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Part 7: 23 november 2024
aaj meri nind puri tarah se acchi hui thi. koi galat khyal aaya nahin tha. maine khud se apne aap ko vada kiya tha ki ab ine donon ka main support karunga. aur shweta ke man mein bhi yah baat jagaunga, ki usko john pasand aane laga hai. maine accept kar liya tha. aur isi vajah se meri nind bahut acche se hui. varna main vahi khayalon mein khoya rahata, aur apni health kharab karta. subah ki dincharya khatm hui. main office pahunch gaya hun. aur maine baithkar fir apne dost ko phone lagaya. yah janne ke liye ki, king kapda factory kaisi hai? maine to is tarah se phone kiya tha, ki mere bete ko vahan per job lag sakti hai. jaane jaisa hai ki nahin. movie textile industries mein hi kam karta hai mera dost. to usko poochh sakta hun.
mere dost ne kafi achcha positive jawab diya. bola ki uska jo bhi malik hai, usko bahut acche se jaanta hai jiska naam hai mister thomas. thomas bahut hi jana mana naam hai textile industries mein. bahut genueen insan hai. uski family uski puri biradari mein bahut hi ijjat ke sath dekhi jaati hai. puri tarah se ekadam shant aur bina kisi controversy ki family hai. agar vahan job mil jaati hai, to fir dusri jagah per try karne ki bhi jarurat nahin hai. chalo khandan to achcha hai. matlab ab john ki guarantee le sakte hain. kale kam to har koi karta hi hai. per bahar nahin aana chahie. meri biwi ka affair agar bahar aa gaya, to vah to paison se daba dega baton ko. main nahin daba paunga. to yahi behtar hai ki meri biwi safe hands mein ja rahi hai.
ab main soch raha tha ki yah donon ki baten to shayad is tarah se to khatm ho jayegi. kal hi pata chala na ki koi baat hi nahin hui. bahut kam chat hui. is tarah se jo chat ka sailab aaya hai vah khatm ho jaega. to wapas shweta usi daldal mein fansi rahegi. ki uski jindagi mein khushiyon ki kami hai. game khatm nahin karne de sakta. shweta ke daily routine mein jo thakan wala portion hai usko band karna padega. ghar ke kamkaj ke liye mera manna hai ki ab naukar laane ki jarurat ho chuki hai. main middle class family se hun. is vajah se maine ghar mein naukar nahin rakhe the. aur shweta bhi samajh kar ghar ka jhadu pocha aur bartan vagaira khud kar leti thi. jo main galat kar raha tha. ab mujhe usko ine sab chijon se azadi deni padegi. to mera sabse pahla kam hoga ki pahle tarikh se koi naukar ghar mein kam aakar kar jaaye. taki din mein bahut jyada waqt nikal paye. jyada waqt nikalega to vah kisi na kisi se baat karne ki koshish karegi. to ho sakta hai ki uski baten john ke sath badh jaaye. to ek dusre ko janne ka mauka, aur ek dusre ke kareeb aane ke mauke milenge. to yah baat maine apni diary mein likh liya. to do list mein. sabse pahla kam naukar rakhne ka hai.
fir main sochne laga ki shweta ko aur dusri aur kaun si chijon mein interest hai? are main dusri chijen kyon dhundh raha hun? usko modeling mein interest hai na. to mere bartaav ko is tarah se organise karna padega, jiski vajah se usko modeling mein jaane ka man ho to vah guilt feel na karen. mujhe kisi tarah se uske sath modeling ke bare mein khulkar baat karni padegi. jiski vajah se, apna confidence badhane ke liye, vah john ka sahara le. to ek dusre ke kareeb aa sakte hain is vajah se bhi. dusri baat maine likh li, shweta ko modelling ke liye motivate karna hai. bahar kahin karen paisa nahin, per kisi vajah se khulkar photos khinchvane lage. aur uski vajah se jyada se jyada waqt john sath gujare.
aur kya main kar sakta hun? aisa kuchh kar sakta hun, ki jiski vajah se shweta akeli pad jaaye, aur usko apna sath dhundhne ke liye john ki jarurat pade. jaise ki, main sham ko nahin khana khane wala. mere mummy papa to vaise bhi jyada nahin khate, jyadatar khate hi nahin hai. rahul bhi kisi din bahar khana kha le aisa kuchh ho jaaye. tab main aisa bolkar, ki tu apni dost ke sath bahar khana khane ja sakti hai chali ja. tab bhi usko john ka khyal aa sakta hai. to ek dinner date organise karva sakta hun. aur fir uske bad kuchh baat ban jaaye.
to maine teen baten diary mein likhati.
yah sari baten maine diary mein likh li. ab iske upar kam karna hai mujhe. iske pahle yah janna hai ki aaj ine donon ke bich kuchh baat hui hai ya nahin. main aaj ekadam swasth tha kyunki nind puri hui thi. tumhen ghar pahuncha aur shweta ko dekha. wapas regular sadi mein aa gai hai. uski tarif karne wala koi nahin tha. main karta to kisi kam ka nahin hai yah. tarif john karega, tabhi uska nikhaar aaega. to ab mujhe baat karni thi... ine donon ke bich mein shayad koi baat nahin hui aaj. aaj raat ko baat ho uska intejaam karna padega.
main: kuchh hua hai kya aaj kyon itni udaas ho? mera matlab hai lag rahi ho?
shweta: nahin kuchh nahin hua. aapko kya hua? aap to kabhi puchte nahin ho.
main: maine to bus aise hi poochh liya. socha aaj raat ko koshish karenge wapas.
shweta: mujhe mood kharab karke nahin sona hai wapas. jaisa chal raha hai vaisa chalne dete hai
main: tum do din se kafi khush thi. acchi lag rahi thi. mujhse narazgi hai main samajh sakta hun. per jahan se khushi mil rahi hai, usko explore karo. khush rahti ho to jyada sundar lagti ho. main bus apni rai de raha hun. main tumhen khush dekhna chahta hun.
iske jawab mein shweta ne kuchh nahin kaha. per maine ek baat chhod di. uske dimag mein ek baat dal di, ki vah john ke sath khush rahti hai, ab vah dekhegi kya kar raha hai aage. khana khane ke time per rahul ne chauka maar diya.
rahul: mummy 2 din badli badli rahi. wapas se vahi purani mummy aa gai.
shweta: tu chupchap apna khana kha. tujhe aa gaya interview ka call?
rahul: han final round baki hai. kal hath mein later aa jaega.
shweta: are vah bahut hi acchi news di tune. to kal party karte hai
main: main kal bahar ja raha hun. mujhe apne doston ke sath jana padega. aap donon hokar aao.
rahul: mummy actually, agar mera ho jata hai to main ek dost ko milane jaane wala hun. vahan time lagega. soch raha tha ki vahin per khana khakar aau.
aise mauke per, jyadatar shweta ghar per hi khana khati hai. per maine yah mauka utha liya. mujhe pata hi tha ki rahul ko job mil jayegi agar, to use din to vah ghar per aane se raha.
main: shweta agar ham donon bahar ja rahe hain, aur tum akele ghar per har bar khana khati ho. tum apne doston ke sath bhi jakar khana kha sakte ho. tumhen koi bandhan nahin hai. main bus bata raha hun. dost banana koi buri baat nahin hai.
maine char rules mein se do rules ko follow kar diya. bus ab shweta kya karti hai vahi dekhna hai. dimag to kah raha tha ki usko karna chahie. par yah dil nahin man raha. vah aap samajh sakte hain. per iska kya asar hota hai vah aaj raat ki chat per nirbhar karta hai.
ho sakta hai ki din mein kuchh jhagada hua ho. mera matlab hai kisi tarah se to shweta ka mood kharab tha. ab kya hua hai vah to mujhe nahin pata. raat ko sone ke waqt, kyunki chat aage badhani chahie, maine shweta ko sone ke waqt itna bol diya. jiska vaise koi sense nahin banta tha. per mera man tha bolane ka to bol diya.
main: dekho shweta, tumhen khush rahane ka adhikar hai. apne aap ko agar kisi bojh ke tale daba rahi ho. to yah bhul jao ki tumhen koi majbur kar raha hai. main tumhen khush dekhna chahta hun. alag baat hai ki main thodi difficult situation mein hun. tumhara use tarah se dhyan nahin rakh sakta. per tum jo chahe vah kar sakti ho. tum apni khushi ko... mujhe nahin pata ki kis tarah se samjhaun... bus tum khush raha karo... main kabhi tumhare.... chhodo yah sab baten.... tum kisi bhi situation mein ho... main har bar har waqt tumhare samne tumhara sath deta hua milunga. main kabhi bhi tumhare khilaf judgement nahin dunga. tumne abhi tak jo mere liye kiya hai vah mere liye swarg se kam nahin hai. tum khush raho vahi meri sabse badi ichcha hai. mujhe nahin pata ki yah do din ya teen din ya birthday se lekar aaj tak, tum aisa kya kar rahi thi jiski vajah se tum khush thi. mudda yah hai ki tum khush the. tumhen maja aa raha tha. agar chhoti khushiyan bhi tumhen mil rahi hai kisi chij ke karan. to apne aap ko kamre mein band karke mat rakho. tum udana chahti ho to bilkul udo. chhoti chhoti baton ko ignore karo. life mein aage badho. jaise ham koi hamara dost hota hai jo hamen gussa dila deta hai, to pata hai na ham kya karte hain? usko maaf kar dete hain. kyunki dost ko ham apni jindagi se jaane nahin dete. ek example de raha hun. usi tarah se khushiyan aapki dosti hai. usko apni jindagi se jaane mat do. badi mushkil se aai hai muskan.
itna lamba chauda bhashan diya. iska sirf ek karan tha. agar kuchh jhagada hua hai to usko sort kar do. khatm karo yah sab. aur jo kar rahi thi jismein maja aa raha tha usmein aage badho. isliye dosti ko maaf karne ke liye bhi sath mein jod diya. itna kuchh bolane ke bad aur kuchh bolane ko nahin rahata. aur shweta ko lagega bhi nahin ki maine kuchh jaan liya hai. raat ko usne kuchh jawab nahin diya. main to so gaya. ab meri nind ka pura path clear ho gaya hai. main 12:00 baje tak so jata hun. 3:00 baje uth jata hun. ek ghante tak message padhta hun. fir wapas so jata hun. is tarah ka flow banana padega. tab jakar kuchh hoga. main aur bhi jaldi so jaya karunga. to meri nind bhi puri ho jayegi. donon ke bich mein batchit ka waqt bhi milega. jo mujhe karna hi hai. tumhen apni dhun mein 3:00 baje utha aur har bar ki tarah message padhne laga. aur mera andaza sahi nikala. john baton baton mein thoda sa aage nikal gaya tha.
john: kya hamen ek aur photo session nahin kar sakte?
shweta: maine usi din bola tha yah aakhri bar hai.
john: per aapko maja nahin aaya tha kya?
shweta: maja aana alag baat hai. per main yah har bar nahin kar sakti. main ghar se kya kah kar bahar nikalu? aur har bar jhooth bolna bhi mujhe nahin aaega. main jhooth nahin bolati.
john: aap apni khushi ke liye itna kuchh nahin kar sakte? aapko pasand hai isliye force kar raha hun. maine kabhi aapko yah bola ki chalo coffee peene jaate hain. mujhe pata hai aapko itni pasand nahin hai coffee. tumhen sirf aapki pasand wali baat bol raha hun.
shweta: maine tumhen pahle hi bola tha ki ham iske upar discussion nahin karenge.
john: aap to use din itne khush the ki mujhe laga ki, ham yah kai bar karenge.
shweta: nahin john tum mujhe galat samajh rahe ho. main vaise ladki nahin hun.
john: are ek bar kar liya hai to dusri bar bhi ho sakta hai. aapko thodi public mein kuchh karna hai. main to photos bhi delete kar raha hun na aapke samne. mere pass to kuchh bhi nahin hai. maine sirf itna bola ki ismein koi problem nahin hai. mere pass aur bhi badhiya design hai. thoda seductive bhi hai. vah bhi koshish kar sakte hain. aapke badan per achcha lagega.
shweta: ab tum apni line cross kar rahe ho.
john: main koi line nahin cross kar raha. itni baten karna koi galat baat nahin hai.
shweta: main aisi baten nahin karti.
john: maine pahle permission lekar hi bola tha, ki kya ham khulkar baat kar sakte hain? aapane bahut soch vichar kar bola tha ki han kar sakte hain. tab jakar main is tarah ki baat kar raha hun. maine permission lekar aapse baat ki hai. aur aapane bhi promise kiya tha ki aap khulkar baat karenge. main koi aapki ijjat nahin loot raha.
shweta: shut up john. your crossing your limits. i don't want to talk anymore. goodbye.
iske bad john kafi sare message bhejen. jismein usne sorry likha tha. sorry sorry bheje the. bahut sare sorry bheje the. john mard hai, shweta ne khud se usko, uski studio mein jakar, invitation diya tha. yah galat baat hai. pahle shweta khud jakar, usko sab bolane ka, aur masti karne ka, manjuri deti hai. aur ab vah piche hat rahi hai. yah galat baat hai. ab kisi ko aap lalchaaoge to lalach mein insan kuchh to karega na. vahi john kar raha hai. main john ki baat se sahmat hun. usne kuchh galat nahin kiya tha. per maine jab raat ko baat batai. usse fayda hua.
shweta: i am sorry. main thoda ulaj gai thi.
john: actually i am sorry. main aapko hurt nahin karna chahta tha. mere man mein aisa kuchh nahin tha. main bus aapki khushi dekhna chahta tha.
shweta: per main vaisi aurat nahin hun.
john: mujhe yahi samajh mein nahin aa raha ki aap kis tarah ki aurat ki baat kar rahe hain?
shweta: vahi jo har bar kisi ke samne apne kapde utaar de.
john: maine kab aapko kapde utarane ko kaha? aur main aapka dost hun. aapki ichcha mere through khatm ho jayegi. main aapki madad kar sakta hun. nahin aapko public mein jana hai. aapki photos aapke pass rahegi. aap khulkar ji payegi. confidence badh jaega. chalo dusri tarike se samjhata hun.... aunty mein ek aapko aisa mauka de raha hun, jahan per aap khulkar bina kisi ke judgement ke, jo marji chahe use tarah ka photo shoot karva sakte hain. apni ichchayen puri kar sakte hain. i am sure ki aapane kuchh kinky bhi socha hoga apni life mein. ki main is tarah ka photo shoot karvaungi. yah jhooth mat bolna ki aapane aisa nahin socha tha, har model aisa sochati hai. per samaj ki bedio mein apne aap ko azad nahin kar sakte. main vah mauka aapko de raha hun. itna safe environment aapko kahin nahin milega. aapka body structure aapki umra aur aapki ichcha yah ek deadly combination hai. yah baat marte dam tak ham donon ke bich mein rahegi. jis din meri taraf se yah baat kisi ke samne aa gai, use din mein fansi lagakar apni jaan de dunga. main itna likhkar vachan deta hun. yah message aap screenshot lekar rakh dijiye apne pass. main aapko ek chhoti si bhi aanch nahin aane dunga.
shweta: (pura message shanti se padhne ke bad) theek hai john, yah marne wali baat mat karo. ek to mera koi dost hai nahin. sameer ke bad pahla dost tum hi ho. main samajh sakti hun tumhari baat. aur han yah bhi baat hai ki, maine ek jamane mein socha tha ki main kinky photo shoot karvaungi. per ab mera ek baccha hai, jo tumhari umra ka hai. isliye sharm aati hai. vah bolate na budhi ghodi lal lagam.
john: aapko sirf mere samne photo shoot karna hai. aapko thodi public mein post karna hai. ki koi aapko kal aisa bolega. aur rahi baat umra ki, aap jyada apne aap ko modest nahin banaa rahe? sach batana ki aapko photo acchi nahin lagi thi? aapko aisa nahin lagata ki aap sirf 30 sal ki umra ke honge. kya itni khubsurat thi aur javani aapane nahin bhari hai? sach sach batana. sach mein aapko aisa laga tha ki aap budhe ho gaye ho? photos to jhooth nahin bolenge na? maine to aapke samne hi photo nikal kar de diye. maine editing bhi nahin ki thi. to aap samajh sakte ho na? itna to marna padega na, ki aap khubsurat hai. per khubsurat hona koi paap nahin hai. itna to basic aap mante hi honge.
shweta: hmmmm
john: chalo shanti se so jao, jyada mat socho. per itna jarur socho ki aapko khushi se jeene ka adhikar hai. aur jab tak main uncle ko jaanta hun, usko bhi aapki khushi se koi problem nahin hoga.
fir donon good night kah kar so gaye. john ko abhi tak pata hi nahin hai ki, uska yah uncle kisi bhi kam ka nahin hai. per han main support jarur karunga. har tarah se support karunga. ine donon ko waqt chahie sath mein rahane ka. to sabse pahla yahi kiya jaega.
aaj meri nind puri tarah se acchi hui thi. koi galat khyal aaya nahin tha. maine khud se apne aap ko vada kiya tha ki ab ine donon ka main support karunga. aur shweta ke man mein bhi yah baat jagaunga, ki usko john pasand aane laga hai. maine accept kar liya tha. aur isi vajah se meri nind bahut acche se hui. varna main vahi khayalon mein khoya rahata, aur apni health kharab karta. subah ki dincharya khatm hui. main office pahunch gaya hun. aur maine baithkar fir apne dost ko phone lagaya. yah janne ke liye ki, king kapda factory kaisi hai? maine to is tarah se phone kiya tha, ki mere bete ko vahan per job lag sakti hai. jaane jaisa hai ki nahin. movie textile industries mein hi kam karta hai mera dost. to usko poochh sakta hun.
mere dost ne kafi achcha positive jawab diya. bola ki uska jo bhi malik hai, usko bahut acche se jaanta hai jiska naam hai mister thomas. thomas bahut hi jana mana naam hai textile industries mein. bahut genueen insan hai. uski family uski puri biradari mein bahut hi ijjat ke sath dekhi jaati hai. puri tarah se ekadam shant aur bina kisi controversy ki family hai. agar vahan job mil jaati hai, to fir dusri jagah per try karne ki bhi jarurat nahin hai. chalo khandan to achcha hai. matlab ab john ki guarantee le sakte hain. kale kam to har koi karta hi hai. per bahar nahin aana chahie. meri biwi ka affair agar bahar aa gaya, to vah to paison se daba dega baton ko. main nahin daba paunga. to yahi behtar hai ki meri biwi safe hands mein ja rahi hai.
ab main soch raha tha ki yah donon ki baten to shayad is tarah se to khatm ho jayegi. kal hi pata chala na ki koi baat hi nahin hui. bahut kam chat hui. is tarah se jo chat ka sailab aaya hai vah khatm ho jaega. to wapas shweta usi daldal mein fansi rahegi. ki uski jindagi mein khushiyon ki kami hai. game khatm nahin karne de sakta. shweta ke daily routine mein jo thakan wala portion hai usko band karna padega. ghar ke kamkaj ke liye mera manna hai ki ab naukar laane ki jarurat ho chuki hai. main middle class family se hun. is vajah se maine ghar mein naukar nahin rakhe the. aur shweta bhi samajh kar ghar ka jhadu pocha aur bartan vagaira khud kar leti thi. jo main galat kar raha tha. ab mujhe usko ine sab chijon se azadi deni padegi. to mera sabse pahla kam hoga ki pahle tarikh se koi naukar ghar mein kam aakar kar jaaye. taki din mein bahut jyada waqt nikal paye. jyada waqt nikalega to vah kisi na kisi se baat karne ki koshish karegi. to ho sakta hai ki uski baten john ke sath badh jaaye. to ek dusre ko janne ka mauka, aur ek dusre ke kareeb aane ke mauke milenge. to yah baat maine apni diary mein likh liya. to do list mein. sabse pahla kam naukar rakhne ka hai.
fir main sochne laga ki shweta ko aur dusri aur kaun si chijon mein interest hai? are main dusri chijen kyon dhundh raha hun? usko modeling mein interest hai na. to mere bartaav ko is tarah se organise karna padega, jiski vajah se usko modeling mein jaane ka man ho to vah guilt feel na karen. mujhe kisi tarah se uske sath modeling ke bare mein khulkar baat karni padegi. jiski vajah se, apna confidence badhane ke liye, vah john ka sahara le. to ek dusre ke kareeb aa sakte hain is vajah se bhi. dusri baat maine likh li, shweta ko modelling ke liye motivate karna hai. bahar kahin karen paisa nahin, per kisi vajah se khulkar photos khinchvane lage. aur uski vajah se jyada se jyada waqt john sath gujare.
aur kya main kar sakta hun? aisa kuchh kar sakta hun, ki jiski vajah se shweta akeli pad jaaye, aur usko apna sath dhundhne ke liye john ki jarurat pade. jaise ki, main sham ko nahin khana khane wala. mere mummy papa to vaise bhi jyada nahin khate, jyadatar khate hi nahin hai. rahul bhi kisi din bahar khana kha le aisa kuchh ho jaaye. tab main aisa bolkar, ki tu apni dost ke sath bahar khana khane ja sakti hai chali ja. tab bhi usko john ka khyal aa sakta hai. to ek dinner date organise karva sakta hun. aur fir uske bad kuchh baat ban jaaye.
to maine teen baten diary mein likhati.
- shweta ko free time jyada mile vaisa karna hai, uske liye ek naukar rakha jaaye.
- modelling kharab nahin hai agar vah chahe to kar sakti hai. with terms and conditions ke vah khud ki khushi ke liye private mein karen.
- aise occasions banana, jahan per john aur shweta lunch dinner ya kuchh common chijen kar paye.
- chahe mujhe kisi bhi baat ka pata chal gaya ho mujhe shweta ke samne aisa nahin dikhana hai ki mujhe use baat ka pata hai ya to fir is tarah se behave karna hai ki main buddhu hun. taki vah khulkar sab kuchh kar sake.
yah sari baten maine diary mein likh li. ab iske upar kam karna hai mujhe. iske pahle yah janna hai ki aaj ine donon ke bich kuchh baat hui hai ya nahin. main aaj ekadam swasth tha kyunki nind puri hui thi. tumhen ghar pahuncha aur shweta ko dekha. wapas regular sadi mein aa gai hai. uski tarif karne wala koi nahin tha. main karta to kisi kam ka nahin hai yah. tarif john karega, tabhi uska nikhaar aaega. to ab mujhe baat karni thi... ine donon ke bich mein shayad koi baat nahin hui aaj. aaj raat ko baat ho uska intejaam karna padega.
main: kuchh hua hai kya aaj kyon itni udaas ho? mera matlab hai lag rahi ho?
shweta: nahin kuchh nahin hua. aapko kya hua? aap to kabhi puchte nahin ho.
main: maine to bus aise hi poochh liya. socha aaj raat ko koshish karenge wapas.
shweta: mujhe mood kharab karke nahin sona hai wapas. jaisa chal raha hai vaisa chalne dete hai
main: tum do din se kafi khush thi. acchi lag rahi thi. mujhse narazgi hai main samajh sakta hun. per jahan se khushi mil rahi hai, usko explore karo. khush rahti ho to jyada sundar lagti ho. main bus apni rai de raha hun. main tumhen khush dekhna chahta hun.
iske jawab mein shweta ne kuchh nahin kaha. per maine ek baat chhod di. uske dimag mein ek baat dal di, ki vah john ke sath khush rahti hai, ab vah dekhegi kya kar raha hai aage. khana khane ke time per rahul ne chauka maar diya.
rahul: mummy 2 din badli badli rahi. wapas se vahi purani mummy aa gai.
shweta: tu chupchap apna khana kha. tujhe aa gaya interview ka call?
rahul: han final round baki hai. kal hath mein later aa jaega.
shweta: are vah bahut hi acchi news di tune. to kal party karte hai
main: main kal bahar ja raha hun. mujhe apne doston ke sath jana padega. aap donon hokar aao.
rahul: mummy actually, agar mera ho jata hai to main ek dost ko milane jaane wala hun. vahan time lagega. soch raha tha ki vahin per khana khakar aau.
aise mauke per, jyadatar shweta ghar per hi khana khati hai. per maine yah mauka utha liya. mujhe pata hi tha ki rahul ko job mil jayegi agar, to use din to vah ghar per aane se raha.
main: shweta agar ham donon bahar ja rahe hain, aur tum akele ghar per har bar khana khati ho. tum apne doston ke sath bhi jakar khana kha sakte ho. tumhen koi bandhan nahin hai. main bus bata raha hun. dost banana koi buri baat nahin hai.
maine char rules mein se do rules ko follow kar diya. bus ab shweta kya karti hai vahi dekhna hai. dimag to kah raha tha ki usko karna chahie. par yah dil nahin man raha. vah aap samajh sakte hain. per iska kya asar hota hai vah aaj raat ki chat per nirbhar karta hai.
ho sakta hai ki din mein kuchh jhagada hua ho. mera matlab hai kisi tarah se to shweta ka mood kharab tha. ab kya hua hai vah to mujhe nahin pata. raat ko sone ke waqt, kyunki chat aage badhani chahie, maine shweta ko sone ke waqt itna bol diya. jiska vaise koi sense nahin banta tha. per mera man tha bolane ka to bol diya.
main: dekho shweta, tumhen khush rahane ka adhikar hai. apne aap ko agar kisi bojh ke tale daba rahi ho. to yah bhul jao ki tumhen koi majbur kar raha hai. main tumhen khush dekhna chahta hun. alag baat hai ki main thodi difficult situation mein hun. tumhara use tarah se dhyan nahin rakh sakta. per tum jo chahe vah kar sakti ho. tum apni khushi ko... mujhe nahin pata ki kis tarah se samjhaun... bus tum khush raha karo... main kabhi tumhare.... chhodo yah sab baten.... tum kisi bhi situation mein ho... main har bar har waqt tumhare samne tumhara sath deta hua milunga. main kabhi bhi tumhare khilaf judgement nahin dunga. tumne abhi tak jo mere liye kiya hai vah mere liye swarg se kam nahin hai. tum khush raho vahi meri sabse badi ichcha hai. mujhe nahin pata ki yah do din ya teen din ya birthday se lekar aaj tak, tum aisa kya kar rahi thi jiski vajah se tum khush thi. mudda yah hai ki tum khush the. tumhen maja aa raha tha. agar chhoti khushiyan bhi tumhen mil rahi hai kisi chij ke karan. to apne aap ko kamre mein band karke mat rakho. tum udana chahti ho to bilkul udo. chhoti chhoti baton ko ignore karo. life mein aage badho. jaise ham koi hamara dost hota hai jo hamen gussa dila deta hai, to pata hai na ham kya karte hain? usko maaf kar dete hain. kyunki dost ko ham apni jindagi se jaane nahin dete. ek example de raha hun. usi tarah se khushiyan aapki dosti hai. usko apni jindagi se jaane mat do. badi mushkil se aai hai muskan.
itna lamba chauda bhashan diya. iska sirf ek karan tha. agar kuchh jhagada hua hai to usko sort kar do. khatm karo yah sab. aur jo kar rahi thi jismein maja aa raha tha usmein aage badho. isliye dosti ko maaf karne ke liye bhi sath mein jod diya. itna kuchh bolane ke bad aur kuchh bolane ko nahin rahata. aur shweta ko lagega bhi nahin ki maine kuchh jaan liya hai. raat ko usne kuchh jawab nahin diya. main to so gaya. ab meri nind ka pura path clear ho gaya hai. main 12:00 baje tak so jata hun. 3:00 baje uth jata hun. ek ghante tak message padhta hun. fir wapas so jata hun. is tarah ka flow banana padega. tab jakar kuchh hoga. main aur bhi jaldi so jaya karunga. to meri nind bhi puri ho jayegi. donon ke bich mein batchit ka waqt bhi milega. jo mujhe karna hi hai. tumhen apni dhun mein 3:00 baje utha aur har bar ki tarah message padhne laga. aur mera andaza sahi nikala. john baton baton mein thoda sa aage nikal gaya tha.
john: kya hamen ek aur photo session nahin kar sakte?
shweta: maine usi din bola tha yah aakhri bar hai.
john: per aapko maja nahin aaya tha kya?
shweta: maja aana alag baat hai. per main yah har bar nahin kar sakti. main ghar se kya kah kar bahar nikalu? aur har bar jhooth bolna bhi mujhe nahin aaega. main jhooth nahin bolati.
john: aap apni khushi ke liye itna kuchh nahin kar sakte? aapko pasand hai isliye force kar raha hun. maine kabhi aapko yah bola ki chalo coffee peene jaate hain. mujhe pata hai aapko itni pasand nahin hai coffee. tumhen sirf aapki pasand wali baat bol raha hun.
shweta: maine tumhen pahle hi bola tha ki ham iske upar discussion nahin karenge.
john: aap to use din itne khush the ki mujhe laga ki, ham yah kai bar karenge.
shweta: nahin john tum mujhe galat samajh rahe ho. main vaise ladki nahin hun.
john: are ek bar kar liya hai to dusri bar bhi ho sakta hai. aapko thodi public mein kuchh karna hai. main to photos bhi delete kar raha hun na aapke samne. mere pass to kuchh bhi nahin hai. maine sirf itna bola ki ismein koi problem nahin hai. mere pass aur bhi badhiya design hai. thoda seductive bhi hai. vah bhi koshish kar sakte hain. aapke badan per achcha lagega.
shweta: ab tum apni line cross kar rahe ho.
john: main koi line nahin cross kar raha. itni baten karna koi galat baat nahin hai.
shweta: main aisi baten nahin karti.
john: maine pahle permission lekar hi bola tha, ki kya ham khulkar baat kar sakte hain? aapane bahut soch vichar kar bola tha ki han kar sakte hain. tab jakar main is tarah ki baat kar raha hun. maine permission lekar aapse baat ki hai. aur aapane bhi promise kiya tha ki aap khulkar baat karenge. main koi aapki ijjat nahin loot raha.
shweta: shut up john. your crossing your limits. i don't want to talk anymore. goodbye.
iske bad john kafi sare message bhejen. jismein usne sorry likha tha. sorry sorry bheje the. bahut sare sorry bheje the. john mard hai, shweta ne khud se usko, uski studio mein jakar, invitation diya tha. yah galat baat hai. pahle shweta khud jakar, usko sab bolane ka, aur masti karne ka, manjuri deti hai. aur ab vah piche hat rahi hai. yah galat baat hai. ab kisi ko aap lalchaaoge to lalach mein insan kuchh to karega na. vahi john kar raha hai. main john ki baat se sahmat hun. usne kuchh galat nahin kiya tha. per maine jab raat ko baat batai. usse fayda hua.
shweta: i am sorry. main thoda ulaj gai thi.
john: actually i am sorry. main aapko hurt nahin karna chahta tha. mere man mein aisa kuchh nahin tha. main bus aapki khushi dekhna chahta tha.
shweta: per main vaisi aurat nahin hun.
john: mujhe yahi samajh mein nahin aa raha ki aap kis tarah ki aurat ki baat kar rahe hain?
shweta: vahi jo har bar kisi ke samne apne kapde utaar de.
john: maine kab aapko kapde utarane ko kaha? aur main aapka dost hun. aapki ichcha mere through khatm ho jayegi. main aapki madad kar sakta hun. nahin aapko public mein jana hai. aapki photos aapke pass rahegi. aap khulkar ji payegi. confidence badh jaega. chalo dusri tarike se samjhata hun.... aunty mein ek aapko aisa mauka de raha hun, jahan per aap khulkar bina kisi ke judgement ke, jo marji chahe use tarah ka photo shoot karva sakte hain. apni ichchayen puri kar sakte hain. i am sure ki aapane kuchh kinky bhi socha hoga apni life mein. ki main is tarah ka photo shoot karvaungi. yah jhooth mat bolna ki aapane aisa nahin socha tha, har model aisa sochati hai. per samaj ki bedio mein apne aap ko azad nahin kar sakte. main vah mauka aapko de raha hun. itna safe environment aapko kahin nahin milega. aapka body structure aapki umra aur aapki ichcha yah ek deadly combination hai. yah baat marte dam tak ham donon ke bich mein rahegi. jis din meri taraf se yah baat kisi ke samne aa gai, use din mein fansi lagakar apni jaan de dunga. main itna likhkar vachan deta hun. yah message aap screenshot lekar rakh dijiye apne pass. main aapko ek chhoti si bhi aanch nahin aane dunga.
shweta: (pura message shanti se padhne ke bad) theek hai john, yah marne wali baat mat karo. ek to mera koi dost hai nahin. sameer ke bad pahla dost tum hi ho. main samajh sakti hun tumhari baat. aur han yah bhi baat hai ki, maine ek jamane mein socha tha ki main kinky photo shoot karvaungi. per ab mera ek baccha hai, jo tumhari umra ka hai. isliye sharm aati hai. vah bolate na budhi ghodi lal lagam.
john: aapko sirf mere samne photo shoot karna hai. aapko thodi public mein post karna hai. ki koi aapko kal aisa bolega. aur rahi baat umra ki, aap jyada apne aap ko modest nahin banaa rahe? sach batana ki aapko photo acchi nahin lagi thi? aapko aisa nahin lagata ki aap sirf 30 sal ki umra ke honge. kya itni khubsurat thi aur javani aapane nahin bhari hai? sach sach batana. sach mein aapko aisa laga tha ki aap budhe ho gaye ho? photos to jhooth nahin bolenge na? maine to aapke samne hi photo nikal kar de diye. maine editing bhi nahin ki thi. to aap samajh sakte ho na? itna to marna padega na, ki aap khubsurat hai. per khubsurat hona koi paap nahin hai. itna to basic aap mante hi honge.
shweta: hmmmm
john: chalo shanti se so jao, jyada mat socho. per itna jarur socho ki aapko khushi se jeene ka adhikar hai. aur jab tak main uncle ko jaanta hun, usko bhi aapki khushi se koi problem nahin hoga.
fir donon good night kah kar so gaye. john ko abhi tak pata hi nahin hai ki, uska yah uncle kisi bhi kam ka nahin hai. per han main support jarur karunga. har tarah se support karunga. ine donon ko waqt chahie sath mein rahane ka. to sabse pahla yahi kiya jaega.
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Part 7: 23 november 2024
aaj meri nind puri tarah se acchi hui thi. koi galat khyal aaya nahin tha. maine khud se apne aap ko vada kiya tha ki ab ine donon ka main support karunga. aur shweta ke man mein bhi yah baat jagaunga, ki usko john pasand aane laga hai. maine accept kar liya tha. aur isi vajah se meri nind bahut acche se hui. varna main vahi khayalon mein khoya rahata, aur apni health kharab karta. subah ki dincharya khatm hui. main office pahunch gaya hun. aur maine baithkar fir apne dost ko phone lagaya. yah janne ke liye ki, king kapda factory kaisi hai? maine to is tarah se phone kiya tha, ki mere bete ko vahan per job lag sakti hai. jaane jaisa hai ki nahin. movie textile industries mein hi kam karta hai mera dost. to usko poochh sakta hun.
mere dost ne kafi achcha positive jawab diya. bola ki uska jo bhi malik hai, usko bahut acche se jaanta hai jiska naam hai mister thomas. thomas bahut hi jana mana naam hai textile industries mein. bahut genueen insan hai. uski family uski puri biradari mein bahut hi ijjat ke sath dekhi jaati hai. puri tarah se ekadam shant aur bina kisi controversy ki family hai. agar vahan job mil jaati hai, to fir dusri jagah per try karne ki bhi jarurat nahin hai. chalo khandan to achcha hai. matlab ab john ki guarantee le sakte hain. kale kam to har koi karta hi hai. per bahar nahin aana chahie. meri biwi ka affair agar bahar aa gaya, to vah to paison se daba dega baton ko. main nahin daba paunga. to yahi behtar hai ki meri biwi safe hands mein ja rahi hai.
ab main soch raha tha ki yah donon ki baten to shayad is tarah se to khatm ho jayegi. kal hi pata chala na ki koi baat hi nahin hui. bahut kam chat hui. is tarah se jo chat ka sailab aaya hai vah khatm ho jaega. to wapas shweta usi daldal mein fansi rahegi. ki uski jindagi mein khushiyon ki kami hai. game khatm nahin karne de sakta. shweta ke daily routine mein jo thakan wala portion hai usko band karna padega. ghar ke kamkaj ke liye mera manna hai ki ab naukar laane ki jarurat ho chuki hai. main middle class family se hun. is vajah se maine ghar mein naukar nahin rakhe the. aur shweta bhi samajh kar ghar ka jhadu pocha aur bartan vagaira khud kar leti thi. jo main galat kar raha tha. ab mujhe usko ine sab chijon se azadi deni padegi. to mera sabse pahla kam hoga ki pahle tarikh se koi naukar ghar mein kam aakar kar jaaye. taki din mein bahut jyada waqt nikal paye. jyada waqt nikalega to vah kisi na kisi se baat karne ki koshish karegi. to ho sakta hai ki uski baten john ke sath badh jaaye. to ek dusre ko janne ka mauka, aur ek dusre ke kareeb aane ke mauke milenge. to yah baat maine apni diary mein likh liya. to do list mein. sabse pahla kam naukar rakhne ka hai.
fir main sochne laga ki shweta ko aur dusri aur kaun si chijon mein interest hai? are main dusri chijen kyon dhundh raha hun? usko modeling mein interest hai na. to mere bartaav ko is tarah se organise karna padega, jiski vajah se usko modeling mein jaane ka man ho to vah guilt feel na karen. mujhe kisi tarah se uske sath modeling ke bare mein khulkar baat karni padegi. jiski vajah se, apna confidence badhane ke liye, vah john ka sahara le. to ek dusre ke kareeb aa sakte hain is vajah se bhi. dusri baat maine likh li, shweta ko modelling ke liye motivate karna hai. bahar kahin karen paisa nahin, per kisi vajah se khulkar photos khinchvane lage. aur uski vajah se jyada se jyada waqt john sath gujare.
aur kya main kar sakta hun? aisa kuchh kar sakta hun, ki jiski vajah se shweta akeli pad jaaye, aur usko apna sath dhundhne ke liye john ki jarurat pade. jaise ki, main sham ko nahin khana khane wala. mere mummy papa to vaise bhi jyada nahin khate, jyadatar khate hi nahin hai. rahul bhi kisi din bahar khana kha le aisa kuchh ho jaaye. tab main aisa bolkar, ki tu apni dost ke sath bahar khana khane ja sakti hai chali ja. tab bhi usko john ka khyal aa sakta hai. to ek dinner date organise karva sakta hun. aur fir uske bad kuchh baat ban jaaye.
to maine teen baten diary mein likhati.
- shweta ko free time jyada mile vaisa karna hai, uske liye ek naukar rakha jaaye.
- modelling kharab nahin hai agar vah chahe to kar sakti hai. with terms and conditions ke vah khud ki khushi ke liye private mein karen.
- aise occasions banana, jahan per john aur shweta lunch dinner ya kuchh common chijen kar paye.
- chahe mujhe kisi bhi baat ka pata chal gaya ho mujhe shweta ke samne aisa nahin dikhana hai ki mujhe use baat ka pata hai ya to fir is tarah se behave karna hai ki main buddhu hun. taki vah khulkar sab kuchh kar sake.
yah sari baten maine diary mein likh li. ab iske upar kam karna hai mujhe. iske pahle yah janna hai ki aaj ine donon ke bich kuchh baat hui hai ya nahin. main aaj ekadam swasth tha kyunki nind puri hui thi. tumhen ghar pahuncha aur shweta ko dekha. wapas regular sadi mein aa gai hai. uski tarif karne wala koi nahin tha. main karta to kisi kam ka nahin hai yah. tarif john karega, tabhi uska nikhaar aaega. to ab mujhe baat karni thi... ine donon ke bich mein shayad koi baat nahin hui aaj. aaj raat ko baat ho uska intejaam karna padega.
main: kuchh hua hai kya aaj kyon itni udaas ho? mera matlab hai lag rahi ho?
shweta: nahin kuchh nahin hua. aapko kya hua? aap to kabhi puchte nahin ho.
main: maine to bus aise hi poochh liya. socha aaj raat ko koshish karenge wapas.
shweta: mujhe mood kharab karke nahin sona hai wapas. jaisa chal raha hai vaisa chalne dete hai
main: tum do din se kafi khush thi. acchi lag rahi thi. mujhse narazgi hai main samajh sakta hun. per jahan se khushi mil rahi hai, usko explore karo. khush rahti ho to jyada sundar lagti ho. main bus apni rai de raha hun. main tumhen khush dekhna chahta hun.
iske jawab mein shweta ne kuchh nahin kaha. per maine ek baat chhod di. uske dimag mein ek baat dal di, ki vah john ke sath khush rahti hai, ab vah dekhegi kya kar raha hai aage. khana khane ke time per rahul ne chauka maar diya.
rahul: mummy 2 din badli badli rahi. wapas se vahi purani mummy aa gai.
shweta: tu chupchap apna khana kha. tujhe aa gaya interview ka call?
rahul: han final round baki hai. kal hath mein later aa jaega.
shweta: are vah bahut hi acchi news di tune. to kal party karte hai
main: main kal bahar ja raha hun. mujhe apne doston ke sath jana padega. aap donon hokar aao.
rahul: mummy actually, agar mera ho jata hai to main ek dost ko milane jaane wala hun. vahan time lagega. soch raha tha ki vahin per khana khakar aau.
aise mauke per, jyadatar shweta ghar per hi khana khati hai. per maine yah mauka utha liya. mujhe pata hi tha ki rahul ko job mil jayegi agar, to use din to vah ghar per aane se raha.
main: shweta agar ham donon bahar ja rahe hain, aur tum akele ghar per har bar khana khati ho. tum apne doston ke sath bhi jakar khana kha sakte ho. tumhen koi bandhan nahin hai. main bus bata raha hun. dost banana koi buri baat nahin hai.
maine char rules mein se do rules ko follow kar diya. bus ab shweta kya karti hai vahi dekhna hai. dimag to kah raha tha ki usko karna chahie. par yah dil nahin man raha. vah aap samajh sakte hain. per iska kya asar hota hai vah aaj raat ki chat per nirbhar karta hai.
ho sakta hai ki din mein kuchh jhagada hua ho. mera matlab hai kisi tarah se to shweta ka mood kharab tha. ab kya hua hai vah to mujhe nahin pata. raat ko sone ke waqt, kyunki chat aage badhani chahie, maine shweta ko sone ke waqt itna bol diya. jiska vaise koi sense nahin banta tha. per mera man tha bolane ka to bol diya.
main: dekho shweta, tumhen khush rahane ka adhikar hai. apne aap ko agar kisi bojh ke tale daba rahi ho. to yah bhul jao ki tumhen koi majbur kar raha hai. main tumhen khush dekhna chahta hun. alag baat hai ki main thodi difficult situation mein hun. tumhara use tarah se dhyan nahin rakh sakta. per tum jo chahe vah kar sakti ho. tum apni khushi ko... mujhe nahin pata ki kis tarah se samjhaun... bus tum khush raha karo... main kabhi tumhare.... chhodo yah sab baten.... tum kisi bhi situation mein ho... main har bar har waqt tumhare samne tumhara sath deta hua milunga. main kabhi bhi tumhare khilaf judgement nahin dunga. tumne abhi tak jo mere liye kiya hai vah mere liye swarg se kam nahin hai. tum khush raho vahi meri sabse badi ichcha hai. mujhe nahin pata ki yah do din ya teen din ya birthday se lekar aaj tak, tum aisa kya kar rahi thi jiski vajah se tum khush thi. mudda yah hai ki tum khush the. tumhen maja aa raha tha. agar chhoti khushiyan bhi tumhen mil rahi hai kisi chij ke karan. to apne aap ko kamre mein band karke mat rakho. tum udana chahti ho to bilkul udo. chhoti chhoti baton ko ignore karo. life mein aage badho. jaise ham koi hamara dost hota hai jo hamen gussa dila deta hai, to pata hai na ham kya karte hain? usko maaf kar dete hain. kyunki dost ko ham apni jindagi se jaane nahin dete. ek example de raha hun. usi tarah se khushiyan aapki dosti hai. usko apni jindagi se jaane mat do. badi mushkil se aai hai muskan.
itna lamba chauda bhashan diya. iska sirf ek karan tha. agar kuchh jhagada hua hai to usko sort kar do. khatm karo yah sab. aur jo kar rahi thi jismein maja aa raha tha usmein aage badho. isliye dosti ko maaf karne ke liye bhi sath mein jod diya. itna kuchh bolane ke bad aur kuchh bolane ko nahin rahata. aur shweta ko lagega bhi nahin ki maine kuchh jaan liya hai. raat ko usne kuchh jawab nahin diya. main to so gaya. ab meri nind ka pura path clear ho gaya hai. main 12:00 baje tak so jata hun. 3:00 baje uth jata hun. ek ghante tak message padhta hun. fir wapas so jata hun. is tarah ka flow banana padega. tab jakar kuchh hoga. main aur bhi jaldi so jaya karunga. to meri nind bhi puri ho jayegi. donon ke bich mein batchit ka waqt bhi milega. jo mujhe karna hi hai. tumhen apni dhun mein 3:00 baje utha aur har bar ki tarah message padhne laga. aur mera andaza sahi nikala. john baton baton mein thoda sa aage nikal gaya tha.
john: kya hamen ek aur photo session nahin kar sakte?
shweta: maine usi din bola tha yah aakhri bar hai.
john: per aapko maja nahin aaya tha kya?
shweta: maja aana alag baat hai. per main yah har bar nahin kar sakti. main ghar se kya kah kar bahar nikalu? aur har bar jhooth bolna bhi mujhe nahin aaega. main jhooth nahin bolati.
john: aap apni khushi ke liye itna kuchh nahin kar sakte? aapko pasand hai isliye force kar raha hun. maine kabhi aapko yah bola ki chalo coffee peene jaate hain. mujhe pata hai aapko itni pasand nahin hai coffee. tumhen sirf aapki pasand wali baat bol raha hun.
shweta: maine tumhen pahle hi bola tha ki ham iske upar discussion nahin karenge.
john: aap to use din itne khush the ki mujhe laga ki, ham yah kai bar karenge.
shweta: nahin john tum mujhe galat samajh rahe ho. main vaise ladki nahin hun.
john: are ek bar kar liya hai to dusri bar bhi ho sakta hai. aapko thodi public mein kuchh karna hai. main to photos bhi delete kar raha hun na aapke samne. mere pass to kuchh bhi nahin hai. maine sirf itna bola ki ismein koi problem nahin hai. mere pass aur bhi badhiya design hai. thoda seductive bhi hai. vah bhi koshish kar sakte hain. aapke badan per achcha lagega.
shweta: ab tum apni line cross kar rahe ho.
john: main koi line nahin cross kar raha. itni baten karna koi galat baat nahin hai.
shweta: main aisi baten nahin karti.
john: maine pahle permission lekar hi bola tha, ki kya ham khulkar baat kar sakte hain? aapane bahut soch vichar kar bola tha ki han kar sakte hain. tab jakar main is tarah ki baat kar raha hun. maine permission lekar aapse baat ki hai. aur aapane bhi promise kiya tha ki aap khulkar baat karenge. main koi aapki ijjat nahin loot raha.
shweta: shut up john. your crossing your limits. i don't want to talk anymore. goodbye.
iske bad john kafi sare message bhejen. jismein usne sorry likha tha. sorry sorry bheje the. bahut sare sorry bheje the. john mard hai, shweta ne khud se usko, uski studio mein jakar, invitation diya tha. yah galat baat hai. pahle shweta khud jakar, usko sab bolane ka, aur masti karne ka, manjuri deti hai. aur ab vah piche hat rahi hai. yah galat baat hai. ab kisi ko aap lalchaaoge to lalach mein insan kuchh to karega na. vahi john kar raha hai. main john ki baat se sahmat hun. usne kuchh galat nahin kiya tha. per maine jab raat ko baat batai. usse fayda hua.
shweta: i am sorry. main thoda ulaj gai thi.
john: actually i am sorry. main aapko hurt nahin karna chahta tha. mere man mein aisa kuchh nahin tha. main bus aapki khushi dekhna chahta tha.
shweta: per main vaisi aurat nahin hun.
john: mujhe yahi samajh mein nahin aa raha ki aap kis tarah ki aurat ki baat kar rahe hain?
shweta: vahi jo har bar kisi ke samne apne kapde utaar de.
john: maine kab aapko kapde utarane ko kaha? aur main aapka dost hun. aapki ichcha mere through khatm ho jayegi. main aapki madad kar sakta hun. nahin aapko public mein jana hai. aapki photos aapke pass rahegi. aap khulkar ji payegi. confidence badh jaega. chalo dusri tarike se samjhata hun.... aunty mein ek aapko aisa mauka de raha hun, jahan per aap khulkar bina kisi ke judgement ke, jo marji chahe use tarah ka photo shoot karva sakte hain. apni ichchayen puri kar sakte hain. i am sure ki aapane kuchh kinky bhi socha hoga apni life mein. ki main is tarah ka photo shoot karvaungi. yah jhooth mat bolna ki aapane aisa nahin socha tha, har model aisa sochati hai. per samaj ki bedio mein apne aap ko azad nahin kar sakte. main vah mauka aapko de raha hun. itna safe environment aapko kahin nahin milega. aapka body structure aapki umra aur aapki ichcha yah ek deadly combination hai. yah baat marte dam tak ham donon ke bich mein rahegi. jis din meri taraf se yah baat kisi ke samne aa gai, use din mein fansi lagakar apni jaan de dunga. main itna likhkar vachan deta hun. yah message aap screenshot lekar rakh dijiye apne pass. main aapko ek chhoti si bhi aanch nahin aane dunga.
shweta: (pura message shanti se padhne ke bad) theek hai john, yah marne wali baat mat karo. ek to mera koi dost hai nahin. sameer ke bad pahla dost tum hi ho. main samajh sakti hun tumhari baat. aur han yah bhi baat hai ki, maine ek jamane mein socha tha ki main kinky photo shoot karvaungi. per ab mera ek baccha hai, jo tumhari umra ka hai. isliye sharm aati hai. vah bolate na budhi ghodi lal lagam.
john: aapko sirf mere samne photo shoot karna hai. aapko thodi public mein post karna hai. ki koi aapko kal aisa bolega. aur rahi baat umra ki, aap jyada apne aap ko modest nahin banaa rahe? sach batana ki aapko photo acchi nahin lagi thi? aapko aisa nahin lagata ki aap sirf 30 sal ki umra ke honge. kya itni khubsurat thi aur javani aapane nahin bhari hai? sach sach batana. sach mein aapko aisa laga tha ki aap budhe ho gaye ho? photos to jhooth nahin bolenge na? maine to aapke samne hi photo nikal kar de diye. maine editing bhi nahin ki thi. to aap samajh sakte ho na? itna to marna padega na, ki aap khubsurat hai. per khubsurat hona koi paap nahin hai. itna to basic aap mante hi honge.
shweta: hmmmm
john: chalo shanti se so jao, jyada mat socho. per itna jarur socho ki aapko khushi se jeene ka adhikar hai. aur jab tak main uncle ko jaanta hun, usko bhi aapki khushi se koi problem nahin hoga.
fir donon good night kah kar so gaye. john ko abhi tak pata hi nahin hai ki, uska yah uncle kisi bhi kam ka nahin hai. per han main support jarur karunga. har tarah se support karunga. ine donon ko waqt chahie sath mein rahane ka. to sabse pahla yahi kiya jaega.
Part 8: 24 november 2024
subah shweta ka mood dekha, wapas back to pavilion tha. matlab ki vah khush thi. good morning se shuruaat hui hogi. is vajah se uska din achcha jata hai yah mujhe samajh mein aa gaya tha. mere prati uska samarpan abhi bhi kam nahin hua. vah aisa manati hogi ki main usko bahut support kar raha hun, is vajah se dil se vah sab kuchh karti thi. mere time table mein kabhi bhi koi chhedkhani nahin hoen deti thi. kal aisa laga tha. ki mamla bigad jayega. per abhi wapas track per aa chuka hai. shaadi ki shuruaat mein vah dil se karti thi, fir routine ban gaya, fir duty ban gai, fir majburi ban gai... yah alag alag phasae mein karykram chal raha tha. badi mushkil se routine mein aa raha hai. aur yah 3-4 din mein to aisa bhi laga ki dil se hone laga hai. utna apnapan nahin dikhai de raha tha kuch salo se. Ab uska samarpan dhire dhire bat jayega. Abhi main akela hu fir usko john ko bhi sambhalna hai.
pure din mein maine soch liya tha. ki aaj kuchh aisa karna padega jiski vajah se, shweta bina kisi dar ke, john ki factory mein uske studio mein jaane lage. chat per jyada intimacy nhi ho sakti. sath rahenge to jyada hoga. maine apna order check kiya. sab kuchh upar wale ki kripa se sahi ja raha hai. mera order ek din pahle, matlab ki aaj hi meri office mein mere hath mein aa jaega. aaj sunday hai is vajah se jyada baat ho nahi sakti thi. per fir bhi vah mobile nikal kar baat kar leti thi. vaise bhi din bhar jyada kam rahata nahin tha. to maine ek rasta jo soch kar rakha tha vah dhundh liya. aur maine shweta se aaj isi topic per baat ki.
main: shweta pura din tum busy rahti ho. tum agar chahte ho to, ham ek naukar ghar mein rakh sakte hain. jo bartan jhadu pochha vagaira sab kar denge. tum chaho to, sach mein poochh sakte ho aaspaas ke logon ko.
shweta: nahin main kar lungi koi baat nahin.
main: main sach mein bata raha hun. main majak nahin kar raha. main serious ho raha hun is chij ke liye. tum apne aap per jyada waqt nikal paogi. tum padosi se baat karke ghar mein bulva lo. meri baat ko man lo.
shweta: sach mein bol rahe ho aap?
main: waqt ke sath chijen badal jaati hai. tum apne liye time nahin nikal pa rahe. mujhe lagta hai ki tumhen apna waqt nikalna chahie. kamawali rakh lete hain usmein koi bura bhi nahin hai.
shweta ko bahut mahinon se iska man tha. maine najarandaaz kiya hua tha. per ab vah khush thi. uski khushi ke chapter mein ek aur addition ho gaya tha. aadhe ghante mein to shweta ne pados wala naukar final kar liya. pados mein naukar aurat nahin mard hai. vahi wala final ho gaya. shweta khush ho gai. ek chhota sa kam yad aaya hai aisa karke main office nikal gaya. mujhe recorder lene jana tha. actually maine do recorder mangvaya tha. ek recorder ghar per rahane wala tha. aur dusra shweta ki pers mein chhupane wala tha. to ek recorder kafi chhota tha, per vah bahut powerful tha. vah recorder 6000 ka aaya. dusra ek recorder uski comparison mein thoda sa bada tha. chhota wala recorder shweta ke purse ke andar wale pocket mein, thoda sa katkar ghusana hai. taki usko kabhi pata na chale ki ek recorder uske purse mein ghoom raha hai. maine youtube per videos dekh li thi, bahut hi powerful recorder tha. ratings bhi bahut acche di hai. dusre wale ki bhi bahut tarif likhi thi. 4000 ka tha. usmein bhi pura ghar cover ho sakta hai. use tarah ka mention kiya hua tha. ham flat mein rahte hain. 3 bhk ghar ka area kitna hi bada ho sakta hai ek middle class family ke liye? per usko mujhe, hamare ghar mein, jahan per wifi laga hai use wi-fi ke niche rakhna hai. ya uske pass. vo actually bathroom ke upar ki side ka hai. jo drawing room aur teenon bedroom ke bich wala passage hota hai na vahan per maine rakha hai router ko. taki pura ghar cover ho sake. aur vahin per yah bhi rakh dunga. main ghar per to aa chuka tha, ab mujhe yah dekhna tha ki sabke ghar mein rahte hue. kyunki aaj rahul bhi ghar hi hai. yah donon ko main kaise place karunga? fir mujhe yad aaya ki main to raat ko jagta hun. main raat ko hi chupke se rakh dunga. donon ki battery backup 7 din ki hai. router wali battery to main charge kar paunga. pur shweta ke purse mein jo recorder hoga usko main kaise charge kar paunga? yah bahut bada sawal tha. raat ko wapas se dekhenge. kuchh na kuchh to sochana padega.
mere karan din bhar koi baat nahin ho rahi thi. matlab itna kuchh masala tha nahin raat ko padhne ko. aisa mujhe samajh mein aa gaya tha. per ine donon ko waqt agar dena hai mujhe, tum mujhe yah sure karna padega ki main raat ko jaldi so jaaun. to yah pure din ka quota raat ko khatm kar sakte hain. vaise bhi meri nind puri ho jaaye vah jaruri tha. raat ko 10:00 baje so gaya. kamwale ko rakh liya tha iski vajah se raat ke bartan nahin the karne ke liye. to shweta bhi jaldi free ho gayi. aur fir 10:00 baje mere sone ke bad, 10:30 baje tak vah bhi bedroom mein aa gai. tab main jaag raha tha. per main sone ka natak karta raha. taki usko aisa lage ki main so gaya hun. vah janbujhkar 30 minut bad aai taki tab tak main so jaaun. to bedroom mein aakar turant apne dost ke sath baat karne lage. main uski site per hi apna karvat lekar so raha tha. taki halki halki aankhen khol kar uski khushi aur uski chamak dekh sakun. andhere mein mobile ki chamak mein uski chamak dikh rahi thi. per meri umra ho chuki hai. mujhe nind aa gai, kab aa gai. pata nahin chala. jab nind khuli tab 3:30 baj chuke the. main puri nind ke sath utha tha. mobile ko padhne se pahle, mujhe do jaruri kam karne de. donon recorder ko phool charge kar diya tha. sabse pahla kam shweta ke purse mein jo apne se alag vah kabhi nahin karti jab bhi bahar nikalti hai. usmein maine recorder ko halka sa kat kar andar dal diya. aisi jagah per chhota sa chhed tha, jo jindagi bhar usko pata hi nahin chalne wala hai. bahut safai se kam kiya. dusra recorder mein jakar router ke pass chhoda hai. usko to vaise bhi mere alava koi nahin chhuta. vahan per kuchh pada ho to bhi, usko din bhar koi nahin dekhta. raat ke 4:00 baje main yah sab dhandhe kar raha hun. agar land khada nahin hota, to yahi sab karna padta hai. main wapas jab bedroom mein ja raha tha, tab maine mummy papa ki batchit ki awaaz suni. donon apne time table ke hisab se uth gaye the. main jaldi jakar so gaya. shweta gehri nind mein soi hui thi. maine uska phone le liya jo aaj khushnasibi thi ki mere aur uske takiya ke bich mein hi pada tha. to vahin se lena tha, padh kar wahi per chhod dena tha. maine message padhna shuru kar diya.
shweta: kya kar rahe ho?
john shayad itne early message ke liye taiyar nahin tha. to usko yakin nahin ho raha tha.
john: jaldi?
shweta: han ab itna jaldi hi hoga.
john: aisa kyon?
shweta: kyunki inhone, naukar rakhne ki manjuri de di.
john: yah to bahut khushi ki baat hai. achcha hai ki aap jyada free rah payegi.
shweta: han ab bahut time milega. khud ke liye bhi time milega.
john: to fir aapko ab sach mein personal modelling ka sochana padega. aapko dekhne wala aapka dost hoga. aur koi nahin hoga.
shweta: tum har bar isi baat ko lekar aa jaate ho.
john: mujhe pata hai ki aapko pasand hai. main aise picha nahin chhodata. to ham kab photo shoots shuru kar rahe hain?
shweta: john muje dar lag raha hai. ye photos kahi kisi ke hath me aa jayenge to?
john: par aise kaise kisi ke hath me aa sakate hai? aapke pas se to kaha jayenge?
shweta: par... mera mobile agar kisi ke hath me aa gaya to ye folder dikhai deta hai jisko open karte hi password mangta hai. par fir koi puchega ke isme kya hai? tere uncle hi dekh liya to?
john: aap to bol rahe the ke aapka mobile koi nahi leta uncle bhi nai?
shweta: par kabhi le liya to. shak paida ho sakta hai na. jara socho
john: hmmm to fir iske karan apni ichha mar doge? aunty aap achhe model ban sakate ho. aap apne liye modeling karo. uncle ne aapka mobile abhi tak nahi dekha to aaj achanak kyu dekhenge? aap apna jo bhi bartav hai usko maintain karke rakhana. to kabhi usko aisi naubat hi nahi aayegi. ke wo sache ke ab aapka mobile check karna padega.
shweta: hmmm
john: mere pass aapke kinky thinking to yakin me badalne ke liye kafi sare kapade hai. jo mai mere papa ko nahi bata sakata ke maine design kiya hai. ham saree, dress design karte hai bedroom clothes nahi. aap mast flaunt kar sakte hai. aapke photos ka portfolio kitna mast ho jayega. jara socho na.
shweta: par ham professional hi kam karenge ok?
john: ha pkka professional hi rahenge
shweta: ham tumhare jitne amir nahi hai par mai jo bhi paise dungi tumhe wo tum le loge.
john: are... paise? aap bhi.... hmm.. chalo isse aapko khushi milti hai. to mai jo aap doge paise le lunga.
shweta: promise na?
john: ha par mai bhi juth nahi bolta aur aapke samne to kabhi nahi. mai wo paise ek alag bank account me dalta rahunga. as aa savings. fir us paiso se kabhi kuch kharcha karne ka man huaa muje aapke upar to ham usme se karenge. ok? mai apne dost ke upar kharcha kar sakata hu.
shweta: ok done hai... ha thik hai chalo i agree.
john: to fir thik hai. aap aa jao is budhvar ko bhi. ham log milte hai. aur mast mast photos khichne ko mauka milega
shweta: tum bahut badhmash ho. apni bat manva kar hi mante ho
john: aapka fayda hai mera bhi fayda hai. muje bhi itni khubsurat aurat ka photoshoot karne ko kaha milta hai
shweta: tum na thoda dur hi rahna mujse
john: professional hu. professional rahunga. ok?
shweta: ha ha. sab janti hu. thik hai late ho gaya. budhvar ko milte hai. abhi mai so jati hu....
is conversation se ye jankari milti hai. ke muje paise ki side income karni padegi shuru. warna shweta apni marji se paise nahi uda payegi to dono ke milan me ek aur roda aa jayega. mera ek dost hai company me kam karta hai. mere experience ke hisab se uski company se muje 2-3 bar approach kiya tha jaha muje advisor banne ke liye bol rahe the. wo hai bahut jimmedari wala kam aur is umar me mai ye sab stress karna nahi chahta. stress aur dusri chijo ke karan hi mera lund khada nahi ho raha ab. damage kar liya hai. to jyada se jyada meditation and all karne ki jarurat hai waha... mai ye stresss kaise lu? par ab kya hi fark padta hai. meri biwi kisi aur ki hoti ja rahi hai. aur mai bhi usko man se saath de hi raha hu. to fir ab kya hi fark padta hai? to ek aur stress le leta hu. jiske karan meri shweta to khush rah paye. ek pati apni patni ki khushi me kya kya kar sakta hai ye mai aapko dikha raha hu. par meri biwi jaisi auarat jiski khushi do pairo ke bich me hi ho usko ye samaj nahi aa sakata. par uski bhi galati nahi hai. 40 sal young hi hota hai. mai budha hu uska dosh mai shweta ko nahi de sakta na? ab mai us company me kal hi bat karta hu. dekhta hu... to muje wo aaram se 50k tak de denge. usko bahut jarurat hai business setup ke liye. chalo wahi karta hu. bat karta hu aur tay karta hu. kal se waise bhi muje shweta ki din bhar ki bate bhi sunne ko milne wali hai.
ye bat batane ko bhul gaya. ye recording mai apne mobile me direct sun sakta hu. aur jab chahe sun sakta hu. wo cloud ke sath configured hai. to recording waha par har ghante ke hisab se save hoti rahati hai. to mere liye ab shweta ka secret world access karna bahut hi aasan ho gaya hai.
subah shweta ka mood dekha, wapas back to pavilion tha. matlab ki vah khush thi. good morning se shuruaat hui hogi. is vajah se uska din achcha jata hai yah mujhe samajh mein aa gaya tha. mere prati uska samarpan abhi bhi kam nahin hua. vah aisa manati hogi ki main usko bahut support kar raha hun, is vajah se dil se vah sab kuchh karti thi. mere time table mein kabhi bhi koi chhedkhani nahin hoen deti thi. kal aisa laga tha. ki mamla bigad jayega. per abhi wapas track per aa chuka hai. shaadi ki shuruaat mein vah dil se karti thi, fir routine ban gaya, fir duty ban gai, fir majburi ban gai... yah alag alag phasae mein karykram chal raha tha. badi mushkil se routine mein aa raha hai. aur yah 3-4 din mein to aisa bhi laga ki dil se hone laga hai. utna apnapan nahin dikhai de raha tha kuch salo se. Ab uska samarpan dhire dhire bat jayega. Abhi main akela hu fir usko john ko bhi sambhalna hai.
pure din mein maine soch liya tha. ki aaj kuchh aisa karna padega jiski vajah se, shweta bina kisi dar ke, john ki factory mein uske studio mein jaane lage. chat per jyada intimacy nhi ho sakti. sath rahenge to jyada hoga. maine apna order check kiya. sab kuchh upar wale ki kripa se sahi ja raha hai. mera order ek din pahle, matlab ki aaj hi meri office mein mere hath mein aa jaega. aaj sunday hai is vajah se jyada baat ho nahi sakti thi. per fir bhi vah mobile nikal kar baat kar leti thi. vaise bhi din bhar jyada kam rahata nahin tha. to maine ek rasta jo soch kar rakha tha vah dhundh liya. aur maine shweta se aaj isi topic per baat ki.
main: shweta pura din tum busy rahti ho. tum agar chahte ho to, ham ek naukar ghar mein rakh sakte hain. jo bartan jhadu pochha vagaira sab kar denge. tum chaho to, sach mein poochh sakte ho aaspaas ke logon ko.
shweta: nahin main kar lungi koi baat nahin.
main: main sach mein bata raha hun. main majak nahin kar raha. main serious ho raha hun is chij ke liye. tum apne aap per jyada waqt nikal paogi. tum padosi se baat karke ghar mein bulva lo. meri baat ko man lo.
shweta: sach mein bol rahe ho aap?
main: waqt ke sath chijen badal jaati hai. tum apne liye time nahin nikal pa rahe. mujhe lagta hai ki tumhen apna waqt nikalna chahie. kamawali rakh lete hain usmein koi bura bhi nahin hai.
shweta ko bahut mahinon se iska man tha. maine najarandaaz kiya hua tha. per ab vah khush thi. uski khushi ke chapter mein ek aur addition ho gaya tha. aadhe ghante mein to shweta ne pados wala naukar final kar liya. pados mein naukar aurat nahin mard hai. vahi wala final ho gaya. shweta khush ho gai. ek chhota sa kam yad aaya hai aisa karke main office nikal gaya. mujhe recorder lene jana tha. actually maine do recorder mangvaya tha. ek recorder ghar per rahane wala tha. aur dusra shweta ki pers mein chhupane wala tha. to ek recorder kafi chhota tha, per vah bahut powerful tha. vah recorder 6000 ka aaya. dusra ek recorder uski comparison mein thoda sa bada tha. chhota wala recorder shweta ke purse ke andar wale pocket mein, thoda sa katkar ghusana hai. taki usko kabhi pata na chale ki ek recorder uske purse mein ghoom raha hai. maine youtube per videos dekh li thi, bahut hi powerful recorder tha. ratings bhi bahut acche di hai. dusre wale ki bhi bahut tarif likhi thi. 4000 ka tha. usmein bhi pura ghar cover ho sakta hai. use tarah ka mention kiya hua tha. ham flat mein rahte hain. 3 bhk ghar ka area kitna hi bada ho sakta hai ek middle class family ke liye? per usko mujhe, hamare ghar mein, jahan per wifi laga hai use wi-fi ke niche rakhna hai. ya uske pass. vo actually bathroom ke upar ki side ka hai. jo drawing room aur teenon bedroom ke bich wala passage hota hai na vahan per maine rakha hai router ko. taki pura ghar cover ho sake. aur vahin per yah bhi rakh dunga. main ghar per to aa chuka tha, ab mujhe yah dekhna tha ki sabke ghar mein rahte hue. kyunki aaj rahul bhi ghar hi hai. yah donon ko main kaise place karunga? fir mujhe yad aaya ki main to raat ko jagta hun. main raat ko hi chupke se rakh dunga. donon ki battery backup 7 din ki hai. router wali battery to main charge kar paunga. pur shweta ke purse mein jo recorder hoga usko main kaise charge kar paunga? yah bahut bada sawal tha. raat ko wapas se dekhenge. kuchh na kuchh to sochana padega.
mere karan din bhar koi baat nahin ho rahi thi. matlab itna kuchh masala tha nahin raat ko padhne ko. aisa mujhe samajh mein aa gaya tha. per ine donon ko waqt agar dena hai mujhe, tum mujhe yah sure karna padega ki main raat ko jaldi so jaaun. to yah pure din ka quota raat ko khatm kar sakte hain. vaise bhi meri nind puri ho jaaye vah jaruri tha. raat ko 10:00 baje so gaya. kamwale ko rakh liya tha iski vajah se raat ke bartan nahin the karne ke liye. to shweta bhi jaldi free ho gayi. aur fir 10:00 baje mere sone ke bad, 10:30 baje tak vah bhi bedroom mein aa gai. tab main jaag raha tha. per main sone ka natak karta raha. taki usko aisa lage ki main so gaya hun. vah janbujhkar 30 minut bad aai taki tab tak main so jaaun. to bedroom mein aakar turant apne dost ke sath baat karne lage. main uski site per hi apna karvat lekar so raha tha. taki halki halki aankhen khol kar uski khushi aur uski chamak dekh sakun. andhere mein mobile ki chamak mein uski chamak dikh rahi thi. per meri umra ho chuki hai. mujhe nind aa gai, kab aa gai. pata nahin chala. jab nind khuli tab 3:30 baj chuke the. main puri nind ke sath utha tha. mobile ko padhne se pahle, mujhe do jaruri kam karne de. donon recorder ko phool charge kar diya tha. sabse pahla kam shweta ke purse mein jo apne se alag vah kabhi nahin karti jab bhi bahar nikalti hai. usmein maine recorder ko halka sa kat kar andar dal diya. aisi jagah per chhota sa chhed tha, jo jindagi bhar usko pata hi nahin chalne wala hai. bahut safai se kam kiya. dusra recorder mein jakar router ke pass chhoda hai. usko to vaise bhi mere alava koi nahin chhuta. vahan per kuchh pada ho to bhi, usko din bhar koi nahin dekhta. raat ke 4:00 baje main yah sab dhandhe kar raha hun. agar land khada nahin hota, to yahi sab karna padta hai. main wapas jab bedroom mein ja raha tha, tab maine mummy papa ki batchit ki awaaz suni. donon apne time table ke hisab se uth gaye the. main jaldi jakar so gaya. shweta gehri nind mein soi hui thi. maine uska phone le liya jo aaj khushnasibi thi ki mere aur uske takiya ke bich mein hi pada tha. to vahin se lena tha, padh kar wahi per chhod dena tha. maine message padhna shuru kar diya.
shweta: kya kar rahe ho?
john shayad itne early message ke liye taiyar nahin tha. to usko yakin nahin ho raha tha.
john: jaldi?
shweta: han ab itna jaldi hi hoga.
john: aisa kyon?
shweta: kyunki inhone, naukar rakhne ki manjuri de di.
john: yah to bahut khushi ki baat hai. achcha hai ki aap jyada free rah payegi.
shweta: han ab bahut time milega. khud ke liye bhi time milega.
john: to fir aapko ab sach mein personal modelling ka sochana padega. aapko dekhne wala aapka dost hoga. aur koi nahin hoga.
shweta: tum har bar isi baat ko lekar aa jaate ho.
john: mujhe pata hai ki aapko pasand hai. main aise picha nahin chhodata. to ham kab photo shoots shuru kar rahe hain?
shweta: john muje dar lag raha hai. ye photos kahi kisi ke hath me aa jayenge to?
john: par aise kaise kisi ke hath me aa sakate hai? aapke pas se to kaha jayenge?
shweta: par... mera mobile agar kisi ke hath me aa gaya to ye folder dikhai deta hai jisko open karte hi password mangta hai. par fir koi puchega ke isme kya hai? tere uncle hi dekh liya to?
john: aap to bol rahe the ke aapka mobile koi nahi leta uncle bhi nai?
shweta: par kabhi le liya to. shak paida ho sakta hai na. jara socho
john: hmmm to fir iske karan apni ichha mar doge? aunty aap achhe model ban sakate ho. aap apne liye modeling karo. uncle ne aapka mobile abhi tak nahi dekha to aaj achanak kyu dekhenge? aap apna jo bhi bartav hai usko maintain karke rakhana. to kabhi usko aisi naubat hi nahi aayegi. ke wo sache ke ab aapka mobile check karna padega.
shweta: hmmm
john: mere pass aapke kinky thinking to yakin me badalne ke liye kafi sare kapade hai. jo mai mere papa ko nahi bata sakata ke maine design kiya hai. ham saree, dress design karte hai bedroom clothes nahi. aap mast flaunt kar sakte hai. aapke photos ka portfolio kitna mast ho jayega. jara socho na.
shweta: par ham professional hi kam karenge ok?
john: ha pkka professional hi rahenge
shweta: ham tumhare jitne amir nahi hai par mai jo bhi paise dungi tumhe wo tum le loge.
john: are... paise? aap bhi.... hmm.. chalo isse aapko khushi milti hai. to mai jo aap doge paise le lunga.
shweta: promise na?
john: ha par mai bhi juth nahi bolta aur aapke samne to kabhi nahi. mai wo paise ek alag bank account me dalta rahunga. as aa savings. fir us paiso se kabhi kuch kharcha karne ka man huaa muje aapke upar to ham usme se karenge. ok? mai apne dost ke upar kharcha kar sakata hu.
shweta: ok done hai... ha thik hai chalo i agree.
john: to fir thik hai. aap aa jao is budhvar ko bhi. ham log milte hai. aur mast mast photos khichne ko mauka milega
shweta: tum bahut badhmash ho. apni bat manva kar hi mante ho
john: aapka fayda hai mera bhi fayda hai. muje bhi itni khubsurat aurat ka photoshoot karne ko kaha milta hai
shweta: tum na thoda dur hi rahna mujse
john: professional hu. professional rahunga. ok?
shweta: ha ha. sab janti hu. thik hai late ho gaya. budhvar ko milte hai. abhi mai so jati hu....
is conversation se ye jankari milti hai. ke muje paise ki side income karni padegi shuru. warna shweta apni marji se paise nahi uda payegi to dono ke milan me ek aur roda aa jayega. mera ek dost hai company me kam karta hai. mere experience ke hisab se uski company se muje 2-3 bar approach kiya tha jaha muje advisor banne ke liye bol rahe the. wo hai bahut jimmedari wala kam aur is umar me mai ye sab stress karna nahi chahta. stress aur dusri chijo ke karan hi mera lund khada nahi ho raha ab. damage kar liya hai. to jyada se jyada meditation and all karne ki jarurat hai waha... mai ye stresss kaise lu? par ab kya hi fark padta hai. meri biwi kisi aur ki hoti ja rahi hai. aur mai bhi usko man se saath de hi raha hu. to fir ab kya hi fark padta hai? to ek aur stress le leta hu. jiske karan meri shweta to khush rah paye. ek pati apni patni ki khushi me kya kya kar sakta hai ye mai aapko dikha raha hu. par meri biwi jaisi auarat jiski khushi do pairo ke bich me hi ho usko ye samaj nahi aa sakata. par uski bhi galati nahi hai. 40 sal young hi hota hai. mai budha hu uska dosh mai shweta ko nahi de sakta na? ab mai us company me kal hi bat karta hu. dekhta hu... to muje wo aaram se 50k tak de denge. usko bahut jarurat hai business setup ke liye. chalo wahi karta hu. bat karta hu aur tay karta hu. kal se waise bhi muje shweta ki din bhar ki bate bhi sunne ko milne wali hai.
ye bat batane ko bhul gaya. ye recording mai apne mobile me direct sun sakta hu. aur jab chahe sun sakta hu. wo cloud ke sath configured hai. to recording waha par har ghante ke hisab se save hoti rahati hai. to mere liye ab shweta ka secret world access karna bahut hi aasan ho gaya hai.
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Awesome updatePart 7: 23 november 2024
aaj meri nind puri tarah se acchi hui thi. koi galat khyal aaya nahin tha. maine khud se apne aap ko vada kiya tha ki ab ine donon ka main support karunga. aur shweta ke man mein bhi yah baat jagaunga, ki usko john pasand aane laga hai. maine accept kar liya tha. aur isi vajah se meri nind bahut acche se hui. varna main vahi khayalon mein khoya rahata, aur apni health kharab karta. subah ki dincharya khatm hui. main office pahunch gaya hun. aur maine baithkar fir apne dost ko phone lagaya. yah janne ke liye ki, king kapda factory kaisi hai? maine to is tarah se phone kiya tha, ki mere bete ko vahan per job lag sakti hai. jaane jaisa hai ki nahin. movie textile industries mein hi kam karta hai mera dost. to usko poochh sakta hun.
mere dost ne kafi achcha positive jawab diya. bola ki uska jo bhi malik hai, usko bahut acche se jaanta hai jiska naam hai mister thomas. thomas bahut hi jana mana naam hai textile industries mein. bahut genueen insan hai. uski family uski puri biradari mein bahut hi ijjat ke sath dekhi jaati hai. puri tarah se ekadam shant aur bina kisi controversy ki family hai. agar vahan job mil jaati hai, to fir dusri jagah per try karne ki bhi jarurat nahin hai. chalo khandan to achcha hai. matlab ab john ki guarantee le sakte hain. kale kam to har koi karta hi hai. per bahar nahin aana chahie. meri biwi ka affair agar bahar aa gaya, to vah to paison se daba dega baton ko. main nahin daba paunga. to yahi behtar hai ki meri biwi safe hands mein ja rahi hai.
ab main soch raha tha ki yah donon ki baten to shayad is tarah se to khatm ho jayegi. kal hi pata chala na ki koi baat hi nahin hui. bahut kam chat hui. is tarah se jo chat ka sailab aaya hai vah khatm ho jaega. to wapas shweta usi daldal mein fansi rahegi. ki uski jindagi mein khushiyon ki kami hai. game khatm nahin karne de sakta. shweta ke daily routine mein jo thakan wala portion hai usko band karna padega. ghar ke kamkaj ke liye mera manna hai ki ab naukar laane ki jarurat ho chuki hai. main middle class family se hun. is vajah se maine ghar mein naukar nahin rakhe the. aur shweta bhi samajh kar ghar ka jhadu pocha aur bartan vagaira khud kar leti thi. jo main galat kar raha tha. ab mujhe usko ine sab chijon se azadi deni padegi. to mera sabse pahla kam hoga ki pahle tarikh se koi naukar ghar mein kam aakar kar jaaye. taki din mein bahut jyada waqt nikal paye. jyada waqt nikalega to vah kisi na kisi se baat karne ki koshish karegi. to ho sakta hai ki uski baten john ke sath badh jaaye. to ek dusre ko janne ka mauka, aur ek dusre ke kareeb aane ke mauke milenge. to yah baat maine apni diary mein likh liya. to do list mein. sabse pahla kam naukar rakhne ka hai.
fir main sochne laga ki shweta ko aur dusri aur kaun si chijon mein interest hai? are main dusri chijen kyon dhundh raha hun? usko modeling mein interest hai na. to mere bartaav ko is tarah se organise karna padega, jiski vajah se usko modeling mein jaane ka man ho to vah guilt feel na karen. mujhe kisi tarah se uske sath modeling ke bare mein khulkar baat karni padegi. jiski vajah se, apna confidence badhane ke liye, vah john ka sahara le. to ek dusre ke kareeb aa sakte hain is vajah se bhi. dusri baat maine likh li, shweta ko modelling ke liye motivate karna hai. bahar kahin karen paisa nahin, per kisi vajah se khulkar photos khinchvane lage. aur uski vajah se jyada se jyada waqt john sath gujare.
aur kya main kar sakta hun? aisa kuchh kar sakta hun, ki jiski vajah se shweta akeli pad jaaye, aur usko apna sath dhundhne ke liye john ki jarurat pade. jaise ki, main sham ko nahin khana khane wala. mere mummy papa to vaise bhi jyada nahin khate, jyadatar khate hi nahin hai. rahul bhi kisi din bahar khana kha le aisa kuchh ho jaaye. tab main aisa bolkar, ki tu apni dost ke sath bahar khana khane ja sakti hai chali ja. tab bhi usko john ka khyal aa sakta hai. to ek dinner date organise karva sakta hun. aur fir uske bad kuchh baat ban jaaye.
to maine teen baten diary mein likhati.
- shweta ko free time jyada mile vaisa karna hai, uske liye ek naukar rakha jaaye.
- modelling kharab nahin hai agar vah chahe to kar sakti hai. with terms and conditions ke vah khud ki khushi ke liye private mein karen.
- aise occasions banana, jahan per john aur shweta lunch dinner ya kuchh common chijen kar paye.
- chahe mujhe kisi bhi baat ka pata chal gaya ho mujhe shweta ke samne aisa nahin dikhana hai ki mujhe use baat ka pata hai ya to fir is tarah se behave karna hai ki main buddhu hun. taki vah khulkar sab kuchh kar sake.
yah sari baten maine diary mein likh li. ab iske upar kam karna hai mujhe. iske pahle yah janna hai ki aaj ine donon ke bich kuchh baat hui hai ya nahin. main aaj ekadam swasth tha kyunki nind puri hui thi. tumhen ghar pahuncha aur shweta ko dekha. wapas regular sadi mein aa gai hai. uski tarif karne wala koi nahin tha. main karta to kisi kam ka nahin hai yah. tarif john karega, tabhi uska nikhaar aaega. to ab mujhe baat karni thi... ine donon ke bich mein shayad koi baat nahin hui aaj. aaj raat ko baat ho uska intejaam karna padega.
main: kuchh hua hai kya aaj kyon itni udaas ho? mera matlab hai lag rahi ho?
shweta: nahin kuchh nahin hua. aapko kya hua? aap to kabhi puchte nahin ho.
main: maine to bus aise hi poochh liya. socha aaj raat ko koshish karenge wapas.
shweta: mujhe mood kharab karke nahin sona hai wapas. jaisa chal raha hai vaisa chalne dete hai
main: tum do din se kafi khush thi. acchi lag rahi thi. mujhse narazgi hai main samajh sakta hun. per jahan se khushi mil rahi hai, usko explore karo. khush rahti ho to jyada sundar lagti ho. main bus apni rai de raha hun. main tumhen khush dekhna chahta hun.
iske jawab mein shweta ne kuchh nahin kaha. per maine ek baat chhod di. uske dimag mein ek baat dal di, ki vah john ke sath khush rahti hai, ab vah dekhegi kya kar raha hai aage. khana khane ke time per rahul ne chauka maar diya.
rahul: mummy 2 din badli badli rahi. wapas se vahi purani mummy aa gai.
shweta: tu chupchap apna khana kha. tujhe aa gaya interview ka call?
rahul: han final round baki hai. kal hath mein later aa jaega.
shweta: are vah bahut hi acchi news di tune. to kal party karte hai
main: main kal bahar ja raha hun. mujhe apne doston ke sath jana padega. aap donon hokar aao.
rahul: mummy actually, agar mera ho jata hai to main ek dost ko milane jaane wala hun. vahan time lagega. soch raha tha ki vahin per khana khakar aau.
aise mauke per, jyadatar shweta ghar per hi khana khati hai. per maine yah mauka utha liya. mujhe pata hi tha ki rahul ko job mil jayegi agar, to use din to vah ghar per aane se raha.
main: shweta agar ham donon bahar ja rahe hain, aur tum akele ghar per har bar khana khati ho. tum apne doston ke sath bhi jakar khana kha sakte ho. tumhen koi bandhan nahin hai. main bus bata raha hun. dost banana koi buri baat nahin hai.
maine char rules mein se do rules ko follow kar diya. bus ab shweta kya karti hai vahi dekhna hai. dimag to kah raha tha ki usko karna chahie. par yah dil nahin man raha. vah aap samajh sakte hain. per iska kya asar hota hai vah aaj raat ki chat per nirbhar karta hai.
ho sakta hai ki din mein kuchh jhagada hua ho. mera matlab hai kisi tarah se to shweta ka mood kharab tha. ab kya hua hai vah to mujhe nahin pata. raat ko sone ke waqt, kyunki chat aage badhani chahie, maine shweta ko sone ke waqt itna bol diya. jiska vaise koi sense nahin banta tha. per mera man tha bolane ka to bol diya.
main: dekho shweta, tumhen khush rahane ka adhikar hai. apne aap ko agar kisi bojh ke tale daba rahi ho. to yah bhul jao ki tumhen koi majbur kar raha hai. main tumhen khush dekhna chahta hun. alag baat hai ki main thodi difficult situation mein hun. tumhara use tarah se dhyan nahin rakh sakta. per tum jo chahe vah kar sakti ho. tum apni khushi ko... mujhe nahin pata ki kis tarah se samjhaun... bus tum khush raha karo... main kabhi tumhare.... chhodo yah sab baten.... tum kisi bhi situation mein ho... main har bar har waqt tumhare samne tumhara sath deta hua milunga. main kabhi bhi tumhare khilaf judgement nahin dunga. tumne abhi tak jo mere liye kiya hai vah mere liye swarg se kam nahin hai. tum khush raho vahi meri sabse badi ichcha hai. mujhe nahin pata ki yah do din ya teen din ya birthday se lekar aaj tak, tum aisa kya kar rahi thi jiski vajah se tum khush thi. mudda yah hai ki tum khush the. tumhen maja aa raha tha. agar chhoti khushiyan bhi tumhen mil rahi hai kisi chij ke karan. to apne aap ko kamre mein band karke mat rakho. tum udana chahti ho to bilkul udo. chhoti chhoti baton ko ignore karo. life mein aage badho. jaise ham koi hamara dost hota hai jo hamen gussa dila deta hai, to pata hai na ham kya karte hain? usko maaf kar dete hain. kyunki dost ko ham apni jindagi se jaane nahin dete. ek example de raha hun. usi tarah se khushiyan aapki dosti hai. usko apni jindagi se jaane mat do. badi mushkil se aai hai muskan.
itna lamba chauda bhashan diya. iska sirf ek karan tha. agar kuchh jhagada hua hai to usko sort kar do. khatm karo yah sab. aur jo kar rahi thi jismein maja aa raha tha usmein aage badho. isliye dosti ko maaf karne ke liye bhi sath mein jod diya. itna kuchh bolane ke bad aur kuchh bolane ko nahin rahata. aur shweta ko lagega bhi nahin ki maine kuchh jaan liya hai. raat ko usne kuchh jawab nahin diya. main to so gaya. ab meri nind ka pura path clear ho gaya hai. main 12:00 baje tak so jata hun. 3:00 baje uth jata hun. ek ghante tak message padhta hun. fir wapas so jata hun. is tarah ka flow banana padega. tab jakar kuchh hoga. main aur bhi jaldi so jaya karunga. to meri nind bhi puri ho jayegi. donon ke bich mein batchit ka waqt bhi milega. jo mujhe karna hi hai. tumhen apni dhun mein 3:00 baje utha aur har bar ki tarah message padhne laga. aur mera andaza sahi nikala. john baton baton mein thoda sa aage nikal gaya tha.
john: kya hamen ek aur photo session nahin kar sakte?
shweta: maine usi din bola tha yah aakhri bar hai.
john: per aapko maja nahin aaya tha kya?
shweta: maja aana alag baat hai. per main yah har bar nahin kar sakti. main ghar se kya kah kar bahar nikalu? aur har bar jhooth bolna bhi mujhe nahin aaega. main jhooth nahin bolati.
john: aap apni khushi ke liye itna kuchh nahin kar sakte? aapko pasand hai isliye force kar raha hun. maine kabhi aapko yah bola ki chalo coffee peene jaate hain. mujhe pata hai aapko itni pasand nahin hai coffee. tumhen sirf aapki pasand wali baat bol raha hun.
shweta: maine tumhen pahle hi bola tha ki ham iske upar discussion nahin karenge.
john: aap to use din itne khush the ki mujhe laga ki, ham yah kai bar karenge.
shweta: nahin john tum mujhe galat samajh rahe ho. main vaise ladki nahin hun.
john: are ek bar kar liya hai to dusri bar bhi ho sakta hai. aapko thodi public mein kuchh karna hai. main to photos bhi delete kar raha hun na aapke samne. mere pass to kuchh bhi nahin hai. maine sirf itna bola ki ismein koi problem nahin hai. mere pass aur bhi badhiya design hai. thoda seductive bhi hai. vah bhi koshish kar sakte hain. aapke badan per achcha lagega.
shweta: ab tum apni line cross kar rahe ho.
john: main koi line nahin cross kar raha. itni baten karna koi galat baat nahin hai.
shweta: main aisi baten nahin karti.
john: maine pahle permission lekar hi bola tha, ki kya ham khulkar baat kar sakte hain? aapane bahut soch vichar kar bola tha ki han kar sakte hain. tab jakar main is tarah ki baat kar raha hun. maine permission lekar aapse baat ki hai. aur aapane bhi promise kiya tha ki aap khulkar baat karenge. main koi aapki ijjat nahin loot raha.
shweta: shut up john. your crossing your limits. i don't want to talk anymore. goodbye.
iske bad john kafi sare message bhejen. jismein usne sorry likha tha. sorry sorry bheje the. bahut sare sorry bheje the. john mard hai, shweta ne khud se usko, uski studio mein jakar, invitation diya tha. yah galat baat hai. pahle shweta khud jakar, usko sab bolane ka, aur masti karne ka, manjuri deti hai. aur ab vah piche hat rahi hai. yah galat baat hai. ab kisi ko aap lalchaaoge to lalach mein insan kuchh to karega na. vahi john kar raha hai. main john ki baat se sahmat hun. usne kuchh galat nahin kiya tha. per maine jab raat ko baat batai. usse fayda hua.
shweta: i am sorry. main thoda ulaj gai thi.
john: actually i am sorry. main aapko hurt nahin karna chahta tha. mere man mein aisa kuchh nahin tha. main bus aapki khushi dekhna chahta tha.
shweta: per main vaisi aurat nahin hun.
john: mujhe yahi samajh mein nahin aa raha ki aap kis tarah ki aurat ki baat kar rahe hain?
shweta: vahi jo har bar kisi ke samne apne kapde utaar de.
john: maine kab aapko kapde utarane ko kaha? aur main aapka dost hun. aapki ichcha mere through khatm ho jayegi. main aapki madad kar sakta hun. nahin aapko public mein jana hai. aapki photos aapke pass rahegi. aap khulkar ji payegi. confidence badh jaega. chalo dusri tarike se samjhata hun.... aunty mein ek aapko aisa mauka de raha hun, jahan per aap khulkar bina kisi ke judgement ke, jo marji chahe use tarah ka photo shoot karva sakte hain. apni ichchayen puri kar sakte hain. i am sure ki aapane kuchh kinky bhi socha hoga apni life mein. ki main is tarah ka photo shoot karvaungi. yah jhooth mat bolna ki aapane aisa nahin socha tha, har model aisa sochati hai. per samaj ki bedio mein apne aap ko azad nahin kar sakte. main vah mauka aapko de raha hun. itna safe environment aapko kahin nahin milega. aapka body structure aapki umra aur aapki ichcha yah ek deadly combination hai. yah baat marte dam tak ham donon ke bich mein rahegi. jis din meri taraf se yah baat kisi ke samne aa gai, use din mein fansi lagakar apni jaan de dunga. main itna likhkar vachan deta hun. yah message aap screenshot lekar rakh dijiye apne pass. main aapko ek chhoti si bhi aanch nahin aane dunga.
shweta: (pura message shanti se padhne ke bad) theek hai john, yah marne wali baat mat karo. ek to mera koi dost hai nahin. sameer ke bad pahla dost tum hi ho. main samajh sakti hun tumhari baat. aur han yah bhi baat hai ki, maine ek jamane mein socha tha ki main kinky photo shoot karvaungi. per ab mera ek baccha hai, jo tumhari umra ka hai. isliye sharm aati hai. vah bolate na budhi ghodi lal lagam.
john: aapko sirf mere samne photo shoot karna hai. aapko thodi public mein post karna hai. ki koi aapko kal aisa bolega. aur rahi baat umra ki, aap jyada apne aap ko modest nahin banaa rahe? sach batana ki aapko photo acchi nahin lagi thi? aapko aisa nahin lagata ki aap sirf 30 sal ki umra ke honge. kya itni khubsurat thi aur javani aapane nahin bhari hai? sach sach batana. sach mein aapko aisa laga tha ki aap budhe ho gaye ho? photos to jhooth nahin bolenge na? maine to aapke samne hi photo nikal kar de diye. maine editing bhi nahin ki thi. to aap samajh sakte ho na? itna to marna padega na, ki aap khubsurat hai. per khubsurat hona koi paap nahin hai. itna to basic aap mante hi honge.
shweta: hmmmm
john: chalo shanti se so jao, jyada mat socho. per itna jarur socho ki aapko khushi se jeene ka adhikar hai. aur jab tak main uncle ko jaanta hun, usko bhi aapki khushi se koi problem nahin hoga.
fir donon good night kah kar so gaye. john ko abhi tak pata hi nahin hai ki, uska yah uncle kisi bhi kam ka nahin hai. per han main support jarur karunga. har tarah se support karunga. ine donon ko waqt chahie sath mein rahane ka. to sabse pahla yahi kiya jaega.