Part 1
vaise to meri biwi ke sath mere se band kafi acche hain. mere mata pita ki dekhbhal karna ho, mere bhai ka khyal rakhna ho, ya fir bistar per mujhe khush karna ho. har kisi mein vah number 1 hai. aaj tak shweta ne kabhi mujhe land chusne per mana nahin kiya. khushi khushi mera land chusti hai. itna hi nahin mera viry bhi pi jaati hai. gand bhi chatati hai, aur gote bhi chusti hai. khushi khushi sab kuchh karti hai. jab bhi chaha mujhe gand bhi marne di hai. puri tarah se sampurn aurat hai. usmein koi do rai nahin hai. per kuchh chijen aisi badal gai, jiske bare mein mujhe bahut bad mein pata chala.
aaj meri umra 45 sal hai. mera naam sameer hai. meri biwi ki umra 40 hai. hamari shaadi bahut chhoti umra mein ho gai thi. main 23 sal ka tha, aur shweta 18 sal ki thi. uske 19 sal hote hote hamara ek beta bhi ho gaya. aur aaj mere bete ki umra 21 sal hai. uska college khatm ho gaya. pahle chhoti umra mein jab jimmedaari aa gai thi, tab aisa lagta tha ki galat ho gaya. 25 sal ka ladka abhi baccha hi hota hai, aur vah 2 sal ki bete ki jimmedari lekar ji raha tha. shweta ki umra to sirf 21 sal thi. aajkal 25 sal ki umra mein shaadi kaun karta hai? per humne shaadi kar li thi, aur hamare to baccha bhi aa gaya tha. aap samajh sakte ho ki kis tarah ki situation se nikal rahe the ham log. per abhi jab dekhta hun, tum mere liye jyada tension wali baat nahin hai. abhi rahul ki job lag jayegi. main befikra hokar ab bina kisi dabav ke ji sakta hun. mere 45 hone tak meri sari jimmedaariyan khatm ho gai. apne pairon par aaj nahin to kal jyada se jyada 2 sal mein khada ho hi jaega rahul.
rahul ke college mein interview aane lage the, aur rahul bhi hoshiyar baccha tha. is vajah se uska selection aasani se ho hi jana tha. mujhe uski koi chinta nahin thi. chhoti umra mein shaadi karna, agar dur se dekhe, waqt ke gujar jaane ke bad, to abhi yah sahi decision lag raha hai. khair jo bhi hai vah ho gaya hai. ab iska koi dusra upay to hai nahin. jaise badalna tab shuru hui jab meri biwi ki 40 birthday tha. yah do din pahle ki hi baat hai. main shweta mein kafi badlav dekh raha hun. rahul aur uske kafi sare dost, birthday party mein aaye the. tab jab maine shweta ka vyavhar un ladkon ke sath dekha, to mujhe pahle thoda maja aaya, per fir aisa laga ki kuchh daal me kala to nahin hai na? vaise to shweta milansar hai, sabse ghul mil jaati hai. per yah ghulna milana uska thoda sa alag lag raha hai. itni openly baat karte hue maine pahli bar use dekha tha. kya shweta ka mujhse interest chala gaya hai? yahi soch soch kar mera dimag kharab ho gaya tha.
main chain se so nahin pa raha tha. mujhe aisa lag raha tha ki mere hriday ke do tukde ho gaye hain. aisa lag raha tha ki koi chaku se dhire-dhire dil ke do tukde kar raha ho koi. mujhe yah dekhna padega, shweta ki jindagi mein ho kya raha hai? vaise to sab kuchh sahi ja raha hai. per yah kami kis tarah ki aa rahi hai? aur mujhe jalan kyon ho rahi hai? kya mera shak sach hai? ya fir main aise hi dimag ke ghode dauda raha hun. shweta ke bartaav ne mujhe aisa sochne per majbur kar diya tha. baki aisa nahin hone wala tha. do din se dekh raha hun, shweta ko sajate savarate hue. kapdon mein badlav dikhai diye. shweta ko bahar ki hawa nahin lagi thi. per ab dekh raha hun ki bahar aurto ki tarah hi, blouse sleeveless ho gaya, backless bhi kabhi pahnane lagi. blouse to khair vaise bhi bade chucho wali auraton ke liye thoda difficult hi hota hai. cleavage dikhai to deti hai. per jab aap sleeveless, backless, yah donon, prakar ka blouse pahnana chahte ho tab gala kafi chhota ho jata hai, cleavage jyada gahara dikhai deta hai. aur yahi karan tha, mujhe yah prerit karne ke liye, ki main shweta per shak karne laga tha. kyunki is tarah ke kapde shweta kabhi pahnati nahin thi.
maine apne man ke upar pathar rakhkar decide kar liya ki main shweta ki jasusi karunga. yah karne ka ek reason main aapko batata hun. shweta ki size 36 dd 30 36 hai. ekadam mast figure. ekadam gora rang. ekadam sexy adaen. isko dekh kar iske pyar mein koi bhi badh sakta hai. aur aajkal chhote umra ke ladke, is tarah ki auraton per jyada apni jaan chhidakte hain. aur aurat bhi koi kam nahin hai. meri biwi puri tarah se sanskari hai. par pata nahin hai na, ki is tarah ke badlav kaise aa gaya? kuchh gadbad jarur chal rahi hai. samajh mein nahin aa raha, ki kya chal rahi hai? bistar per kal raat usko chodne ki ichcha ho gai. per usko ichcha nahin hui thi. pahli bar usne mujhe chodne se roka. isliye yah shak yakin mein badalta ja raha tha. ab aap samajh rahe ho na? ki kyon is tarah ka ho raha hai? vaise mera land bhi har bar mera sath nahin deta. han mujhe yah swikar karne mein koi dikkat nahin hai. ab aisa nahin ho pata. agar land khada ho jaaye to jyada tik nahin sakta. to yah sare reasons hai, mere yah manne ke, ki meri biwi shayad ab alag tarah ka sochne lagi hai. aur is vajah se mera uske upar shak bilkul jayaj hai.
main shweta ko jyadatar mobile mein gumshuda hote hue dekh raha tha. kuchh na kuchh type karti rahti thi. shayad kisi se chatting kar rahi thi. aaj subah bhi ho kisi se muskurate hue baat kar rahi thi mobile per chat karte hue. isliye mera shak aur bhi gehra ho gaya. mujhe uska mobile dekhna hai. per kis tarah se dekhun? thodi der ke liye mobile side mein rakh de, aur vah kahin dur chali jaaye, tumhen shanti se chat padh raha hun. ki baat kisse kar rahi hai? uska mobile mere hath mein aana jaruri hai. tab tak ke liye to main sirf use dekh hi sakta hun. main kuchh alag tarike se yah likhane ki koshish kar raha hun. day to day jo bhi ho raha hai. aapke samne pesh karunga. aaj 19 tarikh ki subah hai. main bharat se hun. main aapko 18 tarikh se meri diary ki tarah idhar likhna shuru kar dunga. 18 tarikh ko jo bhi hua hai kal, vah aaj subah office mein aakar likhkar aapke samne pesh kar raha hun. jaise video log hota hai, vaise text log hai. asha karta hun ki aapko pasand aaega. aap apne sujhav comments mein de sakte hain. ki mujhe aage kya karna chahie? acche sujhav ko main execute karunga aur jo bhi outcome aaega vah aapke sath share karunga. ek kam karta hun 17 tarikh ka uska birthday tha. use din se shuruaat karte hain.
17 november 2024
aaj ki subah aisa to kuchh khas tha nahin. subah uthe, maine shweta ko kiss kiya. usko birthday wish kiya. swetha nahane gai. or normal sadi pahankar apne kam mein lag gai. hamare birthday is tarah ke routine wale hi hote hain. bhale umra jitni bhi hui ho, per shaadi ke to 22 sal ho chuke hain. to fark to jarur dikhega. ab utna romance nahin bacha tha. 22 sal se ek dusre ko har roj dekhte hain.
subah sab kuchh proper ja raha tha. sunday tha to main ghar per hi tha. to maine socha ki sham ko ek party rakhte hain. maine socha ki rahul aur uske doston ko bhi bulate hain. aur mere doston ko bhi bulate hain. party ka aayojan karte hain. kya pata uske karan sukhi jindagi mein kuchh bahar aa jaaye. maine surprise rakhne ka socha. maine apne doston ko message kar diya. rahul ko bhi bol diya ki apne doston ko invite karna chahta hai to kar sakta hai. aur is tarah se kuchh 30 logon ka intejaam ho chuka. sham ko main shweta ko lekar bahar nikal gaya ghumne ke bahane. achanak maine bataya ki mujhe ghar jana hi padega. aur fir wapas ghar aa gaye tab tak, mere mummy papa ne apne hisab se, aur baki ka kam jo rahul ko karna tha. usne pura kar diya.
"surprise...." is tarah se shweta ka swagat hua. shweta bahut khush hui. shweta ki aankh mein aansu aa gaye. usko mere pyar ka ehsas hua, ki main aaj bhi usko pyar karta hun. aur uske liye hi maine yah sab intejaam kiya hai. shweta khush ho gai thi. aur mujhe laga ki hamari gadi chal padegi. shweta sabse khulkar mil rahi thi. kyunki aaj vah 40 ki hui thi. pahle mujhe sab kuchh normal laga. mujhe ajeeb lagna tab shuru hua, jab mere doston ke sath, mere doston ki biwiyon ko chhodkar, vah rahul aur uske doston ke sath jyada ghul mil rahi thi. uske sath jyada baat kar rahi thi. tab mujhe thoda sa achcha nahin laga. mujhe laga ki, hamare group ko chhodkar vah bete ke group ke sath kyon join kar rahi hai?
ek waqt ko laga ki shayad unhone, apna number bhi exchange kiya. ek ladka tha john karke. uske sath number shayad exchange hua ho. john amir khandan se tha. ekadam handsome bhi tha. kya vah meri biwi ke sath flirt kar raha hai? mere kan udhar chale hi ja rahe the, jiski vajah se, main itna to samajh pa raha tha, ki vah ladka to respectfully aunty karke hi baat kar raha tha. per vah meri biwi ki tarif bahut kar raha tha. nahin nahin yah mera vaham hai. aisa kabhi ho hi nahin sakta. shweta kabhi aisa kar hi nahin sakti. uske sanskaron ke khilaf hai. vah pativrata aurat hai. main galat soch raha hun. kyunki mera land khada nahin ho raha. ye meri galti hai. shayad un logon ke sath baten interesting hogi. ya fir rahul ko lekar thodi jankari le rahi hogi.
party khatm hui aur sab apne apne ghar chale gaye. shweta bahut khush thi. shweta ko khush dekhkar, mujhe laga ki aaj mera land mera sath dega. main uske kareeb jaane ki koshish ki. shweta ne bhi mujhe pura sath diya. jab humne hamare kapde nikale, tab land ekadam tight tha. mujhe aur bhi excitement dene ke liye aur, meri excitement ko barkrar rakhne ke liye. unhone mera land munh mein liya. vo chus hi rahi thi, aur ek minut bhi nahin hua hoga, aur maine apna sara mal uske munh mein nikal diya. shweta apne farj ko nibhate hue, mera mal jarur pi gai. per ekadam udaas ho gai. uske to kapde bhi nahin nikale the abhi. maine sorry bola. per usne kuchh nahin suna. munh saaf karke aa gai, aur fir so gai. dusri taraf munh karke. mujhe kafi problem ho rahi hai. meri hi situation ko dekhkar. main kya karun samajh mein nahin aa raha. varna uske birthday ke din per to main use ragad ragad kar chodta tha. aur aaj 2 minut mein khatm. mujhe apne per ghinn aa rahi thi.
maine raat ko porn video dekhna bhi shuru kar diya, mujhe laga mera land khada ho jaega. per nahin ho paya. mute mein dekh raha tha. per fir na chahte hue, main so gaya. pata nahin kis tarah ki jindagi ji raha hun. 40 budhapa to nahin hota. 45 bhi nahin hota. pashweta ko hi chodkar, mera land ab shant ho gaya hai. shayad mujhe hi koi excitement nahin mil rahi. shweta to so gai. per mujhe nind nahin aa rahi thi. raat ko 12:00 baje the aur shweta ke mobile mein message aaya. vaise uska mobile kahin per bhi pada rahata hai. aur mujhe laga ki mujhe dekh lena chahie. to main apne bistar se khada hua, shweta ki or gaya, aur uske mobile mein dekha. john ka message aaya tha. maine upar se message padh liya, "good night aunty, hope you have exciting night". kya excitement? sar mood kharab kar diya maine uska. per iska message dekh kar mujhe excitement ho gai. yah donon ke bich mein chal kya raha hai? raat ko 12:00 baje message karke vah kya karna chahta hai? khair jo bhi hai yahi hai. main bhi mood kharab karke so gaya. pahle maine shweta ka mood kharab kiya. fir jhon ne mera mood kharab kiya.
