mere dimaag mein chalta he jaa raha tha. Uske saath kiya hua wo sex chat, apne aapko uske saamne poori tarah se expose karna, aur uski wo nangi body ka view... sab kuch yaad aane laga.
Mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tha ki main Aslam ko kaise mana karoon. Par phir, ekdum se mere phone par ek notification aaya. Maine phone dekha, toh Saif ka message tha. Mera dil zor se dhadak utha. Maine message nahi dekha, lekin mujhe andaza tha ki Saif ne kya message kiya hoga. Ek second ke liye socha, phir Aslam se kaha
"Aslam G, aaj nahi. Tumhe workshop chhod deti hoon."
Aslam ne thoda surprised hote hue mujhe dekha, lekin phir shrug karke maan gaye...
Aslam ko chhodne ke baad, maine Saif ka message check kiya...
Saif - "Mujhe laga tum rukogi mere saat..."
Mera mann ekdum se excitment se bhar gaya. Maine bina soche usse call kiya aur kaha
"Main bas apne partner ko drop karne aayi thi... Aa rahi hoon"
Hotel wapas aate waqt mere dil mein excitement ke saath thodi nervousness bhi thi. Saif jo ab tak sirf online tha, ab sach mein mere saath hone wala tha.
Hotel ke kamre mein enter karte he, hum dono pehle toh formal baatein karte rahe, jaise sab normal ho. Lekin mere mann mein toh kuch aur he chal raha tha. Pankaj aur Swati ka soch kar already jealous thi, aur us jealousy ne mujhe aur bhi bold bana diya. Maine ek second ke liye ruk kar socha, aur phir Saif ke saamne jaakar uske honto ko apne honto se chhu liya. Ek intense kiss se shuruaat hui, jo dheere dheere passionate foreplay mein badal gaya.
Saif ke haath mere kamar par the, aur hum dono ke beech ka tension room mein ghoom raha tha. Uske haath mere kapdon ko dheere dheere upar khiskaane lage...
aur main uske touch ko apne har pore mein mehsoos kar rahi thi. Woh waqt bohot intense tha. Uske haath jab meri skin ko chhu rahe the, toh ek ajeeb si shiver mere spine mein utar rahi thi.
Living room mein he hum dono ek dusre ke kapdo ko utaarne lage.
Uski shirt khol kar uske broad shoulders ko dekhti rahi, uski fair skin aur strong build ko dekhkar main mesmerized thi. Usne bhi dheere se meri saari ko untie kiya
aur mere blouse ke buttons khol diye. Hum dono ab ek dusre ke liye bilkul nange ho chuke the. Saif ka huge, thick gora gora sa lund dekhkar main ek awe aur worship ki feeling mein doob gayi. Yeh wohi lund tha jo maine sirf online dekha tha, aur ab yeh mere saamne tha, poori apni glory mein.
Bedroom ka raasta jaise jaise hum paar kar rahe the, hum dono ke beech ka passion uncontrollable ho chuka tha. Mere dil ki dhadkan itni tez thi, jaise abhi phat jaayegi. Saif ne mere haath ko kaske pakda aur bed tak le gaya. Mere andar ek ajeeb si garmi thi, excitement aur anticipation ka cocktail. Jis tarah usne mujhe dekha, jaise main sirf uski hoon, woh possessiveness mujhe aur bhi weak bana rahi thi.
Bed ke paas jaake, usne mujhe dheere se push kiya, mera shareer halki si thar tharahat ke saath bed par gira. Meri saans tej hone lagi, aankhen aadhi bandh, aur main sirf uski har move ko feel kar rahi thi. Uske haathon ka sparsh mere upar se neeche tak jaise aag laga raha tha. Har touch mein ek hunger, ek possessive intensity thi. mere nange shareer ko dekhkar uski aankhon mein junoon aur desire or bhi gehra ho gaya.
Jab usne apne lips se meri body ko explore karna shuru kiya, main apne andar ek tidal wave of emotions mehsoos karne lagi.... Hum passionete kiss me involved the...
Uska har kiss, mere collarbone se lekar, meri kamar tak, itna deep aur intense tha ki main apni aankhon ko bandh karke uss moment ko puri tarah jeene lagi. Uske hot lips ka pressure meri skin par ek aisa sensation chod raha tha jo main pehli baar feel kar rahi thi. Jab usne mere boobs ko apne haathon mein liya...
aur apni zubaan se mere nange nipples ko tease kiya, main ek long moan ke saath apne aap ko aur bhi uske haath mein chhodne lagi.
"Saif... Aaahhhh... Aahhhh.... Hmmmmpppp..."
maine apni saanson ke beech se kaha. Uske haath mere thighs ke andar ki taraf badhne lage, aur main apne body ko uski movements ke saath adjust karti gayi, jaise main apni aakhri had tak usse paana chahti thi.
Phir, ek pal ke liye woh thoda peeche hataa, apni aankhon se mujhe puri tarah absorb karte hue...
Saif - "Simran, tum perfect ho"
usne dheere se kaha, uski awaaz deep aur seductive thi. Maine apne haathon se uski back ko trace karna shuru kiya, uske muscles ke har curve ko mehsoos karte hue. Uske nange shareer ke saath mere soft haath ka contact uske liye bhi ek nayi intensity le aaya tha.
Usne apne haath se mera face gently hold kiya, aur fir adjust hote hue... mere upar tha... aur phir apne thick, throbbing lund ko mere muuh ke paas laake dheere se mere honto par brush kiya...
"Batao mujhe... Kitna miss kiya issko tumne..."
usne husky awaaz me kaha. Maine apne lips ko dheere se open kiya aur uski command ko follow karte hue, usse apne muuh mein le liya. Jaise he maine apni zubaan se usse tease karna shuru kiya, Saif ki saans tez hone laga. Uska size mere muuh ko completely fill kar raha tha, aur maine har stroke ko enjoy karte hue use aur andar le jaane ki koshish ki...
Uski light groans aur deep moans ne mujhe aur bhi bold bana diya... Kuch der tak uska throbbing lund mere lips aur zubaan ka poora attention paate hue, woh ab mere upar tha.... Phir, ek pal ke liye sab ruk gaya, jaise hum dono ek dusre ke saath synchronize ho rahe the. Phir usne dheere se apne aapko mere andar daala. Uska entry slow tha...
lekin jaise he uska lund mere andar gaya, meri body ek jhatka lekar respond kar gayi...
"Ahh... Saif"
Maine apni aankhein band karte hue kaha, meri body uski har movement ko feel kar rahi thi... Uske har thrust ke saath, pleasure ki ek wave mere andar chalne lagi. Saif ka har movement perfect tha, hum dono ek rhythm mein aa gaye the, jaise hume pata tha ki ek dusre ke body ko kaise respond karna hai. Uski grip mere hips par tight ho gayi thi, aur har thrust aur bhi gehra ho raha tha...
Main apne aap ko pura uske hawale kar chuki thi, uska possessive touch, uski passionate thrusts, sab kuch mere liye intoxicating tha... Mere legs uski back ko tightly wrap kar chuki thi, aur main usse aur bhi close khich rahi thi. Uska missionery style mein, mera shareer har thrust ke saath bed ke against thrust ho raha tha, aur main apne pleasure ke peak par thi...
"Aaahhhh.... Saif... Aah.... Ah!... hah!.... aur tez... please... Yess... Aaahhhh...."
maine shaky voice mein kaha, aur usne mere request ka jawab aur bhi passionate thrusts ke saath diya. Har jhatke ke saath, hum dono aur bhi deep connection feel kar rahe the. Saif ka passion aur mere desires ek dusre ko fuel kar rahe the, aur hum dono us moment ko jeete hue, apni limits ko cross kar rahe the.
Finally... Uske fulfulaate hue lund ne mujhe aur bhi passionate bana diya... usey roughly kiss karti hui.... apne pairo ko aur bhi jyada faylaate hue... aur uske strokes speed me badhte hue... Fir ek deep thrusts ke saat wo mere andar he jhad gaya...
Jab sab kuch khatam ho gaya, hum dono bed par saath mein lete the. Saif ne muskurate hue poocha,
Saif - "Do you like anal?"
Mera dimaag ekdum se jhatka kha gaya. Maine kabhi yeh expect nahi tha ki woh aisa kuch puchega. Maine thoda hesitate karte hue aur tease karte hue...
"Woh Pankaj ka hai, tumhara nahi."
Saif ne apni mischievous smile ke saath kaha...
Saif - "I think Pankaj mind nahi karega..."
Yeh sunkar main thoda hairan thi, lekin uske next words ne mujhe aur surprise kar diya...
Saif - "Maine abhi tak Pankaj ko nahi bataya ki main sheher mein hoon... Soch raha hoon use milne ke liye kahoon."
Maine turant kaha, "No, mujhe sab kuch set karne do. Mujhe pata hai pankaj ko kaise manana hai..."
Saif ne bas smile kiya, aur main apne mann mein naye plans banate hue waha se nikal gayi. Ab meri zindagi me ek nayi complexity aa chuki thi, jise main manage karne ke liye tayar thi.
Jab Pankaj ko involve karne ka waqt aaya, toh maine decide kiya ki main apne affair ke baare mein sab kuch bata doon... Saif ke saath apni raat ke vivid details ke saath. Main chahti thi ki yeh sharing Pankaj ko prompt kare apne hidden truths reveal karne ke liye. Yeh confession ek tarah se relief tha aur saath he ek gamble bhi. Maine apni excitement aur raw details ko puri tarah se unke saamne rakh diya, hoping ki yeh unhe bhi utna he stir kare jitna yeh mujhe kar raha tha.
Lekin Pankaj ka reaction mujhe surprise kar gaya. Woh surprisingly excited lage. Unka behaviour calm tha, lagbhag indifferent... Unhone betaabi se sab kuch suna, lekin unka response almost unaffected tha.... Unke lack of visible reaction ne mujhe thoda disappointment diya, lekin saath he mujhe yeh sochne ka mauka bhi diya ki shayad unke liye yeh sab kuch normal tha ab, ya phir shayad yeh humare rishte ki strength ka ek naya pehlu tha.
Main yeh chahti thi ki yeh conversation Pankaj ko bhi motivate kare apni taraf se kuch share karne ke liye—agar Swati ke saath unke rishte me kuch aisa tha jo mujhe nahi pata tha. Lekin unke calm reaction ne mujhe ek ajeeb si state of uncertainty mein daal diya. Meri transparency aur reciprocity ki desire ab tak poori nahi hui thi, aur yeh fuel ban gayi meri internal conflict ke liye. Main is soch ke saath struggle karne lagi... ek taraf, humari thrilling open lifestyle, aur doosri taraf, woh shadows of doubt jo mere khayalon mein ughti jaa rahi thi. Sach kahu toh jab saif ne mujhe pankaj ke saamne pyaar kiya tab mera saara dhyaan iss baat par tha ki Kya pankaj apne mann ki baat bataayenge, Lekin aisa kuch nahi hua.
Saif ke saath meri intense experiences aur un revelations ka mujhe apni desires ke prati aur us relationship ke prati naye sawalon mein dal diya tha, jo main aur Pankaj share karte the. Jaise jaise saal aage badhta gaya, main apni emotions aur suspicions ke saath aur bhi struggle karne lagi. Yeh adventure jo naye experiences ko explore karne mein tha, ab bhi meri life ka ek significant part tha, lekin Pankaj aur Swati ke relationship ke baare mein uncertainty ka badhta hua bojh mujhe aur bhi uneasy kar raha tha.
Is poore journey mein, main apne desires ko samajhne aur unhe express karne ke beech mein fasi rahi. Har naye experience ne mujhe kuch naya sikhaya, lekin saath he un complex feelings ko bhi surface par le aaya, jo Pankaj aur mere rishte mein pehle kabhi nahi thi. Humari open marriage ek taraf thrill aur excitement se bhari hui thi, lekin doosri taraf, woh chhupi hui insecurities aur shankayein bhi thi jo mere rishte ke andar aahista aahista ghar kar rahi thi.
Ab mere liye yeh journey sirf naye experiences ke exploration ka nahi, balki apne rishte ki complexities ko samajhne ka bhi ek safar ban gayi thi. Har encounter, har emotion, aur har thought ne mujhe yeh sochne par majboor kiya ki kya yeh sab humare rishte ko aur mazboot kar raha hai ya fir humare beech ke unresolved issues ko aur gehra? Yeh sab sawal, yeh sab khayal, aur yeh sab emotions meri life ka hissa ban chuke the, aur unhe navigate karna ab meri sabse badi challenges thi.
Doosre saal ke shuru hote he, Delhi ki zindagi ek ajeeb si twist lene lagi thi. Pichhle kuch mahino se, mere dil mein ek ajeeb si bechaini thi, jaise kuch chhupaya jaa raha ho. Wo ghumaan jo kabhi bas ek choti si pareshaani thi, ab ek badi haqeeqat ban gaya tha. Swati ke baare mein mere doubts, jo kabhi bas ek nagging suspicion the, ab khul kar samne aa rahe the. Pankaj ne Swati ko apni secretary ki tarah hire kiya tha, aur uske office mein hone bhar se he mere shak ko aur hawa mil rahi thi.
Kabhi kabar jab main unke office pahuchti, Swati ki presense Pankaj ke itne paas mujhe aur jeaolous kar deti. Pehle toh maine in sab baaton ko nazarandaaz karne ki koshish ki, lekin ab aisa lagta tha ki unka professional relationship, sirf ek naatak tha, asli kahani us parde ke peeche chhupi hui thi.
Maine Pankaj se ek din face to face confront kiya... Aur...
"Pankaj, Mujhse tum kuch chupa rahe ho... Mujhe janna hai..."
Pankaj - "Umm... Simran... Wo.... ummm... Kaise batau"
Ab mere suspicions ek haqeeqat mein badal gaye, mere dil mein ek ajeeb sa toofan chalne laga. Pankaj aur Swati ka chakkar, ab ek aisa sach ban gaya tha jisse main aakh band karke ignore nahi kar sakti thi. Apne mann ki uljhan ko dur karne ke liye, Pankaj ne ek deal propose ki. Usne kaha,
Pankaj - "Agar tum apne saare past encounters ke baare mein detail mein bataogi, toh main bhi apne experience share karunga."
Yeh ek ajeeb si offer thi, lekin usmein ek ajeeb si curiosity bhi thi. Shayad is transparency se hum apne beech ki uncertainty ko khatam kar sakein.
Maine us deal ko maan liya. Mujhe laga yeh sab batane se shayad meri uljhan door ho jaaye, aur shayad Pankaj ke man mein jo bhi doubts the, unka jawab mil jaaye.
Us raat se shuru hua ek aisa safar jo mere liye bhi naya tha. Poore ek hafte tak, har raat hum dono ek dusre ke saamne baithte aur main apne past affairs ke baare mein detail mein batane lagti. Har ek encounter, har ek feeling, har ek jazba, maine Pankaj ke samne khol kar rakh diya. Yeh kahaniyan sirf meri nahi thi, yeh mere un experiences ki thi jinhone mujhe yeh banaya tha jo main aaj thi.
Sabse pehle maine Usmaan aur Amir ke baare mein bataya. Wo meri zindagi mein kaise aaye, kuch yaadon ke rang chhod gaye aur chale gaye. Us waqt main Pankaj ke chehre ko dekhti thi, unki aankhon mein curiosity thi. Phir maine Ravi ke baare mein bataya, wo esa silsila tha, jo aaj tak mere mann me taza tha.
Lekin jab maine Sandeep aur Vicky ke baare mein baat ki, tab Pankaj ke chehre par ek ajeeb si roshni thi. Unki aankhon mein ek alag si chamak thi, jaise wo in encounters ko sirf sun nahi rahe the, balki unhe mehsoos kar rahe the. Har raat, main apni kahani ko thoda aur kholti, thoda aur reveal karti. Pankaj ke reactions ek ajeeb mixture the... kabhi surprise, kabhi intense interest.
Unhone pehle he Sandy aur Saif ke baare mein sun rakha tha, lekin jab maine unke saath apne experiences ko vivid detail mein bataya, toh unke chehre par ek ajeeb si tasalli thi. Jaise unhne apne mann mein kuch soch rakha tha, jo ab poora ho raha tha. Aslam ke saath mere encounters, jo Pankaj ke liye pehle he real the, ab ek aur depth me unke samne aa rahe the.
Ek hafte ke baad, jab meri kahaniyaan khatam hui, toh Pankaj ne apne hisse ki sachchai mere saamne rakhi. Unka shuruat ek calm yet serious tone mein tha. Unhone confess kiya ki Swati ke saath unka rishta professional se zyada intimate ho chuka tha. Jo kabhi mere ignorance se shuru hua tha, ab ek significant aur deeply connected affair ban chuka tha.
Jab Pankaj yeh sab keh rahe the, mere andar ek ajeeb si khamoshi thi. Unhone kaha...
"Swati ab sirf ek achi dost nahi, wo meri zindagi ka ek hissa ban gayi hai."
Yeh sab sunkar meri rooh tak hil gayi thi. Wo sach, jo ab tak bas ek guess tha, ab ek khuli kitab ki tarah mere samne tha.
Pankaj ke words mein ek gehri sachhai thi, jaise wo ek aisi kahani suna raha ho jo uske dil ke kareeb thi. Unka tone bilkul emotional tha, aur unke words mein ek affection tha, jo mere liye hazm karna mushkil tha. Swati ab sirf unki secretary nahi thi, wo unki zindagi ka ek important part ban gayi thi.
Yeh confession sunke mere andar ek nayi tasveer bani. Ek aisi tasveer jisme mere encounters ka casual aur open nature, Pankaj ke Swati ke saath ke deep aur serious connection ke saamne bilkul chhota lag raha tha. Meri apni desires ko explore karna ek taraf, aur Pankaj ka Swati ke saath ka serious affair doosri taraf... yeh sab kuch mere liye digest karna mushkil tha.
Jab Pankaj apni confession de rahe the, main ek ajeeb si emotion me thi. Unke words mein jo gehraai thi, usne mujhe shock kar diya. Pehle toh mujhe laga tha ki hum dono apne apne partners ke saath sirf ek open relationship mein hain, lekin ab yeh sach mere samne tha ki Pankaj aur Swati ka rishta sirf physical nahi tha, wo emotional bhi tha.
Mere mann mein ek resignation ka ehsaas tha, jaise maine apne mann ko tayar kar liya tha is sach ke saath jeene ke liye. Pankaj aur Swati ka rishta ab mere liye ek aisi haqeeqat ban gaya tha jise main ignore nahi kar sakti thi. Haan, Pankaj ki honesty aur transparency ne mere mann mein ek nayi clarity laayi thi, lekin us clarity ne mere aur Pankaj ke beech ki boundaries ko bhi redefine kar diya tha.
In sab ke baad, mujhe samajh aaya ki hamari journey me yeh ek naya moment tha. Yeh ek aisa turning point tha jo hum dono ko apne relationship ko dubara evaluate karne par majboor kar raha tha. Hamare open marriage ka nature, hamare desires, hamare connections, sab kuch ab nayi roshni me samajh me aane lage the.
Swati ke saath Pankaj ka affair ab sirf ek fact nahi tha, yeh humari zindagi ka ek integral part ban gaya tha. Yeh realization mere liye ek heavy load tha, lekin yeh bhi ek sach tha jisse main kab tak bhaag sakti thi? Maine apne mann ko tayar kar liya tha is naye chapter ke liye, jo humari zindagi mein shayad naye twists aur turns lekar aayega.
In the end, yeh sab mere aur Pankaj ke relationship ke dynamics ko reshape karne wala tha. Hum dono ke beech jo exchange hua, usne humare beech ke trust aur understanding ko aur gehra kar diya tha, lekin usne ek naye set of complexities bhi introduce ki thi. Pankaj aur Swati ka affair ab meri zindagi ka ek aisa hissa ban gaya tha jisse main aankh nahi chura sakti thi, lekin yeh bhi sach tha ki is naye reality ke saath jeena ab mere liye zaroori tha.
Pankaj ab sirf mere nahi the, aur Swati koi aise waise ladki nahi thi jo bas guzarte waqt ka ek hissa ban kar chali jaati. Woh hamare beech mein aa chuki thi, aur ab Pankaj ka waqt ham dono mein baanta hua tha. Weekdays Swati ke liye, aur weekends mere liye. Yeh samjhauta mere andar ek ajeeb si kasak chod gaya tha.
Pehle toh main is naye routine mein adjust karne me pareshaan thi. Jaise meri zindagi ke tukde-tukde ho gaye ho, aur woh sab ek doosre ke saath theek se fit nahi ho rahe ho. Pankaj ka weekday ke dinon mein nahi hona ek yaad dilaata tha ki ab hamara rishta waise nahi raha jaisa pehle tha. Har baar jab woh Apne dusre ghar par jaate jaha ab swati rehti thi, toh mere dil mein jalan si hoti thi. Pehle jo weekends hamesha hamaare liye hote the, woh ab sirf ek chhoti si mohabbat ki jhalak ban kar reh gaye the, jaise woh sirf ek break ho, phir unka wapas Swati ke paas jaana. Hamara rishta compartments mein badal gaya tha, jaise sab kuch dhyaan se bandhan mein rakhna padta tha, taki woh ek doosre ke saath mix na ho jaaye.
Is sab ke beech, maine apne kaam me apne aapko jhonk diya. Mera business tez raftar se badh raha tha, aur mujhe apne kaam ke demands me sukoon milta tha. Maine recently ek nayi gaadi khareedi thi, jo meri independence aur success ka symbol ban gayi thi. Gaadi chalate waqt mujhe lagta tha jaise main apne aapko dhoondh rahi hoon, apni zindagi ko wapas apne haathon mein le rahi hoon. Par phir bhi, jab kabhi shaam ke waqt main akele apne kamre mein hoti thi, toh Pankaj ki kami ka ehsaas hamesha hota tha. Woh ek khaali space tha jo kisi bhi kaam se bhar nahi sakta tha.
Dheere dheere dusra saal guzar gaya, aur phir Swati ke pregnancy ki khabar aayi. Us waqt mera mann bilkul hil sa gaya tha. Yeh ek nayi haqeeqat thi jise main kabhi soch bhi nahi sakti thi. Pankaj aur Swati ka ek saath ek family banana meri mann me jalan aur dard ka karan ban gaya tha. Yeh pregnancy sirf ek nayi complication nahi thi, balki hamare beech ka balance todne ke liye kaafi thi.
Jab main Pankaj ke bachhe ke baare mein sochti thi, toh mera dil ek ajeeb si jalan se bhar jaata tha. Jaise main kuch khone chali hoon, jo kabhi mera tha he nahi. Hamara Open Marriage ab ek dhoka sa lagne laga tha... Pankaj ka apne bachhe ke saath waqt bitana, Swati ke saath zyada samay guzarna, yeh sab mere liye ek nayi kadvi reality thi jise main samajhne ki koshish kar rahi thi.
Main kabhi kabhi apne aapko aaine ke saamne dekhti thi, aur sochti thi, "Kya main sach mein itni kamzor hoon? Kya main yeh sab bardasht kar paungi?" Par phir maine apne andar ek bold aur daring persona develop kar liya tha. Main doosre mardon ke saath affair karti thi, jaise main apne aapko wapas paane ki koshish kar rahi hoon. Aslam, Sandy, aur Saif ke saath mere encounters ek taqat ka ehsaas dilate the. Lekin unke ilawa bhi kuch aur the, jin ke baare me maine kabhi Pankaj ko nahi bataya. Yeh private moments sirf mere apne the, jaise main apne independence ko reclaim kar rahi hoon.
Aur phir, jab Swati ka pregnancy apne final stages me pahunch gaya, toh Pankaj ne ek proposal rakha, jise sunke mera dil dang sa reh gaya. Unohne kaha ki Swati hamaare saath aa kar rahe, hamare ghar mein. Pehle toh mera mann kiya ke main seedha mana kar doon. Lekin phir, ek aurat hone ke naate, main Swati ke haal ko samajh sakti thi. Uske andar Pankaj ka bachha tha, aur yeh waqt uske liye sabse zyada mushkil tha. Main chahti thi ke woh comfortable rahe, lekin uska mere ghar mein aana mere liye ek ajeeb si tension lekar aaya.
Hamara ghar, jo pehle ek sukoon ka thikana tha, ab ek battlefield ban gaya tha jahan wife aur mistress, dost aur rival, sab kuch ek saath mix ho raha tha. Har din jaise ek nayi paheli ban gayi thi. Main samajh nahi pa rahi thi ki is sab ke beech apne emotions ko kaise handle karoon.
Swati ka hamaare ghar mein hona har pal yeh yaad dilata tha ke Pankaj ab sirf mere nahi rahe. Unka focus ab do families mein bata hua tha, aur main apne ghar me he ek outsider jaisi mehsoos karti thi. Jab unka bachha paida hua, toh Pankaj ke chehre pe khushi thi, lekin mere liye woh khushi ek aur yaad thi ki ab woh aur bhi zyada door chale gaye hai.
Aur phir, ek din Pankaj ne jo kaha, woh ek aur shock tha. Unhone propose kiya ki ham sab saath mein ek family ke tarah rahe. Yeh sun kar mera aur Swati ka reaction ek jaisa tha – bilkul bhi practical nahi tha. Ek bachhe ko itne complicated aur ajeeb setup mein kaise bada kiya ja sakta tha? Hum dono ko pata tha ki yeh rishta aur zyada tension he lekar aayega.
Ant mein, hum dono ne unka proposal reject kar diya. Yeh ek turning point tha hamare relationship mein, ek clarity ka moment jahan mujhe samajh aaya ki jo zindagi main pakad ke rakhna chahti thi, woh ab jyada din tike gi nahi....
Is decision ke baad, mujhe laga jaise maine apni zindagi pe wapas control pa liya ho. Maine apne business pe aur zyada focus kiya, jo ab aur bhi zyada thrive kar raha tha. Yeh success meri zindagi me ek nayi umeed le kar aaya, ek aisi feeling jo mere personal life ke complications ko thoda halka banati thi.
Pankaj ka waqt ab Swati aur unke bachhe ke saath zyada guzarne laga, aur main apne independence ko embrace karne lagi. Jo emotional turmoil pehle mujhe hila raha tha, ab ek inner strength aur determination mein badal gaya tha. Main is naye reality ke saath adjust kar chuki thi, lekin ab mujhe yeh bhi samajh aaya tha ki main kitna accept kar sakti hoon aur kaha pe line draw karni hai.
Aakhir me, Pankaj ko Swati ke saath share karne ka yeh tajurba mujhe ek valuable lesson de gaya. Is journey ne mujhe apne aap ko redefine karne, apne boundaries samajhne, aur apne needs ko prioritize karne ka mauka diya. Chahe yeh rasta kitna bhi challenging raha ho, lekin yeh meri zindagi ka ek aisa hissa ban gaya jahan se main zyada clarity aur self-understanding ke saath nikal rahi thi.
Ek din maine finally pankaj se keh he diya ki ab hum saat nahi reh sakte... Aur unhe advice kiya ki Ab swati he tumhari zindagi ki sachaai hai... Jab maine Pankaj ko apne decision ke baare mein bataya, toh unke chehre pe milti-julti emotions the. Usme thodi reluctance thi, thodi resignation, lekin samajh bhi thi.
Woh jaante the ki hamare marriage ka safar yahan tak he tha, chahe yeh sachayi kitni bhi kadvi kyun na ho. Hamne saath mein jo yaadein banayi thi, woh ab ek purani kitaab ka hissa ban gayi thi jo band ho rahi thi. Pankaj, apne practical nature ke saath, mujhe samajh gaye the. Unhone kaha ki agar mujhe koi sahi partner milta hai, toh woh mujhse divorce le lenge aur fir he swati se shaadi karenge. Yeh ek bittersweet moment tha.... ek era ka ant, par ek naye safar ka shuruat.
Agle kuch mahine, maine apni zindagi ko phir se banana shuru kiya, is baar is irade ke saath ki main ek aise partner ko dhoondhungi jo mere needs aur desires ko samajh sake. Main hamesha se clear thi ki mujhe kis tarah ka rishta chahiye.... koi jo meri lifestyle ko samajh sake aur mujhe dono stability aur freedom de sake. Isi self-reflection ke dauran, main us insaan se mili.... ek aise aadmi se, jo pehli nazar mein bilkul alag tha lekin dheere dheere usme wo saari qualities dikhi jo mujhe chahiye thi...
Rahul mujhse paanch saal bada tha, ek aise insaan ke roop mein jo apni khamoshi mein shakti rakhta tha. Woh aise logon me se nahi tha jo apne presence se ek room mein command karte hain, balki woh chupchaap sab kuch observe karne wala tha. Uska submissive nature mujhe bohot intriguing laga, ek alag sa contrast jo pehle dominant personalities ke saath nahi mila tha. Woh ek sulja hua understanding insaan hai, jo apni partner ko khush dekhne me sukoon paata tha, aur yeh uski personality ka woh pehlu tha jo mere feeling ke saath perfectly align karta tha.
Hamaare beech ka connection turant ban gaya tha, jo mutual understanding aur respect par adharit tha. Uska ek beta tha jo abroad rehta tha, bhale uska background meri life experience ke saath fit nahi hota tha, par mere paas koi kami nahi thi.... Pankaj ne apna ghar mere naam kar diya tha... aur toh aur business ki wajah se me kaafi well settled thi.
Hamare beech koi baat nahi chupi thi... hum dono apne pasts aur future ke iradon ke baare mein bilkul honest the. Usne mujhe jaise accept kar liya tha, meri sari flaws ke saath, aur mujhe uske saath ek sukoon aur stability mehsoos hui. Yeh rishta trust par bana tha, jo ab meri zindagi ke sabse important pehluon mein se ek ban gaya tha.
Usse shaadi karne ka faisla maine soch samajh kar liya, lekin yeh faisla ekdum sahi lag raha tha. Aur lagta bhi kyun nahi, uss insaan ne meri har baat ko dhyaan se suna tha, har desires ko meri usne ache se samajne ki koshish ki thi, aur toh aur mere har galtiyon ko ese samjaya jo mujhe sochne par majboor kar diya tha ki maine apni zindagi me kai saari galti ki thi, mere guilts ko usne iss tarah se duur kiya tha jo shayad he koi par paata. Usne naahi sirf mujhe sudaara tha balki mere har partner ke saat milkar ache se meri complex life ko solve kiya tha. Uski calm presence aur logical thinking aur open mind ka jaadu mere dilo dimaag par chah gaya tha. Usne naahi sirf mujhe apni galti ka ehsaas dilaya balki pankaj ki galtiyon ko bhi ache se samjaya aur pata nahi kaise uske paas wo vision hai jo shayad he kisi me ho. Uske baat karne ka tarika, uske comforts the he ese. Usne mujhe pyaar aur pleasure ka esa level dikhaya tha jo maine kabhi kisi ke saat mehsoos nahi kiya. Pata he nahi tha ki esa bhi pleasure hota hai. Dikhne me seeda saada par andar se strong.
Maine ek aise insaan ko dhoondh liya tha jo mujhe us tarah complement karta tha jaise maine kabhi socha bhi nahi tha. Hamari shaadi ek nayi shuruaat thi, ek aisa mauka jisme main apni zindagi ko dono tarah se jee sakti thi.... sexuality aur independence ke saath, aur saath he wo stability aur companionship bhi jo mujhe chahiye thi.
Mujhe yaad hai ek shaam ka waqt jab hum dono ek saath bethe hue the, aur main uske haathon ki garmi ko mehsoos kar rahi thi. Uske fingers mere haath mein halki si grip ke saath thi, jaise woh mujhe pura comfort dena chahta ho. Us pal mein, maine apne andar ki thandak ko dheere dheere pigalte hue mehsoos kiya. Woh ek unspoken understanding thi, jaise hamari bodies ek doosre ke emotions ko samajh rahe ho. Mere dil mein pehle jo guilt aur confusion thi, woh ab hawa ho rahi thi, aur uske jagah ek nayi clarity aa rahi thi.
Main uske kareeb aayi, uske saath apne lamhon ko dheere dheere share karte hue. Har touch mein ek nayi softness thi, jaise hum dono apne naye rishton ki suruvat kar rahe ho. Maine apne haathon se uska chehra chhua, uski aankhon mein dekha aur pehli baar, mujhe laga ki main sach mein apni zindagi ko wapas haathon mein le rahi hoon. Yeh rishta pehli baar ki tarah nahi tha..... isme ek stability thi, ek mutual understanding thi, jo pehle kabhi nahi thi.
Khair... Pankaj aur Swati ab apni zindagi ke saath aage badh rahe the. Hamaare beech koi khataas nahi thi, sirf ek shared understanding thi ki ab hamne apne apne raaste chune hain. Pankaj ek pita ban chuke the, aur unke chehre pe uss khushi ko dekhkar main jaanti thi ki unhone apni zindagi mein woh sukoon pa liya tha jo hamare marriage mein kabhi nahi mila tha. Hamaari zindagiyaan, jo kabhi ek doosre se juddi thi, ab alag thi, lekin phir bhi hamaare beech ka rishta hamari history ke through connected feel hota tha...
Back to present...
Car ke andar ab bhi main Rahul ke kandho par apna sir tikaaye thi, aur aane waale pal ko imagine karte hue, mere dil mein excitement ka tufaan uth raha tha. Hum Himachal ki taraf ja rahe the, shaadi aur honeymoon ke liye. Plan simple tha: pahuchte he shaadi, aur uske baad ek thrilling honeymoon... ek aisa honeymoon jo bilkul alag, yaadgar aur adventures se bhara hua hone wala tha, jaise hamari love story ka climax ho.
Mere aur Rahul ke rishte me jo comfort aur excitement tha, usne mujhe ek naya jeene ka andaaz sikhaya tha. Har pal, jo humne ek saath bitaya, mere liye ek naye experience ka darwaza kholta ja raha tha. Shaadi ke baad hum dono ka honeymoon, sirf ek romantic escape nahi, balki ek aisa adventure tha jisme maine apne aapko poori tarah se kho diya. Us raat ke har pal mein ek nayi intensity thi, jaise hum dono apne sapno ko haqiqat mein badalte ja rahe the.
Rahul ka pyaar, uska possessive touch, aur uska sab kuch mujhe samajhna, mujhe ek nayi duniya mein le gaya. Us pal me maine sirf apne saare inhibitions ko peeche chhod diya, aur apni real desires ko embrace kiya. Uske saath bitaye hue woh lamhe itne raw aur real the ki maine apne andar ek nayi Simran ko jaagte hue mehsoos kiya. Us honeymoon ki har ek yaad, uski har ek baat, jaise ek khushi bhara secret tha jo sirf hum dono ke beech ka tha.
Aakhir me, maine apne real desires aur apni reality ke beech ek balance pa liya tha. Rahul mujhe woh security deta tha jo mujhe zaroori thi, aur saath he main apne un khwaabon ko jeene lagi thi jo kabhi sirf ek fantasy lagte the.
Aur doosri taraf, Pankaj apni nayi zindagi me khush the, Swati ke saath apna ek naya safar shuru kar chuke the. Woh fulfilment jo humari shaadi me kabhi nahi mil paayi, Pankaj ab Swati ke saath pa rahe the. Shayad yahi theek tha... hum dono ke rishte ka yeh end hona zaroori tha, taaki hum dono apne apne raaste dhoondh sakein.
Mera yeh safar asaan nahi tha, lekin har mod, har challenge ne mujhe kuch naya sikhaya. Shayad kabhi kabhi main apne decisions ko lekar pareshan hoti thi, lekin jab main apni zindagi ko dekhti hoon.... jo ab independence, passion, aur fulfilment se bhari hui hai.... main jaan gayi hoon ki maine sahi faisla liya tha Rahul ko apni zindagi ka hissa bana ke. Pankaj aur main dono apne apne safar par aage badh chuke the, aur ab hum apni alag alag khushiyon ko jee rahe the.
Hamare beech ka past, saari complications ke saath, meri kahani ka ek zaroori hissa ban gaya tha... ek aisi kahani jisne mujhe us jagah pahunchaya jahan main hamesha se pahunchna chahti thi par andaaza he nahi tha ki wo kya thi. Par ab rahul tha mera confidant, mera partner, mera sabkuch. Ab main apne faislon mein ek sukoon mehsoos karti hoon, aur uske saath ek nayi clarity bhi. Future mere saamne khula hua tha, aur main usse poori tarah se embrace karne ke liye tayar thi, yeh jaankar ki maine apna safar honesty aur courage ke saath tay kiya tha.
Aur ab Rahul ke saath... ek nayi zindagi, ek nayi kahani shuru ho rahi thi. Jo bhi hua wo mere paapo ka fal tha ya kya pata nahi... Par Jo bhi hota hai ache ke liye hota hai...
Moral of the Story
Apne desires ko achhe se samjho, har baar desires wo nahi hote jo dikhta hai, kuch aur bhi ho sakte hain. Sexual pleasure bhale he achha lagta ho, lekin usse judi hui zindagi kisi ko barbaad bhi kar sakti hai, ghar tabah kar sakti hai. Honesty, loyalty, aur self-respect bahut zaroori hote hain. Kai log apni desires ko daba kar depression tak pahuch jaate hain, aur kai log khul kar express karke apni izzat ko daav par laga dete hain. Par bohot kam he hota hai jab express karne ke baad zindagi sahi mod leti hai.
Isiliye, zyada azaadi ko take it for granted nahi lena chahiye, aur zyada dabaav ko bhi bardasht nahi karna chahiye. Zindagi mein hazaron complications hote hain, hazaron faisle jo zindagi ko tabah kar sakte hain, isiliye sabse zaroori baat yeh hai ki apni zindagi ko khud ke control mein rakho. Dusron par dependent rehna achha lagta hai, par jab tum independence ka maza chakhte ho, toh uska ek alag hi sukoon hota hai. Haan, lekin uss independence ka sahi upyog karna zaroori hai, nahi toh sab galat ho sakta hai.
Khud ko samajhna utna he challenging hai jitna kisi aur ko samajhna. Apne aap ko kaabil banao, aur dilo par raaj karo, apni khoobsurti ya sexual pleasure se nahi, balki apni kaabiliyat se. Ek ladki ki zindagi me kai physical challenges hote hain, isiliye hamesha dependent rehne ki feeling hoti hai. Yeh kai ladkiyon ke liye sahi bhi ho sakta hai, par agar koshish karoge toh na sirf khud ka khayal rakh paoge, balki apne partner ka bhi, aur wo bhi poori respect, love, aur understanding ke saath.
Hum ladkiyaan aksar bewakoof hoti hain jo sex ke baad pyaar waali feeling ko embrace karne lagti hain, jabki ladke aisa nahi karte. Unko sex se pyaar nahi hota, balki ladkiyon ke charitra se pyaar hota hai, par wo kabhi is baat ko nahi maanenge. Chahe ladka hazaron ladkiyon ke saath sex kar le, lekin pyaar mein jaldi nahi padta, Ladke sex har khoobsurat ladki ke saat karna chahte hai aur kar bhi lete hai agar mauka mile toh par life time ke liye usi ko apnaate hai jo unke shadow me rahe sake aur isiliye aksar ladke virgin ladkiyon ko he apni biwi banana chahte hai. Ek mentality hai ki agar ladki ne ek ke saat sex karliya toh kisi ke saat bhi kar sakti hai. Isiliye life time nahi rehna toh sexual pleasure lo aur do aur bhool jau usko pyaar karne ki galti nahi karna kyunki ladkiyaan jaldi pyaar mein pad jaati hain. Shayad iska lena dena biological ho, kahin pada tha ki ladkiyaan sex ke dauran jo chemical release karti hain wo different hota hai, isliye unhe pyaar mein padna normal lagta hai. Wahin ladke jo release karte hain wo alag hota hai.
Par chemicals ke bharose kyun rakhna? Apne experience par dependent raho. Life partner ke saath majboori mein mat raho, balki pyaar ke liye raho. Aur yaad rakho, pyaar ek baar nahi hota, dobara bhi ho sakta hai. Lekin chaar logo se ek saath pyaar bhi nahi hota, yeh bhi sach hai. Pati-patni ka pyaar aur parivaar ka pyaar alag-alag hota hai. Sex pyaar nahi hai, aur pyaar ho to sex hona chahiye jaruri nahi hai.
THE END
Thank You for all your support and love. Yeh kahani toh yaha khatam ho chuki hai par jaisa ki maine pehle bhi bataya tha, Beech beech me main Behind The Scenes Add karti rahungi Jab bhi time mile. Koi fixed time nahi hoga Par jab aana hoga tabhi aayega ya nahi bhi aaye. Hope you all enjoyed the story, Be Romantic, Be Happy, Pleasure lete raho aur baatte raho.
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