Incest Diary 100 Din Ki By Ranbir376

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Day-56..Friday
Aaj hum sergodha mey hain yahaan Aasia key chahcha rehtey hain hum unhi key gher therey hoye hain..bhut hi achey log hain..hum pindi sey dopher mey nilkley they aur sham mey yahaan pohnchey raasta bhut hi thakka deney waaala tha kacha pakka raasta tha pata nahi road ban rahi thi ya aisi hi thi khair sarey raastey dhool mitti urti rahi Sargodha aa ker seedhey hum nazie key chacha ji key haan pohnchey who bhu hi khush hoye humaarey aaney sey unhey humari amud ki khabber pehley hi mil chukka thi kion key nazia key jo relative by air yahaan pohnch chukkey they unhoun ney bata diya ho ga..khair pata challa key nazia key chacha ji gaoun apney khetoun per gaye hoye hain kion key fasloun ki kataai ka season tha un ko phone kiya gaya to unhoun ney yehi kaha key abhi mera aana bhut mushkil hey laikin kion key milma zarori hey to aap log yahin chaley aao bachey bhi zara tafreeh ker lain gey un ki outing bhi ho jaye gi aur shayyad koi jayedaad ka masla tha jis key liye yeh saarey log yahan pohnchey they khair job hi ho to who bhi beth ker araam sey baat ho jaye gi…khair to program ban gaya key kal hum sab gaoun key liye rawaana ho jayengey….khair jahan hum rukey hain yaani nazia key chacha key gher to un ki do betiyaan jin ka naam rakhshi aur fakhraa hain..yeh dono taqreban humaari humumer hi hain to in sey mil ker kaafi acha lagga…un key do bhai bhi hain dono kaafi chotey hain khair bhut achi family hey raat mey hum sab khaana kha ker baher tehelney nikley Sargodha koi bara sheher to hey nahi jo yahan ghomney ko kuch ho bus yunhi sey kuch parks hain aisey hi aik park mey humain ley jaya gayya..khair who park shayad wahan key logoun key liye bhut kuch ho laikin merey liye aur mujh sey berh ker nazia key liye jo Karachi ki rehney waali thi kuch bhi nahi tha khair hum ney enjoy kiya..kion key baaz dafa jagah ki koi ehmiyat ahi hoti ehmiyat hoti un logoun ki jo aap key sath houn…to kion key sab hi mukhlis aur saadha dil log they jo her tarah sey humain khush rakhney mey magan they to hum bhi khush they aur hum ney waqai mey enjoy kiya..Rakhshi aur fakhra ki masoom batain ..woh thin to humaari humumer laikin zamaney ki hawa shayyad unhey na laggi thi ..khair kaafi raat gaye hum wapis aaye galli key konney per mojoud aik PCO sey mey ney gher phone ker key apni kheriyat ki itlaa ammi ko di un ki tabiyat pochi aur jaldi aaney ka kaha phir hum gher wapis aa gaye aur soney key liye late gaye aaj bhi jissam bhut dukh raha hey…aaj meri choot ka dard bilkul hi khattam ho challa hey ..haan mamoli si sojan baaqi hey peeshab kertey waqt halka sa dard mehsous hota hey ya ager choot ko dabaya jaye tab…us din key baad sey to mey ney ab tak mani bi nahi nikaali hey apni khair ab soti houn kal gaoun jaana hey ab pata nahi yeh log kab jaatey hain..waisey bhi yeh log subah bhut jaldi uthney key aadi hain..

 

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Day-57..Saturday
Aaj aik aur takleef dey din tha..wohi dhool mitti mey atta ua raasta poraani si gaari mey uchaltey kodtey hum gaoun Chiq 37 mey sham dair sey hi pohnch sakey nilkley hum dopher sey pehley they..khair nazia key chacha ki beti rakhshi bhi humaarey saath hi hey waisey aik baat hey hey bhut sexy kiya khobsorat jissam hey aur mey ney kai baar bhai ko us key jissam ki taraf taktey bhi dekha hey..aur ussey shermatey hoye..Sikander bhai ney nazia aur mera hum dono ka hi jawaani ka rus chakha hey hum dono ka hi jissam dekha hey aurat ka jissam ab bhai key liye anjaana to raha nahi to who rakhshi ko dekh ker yeh andaaza laga sakta ho ga key kiya qayamat khez jissam hey is lerki ka..umer us ki yehi koi 19 saal key lagbhag ho gi laikin seeney ki uthaan aur qayamat ki mastaani chaal kisi bhi dil ko ghayal ker sakti thi..aur mera bhai ghayal ho raha tha..laikin rakhshi nazia na thi…aur na itna asaan shikaar..khair ab mera bhai bhi koi kacha shikaari nahi tha..nazia ney ussey bhut kuch sikha diyya tha…khair hum taqreban andhera ho hi chukka tha jab gaoun pohnch sakey jab humaari gaari gaoun ki hudood mey dakhil honey laggi mey baher hi dekh rahi thi gaari gaoun key raastey per chali jaa rahi thi ab who pakki sarak sey hat chukka thi charoun taraf kharri faslain aur bhi andherey ka saman pesh ker rahin thin aur un per mandlaatey nanhey nanhey jugnoo..kiya hi khobsorat manzer tha..khair bhut jald humaari gaari gaoun mey dakhil hoi aik peeley sey meryal si roshni deney waaley bulb key neechey hum sab uter gaye saamney hi who gher tha jahan hum ney rukna tha..nazia key chacha bhi baher humarey istqabaal ko aa gaye..hum sab ander aaye,,barey barey kamrey onchi onchi chatoun waley..lambey chourey sehen gaoun ki tarz-e-tameer key ain mutabiq..khair hummaari kaafi khatir daari ki gai..khaana waghera hua us key baad hum teeno lerkiyaan aur jahan hum aaye they us gher ki do bhabhiyaan jo jawaan aur kamumer hi thin laikin do do bachey bhi they un key zahir hey kam umri mey shadi hoi ho gi ..khair hum sab khwateen aik hi jagah jamma ho gayen ..bhai mardoun key saath baher betha tha aur who zaror bore ho raha ho ga kion key un ki batain us key liye kisi kaam kin a thin..khair hum sab batain ker rahin thin…nazia kion key wahan nai na thi sab hi us ki rishtey daar they is liye who to un mey ghulli milli hoi thi..laikin mujhey bhu unhoun ney ajnabiyat mehsous na honey di hum sab batain kertey rahey ..nazia hamesha ki tarah Karachi key qissey wahan key shab-o-roz sunna sunna ker mehfil per apna rob jharti rahi..phir wohi aurtoun waali batain shroo ho gayen Nazia ki shaadi ki batain un sab ko jald hi Karachi jana tha nazia ki shaadi mey shareek honey us key program bantey rahey..aur aisi hi dosri batain aur raat kaafi ho gai ..meri ankhain band hoi jaa rahin thin khair hum sab ko chaarpaiyaan dey di gayen hum sab late gaye mey ney aik cup chaye maangi peeney key baad meri neend kuch bhaagi to ab mey diary likhney bethi houn..bhai dosrey kamrey mey so raha hey abhi mey baher gaya tha to who baher ki taraf khara hua tha mey us key pass chali gai aur hum kuch dair batain kertey rahey …who bhi aur mey bhi pehli baar is taraf aaye they khair kal ghomney chaplain gey aisa us ney kaha…us key baad mey ander aa gai..haan nazia aaj bhai sey nahi milli ..ab sona chahye..

 

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Day-58..Sunday
Aaj ka din bhut acha guzra aur kuch khaas batain bhi note ki mey ney ..hum dopher 3:00 bajey tak khaaney waghera sey farigh ho gaye aaj wahan kaafi log jamma they wohi koi zameen aur jayedaad ka masla tha hum ko in mamlaat sey kuch lena dena nahi tha to hum charoun yaani mey ,nazia,Rakhshi aur sikander bhai hum lgo baroun sey ijazut ley ker khetoun ki taraf ghomney nikley gaoun ki maghribbi simit challey kion key khait ussi taraf they teen chaar galiyaan ager un ko galiyaan kahain to khattam kertey hi aik dam sey yun lagga gaoun khattam ho gaya saamney had-e-nigah tak khobsorat faslain lehlahha rahin thin..hum unhi key dermiyaan pagdandioun per chalney laggey yahan saaya tha aur dhoop ki shiddat huamin tang na ker rahi thi yahan mey ney aik cheez note ki key rakhshi aur bhai dono aik dosrey sey kaafi ghul mol ker baat ker rahey they laikin mey ney nazia key chehrey per jalney jaisey koi asaar nahi dekhey waisey mey kaafi mehfouz hoi is dilchasp situation sey khair who dono aagey aagey jaa rahey they aur mey aur nazia peechey hum wahan tubewell per pohnchey yahaan kaafi darkht they aur bhut thandak thi wahan kuch chaarpaiyaan bichin thin wahaan hum kuch dair bethey phir nazia ney hi bataya key aagey un key kuch baghaat bhi hain us taraf chaltey hain khair hum andazet sey wahaan challey kuch dour baad hi who khobsorat baagh they jahan sey hum ney naashpatiyaan tour ker khayen ghanney darkht they bhai aur rakhshi to idher udher ghomney chaley gaye mey ney nazia ki taraf mayeneykhaiz nazroun sey dekha…who boli.."Kaafi taiz jaa raha hey tera bhai..nai churiya key saath dekho kaisey urra jaa raha hey…"
Khair hum dono wahan bethi rahin saamney hi aik baara tha jahan bhut si bhainsain bandhi hoi thi wahan sey hum ney do admiyoun ko apni janib aatey dekha who qareeb aaye…aur hum dono kharin ho gayenn..aik punjaabi mey bola kitna suthra maal hey lagta hey shsher sey aaya hey…nazia ney jawaab diyya aur nazia ka lehja khalistan sheheriyoun waala hi tha key hum yahan khetoun mey ghomney aayen hain aur choudhri mushtaq key mehmaan hain…who boley acha acha aap choudhri sahib key mehmaan ho theek hey theek hey ghoumo..un ki nazrain hum dono key jismoun ka mukamil jayeza ley rahin thin..bhut hi bhoki nazrain thin…khair who idher udher mandlaaney lagey…unhoun ney kaha key us taraf wahan kaafi phul daar darkh hain wahan chal ker dekh lain shayyad aap ko passand aayen ab khair who wahin mandlatey rahey jab tak key bhai ko aatey nahi dekh liya phir who sharafat sey nikal gaye..khair who dono bhai aur rakhshi hanstey muskuratey aa gaye..ab kion key kuch hi dair mey sham honey ko thi is liye wapsi ki tayyariyaan kin kaafi saarey phul jin meyu naashpatuyaan,amroud aur cheeko shamil they humarey pass they..khair mey to un do badmashoun key barey mey soch rahi thi key who huamin wahan ley ja ker konsey pul dikhana chahtey they….khair hum gher aa gaye yahan wohi gehma gehmi thi hum chat per challey aaye aur dour dobtey hoye soraj ko dekhtey rahey…yahin hum ney chai pee aur nashtey key dosrey lawazmaat khaye..raat jab achi khaasi ho gai tab hi neechey utrey aur khan awaghera kha ker phir chat per aa gaye bhut suhaani hawa chal rahi thi charoun taraf ghour andhera tha aur jugnoo urtey bhut hi khobsorat lag rahey they chaand chamak raha tha jis ki chandni mey dour kahin kisi talaab ka paani chamak raha tha..yeh manazir ab tezi sey khattam hotey jaa rahey they…aur shayyad mey apni zindagi key chan yaadgaar aur khobsorat manazir mey sey aik dekh rahi thi ..kaafi dair tak hum chat per rahey phir soney key liye neechey chaley aaye..ab jab key sab soney key liye late chukey hain charoun taraf mout ki si khamoshi hey to mey yeh diary likh rahi houn laikin ab bhi aik sawaal merey dimaagh mey hey key who dono kon they jo aaj humain wahan baagh mey milley they aur jinhoun ney humain baagh key aik makhsous hissey ki taraf chalney ko kaha tha..

 

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Day-59..Monday
Aaj ka din aik yaadgaar din raha aur zarori ho gaya merey liye key mey ussey apni diary mey pori tafseel sey likhoun..haan jabkey mera badan aur khaas ker meri choot kaafi dard ker rahi hey laikin aaj ,ey ney us mazey ko mehsous kiya jo aaj tak dekhti aai thi us jadoo ko apney badan mey ghustey dekha jissey aaj tak dosroun per chaltey dekha tha..Aaj mera Rape hua..Ji haan Rape..hua kuch yun key aaj bhi hum ney bagh ghomney ka program bana liya kion key yahan gaoun ki zindaggi bhut sust hey yahan wohi mamolaat chaletey hain jo laggey bandhey hain to yahan gher mey reh ker to aur bhi tabiyat ghabra jaati laikin aaj rakhshi humaarey saath nahi thi lagta hey mera andaza hey key us ki bhai sey kuch an ban ho gait hi to aaj hum teen they mey nazia aur bhai …wahin baagh mey gaye baagh mey ghustey key saath hi wohi baaara aata hey bhainsoun ka jahan sey kal hum ney un dono ko aatey dekha tha jo shakal sey kuch shareef na lagtey they aur who dono aaj bhi wahin aik chaarpai per bethey they dono hi dhotiyaan cherhaye humaari janib dekhtey rahey laikin boley kuch nahi laikin un ki gandi nazrain hum dono lerkiyoun per thin aur haathoun sey punjaab key aam riwaaj key mutabiq apney lund sehla rahey they dono key jissam dhoop ki wajah sey jhuley hoye they shayyad who wahin barey mey kaam kertey they khair hum wahan sey guzertey hoye saamney baagh mey dakhil ho gaye kuch dour aa ker hum beth gaye…ab nazia ney kaha aasia tum betho zara mey sikander key saath jaa ker kuch aagey sey aur phul tour ker laati houn wahan kal mey ney kuch aur phul dekhey they..ab bhalla koi pochey us sey key kal to who merey saath thi to ussey kiya pata key baagh key androuni hissey mey kaisey phul they…to who dono phir chaley gaye aur mera hawus ka pujaari bhai apni jawaan behen ko yun tanha chour ker apni mashouqa key sath us key jissam sey lipatney key liye challa gaya…khair dono mazey ker rahey they to kerney do kuch din ki mehmaan thi ab to yeh nazia ..laikin mey apney barey mey soch rahi thi key jissey shamshair khan ney jawaani ka sabaq perha to diya tha laikin ab agey ki pori kitaab na janey kab aur kon perhaye ga…merey naseeb mey kab who khushi likhi thi aur mey bhalla kahan jaanti thi key merey naseeb key barey mey aik faisla ker liya gaya hey ..aur who merey muqader ka likha jo ho ker rehna tha merey samney khara tha..haan un mey sey aik aadmi jo wahan baarey mey bethey they merey saamney kharra tha..woh keh raha tha.."Kiya hua begum sahiba…aap nahi gayen wahan phul torney.."
Mey boli.."Nahi mey zara thak gait hi,,kion tumhain koi aitraaz"
Who bola.."Nahi mey to is liye poch raha tha key mey abhi abhi un dono ko dekh ker aa raha houn key who konsa phul tor rahey hain aur sochta houn ja ker sab ko bulla laoun to sab hi dekh lain.."
Mey ghabra ker uth bethi..
Who phir bola.."Begum sahiba yeh gaoun hey sheher nahi yahan to lerki jab jawan hoti hey to us ki jawaani ki khusboo porey gaoun mey phel jaati hey.."’
Phir who hawusnaak lehjey mey bola.."Acha to aap chal rahin hain wahan jahan kal mey ney aap ko bataya tha key bhut phul hain ya mey jaoun gaoun waloun ko bulaaney.."
Mey ney yahan wahan dekha..us janib dekha janan sikander aur nazia sab sey bekhaber key kuch ankhain unhey dekh rahin hain apni jawaani key khel mey magan they …dour dour tak koi na tha..phir mey us key sath chal parri jahan who ishaara ker raha tha kaafi ghanna tha yahan baagh aik jahgah jaa ker who achanak ruk gaya..
Mey boli.."Haan ab batao kahan hain who phul…"
Aur bua yeh pochna tha key who bijli ki tarah wapis palta aur ab us key haath mey aik bara sa khanjer tha jo na jaaney kahan sey us ney barmud kiya tha..Us ki khonkhaar awaz merey kanoun mey parri…
"Zara bhi awaz ki to tera ser yahin para ho ga ..zabaan bilkul band rakh saali rundi.."
MErey kaan is qisam ki galiyoun key liye bilkul bhi tayyar hi nahi they aik lamhey key liye to mey aik dam chup ho gai…aik taraf sey dosra bhi nikal aaya..bola.."Haan basherey tu ney yahan is hirni ko qaboo ker liya wahan dosri hirni apney yaar ka lund liye mazey ker rahi hey..chal ussey kerney dey mazey hum is hirni ko chakh hi lain..chal bhi rani hirni ban jaa."
Mey kuch samjhi nahi thi un ki baat un ki janib sawaliya nazroun sey dekhney lagi..mujhey yun takta dekh ker basheea ghussey mey agey berha aur bola.."Saali bari paak saaf ban rahi hey chal kutiyya ban jaa."
Yeh keh ker us ney mera dopatta khainch liya merey seeney per sey..
Mey ney aik dam apney dono haath apni chatiyoun per rakh liye..dosrey ney aa ker mujhey peechey sey qaboo ker liya aur meri dono baghloun sey haath nikaal ker meri chatiyoun ko jaker liyya…basheerey ney meri gerdan per apna khanjer rakh liya .."Chal shrroo hoti hey ya …"
Dosrey ney mujhey chora aur meri shalwar aik dam sey girra di mey ney apni shalwaar pakreney ki koshsih ki laikin khanjer key dabaou ki wajah sey mey her kat na ker sakii…
Khair mujhey zaberdasti ghouri bana diyya gaya..aur meri qameez ko khainch ker itna opper cherha diyya key key meri chatiyaan ab latak rahin thin…mey us baagh mey zameen per ghouri bani hoi thi aur dono mard merey peechey kharey baghour merey gorey aur mast ker deney waaley jissam ka nazaara peechey sey ker rahey they aur yaqenan un key saamney jo manzer ho ga who unhey bekhud ker raha ho ga..akhir pehley dosra aadmi jis ka naam bhi mujhey maloom nahi tha us ney apni dhoti opper uthaai aur merey peechey aa gaya aur apna lund meri khusk choot mey ghusaaney ki koshsih kerney laga basheera ab merey ser per kharra tha key mey koi awaz kerney ki koshis na karoun wahan peechey dosra meri choot kholney ki koshsih ker raha tha akhir us key lund ko raasta mil gaya aur mey ney aik mota lund apni choot mey jaatey mehsous kiya pehli baar to meri ankhoun mey aanso aa gaye per thori hi dair mey dard ka ehsaas jaata raha ab who bilkul kutiya ki hi tarah mujhey chod raha tha aur basheera ukroun beth ker merey lataktey hoye mammy paker ker daba raha tha peechey sey khoob dhakkey lag rahey they who dono bhi jaldi mey they aur meri bhi masti sey anakhin band hoi jaa rahin thin aur phir meri choot mey paani bherney lagga pori tarah meri choot geeli kerney key baad us ney apna lund baher khencha..aur bola "Aa ja sheedey bari garam choot hey saali ki maza dey diya..sheedey ney apna lund wahin bethey bethey dhoti sey nikaala kaafi mazbout lund tha aur mery peechey aa gaya meri choot pehley hi mani sey bhari hoi thi is liye shayyad ussey zara bhi mushkil na aai ho gi ander kerney mey aur aik dosra lund meri choot mey tha aur mey farigh hoi bherpor tareeqey sey meri gaand paker ker who dhakkey marta raha aur mey mazey kerti rahi kuch hi dair baad who bhi haanpta hua mujh sey alag hua …dono farigh ho chukey they..mey seedhei hoi sheeda agey aaya ab tak us ka lund dhoti key agley sirey sey marey hoye chohey ki tarah latak raha tha aur mani key qatrey tapak rahey they merey bethney ki wajah sey meri choot mey bhari mani neechey tapkney laggi thi us ney meri gerdan pakri aur kaha"Ager tu ney kisi ko kuch kaha to yaad rakh gher sey utha ker ley jayen gey tujhey aur raand bana ker hi chorain gey..chal chup chaap apni choot ki dukaan band ker aur gher jaa.."
Mey ghebra ker kharri ho gai aur apni shalwaar opper kerney laggi meri qameez ab bhi opper hi thi shayyad merey tanney hoye mammy dekh ker phir unhey germi cherney laggi basherey ney meri chatiyaan zor sey daba lin.."Kiya mammy hain Sali terey yeh keh ker us ney meri aik nipple apney kaaley kaaley hountoun mey daba li us ki kai din ki barhi hoi daarhi ney cheel ker rakh diya meri reshmi chatiyoun ko laikin mey kuch na boli…who dono nahi jaantey they key unhoun ney meri kitni poraani aur zinda aag ko serd kiya tha..mey kai baar farigh hoi thi..yeh bhi nahi jaanti key kis key lund per kitni baar laikin meri choot ney aaj khoob mani chori thi dour sey kahin nazia ki awaaz aati sunai di who dono chunk gaye aur mey ney bhi jhut sey ankhain khol din.."Ab hat jao who dono aa rahey hian mujhey kaprey sahi kerney do.."
Who dono khamoshi sey derkhtoun mey ghayyab ho gaye..Mey ney apni qameez sahi ki brazier ko apni chatiyoun per theek tarah cherhaaya..baloun ko sahi kiya jo ghouri ban ker chudwatey waqt buri tarah sey bikher gaye they kion key kai baar meri kamer mey khum daalney aur gaand opper kerney key liye un dono ney merey baal khinch ker ser peechey kiya tha ..Nazia aur sikander aik taraf sey aatey dikhai diyye..dono kaafi pareshan nazer aa rahey they…"Yeh lo yeh rahin nawaab sahiba …hum kab sey pareshaan ho rahey they ab hum gher jaa rahey they key kahin tum bore ho ker gher to nahi chali gayen..kiya hua thakki thakki lag rahi ho.."Nazia ney mashkok nazroun sey meri taraf dekhtey hoye pocha..
Mey boli…"Nahi yahan zara saaya zada tha to yahan chali aai aura ankh lag gai tumhaari awaz sun ker bedaar hoi houn.."
Khair baat aai gai ho gai aur hum teeno gher wapis aa gaye..
Yeh tha mera aaj ka adventure jis ki buniyaadi batain mey ney likh din..haan meri chudai key doraan who dono mujhey nangi nangi gaaliyaan bhi detey rahey laikin na janey kion us waqt un ki gaaliya merey sex ko aur bhi berha rahin thin aur shayyad yehi wajah un ki galiyaan deney ki bhi rahi ho..meri choot merey kolhoun aur merey jissam key baarey mey intehai fahush alfaaz istimaal ker key who shayad khud hi mazey ley rahey houn..kion key mey ney yehi mehsous kiya tha key gaoun dehaat mey ab bhi oral sex ko koi nahi jaanta tha..haan ager un ko zada time milta to meri chatiyoun ko zaror chomtey chattey laikin meri choot chosna ya apna lund chuswaana abhi un key liye aik anhoni baat thi…aur direct tareeqey sey jis tarah meri choot mey apna lund daal ker who farigh hoye us sey yehi pata chalta tha key unhoun ney meri majbouri sey fayeda to uthaya laikin who khud bhi khofzada they is liye jaldi jaldi mey bas apni apni hawus pori ker key chaltey banney haan ager mey fursat sey un key haath lag gai to who itni asaani sey nahi chorney waaley mujh ko..khair dono kaafi bhaari badan key malik they aur un key bojh sey jo mey ney kaafi dair berdhast kiya tha merey ghutnoun mey takleef ho rahi thi..choot mey aaj kuch khaas dard na tha ..haan gher aa ker mey ney choot ko achi tarah sey dhoya..tangoun per mani key beh aaney sey jo nishaan sey ban gaye they unhey achi tarah saaf kiya aur phir foran hi who jarri botiyaan jo shamshair khan ney mujhey din thin us ko peesa bathroom mey hi aur khaa liya kion key dono ney apney lund meri choot mey khaali kiye they aur mey bhi pori tarah farigh hoi thi to kahin hamul hi na teher jaye ..khair yeh sab ker key mey bathroom sey baher nikli to nazia ko apna muntazir paaya…who bechain thi apni dastaan sunaaney key liye laikin na jaaney kiya wajah thi key ab mujhey us sey koi khaas dilchaspi nahi rahi thi mey sunti rahi key kis tarah aaj merey bahi ney ussey darkhtoun key peechey ley jaa ker ghouri bana ker choda sirf shalwaar hi utaari thi aaj us ney kion key her dam kisi key aaney ka dherka laga hua tha ab mey ussey kiya batati key mey to do do ko bhugta ker aa rahi houn..khair mey ney us sey koi ziker nahi kiya aaj key waqiyaat ka..Aur wohi bore tareen routin key baad raat mey sab soney key liye leetey kal dopher mey humain Lahore wapsi krni hey..humain yahan sey pehley faislabad jaana hey aur wahan station sey gaari pakrni hey..ab sona chahye tammam samaan to pack hi hey bus thori bhut cheezain jo wahan key logoun ney soghaat key tour per saath ker din thin rakhin aura b mey bhi songi…kion key kal sey humaara wapsi ka safer shrro ho jaye ga to ab pata nahi kab diary likhney ka moqa milley..

 

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Day-61..Wednesday
Mey aaj bhut thaaki hoi houn..khair aaj sham hum apney gher yaani lahore wapis pohnch chukey hain train thori late ho gai kion key faislabad sey Lahore ka safer itna lamba nahi hey aik to hum us din sham mey hi faislabad pohnchey laikin humaarey pohnchney key bhi bhut baad mey train rawaana hoi aur phir shayyad tracks per koi kharaabi thi is liye bhut hi ruktey rukaatey aaye..wapsi key safer mey koi khaas bat nahi hoi..mey aur nazia apni batain kertey rahey..mujhey aur ussey yeh ehssas tha ka ab shayyad humaari jidai key din bhut qareeb they..woh mujhey sey waadey ley rahi thi key mey roz us sey internet per chat kiya karoun gi…us ki shaadi mey zaror aoungi ..mey nahi jaanti thi key mama papa is baat ki ijazat dain gey ya nahi..laikin ussey yaqeen dilaati rahi key haan mey zaror aoungi..khair phir humaari dosri batain bhi hoti rahin who mujh sey pochti rahi key ab tu kiya karey gi aasia meri to shaadi ho jaye gi mey to roz apney husband key lund sey khela karoun gi tu kiya karey gi kaisey rahey gi..mey ney jawaab diya tha "Yaar tujh sey pehley bhi to rehti hi thin a..aur ager saber nahi hua to terey paas aa jaoun gi aur terey hi husband key lund sey mey bhi khel lounge..mey ney bhi to apney bhai key lund sey tujhey khoob khilaaya hey.."
Who boli…"Acha chal phir waada raha tu merey paas aa jana aur merey husband key saath jo dil karey who kerna.."
Khair yeh to aik mazaaq tha jo khattam ho gayya..laikin yeh baat bilkul theek thi key ab mera waqt kaatna bhut mushkil ho ga aur abhi to nazia yeh nahi jaanti thi key mey shamshair khan key baad bhi lund ka zayeqa chakh chukka houn..woh pochti rahi key ager tu boley to siander sey baat kerti houn sur tum dono ka chaker fix kerwa deti houn..laikin mey jaanti thi key abhi sikander garam tha shayyad woh us key saamney kush is qisaam ki batain ker bhi leta jaisey key who pehley aik baar apni behen key jissam sey khel bhi chukka hey laikin mey ney dekhi thi woh jhijhak baad mey aur us waqt bhi jab who merey jissam ko haath laga raha tha aur baad mey us key chehrey per pashemaani ki who lakerain jo kisi bhi insane key chehrey per tab perti hain jab ander sey us ka zameer ussey chain leney na dey raha ho…abhi us ka zameer us key ander ka acha insaan pori tarah marra na tha aur aap jaanye koi bhi insaan apni saggi behen sey jinsi taluqaat sirf ussi waqt qayem ker sakta tha jab who apney ander key insaan ko apni rooh key ujley rukh ko mukamil tour per fanna na ker ley…Ager abhi is muqaam per ussey majbour ker bhi diyya gaya to shayyad waqti tour per to aisa ker guzrey laikin baad mey pachtawey ussey chain na leney dain gey …khair abhi us ney aurat key roop dekhey hi kahan they ..abhi to jissam ki bhook bedaar hona thi us key baad hi who us muqaam per aata key jab who yeh bhi bhool jaata key yeh saamney leta hua badan us ki hi behen ka hey…khair mey ney nazai sey kuch bhi kerney sey mana ker diyya aur kion key yeh aik aam si baat thi to us ney bhi zada zor ahi diyya..Kion key nazia ney hi bataya tha key mera bhai us key jissam sey khelta raha tha ab who us sey bhut sherminda ho raha tha aur chahta tha key who apni shaadi tour ker us sey shaadi ker ley kion key who apney aap ko maaf nahi ker paye ga key us ney kisi ki amanut mey khayanat kerney mey saath diya…nazia ko ussey samjhaaney mey bhut time laga tha aur aisi hi bhut si batain thin joy eh sabit kerti thin key sikander shayyad jins ki shetaani bhook key aagey majbour ho ker shaitaan key haath khilona zaror ban jaata tha laikin jab who jissam key chakker sey nikalta tha to us ki soi hoi insaniyat jag jaya kerti thi aur mey filhaal kisi bhi tension mey nahi perna chahti thi..khair mey aur mera bhai ..mey bhut achi tarah jaanti thi ussey aur yeh bhi key kab kahan waar kerna tha aik hi kamzori thi meri key mey ney khud kahi kisi mard ko na jhaila tha to ab who kamzori bhi pori ho chukka thi kam-o-besh teen mard mey apney jissam per jhail chukki thi…kab tak akhir mera bhai merey phailaaye hoye jaal sey bach sakta tha ..kion key yeh baat to bilkul wazeh thi key safe aur kamiyaab sex mujhey merey bhai sey hi mil sakta tha ..werna baher to aisey hi miltey hain jo izatoun key dushman hotey hain, black mailer ya basherey jaisey jo aurat ko aik kutiya sey zada ehmiyat na detey houn..Khair baat kahan ja pohnchi…to aaj sham ja hum wapis yahan pohnchey to nazia filhaal to apney uncle aunty key gher challi gai hey kion key ussey aaj apni packing kerni hey who person chali jaye gi Karachi wapis ..haan wada ker key gai hey key kal who merey sath merey gher per akhri baar rukney zaror aayegi…aaj key liye bus itna hi ab kal to nazia ho gi to diary likhna mushkil ho ga ..ab thakkan sey burra haal hey sona chahye.

 

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Day-63..Friday
Aaj ka din un chand dino mey sey aik hey jissey shayyad mey tab tak yaad rakhoun gi jab tak meri sansain chal rahin hain…aik dukhoun aur ghamoun sey bojhal din ..aaj meri aziz dost nazia mujh sey judda ho ker apney shsher Karachi wapis chali gai hey ..woh jis key saath mey ney apni jawaani key kuch bhut hi haseen din guzaarey..jo meri taqreban her baat mey shareek thi..Aaj who mujh sey dour chali gai hum dono bhut roye aik dosrey key galley lag ker kion key shayyad hum dono ko hi is baat ka andaaza tha key ab shayyad in fursut key lamhaat mey humaari mulaqaat kabhi na ho..ab jab hum milangey to but badal gaye houn gey khair yeh to duniya ka usool hey jo aata hey us ko aik na aik din to jaana I hota hey ..woh bhi chali gai..mey ney apney bhai ko bhi udaas dekha laikin kion key wahan station per nazia ko drop kerney us key uncle aur aunty bhi aaye hoye they is liye dono key dermiyaan kuch baat na ho saki haan dono ki ankhoun ney aik dosrey ko bhut saarey alwidaai peghamaat dey daaley mey aaj sham bhai key saath ussey chorney gai thi…who kal raat merey saath hi thi.us ki akhri raat thi merey saath pori raat hum dono batain kertey rahey siwaye us thorey sey time key jab bhai aaya tha kamrey mey hamesha ki tarah aur hamesha ki hi tarah mey soti bani rahi aur who dono diar raat tak liptey rahey un key nangey badan merey saamney they laikin aaj un dono ko dekh ker who beqaraari na thi jo pehley hua kerti thi bas aik jalun thi …bhai ishq aur mohabbat ki batain ker raha tha us sey aur mey heraan thi key jab bhai ney us lerki sey us ka sab kuch hasil ker hi liya hey to ab kion us sey mohabbat ki bheek maanga raha hey ..khair yeh meri soch hey..to who taalti rahi bhai ka aaj shayyad mode nahi tha sex key liye ya who yeh soch ker key kal who challi jaye gi hamesha key liye us key jinsi jazbaat so gaye they aur nazia garam thi who yeh soch rahi thi key ab ussey apni suhagraat tak yeh mazey nahi milengey who zada sey zada fayeda utha lena chahti thi bhai key jissam sey ..laikin who razamand hi na tha bulkey us ko apni banhoun mey liye betha tha who to "Asia uth na jaye " keh ker us ney aik baar chudai kerwai aur saaf pata chalta tha key aaj bhai apni merzi sey nahi us key israar per us ki germi nikaal raha hey khair dono jab thandey ho gaye to nazia ney ussey jald hi room sey bhagga diyya kion key who phir jazbaati honey laga tha aur mohabbat mohabbat key raag alaap raha tha aur Nazia to Nazia mey bhi bore ho rahi thi…Ab yeh mohabbat nahi to aur kiya hey key aik jawaan aur kanwaari lerki ney apna jissam apni jawaani ki pehli raat apna kanwaara rus aik shaks key naam ker diya ho aura b bhi who yeh keh raha ho key tum mujh sey shaadi ker lo ab bhala shadi ker key who naya kiya ker ley gay a mohabbat ker key ab who kiya teer maar ley ga…khair nazia ney ussey terkha diyya..woh taqreban rotey hoye wahan sey rukhsat hua tha…baad mey nazia us ki halat per bhut hansi thi ..mey ney kaha tha "Tub hut zalim hey nazia…"
Khair raat ber batain hoti rahin..aur yeh raat kitni choti thi pata hi na challa kab subah ho gai aur hum kuch dair key liye late gaye nazia ka to pata nahi haan jab mey uthi to nazia merey baraber mey na thi mey ney socha shayyad who neechey ho aik dam merey dimaagh ney kaha key aaj sham ko to ussey wapis lot jaana hey mey tezi sey neechey aai to wo whan nahi thi…mama ney bataya key wo gher chali gai ab tayyar ho ker milney aaye gi..khair who 4:00 bjey aai mama sey milney un ko khuddahafiz kaha phir mujh sey milli….mey ney mama sey pocha liya key mama kiya mey nazia ko chorney bahi key saath station chali joun..bhai bhi bhara betha tha kion key goya kuch bhi na hua thaw o jaa rahi thi..meri baat sey khush ho gaya key kam sey kam apni zindaggi ki pehli lerki ko station chorney to jaa sakey ga ais tarah ussey kuch lamhaat aur bhi mil rahey they nazia key qareeb rehney key werna to kahaani yahin khattam.. khair hum dono behen bhai station pohnchey us ki train ney 6:30 bajey Lahore ko khairbaad kaha aur hum dono dukhi dil sey wapis ho liye..aaj bhi mey bhai ki bike per us sey chipki bethi thi laikin aj na to merey jazbaat hejaankhaiz they aur na bhai ki taraf sey koi peshqadmi thi ..hum dono hi porey raastey apni apni sochoun mey dobey rahey aur gher aa gaya…mujhey chour ker bhai baher hi challa gaya mey apney room mey pohnchi…aaj merey room ki her cheez mujhey nazai ki yaad dilla rahi thi..waqai baaz daffa koi jab aap key pass hota hey to aap us ki qader ka us ki mojoudgi ki ehmiyat ka andaaza hi nahi laga paatey aur jab who dour chala jaata hey tab aap ka dil her pal us ko yaad kerta hey…jab aap ko maloom hota hey key us shaks ki ap ki zindaggi mey kiya ehmiyat thi…Aur aisey hi kuch jazbaat bhai key bhi rahey houngey…mazey ki baat wo apney gham ko apney nazia key bichrney key dukh ko kisi sey share bhi nahi ker sakta tha..laikin mey janti thi apney bhai key dil per guzerney waali qayamet key baarey mey…Ab raat kaafi ho rahi hey kal mujhey college bhi jaana hey kaafi din ho gaye hain kal jaoun gi zara ..aur dosri baat dil ko bhi to behlaana tha ..Khair ab soti houn..

 

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Day-64..Saturday
Aaj ka din meri zindaggi key bhut saarey dinoun ki tarah aik aam sa din tha..nazia key dam sey hi thi jo ronaq thi ab jab key who nahi to din bhi aur retain bhi bhut pheeki pheeki si lagti hain..khair ab aadat to daalni hi hey..kisi key gham mey koi kitna ro sakta hey ..kuch din baad hi nazia key saath guzaarey din bhi beeta fasaana hi maloom hongey..laikin abhi merey jissam per us ki khusboo baqqi hey abhi merey kamrey mey us ki dabi awaz mey batain kerna, gungunaana ,aur dheemi si piyaari si hansi ki jhankaar rachi bassi hoi hey, mey to yeh sochti houn mera yeh haal hey to bhai ka kiya haal ho ga ..khair who aaj mujhey saara din nahi dikkha aur aaj waisey bhi Saturday tha to who shop sey wapis aa ker seedha apney dostoun mey challa gaya aur raat dair sey hi aayega abhi raat key 12:30 ho rahey hain abhi tak to nahi aaya …Khair aaj mey college kaafi din baad gait hi saari class fellows poch rahin thin mey ney apni cousin ki shaadi ka bahanaa bana diya..aaj college mey aik nai lerki keyu cherchey aam they us ney do din pehley hi humaara college join kiya hey ..BSC-I mey ..khair wajah kuch yun thin key sunney mey aaya tha key muhterma aik barri si lambi si gaari mey aati thin..jadeed tareen fashion key kaprey un key tan per hotey they …aur shakal sey hi kisi bhut barey gher ki aulaad lagtin thin..khair mey ney 2 lectures key baad ussey canteen mey dekha…who akeeli bethi thi aur itefaaq kuch yun hua key aaj meri teen friends ayen nahi thin..aur do lab mey thin kuch kaam tha to mey bhi canteen ki table per akeeli bethi cold drink enjoy ker rahi thi tab hi mey ney aik shreen awaz sunni.."Kiya mey yahan beth sakti houn.."
Lehjaa bhut hi naran aur andaaz dil ko lubhaaney waala tha…mey ney ser utha ker dekha to goya hussun ki devi key dershan ho gaye…yun to mey bhi kuch kam haseen na thi laikin us husun-o-jamaal key majmoye ko dekh ker aik lamhey ko to mey bhi mahboot ho ker reh gai..kiya hi masoom aur khusnumma chehra tha ..zindaggi sey bherpor..mujhey apni taraf yun takta dekh ker who thora puzzle si ho gai…Khud hi boli.."Mera naam jolie hey aur mey new arrival houn aap key college mey…"
Ab sherminda honey ki baari merit hi…khair mey ney ussey chair pesh ki aur bethney ko kaha..khair who boli.."abhi meri koi friend nahi hey yahan…aur mey ney aap ko bhi akeeley hi bethey dekha to socha aap sey dosti karoun…kiya pata aagey chal ker hum behtreen dost sabit houn.."
Mey bli.."Nahi baat derasal yeh hey key meri friends is waqt class mey hain meri tabiyat kuch bojhal si ho rahi thi to mey yahan aa gai..jahan tak baat dosti ki hey to zaror …aap ko koi bhi pareshaani ho ya kisi baat mey mushkil ho to aap muh sey poch saktin hain… bye they way mera naam aasia hey aur mey Part two ki student houn yaani yeh mera akhri saal hey…"
Who boli…"Dear dosti sirf yeh hi to nahi hoti key mujhey jab koi mushkil ho to hi mey aap sey baat karoun yeh to khudgarzhi ho gai mey to aik achi dost ki talash mey houn…"
Mey boli.."Aap ney bilkul theek kaha laikin jolie achi dosti to aik dosrey ko achi tarah jaan leney key baad hi hoti hey abhi to mey aap key baarey mey kuch jaanti hi nahi…"
Who boli..aur kiya hi khoob boli…beshak us ki batain bhut khobsoarat thin.."Aasia yeh bhi aap ney khoob kahi…mey apni kisi achi dost sey hi apni batain karoun gi na ..kisi anjaan sey thori apney dil ki baat karoun gi aur na apni jaan pehchaan doun gi …to dosti key liye jannana zarori nahi yeh to dosti key baad ki batain hua kertin hain.."
Aur mey waqai mey lajawaab ho gai..
Khair idher udher ki batoun mey kaafi time guzer gaya …us ney apna Phone number mujhey diyya aur mujh sey mera gher ka number liyya..aur yun humaari achi dosti ho gai…mujhey to bhut hi nafees aura chi lerki laggi jolie..jahan tak baat lerkioun key jalney kit hi to lerkiyaan to apney sey haseen sorat aur apni si barri hasti dekh ker jalla hi kertin hain…mujhey yeh hi mehsous hota tha key college ki lerkiyan kion key us ki khobsorti aur amarut sey jalti thin is liye ulti seedhi batain kiya kertin thin..aur who ulti seedhi batain kiya thin…key us key lachan sahi nahi lagtey…kaafi bari lagti hey ab kion admission liya hey zaror kuch gerber hey…haan yeh baat theek thi key who 24 ys 25 sey kam ki nahi thi laikin yeh bhi koi aisi khaas baat na thi koi bhi problem ho sakti hey..mujhey who achi laggi..us ki chaal bhut hi mastaani thi..us ka jissam khoob kassa hua bulkey yun samjh lain key kisi filmi heroin ki tarah develop tha..mey ney itna khobsorat jissam sirf blue movies mey hi dekha tha..mey soch rahi thi ussey jaata dekh ker key yeh lerki kaproun key baghair kiya sittam dhaati ho gi…us ki chatiyaan kiya hi uthaan thi un mey jawaani aisa lagta tha wahan sey ubal rahi ho…kiya hi germi thi us key qurub mey aur kiya mehkta badan tha us ka ….sach boloun to us ki shaksiyat ney mujhey apney hisaar mey ley liyya…aur mey dil sey yeh chahti thi key who meri dost ban jaye waisey bhi nazia ki kammi aur us key jaaney ka ehsaas kuch aisa shaded tha key mey aik achi dost ki kammi mehsous ker rahi thi..khair jo taluqaat nazia key aur merey they who merey aur jolie key to na ho saktey they laikin kon jaaney …aur ager ho gaye to kiya hi maza aa jaye itna haseen aur jawaan jissam..mujhey shoq s auth raha tha us ka jissam baghair kaproun key dekhney ka…nazia ney na jaaney mujhey kaisa bana diyya tha..khair who chali gai mey ney us ki lambi si gaari dekhi laikin mey jal nahi rahi thi bulkey fakher mehsous ker rahi thi key college ki sab sey ameer aur haseen lerki meri dost hey…waisey us ney bhi meri khobsorti ki tareef kit hi ab chahey us ney murawatan kaha ho laikin yeh kuch aisi ghalat baat bhi na thi..aur aik raaz ki baat mey yahan likhna chahti houn..meri pehli chudai ko shayyad dus din guzer chukkey they..laikin merey jissam ney us adhori chudai key baad kiya hi roop nikaala tha…khair mey yeh bayaan to nahi ker sakti key key kiya hua tha bus ab jab mey nahaney kharri oti aur apna jissam dekhti to who mujhey pehley sey haseen nazer aata..bharra bharra aur gadaaz, jawaani key rus sey bharra..mey aik aisa jam ban ker reh gait hi jo chilak raha tha key bus uthaao aur hountoun sey laga lo…khair ho sakta hey mera wehem ho ya ab merey dekhney ka andaaz badal gaya ho…chatiyaan kuch aur ubher aayen thin..aisa mujhey lagta tha halankey mera breast size nahi bdla tha laikin un ki ubhaar mey un ki khobsorti mey kuch kammi thi pehley ab yun lagta tha who mukamil ho gai houn… shayyad mard ka lums hi aurat ko mukamil kerta hey..werna aurat ka husun kisi kaam ka nahi..aur meri zindaggi ka pela mard "Shamshair khan" jissey mey ab tak bholi na thi kai baar sotey mey , mey ney wohi manzer dekha tha..wohi harra bharra jungle ounchey ounchey pairou sey aatin taiz seeti ki si awazain ..jungle ki awazain aur us jagah mey hoti aur shamshair khan hota…who mera pehla mard tha aur shayyad mey ussey kabhi nahi bhol sakti..khair shamshair khan ney to mujhey aur tishna ker key chour diyya tha laikin us key baad kai baar mey apney sapnoun mey shamshair khan sey barey hi nakhroun sey chuddy thi aur us ney mujhey waisey hi mukamil kiya tha jaisa aik mard aik aurat ko jo us ki bivi hoti hey kerta hey…khair ab mey soun gi bhut neend aa rahi hey aur un batoun key yaad aa janey sey bhut si baatain yaad aa gayen hain..ab sona mushkil ho jaye ga ager mazeed likha kal Sunday hey aur papa gher per hongey jaldi uthna hho ga..woh bhut chirtey hain dair tak soney sey..

 

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Day-65..Sunday
Aaj subah mey jaldi uth gai..papa bhi khush ho gaye kion key wo mujhey bhut chahtey they mey un ki laadli beti thi aur un ki laadli kion key itney din baad loti thi aur aaj wo gher mey they is liye khush they..mujhey sey pochtey rahey key kaho kiya maza aaya tum logoun ko..sikander ney khayaal to rakha na..aur mey unhey bataati rahi..siwaye un batoun ko..keu ab aap ki laadli kanwaari nahi rahi..apna kanwaar pan wo wahin muree mey hi cour aai hey…aur apna monh us ney teen teen mardoun sey kerwaaya hey…khair wo un sab batoun sey anjaan they hum ney naashta kiya..phir mama key saath kaam kaaj mey haath bataney laggi..dopher key khaaney mey bahi bhi saath tha us ka chehra kuch utra hua sa lag raha tha papa sey us ney daant bhi khaai raat dair sey aaney aur subah dair sey uthney per..merey papa is maamley mey bhut sakht they..apney bachoun ki terbiyat unhoun ney bhut hi sakht usoloun per kit hi…aur koi wajah nahi thi key un ki dono aulaadain un ka naam roshan kertin aur aik behtreen insaan hotin laikin un kiterbiyat yeh new technology ney fail ker di..TV, Videos, phir computer aur internet..woh to apni aulaad ki taleem-o-terbiyat mey koi kammi na reh jaye is liye khareed laye they unhey bhalla kiya maloom tha key who kiya ker rahey hain apni aulaad key saath aur apni bersoun ki mehnat aur bhut pyar sey ki gai terbiyat ko khaak mey milla rahey hain aur aik din yehi cheezain un ki aulaad ko us raastey per ley jayengey key un ka beta aik lerki ko ghori banaye us per sawaari ker raha ho ga aur us sey kuch hi dour us ki behen un ki beti ghori bani do achi aur pakki ummer key mardoun ko halka ker rahi ho gi..khair yeh to qismat key khel hain..haan aik ehem baat aur hoi aaj who yeh key aaj meri dats start ho gayen hain..is dafa mujhey bari hi shiddat sey intezaar tha kion key ehtiyaati tadabeer to ker lin thin mey ney laikin der to tha key kahin kisi ney mujhey haamlaa na ker diyya ho…khair dats shrro ho gayen aur meri choot ney saari gandaggi apney hi khoon mey milla ker baher phaink di…sikander ka aamna saamna aaj din mey kai baar hua mujh sey laikin na janey kiya baat hey us ney mujhey nazer utha ker bhi na dekha..mey yeh nahi keh rahi key us ney nafrat sey dekha ya muhjhey ignore kiya..bus jis tarah wo dekha kerta tha us tarah na dekha..jaisey us ki wo garam nazrain jo bechainee sey merey badan key posheeda hisoun per hua kertin thin aaj wo dour kahin khoi hoi thin..khair mey pareshaan nahi thi kion key yeh to aik fitri amul tha nazia key jaaney ka kuch din mey normal ho hi jaana tha ussey..akhir who mohabbat jo kerta tha us sey..khair raat ka khaana aaj jaldi khaaya gaya kion key kal working day tha aur mujhey bhi college jaana tha phir mey apney room mey aa gai aur abhi kuch dair pehley tak beth ker kuch zarori notes tayyar kerti rahi itney dino ki chutiyyan barri bhaari parin thin mujhey aur mey kaafi peechey thi claas sey..khair ab so jaana chahye werna subah tabiyat bojhal rahey gi…

 

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Day-67..Tuesday
Mey kal apni diary nahi likh sakti kal mey bhut thak gai thi aur college key notes key chkker mey itni raat ho gai key diary likhney beth jaati to subah uth hi na sakti thi is liye mey ney sona zada munasib samjha ..kuch kaam to aaj bhi tha laikin aaj diary nahi likhi to bhut si batain phir yaad nahi rahain gi..kal aur aaj ka din bhut hi bore guzrey haan yeh zaror hua key dono din mey aur jolie zada time laibrary mey saath rahey..hum mney books lin aut college key baher banney baagh mey beth gaye bhut si batain hoin gher ki batain us ney bhut kuch bataya apney baarey mey key us key papa ki death bhut bachpan mey hi ho gait hi us ki mama sey hi ussey paala hey us ki chaar behnain aur hain un ki mama ka beauty parlour hey aur papa ki chori hoi kuch jayedaad waghera hain jin sey guzer baser ho jaati hey…aur us ki guzer buser to mey dekh hi rahi thi…hazaroun ropye key jaded kaprey, qeemti jewelry, nazuk aur khobsorat wrist watches aur mehngey tareen perfumes khair un ki mama ka beauty parlour bhi acha chalta tha mey ney apney baarey mey bataya key hum middle class family sey taluq rakhtey hain merey papa jewelers hain aur mama aik house wife aik bhai aur aik mey bus yeh hi family hey meri…tab us ney bari hasrat sey kaha tha key tum kitni khusnaseeb ho aasia..us key lehjey mey na jaaney kitni hasratain posheeda thin mujhey heart to hoi key who mujhey kion khusnaseeb keh rahi thi jab key mey ussey khusnaseeb sochti thi…khair mey ney pochna munasib nahi samjha…dono din humarey aisey hi guzrey hum ney apney dil ki her baat aik dosrey sey keh daali..laikin mey ney who batain us sey share nahi kin jo mey apni piyaari diary sey kerti houn..aik yehi to hey jis per mujhey sab sey zada aitbaar hey, khair college sey aa ker sona ,phir sham mey perhna kion key exam jaisey aik dam nazdeek aa gaye they…nazia key chakker mey bhut saarey nuqsanaat key saath jo aik nuqsaan mey ney kiya tha who yeh key apni perhai ki taraf sey laperwah ho gai thi..us key baad raat ka khaana papa aur mama sey batain aur phir room mey aa ker raat us waqt tak perhna jab tak palkain neend sey bojhal na honey lagin..shayyad lashauri tour per mey nazia ki kammi , apney jissam ki bhook jo ab jawaan ho gai thi in sab ko apni masrofiyat key perdey mey chupaaney ki koshish ker rahi thi..laikin jab bhi kabhi mey zara sib hi farigh hoti to bus dil ki bhut ajeeb halat ho jaati thi…wo to acha hey meri dates chal rahin hain to mey apney jism sey bhi nahi khel rahi werna nazia ki yadain aur bhi taaza ho jatin..mey ney kaafi dinoun sey internet bhi na chalaya tha jab key nazia ney mujh sey waada liya tha key hum her roz net per chat kiya karain gey..khair ab mazeed jagney ki himmat nahi light band ker key soti houn…

 

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Day-69..Thursday
Kal bhi mey apni diary nahi likh saki jab key mera dil bhut ker raha tha laikin neend itni aa rahi thi key himmat hi nahi pari aur waisey bhi aaj kal to lagta hey key din jaisey apni aik makhsous chaal per sakit ho gaye houn..kal mey nazia key gher gait hi college sey us ki mama aur us ki behnon sey milli us key gher ka mahol kuch ajeeb sa laga mujhey khair mey yaqeen sey kuch nahi keh sakti bus kuch garber thi us key gher mey aur gher walon mey aur sab sey heratnak baat jo mey ne note ki key panchoun behnoun ki na to shaklain milti thin aur na hi un key naam yaani aik naam jolie tha dosri ka naam aashi, teesri ka naam meena, chothi ka naam nazneen, aur panchween ka taruf laila keh ker kerwaya gaya..haan yeh zaror kahoun gi key panchoun behenain khobsorti mey apni misaal aap thin..phir un ki mama sey mili kuch ajeeb sa ehsaas tha un key chehrey per aik ajeeb tarah ki rauoniyat aur ghrour jaisey…jaisey..bas ab kiya kahoun..mujhey pasand nahi aai us ki family..sab liye diye sey they..mujh sey mil ker sab apney apney rooms mey ghus gaye mey aur jolie kaafi dair tak us key room mey bethey rahey..mey sochti houn key kaisi behnain thin key sab key alag alag rooms..meri koi aik bhi behen hoti to mey aur wo saath hi rehtey hum behtreen dost hotey..khair ..kaafi dair baad mujhey us ney apni gaari per gher key qareeb uterwa diya…mey ney mama sey ziker nahi kiya..aur kion key aaj kal college mey dair ho rahi thi labs ki wajah sey is liye mama ney mera dair sey aana itna mehsous bhi na kiya..khair aaj jolie ko mey apney gher ley ker aai mama sey milwaya ussey meri mama bhut passand aayen ..meri sedhi sadhi mama ko bhut dukh hua yeh sun ker key who yateem hey..khair khaaney key baad hi mama ney ussey janey diyya…aaj aik aur ehem baat yeh bhi hoi key aaj meri chating Mirc per nazia sey hoi wo bhut naraz thi key mey online kion nahi aa rahi thi khair mey ney exams qareeb honey ka bahana ker diya..na janey kion ab nazia ki yaad mey wo shiddat khattam ho gait hi mey ney ussey yeh bhi keh diyya key kion key exams qareeb hain is wajah sey mey roz online na ho sakoun gi ..us ney bura nahi manaya..na janey kion mey ney usey yeh keh diya.jab key shayad char din pehley mey yeh sochti thi key mera aik din bhi nazia key baghit kaisey guzrey ga..ab sona chahye aaj lagta hey meri dates khattam ho gayen hain kal nahoun gi mey..ab sona chahye..