Romance Choti si Bhool by Jatin (completed)

[Casinar]

Vo khidki jo ush din maine band ki thi aaj bhi band hai. ye vakt gavah hai ki, maine phir ushe kabhi nahi khola.
Ush din jee bhar kar rone ke baad man ko tassali mili.
par baar, baar man me khyal aa raha tha ki aakhir mai kaise, bahak gayi aur apni saari maryadaye bhula baithi.
Aakhir maine apne bahakte kadmo ko kyo nahi thama.
Ye kuch aisey sawal the jo ki baar, baar mere man mein ghum rahe the.
Mujhe ye baat bhi pareshan kar rahi thi ki aisa sab kuch mere ghar ke peeche huva. Agar koyi dekh leta to mera kya hota.
Ush sham, mai sanjay se najre bhi nahi mila pa rahi thi. Maine chupchap unke sath dinner kiya.
Mera man guilt, aur sharmindagi se bhara pada tha.
Phir se, baar, baar man mein ye khyal aa raha tha ki aakhir maine itna kuch kaise hone diya.
Mai, aakhir mar kyo nahi gayi, itna kuch hone se pehle. Par shayad kuch baato ke jawab hamare paas nahi hote.
Phir mujhe, khyal aaya ki kitni chalaki se billu ne, mujhe sab kuch karne par majbur kiya aur kish tarah se usne meri sochne samajhne ki taakat khatam kar di.
Mujhe khud par bahut gussa aa raha tha, par ab kya ho sakta tha.
Mai in sab khyalo me dubi huyi thi ki achanak,
Sanjay ne pucha, arey ritu, kya baat hai, tum theek se khana nahi kha rahi ?
Maine kaha, bhuk nahi hai, mai aaj aapko, lunch tak nahi de payi, kaisi patni hu mai.
Unhone mujhe bahon me bhar liya aur boley, kaisi baat karti ho tum, mujhe to kuch yaad bhi nahi, aur haa, bahut din se chicken khane ka man tha, ghar par to kha nahi sakta, aaj maine bahar kha liya to acha huva, tum koyi chinta mat karo.
Aur mai muskura uthi aur unhey kas kar sheene se laga liya. mere dil ko tassali mili.
Mai vegetarian hu par sanjay non veg khaa lete hai. par kyonki mujhe non veg dekh kar ghin aati hai ishliye sanjay kabhi, kabhi jab unka man hota hai, bahar khaa lete hai.
Sanjay ka itna pyar dekh kar dil ko hosala sa huva aur maine faisla kiya ki ab chaahey jo ho, meri jeendagi dubara, narak ke rastey nahi jayegi.
Agle din mai ghar ke kaamo mein busy rahi aur khud ko kahi na kahi busy rakha.
Mai nahi chahti thi ki mai khali baithu aur bure, bure khyal mere man me aaye. maine koyi 3 movies dekh daali.
Sham ko sanjay jaldi ghar aa gaye. Vo boley, ritu chalo kahi ghumne chalte hai.
Par mera kahi bhi jaane ka man nahi tha.
darasal mujhe dar tha, ki kahi phir se vo billu na mil jaye.
Par sanjay nahi maaney aur mujhe aur chintoo ko car me lekar chal diye.
Aksar mujhe sanjay se sikayat rahti thi ki, vo hame ghumane nahi le jaate. Shayad mujhe kal se pareshan dekh kar, vo mujhe ghumane le gaye.
Yaha vaha, ghumne ke baad humne ek achey se restaurant me khana khaya. Hum bahut khus the.
Ghar aa kar sanjay ne mujhe baho me tham liya aur mujhe utha kar bistar par le gaye.
Par na jaane kyo mera man kuch bhi karne ka nahi ho raha tha. par apne patni dharam ke karan mai sanjay ke liye, unka sath dene lagi.
Par jab sanjay ne mere ubharo ko tham kar unhe, choosana suru kiya to mai unke pyar mein khoti chali gayi, aur meri yoni ras ke sagar me dub gayi.
Sanjay ne mera naada khola, aur meri yoni me sama gaye. Ush pal mein sab kuch bhula kar khud mein kho gayi.
Achanak,unhone meri yoni se ling neekal liya aur bole, thoda ghum jao, aur doggy style me aa jao.
Jaise hi mai ush position me aayi, mujhe yaad aa gaya ki mai kaise kal jhadiyo mein billu ke aage jhuki huyi thi, aur mera man phir se glani se bhar gaya.
Mujhe nahi pata tha ki vo kya karenge, par mai prayer kar rahi thi ki aaj vo vaha se na karey.
unhone, mere nitambo ko failaya, aur mere guda dwar par cheekna kar diya. mai samajh gayi ki jeeska dar tha, vahi baat ho rahi hai. maine peeche mud kar dekha to chonk gayi
sanjay apne ling par, thuk laga rahey the.
Jo kuch bhi peechale din huva tha, sab kuch meri ankho mein ghum gaya.
Ek pal ko laga, mano, vaha mere sath billu hi hai.
mera man phir se, glani aur guilt se bhar gaya.
Na chahtey huve bhi mujhe apne ander, uska, ek ek dhaka yaad aane laga.
Maine kaha nahi, please mera man nahi hai aur jhat se seedhi ho gayi.
Sanjay ne pucha kya huva.
Maine kaha kuch nahi. aaj vaha se karne ka man nahi hai.
Vo bole, kyo tumhe to acha lagta tha ?
Maine kaha, haa par aaj man nahi hai.
mera man ishliye bhi nahi ho raha tha kyonki mujhe abhi tak, billu ke karan vaha dard tha.
Maine pucha, tum thuk kyo laga rahe the.
Vo boley, tube khatam ho gayi naa, nayi lana bhul gaya.
Vo mere chehre par seekan dekh kar, boley theek hai nahi karte vaha se, apni taange failao.
Maine tange faila di aur sanjay mujh me sama gaye.
Mera dhyan apne pati se hath kar puri tarah kal ki ghatna par tik chuka tha, rah, rah kar mujhe kal ki ghatna yaad aa rahi thi.
mai puri tarah se sanjay ki bahon mein nahi kho payi, sanjay ka kab khatam huva pata hi nahi chala.
Aisa asar huva tha, billu ka mujh par.
Mai apne pati ke sath sex bhi theek se nahi kar paa rahi thi.
ye ish liye nahi tha ki, mujhe kal bahut acha laga tha.
darasal mera man har pal sharmindagi aur guilt se bhara pada tha.
Par vakt har jakham bhar deta hai.
Vakt beetata gaya, aur mai, phir se apni jeendagi me khone lagi. kitchen me kaam karte vakt mai band khidki ki aur dekhti to sab yaad aata par mai foran apna dhyaan apne kaam par laga leti
Sab kuch phir se theek chal raha tha.
Par ek din ki baat hai. mai , subah taiyar ho kar chintoo ke school ke liye nikli.
Chintoo ke school mein, koyi function tha, jeesme ki, bacho ke mata, pita ko bulaya tha.
Sanjay, clinic me busy hone ke kaaran, nahi , aa sakte the, ishliye mai akeli hi school ke liye ghar se chal di.
Mai, 11 baje school pahunchi aur function ko enjoy kiya,
mai vaha se koyi, 12:30 baje free, ho kar ghar ke liye, chal di.

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[The Immortal]

lo ab main ne .yeh aakhri update bi padh liya......
iss kahani ko 2010 mein main ne shaayad 3 baar pura padha tha aaj ek baar phir padh liya magar kia aur updates nahin hein kia? mujhe aaj yaad bhi nahin ke isska end keise hua tha, aur post karo bhai

keep reading and supporting . aaj 5 update apke liye . padhiye or enjoy kijiye .

 

[The Immortal]

Mai school se bahar aa kar kishi auto vale ki talash karne lagi. mujhe riksa me baithna ab bilkul acha nahi lagta tha.
Ish se pehle, ki koyi auto aata, billu, vaha aa dhamka. Vo rikse par nahi tha, naa hi uski cycle kahin dikh rahi thi.
Mera dil dhak dhak karne laga, aur mai sochne lagi ki ab kya karu, ye kambakhat phir se aa gaya.
Mujhe dekh kar vo mere paas aa kar khada ho gaya aur, mujhe ghurne laga.
mai chupchap khade huve auto ki rah dekhati rahi.
Vo dheere se bola, kya baat hai ush din ke, baad tune mujhe yaad hi nahi kiya, tune apni khidki bhi band kar di. Mai roj vaha 2 baje aata hu aur tera, intezar kar ke vapas aa jaata hu.
Maine kaha, yaha se dafa ho jao, mai tumhe nahi janti.
Vo, badi besharmi se bola, acha, ush din to maje se gaand marvayi aur ab mujhe nahi janti.
Mai aag babula ho gayi aur mai cheela uthi “u bastard” aur ek jor daar thappad uske gaal par jad diya. aur boli, dafa ho jao yaha se, varna tumhe police ke havale kar dungi.
Thappad itni jor ka tha ki mere hath me dard ho gaya.
Pehli baar maine uske chehre par dar dekha. Vo ek pal ko bhi vaha nahi ruka aur chupchup vaha se rafu-chakar ho gaya.
Mere man ko bahut badi shanti mili.
Kuch logo ne mujhe ushey thappad marte huve dekh liya tha. ish se pehle ki koyi mujh se kuch puchta, ek khali auto aa gaya, maine ushey hath diya aur ushme baith kar seedhi ghar aa gayi.
Mai khus thi ki aaj maine ush billu ki gandagi bardast nahi ki aur ush neech ko uski sahi aukat bata di. Mai soch rahi thi ki aisa mujhe bahut pahle kar dena chahiye tha.
Agar maine pehle hi aisa kiya hota to, meri jeendagi me ye tufan nahi aata. Par mai khus thi ki kam se kam aaj to maine ushey sabak seekhaya.
Par meri ye khusi jyada der nahi tik payi.
Ush ghatna ke do din baad subah koyi 10 baje ka vakt tha, mai aaram se ghar ke kaamo me lagi thi.
Achanak ghar ki bell baji.
Maine darvaja khola, to koyi billu ki hi umar ka ladka vaha khada tha.
Jaise hi maine darvaja khola, vo mujhe upar se niche tak dekhne laga.
Maine gusse mein pucha, kya baat hai ?
Vo sakpaka gaya aur bola,
Madam apka coorier hai.
Maine kaha lao.
Ushne ek leefafa mujhe thama diya.
Maine pucha, ye kiska hai, kaha se aaya hai.
Vo bola, mujhe nahi pata, aap yaha sign kar do
Aur vo mere signature le kar chala gaya.
Jaate, jaate usne peeche mud kar mujhe bahut hi ajeeb si najar se dekha.
Maine foran darvaja band kiya aur leefafe ko gor se dekhne lagi.
Mai soch rhi thi ki aakhir ye kisne bheja hai.
Uske upar kisi bhejne vaale ka naam nahi tha.
Maine jhat se ushey khola.
Uske andar ek chota sa kagaj mod kar rakha huva tha.
Maine vo kagaj nikaala aur ushe khol kar padhne lagi.
Maine jo padha, ushey padh kar mere hosh ud gaye, meri ankho ke aage andhera chaa gaya.
Ush mein likha tha,
Ritu, bura mat maanana par meri galti se tum musibat mein phas gayi ho. Mai hamare bare mein ek diary likh raha tha. usme ab tak jo bhi hamare beech huva, sab kuch likha tha. usme ye bhi leekha tha ki tum doctor sanjay ki biwi ho.
kal achanak vo diary mere bapu ke hath lag gayi. Mera bapu bahut gusse me hai. vo aaj sham ko tumhare ghar aane ki baat kar raha tha. maine badi muskil se ushe ye kah kar roka hai ki, aaj sanjay ghar nahi hai. Mujhe dukh hai ki aisa sab kuch ho gaya. Agar hamne kuch nahi kiya to, tere pati ko aaj nahi to kal sab kuch pata chal jayega. Aaj to maine apne bapu ko rok liya. par vo ab kisi bhi din tumhare ghar aa sakta hai.
Please mujhse ek baar mil lo. Hamey mil kar iska hal nikalna hoga. Mai aaj dopahar 1 baje apni electric shop par tumhara intezar karunga. tum vaha aa jana hum aaram se kahin baith kar baat karenge.
Billu
Mai hi jaanti hu ki mujh par kya beet rahi thi.
Mujhe lag raha tha ki ye billu ki phir se koyi chal hai. vo jarur ush thappad ka badla lena chahta hai.

 

[The Immortal]

Par mujhe ye bhi dar sata raha tha ki kahi ye sab sach huva to, agar sach mein uska bapu yaha aa dhamka to kya hoga ?
Aisey kayi sawal mere deemag me ghum rahe the. Kab 11 baj gaye pata hi nahi chala.
Mujhe ye faisala karna tha ab mai billu se milne jaa-oon ya na jaa-oon.
Bahut sochne ke baad maine faisla kiya ki mujhe vaha chal kar dekhna to chahiye ki aakhir puri baat kya hai, vakayi mein ye sach hai yaa feer vo kamina billu koyi majak kar raha hai.
Mai koyi 12:30 baje ghar se chal di.
Ghar se nikal kar maine ek auto kiya aur uski electric shop ke samne aa gayi.
Vo kuch kaam kar raha tha. mujhe dekh kar ushne mujhe rukne ka ishara kiya. Mai vaha ek ghane ped ki chayan me khadi ho gayi.
Koyi 5 minut baad vo mere paas aaya aur dheere se bola, chalo paas ke garden mein chaltey hain.
Maine uski aur dekha aur kaha, chalo.
Mujhe bhi vaha khade rahna acha nahi lag raha tha.
Hum alag, alag paidal chal kar garden mein pahunch gaye, aur ek koney mein jaa kar baith gaye.
Vo bola, kaisi hai tu.
Maine pucha, tumhe kya lagta hai mai kaisi ho sakti hu.
Vo bola, kya matlab
Maine pucha, ye kya majak laga rakha hai.
Vo bola, ye majak nahi hai. mujhe dhyan se dekh sab pata chal jayega.
Maine ushe dekha to paya ki, ushe buri tarah se peeta gaya hai. uska muh peetayi se sujha huva tha.
Vo bola, kal bapu ne bahut mara hai mujhe.
Maine man hi man mein kaha acha huva, aise badmas ki yahi saja hai.
Vo bola, mera bapu bahut gusse mein hai.
Maine pucha aakhir tumhe kya jarurat thi aisi diary likhane ki.
Vo bola, kya karta, mai teri yaado ko har dam apne sath rakhna chahta tha. tune mujh se milna bhi chod diya. khidki bhi band kar di. Ab bas teri yaade hi mera sahara thi.
Maine pucha, ye kya pagalpan hai, tum meri jeendagi se khel rahe ho.
Vo bola, mai tumhe chahta hu, tum mujhe achi lagti ho, mai koyi khel nahi khel raha.
Maine kaha, band karo ye bakwas aur ye batao ki ab tumhare bapu ka kya kare. Vo mere ghar kyo aana chahta hai.
Vo bola, tujhe nahi pata, mera bapu tere pati ko ache se janta hai. tere pati ne mere bapu ki kidney ka operation kiya tha. tab se vo tere pati ko pujata hai.
Mai hairani se chupchap baithe huve sab sun rahi thi.
Vo bola, mujhe dar hai ki mera bapu tere pati se jarur milega aur sari baat ushe bata dega.
Maine dartey huve pucha, ab kya hoga, tumne ye kaisi musibat mein fasa diya.
Vo bola, ish se pehle ki vo tere pati ke paas jaye hame mere bapu se milna hoga.
Maine puche hume matlab, ye tumhari galti hai tum khud bhukto.
Vo bola, theek hai mai to jo hoga dekh lunga. Par tera kya hoga ? mujhe kya farak padta hai ki mera bapu tere pati se milta hai ki nahi. mere sath to jo ho sakta tha , ho gaya. Ish se jyada kya ho jayega mere sath.
Maine socha, ki baat to billu theek hi kah raha hai.
Maine pucha, hum tumhare bapu se mil kar kya karenge. Agar vo fir bhi nahi maane to.
Vo bola, vo sab to mai nahi janta, par hum ek koshis to kar hi sakte hai.
Maine kaha kya, koyi aur rasta nahi hai.
Vo bola, nahi mujhe to pata nahi, tu kuch bata.
Maine bahut sochne ke baad billu se pucha, hamey kab milna chahiye.
Vo bola, kal subah miltey hai, aaj vo vaise bhi bahut gusse mein hai.
Baaten karte, karte 2:15 baj gaye. Maine pucha, kaha milna hai ?
Vo bola, hamare ghar par.
Maine kaha nahi, vaha mujhe dar lagega. Tum unhe yaha garden me le aao.
Vo bola, arey pagal hai kya tu ? Yaha sab log tamasa dekhenge. Ho sakta hai mera bapu gusse mein tej, tej bolne lage. Yaha milna theek nahi hai, mere ghar par hi miltey hai.
Mai asmanjas mein thi ki kya karu. Mujhe uskey ghar jaana theek nahi lag raha tha.
baar baar mujhe ye bhi lag raha tha, ki kahi ye billu ki mujhe apne ghar par bulane ki koyi chal to nahi.
Par mujhe uske chehre par jakham dekh kar yakin tha ki vo sach bol raha hai. aur ye bhi to sach tha ki mai aisey najuk moke par ush par yakin karne ke alawa kar bhi kya sakti thi.

 

[The Immortal]

Maine billu ko kaha theek hai, kal subah chalenge.
Vo bola, mai riksa lekar tere ghar aa jaaunga. Tum taiyar rahna.
Maine kaha nahi, tum vaha mat aana. Mai yahi garden mein aa jaaungi. Yaha se hum sath chalenge.
Vo bola, theek hai.
Maine pucha, par hum kya baat karenge tumhare bapu se.
Vo bola, unse maafi maang lenge aur kya, aur bolenge ki aage se aisa nahi karenge.
Maine pucha agar vo nahi maane to ?
Vo bola, hum ek kosish to kar sakte hai.
Maine socha, iskey alawa hamare paas chara bhi kya hai.
Maine billu se kaha ki mai chalti hu, kal yahi milenge.
Vo bola mera riksa yahi paas mein hi khada hai mai tujhe chod dunga.
Maine kaha, uski koyi jarurat nahi hai. mai chali jaaungi
Vo bola, tujhe kya ho gaya, ush din to bahut maje kar rahi thi mere sath,
Maine kaha, tumne mujhe badi chalaki se fasaya tha. mai kuch bhi nahi karna chahti thi.
Vo bola, par maine daalte huve pucha tha, ki daalu ya nahi. maine teri marji ke bina kuch nahi kiya tha.
Mai kuch nahi bol payi.
Vo bola, jab maine pucha tha ki nikal lu ya maar lu to tune hi kaha tha ki maar lo. Ish me meri chalaki kaha se aa gayi.
Maine kaha chup raho, tum khub ache se jante ho ki kiski jyada galti hai. meri galti itni thi ki maine tumhe vakt rahte thappad nahi mara. Varna aaj mai ish haalat mein nahi hoti.
Vo bola, thappad maar to diya tune.
Maine pucha to kya tum uska badla le rahe ho
Vo bola, main kya badla lunga, mai to khud ish sab se paresan hu.
Maine kaha theek hai, ab baat karne ka koyi fayada nahi, mai chalti hu.
Usne mera hath tham liya aur bola, aaj tu bahut sundar lag rahi hai.
Maine uska hath jhatak diya aur boli ki, ab ish sab ka koyi fayada nahi.
aur mai vaha se chal di.
Ushne peeche se aawaj lagayi, kal 10:30 par yaha aa jana
Maine garden se bahar aa kar auto kiya aur seedhi ghar aa gayi.
Raste bhar mujhe ye vichar satata raha ki kya, billu ke bapu se milna jaruri hai.
Par jaisa ki billu kah raha tha aisa lag raha tha ki vo kisi bhi vakt sanjay se milne ghar aa sakta hai. aisa bhi ho sakta hai ki vo sanjay se milne clinic chala jaye.
Mere paas kal billu ke ghar jaane ke alawa koyi chara nahi tha.
Agle din mai 10 baje billu ke ghar jaane ke liye, ghar se chal di. Mai theek 10:30 baje garden mein pahunch gayi.
Billu vaha pehle se mera intezar kar raha tha. mujhe dekh kar vo mere paas aaya aur bola, chalo bahar mera riksa khada hai, ushi mein baith kar chalte hain
Maine pucha ki kya tumhare bapu ko pata hai ki tum mujhe lekar ghar aa rahe ho.
Vo bola, nahi, agar pata hota to vo kabhi na milta.
Mai ghabra rahi thi ki aakhir ab kya hoga.
Hum koyi 25 minut chalne ke baad ek slum area me aa gaye. charo aur gandagi aur kuda karkat faila tha.
Thoda chalne ke baad billu ne riksa ek purane se ghar ke bahar rok diya.
Maine pucha, yahi hai tumhara ghar.
Vo dheere se bola haan.
Mai rikse se utar gayi aur charo aur dekhne lagi.
Sabhi log mujhe vaha ajeeb si najro se dekh rahe the.
Billu bola, chalo andar chalte hai, log hame dekh rahe hai.
Mai ghabrate huve billu ke peeche, peeche ghar ke andar aa gayi.
Ghar me koyi nahi tha.
Mujhe pura yakin ho gaya ki ye billu mujhe yaha bahla fusala kar laya hai,
Maine pucha kaha hai tumhare bapu ?
Vo bola pata nahi shayad kahi bahar gaye hai, mai dekhta hu. Usne mujhe ek chair di, kaha baith jao, mai abhi aaya.
Vo ghar se bahar chala gaya.
Mai ajeeb si bechani liye apne charo aur dekhti rahi.
Achanak billu andar aaya aur bola, bapu aa raha hai,
Mai bechan ho uthi ki ab kya hoga. Aur mere paanv thar, thar kaanmpane lage.
Uska bapu aakar, seedha mere samne khada ho gaya.
Maine najre utha kar dekha to mai aur bhi jyada dar gayi. Ushke bapu ka chehra bahut bhyanak tha. ushne lambi, daadhi rakhi huyi thi, aur sar par ek pagadi bandh rakhi thi. maine ushe dekh kar najre jhuka li aur chupchap baith gayi.

 

[The Immortal]

Vo bola, tujhe kya ish purey sahar me mera billu hi mila tha.
Mai sar jhukaye baithi rahi
Vo bola, ye saara kaam, dhaam chod kar tere chakar me pada hai. kab se ye koyi bhi paisa ghar nahi laya. Ye roj tere ghar ke chakar laga raha hai.
Maine kaha, mujhe aisa kuch nahi pata, maine kabhi billu ko aisa karne ko nahi kaha. Mera billu se koyi sambandh nahi hai. apko koyi galat fahami huyi hai.
Vo bola, acha to ye bata ki kya ye jhut hai ki tune billu ke sath apne ghar ke peeche kuch galat kaam kiya tha.
Mai chup rahi.
Vo phir bola, bol kya ye jhut hai ?
Maine kaha, meri koyi galti nahi ?
Vo bola, iski diary mein sab leekha hai. mai sab kuch tere muh se sunana chahta hu.
Maine kaha, muhje maaf kar deejiye maine kuch nahi kiya.
Vo bola, agar tune kuch nahi kiya to yaha kyo baithi ho.
Mai koyi jawab nahi de paayi.
Vo bola, pata hai mai tere pati ki bahut ijjat karta hu. Tera pati devta hai aur tu ye sab kar rahi hai.
Mai kuch bhi kahne ki halat mein nahi thi.
Vo bola, agar tu doctor sanjay ki biwi naa hoti to tera aisa haal karta ki tu kisi aur ladke par dorey dalna bhul jaati, teri yahi leta kar buri tarah se marta
Mai sharmindagi ki halat liye chupchap baithi rahi. mujhe yakin hi nahi ho raha tha ki mai ye kya sun rahi hu.
Vo bola, par kya karu tu doctor saheb ki biwi hai. mai aisa kuch nahi kar sakta.
Mai kya bol sakti thi. vo khud bakwas kar raha tha.
Vo bola, agar tum nahi boli to mai abhi ke abhi doctor sanjay ke paas chala jaaunga.
Maine kaha, nahi, nahi please, aage se aisa nahi hoga.
Ushne pucha kya nahi hoga.
Maine kaha, mera ab billu se koyi sambandh nahi hai.
Iska matlab sambandh tha.
Billu beech me kuch kahne laga to, uske bapu ne ek jordar thappad uske muh par jad diya.
Vo bola, mai ish se puch raha hu tu chup kar.
Vo bola, haa to iska matlab sambandh tha.
Maine kaha, aisa kuch nahi hai. mujh se bas ek baar galti ho gayi. Aage se aisa nahi hoga.
Vo bola, mai aage hone du tab naa aisa karoge tum dono.
Tumhe abhi mere sath doctor sanjay ke clinic chalna hai.
Billu bola, bapu aisa mat karo iska pati ishey ghar se nikal dega.
Vo badi besharmi se bola, to acha hoga ishey tu rakh lena. Vaise bhi tu iska deewana hai, ishke sath rah kar apna muh kala karna.
Mai soch rahi thi ki hey bhagwan mujhe ye kya, kya sunana pad raha hai.
Billu aage kuch nahi bola.
Uska bapu meri taraf muda aur bola, tu bata tere pati se kab baat karu.
Billu fir se bola, bapu jaane do naa. Iska ghar ujad jayega.
Vo bola, ghar to ushi din ujad gaya tha jish din ishne aisa kaam kiya tha.
Maine foran kaha, mujhe billu ne bahkaya tha meri koyi galati nahi.
Billu bola, arey vah, maine bhadkaya tha. teri marji ke bina nahi daala tha maine.
Uska bapu bola, chup karo tum dono.
Ushne phir se mujhse pucha ki bata kab milu tere pati se mai.
Maine kaha, please aisa kuch mat kijiye. Mai ab billu se nahi milati, hamare beech ab kuch nahi hai.
Par vo hasne laga, aur bola, jhut bolti hai, mujhe yakin hai ki tum dono yaha aane se pehle kuch kar ke aaye honge.
Mai jor se boli, aisa kuch nahi hai.
Tu chahe kuch kahe, mai tere pati se mil kar rahunga. Agar ushey abhi nahi bataya to tu phir se kisi aur ladke ki jeendagi barbad karegi. Billu ko to tune nikkama bana hi diya hai.
Billu bola, bapu tum bhi kar lo naa ?
Maine chonk kar uski aur dekha, to usne mujhe chup rahne ka ishara kiya.
Uska bapu jor se bola, dafa ho jao yaha se, aur billu ko vaha se bhaga diya.
Mai aur bhi jyada ghabra gayi.
Ab mai vaha akeli thi.
Vo bola, aisa tum log soch bhi kaise sakte ho. Mai doctor saheb ki puja karta hu. Chi….chi
Vo bola, kya tum apne pati se khus nahi ho.
Maine kaha, khus hu.
Vo bola, phir ye sab kyo kiya ?
Maine kuch nahi kaha.
Vo bola, mai aaj tere ghar aa raha hu. Tum ab jao yaha se.
Mai ghabra gayi aur boli ki please mujhe maaf kardo ab mere aur billu ke beech kuch nahi hai.

 

[The Immortal]

Achanak meri najar uski pant par gayi. Maine jo dekha ushey dekh kar mai hairan rah gayi. Uska ling pant ke andar tana huva tha.
Maine ek pal bhi vaha rukna theek nahi samjha aur foran bahar aa gayi.
Billu bahar hi khada tha.
Maine kaha chalo mujhe ghar jana hai.
Ushne pucha kya huva.
Maine kaha, kuch nahi mujhe bas ghar chod do.
Mai foran uske rikse mein baith gayi.
Maine gusse mein pucha, ye kya badtamiji thi.
Vo bola, kya huva.
Maine kaha, kya huva, tum apne bapu ko mere sath kya ?
Aur mai pura sentence nahi bol payi.
Vo bola, ishke alawa chara bhi kya tha. tujhe nahi pata, aurat mere bapu ki kamjori hai. mai soch raha tha ki agar vo ek baar tumhare sath karle to……………
Maine ushe vahi rok diya, chup karo.
Vo bola, theek hai mai kuch nahi kahta.
Ushne pucha, kya tere ghar me phone hai.
Maine kaha, haan hai.
Vo bola, mujhey number de de, koyi baat huyi to bata dunga.
Mujhe jaane kya sujhi maine ushey number de diya aur boli ki, apne bapu ko phir se samjhana.
Vo bola, kya matlab tu bhi karne ko taiyar hai kya ?
Maine gusse mein kaha, chup karo, mai kah rahi hu ki ushe samjhana ki mere pati se naa miley.
Vo bola, theek hai.
Maine dekha ki billu phir se apna riksa ,mere ghar ke peeche modna chahta hai
Maine ushey foran rok liya aur boli, mujhe ghar ke samne utaro.
Vo bola, par mujhe laga hum tere ghar ke peeche thodi baat kar lenge.
Maine kaha baate bahut ho gayi, tum samne ke rastey se chalo.
Aur ushne chupcahap mujhe gharke samne chod diya.
Mai foran ghar ke abdar aa gayi.
Mai soch, soch kar pareshan thi ki aakhir billu ka bapu chahta kya hai.
vo baate to badi, badi kar raha tha par uska ling uski pant mein tana huva tha, aakhir vo kaisa insaan hai.
Pura din mai pareshan rahi.
Sham ko kitchen me khana banate vakt mere phone ki ghanti baji.
Maine foran phone utha liya.
Maine kaha, hello, udhar se awaj aayi, ritu mai billu bol raha hu.
Maine pucha haan batao, kya huva.
Vo bola, abhi kuch nahi huva, mera bapu manane ko taiyar nahi hai.
maine ushe ye bhi kaha ki tu uske sath ek baar kar legi par vo nahi mana.
Vo tere pati se mil kar sab bata dena chahta hai.
Maine kaha, tumhe ye sab bolne ki kya jarurat thi aur phone rakh diya.
Mujhe tassali thi ki uska baap, billu jaisa nahi hai. billu hota to aisa moka nahi chodta. Par mai hairan thi ki uski pant me vo kyo tana huva tha.
Maine socha mujhe jarur koyi galat fahami huyi hai.
Mai soch rahi thi ki ab kya karu. Tabhi achanak door bell baji aur mai dar gayi, ki kahi billu ka bapu sach me to nahi aa gaya, vah aaj aane ke baare me bol raha tha.
Sanjay ke aane ka bhi vakt ho gaya tha.
Maine darwaja khola, mai chonk kar behosh hone ko ho gayi.
Samne billu ka baap khada tha. jiska dar tha vahi ho gaya.
Maine kaha, aap please yaha se jao.
Vo bola doctor saheb kaha hai.
Maine kaha vo ghar par nahi hain please mujhe maaf kar do, mai ab billu se nahi milungi, ab to sab khatam ho chuka hai.
Vo bola, sab khatam ho jaane se teri galti to kam nahi ho jati. Tere pati ko pata to chalna chahiye ki tu kya gul kheelati hai unke peeche. Mai aaj doctor se mil kar hi jaaunga.
Vakt badhta jaa raha tha, sanjay kabhi bhi aa sakte the. Mere paanv thar, thar kaanp rahe the.
Mujhe na jaane kya sujhi maine ushey bol diya ki mai kuch bhi karne ko taiyar hu, aap please abhi yaha se chale jao.
Vo bola, tu mere liye kya karegi ?
Maine gidgidate huve kaha ap jo kahenge karungi, par please abhi yaha se jao.
Vo achanak muda aur vaha se chala gaya.
Maine chain ki saans li.
Sanjay uske thodi der baad ghar aa gaye. Aakar vo fresh hone chale gaye.
Mai kitchen mein khana banane lagi.
Tabhi achanak phone ki ghanti baji.
Maine uthaya to udhar se billu ki aawaj aayi, maine pucha, bolo kya baat hai.
Vo bola, mere bapu ne tujhe kal subah 11 baje bulaya hai, mai tujhe lene aa jaaunga.

 

[The Immortal]

Ye kah kar ushne phone rakh diya.
Mai sab sun kar bechan ho gayi. Mai soch rahi thi ki aakhir vo kya chahta hai.
Tab mujhe dhyan aaya ki mai hadbadahat me uske bapu ko kya bol gayi, thi.
Ushey vaha se bhejne ke liye mai kuch bhi karne ko taiyar ho gayi thi.
Mai soch rahi thi ki ye kaise narak mein fans gayi hu mai. Meri choti si bhool, ab choti na rah kar bahut badi ban chuki thi. pata nahi ab kya hoga ?
mai raat bhar bechan rahi ki ab kya hoga. Man me baar baar ye khyal aa raha tha ki mujhe sanjay ko sab bata dena chahiye, Shayad vo samajh jaye aur mujhe maaf kar de.
Sanjay karvat liye dusri aur lete huve the, par meri bilkul bhi himmat nahi huyi ki mai unhe utha kar unse kuch kah saku.
Mai chupchap lete huve apni kismat ko roti rahi. mai soch rahi thi ki aakhir billu ke bapu ne mujhe kal kyo bulaya hai ? vo mujhse kya chahta hai?
tab mujhe dhyan aaya ki kaise uska ling uski pant mein tana huva tha, aur mein ye soch kar ghabra gayi ki kahi phir se to mujhe vo sab nahi karna padega.
badi muskil se to maine billu se peecha chudaya tha. kahi phir se vo mujhe apne jaal mein to nahi phasa raha ?
aisey kayi sawal mere deemag mein ghum rahe the.
Subah kab ho gayi pata hi nahi chala, par mai ek pal ko bhi chain se nahi sho payi. saari raat deemag yaha vaha ghumta raha.
Sanjay ne breakfast karte vakt pucha, ritu kya huva aaj dheeli dheeli lag rahi ho, tabiyat to theek hai naa.
Maine kaha haa theek hai tumhe yu hi lag raha hai.
Man to kar raha tha ki main sanjay ko sab kuch bata du. Par meri bilkul himmat nahi huyi. Main ye soch kar ruk jaati thi ki vo bilkul bardast nahi kar payenge.
Sanjay aur chintoo ke jaane ke baad mai sar pakad kar baith gayi.
Badi muskil se maine dheere, dheere ghar ke kaamo ko niptaya.
Mai sab kaam karke nahane chali gayi.
Mai naha kar bahar nikali hi thi ki door bell baj uthi.
Mai jhat se bedroom ki aur bhagi.
Jaldi se, kapde pahan kar mai darvaja kholne aa gayi.
Jaisa ki mujhe lag raha tha, samne billu khada tha.
Vo mujhe dekh kar bola, arey tu abhi tak taiyar nahi huyi 10:30 ho gaye hai. Mera bapu gussa ho jayega, pata hai naa vo badi muskil se mana hai.
Mai hairan thi ki aakhir ye billu itna utawala kyo ho raha hai.
Maine ushe kaha tum rikse par wait karo yaha kisi ne dekh liya to pareshani hogi, vaise hi pareshani bahut hai.
Vo vaha se chala gaya aur mai apne bedroom me aa gayi.
Mai phir se uske bapu se milne nahi jana chahti thi.
par mere paas koyi chara bhi to nahi tha.
mujhe dar tha ki kahi vo phir se yaha naa aa jaye. Mai har haal mein apne parivar ko bachaye rakhna chahti thi.
Dil me ajeeb si halchal ho rahi thi.
Mujhe ye ahsas ho gaya tha ki billu ke bapu ne mujhe kyo bulaya hai. yahi meri chinta ka sabse bada kaaran tha.
Mai khud ko gahre daldal mein jaate huve mahsus kar rahi thi.
jaise daldal se nikalne ki koshis mein hum aur gahre dubtey jaate hai, aisa hi kuch mere sath bhi ho raha tha.
Mai taiyar ho kar, ghar ko lock kar ke chupchap rikse mein baith gayi.
Maine koyi faisala nahi kiya tha ki mujhe billu ke ghar jana chahiye yaa nahi. mai bas chal di thi. shayad aisey faisaley kiye bhi nahi jaa sakte.
Billu thoda dur jaa kar peeche mud kar bola, tu bahut pyari lag rahi hai aaj.
Maine uski baat ka koyi jawab nahi diya. darasal mai ush se koyi baat nahi karna chahti thi. ushi ke kaaran to mein feer se nayi musibat mein thi.
Maine ushey bol bhi diya, tum chupchap chalo mujh se jyada bakwas karne ki jarurat nahi hai.
Par vo nahi maana aur bola, agar mere bas mein hota to mai aisa kabhi nahi hone deta.
Maine gusse mein pucha, par tum to mujhe ghar le jaane ke liye bahut utawale (desperate) ho rahe the.
Vo bola, tujhe ghar le jaana meri majburi hai, tujhe nahi pata, mera bapu bahut gussal hai, agar vakt se, ghar nahi pahunche to ho sakta hai ki vo hame ghar mein ghusne naa de.

 

[The Immortal]

Maine man hi man socha, acha ho aisa hi ho jaye.
Mera man bahut dara huva tha. mai chahti thi ki sab jaldi jaldi beet jaye aur mai vapas ghar aa jaa-oon.
Uska ghar kab aa gaya pata hi nahi chala. Mai rikse se utar kar ghar ke bahar khadi ho gayi aur sochne lagi ki andar jaa-oon ya na jaa-oon.
Billu bola, aa na kya soch rahi hai, bahar sab log dekh rahe hain jaldi ander aaja.
Mai bhari, bhari kadmo se billu ke sath ander aa gayi. Aaj phir ghar mein koyi bhi nahi deekh raha tha.
Billu mujhe ek kamre mein le gaya aur bola, baith jaa, bapu ka kamra yahi hai. kamra bahut chota tha. slum area mein ish se jyada ho bhi kya sakta tha. unke ghar mein kul mila kar do chote chote kamre the.
Mai darte, darte vaha rakhi ek kursi par baith gayi.
Billu bola, bapu kahin bahar hoga, abhi aa jayega.
Main man hi man soch rahi thi ki vo naa hi aaye to acha hai.
Billu mujhe vahan chod kar chala gaya.
Achanak uske bapu ki awaj sunayi di.
Vo billu se puch raha tha, kaha hai vo.
Billu ne kaha, bapu vo andar tumhare kamre mein hai.
Vo bola, ek thanda aur thodi namkin ley aa, aur haa jaldi aana.
Aur billu jee bapu kah kar ghar se bahar chala gaya.
Main khomoshi se sab sun rahi thi.
Jab uske kadmo ki aahat meri aur badhati huyi mahsus huyi to mai aur bhi jyada saham gayi.
Ushne bahar se jhankte huve pucha, tu theek hai naa koyi takleef to nahi ?
Maine kaha, jee
Vo bola, tu doctor saheb ki biwi hai, mai tera pura dhayan rakhunga, tu thoda baith mai abhi aata hun.
Vo feer se ghar ke bahar chala gaya.
Mai soch rahi thi ki aakhir vo kar kya raha hai. mai jald se jald vaha se nikalna chahti thi.
Itney mein billu aa gaya, ushne mere samne table rakh kar pepsi aur namkin rakh di, aur bola, lo thanda pee lo.
Mai kuch bhi peene, khane ke mood mein nahi thi.
Tabhi achanak uska bapu aa gaya.
Ushne billu se pucha, ye kya ghatiya si namkin ley aaya hai, kuch aur nahi tha kya ?
Billu bola, bapu bas yahi thi dukan par.
Uska bapu bola, chal jaa yaha se ab, billu meri aur dekhte huve vaha se chala gaya.
Mai chupchap sahme huve baithi rahi.
Billu ke bapu ne, darwaja band kar diya aur andar se kundi laga lee.
Mera dil zor zor se dhadakne laga, jaisa mujhe lag raha tha, vahi huva, vo mujhse…………..
Vo bola, arey tune kuch liya hi nahi, ye pepsi pee ley tere liye hi hai.
Maine kaha jee koyi bat nahi, mujhe icha nahi hai.
Vo bola, kuch aur logi ?
Aur ushne apni pant ki jeb se desi daru ki ek choti si bottle nikal lee.
Maine foran gardan naa ke ishare mein hila di.
Vo meri kursi ke sath lage bed par baith gaya aur apni bottle kholne laga.
Vo bola, aaj bahut dino baad peene ka man ho raha hai. sab tere kaaran hai. tu bahut sundar hai, pata hai bahar log hairan ho rahe hai ki itni sundar ladki yaha kya kar rahi hai, Sharab aur shabab dono sath hone chahiye.
Ushne ek gilas uthaya aur ushme daru daalne laga.
Meri aur dekhtey huve vo ek hi jhatkey mein pura gilas satak gaya. Maine aaj tak kisi ko sharab peetey nahi dekha tha ishliye hairan aur pareshan thi.
Achanak vo khada huva aur bola, aa ab teri baari. Ye daru to fail ho gayi ismey koyi nasha nahi hai, ab tere ander dekhta hu kitna nasha hai.
Mai hairan thi uske badle huve roop ko dekh kar.
Kal to vo badi badi baate kar raha tha, aur aaj ye sab.
Mujhe sab kuch natak sa lag raha tha, lag raha tha jaise mujhe badi chalaki se fasaya gaya hai.
Par ab mai kya kar sakti thi, mai khamosi se baithi rahi.
Vo zor se bola, idhar aa.
Mai dar kar khadi ho gayi aur chupchap uske samne aa gayi.
Vo bola, ab bata kya karegi tu mere liye.
Maine kaha jee k…..k……..kuch nahi.
Vo bola, kya kuch nahi, dhoka, mai tujhe dekh lunga. Mujhe kal tere ghar se nahi aana chahiye tha, tere pati se mil kar hi aana chahiye tha.
Maine darte huve kaha,…..a….a……aap jo kahe kar dungi.
Vo hansne laga aur bola, tu apni marji se karegi naa.

 

[The Immortal]

Vo bola, acha to ghum jaa aur apna naada khol kar apni gaand deekha, denkhu to sahi aisi bhi kya baat hai teri gaand mein ki billu uska diwana ho gaya hai.
Mera chehra sharam aur guilt se laal ho gaya.
Billu ka bapu ab billu jaisi hi baate kar raha tha. billu aur ushme koyi farak nahi dikh raha tha.
Vo phir bola, arey kya soch rahi hai, apni kaatil gaand nahi deekhaogi, jish se tune mere bete ka katal kar diya.
Mai karti bhi to kya karti, mai uske samne ghum gayi. Par mere hath naada kholtey huve kaanp rahe the.
Badi muskil se maine naada khola aur apni salwar neechey sarkayi.
Ushne turant kamre ki light jala di aur mere aur karib aa gaya.
Vo bola, ye kameez utha.
maine ushey dheere se utha liya.
vo bola, ye panty kya mai utarunga, ye bhi to sarka.
Maine kameez chod kar panty neeche sarka di aur chupchap vaha khadi ho gayi.
Vo bola, ye kameez pareshan kar rahi hai, aur ushe utarne laga. mera to bura haal ho gaya.
Mai ushe chahte huve bhi nahi rok paayi. Ushne meri kameez utar kar ek taraf fenk di.
Vo mere nitambo ko ghurtey huve bola, arey vah kitni jaalim gaand hai teri, mere bete ka koyi kasur nahi, ishey dekh kar to koyi bhi pagal ho jaayega.
Mai kuch bhi kahne ki halat mein nahi thi, mai chupchap sar jhukaye khadi rahi.
Ushne apne dono haatho se mere nitambo ko chuva aur bola, sach mein mast maal hai tere paas, bahut maja ayega aaj.
Ushne pucha, kya billu ke alawa kisi aur ne bhi maari hai ye.
Mai sakpaka gayi ki kya kahu ab.
Vo phir bola, bata naa,
Maine dheere se kaha, jee mere pati ne.
Vo bola, bas, bas uska naam mat ley mai kuch nahi kar paaunga.
Vo bola, Uskey alawa.
Maine kaha, Jee bas billu
Vo gussey mein bola, tu to kal kah rahi thi ki tera billu se koyi sambndh nahi hai.
Mai dheere se jheejaktey huve boli, jee bas ek baar kiya tha.
Vo bola, bas ek baar de kar tune ushey pagal bana kar chod diya. pata hai kitna nuksaan huva hai mera. Ushney kayi dino se ek paisa kama kar nahi diya. vo sara din tere peeche ghumta hai.
Mai khamosi se sab sunati rahi.
Vo bola, bata ab teri kya saja hai.
Maine pucha, kya matlab ?
Vo bola, kuch nahi seedhi ho jaa, teri gaand to mast hai ab teri chut to dekh lu.
Maine hadbadatey huve kaha, jee billu ne itna hi kiya tha, aap bhi itna hi kar lo.
Vo bola, mai billu ka baap hu, thoda jyada to hoga hi, chal gum jaa.
Mai najre jhukaye huve uske samne ghum gayi.
Vo mere samne baith gaya aur bade gaur se meri yoni ko dekhne laga.
Vo bola, arey vah ye to teri gaand se bhi jyada sundar hai, kitni chikni hai saali, lund lagatey hi fisal jayega.
Maine sharmindagi mein apne chehre par hath rakh liye.
Vo bahut hi gandi baate kar raha tha. bilkul billu ki tarah.
Mujhe ab yakin ho chala tha ki, ye sab in dono ki chaal hai. badi chalaki se inhone mujhe yaha ye sab karney ko bulaya hai. mai man hi man billu ko kos rahi thi.
Vo mere yoni ke dwar par ungali laga kar bola, arey ye to bilkul sukhi padi hai, abhi kuch karta hun.
Mere sharir mein beejli ki lehar daud gayi.
Ushne kaha, chal yaha bed par let jaa.
Mai hairani mein thi ki vo aakhir karna kya chahta hai.
Maine kaha, aap bas jitna billu ne kiya tha, utna hi kar lo aur mujhe jaane do.
Vo bola, billu ne kitna kiya tha sab bata.
Mai chup ho gayi. Mai kuch bhi kahne ki halat mein nahi thi.
Vo bola, bata naa kitna kiya tha, billu ne, mai bhi utna hi kar lunga, mujhe vaise bhi tere pati ke kaaran jheejak ho rahi hai.
Maine kaha, ushne bas mere nitambo ko chuva tha, aur bas vahi se kiya tha.
Vo bola, arey vah theek hai feer mai bhi utna hi karunga. pehle jara yaha to late jaa.
Mai jeejhaktey huve bed par late gayi.
Vo meri tango ke beech aa gaya aur meri yoni ko bade gor se dekhne laga.
maine apni aankhe band kar lee. Mai ushki besharmi bardast nahi kar paa rahi thi.