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Fantasy Golden Petals - A collection of my short stories

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The Value Of Things

A tearful Shalini sat in the psychotherapy room. The psychiatrist sitting opposite to her was not only her therapist but also a family friend.

They were in the middle of a session.

“You are seeing only one side of the situation Shalini” the doctor said “I have been speaking with your husband too, and on the basis of my observation...”

“He was the one who asked for divorce” Shalini interrupted her.

“I know. And I called you here to help you to understand why. He is a good guy Shalini. You must try to understand that things are getting that extreme to make him take a decision like this and we really need to try and fix this.”

“Are you saying that it is all my fault?” Shalini protested.

“No, I never said that. I won’t blame you either, knowing your past. I understand it must be difficult for you to treat others with love and patience, since you weren’t treated that way when you were young. It is hard to give what you have never received.”

“It is not just about the two of us now. I think he likes someone else. I think he is cheating on me.” Shalini said.

“I don’t think he is that kind of a guy. You just saw him talking to other girls. I understand you are feeling insecure regarding your current situation. Perhaps your insecurity is manifesting in the form of doubt regarding Armaan’s fidelity. I really think you shouldn’t jump to conclusions without proper evidence, especially when you are in an emotionally insecure condition.”

“He doesn’t love me the way he used to” she sighed.

“If he doesn’t, do you? You too need to put in some effort to make this work. Do something nice for him, try to experience and express love towards him. He is trying too. For this to work, the effort needs to come from both of you”

“I don’t think it will work,” Shalini gasped among her tears.

“That is an easier way out” the doctor smiled, “It is really easy to run from your problems. But how far will you run? Ok you divorce him, go ahead and live and independent life, just like you are wanting right now. And then? Is that going to cure you? You see all these problems are arising because you have certain deep-rooted emotional problems which are related to your unhappy childhood. You are suffering from emotional deprivation and only a loving partner can cure you. I think you should at least try. I can understand that you find it very difficult to be convinced that someone really loves you. But you must learn to accept. How is love going to heal you if you just turn away from it?”

“I can’t” Shalini said, “I just find it too difficult. All those bad memories, they just keep coming back.”

“Are you going to let bad memories about your past ruin your present and future?” the doctor said, “Think about it. Some people treated you badly in the past, and now whom are you punishing for what they did? Remember, I am not blaming you for your problems. All I want you to know is how badly you are letting your problems affect people around you, and for that you will have to take responsibility.”

“I’ll try” Shalini said meekly.



Meanwhile, Armaan was in his bedroom, lying alone on his bed. His eyes were sad. His eyes spoke so many things his words could never express. He had been married to Shalini for 4 years now. He used to sometimes think of the happier times that would help him forget the sorrow of the present day.

He had fallen in love with this beautiful woman Shalini. She was so kind and caring when he first knew her. Perhaps she was still that much kind and caring, but there were certain other negative emotions inside her that were overshadowing her good side.

He tried his best to make things work, but Shalini’s emotional problems were getting more and more intense by the day. All that was left of their marriage now was anger, arguments, bitterness, blame and a deep sting of anguish that they both felt, but could do nothing about it.

His heart was drowning in sadness and despair. He opened his personal diary and began to pen down his heart. His pen gracefully stroked the pages of his diary and he wrote...

“Where are you my darling?

Why are you so far away?

The more I try to hold you close,

The more you drift away.

I wish I could set you free,

Give you wings to fly,

But you just don’t have the faith,

You just don’t wish to try.

I pains me to see you cry,

Oh how can you not see?

Why do you carry in your heart

The burden of a memory?

I’m losing strength and sanity,

It pains me to no end,

To watch everything that’s dear to me,

Shatter and fall to the ground.



He sighed as he closed his diary and put it back in the drawer.

He looked at the clock it was 9pm. He was supposed to pick her from the clinic after she was done with her psychotherapy session. He got all dressed up, and picked up the car keys. The divorce papers were lying on the table. He looked at them with a heavy heart. It made him recall all the arguments that he had been having with his wife and how she had been insisting on divorce ever since he first mentioned it. This ordeal had been going on for a long time for the couple, he had begun to get a feeling that nothing was going to work. She had been to the psychiatrist several times before, but nothing really changed in her. It was over, he thought. Then he took a deep breath, picked up a pen lying nearby and signed them. He carried them along as he headed towards the car.

It took him quite some time to reach the clinic. Shalini was already waiting for him.

Shalini got into the car, and Armaan drove off. There was an awkward silence between them. Armaan handed over an envelope to Shalini and said, “It is your call now.”

Shalini opened the envelope to find divorce papers signed by Armaan. She broke into tears again. “You are going to leave me?” she asked.

“That is what you wanted, didn’t you?” he said coldly.

“What I wanted?” she shouted, “As if I am the only one wanting this! Tell me aren’t you happy getting rid of me?”

“Happy?” he shouted back, “Do you have any idea what you have put me through? All these years of a failed marriage, I keep trying to fix things, and you are like you just don’t want it to work!”

“Shut up!” she yelled, “You always blame me for everything! At least I wasn’t as sick as you to go and sleep with someone else!”

Armaan was really angry hearing that, “Don’t accuse me of such bullshit! You first get your crazy head fixed. You keep hallucinating nonsense and then throw tantrums”

“You mean to say that I am a liar? Weren’t you having an affair with that girl in your office?” Shalini violently grabbed him as she shouted in his ears.

“Stop it Shalini! I am driving!” he said as he struggled to get out of her grip.

Shalini was taken over by an impulse that she just won’t let go. And suddenly Armaan saw a heavy vehicle headed right towards them, he tried to steer away, but they were still hit and the car was thrown off the road and it went down the slope of the land.

The car hit a tree and was partially overturned. Both of them lost consciousness. There was a cloud of dust and smoke around the broken car.

Armaan regained consciousness almost instantly to realize what had happened. His seatbelt held him firmly against the seat. He felt blood trickle down his face and a sharp pain in his abdomen. He had few other minor injuries, but he was able to move. He looked around, he couldn’t find Shalini. He took off the seatbelt and got out of the car to look for her.

He found her on the other side of the wrecked car, with her legs trapped under in. She had sustained other injuries too and she was lying unconscious. He went up to her, trying to bring her back to consciousness. When she did open her eyes, she was dazed for a few seconds, and soon the sharp pain arising in her crushed legs brought her back to full consciousness. She was tearful out of helplessness, she couldn’t get herself out. She was writing and groaning in pain.

Armaan held her close and tried to calm her down. He kiss her cheek, and said, “Don’t worry, you’ll be fine” and then immediately he began to try to push the car off her. He kept trying for a few minutes, but the car wouldn’t budge.

He turned to her and said, “Stay calm, I’ll get some help”

Just as he was about to run towards the highway, he saw a spark. He soon realized that the accident had started a fire, and I’d soon spread. If it reaches the fuel tank, it will explode and she will die.

“Damn!” he said, “Shalini, there’s no time. It may be too late by the time I get more people to help. I think we are going to need to help each other here”

“I can’t move the car and pull you out at the same time, I will try to push this thing away from you with all my strength, and even if it moves by an inch, I want you to drag yourself out as quickly as possible”

She nodded. Armaan began to move the car away, and it did move slightly, but Shalini wasn’t moving. He said to her, “Come on! Move, move, quick!”

She cried, “I can’t, it’s hurting so much”

That made him angry. He grabbed her and shook her violently, and nearly shouted at her this time, “Snap out of it! Look, in some situations only you can help yourself, and for God sake, this is one of those situations where you have to put in some effort. Just move alright! Don’t you realize? We don’t have much time! If that thing blows, it will kill both of us!”

Again he put his hands to the car and pushed again with all his strength, “NOW!” he shouted.

Shalini dragged herself out, inch by inch, with great difficulty, but she didn’t quit, till she was completely free. She felt a terrible pain in her legs, she could feel her crushed bones. He quickly lifted her in his arms and ran as fast as he could away from the wrecked car.

When they were at a safe distance, he put her down, and hugged her. Then he held her face in his hands and kissed her forehead, and said, “Don’t worry, we’ll get you to the hospi...”

His sentence was interrupted by the sound of explosion. They looked in that direction, they could see their wrecked car ablaze. Shalini shuddered seeing that and what would have happened had Armaan not helped her. She hugged him and began to cry loudly.

“Don’t worry darling, it’s alright now. You are going to be ok” he said with a smile.

“Now please stay here while I get help” he said as he walked towards the highway. It took him quite some time, but he finally returned with help. Shalini was unconscious by then. Both of them were taken to the hospital.

Shalini’s legs were too badly crushed to be salvaged; doctors had done the best they could, but they couldn’t say if she would ever walk again. But otherwise she was out of danger.

Armaan didn’t have many wounds on his body, but he had suffered internal injuries. But the doctors said, he would be alright after a period of hospitalization. But he wasn’t that much worried about himself as much as he was about his wife. He was afraid how she was going to handle this traumatic experience.

He walked up to her bed. He held her hand while she was still unconscious. She slowly opened her eyes and looked at him. They had the emotion of unspeakable grief in them. She didn’t speak anything, just closed her eyes again.

Armaan held her hand tightly said, “I am sorry for signing the papers. I won’t leave you Shalini. I can’t leave you when you need me the most. I can’t forgive myself for what happened. I shouldn’t have talked about divorce in the car. It was all my fault” a tear fell out of his eye as he said this.

“Don’t blame yourself,” Shalini said softly, “You are a wonderful husband Armaan and a great human being. It wasn’t your fault. I wouldn’t even be alive if you hadn’t helped me. You risked your life to save me. If you didn’t care about me, you could have just walked away. I was wrong. I never tried to understand you, I never tried to help you to make things better. I have been taking everything for granted – you, your love and my own life’s blessings. Sometimes we realize the value of things only when we lose them.” She paused and broke into tears, “I’ve lost so much already...I don’t want to lose you now, I am sorry I kept letting you down. But I need you...please don’t go away”

“I won’t” he said, “Never again.”
 

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This is a short story written by my good friend on XP. His ID was Drift_King21

This one is an eccentric romantic story :love:

"El Amor Es Irracional"

“El amor es irracional”

In the last 15 minutes I read this line again and again. Apart from English and Hindi, I am not very well versed with other languages but somehow every time I read this line I felt like it stroked a chord with my heart.

“Ma’am, would you like to buy this painting?”… Seeing my interest in the painting the shopkeeper asked me.

“Yes I would like to”… I had no interest in the painting apart from that line written below it which I was reading for the last 15 minutes.

I came out of the shop after buying that painting. There was an unusual rush in the streets and why wouldn’t it be. It was Valentine’s Day, everyone wants to buy something special for his/her lover. In last 30 years of my life, I haven’t noticed that every year people celebrate a day dedicated to the most pure emotion in this world “Love”.

Today is my last day in Mumbai; in fact it’s my last day in India, or may be my last day in this World. I know you must be getting confused, let me tell you from where it all started. My name is Alvina Kapoor and the next 24 hours will decide the fate of my life.

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People used to call my parents a perfect couple. I believed that as well until my father died because of a heart attack caused by some heavy financial losses in the business. Only then it dawned on me that my grandparents wanted to convert their friendship into relationship this was the reason behind my parent’s marriage. My mother loved someone else and wanted to marry him but her parents didn’t approve him. I was sent to boarding school after my father’s death because my mother was too much occupied in settling down all the financial mess.

After few months my mother came to meet me and told me that we were on the verge of bankruptcy but the shocking news which she had for me was that she was getting re-married. She told me that the person she was in love with before marriage has come back and wants to marry her. Seeing the financial difficulties and a chance to live her dream life once again, she has decided to marry him. She told me that my step father at the moment can’t meet me as he is in Australia right now but she will take me with her after sometime.

For the first time in my life I was introduced with the dilemma of rationality. How can a widow marry someone else just after 8 months? If a man would have done that this question wouldn’t have been raised but most of the rationality in our society only deals with the women. But I did understand her point of view after sometime, it was a rational decision with an angle of love as well. But it laid down the foundation of making rational decisions in life for me as well. I talked with my step father once or twice on phone but strangely he never came to meet me.

I thought now life will be settled after a while mom will take me back home. But catastrophes continued to happen in my life. After a year my parents had a serious car accident in which my mother died and my step father went in comma. I was stranded in India and had no idea where I will go from here. Then one of my uncles, who was relative of my mother took me to Mumbai. He told me that once my stepfather will comes back to his senses he will take me back home.

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The next phase of my life was a total opposite of the first phase. Everything happened so quickly in the earlier phase of my life but after coming to Mumbai, I felt like everything has just stopped. My step father never came back neither he made any contact with me and my uncle although was very kind to me but he was an alcoholic, too busy in his booze to inquire about my step father. So I made a decision that now I am on my own, whatever I have to achieve in life it’s totally upon me.

From there on I spent a hard fought life, after my college I started to support my education as well and did all kind of jobs. When I finally completed my MBA with distinction, I instantly got a job in pharmaceutical company. But I never broke my connection with education; I kept on doing all kind of specializations in HR. I had a goal in mind to reach at the top and may be somewhere inside me, I was trying to get back all which I lost after the death of my father. After so many years of hard work I finally became the HR executive in my company. During all that my uncle died as well, no surprise that it was due to excess alcohol.

The GM of our company used to visit only once a year as he lived in Spain. When I took charge of the HR department, the first news I received was that our GM was coming back to India permanently and now he will run the company himself. I never understood why he was living in Spain but I guess people with loads of money do have different worries and taste than us.

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“Sir, this is our Head of HR Department, Miss. Alvina Kapoor”…Our manager introduces me to our GM, Partaap Keshav.

“Hello Sir, it’s a pleasure to meet you”… I never met him before this meeting.

“Hello, I guess we will be meeting each other quite often in coming months, I am looking to revamp the whole HR department”…To be honest in my whole life I never saw a man so handsome in his early sixties. He was unbelievably fit and charismatic.

He was dead serious about revamping the HR department, in coming months I had number of meetings with him discussing about what kind of changes he wanted to make. As a result of that there were quite a few people who were fired and now we were about to commence our hunt for new recruits. The strange thing about Prataap was that he was a workaholic like me. Sometimes we even had dinner in our office as well and the thing which surprised me the most was that I had no one at home to worry about but the man of his age must have a family waiting at home but still he was working like anything.

There was an aura of mysticism about him; I never heard anything about his personal life in our office which was quite strange but I guess his long absence from India left people with not enough gossip to talk about. The thing which impressed me most about him was his decency. He was the boss and I was only his employee but he always gave me the due respect a woman requires. For a rich men like him age doesn’t matter but he never crossed the line even when were alone late night in the office.

The first incident which changed something in me happened when we were starting our recruiting process. Our meeting took long than expected and when the clock struck 9 pm, we decided that now it’s time to go home. We were in lift when suddenly the lift stopped, we thought about the power cut and were relaxed that the backup generator will switch on automatically after few minutes. But after waiting for some time, we got anxious because the lift didn’t move.

Prataap made few calls and the security department told us that there is a technical problem and it will take some time to sort it out. We had no option but to wait in the lift. For a while we didn’t talk much but then we started to talk with each other. I was so surprised that we had so much in common; we had similar likings regarding books, music, movies and even colors. For 3 hours in that lift, we just talked and talked. It was only a general discussion nothing about our personal lives but we discuss so many things from environmental pollution to the share markets, there was nothing we didn’t discuss in that lift. When I came out of that lift, had no idea what Prataap was thinking but for me, my life did take a totally new turn.

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For a person like me who learned so early in life that you have to make rational decisions, falling for a man twice of her age and who might have grand children was absurd. But I wish we could ask our heart these questions, it was not that I never met a man who possesses the qualities like Prataap but there was something different about him. People in office now had more to gossip about him and I learned from them that he was divorced and single, may be that was the reason he used to avoid discussing his personal life, a bad memory I guess.

After that incident happened in lift, we got even more comfortable with each other. We used to discuss on so many topics but the most interesting thing was that he never talked about his personal life and because of that I never talked about mine either. It was kind of a silent agreement to keep our personal lives away from our relationship. Whatever we had between us, to call it a relationship may be a little farfetched but for me it was turning into a kind of friendship, relationship or whatever you name it.

I was in the stage of life where you hardly get impressed by the cheesy talks, romantic eye contacts, dressing or even money. When you are 29 and single, you just brush off the bullshit of opposite attracts, love at first sight, missing a heartbeat by seeing someone. But that’s for sure you don’t go for a man twice of your age. But there is a contradiction in both statements, because both the statements don’t sound rational. If the sweet sixteen kind of romance looks irrational at this stage of life than falling for a man twice of your age is also irrational. So in life there are things which can’t be rational?

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It was not that we started to date each other. Prataap was very conscious about all these things and I don’t blame him, anyone would avoid the possibility of getting caught on a date by his/her grand children. But we still manage to meet outside office as well and the best thing was that he never tried to be romantic. I was starting to understand why I was in love with him. Till now I never had a chance to think about my love interest in life and when I did realize about it, I was way passed the filmy kind of love. Now for me love was totally different phenomenon, it was spending time with someone who is at your frequency, who talks sense, who can share your ambitions, can talk about the most insignificant topic to the most boring and philosophical topic ever existed, who is all the time not craving to get between your legs rather more careful about what’s in your mind and heart.

I am not sure that every woman of my age thinks the way I am but the way I spend my life. Now I wanted to be with someone with whom I can be comfortable with and not to worry about tuning his frequency to mine or mine to his. The best thing being with Prataap was that he knew what to say and when to say it. He knew when I needed a long drive, a light hearted discussion, a professional advice, a decent joke to cheer me up and I can go on and on with it. But no matter how small or insignificant each of these things may sound, each of these acts had a feeling of love and care.

The only thing I was waiting for him to make a move. I was now mentally prepared to take our relationship to the next level and I had no idea why he was taking so much time. Because if a girl can understand the feeling a man have for her through his eyes, than a man also gets the affirmation or rejection from a woman’s behavior. I was dead sure that I gave all the green signals and the difference in our ages must not be a problem for him anymore. It took him sometime but finally he did make up his mind when he called me to his house for the first time in a year.

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“You have a lovely house I must say”… I was really impressed by the interior decoration of Praatap’s house.

“Thanks, that’s very kind of you. Actually I invited you today because in last 1 year I have felt that you wanted to ask about my personal life. I was not sure what to tell you about my past but I think before our friendship moves any further I must tell you about my past”

“Ohhh… I thought you were worried about our age difference”

“I never came to that point. To be honest I have found a friend like you after so many years that I got bit selfish and never explained to you that for me this wasn’t romantic at all. I liked your company and interestingly you reminded me of someone who I loved the most in my life”

“I am sorry about that, I heard about your divorce”… I had no idea where he was going with all this discussion.

“No, that was the biggest mistake of my life, I never loved that woman. She was my second wife and that relationship didn’t last long because I loved only one woman in my life and her memories never faded from my heart. She was my first wife and I lost her in a car accident”

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“It has been said that man is a rational animal. All my life I have been searching for evidence which could support this”… I never understood in 30 years of my life that what Bertrand Russell meant by this but the meeting with Prataap that night explained everything what Bertrand Russell meant.

When I bought that painting, there were only two things in my mind. One was to leave India forever or the other was to commit suicide. The reality that Prataap Keshav was my step father hit me like a ton of bricks. How can the GOD be so cruel to me? All my life I never felt the most divine emotion on this planet “Love” and when I did, it turned out to be the most disastrous event of my life. There is nothing rational about loving someone who was once in love with my mother and his interest in me was obvious, I reminded him of my mother. Although I never had the looks of my mother but the inbuilt characteristics had to be there.

All my life I thought that Romeo and Juliet were the two most stupid characters ever existed. What is rational in wasting your life even if you can’t spend it with whom you love but then I understood that why people die for the sake of love. I was not sick about the feeling that I was in love with someone who is my step father because I had no idea who he was, I never met him before. He told me that he hated my original father so much that he never wanted to see her daughter. He loved my mother so much that he accepted me at that time but told my mother that he could never have any warm feelings towards me that was the reason why he never came back for me when he was out of comma.

Where is the rationality? My mother accepted him knowing that he will never accept her daughter. I fell in love with a person who hated me more than anything in this world and was my step father as well. And after knowing all this I had no control over myself to stop loving that person. Where is the damn rationality?

For past five years I am living in Australia, the painting I bought five years ago still hung on my wall. Now I know why that line which was alien to me at that time hit me so hard. When I look for the translation, it was a Spanish word “El amor es irracional”, which means, “Love is irrational” and indeed it is.

We try to make rational decisions in life but actually we make decisions and then convince ourselves that it was the only rational option we had. Romeo and Juliet thought that living without each other was an irrational decision, so they took the rational decision of killing themselves. There was an irrational age difference between me and Prataap but I convince myself that loving him was a rational decision because age doesn’t matter.

The thing is that Love can never be rational; it’s only the human which tries to make it rational. When I fell in Love with Prataap I never thought about the age difference, what was his past, what will be his decision about our relationship? I convinced myself that everything will be sorted it out sooner or later but when the reality hit me, the first thing came to my mind was killing myself. Why is that we try to manage everything after the fate of our Love is decided? Why can’t we accept things like we accept them before loving someone? Why we can’t be irrational even when things don’t result in a way we intended them to be?

Bertrand Russell was absolutely right, there is no such thing as rationality. I am still alive and I don’t curse myself for being in love with Prataap Keshav. It was bound to happen like this, who knows what life has in store for me ahead. But that painting is still hung on the wall directly opposite to my bed and every morning when I wake up I read that line

“El amor es irracional”.
 

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Confessions

It was like a bad dream to me. A dream which I will live for the rest of my pitiful life. I am walking down the stairs of my bungalow and suddenly I slip and fall breaking my neck. A burning sensation flashed the length of my body, from my neck to my toes, sharp pain in my neck made me to lose my conscious in a splash. I opened my eyes and found myself on a hospital bed. I have a heart which beats, a brain which thinks, but a body that does nothing. I was rendered paralyzed neck down. Everything felt numb; I couldn’t move my arms or legs. I was now quadriplegic, as the doctors call it. The name sounds like some kind of worm to me, but even a worm can crawl, but I could not! In an instant my dreams were shattered. I had my whole life ahead of me and now it was all gone. The feeling of helplessness was such, like I only had my head left with me attached to a corpse.

I saw my wife Anjali sitting next to my bed. Her eyes were red and swollen, perhaps she cried for a long time. When I regained consciousness, she hugged me tightly and cried on my shoulder that I could no longer move. I wanted to wrap my arms around her, tell her it’s alright but I couldn’t. All that was left with me was some flickering movement of my fingers and toes, I would console Anjali with that if I could. My doctor explained it to me, he explained by showing me an x-ray image of my interior. My spinal cord was injured at C5-C6 level, leaving my breathing intact. How I wish I was dead, how I wish the injury would have been a little higher on my spinal cord killing me on the spot. But it wasn’t. Not only were the doctors of the opinion that I could never walk again, but also that perhaps I could never even move a body part.

I was discharged after 2 weeks. Coming back home was a relief but nothing was the same. This traumatizing accident changed everything forever. Anjali began to take care of me like a loving dutiful wife. She hired a nurse and few other servants to tend to my needs in her absence. It feels terrible being a quadriplegic; terrible doesn’t even being to cover it. There are so many things in life that I took for granted, now that they were taken away from me forever, how badly I miss them. It is so awful not being able to walk or run, how I wish I could go for a walk in the garden or a jog on the beach. It makes me feel like I can't be a part of regular life. It's so isolating. How I wish I could use my hands at least, turn door knobs, feed myself, hell, I was dependent on others for even my most private needs. I miss playing the piano and dancing. I miss being bad at golf and worse at tennis. I miss driving. I miss running up and down the stairs. I miss opening windows and fiddling with radio dials. I miss being able to hold my wife and feel her. When you become disabled later in life your memories torment you. They taunt you. Beauty in life is empirical. When you're crippled, it's hard not to see only ugliness in the world.

In spite of all that I had lost there was someone I was missing badly. When Anjali was away, I requested the nurse to dial a number for me. She did and put the phone to my ear. Someone answered the call. The voice was such; it brought a soothing calm to my heart.

“I am sorry to hear what happened, Shashank” she said.

“I miss you so much. Would you come visit me?” I requested, rather begged.

“I will as soon as I find time. I am busy right now, I’ll call you back later” she said and hung up.

She never called. I kept asking the nurse to dial the number every day. Every time there wasn’t any reply, soon the phone was switched off every time I called, and today the number no longer existed. A tear fell from my eye. I cried for a long time.

Anjali brought me food, since my accident, she tried to cook my favourites. When she saw me crying, she put the plate aside and embraced me. I could feel the warmth of her hug, I was grateful for what I could feel. So much was taken away from me that I had taken for granted, I was very grateful for whatever was left.

“I feel very lonely Anjali” I cried in her arms, “No one comes to visit anymore, I am so alone.”

“I am here for you Shashank, and I will always be there, and I’ll do the best I can for you” she said and she kissed my forehead. She fed me lovingly and put me to bed. The she herself slid into the sheets next to me in my arms.

“I am sorry to be such a burden on you.” I said out of utter helplessness clouding my mind.

“You are not a burden” Anjali said as she broke into tears, “Don’t ever say that again, you are my husband and I still love you the same. Ever since our marriage and each and every day spent with you was so wonderful. I was just a simple poor girl, but you treated me like a princess. The first time I felt loved in my life was after I got married to you. You’ve always tried to keep me happy, always cared so much for me...and I will care for you as long as I live. I’d love you for more than a lifetime for all the happiness you gave me in the last 2 years of our marriage.”

She hugged me and continued, “You are going to recover, honey. I did a lot of research about your condition. Even the doctors said there are chances of recovery. All these riches, all this money belongs to you, and I will use it for your treatment. Tomorrow I am going the consult the best physiotherapists and we will start the best available treatments. I’ll do all I can, but I can’t do it alone. I need you to believe me. You’ll walk again. We’ll make it through this. It will take time and we need to have patience, but I believe in you. Promise me that you’ll believe too.”

The enthusiasm with which she spoke touched my heart; I had to at least reciprocate. The thought of recovery seems like a dream. I was overwhelmed to see her concern, but there was this deep ache in my heart, whether she would still love me the same if she knew the truth I had been hiding from her.

“I wish to fondle your hair Anjali” I said, “Please put my hand to your hair”

Anjali smiled and did as I said. Anjali was a beautiful woman, her kindness made her look even more beautiful to my eyes. With jerky flutter of my fingers I began to caress her silken strands. But there was something different this time. I could feel sensation returning in my fingers. I was overjoyed. Anjali’s faith is well deserved after all. I decided to believe, just like my loving wife did, and do my best to fight this challenge I was facing.

I truly admire the patience of this woman. She was always there for me. She didn’t see me as a cripple or a man on a wheelchair, for her, I was her loving husband. She had hired the best therapists who counselled me regarding the chances of recovery and what it takes, and then we started working on it. By God’s grace, I had a lot of money and property to my name, so that I could afford the treatments. About 2 months later sensations began to return in my hands and feet. The returns of movement was however bizarre. My shoulder and arms muscles would go into bizarre spasm every time I attempted to move them. There were times I would get frustrated, but I wouldn’t quit. I had to fight, at least for the sake of Anjali who wholeheartedly believed that I am going to walk on my own someday.

Once morning I woke up with the broadest smile on my face. I had a dream, such a beautiful one though! Anjali was still asleep next to me, although with feeble jerky moments of my arms, I shook her and woke her up. She smiled to see the excitement on my face. I began to narrate the dream I just had to her, “You know Anjali, in my dream I was walking over the grass in the lawn on a beautiful morning. The blades of the grass were shining with fresh dew drops. I could hear a sweet laughter of joy. It was you expressing your happiness from the depth of your heart; you were nearly jumping with joy. Everything else was so hazy, all I could see was me standing on my feet and you and your beautiful laughter. You know I can still I can still feel the wetness of the dew drops on my feet! You see I really do!” The smile on the face of my angel was so divine! It’s like she really wanted me to recover. Something changed that day. Seeing her joyful face even by this silly dream, I got renewed encouragement to fight this out. I wasn’t going to let her down.

I was ready for my fight. I stopped listening to people who tried to put limitations on me and started setting small realistic goals. Goals like being able to grab a cup, eat an apple, and when I accomplished that, I would set more. After about 1 year since the accident, I was able to make some use of my arms. I was able to feed myself again; it indeed felt like a blessing. I spent a lot of my time hugging and caressing Anjali, showering her with kisses, coz among all the things, expressing my love and gratefulness to my wife for her kindness is what I missed the most. There were some moments that I cherish the most. Like those times she wheeled my chair to the garden in front of our bungalow where she had planted lovely roses, those times when she’d lie down next to me and sing in her melodious voice that would make me forget all my sorrows, those times when she was there to cheer me up when I would get frustrated over my helplessness. She always told me she believed in me!

She took over the responsibility of my business, and worked efficiently under my guidance. She was a simple girl from a poor background, but she was an intelligent woman and a quick learner. Soon enough she was handling a lot own her own, making profitable deals, the money she made out of my business was even more than I used to. I was still amazed to see how incorruptible she was. Currently she had so much money and power in her own hands and a near-crippled husband. Yet she never made any selfish expenditures, instead directed all the money towards my treatment.

Soon my therapists started with locomotors training, of graded workouts. In locomotor training my body was suspended in a harness over a treadmill, while specially-trained therapists move my legs to simulate walking. Simulated or not, I felt exactly like the good old days when my legs carried me through. It gave me so much encouragement. One morning, I decided that I was ready now and decided I’ll walk on my own. I placed my feet on the floor and raised myself over them. I was delighted that I was able to stand on my feet; so much that I wanted to shout in joy. But the next moment my pathetically weak legs gave way and I had a painful fall. Not only was it just painful, it felt like it broke me from within. I struggled with all my might; I was unable to even get up. My pitiable movements to raise myself above the floor looked as ugly and desperate as a fish out of water. Still lying on the floor I began to cry out of helplessness. When Anjali entered the room she rushed towards me, and helped me get back on to the bed.

She hugged me and fondled my hair and said in her calm voice, “It’s ok honey, you have been very brave. It was a good try. And you know what, you’d never really fail until you stop trying. If you fall a 100 more times, I’ll be here to help you get back up, but I know you are going to walk on your own someday. And that day you’ll know that it was worth the fight.”

I wrapped my arms around her and deeply kissed her neck to express my gratitude.

I kept trying, again and again and again. And after 4 years of relentless effort, that day dawned when I finally stood on my feet without falling. Anjali was so overjoyed, she supported my arms and encouraged me to walk, and I took my first steps after the accident. Although with jittery steps, I was walking! I laughed with joy, and Anjali was smiling. She looked like a loving mother who just watched her child’s first step.

“See! I said you’d walk again!” Anjali said with the most beautiful smile on her face. I can hardly express my joy in words. I felt an irresistible urge hold her with my once strong broad arm, but I was not that fortunate yet. Still it was the biggest day of my life. We celebrated that day; it was so special for both of us.

After that I didn’t quit. I was determined to walk independently. I started moving around the house with the help of a walker. Soon enough I regained enough strength to have control over my body movements, and a cane was sufficient. It took another 2 years of determined effort, and I was walking about independently, although with residual weakness. It felt like a new life, and I owed it to my wife.

It was just another visit to the hospital for my routine check up. But this day had something in store for me that I had never imagined. I was sitting in the waiting room when a revolting image of the past just came face to face with me.

“Shashank, is that you?” I turned to find a familiar face. Sheetal was sitting right next to me. I would have perhaps been very unvigilant that day that I didn’t notice her despite only two of us being in the room.

“Yes” I said. She used to be a fine looking woman, but she looked different now. Her beauty had faded now, with age and stress. She looked ugly to my eyes, perhaps because I had known the ugliness of her soul.

“But...you are walking on your own!” she said and hugged me. I didn’t hug her back.

“Yes I am” I replied, “How have you been?” I asked out of courtesy.

“A lot has happened Shashank...Can we please talk? I am seeing you after so long....” she was nearly tearful as she spoke.

“I didn’t go anywhere Sheetal, you disappeared thinking what I burden I would be now” I said looking at her in the eye, “The last time I heard your voice was when I called you and you told me you were busy, and would call me later. Well, 6 years since then, you never called. I requested you to visit me, but you never came.”

“I am sorry Shashank” she said, “I couldn’t bear to see you in such a condition, you know how much I loved you, you know how much it would have shattered me.”

“That is a pretty excuse” I said with a sarcastic smile, “And sure you loved me enough to not bother even calling me once, or even asking me if I was ok.”

“I was wrong” she said, “Hell so much about my life is messed up. Nothing was the same after I left you. I chose the wrong guy to marry. He was such an abusive sadistic bastard. I needed a friend but had none, I developed a drinking problem and my husband used it as an excuse to take my son away from me when we got divorced. I’ve become very lonely in life Shashank, I miss my son, I have no friends, no family...I need you... ...I love you...Its been terrible...I am depressed, I am seeing the psychiatrist here...”

“Lemme see if I got this right...” I interrupted and chuckled, “You disappear from my life, never bother to call, get married to someone else and suddenly one day you say you love me? You need me now because you are depressed? What about the time when I needed you? I am wondering if you would have said the same to me had I still been in the wheelchair.”

“Please Shashank” she pleaded, “I was wrong I admit, but I am a human, humans make mistakes. There was something special between us, you loved me more than your wife...you know you did. She never meant anything to you.”

“Maybe, but I paid a heavy price for my mistake of not recognizing her true love and run behind a mirage like a fool. But things are different now. She means the world to me.” I said.

“You are such a selfish person” she said in a low bitter voice, “Don’t pretend to be a saint now. You married that poor girl so that you could kill her and claim the insurance money. All the love and being nice to her was a pretence so that everyone would think you are a loving husband and no one would doubt you when you kill her. You never loved her. If you did, you would never have thought about killing her.”

“So that makes me the bad guy” I said, “And you were willing to spend the rest of your life with a man who had planned to kill an innocent woman for money. That doesn’t make you an angel either, Sheetal. And I am not trying to pretend. I may not be an angel. But if there is any love in my heart it is for Anjali and no one else. As far as your life is concerned, handle it yourself, I have nothing to do with you anymore. We no longer meet or speak. Goodbye.”

I got up and left, leaving Sheetal to her fate, like she had left me to mine. All I really cared about now was Anjali. On my way home, I stopped by to a gift shop and bought her a teddy bear, I knew how much she loved teddy bears and she hadn’t had one in all these years. I wanted to give her all the happiness I could, it was long overdue.

Anjali was delighted to see the teddy bear, she hugged me and kissed me. That night I cuddled up to my wife, and held her close. She fell asleep in my arms; she looked as innocent as a child. I wanted to hold her in my arms forever. Meeting Sheetal at the hospital revived bad memories. I feel ashamed of myself when I think about how out of my greed I had plotted to kill this wonderful girl. She was from a poor family, her parents wanted to get rid of her, and there was no one who’d come looking for her if she suddenly died or disappeared. I treated her with a lot of love and care, pampered her in every possible way, so that she’d think that I am a loving husband. She even told everyone how much I loved her and how caring I was, just like I wanted. I was free to strike anytime after that, I would have killed her soon enough if I hadn’t had that accident. God works in mysterious ways, I fell and got paralysed and that revealed a whole new side of life that I would have otherwise never known. I am happier after my accident than I was before. More so because it prevented me from committing a grave sin that I would have regretted forever.

It's amazing the things we take for granted and the things we stress over. My perspective has forever changed, and it changed for the good. Things I used to lose sleep over don't even faze me the slightest, and it's just so much easier to keep my mind calm. Despite all of the pain I went through, I've found new beauty in the world. And I've found goodness in people that I was too cynical to see before. But there is still this huge burden in my heart of having cheated on my wife, of having planned to kill her, of having lied to her, of my very marriage that she treasured so much, being a part of an evil plan. Sometimes I wish I’d confess everything to her, tell her the truth. But...I can’t. Living a lie is very painful for me, but the truth will shatter her. She believes in me, she believes I always loved her; she will be deeply hurt to have her belief crushed. I’ve been a lot selfish already; I just can’t hurt her anymore. I started this relationship with a lie and I will to carry that burden throughout my life. Confessions are always selfish. They may ease the burden of my heart but will devastate the woman who deeply believed in me. I must keeps my own dark secrets, carry the distress and anguish of a guilt within my heart forever, and take my punishment in silence.
 

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Blue is the colour of love

The inside of the ICU ventilation unit looked cold and dreamy. Everything in the hospital was brilliantly lit and in white, but inside of the ventilation room was coloured in cold blue. Through the glass window, it looked like a beautiful portrait of a piece of blue sky, only in place of cloud; little helpless soul was floating around, and waiting for a wind to draw them away. I pressed my chick against the cold glass to look for Nitin. All the beds were arranged in a line, every bed were occupied with humans preparing for a long journey ahead. Artificial life support systems working very hard to delay them, but when destination is set, they are fighting a war whose outcome was already known!!

So is life, I thought. Our ultimate inevitable end was set as soon as we born, but we fought, cry, laugh to make our journey an eventful one. Such event in our life made the life lively. During our journey we travel with few fellow companions, some of them walk with you for a while, some of them for longer duration. But even after they left your company, you could hear their footsteps.

Such as Nitin! Once I thought he will walk with me for all my life, holding my hand till the end of days, and suddenly one fine morning I discovered that I am walking alone!! Somewhere Nitin left me in between. I thought I could never make this journey alone, I will succumb to the loneliness, but somehow his departure gave me power and courage to carry on through this journey. I got Deepak after a while to accompany me as a friend and guide, more of a fellow companion who is ready to walk alongside me in every step, when I stumbled, when I stopped in a crossroad, Deepak was always there to hold my hand, guide me to the right direction. I never felt the absence of Nitin in the company of Deepak, and when I almost forgot the roads I travelled with Nitin, I found myself again in the most important juncture of life.

Deepak pressed my shoulder, comforting me and then raised his index finger pointing towards bed No 14.

I could see Nitin now. A white sheet covered him from toe to chin. His pale white face and cloth covered head made it difficult for me to identify him!! In the crowd of bed ridden patients waiting for the ultimate truth, Nitin was lost, and they all looked similar to me.

I looked at Deepak for guidance. He holds my hand and told in a very gentle but resolved voice;

“Shruti, I cannot help you here. You have to take this decision. Only you can decide what to do. But know this, whatever you do; I will always be with you, by your side.”

I looked through the viewing window again. Undecided, what to do next. I could see Nitin through the glass lying motionlessly waiting for me. A mental storm was going through my mind, my head suddenly felt heavier as I rested my head in the thick glass. My breath made the glass somewhat opaque with vapour. And through the semitransparent glass I could see the events of past. The present became blurring, and the past became clearer as I travelled through the down memory lane.

I called Nitin, but he did not pick up my call for last three days. I watched him absent minded for few weeks now, but at least we talked with each other every day. It was very unlikely for him to develop a sudden distance with me.

He was having exact opposite behaviour what he was having in our college life. Even when I was in reading library, he was always there to occupy my opposite seat and watching me without blinking his eyes!

“What you are looking at? Why you are looking at me?” I was embarrassed and felt uncomfortable.

“I am looking at the most beautiful view of the world. I wish I would have seen you from the day you were born. For nineteen years of your life I could not see you. I wish to look at only you for the rest ninety years of rest of my life.”

“Okay Mr. Romeo, but do not forget to turn your gaze once in a while to study books also, or else your result will be a sight to see for all of us.”

“Stop talking inside the library and start reading” Nitin told in a mock anger.

:And what you will do?” I asked him.

“I will also read, I shall read the most beautiful book ever written in the history of mankind, I want to read the book from cover to cover, every page, every line. Now, please do not disturb me, and allow me to read in peace.”

He touched my legs with his feet under the table. My earlobes turned red and warm in shame, I warned him with wide eyes, but it felt so good that I never moved an inch to discourage him. I pretend to concentrate on reading, but with a hint of smile in my face.



“ Shruti?? What you are doing here?” With a disturbed voice Nitin opened the door for me.

“ How are you? Why you are not answering my phone? Do you know how many times I called you for last three days?”

“Oh really? Sorry I did not notice. Ok, since now you are here, tell me what happened?”

Nitin covered his bare body with a shirt and started to pour water in the glass from the filter.

“What will happen?” I was baffled.

“What do you mean? You just told that you called me didn’t you? So now tell me why you called me?”

“ Do I need a reason to call you? I just wanted to hear your voice, isn’t it reason enough? And why you acting so indifferent with me?”

I started to control, but my pain finds its way out through my tears.

Nitin looked at me for a moment and then he put his face away, probably to hide his disgust.

“You are incorrigible. My phone might be on silent mode, so I have not noticed your call. Why you are making an issue out of this small thing?”

“ Your mobile was on silent mode for three days!!!” My voice was chocked in despair and sorrow noticing his futile effort to make a lame excuse for his rude behaviour.

It was two A.M in the night when my sleep got severed due to the noise coming from my window. Somebody is making that sound by throwing small pebbles in my glass window. I quickly got up from my bed to look outside. Nitin was standing in the road and it was he throwing small stones in my window. I opened my shutter glass in a hurry to prevent him from this nuisance. If he continues with his act, it will be not late before my parents will also start enquiring about the source of the noise. I was about to call him in suppressed voice, just then without noticing me he picked up another pebble from road and threw it towards my window.

The stone hit me just above my forehead, Nitin noticed it and he was stunned and rooted on the ground hiding his face with his hand in shame and remorse. It was hardly a hit, so I quickly regained and asked him in mock anger,

“What you are doing at this hour? Are you completely out of your mind?”

Without answering he started to climb up towards my window. I got terrified and tried to resist him, but he kept on with his madness, till he was three centimetres away from my nose.

He was outside my window looking towards me, and I was inside, red in anger thinking about the possible ways to kill him, just then he smiled with the innocence like a child.

“I called you thrice, you did not answered, so I came to check if you are sleeping or not.”

I never felt angry-happiness before that night. So I took few moments to answer him,

“What you expect me to do two AM in the night? Writing thesis about Australian kangaroo?”

Nitin was bit embarrassed, and before he could reply anything, he noticed me in my night dress. His eyes got dilated for a moment in appreciation and the next moment he lost his balance and about to fall, just when I caught him and pulled inside. We both stumbled on ground; I am on my back, barely dressed and Nitin on me. We looked at him, our breath started to getting deeper and deeper.

“Look Shruti, I need space sometime. You cannot expect me to be on my toes every time to pick up your phone. I have other important jobs also. I am terribly busy and occupied for last few days and the last thing I wanted this time is to be distracted by you.”

I felt terribly angry and without a single word I left his flat. But when I was dragging my feet through the corridor, I was expecting his call from my back. I was expecting him to rush from my back and embraced from behind when I was waiting for the elevator. When nothing happened, like a shameless bitch I looked back to his closed door, which seemed far far away through my tear filled eyes.

Everybody in my college told me that Nitin was madly in love for me, first I enjoyed it, then I started care for it, then he becomes a part of me. Nitin was in my breath, dream, sleep everything. I became addicted to the love of Nitin, and I never wanted get rid of it. When my love for Nitin became my life, I never noticed it, but I knew in my heart that I love him and he loves me. Riding in the rainbow of love when we spent our college life, I do not know why, whenever I think of college, I can only think of Nitin. Nitin was a brilliant student, so in spite of the time we spent together, he got a job easily from campus interview, and as soon as he passed out of college, we started planning for marriage. We also booked a small flat. Our necessity was very modest, Nitin wanted only one commodity in his flat, a view of sea from the balcony.


The day I left his flat, I wipe my face with the handkerchief to wipe off the trace of tears and the humidity of salt water coming with the wind from the sea. I was pressing my chick so hard that within few moments it started to burn. Basically I was trying to wipe off the trace of embarrassment and despair from my face. I never felt so humiliated in my life. I could not believe that Nitin would behave like that. While waiting in the crowd alone in the bus stand, I kept on thinking that Nitin will come and hold my hand; he will take me to his room once again. I have also decided that at first I will shake off my hand from his, and after repeated request I will walk reluctantly with him. I kept on waiting in the bus stand, left three buses, but Nitin never came. After a while, when I boarded a bus, still I was looking for him.

After continuous teasing of my friends, I decided to return home alone without Nitin. My friends always told me that I forgot how to walk alone. So that day, I told Nitin that I have decided to travel to my residence alone, and Nitin can mind his own business. At first he laughed at my request, and then he requested, appealed and tried to scare me telling the probable danger of travelling in the city alone. I was so determined, that I even scolded him for his behaviour and left the college alone. I could not keep my smile hidden when I saw that Nitin is following from a distance hiding his face in handkerchief. He even boarded the same bus, and occupied a seat keeping safe distance with me, so that I could not notice him. I burst out in laughter when I saw like a fool he bought two tickets. When the bus conductor asked him the second ticket is for whom, he was clueless. He looked at the conductor and kept on searching for answer. I could not torment him more; I called him and asked to seat beside me.

Nitin did not contact me for another week after that. I was burning in the hell fire for that entire week. To everybody it was only seven days, but to me it was Six lakhs four thousand and eight hundred seconds, since I counted them all. On eighth day, I could not resist myself and called him.

He picked up my phone and before I could express my feelings, he calmly started talking as if nothing has happened in-between. He was talking formally, so I preferred to keep mum. After few monologues, he asked me to meet.

I dressed in blue that day. Blue was his favourite colour. So I put on a sleeveless blue dress with matching makeup. It was not loud, but even I could not resist myself looking twice in mirror reflection.

I reached few minutes early in our meeting point, Nitin was not there. He was not there even after the clock hands well passed the designated time.

After he got his job, all of our friends demanded for a gala party. We all went there. Nitin treated them well in a five star restaurant. I was present in that party, but my mind was waiting for the evening. Nitin tried to hide it from me as best as he could, but by that time he was like an open book to me. I knew that he was going to ask me for marriage that evening, so he arranged a candle light dinner in the same restaurant in the evening. So when we had our party, I also bid farewell along with our friends, He whispered,

‘ 7 PM tonight, please don’t keep me waiting!”

I dressed myself with the deep blue gown that night. Everybody would have settled for black for a dinner like that, but I preferred this dress, as blue was his favourite colour. I took my time to dress myself and I took all the time I need. I hired a cab and reached the hotel at eight thirty.

Nitin was patiently waiting there, he was looking at me without blinking, he was worshipping me with his eyes. First I was happy seeing his vision, then I felt irritated seeing his dress. I know, boys give a damn about this thing, but I never expected him wearing the same dress as our afternoon party. When asked, he told me he never left the restaurant for a second, he wanted to be everything perfect for the evening, and when everything was according to his choice, it was too late. He was afraid, if he left now, he might miss the moment of my arrival. He might keep me waiting, and it was beyond his wildest imagination, that he will keep me waiting alone.

I was lost in my thought, and never noticed when Nitin arrived and took his place in front of me. I was surprised to see his condition. He looked drained and exhausted. First I thought it must be his work pressure that he mentioned earlier, but I wanted to believe that he was suffering from my absence. He is mentally and physically weak without me and now he will try to amend our relation once again. I tried to be calm outside, but a storm was going on inside. I tried to restrain myself from embracing him putting all my dignity aside. I could see the hope of rain after long season of drought and this desert was begging to be wet!!

The sudden shock must have made my feelings blunt. So when he told me we need to talk about our relationship, I felt nothing. I felt nothing when he told that actually we were having an infatuation in our college days and our yet to be matured brain mistook it for love. He keep on telling the reason why we should not drag this relationship any further I was looking straight at him without any expression. But when he started describing his true love in form of his office colleague, how womanly she is and started to convince me about his definition of true love, I looked outside through the thick glass wall. The blue sky was covered with dark clouds by then, first it was drizzling, and then heavy rain started to wash all our relationship, all my feelings with it.

I tried to be calm as much as I could and silently stood up. I looked outside; everything was blurred in heavy rain. I know how difficult it will be to get a cab in this weather. I requested Nitin to walk with me outside for one last time. None of us brought umbrella with us, so we were all wet when we stepped outside. One good thing about crying in the rain is, nobody will know that you are crying.

My eyes were wet, I thought love of Deepak made me forgot everything about Nitin, but I never realised that the pain was buried deep inside me waiting to be awake once again. I never felt so helpless in my life, and just then Deepak whispered in my ears from my back;

“ I am not going to influence your decision, but you should hear my point. By this time you must have already guessed that how much he loved you! When I received phone call from this hospital I was surprised myself. For this entire time, Nitin never forgets you for a single second. When I visited him last week, even then he could talk a bit. He never wanted to tell you about his illness, if he was not sure about our love for each other, he would not have made this unusual request. He just wanted to say sorry, He wanted to silently depart from your life, when he first knew about his terminal illness, he wanted you to forget him. He wanted you to start a new life without him. He wanted you to hate him so much, that you never try to contact him again. Do you know, what were his last words before he was put on ventilation? He requested me to tell you that he was crying in the rain when you left for the very last time, but you never knew as it was raining. You wearing a blue dress, all wet in the rain was the most valuable memory in his entire life, and he is ready to die again for that memory”

Deepak was crying when I hold him tightly. We were crying remembering the love of Nitin. We were crying remembering the pain he was enduring when he was behaving like that with me. We were crying remembering the sacrifice he made in the effort of making me completely erase his memory from my life.

Doctor Sharma made me sign the papers of formality. After I signed the forms, he looked at me, and the human inside a professional doctor spoke;

“You made the right choice Mrs. Shruti, Nitin insisted it should be you who will stop his life support system and relieved him from this pain. You are doing a great work by honouring his death wish. I do not want to enter in the debate if euthanasia is right or wrong, but all I know that you are an angel for him by freeing him from painful life.”



I was assembling all my courage before I could press the button. I looked at Nitin. No signs of pain were there, but I knew that he was in tremendous pain. I knew that because I could feel him once again. He was crying inside, but I could not see his tears even though it was not raining.

I felt frail, but Deepak was there to support me. I placed my finger on the stop button. A single press of this button will free him from this world of pain and misery. The colour of the button was blue, his favourite colour.
 
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Babi

We decided to call each other as “Babi”, we decided that in the innocence of our childhood friendship. We grew up, but we never changed that. Even though, we knew it is awkward for two grownups to call each other ‘Babi”, but by that time Babi name was so rooted inside our head, we never thought of any other names or even using our real ones. We call each other Babi when we laugh, play, fight even cries together.

Babi was new to my school, when I first meet him, rather he meets me, that was a lovely afternoon. Lunch recess was on and as I was very shy and always prefer to keep myself shelled inside, so I was digging my face inside my lunchbox. I use that technique to avoid eye contact with my classmates, just when Babi approached me.

“It seems we two are only alien in this entire school, so if you don’t mind, may I sit with you?”

I looked at Babi, he was taller than everybody in my class. His innocent smile and attractive voice created such a first impression in my mind that even today I can see that in my dream.

Nervously I nod my head and looked at the place beside me. With a big smile he rested over there. I quickly placed the cover of the lunchbox to hide its content from his eyes. I do not want Babi to see the inside of the box, where two slice of dry bread waiting for me. Babi looked at them for a while and he sounded amazed by the look of it,

“Wow, raw bread! I always loved the sweetness after chewing the raw bread. My parents never allow me to have them.”

Naturally I offered him one; he seemed embarrassed at first, and then reluctantly accepted it with a condition that I should also share from his heap of burgers, sweets and dry fruits. Now our matured mind can understand the reason behind his sudden affection for raw breads, but at that time it seemed quite natural to me.

That was the start for our true friendship, togetherness. We shared same desk, books, food, study ideas everything. Though the materialistic inputs were more from his side, and intellectual inputs were coming from my side. Two people of complete different background and nature were bound together with the bondage of friendship, and we never wanted to lose its grip.

I never knew my father, as he left me and my mother too soon for me to remember. Only two people I lived since then were my mother and the man she lived with and continuously insisted me call him as papa.

They were also having a very good relationship within themselves, the relationship of two opponent captain fighting war. My mother worked her brains out in a hospital to run our family or whatever you called it, and her boyfriend took the responsibility to spend it all. He was absconded for most of the time though to avoid money lenders and police sometimes. It was the happiest time for me and my mom though, as we hardly miss him. My mother celebrate his absence by bringing newer and newer boyfriends every day, and when her married boy friend returns, their favourite pass time was to quarrel, which often ended in to heavy violence. I cover myself with a sheet and curl in to my bed all those time. I covered my ears with my hand and pretend to be in a place above clouds. Where no fighting, no quarrel could reach me.

Trust me; it was the happier time in my life. Since if they are not engaged among themselves, then their entire concentration falls on me. They started discovering that how spoiled I became, and my step father took the novel responsibility of keeping me on track. He closed the door behind his back and then starts with his correction process. He asks me to remove my clothes completely so he could begin the session. I close my eyes tightly all that time when his dirty hand slithered through my entire body. I close my eyes those times and always dream about a happy place where in a bench I am sharing my food with my only friend Babi.

When friendship turns in to love, normally you cannot recall the day exactly, but in my case I can tell you the exact time and date when 1st I felt my love for Babi.

It was an evening of summer, our exam was imminent, and Babi needs my help to study. I was brighter as far as study was concerned, and I always looked for an excuse to spend more time with him. So when he offered to study together in the night, I was overwhelmed with enthusiasm. I moved on to his place where his parents greet me.

Can you ever portray a picture of happy family? Can you imagine a motherly mother and fatherly father even with a little cuddly dog in a picturesque house? If you can then you can see Babi’s house. Everything was so illuminated over there, that even the darkness of night could not assemble courage to enter his house. We all sat together in dinner table while enjoying the best meal in my life. We all laughed together, shared together. His parents almost worshipped me for my merits and kept on offering more foods to keep my brain sharp.

The study was hard and we were all alone in his personal room. It was hot and humid outside and Babi was having difficulties to understand. I got mildly irritated while explaining a simple formula over and over to him.

“What are you doing Babi, Why you cannot remember a simple formula? How can we move forward if you could not remember the basic?”

Babi felt excited and determined this time. He shrugged his shoulder and got rid of his T-Shirt.

A young man with a structure of Greek god, sitting in front of you, working hard while concentrating in study and all this weather made him sweaty and filled the air with sweetest possible smell of passion. I fall in love with Babi at that very moment.

“ Babi, now I can understand this. This formula is clearer to me now like a transparent glass. I can challenge Einstein now...Ha Ha Ha”

I wake up from a dream I never wanted to finish. I looked at him mesmerized. He held his pen upwards like a winner! I kept on looking at him.

When he falls asleep like a little child, I placed my hand over his forehead; I touched him and observed him very closely. I observed every dimple, every just grown hair in his chest. I observed his chin, his muscular hands, his stout belly. I wanted to embrace him so badly; I wanted to surrender myself to him. I wanted to offer myself to him, forever!

The door knocked and his mother was waiting outside with two empty cups and a pot of warm coffee. She smiled seeing her son asleep, and wakes him up with a kiss in his forehead.

“Wake up you sleepy head. You have to study more if you want to be like your Babi. Have this coffee and get rid of your laziness.”

I was looking without blinking my eyes, my eyes filled with tears. I could witness the love of a mother I longed for ever!



My love for Babi increased ever since. The time I spent with him seemed shorter and the moments I had to be without him seemed forever to me. And the moments when we stepped in to college, we cannot live without one another for a single moment.

I sacrificed my chance of getting admission in a better college for two reason, one: I could not afford a better education, Two and the post important part: Babi could not possibly get qualified for those colleges due to his medium grade, and I cannot even think of spending my times without him. So we happily choose the same college, same class and same subjects to read on. I started feeling my home as a nightmare, and waiting for the moment to move on with my Babi. My life was filled with all the colours of rainbow and nothing was in-between me and my Babi, nothing was there, till the cursed day Sonia arrives.



From the morning I could not see my Babi. I was looking for him in every corner of college, when I could see him chatting with a girl in a corner of our campus ground. They were laughing and talking with each other like they are enjoying it!

My entire body from head to toe burns with a flame of jealousy and hatred. I rushed there and interrupted abruptly.

Babi looked at me and laughed as nothing has happened. It was the smile that almost made me forget the fire I was burning with a moment ago. He turns towards the girl she was standing with and introduced us,

“Sonia, meet my dearest and bestest friend, Babi. Babi, meet Sonia, the new comer in our college.”

I am only his friend!! Just a ‘Friend’ and nothing more! I am his blood, I am his tears! I am his life! I am his Babi, and he is mine!

“Hi Babi, Vicky mentioned your name since the morning at least for hundred times, finally I have the privilege to meet you.”

I was baffled for a moment! I almost completely forgot the fact that his real name is Vicky! He was my Babi, and he will be only my Babi till the end of the world.

“Hi, nice to see you too” I casually greeted Sonia and turned my attention to Babi.

“What are you doing here? I am looking for you since morning! Come quickly, our class is about to start.”

Babi looked at Sonia, and she looked at him. I could well understand her vision. I could well understand her sentiment! She was having the same look in her eyes what I used to have in our earlier days when at the end of our school Babi used to return for his home! The same look is now in their eyes! It is the look of eminent separation! They do not wish to leave one another! They want to be together for few more moments!

If I met Sonia on any other circumstances, I would have liked her. She was jovial and good looking enough to be liked. Who knows, we could have been good friend also. But, she came here to snatch my Babi away from me. The thought of losing him made me mad. I cannot accept defeat from a girl whom he just met few days ago. I know him even before we knew the meaning of love! But more I wanted to tighten my grip around Babi, the more he was slipping away between my fingers. I was trying to hold water with my hand, the more I tried to embrace it, the more it was slipping out of my reach.

. At first Sonia accompanied us when I and Babi were together, soon I accompanied them. Soon my existence between them became undesired. My place was becoming farther away from them as they wanted to spend more and more time together, alone! Oh God, I should have told Babi about my feelings for him long ago! If I could reverse the time! If only I could returned to our happy days together! I am his best friend! Just friend and nothing more! How could he do this to me! After all this time! I thought the feeling was mutual, the way I felt for Babi, I thought Babi also have the same feelings for me! I was wrong all this time!



That day Babi never showed up in college! I waited for him hours after hours, sitting in the corner, alone but he never showed up. Neither did Sonia! Something was very wrong and I could feel it. Babi never told me anything about today, but I knew it from their eyes.

When I rang the bell, his mother opened the door for me with a cordial smile.

“Aunty, where is Babi?”

“He is upstairs, in his room, with Sonia. They are discussing some college project together. Why, you don’t know anything about it?”

I was not in a condition to answer his question. Instead I found myself dragging my feet upstairs to his room.

“Listen dear, ask them to come down and have tea. It is getting cold. My knee is troubling again and I am unable to climb the stairs for few days now. I am calling them, but I think they are not able to hear it.”

She kept on complaining, but I closed my ears by that time. My senses were blunt. Like a possessed person I was walking towards his room.

They were in a very intimate position when I suddenly opened the door. My mind was prepared for this kind of sight, but my heart was hoped for something else. My heart was hoping that I would see them working on a project while maintaining a respectable distance.

I looked away with disgust and anger. When I looked at them again, by that time Sonia could cover herself with a bed sheet.

“ Damn Babi, you should have knocked!” Babi smiled and told in a voice mixed with embarrassment.

“ I should have knocked???” I burst out with anger and frustration. “ She should have knocked before entering into our life! You should have understood my feelings before allowing this slut to take you away!!” I tried to control myself, but tears started finding its own way through my eyes.

Babi was angry when I used abusive language for Sonia, but he seemed puzzled with my later statement.

“Are you out of your mind Babi??? What are you telling?” Babi seemed very surprised and rose up from his bed in excitement.

Sonia, stepped in-between and stopped me and Babi.

“Vicky, aunty was calling us for a while now, please attend her. Let me talk with Babi please.”

Sonia tried to calm Babi and tried to send him away. Babi tried to say something, just when his mother called again. Reluctantly he left us and proceeds downstairs.

“ Calm down Babi, Vicky could not understand you, can we talk please?”

“I do not want to talk with you Sonia, please leave from our life. I love Babi, and he loves me. Please leave us alone.”

“ Babi, I got a hint from day one when we first met. But Vicky was too blind to realise the fact.”

“Stop you bitch, and stop calling Babi as Vicky. Babi doesn’t love you, he loves me. What you can give him that I can’t?”

Sonia seemed angry as again I abused her. Her face became red in excitement and humiliation as in a cold but determined voice she broke the awkward silence between us;

“ I am a girl and you are a boy, Vicky needs a girl as a companion. I got these which you don’t have. I can give Vicky pleasure which you can’t! Wakeup Babi, and accept the fact. Vicky is not like that. He needs a girl as his soul mate, and not a boy.”

Sonia was mad in anger and she slightly shifted her robe and pointed towards her womanly assets to make me understand the difference between a boy and girl.



I left the place then and there. I walked passed Babi as he was climbing upwards caring the cups of tea for us. He called me, but I never looked back.

I was passing through the seventh lair of Dante’s hell. I was churned, tormented, burned and tortured beyond by belief by this world. I curled myself in a corner of my bed. Her last words were slithering through my body like my step-dad’s hand “ Babi is not like that, he wants a girl as his soul mate and not a boy. I got these, which you don’t have!!”

I covered my ears to stop the constant taunting of Sonia, but still those words were hovering inside my head.”I got these, which you don’t have.”

I got up from my bed and like a drunken person I was staggered to the bathroom carrying the sharp kitchen knife in my hand.

I looked at the mirror, and my own reflection was laughing at me telling, “I got these, which you don’t have”

I made slit above my chest, both of them. Blood started coming out of the wound and coloured the entire floor in red. I felt no pain, but I was ashamed to be borne as a boy! I started pouring toilet papers through my cut to fill my chest, to make them bigger, to fill the gaps, to make up with the lacuna of being a boy rather than a girl, to regain the love I lost, to get back my Babi.

The mirror was all covered in blood to see clearly. I felt dizzy. But I should not stop now. Still something was missing. I still carried something as a curse of being born as a boy. I raised my hand, holding the knife higher, accumulating all my strength that was left in me I bring down that knife on my curse, the reason for losing Babi, symbol of my shame, my manhood.
 

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Another story by a writer very talented named pinuram.

This story was just there on my HDD so sharing for someone who might want to read romance. :D

True Love finds a way

The dark monsoon clouds were jostling and rumbling overhead. The sky was gloom since morning. Cold moist winds were whistling all around. The weather was heavy with each passing second. The shower was eminent but probably waiting for some beckon for the torrential downpour.



It was last period and Ambalika sat absent minded in the class. She was chewing the back of the pen between her pearl studded rows and was looking blankly outside the window. Few crows sat on the shade of an old building nearby. Professor was teaching inorganic chemistry but not a single word entered her in her brain. The humid air beckoned her with open arms. She should be happy but she was lost somewhere. The dark clouds reminded her beloved mother who left for heavenly abode few years back.



“Amba, what happened?” Piyali, her bosom friend, nudged her and asked.



Ambalika wiped the corner of her eye looked vaguely at Piyali. She gave a painful smile. Piyali fathomed the pains of Ambalika. She was there on that day, when she lost her mother. She fathomed the disturbance of her soul.



“Nothing.” answered Ambalika with a sleek smile, “I am doing fine.”



Piyali knew that her friend was not fine. Few years after Ambalika mother passed away, her father married a much younger lady. She bore the thought that her stepmother took away her father. With each passing day, Ambalika wandered away from her father. Gradually a huge wall came between father and daughter. Her father was a renowned cardiologist. He wanted his daughter to be a doctor. Nevertheless, Ambalika was furious when her father remarried. Submerged in angst and pain, intentionally she did not clear the medical entrance exams. She took chemistry honours. Her father was furious but her stepmother persuaded her father. That day, for a moment she expressed her gratitude to her stepmother. She felt all alone in that huge palatial building. He father was always busy in his profession and she could not stand her stepmother. One day she tried to commit suicide but a faint babble restrained her from committing that sin. The babble of a new sapling; her toddler brother. She embraced that cub with all her might and solace returned in her bereaved heart.



“Today is your brother’s birthday. Cheer up and smile.” Piyali nudged Ambalika by her shoulder.



Ambalika sported a sleek smile, “Yes and dad has asked to bring Niladri.”



“Really!” Piyali exclaimed, “Then you should be happy. Why are you looking so gloom then?”



“I wish my mom was there today.” She said in a calm voice. She looked outside the window and murmured, “I wish my mom took me along with her.”



Piyali understood that the conversation was growing heavier and thought not to stretch more. The weather was getting heavy with each passing second. It started drizzling outside and Ambalika wandered in the barren caverns of her heart.



Piyali pinched Ambalika and asked, “Is Niladri coming today?”



She bit her lower lips and nodded her head. She knew that Niladri would be waiting for her after college. Probably he was standing at the college gate. The mere thought that Niladri was waiting for her, quickened her heartbeat. A bashful smile floated on her lips.



Her father did not object much about the relation between hers and Niladri. Niladri was an architect and was employed in a renowned architect firm. They both knew that their future was smooth. They planned to get married after few years. Ambalika was very head strong and independent girl. She wanted to complete her masters and pursue her career as a teacher. Whenever she was with Niladri, she felt autumn breeze in her bereaved soul. She counted minutes in her wristwatch. The second hand seemed to scroll at a snail’s pace.

Just then, the peon of the college came to the lecture hall and asked for Ambalika. Professor listened to the peon and looked at Ambalika. Everyone in the class looked at Ambalika. Ambalika stood up. No one knew as what happened, why the principal summoned her. Her heart was thumping loudly in anticipation. Although she was a good student, she could not find the reason. She asked the peon but the peon kept quiet. As she entered the principal’s room, she found a police officer there. She was astonished and stood there. Principal asked Ambalika to take a seat. The police officer told her that she has to accompany with them to the hospital. She asked the reason. The police officer kept quiet for some time and informed about an accident. A truck rammed into the car in which her father was travelling along with her stepmother and stepbrother. He did not divulge much only asked her to accompany. She felt a turbulent wave crushing on her. The whole world around her began to rotate. She gave a bereaved look to the principal and the police officer. She was about to fall down, just then Piyali came inside the office and held her in her arms. Everyone of her class gathered around the principal’s room. Ambalika regained herself and gave a glassy look to everyone. She forgot to wail, she lost her voice. Her world was once more shattered.



Ambalika came out of the college building accompanied by Piyali. Niladri was waiting for her at the college gate. Their eyes met, but Ambalika could not utter a single word, only her lips twitched in pain. He came running towards her. She stood like a stone effigy. Niladri asked the police officer and came to know about the accident. He took her in his arms and tried to console but she was then nothing more than a cold stone effigy. Piyali stood nearby watching them with tearful eyes.



All three of them accompanied with the police officer reached the hospital. On reaching hospital, she came to know that a truck hit their car from side and the car rolled into a ditch after hitting a tree. The steering wheel stuck inside her father chest and he lost his breadth immediately. Her stepmother’s head hit the windshield and her head was smashed in pieces. Upon hearing, the news as her heart was anticipating her eyes welled with tears. The police officer then asked Ambalika to identify the bodies. She identified the bodies of her father and stepmother.



She gathered herself and came out of the morgue without shedding a drop of tear. She stood silent for few moments and then asked, “Where is my kid brother, my darling Rishu?”



The police officer answered, “By the grace of God, he is out of danger. No one knows how he survived the fatal accident. He has only few bruises on his cheek and hand. Other than that he is fine.”



Doctor took her to the paediatric ward, where little Ambarish was admitted. Ambalika stepped in the ward and saw that little Rishu was lying on the bed. Little chubby Rishu was unaware as what all was happening around him. When he saw his sister entering the ward, his face beamed with a tranquil smile. He knew he was in safe hands.



He asked his sister in his kiddy voice, “Where were you?”



She bit her lower lips, drank all the tears that welled in her big black eyes and sported a calm smile. She clasped him across her lap and soothed, “I am here to take you home.”



He asked, “Where is mamma? These uncles are not letting me to meet them.”



She lost vocabulary as what to answer. She gathered her composure and smiled, “Mamma and dada has gone to buy more balloons and sweets for your birthday.”



He was inquisitive, “But our car tumbled?”



Ambalika feigned astonishment, “Really? When?”



“Yes, our car tumbled and after then I was brought here. I could not find mamma and dada.” He asked again.



She consoled him, “Dada and mamma has gone to buy a new car for Rishu. So what will be the colour of the new car?”



He jumped they were going to have a new car. His face beamed with joy, “This time red.”



She was able to hear the sound of her broken ribs, yet she did not express those tears and blood to that innocent foal. He was ignorant that his father and mother was no more in the world. She pressed her lips on his forehead and kissed his chubby cheeks, “Ok this time it will be red.”



She took her on her lap. He asked her, “Can we go home now?”



She looked at Niladri and asked him to arrange transportation to take her parent's body home. Although her head was spinning, but she knew that she won't be able to show her tears in front of that kid. She took another cab to reach home along with little Rishu. Both the bodies were kept in the ground floor. She kept her brother in her room, away from all the grieving family members. He sat there on the bed playing with his toys, while everyone was busy discussing about the unforeseen accident.



Rishu asked his sister, "Where is my cake?"



Amba ruffled his silky hair and said, "I will bring your cake in a jiffy and then we will celebrate your birthday."



She came downstairs where everyone was present. She looked at her parents’ body, covered in white sheet, lying on the floor. She called Niladri and asked him to bring a birthday cake for Rishu. Everyone was taken aback by her word. Relatives asked her as what she was doing. However, she was adamant on her word.



She said to them, "It is fate, not in my control that I lost my parents today. However, it is in my control that I can keep my brother smiling. Today is his birthday, I earnestly request you all to behave like that. Please do not speak of any bereavement in front of him. We can cremate only after Rishu falls asleep."



Most of the relatives opposed to her decision however, she stood her ground. Most of the relatives left except few near and dear ones. Niladri stood beside her all the time. A chocolate cake was brought and Rishu's birthday was celebrated. The people present there stared at Ambalika who was smiling constantly and tried everything to make her kid brother happy. She showered so much of affection that the cub did not felt that his parents were missing. She cuddled him close to his heart all the time. After celebrating his birthday, it was time to put him to sleep. Little Rishu asked for his mother then. Ambalika told stories, sang lullaby to put him to sleep. He fell asleep peacefully in her arms. He knew that his sister's lap was the safest place on earth.



After Rishu fell asleep, Ambalika crept away from his side. She had to cremate her parents. In the dead of night, with help of Niladri and her close relatives she cremated her dad and stepmom. The fire burnt her parent’s body to ashes. She had no tears left to wail, she was turned to stone. She was blank unable to think anything about her future. She was all alone in the world. She returned home in the wee hours of morning. The huge mansion gave her a haunted look the walls cowered on her. She sat in her father's practice chamber for a long time. She opened the drawer and found a picture of hers with Rishu on lap. It dawned then that she had to live; she had to bring smile in his brother's lips. She can't divulge to that kid that he lost his parents. She made up her mind to live for Rishu. She wiped her tears and entered her room where Rishu was asleep. She crawled beside the cub, cuddled her brother tightly in her arms and fell asleep.



The next morning brought a new dawn for the brother and sister. She appointed a full time nanny to look after Rishu for the time she was in college. She was altogether a different person then. The jovial girl was lost somewhere. She transformed herself to young Mater Dolorosa, taking care of her brother. Every night she told a new story so that Rishu do not ask about mom and dad.



Few months passed, Ambalika completed her graduation. Every evening, Niladri used to visit their house to meet them. One evening he asked her hand for marriage.



She gave a painful smile and said, "Niladri, I think you should forget me."



He was bewildered by her answer, "Why what happened? I give you my word that I will share every pain of yours. I will be always by your side."



"I can't leave my brother. He is the apple of my eye and he needs my undivided attention."



He pleaded, "Amba, I am not asking you to leave Rishu. He will stay with us."



She answered, "What you are saying is quiet not possible. Have you ever thought what will your parents say? After marriage my responsibilities will increase, I had to look after many things other than Rishu. How he will get my undivided attention then? You have only thought of your side, few months back I also thought only about myself. I dreamt to marry, have a world of my own. I had my mother beside me for ten years and dad was there for twenty years. For my brother, there is no one except me. I have to be his father and mother. Everything has changed, Niladri, please try to understand. Please forget me."



He stood silent; her words pierced his soul like a bunch of arrows. He fathomed the helplessness of her heart he understood her situation. He tried to persuade, "My parents didn't have any objection to have you as their daughter-in-law. Regarding all other matter I will discuss with them and I assure you that they won't oppose."



She was madly in love with Niladri. She knew that he would be able to convince his parents. Nevertheless, she was sceptical about future, a time no one has seen. Her closeness with her brother might not go well with her conjugal life or her married life could cause hindrance in the affection she had to give to Rishu. She asked Niladri to give her some time to think. Niladri went away that day saying that he would return with a positive note.



Ambalika made up her mind to leave the city, go somewhere else where the reminiscences of her parents or her love would not haunt her anymore. She divulged nothing even to her best friend Piyali, as she knew that Niladri would somehow come to know about her plan. She arranged to sell the property with all assets. She collected all the money, invested wisely in gold and deposited a good amount in fixed deposit. That sudden impulse made that jovial girl to an intelligent woman. She only took three pictures of her parents, except that she sold everything.



Little Rishu asked his sister, "Didibhai, where are we going?"



She answered, "We will go to a new place. There you will be with me always. No one will come between us."



Then one night, she packed her bags and left the city along with her brother. Before handing the key to the new owner, she took a last look at the huge mansion where she spent her childhood and her youth, the place where Rishu was born. The house bears several memoirs. Not even, she told to any of her relatives as where she was going. She boarded the train and left the city forever. There was a little bead of tear as the train chug out of the station but she had to leave.



A new town a new life for Ambalika and Ambarish. For first few days, she stayed in a hotel and searched for accommodation but all went vain. It was hard to find accommodation and a respectable job for a single girl with a kid on lap. She tried in vain to convince people that he was her brother. Everyone assumed him to be her kid and everyone assumed her to be a fallen girl. Fortunately, she bumped into an old friend of her dad. That person helped her to find accommodation.



In that new place, in a new house they started a new life. Ambarish was still a kid then, so Amba could not go for any job. She started teaching kids in her rented apartment and over a period of time she opened a Montessori school in her apartment. Thus, she was able to keep an eye on him and earn livelihood. She knew she had money but she saved all those for rainy day. Every night Rishu slept peacefully in his sister’s lap. She weaved a lie, a tale that their parents had gone to a far away land in search for medicine. They would return when little Rishu would grow up.



All that Rishu knew that his sister was his world. Ambalika admitted Rishu to a nearby school. On the first day at his school, she stayed for the whole four hours in front of the school. She took a picture of Rishu in his first school dress and kept that picture close to her bosom. That night when Rishu went to sleep, she took out three photos of her parents and showed them the picture of Rishu. She promised to her parents in a hushed tone that one day she would make him a doctor just as her father dreamt of her. Years passed, Rishu was a good student. On every festival or occasion, she flooded him with gifts and present. She filled his life with all love and affection. He stopped asking about his parents, he forgot them as he grew up. She was happy to have her brother close to her. It was pleasure for her to watch her kid brother to grow up. She cherished all the naughty deeds of her brother. The first prize when he came first in class, the first kiss to a kid girl in is class, the first lie that he told, the first story that he made up. She gave her wholehearted attention to all those little things of life. Her eyes used to get filled up with joy and every night she took out her stepmom's picture and used to narrate those to her. Every day he came from school with some new act up his sleeve, covered in dust and sometimes had leaves or some insects in his pocket. He never finished the whole lunch and it was a routine to thrash him every day. He was fussy about bathing during winter and she used to lure him with chocolates to take him to bath.



Ambalika never celebrated her birthday but she never forgot to celebrate Rishu's birthday. She was in the kitchen preparing food for kids she invited on that evening. She decorated the drawing room of that rented apartment with papers, balloons and ribbons. Rishu returned from school with dust in head and hands. He knew that he would get a good thrashing from his sister for tearing the shoes. That was the second pair of shoe she bought for him that month. He ran inside and hugged his sister from back.



The touch of that puerile foal melted her soul, "How is my birthday boy today? Did you distribute the sweets among your friends?"



"Yes Didibhai. There is good news also; I came first in the essay competition." He showed her the plaque that he received.



She hugged him close to her bosom and kissed his chubby cheeks, "That's my boy, so you want a special present this time?"



He threw his arms around her neck and hid his face in her bosom, "Abhishek tore my shoe."



She patted his cheek and softly scolded, "I warned you not to fight with others. If you don't obey to what I say then you will not get any present."



He rubbed his little nose on her cheek, "Didibhai, they started calling me names so I hit Abhishek with my shoe."



She got furious on hearing that, "I warned you several times that hitting someone with shoe is bad habit. Never ever, hit anyone with shoes. If you have anything to complain, tell your teacher. This is the last warning, Rishu."



He held his ears and said, "Sorry, Didibhai."



She ruffled his hair and said, "Now run to bathroom and clean yourself. In no time, your friends and other guest will arrive. I have brought a new dress for you do wear that."



He wore the new dress after coming out of the bathroom. On every birthday, he received a bunch of picture postcards from different parts of the world. Sometime the leaning tower of Pisa or green Congo basin or Eiffel tower of Paris or Paneantheon of Rome. Ambalika secretly wrote all those and told Rishu that mom and dad still remembers him. He kept those letters away never asked about parents. Few hours later all of his friends arrived and his birthday was celebrated with much joy and pomp.



After the birthday party was over, Rishu was busy in opening the gifts and Ambalika was busy in cleaning the house. Just then, the doorbell rang. Ambalika requested Rishu to open the door. She asked from the kitchen as who was there at the door. Rishu could not recognise the person, but ushered him inside. The person ruffled his silky hair and handed a big present in his hand.



The person knelt down in front of him and asked, “How are you?”



He looked at his face and called for his sister, “Didibhai some has come with a big present.”



Ambalika entered the drawing room and her feet got riveted on the floor as she saw the person. Her strong frame stiffened with the sight of him, she forgot to speak. A huge tempest hit her heart. She thought she was able to evade her love, Niladri, however she was wrong.



Niladri asked her, "How are you, Amba?"



She stood dumbfounded to hear her pet name after seven long years. She asked him, "What are you doing here?"



He smiled and joked, "I was passing by and saw that there is a birthday party. So I came to wish the birthday boy."



Her eyes welled up; she bit her lips to control her overflowing emotion, "How you found us?"



He took Rishu in his lap and walked toward Ambalika. Her heart thumped hard inside her chest. He whispered in her ears, "How can I forget you, Amba. You left Kolkata without a trace. I asked Piyali and your relatives to know your whereabouts but you left everyone in dark."



She shook as if a twig caught in tempest. The reminiscence of the old days flooded her mind. She gathered herself and asked him, "So you have come to see as how we are? You must be married by now. How is your wife?”



Niladri gave a pale smile, “I don’t know how she is because she has not answered my question yet.”



She understood that he waited for her for seven long years, “I left so that you have a life of your own. Why didn’t you marry?”



Rishu was looking at Niladri’s face and his sister face with bewilderment. He could not understand anything as what they were talking.



Niladri held Rishu close and said, “I have come to take you home.”



She called her brother toward her, "This is my home now, Niladri."



Rishu gave a bewildered look at Niladri and asked, "Who are you?"



Ambalika answered instead, "Rishu, he is a friend of mine."



He asked his sister, “Are we going somewhere?”



She looked at Niladri who gave her a pleading look. She said to Rishu, "I don’t know dear."



Niladri persuaded Ambalika to return to Kolkata, her hometown she left seven years ago. She said that she had no place to live in Kolkata. He kept a constant smile on his face without divulging much to her. After much persuasion, she agreed to go to Kolkata with him. That night they did not sleep, they kept on talking, recalling their courtship days, the moments they spent together under the bright sun and twinkling stars, walked hand in hand beside the river Ganges, sat quietly under trees in Botanical Garden. He asked her about the life after she left Kolkata. She told him that she was happy to see Rishu grow up. She felt light hearted after long time to find her old life once again.



They returned to Kolkata after few days. Instead of going to Niladri’s house, he took her to her old house that she sold away. Ambalika was astonished when she stood in front of her house. The walls were freshly painted; the garden was trimmed and full of flowers just like before. She opened the door and stepped inside. The ground floor was empty. That was her father’s chamber where he used to practice. The table and chair and the apparatus were missing but she felt his presence all over. Rishu was bewildered, as he remembers nothing of that house where he was born. She climbed the stairs and was astonished to find the first floor to be same. Her eyes welled, a drop of tear trickled down her cheek. She entered her room and was astonished to find the same type of bed but a new one, the same type of furniture she had in her room. She sat on the bed and touched the walls and curtains. Rishu asked his sister as why she was crying. She hugged him and told him everything. It was the house where they were born; that was the floor on which he crawled; with the help of those walls and her hand he took his first step there and his juvenile babble brought back her life. She could not understand as how Niladri made all that possible, she gave a bewildered look at him. He stood behind her watching them. She asked him how he did that.



Niladri’s vision was also dampened; he wiped the corner of his eye and came near her, “Are you happy?”



Her heart was filled with dilemma, “I don’t know whether I should be happy or sad. I left all these for our better future. Why you came back to my life to haunt me?”



He took her palm in his hand and knelt at her feet, “Amba, you are my shadow and I am your reflection. What made you think that I will leave you in lurch to dwell in this world alone? If Rishu is the apple of your eye then he is a part of me also. I know you were in dilemma as our conjugal life may come as a hindrance between you and your brother. I am not asking for any extra attention from you just let me stand beside you in a gloomy day. This time please don’t say no.”



She smiled nodded to accept his proposal. She asked him, “But first you have to tell me how you found me.”



Niladri answered, “I asked you to wait for my answer but you did not. I persuaded my parents and they understood our situation. Rishu was an important part of our lives. I understood the reason why you left. You wanted to give a better life to Rishu and wanted me to marry with someone else. However, I loved you and could not forget you. The day you left was a black letter day for me. I went to Piyali, hoping that she knows where you have gone. However, you did not divulge your plan to anyone. I came here only to find that the house was sold off to some builder and they were going to tear down and build an apartment. I could not stand that a palace like this that bears so many memoirs, should be brought down; so I took some loan and bought the house. I bought all these furniture that were present in your house and slowly remade the house to its lost glory. However, the palace walls lamented as the prince and princess was not there. I began searching for you. I asked your relatives but they were in dark about your whereabouts. With each passing day, my search went in vain. I did not lost the hope so I even went to relatives of your mother. Every day the old memoirs haunted me.”



“Day after day my hope went dim; my parents pestered me to forget you. They started searching for a bride for me, but I managed to evade them. A year after you left, Piyali got married and she moved to another city. After that, we lost contact. She was very hurt and broken on her wedding day. She dreamt that both of us would be beside her on her wedding. Without you, I could not attend her wedding. Then I went to the hospital where uncle worked. I thought that you might take help of any of your father’s old friend. From there I contacted all of his friends still no one knew about your location. At last, I gave advertisement in newspaper, hoping someday someone will respond. I moved to nearby cities and advertise in those local newspapers however my search hit wall every time. Every night I prayed to God to give me one chance to see you. Hope was not lost after all. I came to Ranchi for a business assignment and almighty heard my prayers. That day morning I was going to the site when I saw Rishu going to school. I recognised him from his chubby cheek and his eyes. You and Rishu have the same eyes. I forgot my work and waited in front of his school for the whole day. I did not want to lose a single chance. When his school was over, I followed him here. I recollected that it was his birthday so I went back and bought a present. I waited outside your house till all the guests were gone and thus how I found my heartbeat back.”







Ambalika's eyes were filled with tears, "You are insane."



He took her face between his palms and wiped the teardrops from her soft cheek, "You made me, Dear."



She cooed in his ears, “You are naughty boy. What about uncle and aunt?”



“I told you that I will solve every problem. After marriage, you do not have to go anywhere; we all will be staying in this house. You can open your school in the ground floor.”



“But you have a huge loan, what about that?”



He pressed her palms gently, “Don’t worry until you are by my side. Slowly we will repay the loan.”



She said, “We will sell the gold that I bought from this money and repay the loan. I want to keep the fixed deposits for Rishu’s further education. I want him to be a doctor that my father dreamt of me.”



“I will not come between you and Rishu. You are his mother and father so you are the best judge.”



Niladri kissed Ambalika's fingers; the touch of wet lips stiffened her soft frame. She threw her arms around his neck and pulled close to her heart. His lips traced the eyelids, the nose tips to the rosy soft lips. She closed her eyes, submerged herself into the amorous bliss. She went weak and Niladri’s fingers traced every nook and corner of her beautiful frame. She started to melt in his arms as every pores of her curvaceous figure yearned for mingle. After ages of separation, the lovelorn birds melted away.



Wedding bells started to ring all over the place. After long time, Ambalika found her composure back as a lover and a dotted sister. Rishu was little offended that Niladri was taking away his sister away from him. However, he was happy to see his sister’s new form. The wedding was a quiet closed one with only close relatives. During the wedding ceremony, Rishu sat beside his sister all the time. Niladri joked that he was marrying two persons at a time. That sentence offended Rishu and to pacify him, during the steps around the sacrament pyre, Niladri held Rishu’s hand and walked along with him and Ambalika. After their marriage, they never went for honeymoon because they did not want Rishu to be left alone. Rishu adored Niladri very much and they came closer with passing time. Niladri looked Rishu as his elder son.



Years passed, Ambalika opened a Montessori school in the ground floor. The gold that Ambalika bought; was sold off to repay the home loan and with the rest money, Niladri started his own architect firm. Ambarish was admitted to a new school and made new friends. Three years after Ambalika’s marriage, she gave birth to her first child, a daughter. Rishu named her Dipanwita and everyone called her Diya. Until then Rishu was youngest in the house, then he had a doll to play with, his niece. With the passing years, he excelled in studies. The bond between brother and sister never waned and Niladri kept his word not to intervene.



Rishu scored flying colours in his school final exams. That was the best day in Ambalika's life. He appeared in medical entrance exams and cleared that. He got admission in a prestigious medical college, AIIMS. The night the result of the entrance was declared, everyone in the house was happy. After everyone went to sleep, Ambalika tiptoed downstairs to her father's chamber which was then her office. She took out the old picture which her father kept, smiling Ambalika cuddling little Ambarish close to her bosom. Her eyes were soaked; she took out all three pictures of her parents.



She showed the result sheet to her stepmom and whispered in hushed tone, "I have kept your dream, mom. I never let him down. You should have been here; your little Rishu is going to be a doctor, mom."



She sat there with tears of joy in her eyes and suddenly she felt a pair of hand on her shoulder. She shook and looked back, to her horror Rishu stood behind her. Suddenly she lost her words with all three pictures in her hand.

Rishu took those picture from her and asked, "Who are they?" she lost her voice, her frame was shaking as she was caught red handed. For fourteen years, she told a tale that their parents were alive. However, Rishu was old enough to understand the reason why his sister had tears in her eyes when everyone was asleep. He fathomed the pain his sister endured all these years bringing him up.



He sat beside her and wiped her tears, "Didibhai, I don't remember my father and mother and I do not want to know them. It was fate or Almighty’s wish that they left for heavenly abode. Since my conscious memory goes, it was your lap that gave me warmth in cold night, it was your shadow that saved me from hot summer sun and it is your affection and love that flow in my veins. All that I want to be my Didibhai's kid brother."



She hugged him close to her heart and for the first time in fourteen years, she wept incessantly, “Yes you are Rishu, you are my kid.” There were no words between them, both of them wept for long and those were tears of joy.



That was the first time Rishu was going to step in a world where his sister would not be on his side. She was busy packing his bags from the morning. Rishu was busy in playing with his niece, Diya. Since his result came out he never left that chubby girls side. Niladri looked at them and the sight reminded him of the day when Rishu’s parents met accident and Amba clasped little Rishu closed to her heart. Their flight was in the afternoon. All four were going to Delhi to admit Rishu in AIIMS. Her ribs were breaking, she was very much disturbed by the mere thought that Rishu, her kid brother grew up too quickly.



Every minute passed, she kept telling Rishu, "Now you will be going away to Delhi. Do not mingle with nonsense people. You need to keep your eyes and ears open all the time. You need to understand what is right and what is wrong. Just study well."



Niladri came to her and tried to pacify, "Don't worry Amba, he is not a kid anymore, he knows what is right and what is wrong."



Rishu looked at her sister who had a gloom face and said, “Didibhai, I will not goto Delhi. It is better that I stay in Kolkata and do my graduation here.”



She softly scolded him, “Every bird has its wings, Rishu and when time comes they fly away from nest.”



“I am not a bird, Didibhai I am...” he did not complete the sentence. He knew that his words would bring tears in her eyes so he kept quiet.



Niladri asked, “If everything is packed then can we sit down for some time.” She looked at Ambalika, “He has grown up and by the way every month we can visit him. I have got some projects in Noida and Gurgaon so don’t worry about that.”



Ambarish got admission in AIIMS. It was a tearful departure for both brother and sister. He was in tears when the flight took off from Delhi. That night he could not sleep well and called Ambalika about hundred times. His sister on the other end sat in his room for the whole night. He was more than a brother to her; he was her flesh and blood, a son she did not bore from her womb but from her heart. He was studious student and topped in every semester. It was a routine for him to call his sister every day. There was no fixed times, whenever he got time he used to ring his sister. He was overjoyed when his sister gave birth to a nephew. Due to his first semester exam, he was unable to present there. As soon as his exams were finished, he flew off beside her sister to welcome the new sapling. The old mansion was again echoing with toddlers babble. He named his nephew, Dwaipayan. Diya was very happy to have a kid brother.



Ambarish passed out from AIIMS with high marks and appeared for the specialisation in orthopaedics. During his convocation ceremony, Ambalika and Niladri were very happy. After years of hard work and unconditional affection, little Ambarish was a doctor. He completed MD in orthopaedic also from AIIMS with high marks. Ambalika shed tears of joy when he got job as resident doctor in AIIMS. He pestered to come back to Kolkata but his sister insisted that AIIMS was a better place to practice during the initial years of his career. Since there was no hostel for doctors in the AIIMS campus, he had to rent a flat. Niladri had contacts in Delhi since he knew people there. Ambalika and Niladri searched for a flat in a Bengali locality, CR Park.



Back in Kolkata, Dipanwita (Diya) and Dwaipayan (Deep) used to boast to their friends that their uncle was a doctor of a prestigious medical college of India. Diya and Deep was Rishu’s both eye. Whether it was a vacation or holiday, the two kids visited Rishu very often. The life came to a full circle for Ambalika and her close knitted loving family. However, life had some other plans in store for Dr. Ambarish Sanyal.



It was late autumn and the festive season passed away, yet the cold breeze contained the aroma of festivity. The soft winter sun was nearing the horizon, before going down the far curvature it painted the sky with bright orange paint. A flock of chirping birds were returning to their nests after another hard day of finding food. The leaves of a nearby tree whistled in the cold breeze.



Sanghamitra was on the roof, talking to her fiancée, Sitavro, over the phone. They were going to tie the knot within a fortnight. It was hard for Sanghamitra to persuade her parents but she succeeded to win. Both the families agreed to unite their children in holy matrimony. She was chirping like a lovelorn parakeet over the phone, recounting their old days of courtship. Her big black eyes twinkled like star as they spoke; her long lock flowed down her narrow waist. Her beautiful oval face was crimson, covered in a bashful smile as her fiancée was speaking naughty tit-bits over the phone. She had goose bumps all over her tender curvaceous frame. Orange rays of the setting sun glistened on her smooth creamy skin. She looked like a siren soaked in molten gold.



Sitavro teased her over phone, “I am going to bring a big packet of dotted flavoured condom.”



She slapped coyly on the phone, “I will not let you touch me on the reception day.”



Sitavro teased her more, “I am going to pull out your saree as Duryodhan pulled from Draupadi.”



Her ears turned red, “I will scream then.”



“Everyone outside the room will be laughing. I am going to bang your brain till you faint in exhaustion.”



She enjoyed the naughty tease yet she feigned arrogance, “If you are going to talk like this then I am going downstairs.”



“Oh! Honey this is just a trailer.”



She softly scolded, “Trailer for what?”



“You are going to have a sleepless night tonight so I was trying to make you wet. I will come in your dreams and would play with your beautiful figure until you scream and ask me to hammer you.”



She scolded playfully to him, “You scoundrel, stop that. I am already feeling something creeping all over my body. By the way, before honeymoon you are not going to touch me.”



“Ok darling. By the way next week I am having a party, please sneak out on some pretext and we will enjoy.”



“Ok I will try to sneak out somehow.”



Just then, Sanghamitra’s mother, Piyali called her, “Jhinuk come down, your choto mama (younger maternal uncle) has come.”



She kissed the receiver, “Ummm... Bye for now, Ma is calling me down.” She hurried downstairs to meet her relative.



Her younger sister Sarmistha teased her, “Didi you are blushing like an apple I am sure Sitavro da was teasing you again.”



She gave soft scolding to her sister, “Shut up Jhilik.” She asked her mother, “Why have you called me? What happened?”



Piyali looked at her elder daughter’s crimson cheeks and softly scolded, “Naughty girl, so impatient. Go and change your dress first, wear something modest. Your choto mama has arrived with some of his friends.”



She was wearing a slacks and a top so she hurried to her room to change to something modest. The house was rumbling with the preparation of her wedding. Piyali was busy in the kitchen monitoring the maids who were preparing food for the guests. Jhilik came inside the kitchen and hugged her mother playfully.



Piyali asked her, “What happened what do you want now?”



Jhilik whispered to her mother, “I have a request.”



“What request?”



“I want to invite my best friend to my sister’s wedding.”



“Yes, you can invite Dipanwita; I see no problem in inviting your friends.”



She pleaded to her mother, “No Ma, I want to invite her family also. Please visit their house and her family also.”



Her mother returned a soft smile as she recollected her bosom friend, “Ok, where do they live?”



Jhilik answered, “Ma, she lives in Dhakuria.”



Upon hearing the name of the place, Piyali turned to her daughter. Suddenly her heart inundated with old memoirs. Once she had a bosom friend who used to live at Dhakuria. Time and tide passed for twenty-six years, she does not know about her whereabouts.



She smiled at her daughter and said, “Tomorrow I will be going out for shopping with your sister so while returning we can go to their house and invite them. Inform your friend in advance that we will be coming tomorrow evening.”



Jhilik hugged her mother tightly and kissed her cheek, “My sweet Ma.”



She handed the tray with teacups and snacks and asked her daughter to give the tray to Jhinuk. In the mean time, Jhinuk changed her dress and came to the kitchen.



Jhinuk asked her sister, “How many of your friends are coming?”



Jhilik answered, “Only one till now.”



Piyali looked at her elder daughter from head to toe and said, “Your wedding is near you should dress modest all the time. Anytime any guests could arrive and you naughty girls don’t change.”



Both the sisters were very close although they had an age difference of seven years but Jhinuk loved her sister more than anything in the world. They used to share everything even their intimate secrets. Both the sisters were carbon copy of each other only difference was their age. Jhinuk was twenty-three and completed her MBA in HR few months back while Jhilik was in her final year in the school.



The next day, Piyali went out for shopping along with her two daughters. Shopping for wedding is a mammoth task and when three ladies goes out then it is a uphill task for the shopkeeper to satisfy them. It took hours to buy few sarees and dress material for her daughters. Jhilik was getting restless, as she was excited to go to her friend's house. Every now and then, she poked her mother as when they would be going.



It was late afternoon when their car reached Dhakuria. As the car entered the locality of her daughter's friend's residence, Piyali got startled. Twenty-six years ago, her bosom friend lived there. She lost her breath and was speechless when their car stopped in front of the residence, the very residence her friend lived. Her heart was thumping like a drum inside her chest. Her vision dampened as she recognised the mansion. Both the girls asked Piyali the reason of welling eyes. She was on the verge of breaking down but she controlled the sudden surge of old memoirs.



She wiped the corner of her eyes and asked Jhilik, "What is the name of your friend's mother?"



Jhilik was unaware of that so she asked in return, "I don't know Ma but why are you asking this?"



She kept quiet for few moments and answered, "I cannot tell you until I meet the person."



They entered the house. Jhilik's friend Diya came running to greet them. Both the girls looked very happy. Piyali looked at Diya; she looked exactly like her father, Niladri. She looked around the drawing room, an old picture of young Ambalika clasping little Ambarish was kept on a mantelpiece. There were few other pictures of Ambalika and her family. She looked at those pictures with a amazement, for the first time she felt that the world is really round. Piyali kissed Diya on her cheek and asked about her mother.



Diya called her mother, who was busy in some house chores. As soon as Ambalika entered the drawing room, her feet got riveted to the floor. The person standing in front of her was none other than her bosom friend, Piyali. Ambalika bit her lips; a sudden surge of emotion flooded her heart. Their eyes were flooded and both the women lost their ability of speech. Ambalika hugged Piyali close to her bosom. She forgot that their children were gazing at them in bewilderment. The children were unable to fathom as why their mothers were crying.



After sometime, Ambalika playfully patted on Piyali's cheek and asked, "How are you?" She wiped her friend's cheek and softly sobbed, "I never thought that I would meet you again."



Piyali's thought raced back to the day her friend left Kolkata. She asked Ambalika, "Why you left me? I was heartbroken on my wedding day, my eyes were sore neither you nor Niladri was by my side."



Amba smiled and took Piyali’s hand in hers, "I am sorry dear but I promise not to leave you again."



Piyali introduced her daughters to Ambalika. Both the girls touched her feet. Piyali said that she had come to invite for her eldest daughter, Sanghamitra's wedding. Jhinuk sat beside her mother; she understood that her had mother found her long lost friend. Ambalika requested them to stay and Piyali kept her request. Diya was very happy that her friend was going to stay for the night. After Niladri returned from office, he was also amazed to see their old friend. There was an ambience of festivity in the house. The children mingled among themselves. Diya was busy showing her room and chirping with Jhilik.



After dinner was over two friends sat down in the drawing room. Ambalika said that Niladri waited for her for seven years and found her in Ranchi where she went away. They returned to Kolkata and they got married. Piyali asked Ambalika about her eldest son. Everyone was bit astonished to hear her query but Ambalika knew that Piyali was asking about Ambarish. Ambalika told that Little Rishu has grown up and after completing MS in orthopaedics, he was a resident doctor in AIIMS. They visit him very often so he rented a flat in CR Park. She also informed that he was a bachelor. She gave full liberty to all her children to choose their life partner but same time also cautioned them to judge the person before taking any decision.



Piyali said that the day Ambalika left Kolkata she was heartbroken. Her eyes were sore on her wedding day as her best friend was not by her side. Her husband, Somesh is a mining engineer and was posted at Raniganj then. After their marriage, Piyali moved to Raniganj. Somesh got promotion as a senior manager and he was transferred to Kolkata in Coal India five years back. After coming to Kolkata, they bought a flat in Saltlake. Talking about her eldest daughter, Sanghamitra, she said that her daughter completed MBA in HR and chosen her life partner by herself. Jhinuk’s fiancée, Sitavro belongs to a business family and he helps his father in his business. Somesh opposed the alliance at first. He was not much opposed to the love marriage but he opposed to have alliance with a business family, as they tend to weigh the life with money. Her daughter was adamant to marry Sitavro and after much persuasion and war of words, they gave their consent in their marriage. The marriage had to be solemnised quickly as per Jhinuk’s in laws request.



During the discussion regarding marriage preparation, Piyali said that they were unable to find a big place for their ceremony, as they would be having about six hundred to seven hundred guests. Niladri came to the rescue, as he knew several builders and contractors. He took the responsibility to arrange for a banquet. Both the women were very much happy and the reunion was a mushy one.



One evening Diya asked her mother, “Ma, when is Rishu going to get married?”





Both the cubs always addressed their uncle by the name their mother calls him. Since childhood, they heard their mother to call him Rishu and they felt not to change that and Rishu also cherished when those puerile foals addressed him by his name rather than naming a relation. He felt close to his heart every time those foals called him by his name.



She gave a sleek smile to her daughter and said, “Ask him about that.”



Diya gave a sullen look to her mother and said, “Jhinuk Didi is getting married at the age of twenty-three. Rishu is a dumb head; he is thirty and still a bachelor. Why don’t we call Rishu to Jhinuk Didi’s wedding?”



Ambalika softly scolded her daughter, “He came home during Puja vacation he will not get any leave now. By the way give him a call and see whether he has eaten his dinner or not.


Diya answered her mother, “No, he is still sleeping. I called him an hour ago and left sms on his phone. He has got night duty this week.”



Both the children were very close to their beloved uncle. Whenever Rishu used to come home, he used to be with his nephew and niece for whole day. Wherever he used to go, he took them in his tow. If it were possible, he would have carried them always on his shoulder. They would go berserk in presence of Rishu and no one had the ability to touch those foals in his presence. When Deep was a little cub he used to sleep on his stomach and Diya used to sleep on his arms. The children did grow up but when Rishu was at home, then they slept with Rishu. Once Diya fell down from stairs and sprained her ankle. Rishu just returned from hospital after a hard days of work. Diya called her uncle and wept that she sprained her ankle. Rishu boarded the earliest flight available and was beside Diya. He cannot stand the thought that any evil could touch his nephew or niece.



Diya shifted herself to her friend’s home and Ambalika used to visit Piyali’s house every day after her school. Both the families were back again and the arrangement for the wedding took a faster pace. Gradually the house filled with guests and started rumbling. Everyone was busy and most them were busy doing nothing. Children were running up and down, few elders gossiped about the ill effects of love marriage. Whole atmosphere was jubilant.

Jhinuk had Diya and Jhilik beside her every moment. Every now and then Jhilik hugged her sister, she felt a void in her heart. The same happened with Jhinuk, at times she used to get absent minded to leave her parents and fly away from the nest like a bird. Same time Jhinuk was happy that she was getting united with her love.


It was late autumn and the weather was getting chill day by day. The sky was cobalt blue bereft of any dark clouds. Cold winds were blowing from north and the misty mornings had tiny dewdrops on the grass blades. Jhinuk was in a jubilant mood, Sitavro asked her to meet. She had to sneak out, as her parents would not allow her to go out on the eve of wedding. After lunch, she sneaked out of her house on a pretext of going to her friend’s house.


The sun went down the west horizon; the house became jubilant with each passing moment. It was only three days before Jhinuk’s wedding. The final countdown started and Ambalika and Piyali were busy in discussing some important matters of wedding. Diya, Deep and Jhilik were busy among themselves. Everyone was busy in some work but the bride was not present. After sometime Piyali asked her daughter about the whereabouts of Jhinuk. Jhilik knew that her sister went to meet Sitavro however, she lied to her mother that she had gone to her friend’s house. Jhinuk’s father got agitated and started to growl about the insensitivity of his eldest daughter. Both the parents were restless when Jhinuk did not return home after sundown. He called his daughter on her mobile but there was no answer. He spoke to his wife regarding that and Piyali was worried to know that her daughter was not answering. They called Sitavro also, but to their dismay, his phone was also switched off. Everyone of the family was very much worried about her. Piyali started crying and Ambalika tried to pacify. Somesh started growling like a wounded tiger. With each passing minute, dark clouds seem to descend on the jubilant ambience of the house.
 
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This was a dream I had one night, so I wrote it in the form of a short story

The Mermaid

Knowing that I was somewhat lost, I hadn’t imagined in my worst nightmares that I had virtually landed in hell. I managed to escape the car crash, but I was wounded, I was hungry. Making my way through the forests, I was looking for shelter.


I reached a coastal area. There was a beautiful rocky coast. I finally saw some human beings, and I was happy, hoping to get some help. But as I approached I saw something that I wasn’t really expecting. These people seemed to be a cult of fanatics, there were midst of a ritual. There was a ship in the sea and I saw a young woman whose hands and feet were restrained by roped and she was suspended by a rope, head down, being immersed in the sea. She was kept underwater till she died, after which her corpse was pulled out, dragged on the land, dishonored and disfigured with bloody work done upon her body as the ritual went on. The experience of witnessing it was blood curdling. There was much more to the inhuman ritual than I could ever put in words.


The wisest thing to do was to get out of that place at once. Just as I turned my back, I heard some screams, of a child. Her voice was clear as anything. She was begging them to let her go. I turned around and saw, a beautiful little girl. They dragged her into a small shack there and tied her up. I overheard their conversation; it made me freeze in horror. She was going to be the next in their brutal string of murders.


I couldn’t just stand and watch. I couldn’t let that happen. I decided to rescue that girl. So I stealthily moved towards that shack. I saw there was a woman guarding that girl. I moved quietly behind her, and hit her with an iron rod which was lying nearby on her head. She collapsed.


I went to the girl, who was crying bitterly. I gently untied her and whispered in her ear, “Come with me, I’ve come to help you.”


She looked at me with hopeful eyes. I smiled at her and hugged her lovingly. It didn’t take her long to trust me. I held her hand, and we ran out of the shack, and the away. It didn’t take them long to realize that the girl had escaped. They were chasing us. All of them, it was like an angry mob was after us. The girl was counting on me, and my heart was pounding with fear. How long will I be able to run from them? Where will I take this girl? I had to find a safe place for her.


I had escorted the girl to a place which I had considered safe – her home. I asked her to hide there. And I ran for my safety. They were chasing me like mad animals. I ran as fast as I could, as far as I could. I had been unsheltered, wounded and hungry for two days now. I was growing weaker. And finally a few strong men caught up with me. One of them grabbed me by my hair and pushed me on the ground. And immediately swords were drawn and held all over me. I was kicked and slapped a couple of times. They dragged me along.



I was apprehensive about what they would do to me. I wasn’t afraid of dying, if they would take my life instead of that little girl’s, it was a fair bargain. But little did I know, that we didn’t have a single friend. Every single person in that village was our enemy. When I was dragged right to the centre of the crowd, to my horror, I saw the same girl tied up and being beaten like an animal by her own parents. They found her hiding in the house, and they dragged her out for sacrificing her. They had been torturing her ever since she was born, they knew no mercy. The whipping continued forever, the whip was peeling of her tender skin. Oh God, she was only a child!


“STOP IT!” I screamed, and I hugged the girl shielding her from the whip lashes. I let them fall onto me. They were more painful that I had imagined. I was in tears, due to my helplessness to protect her, so stop such an inhuman deed from happening, and most from seeing how heartless everyone was here.


“She is you daughter” I screamed at her parents, “How can you do this to her? What right do you have to kill such an innocent child?”


“We gave life to her, so we have the right to take it away from her.” was a cold reply given to me.


I broke down in tears, and hugged the girl even more tightly, I kissed her. The girl fainted in my arms; her injuries were too grave for her tender body to sustain. My tearful eyes screamed at the injustice silently.


“And you” said the leader among the crowd, “You have interrupted our ritual. You too will be sacrificed.”


“Take them away” he ordered a few armed me. They began to drag me away with the little girl still in my arms. I knew there was no escape.


They dragged me all the way, up onto a ship. The locked me up into a small cabin on the ship and they went away; probably for preparing for the ritual. I put the girl gently on the floor, kissed her forehead and began to cry again. I wasn’t worried about my impending death. I had seen enough of the world, and I am a foreigner to them after all, and more of an intruder. But my heart shattered within me when I looked at that girl. She wasn’t a foreigner, she was one of them, she belonged to them, she was born among them, and now, they were about to so easily take her life, without caring one bit. Even the ones who gave birth to her didn’t care. She was so innocent, and probably she had never done anything wrong enough to offend any human being. Probably her crime was just being a child, unable to defend herself.


I moved my hand through her hair, the wounds that covered her body made me cry even more. How could someone do that to a child?


I felt her move, and she opened her eyes gently. She looked so beautifully innocent, like someone who only knows how to love. I wiped off my tears. She looked at me, and slowly crawled into my arms.


“You….you came for my help!” she said in her sweet voice.


I couldn’t say anything more. I hugged her, I began to fondle her. She hugged me too, like she never hugged anyone before. She was afraid.


“They are going to put us in the sea. Then we will never be able to talk or move. We’ll never be able to open our eyes. I am feeling very scared” She was trembling in my arms, digging herself deep into my arms, like all she wanted was some shelter and some love. She began to cry.


My heart was full, I began to cry too. For a while we both didn’t speak.


Then I wiped my tears and kissed her cheek. I said, “You know something honey? I’ve come to rescue you. I will take you far far away. A place where they will never be able to find you, they won’t be able to hurt you, never again!”


She was delighted, but it lasted only for a moment. “But how? They will drown us in the water now.”


“Yes,” I said, “But we won’t really die. That’s because I am a mermaid. The moment I touch water, I’ll be free, and my magic will work, and you’ll see my true mermaid form. And then I will take you with me, to a far away land, where there are many mermaids like me. It’s a place where everyone is happy, and no one will hurt you. We all will love you and take care of you. And if you wish, we will make you a mermaid as well, then you can be free and swim the oceans!”


“You are a mermaid fairy!” She exclaimed. I heard storied about you! I saw happiness on her face. “Yes, indeed, you are a mermaid fairy, you are beautiful like a fairy, you have these long hair and you are so loving!” She hugged me again, this time out of joy. She wanted to know more about the oceans.


“Have you come from the deep oceans? Is that your home?”


“Yes”, I said, “I used to swim around these coasts, and I saw you were not happy. I saw how badly they were hurting you. So I decided to help you, and so I have come to take you with me.”


“Oh!” she said, “Thank you so much! They would always beat me. I really like you mermaid fairy, I want to come with you. You care about me, you tried to protect me, I love you. And I too will be a mermaid fairy now! And I will swim free! Oh I am so happy!”


She was nearly dancing with joy now. It was like for the first time she was really happy. I can never forget her face, so much full of excitement, and so many curious questions in her little head. It was a moment of bliss for me. And I spent the rest of the time answering her questions, kissing her, fondling her and loving her.


We were lost in each other when I heard the door slam open. Four armed men came in and dragged us out. I saw her get nervous, but it was only momentary, when we reached the deck of the ship, they put her back in my arms. She hugged me and smiled like she fears nothing. I felt a strong rope go around us, to restrain us. I just held her in my arms and let them tie me up, and prepare me, just for death. I didn’t let me fears show, or perhaps there weren’t any. The joy I was seeing on the little girl’s face, made all my fears go away. She was dreaming of the oceans, of becoming a mermaid, of her ordeal finally coming to an end. Her joy was so rewarding. I hugged her tightly.


I closed my eyes to pray. This was probably the first time I asked God something for myself. The only thing I wanted now was to die…with dignity.


The attached some heavy weights to my legs. They wanted to ensure proper immersion. Then, they lowered me, with the girl in my arms in the water with the help of a rope over a pulley. Just before I touched the water, I whispered in her ears, “Close your eyes sweetheart, we are about to enter a new world now.”


She closed her eyes, with a big smile on her face. I closed my eyes too and we went underwater.


We were sinking slowly, I felt her struggle for breath. I kissed her one last time. And our descent halted. We were suspended by a rope. It was a part of the ritual to pull out the bodies of the victims after they die and to dishonor and disfigure them. They were just going to keep us there till we were dead. I closed my eyes waiting for my death.


And suddenly, and very miraculously the rope by which we were suspended snapped, and then began a rapid descent towards the ocean bed owing to the weights chained to my feet. I looked below and saw a deep trench into which we were descending. God answered my prayers! The will never be able to retrieve our bodies after we die. Even after death, God cared for our honor. Sometimes God works in mysterious ways.


Going down the oceanic trench, we began scaling depths we couldn’t ever imagine. Going far far below the surface, it was growing darker. I looked at her face with the last ray of light, she wasn’t moving, she wasn’t breathing, but she still had that beautiful smile on her face. She still imagined, she was in the loving arms of a mermaid.


I had lied. I wasn’t a mermaid. I couldn’t take her away to the land of mermaids; I couldn’t bring her all the joy that she deserved, but perhaps God will, in heaven. He will give her all the love and happiness that she deserves, with my last remaining breath; that is my last prayer to God. As a humble powerless human being, all I could do was to save her the agony of her impending death. My last moment was probably the most beautiful of my life; a little girl who spent all her life in tears and pain, she died with a smile.
 

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Bad’naam

“Don’t worry so much about me, I am going to be just fine” said Shalini with a smile on her face.

“Are you sure you wanna do this? I mean...there are better things you can do in life, you know this glamour industry isn’t for small town people like us.” said her friend Nishant who wasn’t very happy about her decision to choose modelling as a career.

“But it is my dream Nishant! You know me since so long, you know how much I used to dream about being as successful actress” she added.

“I know, and I understand...but you know things can get dirty, I wouldn’t want my beautiful friend plunging into the filth” he said out of a serious concern.

“This is a dirty world we live in Nishant, everything is dirty, and no matter what we choose to do, it is common people like us who always suffer. I am an ordinary girl Nishant, but my ambition isn’t ordinary. I understand this might mean a struggle, perhaps a dirty struggle, but I know that I am gonna make it one day.” She said with her eyes shining with hope.

Shalini was a beautiful girl; tall, fair with long black hair, and her smiling face shining with pure innocence. She was an ambitious girl but at that time, she didn’t have an idea about what exactly she was going to face.

“Alright” Nishant said with a smile, “Then go for it girl, best of luck”

“I just hope” she said and paused for a while and continued “that if I ever get really lonely in my struggle, I will have a friend’s shoulder to cry on”

“You can count on me...I promise you more than just that” said Nishant as he gave her a hug.

Then they both walked away...on their own path, to face their own struggles. Life kept them both really busy for the next two years; so much that they didn’t find another chance to meet. There hadn’t been any phone conversations either.

The newspapers and TV kept Nishant informed though, about her success, every time he read something about her; he would feel happy for her. She had started her career as a model, which made it a little easier for her to get into the film industry. She had done a few movies as a side actress, and Nishant was hoping to see her soon in a lead role. There had been some problems too, like sometimes he heard news about her doing some weird stuff, but he didn’t bother about what the media had to say about her. Every time he read a success story about Shalini, he would feel so happy, but somewhere in the corner of his mind, he was always worried about what kind of conditions she is in, and whether she is really ok or not. Sometimes he felt like just calling her up, but then he thought he’d just let it be.

One fine day, he got a call from her. She sounded really upset. She wanted him to come over to see her, and he agreed.

When he reached her apartment, he took out the key from below her doormat. Even though Nishant was visiting her after a long time, he knew where she keeps the keys of her house for her friends. He wanted to surprise her. But he himself got a surprise when he went inside.

She was sitting on the floor in a dark corner of the room. Her eyes were all red, as if she was crying all night long.

“What happened?” he asked.

“Its over” she said trying to control her sobs.

“What do you mean?”

“I am sorry Nishant, you had warned me. It all got dirty you see...I am finished” saying this she handed over a pen drive to Nishant.

Nishant didn’t ask anymore, he plugged in the pen drive in her laptop. He found a video in it. He saw his beautiful friend strip...sensual yet arousing movements, and she just knelt naked before a man whose face wasn’t seen in the video. She unzipped his pants and pulled out his dick. She was licking it, and then began to suck it with such vigour, as if she had done it several times before. With several minutes of sucking his dick and playing with his balls with her tender beautiful fingers, the man shot his load over her face and boobs, that made her look nothing better than a slut. Nishant was trying to make out whether she was a willing partner or she was being forced to do all this, but the expression on her face was just blank.

Nishant was furious now. He turned to her and asked rather angrily, “Now will you tell me what this is about?”

“Please come close” she said in a cracking voice, “I’ll tell you everything”

Nishant’s expression softened. He lifted her up from the floor and placed her on the bed. Then he sat down beside her.

“I am all ears” he said softly.

“I was doing well. I was very close to my dream. But no matter how hard I tried, things weren’t working out. I didn’t want to give up after coming this far.”

She continued, “Even after several months of struggle I failed. I was desperate.” The she looked into his eyes, “I am so ashamed of myself that I decided to stoop so low, I am really sorry Nishant”

Nishant felt sorry for her. He hugged her and said, “Its ok. But how did you land up in this video?”

Shalini spoke, “I met a producer. He had just begun his career, and had one successful film. He was looking for an actress in a lead role for his upcoming movie. I decided to talk to him, I got his appointment.

We were talking over coffee. He said to me, “You are not doing so well currently, but you are beautiful...and I hope talented too. We can do business for sure, but you know the rules don’t you?”

“What rules?” I asked him.

“You’ll know...suffice to know that you have to make me happy and I’ll give you what you what” said the producer.”

Nishant interrupted, “So, is he the man in the video?”

“No” Shalini said, “Is not been that simple. That guy was some kind of a psychopath. He wanted to take more than just my body.. It’s been such an ordeal, I can’t take anymore.” and she broke down crying.

“What did he do?” Nishant asked angrily.

“He never demanded sex in the first place, he just had some weird demands” she squeaked, “Like he made me dress up like a slut and go out in the public. It used to be embarrassing. Once he made me wear a see-through top and go to an event were there were a lot of media people already present. He wanted me to act normally, as if i am wearing those clothes willing and I like to wear such clothes. He said he wanted to test my “acting” skills”

“Oh!” exclaimed Nishant, “so this was where those “topless” pics of yours came from, they went viral in the media, and I went mad wondering what was wrong with your head.”

“Then” she began to sob again, “He began to exploit me physically, he used to fondle and grope. But nothing more. He said he was impressed by my media stunt and was considering signing me for his movie.”

“But for a month there was no word from him. Then he called me up asking me to visit him at his place. It was night and there was no one in his bungalow. He was all alone. He asked me to strip. I had something to lose if I’d refuse so, I reluctantly agreed.”

“So,” Nishant said, “That was the stuff in the video?”

“No” she said with grief, “the video was made much later. After I stripped, he said that he had sent all the servants away he wanted to see me doing the role of a “servant” at his bungalow for seven days. Just that’s I’d be without clothes all the time. I found it very embarrassing, but I thought that it was just a matter of seven days and he wasn’t asking for sex like the other perverts.”

She continued, “He made me do all the work, cooking, cleaning, ironing and he would just stand there and watch me as I would work naked to my shame. Almost every day and anytime he would just grab me from behind and grope me roughly, pull my hips against his and bend me over so that i could feel his hardness poking me through his clothes, and give a few thrusts, showing me how much he was in control of things. Sometimes he’d masturbate in front of me. Then it was the night of the seventh day, I was both physically tired and mentally broken due to my humiliation.”

He smiled at me and said, “You are beautiful, and it was an amazing week with you. Now you know more than you my dick has suffered. Would you do it a favour and help me with a release, with any....hole of your choice. Please...”

Shalini chocked for a while. The she continued, “I firmly refused, and I was surprised to see him smile at that. He said “That’s rude of you to turn down such a polite request. Anyways, you are free to go home...naked. Only I know where your clothes are hidden and giving them back was not a part of the deal”

“You sick bastard!” I shouted at him.

He sighed and said, “Please mind your language, its not even like a broke a promise or something.”

“What do you want?” I asked him.

“Just fulfil my request” he said with that nasty smile again and I had no choice. I agreed to give him a blowjob, and just left decided never to talk to this guy again. And surprisingly he didn’t try to contact me either.

I tried elsewhere, met other producers, but they all wanted me to lie down and open my legs for them, but this guy wasn’t that extreme. So I thought that if being exploited is the answer then I might as well go where I am being exploited the least. But that was a terrible mistake.

I went back to him, but his reaction was surprising, he said we had to start all over again.

“Ahh!” Nishant said, “and then came your next media stunt – that being high on drugs stuff”

“I wasn’t taking drugs,” Shalini said, “He made me wear a vibrator and go to public events and he turned it on when it would get everyone’s attention. I pretended I was drugged, but I guess I couldn’t hide it from intelligent people what was really happening to me”

“I didn’t follow up much on that one to be honest” Nishant said.

“Then” Shalini continued, “I had to go back to the bungalow for seven days again, but this time he had a friend with him. I was ogled and groped by two men, and besides they did a lot of other degrading things to me, although nothing more than just touching. Now to leave, I had to give blowjobs to both of them and plus he made me masturbate on the floor as they watched me. I thought that was the most embarrassing even of my life, but that wasn’t yet”

He gave me a cheque of a token amount, trying to show me that he was serious about fulfilling his promise. But that was a bloody trap.

He suggested me that before we start the shooting, we might wanna go on a vacation just the two of us. Seeing a little hope, I was happy and I agreed. But there was something wrong in his head like seriously. He told me he wanted me to sit bottomless in the car. It was so humiliating to be that way amidst the traffic; I was so ashamed wondering if someone around me found out.

He took me to a forest area, and told me to take off the rest of my clothes. He was treating me like an animal, rather like an object, ogling me, groping me, touching me wherever he felt like. Then he says, “You know something darling, I feel like trying another hole today”

I was so angry, I almost raised a hand to slap him. But he caught my hand and said calmly, “Save the violence, we can talk.”

“You son-of-a-bitch! Who the hell do you think you are?” I growled at him.

“Look” he replied, “I just made a request. I never forced you to do anything. This is a deal between you and me. If you don’t wish to work with me, you are free to leave. But remember, if you ever decide to come back, you will have to start all over again and then I might also bring company”

Now I had to think. If I went elsewhere, I’d have to start all over again. So I thought it might not be such a bad idea to go ahead with him. After all the money he has been paying me was giving some assurance. So I agreed to have sex with him.

When we were back I expected the shoot to start soon, but he kept delaying it. He kept giving me money however, assuring me every time that things were going to be alright.

I don’t know how many times I must have been to his place, fulfilling his weird and nasty demands. And it all happened over and over again so many times. Every time I resisted, he would says, “Hey you have done it once, what’s the big deal in doing it again?” That would really break me.

“And you are calling me now....what for?” Nishant said in an angry and sarcastic voice.

“I am sorry Nishant” she said with tearful eyes, “I didn’t want to accept defeat. I didn’t want to accept that I failed to achieve my dream, I kept making nasty compromises and I realise I was wrong.”

She continued, “I wish to quit Nishant, I wish to start fresh...just go away from all this, and begin a new life, but he won’t let me. He has recorded my sexual activities, he wants to blackmail me and make me a whore! That producer just sent me this SMS...please help me Nishant. Please! If you can’t help, suicide is the only option left for me coz they won’t let me live peacefully in this life.”

Nishant took her phone and read the SMS. It was – I don’t know about how good an actress you are, but you are definitely a great whore. I’ve found you new clients who would love to fill your juicy holes with some baby g, so get ready and wait for my call if you want me to keep our dirty little secret.

“Hmmm” Nishant said. “Situation is pretty bad, but not totally out of control. Gimme the videos and I’ll see what I can do” he said with a weird smile she couldn’t comprehend. Still she consoled herself that Nishant was her friend, and her last hope.

She was lying on her bed trying to sleep, after a long time she fell asleep. But her she was rudely awoken by a phone call early in the morning. She had no idea what horrors the morning had brought her.

She answered the phone. It was a news reporter. He said, “Ma’am we have heard you have released your sex tape online. Is that true? Is that your new publicity stunt?”

“What nonsense!” she shouted, “No such thing exists, you are talking bullshit” and she hung up. A chill ran down her spine.

The phone rang again. It was another reporter. But the same question.

“Will you suckers just stop bothering me? I’ve said already, there is no such video. Just because I’ve been bold in front of the media in the past, some asshole spreads some rumours and you guys chasing me like mad dogs without checking the facts.” She shouted.

“Don’t be so sure ma’am” the reporter said, “your video has gone viral over the internet since the last few hours, see for yourself”

Shalini hung up and immediately switched on her laptop. She had an account on exbii.com, she expected the video to be there if it had really gone “viral”. She found a new thread with huge viewership that was increasing exponentially with every passing minute. That was the thread giving the link to her video. Her heart sank when she saw the name of the uploader. It was an ID that belonged to Nishant.

She was sweating and trembling by now. She felt terribly hurt and betrayed. She had trusted Nishant; she was so angry that he betrayed her.

She called him up and yelled, “You sick bastard! How could you do this to me? Tumne mujhe badnaam kar diya! You son-of-a-bitch, just fuck off and die!” she couldn’t even wait to hear him. She hung up the phone, and broke down crying. Her world was destroyed, not by her enemy, but by her friend.

She sat down crying, and her phone had been constantly ringing for a long time before a stone entered her room breaking the glass of her window. She saw that there was a mob outside her house protesting against her. With her trembling hands, she called up the police for protection.

For a while she wished she was dead, but the panic and anxiety was too much to let her die. Her phone was continuously ringing. For a moment she wanted to go away from all this, and for a moment she wanted to know what exactly was going on.

She switched on the TV. Every channel was flashing her news. One of the news channels was playing an audio recording of the conversation she had with the media in the morning.

The newsreader on the TV was saying, “After the release of the sensational sex tapes by model Shalini, sources had revealed that she is planning to file an FIR against the unknown uploader who uploaded her video. Regarding this issue we had a conversation with the cyber cell. We have the cyber cell ACP on line with us right now, let us hear what he has to say about this”

When the call was transferred to the ACP, he said, “In such cases, we don’t wait for an FIR. We have already investigated the matter, and our experts say that the clip is morphed with a lookalike porn star”

Shalini was shocked to hear the word “morphed”.

She went back to exbii.com and downloaded the clip; she wanted to know what was morphed. She saw that it was indeed morphed using some scenes from her original tape and some taken from some other video.

Her phone rang again, it was her PRO. “I have great news ma’am. And I must congratulate you for the success of your master plan”

“Master plan?” she asked.

“Yeah, since your clip, real or fake whatever has gone viral; there is only one name on everyone’s lips. Shalini! And can you believe it? Three famous production houses are interested in doing business with you. And in the evening I have called the media, be prepared to give some media bytes. Let’s encash this entire chaos! This is golden time for you!”

She saw Nishant enter thought the door like he did before.

Nishant smiled at the confused look on her face. Everything had happened so fast that she never saw it coming. She just didn’t know how to react when she saw him.

“Somebody looks very busy today!” said Nishant with a smile as her phone continued to ring in the background.

“Nishant...you just...”

“Set you free” he finished her sentence. “Now even if your blackmailer uploads the real videos, nobody is gonna give a damn. The worst possible damage is already done. Besides it might add some spice and might get you some more attention. There’s a popular saying - Bad’naam hue to kya naam to hua!” he winked.

Shalini was overwhelmed. She hugged him at once.

“May I thank you, in a better way my friend?” she asked looking into his eyes. Nishant smiled.
 
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