So this is how it started, when I was young, maybe in 5/6 th grade, I used to sleep with my parents on the same bed.. the bed was big enough.....once i woke up with bed rattling... soon I realised that my mom is moaning as I am feeling the thuds on the bed.. I realised wat was happening, I used to pretend that I was sleeping,but keeping my eyes closed I used to hear the entire sex session, this used to happen frequently, I used to feel angry about it, was surprised by hearing my mom say to go slow or fast , by hearing the conversation I also realised that, they also engage in anal sex. Slowly as timepass by.. I grew older and started sleeping in the hall.At my time the cable guy used to porn at night,proper xxx porn. My dad used to have night shifts at times...my mom used to watch TV till late... once.. I woke up to porn sound...n I realised my mom was watching porn on tv,blocking my face with a chair... but somehow I managed to get a view.. I was surprised to see she was watching gangbang porn., it made me hard watching the porn, later I realised she is also fingering herself, watching this.. made me so hard... Later It became common,I used to pretend to sleep , while she would watch porn on mute.This is where I became a cuckson, I understood that she also has desires like every human being, It made me look at her like any other human being,other than my mom. As I grew up my liking for milf porn was obvious, I would fantasize friends mom and shag over it. Once when my dad was away, my friend used to come to our place to sleep, he was 4 years older than me, he must be in his college days back then, We used to sleep in the hall , and my maid n mom used to sleep in the bedroom , once before sleeping I went to the loo, took me little longer and when I came back ,I didn't see my friend in the hall, I could hear my mom and him talking in bedroom, I slowly walk to the bedroom and I see my friend massaging my mom calf and thighs , pouring some ayurvedic oil mom had got, It made me so hard looking at them, my mom was unnecessary asking him long questions about his college and all and my friend was not stopping massaging her legs, she also taunted me saying " see , learn from him, his mom is lucky to have him". After sometime she was like ,she will sleep now and thanked my friend for helping her with oil. Me and my friend went to the hall, and we're waiting for the cable guy to put porn, the porn turned out to be a incest porn where a son and his friends fuck the his mom while sleeping on bed. It really turned me on so much, even my friend knew wat I was thinking and I knew wat he was thinking but we didn't say a word to each other, i was so turned on that I ended up giving my friend blowjob and he also liked it, this made me Bi- Cuckson . As years passed I used to notice my mom's behaviour, being totally non judgemental, I saw her once sniffing my underwear which I had put to wash, somehow I was not surprised by her behaviour, I had seen her wearing loose clothes in house in front of carpenters, plumbers, electricians, etc. Once I saw her opening the door for the sweeper to give the bin in just a towel in front of her , covering flimsily with one hand and with one hand handing over the dustbin and waiting and taking it back in, that act of hers completely blew my mind, didnt know that she would be so bold and ok with this, These things became so frequent and obvious that my dad had to tell her that everything is visible take of your clothing.I use to go to our family doctor along with my mom , when ever he use to touch her body to check her up, I use to get hard on, I started thinking about what if doctor is sexually touching her and taking advantage of his profession, as he was also a family friend , there was a possibility I thought because we had heard he having affair with one of the married patient,they used to make out in clinic after clinic was closed. So I thought he must be eyeing my mom too, but this taught gave me such a big turned on.As years passed ,her flashing to laundry guy, milkman,etc had become common, she would wear a loose neck sleeveless maxi, half of her boobs are visible by side. On roadside, markets, railway stations when ever we use to travel together, I use to observe how many men look at her, she has a huge ass for a body, it's very noticeable, all of them like known Shopkeepers and all never use to miss a chance to look at her ass, I guess no man can turn blind eye. So while traveling in a crowded train, used to see her ass getting rubbed here n there, and she never used to react, once while traveling I noticed that she is almost sandwiched tight between 2 guys,I tried to request them to move a bit ,so that she can be little comfortable, she interrupted me saying it's ok , it's so crowded wat can they do, nevermind I am comfortable,I couldn't believe she said this, she continued to stay like that for next 20 mins or so.That day I figured that she has fantasies too,which she is trying things out.i was liking her bold behaviour, as she is not that modern, though a working woman,but still more traditional one but without being religious. As time passed, she took early retirement from job, So now Social Media had started becoming popular among older generation too, they were finding their old friends on Facebook and all, My mom also made her facebook account, started finding old friends from her work, childhood and all, she quickly got familiar with Facebook environment, So one way happens is , a porn spam gets posted on her profile and same get sends to people in friendlist, Luckily some relative called her and informed about this, she goes into panic and calls one my relative who works in IT n all....he tells her to give her password and all and he deletes and deactivate the account.So basically she had tried lot of those sexual click bait LINKS and all , which would have popped up according to her feed or whatever she was searching, I wish I could see her profile. Recently i was looking through her phone and checked her YouTube history just out of curiosity to know what kind of content she watches and may be can suggest some good channels, I found clickbait thumbnails of videos pretending to be sleazy content, There were lots of them, some were soft porn kind of videos, I was so excited, I really wanted her to watch the real sites, so I in her browser I made a short cut for xvideos/xHamster and left it there, later never got a chance to go over her phone... So guys that's my cuckson journey so far.. I hope u guys too share your journey and open up about being a cuckson.DO GIVE ME SUGGESTIONS HOW SHOULD I PROCEED FURTHER.
