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Vishwas apne kamre mein baitha tha aur apne zehen mein badastoor chal rahi uss tasveer ko dekhte huye apne jazbaat apni diary mein likh raha tha. Uss Music Competition ki yaadein, ab bhi Vishwas ke dil – o – dimaag mein taaza thi. Kehne ko to 6 maheene beet chuke the uss Music Fest ko poora huye par usse kaise bhool sakta tha Vishwas. Maanvi aur wo, uss Fest ke zariye hi to “Dost” bane the.
Haalanki Vishwas ne uski taraf Dosti ka hi haath badhaya tha par Vishwas ke dil ne uss din khud ko Maanvi ko saunp diya tha. Tab Vishwas apne bhaavon, apni feelings se anjaan tha... Wo anjaan tha ke wo Maanvi ke aage apna dil haar baitha hai. Par ab, wo sab kuchh samajh gaya tha. Wo jaan gaya tha ke wo Maanvi ko sirf apni dost nahi maanta balki uss se Mohabbat karta hai... Beintehaan Mohabbat!!
Iss sach ka ehsaas usse aaj hi hua tha, aaj College mein kuchh alag sa ehsaas hua tha Vishwas ko jiske chalte wo apne emotions ko samajh paaya.
Morning Time...
G.D. Schools & Colleges...
Vishwas ne Jaise hi apni bike parking mein lagayi to uski aankhen badi ho gayi. Kaaran, aaj Maanvi kisi ladke ke saath College aayi thi. Aaj se pehle Vishwas ne Maanvi ko apne alawa kisi ladke se baat tak karte huye bhi nahi dekha tha. Par pata nahi kyun Vishwas ko Maanvi ka kisi ladke ke saath hona achha nahi lag raha tha.
Uski hairaani tab aur badh gayi jab Maanvi usse andekha kar uss ladke se baatein karte huye aage badh chali.
Vishwas (Mann Mein) – Ye itni busy ho gayi ke isse main dikha hi nahi. Hai kaun ye ladka...
Par abhi to kuchh aur bhi baaki tha. Wo ladka Maanvi ko College ke gate tak chhodkar waapis jaane ko hua to Maanvi ne usse gale laga liya. Ye dekh kar ek tees si uthi Vishwas ke dil mein. Fir wo ladka Maanvi ko wahin chhodkar muskurata hua waapis chala gaya aur Maanvi usse door tak bye karti rahi.
Ab Vishwas ke liye wahaan rukna mumkin naa tha, usne apni bike uthayi aur College se nikal gaya. Wo seedhe College se kuchh door bane ek suprasidh mandir jaa pahuncha. Iss Mandir ki kaafi maanyata thi aur Vishwas aksar yahaan aaya karta tha. Wo jaakar Mandir ki seedhiyon par baith gaya. Wo apni sochon mein gum tha ke kyon usse itna bura laga Maanvi ko kisi ladke ke saath dekh kar, kyon...
Vishwas (Mann Mein) – Wo meri bass ek dost hai, fir mujhe itna gussa kyon aa raha hai. Uski life hai, wo kisi ke saath bhi aa jaa sakti hai... Why am I thinking so much?
Tabhi Vishwas ko yaad aaya wo din jab usne pehli baar Maanvi ki jhalak dekhi thi. Wo din jab wo Parking mein baitha Harmonica par dhun baja raha tha, tab Maanvi ki ek dhundhli si jhalak ne hi uske dil mein pehli dafa ek dhun baja di thi. Fir har dafa usse dekh kar milne waala sukoon kitna haseen tha... Maanvi ke saath wo auditorium ki ghatna, uske baalon ki wo sugandh, uske gaal par hua wo ek pal ka sparsh… sab kuchh kitna khaas tha.
Vishwas ne apne dil par haath rakha aur aankhen band kar apne mann ko shunya ki stithi mein le gaya. Chaaron taraf kewal andhera hi tha aur uss andhere ko cheer rahi thi ek roshni, jismein sirf ek hi chehra tha... Sirf ek hi, Maanvi ka. Ek dum se Vishwas ne apni aankhen kholi aur jhatt se apni jagah se uth khada hua. Uske chehre par zamane bhar ki khushi aur aankhon mein aanand ka saagar spasht dikh raha tha.
Vishwas – I.. I'm in Love!! I Love You Maanvi... Yess! I Love You...
Present Time...
Yahi kaaran tha Vishwas ka yun apni diary mein unn shabdon ko likhne ka. Pehla pyaar...Iss ehsaas par jaane kitni hi shayari, kavitaayen, ghazal aur kahaniyan likhi gayin hain par iss ehsaas ko apne mein poori tarah samet le aise shabd kisi shabdkosh mein nahi. Dil mein hone waali pehli hulchul hai pehla pyaar, apni saanson mein unki mehek ka pehla ehsas hai pehla pyaar, apni zindagi ko aur haseen banane ka khwaab hai pehla pyaar aur jo khud ko khudse mila de wo hai pehla pyaar.
Issi sab ki anubhuti ho rahi thi Vishwas ko aur anjaane mein hi baar baar uske chehre par muskaan aaye jaa rahi thi. Tabhi pichhe se kisine uski aankhon par haath rakh diya. Vishwas ki muskaan gehri ho gayi aur wo darne ka naatak karte huye bola,
Vishwas – Aeeee... Kaun hai?? Chhodo mujhe, chhodo!!
Tabhi khilkhilane ki aawaz uske kaanon mein padi. Wo palta to wahaan ek ladki khadi thi aur apna pet palad kar has rahi thi.
Vishwas – Tu bahut shararti hoti jaa rahi hai Vidhi.
Vidhi – Aur aap dramebaaz, haina.
Vishwas – Dramebaaz, Matlab?
Vidhi – Offo Bhaiya, aap mujhe bewakoof samajhte ho kya?
Vishwas – Haan thoda saa...
Vidhi – Kya bola aapne!!
Vishwas – Aree kuchh nahi, tune bataya nahi dramebaaz kaise?
Vidhi – Ab bass bhi karo bhaiya, mujhe pata hai ke aap samajh gaye the ki aapki aankhon ko maine hi dhaka tha.
Vishwas – Haan haan theek hai. Ab mujhe acting nahi aati to meri kya galti.
Vidhi – Wo sab chhodo, kal mere school mein PTM hai, time par aa jaana, warna...
Vishwas – Haan haan aa jaaunga, daraati kyun hai?
Vidhi – Hamesha to late hi aate ho, isliye daraana padta hai. Samjhe buddhu bhaiya.
Vishwas – Meri to koyi izzat hi nahi hai. Main jaa raha ghar chhodkar.
Vidhi – Jaao jaao, roka kisne hai. Jab meri yaad aayegi to do din mein waapis aa jaaoge.
Vishwas – Hai to Mobile jitni aur baatein Daadi Amma jaisi karti hai.
Vidhi – Ab jiske itne buddhu se bhaiya hon usse Daadi Amma to ban na padta hai naa. Ab thoda apni books mein bhi dekh lo, warna fail ho jaaoge.
Itna kehkar wo hansti huyi baahar bhaag gayi wahin Vishwas bhi andar baitha muskurane laga.
Next Morning...
G.D. Schools & Colleges...
Vishwas aaj Vidhi ke school gaya tha isiliye College nahi aa paaya. Aaj Maanvi apni Scooty par akele hi College aayi thi. Kal jab wo ladka Maanvi ko College chhodkar gaya tabse hi wo Vishwas ko dhoond rahi thi. Par wo pehle hi College se nikal chuka tha to kahaan se milta. Isiliye kal uska College mein bilkul bhi mann nahi laga. College Over hone ke samay bhi wo kuchh derr Vishwas ka parking mein intezaar karti rahi par wo tab bhi nahi aaya.
Aaj wo waqt se pehle hi Yahaan aa gayi thi, par aaj bhi yahaan Vishwas ko naa paakar uska mood poori tarah off ho gaya. Wo apni Class mein baithi soch rahi thi,
“ Kyon mujhe unki gair maujoodgi se itna bura lag raha hai. Abhi do din bhi nahi huye aur mujhe aisa lag raha hai jaise saalon se unhe naa dekha ho. What is this feeling!! Please someone help me. Kya karun, padhayi mein bhi mann nahi laga raha. Par wo do din se aaye kyun nahi, kahin koyi problem to nahi hogi unhe. Nahi nahi, negative kyun soch rahi hai tu Maanvi. Shayad kuchh kaam hoga unhe...”
Bas issi tarah apne khayalon mein khoye uska din beeta. Idhar Vishwas to samajh hi chuka tha ke wo uss haseen si pari ke pyaar mein padd chuka hai. Poore din uske zehen mein Maanvi aur uska chehra hi chalta raha. Par kahin naa kahin wo halka sa darr bhi raha tha uss ladke ko lekar. Aakhir kaun tha wo ladka?? Vishwas ke alawa to Maanvi kisi ladke se baat tak nahi karti thi, aur uss se to gale lag gayi... Kaun tha wo??
Inhi sawaalon se ghire huye wo shaam ke samay apne kaam par pahuncha. Kaam arthat job, ab uske ghar mein Uske aur Vidhi ke alawa to koyi tha nahi, to of course earning ka source Vishwas hi tha. Ye ek Electronics Shop thi jo kaafi zyada famous thi. Vishwas yahaan Mobiles aur Laptops wagerah repair aur modify kiya karta tha kyonki usse in cheezon ki kaafi knowledge thi. Uski job hafte mein chaar din hoti thi aur jitna usse kaam milta ussi mutaabik paise bhi. Yahaan ka owner yaani Harish Sawant ek 30–32 saal ka aadmi tha aur wo Vishwas ko bahut maanta tha, kyonki unke chhote bhai ki death kuchh saal pehle ho gayi thi aur wo Vishwas ko apne bhai jaisa hi samajhte the.
Filhaal Vishwas counter par baitha laptop mein kuchh kar raha tha ke tabhi ek aawaz uske kaanon mein padi... “Excuse me...”
Usne nazar uthakar dekha to uski aankhen khuli ki khuli reh gayi. Saamne Maanvi khadi thi jiski nazren apne mobile mein jami thi arthat abhi tak usne Vishwas ko nahi dekha tha.
Vishwas – M.. Maanvi!!
Maanvi (Surprised) – Aap yahaan!!
Vishwas – Main yahin kaam karta hoon.
Maanvi – Ohh!! Par aap College aur job ek saath?
Vishwas (Smiles) – Karna padta hai. Waise aap yahaan?
“Karna Padta hai”... Vishwas ke in shabdon ne teer ki tarah seedhe Maanvi ke dil par hamla kiya. Par khud ko kaaboo karte huye usne kaha,
Maanvi – Mera mobile toot gaya hai, ye dekhiye.
Vishwas ne Mobile dekha to paaya ke uski screen poori tooti huyi thi. Yaani uski screen replace karni padti.
Vishwas – Ye kaise hua. Screen change karni hogi iski to.
Maanvi – Kal College se aate time Scooty disbalance ho gayi thi aur mobile gir gaya aur...
Vishwas – Scooty disbalance ho gayi thi... Aapko lagi to nahi naa??
Maanvi ki baat kaatkar ek dum chintit hote huye ye sawaal kiya Vishwas ne. Uske chehre par ek dum se tension ubhar aayi thi.
Maanvi – Nahi nahi. Mujhe kuchh nahi hua.
Vishwas – Thank God. Aap tension matt lijiye ye Mobile repair ho jaayega.
Maanvi – Kitna time lagega?
Vishwas – Ab ye to check karna padega ke internal parts to damage nahi huye. Aap aisa kijiye aap mobile yahin chhod dijiye main kal College mein aapko de dunga.
Maanvi – Ok. Kitne paise lagenge isse theek karne mein.
Vishwas – Nothing. Aapse paise thodi lunga main.
Maanvi – Nahi. Ye galat hai, aap khud yahaan kaam karte hain, aapko problem hogi.
Vishwas ek dum serious tone mein bola,
Vishwas – Aap mujhe dil se dost nahi maanti naa??
Maanvi kuchh pal usse dekhti rahi aur fir halke se muskurane lagi. Wo samajh gayi thi ke Vishwas apni baat manwane ke liye ye baat keh raha hai.
Maanvi – Ok. Jaisi aapki marzi. Thanks! By the way aap do din se College kyun nahi aaye??
Vishwas – Wo main thoda busy tha.
Maanvi – To main jaaun.
Vishwas – Aap chahen to yahin ruk sakti hain!!
Maanvi – Very funny... Bye!
Aur itna kehkar wo muskurate huye wahaan se nikal gayi. Wahin Vishwas baitha uske muskurate chehre ko yaad karne laga tabhi uske kandhe par ek haath aaya.
Vishwas – Arre Bhau aap kab aaye?
Harish – Jab tu uss ladki se Aap – Aap kar raha tha.
Vishwas – Bhau wo bas meri College Friend hai.
Harish – Chal chal hawa aane de... Waise choice badhiya hai teri. Tum dono ki jodi mast lagegi.
Naa chahte huye bhi Vishwas ke chehre par muskaan tair gayi.
Harish – Arre arre mann mein laddoo foota naa tere!!
Vishwas – Kya Bhau aaj kya khilaya hai Bhabhi ne aapko.
Harish – Wo sab chhod aur ye “Main aapse paise kaise le sakta hoon” ka kya matlab hai. Hain??
Vishwas – Bhau maine uska ghar dekha hai, aur kayi baar uski baaton se note bhi kiya hai, uske ghar ki financial condition sahi nahi hai. Aur saaf pata lag raha hai ke Mobile ke parts damage ho gaye hain,aise mein kaafi kharcha hoga naa ispar. Aap meri salary mein se kaat lena naa...
Abhi usne baat poori bhi nahi ki thi ke ek laafa maara Harish ne usse.
Harish – Kya bola be, Main to aise hi poochh raha tha aur tujhe laga paise ke liye. Tu abhi bhi mujhe apna nahi maanta re Vishwas...
Vishwas – Arre Bhau mera wo matlab nahi tha. Achha chhodo naa, chhote bhai ka ghar basne waala hai aur tum munh sada rahe ho.
Harish (Smiles) – Aaye haaye, ghar basne waala hai. Pehle pata to kar ke wo bhi tujhe pasand karti hai yaa nahi. Pehle hi shuru ho gaya tu to.
Vishwas – Haan sahi kaha aapne. Jaldi hi usse apne dil ki baat batani padegi ab to. Waise koyi problem nahi hai naa Bhau, iss Mobile mein thoda kharcha hoga...
Harish – Arre bola naa Bindaas rehne kaa. Chal main thoda hisaab kitaab dekh lun tab tak tu mast phone repair kar.
Next Day...
G.D. Schools & Colleges...
“Sach mein zyada paise nahi lage naa??”
Ye sawaal kiya tha Maanvi ne Vishwas se. Jab usne ek dum naye jaisa karke usse Mobile lautaya to.
Vishwas – Maine kaha naa aapse, bas screen replace ki hai. Don't worry aur ye ek friend ka apne friend ko gift.
Maanvi (Smiles) – Aap apni baat manwana bahut achhe se jaante hain.
Vishwas – Ye tareef thi ya taana?
Maanvi – Jo aapko sahi lage.
Vishwas (Smiles) – Fir to tareef hi theek hai.
Aur dono aise hi thodi baatein karke apni api classes mein chal diye. Iss din ke baad dono ki dosti kaafi gehri ho gayi. Jahaan Vishwas ka pyaar Maanvi ke liye har din badhta jaa raha tha wahin Maanvi ab bhi apni feelings ko samajhne ki koshish mein lagi thi. Vishwas ke kareeb usse bahut achha mehsoos hota aur uss se door hone par uska mann udaas ho jaata. Shayad wo samajh gayi thi ke uska dil Vishwas ka ho chuka hai par kisi kaaran se maan na hi nahi chahti thi.
Khair, aise hi ek din Vishwas ne decide kiya ke wo ab bardaasht nahi kar sakta, ab wo Maanvi se apni feelings confess karke rahega. Kyonki wo Maanvi ka uske prati jhukaav saaf dekh paa raha tha. Haalanki, uss ladke ki baat ab bhi uske zehen mein taaza thi, par wo ab Maanvi ko apna bana lena chahta tha.
Ek maheene baad...
Maanvi College pahunchi hi thi ke tabhi...
*Beep*...
Uske mobile mein message ki ringtone baji. Usne check kiya to paaya ke wo Vishwas ka message tha – “Meet me At the Park near College. Urgent!!”
Wo soch mein padd gayi ke Vishwas ne usse kyon bulaya hai. Par ant mein likha “Urgent” dekh kar wo wahaan se nikal padi. Ye park College ke nazdeek hi tha aur jab Maanvi wahaan pahunchi to paaya ke uss Park mein koyi nahi tha. Par usse hairaan kiya wahaan par ki gayi decoration ne. Chaaron taraf bahut hi khubsurat tareeke se balloons wagerah lagaye gaye the aur wo sabhi Heart shaped the. Kuchh kuchh andaza usse ho chala tha aur uski dhadkan kaafi tezz ho gayi thi.
Tabhi usse picche se kadmon ki aahat huyi. Wo palti to uski dhadkan aur bhi badh gayi. Wahaan Vishwas khada tha, uske haath mein ek gulaab ke phoolon ka bouquet tha. Wo Maanvi ke nazdeek aaya...
“ना जाने कैसा एहसास है ये...
तुझे ना देखूं तो दिल कांप जाता है और तेरे नजदीक रहने से सुकून हमे आता है।
दीदार तुम्हारा जब किया था पहली दफा हमने...
तबसे ही, मेरे दिल को करार तेरी नज़र से ही आता है।।
नही जानता था कर रहा हूं इश्क़ मैं तुमसे...
पर खुदा कसम, जब समझा तबसे तेरा ही ख़्वाब हमे आता है।
हमारे दरमियां कुछ तो रिश्ता है “मानवी”...
तुझसे मिलने के बाद ही मुझे सही से जीना आता है।।”
Inn panktiyon ko bolkar Vishwas apne ghutne par aa gaya, wahin Maanvi ki aankhen hairaani se bhar chuki thi aur dil Laghbhag seene se baahar aane ko ho raha tha.
Vishwas – Jab tumhe pehli baar College mein dekha tab sirf tumhari halki si jhalak hi paayi thi par ussi pal mere dil ne tumhe apna bana liya tha. Fir jaise jaise tumhaare chehre ko main apne mann mein basata gaya waise hi main khudko hi bhula sa gaya. Tumhari muskaan, tumhari aankhen, tumhara apne baalon se khelna, tumhari aawaz, tumhara mujhe “Aap” kehkar pukaarna, sab kuchh mere dil mein bas chuka hai Maanvi. Mujhe tumse pyaar ho gaya hai Maanvi. Nahi jaanta kaise, par I swear maine aaj tak kisi ke liye aisa feel nahi kiya jaisa tumhare liye karta hoon.
Ghor Sannaata... Vishwas ne jaise hi bolna band kiya Wahaan poori tarah se shaanti chhaa gayi. Kewal dono ki dhadkan ki aawaz aur Maanvi ki badh chuki saanson ka shor hi wahaan sunaayi de raha tha. Uska munh halka sa hairaani ke maare khul chuka tha aur wo shocked nigaahon se Vishwas ko dekh rahi thi. Vishwas ne ek lambi saans chhodi aur kaha,
Vishwas – I Love You Maanvi... Majhe tujhyavar prem aahe Maanvi!! Kya tum bhi mujhse pyaar karti ho.
Kuchh derr wahaan shaanti chhaayi rahi aur fir uss shaanti ko cheerte huye kuchh shabd Maanvi ne kahe jinhe bolkar wo ek dum se wahaan se chali gayi aur Vishwas ki aankhon mein nami panapne lagi. Uska dil toot hi chuka tha aur Maanvi dwara bole gaye wo shabd the...
“NO.. I DON'T LOVE YOU!!”
Stay Tuned...
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