UPDATE 34
Jab didi ko seema ne bataya
Ki maine uska rape kiya hai
Toh woh mujhe maarne lagi
Main bahut darpok aur fattu kism ka ladka tha
Koi mujhe do baatein bhi suna deta
Toh din bhar mujhe ghabrahat hoti rehti
Toh didi mujhe tab tak maarti rahi
Jab tak unka hath nahi dukh gaya
Uske baad woh mujhe maa ke paas le gayi
Maa ne didi ka yakeen nahi kiya
Maa NE mujhe unki kasam khaane ko boli
Main unki kasam khake bola
Ki maine kuch nahi kiya hai
Lekin pooja didi ke sar pe toh khoon hi sawar tha
Unhone jhuthi kahani bana ke suna di
Ki main nahate hue unhein chhip chhipke dekhta tha
Main unki kayi baar chuchi bhi dabayi thi
Sote hue
Yeh sunke neha pooja pe garaj padi
Neha..,aapka dimaag kharab ho gaya hai
Mera babu itna bhola hai
Usne mere sath toh aisa kabhi nahi kiya
Pooja...maa tumhari kasam main jhuth nahi bol rahi hoon
Yeh sunke maa ne mujhe peetna shuru kar diya
Aur mujhe ghar se nikaal di
Main pooja didi ke pair pakde
Ki mujhe bacha lijiye
Maa se keh dijiye ki main bekasoor hoon
Lekin unhone meri baat nahi suni
Agar maine tujhe tere baap se Jana hai
Toh tu sirf mera mara hua chehra hi dekhega
Maa yeh bolke mujhe ghar se nikaal di
Tabhi pooja ne police ko phone kar diya
Yeh sunke main dar gaya
Aur bhaagne laga
Aur tab tak bhaagta raha
Jab tak main behosh hoke gid nahi gaya
Jab mujhe hosh aaya
Toh mujhe mere pair bahut dard mehsus hua
Maindheere dheere chalte hue
Aage badh gaya
Na mere pass id thi
Na paise
Na koi kapde
Chalte chalte main bus stand pahunch gaye
Mere pair jawab de rahe the
Main phir bus ki chhat pe jaake baith gaya
Dar toh bahut lag raha tha
Aaj tak main gaon se bahar tak nahi gaya tha
Pooja didi ke ek jhuth se mera sab kuchh khatam ho gaya
Lekin phir bhi main didi se nafrat nahi karta tha
Kyunki woh mujhe pata tha
Seema unke bachpan ki saheli thi
Aur shayad isi liye unhone seema pe vishwaas kiya
Kuch der mein bus chal padi
Dar se meri jaan ja rahi thi
Aakhri stop pe jab bus ruki toh main utar gaya
Yeh koi dusra sheher tha
Subah se main kuchh khaya bhi nahi tha
Shaam ho chuki thi
Main chalte hue sochne laga
Ki khana kaise khau
Tabhi mujhe ek hotel dikha
Chhota sa jahan log khana khate the
Main wahan darte hue gaya
Aur usse bola
Ki mujhe kaam chahiye
Usne mujhse bola ki id Chahiye tumhari
Main bola nahi hai mere paas
Toh usne mana kar diya
Uske baad main kayi jagah kaam dhundhta raha
Lekin un sabko bhi id hi chahiye thi
Bheekh toh maang nahi sakta tha
Kyunki meri maa kehti hain
Ki bheekh woh maangte hain
Jo lachar hote hain
Uske baad jab mujhse bardasht nahi hua
Toh main ek dukaan se do samose
Leke bhaagne laga
Lekin log mujhe pakad ke peetne lage
Jab tak main behosh nahi ho gaya
Jab mujhe hosh aaya
Toh main sadak ke kinaare pada tha
Mere maathe se khoon nikal raha tha
Phir bhi main uth gaya
Aur phir se chalne laga
Agle 15 din mere aise hi gujre bhukhe
Main bhukha raha lekin bheekh nahi maangi
Roz din main Kisi na kisi tarah apna pet bhar leta
Raat ko sadak ke kinaare hi so jaata
Main bhikhari nahi thi
Lekin mera huliya bilkul usi tarah ka ho gaya tha
Ek din aise in hi raat ho chuki thi
Mujhe bahut bhukh lagi thi
Chalte hue mujhe ek jagah tent laga hua dikh Gaya
Shayad kisi ki shaadi ho rahi thi
Agar mere kapde saaf bhi hote toh main wahan jaake kha leta
Bhale hi uske baad woh mujhe maarte
Lekin yahan toh kapdo se main bhikhari hi lag raha tha
Aakhir mein jaake meri najar wahan padi
Jahan bacha khaana fenka hua tha
Pichhle 6 mahine se main yahi toh kar raha tha
Roz koi na koi mujhe peet deta
Kutte peeche lag jaate
Saale sochte the
Main unka khana chura raha hoon
Ek woh din tha
Jab mujhe maange Bina khana mil jata tha
Aur ek aaj ka din tha
Main usmein se jo bhi mila nikaalke khaane laga
Tabhi main dekha ek aurat mujhe ghur ghur ke dekh rahi thi
Main dar gaya
Ki kahin yeh mujhe pitwa na de
Aur main wahan se jaane laga
Tabhi us aurat ne mujhe awaj diya
Lekin main ruka nahi aur bhaagta raha
Mere sharir mein itna dard ho raha tha
Ki main bata nahi sakta
Main ek aadmi se takra gaya
Aadmi...dekhke chalo bhai
Main....maaf kar dijiye uncle
Aadmi....koi baat nahi
Lekin aisi haalat tumhari kisne ki
Ab main toh tha hi chutiya
Maine Shuru se aakhri tak use sab bata diya
Aadmi...oh toh yeh baat hai
Chalo koi baat nahi
Tum mere ghar chalo
Aaj se tum mere sath rahoge
Main... lekin aap meri madad kyun kar rahe hain
Aadmi.... Are mera kaam hi hai
Tum jaise bachcho ki ki indagi sanwarna
Main bahut khush ho gaya
Chutiya jo tha
Uske anjaan shakhs ke sath
Main uske sath chala gaya
Kuch der baad hum Uske ghar pahunch gaye
Uske baad woh mujhe ek room mein leke gaya
Aadmi...tum yahin baitho
Main tumhare liye kuchh khaane ke liye leke aata hoon
Uske baad woh chala gaya
Lekin usne bahar se gate lock kar diya
Main ghabra gaya
Aur use awaj dene laga
Lekin usne meri baat ka jawab nahi diya
Room mein koi khidki bhi nahi thi
Tabhi woh aadmi dusre room mein gaya jahan ek aurat kisi ladki ki kidney nikaal rahi thi
Aadmi...are meri jaan ek naya bakra mila hai
Ghar se bhaaga hua hai
Kisi ko koi fiqr nahi hai
Woh jinda rahe ya mare
Doctor....yeh toh achchi baat hai
Aaj pure 15 din baad tum kisi ko leke aaye ho
Aadmi...iski kidney nikaali nahi tumne
Doctor...nikal li
Ab jaao jaake us ladke ko behosh kar do
Phir dono ko hi railway ki Patri pe chhod aana
Uske baad woh aadmi mere room mein aagyaa
Room ka gate khulte hi
Main use dekhke bahut dar gaya
Main...aapne gate kyun lock kar diya tha
Aadmi...are beta darne ki jarurat nahi hai
Main tumhein kuchh nahi karunga
Chalo khana kha lo
Main... pehle yeh batao ki aapne gate kyun lock kiya tha
Aadmi...maine kaha na tumhein darne ki jarurat nahi hai
Mujhe us aadmi ke iraade theek nahi lag rahe the
Main bahut ghabraya hua tha
Isi liye meri ankho se ansu nikalne laga
Aur main rone laga
Bachpan se hi main ghar mein hi raha tha
School se ghar ghar se school
Ek dum shaant aur fattu kism ka ladka tha main
Tabhi woh aadmi mere upar jhapat pada
Aur phir usne mere munh pe ek kapda rakh diya
Jiske baad main behosh ho gaya
Mere behosh hone ke baad
Woh aadmi mujhe uthake dusre room mein le gaya
Aur us aurat ne meri shirt utaar di
Aur phir meri kidney waali jagah pe mark kar di
Tabhi main gate kisi ne knock kiya
Doctor...is waqt kaun aagya
Jao jaake Dekho
Us aadmi ne jaise hi gate khola
Uske saamne police khadi thi
Phir police ne un dono ko arrest kar liya
Jab meri ankh khuli toh main ek room mein tha
Room bahut hi jyada bada tha
Aisa room maine filmo mein dekha tha
Mqin Dekha mere sar aur baaki jakhmo pe patti lagi hui thi
Room ka gate bhi lock tha
Main phirse darne laga
Tabhi mujhe kisi ke aane ki awaj sunayi di
Main jaldi se bed pe aake so gaya
Gate khula
Aur ek aurat room mein aayi
Aurat....natak karne ki jarurat nahi hai
Mujhe pata hai
Tumhein hosh aagaya hai
Yeh sunke main apni ankhein khol diyawoh aurat mujhe badi achchi lagi
Aurat...mujhse darne ki jarurat nahi hai
Agar mujhe tumhein kuchh karna hota
Toh main tumhein us aadmi se bachati nahi
Jo tumhari kidney nikaalne wala tha
Yeu sunke main aur jyada dar gaya
Ki woh log meri kidney nikaalne waale the
Aur main rone laga
Aurat...are itne bade ho gaye ho
Phir bhi bachcho ki tarah rote ho
Uski baat sunke main rona band kiya
Aurat...mera naam lata hai
Ab tum soch rahe ho
Ki maine tumhein kyun bachaya
Toh main tumhein batati hoon
Lekin usse pehle tum kuchh kha pee lo
Uske baad ek naukrani mere liye khana leke aagayi
Main khana dekhke toot gaya
Mujhe maa aur Didi ki yaad agayi
Aur meri ankh se ansu chhalak gaye
Phir main khana khaane laga
Uske baad lata ji mere paas aayi
Aur mere gaal sehlane lagi
Lata... tum bilkul mere bete jaise dikhte ho
Main....kya matlab
Lata... matlab mera ek beta tha
Jo bilkul tumhari shakal ka tha
Main... tha matlab
Lata...woh ab is duniya mein nahi hai
Yeh bolke woh aurat rone lagi
Main unhein chup karana chahta tha
Lekin mujhe pata tha
Ki aap jo beet ti hai
Woh aapke alawa koi Nahi samjhta
Lata....main bhi na rone lagi
Toh mera beta ek ladki se pyar karta tha
Uska baap bahut bada aadmi hai
Main usse Apne bete ke liye uski beti ka hath maangne gayi
Lekin usne AUR Uske bete ne
Mera apmaan karke mujhe bola
Ki main Apne bete ko unki beti se door rakhkhu
Mujhe pata tha
Ki woh is sheher ka bahut bada aadmi hai
Toh main Apne bete se mana kar di
Lekin har kisi ki tarah uska pyar bhi andha tha
Woh Apni premika ko leke bhaag gaya
Kuchh din baad police ne mujhe khabar ki
Mere bete ki unhein laash mili hai
Main soch li main ussse badla jarur lungi
Main... par main ismein kya madad kar sakta hoon
Main toh ek machchhar bhi nahi maar skata
Lata...uski ek aur beti hai jo andhi hai
Tumhein use Apne pyar ke jaal mein fansana hoga.aur mere paas lana hoga
Main... lekin aapne kaha
Ki aapka beta mere jaisa dikhta tha
Toh woh log mujhe pehchaan nahi lenge
Upar se meri age bhi bahut kam hai
Lata....chinta mat karo
Mere bete ko unmein se koi Nahi PEHCHANTA hai
Aur tumhein abhi kuchh nahi karna hai
Tunhein do saal baad yeh kaam karna hai
Usse pehle main tumhein train karungi
Baat baat pe rone lagte ho
Main sochne laga mujhe inki madad karni Chahiye ki nahi
Lekin inhone meri jaan bachayi hai
Agar aaj yeh nahi Hoti.toh main kabka maara gaya hota
Meri jindagi toh waise hi jahannum hai
Uske baad main tayyar ho gaya
Aur phir lata ji ne mujhe train karwaya
Matlab mujhe martial arts seekhwaya
Mujhe baat karna seekhaya
Ki kis situation mein mujhe kaise baat karni hai
Unmein mujhe bilkul Apni maa dikhne lagi thi
Aise hi dheere dheere main 18 saal ka ho gaya
Aur uske baad woh din aaya
Jab mujhe lataji ke badle ki shururat karni thi
Lataji ne pehle se hi sab kuchh plan kar rakhkhi thi
Baad mein unhone mujhe bataya
Ki woh insaan jisse unhein badla lena hai
Woh vidhayak hai
In do saalo mein mujhe lataji ne bilkul badal diya tha
Mujhe ab dar nahi lagta tha
Lekin mujhe aaj bhi kutto se bahut dar lagta tha
Kutto ko dekhte hi meri jaan nikal jaati thi
Lata...toh beta Tum tayyar ho
Main...jee
Lata.... vidhayak apni family ke sath pooja karne mandir ja raha hai
Uske baad lataji ne mujhe saara plan samjha diya
Aur main Mandir pahunch gaya
Aur jaise hi main vidhayak ke bagal mein khadi ek ladki ko dekha
Main use dekhke freeze ho gaya
Mere jitne bhi zakhm the
Unpe woh marham ka kaam kar rahi thi
Ek hi pal mein mujhe duniya ki saari khushi mil gayi
Main yeh bhi bhool gaya
Ki main yahan Kyun aaya hoon
Kya karne aaya hoon
Mera maqsad kya hai.....
Aisi thi meri siya
Jise dekhke main khudko bhool gaya